Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 783 - Riley is a Bisexual Cuckquean Who Brings Home Girls for her and her Boyfriend

Episode Date: March 11, 2024

Riley is a bisexual cuckquean into creampies, squirting and more and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how she always knew she was bisexual and how she was ...honest about that with her boyfriend, how they wound up in a foursome with his best friend and his girlfriend and exactly what went down, how she continued to hook up with the girl and how and why the other girls boyfriend was a little jealous, how they continued to have threesomes with her and how that ended badly, how and why her boyfriend won’t allow her to be with guys or very dom lesbians, how she also loves being doomed, being degraded, and how she has a cream pie kink as well, the girl she met on Tinder who squirted on her a the threesome she them had with her, how she figured out how to squirt and what helped her finally do it, the two times she got tied up and watched her guy with a girl and exactly what went down, how she wound up being a little jealous and why, her CNC kink and what that entails, how they have argued about their non monogamous relationship and how those arguments helped them plus a whole lot more. **To see super hot anonymous pics of RILEY plus pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous Podcast. Strictly Anonymous Podcast. Conversations with online strangers. We place ads online. The Craigslist is definitely like the gift that keeps on giving. Real people respond. You go to Singapore or Thailand. You can't not do it.
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Starting point is 00:02:36 I don't get involved in the X-rated stuff, but people want to post stuff like that, and they get to over on my Discord. So to get access for my Discord and get all the other stuff that I talked about, you got to join my Patreon. Patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. It's literally just $5 a month. All of the links and the emails and the numbers and the websites and all that shit I just talked about are in the description. So you don't have to worry about writing it down. Okay. So today I have on Riley.
Starting point is 00:03:03 She's a little cuck queen, Riley. She's one of those girls that's dating a guy and she's really into chicks and they hook up with chicks on the side. She's mostly in control of that. She picks up the girls, brings them home. But he gets to fuck him too. She's definitely into that. Her first experience seeing him with a girl wasn't, was a little church. triggering for her. She said she was like a little jealous, but she's straight up now like a cuck queen. One of her
Starting point is 00:03:27 recent experiences, she had him tied up on a chair and she was forced to watch him with a girl. She talks about that. They wound up doing that again. She does talk about how when she met her guy and how she told him that she was into chicks and how they first started having sex with girls. It wound up starting off with his best friend and his girlfriend. Turns out she was very into the girl. Then they kept seeing that girl and that was the wound up to be the first goal they wound up having a threesome with after that guy broke up with that girl they kind of stole the girl and they were like fucking her didn't turn out didn't end well she does touch on that a little bit but they've been having threesomes with girls ever since they have some rules and some boundaries that she talks about they've
Starting point is 00:04:11 been together for seven years it hasn't always been like perfect like I said they have had times where both of them have asked for certain things and the other person has been like no I'm not into that and we go over that stuff which is super interesting she recently learned how to squirt which i'm very jealous about and she learned how to squirt across the room with the wand that another girl talked about i'll put the link in the description the wand that they sell on amazon uh she used that to squirt she's very into squirting now a girl squirted for her once there was some hookup with a girl uh she talks about that hook up with a girl and that the girl swirted and she was like oh my god on a mission to squirt and she figured out how to squirt. She's very into being dominated by her guy. She's into
Starting point is 00:04:53 CNC, which is consent, non-consent. She's into cream pies. She's, like I said, a cuck queen. She's really open. Her and her boyfriend are always open to learning about sex. That's how they found my podcast. Her boyfriend used to listen to it and told her to listen to it and now they both listen to and she says she's learned a lot. But she's done a lot. She's literally only 23 years old and you won't believe this shit. Just she's her and her guy have already done. They have a great relationship. I think that they're cool with each other.
Starting point is 00:05:23 They communicate really well considering, but they've been together a long time for seven years. It's a super interesting story. She's definitely a cook queen. And her guy's definitely lucky because he gets to fuck other girls too. He fucks the girls that she brings home. So anyway, I'm going to be, I have hot picks of her over on my Patreon.
Starting point is 00:05:40 She does have an only fan that she did as like a side thing. I'm going to put a link to. it in the description, but I'm going to be right back on with Riley. Hi, Riley. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm good. How are you? I'm good. I'm excited to have you on. I like when I have young, open-minded women on my show. It's back in my day, you would have been considered a big, fat slut, okay? I don't think you are in your generation. You're very young to me. You've done a lot of things when you signed up your rope. Bisexual cuck slot exploring threesomes, foursomes, squirting, and kinks. You've kind of like been there, done that.
Starting point is 00:06:20 Obviously, you're super curious and open-minded. How old are you now, Riley? I'm actually 23 right now. Right. Just turned 23. All right. So how did you get to it so fast? Were you always very curious and open about sex? Like, where does it start with you? Honestly, I'm not going to lie. When I was little, my parents actually told me that they caught me at the age of six, masturbating, quite a lot. So I feel like I've always, I've always been quite, I've had a high sex drive and just been quite open and just out there. So it doesn't really come to me as a surprise that this is all stuff that I'm into and that I've experienced because I guess I've always had that desire as a young kid too. Right. So, okay, let's, so now you're six, you don't even have a memory of that, but your
Starting point is 00:07:08 parents told you, like, when do you start acting out sexually for real with people? Is it in middle school, high school, how old were you when you lost your virginity? I was 15 when I lost my virginity, but I wouldn't really classify that as when I started becoming open. Honestly, I became really open with my sexuality when I met my partner because he really embraced it and he was really open to it. And he kind of opened all these doors that I didn't even know existed and just things we talked about that somehow we tried it and I was into it and then we've kept on doing it. So like never before, like after my, I lost my virginity, I never, never really had.
Starting point is 00:07:47 I don't even think I ever came with any of my previous partners until I met my current partner because I, you'd remember, I'm pretty sure you'd remember if you orgasmed. And I've never, I've never remembered orgasming with any of the previous partners I had. And I probably had 10 to 12 before I met my current partner. So. Wow. Well, you know, I used to remember like asking my girlfriend's like, oh, have you ever had an orgasm? And when they'd be like, I don't know.
Starting point is 00:08:10 I'd be like, no, you definitely didn't. You'd know if you had an orgasm. Yeah, exactly. You definitely would know. There's no way you couldn't know. Exactly. Wait, so, okay, I'm a little confused, though, for the timeline. Like 15 years old, you lose your virginity to the partner that you're with now,
Starting point is 00:08:24 or 15 years old, you lose your virginity. You, like, you sleep with 10 or 12 guys, and then you meet your guy. Correct. The second. I lost my virginity 15. I had 10 to 12 partners between my boyfriend now, and now I met my partner seven years ago now. Oh, okay. So you were young because you're a little.
