Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 886 - James is a C*m Dump?!

Episode Date: August 2, 2024

James is a c*m dump and he called in to talk all about it. Tuen in to hear all the details including when he realized he was gay and when he wound up coming up, when he started hooking up with guys and where he would meet them, his first bathhouse experience and what went down, how and why he’s always been a cheater, why he’s cheating on his partner now, how and why their sex more tanked, how he can loves deep throating and how he got into c*m later in life, why he thinks his partner is cheating too and how he feels about it, why he decided to start using PREP and how it works, how he started organizing his own c*m dump session and why he went looking for a more professional setup, the professional dom guy he found on Twitter and how his professional c*m dump sessions work, his first session and how many guys showed up and exactly what went down, the second session and the exactly what went down, the demographics of the guys who show up at the sessions, how and why he’s looking to finding a couple to hook up with in the future, why he wants to leave his partner and why he hasn’t plus a whole lot more. To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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bit of his backstory of like when he realized he was gay, how he came on in the closet. He is a self-professed cheater. Once a cheater, always a cheater. He's a fucking cheater. He's down for it. He has no desire to never not be a cheater. He cheats on his guy. He believes his guy's cheating on him too. He talks all about that and the stuff that he has been doing lately. Oh my God. Come dump central. That's actually someone on Twitter that he found that sets up like these come dump sessions that he's done. He's done two of those. He goes cruising at different places. He's into bathhouses. He's and he talks all about it. It's a super interesting episode.

You don't believe half of this shit that he talks about actually exists. He's a very honest guy. I appreciate his honesty. Like I said, he's completely cheating and he doesn't feel bad about it at all. So that's a story. You're going to hear all the details.

It's super interesting. So I'm going to be right back on with James. Hey, James. Welcome to the Strictly Namas podcast. How are you today? Hey, Kathy. Nice to finally speak to you. Yeah, listen, you are a self-professed cum dump.

I don't know why I find that fun. You're just like a guy that loves come. Other guys come. Yes, I am now, yes. It took a while to get there, but yes, I am. Wow. So what was the turning point? Let me ask you this, James, okay?

I need to know. Are you a cum dump who is living a secret life? Are you a cum dump who's out and proud? Are you a married guy that's doing? and this on the side. What's your deal right now currently? Okay. So I have been attached to the same guy for almost 30 years. Okay. So you've been with the guy? So you're gay? Yeah, 100%. Oh, okay. Cool. Okay.

That could be changing because things are evolving with me. I'm not sure where I sit. I would be maybe a slightly a bit fluid a little bit now, I think. Oh, okay, yeah, I love that. We'll get there, right? Okay, over time, you're like, oh, maybe you'll sleep with a girl and be into it or something like that? Yeah, something like that, yeah. Yeah, interesting. Okay, we'll get there. So let's start, though, with you're hooking up with this guy. Now, like the cum dumping was this done behind your boyfriend's back or do you guys have just a very open relationship? Oh, no, it's totally behind for sure because he's not the type. He's one of those that I can't have. you nobody well. Yeah, that's more common, right, than the opposite. Except in the gay community, I think there's a lot more open relationships that go down where both people are okay with it, because I think guys tend to have a much clearer understanding that sex can sometimes happen without any kind of an

emotional attachment. And I think it's harder for women to understand that. So I feel like you do find more open relationships in the gay community, but that doesn't certainly mean that every gay guy is open is down for being open. Plenty of them want to be monogamous and they don't want to share their partner with anybody else, just like most people, I think, personally. Yeah, 100% although in saying that, like we did do recent in our early years and stuff. So, like, we were never. So we did bring in other people. It wasn't really, we weren't really exclusive to each other, but we were and it's just been, we've been together so long now. It's just, I don't really want to go anywhere else.

We're in a sexist thing now for the last 10 years, so I'm not free to bring in anything home to him anymore or stuff like that, right? It's still, he doesn't know. I think he knows a mixed comment sometimes, but we just don't talk about it. We just carry on. Right, because he's not dumb, right? He knows he's not giving you sex, so he must assume maybe that you're getting it somewhere else.

Is the sexlessness in your marriage because of him? I think he would want more. I just lost complete interest, honestly, if I'm to be real, he would never have been my type to pick. I don't know what happened. We just kind of fell into this. 30 years later. Oh, he's not even my type.

30 years later. As funny as that sounds, it's so fucking funny. You want to know why? Because I bet you there's a million people that would say the same thing about their part. not just gay men you know what I mean heterosexual women men about their people they wound up with 30 years later

I don't even know why I picked this person exactly I have people I work with that are straight they say the same thing about their home friends yeah count's gone to them but what am I going to do yeah yeah it's a very that's why it's so funny is because it's like kind of common but if you really listen to it it's like hilarious like how could that be somebody

on the outside I'm like how do you not fucking know 30 years later that this was never the right thing for you Let's go back all the way, though. Okay, let me ask you this, James. Did you always know that you were gay and, like, how old were you when you came out? I've always known I was gay, even from, I would say, probably the age of 10. Yeah.

