Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 909 - Morgan is a Hotwife in a Hot Mess
Episode Date: September 2, 2024Morgan is a hotwife in a hot mess and she called in to talk all about it. When did she become a hotwife? What kind of guys was she hooking up with? And, when did it all turn south? Tune in for all the... details including how they became swingers and went to swingers clubs, what they did while they were there, how she started finding sugar daddies, where she met them and how she gets them to buy her stuff without sleeping with them, what they have bought her, how her husband feels about her having them, the apps they used to start meeting guys to hotwife with, what she was looking for and what she wasn’t looking for, how it turned out with the one guy she hooked up with, how she found her ex-boyfriend and why she started sleeping with him, and how she got her husband to be cool with it, why she started lying about it, how her husband found out and how he felt about it, how her husband got revenge and how she felt about it, where they stand now, how she would be down to be polyamorous and a whole lot more. *REPEAT: Originally aired 05/2022, her husband's ep will be re-aired on Thursday! To see anonymous pics of MORGAN plus see pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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SDC link or go to STC.com and put in my code 37712. So today I have on Morgan. Morgan is a hot wife,
hot mess, hot wife. Her husband was into my show. I told her about it because they were like
getting into the hot wife scenario scene. He was in the lifestyle. She had done stuff in the past. She was
very into sugar doughties. We talk about that. But things went like a rye. Okay. That's where the hot
mess comes into it. And it's like sort of a convoluted story. But it's a good one. It's interesting.
And it will create a lot of good conversations because it's like the type of situation where this is a
couple who decided to have an open relationship. They went to some swingers parties. They had
fun there. Then they decided to do some hot wiping stuff. She had sugar datties. She's very open and
honest about that.
Her husband was fine with it.
She doesn't sleep with the sugar daddies.
We get into that shit first.
And then we get to the point where they decided to open up their relationship.
And that's where the problems came up and where the hot story turns into a hot mess story.
Because she just decided to lie about something.
And then he found out he doesn't really trust her.
But she was, she's still down to be open.
She would be into having a polygamous relationship.
She would be down for her husband to be with other girls.
She wound up having a threesome.
She talks about that, but we hear about everything.
So anyway, I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Morgan.
Good morning, Morgan.
Your real name, Morgan.
Welcome to the Strictor-A-Nus podcast.
Oh, thank you.
Thank you for calling in.
You called into my confessional's hotline, which I love.
I'm getting a lot of content there.
But what I find is that a lot of times people will leave just a confession.
And I'm like, oh, I want to hear more.
I already have questions.
Let me get this person on my shell.
You were one of them.
I already posted your confession on my Patreon for people to hear.
And everyone was like, yeah, get her on.
You're a hot wife, would I say?
I don't know.
You have to explain your whole story because it is a story.
Yeah, I don't know.
Well, see, I originally heard your podcast because when my husband introduced me to
the concept of doing hot wife, that was one of the ways he educated me in understanding
what it was, was listening to your stuff.
So I've listened to two or three, and he would give me the links to them.
So that's how I first heard it.
And then when I started my TikTok, it was just a kind of vent.
And like a few of my followers were like pushing me to do or to confess to you.
So I did.
Right.
That's so funny.
I wonder if they were people that listened to my show.
They know my show somehow or whatever.
They do.
They do.
Oh, okay.
Okay.
Okay.
So, yeah, you confessed on there.
Because this is something that your husband wanted and he brought it up.
Why don't you just tell your story?
Yeah, it's like a hot mess.
It's very convoluted.
So to this day, like I really don't have a whole lot of like closure with it.
So I kind of did it just as a way.
I had nobody to talk to about it.
So I was just kind of venting, honestly.
It's that hot mess.
It's messy.
It's kind of and I don't know.
I don't know.
Like the story is weird.
It has a lot of ups and down.
So.
Well, why don't you tell you?
Tell it. First of all, how long have you been with your guy? Is it your husband? Is it your boyfriend?
Yeah, it's my husband. I can give you like a quick little backdrop because I think that does kind of matter.
Basically, like him and I have been together, married eight years together, like about nine.
And I guess our backgrounds are kind of relevant because I was like 33 when we got married and he was probably like 37 or something.
And like basically when we came into it and got married, like he was really honest and up front with me.
He was in a relationship for 10 years before me.
And he was honest and said, I cheated the entire time.
Oh, how did you feel about that?
It didn't bother me because I was like, same.
Like he thought he was doing some big confession.
But I was like, I wasn't married.
I was doing my thing.
Like even in relationships, I was kind of living my life.
So he thought of it as it was like a best.
bad thing. I was like, okay, as long as moving forward, we're on the same page, it's not like a huge
and maybe that's my own stupidity.
When you say, as long as we're on the same page, what's the same page that, hey, we're
going to be monogamous together or, hey, we're going to be open together. So I don't
fucking care who you sleep. Either one. It depends. Either one, whatever we decide on, as long as
we're in agreeance. Like, if I say, I'm only comfortable with monogamy, are you okay with that or
whatever we decide to do. And the other thing is that he was using this word, like, I'm in the
lifestyle. And I didn't know what really that meant. So he kind of explained it to me. And I was like,
oh, well, kind of same, but I never labeled it. I don't really like labels. So I was doing my own
thing. And I wasn't approved in any way. And another thing, too, about me that I don't really
share is that when I met my husband and even my like relationships before him like I had a lot of
sugar daddies. So when I was in relationships, I wasn't really willing to give up my sugar daddies.
And my husband was okay with that. He knew about it. You were you copped to it since he was like
straight up honest with you. You were straight up honest with him. Well, I'm straight up honest with everybody.
I don't have any shame in my game. Like I just am an open book. Oh, okay. So all you were never cheating.
behind your gut people back before him.
Yeah.
