Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 819 - Elizabeth Hooks Up with Guys and Videotapes it for her Much Older Boyfriend

Episode Date: May 2, 2024

Elizabeth tapes herself hooking up with other guys for her much older boyfriend and she calls in to talk all about it. How did she meet her much older boyfriend? How did it come up that he wanted to watch her with other guys? What exactly does she do with the other guys when she hooks up with them?? Tun in for all the details which include how she juts started with blowjobs and how it progressed into full on s-e-x, how her boyfriend loved watching the videos and how it improved their sex life, how her parents feel about her dating a much older guy, her first sexual experience with a woman and exactly what went down, her relationship with a woman and why it ended, what's on her bucket list of new things to do and a whole lot more. (REPEAT originally aired 8/2021) **To see a pic of ELIZABETH plus see anonymous pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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So I'm going to be doing like probably not every week But every now and then I'm going to be doing one episode a week That's a repeat episode. I pull something back from the past that I think was a great episode that maybe people didn't listen to yet. And I re-ed it, okay? Let me just tell you. I don't just repost it because I'm psycho.

I should. Make my life a lot easier. I did a whole week of repeats last week because I was away on vacation and I took me so long to do those episodes as long as I would any other ones. Because when I do go back and I repeat, like I said, an episode, I do make sure to edit it and make it really good. So it's a more pleasurable experience because I've been part. podcasting for 10 years now, so I'm a lot better at it now than I was five years ago. Today I'm repeating Elizabeth's episode. Elizabeth is dating a much older guy. Okay, and she talks about how she met this much older guy. She's young and he's older, older, older, and it turned out that he wanted

to see her like with other guys. At first it was going to be like no sex, but eventually she wound up having sex and he likes to see it. He's not there. It's solo play while she's out taking pictures of her hookups with guys and she brings that back to her boyfriend and he digs it and she digs it and she talks all about that how she met him how they how he brought it up to her how she felt about it what exactly went down during all of her hookups and what's on their table for their future it's a super interesting episode i do have picks of her over on my patreon so if you want to put a picture to uh elizabeth that's over my patreon make sure to sign up for that the link is in the description, but I'm going to be right back on with Elizabeth.

Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you this morning? I'm good. How are you? Good. So while I know about you, Elizabeth, is that you have a unique, you use that word unique, cuckold situation, and you said the steps leading up to it are pretty detailed or something like that. I don't know. I'm dying to know what that word unique means. Okay, so I have a boyfriend who's much older than me. He's about 30 years older than me, And we started off with everything. It was just about sex and then feelings developed and we continued to explore that relationship. The further you get in with any other relationship, you find out what the other person is into,

what their fetishes are, even if they don't even know. But when you're comfortable with somebody like that, you kind of develop that. And as that was like progressing, he had told me that he was interested in seeing you with somebody else. And whenever you kind of hear that from somebody, you don't really know how to take that in the beginning. So I was a little hesitant and it kind of threw me off. So it took a lot of time to have that discussion started. And I had a lot of questions because I had never been in that situation before or been asked anything of that kind of sort to do anything like that. And it took me some time to feel a little bit more comfortable with that.

And he kept telling me that he was completely secure and comfortable in our relationship, that nothing of that would ever come between us, that everything would be okay. So we started off like any other type of situation. You have to start off slow and gradually work your way into it. So I, of course, had to do my research because I'm a very informative person. I need you to know more about this and let me know more about, like, how and what not to do and what to say and what and I had to cover all those boundaries with him also. So I had to know if there was anything in there that he didn't want me to do or anything that he didn't want me to say.

And in the beginning, he didn't want me to be there and he wanted me just to record it for him. So I was completely open to that. And I was okay, but I was absolutely terrified. So we had signed up for some dating apps and looked through. And he just wanted me to see me with another guy. Yeah, but let me just ask you a couple questions before you get into this story. Yeah. How old are you and how old is he?

I am 21 and he is 53. Okay. And where did you meet him that you said, oh, it just started off a sex? Like how do you meet? How does a 21-year-old meet a 50-something-year-old? He is a photographer. So I started doing photoshoots with him and it started up from there. Like I, the first time I did a shoe with him, it was like, okay.

And I had my caught feelings and I found him very attractive. I was like, what the heck is going on here? What do you do? And this is unrealistic. I knew a couple people that had went to him before, and I didn't, I, like, wasn't really open to it. And then he was like, you should shoot. And I was like, okay, like, why not? Let's do that.

So we did. Okay. So you're taking just regular picks on him. And then how does it turn into a sexual relationship? We kept talking for a while, and I was super very much into him. And so I would keep reaching out to him and talking to him. And I guess that wasn't something that he was used to. Like normally his models don't ever do that.

