Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 837 - Ember Rae is a Hotwife who is Hooking Up with a New, Well Hung Bull

Episode Date: May 28, 2024

Ember Rae is a hotwife who is hooking up with a new, well hung bull and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how she moved back to the US and had to find new bulls to play with and why she wasn’t having luck, how and why she did start doung a lot of content creating and why she wasn’t into it, how she really wanted to find a bull she could sub for and how she wound up meeting her current bull Mr. Maverick, how she enjoys hooking up with him solo and why she has no desire for any other bulls but him, how can can use her in a way her husband doesn’t and why that works for her husband, how she takes pics and videos of her hook ups for her husband while he’s deployed and ow that’s helped their marriage, how he husband loves reclaiming her after her weekends spent with Mr. Maverick, the first time she spent the weekend with her bull and exactly what went down, why she’s no longer into colloabong with other people and only tapes her weekends with Mr Maverick, why she prefers only having one bull and has no plans to hook up with anyone else plus a whole lot more.  Links to her stuff: https://linktr.ee/xxemberraexx **To see anonymous a pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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slash strictly anonymous podcast. That's patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. Now listen, today I have on Ember. Amber Ray. She's the real fucking deal. She's a real hardcore hot wife. Okay.

I had her on before and had her whole backstory. It was episode 539. You could hear her whole backstory and how she became a hot wife. The guy's in the military. He loves nothing more than to her to like, fuck other guys and she loves it too and that's what they've been doing since the dawn of time. She recently moved back to the United States and had to go out and find new bulls and find new people to fuck and it was a whole new chapter in her life. So she came on to tell that story.

And it's super interesting because when she got back here because she does do only fans and all that stuff, she was like inundated with content creators that want to fuck her and she did it a lot and she realized she's not into it. She explains that and she explains why. She found a guy who she fucking loves. His name is Maverick and you're going to be like obsessed with Maverick. She's obsessed with Maverick. He's got like the biggest dick. She talks all about the stuff that she does with Maverick, why she likes him so much,

how her relationship is set up with her guy. It's a super interesting chapter in Ember's life. If you want to hear her backstory, it's episode 539, but you're going to love this story, okay, as well. All of her links to everything. She has a new podcast on YouTube now is in the description because you're going to want to see her or sign up for her after you hear her whole fucking story. But it's there. And then I do have X-rated picks and stuff over on my Patreon on my discourse.

You can sign up there. All the links and everything is in the description. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Ember Ray. Hi, Amber Ray. Welcome back to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today? Hello. I'm so good.

You're what I call one of my hardcore girls. I have a handful of women that I've had on my show who are so fucking hardcore. Like, you're hypersexual. I think you've said. in the first episode when I got your backstory. Your first episode, I think, is 598, right? Ember is a hot wife into BBC. No, 539. I've got like dyslexia. You're 539. You called in, we have your whole backstory there how you got into hotwifing. You're a real hardcore hot wife. You love black guys. You love big dicks. You like girls too. I think you hook up with women. We're going to talk all about that. Your whole backstory,

though, as people want to hear it is on that. episode 530 now. But why I have you back on is because you, you're married to a military guy. So you were like in another country. You were overseas. That's where you had all your bowls. So you came back to the States. You've been here for a while and you had to like reinvent your whole hot wifeing gig, right? Find new bulls. I did. Do all different things. So you're living like a different life. So I was like, hey, let's do a part two. You also have a hot life podcast, right? You started a podcast. It's just on YouTube. Give a quick shout out to the name. And I will definitely put a link to it as well. well as your only fans because you do have an only fan in the description and stuff but what give a shout out to your podcast what's the name of it absolutely it's hot wife haven podcast and it's on youtube

and yeah it's that's where it's the hot i actually think it's just the hot wife haven but like it's the hot wife haven podcast and i actually have like just a full link that links to everything and it's just either you can do ember ray.com it's e mbb-r-r-r-a-e dot com or x-x-exember ray x-es sex.com. I grabbed both those domains. So either one will link you to eat. Well, it's, it just links to my link tree right now. I'm building a website. So that's the works. But it's just linking to my link tree right now because it has everything on there for people. And they can see all of my links that way. And it links to my podcast, my only fans, fansley, many vids, all of that. Yeah. Yeah. And they see hardcore stuff

on your thing. You're not just someone that has the only fans because you're like, oh, I'm going to make some money and put some hot picks for myself. Like you're like really into sex. Like I said. Hypersexual. you're fucking all the time. You love men and it's all there for people to see. We'll talk about that again at the end and I will put your links in the description. But let's go back to your like this part two, right? So you leave the states. I guess your guy was off duty or something. You come back to the states. You're still with your husband, right? Yep, yep. We are still together. He actually just got home from his sixth deployment back in March. He just got back. So yeah. So we, so I'll go ahead and kind of just give you a rundown. So we left. And we left. And, We left Italy in June. We got back to America in June. We've been here since. I tried to meet with local bowls, but they were all flakes. Nothing ended up working out. I even went all the way to a hotel, walked in and everything. The casino and the guy wasn't there. Totally ghosted me, blocked my number, everything. So that was probably just some type of kink for him. But anyways, I wasn't having any really luck. Hot wiping in general. And then since I had people wanting to come see me, even though they were like more along the content creator line, I was willing to see them as long as like the conversation started with something more than, hey, let's fuck. You know what I mean? So I, I met with some people like DFW Knight, Dirk Diggler, Mars Black, Mr. Fun, 88. He's actually a white guy. Surprise. People, people were like shocked when I released that. They were like, what? I was like,

