Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 925 - GG on Having a Sugar Mama, Swinging Solo, Working at a Brothel and her Recent Gangbang and More

Episode Date: September 23, 2024

GG Savage has had a sugar mama, she’s entered into the swinger world solo, she works at a brothel andddd she recently had a gangbang while in NYC and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how and why she considers herself solo poly, how she’s totally into being non-monogamous and thinks monogamy is a kink, how she was always highly sexual and obsessed with courtesans and the idea of getting paid to have sex, how and when she started camming and doing sugar baby stuff, how and why getting paid for sex became her kink, what she enjoyed about sex work, her relationship with women and what she enjoyed about them, her sugar mama and what went down with her, her solo swinging experience and the high-end swinger parties she went to on la and what went down, how and why she prefers lower end swinger parties over the higher end ones, how she wound up at a brothel in Nevada and the process she had to go through to get hired, what went down her first week there, how the girls are picked by the guys, how negations go down, the kind of clients she sees when she’s there, the recent 6 guy gangbang she had while in NYC plus a whole lot more.  To find all things GG, click here: https://linktr.ee/ggsauvage **To see pics of GG + anonymous pics of most of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Gigi, Cigie Savage. Oh, my God, you're going to die when you hear Gigi. Not only, I know for a fact she's actually really super hot, but not only she's super hot. And it has such a super interesting story, but she's so fucking smart and she's lived such an interesting life. Just highly sexual girl grew up in a very religious background and then went the opposite direction. Being in a long-term monogamous relationship and being sort of locked down to never being in a monogamous relationship again. doing sugar, baby stuff, and then eventually working at the ranch, the legal ranch. She also got very involved in the Swinger community, sex party community.

She went to a lot of sex parties. She talks about that, especially the high-end one that she went to in L.A. You're going to love that story. It's super interesting. And then she's had a lot of different kinds of relationships all open, some Polly, all with different kinds of people. She had a sugar mama. We talk about that. And then we talk a lot about the rest.

ranch and then we end with something crazy that she did when she was in NYC recently, something that was always on her list. It is a gang bang, okay? She had one and you're going to hear all about it at the end. It's a great interesting story. You're going to love her. I have pictures of her. She's as hot as her story is. You can see pictures of her over on my Patreon, but I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Gigi. Hi, Gigi. Welcome to the Strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today? Hey, Kathy. I'm so good. It's so good to connect. Yeah, it's good to find connect. Listen, you have two things going on. One, I met you because you're like an erotic writer or like you write for Cosmo and you do really good stuff and I got a book deal for my show and I've been

picking your brain. And then I found out that you have a very salacious background. I mean, you're not just writing from your head. You're writing maybe from your experiences. You do call. I'm writing from in between my legs. Yeah, I love that. And you have a couple things going on that we're going to talk about. You do work at one of the legal brothels. You don't like to name it. I think that there's a thing with them, right? They don't like you to advertise or anything like that. Yeah, it's, it's, you can get into borderline solicitation laws if you're too specific. So I just try to be like, you know what?

You have fingers. You have the internet. You can find me. Yeah, exactly. And you also consider yourself, I was like solo Polly or solo something and you were like trying to explain it and I'll like, save it for the podcast. I don't know what it is. Yeah, yeah.

Okay. I say solo open because I feel Polly in general to me connotes love. love, like being in love with multiple people. And I am, I am a double Scorpio. I am so deep and intense and everything I do. If I was going to be in love with like multiple, there's just no time. There's not enough time and energy and space. It would be too much. It's too much. With what time? I'm like, how could I maintain that? So instead, solo open, I feel like I can be more like friends with benefits to a lot of people. And I keep it kind of in the friends with benefits zone, not the serious love zone.

So do you have, though, ever like a primary partner? I have in the past. Yeah, I've had primary partners with an open relationship aspect. And I've also had like primary partners where we dated someone together in a thruple situation. But whereas right now, where I've come to in life and what I'm loving the most, this is my favorite position I've been in yet. Yeah. Is that I, it sounds so cheesy, but like I feel like I date myself.

And I feel like my babies are my creative projects. Like that's my kid. I'm never going to have kids. Those are my kids. I date myself. And then I have like amazing sex with lots of different people. And at this point, I'm viewing monogamy as the biggest kink of all. Actually, I want to write a piece on this because I'm like, I think monogamy is a kink.

I think it's an ownership kink. I think everyone's been fucking kinking around in monogamy and acting like they're not, like acting like, oh, it's traditional and normal. but it's like that's insane to lock someone down for 10, 20, 30 plus year. Tell me that's not kinky as fuck. There's a dynamic there and it just gets overlooked and it's just not my kink. Oh my God, I'm obsessed with that whole concept. I could just have to listen to your riff on it. Yeah, you really should because Gigi, did I mention that you write for Cosmo already?

Like that. Yeah, you need to write that. I think that's so interesting. I would read that article. I would be like, oh my God, that's an interesting point of view. and you're like in the little bit you just said it was making sense to me and it's one of those things that you're like wow that's so simple why didn't I think about it and those are the things that kind of just hit me the other day I was like wait I'm not you're the kinky one that's crazy to me that's an ownership tank yeah no totally we'll work ourselves up to that because you're not owned by anyone now but let's go all the way back to like when you were little or like when you realized you were like I don't know did you always feel like you were highly sexualized or always sexually very curious or what was your back? Dude, it's so funny looking back because it's undeniable. There's this photo album.