I lived back in Ireland, and there was a newspaper used to come out, like, every day. And it was called the Sun newspaper. And it was always a page three where the girls would be, were their boobs out. and and then eventually it changed where they finally had a page 7 where there was a where there was a man naked on the page 7 not fully naked but because the women were on page 3 the naked guy was on page 7 and I remember it clearly isn't so funny you remember the exact page numbers I remember really well and it was like and it was it was black guys and white guys and I just couldn't kick my eyes off. And so I realized from a very early age that I was gay for sure. Yeah. I think that's the way it is with most people, don't you think? Yeah, 100%. I think most people do know. I think there's the odd people who realize later

a night, but I think they've just been kidding themselves along the way a little bit. Yeah, totally. So you remember knowing early on, you started seeing those pictures. Now, when did you come out of the closet? Because I'm assuming if you've been with a guy for 30 years, you're out and proud. as a gay man, everyone knows, correct? Yes. Yes, yes. So when I've actually moved to Canada, I met my partner and sort of things fell into place

where my parents actually found out. And it wasn't a big deal. I was quite shocked because they're kind of old school and I thought I would always be terrified to tell them. Yeah. But it really wasn't such a big deal. It was like such a relief. and it really didn't matter too much to them.

As long as you're happy, we're good to go. Let me ask you this. Do you think that your parents had an inkling? Because I feel like I really know my son really well and could tell certain things about him. And I think sometimes, listen, some kids are more flamboyant than others. So I think sometimes it's very obvious

with certain young kids and their parents definitely know. Not sure about you. Do you think that your parents had a clue or they kind of figured it out anyway, a long time ago, or do you think that they never had any idea? I don't think my father knew, but you know, your mother always knows. Your mother always knows.

So I always figured that she kind of knew, but I didn't really want to address it. So I guess when I get older, it was, here it is, and it is what it is. Right. And that's how they treated it. How old were you when you moved to Canada and met your guy, and your parents found out? I was probably 25. So quick question, before we get into all the cum dumping, quick question before you were 25 and were out and proud,

were you like hooking up with women just because you were putting on a front and you wanted people to think that you were straight? What was your deal? Oh, for sure. We used to go out at night with my friends and my brothers. And, of course, they're all pussy this, pussyed out everywhere. right? You mimic them?

I kind of had to go along with it. I did have girlfriends and I didn't really want to sleep with them but some of them I did and it just felt like something was kind of missing. Yeah. So it just, I could do it, but just wasn't fulfilling me sexually enough.

Yeah. Now, when did you start playing around with guys? Oh God, that's probably when I was about 16 or 17. There wasn't a whole lot of places to go to. The only places back then was, like, washrooms and stuff. You'd hang out and washrooms were all the gay guys would hang out, and you would hook up in the washrooms and go into the stalls. And it was mostly just blowing each other.

That was the height of it. So, and then eventually when I moved to Canada, I had my first experience in the bathhouse. Okay. I thought all my Christmases had come at once. I couldn't believe it. All those guys on page 7 and now in one room in the real life flesh. In one room.

I had my pick between Asian, black, white. It didn't matter. It was like, wow. It was incredible. Yeah. And I kind of lean towards more darker skin guys because I'm really white. If you see white people, I'm the white as the white. It's because you're Irish, right?

Yeah. I really like the contrast between the skin colors when I see guys with me. It really turns me on. It's a completely different color. Yeah. I definitely think the interracial thing a lot of times is the visual of the contrast. Yes. For sure.

Yes. That's what it's more for me. It's that contrast and color for sure. Yeah, totally. Okay. So you walked into that bath house. Now, are you at top, a bottom, a switch? What are you?

Bottom. Okay. So you're a bottom. So you walk into that bathhouse was like a free-for-all. How was that first experience for you at a bathhouse? It was incredible. I was so nervous going in there. I had no idea what I was going into.

And I go in and they just give you a towel and you put on your towel. And it's just like a maze of rooms. I think I must have got lost about 6'10. They didn't find their way out. Hilarious. There was just guys walking everywhere with some with their doors open. and come on in and I think I probably sucked about canned Cox out there. I couldn't believe it.

Oh my God, you were in heaven like you said. I was in heaven. I couldn't believe it. I didn't want to leave. Now, let me ask you this, because a lot of people will always, like, comments about STIs and people using condoms, and they'll always definitely go after the gay community, like, because they're all, like, fucking each other and stuff.

Like, were you always very safe? Yeah. Do you find that? What is the vibe in these bad? bath houses. Are these guys mostly playing safe and everyone's got the memo and is putting one on? Yeah, mostly back then, I'm talking 25, 30 years ago, everybody was kind of being safe. You were sucking dick with their comments. But most people do that anyway. But if you were, like, I didn't even, I should go back to that, I didn't even know you could get fucked in the house

when I went into one of these cases. I didn't even know. Oh, so even though you started playing with guys when you were younger, you still hadn't had any kind of bottoming experiences or topic? No. Okay. Yeah, I didn't even know you could actually do that. I thought, I remember the first case saying he wanted to fuck me. I said, what do you mean? How are you going to do that?

Oh, my God. How naive for you? That's a little odd. I don't know. I wasn't very naive. I just didn't think that was a thing. Interesting. Because there's no porn.