Starting point is 00:08:41 only 23. Okay. Oh my God. So you fucked a lot of guys right off the bat. Once you lost your virginity, you were screwing around with a bunch of dudes. No one made you come. You meet your boyfriend and you're still dating him. This is a long-term partner you've been with since then. Okay, cool. And now who started bringing up like their kings first? Was it your guy or you? Well, when I first met him, I had told him that I was bisexual because I had known since I was 13 because I had a crush on my best friend. And like it never went anywhere. It was just, I knew I had feelings for girls and I found girls attractive. I'd always look at them and and I was kind of thoughts that like straight people probably
Starting point is 00:09:17 wouldn't have oh shit like I'd really like to take her to bed or like just thoughts that I don't think any straight girl would really have like yeah straight girls will look at a girl and be like, oh, you're super pretty or oh you look so good. But mine went straight to like in the bedroom or like oh, I'd really like to eat your pussy or just something like that. So I kind of just started with that and I kind of expressed him like that. I was into girls and he thought it was too hot and like when we'd watch porn together I wouldn't really get off on boy girl porn
Starting point is 00:09:43 And then we put on girl and girl and I would come so hard So like he was like, are you missing something? Is there something you're missing? So I kind of, we kind of talked about it And then it kind of, that door kind of got open But it was like it's a very We're like monogamous But we're also non-monogamous at the same time
Starting point is 00:10:01 It's a very like tricky type of ordeal That we have arranged. What do you mean by that? Well, Like pretty much we're monogamous to the point where we don't do things without each other present. So, well, actually that's a lie because he lets me have experiences with other girls. Like I can invite them over. I can go to their house and we can sleep together.
Starting point is 00:10:26 And then usually I'll be the one to bring them home. Like he doesn't seek out girls. I'm always the one that's, hey, do you want to sleep with her? And if he thinks she's pretty or if he's into it, he's like, yeah, for sure. Then we'll have a threesome. And it just kind of just stems from that. But I'm usually the one that initiates everything. He doesn't really seek any girls out.
Starting point is 00:10:44 I just bring them home and then we do it together. Yeah, I love that. You see that as monogamous. Like I think some people would be like, that's not monogamous. You're sleeping with other people. But to you, it's monogamous because you guys are only really with each other. And when you're with other people, it's you guys are both in the know.
Starting point is 00:11:01 It's something you're doing together. So you still see it as you're being monogamous. Yeah, exactly. Exactly. Yeah, that's cool. I think, listen, we all frame things differently, and I don't think that that's so bad to frame it that way, you know? So wait, so now you tell him that you're into girls when you guys were first dating. When do you wind up having your first threesome of how do you go about finding the girl and then what goes down?
Starting point is 00:11:27 Okay, so this is throwing it back five years. So his best friend at the time introduced me to his girlfriend. So then me and her became best friends. and then we kind of started fooling around a little bit never got super intimate just like kissing and touching and whatnot and then all of a sudden they were both at our house and I don't know if you classify this as a foursome but all of a sudden we all got naked
Starting point is 00:11:51 we all got naked and then we were both so me and my boyfriend were fucking each other and him and his girlfriend were fucking each other next to us and then they both finished and then me and her kind of finished each other off but I don't know if you classify that as a foursome but it was just like very soft. They never swapped partners or anything.
Starting point is 00:12:11 It was just like just them fucking their girlfriends and then me and her finishing each other. Right. So you didn't go with her boyfriend. She didn't fuck your boyfriend, but you guys fucked in front of each other. And then you and the girl fucked each other. Yes. Yeah, exactly. Right.
Starting point is 00:12:26 Now, was that hot for you? Because you're doing two separate things here. It's your first time with a girl. But you're also, it's the first time of you watching another couple have sex, which is a whole other kind of kink, don't you think? Yeah, for sure, for sure. It's kind of like the voyeurism, like watching other. Is that watching other people?
Starting point is 00:12:42 Yeah, voyeur. Yeah. It's kind of like that. But I think I found it more hot just being able to make her finish because he did make her finish. I think that was more, that was more hot to me than watching them. Like I said, I didn't really enjoy boy and girl. Oh, right.
Starting point is 00:12:56 So it was kind of just more the fact of getting me getting to help her finish. Right. So that was the first time, though, you were with a girl ever. And how was that experience for you? Yeah. Oh, I really enjoyed it. And then after that, me and her, like, her boyfriend started to get really jealous because every time she'd come over, it would end up me and her eating each other's pussy. And, yeah, so I just, it just kind of opened that door.
Starting point is 00:13:21 Oh, my God, could she ever come from her boyfriend again? Well, I don't know. I think he was getting pretty jealous. He started getting very jealous and questioning every time she'd come over. This message is brought to you by avocado mattress. And if healthy, comfortable sleep matters to you, this is one organic brand worth knowing. That's because what you sleep on actually matters. Most mattresses rely on synthetic foams and chemical materials that trap heat, break down over time, or off-gas.
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Starting point is 00:15:16 anything with males, only females. And he's, he doesn't, his view on it is he doesn't want to see me get dominated by another male because that is his job. So he even had, so he even has kind of a little bit of an issue because I was speaking to this girl and she's dumb. I've always been the dom and every experience I've had with girls. It's either they're just getting into it. They don't really know how they feel or they want some experience. It's always those kind of girls. So I've never really been with a dom. So I started talking to this dom. And she's very mask. And she started talking about using a strap. And we're very open. So I told my boyfriend about it. And then right away, he shut it down. He's, no, I don't like that. I don't like that. I don't like that. Well, please explain.
Starting point is 00:15:56 Explain to me why you don't like that. Well, it's my job to dominate you. I don't need anyone else dominating you. He pretty much just said that that should be his job and he didn't like the fact that someone else could dominate me and give me the same feeling that he could. But I told him like, there's no way they could ever give me that same feeling. It's a plastic dick. It's a silicone dick. It would never compare. But he still can't get that out of his head. So that's pretty much where we're at with that. And it's a work in progress. Yeah, but listen, that's where he's at. And I love that he is able to understand that and know that about himself and tell you that. You know what I mean? Like I always say know thyself. Like if that's where you draw the line, that's where you draw the line.