I call it Naked 93. Oh, my God. It's in 1993. And I was like, I was only three years old. But I had this habit of when they would get me out of the bath, I would escape the towel and streak around the block, like run around the block naked. And my parents have a picture of me like blurry in the distance running naked down the street. So something was already in. in there and then I discovered, I would say around, it must have been like age five or six.

I discovered masturbation. Obviously, I didn't know what I was doing, but I just figured out that the bath hose felt really good down there. And I would just do it all. Any chance I got, I'd be coming. And I didn't, obviously didn't equate that as sexual at that age. But then, yeah, I also remember super young getting, okay, my older sister's got a camcorder. And later in life, I become a filmmaker.

I work in entertainment, et cetera. That also started young, but I started making little movies. And I made, like, this music video mimicking Britney Spears. And I got in huge trouble for moving my body like that because my family was ultra-religious. I call them ultra-Catholic TM. Oh, my God, really? So it was definitely oozing out of me from such a young age. And then even in my career, like, even in my 20s, getting into commercial acting and stuff,

I remember directors, like, having to stop the shoot and be like, so it's not really a thing. sexual angle on this because somehow just my delivery. Well, you were always sexed up. Trying. Yeah, yeah. Oh my God. That's hilarious. That's a double Scorpio in you.

Right. It's undeniable. It's in everything I do. I love it. I read the book Pussy by Regina Thomasauer and learned about these ancient courtisans who like their whole job was to learn to feel pleasure in all the ways, like in the bites of food, in the beautiful silk you're wearing, in sex as well. But I really started taking that on like in my 20s after reading that book of learning like the art of pleasure and receiving beauty.

And I feel like so from then it's just exploded my sexuality. And you wind up becoming the cortisone eventually. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Oh my God. And also the influences for that were always there because I got a VHS of Moulon Rouge from one of my older siblings when I was probably a little too young for it. Yeah.

But if people don't know, that's the story of a penny. Peniless writer who falls in love with a cortisan. I end up becoming both of those things, except not penniless. Yeah, you're right. Because I'm the cortisans, so I have the money. But that was like I would rewatch it a million, trillion times. And then I also fell in love with the show's Secret Diaries of a Call Girl when I was 15. I went to Ireland, and Ireland had a different Netflix selection.

Yeah. And it had that show on there. And I just binge through. And I was like, it was porn to me. Yeah, of course. I could imagine. Because you're coming from here where you don't see anything. anything like that. Yeah, yeah. And I actually didn't see any porn at all until I was 26 because of

the religious stuff. But like real porn. So Titanic, Titanic sex scene, Secret Eyes of Calgirl and Mulan Rouge all shaped a lot of my sexuality. And then because two of those were sex work characters, I saw them as really empowered. I saw them as like the star of the show and having all this freedom and control in their lives because they were like making so much money and they seemed to be having fun and it painted a positive sex work image for me. I love sex work. I'm obsessed. Yeah, we're going to get to there.

So I'm curious, like you said you didn't see porn until you're 20 sex. You're obviously highly sexual interested in all this stuff, but you have this whole religious thing hanging over you. When do you wind up losing your virginity? Oh, really young, but then, okay, so I was like 15. I guess really young is subjective. But I think I was 15 because I was still in Ohio is before I moved to New York City. And then I, what happened after the virginity was like I lost it and then I didn't have sex for three or four years.

I was immediately a born again virgin. I was immediately ashamed. Oh, really? So it was like a blip. Like that experience was a blip. So then what happened was like basically years later got a boyfriend in college and I would still cry after sex even though we were long term because I was still getting pressure for my parents on all the religious stuff, even though I lived out of the house now. Yeah.

And then it wasn't until after I broke up with him that I even thought to watch porn because it was just like it was monogamous. It was sheltered. I put him on a pedestal. I didn't know anything. He was way older. Like it just was so sheltered. Yeah.

That I wouldn't have had it. I don't know. I wouldn't even had the inkling. And I remember the first time watching it being like, oh my God, this is crazy. I can imagine because you're so much older at that point. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Because I was using my imagination or sexy TV to get off. So you had to use your imagination more because you didn't have all these other things that make people lazy. I think porn makes people lazy. It's just so easy. Turn it on. You see the shit. Boom.

You're done. So you had to use your imagination. You built your little, your creative. My fantasy. Yeah. Yeah. That's great. Now, do you like, when do you realize you want to be very open?

You want to have non-monachical relationships? Do you ever wind up hooking up with women? Like, when do you become sexually curious? like in real life with people? Yeah, like in personal life. I guess around, so that that college boyfriend thing ended up being like an eight year relationship. It went outside of college too.

And it was really locked down, like I said. But towards the end, I was asking us to open. I was like, I did start seeing someone else at the same time. And I was asking his permission barf to do sex work while we were still together. Wait, but so did that all just? come together because of all this other stuff that you said. So you were, had always been thinking about it because of that past. Yeah.

Okay. It had been building, building, building. And I think honestly what I think the main things that allowed it to finally come to fruition was just enough years living away from the religious family that I was able to like fuck the religion out of me. Yeah. And do therapy. And then, and then finally start to be able to live open and not hate myself for it.

Yeah, because you're going very other end of the spectrum here. Oh my God. Which wouldn't, wouldn't you know it? Wouldn't it go that way? So you start bringing up to your first boyfriend at the end like, I want to be a sex worker. Oh, my God. What did he say? Oh, he said no.