oh my gosh, they're crazy. But anyways, and then I also saw Jamie Croft and Brian Edger and that they were so fun to work with. I love Jamie. Love Brian too, but I love girls. And she was the first girl I had been with in a very long time. I filmed a scene with our husband as well, but we didn't do any female, female, female, male things because I haven't even have an experience like that with my husband yet. So we still stay, like, really true to like our experiences, if you will, and like the lifestyle and stuff. So, yeah, I met with all them and it was great. They all came down. They saw me. I got a lot of good videos. And yeah, it was, it was really awesome. But I found myself, like, meeting so many new people, it really is trial and tribulation and it's kind of exhausting. And I'm, I'm one that

really likes to have further communication after you get to know somebody, if you will. And it wasn't that at all. And it hadn't been that at all. And I like having, establishing more of a relationship. I don't really want to be seen as somebody for everybody. But I still really love the hot wife thing. I just don't want to be. I don't want to be like this crazy super slut fucking everybody. You know what I mean? Because then it kind of feels like everybody is literally fucking everybody. And that's just not really what I'm like into. I want to be like ethical. And there's nothing, well, And there's nothing wrong with being someone who's for everyone and sleeps with a lot of people. That's totally fine. I just learned. I just learned that it wasn't my kink to be with like tons and tons and tons of people. Like I want, I really like when I had my regular Summer Bowl of 22, like it was good because there was like more chemistry and connection. And it was, it was a good time every time. And like in the whole hot life lifestyle, I never wanted to feel like work or anything even though I share it with people. And it kind of did start to become that. I still have content from those. dates with those people last year that I haven't I haven't even touched yet just and it's not that it's

not that I don't like like the content or anything I think a lot of people are going to like the content it's just that for me it's kind of more it feels more like work to work on if you will and I I lose so much enjoyment in that so I really have to I really had to find like where I was like happiest and stuff and I had always kind of wanted like a dom a sub relationship I like to think of myself as submitting and serving and having like that power exchange, if you will. And I had always wanted that with the block man. And it was kind of what I've been searching for for a while. My husband knew that. And there had been one that kind of piqued my interest and caught my attention. Before I actually moved back to America, I had met him known of him through a group with other,

like, creators and stuff. But he's still, he's not content creator. He is, he's in a lifestyle. He's in like the whole realm of that, not really content creation. He just shares his personal like encounters like from his real life, not people that like he's actively like speaking out on like social media and stuff. Like he's not one of those. Oh, hey, let's collapse. He's in the lifestyle. He goes to parties. He is like a bull for couples, if he will. His name is Mr. Maverick on social media platforms and we have a ton of ton of content we've been making together. He just kind have really caught my attention from the start. He started, the whole conversation was different and just the whole vibe and all of it. And it was, it was what I was like really looking for, like, in terms of,

like, if I'm going to go out and get fucked and get, like, used and rail. I really want it to be, like, something that, like, I look forward to and really enjoy. And I have that with him. And I go, and I visit him. I get on a plane and I leave my family. And I go visit him for days on end. And I go visit him for days on end. and just completely wrecked. He hopties me. He paddles me. He locks me up. He spanks me really hard.

And he, he, like, gives me instructions. He tells me exactly what he wants me to do to his dick and exactly how to serve him and pleasure him. And it's just I feel like it's crazy how I feel so empowered in that power exchange, like with, like with him and in that role of, yes, I will do whatever. Where's the power of that? Is it kind of like in the letting go and letting go of the control?

I feel it because I've heard that a lot. It seems so sort of opposite, right? You'd think you have no power. You're submissive. You're doing something that somebody else says, but there is something freeing about that because I think it takes a lot in you to really be able to fully submit to somebody. That is a really letting go of control. And that's hard to do.

Yeah, absolutely. And like for me, it's like when we're together and that happens. Like it's, I really get to disconnect myself from everything. And this is going to kind of make me sound like I'm trying to be dumb. But I don't have to think. And I think about everything in my personal life. Like the daily bills, just all the things, like all the things. I'm exhausted.

Like I'm tired. And like the hot, I think thing was always a really, really fun way for us to add something to our lives. But also for me to just like completely let go. experience that inhibition elsewhere. And not that there's not any here, but, you know, like there's a lot of people that say, we are not meant to be monogamous and this and that. And maybe there is some truth to that.

But I feel like it's all like individual per se. There are times I still bring, I do, I shouldn't say still. I have started bringing up my husband being with another woman to him. But he is, I don't really know if he's honestly that interested in it. So I feel like at, at the end of the day, like it really is just what you're like really into. And like I have found that like this situation is like what really does it for me. And he like this last trip when I went and saw Maverick was actually his first time. It was my fifth trip going to see Maverick.

But it was my and my husband's only been gone since September of last year. I started seeing Maverick in December. And this last trip to him was my fifth trip seeing him. And it was my husband's first time actually being home to reclaim me afterwards. And for him it was incredibly hot to the point where he was like, you might even be able to go every couple weeks versus every, every month, if you will, or like, whatever we're working out here. But no, so I've been spending, like, a lot of time with him.