Well, I did cheat.
I did have some history of cheating the lies.
Like I did.
Okay.
So, but you said like when you guys decided that, you know, he was like copped to like
cheating on you and you were like, that's fine.
Let's whatever we decide moving forward.
That'll be fine.
But what was the decision that you guys chose when you got together as a couple?
Well, he was into Swinger stuff.
So I was kind of open to it at first.
And so he took me to.
a couple of like clubs like we went to club trapeze like twice and my thing was I've never been
so I'll go I'll try it and see how I like it and so we went and I'm pretty open so I was like
swimming naked in the pool and drinking wine and like guys were coming up and talking to me and he was
just watching yeah and then like I had sex with him in front of people at the swinger club and
then he took me to another swinger club and that was like a bad vibe and it was a bad vibe and it
was just really not my scene.
Like it was just like, I don't know, I just wasn't feeling the vibe because it was like
people who were like hovering and they just assumed that we were going to fuck them.
Can I swear on here?
Yeah, for sure.
Okay.
So they just assumed it was going to pop off.
And I was like, just standing there is not doing anything for me.
Like it was just not my vibe.
There was a lot of, no offense, but there was like a lot of like old people.
Yeah.
And I kind of told my husband, if you want to turn me off, take me to a swinger party.
I'll be dry as I can be.
Like, it was not really popping off for me.
Okay.
But the first time when you, so the first time you just did had sex with your guy in front of people, was that a turn on to you?
Did you like that?
I didn't hate it, but it wasn't like a super turn on.
I was drunk and it was like this room full of mirrors with this huge, like anybody who's been to trapeze or looks it up online.
Like, it's all mirrors and there's these like weird beds.
Yeah.
And he like, fuck me in front of it.
everybody. It was it was like okay cool because it was him. Yeah. And I enjoyed the sex with him,
but I wasn't extremely turned on by the others watching. It didn't really do it. Right. Okay.
That's just, that's just me. Yeah. Yeah. That's like valid. So, okay, so he tells you he's a part of
the lifestyle. You tell him you have sugar daddies and you've had sugar daddies. So you had some at the time
and he was like, I'm down. That's totally fine. Yeah. My sugar daddy situations are a little weird. I
actually follow some like sugar baby stuff on tic talk and like some of their advice is stupid i've been i've had
sugar daddies forever and i don't i i really tend to pull more of those like cuckled style sugar daddy
so i don't actually have to fuck them but they're very like they contribute a lot to my lifestyle
like they know that i'm more into black guys and they kind of like dig that so you know like when i
met my husband like i've never bought a car like when i met my husband my sugar daddy bought my car so
he kind of knew what time it was but they loved it they loved that like I was dating a black guy or whatever they loved it
oh okay so your husband's black and these guys were your white sugar daddies and when you say they're cuckleding
they're into the cuckled thing it's that they're getting off that you're their girl and they don't
need to fuck you they want to know about you fucking somebody else so that's like you're a guy that you're
with yeah they just couldn't they just they know they kind of get turned on knowing that
they were not like enough.
Like I would not even consider they like that.
Right.
How did you find them?
What is your advice to girls that are,
because you're saying that the girls on TikTok give really bad advice.
Why don't you give some girls your advice?
I don't know if they could do it.
But basically it's random.
And a lot of times, like they actually are the ones who told me.
They're the ones who showed me how to do it.
The guys are the ones that taught me how to do it.
So it's just really random, the people you meet.
And there was this like one guy.
who he used to, there used to be a hockey team down here in Atlanta and they actually sold to Canada,
but one of the guys was like a coach and he took me on this date and it was just a regular first date
and he had too much to drink and I didn't have much.
And then he basically confessed that he has a three inch, you know what?
So I put him in my phone as three inch bitch that night and I told him I was doing it.
Yeah.
And then the next day he called me and he was out.
was like, hey, three inch bitch. And he was like, why did you call me that? And I was like,
you don't remember what you told me last night? And he's no. And I was like, well, you told me this.
And he, it just from there, he wanted to be that weak guy in my life who knew that I preferred
his hockey players. And he wanted to facilitate that. So he was like, go get lingerie. Do you have a
date this weekend? And what can I do? And literally, it was like, I want to rent a room at the
Georgia Terrace because I want to use the rooftop pool for me and my side guy, but like my little
fuck boy at the time. And he would just buy me a hotel and I would just do what I wanted. So it was
fun because I want to use the rooftop pool for me and my side got, where not side guy, but like my
little fuck boy at the time. And he would just buy me a hotel and I would just do what I wanted. So
it was fun. So that was your first guy. Yeah. Do you still see him to this day?
He ended up moving to Canada
But we're still twice in a while
And he's nice to me
He'll do nice little things
And he'll catch up and stuff
So
Did you ever go on apps like
Because it sounds like you met the
Hockey coach guy
Kind of by accident or random, right?
Did you ever go out
And your intention was to find a sugar daddy
And you went on some app or something
How did you
How would you meet these guys?
No, those don't work
Those never worked for me
My car guy
His name was Dennis
and I was at Applebee's on a date with a black guy.
Yeah.
And the waitress walked over and she was like, that guy over there, he paid your tab,
and she gave me his business card wrapped in a $100 bill.
Okay.
And on the back of the business card, it said, call me sometime.
So I waited a few days and I called him and he was like the HR for the entire state of Georgia
like Department of Corrections.
and his wife was this like big shot lawyer.
And he was like, I saw you and you looked so hot and you were with this black guy
and this and that the other.
And he was like, what are you doing today?
I was like nothing just hanging out.
He's like, well, you should be shopping.
And I was like, okay.
So he would take off from his lunch break and come to the mall and just give me like a few hundred.
And this was like when I was like, I wanted to say 20.
I was in my late 20s probably at the time.