You don't have, like, readily available to you. your 25 years ago what people don't understand is it's not like there's an internet where you could go on and see everything right in front of you so unless you bought a magazine or something or a video from a porn shop how would you know yeah i didn't know i have nothing we have no internet no phones knew nothing back then exactly exactly so i remember i remember meeting this one day and he took me home and he wanted to fuck me and i said and he explained to me what it was i said i don't know if I could do that or not. And of course, he was fairly gentle and wasn't that big.

So I actually managed to do it. And I have not looked back since, go. That's it. That's, it was able to accommodate it with not much problem and just opened up a whole new sexual experience for me. I couldn't believe it. It was incredible. Now, that's when you're, like, in Toronto. like all the way back then?

Yeah, just when I was in Toronto, when I first come to Toronto, it was 25 years ago. Yeah, so that's, and that during that time of where you go to the bathhouses. Okay, and now, so when do you become the cum dump? And what does that mean? Is that before you meet your boyfriend? Is it after the sex goes out the window with your boyfriend? Yes, pretty much after the sex stopped at home. Like, I was always cheating.

I've always been a cheater, and I have to admit that. I cannot stay with one person. It just, I can't do it. It's like there's so much out there and I don't want to be stuck with just the one. But let me ask you this, because I know guys like you in the hetero world and it's no different. You don't want to, you're not going to be, you're not, you're interested in the variety. You need the variety. You're never just going to settle down one person regardless, whether it's a man or woman.

Is it that? Because I always wonder with those people, then why don't you just be alone? Like, why go out and get a partner that thinks you're going to be monoconial? with them if you're going to cheat. Like, why not not have a partner at all? Because there is a world where you could not be settled down with one person and fuck whoever you want all the time without having that guy for 30 years. Like, why did you have also that guy?

Is it because you just also really wanted that companionship and wanted that stability at home? I'm assuming that that's what you wanted because why else would you have a boyfriend? Yeah, exactly. I think you're right. It was like, I'm in a new. country and I didn't know a lot of people and it just kind of happened and I just kind of let it happen and it's been happening for 30 years. I have love for the guy for sure, but it's

sexually no, it's just gone now. Okay, but totally gone. Okay, let's talk about you meeting your guy though. So like how early in do you meet him and what goes down and what was that, where did you meet him? How did you meet him? Actually, we met and it was his birthday and I was, walking down the street and I looked at him and of course the darker skin always gets me looking at guys so because he's black right so his friend his friend told him to go chafe me down on the street and because he looked at you and he did that and I would say probably within we didn't get we exchanged numbers and we met the next weekend and we hooked up But it was good at the start.

He's the only guy, I believe, that has ever made me come from getting fucked without touching myself. Yeah. Oh, well, maybe that's why you hung your hat there. I mean, come on. Yeah. So, I mean, we were having a lot of sex in the early days, too. And then we did introduce a third in. But it seemed every time we would bring a third in, there would be.

comments about, oh, look at you doing that, and oh, you backed right up onto that cock. But that's why I'm here. I'm not here just to look at it. There was little comments like that. But were those comments maybe him wanting to just talk about it more and reminisce about it? Or were those comments coming from a place where you felt like he was maybe kind of jealous or not okay with it? Yes. It was more of that.

I'm slightly degrading almost because... Yeah, well, some people are into that. Yeah, no, he's not like that at all. Oh, okay. He was more jealousy. Oh, kind of degrading trying to put me off. Oh, degrading, like making you feel bad about what you did not as a turn on. Yes, and the both of us were doing the same thing, but it was addressed to me as kind of degrading.

And it slowly started to put me off of them. Of course, yeah. So we carried off a year and it was fine. And we did quite a few things. And then they kind of stopped. And then after 10 or 20 years, we just stopped having sex altogether. And I actually stopped even going out to cheat for a few years. I just, I don't know what happened.

I just switched off. And then I remember, thinking to myself, you know what, I'm not dead. I'm getting older and I'm in some dick. So I forced myself to start playing with myself first and jerking off every day. And then after a while, I think I must have revved up that engine and it just started up again.

And then I started doing some cruising. Most gay guys know where all the cruising spots, the matter where you live, there's always somewhere to go to. There's areas where it's remote and you just go into bushes and you could get two or three guys, no problem. Isn't that crazy? That's crazy to me. It's not crazy. It's wonderful.

No, I know, but it's crazy to a woman, let me tell you. It's not crazy in the guy world, okay? I always make jokes. The shit that went down with guy and guy action happened with a woman and a man, it would be considered rape. There'd be cops involved. The shit guys do. And I always tell, listen, I tell a lot of my hetero friends. friends, like guy friends, you should, you would be so much happier if you were gay because the, the truth is the person who you're attracted to is, is exactly like you. But in a hetero relationship, that's not the case. Women and men are wired very differently. But guys aren't. They're, you know, if you're gay and other guys are it exactly like you. Like they're into meeting a stranger in the fucking woods that is just going to blow them and see you later. You know what I mean? Like that, that would never go down between a man and a woman.

Yes, I've heard you say that And there's one thing I've heard you say a few times too Is guys need to stop thinking That their butt holes are just for nothing else but cheating If straight guys should get into butt play I know, I'm creating a movement Yeah The orgasms you can have

When someone has a dick in your ass Forget that it's a dick It's hitting that G spot And the orgasms you have It's 10 times better than a regular one I know the prostate orgasm, right? Yeah, I would say, come on, straight guys. Just try it.