And I just kept talking and talking and talking. And we just kept talking. And I was like, maybe we should hang out and, you know, see where this goes. And he's like, yeah, okay, like, sure, whatever. And then when the time came, I actually had stood him up a few times. And I was like, no, this is probably not a great idea. Like, let's not do this. Let me not get into all of this.

And then. Is he married or single? He is single. Was he ever married any kids? Yeah, he was divorced and he does have kids. Okay. And so finally one day he like invited me over and I was like, okay, like why not? And I came over, we just hung out and talked and I just, I don't know, we instantly clicked.

I was like, this is absolutely ridiculous. How does something like this occur? And we hung out again and again. And then I think the third or fourth time we hung out. We went forward. We had it turned sexual. It went into us having sex. And it was just kind of like a weekend thing.

And I was like, okay, this is good. That was great. This is awesome. I'm feeling it. I'm hoping you're feeling it too. And then as time went on, it just got more serious and more feelings developed. And it just took off from there. Okay, so go back to the whole thing.

So he tells you that, oh, I want to see fuck other guys. And so you get on a dating app. What were the rules of regulations that you put out there for him in the beginning? So I didn't really have any rules and regulations. I was kind of caught off guard. And I wanted to know what he was thinking because, like, I told him, I'd never been in the type of situation before. I think that this, I, like, and where my mindset was in the beginning, I was like,

are you going to feel awkward about this? Is this, like, cheating? Are you okay with me doing this? And there was, like, his rules were, like, that he wanted everything recorded. Like, everything wanted to be recorded. And the first time that I had went, he only wanted me to suck the guy's cock. And we wanted to go into it very, we wanted to go into it very safely because he didn't know how he was going to react to it, but he knew that it was something he was interested in.

And I was kind of pleased with that because this was something new for me also. So I'm happy we started like with baby steps. So we went on a dating app. It took me a few times. People are a little bit skeptical about like the recording thing. So like I understood. So it took me a little while to find somebody. But I had found somebody.

What were you looking for? We just wanted, we wanted a big cock. Like we wanted somebody who had a bigger cock that was able to be okay with not fucking me. Like me just being there. and we're being okay with recording. Did you put that out there, like in your profile? Oh, looking for a guy to cuckle that I'm just going to blow with a tape? No.

So, like, what I was doing was I, like, I just have a normal page, like, a normal profile. And, like, if we, like, were to match, then, like, we, like, on Tinder, like, you're allowed to, like, message and, like, you can talk back and forth. Whenever we started chatting, I had told him, like, okay, well, like, this is what I'm looking for. Are you okay with this? If not, I don't want to waste your time. Like, super respectful, like, nothing. I was like, like, if you're not okay with it, I understand, like, I completely get it. I mean, this is an awkward situation, but if you're okay with it, cool, that sets, let's set something up.

Like, it was just, like, normal, like, always, like, down to have a good time. So I had, I would give them, like, my Snapchat. So we would, like, talk on Snapchat for a little while. And during all of this, like, my boyfriend is, he's, he, like, we, this is, like, a team effort. Like, it was never anything that, like, it was just, like, the videos that I would do by myself. Like, he was with me during all of it was with me when I had talked to them. like he would want to read back the messages. Like he was like he was with me in every single step of it.

He wanted to be a part of it. And I felt more comfortable that way knowing that he was a part of it because it made me feel like I wasn't doing anything wrong. I don't know if he eventually gets in on it or anything. But is your 50 something year old guy good looking? Oh my God. Yes. He is. Oh my God.

Yeah. Like absolutely so handsome. I could literally. Oh. Just very hot. Yes. And he had never had any other girls hit on him except you. considering he's that hot and he's a photographer and you were the only one that ever had?

Yeah, yeah. So it was just like very interesting and I get very self-conscious about all that, but nobody's ever like to pass on him or anything. I don't know if they like think that he's married or like anything like that. But I feel very secure in our relationship knowing that like nothing will like ever happen with us. And he feels the same way with me. So it's just like doing all of this is just a very at peace for me. So you find a guy, right? And then what happens? So I found a guy and I actually went over to there. And so the rules were that I, going in the first time was that I was just going to suck his cock. That was just it.

It wasn't, he wasn't going to go down on me. We weren't going to have sex. That was just it. I was going to suck his cock. He was going to finish in my mouth. Everything was recorded. And the first time I went actually, he told me, I want you to record the conversation, just record it on your phone, not video it. They'll record the conversation. Like when you get there, I want to hear it. I want to hear everything.

And I was like, okay, that's fine. And I remember driving there the first time I was just so nervous. And he had called me. And he was like, everything's okay. Everything's okay. I'm a little nervous to you. I don't know how I'm going to react to this. Everything's fine. So I went to this guy's house. He clearly was like, okay, well, if anything doesn't ever happen with you, if anything happens with you and your boyfriend, let me know. You seem like a really cool girl. We can hang out more. Let's do this. And I'm like, all right, thank you. Appreciate it. But let's get to it. So we went in. I sucked his cock. I recorded the entire thing. I had a little phone, a phone stand. So I wrapped my phone around the board and recorded it.