So that was a long.
term thing also. So yeah, that was, that started a long time ago and he's been down like four
flat tires for a while. So that's good. His wife actually found out that's a whole other story.
What? How did she found out about you and how long? So he just like sort of fit your bill like for
the whole time you were with him? How much did you get from him? A lot probably. I don't think
too, too much. But over the course of time, I can't really calculate it off the top.
my head. Well, let me ask you this. Was he the guy that gave you the car?
He bought me a car. It wasn't that great of a car. It was like brand new, but it was like a
Nissan Ultima. It wasn't like he was buying me like, like I'm not in Lamborghini status.
Yeah, yeah. I hear you. Huh? I'm not there yet. Goals, but I'm not there yet. But it was like a brand
new Nissan Ultima. How he got caught was he was doing too much. I think he was probably spending
maybe $20,000 in a year. Yeah. So that's not that much. So he was spending a lot, but not
too much. And what happened was his wife and him had only been married for four years. And when they got
married, he moved in with her. So she had everything set up. And she was probably making like
almost half a million a year. And then so she never asked him to contribute. But then what happened
was he wanted, he got greedy. He wanted to do some stuff with his child support. And he thought he
should get it lowered. And so she looked into stuff for him because she's a lawyer. And that's when she
figured it out. And she was like, what are all these purchases? And she could see like,
things purchased from like girly things.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
Ota and like Victoria's Secret.
She caught on and she ended up calling me and that was a whole situation.
But did you ever have sex with these sugar daddies?
Never.
Never.
Right.
Did you explain to her?
Did they stay together?
They actually tried for a while, then broke up and then tried and then ended
of divorced.
Oh, okay.
And when they ended up divorced, I ended up having to help out him with his son for Christmas.
He was so broke.
It was so bad.
Oh, you're kidding.
No, but I was nice.
I was very nice about that.
Like you wound up being friends with him?
Kind of, yeah.
We're still kind of friends, but he's kind of broke now, but whatever.
So now you meet your guy, you have a sugar daddy kind of on the side or whatever, but you let him know I don't sleep with these guys.
But somehow he lets you know that he would be down for you to sleep with other people because he's in the lifestyle and that's like his thing.
Am I correct?
No.
Kind of like he's, I don't know if he ever really talked about specifically me sleeping with other people.
It was more like he wanted to go to swinger parties.
That's how it kind of first started out.
Okay.
So take up the story again.
So now you went to your first two.
The second one wasn't good because it just wasn't your vibe or scene and the people weren't attractive.
So then what happened?
So yeah, we went to the two swinger clubs.
So we went to this other swinger club that was a little bit less high scales.
And I didn't enjoy that at all.
And then we did go to a couple of parties.
So I'm always down to try new things and I'm open to going because he claims it's for the atmosphere.
Right.
So I can accommodate that.
But when I get there, I'm like, ew.
Mm-hmm.
So that's just kind of how it went.
And there was this one incident at a party we went to in Georgia somewhere, which I don't know if I should really talk about it.
But basically, it was, I was drunk and I'm okay with having sex with my husband, but he started having sex with me.
And then, like, it was from the back.
He let somebody else get in a couple strokes.
And I was like, ew.
And that was really violating to me.
And I was just like, oh, hell no.
And after that, I was like, I'm not going to any more swinger parties.
Now, do you guys have any rules or regulations ahead of time?
Or no?
Obviously not.
Well, I thought that would go without saying.
I didn't consent to it.
I've told him straight up.
I'm not okay with doing anything.
I would go for the environment.
But no, we never actually sat down and had a list of rules.
I just thought it was common sense, personally.
Right.
So he knew, though, that you didn't want to hook up with any other guy.
Did he ever cop to the fact that that's a turn on for him?
A turn on?
Like, why would he do that if he knew that that wasn't what you were down for?
I don't know.
It was the guy who was running the party.
I don't really know.
he did like he did say like when I questioned him before like why swear parties if you just want to fuck some girl just say it like we can why do I have to be there just be like a normal guy and get a side chick get a work wife sorry I dropped my phone but I was like just like a normal guy and he he was like well no it's not really about that it's more like I like to watch you right that's what I'm saying there's something about him he's interested in that that's his thing yeah yeah so I didn't really know what hot wiping was I had
a little taste of cuckleding. I wasn't really, I don't know if I was technically cuckleding,
but these guys that were Sugar Datties were kind of telling me and showing me what it was.
And then my husband actually is the one who told me what hot wiping was. I did not know what
it was at all until last year. So for the most part, my husband and I, we just were monogamous.
Like I said, those few little swinger party things, nothing really popped off.
We were not having a meeting of the minds. Like it just wasn't working out. We were just monogamous.
this and it was what it was. But I've done a lot of kinky shit in my past and so is he, but it was
what it was. And then basically in this last year, 2021, that's when we started going through
IVF procedure stuff and you're on a lot of patients and it really, it really messed me up.
Like it was just a lot. I don't take any medications. I don't do any drugs and I eat really
clean. So when I started doing IVF, there were like a lot of, I just felt like I was going crazy.
Like I couldn't pinpoint the feels, but it was making me feel like kind of like I was just doing risky shit.
I was just going too fast. I wanted to be on my motorcycle all the time, stuff like that.
And so when I went to my husband, I really just wanted like support. I was like, I feel like I'm losing my mind.
That's when he was like, well, I have a really good idea. We should do this thing called hot wiping.
And like I said, he basically told me what it was through listening to some of the stuff that you've posted about.
And he was kind of encouraging that.
And I was like, really?
I was like, so you don't want to have sex with other people?
What's not going to be like, if I do it, you get to do it?
What's the motive behind this?
And he did a lot of talking and just, I wouldn't say convincing, but he just did a lot of talking about it.
So I was kind of open to it.