I know. That's what I always say. And I love, listen, you're a gay man here to say it, but like I have straight men that have said the same thing. And I think it's always super important. And listen, as a woman, I'm a woman. I don't have prostate orgasms, but, you know, I like, I'm a three-in-put girl. And so I'm like it. I have an asshole.

I know how it feels to have something inside and it's good. Like, you're going to like it just as much as me. And it just is that that weird stigma. But I think, listen, I think a lot more guys play around with that area than they're willing to admit. But let's get back to your story. So you're, so you meet your guy. In the beginning, it's good. You have these reasons.

But eventually they stop, I'm assuming, because you could tell that your guy doesn't, isn't that into it. And you're not into it because he's not that into it. Right now, do you start cheating once you get revving your engines back up? Is that when your crazy cheating starts? Or were you always a cheat? You said you were always a cheater. I've always been a cheater. For a few years, I went, I do an absolutely nothing.

I don't know if it was a hormone thing or what it was. Yeah. And I just stopped. And then I fired it back up again. I had to make myself fired back up. And if you don't use it, you're going to lose it. Yeah, and then you're cruising. Okay, let's go back to the cruising.

So, yeah, I would go down to the cruising spots or even movie boots, what do you call those, like cinnamon, like the little... the network stores and stuff. Like back then there was a few. And I would just be getting one guy out to the neck, sucking them off mostly. Yeah. And then I started to swallow cum, which they'd never done before.

And I couldn't believe it. It was incredible. Oh, okay. So your calm dump, your cum dump word, you using that, that's the word I got stuck on it. It's because you're like totally love now swallowing.

and that came way later for you. It wasn't like you always swallowed? Yes, it come way later. And once I started doing it, the best feeling in the world is when you have a good-sized dick and it's in your throat, I have no gag reflex. I can keep 10 inches down myself, no problem.

Oh, my gosh. But when someone's actually down the throat and they start to come, you can feel it pulsing in your throat. and you can't really swallow because it's the best feeling in the world. Wow. Now, so you never swallowed with your guy? No.

Did the sex ever get better again with you and your guy, or did it stay sexless and you just got like your rocks off everywhere else? Yeah, it never come back for him. I just, I've lost complete interest in him totally. I see him more like a friend now. We live together still, but he's not. more friendly. I know he cheats on the side too. That's what I was going to say. What the fuck

is he doing for sex? Oh, so you know he's cheating. Like I'm not stupid, right? Yeah. Yeah. Like I, although there's been times where I've seen on his his bank card where you can see where he's paying to go into the bathhouses, I can see where he's going

in and out of. So if you're going to do that man, pay cash. Oh my God, but what if you guys bump into each other one day? Exactly. You're bound. to you're both cheating on each other in the same cruising places, bathhouses.

Oh my God, I'm surprised it hasn't happened yet. So for a fact, he's cheating. Yes, he was. I don't know about this last four or five years. I have no idea, but yes, he was. So that kind of justified it about what I was doing was kind of okay.

So he's doing it, so I don't know so much. Did you confront him? No, because it's kind of a, like we kind of leave it where we just don't say anything about it. Right. And I'm cool with that. So, so, so, so after I had guys starting to come in my throat. So this last couple of years, I, I have got myself on prep.

And I have the do doxy prep to take after. If I do, like, whiskey play, I can take them. So it, it freed me up even more. I thought, you know what? I need to be fucked raw because I kind of always use condoms. Yeah. And I hate them. I hate them.

They feel so uncomfortable. I think I might have an allergy to them actually. So I got myself, went to my doctor, got myself on prep. And the next week, I was back in the bushes and I was letting guys fuck me well. Oh, my goodness. Where do you hide your prep from your guy? At work. Oh, you leave it at work?

That's smart. Yeah. What is it? Just like a pill you take once a day, once a month. Is it an injection? What is it? It's one pill once a day. And I think when you first started, you might feel a little nauseous with it.

But that only lasts for a couple of days. And then after that, it's like nothing. You take it every day. You don't even know. Yeah, that's cool. So you start taking that and then you're just raw-dogging it now like crazy. 100%. So then I decided to let me see if I can start doing my own cum dump sessions and set them up.

What is that? What are your old come dump sessions? I don't know what they are. So I would rent my own motel room and I would get on the apps and I would put out a picture of my ass in the air and say, come by everybody, no loads refuse. Oh, my God. from from from from this time to this time and it would have to be during the day so like it never really get very many guys to come by because it was kind of during work hours yeah so the most I ever got was like maybe three guys in one day and then once I started to get a taste for that I thought I need more I need more than three so what do you do so I was on Twitter one day and I come across this

this guy who has a dungeon in the city and you could rent it out for for whatever sessions, vlogging sessions or he's a professional dome. Is his name Master Tom? Sorry?

Is his name Master Tom? I don't think so. Is it okay if I give his name out on Twitter? Yeah. His dungeon? Yeah. It's come Central Station. Come Central Station? Yes.