And he, I sucked his cough, he finished my mouth and came home. And he was like, okay, this is it. We're going to sit down together. We're going to watch it together. We'll talk through it and let me know how you're feeling. I was like, okay, I'm going to go shower first. We're going to let me unwind and then we'll sit down and watch it. So we had sat down and watched it.

And he was just like so. fueled. Like, he was just over the moon. Like, it was, like, it turned him on so much. And I was like, okay, well, it's doing it for you. And, like, seeing him get that aroused turned me on. So it was just, like, a good, this is a good medium right now. This is great. I love this. So we had continued. And so, like, we watched it back. We took some time. Like, we used it in the bedroom a lot. And he was like, okay, like, next time, like, are you okay with taking it further? And at this point, I was like, are you ever going to ask me to have sex with somebody else in front of you? And he was like, I don't think so.

He was like, I don't think I could handle that. This was at the beginning. So we had found a second person. And the second part was that I was going to suck his cock and he was going to go down on me. So the same rules applied. Like I had to record everything. Like nothing was like off the screen. Not because like he didn't trust me.

It was because he wanted to know like everything that was going on. And he made sure that like he. He said that to me. He was like, I'm not saying this because I don't trust you. I'm saying it because I just want to know everything that's happening if I'm not there. And I understood that completely. And so I went and sucked his cock. He went down on me. He finished in my mouth. Everything was like recorded. Everything was fine. Came home. Same thing happened. We used it. And we used that one for a while. It was like what we used in the bedroom, not all the time, but whenever we were in that type of mood, that's what we used. And at this point, it's making me harm. And at this point, it's making me harm. water than what it was in the beginning. And I liked it. I was enjoying it. So he told me, he was like, would you be okay going all the way without me being there? And at this point, I'm a little hesitant. I'm like, I don't know if I could do that without you being there. And he's like, well, it's going to be hard to find somebody that's going to be okay with me being there. So if you're not okay with it, that's fine. We don't have to do it. We don't have to do this anymore. The minute that

you don't want to do this, you tell me, it's okay. I understand. I'm not going to pressure you going to do it and anything you don't want to do. So I was, I was like, okay, just gave me a little bit of time to think about it. So I thought about it. And I was like, okay, let's do it. So we just have to find somebody who's okay with fucking me and letting me record all of it. So at this point, I had my iPad and, like, my phone recording both at the same time so that it was like two different angles. So I had found the third guy and he was okay with me, you know, fucking him and recording it. So at this point, like, I was like very, very nervous because I was like, I don't know. Like, how am I going to feel about this?

Like, I don't know how this is going to end up. Like, what if he doesn't like this? And, like, it's always a chance whenever you do something like this that it's not going to turn out how you want it to be. And the fact that he had never done this, I was scared about how he was going to react to it. I'm not super scared because I knew how positive impact was the first time or the other two times that I had done it, but we hadn't gone this far. So we had went further and I went to this guy's house.

I had sex with him. And once again, the guy was like, if anything happens to you and your boyfriend, you call me, let me know. And the rule is after we're done with them, we're done with them. We never keep in contact with them. It's just kind of like a, okay, like this is it. This is done. This is it.

There's no repeat. No. Okay. No, we never repeat. So, and like, I kind of like that because it's like, I mean, if something goes wrong, like I, this is just how I unsyke myself out. If something goes wrong or if anything happens, like, you know, yeah, I'm never going to see them again.

So it's not like somebody's going to be able to hold this over my head. So it's just, I don't know, easier that way for me, I think. So I went to this guy's house, you know, had sex with him, you know, came home and he was very, very nervous. My boyfriend, he was very, very nervous. Like, we sat down and I was like, okay, like before we watch this, let's just talk like ground rolls. I was like, if anything happens or if anything in this video, like, upsets you or you don't want to watch it anymore, like, you tell me and we'll turn it off. and he was like, okay, that's fine. I'm okay, we're okay, this is good. So we sat there and we watched it and we were both immensely turned on. It was insane. It was crazy. The passion was just crazy there and he loved it. And after every time we watch it, we have sex together and that's what we do and that's just how it is. And it was just so, so hot. I was into it as much as he was. And it was, I never had thought it would come to that. So, and then I had told him about how nervous I was when I ride went.

And he had told me that, that he understood that Kauai was nervous. And I told him, the next time I do it, I want him there. Well, that was a long, long journey to find somebody that was okay with him being there and recording. And finally, we had found somebody. He was a good looking guy, like in his 40s, I would assume. He was okay. We actually met at a hotel. Like, we had met at a hotel.