He basically packaged it as, you can.
can do these things and I want to hear about it.
So that's kind of how it started.
So he basically started by he got like the Ashley Madison app and he got three fun is another
one and not plenty of fish, but there's other ones.
I forgot the name of them, but there's like a few different like dating apps.
So he got them and he put pictures of me and he let me write up the description because
I'm a better writer.
So we like wrote up this little description.
and he would basically screen the guys and talk to them.
And then I would talk to them.
And he would encourage me, don't work so much, just stay in the pool today.
And I would, like, literally be in the pool just talking to guys on the phone, like, screening them.
So I was really into, like, and that's the thing he struggled with because there was a part of me that, like, enjoyed it.
Like, I kind of liked getting to know them.
And I was looking forward to some of the dates.
Mm-hmm.
But the part that I couldn't get over was once I got to know them, I wasn't into them.
Oh, really?
Did you ever sleep with any of them?
There was one.
So it's crazy out here.
Like I got cockfished one time.
There was this one guy who when I talked to him, his convo was kind of like,
but then he started sharing pictures with me of him with this white woman and his dick looked great.
And just something about the pictures.
I was like, oh shit.
And so I told my husband, I want this guy.
And so my husband kind of, we had a lot to learn because we didn't know like where to go on dates, where to do dates, how to do this.
So I was like, well, just invite him over.
I feel more comfortable here, like whatever.
So my husband set it up so he could come over.
And the guy had said he'd bring some weed.
We'd hang out and stuff.
So the guy shows up.
My husband let him in the door.
And my husband had a conversation with him.
And we have cameras all throughout our house, like a security system.
So my husband, my husband excused himself, went upstairs.
And me and the guy were like hanging out.
This guy, he was talking so much and he was shaking like a leaf.
Really?
He was nervous.
Yes.
He was so nervous.
He couldn't even roll a blunt.
He was shaking.
And I basically somehow came to the conclusion that this man sitting in front of me was
not the man slinging the dick in that pitcher.
Like they look to me,
but there's no way that this man
putting it down and this pitcher was the man
sitting in front of me. So after
he rolled his blood and I hit it a couple
of times, because I don't really smoke
very rarely. So I hit it like two
little tiny baby hits. And then
he was smoking and he smoked so much
that he wasn't really making sense anymore.
And I just excused myself
went and got my husband and I said, babe,
I want him to leave. Like, he is
not the guy in the pictures. And my husband was
like I could have told you that. Right. He could tell. I was like, yeah, so my husband basically sat there,
talked to him for a good 30 minutes to an hour to make sure he wasn't too stone to drive home.
And then the guy left. So yeah, I got cop fish. There's no way that that guy was the real guy in the
pictures. No way. You never wound up seeing it though to know for sure, but you could just tell.
I could just even if his dick was huge. Like he did not have the, he did not have the big dick energy.
Yeah, he didn't have a confidence put it on me.
There's no way I was going to let that guy touch this.
Never.
There was this one guy who I did fuck on my couch, but basically I met him on the app thing,
whatever my husband's screened him.
He came over.
And the only reason he got it was because two reasons.
Number one, he had this bomb-ass vape from Las Vegas, this lead vape that was so good
that lit my brain up.
And the other thing was, is he was aggressive.
and he knew how to get it.
So, yeah, he initiated really good and he was good at that.
But the only thing that really sucked was, like, I was making out with him and I was
grinding on him in these, like, booty shorts.
The husband was watching the whole entire thing on camera.
And it was good.
I've seen the video footage.
Like, I was grinding that thing.
Like, I liked it.
And the only thing is, is that he got, what, two strokes and he was done?
He was too excited.
Oh, so it didn't last long enough for you?
It was so, I didn't even know that it had even started.
It was so bad.
And he was embarrassed and stuff.
Mm-hmm.
So it was just like, and the thing is, there was many, many other conversations I had.
Those were like the two interactive ones I did.
But the other ones were mostly conversations and they were just trash from the jump.
Like some guys were so cocky.
Like I had guys who were like, yeah, I don't work.
I sit at home.
my white wife goes to work
I'm a king I was like yo I wouldn't
fuck him if I got never
there were so many just
there was just so much disconnect
and I was not feeling the vibe on many
and then a lot of them because I was married
they thought it was just a quick easy piece of ass to get
and I was not about to do that either I'm just I'm weird
I can't explain it and so you have only met
one guy that there was the vibe for and what are you looking for
like when you know
what would the perfect guy be like
What is it that you're looking for from the guy?
Well, I definitely have a type.
And my type is I really like dark skin guys.
I don't know why.
It's just my thing.
I like, I'm not a huge size queen, but like six to eight is my sweet spot.
But big I have a hard time with.
My husband is honestly like right too big.
Like he's right there on the cusp of that.
Like it's a lot.
And I just like guys who are confident.
but really sweet.
So it's a weird combo kind of like me.
Like I can be a little bit of both.
So I like a guy who's confident.
And I like a giver because I'm a giver.
So I like guys who are going to fuck you like it's their job.
Like I'm a little spoiled in the bedroom department.
So I just want, I like them to give all their energy and I like to do the same.
And I like it to be good, like worth my while.
And what about your husband?
What does he like to see?
I have no idea.
You don't know?
I have no idea.
He said he really didn't like the guy in the couch, like the grinding and whatever.
He was not into it.
He said it was not what he imagined.
I don't know what exactly he would want to see, honestly.
So what's the hot mess part of this story?
So basically, as we were going through and like vetting all these guys and it was just
fail after fail after fail, the thing is is that my ex, who I dated for three years before
my husband, who I broke up with.
who I wanted to move on.
He ended up randomly after all these years calling me in March.
And we had the quick-lip 15-minute catch-up.