He wouldn't let me. Yeah. And it repressed it even more, which probably made the explosion as big as it was after he dumped me. If you saw, if you saw the two of us, you'd be like he broke up with her. But yep, he dumped me because he was mad and resentful that I asked for the openness and for the sex work. So what did you do when you broke up? Did you go after these dreams? Dude, I swear like three days after breaking up, I was already on a website.

I was already doing virtual. Like, I could not. I was like, well, you know what? Guess I'm free to do what I want now. And I just dove right in. In the apartment we used to share, I was like doing my sex. Oh my God. It was probably doubly good because on one sense, on one hand, this is what you always wanted

to do. And another hand, you were like majorly fucking him over after. It's kind of like, revenge escorting on top of it all. Oh my God, which I am like, again, double Scorpio. I'm like, yeah, I'm aiming for revenge like all the time. And I'm not ashamed of that. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

It feels so good. So you're in the apartment doing what he forbid you to do and you put yourself up on a website. Yeah, I was starting to do, I was using sugar dating websites and getting into some like digital where they'll, they'll send you money. You send a video or you'll, you'll, you'll, like live chat for a little bit and they'll send you some money. Yeah. And I was honestly, that was just my learning grounds. I made every mistake you can.

One guy I saw him in person and never got the money. All I fucking got was pad tie and macarons. I could laugh about it now. But I fully fucked this guy under the premise that he was going to be like giving me a monthly allowance and all this money and like just lies. Just learned the whole get the money first. lesson. There's probably more of that than there is the real deal, don't you think, on those kinds of sites? I mean, unfortunately. There's so much scum. Yeah, yeah, yeah. There's so much scum. I think it's

like anything. 90, 10, 10% solid, 90 garbage. Okay, so go on. And then, and then, so that broke the seal, but I was like, damn, it's still not what I want. And then I found, I did find some, at the time, I had recurring sugar relationships, but at the time, it really changed my life. It was enough money because I had enough clients and did it often enough that I could change my life and move to a better place and all these things. So no regrets. But I'm just like, oh, girl, damn, you could have been charging so much more. Yeah, but let me ask you about the sex because here you were a girl that was locked down in a relationship for eight years. You didn't really live. Like, it doesn't sound like you had a lot of people before that. Now you're like fucking guys for cash. You're meeting all these different people.

It's kind of like a very different experience where you like horny for it. Did it turn you on? Yes. Yes. I mean, that's been my whole journey. I feel really lucky and privileged that I've gone into it from a, this is my kink standpoint. And I also already had, I was already writing for TV by that time. I already had a successful career, but this is my kink. Yeah. This is my kink and it's really lucrative. So yeah, it's I want you to want me. I need you to need me. You want me so bad that you're going to throw down, nowadays I make thousands, but you're going to throw down hundreds or thousands just to touch me, like just to have a little bit of my time. There's nothing. Otter. In fact, I will tell you, and it has now spilled over into my personal life, I think I get off

more with less traditionally attractive people. How come? I know you're going to have a good answer. Yes, because it's a sense of they are worshipping me because look at us. Like, of course they are. And it's a lack of entitlement that some of the fucking hotties have. The hotties are like, I don't have to pay for it. I don't have to do anything. I don't have to do anything. No offense. No, no, no, but no offense. They're thinking exactly what you just said you're thinking when you're fucking the ugly people. When they're like the hot one, they're thinking, oh, like, you're lucky to fucking have me. They're just like you. You're just fucking you and you don't like it. True. So it has to be like a yin-yang combo. It needs to be like one traditionally attractive and one not. But yeah, people would all my friends, like as I started doing the legal brothel. My friends would always be like, what if? They're ugly. Yeah. And I'm like, no, it also almost gets me off more because it's like they, in the sex work

context, it's, oh, he knows he has to pay. It's not going to be difficult or awkward. He knows he has to pay to be with me because he looks like that. And so I almost get off on the uglier they are sometimes. Interesting. I remember a girlfriend of ours in the city, a cocktail waitress that I knew, it started escorting. And I just remember her saying, oh, like, you don't understand. Like sometimes the guy has, like, really bad breath and stuff.

Like these little things in my brain, I was like, oh, my God, these are the things you kind of don't think about. But maybe it sounds like for you, I mean, you are so into this and this is really like your kink, like you said, that none of that stuff matters because this is what you're getting off on all this other stuff. Yep, it's the power. I'm getting off on the power. I'm in control. You want me more than I want you. I get to do whatever I want. You're going to pay me for it and worship me. I also do things differently than a lot of, okay, I would say like the average move in the sex work setting is

customer service move where it's like, what do you want? I'm here to please you. Whereas the way I've always approached my sex work is here's what I want, you're here to please me. And I found that my clients really get off on that because then they know I'm genuinely having a good time. I don't have to fake orgasms. Either you can. get me there or you don't but like the mission is we get me there we're focused on me yeah but not only that i think because i talk to a lot of guys who are so craving like a woman who's like dominant that way because i think oh my god totally aren't so i think it's super smart for you and listen it's not it's just how you roll and it's just natural and intuitive for you but i feel like somebody else should also do that

because that's like the hottest thing to guys so many guys are craving that and so many women just don't bring that to the table and they want that especially wealthy men They want that switch. They want someone to treat them that way because probably every other woman kiss their ass. So I feel like that angle that you're taking, like I said, it's not manipulative on your part, but it is smart. It's a win-win.

Yeah. It's a win-win. It is what they want. And I just finally figured that out. And so that's how I shape things. Also, I think they, they listen, most of them have wives. Most of the people seeking sex work are in relationships and they're doing extra marital or extra relationship things.