Normally, I go to these guys' houses. So I, we were, we had, it was like a super long journey and my boyfriend, he was like, this isn't going to happen. I know that this guy's going to flake. It's okay, but, you know, it's just, we're getting so close. We're getting so close. And then the day came and he was like, okay. And he was 100% willing to like, he was like, okay, like I got the hotel. I'll meet you guys there.

Let's do it. So we did. And like, whenever we walked in there, I don't know if it was because my boyfriend was there, but I got very, very nervous. Like, I like completely shut down. And I was nervous because I thought that he was nervous. But whatever we walked in. My boyfriend just talked his whole ear off, just started going off talking to this guy.

And I'm like, what the heck is going on here? Is this really happening? I feel like I'm in a dream right now. So he, like I said, the guy that we had met, he knew that we wanted to record and everything. And he was just sitting there and my boyfriend had set up. My phone was recording. His phone was recording and the iPad was recording. So we had three different angles.

And his phone, he actually walked around and carried it with him. And he wanted to record all of it. Like I told him, I wanted him there because I wanted him to tell me what to do. I wanted to be told what he wanted to see, how he wanted to see it. And the other guy was completely okay with that. Like, he was fine. So I wanted my boyfriend talking to me. And I wanted him telling me where to go, how to, like,

in what position he wanted me in, when he wanted me to switch. Like, I wanted that. So we had, we started, like, having sex. And my boyfriend was, like, telling me what to do and, you know, how to do it and everything. And I, like, I could just see, like, through his kid. Like, he was instantly turned on, even, like, when I just, started kissing this guy. Like he was just hard as a rock. And that was like making me excited because I was like, okay, this is exactly what he wants. I'm going to give him everything he wants

right now. This is it. So we had had sex and towards the end my boyfriend had joined in. The guy was like fucking me from behind and my boyfriend put his cock in my mouth and it was like a joint effort. He wasn't not there anymore and he was there and he was joining in. So that made me feel amazing. It was it was honestly just amazing to me. And so we had recorded the whole thing. And so after we were done and everything went well, I think the guy he thanked me. We appreciated it. And he was like super cool. Didn't ask for anything else. Didn't ever text me again or anything needed that. I still have his number because it's come across our mind because my boyfriend's like, I want to do it again. And it's hard to find somebody who'd be okay with recording it. So maybe we'll like, we'll ask him again. So if anything,

he'd be the only one we would keep in contact with. But we had came home that night from all of that. And like, I don't know if it, like, I just, I did feel a little bit weird. Like, I wouldn't even look at my boyfriend in the car. He's like, what's wrong? And I'm like, I just need to like shower right now, wrap my head around everything that just happened. Like, it's nothing you did. It's nothing I did.

I just need to like unwind for a minute. Like, just let me unwind. So we had gotten home. I showered. And he had merged in all three of the videos, like from his phone, my phone and the iPad. So we had sat down. and we actually like we watched them together and I was once again immensely turned on and so was he like it was just he said like Elizabeth like this is just so hot like this is like the hottest thing I've ever seen this is like crazy I can't even and like he was just like ready to go like he was ready to explode like his head was going to blow off his body and that made me feel good like that turned me on that he was like so turned on by that so I mean we like we still use it to this day we we're haven't done it again.

He does want to see me with a girl. And more recently we have been talking about me being with like a couple and like him being there and watching and maybe like recording it if they were okay with it. But that's like where we are now. We use this. We use the scenario and like the talking and like the playback of all of this all the time in the bedroom. And it just turns us on crazily.

So that's the last. When do you guys start doing this? How long have you been dating? it'll be two years in September. Okay. So when was your first hookup? What, like, what was your first, like, that blowjob scenario? I think it was, like, January-ish, maybe.

Recently, this January. Yeah. I think it was, like, this January-ish. I might be wrong, but I think that that's, like, the time frame area that it was, like, in. Mm-hmm. So, and then, like, it just kept evolving from there. And, like, we use it all the time, and it drives them crazy. and it drives me crazy now because like sometimes I'll even bring it up and he's whoa look at you and I'm like I know who am I what it's going on here because and listen I've heard that from people before that they just didn't realize that that would be something that would turn them on a lot of people who haven't done it especially I get a lot of guys because I didn't really get that guys were into seeing their girls fuck other guys until I started doing my show and I started hearing guys call in and tell me about it and most of my guy friends when I would tell them they'd be like oh I could never I would never want to see my

Right, and that's what I thought too. Right. But then it turns out that, listen, some guys just know straight up that that's what they're into and then some guys were like they didn't realize it and that it happened and they were like, holy shit, that's such a turn on. And I would say across the board, the people who have tried it who enjoyed it, right, will say that it definitely adds to their sex life with each other. And you have those recordings, you watch them or even just talking the fantasy about it.