And so what happened was I did, after all of these fail attempts, told my husband, like,
why don't we just offer a side situation to the X?
He is my type.
He meets the boxes.
I really trust him.
He's already seen me naked.
I'm comfortable with him.
I know it's not going to never turn into nothing.
Like, I would prefer it to be him, and he's tried and true.
Like, he's going to fuck me for a long time.
He's going to do it right, and he's going to appreciate it, and it's going to be great.
And so my husband had some apprehension, but after all these failed attempts, basically, we determined that it would be okay to do that.
So that happened.
So basically, my husband knew that I wanted to do it.
We had a lot of discussions about it.
And on the day it happened, I told him I was going to go do it.
I had to go show a house because I'm a realtor.
And then I was going to go to the hotel to meet up with my ex.
And I didn't go directly to a hotel because I wasn't really sure if I wanted to do it.
I met him in a parking lot at Applebee's and just kind of feel out the vibe and see, did he still look good?
I wasn't sure what he looked like.
It'd been like eight, nine years.
So I had to see how he looked and see how the vibe was.
It was good.
We ended up meeting up.
We went to the hotel.
We had a good time.
So, yeah, that whole thing happened.
And where I kind of fucked up was where it got messy was my husband gave me permission
to fuck my ex.
And my husband knew that that day I was going to fuck my ex.
And I actually did go fuck my ex, which I wasn't sure if I could go through with it.
But I did.
And I had a really good time.
But something inside of me instinctively knew not to tell my husband about it.
So I lied to my husband.
Why?
That, when there lies the question, why?
Why?
Someone gives you the okay.
Why lie?
I think, well, what happened was right after it, I went home and I told him I did it.
So me and the husband were fucking right after.
So I was with Chad from 2 p.m. until 11 o'clock at night.
Fucking for hours.
I went home and then I was on one.
I was rolling hard just off to.
dick and I was like come fuck me and I was like telling my husband exactly what Chad said to me and how
he fucked me and I was sucking my husband off and putting my husband in positions and showing him
what happened and then and I was doing all these things and I was using like verbiage of what
Chad said and then my husband literally looked me in my eyes and said but you didn't really do it right
and I was like yeah no I didn't actually do it no I didn't go through that
That's weird. Why would he say that? I need him on the call. That's the thing. That's the thing. It's so convoluted and crazy. And it's like I just don't understand. I have a hard time understanding what really the situation is. And so, yeah, that's how it happened. And even my ex kind of warned me. He says he wants you to do it. But it's a setup. And it was just a lot going on. It was just a lot.
And then so you said no. And then did you continue to see him?
Um, what, the ex?
Yeah.
So that was the first time.
And then a week after that, I actually did like a threesome with my ex.
And who else?
My girlfriend.
Okay.
So let's keep going with the story.
All right.
So you do this.
You tell your husband, no, it didn't really happen.
And everything's fine there.
You know that it did.
You're like, fuck, I didn't tell them.
But whatever, it was so good.
So the thing is, is that I wasn't really comfortable with the lying portion of it.
So I didn't confess that I didn't. I didn't ever go to him and say, well, actually it did happen.
But what I did do was say like, how would you feel about Chad coming over here while you're at work and you can just watch the cameras?
My husband was like, that would be great. I would love that.
So I had my husband knows you can come over. You can hang out. Take a day of work. Things like that. And then he would say, no, I'm not coming to that man's house. I'm not doing it. Chad is very adamant.
it took me a long time to convince Chad to even fuck me because he was like you're married
I don't do that and he was apprehensive he didn't want to get murdered so I tried to basically
I tried to get out of the lie by making it actually happen so that it wouldn't be a lie anymore
so my husband could see it mm-hmm that's what I tried to do so like in your mind you kind
of felt like the fact that he doesn't care if I fuck him on camera at home
home like it doesn't matter if I'm fucking him someplace else.
Like he obviously doesn't care, but you still didn't tell him about it.
Well, I didn't really want to just cheat on him behind his back.
That was never like my goal.
And the second time it popped off, it was just crazy how it popped off because it wasn't
really a planned out thing.
And the thing is, is I've tried to do threesomes a bunch of times for my husband.
I've literally, we've been at the club before and I've had like full on like orgies like
orchestrated ready to go.
like we just need to go get the room and they're good looking people and my husband just
doesn't want it like he's literally just rejected it like there's been plenty of times that i wanted
to do a threesome for my husband and he just won't go along with it which was the exact opposite of
this situation because it was like a week later i was still super amped off the side d that i got
for the first time and i went to my my girlfriend's house i rode my slingshot i have a slingshot i got
birthday last year.
What's a sling shot?
Is that a sex toy?
No,
kind of.
It's a three-wheeled, like,
motorcycle.
Oh, your motor.
All right,
kind of a sex toy.
Yeah, basically.
So I was with my girlfriend,
and we were shopping and having fun,
and we were about to turn up,
and we were going to go to her pool,
and we had drinks,
and I had my sugar daddy on the phone,
like, buy me shit,
and he was, like, buying me alcohol
and paying for Victoria's Secret for me and my friends.
And we were, like,
FaceTime.
him and stuff and it was just like it's a it's a it's a little bit of a high and me and also just remember
this is a midst IVF protocol so it's a hot for me it's that's not my normal but I was on one and she was
like how turn do you want to get and I was like I don't know and she's like let's do e-pills
and I was like I've never done any drugs I've only done weed and she was like well I'll call
around so she was calling around and she couldn't find any and she was like do you know anybody
And I was like, well, I know one guy who does weed, let me ask him.
So I was like, hey, chatty, daddy.
You know where we can get an e-pill?
And he's like, what's up?
And I was like, me and my home girl are hanging out.
And she was like, get me four.
And so he was like, yeah, I can hook you up.
Where are you guys at?
