Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 897 - FETISH FRIDAY: Dominic is into Bras and Panties

Episode Date: August 16, 2024

Dominic is into bras and panties and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including where and how first noticed bra and panties and what he noticed that appealed to him, when he started wearing them and how he felt about what he was doing, where he got them from early on, how he got caught by a building inspector and how the guy reacted, the types of bras panties he loves the most, when he started dating and how and why he never told any of his girlfriends about his fetish, how and why he loved lingeries catalogs, how he now wears women’s undergarments all the time, the stores he prefers to buy his undergarments from, when the last time he was intimate with a woman and how and why his fetish majorly gets in the way, how he pushes girls away and why he needs to stop, the older woman he works with who is trying to bang him and why he won’t hook up with her, and why he should just go for it and stop letting his fetish rule his life plus a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my guests + get TONS of exclusive PANTYHOSE and CROSSDRESSER episodes and content + hear all the anonymous confessions, join my Patreon Hoser tier. It's only $8 a month for Hosers and $10 a month for crossdressers (you get Hoser episodes too!) and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Dominic's an interesting dude. Okay, he's very into panties. Not just seeing them on girls, but also wearing himself. Of course, I go all the way back and get the history of when he got into panties, why he got into them, when he started wearing. And he gives me all of that information. Of course, it started when he was super young. and then we talk about like his dating life and how and why he's never put it out there that he's

into panties with any woman he wears of course and that's what he's afraid to tell women so he's never told a woman he's never had a really a long-term relationship because of his fetish because he feels like no woman would ever accept it and we talk a lot about that towards the end of the episode because he hasn't been with a woman in a long time and it's not because women don't like him or he's not attractive. It's because he's afraid that nobody would ever accept his fetish. And we discussed that towards the end. But most of the episode is about his panty fetish, what he likes, why he likes them,

what he's into, how he wears them, when he wears them, and all that kind of good stuff. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Dominic. Hi, Dominic. Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today? Doing you. Good. So Dominic, you have a fetish for panties.

Yes. What I like to do with fetishes always is go all the way back. I'm assuming you wear and you're into them on women and as well as wear them. Is that correct? Yes. Okay. Okay, cool. So let's go all the way back, Dominic.

When did you realize that you were into panties? What was your first memories of even being interested in them in the first place? Well, first off, it started when I was about eight or nine. It was just me and my mother and my two sisters. So we had one bathroom, so everybody had to take shifts getting. My mother was always on a hurry, so she was always running around in her underwear. And as a young boy, I was always kind of like a mama's boy, so I hung around her. And, yeah, I started to feel the fabrics and stuff, and I just kind of liked it from there.

From there, I went when I was home alone to trying it on and things like that. And I was farther and farther, I went through all of her stuff, and it just kind of fell in love it from there. Okay, so you're young, you're surrounded by chicks, you got panties all around you, and you, the first thing you notice is like the fabric and stuff, the feel of it, was it like a textile sensation kind of thing? Yeah, just like the smooth, silky feeling. I don't know, just feeling it as I got a bump there.

We'd take shifts in the morning getting ready, my sisters would go first, and then my mother would help me because I was like eight or not. and accidentally bumper and you'd feel uncertain things led to it and so you see the stuff you could you're bumping into them you're feeling it you're saying you have other you get into other things but when you're that young do you remember the first time you started trying them on were you still like around that age or did it take years before you started putting them on oh no it was it was soon after yeah well soon i was home alone and had the chance started trying it on and just more and more find I would try on.

Okay, did you ever get caught? Not by anybody in my household. It was years before I got caught. Okay, but so let's stick to your childhood first. Then we'll get to when you got caught, I guess, by girlfriends later on. So you're trying them on, you're wearing them. At eight or nine, I don't even know if it's a sexual thing at that point, right? Because you're not really.

No, it was just like, it was just more the way it felt. And I saw, I don't know, I just kind of saw how it was on my mother. wearing it and it just looked comfortable and it felt good so I went with that. Now would you wear it underneath your clothes or just try it on and then take them off and throw them back to where they were? I would when I was younger, no, I would just wear it when I was home alone and then it got to the point where I would, didn't want to get caught so I would wash it and dry it and then put it back. If I had the time. Right. I would, so I was pretty good about putting it back. I would even, before I even took it out, I would look the way

It was laid in the drawer and the laundry and made sure I put it back the right way. Yeah, I love that you actually would wash it too. You're so much more considerate than most dudes. I'm not telling you. All those girls taught you well. Yeah. Like, I've never heard of a kid washing it. I've heard them like taking the pantyos, jizzing in them, and then throwing the back in the drawer.

No, I was a MacGyver with it. I didn't want to get caught. Yeah, that's smart. That's totally smart. Even at that young age, you knew what you were doing. was not right? Yeah. Yeah.

Okay, so how did you feel about what you were doing? Was it like confusing to you? Did it like make you wonder about your sexuality? Like, you know, how did you feel about the fact that you were like into this thing? Because you obviously know that it's not like you're not supposed to be, right? Because you're hiding it. Yeah. It was a little, at first it was confusing.

