Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 875 - Cate's BF Got her Into Swinging with Couples, Girl on Girl Action and More

Episode Date: July 18, 2024

Cate’s boyfriend got her into swinging, girl-on-girl action, and a whole lot more and she called in to talk all about it. How big was her boyfriend’s d***? Why did they start swinging? And when did she start hooking up with women and what exactly did they do? Tune in to find out plus hear all about how she’s a squirter and a size queen, the first night she hooked up with her boyfriend and how many other guys she had hooked up with that same night, her intense interest in girl on girl porn and the craigslist ads she used to jerk off to, the first couple they hooked up with and what went down, their first swingers club experience and exactly what happened, her first experience hooking up with a girl, the orgy they were involved in, her first time scissoring a woman and how much she loved it, stars on sex with a female she met online, the female teacher she hooked up, how they started camming together and what they’d actually do, what that teacher did that got her locked up for three years, how her boyfriend was constantly cheating on her and how she would catch him, why she stayed with him for so long, their threesome with a milf, the time she had anal with him, the issues she has with her husband now and how she can fix them and a whole lot more. **REPEAT - originally aired 07/2022 **To see anonymous pics of CATIE plus see anonymous pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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her current status of her marriage with her guy. but what we talk mostly about in the beginning is her relationship with a guy named quote unquote Josh and the shit he turned her onto. This was a girl who was super horny from day one. She was very like she talks about her high sex dive and all her squirting experience and then she meets this guy Josh who has like the biggest dick she's ever seen and he gets her into swinging and hooking up with girls and they do all kinds of fucking crazy things. I mean, was she even one time got paid to have a guy go down on her while he

watched on cam and then she had an experience with a teacher who they started camming together and then there was a sex tape and there are a lot of crazy stories in this episode. They're all super interesting. She is very open and honest about everything she's done and there's a lot of stuff and she talks about all of her experience. And then like at the end we talk about her problems she's having with her husband because this is a horny A.F. girl, okay? And she is not experiencing great sex in her marriage. And we talk about how maybe she could work on it. And we talk about that. And she did send me in a picture. So if you want to put a picture to the fake voice and to this whole story, sign up for my Patreon. Patreon. Patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. The information for all of that

is in the description. You also see pictures of like mostly all my other female guests too. It's kind of interesting. It is interesting actually. Anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Kate. Hi, Kate. Welcome to the Strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today?

Doing fabulous. Okay, Kate, now listen, you found me on Instagram and I think, and correct me from wrong, we're going to be talking about some sort of like stuff. Like you dated somebody and they brought all these kinds. of sexual experiences your way or you had all he turned you on to a whole bunch of things i don't really know any other specifics than that um yeah so dating josh this is not somebody i am with okay you will you will know you will know more by the end on why we're not together anymore okay so i have always had a very high sex drive and even in high school i had some of my friends

tell me, oh, your parents are swingers. I'm like, no, they're not. And but I'm like, I think, I don't know if that's hereditary. But anyways, so I've always had a very high sex drive. And I've really enjoyed sex. And I really like big cocks. And I was dating this guy and we were having sex. And he's like, did you just pee on me?

I was like, no. And I was like, so I didn't know. It's when I slept with one of my friends and he was fucking me. And he's like, I didn't know you were a squirder. Like, me neither, dude. So I got and so I'm like, wow, like I knew my sister was. Like that is really crazy for me to know about my sister. But I'm like, well, maybe if you get fucked just right, that it works out that way.

So, so then we're going to get to the story with Josh. I was on a dating site and I was talking to a whole bunch of guys. Well, then I came and got across Josh. And we were the same age. And while we decided to go out on a date. So we go on a date and afterwards we go back to his house to watch movies. Well, we started making out and I felt like he had a huge dick. I'm like, damn.

I'm like, I'm not going to give it up on the first date. So I can't even remember. I believe I stayed the night, but we did not have any sex. Well, that next day, it was Halloween. So I get dressed up. I go to the bar. I meet this guy that went to the same school as me. and me and him are in the ladies bathroom fucking

and I had no pain I had plenty of drink and after that I'm like well I'm going to go to the other club so I go over there I ran into one of my other exes and we go back to his house I end up sleeping with him oh double dipping Kate Kate is double dipper

the double dipper squirder yes and so I've gotten so much better in bed since we've been together and well we go to have sex and he lasted at a whole whopping maybe minute. He's, I don't know what it is about you, but I cannot last. Mm-hmm.

So I'm like, that really didn't fulfill me up. So then I got a hold of Josh. And I was like, hey, what are you doing? And so I end up going to his house. And that is when I got introduced to the best dick I have probably ever had in my life. Wait, so you were triple dipping? Yes. I, I wanted to be, I wanted to have a good.

sex. I need to have that fulfillment. And Chris didn't give it to me. So then I went to Josh. And Josh's dick was just perfect. And he was just an amazing lay. I don't usually hurt. And that definitely hurt. And I'm like, damn, this guy is, I'm like, you got a big dick. You're good looking. You got your shit together. So I'm like, I want to keep pursuing this. Okay. But we need to know how big Josh's dick is before we go further. All right. Josh was definitely solid eight, nine inches and was fucking thick. Okay.

Yeah. So like my future, my husband I have now. Yeah. When I showed him one of my dildos and he's like, that is impossible. Nobody's dick is that big. I said, yeah, it is. I got that dick replica because when he was gone for six weeks, I wanted that dick. And so I went and got to the size of Josh.