But what I, the feedback I've heard from a lot of these men is that their, the other women in their lives are not so good at receiving their adoration, their compliments, their worship. And so they really appreciate about me that I believe it when they call me beautiful. I believe it and I receive it and I thank them and it's genuine and they get to pour their praise into me. And like they say that their partners aren't letting them do that. Their partners aren't comfortable receiving. Right. Yeah. Yeah.

So you bring that to the table. Now let me ask for this. Let's get back a little bit to your personal life because we haven't, well, you did start there and then we'll get to the point where you wind up in the brothel and everything. But like also in your personal life when this is all going down, do you start cultivating like very different kinds of relationships instead of a monogamous one like you had with that guy? Yeah. Yes.

Yes. I never really did a monogamous one again after that. Oh, okay. No, that's not the way for me. I've figured it out. I'm open. I'm non-monogamous. So I had, let's see, like three relationships since then, two men and one non-binary assigned female at birth person, which was my favorite one yet.

Oh, my God. How come? Hot? Hot, so hot. Yeah. So hot being with a person with the same body parts as me. Yeah. And both knowing exactly what to do to each other, like next level.

And that relationship was my first time consistent. Because I have had a lot of sex with women. I've had like sugar mama. I've had, yeah, I've had, I've had like personal life, casual sex with women often. And I've also dated a woman with my ex who was a man. So we had a thruple with a woman. But this was my first one-on-one with a female lover long term. And to consistently have sex in an environment where there just were no men, there just was no men, it was all non-men.

Yeah. Was a level of safety that gave me orgasms. deeper than I knew existed yet. It was a different type of orgasm because I just felt so safe. And did that happen more over time, the more you were realizing there's no men. Yeah, the more that relationship grew. Yeah. Interesting.

That's interesting. Yeah. And though you had had sex with women before, it was never anything consistent enough to get you to that place, is what you're saying? And it was just either, yeah, it was either not consistent. It's, oh, it's my fuck buddy here and there, or it was for work. And there's just a different type of orgasm for work. Yeah. Wait, tell me about your sugar mama.

How did that? Did you just have one or multiple? Literally since saying that, I've just been picturing one of our like peak sexual experiences in my mind. Explain it. Yeah, give us that one. So she was probably like, let me think, I guess about 20 years older than me. So she was in her like late 40s. I was in my late 20s at the time.

Yeah. And initially I was like in an arrangement dating her and her husband. All of this you can read about in Cosmo if you want the. Full details. And then me and her grew closer, faster and kind of became a thing because we were doing yoga all the time together and started hooking up without him together. Well, we would try to, but he kind of would always pop up. So then she ended up taking me to Shanghai on like a getaway just us.

Did he know? He knew. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, he was turned on by it. Yeah, yeah, I got it. But it was just us too. And it was like all first class five star everything, the whole everything. Just a classic imagine of fantasy sugar baby situation.

It was that. And we had really hot sex in an insane hotel suite with an insane view of Shanghai. And she's just like you're on her dime the whole time. Do you guys look like a mother and daughter or does she look super great? You guys look like friends? Do you guys look like a mother and daughter or does she look super great? You guys look like friends? So that couple was some of the more.

good looking clients I've ever had. So I think if people saw us, they would have either thought, like, I'm her assistant, but we're friendly or something more like that. It wouldn't have looked like full mother daughter. Right, right. She wasn't that much older than you. No. And she was good looking.

Like, she took care of her. She was very fit from the yoga. And she had a boob job. And she was, she had all the money to do all the things. So she was, like, put together. And how long were you away with her for? Do you remember? Oh, just like four or five days.

But the whole time just like tons of sex, hot of sex. hottest experience, great thing. Yeah. And we were also technically there for work. I'm trying to think, I can't say the exact work, but like they have a business. So we were also there sourcing materials because like you go to China for that. So I won't say what, but we were sourcing material. So we were doing a little bit of work, which was kind of fun and hot. Like I learned a lot. Yeah. Interesting. I love it. And then otherwise we were like touring Shanghai. Like we would go to tea ceremony or a silk thing or like temples and we were just on a getaway together. How long did that relate? Like how long did that sugar mama last?

That's a good question. I want to say it was like, it was definitely over a year. It might have been almost close to two years. And then there was overlap with my next boyfriend, the one who ends up, we date a woman together. There was overlap with, yeah, with the start with him. And then my heart got confused because that was my first time having an a third. established sex work relationship and then in comes a love relationship. It was just too much. Yeah, I was going to ask, do you, what do you tell your partner? What do you tell that person that you're starting to date that's falling for you? What do you say? Yeah, oh my God. So I waited until he gave me this really sweet gift because we're still just getting to know each other. Like I was like,