I just, and then I would, I try to away from it as soon as I'd, do it one time. I would, I'd kind of feel guilty and then I would, yeah, I would kind of just kind of stay away from it, push it away. And then I would, the urge would roll around again, or I'd see something or, and then I would do it for a week or two and when I could or, and then it would be pushed off or, you know what I mean? It was like out of my mind. But as I got older, it turned into more of something I wanted to take things and have them so I could do whatever I wanted to, more than if I wanted even people were home, I could be in my room and have them for myself. But it was a couple years before I got bolder off to start actually taking them and keeping them.

So when you did get older, and I'm assuming it became like a sexual thing, did you have like your own stash in your room that you kept? Oh, yeah. Yeah, over the years. I acquired them from some of my mothers and my sisters. And then as I got older, started dating girls. So I started taking theirs, of course. Oh, my God.

Would they be like, where the fuck are my panties? I was kind of good with it. I took ones. I would always try to find ones that were in the back of the drawer figure, and they were the ones that were out of their circulation or something they weren't. Yeah, yeah, that's true. So I didn't take the ones that were up front. Yeah.

I would never take ones that were keep ones that were in the laundry because I knew those ones they'd be looking for. Mm-hmm. So I was kind of, yeah, I thought more into it than I think most, because I didn't want to get caught. lot. Also, for a person, I'm a bigger guy and I've always been, I've been in sports. So it's just those were things I had to push and keep away because you can't have that.

I went to a private high school that was big with football. And yeah, that couldn't come out. That would have ruined it. So you were very smart about really keeping up. Yeah. Yeah. Very. So.

All right. So you're stealing them from your girlfriends. Now, do you like? I know that you like wearing them yourself. Are you also like at this point obsessed with seeing girls while they're wearing them when you're with women? Oh, yeah. Yeah. It's if they if it wasn't like I've had girlfriends where I'd actually have to buy them stuff because but they're,

when you're younger or kind of tell them, and nudge them to kind of go with something other than just like regular briefs or something, something, a little nicer, a little crazier, a little sexier. And because it was just those weren't my thing. but I preface that I would steal their mothers too if I had access to my friend's mother. Oh my God, what would you do? Go in the parents' house, the room?

Well, as you find, like, laundry baskets. Like, I didn't care if it was people like that. I would take them out of their laundry like their mothers because I wasn't going to be blamed for it. I wouldn't be there, so it would blame me. Or if you spent the night, I spent the night over when we were out drinking, and I spent the night over a buddy's house that would raid their mother's panties drawer and just go nuts.

Oh, my God. Who's going to blame me? So those are the ones I felt guilty in the end, and I would always get rid of those. Because it's just like I know how I got them, but I felt bad. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. But in the moment, the urge took you over and you did it, and then you'd be like, oh, fuck, what did I do? That's fucked up. You'd feel guilty.

Now, when did you wind up getting caught, and by who? Yeah, it was one day I went home from school early, and, And my mother just had a garage built in the back of our property. And the inspector, the building inspector was coming over and inspected. And I didn't know. And I would walk in the back room of our house. And I would latch. We had a big sliding glass door.

It was like a big picture window. And I would latch a screen on it so nobody can get in. If somebody come home early and I was, I didn't know, they would have to, they'd have to actually bring the doorbell or knock. So I would have to let them in. so I couldn't just walk in on me. I went in the back room and I had everything set aside and I went to the brawn panties I was going to put on

and put it on and walk out of there thinking I'm in the clear. And there's this old guy standing. Oh my God. I froze. I was a deer in headlights. I had no idea what to do. Wait, how old were you? I was like 16 at the time. Oh, my God. That's horrifying.

And there I am in a neon green thong and bra that I was, off from my sister. Sorry, but it's the fucking horrible. Yeah, no, I, I'd laugh about it until this. At the time, I was terrified. I didn't know what to do. I was frozen. And what did he do?

He just looked at me, and I didn't know what to do. I didn't even try to cover up. I just answered the door. He said, I'm kind of stammered. And I'm just here to look at the garage. I had to hit the garage remote so he could look in the garage. He wasn't there for 20 seconds. He walked in and walked out.

and as by this time I had already put it on the way he was in there I throw in my jeans and his shirt and he's waving here he goes everything looks good and he just waved away and just couldn't get away quick enough so I had already put it on why he was in there I throw in my jeans in his shirt and he's waving here he goes everything looks good and he just waved away and just couldn't get a wake like enough so oh my god his wife or whoever he was with got an earful that day he was like you would not believe what I just saw him

But I wonder if workers like that see a lot of shit, they're showing up unannounced. I don't know. That is hilarious. How horrifying was that? Oh, I was terrified. I was like, I didn't know whether to be, like, somebody saw me. It was kind of exciting, but it was. And other than, I was terrified of, I was like, going to say anything to my parents.