Okay, keep telling you a story. I'm going to look him up and see if it's the same guy. Go on. Keep going with your good story. So you find this guy, Com Central. Yes. So he does everything for you. He gets on the apps.

He bangs on the guys. All you're going to do is show up, clean out and bend over, and he does everything else. So I texted him and I booked a session with him a few weeks ahead. And so leading up to it, I was so nervous. I don't know why I was so nervous because I've already done this before. I was just nervous, maybe with the amount of guys was going to come by. How many were going to come by? I don't know how many that that's the thing.

If you do it, you're open for so many hours. And if 100 guys come back, you've got to do them all. Oh, my goodness. But that's a rare occasion. You have to be like a supermodel for 100 people to come back. Believe me, I'm not a supermodel. I'm actually 57 years old. And I have worked out all my life, and I stopped a big 10 years ago, and I think it's kind of helped me.

So I'm in pretty good shape still. So when I bend over, people say, wow, nice a half. So that's all I need. Exactly. Like, how do they advertise? So, wait, you rent, walk me through your, like, how you said it. set up your cum-dub session at this place. You found this guy on Twitter.

You're like, hey, I want to run your dungeon. And then they do the advertising to get people there. Like, how does it work? Yeah, you send them some pictures of yourself, no face. And he starts to advertise it on Twitter under Comcentral Fees. This is going to be my cum-dump for on Friday from 7 to 9 or whatever hours you pick. He's open to everybody. no loads refused.

Oh my God, I see him here. Come Central Station. This is an ad for some guy. Date time, hungry bottom, waiting ass up for your loads. Let's not disappoint them. Message me for invite. This is a horny bottom for the night.

No loads refused. Right. Oh, my God. So he said it all. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. God. So I contact him.

He puts my ad up. We make a date. I arrive. I'm super, super nervous. I was like a, I don't know why I was so nervous, but I go in. And it's just a guy with a regular apartment that has one of the bedrooms, like made into a dungeon. He was so cool. He was such a nice guy.

He made me feel really welcome, and it was such a nice guy. So I walked in the room. There's a cross in the corner. There's a sling you tap to the roof. There's one of those benches where you can sort of lay your stomach on and your knees. I don't know what you call that thing. It's like a horse almost. And there's handles you can hold on to.

Oh, my God. So it's a whole sex room, sex dungeon. It's a whole sex. There's gildos ranging from two inches to like 20 inches big and thick on the wall where you can actually book to go get proud by all of those too. best. So I meet him. I go and I do my thing. I get myself ready and get myself prepped. Actually, there's one thing I do to prep. I'm not saying everybody should do this, but if I go for a session, I really want to make sure it's going to be completely clean because if I, if it's not, I get

turned off instantly and I have to stop. Yeah. So I do the regular with the water and I flush out and I flush out. But just to make sure I'll take a half of an emodium pill, and it literally shuts off your digestive system. So there's nothing moving. Oh, interesting. Okay. I don't recommend it for everybody, but if you're doing something like this,

it's just that extra, you know, I know I can do this and nothing's going to happen. Okay. So I go in, my first session, I'm sitting, I think I did from till 1 o'clock till 3. And for the first hour, nobody showed up and they're sitting there and I thought, oh my God, what have I done? I just, and literally within the space of 10 minutes, the first guy arrived and in the sling, he starts fucking me.

And then two more guys arrive. And when that first guy is done, one of the guys starts going down and eating my ass. and the next guy steps in and he starts to fuck them too and he comes in me and once they come in me they mark your ass with a with a marker to say how many loads you've taken oh that's what that is I've seen some pictures with guys with markings on their ass yes so so then after that there was I think there were six guys in total but only the four of them were able to come. There was two guys that couldn't take it.

They couldn't even get hard. I guess it was like pressure and they couldn't do it. So that day I was able to get six guys, but only four notes. So that definitely wasn't enough for me. I loved it and it was so cool because I didn't have to do no work. The guy was on the app, he goes on snippets and puts you on snippets. and put you on snippies. So then about a month later,

I decided to book another session. But this time, I was able to book from 4 o'clock till 7 o'clock in the evening, which is better timing. And I remember I go in, wasn't as nervous this time, but still was. And I remember the first guy coming in, he was like 6.5 feet tall.

And I thought, fuck me. If this man has a dick to Mackey's body, I'm in trouble. Did he? So he had eight inches. Right. He did have eight inches. I was able to take it no problem.

I can take eight or even nine, but if you go out, go even bigger than that, it's just hitting on my second hole and it's uncomfortable. Yeah, I can imagine. No fun. Quick question, but I'm going to let you go on with this story, but quick question. Does that guy that you rent from, like, partake, or is he just completely on the sidelines? No, he sits over in the corner, and he totally makes sure. everybody's safe and he tells everybody the rules and he's so good at it.

Yeah, yeah. He's so glad. You wouldn't even know you were there. So he's professional, but he doesn't join in. Like he doesn't, you don't get fucked by him. Oh, yeah. He's no, no, he's totally professional. He's on the apps the whole time you're there, and the search for guys for you. Oh, my God.