And so he was like, he said he was at work.
And then he said, when he gets off work, send him the number, the address, whatever.
So we went up to the front of her apartment complex.
He got out of his car.
He had the four little e-pill.
he's very cool and chill unlike my husband because he was like what's up with you guys what
do we get in into and she was like and so we ended up he got us a hotel and we all ended up going there
and we all were fucking you your friend now had you ever been with your friend before had you
ever been with women or is this the first experience you've had done so i've done stuff with girls
before but i didn't really do anything with her like i think i'm really honestly like when i did it in
the past, it was mostly them doing me. And I'm really not into girls like that. But I'm totally
fine with watching and doing the whole like side by side thing. And I think she's really pretty. And man,
her body is really soft. So I was like petting her because I was so high. Right. And I was,
oh my God, you're so soft. Like I couldn't believe because I'm more like dense. Like I'm more like
muscular. She just has this really like soft like squishiness to her that I'd never felt like.
before and I was like really into that but he just had us like side by side it was fucking
his both and was loving it and it was fun and that's the second time you cheat quote unquote
on your husband now you don't tell him as well on this one hell no I did not tell him anything
does he eventually find out though right yeah he does just real quick timeline there wasn't very
many incidents. There was the first time at the hotel, me and Chad, the second was the threesome.
After the threesome, he started pulling away from me in a weird kind of way.
The X? Yeah. Okay. He started acting funny, which was really weird to me. So when he did that,
I kind of tried to pull him in. And then we ended up going to lunch. And lunch, we didn't fuck or
anything. It was just lunch and we ended up hanging out for five, six hours. It turned into like
this giant makeout session and like him just getting in his feels and me kind of feeling like,
I knew he loved me. And him just making out with me and me saying, don't you got to get back
to work and him saying, I don't know what it is when I'm with you. Like I can't ever want to
leave. And it was just really intense. And that that turned into us fucking one more time at a hotel. And
then after that there was like him taking me out one time for dinner and we hung out for a while
and like him like confessing feelings and then after that he said can we hang up this weekend and i
just kind of told him like no i can't because my husband is sensing shit and i have to cut it off
and we can't do this anymore and that's when i kind of ended it and that was like august
And then in October my husband found out.
How did he find out?
I had a conversation with a friend over the phone.
And it was like voice text back and forth.
And he found them.
He went into your phone and found them.
Now this whole time, because you and your husband like went to Swingers Clubs before,
he told you you got on apps with his knowledge and you were on there.
Were you still trying to hook up with other girls?
eyes and stuff had that went out the window after these cock fishing scenarios and stuff what was it just
seemed like that was a waste of time and it just seemed like honestly I was totally happy having my
husband did my sidepiece I was happy with it like I was a better wife because of it like my husband
doesn't understand but I was like more getting a more well-rounded like it made me a better wife
like I was really happy like I was content with the husband and the ex like
having both. Like it was like juggling two relationships almost, but the thing is is that my husband
wasn't really okay with it and my ex became not okay with me being married. Right. He started
copping feelings, wanted something more. So now your husband finds out what does he say to you and what
went down? Well, it was, oh God, it was the worst ever. It was October. I hadn't seen Chad for two months.
I'd already told Chad, I have to end this. And my mom was visiting.
from my whole family's at my house and literally I'm like my husband was waking me up out of the
dead of the sleep in like three in the morning like I caught you bitch I caught you like you're
fucking cheating on me like you fuck Chad you're at a hotel and so I'm literally like just waking up
and my mom is here and I'm like no I swear I did it like I was like literally an animal caught in a
corner like I was just like survival mode instantly so I was like no I didn't I didn't but I
to my mom left and I told him like it all it all did happen like it all happens and I told him
the whole situation as much as I could and how did he react oh my god he's still reacting it's
been what six seven months since he out and he's still angry he still has a hard time with it
I think it's really even more confusing for the guy or the girl who gives their person a pass
and then finds out that even with that pass that they weren't being honest and were quote
unquote cheating how do you ever trust that person again how does he trust you it's not about
the fact that you fucked another guy he was down for that it's about the lie so if you lie about
that what more are you going to lie about i think it's like a that's a big problem and that and you
say he hasn't been able to get past that well yeah the thing is is okay so after he found out
um like i told him everything
Like I was dead honest even the stuff that might hurt him. I was honest about and the thing is is that after that he like cheated on me two times. Yeah, he revenge fucked and did he let you, did he tell you or did you find out? I mean, how do you? I found out because of stupid reasons. Like I wasn't really, I found out because the girls basically told me. Because they were dumb like I don't understand his his picks and women. But the thing is is honestly, it doesn't really.
phase me. So if his goal was to hurt me or get back of me, it really didn't. Because to me,
the way I see it is just like, it was just sex. I feel like my husband and I have been together
for a long time. We have a lot going on. We're committed to each other. Even when I was
fucking my ex, even though I did catch feels, even though there are things with my ex that I feel
that I don't feel with my husband, I would never leave my husband for my ex. I picked my husband for a
reason and I'm okay with that pick. I want that. Like I would never, I can live without my ex. I can't
live without my husband. So he didn't really emotionally damage me in any way by doing that if he was
trying to. It was just, he more hurt himself. Right. Okay. But so now you find out that he's cheating
on you. He's still not over. Where do you guys stand now? We're just going day by day. He has little
flare-ups where he will get angry for no reason like on my birthday he'll just randomly get angry
and start picking fights or start treating me a certain way and I kind of have to call him out
your I feel like this is getting too dismal I feel like the fun is getting sick because I don't
want to rain on your podcast no but that's okay listen it's real life right I don't it doesn't
have to just be a pretty little box listen that's this is your story your story is not your
story is Morgan is a hot wife, hot mess, okay, or a hot mess, hot wife.