Really, like, that guy's never going to. Yeah, no way. But, yeah, so that was the only time I've ever. And yeah, luckily. So yeah well listen like you said if word would have got out you're like playing football and shit It would have ruined your life so if anyone had to catch you It was like perfect that it was that guy not one of your friends or your mother Do you know what I mean? That was like the best way to get caught if you're gonna have to get caught one at one time

Because obviously that guy didn't see anything. It was cool enough to just let you be It was he going to call your mother up and tell you her. Oh, my God. Okay, so now you're with girlfriends and some of them, like, you're buying them panties because they're not wearing, like, hot ones and stuff. Like, what is your, like, you said, oh, because some of them didn't, don't, they weren't wearing stuff that I like. What was your type of panties that you're the most into? Well, on women, not like following, something that'll show it off and sexy. It's, when I was younger, you got to understand this was, the girls were just a preface, but I graduated, like, I was in high school where I between,

95 and 98 somewhere in there. So it's just like the, when they're younger, they weren't, the ones I dated weren't really thinking towards in high school, weren't really thinking that way. They were nice, they were cute, but after going, I had more of the knowledge of it, I guess. I don't know, because looking through my mother stuff and mind and all that, and then my older sisters,

I think by that time, they were, they didn't know maybe that those existed or what, or we're not even allowed, maybe. Because, mind you, I went to a private Catholic school, so but yeah so after that though I just had to I had to you know what I mean it was one of those it's a turn on and I it's one of those things and I met a girl that one time didn't wear panties and it's just I tried I liked her but it's just doesn't I got to I got to have that I got to have well that's the difference between the fetish and a kink a lot of times is what I think is the difference is that like with a kink you take it or leave

it it's something that you're super into and it turns you on but a fetish is something that like kind of has to be there to get you off, right? And that's what makes it a fetish as opposed to a king, right? Like, you need that girl, like for that sexual experience. For you, you need those panties to be included. That's like a part of it, correct? Oh, yeah, yeah. Garter bounce, I love Garterman.

I love mature women. I've always, I always usually date women that are at least five to six years, older. I know that's not drastically, but it's, I really, I really have always, when I was 20, I love 40-year-olds. I still, I like now, 44, I like 55. Like I've been, I guess something about it, I've always loved hotter. Mature women, it's just always something that's done it for me.

I've never really liked women my own age or older guys. I start looking at 20-year-old. Yeah. I think they're cute. I think they're hot, but nothing turns me on. Like a mature hot woman are all dressed up in garbouts. That's my thing. Yeah, that's interesting. Have you ever been married?

No. Okay, you're 44 right now? Yes. Okay, cool. So let's talk about these women that you started dating and everything. And like how would you ever like confess to anyone that this was what you were into? No, I never, I've wanted to in the worst way. And I would kind of try to like I would I would leave their underwear on as we were having sex and just kind of kind of. I liked it, you know what I mean? Or I would get it and I would put it in my mouth or do something, let them, or kind

to allude to it that I had a little, and none of them never really. Picked up on it? Picked up on it, so I'd never elaborated on it. And I have a hard time keeping a relationship because it's something that it's there. And I know most, probably most women would never go for it. And especially the ones I've dated, I'd probably say the ones I've dated, probably one may have went for it, but I was still too afraid. When for it meaning, let me ask you this, because there's two parts to your fetish, right?

One is that you want your girl to wear them all the time and you love them on and you're totally into that. And the other thing, which I think is a much harder sell and much harder to put on the table is the fact that you like to wear. Right. So listen, how easy it is. I personally think it's easy to tell a girl, like I'm really fucking into panties. Like your panties wearing panties like really turns me on. Big deal. No girl's going to be like, what the fuck?

But when you say, oh, and I also want to wear them, that's a harder thing to put on the table. Is that what you're talking about as far as copping to it and telling people? Exactly, yeah. Not only just wear them, like I get a high just walking through lingerie departments. I don't have to touch any just walking through it and seeing it. It just kind of, I don't know. It's like a high, honestly. It's like my mind goes over.

I don't really care. When I was younger, when the infancy of ordering things online, or you had a call from a catalog and that was awesome. They'd hear my voice and you'd hear they were disturbed and we're talking 20 some years ago and you had a catalog, you had a call with the number and I'm giving, and they're on the other line, you're horrified or they're thinking they hear my deep voice and it's what I, but I push through and do it and wait three weeks at the time, four weeks for it to come in the mail. it's so much easier.

The only problem I have in sizing. So, yeah, that was fun. And ordering it, sort of buying it myself. How old were you when you started to do that? Were you out of your parents' house? No, I still lived at home. As soon as I had a credit card, I go, yeah. And I had a thing for catalogs when I was young,

the J.C. Penny's catalog. Well, those women and panties galore in there, right? Yeah. And I liked it so much. I would, when I found not so much the woman I liked, but a brown panty set or just a pair. I would tear that picture out and keep it. And I had a special, like shoebox, I would keep it in. And that was found for my sisters.

But luckily, they thought it was just for the women's body. I was young. And they had no idea that it was more of the attraction of the lingerie with the woman, of course. And, oh, yeah, the JC Penny catalogs. I don't think you're alone. in that because there were a lot of women. But even just so even the picture of the bra by itself, not on the woman was it turned on to you?

Yeah, it still is. Yeah, I could spend hours just looking online through things and just wondering how it would feel or how it would look. You know what I mean? Yeah, it's just, yeah, it just gets me. I don't have to see it on a woman or on anybody. I could just, yeah, they could, I do like it when it is. I prefer that, but I look.

for hours and I'll look up at the clock and it's the sun has gone down and it's 10.30 at night. Yeah, yeah. That's a that's a fetish for real. So wait a second. Do you also, because you said, oh, I also love garters. Do you wear those as well? Yes, I way, I love it. Do you wear anything else? What about bras? Oh, yeah, I have bras. I love 90s, little sexy nighties. I have one on right now. I have a red one on that's slows. I have thigh eyes on with a Red thumb. But that's when I'm around the house, I'm usually that's how I'm dressed. I'm just dressed something

comfortable. Like a comfortable cotton night here or something. Comfortable I can move in. I love cleaning running the sweeper. It's just comfortable to me. I feel at ease. Yeah, yeah. I've heard that before for whatever, whether it's guys in panty hose and stuff.