And it's been really good for, like, my mental health, just in general. And also, he's really been, like, keeping me a little more active and stuff, like, in terms of, I don't know, like, why, but it's almost like he's more than he's not, like, just a bull that's fucking me. I feel, like, very valued as a person, too. And not just, like, maybe someone being used for content for numbers. for personal gain. It doesn't feel that way. You know what I mean? And it's not that way. So it's really just all around a really great experience. And we're having a great time. And my husband is

loving sharing me and me telling him all about how I love to be ruined and wrecked and destroyed by Maverick. And yeah, it's just, oh, it's a totally different dynamic. And it's not one that I ever legitimately saw myself in. It was always something I'm like, oh, it'd be great to be great to have that it'd be great to do that have somebody that just this is how you're going to suck my dick like i really love being completely taken over and like surrendering and it's not that my husband is not able to do that it's just from his point of view he's like you're my wife like i can't like really use you in that sense and there is nothing wrong with that but he knows that that's what i want and that's what i most enjoy and so he's very supportive in me going out and doing that and

yes people are going to people still ask me do you still have sex with for your husband because like all of my posts are with Maverick. My husband was also deployed for six months and I can't really post myself with him if he's not even here. And so it's been great. Let me ask you some questions like with your husband. I have a million questions and we'll get some hot stories with with Maverick because you said, oh, and he locks me up.

I need to know what that's all about. Where is he fucking locking you up? I don't even know what that means. But we're going to get to the hot stories. But let me just ask you a couple questions first. So my first question because you're just like, oh, sometimes my husband's deploy, he was gone for six months. So like when you're not fucking him,

Is he like getting off on like videos that you're sending him and stuff? What does he do for six months? You're obviously able to go and fuck other people. He has no desire to go and fuck other girls. I'm assuming he would have a free pass. Like if he wanted to or how does he get off in six months without sex? Like what does he do? Do you know?

So yeah. So no, I've never actually given him like a free pass or anything. It's crazy. It's crazy because it's something like I think about. It is honestly something I think about. I'm always like, oh, like, really, what wouldn't, what would it matter? We do this all the time. But I don't know.

I haven't actually, like, bit that bullet yet. But like I've said before, even when we've talked about it, like the conversation has always in some way, shape or form flipped to me with another man. So it's even when I've tried to bring it up, like the conversation hasn't gotten like super far. So it hasn't, it's not anything that's happened like that yet. But yeah, so I send him tons of pictures and tons of videos. he sees them obviously before anybody else sees them.

He gets them basically like in the moment, if I can send them like as they're happening, if I'm able, I do. But in most cases, we do our thing and I tell him about it. And I send him the videos to accompany this story. And he gets off to me that way. And I think it's like really hot and really sweet because there are some people who are like, oh, it just means he's addicted to porn and blah, blah, blah. And I'm like, you say whatever you want.

I don't care because he works. He literally said he only wants to watch me. So at the end of the day, I think it's sweet. Like, yeah, he's, he's away and it sucks and all that. But, like, he's still like, that's his way to be close to me still. And I love it because I know that I'm also doing something that he really enjoys. And so, like, it's a way for us to be connected more. And some people don't understand that.

But also, when you've been married for so long, I don't want to say you run out of things to talk about or this and that. But it's just, yeah, exactly. That's the honest to God, truth. We're being honest. And so when he's deployed and like I have these sexy sex stories to tell him and they're real and it really happened and he gets to watch a video along with it and see pictures along with it, he's just this is fucking hot. This is so much better than like porn could ever be because like you're my wife and I'm watching you and I'm listening to you and you're also telling me the stories and like like he loves that. And so it gives us more to talk about. It gives us, you know, more to do in the bedroom because, I mean, I feel like it adds more to do in the bedroom because it adds another layer of communication in the bedroom.

We talk more. There's more dirty talk. There's just, there's so many things that just like really liven it up. Like when I think of our sex life like before this started, like it was, it was great. I still think of that as like explosive. He gets me, he never, he always gets me off. And that's absolutely great. Like ever since we really learned each other's bodies into our marriage. nobody was perfect in the beginning. And once he learned, like, how to get me off and all that, like, in our marriage and stuff. Like, we, we really did. We had really incredible explosive sex. And maybe that's, maybe that's why it's evolved into what it has because it was just so incredible. It's like, how can it get even better? And so, like, those moments of, like, reclaiming and stuff, like, they are, like, really hot.

Because in my head, I'm like, wow, I was just being a fucking whore all weekend when you big ass what. And I don't know. It's just, it's, I wish so often. that like I was able to put it into words more like for the people out there who are like on the fence about it and stuff. But really, truly like it's just it's just another layer of your relationship. And it's it's such a good layer. It's such a good layer. And like I think too, I don't want to say that like my husband gets excited for me to leave or anything.

But there is that excitement of he's always coming on because of deployment. So now like I'm coming and going because of like Maverick and then I'm coming. home like completely riled up and like it's it's different like you're excited to see each other for homecoming yes and this is like a different type of homecoming yeah so it adds a second thing but like you said and i think listen i mean your guy is lucky there's probably so many guys that live his life that are addicted to porn but the porn star they're watching is not their fucking girl it's everyone else on porn hub because they're away from their wives for all that time and of course their wives most of the time are probably not hot wifing, right? So what do they got? So it really works in your

marriage. Think about it. If you weren't hot wifing for him, I think that that would be really hard to be away for all that time. Yeah, absolutely. I absolutely agree. And to be honest, I don't, I don't want to say like I've ever looked at porn as like bad or anything. But I do definitely like the thought of him getting off to me while he's away. I like that thought more than thinking of him getting off to all these other random women online, you know what I mean? Because he is my husband. And so it's like knowing that like when he, I think I talked about this in the first episode, but like when he's first asked me, I was like, you're fucking crazy.