This is a part of it.
Because you don't have any more good stories.
You got your sugar daddies.
We talked about your cock fishing.
We talked about the sex that you did have.
I'm assuming, but maybe I'm wrong, that you haven't cheated on him since that guy.
Is that true?
Yeah, that's true.
Okay.
I've not cheated on him.
I've never, like I'm not out here cheating on him.
Right.
My side guy, my ex, he didn't just drop off the face of the earth.
He still tried me.
But when my husband found out, my husband asked me, be honest with me, be open with me, tell me what's going on.
And so I tried to tell my husband like, okay, Chad called me today.
This happened.
I let him know.
I wasn't interested.
That would infuriate my husband more.
Like I was doing what he asked.
Like he said, just be transparent.
Chad might not go away right away, even if you're telling him no.
So I was like, that's true.
So I was transparent with my husband.
But I started noticing it would not be good because he would be so angry at me for any little thing.
But now what about your sex with your husband since he found out?
And are you, and then I have another question after that.
Yeah, that's a good question because, okay, so sex with my husband has always been great.
My husband has always been great.
He's not lacking at all in the bedroom department.
And I'm not just saying that because he couldn't be listening.
My husband, he's different than my ex, but they're both similar in a lot of ways.
Now, my husband's like a big, strong man.
He has a big dick.
He's nine-ish and a half, maybe, fully hard.
Big dick.
Like, every time I fuck, I can't get used to it.
It's too much.
His dick is way bigger than my ex.
And he, my husband can fuck three, four times in a row and come every single time.
and he doesn't stop and he's so good and he's very giving and the thing is is that in the sex
department it hasn't hurt us because even to this day when he's fucking me he's talking shit and
he's talking dirty and he's like oh i'm going to reclaim this pussy i'm going to fuck all you know
i can't say everything he says but he's like i'm going to fuck all that come into you and i'm
gonna and he likes the stuff i did sexually it just it's he's having a hard time
marrying the two and coming to terms.
But in the bedroom, he's constantly talking about me fucking other dudes, him reclaiming his
pussy.
He says he's not into cuckolding.
He doesn't like to be humiliated like a lot of cucks.
He doesn't like to be cheated on clearly.
And he's very controlling.
So he doesn't like the lack of control he had in the situation.
But it hasn't affected our sex life.
And even him cheating on me, it didn't really affect my sex life.
I kind of just took it like took it on the chin whenever I had it coming or it was just sex like it wasn't emotional like I already know my standing I don't feel I don't feel what's the word I'm looking for here any feelings about it you just didn't feel upset about it yeah it was like okay you got some okay fair it's been eight years like you got a little on the side congratulations like I get it right now do you trust him do you worry that he would be continuing
to do anything on the side or that's not it would have bothered me if he did something on the side the thing is
is like i'm always been open minded like i'm open i am open to having two wives if anybody can handle having
two wives i have a very cooperative spirit i sometimes get really bored during the day i'd love
to have a woman there to do stuff with and i i wear a lot of hats because i'm a realtor i clean the
whole house i also have pets i would love to have a help mates and financially we can afford a second
wife. So I'm open to it. And even with the recents, even though I'm not like gay, I am open to
another woman and I'm okay with sharing clearly. Like I did it with Chad. Like Chad is the X, sorry, but
yeah, you could use the name as fine. And I, my husband has just never, my husband is really,
really weird. And it's really hard for me to figure out like the women he cheated with. They're
not to be rude, but they're both really, really, what's the word I'm looking for? Unfortunately.
financially and appearance-wise.
And it's like he just looked for the most ratchet,
needy bitches who just will worship the ground he walks on.
And that's his type and I don't get it because he really lowers his standards.
And I don't want a man.
I would never be married to a man who can't pull a good hot girl.
Like I wouldn't want to be with some sorry and fortunate-looking guys.
So I think he can pull a really hot girl and he does good for himself.
So he has a lot going for himself.
So I don't really get his whole lives sometimes.
Well, does he know that that's where you're at and that's what you're looking for?
And is he down?
Well, the thing is, is like I feel like it's really hard to go back to monogamy, honestly.
You can't really want you open the door, go back to it.
So I'm very open.
And even on my birthday, like, I invited like a bunch of couples.
And he was like, what are you doing?
And I was like, it's my birthday.
Just relax.
Let's have fun.
Like I'm not doing anything crazy.
but I was dancing with every guy there and I might have grabbed a couple of dicks and I'm pretty sure I made out with one of them.
So I'm just the thing, I just go with the flow.
It is what it is.
I'm not a jealous person.
I wouldn't want anybody trying to take my crown because I will claw their face off.
But as long as they understand the position, we're good.
But I'm pretty cooperative, like I said, and I'm going to the flow.
But he just has a chip on his shoulder from this whole situation.
and I might have not made this really clear before,
but one of the things when we were,
when we were negotiating me getting with another guy,
I was very clear in that front about,
I have to have some feels for the person,
I have to have respect for them,
in some kind of capacity,
want for them,
like it has to be a thing there.
And like I definitely had that for my ex
and I definitely did sort of catch feels in a certain way,
but never in the way that I love my husband.
husband and that really fucked with my husband's head. Right, of course. Because like you said,
but you were, there was no worry for you that there was anything more than just revenge fucking
going on. But what if there was a girl who was attractive and had everything going for her and
he was copping feelings and talking about it? Maybe you would feel jealous. Right. Then bring her on
the team. Oh, okay. Right. That would be your perfect partner. Right.
Yeah, I've already picked out a couple of girls and encouraged it.
And he's just, he's weird.
Right.
So you warned me in the beginning of this conversation that you're, there's no closure here
yet.
You're kind of still in the middle of things.
There's no tie a ribbon on it.
This is the beginning, middle and an end of a story.