Now, do any of your girlfriends know? No. So that was like another thing that we. had discussed, not because he told me not to or not because I just said, I was like, this is going to be between me and you. This is just you and I. My best friend knows a little bit. She knows that we're on Tinder and we talk to people. She doesn't know, like, how far it has gone. But no, nobody really knows. His best friend knows. And he's actually the one that recommended us to your podcast, actually. So it's super funny. He's very, very jealous of my boyfriend. And he actually lives in another state than us. So we

always call him and we talk to him a lot. And he's very, very jealous of my boyfriend. He's like, dude, like, you have it all right now a girl that like loves you and do all this for you and you have it all like I'm so jealous and it just and I don't know he's just a great guy and he whenever we had told him about the last time we had talked and he was like you should listen to this podcast and so we started like listening to a lot of your podcasts and my boyfriend was like you should call in and I was like really and he was like yeah and I was like okay like we can do that so that sounds good let's do that let me ask you this to because you're in a real relationship with him right now yeah it started out as a sexual thing, but now you guys are, I'm assuming, romantic. You have all the other things

going on in your relationship. Do people, like, because you're 21, right? And he's 50-something years old. And it's not a, is, do you bring him home for Thanksgiving dinner with your family? Are you guys out about your relationship? How, how many people know? Or is it like a secret thing? It's not like a secret thing. Most people know in the beginning. I mean, everybody's going to frown upon it. I mean, it's not like the most common thing in the world. My parents absolutely hate it. they will not, like, they won't talk about it at all, which I understand, but like, it's my life. They can't really, you know, bash me for hating on that. I mean, his family is a little, is, is okay, but people, I mean, we do get looks sometimes, but a lot of people that I'm close with

are like, I mean, whatever makes you happy. Like, I mean, at this point, you have to just be happy and he makes me happy. So it's just, I mean, it's good. Like, in the beginning it was a secret. We didn't really know where it was going to go or how it was going to end up. So we just kind of, just went with the flow and just did our own thing. And, Didn't really tell anybody or talk about it much. And that was okay with me. Like I was okay because I didn't want to jump the gun and tell everybody and then it not work out. And then me look stupid.

So we waited a little while and then, I mean, it started coming out. You know, he told his kids. So it was just kind of step by step. Right. So you've met his kids. How old are his kids? One is older than me. Mm-hmm.

And then two of them are younger than me. Okay. Does the ex-wife know about you? So she does. She does know about me, but they don't, they're not very, they don't talk very much. So it's not at all like she would, you know, come after me or anything. What is your deal now? What do you guys think about moving forward?

Are you planning to do more things? Are you like what is on like what's on your bucket list next? So I, I, I, we were actually talking about it last night and I want to, I kind of want to join a couple. Like I want to be like a unicorn and a couple. and he said that he'd be okay with that if he could be there and watch. And I was completely okay with that. And I just said that we had to find a couple who'd be willing to be okay with him being there and watching. And a couple that, I mean, not that we have like certain standards, but we, like, the attraction has to be like, they have to be an attractive person.

So if they're not an attractive couple or like if, as long as we're feeling it, like, we just can't go and do it with anybody. Like they have to be attractive in our opinion. With the couple, are you going to hook up with the man and the woman? Do you just want to hook up with the guy? What's the deal? I would definitely do it with a man and the woman. I would have no problem doing that. I have been with girls in my past.

And actually, like, he tells me all the time. He's like, I'd love to see that. I want to see that. That's a part of you that I've never seen, which is true. He's never seen that. So I think it'd be a great experience for both of us. So when did you, how old were you when you lost your virginity? To a guy.

Do you remember? I was a 15. Okay. And then what about when was the first time you hooked up with a girl and how did that happen? I was with a girl. I don't, I think it was like, it was probably like a year before that. Maybe that same year. She was like one of my really good friends and we actually, we were just hanging out and she kissed me and I was like, okay. And then we hooked up and it was that just went from there. And so it was just something that I've always felt all. the side. Nothing like super serious but I mean it turned me on turned her on so I mean it just it happened there so right and now but you're not you don't consider yourself bisexual right

or did you have romantic feelings for her was it just a sexual thing I have had romantic feelings for a girl but I mean I uh not it wasn't for her now um I was in a relationship with a girl for about a year mm-hmm and things just didn't like she was just very like needy and clinging and it just didn't work out for me. I honestly find myself more attracted to men than women, but women can definitely turn me on. So it's just... But you did date her for a year. Yeah, we did date for a year, and it just didn't end up working out.