Now, when you were younger and started ordering this stuff on your own, would you wear it underneath your clothes to school and stuff? not to school because like I said I was you know we'd go from school we'd go down to the locker room get changed I never I never wanted I wanted to in the worst way believe me I did but I would never cross that line at that point because yeah I would have been real it would have and so I never did in high school it was years before I got any kind of balls to do that I would do it at home like around the house I guess even if your people are home I would make sure I had like a hooded sweatshirt on and jogging pants that kind of hit anything that was baggy enough so they didn't see the lines or if there was any.

But never out of the house, no. But what about now? Now I do, yeah. It's work. I'd say 95% of the time I have on panties. I found a set that if somebody accidentally saw them or they peaked out a line that I liked it, you'd really have to look at them to know that they were. women just from the band, their haines, and they're just regular pot and they're briefs. But they're cut nice.

They feel nice. But, yeah, the only time I ever wear men's underwear is if I know, like a doctor's appointment is my doctor's a family friend. But it's very rare that I do. Or if I know I'm going to be doing something family-oriented, then I'm going to be moving around. I know what your niece is something that would horrify them, you know, Yeah, so no, but it's very rare. He's very rare. I said I have some.

You wouldn't know, honestly, other than they're putting the pink ones or the purple ones. So I usually wear black or the gray ones. So they pass. Yeah, that's what I was going to ask, because you said, listen, if someone would see something peeking out, they'd be like, oh, what's the difference? It looks like a guy's underwear. What is the difference that you find between a man's underwear and a woman? Is it the fact that women wear thongs and you're into thongs? What's the difference between the female panties compared to men, like men's underwear?

I've tried. They have men's songs. They even gone as far as to make men's manties, as they call them, I guess. I've tried them. They do nothing for me. They even have a little pouch for you, you know, for your junk to go in there. So they're a little bit. They do nothing for me.

I don't know what it is. They have to be women's panties. Yeah, they just, it can't be. something manufactured for men to be sexy does nothing for me. Yeah, that's what I thought your answer was going to be. And that makes sense. Other than when I was playing sports,

a jock, like the way it was cut and it went over on the sides of your cheeks. And it was just the cut of it, but it never really throws me as like panties or londes or I know. What's your favorite colors? I like, I just go with black

or I like black and purple. When I was playing sports, I jockst, like the way it was cut, and it went over on the sides of your cheeks. And it was just the cut of it, but it never really throws me as, like, panties or londes, I know. What's your favorite colors? I like, I just go with black or I like black and purple. Oh, interesting, purple. Yeah, that's what I usually go.

I just looks best. I'm 100% Italian. I have a darker skin tone. So that's always what I've been drawn to. I like pink too, but certain colors, I don't know. It streams a little white. I don't know. I'm not loud.

So like I say, I have a lot of pink stuff, but I don't even want to go with it. Right. And what about your, okay, so let's talk brands and stuff. Are there certain brands that you love or fabrics? I know your colors are purple and black, but like it's specific and talk about like stuff, like where do you typically buy from, anything like that? No special place. any more, like you would think like the Macy's and the Dillers, but I think their departments are so run-of-the-mill.

It's, they're dependent on their online side. I, I mean, I, anymore, I like that. I used to be afraid to go buy it because they would see me in person. They'd see this big guy with a beer. They would never assimilate, and then they'd get the question for you. And it's just, yeah, I'd be terrified. At first I'd say, no, it's for a girlfriend, or I'd just say no and just chuck off and go buy it and just chance it if it fit.

But now I'm throwing money away because even if you could return it, that's more of attention, draw to yourself than going and buying it. Totally. So I got tired of throwing money away, so I would go. I like to see it. And like I said, I like to go to the departments. But most of it comes online because that's really the only place you can get anything that's not just a cotton cut brief, a pack of six.

It's in a decent. Sizing is big. and it's something that it's just left online, but I do go into the places. Coles has a bigger selection than anybody. Really? That's interesting. You find that their selection is more diverse than like a Macy's?

They are better than Macy's and Dillers. I've recently just went and rechecked it out. I thought maybe and I went all three of them in one day, and Coles was actually the better one. And online, they're good at Walmart online. You're not actually buying it from Walmart. where you're buying it from these other vendors and it just ships through Walmart. Anywhere I get it from in the sizing, really, is big.

When I was younger, I was looking for cheaper. Now I want more quality, the textures and the quality of it is nicer now that I have money that I can spend and not have to keep it such a secret. Yeah. And the volume has increased since I have my own house. I don't have to keep it in a duffel bag tucked away in the closet. So let me ask you this, because. you've had girlfriends you've never been married what is the longest girlfriend you've ever dated oh and that longest girlfriend ever dated was back in high school was like a year and a half

okay so so it's not like anyone because i was gonna ask like if you were with someone for a long time if they ever kind of got the hint do you feel like any of your girls ever kind of knew or did anyone ever ask you or anything like that or do you always keep it well hidden no i keep it well head. And the one, the one girl that I thought would have been real, I would understand that she was old, like I said, perhaps older, but she was a little older, she was like 10 years older than me. And she had a daughter that was like, it was 20 at the time. Yeah. And she, oh, she didn't cover up much. And I had a hard time focus. She looked like the girl I was eight, a 20 years younger. Yeah. And she would just walk around and under her, I would go to the bathroom and there's a