Starting point is 00:16:40 And I love that as a man. He knows that that's not cool to him. And if it's not cool to him, it's just not cool to him. Doesn't matter what anybody else thinks, you know, that's where he's at. Doesn't mean that he won't change down the line, like you said, right? That's where you're at now. Maybe he'll change his mind. But I could see what he's talking about. It's like that guy friend of his that was seeing you like play. his girl. You know, he started to get kind of jealous. It's like, why are you pleasing her more than me? Maybe it would freak him out like that. You don't know. But I see why there's a difference for him. No, and I totally understand that. And I'm completely open to it. But it took, at first, it was a very, like, just solid note. It's not happening. So it took me a long time to get out of him what the real reason was,
Starting point is 00:17:18 and he had to ponder it for quite a while. We had a lot of a deep emotional conversations. And, like, finally, we, like, came to those terms and those agreements. And I'm completely on board with that because I still get to experience my sexuality. And honestly, I don't really, like, I don't crave other dick. I never, I never want it. Like, I'm completely satisfied in the penis area. I just, I just crave pussy. But I don't really, I never crave dick. Right. And you don't, you're not looking for another guy, really. No. Yeah, yeah. But he sees a, a real masculine, dominant woman as a guy, kind of, too close to a guy. And that's what freaks up. But I love that you were able to really push it.
Starting point is 00:17:58 with him and get him to the point where he understood where he was coming from. Because I think a lot of times guys don't know why they feel something, but I love that you kind of made him think about it and he was able to figure it out because I think that that's great to know that about himself. And like you said, it's cool. And I think it's good that he knows where it's coming from. Do you know what I mean? Oh, for sure. And like he's not a very emotional or open guy. So it was really surprising that he was actually able to tell me, to tell me that and to explain himself. Because it's taken, like I said, like, almost seven years to get to where we are. And like all of this has just like all of these experiences,
Starting point is 00:18:34 sorry, all these experiences have happened just like recently like in the past year. So it's taken six years to get to where we are today. Right. But I think that what someone, if someone is listening and wants to take a key thing out of your story or learn from your story, it's, it's communication, right? You guys just kept talking about it. You just kept talking. I think a lot of guys aren't in touch with their feelings. I just don't think that that's just the way that they are. I read about it once and it made a lot of sense that men and women, listen, I have a boy baby, right?
Starting point is 00:19:05 My son was born. He cries just as much as any girl baby cries, right? But at a certain point, society gets in their head and tells them they're not supposed to cry. They're not supposed to be like that. And so they lose touch with their feelings and that connection is lost. So it doesn't mean that they don't have any feelings and they definitely act out on their feelings. but when they tell you they don't know why they're doing something, they really don't. There isn't that connection like women have.
Starting point is 00:19:31 We know, because we are always talking to our friends about our feelings, we know where our feelings are coming from. Guys really don't. They're not lying. I used to think like guys are just such fucking liars or they're so stupid. They're really not. They're just lost touch with that connection. So they have those feelings and like I said, they do act out on them.
Starting point is 00:19:47 But when they say they don't know where it's coming from, they really do not. But you were able to make him connect and realize where it was kind of. coming from, which I think, and so I think that that's great. And I just want to point that up because that's helpful for other people if they're with a guy. Because sometimes it's not just the girl that has issues, like, oh, I don't want to see you with another girl that would freak me out. This was a guy saying, hey, I don't want to see you fuck another guy. That's going to, that bothers me.
Starting point is 00:20:09 And like, why? And one piece of advice I can give to anyone is don't pry. Don't pry. Give it time because no guy likes nagging. No man likes nagging. Yeah. So just give it time and let it be. And like, when a situation comes up,
Starting point is 00:20:23 that is related to that, then you can ask about it or you can communicate about it, but you don't need to constantly be nagging and asking and begging. There's no point. It's not going to get you anywhere. It's going to get both of you upset. It's not going to end it well. Yeah. So wait.
Starting point is 00:20:39 So now you have that threesome or foursome with your, his friend and the girlfriend. You're seeing that girl. Now, how does it progress to other girls and all the other kinks and all the crazy stuff you've been doing for the past year? Okay. So, so then his best friend breaks up with her. Okay. So then somehow me and her are at it and then it just ends up turning into a threesome. And keep in mind, this was his best friend at the time. They are currently, they are no longer best friends. Oh no. Well, duh. He found out about that.
Starting point is 00:21:12 Oh, my God. Because he was fucking the girl. Yep. That was how our first threesome happened and it was with her. Mm-hmm. And how is that for you watching your partner? Fuck another girl. I don't know. I really enjoyed it. There was obviously a little bit of feelings of jealousy because this was like the very first experience we had and it was we hadn't really communicated.
Starting point is 00:21:34 We hadn't really initiated boundaries yet. So of course there were some feelings of jealousy and whatever, but we had to have some like clear conversations after like I was like basically I just said I don't want I don't want to hear her pussy was tighter than mine like you can tell you you can talk to your buddies about that but I don't want to know is it was it was good. Like I enjoyed it. And at that time I had like I, the cuck, the cucking never was even in my head. Like I didn't, I didn't even know about that.
Starting point is 00:22:01 You mean being a cuck queen kind of thing? Yes, yes. Because you're a cuck queen now. You bet I am. Yep. And that was only recent. No, no. But back then it like it didn't start out that way is what you're saying.
Starting point is 00:22:17 No, not at all. It was just very, it was very vanilla. It was like the most vanilla three-sum ever. Like it was just taking. turns and then I think I don't think he lasted very long so me and her just obviously as any man would with his first threesome yeah so then me and her just finished each other and then that that was kind of like a reoccurring thing for a little while and it was always very vanilla like there was never much much going into that it was just as vanilla as it could get really right but his friend though
Starting point is 00:22:44 didn't know at first that he was like fucking your that his best friend was like fucking his ex-girlfriend no way no way how did he he find out? I think I honestly can't even remember but I think he might have I think he felt my boyfriend felt really bad
Starting point is 00:23:02 so he kind of mentioned it he kind of told his buddy about it and then yeah it just it progressed from there but I can't really remember everything that happened but I'm pretty sure he told him because he felt really bad because they were like best friends from childhood so that was a little bit
Starting point is 00:23:19 hard. Yeah broke code okay go on Yeah, I don't know. That was really our first experience with a threesome. And then we kind of didn't do anything for quite a while. We just explored together and like just did our own thing for quite a while. And then up until recently, this is when I unlocked squirting. I found out as a cuck slut. Oh my God.
Starting point is 00:23:43 And then open up an only fan. Yep, I have an only fan that I started in October of 2022. He was super on board. all my pictures for me. He would suggest, oh, you should take a picture like this or we should get a video like this. He was pretty much my producer and my manager. And like, it's not like, it's pretty hard to do an only fan when you also have a full-time job. If you want to make a really successful only fans, you have to be on there late at night and you have to be very good with your posting and make sure you have lots of content. And I just didn't have the time for it.