So after the first tall guy, I'm like, I'm totally opened up and I'm ready to go. And then there was, there was two more guys that were kind of smaller. They come in, they fucked, they dropped their loads. They made their mark on their ass. And then in comes another really,

another really tall guy who had eight and a half inches. And his skin was even wider than nine. He had beautiful, beautiful long, fair reddish hair. And he was like 20 years old. Oh, my God. And he fucked and he fucked and he fucked. I thought this guy was never going to stop. He kept taking breaks.

He kept taking breaks and letting other guys fuck me and then come back again. So I think he lasted about 45 minutes. And I just thought to myself, oh, thank God he's done. Yeah. And then at one point, I can remember, I was sniffing a little bit of poppers, which I don't typically do. But I just wanted to really zone right out. So I took a little sniff of poppers and I can remember being on that bench and looking back.

I had no idea how many guys it was lined up. I looked kind of underneath my arm and all I could see was a sea of legs behind me. And I thought, oh, it was incredible. And I don't know what happened to me. I just went to this other world and I totally zoned right into what was happening. and like I could have had 200 guys come fuck me and I wouldn't even know. Wow. I totally zoned out.

It was the most incredible experience I've ever had. How many times have you done this? I've only been to him twice. Okay, this was the second time. This was the last time. Yeah. Yeah, this was the last time. So after about six or seven, I'd lost count.

And at the very end, I was kind of almost. dumb because one guy wanted to use a condom and it kind of hurt. I think I'm allergic to them so I was glad he was the last one. Yeah. And the guy said to me, well, how many do you think? I didn't have no clue. I stopped thinking about six. You said you had 11.

Wow. Oh my goodness. Did that turn you on? I was so short. It sure did. I sure. It sure did. Oh my God.

Because you love as a bottom, a part of like just being used and used by these guys. is probably a big part of it. Yes. Yes, 100%. For me, it's the most thing that I can get from a guy is the most personal thing is their load. It's buried in their balls, and I'm going to get it. That's so funny. That's what it's about.

That's the turn on. Like, you're taking it from them. Yeah, 100%. What do you think the demographics are of those guys that are coming into in there, like those 11 guys? Is the age range all over the place? Do you think they're all gay men? Do you think some of them are married?

Do you have any idea? Oh, 100%. Like the age reach, I could tell some of them were 20 years old. They were young. Yeah. And some went to, I would say, probably 60. Not any older than that. Yeah.

I would say mostly married, but hey, I don't know. No, mostly gay. I would say some of them are married because the sound of very straight. and they're just here to fucking leave. Yeah, totally. Same with the cruising places of the bathhouses. Do you feel like there's a lot of quote unquote straight guys there? Just getting some action.

Oh, 100%. Yeah, right? Yeah. 100%. Now, we're July. So that was June. That was actually last month. Oh, wow.

Recently. So you just found this website recently? Oh, yes. Just this last year, I started really getting into it, like completely. Mm-hmm. So that was my last one. I've been back to the cruise spots every weekend where I get one or two loads almost every single weekend. Right.

So, yeah. But the funniest thing will be one day. And it's not like too, it's not too far fetch that it can't happen. What are the odds that your guy walks in one day to join in on a cum dump? Like, you found out about this guy's website. What are the odds that your guy would and comes in? I don't know. It's just, I'm just surprised that you guys haven't bumped into each other.

Don't you think? No, I, I know him well enough where that just wouldn't be his thing. he's a threesome and he's really vanilla he's like you know fuck you dick fuck you on your back but honestly the gay scene in Toronto it's not it's big but I'm sure I'm gonna bother into somebody I know something for sure but do you think that they would give a shit like in the gay community is someone gonna judge you for that or is it I feel like it's probably they're more they're like not as judgy you know what I'm saying I don't know you tell me yeah no They're no, they're not judge at all.

They would just, they would just keep your head down and fuck you leave without, you know. Exactly. Especially because, like you said, your guys doing the same thing, right? You both are kind of in the know, but you don't know. Do you think if your guy, though, found out what you were doing, he'd be horrified, or do you think he'd be not surprised? I think he would be horrified because we never did anything like this, not even remotely close to this. So I honestly think he would be horrified. Now, do you feel guilty at all for doing this kind of stuff behind his back?

I have to answer honestly. Yes, you do. I don't. I don't. No. Right. I really don't. Because I appreciate your honesty.

For me, for me, I'm almost 60 years old. If I don't do this shit right now, I'm never going to do it. So I have to do it. But is there a world that you, that could exist? that you and your guy would maybe be open for the fact that you're like doing other things with other people? Or is it just better to keep it like an unspoken thing? It's better to keep it this way. It really is.

Because do you think he'd be surprised that you were cheating? Like, let's forget about would he be surprised what you're actually doing? Would he be surprised if he found out you were cheating or do you think he definitely knows? Like you know? No, 100% he knows. because I have a few brothers and cheat on their wives too and he knows that they cheat

because he says one mall he makes comments like that so he knows yeah he knows do you ever plan on leaving him or do you are you happy with having him as like your roommate or your friend

and living with him honestly it's at the stage now where I really would love to leave and lead my own life by myself yeah And that's what I mean about when I think I'm a little more fluid now.