Oh my God. That's hilarious. I was on myself with it. Yes. So my husband's like, now that's not true. No, I was like, yes, it is. So I'm sure he's like completely feels little guy compared to that. Yeah, yeah.

Anyone is. Yeah. Yes. So anyway, so then I'm with Josh. And he doesn't want to tie it down with me. But me and him are going out doing everything together. But he does. He wants to keep talking to other people.

Well, I finally gave him the ultimatum. Like, it's either me or I'm done. This is after six months. me just fucking him. Yeah, yeah, I got it. And so he's, well, okay, that's fine. Well, him doing the Craigslist, like I would see on his phone he was replying to Craigslist ads yet.

And I'm like, well, what do I need to do to keep him interested to me? Now, when I was a little younger, I was interested in Craigslist ads. Like, I would go and look at the pictures and then masturbate to them. but I really had a thing for girls. Like when I watch porn, I like watching hardcore lesbian sex, scissoring, squirting. Like, I have always wanted to be with a girl.

So we. I like how honest you are. Oh, girl, I am so blunt. Like, I don't. Yeah, yeah, that's cool. So, so he kind of is like, well, there's this couple. And I said, okay, we can see,

I didn't know how. was going to feel about it. So we start talking with this couple. We meet with them. They're a good looking couple and they tell us about a swingers club that's an hour away from us. I'm like, really? I never knew about that. So then we get all dressed up and we go to this club. And it is you walk in, there's champagne, sex swings and vibrators and dildos they're selling and porn all over, dance floor and I'm like this this is awesome so the drinks start flowing for me and I go into the locker room and there's this good looking lady there I'm getting turned on just talking about this because this was my first time with the girl and me and her start kissing and stuff like that and next thing I'm

laying on the bench and she's eating me out and we've got people watching and I was like for the horny For the horniest girl on the planet, which you already copped to the fact that that's you, this must have been like heaven. Yes, it was amazing. I was on cloud nine. I didn't know how, you know, I didn't care how the rest of the night went. And so that was all I did with her. And so they're at that swingers club.

They have bedrooms and stuff there. And so if you leave the curtains open, but shut the door, you know, I don't know if you know all the rules and stuff like that. So, you know, me and my boyfriend at a time went in there and we fucked and we let people watch whatever. I don't care. It's just like watching porn. Yeah. So we did that. So that was our first experience there.

And I was very excited about it. And so then it would have been we get to Halloween again. And we have made some more friends now by this time with other couples. And we go with a group of people. and we end up being another group of people there and we all go into this bedroom to fuck and it's people of all different sizes and stuff like that and I'm licking a girl as she's getting fucked it was just amazing but then here's Josh who thinks he's the best at having sex who can't even get a heart on when we're in there no way yeah he just lay in there with a soft dick and I'm like sucks sucks for you I'm eating this chick out. So, yeah, so Josh wasn't doing real good in the swingers department.

I don't know what it was. I don't know if he felt not so dominant in there. I'm like, well, that's, well, that's, he's just laying there with a soft dick. And I'm like, sucks for you. So I'm eating this chick out. So, yeah, so Josh wasn't doing real good in the swingers department. I don't know what it was. I don't know if he felt not so dominant in there.

I'm like, well, that's cool. that is that sucks for you so then I'm trying to make sure I don't send any of these stories the next time we went we had met a black couple there and go back to their hotel room and mind you I had nervous in this stuff you know doing this stuff and there I'm writing that black guy oh my God it was probably one of the best times ever I'm writing him but they're Josh laying there can't do anything because he can't get a heart on again again and so the lady is just watching me fuck her husband and I'm fucking pounding his dick going up and all over a few more times and it was like porn star fuck session it was awesome that was some amazing sex I will tell you that so then Josh and he was working for the railroad so training was down in Atlanta So I knew that he wasn't to stay faithful. I'm not stupid.

He's already done how many other Craigslist stuff before. So he, so I was like, well, if he's going to be messing around down there, I'm going to get my fulfillment while he's gone. Right. So I go on Craigslist on one Saturday morning and I come across this girl looking for another girl. And I really thoroughly enjoyed girl on girl. I didn't need to have dick. I just really enjoyed it. So I started talking to her and she's, oh, are you really going to do this?

We have people that all the time that say they're going to come and then they end up bailing. I was like, oh, no, I'm coming. So I'd make the hour drive there and I get out of the car. And she is, she's about my body type. I'm about 5.10. I'm a little curvy. And she's about the exact same body type as me. And I get out with my six pack of beer, and she's, I can't believe that you're here.

She's like, I really love the confidence that you're walking up with. And so we go out and have a few drinks in the back patio there. And her husband says, why don't you guys go to the bedroom? So me and her, we go back to the bedroom. And we just lay there and watch a movie. and then from there we started to kiss and kissing led to taking off clothes and then that's like when I went down on her and I believe that that was her first time ever being with a girl she and then she went down on me and then from there we started to scissor now mind you I think scissoring is so fucking hot right and we're scissoring and just having and an amazing time and then I get my strap on on and you brought it with you fuck yeah I did oh my god you came with a little baggy yeah I did because I'm like you're going to be with a girl and I don't have

the tools to like I don't have a dick yeah yeah yeah so I wanted to make sure that she got off and so um I started to fuck her with my strap on and um well then I must have been going too hard because I I am a hardcore person. The harder the better. Yeah, I could tell. And yes. And she couldn't handle it. So she's like, told me I had to slow down.