Starting point is 00:24:15 So it was kind of just like a little, a little side thing that I would do when I was bored or when I had time. Let me ask you this. Were you just doing it for the money? Was it hot to you? Did you, what, what kind of content were you posting? I kind of, I kind of just did it for the money, but I also liked, I liked getting the praise from guys on my only fans as bad as that sound. Because I do have a really big praise kink as well. I love, I love praise, especially during sex. It is, it is the biggest turn on for me. But posting wise, at first, I really, I started only posting things without my face in it. And it was mostly just body pictures, no videos.
Starting point is 00:24:54 And I mostly made my money in the DMs, in the messages, because people would request things or they'd ask, oh, can I get a video of you sucking your boyfriend's dick? Or can you send me a video of a facial? And I was very lenient on the facial. I never did that because obviously your face has to be in it for a facial. And I didn't really want that on there. Yeah. So we mostly just did me sucking his dick or just like him fucking me from behind.
Starting point is 00:25:19 or like when we went, we went on a hot vacation and we had some beach sex. So I would send that video to me of me riding him on the beach. So those were mostly like my very first postings on OnlyFans and they were mostly just in the messages. That's where I made most of the money. Right. Okay. So you realize, oh, this is a lot of work to make it like really huge, but it was like a
Starting point is 00:25:39 side hustle for you. When do you guys start getting into all these other kinks that you wind up into? Most of these kinks actually like recently started. But I've always really had the domination kink. Like, I've always, like, male-wise. Like, I've really liked being dominated by a man. I'm just, like, I kind of am into degrading, too. Like, I really like being called names and, like, you little slut or you whore.
Starting point is 00:26:03 And I also have a really big cream pie kink. I don't know what that's actually called, but I'm obsessed. And I know it's so risky and it's so bad. But I absolutely love it. Like, it makes me come so hard. But what is the cream pie for you? Like, your guy comes inside another girl. and then you go down on her? How is that risky?
Starting point is 00:26:22 Well, he comes in me. Oh, he comes in you, right? Okay. Yeah. I don't know. I just, it just makes it so hot. And especially if, like, we both come together at the same time, like, you can just feel it all, and it just feels so good, and it just makes me come so hard. Well, are you on the pill? No, no birth control. Hey, everyone. Listen, I know what you're here for.
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Starting point is 00:27:58 and click on the link. Okay, obviously that's right because I'm like, why is it so dangerous? You should go on the fucking pill. There's something called the pill and you won't get pregnant if you take it.
Starting point is 00:28:07 This is true. This is true. I have tried the pill. I have tried the shot. It all made me super irritable and like gained rapid weight. So I kind of just said fuck it. Yeah, yeah.
Starting point is 00:28:18 Pay attention to your schedule. And I've been with him long enough. Yeah. I've been with him long enough that if it happens, it happens. But it's also like super risky. But just we're experiencing things right now. We're having the time of our life. So it's just, it is what it is.
Starting point is 00:28:31 But. Yeah, I went on the pill only once for one month of my life. And I just had zero sex drive. I wanted to cry all the time. And I was miserable. And I was like to all my guy friends. I'm like, this is what's wrong with all of your girlfriends. Like all you guys complain about your girlfriends.
Starting point is 00:28:46 They never want to fuck you. They're crying all the time. And they're, I'll tell you why because they're all on the pill. Get them off the pill. It makes women crazy. It's really bad. It does.
Starting point is 00:28:57 And I read this thing and it says if you got with your partner while you're on birth control or like the pill. Like once they come off, they might not find you as attractive because of the hormones. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. It's a thing. Yeah. There's a lot of weird science. That's pretty wild. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:29:11 There's a lot of weird science behind the pill. I won't get into it. Let's get back to your hot stuff. You did mention something about squirting though, too. And I think that's where you started. and we went to OnlyFans. Like, when did you learn how to squirt? Actually, just, like, last month.
Starting point is 00:29:26 Two months ago. Okay, well, it all started. I met this girl on Tinder, and I invited her over, and it was just me home. My boyfriend went out because I told him, like, I'm having a girl over, so he found something to do. And I had this girl over, and we started fucking whatever. And all of a sudden, like, I had never been with someone that squirted it before.
Starting point is 00:29:45 I didn't even really know what it was. I knew of it. it but I didn't really never experience and I was eating her pussy and fingering her and then all of a sudden she like squirted it all over my face and I was like holy fuck it was just like I was so shocked but I also loved it so much at the same time and I'd never really I'd never experienced that before like from somebody else or even myself like so I didn't I obviously I knew what it was but I was just like the shock and then I was like holy shit how do you like how do I do this
Starting point is 00:30:15 and I had listened to a couple of your podcast so I actually ordered that metal. Yeah. Oh my God. Did it work? It did. It did. Yep.
Starting point is 00:30:25 And let me tell you something about that metal wand, okay? Let me just tell you something. The girl that called in that talked about that metal wand, she sent me a link to it. Now, the link that she sent me, it was like $175. And I'm like, let me go try to find this cheaper on Amazon for my audience. So you know what? I put the picture of it and I put it into Google images. And then I find it being advertised on Amazon as like a butt toy, like an
Starting point is 00:30:48 anal toy for guys and it's only $25 and it's the same toy. I was like, what a fucking rip off. This is how girls get ripped off. Like they sell it for $175 to women and you can find it on Amazon for $25, right? You used my link, right? Yeah, well, I found it on your link and then it was super expensive to ship it to where I lived. So I'm searching everywhere.
Starting point is 00:31:10 I searched literally everywhere and I finally found this Canadian site and it was like $60. 60, but I didn't get it for it. anything more than on Amazon? Where do you live? In like Manitoba. Where the fuck is that? You're in Canada or something? Canada. Yeah. Oh, okay. Maybe because in the States, just so you know, it wasn't like really high shipping. But anyway, let's get off the topic. But anyway, that's great. So it worked. It did. It did. Because I had never squirted. Every time he'd finger me, I would gush.
Starting point is 00:31:43 Like it would just be like a, all of a sudden it would just get super wet and there'd be a big wet spa in the bed, but I had never, like, actually, like, full on projectile squirted. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So it pretty much, like, that wand unlocked the full on squirting. Oh. But up until that point, I was always just a gusher.
Starting point is 00:32:01 I was never a squirter. I never knew I could squirt. Yeah. Awesome. And you squirted it for the first time recently. Was it great? Yeah. It was so good.
Starting point is 00:32:09 Did your boyfriend love it? Oh, he loved it. He loved it so much. But I kind of got ahead of myself. I need to backtrack a little bit. So that girl that was the first time I experienced squirting, we had, she has asked, she's like, is it okay if your boyfriend joins us one time?