laundry basket and there's a black G string sitting there. You know, she's just like a shower. hour and I didn't want to I was trying not to be I have like I said I have no thing for young girls but it was her her underwear I could see her underwear was the draw I should say that right off the bat that people are going to think I was drawn that had nothing to do with her daughter had to do with that and you don't want to be the creep that's fishing a 20 year old's underwear even though yeah yeah totally so though I got one didn't and I have a hard time letting people into me to see me because of that because once it's it's a it's kind of a big part of what I did in me and I feel like if people don't know if girl doesn't know about it then

she's going to find out about it two years down the road be terrified and then hate me that's the big thing I don't want them to hate me and they kind of tear at all yeah that's sad because do you ever do you feel like you would like to be married do you ever want to have kids or anything like that I would love to have somebody that understood it and kind of got and like it as maybe not as much me, but they'd almost have to. Yeah. I don't want to, you know what I mean? I hate, the breakup situation is terrifying to me, and I don't, and I also don't want

them to hate me. The whole thing is just a conundrum. I haven't learned to deal with that part of it yet, because like I said, if they know me, they're going to know this, and then if they're either with them or they're not, it's going to, you know, so it's a big chance they're not. No, yeah, I could see it doing a number on you. It's the reason why you have never had that long-term relationship. It's the reason why you're not married yet, even though you want to be,

because you feel like you have this secret, and that's like blocking you to really allowing someone to get close, because you're petrified, and I get it. You're petrified of you having to reveal that to somebody and them not accepting it, right? Yeah, yeah, exactly. And I mean, it is, I always try to, there's times where I try to straighten up. I never I don't like to throw away my stuff because I I like I don't I don't feel like I hear guys that probably throw it away yeah like I said the only thing I've ever thrown away was

when I was younger and I suppose stuff from my buddy's mother's that's all bad you got to see their mother and you don't want nobody's mother hate yeah yeah so just seeing it made them thinking I knew they wouldn't be able to connect it to me or or their son's not going to say well we got drunk the other night and we all stayed over here maybe it was him they're not going to implicate me because they'd get in trouble too for the whole thing yeah So I knew I wasn't getting in trouble, but just seeing it would make me think, well, Mrs. So-so's going to, well, she knows or she's going to look at me. So my thing was, I just threw away and they could never happen. But my stuff I like to keep it. I don't like, I still have stuff from when I was 16.

I still have pairs of the original pairs that I ripped off from my mother that I have. I don't know why. How big is your stash? Oh, I have dressers full now. You're kidding. Like I said, I have a dresser in my, that stuff that I wear is. in the bedroom. The drawers are so full

that I can't get anymore and I have a closet pool. I have, like I said, I could, as soon as I had a credit card and now the internet's better from 18 on, I have orders coming in right now

and I get a high off that like waiting. I check the tracking like five times a day. And I like it when they show the pictures of it in the tracking. All day at work,

I'm looking for it. There's going to be something at home when I go home. But I would think that, you know, having that much stuff at your house would also deter you from bringing chicks home and stuff like that because you're like, I don't know. You know what I mean? In a weird way, like all this stuff is kind of blocking you. Well, I kind of just with the situation is the way it is, I kind of just kind of put that off trying to meet anybody. Yeah, I don't go out to bars. I don't.

I go to work at home. When was the last time you, like, had sex with an actual woman? No. I'm more embarrassed to answer that than to tell you what I told you. Come on. Come on. It's been like six years. Wow.

That's terrible. I'm just terrified. Yeah, I get it. And to tell you the truth, I have girls that call me. And I probably could. and I just, I've, and like I said, it's probably just easy as calling them back and I just don't, I don't want to bring them into it unless I know. I just, I don't know, it's weird.

I wrestle with it. It's, but I'm weird to bring them in. I don't want anybody to see this unless I know they're on board. And that's never going to come first. It's never going to come first that they're on board. It's always going to come first that you have to allow them to get to know you and fall. for you and you for them and then you would put it on the table and someone would accept it. You know what I mean? So it's like you kind of put yourself, you've kind of put yourself in a box

and you've like I said, even just packing up your house full of all this shit and just using this to get yourself off because it's so satisfying for you. You kind of like backed yourself into a corner where like you don't even need women anymore but yet there is a part of you that would like somebody in your life. That's what you said. Yeah. Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. Like I said, I would love it. I'd have somebody that enjoyed it. I see things online on Twitter where it's a husband and wife and they're in their matching.

It doesn't have to be so much that much of it. Yeah. I've had women. I don't know if you've listened to a couple of my shows because sometimes they're not labeled, like, specifically like panties, you know, but it's a part of the show. Recently, I had two couples on one after the other. One of them, I think the woman's name was Samantha and her husband, and he was like a real fucking alpha. a guy that just all of a sudden out of nowhere in their marriage admitted to like being into guys and then wearing started wearing panties and she's totally fucking into it and I got pictures

of them and that guy is like the most alpha buff dude you'd ever imagine never would you think when she was totally down with it and this just came up way later in the relationship followed by another couple who was exactly the same and the guy was into panties I just had a couple last week freckled peggers like they're into pegging and all that shit and and he's wearing. Yeah, they're open. You need to know that there is women out there that would accept it. And what I think guys don't understand about women,

because maybe guys aren't like this. I don't think guys are so much like this, but women are like, women are much more accepting of things. If they wind up, if all the stars have aligned and they actually finally meet a guy, that they actually really look, and he checks all the boxes and he's like the one,

that's not easy to find. It doesn't happen all the time. That's why you hang your hat when you find it. Most of the time a woman, if she's really invested and has gotten to that place, most of the time she's not going to pack up and leave just because you might put something like this on the table. You're not looking to like shit on her. You know what I mean? There could be way worse things, right?