Well, then her husband came into the bedroom. And he started to watch. But then it's when he started to join is when her, I believe her name was Nancy. Nancy is like when he started to fuck me, Nancy got out of the bedroom. And she couldn't handle it. And so her husband went and talked to her and she ends up coming back in there. And we continue on what we're doing. And so that was that was my experience with her.

I stayed the night with her and cuddled her all night. But in like when we were sleeping, my boyfriend had called me and said, what are you doing? I said, hey, well, I'm, I'm with this girl. And he got pissed. And it was like that you're cheating. on me. I'm like, but you're talking to other people. And at that time, he was still, he's trying to get with guys. And so I'm like, this is such double standard. You can do that down in Atlanta, but I can't do it when you're gone. What did you say? Do you say, okay, I won't fuck anybody else while you're, until you get

back. How did that conversation end? I said, yeah, I was like, fine. I won't, I won't do it, but you better not be doing it either. I don't, I don't understand. And so he, he was fine. He was, with it then but then you know what the shit part was is when he was gone he was still watching the craigslist ads for up up where we live and saw that this guy just wanted to eat pussy and he would pay for it and josh wasn't around so he brought it to my attention in his hey would you want to get paid to just get your pussy i'm like oh man i don't know we kind of live in a creepy old house and having some creepy-ass guy and you're not around. And I'm like, well, how much is he going to pay?

And I think it was like $100. And all I had to do was just lay there and he was just going to eat me out. I'm like, and he's, I'm going to have you on the laptop and I'm going to watch you guys the whole time. Oh, okay. Yeah. So the guy came over and I had Josh on the laptop and he's watching. And this guy just sitting there eating me out and eating me out. And he wasn't even really good at it.

So I don't know why he enjoyed doing it. Maybe that's why he was paying. It was like practice. Yes. Yes. So, yeah, he wasn't very good at it. And as I'm sitting there getting eight out and then Josh is just making a bag of flipping popcorn. And so I'm listening to popcorn being made.

Stop. No fucking way. Yeah. So he's popping popcorn. As I'm laying there getting eight out, I'm like, you are so distracting me right now. so yeah so that was a pretty awkward time but what he paid wait i just need to know first of all did you get your hundred bucks i no i kept that money yeah he paid you though the guy paid he can't shut up the cash yes yes yes he he paid me and and he just ate me out i'm like that was that was

weird that is probably not one of my finer moments of times because i'm like it was just really a weird a weird thing overall yeah yeah i got it yeah yeah yeah And now, did you know, did you and Josh talk about it? Did Josh, he's sitting there making popcorn, so I just, I'm confused. Was he turned on by watching you? What did he dig it? What did he say after? No, he, he, well, maybe you should keep doing that and have that as a side job.

I'm like, I'm not, I'm not into that. I have, I have a job. So, yeah. So that was that time. Mm-hmm. But then here Josh is again. He comes back home. home and he sees this girl and she was close to me from my from my work she was only 10 minutes had posted she wanted to be with the girl and so I'm like well okay I was like I'm up for meeting she's right she's essentially right down the road from work so we go ahead and we meet and me and me and her talk and I go to her house and Josh is with me and I meet her husband and she takes me into her bedroom and shows me her stash

of vibrators and dildos and she's we can use all this and i said well this is just amazing like i i love it so we go ahead and um start to mess around and she's a squirt or two so i got my first girl to squirt but hers wasn't as projectile as i would as i would have liked it yeah and so i eat her out she eats me out and we just side to continue this relationship. And she gets me into, she's, well, hey, you want to do, you want to do camming with me? And I'm like, oh, I don't, I don't know. People can see you.

She's no, no, no, no, I can block it from people in our state. Oh, wait. So you mean camming, not camming between you and her. You mean camming for people like on chatterbate or something. Yes. Oh, okay. Oh, yes. So I can't even remember what, what point, you know, what site we were doing.

And we started to do that. And we were having fun. We were getting, getting the bell to ring and we would kiss and make out and stuff like that. And so with her, that was some fun times. And she did a photo shoot for me to use on my page. And what page? What page is that? Like for my page, for what I wanted to do online cammy?

mean when she wasn't around. Oh, okay. So you started your own thing too. Yes, because here Josh N is again saying, hey, you can do this. Oh, yeah. You just keep blaming everything on Josh. Okay, please. No, that is legit.

Like, I'm telling you, Josh was such a. That horny girl in high school that was so sexed up. These were all your fantasies living out. I know. And so, yeah, like I said, Josh is telling me to do this shit. And so I start doing it and mean her making, you know, making easy, easy money to please myself. And well, I'm pretty manly how I was getting paid just to even burp. Like I'm like, this is awesome.

And so, so yeah. So, you know, but, you know, time always catches up with you and trying to get me and her together all the time wasn't as much as I would have liked it to be. Mm-hmm. Well, that lady or that girl, she. she became a teacher. I'm like, oh, girl, you better keep your nose clean. And sure shit, she got caught having sex with a student. So with her getting caught having sex with a student, well, that brought attention to her. And, well, people found me and her video.