Starting point is 00:32:26 And I was like, yeah, sure. I didn't even have to ask her. She asked me. So I was like, okay, I asked him without a doubt. He was like, yes. So we all were fucking. He was fucking her. And she squirted all over him.
Starting point is 00:32:37 And that is all he could talk about for the next two weeks. Because up until that point, I hadn't squirted yet. I had only got. So he had never experienced the full on. squirting. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's why I wanted to squirt because one guy that was with was like, oh my God, I'm so into squirting. And then I'm like, oh, my God. Exactly. Why can't I score it? I want to be able to do that for you. And I'm like, I think that it's a very impressive party trick. Really, honestly. I agree 100%. And I was like, I was very hard on myself. I was like, fuck. Like, why can't I squirt like that? That was like, projectile. I want to be able to score like that. I want to be able to score like that. I want him to, I want that to be all he could talk about for the next two weeks. Because I had only gushed. I had never squirted. And he like, he like, he's like, well, I'm pretty sure that is squirting. Maybe that's all you can do.
Starting point is 00:33:18 And he's, well, maybe we should try and unlock it. So we bought that wand. And sure enough, projecto. Love it. Oh, my God. And I believe, and I'm going to air an episode with Susan Bratton, she was the woman that that girl took the class from. I have a whole episode tape with her, How to Squirt.
Starting point is 00:33:34 But she was saying that once you unlock it, you never go back. Once you know how to do it, you can do it every time. Do you squirt now all the time whenever you want? Not every time, but I get to the point. I feel like if I come before I squirt, I probably won't squirt, but I've squirt and came at the same time. But I've usually squirted before I've came, if that makes sense. Yeah, yeah, totally. I didn't realize that that's the way it can be, but I learned through talking to people who could squirt that it doesn't always come at the same time.
Starting point is 00:34:07 You know what I mean? Right, exactly. And for the first time, we just got back from a vacation and we were in the kitchen and the place we were staying and he was fingering me super hard and then fucking me and then fucking rotating and then all of a sudden I was like I'm gonna come I'm gonna come and then I just the floor was just fucking instantly wet and I couldn't I was just holding onto the counter literally my eyes rolling back into my head just coming so hard and it was like instant it was all at the same time it was all like right at the same time and I had never came and squirt at the same time it was either
Starting point is 00:34:39 I squirted and then I came so that was like the first time of that happening so that and that fucking felt so good. Yeah. That's what I want every time now. So wait, so now where do you find these girls that you hook up with? Like, it sounds like you're the one that goes out and does the picking most of the time. So where are you finding these girls?
Starting point is 00:34:56 Mostly like Tinder or like Hinge or Bumble, but a lot of them are just time wasters and like I said, I've always been the dawn. So they don't really know what they're doing. So it's always, they're experiencing for the first time. I always make them come always. Yeah. But the amount of times that I've been left
Starting point is 00:35:12 unsatisfied from a girl because they had no idea what they were doing. And I try and guide them as best as I can, but it's really hard, especially when you don't want to be correcting them every two seconds. So you find that you're with a lot of virgins? Yeah, like female virgins. Yeah, definitely. Like, that's why I'm like, I'm trying so hard to find, like, someone that knows what they're doing.
Starting point is 00:35:34 But then when you find someone knows what they're doing, they're a dumb or they're super mask. And like we talked about earlier. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. Yeah, like a straight up lesbian would know exactly what she's doing. but she might be too much like a dude. Whenever I slept with girls,
Starting point is 00:35:46 they were always like lipstick lesbians and they were always virgins because I would be like out at a bar drunk and pick up a girl and she'd be like, oh my God, I never done it. Let's go do it. When I was telling my friend recently, just like what you're saying,
Starting point is 00:35:57 I'm like, I was always with like girls that were virgin. So it was always okay. But I think like what I would, what I've never tried, which I would want to try is be with like a butch lesbian, like a girl that looks like a hot dude but is a girl like a real, like the real deal because she knows what she's doing.
Starting point is 00:36:12 you got what you want and it's like a totally different experience, but your guy will not allow that. Exactly. And I had one of those on my roster for quite a while. Like I was talking to her like every day. But I feel like they are very much, they need to be in control all the time. Like I'd be like, I can come. This was before me and my boyfriend. I'd put those boundaries in place. And I would be like, I can come meet up with you right now. I'll come, I'll drive to your house, whatever. And they're like, oh, no, it has to be on my terms. It has to be when I want. They're very in control. So, like, I felt like I couldn't make those arrangements or make those. those plans to see them because they needed to be the ones to initiate it, which is usually where I'm in that place.
Starting point is 00:36:49 I'm known that initiates it and invites them over and shows them what to do. So it was very roles were reversed when I was speaking to her. And it never went anywhere, obviously. When did you realize you were a cuck queen? Oh, okay. So that was with the girl who squirted it all over my face. So it was actually with her. And we were all fucking.
Starting point is 00:37:10 And we were just like we had fucked quite a few times. like all three of us. So I was like, we should just spice it up. So my boyfriend actually, I just said to him like, maybe one time you should tie me up and make me watch. So he did. So we're all. And she was like, the girl was super shocked.
Starting point is 00:37:25 He's like tying me up and she's like looking at him. And then she's like, well, you need to take her panties off. And it's, well, she's just going to be watching. And then she was like very shocked. Like she was just kind of taken back. But she was all for it. And then he'd fucked her. And then he'd come back and he'd kiss me.
Starting point is 00:37:40 And like he'd put his finger over my clit through my pant. and just like just touch me and like I was feeling really good just watching and then like eventually he passed me a vibrator so that I could and untied one of my hands so I could vibrate myself but I don't know that's that's kind of where it started and then and then after she had left we kind of talked and I said I really enjoyed that I actually thoroughly enjoyed that maybe next time you should time me up and fuck her in all my favorite positions I think that would really turn me on oh my god hilarious did you do it did he do that oh he oh yeah he did it oh he did it and what are all your favorite positions and you were tied up with just watching same thing in the corner?
Starting point is 00:38:17 Yeah. If he didn't tie me up, I would have been all over in that. Like, I would have, I would have jumped both of them right there and then. But my favorite positions are probably doggy. And then there's one where you put, I don't know what it's called, but you like, you're on your side. And then he like fucks you from behind while you're on your side with one leg straight down and one like in the L position. Up in the air, right? Like, like, right? Open. No, you're, so you be laying on stomach yeah the girl's laying on their stomach and then one one leg is your your back leg is all the way back and then one's shaped like an L and then you like fucks you from behind yeah like that and then I also like being on my back with my legs up in the air and then missionary so I got to watch all of
Starting point is 00:39:00 those it kind of made me jealous though but did you get off on the jealousy are you able to go there does the jealousy turn you on at all or does the jealousy kind of ruin it for you I think I was just more jealous of the fact that she was getting all my favorite positions. I wasn't even jealous about him fucking her. Yeah. Yeah. I think I was just jealous that he was giving her all my favorite positions, even though I asked for it.