I don't have to say anything yet. But then he totally, weirdly enough, he went to China. So we were kind of back to back. And he brought me back a first edition, really special, meaningful book. And I was like, oh, fuck, I have to tell him everything. This is getting real. A first edition book, like, all right. You're so funny. I only as a writer, you get it. It's like, this is so sweet. Like, feelings are happening now. And then that relationship turned into such a great one. That personal relationship, it was two and a half years. It was the hardest breakup I've ever. I've ever had to get over because we ended up being trauma bonded because trigger warning for sexual assault, but I was assaulted by a stranger during that time. And my not even in your line of

work work. No, no. Dude, sex work is so much safer than dating and existing in Los Angeles. Yeah. Like, I've only had assault in my personal life. Two by partners that I knew, one by a stranger. Yeah. That's what I would say about the swinger world. Like people, I'm like, you're more likely to get date raped in a regular bar where people are like desperate to fuck where and then a swinger club everyone knows like you're going to get action if you want it I mean relax no one's like desperate and people are more communicative in kink and stuff and then in sex work I have all the boundaries like laid out legally all the protection everything but he ended up catching my attacker on foot later that night so like he literally was my white night like and so when that breakup happened like a year after the assault

that took me a really long time to get over because we were, we were trauma bonded and so in love. Yeah, but what about the Polly person? Because you had another person. You had a third in that relationship. Oh, we had a third. She was really great and supportive too throughout all of that. Yeah. Did she get dumped when you guys broke up? Like, how did that? Yeah. You know what's so crazy is she was supposed to be, I feel like this always, I feel like relationships always end. After a vacation slash when a threesome is involved. Because I swear it's a pattern. Yeah. Because we were supposed to have her over for a threesome the day he broke up with me. Wow. It's too funny, but she understood. And yeah, no, as far as I know, like me and her still flirted for a while after that, but I think she kind of distanced from both of us because it was too much

like a divorce. But he was down when you told them about your sex work. He was fine with it the whole time. He was. Okay. He was fine with it the whole time. Yeah, he was a good one. Yeah. And then he, who brought up the fact of let's go get another girl in this relationship? Like, how did that come about? Well, we, we together kind of both wanted it because we were both bisexual, so we wanted it all. Yeah. So we had found some, some hetero couples that we would swap with through like the app field, the dating app field. And then we found our third, the woman who we dated, by meeting her in person at a sex party and just really getting along.

And then we started dating. So when you were on field, like how did you get involved in sex parties? Were you also on other places? Or did you find them on field? parties, oh, sex parties, back to that big, the eight-year breakup, remember how like a few seconds later I started sex work? I also started figuring out how to get into sex parties then because I was like, I want to see everything. And did you go solo like your first time? Yes. I went solo for years, years. I'm always so impressed by what people who, especially women who could do that. Yeah.

Yeah. Because I could get in for free as a young, beautiful woman, like to all these high end eyes wide shut level like high end sex parties. And I just watched for years. I would bring a toy and sometimes masturbate a little bit, but I never even came for years. I just loved watching. Paint the picture of that kind of scene, right? Because you had access to, listen, there's different levels, right? And if you are in L.A., right, or New York City, there's different levels, right?

So, were you in L.A. at this time that you were privy to those kind of parties? Yeah. Tell us a little bit about one. Explain it. So they, if you've seen the movie Eyes Wide Shut, it really is a spectacle. like that. There's a masquerade. It's it's it's the men have to wear tuxedos. The memberships are like I think 12k and up. Wow. The one-off tickets for a party if you can get approved are like in the thousands. But you get in for free because you're young and not. But I get in for free. Okay. Yes. Exactly. And they

they want beautiful women around. Yeah. Everything is curated. It's always in some sort of a beautiful penthouse fancy place like a mansion or the top the whole top entire floor of a hotel and it's always themed and the costumes are like it's like insane headdress pieces and like an entire imagine like an entire body suit made out of crystals or pearls or like I remember this one party all the they hire erotic models to be like displayed throughout and the models had a mirror on their face so like when you look at them you see your face on their naked body like which is like a sick body Yeah, yeah. Yeah.

Just draped only in jewels. And then there's performances that are like fully curated, high-end sex performances with like different genders and different penetrations and crazy like tantric or like trance music that comes on that like curate like goes with the performance. And it's super hot. I mean, at one night there was even pyrotechnics. Like the stage had like sparkler things that went off when the, that was like a bunny theme. And when the bunnies were like at full fuck mode, then the pyrotechnics went off.

Like very produced. Yeah. And then there's always a moment where it turns where it starts. Yeah. Yeah. The turn. I have on occasion been known to cause the turn because I'll be, I have an Aries moon and I'll just be like, let's get going. Yeah.

And start making out with my partner or whatever. But there's always a turn where it usually happens after the performance. because that gets people in the mood. Yeah. And then it turns that everyone, everyone just starts finding partners and doing sex. All around.

Like different kinds of sex. Yeah. Let me ask you this because you are in L.A. and this is a very high-end thing. And L.A. is filled with people in the entertainment business. Did you ever, I'm not going to ask you to name name. I don't fucking out anyone on my show. So, yeah.

So you would see celebrities there and people in the, like, that you knew. Yes. And the funny thing is, some of them were the first. first people to take their mask off. And I'm like, really? You're just like fine without in your, like, okay. How do you think? Why do you think? Do you think that it? Because everybody in that space is not going to say shit. Like I don't get it. Maybe. Maybe because it's so elite. You're already in a small circle you kind of trust. Right. If you could afford the 12K or the people that are doing it. They're

vetting people really. But they're not vetting you. Like they're not vetting the young girls. Not really. No. I, no. They just have, I mean, I've been in for so long. I can barely remember the process, but it was something about pictures and maybe I did a I did a FaceTime phone interview, I think. But there's no NDA or anything like that because, but you did see celebrities and they're like walking around doing their thing. Oh yeah. I've seen like TV personalities, models, like respected journalists. Oh God, I'm dying to no names. I would never out about my thing.

You could tell me after the call. But anyway. Yeah, yeah. I've heard of affairs with athletes of it. I'm always like, oh, tell me when we're off the air. Then people in the comments are always like trying to guess. Let me ask you this without saying any names. What were you going to say?