And so, yeah. So I'm like, oh, girl, I had to tell my mom. Because I'm like, oh, yes, I'm like, mom, I don't want to have to tell you this. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. I need to, because I need this fucking false story, okay, because you have so much to talk about and so fucking good. But wait a second. Was it, okay, first of all I need to know, was the student, a woman, a girl or a guy student? The student was a guy.

And he was actually, he was actually, which kind of is some shit, is that he was a foreign exchange student. So he was like, like over 18. And she got, I think she got three years in jail for it. Wow. Wow. Was it in the news? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. You type in her name. You're going to see her come up. I'm thankful when you type her name in, you don't see me.

Right. But like I was, I was seeing the picture of her, like teacher gets caught having sex with student. Yeah. On like, on like dude comedy, like a like a big website. People follow. And I saw me, I saw me in the background. I said, oh my God, you need to take that down. I've got kids and I was like, I don't want my kids to see. Yeah. See it.

And she told me. She's like when we made that video, she's nobody's going to see it. We're fine. And then that happened. And the video got out. So even people at my home, like from where I graduated from, they've seen the video. I don't understand how people found it. Oh, wow.

So that, so that teacher gets out there. And then there's a sex tape between, is it just you and her together? Yes. And that gets leaked. And you had to tell your fucking mother, because now you know, everyone's going to, it's just going to go around town? Yes, yes, because people are saying, random people are commenting to me like, hey, I just want you to know there's a sex tape about you. Hey, I had like my ex-boyfriend's daughter.

Hey, there's a sex tape about you about you. Oh, my. Dang it. So I'm like, oh, no. This wasn't supposed to happen. And yeah, so I dreaded having to tell my mom. I was like, hey, and I'm sure my family have seen it because I know people. friends have said something and I'm like oh so yeah so I'm like damn you Josh look what happened

you introduce me to this girl and now this damn sex tape of me is going around so yeah so I'm like damn you Josh look what happened but you introduce me to this girl and now this damn sex tape of me is going around oh my goodness that's super interesting this is why I love to get on the phone when people you just just when I think I've heard it all with her I've had I've had I've I've had, I've definitely had my fun with her. I did have fun with her. It just sucks what happened to her. And, you know, her, you know, so anyways, we're not there to talk about what all happened to her.

But we definitely did have some great sex. Cisorine. She had a pole in her bedroom. What do you mean? Like a stripper pole? Yes, a stripper pole. And we would be using that. She would have me tied up and using like the back massager vicar.

vibrator thing she had that where it could go on like perbo and that was always a guaranteed squirt for me that it was yes it was it was amazing just having just having great times with her she um she was definitely as as horny as me all the time but i i think she's had to calm down now she went to jail like she was really in jail for all those years she went to three years yeah she was yeah and and when she got out she apologized she's like i am I am so sorry that that that tape got out. And I'm like, you know, people can say whatever. Yeah.

People can say whatever. But, you know, it's whatever. I just, my thing is I just hope my boys never see it. That's the only concern. So I'm like, even until this day, people are still like my random ass friends are like, I didn't know you were into doing porn and found it on some crazy ass website. I've never even heard of. And so I'm like messaging them.

I'm like, can you please take that down? Like, you did not have my consent. to have that video. So, so yeah. So that was the time with Jess. We were girlfriends, and then we just kind of,

it just kind of died off between me and her. But I knew she was still camming, though. Oh, she did. She stayed camming. Well, I guess not in jail. No, not in jail, but this was before she did it. Like, she stayed cammy. But then when she got caught,

she deleted, because she had the information to my account. She deleted my account, her account and she was doing camming with her sister-in-law too. I'm like, that's mind-blowing. Yeah, I'm like, that's mind-blowing. How do you go about saying, hey, can I go down on you and make money off of it? Like, how does that get brought up with your in-law?

Yeah, like over Thanksgiving dinner? Like, how the fuck did that happen? Did you ever ask her? No, no, I didn't. I'm like, I think it's just that she was talking about the kind of money she was making. And so that interested her. The sister-in-law. The sister-in-law, yeah.

She might have had improper boundary, like, boundary issues. Did her brother know? Do you do? I would assume so. I don't know. Sharing your wife with your sister? I don't know. Then she's fucking her.

Yeah, yeah, that's her thing. I like keeping it. Yeah, I hear you. I hear you. Like clean. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, no. Everything on your end was done.

on the up and the up, it was something consensual, but like with her, because she, I don't know, something might have been going on over there. Do you continue to Cam after she goes into the I do continue to Cam? But these guys nowadays

are real slick. Like they're telling you, oh, I'm going to get you this if you do this for me. And well, after I got scammed so many times, and I wasn't real familiar with Cammy, but after I got scammed so many times, I was like, well I don't want to do this anymore. I'm not I'm not getting paid when I'm doing this stuff and you're making me do like anal and I'm not real particular fond of that. So so yeah, so I kind of died off on the camping thing. But you know, me and Josh kept seeing each other. But you know, things started to get rocky for me and Josh like said Josh. He just didn't know how to stay off of Craigslist. And here he was going out to another state. And I'm like, okay, he's.

out there, I'm going to bait him because he doesn't want me to do stuff, so why should he get to do stuff? Yeah. So then I put a post out there and said, oh, I'm looking for a big juicy cock. Who can, you know, who can fuck me good? But are you, wait, let me ask you, was that ad, were you posing as a fake female or a fake male? Oh, I was posing as a fake female. Okay, okay. And I did that post, that motherfucker responded within an hour.