Yeah. The cell of like I want you to wear hot panties. I'm totally into it. No big deal. You're right. Of course that's not a hard thing to tell her girl. No. But that you want to wear.

them and you wear them yourself and everything, that's harder. But I do believe that if you got down with a chick and you guys got to a serious place and you put that on the table, she might be able to accept it and be into it. It's not necessarily going to be like, oh, I'm like fucking leaving. Listen, she might not ever, she might not accept it and she might not be into it. I've heard that story a million times, but she might be into it. And there's a woman out there that will. I hear them, I hear from men all the time that have women that are down with stuff like this. You need to sort of open yourself up to that because you've been so long without and you're so, you know, into your fetish and, you know, you got it kind of like down and you know how to sort of satisfy

yourself and you're safe where you are, right? But it's not like the ideal situation because you do want those things in your life, but you need to know that you could have them. You can have a, a girl that's into that. And therefore, on that girl, you could put a ring on it and you could get married. You could have kids. Like, all those things are available for you. But you're not going to get them hiding out in your house surrounded by panties that don't belong to anyone but you.

You need a girl. Yeah. You need a fucking girl. No, I fully understand. But then I run this. Like I said, I have, I have two of them right now that I've talked to and taxed back and forth and the ones actually alluded to some sexual contact. And I just push it off.

I buffer it. And I don't act like I don't know that she's fart. Because I don't know. It's just, well, what if I bring her in? And then she is, she kind of tries to say, oh, I'm all right with it just to see. And then. Well, okay, let me ask you this. Why don't you, why are you going, like, to the end?

Like, why don't you decide to just start hooking up with her without saying anything first? Like, why don't you just do that? Like you're already like, oh, I don't want to like, you know, be with a woman that I have to feel bad that I did this too. So you don't even bother at all. Like, I mean, you could just start banging her and you don't have to say anything and then wait to see what happens and then eventually say something. Like you don't have to like out yourself to her on the first time. Like you're like cutting it off totally like you're not even getting anything. It doesn't make sense.

I normally do that in the relationship. Like I'll cut it off. I'll just walk away from it because I know. the next step is probably letting them know. Yeah, and these poor girls are probably like perplexed. Like, what the fuck did I do? So now I just learned or just kind of evade. I don't hurt them.

I don't walk away feeling like the villain because I can't let them in. I know, but that's where you're writing the story. You're writing a story that doesn't exist and you're stopping yourself from like really living your life. There's a couple things in life that are like pleasurable. Sex is one of them. Sex with somebody else is one of them.

And there's a lot of things that aren't enjoyable in life, especially the older you get, the more shit becomes real harder, blah, blah, blah. But there's like these things that you can enjoy to make up for the bad shit and sex and intimacy and all that kind of good stuff is a part of it. You have two girls around you right now, like offering it up and you're saying no because you're already writing the story. No, I just kind of evade it. Well, that's no. Okay, that's no. You're shutting it down. You know what I mean?

They're available. It's not like you don't have opportunities. You do. But you are ready write the story. Like, I don't want to hurt this person. You're already at the end. You know what I mean? And because of your past experience, I get that.

But you could create a new story. Like, you have to get your head out of that because you don't even bother with these women. Whereas, like I said, the one person that's kind of putting it out there, you could go there and just like, banger and not even say anything about panties the first time. Like, why do you have to tell her right away anyway? Why are you also stopping before you even go there? Because you're like already at the end. Oh, I tell her she doesn't like it. I hurt her feelings.

I have to leave. Why bother? You're kind of like throwing the baby with the bathwater out or whatever that's saying is. Yeah. You're very like all or nothing kind of thing. It's you've gotten yourself to that place. Yeah. It's just dealing with the, like I said, my thing is honestly the most part of that is just

dealing with feeling like I've hurt somebody and then I've got to deal with that. and I know I know why I've heard of because of this and it's just that puts a bigger of my bonus. You're projecting. You're not hurting anyone but yourself, okay? And you're hurting these girls by being dishonest. You're not hurting them by having a panties fetish. You've never sort of said anything.

You're just like you just dump them out of nowhere when you feel like you're about to tell them and you're not honest about your situation. That's what I mean when I do that. That's what I feel bad. Like I don't do that. When somebody tells you, well, it's not you. and it's usually saying, well, that means it is you.

Of course, but in this situation, it's not them. It really isn't. Like, I see some of the girls I've dated, and someone's still single. The years ago I dated her in high school, and she's still single. I don't know how. She's beautiful. But it's just, and I have interaction with her and everything through a certain way, and I've never thought I would have ever run across her.