Yeah. I will say. Well, I was going to say, like, one of the hottest things I've witnessed was this famous bisexual male model who I got to watch in a pile with, like, other men. And I'm very turned on by like same sex, either gender or no gender. I'm just turned on by all that. So it was beautiful because he's a beautiful model. And then he was getting. Rilled by other guys.

Fuck and fuck. Yeah. Yeah. But what's interesting, though, to me, because I hear about a lot of sex parties. and a lot of Swinger stuff and everything. I don't hear as much about this high-end world, right? But in the regular world, like, guy and guy action is still very taboo. It doesn't really go down.

But at these parties, it's okay? Well, actually, I would say in general, the more, because I go to all levels of parties. So you know what I'm talking about, right? Yeah, yeah. I go to ones where it's just, it's free because this is a group of people who organize and do this. Like I'm in several societies that are from every tier, like low, middle up. Yeah. But the high end, the high end ones actually tend to be less gay.

Like they tend to be more fucking conservative and straight and sometimes entitled in a way that I really don't like. But the performances are so good because they have the money to hire these insane performers that I kind of go for the performances. Right. But but the lower end parties tend to have better, in my opinion, better quality people that are chill that I can like, actually talk to and get along with. So I tend to hook up with people more at the lower end parties. And yeah, they tend to be, yeah, in general, it's still more rare to see like same-sex stuff happening.

So it's not like it's more common there. I was wondering. But anyway, that's going on. And that was like, that was such a treat. That's why I had to stay and watch. I was just like, yes. Yeah, wait. So now when in this like journey of yours, you're doing all these kinds of things, do you wind up at

the ranch? So let me think. It was just after. It was like when we were coming out of the pandemic in early 2021, I ended up on a phone call with one of my best friends, who you know, and we discovered that we both had the money kink. Yeah, she does for sure. Same reason. Yep. Yeah.

Uh-huh. Yep. And so we were like, wait, same thing. And then she is like a brainiac who does all this research. And so she was like, well, I already researched the best place to work. Meanwhile, I get on the web, like literally on the phone with her. I get on the website. And I'm just like, okay, I'm going to apply right now.

and she's like, we're doing this. And then she applies. Yeah. And then we besty road trips to Nevada and did it first together. I didn't know that. Did it first together. And for months and months would always do it together. Yeah.

Because it was more fun and we felt safe. Yeah, of course. And it was so crazy because we had a really, we had a really different first week from each other. We had totally different experiences because we're getting different types of clients. And it's a roller coaster there. It's a fun roller coaster. And then we ended with the exact same dollar amount take home.

We just, isn't that funny? Yeah, that is interesting. But wait, so walk us through that first experience. Like, you get there, it's kind of very different than what you're doing in the past, right? Because this is much more set up. Oh, yeah, because the legality makes it a lot of red tape. Okay, the funniest thing I always tell people is, like, the only thing horrors go through more than condoms is paperwork. We have to do so much paperwork.

Like about what? You're, like, imagine a stack, like a phone book. Like, it feels like that level of paperwork. Well, it's a lot of you have to get your business license with the state. You have to get approved by the sheriff in the county that you're working in. It has to be sponsored by the one ranch you're going to work in. You have to get medically tested. You can't leave because you've been medically tested. It's a lot. And then there's your contract with the ranch, your background checks, your fingerprint. Like there's just so much to being a legal whore. It's kind of crazy. Yeah, that is crazy. Is it a one-time thing once you're in your end? No, no. It's every quarter. All of that is every quarter. Some of it is annual. Like your business license is annual, but it's every quarter. And then your medical is every single week. So you're constantly testing. Yeah. And then of course, like condoms and barriers are mandatory. There's no fluid exchange

at all. So honestly, I love it because I get pressured in my personal life to ditch protection. Of course. And for people to go down to me or things that are fluid exchange. And there, there's no questions because it's literally the signs are everywhere. The security guys are right outside the door if I need anything. Like, you can't pressure me there. I'm in control. Yeah. And so anyways, yeah. No, you go on. No, I was just going to say, I mean, it was the first week is such a wild ride. It's so much stimuli. You're living in a house with 20 other women. You have your own room and your own bathroom always, but the walls are thin. I'm a super introvert. So for me, it's always, that's kind of the biggest challenge for me, actually, of the legal setting is that I have to be

around people for an entire week. Yeah, and I can't leave. So I retreat to my room, but like you can only be in your room so long before you need to, you need to go be in the bar because that's where you pick up clients. Yeah. So. So how like that first bar experience for you? So nervous. The first time I was so nervous. I was like, I was trying so hard because I'm like, as I said, I'm really intense. I do everything to 100%. So I was like full hair and makeup, full outfits, jewels, just trying so hard. Yeah. And like eventually learned clients like a more approachable sweet, innocent look because it's like the clients are nervous. So they don't want like a superstar model. They want like a home girl. Yeah, that makes sense. That's like friendly. Yeah. But all the stories you read and all the

fantasies you had is you're like, this is what they all want. And so those cortisans you read, you were fantasizing. Right. Right. Now I have to correct the narrative for the future girls. But yes, I tried really hard. And then eventually I booked things. It happened to be my birthday one of the times early on. And I remember having really good birthday sex. And I was like, wow, I'm getting paid to have birthday sex. This is fucking awesome. Yeah. But I probably booked three or four clients that first week and left with a few thousand dollars and what is that like the process are you like lined up and guys walk in or are you just like lounging in a room it's kind of like a bar set up where guys come in they talk to people like how does it work well all of those happen because clients so the okay you a lot of times