I was like, and he started talking to me, and I went into the bathroom. I took a picture of me flipping him off saying, we're fucking done. And he called me back, I wasn't going to do anything anyways. I'm like, bullshit. I'm not stupid. Yeah. And then he had left his phone. He had broke his phone and left it in my car.

So I went into his emails. Girl, you should have seen the pages of ads that he had responded to between couples and girls and guys and I'm like reading the stuff I had to ask my brother-in-law I'm like because Josh tried to say it was spam so I asked my brother-in-law who's a tech suave guy and I said hey is this spam he's like no looking at that like that person is legit having a conversation with somebody girl the stuff I read in there I am not going to say because I don't want to get anybody in trouble and I'm like what yeah yeah I'm like what the fuck And I never did anything like that.

And yeah. So he was doing some sick shit. He was into some. Yeah, besides all the regular stuff. That's why he was keeping it all on the deal. Yes. So I'm like, I really, I really loved him. I loved like the craziness we had together.

Yeah. And so I stayed with him even though I caught him again saying he wasn't going to do it. Well, then some fucking weird shit happened. And Josh became like a fucking like demon. I don't understand. Even his mom was like, what is wrong with you? And we were at his parents' house. And that is when he admitted to sleeping with a guy.

And I'm like, you actually did it? I didn't think you did. And then when, you know, Josh finally got better after that. And I talked to him. I was like, so I got a couple questions about what you said, you know, in front of your mom. So then we talked about the time when he fucked. guy and he's like yeah he just came over to the house and and I and he told me I sucked his dick the best that anybody's ever sucked his dick before and I'm like I don't know how I feel about

about you sucking another guy's dick I's like that is I don't know I guess for me girl on girl shit is hot guy on guy stuff I'm a little you know that's just maybe you know not my not my cup of tea so so yeah so I kept giving you know just Josh, you know, I'm like just trying to do my best to stay with him. And then he started talking to another couple. And they were in the same town as us. And then we go to, we meet up with them. We go to their house.

And well, I didn't read my text message on what they said. Like they didn't want to fuck on the first night of hooking up. And we go up to their bedroom and we're screwing around. Well, then here I inserted her husband's dick into me. We're fucking, and we didn't finish. Nobody finished out of that. It was a very unique experience. Like, we didn't finish, and she's like, yeah, well, we did text you guys that we didn't want to have sex on the first time.

I'm like, you did? And I look, I'm like, oh, shit, you did. You did. My bad girl. So, yeah. So that was our crazy experience with that. So they never invited you back? No.

But, you know, I guess I better watch how I word. that because I did after me and Josh broke up I did talk to him and he's like they did invite him back to fuck her like when you got a big dick like that yeah I would like to go back for that dick so so yeah so he stayed into that um gosh and then Josh here he is again on Craigslist finds this girl looking for a girl so we end up meeting up at a restaurant and I was telling her my fantasies and stuff like that and told her that I've always wanted to just have some girl come up in the bathroom and just start going to town on me. So when we met up to eat, she didn't know, I didn't know if I was supposed to go in there or not. And we ended up talking with her. We take her back to our house and end up having a threesome with her. And she was an older lady.

That was a very fun experience. I thoroughly enjoyed that. And Josh fucked her as I played with myself. It was like I said, Josh, he definitely opened my eyes. How old was she? I know you were in your 20s at that time. How old was? She was probably about 45.

So, yeah, so we definitely, you know, had a nice time with her. And that was just like a one and one and done thing with her. Yeah. But with Josh, gosh, I am like all over the map. Like I was trying to tell myself, like, make sure you bring this up and talk about this. But there was one time when me and Josh went on vacation. And like I said, I wasn't real big on anal. And with his big, with his big ass cock, like I would be terrified for my ass.

And he, we were fucking one time. And he started to fuck me in my ass. He went real slow. And then I got, I got used to it. And he fucked me. Girl, that was like the best squirt. Like, that is a porn star, porn star squirt. Like, hard stream, like, very projectile going like 10 feet in the air.

And it was just amazing. I don't know why after that I never did ass again but I'm like that was an amazing amazing lay when we were there yeah and that was like normally you didn't think you would be able to take it but because you just relax into it it was cut it was good yes yes and so I mean it's sad that Josh he just he just wouldn't stop you know we had been together for about two years and he just kept messaging people and all these guys about, oh, I got to do this and I'll meet up with you afterwards. And I was like, Josh, you need to stop.

And he's like, oh, you're never going to leave me anyways. It's that. I was like, I'm done. Like I caught eight, eight, I caught him eight different times. So you're at the point where you say to him like, I'm not, you got to fucking stop. He's like, you're not going to leave me. Yeah. And he's like, I deleted it.

I don't have that email account anymore. Well, within the next week, his phone was sitting there and I find it. And I was like, here's your fucking phone. I see what you're still doing. It was then that weekend. I told my family some of the stuff, like my mom and my sister. And we went in there and packed my shit up and was gone within the weekend. Oh, because you were living with him.