But then when I sat back and thought on it more, I was like, well, wait, like, if he's probably watching porn anyway, wouldn't you rather it be you? Like, dummy? So that was part of, that was part, a little bit of a part of the decision process as well. But no, it just, I think too, any woman whose husband comes to them and is this vulnerable and says this is what I'm into, but I would love it if it was you. That takes a level of surrendering your own self, like to your wife, like admitting that this is what I'm into and hoping to still be accepted after that. So I think I'll even have like wives on Reddit who

will say I found my husband's Reddit account. He's following you. I've seen comment on your things. Like what even is this? I'm like ashamed and I'm like there's no reason to be a And so I always try to lead with like with like them at the forefront of the thing like, well, has for starters like, has he ever mentioned this to you? Because if I have no idea, then I don't want to just lead into all of the things about it. But most of them end up saying, yes, he's either said something about it in a joking context or he's actually asked me about it. And I thought he was crazy, blah, blah, blah, this, that and the other. And I always lead with, he was so absolutely vulnerable, comfortable, secure enough to come to you with.

with that feeling in his secrets, fantasies, whatever have you. Like you should feel, in a sense, like, blessed, lucky that he's communicating that with you because there are also a very, very large amount of men who are saying in my inbox, oh, I wish my wife would. I wish my wife would. And I said, well, have you spoken to your wife? Well, no, I just don't think that she would. And I'm like, okay, well, you just got to talk to her because I would much.

I think of it like this. I feel like if I had found like if he had been like simping over these other girls who were doing all of this like before he'd ever said anything to me and I found that, I would not be looking at it in a way of, oh, he wants me to do that. I'd be looking at it in like a very jealous way. You know what I mean? So like my first, my first reaction to the men who come in my inbox is always talk to your wife. Tell your wife that this is what you're into.

Let her know this is how you want to see her. Oh, well, she's reserved this and that. I'm really big on, like, finding, like, that person that, like, you, you mesh with. Like you do the things you love with. When like my husband and I, you found that. And I try to like, I really do try to help the other people find that that are curious about it and interesting. And for the women, just hear your guy out really because like we have. But first I was like, oh, you're crazy.

But then I sat back and thought about it. I was like, well, if he's going to watch it anyway. And he's literally asking me. He's sharing this with me. He's saying, hey, I love you enough to tell you that this is what I'm into. and he's hoping that you meet him with anything other than like rejection or negativity. And it's just so easy. It's so easy to meet them with the response of like positivity and like open-mindedness

more than it's easier to meet it with shunning it off. Like I wish if I could go back, I almost wish that I could be like I could go back on my response instead of being like, what? No, are you fucking crazy? Like I'm pretty sure those were my exact words when he first asked me. I didn't even consider what it takes for. someone to ask something like that. What it takes for someone to say, hey, this is what I'm really into.

Because now that I think about it, like, it probably took him years. I don't know. It probably would have taken me years to even come around to the thought of being with another woman. And what's crazy too is like you start to realize like how much like you kind of didn't even know about your spouse. In a sense, I don't really know if he realized like how much I really wanted to just be like. throat fucked and used. But he's been doing a little more of it

and stuff at home. And I love that. And I can tell you so much more about that. Yeah, let's get let's get into the hot scenarios that you have. Like when you're like, oh, and he locks me up. How do you lock up a woman? What are you talking about? Like in the closet? What the fuck are you talking about? Or like on a wall? I don't know.

That's so funny. So he has this wooden hog tie contraption. It has four holes. It has a hole for each ankle and then your wrist and it locks it like it it hog ties me in like a hogtie position my ankles and hands like behind me i'm trying to explain it like knees up face down with my feet and hands like behind me it's i have pictures and video lots of them on my pages and he locks up with his key and he takes the key and then he hooks me into a whole other dimension that i have

never seen before like literally and when he calls me good girl I just like melt melt under him it's it's crazy it's crazy it's just it's a whole mind fuck because I know that okay I this man has put me in a position but I cannot get out of like I'm I am stuck there like I am his for the taking like whatever happens to me now we have a safe well we have a safe action is the word action sometimes my mouth you can't hear me so I tap if I need to and he respects that and he has always respected that. And yeah, I trust him. And it's crazy because the first time I ever went and seen him, my husband was deployed. And I was leaving my kids here in the trusted hands of others. And I was just like, okay, we're doing this thing. And I was hopping a flight,

1,700 miles away to a man I had only video called and chatted with online. We knew a lot about each other at this point. I didn't just hop on a plane and say, oh, let me go see this guy. We talked, we talked for a while. And I did, my husband was gone. It was December and I got on that plane and I went and it was crazy because it was so exhilarating. Like I had never met him in person. I'd only seen them online other than pictures and video calls and like our communication we have. Definitely the person I've ever communicated with more than anybody before. And so I get on this plane and I go like knowing that, okay, like I'm about to enter a whole other state.

What's really crazy is I only say 15 minutes from my mother. in-laws when I go to Vegas. Oh my God, hilarious. Imagine you bump into her at CVS on the corner. Right? What the fuck are you doing here? Like we do, we do go to the grocery stores and stuff when I'm there. Oh my God. Quite a few days. And so I need some food in the place. And so we go, we go out. And I'm always like, oh my God, I could turn around this corner any minute we go to dinner. We go and we do stuff together. And it's really just an experience, the whole thing. What happened that first time? Let walk us through that hot scenario. Yeah. So I told, I told my husband all about his cute things that he had. He had a hog tie set and handcuff, just like handcuff set and an anal hook, this J hook, that's an anal hook.