people come in they have already found you on the website they have already called and made an appointment okay you already know what time they're going to come you meet and then you decide together if if you're on the same page because you still have to figure out do they have the money for my services. Do they want my service? Do I like them? Do I approve of them? When I check their genitals, is there any signs of an STI? Because you do a, you do an STI screening on all potential clients. Yeah, physical one. So there's a, even if it's an appointment, it still doesn't mean it's going to happen. But that's one way. The other way is you organically meet someone who comes into the bar who doesn't know who they want yet. And they're just mingling with each girl. And then another way is a

lineup where it looks like a beauty pageant. Everyone lines up. The guy sits on the couch. The guy has to request this. Like, that's horrifying to me. Because it's like being in school when you would pick teams and you're like, oh my God, I don't want to be the last one picked or not pick. I mean, he's only picking one person and you're all lined up.

I don't know. Don't you want to, I'm competitive. I would want to be the one picked. All the girls are so nice and funny. You make your camp friends. Like, and you all kind of laugh about it after and you all kind of guess. Like, you look at the client and you're like, oh, he's going to pick candy or he's going

to pick this person. Like, you, you've kind of, but then sometimes we're really. super surprised. And then a lot of times you don't want to get picked. A lot of times you can tell this is, sometimes I'm in that lineup and I'm like, don't fucking pick me. Don't fucking pick me. And I'm like, what happens is you line up in like a you shape and then one at a time you step forward say, hi, I'm Gigi or whatever your name is. And then you go back in the line. And like when I don't want to get picked, I go, hi, I'm Gigi. When I do want to get picked, it's bonjour, I'm Gigi. Oh my God, you're so funny. You know what's going to turn them all.

off. Yeah. Interesting. What is that negotiation like back in the room? Oh my God. This is where I earned my master's in business. It's negotiating as a horror. Like it's insane. So you get back to your room. The house is listening in on the intercom of the phone to make sure you're safe and to make sure everything's like above ground like on the books because they don't want you to be making a side deal. because they get half. They get 50 to 65% of everything you earn, including tips. It hurts so bad. I hate it so much.

Yeah, I get it. But that's the way it is. And it's not because it has to be it because they can. But do you pay taxes on top of that? Oh, wow. Yeah. Yep. Which is why you have to figure your shit out.

You have to get an LLC. Like you have to because you're going to lose so much money if you do this all personal. But anyways, the other girls help you figure that out. And we all have the same tax guy and stuff who sets up. our LLCs. But yeah, you, you typically have a menu, but you don't always use it. So most girls, we make a menu of like our basic, a hand job cost this much, a blowjob sex, da, da, da, da, if we're going to bring in another girl, it's this much. If we're going to do something kinky, it's this much. You can always fall back on that and let a client just look at the menu and we call it like

a point and click, like he can look and just pick what he wants. But what usually ends up happening is they're very nervous, they don't know what they want, they want to talk through everything. So you end up, you have to read them, get information, and use it all while making it seem like none of this is transactional because most people hate to feel like it's transactional. Of course. Even though that's literally what they came here for. Yeah. So you have to like gloss it and fluff it. And you eventually get it down to activity, time, and price. I mean, you have to agree on what, going to happen for how long and for how much money. Wow.

To move on to the next step. And it is hard. You get, you just, you get better at it. And it's easier with some clients than others. Like, I've had couples come in where it was like, just genuinely a fun negotiation because, like, me and the woman really got along. And then the guy was really generous and loved her and just wanted what she wanted and wanted to spoil her and me and just picked my highest prices.

And like, it's so easy. And then there's other times where you're like spending 20 minutes, try. to pull out of this guy if he could possibly get his budget up enough to do this little bit of activity because clearly he wants it, but he's being annoying and like, you don't really care anymore and you're just like, ah, so it's a mixed bag. Yeah. And then right after that, if everything is agreed, it goes down. Where do you go back to you? You're in the room? Not right after that. So that all, so all the negotiation happens in your personal bedroom that you have there. You're paying room and board to rent a room for the week. So that all happens in your

room because that's where you're legally licensed to discuss numbers. Anywhere else is solicitation. Like, you can't even be in the bar and discuss numbers. Okay. You have to be back in that room. Once it's all agreed upon, you go to the bathroom of that room in the bright lights. You put on gloves. You get an alcohol swab. You have them take their pants and underwear off, whether it's male or female, and you swipe the genitals. You check for open cuts. You check for sores. You check for anything suspicious. If everything is good, you go down to the office, you fill out paperwork and pay, and then you go have your party. Wow. It's called a party, the booking.

If there is anything suspicious when you do that, we call it a DC or a PC, Dick Check, Pussy Check. If there's anything suspicious, you call in a second opinion, which is another girl who looks at it. And then either you reject the client, you tell them to go seek medical. I've never had a rejected, but I have been the second opinion on several rejected. client. It happens. People come in and they're either just, and you can reject someone just for not being clean enough if you don't want to deal with it. Because sometimes it's virgins who don't know what they're doing or like old men who don't take care of themselves. And if you, if you're just like, that's gross, I'm not going to fuck that. Even with a condom, you don't have to do anything. Yeah. You don't never have to do anything. Right. Yeah. But there is some protocol to like letting them down and then finding them another girl. Because the house, the house never wants a client to leave because that's money out the door. Of course. Of course. So you always have to be like respectful. And then yeah, when you pay, It's like a shit ton of paperwork. They get fingerprinted. They scan their ID on the client.