Yeah, I was living with him. And my son. And so I'm like, I cannot have this shit. Like, because he, when we were together, he's all about like money and was having drug people come live with us because he had extra bedrooms. Like, it was just not a good, like, I'm like, I've got to watch. for my kid. Yeah. I've had a lot,

I've had a lot of fun with you, but I think, you know, I'm like, I, it's time for me to settle down. Mm-hmm. And so even,

he had like, gay people come live with us and I'm like, are you, are you going to fuck them when I'm gone or? Yeah, he was for sure. You know, you know,

that was definitely happening. I just, yes, yes. So, so Josh definitely gave me a hell of an experience. And I had a lot of good times with, with different couples.

Like, we went and did. hotel takeovers and we didn't he ended up working and he was like a tired done and so that was very boring for him to go to that yeah hotel takeovers if you ever get to do one of those those are kind of fun too yeah no I haven't done any of these kind of things but it's so fascinating to me wait did he ever wind up ever having a good experience at those could he get it up at that one well like said he was really tired he didn't we went and did stuff for a little bit and he went to bed then and I walked I was while I was walking around top list trying to find something and it was

It wasn't at the end, by the end of the night, everybody had found who they wanted to play with. And, and I was like, I'm not real attracted to anybody else that's left here. So, so left it at that. And now is this when you eventually leave him? Yes. Yeah, yeah. I leave him and I was like, done. I go move home.

And, but like I said, I couldn't stay away from the dick. Like, we break up. I end up buying a house. Mm-hmm. And then we start messaging, and he did make it to my house a couple times, and he fucked me. But he had such bad breath. While we were fucking, I'm like, dude, that stinks. Like, I can't, I can't do this.

I totally understand. Yeah. Yeah. So he's like, oh, I'll just keep coming down here. But he was a very controlling person. It was his way or absolutely no way. Yeah. So I was like, no, I can't do this anymore.

So then After I break up with him for good I end up dating this guy from one of my stops And that guy, his penis was so small I don't even know the whole time we were together If we actually ever got it inserted Like we tried He couldn't get a boner wasn't circumcised

It's hard after you've been with like a Joshcock To have something satisfy you after you know, when you've been so filled up with your regular guy. Yeah, yeah. I like, I really, I have not come across anybody like the size of Josh. Yeah. Ever. No, like, even like my husband, like we had a, we had some rocky stuff happen last year.

And I, and I fucked up and I, and I cheated on him. And that guy's penis was even smaller than my husband's. I said, oh, I guess I'm going to keep on with my husband. Did your husband find out that you cheated? Yes, I did tell him. When he caught me cheating on him, I admitted to it. But as we were going through our Rockies, I'm like, well, your penis isn't big enough. And my husband is older than me, you know, by a decade.

So I'm like, after I told him that and we kind of tweaked some stuff, like, sex is good. He's only got about one good position that his dick can hit good. But after that, I don't get the fulfillment that I ever had with Joshua. My husband goes away for work. It's definitely porn. The bag of toys come out. And I'm fucking making my, yes. And my husband's always, don't you ever want to have sex anymore?

I'm like, gee, like, we just had sex the other night. And we went at it for maybe two minutes and he's hunched over the bed. I can't breathe. I'm like, oh, my God. Wait, does he know about your past? all these stories you just told me he must because you seem pretty straight up well he does not know all of them he knows he knows a lot of them and he knows i've definitely had my fair share i also say that's what made me who i am today is all my past experiences yeah oh yes but he knows you've

been with women he knows you've been with couples does he know you've been to swingers clubs like does he know all that shit yes he does because i like like i said when we hit that rough patch last year and I was trying to talk him into hey you want to you want you you want to maybe go try this I'm not going to do that I'm not going to watch some other guy fuck you but he's always been into wanting another girl in the bedroom so why haven't you guys done that okay because his ex-wife cheated on him with a girl in their bedroom and so he doesn't think that I should be able to do that He has to be there the whole time. And he watches my phone.

So like, oh, why did you get on that website? Why did you do that? He's distrustful because of what happened to him. Yeah, yes. Well, I'm like sitting there deep down. Like, well, deep down, I'm really like to try to find us a girl to bring to the bedroom. Because I really can go for some pussy right now. But you're not, you're watching me too close to even be able to present it to you.

So, yeah, like he watches. my browser history and my phone records like a hawk. Well, does he do that also since you cheated on him during that rough patch? That doesn't help the situation. Yeah, I know. I know. Have you cheated on him since? No.

Oh, no. Oh, no. Nope. Just strip. And, you know, like I said, I just, when he's not around and I want to take care of stuff, like, even like, sometimes like when he is home and I'm like, oh, I'm going to take a shower in quotations and grab a toy real quick. I'm like, I can get it done in two minutes versus the mess and the turning on stuff that we need to do.

Wow. How long you've been married for? Just about two and a half years. You got to keep working. I think what would really help because 10 years from now are you still going to be satisfied with just this? That I think that maybe with your guy, you should keep trying to figure out a way that you could bring a girl into the situation that would make him feel comfortable. And even if it is that he has to bust up your phone and look, I don't know. give him a little leeway because then I think once he gets down with it, if he likes it,

and you could build trust that way. But I totally understand why he's giving you that crap. He's distrustfully at an ex-wife that cheated on him. You cheated on him. So he's a little paranoid. But if you give him reassurance all along the way, let him check your phone and just keep moving forward and find a girl to bring home, maybe that could be super fun and helpful. Yeah, I know.