Oh, and I'm blindfolded. And so I'm just like laying there. And all I can hear is things. And he paddles me. And I never know like when the paddles are coming. And I never know what kind of a paddle it is. Is it going to be a few cats? Is it going to be a whole fucking whack? What is it going to be? Oh, my gosh. I'm just like, I'm just like waiting there for it. And then he also has a pinwheel and he has a ruler and this pinwheel, this pinwheel is this little roller bar with spikes and spikes on it. Like it's, ooh, it's incredible too. And so I never know when he's going to bring that out. Well, what does he do with that? Rolls it on you? He rolls it all over my body. My chest, my ass, my legs, my thighs, my feet everywhere. My arms. It's my tit. It's incredible. He just does like. whatever he wants. I'm just like there. Like to be his little like doll, his little fuck doll.

But I just love it. Like I, there's something about like I said, going and not even having to think. He just takes me over. And for me, it is just like, oh, like bliss. Oh, man. This is great. Like just melt my brain away. It's okay.

I'm fine with it. But seriously. And then his dick. It's humongous. Like it's huge. It's huge. Okay. And it has this curve that is just so delightful in all the ways. And definitely in terms of length and girth, it is, oh my gosh, the best and the biggest. And he really knows what he's doing.

He really, really knows what he's doing. And then his, like, his stature, he's so big. He's just this godlike creature in my mind. I'm just like, oh, my God. He's just so. I just have the greatest time. And then it's just like when my husband and I are fucking and I talk about like how much he loves the Mavericks, my pussy. It gets really hot for both of us. And so it's the whole thing. And just I think for me it's that total submission and surrendering and saying I give my power to you for right now. Yeah.

And like just take it. How much pain are you into? Like I know you like you said he like flogs you or. wax you like you know how far do you go with that kind of stuff well it's gotten it's gotten we really only the most like painful things that we do is like the paddling I would yeah yeah because there's really nothing else that's like super painful the pinwheeling is like the whole like experience in itself but the paddling oh man I've had some pretty gnarly bruises and marks like I feel like the one time like he got me like the best I think it has bruises and marks for eight 10 days I don't

No, it was quite a few days, but I loved every minute of it. I even post on Twitter. I was like, how long do you think these marks from Maverick are going to stay? Think God you're a hot wife or you're not a cheater because how do you go home with those marks on your asses? I always wonder that with guys that are going in dungeons. Like, what the fuck do you do with the bruising? Don't like, oh my God, I'm just getting like literally whipped. And I'm just like, oh my goodness.

Yeah, but for your guy, it's a turn on, I'm sure, your husband. I think so, yeah. I know every time I've sent him pictures, he's loved them. So it's been, it's been great. It's been so great. And so yeah, so now, like, where I'm kind of at, I'm really only making, making memories with Maverick at the moment. We're having a great time. I really love knowing that every time I leave this house, I'm going to have a great fucking time.

I love knowing that it's not, okay, I'm going to meet this person for the first time. And who knows? Yeah, yeah, exactly. Who knows? Who knows if you're going to vibe in bed? Who knows if you're going to vibe during dinner? I've gone to dinner with some people. We've had some conversations that I've just kind of been like,

I want to exit stage left right now. Please let me go home. And then, like, it's, you know, it's so. And like, it nothing feels like an obligation. Like, it's all things I want to do. So, and that's really important to me at the end of the day is if I, like, don't want to do it, I'll lose interest, like, super fast. And this is, I have the greatest time with him.

And we, I know that my fans like absolutely are loving the dynamic too. I even had one fan that came back to me and said, yeah, you got back to America and I couldn't keep up with you anymore. So I kind of lost interest. Okay. Like they like, I was like, wow. Not saying my fans dictate any of that, but just saying like even my own people like who are fans of me noticed that I wasn't really. aligning with who I had started as because the whole time I have always talked about me being a hot wife and being married and sleeping with other people but because it was like what we did and then like when

I started doing it with all of the like actual content creators and stuff it wasn't feeling like hot wiping anymore it was feeling like porn and I'm like I'm not in it for porn I don't want it to feel like porn so no every video now of mine you don't get some full scene kissing making out before. It's just whatever the fuck we remember to record when we are getting it. And there's plenty of times we've had sex that we haven't even gotten on camera that I've just told my husband about later. Like, I have a good amount of cream pies that aren't even recorded. So, so for me, I'm really having the best time, like just being myself and then sharing that with people and not feeling like I have to show up in any type of way. Because when I got back and I wasn't filming

with anybody and I only had old stuff to post that people like knew was old and stuff. Like that had me feeling like, oh, girl, you got to do this. You got to do this. Like you have to, and it wasn't even more like me and us anymore. It started to feel like it was for other people. So for us, that was really, really, really important that we kind of get back to that. And especially for me. Let me ask you a question.

My other question, okay, because I, a lot of people that do hot wiping, a lot of them don't even do solo play. because with solo play, especially if you're just going to be seeing the same person, especially if you're flying 1,700 miles away, especially if you're staying over many, many days. I'm sure you know where the question is going. There leaves room, or there is a window of opportunity, for feelings to develop.

It sounds like you kind of like want those feelings there. Like you prefer to have that kind of connection than to not have any kind of connection with somebody. Do you guys ever worry about, those feelings becoming too much? Does your husband ever worry about that? Have you ever had any issues with that?

Are you polyamorous? I feel, we haven't actually ever discussed it in a sense, really, because I feel like we've, I feel like we've just been together for so long that it's kind of just been like we're just like you're with each other forever. It's a given kind of thing.