Starting point is 00:39:23 Yeah. But I was not jealous of like them fucking or anything. But it was also like it was really hot. And then they untied me after and then we all kind of went at it for a while. So that was good. So I still got I still got to be involved at the end of that. Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:39:39 That's called being a cuck queen. You're totally a cuck queen. which I would think, especially because you're so into women. And you're open. I mean, you're guy, fuck girls before. What is the CNC kink that you have? Consent non-consent, right? Oh, my gosh.
Starting point is 00:39:54 Yeah. Yeah, I love that. But I think I only like it with my partner, like with my boyfriend. I don't think I would enjoy it with anybody else. I don't think I would try it with a girl yet because it's very new even just to me and my boyfriend. So, I don't know. I just like him just grabbing me and just like throwing me. against well even if I'm like not even horny and just like trying to fuck me and just like even if I say no he still will like but obviously within reason like we have a safe word yeah we definitely establish a safe word but I like it when he just takes control and that falls into the domination as well like I think the CNC and domination are very intertwined totally it's just like the level so I just I just enjoy him taking charge and just even if I say no he just goes for it and just yeah I just enjoy that a lot.
Starting point is 00:40:42 Now, let me ask you this. When you're with the girls or when your guy is like screwing the girl, are you into him coming in her or is that a no as far as like? Not not in her, but if we're all three of us, I want, I get him to do it to me while all three of us are fucking. But I wouldn't, I don't, I won't even let him hit a girl raw most of the time. Of course. I've never really let him. Because it's kind of just, it's one of the boundaries we've established.
Starting point is 00:41:09 But I feel like it's a whole other level of intimacy when you, fuck someone without a condom and you're hitting it raw because there's so much more sensation and feeling. And I don't know if that's just the, I don't know, the insecurity or I don't know what it is, but I've just, we have not opened that door yet and I don't think I want to. That's okay. Listen, I like that. That's like your thing. That's how you see it. Like for you, that barrier, that condom barrier makes it less intimate and that makes it more okay. Why not? Who cares. That's like how you feel. I can understand why you think that way. Yeah, I don't like it's just, it's like, I feel like it's just a bit less intimate. And I know it just makes me,
Starting point is 00:41:51 me feel a little bit more secure. One thing is, we had, we had a little period after we had done like these threesomes and like the cuck slot, and we had a little period of time where we were both, like, having some very emotional and deep conversations because doors kept opening and he had felt, I think he started to feel like, well, you're experiencing other girls. You get to feel like both your sexualities. You get me and you get other girls. So why can't I have other girls to? And I was like, well, see, this is the thing.
Starting point is 00:42:21 If you were, if you were by. But isn't he having the girls with you? He is. He is. And that's where I was like, you're starting to be a little bit of a selfish prick. You need, I straight up said that. I was like, you're being quite selfish. I was like, as much as I'm getting what I want, if you were bisexual, by any means,
Starting point is 00:42:37 I would let you go and fuck some guys if that's what you were into. and have me. But at the end of the day, like, it's, you get to, you still get to experience other girls, but only with me. And he's like, well, if you go out and you're out with a girl, could I have a girl over? Like, I would just finger her. I wouldn't, I won't even put my dick in her. And I was like, well, what's the point in that? Like, you're, but you're still getting that when you're with me and we're fucking another girl. Like, he's like, I know, but like, it just feels kind of unfair. And I was like, but like I said, if you were bisexual, you could go out and fuck guys and we could still fuck girls together. But that's not how it is. I think it's. I think it's,
Starting point is 00:43:10 It was just, I don't know, I don't know where it came in, but I think his masculinity and his a little bit selfishness started coming to play there, but we figured it out. Or maybe like, you know, he's hitting all these girls. You're bringing all these girls home, but maybe sometimes he's out with some friends and he sees girls and he's like, oh, I want to fuck her. Like, why shouldn't I be allowed to do? And I can see why that thought would enter his mind. It is very, it is a very gray area.
Starting point is 00:43:36 Can we call himself? Some people would be like, no, you're selfish. You could throw around that word. But it's, and yeah, that is true. And we, we did throw around that word a lot. He'd call me selfish and I'd call him selfish. Yeah, exactly. You could both say you're selfish.
Starting point is 00:43:48 But we needed a mediator because we couldn't, we would never, like, every time we'd have that conversation, it never went anywhere. It would like always go back to like, you're selfish or yourself. It never went anywhere, really. Of course, because you could see both sides. Anyone could see both sides in that scenario. But at the end of the day, I could see why he would bring that up or say that. or feel that way without it meaning what you think it does.
Starting point is 00:44:13 But I could also understand why you see it as very different. It's not like he's going out like you said and fucking another guy. You're not replacing him. He won't even let you fuck a girl that's kind of manly, let alone you letting him go and fuck a girl without him. You're letting him fuck other girls. If anything, I'm sorry. If I was the mediator with your boyfriend,
Starting point is 00:44:33 I'd be like if anyone's getting the short end of the stick, it's you, okay? because you are not allowed to fuck other guys. You're not even allowed to fuck a girl that's like a guy, you know. He's got some boundaries on you. You are bringing home girls. He gets to fuck them do anything he wants with them. He just can't go out and pick a girl and be alone with her like you can.
Starting point is 00:44:58 Now, you know. Exactly. Yeah. And like that's like what you pretty much said. He's if he would go out and have a girl by himself essentially is replacing me. but when I go out with another girl, there's no way she could ever replace him. So at the end of the day, I go back to him and he's what I want. But if he's going out and fucking another girl, she could easily replace me because she has everything.
Starting point is 00:45:17 She's got a pussy. I've got a pussy. That's the same part. You know what I mean? So that was where my head was at. Of course. And it's like the same thing he's saying why he doesn't want you to go and get that masculine chick. Like he gives you that. You give him that solo companionship of a female.
Starting point is 00:45:34 When you're getting the companionship of a solo. female. It is nothing to do with him. It's something that he could never give you. It is apples and oranges. You know what I mean? You're not home with another guy. So for him to be home with a solo girl, like you said, it's, it's, it's exactly what he doesn't want you to do, but worse. He doesn't want you to be with a girl who's kind of like a guy because that's more like what he brings to the table. Right. And that, and that's what I tried to explain multiple times, but it was just hard. Yeah. He finally got it. And then we kind of like, that's, like, That's when we both came to the arrangements.