And once she was like one of my best friends and we were talking again and I had told her like, about we were talking one night about the girls that I had been with. And she was like, I just need you know, like, I feelings for you. And I was like, wait, what? And then it just, it escalated from there into where we had started a romantic relationship. and it had progressed. And then I had told her, like, I was, I just, I couldn't do it anymore because I wasn't at the complete level of love that she was at clearly. And so then we had stopped talking then. But you stayed friends? We did. We did stay friends for a little while. It definitely

made our relationship pretty rocky, but we did stay friends for a while after that. That's cool. And so now, are you going to, do you plan on doing the couple thing as well as doing a threesome with your guy and maybe you find a girl for him? Yeah, but that's super funny because I think about it and I don't think that I would be okay or I don't think I'd be okay with him fucking another moment. You don't know or you don't want that. I mean, listen. I don't think that I want that. Honestly, I don't. Like we talk about it all the time and I'm like, if I was in your position, there's no way. No way. I'd be okay with this. I'm sorry, but that would make me so nervous that I wouldn't even know what to do with all my feelings. I don't know. I just don't think that I

could do it. Yeah, no. I think a lot of people feel that way. So if you hook up with a couple, it's just going to be you hooking up with them and he's not getting involved in the slightest. right? Yeah, I just want him to be there. And if there's a threesome that goes down, you're just going to be with the girl. You don't want him to do anything with the girl. The double standards, but yes. No, but listen, if it works for you guys, listen, I know a lot of guys who have that fetish of seeing their girl with another guy. They don't really care about a threesome with a girl, or they don't really care a lot of times about them fucking another girl. It's more about that specific thing that they want to see. So is it a double standard? Who cares? It

works for you guys, right? Maybe it would be if a guy was with you that really wanted to open up and be with other people and didn't believe in monogamy and didn't want to just be with you, then he would think it was a double standard. But if you're a guy's cool with it, then who cares? You know what I mean? Yeah, it definitely does work for us. Like, it works for us all the time. And it's just, it's, it's very, like, arousing for both of us. And I don't think that, I never thought that I would come to this point where I am, like, with it. I didn't think that I was going to be this okay with it or this turned on by it because I remember the first time we had watched back one of the videos and I was just sitting there cringing at myself thinking oh what are you doing look at you what is happening and I

wasn't as turned on as I thought I was going to be and then as time went on the more we watched it I was like okay this is turning me on I but I think most of that is not just because it's turning me on but because of how turned on it makes him like that makes me so much more turned on because you know that you're turning him on and is that part of the turn on when you're with the guys I mean, you said like the first time when you're blowing that guy in those times, those first couple times that you're with other guys, are you turned on where you're with them or does it turn on happen when you're home with your guy watching it? I think it's more of a, yeah, it's like a boat thing. I'm like when I'm there and I'm like I was like recording it and I was just thinking about this is what he wants to see. This is it.

Like this is happening right now and that just the thought of that turned me out. Like the performing aspect of it was turning me on. But none of your friends really know except maybe your best friend. She kind of knows. Yeah, nobody really knows. And just his best friend knows. And he's the one that found my show and was like, hey, you guys should listen because he knows. Yeah.

Yeah. So he was like a couple of weeks ago, we had talked to him. And I mean, him and my boyfriend are really, really good friends. Like they've been friends since they were kids. And he's very, very jealous of my boyfriend and everything that, like, we have. And he says it all the time. And but we talk about it. And we were talking about it last time.

And this was probably like a week and a half ago. And he was like, you should listen to this podcast. It's called Strictly anonymous. And my boyfriend had just blown it off. He was like, oh, okay, yeah, we'll listen to it. And so, like, I took a mental note. So that night, I, like, put in my headphones and I was listening to a couple of your podcasts. And I think there was, like, a cuckold one that was recently uploaded.

And I was listening to it. And I was like, oh, my God. So I stopped listening. And I went to my boyfriend. I was like, we have to sit down and listen to this together. And he was like, okay, that's fine. We'll listen to it tonight. So we laid down that night.

And we listen to your podcast and he's like, you should do it. Like, you should call in. Like, you should talk to her and tell her our story. And I was like, I mean, if you're comfortable with me doing that, like, gladly, I would love to. Right. Now, are you guys actively looking for that couple now? And where do you think you're going to find them on Tinder? I don't know.

So, I mean, there are a couple couples on Tinder, but, like, I don't know. His friend tries, like, recommending us some different websites. And, like, we don't really branch off as much as, like, we should. I like to be so Like Swinger websites you mean Yeah and yeah I get that and like fetish websites I don't really know much So there's definitely more that we have to go into and look up

And more that we have to look just do more research on Before we find that person or that couple But that's definitely what I think we're looking for And it's just and sometimes I think the banter between me and the people on Tinder Turn him on that arouses him a lot like Oh interesting you mean that you luring them in and getting them. Yeah, yeah, that turns him on a lot.