And now you guys are, you're still still kind of like in the middle of the problem,
which is that you lied and there's an issue.
There's all these things you want to do moving forward.
There's all these things that you're open to.
You still have one Sugar Daddy, right?
He knows about that, that you're not lying about anything else.
I have a little handful of them and they all contribute in like different ways.
You have a little.
Okay.
How many?
Just a little handful, like a few.
A few.
Is there total transparency in your relationship now?
Yeah, I think there is.
At least I believe there is.
And I want there to be.
How does he feel about you putting the whole story out there?
Is that what your TikTok is all about?
Oh, he hates it.
He hates it.
Okay.
He hates that I'm doing this right here today.
He does not want me to do that.
I don't know how to, but I don't know.
He doesn't like it.
But why do you do it then?
I do it because I have zero people to talk to about it and because I have no way to vent it out of my system.
And I need to get it out of my system.
In my real life, in my real life, like my real social media, I would never in a million years.
I've never.
I'm very private.
it like I would never I've never gotten angry at my husband in public like I've I've always held stuff
in been super respectful and this has to be some kind of like rebellion act in some kind of way or
form where I just can't take it anymore like I have to get it out there's some necessity behind
there's something there for me because whatever it is and a lot of times I can't identify it but
that's that's the driving thing behind it and in my everyday life like I'm very respectful I would
never, all of my husband's friends would never in a million years guess that this is what's
going on. You know what I mean? Yeah, but if they found you on TikTok, they'd know. They'd have to
find me first. Right. So it's not like you have your first and last name there or they couldn't find
you. But I just think that you have to take a look into yourself and think about like, why do you
continue to do something and do stuff that you know is super hurtful to him? Because I know that you say like
in my regular life, I would never do this and that. But maybe you're being,
like most people are in their social media on the regular life.
Isn't that the problem with social media?
Everyone's sort of painting a bullshit picture of what's going on.
And then so here you are painting that fake picture.
And then you feel like you're all bottled up in your real shit.
And maybe you can't tell the real people in your life
because you don't want them to know that your life is like messy.
So you're doing it over here.
And there lies the fucking problem.
Or is there anybody besides me right now in your life that you could go to
and really talk to about this stuff?
No.
That's why you have to do it and tell strangers
because that's what it's about.
And I think maybe the younger generationers
is just like that.
Like they don't really tell the people
that are close to them like they're,
like it's more fake your relationships
because that's what like your friends are for
to do this stuff.
That's not what social media is for.
These, but I think that's how it's used now.
It's different.
I grew up in a different time.
And the only reason why I'm saying, and it's a problem, is because your husband says it's a problem.
If your husband was down with it and was like high-fiving you every time you got a TikTok follower because you were putting your shit out there, I wouldn't be bringing this up.
But like he has a real issue with it.
And I think you need just as much help as your husband.
Your husband has an issue right now.
He needs to get past the trust.
But I think you need to sort of figure out what you want to.
It's easy for you to say you have no feelings.
you don't care, everything's fucking fine.
But, you know, if you really want to save your relationship,
you have to maybe rethink what you're doing.
And maybe you need to find an outlet for your truth
and what you're all about and what you want to do
and start being more truthful with real people in your life
and take yourself off of social media.
I don't know what that looks like for you.
But I'm curious, by the end of this year,
let's see what fucking happens between you and your guy.
My last question would be, do you think your relationship is going to make it through this bump in the road?
100%.
That's good.
Yeah.
That's cool.
We're pretty committed.
I'm not going nowhere.
I wasn't ever going to leave him for my ex.
He thinks I was, but I wasn't.
If my ex couldn't take it, me, nobody can.
And it's just not going to happen.
And maybe, who knows?
Maybe if he wanted to leave, whatever, that's just what it happens.
But I don't think.
I think we're stable.
I think we're committed.
I think we have a good thing going.
Mm-hmm.
And you just, you'll just need to get past this kind of stuff.
I mean, because it just sounds like he's upset,
but maybe I'm reading the whole situation wrong.
I mean, he's upset about it,
but at the same time, it's like,
I feel like maybe we shouldn't pigeonhole ourselves
into these stupid societal rules
and we should just be open with each other.
Yeah, no, no, no, but you were.
All of that stuff was there, Morgan, but you lied.
It's not about, you're not pigeonholing anything.
It's like you had,
every like you had the life that you just explained but the reason the problem is not what you
not all that you're that the problem isn't that you were a pigeonhole the problem is you lied that's
it end of story that's all doesn't like everything else was fine you weren't pidgeot hold you were in
an open relationship you guys were down to do everything every you were on that same page and then
for some reason you decided to take a left turn so that i i don't think that it's fair to say that it's
about anything other than that.
That's the problem that you have right now.
So that's just the issue that you need to get past.
He needs to build the trust and you have to get to the place where you decide not to be pigeonholed
and you don't be pigeonholed.
You're the one who threw yourself into that regular world where people are fucking lying
and living double lives.
You had both agreed to live this open thing.
And then for some reason you backed out.
So that's what you need to think about.
Why did you do that?
So figure it out.
Keep me posted.
I love this little story because I like,
I love to.
It's an ongoing story, right?
That's real life.
This is where you guys are at right now.
I love a story where people work through things.
I would love to know when you do and how you do that.
I think that's a great story too.
I don't know if you're going to let your husband listen to this,
but you know,
if your husband's listening to it.
What?
I can't prevent him from listening to it.
So if he does, he does.
And he knows I'm doing it.
Oh, okay, good.
So he's going to listen.
I'm rooting for you guys to work it through.
He's just got to talk to somebody, I think, to just help with his trust issues so he could get past it.
And you guys could get back on the same page.
All right.
Thank you so much.
Thanks, Morgan.
Okay.
Bye.
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