Starting point is 00:46:09 I won't see masks. I won't see dominant girls, but you can't have solos with girls. So that was kind of the arrangement we came to. I won't have, I won't do anything with masked doms, and you won't have solos with girls. And that was kind of like the, that was kind of the in between. And that's what we came to the agreement of. And that's where it's been at. Let me ask you this.
Starting point is 00:46:28 Could you take it one step further and give him a little more and say, hey, you could go out and pick up a girl and bring her home or go on the apps and look for a solo girl that you want and then bring her to me and I'll do her for you. Would you be able to do that for him? Oh, I've already told him, if we're at a barrow something and you see a pretty girl, by any means, you go and use your Riz and try and pick her up. I'm totally good with that. Like, by any, by any means, I'm totally game with that. Okay, cool. But I think, I think another thing that goes into it is, like, when they are a mask and a Dome, they are completely lesbian and I feel like part of his decision where
Starting point is 00:47:09 like with that is he won't he can't put his dick in them he can't get his dick wet with them because they're lesbian they like they don't so I think that's another yeah I think that's another part that comes into play with that whole situation for sure and that's totally fair like I get that yeah he doesn't get to take
Starting point is 00:47:25 part but so for him though I just wonder what he was asking for he wants to just be able to pick up a girl solo and be with her alone without you Yeah, like at first that's what he was asking. Like, because I had said, I'm going to go, like, I want to go hang out with this mask. Like this mask dom.
Starting point is 00:47:43 And he's like, okay, well, if you're going to do that, then can I have a solo? Can I have a solo with a girl? Oh, okay. So he was bringing it up to prove a point more than that. It wasn't like after that all went down separately he brought it. That's a different story. He was kind of like saying, hey, if you want to do that, then I'm going to do that. That was him putting it together for himself.
Starting point is 00:48:03 That's when he probably didn't even know what he was fucking thinking, but what he was saying and bringing up was a way of expressing what he was feeling, which is then I'm going to do the same thing and go out and get what you bring to the table. Right. It was, it was all in context. Yeah, it was all in context. Nothing was out of spite. It was all, yeah. No, no, no, it kind of wasn't, it wasn't in spite. It was that he was trying to show you that he wasn't okay with something that you were bringing up. So then he brought up something that you weren't okay. He didn't bring it up separately. Yeah. He brought it up. Right, exactly. To you. So that's a definite different. thing story the way you sort of brought this up it sounded like he brought that up recently maybe out of
Starting point is 00:48:42 the blue like hey i want to go out and do that and he's so selfish no he was bringing it up and because you were doing something that he didn't feel comfortable with so he wanted to throw something in your face so it was kind of spiteful if he asked me but he was trying to prove a point right no for sure it was oh and when we have our conversation our discussions they never really get heated they just get emotional or they just get they just don't really some of them never really come to a conclusion and then we have to go back to them but that's okay there's never any hard feelings at the end of it it's just we're just trying to establish boundaries and a lot of the time it's a lot harder like it's not that easy it's super hard to find those boundaries especially where you lay because
Starting point is 00:49:21 new things come up all the time and then you're like well I don't know how you feel about this and then you've got to bring it up and then like conversations like that happens so yes and there's nothing wrong with it what I love is that you guys don't mind getting fucking messy. That's what it's all about. There's a bunch of weirdo couples out there that think that they can never say something because the other partner will get mad or they don't want to make the other person mad and they just sweep everything under the table because they think that they're not supposed to fight or that means something's wrong. That's not the case. You guys bring shit up. It doesn't make sense. You spiteful. You have the conversations. But like it doesn't end with you guys breaking up.
Starting point is 00:49:54 So it's all good stuff. People have such a fear of confrontation that so many people avoid those kinds of conversations because they're afraid of confrontation. But you guys have them and I think that that's great because it just helps both of you to realize where you're coming from and where you're at. And like you said, you guys have a strong enough relationship that it doesn't ruin it. It just probably brings you closer because you're fucking real with each other. For sure. Like if I, if you think about it two years in, this never would have happened.
Starting point is 00:50:24 There's no way we could have ever done what we're doing now. Within the first two years, it's taken a long time to build where we are. And all I can say is it's made our sex life so fucking unreal. We have the best sex. And he's even told me that no matter who, whatever girl he fucks, he's already told me no girl will ever make him come as hard as I do. So at the end of the day, I don't really care who he fucks. And as long as it's with me, of course, because I haven't really, I haven't really gone
Starting point is 00:50:48 to that side of cuck sledding yet where I'd be okay with him fucking another girl without me there. That's still a work in progress. And I'm not sure if we'll ever get there. You don't need to. But like, I'm open to it. I'm open to it. but it's just, it's going to take some time and it has a lot to play into insecurities and stuff.
Starting point is 00:51:04 So it's working on myself as much as it is working on like that part of the boundaries and what's been set. But like at the end of the day, I know that no one will ever make him come as hard as I do. And I, and he knows that no one will ever make me feel how he makes me feel. So that's, yeah, like that is the ultimate goal of our relationship pretty much. And how do you find to partners that will be okay with all? the stuff that you both are okay with. How many girls is he going to find that are going to allow him to fuck another girl and while you're tied up and all that stuff? Yeah, exactly. It's not going to happen. Most girls aren't going to be that open and that into check. So he's kind of hasn't made. You guys have a
Starting point is 00:51:44 great, you guys are perfectly paired. You're super young, but you happen together for a long time. You're doing things the right way in that you're always communicating. You're not like jumping into everything. All of the stuff that you've been doing, like you said, has happened over time. You still have things that you think maybe you'll be into one day, but you just don't know. You know, like you said, I'm like, I want to get to the point where I want to have him be able to go out and fuck another girl, but I'm not there yet. And that's cool. And listen, you know, if you wind up staying with this guy 10 years from now, you probably will be at that point where you're able to do that. But you're not there yet. And I think it's cool that you know that. And I think it's cool that you guys keep your
Starting point is 00:52:25 boundaries and you take things slowly and you listen to each other and respect each other's boundaries. That's what it's all about. If you didn't think you could trust this person to do all this stuff, you wouldn't be doing it with him. He's fucking other girls in front of you. He's dominating you. He's choking you. You obviously trust this guy. Yeah, like I couldn't have said it better. Honestly, like I trust him with everything in me. And I, we have such a strong relationship that I know he would never hurt me or intentionally or any of that. So I don't even, I don't even think twice about it. So it's not really something that ever crosses my mind.