Yeah, kind of in a sense like me. Like it's kind of just, I don't know if it's one of those things like it doesn't, I don't know. I don't want to say like a. doesn't need to be talked about or whatever. But I mean, but maybe it doesn't. You guys have been together since the dawn of time. That's what people have to

understand, right? Almost 20, almost 20 years now. And you're not old, right? How old are you? And you're with each other? I'm 34. So you guys met when you were like five. So yeah. Yeah. But no, I, for me, so like I said, I was seeing all those content creators and stuff

and that was literally just like going through the motions. And I'm not going to lie. That takes a toll on your mental health when you feel like you're just going around kind of fucking everybody. and especially if you don't have that type of a personality or a persona, like I was never, I really don't feel like I was ever like a super, super, super, hypersexual, yes, but never like, let me fuck everybody. Like that was.

Yeah, and you weren't into the variety. Yeah, like, I don't need like a huge variety. I like feeling like a person more than an object. And I know I sit here and say, oh, I let him use me this, that, and the other. But I guess you could say the connection, chemistry, off camera, whatever. We do. We have a lot to talk about. We have, we do talk.

We have hung out. We do, we have meals together and stuff. And I would say I care about him and he cares about me. I think that's important. I think it's very important because I don't want to be with somebody who is literally just like, literally use you. Use you, use you. And so it's that I don't, I don't want somebody like that. So I think, I think also I'm a very emotional, loving person in general.

And I just really, I just, I just believe in like being with the people that like make you feel the best. Like, why extend your energy towards anybody who doesn't make you like happy and doesn't show you a good time? Doesn't make you feel good, if you will. And so that's really like where I'm at with it. And if my husband never got to a point where he was like, oh, well, I don't like that you like feeling like a person, then I don't really feel like I would be happy with that. anymore. You know what I mean? That's like saying, oh, no, I don't even care about you as a person. So I feel like, I feel like there's always that worry, but there's also, there's also like a worry

going around and, you know, having sex with like tons of multiple partners. So it's kind of like, gosh, I don't know. Like I think, listen, I'm going to tell you, I've heard a lot of stories, right? And I've heard a lot of people who play solo and it's all cool. And I've heard from people who I've played solo and it was a problem, but I'm going to tell you the difference. And the stories where it went wrong, there were cracks in those relationships. So that window of opportunity was taken because the primary relationship wasn't rock solid. And that's probably the difference. Like you and your husband are fucking great. Like it's all good there. So you guys haven't even talked about the feeling thing because it's not even like a thought. That's how solid you guys are

because you've been together since the dawn time. You're one of those lucky couples. It's rare. Most people don't meet that person when they're super young and stay together and everything's great even after all the kids you had. You know what I mean? You're lucky. Yeah. No. Yeah.

Thank you. Yeah. You have one of those great relationships where it's just like a given. You guys are together. It's all good. So, you know, what are the, most people don't take those opportunities to fall for somebody else when everything's great at home. Those, that happens when things aren't right at home. Do you know what I'm saying?

And that's always the case. Yeah. And I know. I noticed too, like people will, people try to bring up divorce rates. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And it's like, but you have to, like you do. I feel like you have to know like your actual pooling audience. Granted, I can't say that.

I'm not even doing the test and statistics. But I also know there are a plethora of people that are on social media that have said things like, oh, we're trying to do this to save my marriage. Like one Reddit thread will show you how many people think swinging will save their marriage. It's crazy. And the difference for us is like when we started, we were in a good place. The man was deployed and he just wanted to watch his wife get railed out.

Like we were, it wasn't anything like, oh, no, she's not having a good time in bed. Let me give her somebody else to have sex with. No, and it's funny because people who just find me who don't know anything about my background or history yet, who call me terrible vile names online because they think I don't have sex with my husband. and they think that like I just left my husband and I'm like, you people are crazy. And half the people don't even understand. He's in the military.

I don't post a lot with him. It's not like technically allowed in his job. Like for him to even be online like that. So it's like people are crazy. What I get all the time and what I would always see and it would really get me so irritated and it still does because there's these like people out there. And to be it's just like lazy thinking

where they kind of look at a hot wiping situation and they're like, that's not fucking. like why doesn't he get to fuck other people? Why isn't he? She's so selfish. She gets whatever she fucking wants. I'm going to tell you 100% of the time, okay, people that are in the hot wifing lifestyle, the men are in it because that's what they dig.

They don't care about variety with women. And if they did, you'd be swingers. You and your guy would be swingers. That's the difference between swingers and people that are into hot wifing. Everyone gets to fuck other people. The guys that are into hot wifing, they don't need to fuck other women. they don't have any desire for it. You know what I mean?

And if they did, they'd bring it up. They brought up the hot waving thing. That's just the way they roll. So why do you fucking care? He doesn't care. The husband doesn't want to fuck other people. Why does anyone care? It's what they want.

They're both happy. Exactly. And that's one of the funniest things. Like, I always think that too when people are like, well, what are you going to let him fuck someone else? And I'm like, well, maybe if he actually ever brings it up himself. Like, I was, I was even in, in Vegas with Maverick. And I told my husband how I had been watching Queen porn lately and how sometimes the thought of watching him fuck another woman in front of me turned me on and this, that and the other.

And he, he didn't even say much about it, nothing at all. Your conversation like immediately went back to me and Maverick. And I'm just like, okay, well, that wasn't what I was going for. So no, like, I have, I have even tried to lay the plug in moments of like really hot sexual tension. and it's not anything that he's ever really showed big interest in. Because also you have to remember. A lot of these people forget, I mean, they have to remember because they seem to forget. Like, he's a man and there's a lot of men out there who don't really care for like the dating and that whole thing with women.