And so, like, he has, like, you can log in on Tinder on multiple devices. So, like, he's logged into my Tinder, too. So if he wants to keep track with the conversation, he will. Oh, interesting. So you're chatting up these guys and he's listening in and that's a part of the turn on for him, too. To just like you sort of hug up. Yeah. Now, did he ever do this with anybody else before you?

No. No. Like, we talk about it all the time. And that's why I think he was so nervous about, like, when, what had happened. And he was like, I don't know how I'm going to react to this because I've never done this. Right. So you need to just know that's why I were taking baby steps because I need to know how I'm going to react to this because it wouldn't be fair for me to ask you to do this and then completely ruin it. And I was like, I understand we'll do baby steps into anything.

You just can't rush full-fledge ahead. But he, that's what it was. This was the first time for him. And so we just started it up and it works for both of us. And as far as you took it was totally cool with him. Even though he didn't know, he did know on. some level because he brought it up right so he must have known that he had this kind of cuckled right because it's kind of like a cuck right would he consider himself a cuck i don't know especially

because i think he really even likes the not emotional aspect to it but like that he's really even interested in you just like chatting with them and talking to them and all that leading up to it you know that's like pretty intense it's not even just the actual hooking up he likes to see you going out there getting that guy yes yes and he like He loves that and he like loves like when people like check me on public. He thrives on that. He like he loves that aspect of it and just like the like the admiration of people for me. I don't like he he just, that just turns him on.

And I think that that's just not that it's like very uncommon because I know that's common. It's just very it's interesting to me. Like it fascinates me. So I like that a lot. Yeah, I think listen, when I say it's common, it's common on my show. I don't know that it's like the majority of people right. It's just it really surprised me how many guys have it. And when I put out an episode that has that word cuckled in it, like it's very highly downloaded.

It just is. It's like one of the most popular ones. So it must mean that there's like a huge audience of people out there guys, especially that like it. Though I think probably more guys don't or wouldn't be into it. But there's a huge amount of guys that would, you know. Yeah. I mean, that was the first video we listened to was your cuckled video. So it was just very like attention drawing to us.

And that's like what we wanted to listen to and how we wanted to go about it. But you guys know, did you know that you were doing like a cuckold scenario? I mean, did you even know that that exists? Yeah. Yeah. Like we've watched like porn together and everything and done that. And that's kind of like our category that we like go into. And so I think that's how he knew he was into it because that's like what he was watching, I guess, before me.

So I think that that's how he knew he was comfortable with that. But that was fine. But I knew that that was a situation that we were going into. But yeah, so we just picked up there. And so I was very ignorant to like all of the research on everything on that about that like king and everything. So I like did all my research before like I even like we even finished that conversation. Like I wanted to know all about it. I wanted to know what made people like be into that and do all of that. So I had to do all my research and everything. Because I'm just a very informative person. Like I want to know it all. So I have all of that and talk to him about it. And he was. like yeah like that's it like that's literally it that explains it and I was like okay well good then all right I'm glad that we're on the same page I'm glad that I understand you you understand me it's good yeah but now you got to find out whether you're a cuck queen I think that's the name for a girl that likes that right you just don't know that's the person I haven't had on a lot a female that's into that right watching her guy with someone else but I get that just because you're into being with a guy in front of your guy or, you know, it doesn't necessarily mean that you would swing the other way.

And like you said, it sounds like a double standard. And some guys would say that. But that's only the guy that would only offer that up if he wanted it in return. Your guy never said, oh, I want you to fuck other guys and I have to fuck other girls. Does he have any interest in being with another woman? No, no. He understands that, number one, I wouldn't be comfortable with it. And he's never asked for it or brought it up or anything of that sort.

So I think that he's okay with it. Like he's okay with it not being like that. And honestly, that takes a huge weight off of my shoulders. That makes me feel good. Okay, like I'm doing not, not like I'm like that that's why he would want to go and do it because I'm not giving him everything. But like that he's satisfied with what I am doing. So that makes me feel good. And he might want a threesome, but he's okay to just sit there and watch like a voyeur, not really get involved.

Yes, correct. But sometimes I've heard maybe because like I said, I haven't talked to really any girls. I don't even think that I've had this kind of fetish. Or I've talked to some swinging couples, women who have had their guide to fuck other couples. So it was totally fine. But, you know, you never know that maybe it would turn you on when you saw it. Who knows?

Look at your guide. Well, he kind of knew. So who knows? I don't know. Yeah. Yeah. I just don't know. I'm just not that I'm very insecure, but I don't know how I would feel watching that.

I don't know if that would be like, oh, okay, maybe not. And then me just, what? the room because then that would make me feel bad. You know, and I don't think it's like a secure or insecure. I think, listen, just because someone doesn't want their partner to fuck somebody else in front of them doesn't mean that they're insecure. It just means that that's

just not what they're into. I don't think secure. I don't think that that's what it comes down to. I think you have to be very secure in your relationship to cross that line and do stuff like that. But it doesn't mean if you're not into that, that you're insecure about your relationship.