For me, my next thing to go to now would be to find a guy with a wife where he bucks me and I either out. Interesting. That's what I wanted you next. That's interesting. So when was last when you went down on a girl, like in high school? Oh, way, way back. Yeah, long time ago. I don't even know what a pussy looks like now.

Yeah, yeah. Interesting. But you would, you're into that scenario, though. That would be hot to you. It would be super hot. Just watching the wife, watching the husband of fuck me would be incredible. Yeah. Maybe it's because, like, you're doing so much stuff now and it's so extreme that it's

kind of like when you had your fill with all this, like what can top it, right? You have to do something like different. What's different for you? A pussy. Because you're having so much dick. Exactly. You have so much dick. There's no more.

There's nothing else to look for. You know what I mean? You've had the naughtiest, dirtiest, craziest, craziest experiences. Yes. Yes. And honestly, you're kind of right because I'm even going off sucking dick now. Just I need to be fucked raw. Yeah.

Right. I don't need to be sucked. Like, I used to love sucking dick. But now I've moved on. You need to put it in my ass and quick. So now I'm looking for that next thing. And, yes. You kind of like it because you just had,

you just want more and more, like you need more to get you turned on because you're kind of been there, done that. Yes. And actually, another thing I would like to do is if I ever did go by myself, I would like to find, like, another guy who would probably own me and just whore me out, I guess, just about anybody who wanted. I would love that, too. Right.

And that's that part of you that likes to be called Come Dump. Like, it's the kind of, the sort of. that you're getting with that guy, but you would like to meet someone that would do the same thing for you? Yes, because I actually remember when the guys were coming in, he was directing them and saying, oh, just go, he'll blow you first and get you hard and stuff. It was so hot. I remember it.

It still burnt in my brain how he was directing them. So I would love to find someone who would be that guy all the time. Yeah, I can imagine. And now that guy, are you going to go back there to that guy come Central? Oh, for sure. I'm trying to book one for this month, but I'm not sure if I can get enough free time to do it. Right. So, yeah, for sure.

And my new goal is 20. I want 20 loads. Now, for you, because you're there to like fuck and get fuck or just get fucked, right? Do you give a shit, like what the guy looks like or what his body's like? Are you picky or guys like what we think guys are like where they'll just like fuck anyone? Yeah, I don't give a down what you look like. No, nukes for me are so important. It's incredible.

I just want to dick. Don't care if it's small, if it's big, I just want the dick. Interesting. And the come, too. Yeah. Yeah. That's what I'm after. So I don't care about looks.

Looks is never really important to me, even growing up. I didn't care what you look like, but now it's even less. Wow. Because some of them when I look back, you're all right. I'm going to do this anyway. I don't care. And you never have, even when you were younger. Is your boyfriend good looking?

Like, where did you find yourself, like, was he someone that was like actually what was important to you in the beginning with him? Like maybe that's why you stayed with him or you didn't care with him either? Oh, no, he's handsome guy. He's very handsome. Yeah. He's probably, I would say he's like an eight. Yeah. Where I would be back in the day when I worked out, like I worked there twice a day and all kinds of just really, really healthy.

Yeah. I would have said I would have been maybe seven. Uh-huh. But seven, maybe seven and a half. But now I would see myself as like a six and a half. I'm not. I know oil painting, as I say, but. But it's, it's, it's just totally changed for me.

Now, people don't even want to look at my face. They just want to see that hole in the air. That's it. And that's all you care about too anyway, so it doesn't matter. That's it. It's working just fine. Yeah, you're not looking to fall emotionally for anybody else. Do you emotionally, like, is that emotional connection there still with your boyfriend?

Or not even? Any kind of romance? Yes. There's no romance whatsoever. It's more of a friendship. Okay. That's it. Right.

I don't think I've ever had an emotional with anyone. I really don't think I've ever had it. Yeah. Not even with him? No, maybe it's very little at the beginning. It's very quickly. Interesting. Do you think maybe you're on the spectrum at all?

Oh, God, no. No, I mean, no. No, I just think that some people have Asperger's or something. There's certain, like, things that you could have. that would make you like incapable of having like romantic feel ever forming any kind of romantic feelings for anyone in your whole life. Like you're saying that you never had any kind of romantic feelings for this guy or anybody. You know what? Now that you say it.

That could be possible because I don't think I've ever had any. No. But I don't say like I'm missing out on any either. No. That's the whole point of being having Asperger's or certain things. Like or you could be slightly on the spectrum. It's not. It just is how you're wired.

It's like a that chip is like not there. So yeah, not only is there no desire for it, there's no feeling of wanting it or not having it. You know what I mean? It doesn't matter. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I don't miss it at all because I don't even know what it is. That's that to me is slightly Asperger-esque.

I know people like that. It's just not in them. I know a straight guy like that and who roles like that. And it's just, I could never imagine him having those. And he can't either. And it's just that's like a thing. You're just wired that way. And it makes sense.

Do you feel, though, that you're, has, I just wonder how somebody is on the receiving end of that. Do you think that your boyfriend is like you? Or do you think that your boyfriend has always had way more feelings for you than you did for him? Yes, he's always had. And I think he still does. And that's why I don't think I would want to leave him. But I'm in the middle with that one right now because I know he still really likes me.