I totally wish that he would be up for that. But I just don't know how to go about that. It's crazy. We've only, like, I always told myself, I'm never going to be that person that doesn't want to have sex in a marriage. Like,

I'm always going to want it. Yeah. But I became, I became that person. And I'm like, I'd rather just flick the fucking bean and be done with it. And I don't need to have sex with you. But, you know,

even in we don't know, he doesn't do anything. You know what he does to, he's like, oh, don't, don't touch me with your cold feet. And that's what he thinks should lead up to sex. And I'm like,

Come on. Put your fucking hands on me, you little bitch. Like, let's, let's get this going. And I'm, like, he was on his tablet and bed the other night. And I'm like, rubbing my, his dick with my foot. And I'm like, what are he doing? I'm like, oh, my God. Don't worry about it. I'm just going to roll over and go to bed. I'm trying. And you always wonder why, like, why not you want me anymore? And that's, I try. And he just, yeah. Yeah, this isn't going to be good five years down the line. This needs to be tended to a little bit because you're a very highly sexual person. I'm sure your husband's, into sex too but like you don't know his like sex language i think i just think there's like a little disconnect that needs to be figured out and but i do think this window of opportunity that you have where he is down for you to bring in another girl and you're so into girls that i really think you need to figure out how to make that fucking happen for your marriage yeah i don't think yeah well i don't think he realizes like when I listen to your podcast. Yeah. I'm listening to his other stories and I'm like getting turned on. I'm like, God, I just wish that he would just explore it. Like, not even saying we have to do anything. Yeah. It would just give us like the excitement

that that we could use and just even go watch. Oh my gosh. How did I forget to tell you this story? Yeah. When we were at, when we were, me and Josh were at the swingers club. Mm-hmm. And I saw, I saw this couple there. Mind you, this is an hour away in a bigger city and I'm like I see this guy there said oh my god I know that person and I was like please don't know who I am well he end up taking his wife into one of the bedrooms and was eating her out and she is my aunt's sister oh my god he's eating her out so she's your aunt too isn't your aunt sister no no no no she she uh she's on the other side oh okay so okay so he's eating her out And he looks at me and makes direct eye contact with me as he's looking at her pussy.

And I'm like, oh my God, please don't. And in my line of work, I see that individual. It is so hard. All the time? Not all the time, but every once in a while, I'm like, oh, my God. Oh, my God. I'm right. Please don't know how I am.

So what's funny is that when we were bowling and I was telling my mom about, or I was like my mom's kind of hearing some crazy stories nowadays. It's been about 10 years. and I tell her about that individual and what happened. She's like, oh, I saw him and I just smiled real big. And I'm like, I know. Oh, my God, hilarious. I cannot see and see him because I'm so embarrassed myself.

I'm like, please don't recognize me because he's in like the same industry as me. So funny. Shit like that can happen. But wait, so let's just get back to you. We only have five minutes. And I just want to talk about like you're like why him just like looking at. at your phone and stuff like bothers you or stops you in your track when you're trying to hit up girls.

Like why can't you just continue? Like who cares if you checks your phone? You're not doing anything wrong. I just, well, I feel like my phone is my privacy. I don't go through. Oh, stop. Listen. Okay, listen.

You just told me the fucking truth. Okay. And I do remember, all right? And everybody else that's listening remembers how many times you went through Josh's fucking phone, okay? You find everything from him. So you obviously, come on, are you hypocritical? Everybody else's shit is your.

business. Josh's phone was your business a thousand times. Just be. I get that. But when something in my sleep, when I was with Josh, I was sleeping in a dead sleep and something said, it told me, get up and look at his phone. And I, it's something in my sleep is telling me, get up and look at somebody's phone. So I got up and looking at his phone and saw just the how many messages. I know, but you look at his phone a million times you told me. So I just don't understand why Josh is, I don't understand why you have this sort of feeling of distrust. which I understand why you had that during your time with Josh, and he was being super unfaithful to you.

So you were always looking and you looked a million times. And like you actually cheated on your husband and told him. And now he doesn't trust you. And he has a past of his other wife cheated on him. So why do you fucking care if he looks at your phone? You give him a little leeway. I don't know because he can check everything else. Like for Josh, I didn't check his phone records.

But my husband checks all my stuff. I have absolutely zero privacy. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? And so my phone is just a little bit, no, I'm not doing anything wrong, but I don't go through your phone. You don't go through mine. So, but okay, so why, though, does that stop you in the tracks of finding a woman? Like you say, like I've tried to get women, but then he's looking through my shit.

So I just can't even get to the place where we meet somebody. I don't understand why you can't get to that place where you wrangle a woman and bring her home. Well, I try, but like I said, he catches it so damn fast. But isn't he into it? That's what I don't understand. He's not into it. I don't know. Like I said, I'm scared to talk to him about it because I don't want him to be like,

oh, what, now you want to cheat on me again? Oh, okay. So wait, wait, wait, wait, so I'm confused. So this bringing a third person in isn't something that he's in on. No, no. He would. He said he's always wanted to have a threesome with another girl. Okay.