I'm sure plenty of people have very secure. relationships and would never want their partner to be with somebody else. And he says that all the time, like he always talks about. He was, I feel so safe with you. Nobody's coming in between us. This is like why this works because we are so secure and we are so like we trust each other. Like that is like the end result. Like the trust is there. Like that's what it is. It's just all trust and like we're very secure. We're very solid. Like that's what it is. And that's that's very grounding for me. Yeah, you have to be because I think any woman would be a little worried, you know, that she's going to go like even if the guy tells you yeah I want to go you watch you fuck some

other guy that maybe he'll feel differently about that right after and pulled it again you don't mean I get that you were very hesitant at first right because maybe there have been guys that have done it and then they can't undo it right and they didn't like it I don't know I talked to the guys that did it and loved it so I don't know yeah yeah but that's what he kept saying like in the beginning of it he was just like I don't know how this is going to make me feel so like we're just going to go baby steps into it and like I said in the beginning he said like I don't think I could ever watch you fuck somebody else and then here we are at the end and that's what happened and he was there and that was you know that was completely so rousing for us so it did work and so I don't know

yeah no I think that that's great and he like I think the communication is very important you guys obviously had that oh yes yeah and I like like you said the rules in the beginning we that is like the number one rule for me is it has to be together. We have to do this together because if I were to do this on my own or he would do this on my own, I think that one of us, either one of us would feel like some sort of way. So it being a team effort is that is like my number one rule. Like it has to be both of us together doing this together. Yeah. And thank God. And especially like that he has total access to everything that's going down as far as like the hookups with the guys I think probably makes him feel secure. Right. It's not like you're texting. Right. And he doesn't know

what's going on or he has to worry about something happening between you and the other guy. I mean, he's in on the whole thing. And I think that that's really good. I just talked to a guy, his episode is airing this week who was like was having cuck situations with his girl, but she was also seeing guys on the side. And you're like, you've got to be kidding me. But there is always that fear, I think, when you open up your relationship that somebody sort of crosses the line and takes it to a place that's not right. And that it's not just a fear. I think that that sometimes happens. And that's the danger of opening up. your relationship but it's great that you guys are you know very on the same page that you take his lead

you you guys have boundaries he set them up for you you respect them yeah guys are going into it always having open conversations about it so you're not doing anything that maybe someone doesn't feel uncomfortable with yeah the communication like you said is like the number that's the number one thing like through it all trust and communication i mean it is there so that's why it is working yeah no that's great. Now, would you send pictures? I've been doing this thing where I post anonymous picks of my guests. People love the picks of the girls, especially, my female guest. Now, I don't post anything pornographic or anything like that. It's just like someone gets like a picture in their head of the person. Maybe if you have anything you want to send to me, you cut out your face. I'll cut it out for you.

If you want, you could cut it out. I use markup and just scratch out the person's face. If you want to send in picks for people to see and put a, I'll post them up on page. on. I don't need it of your guy. If your guy knows that like you're doing this, like you could send in a couple pick if you want. I don't post picks of people who aren't in the know. Your guy knows you're calling him. He's going to be listening to this. Oh yeah. Yeah. It's going to be right. Your fun time to you guys sit there and listen to you guys talk about your experiences on air and know that everybody's listening to them. I'm sure your guy wired the way that he is is going to be totally into it. Oh yeah. Absolutely. Yeah. I mean, I would definitely.

I can definitely send in a picture if you want to just email me that link and I can send one in. Oh, no, you just send it to me to my regular email. So if people want to see picks of Elizabeth, you could join my Patreon. I'm just going to get the shout out. You need to keep me posted, Elizabeth, when you guys do the threesome with the other couple. We'll do a part two when you go in. But thanks so much for a call. And listen, about the age relationship, I think it's great.

Who cares? I just brought it up because I think other people would be so like, oh. It's very taboo, yeah. Yeah, but who cares? I think it is what it is. Like, you didn't go out looking for that, but you met somebody and you liked them. So what does it matter that he's older? If you guys have enough in common and you're at the same place in life and everything, like,

and that's what's the most important. Yeah, I appreciate that. Thanks. Yeah. So if you want to send in a couple of pick, that's cool. People could see the pick. If not just sending picks of you, it'll be up on Patreon. Perfect.

Yeah. Yeah. Thank you. Have a good day. You too. Thanks, Elizabeth. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback

and ebook, but you can pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show. Like there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang being girl story. Like I said, 17 stories. And they're all told in the third person. And they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person. And I wouldn't really call it like a total erotica book. Think like penthouse letters. It's more direct. It's not so over the top like erotica. I don't really like that kind of vibe, right? But these are true stories. 17 of

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