And it's just like, how do I, I could never tell her that she's athletic too. And that's, it's just, yeah, there's no way. No, but there is a way. You need to listen to more of my episodes of people who have cop to it. No, I do. And I'm very jealous of it. And I've recently got on the Discord and everything. And I see the guys on there with their girlfriends and I've talked to you about it.

I just, it's awesome. I couldn't find anything cooler. And I just wish I could. But like you said, I can't find anyone unless you tell somebody. Yeah, what comes first is you like, Just like literally, without even having to say anything, forget about your fetish right now. Let's throw it out the window. Let's pretend you're just a guy who hasn't fuck someone in six years, okay?

Just go get laid, okay? And stop worrying about hurting that girl's feeling six months from now when she cop's feelings for you, okay? Just fuck that girl that's putting it out there. Just try that, okay? That's nothing. Just sex. Get yourself back in the game. Like without even bringing up the panties thing.

Like I said, you're throwing everything out because of that one conversation that you think you're going to have to have maybe you'll never have it with that girl maybe she just wants to bang you once a month and that call it a day and like you're never going to tell her or whatever but just start having sex with women again because maybe that would be make you want more of that and make you remember what it's about and then because eventually you're going to have to get to the point if you're dating and you want all these things in your life where you are going to want to put it on the table with somebody but you have to stop like stopping yourself because you're you're just assuming what's going to happen when you're going to like listen if you tell a girl

that you're into panties and you like to wear them and unfortunately this is like your thing and would she be into it once like she likes you if she's not into it you're not going to hurt her by that you hurt these girls because you're dishonest if you're honest with them you're not going to hurt them you're just going to give them the opportunity of whether they're you know for them to say whether they're into it or not. You hurt people in the past by being dishonest. You've never been honest with anyone. You've never tried it. So you don't know what will happen. Yeah. Not one person knows. The building inspector. Oh, yeah, that guy. That's it. He's probably not with us anymore.

Probably not. He went to his deathbed with that vision. Holy shit. That was the crazy thing I ever saw. Listen, you're young, you're 44. You can have all the things in life that you would be open to if you didn't have this fetish, but you have like I said, backed yourself into a corner. You're writing the story.

You have it all in your head or you just think that this is where you're at and this is how things stay and nothing will ever change. But that's not really necessarily true. You need to rewrite a new story because you've never once put it out there. so you don't really know how a woman would react. You really don't.

That girl that puts stuff out to you, is she put it out to you like she digs you or does she just put it out to you like she just wants to sex? Both. I think if I call her a little too late, she's like, oh, the other night talks about a booty call. And then I was like, oh, no,

I just kind of lost track of time when I had to get back. I was just get back to you. And then she jokingly says, if it was, I wouldn't, I wouldn't object to it or things like that. Oh, my God. Can you just go fuck her and call me and tell me that it's done? Can you just do it?

Why don't you take her up on that offer? Well, one thing I work, where I work, I work, I don't work directly with her, but she's part of it. Who cares? And then I got to see her. Who cares? Well, then what if I do tell her? And then it ends badly. Forget about telling her.

Just go have sex with it. And then she tells everybody at that place. Stop. Stop. Stop. You're making up stories in your head that don't exist. I do that with everything. You're not psychic.

I know, but you're not psychic. You need to know that, okay? You have no clue. You have to leave room available for stuff to happen. You don't have any availability or room for anything to happen because you have completely shut that down because you think you know what's going to happen. But you don't. Okay. You do not know.

Stop overthinking it. Just fuck her. Forget about telling her. Just bang her. Take her up on the booty call off her. How old is she, by the way? Oh, she's probably about seven years older than I am, so probably early 50s. Okay.

Is she ever been married? Years ago. Okay, so she's a single, she's single divorced? Yes. Okay. She obviously is into you. Just take her up on the offer. and then take it from there and then see where it goes.

Like I said, you're doing this thing that some people do, which is very detrimental in that. You're just like assuming you know everything that's going to happen before it's happened. And you don't. You really fucking don't. It's the flip of a coin. You don't know that this woman who might like really like you

because she knows you really well, she's comfortable with you that if you put that on the table, she might be like totally down with it. Or she might be like, I'm not down with it, but that's totally cool with me. Like, I don't care. You don't know. You won't even have sex with her, and she wants to have sex with you. Because six months later, you might have to tell her.

You don't have to tell her right away. Yeah, but it could also snowballing more. I just said it. That's a good thing if it snowballs into something more. You got to get back in the game. Oh, no. I said if it goes bad, it goes real bad. Oh, forget about it.

How does it go really bad? You've never had an experience where it's gone bad, except when you have left women without telling them. We're trying not to do that. I think the worst case scenario with everything I do, I can't, I wrestle with it. In my mind, every, it's like a, it's a sparring match with every decision I make this one takes precedence. But everything I do, I overthink it. And that's another thing. It's just, I lose opportunities on everything. Yeah, because you overthink. Yeah. Yeah, it's the same reason why you were good at hiding things and stuff. Like, everything has a positive and a negative, right? Like, thinking too much can be a

great thing, right? It was why you were smart when you were younger. I'd even brush the carpeting so my footprints weren't. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I get it. I think too much. I'm like you, but somewhere along the line, I just realized, like, I was writing stories and I wasn't leaving room for the possibility for something else to happen that I didn't realize could happen. And I was stopping that by just assuming I knew what was going to happen and then just not engaging or doing whatever because, you know, like you, I just knew what was going to happen. And I left room. for other things to happen and things did happen that were I would never believe you know um and that's when I learned like oh don't ever like you could think all you want how something's going to go but you

really don't really know until you just actually open yourself up to it and half the time it goes a totally different way I swear to you you're not going to be right every single time it's not going to end the way you think it will every single time but you're just assuming that And so you're totally shut off and you got nothing going on. And you haven't gotten fucked in six years. You know, come on. Would anyone know looking at you like this is what you're into? Not at all.