But I just feel like if I'm talking to another girl in that way, he would feel like that is. Okay, but why have you not asked? him listen or when he busted up your phone and looked and because you've been like sort of down that rabbit hole with girls why don't you say look I'm talking to this girl is it cool if I hit her up and bring her home I don't know because I I'm a pussy when it comes to him and I don't want to see the disappointment look on his face oh you got to just fucking try it come on I know I know in every way shape and form just to do it I know I know and he like the other night like said when we had sex and he's after that not so good performance and he's relaying and betty's

well, what do you think about? And I'm like, how tired I am. But I didn't want to tell him, like, how I was like, gosh, I really wish we could spruce something up, add something to the bedroom. Like, I have always wanted to. You can. You can. We've been together about seven years.

Mm-hmm. So I would definitely, definitely like to mix it up. Like, it would even just be hot, just even do it and then just have that to think about. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know, yeah. Of course. It could give you horny, like a great hot sort of memory between each. other that you guys shared and it could only add to your sex life for like six months.

It could take a little. And you need that, I think. And the fact that he gave, like I said, there's this little window of opportunity. He put it on the table. Like, that's what he always wanted. Yeah, he has this pass where someone cheated on him. So I think that he would maybe feel more safe going into something like that if he had like full transparency and the fact that you hold your phone like so close to you, I think probably for a person that's like distrustful and has issues. That's probably like a real thorn in his side. And if you just let him fucking look at your phone a couple times, he probably will get over it. But I think it probably makes someone like him want to look even more that you're like, he's off-limit. He totally reads into everything.

I mean, everything. Yeah, he's distrustful. Yes. So I am like, that's why like I fucked up. I haven't done anything since then. I'm being good, but I don't know. Yeah, I think give them all access. I think, listen, look at it like this. Okay. Look at it. I know you're keeping your thing to this weird point. you have with your phone being your thing and your private even though like you put up fake ads and snagged your guy and manipulated him into emailing you and then you're like fuck you you did you've been very distrustful yourself and been in that headspace i feel like if you look at it like listen okay i'm going to give up this thing that's super important for me to have this other thing that's even

more important and i think more it's not just important and would add to your sex life i think it's important to your marriage and to me it's way so much more than the thing that you're holding, which is your privacy with your phone. So I say give that up for the other thing that you could get. Build that trust back with your guy so you could do all these fun things with him. And the way to build up that trust is to have full transparency. I think because it's probably only going to make those little things that he reads into worse. Just give him full transparency. Just give him your fucking phone. And then get some threesome action with him and then bring up those things and get him to trust you.

A little reassurance to somebody that isn't trustworthy or like it's our has trust issues goes a very long way. You're not like Josh. Okay. You're not fucking cheating. Like Josh, no matter how much you look, you were never going to build trust with Josh, no matter how much you looked because every time you looked you found something wrong. Okay. So you were never going to trust Josh. But your husband will eventually trust you if you gave him 100% full transparency because you're not cheating on him. He's never going to find anything. And then get him in on the girl on girl action and start having those conversations. But I think you have to let go of that stupid thing that you're holding on to your phone. Seriously. Give it to him. It's your husband. Don't you want him to feel secure? Don't

you remember how it feels to be totally like like a distrustful crazy person i've been in that position it's it's awful and the reason why he's so distrustful of you it's not all from you it's from that past relationship it's his baggage you could actually help him uh to work through that but by you like sort of locking that part down i don't think it helps i'm just not i's not helping i know okay listen your fucking stories were out of control great I really like seriously I was nervous about it because like I've listened to other people's I'm like are mine as good as what theirs are fucking great yeah I love it I love everything about it your stories are fucking good I even love like I said the ending because people it's like

interesting to me that you as the person that you are like then now has this little thing with your husband and what just it's all very real life and I really love it and I want to hear back from you I want to see if six months from now, if you could do what I told you to do and just rebuild that trust and just really give him that full transparency and bring up the girl, girl thing and make it fucking happen with them. If anyone can, it's you. And I really think it would be, I think it's important in your relationship because you're a very sexed up get girl. And I don't know that 10 years from now that bag of tricks in your closet is just going to cut it. When you might then wind up cheating again and then this poor guy gets even more baggage. I don't know try to like work on that especially because he's open for a girl girl experience and you love that I think that could be really good for you guys but it has to be done where he feels like he trusts you more so do that if you can and then keep me posted and you'll fucking come back on I know I hope that he would and like I said I just think it just he's a little sprucing up in the bedroom and he has been too because he's kind of he kind of was of a

And I've got him to he used to fuck real light and I'm like no no fuck me hard legs over the shoulder He's got he's got he's got in whips. He's got bondage down. He ties me up and he'll whip me and I got my nipples pierce. So when he whips them, those are super tender, but I really enjoy it and the harder the better. And I know he's very much he's trying. But like said, we have a we have a pretty good age difference between us and I I can go hard and I can go long. How old is he? he's going to be seven yeah they slow down a little bit guys that I knew I grew up and so I know what guys are like at 37 then I'm still friends with them and they're 47 and then I'm still friends with them they're 55 and that guy that even the biggest of players at 30 when they start to hit around 50 they're like they can still fuck really good they can still have babies you know everything's all fine and but most of the time they it's not like

they're going to fuck you three times in a night, like a 25-year-old would. Not going to happen. Just that those kinds of things changes. That's why I believe, like I'm just telling you this and then we're going to wrap it up is that's why I believe it's really important for your relationship to maybe have it be a little open where you have other girls because I think that that could really help and take off that pressure from your guy that he's not the only person giving you everything that you want because you still have all these needs and they're not being met.

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