Starting point is 00:53:03 So I just, I just know that, I don't know, we're, we're pretty good with like all of that stuff. And it's just it's, and I was thinking too, I was listening to your episodes. And a lot of the people on there are like, a lot older than me. And I'm like, if I'm already, if we're already experiencing all this stuff at 23 and 24, because he's 24, can you imagine like, where we'll be at in 20 years from now. Oh my God, you're going to probably be like so vanilla and you're going to be like, it's so hot. Now all we do is fuck missionary, you know?
Starting point is 00:53:32 Yeah, honestly. You know what I mean? You're going to be like the opposite. But no, yeah, you're going to be like super open. I love your relationship. Like I was saying, oh, he's got it me because he's got this girl that lets him fuck other girls. You got it me too.
Starting point is 00:53:46 Listen, a lot of guys have this like Madonna horror complex where they're like, oh, my girl wants to fuck other people. and there's a, like, they're into, you know, there are a total calm slut and everything. Like, what a whore. Like, I'll fuck her, but I won't bring her home for Thanksgiving. But, like, your guy, like, you're able to be yourself and be so open with your sexuality and express yourself with him. And he's cool with it.
Starting point is 00:54:08 And that's hard to find, too. You know what I mean? Like, a lot of guys would be, like, freaked out by that. And I think even still in your generation, I think it's changing. It was a lot worse than my generation. I was considered a slut, and I didn't do anything that you've done. Like, it was, like, ridiculous. So I think that guys.
Starting point is 00:54:22 are more open-minded now, but it's cool that you're allowed to be fully you and be into all the things that you've been into since you're six. And he totally not only accepts it and digs it, but loves you and sees you as his life partner. I think that that's wonderful. Because that's hard to find too. I could never ask for anything more. He pleasures me in ways I never thought I could ever be pleasureed. And he's helped me unlock so many things that I didn't even know I was into or didn't even know it was possible. So I couldn't, I could never imagine anything, anything else. I love, I love him so much. I love our relationship. I love our sex life. I just, I just, it can't get any better. And if it does, that, that would be amazing. But I really doubt it can get any better from here
Starting point is 00:55:08 because it's just been so good. Yeah. Listen, what is on your bucket list? Do you think that you'll ever bring, no, that you probably will never bring guys into the picture, right? Most likely not. But I, I wish there was a swingers culture out here because I definitely feel like that would be something that we would both give a try. Yeah. But like where we live, there's, there's no swingers culture. And we've, we've tried at online sites and apps and stuff, but they're all so lame. And there's just not much that culture out here unless you're like involved, unless you have a direct link into it. There's, it's hard to get into. Well, did you listen to my episode I posted on Friday with Mizzy Bender? She was talking about that, just exactly that. Like, she runs parties, swinger parties.
Starting point is 00:55:50 and swinger events all over up the East Coast. Like we're in the States, you're in Canada. But what she said, because I said, it was kind of like everything you need to know to get into the lifestyle. And she said, one of the first things she said is she's like, you know, if you're looking for a swingers party or swingers events in your area,
Starting point is 00:56:06 be prepared to have to travel a little bit. Most people don't live 20 minutes away from a swingers party or a swingers event or a lifestyle event. You're going to probably have to travel. And she said, go on to. SDC, there are places that you could go into where to be in the know. So I bet you there's a swingers culture, maybe two hours away from where you are or
Starting point is 00:56:31 when you can make it like a weekend event kind of a thing. And that's probably what will be in your guy's future. Because why not? You guys, why not? Yeah, I'm definitely going to give that a list. We just got back from our vacation actually on Friday. So that's probably why I haven't heard that one. But yeah, like that I feel like swinging is definitely something we could get into.
Starting point is 00:56:50 It's just we have to find the place and like where to do it and where we need to travel to and all that. But like I said, it's also we're not we're not open to other men joining us. So I don't know if that would be like a factor into the swinging or if it could just listen to her thing. It is so specific when you go to these places. Like you are in control of what you're into and what you're not into. You could be the couple that goes in and you're just looking to watch. You're looking just to play. You're just looking for a threesome with a girl.
Starting point is 00:57:19 Talk about consent. It's everything has to be. Everything is consensual. So you don't necessarily have to go there and be with guys at all. It's your choice. So you listen to that episode. You learn a lot. It was very interesting because she talked about a lot of different things on that episode.
Starting point is 00:57:34 It was cool. And maybe even lifestyle resorts are in your future when you're older. Why not for the two of you? That could be fun, like a vacation to a lifestyle resort. Then you're going away. You got your vacation and you get your swingers parties and events all in one. There's tons of those places. I've definitely learned a lot from your podcast.
Starting point is 00:57:52 And, like, it's actually funny because it was actually my boyfriend that got me into them. He's like, you should listen to these because, like, he listens to podcasts at work. Yeah. So he's like, you should give these a listen. And I started listening. And I got hooked too. And then it was all we would talk about for a long time. And we would like, I was like, I learned this today.
Starting point is 00:58:07 And he's like, I learned that. And we would just like exchange stories. So that was pretty cool. And yeah. Oh, my God. I love it. And now you're on. Your guys are going to be at work listening to you, his girl.
Starting point is 00:58:18 Yeah. He literally said it's going to be. be so hard for him not to get hard at work when he's listening to the episode. He's like, I'm going to put it on repeat. He's like, it's going to be on repeat all the time. Oh my God, I love it. I hope I didn't cock block any of the stories for him as getting his little woodies. Listen, send me in some picks. I always do rate at our sexy picks on my Patreon. If you want to send me in some sexy picks of yourself, all the girls like send lingerie shots, like no pussy shots or anything like that. People always still send that shit to me. So actually,
Starting point is 00:58:48 that's why I started my Discord. Now I have a Discord where people could go and that's where you could post whatever you want on there, like stuff from your OnlyFans or whatever and you could promote it if you still have it. I will give you a free link to my Discord community so that when your episode errors, you could go in there and introduce yourself. But if you could send me R rated picks for my Patreon, that would be great. Yeah, definitely can do that. And is there anywhere like I can post my OnlyFans link?
Starting point is 00:59:12 Is it in that Discord? Yeah, well, I will put your OnlyFans in the description for your, of course. Amazing. Yeah, of course. I have a large audience, so people definitely want to go check that out. But I'll have sexy picks of you over on my Patreon too, but definitely send me the link to your only friends and I'll put it in the podcast description for everyone to see. And when you go on my Discord, promote it there as well.
Starting point is 00:59:31 Okay, great. All right, awesome. This is super fun. Thank you so much. Yeah, totally. Thanks, Riley. Thanks for calling in. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession,
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