I know he does. I know. Yeah, but listen, if you ever did leave him, like, you know, it would give him the opportunity to be with somebody who did have romantic feelings for him back that could maybe reciprocate more than you do, that did really like him for more than a friend if that's what he wants. So it's not like, you know, at the end of the day, not only would you probably be happier without him if he eventually could meet somebody else, right? because he sounds maybe he's like more a relationship person. If he could meet somebody else more like-minded like him, he'd be happier too, don't you think? Because how fulfilled can he be with a guy that has zero feelings for him

that's cheating on him, that doesn't care that he's cheating on him? He probably feels the same. Like as much as he likes you, he probably knows where your head's at, don't you think? Oh, yes, for sure. Honestly, I would love that for him. Yeah. I would step aside if he found someone like that that treated him like he deserved. Yeah, 100% I would step aside and let that happen.

I would even let you do it in my home if you wanted to. Yeah, but that's what I think if you were ever honest with him about maybe separating or something. I don't know that. Maybe at first he would be so afraid that he couldn't handle it because he's more of an emotional person and I understand that. But ultimately, it would leave room in his life a lot more room for him to find something more fulfilling than what he has right now because neither of you is fulfilled he's not either even just because even though he cares about you more and he has more feelings about it he's not happy you're you don't sound like a faker to me you know like you sound as much as you're cheating

and you're lying about all the stuff it's like I don't think you're going home and pretending to be in love with him like it seems like you guys kind of are you both know what the deal is he's not stupid yeah yeah yeah you're 100% right we we live more like friends now. And we do get along really well and discuss things and talk about things, but not be sexual whatsoever. Yeah. So you are right.

Yeah, but maybe you should start. And I would love that to him if you ever found it. Yeah, but maybe you need to start talking about things like that with him. You know what I mean? Because like in the same vein of like the reason why you start doing all this stuff sexually, it comes from this place in you that's like, wow, you only live once. But, you know, you could think about your relationship and your lifestyle in the same way. Like you guys both only lived once. Why spend the next 20 years of both of your lives in a

sexless, romantic list, total nothing relationship when there is plenty of time left to spend it for you doing whatever the fuck you want with anybody you want at any time and not having to worry about what you're doing? And for him, maybe to have a very monogamous partner that he is romantic with and could have those feelings for and have like sex with again in his primary relationship. So maybe at some point you do start talking about certain things again and start having conversations just as friends, just as friends and see if you guys could be a little bit more truthful because like I said, you're back to living your life because you're like, I only live once. Well, maybe you want to think of that with your relationship too.

and for him as well because I do believe like I said he might be horrified at first and not want it. There's no way he's fulfilled either. So No there's no way. No even though most people are happier living in the status quo

I feel it's always a positive thing when one person makes the choice to leave even though it feels like the other person is the victim at the end of the day that other person eventually moves on and it's happier and everyone's happier because of it. Yeah, yeah. But see, there's only one problem. I kind of know how he is and he is like that guy. If I can't have you, nobody will. And he's a little vindictive like that almost. Yeah. Yeah. But, but 100% I agree with everything

you're saying. He needs to find someone that's going to treat him like he deserves because he does deserve it. He's such a good guy. But if he hasn't figured that out in 30 years, something's like kind of wrong with him. You know what I mean? Yes, I agree. Yeah. You can't like change his feeling of deserving for himself. Like you get that and you understand that, but on some level if he's happy with you and he wouldn't want to leave you, then some part of him doesn't believe that he deserves more, right? Yeah. Yeah, 100%. So you might stay status quo like to all your friends at work that say the same shit. It's not like your guys, bad relationship, sexless relationship, relationship that's just like friends is that different than a lot of

relationships out there. You guys might never leave each other. Who knows? But you're going to be cum dumping away. I love your stories. You're all super interesting to me. I feel like I want to talk to Com Central. I got to text him maybe on Twitter. You probably should because I think he would make a great episode.

He would have so many stories. Don't you think? And he's such a nice guy. He's such a super nice guy. Yeah, I've talked to guys like him before. I had a guy on that was a gang-bain coordinator. And his story was so interesting because he had a backstress. of how he started and then all the things that he set up and all this kind of stuff and it was like super

interesting. Yeah. For this guy, it would be the same thing. Like, I'd love to hear how he started with this and became Com Central and what his experiences are like. And what I love is that your say like, oh, and he's like the nicest guy. I love to sort of be like, oh, yeah, this is come dump central, right? Like, what you would think is probably not the case. Most people would be like, oh, this guy's a dirty purve, like, whatever.

But I'd love to present to who he really is, which you say is like this really nice. nice guy because both things can exist at the same time and most people don't think that's the case. Same with the Joe, the gangbank guy. He was a really nice guy. He just happened to fall into his thing and this is what he does, but he's just what he is. Yeah. Yeah, this guy's the same thing. He made me feel so comfortable and what I was doing was 100% okay and nobody should bother you say a word to you. He made me feel so comfortable. Yeah. And he actually does have a backstory. I don't want to give it to you until you talk to. I'm sure he will. Yeah. So yeah, he's super nice guy he does have a story yeah i love it so maybe tell him or but i'll follow him on uh twitter and tell him i

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