He's been with me since high school. Do you really think he wants to date other women and try to take them out? No. Like, it's just to him that sounds exhausting. For him, he gets to do still what he loves. He gets to, he loves his fishing shows. He loves to fish. He loves to watch his fishing shows.

He loves to do his blackstone thing. He loves to hike. He gets to do all those things still while I go and do all of my things. And he gets all my extra things in the process. And so it's great. Wait, quick question. Because you do have this guy fucking railing you and he's got the gigantic cock. like it. What is your husband well hung? Like when you come home, is he satisfying too? Like,

you don't get ruined by that huge maverick cock when you go. That's so funny. That's really funny. There are so many people who are like, are you just ruined after that? Yeah. Well, listen, I had one boyfriend that was huge and you have a Tommy Lee Dick. It was like one of those. It was just so like perfection. And I felt like I was a size queen after that. But what I always say is, Listen, it's all about chemistry, right? If you have that, it doesn't really matter. I really do feel like it is at the end of the day because that's also why I have such an incredible time with Maverick, like literally.

I was on my hands and knees. I sucked his dick for an entire hour straight. His cock in your mouth. Can you deep throat? Yeah. Oh, yeah. And it's a whole thing. Because he's definitely like the biggest dick I've ever had in my mouth ever, longest, biggest.

The pictures prove it when you see it. Like the whole dick as a whole dick as a whole thing. whole. I'm not talking about like the biggest in girth or the longest. I'm talking about like whole dick as an entire whole cock. Biggest and like widest in one shaft is him for sure. And I, it's been of it's been a, it's been a training session. Okay. That's what's happening here. I thought I was really good at deep throating and sucking dick until I met him. And then I was even telling him before I went. I was like, I'm definitely going to swallow that dick. Like I thought I was the deep throater. And then I got there. and I seen it in person

and I was like, oh, well, I'm going to try to deep throat this. I'm getting better. I feel like I get it a little further every time I go visit him. Oh my God. But you're a three-in-put girl, like he'll fuck you in the ass with that and everything? So no, we haven't had anal sex yet.

So my husband, my husband's actually the only person I've ever had anal sex with. And I don't know if it's like because of his size. And he's just over average. He has a very, I think he has a very beautiful thing. and I think it's a great dick and it satisfies me absolutely wonderfully. I think I said the same thing in the first podcast. But yeah, Mavericks Dick definitely opens me up. I definitely feel it.

It's so good though. Now, do you know, does he create content? You did say going in that when you met him, what you liked was he was like sort of part of a group of content creators, but he wasn't really one himself. Does he do stuff with other people? Not like content creators. He has women who he's met in his life who may have already had an only fan who he would put on there in tag. But yeah, it's all just content from like his real life.

He doesn't actually like he's, I don't know if he has plans to maybe meet. There was there was one person who's talking about meeting next month, but I don't have any idea if that's actually like happening or anything. But she's another podcast lady and she was asking me too if I would meet her there with them as well. But it's going to be Father's Day weekend. So it doesn't work out. But anyways, yeah. But you're open to doing stuff like, but he doesn't, so you don't really see him online with other people. You do your thing with him.

Like he does it with you. I think why he was attracted to, even though he's not attracted to contact creators is because you don't really have that. Like you, like you've said many times, and I think that this is what makes you different than other content creators is you don't really do, you're not doing this to create content. I mean, you're doing, you are creating it because why not? But you really do, you really are authentic. Yeah. And that's really what I try to be. You don't even need to try to be.

That's just who you are. And it even shows in your story here by saying that you weren't into it. Like you had all these content creators, you know, showing up for you, asking you to be on their stuff. I mean, you could be doing that all the time. Yeah. They're still asking. And even though I've even changed like my Twitter to say no meetups, no collapse.

I'm really, really happy with where I'm at. And like every single day, I still get people that are trying to message me to. collab and I'm just like I'm exclusive to Maverick he sees women in his personal life there in Vegas whenever but I have my little hot wife weekends with him and I really enjoy them and I'd like to keep having them for a really really long time I get it I think I totally understand that as a woman I'm sort of wired the same way even when I've had booty calls I've fucked the same guy for seven years in between boyfriends whenever I did because I like to know what I'm getting what I like and I'm going to be satisfied. Same thing like you. And I don't know if that's the control freaks in us,

but we want to know. I don't know. And I want to know the person because I think sex is better when you have that. I think women, though, were just wired differently. I do have women on my show that love variety when it comes to men. And I'm always like super mesmerized by those women. Because I think that's the minority, right? A woman, though, like love gang bangs and fuck like tons of guys at a glory hole experience and stuff. I'm just like, oh my God, you're like, I don't even understand that brain. But it's interesting to me. But it's not the majority. Most women, I think, do do like to feel a connection. Even if it's just sex, you just, you want to feel like you like the person.

Like you said, you want to feel like a human being. Exactly. Like, it's not an obligation or like it's not something like you're required to do or whatever. It's also not like dirty. Like, I can't explain it. But what I always said is when you really know someone and you're really close with them, you could do like the dirtiest shit with them. And you don't feel like, oh, when you're done, oh, my God, I got to go take 10 showers.

Whereas if you did that same shit with a, the stranger, it'd be like you'd feel sleazy afterwards. And that's what's so great about having somebody that you feel comfortable with and that you really know because you could just do all those things that you just talked about, being fucking big, hot tied, have a cock in your mouth for an hour, deep throat cream pies. And you don't feel like what the fuck did I just, you don't feel like a whore, but you feel like a whore. You know what I mean?