No, I'm six foot one, 262 pounds. I have a big hairy beard, long hair. Gray through the beard. There's not one person that whatever. Like I said, when I go shopping for it, the ladies, they attend it. Some of them know me by now, but it is funny when you see a new one, and they just look at you and they see the sizing and you got to go to the dressing room. They're looking at you, like, well, can I ask, is this for you? And I just tell them, yeah, before I used to lie, just with, it wasn't for me, what would I be going into a fitting room for you?

You think the girl on date or married to the same size as me and I'm just trying it on for her. So, no, it's, yeah. Listen, that takes balls, okay? That takes balls to go in and cop to the woman in the store that this is for you. Like, you conquered that fear. That was that a necessity? Because I got tired of throwing money away for me. Well, I hate to say, but it's a necessity for you to start, like, hooking up with chicks again, okay?

You just don't realize it. It is. It's a fucking necessity. You want to be, like, a weirdo, like a lonely person. I think about that all the time. I'm going to be the weird guy. on the neighborhood. Yeah, you don't want to be, but you don't have to be that guy. Listen, I sometimes think it's like really good to know like who you don't want to be like,

I quit drinking, I quit smoking, I quit like dyeing my hair platinum blonde because I would see people who were older than me and be like, I don't want to be like that. I don't know what I want to be like, but I don't want to be like the person with the wrinkles around her mouth because she smokes or the drunk person at the bar in their 50s. Like, and so sometimes it's like really helpful to be like, I don't want to be that person. You don't want to be that person. You don't want to. want to be you shouldn't want to be that old weird dude that lives on his own his whole fucking life who hasn't gotten fucked in 30 years come on and that's where you're that's your future right now right now that's where you're going i just kind of i i i know i can i'm not trying to be arian really it's

i i know the option's there and i've never had a problem with that so i know it's like i tell myself when i'm ready i'll push this aside and start something yeah but it's just like the years pile on. I know life goes by. You got to do it now. And it's six years. And then roll by. But no, like I said, I keep telling myself, at one point I'm going to push this aside. I know in my back of my mind, I know it probably never happened because it's such, I've let it become such a big part. But that's what I tell myself. They answer your question more thoroughly. Why don't you out pursue it? I do tell myself, at one point I'm going to get tired of it.

That's the one of somebody around is going to outweigh that and I could push it aside because I feel that's the only way I can honestly acquire that. You know, have that happen. Because you think your fetish is going to go away? I don't think. The only way I, if I push it aside, if I get rid of it. Yeah, you're never going to be able to push it aside. What you're going to have to do is just like start engaging with women again and figuring out

how to navigate having this fetish and be in a relationship. No problem. Navigating with them, like talking to them and, you know, it's just, it's just... No, no, dating them, navigating, dating them, actually having relationships, you know what I mean? Yeah, like I said, that's how you're meaning, like, I'm not scared of them in any way or I don't have problems interacting with them. No, you actually sound like a really nice guy. You're very thoughtful. I feel like you'd be a great catch for a woman. All you're concerned about is hurting their feelings and stuff. It sounds like you're just very thoughtful to other people in your life and stuff. like you have a lot of probably good qualities that you bring to the table that I feel like if a girl got down with you and you allowed her to really get to know you before she got to do the fetish but

really got to know you and and you were deciding to hang your hat with her that maybe if you brought it up she'd be okay with it because she doesn't want to lose all those good things about you. Yeah. Yeah, that's the dream. It doesn't have to be a dream. That could be your story. Instead, you have this bullshit story where you're hurting every girl. It's a ridiculous thing and it's just keeping you away from people and really living your life fully when you don't need to and you need to like change that, I think. Listen, I think it takes balls to call into my show and put all this stuff out there and hopefully when you hear your story back, it might be very cathartic for you because hearing your story outside of yourself sometimes is a really interesting experience. I feel like maybe that's going to help you when you hear this story outside of yourself and you realize,

oh, that's me and that's my story. It might make you, like, get the fire on your ass to change a little bit. Yeah. I'm curious. Let me know after you listen to it. Okay. I will. What you think.

But thanks so much for calling in. Listen for my Patreon. If you want to send in, like, a pick of your stash or something, I think that would be super interesting. Of course, when your episode airs, you could go on Discord and post picks there. But I think for Patreon, like, picks of stashes and stuff are, like, super interesting. Because I can't have dicks in the pick or anything like that. Oh, yeah.

I know. I've listened to know nothing. I don't. Stash pictures are really good for me. for Patreon, send them sooner than later. And then when your episode airs, you could go into Discord and post whatever. I think I have a whole Panty's channel there now, right? Oh, no.

I've been, yeah, I've already posted a few. All right, awesome. All right. Thanks so much for calling in and good luck with everything. And I hope that, like, you listen to this and it helps change you a little bit. I just would like you to just have sex. Okay. Just go have sex with someone.

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