But you're not a real whore. And I'm so glad that you touched base on that because let me tell you that before when I was like, sleeping with like different people like a lot of different people yeah I would always communicate with my husband like afterwards like maybe like over the next two days like I have a sense of guilt I feel guilty I don't like I feel like there is something off inside my brain after I sleep with random multiple people yeah that I just would not like not a fan of it's almost like this like negative reaction post like think of it like post nut clarity for the men who are like oh fuck maybe not And so for me, and I'm just like, I don't really like how like that makes me feel. And he always told me, if you don't like the way this makes you feel, like we don't have to be a

life, you don't have to do it. It's not something we need. Like, we can go back to what we were. And then I think it was like really like, like, Maverick really did help me like find like that like grounding with myself again in a sense. And I really appreciate him for that because like I was finding myself after those collapsing. Like, God. Oh, it's just like there's another one.

There's another one. What are we really like working for here? I would rather tell a story and enjoy every part of it. Like now every time I go see Mav, like I have things to talk about and stories to tell. It's not just, oh, this person fucking like this. No, he took me in the fucking markets. He took me to a hockey game.

We've been to the movies. Like with fucking experiences that make me feel like, oh, he doesn't want to just use me. He like also wants to be around me. And that is important for me and the emotional person that I am. And I have always been such an emotional person. Go in to make me cry. So if my husband knows that.

So I also kind of feel like my husband also knows just like how fucking big my own heart is. He allows for you to have that connection because he knows that's important to you because that's why you can be used by that guy because he's not really using you. And that's at the end of the day the difference. And I totally get that. And that's why I always like to, if I'm having sex with someone, to be with the same person. even if I'm not in love with them, but I just actually like them and I know them and I feel comfortable with them because then you could do fucking anything.

And like you said, like I said, you don't have to take 10 showers afterwards to feel okay about it. But listen, give shoutouts to all of your shit. Okay, again, I will put links to everything.

You're going to get, you need to get your podcast on a podcast app, but for now it's on YouTube so they could hear your episodes over there. It's Hot Wife Haven, right? Yes, Hot Life Haven. Mm-hmm. And then you have OnlyFans. You have Fansley.

like you have all of that stuff, correct? It's all super easily accessible if you go to either XXemburrayx.com or you can do just emberray.com. It'll take you to my link tree that has all my links listed. And yeah, pick your poison, whatever you want. The only fans. Everyone's going to want to see his big dick. Like, I'm curious how big is that biggest dick you've ever seen.

It's funny, too. I tell him all the time, I'm like, you got to post your dick more. You got to show more people your dick. You have to show them. Do I need Maverick on my show? Does he have lots of stories? You do. You absolutely do.

Because I know, I know he has stories. And like I said, there's a lot of his stuff that, like he doesn't even film. Because, like I said, it's from his personal life. He is the real deal because, and that's why you connected with him. He is the real deal. And make sure this part's in there for sure. He is.

He is the real feel. He is really in the lifestyle. He was never started his pages as a means to create content at all. It was a means to share his own life. So, yeah, I love that. Yeah, and he's on there. I actually, I'm actually just going to link his only fans, I think, finally on my link tree. I tell myself all the time, but no, he is, he's the only one I'm seeing and I would love for people to support him too.

Yeah, and we'll tell him. He could come on and I'll promote the shit out of him as well too. He could come on. I would like people would love to hear, because I'm going to air your episode right soon. And so then after, if I have his, that'll be fucking great. People are going to be dying to hear from him. I'm going to tell him, for sure. As soon as we get off the phone.

Thank you so much. Thank you, Amber. Listen, do me a favor and send me some hot picks for my. And they don't have to be anonymous because you're anonymous, but not X-rated ones for my Patreon. But I do have a Discord now attached to my Patreon, which is, I have over 2,300 people on my Patreon. Yeah, I think I'm in your Discord. I just, I actually never get on the fucking app.

Yeah, that's okay. But if you want to send me the X-rated stuff, I could post it for you. I do that now because it's so hard to get people to do it themselves and people are waiting for it. I'm like, why don't I just fucking do it? So send me some shit. I'll put, send me some R rated hot stuff for Patreon. And then you could send me some X rated stuff.

And I'll give your, your link there too as well for my Discord. Okay. I'll even, if you want, I'll even include a pick with Maverick's Dick. Yes. Okay, good. So if everyone wants to see Maverick's Dick before he's on my show or go to my Discord. Okay. All right.

Awesome. I love it. I love it. Thank you so much for calling in. You want me to send you those on Discord? No, no. Send them to me via email. Send it to strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com or text or DM, whatever.

On wherever we were talking, send it to me there. Perfect. Perfect. You got it. Thanks so much for calling in. Of course. Bye. Bye.

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That's strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com or go to my website, strictly anonymous podcast.com and click on, be on the show. If you have a short confession that you want to get off your back, call my confessions hotline. 347, 4203579. That's 347, 4203579. You could call that number 247. I change all the voices on the confessions too, so you remain anonymous. If you want to follow the show, follow me at Strict Anonymous on Instagram or Twitter. That's at Strict Anonymous. If you want to sign up for my Patreon on my Patreon, you are not only supporting my show, but you will get these episodes early, ad free, and you get to see anonymous picks of my guests.

Most of the girls send in anonymous picks and some of the guys send an anonymous picks. So if you want to see anonymous picks of my guests, as well as support my show and get these episodes early and ad free, sign up for my Patreon. Patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. That's patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. The link is also in the description below. Thanks so much for listening.