All of that paperwork gets destroyed later when they leave happy, but it's for liability, obviously, for safety. And I love that. I love that about the job. I'm like, yep, put your fingerprint here. There's not going to be any funny business. But I love that they destroy it after, too. That's super interesting.

But they got it while they're there and that guy is still there. And so in case anything goes down, they got the information. And if anyone listening is planning on going to one of these, bring multiple forms of payments. because your bank and your credit card, even though this comes up as like a resort spa charge, like it comes up as something else. It doesn't say fucking brothel. Of course.

But it declines a lot. There's an hour spent in that office calling banks and trying to get shit cleared. And it's so annoying. I one time lost $16,000 because the credit card machine wouldn't work. That was actually the fault of the brothel. But that was more of a fluke. Right. Like the internet wasn't working.

Yeah, I lost. I had a $16,000 booking that didn't get to go through. That hurt. How long would that tit? Was that like an all-nighter? Was that a two hours? Just he was generous. Like, or it could just be anything, right? I think that was going to be like a two hours with two girls. So we would have split that. Yeah. Yeah, that's amazing. But yeah, you should plan on if anyone is listening and planning on going treat it like how much you would spend on a luxury vacation. That's what you want to go in with. You want to go in with thousands, not hundreds. And that's how you're going to have the best time. Yep. Yep. Because you can get a girlfriend experience. for thousands. Like you can get a full on really fucking awesome high-end experience. I mean, my clients leave like different people. They leave life changed. Yeah, I love that. My last question about the brothel is, like, what is your favorite type of client? Do you have one or do you have a lot of regulars? Let me just

ask you that. And then let's switch quickly to the New York story. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Thanks for remembering about New York. I love my, honestly, my through line with clients is I tend to attract bald worship. and they just tend to be like sweet men who are like shorter than me and bald not necessarily old but it's weird they all tend to be bald and they just they just worship me and give me whatever I want that's my favorite yeah that's really my I love watching them discover me and appreciate me yeah okay cool so let's get to New York I need to know what happened here because we were chatting a little bit beforehand and I was like I'm in NYC and you're like oh I had something to tell you I did a couple days ago. Let's end with that. What happened in New York? So I have been planning this for,

I've been fantasizing about this for years. Okay. And planning this with, I have a, I have a New York City daddy who we met about a year ago, but have never actually hooked up a dirty talk all the time, like long distance. Yeah. And he, he's really into the kink world and stuff. And we've been planning this for about a year. And finally, on my way back from Europe, I stopped in New York City, literally to have a gang bang. No way. I can't believe you saved your kids. gang bang from less. I'm glad I didn't even know. I had no idea. It was the gang bang. This was my first ever. This was my first ever. And I had not even had I'd had male female, male female hookups, but I'd never have where I'm the only female and it's like more than one male. So I went straight from

none of that to six men. And they were the sweetest men in the world. It was all like handpicked by my daddy and me. So this was planned ahead of time. Yeah, this well, it was hypothetically planned several times, but it all depended on when can I get to New York. Okay, cool. And then my entire trip to Europe was spontaneous and so was the stop in New York on the way back. But I almost feel like it worked in our favor because sometimes people don't

know their schedule far out. But we were asking these guys. So last minute, he was able to get six guys in. Yep. Yep. And because these guys have met at parties and they know each other and they do this kind of thing. Like they do scenes. They do planned scenes. So it was so cool. I got

myself like a five-star hotel on Central Park South and I like got all this like whole foods catering because I was like my mini sex party is going to have good fuel so everyone can talk me good and I got got it snacks and then at the beginning like I immediately liked everyone's energy we started at 730 p.m because I'm a matinee girl like I don't like to be up too late yeah and everyone was fucking on time well-dressed showered sweet sweet sweeties I liked everyone's energy immediately it just was so flowy. Like, I had no worry we would get a noise complaint because everyone was just like fucking chill, responsible people. And I did, Daddy and me kind of did a speech to everyone at the beginning of what all I want, what I don't want, my boundaries. Okay, let's go over what types of

protection we're using. I decided to fluid bond with, I pre-decided and discussed fluid bonding with the two guys who I do know personally. Then the other four who were, I met that day, we all used condoms. And, and then it ensued. And it was. so fun because I got to lean on Daddy, like my main NYC, daddy. He was like my main anchor. And then it was kind of like, these are Daddy's friends. And I want to be good for Daddy and Daddy's friends, which has just been my fantasy for so long. And Dad, I'm sure Daddy's fantasy too. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. He was very proud of me. Oh my God. And one of the guys was, they were all sweet. They were all cute. One of the guys

is insanely hot. Like insane. He's an actor and just look. like a model but is an actor and ripped and just beautiful body but but not entitled like very nice this was one of the rare ones he was nice he has a whisper and he made me squirt wow like it needs to be a two-syllible word for this purpose i've done it twice before but i was like face down and i just saw the puddle on the bed after and i felt the feeling but this was i'm face up i'm fully aware and i'm seeing it projectile out of my body amazing and i'm it's involuntary like I'm doing nothing. Yeah.

He's doing it. I'm just like, what? And then later that night, after the gang bang, he actually ended up staying. So it was just me, him, and daddy later that night, we had a male, male, female. And he made me squirt two more times. Again, same guy. Maybe it was just a curve on his dick or something. He has a gift.

Yeah. Interesting. What? Did he have a weird curve or something? He did have a nice stick with a bit of a curve, but he was usually doing it with his fingers. Oh, so he just knew how to work his hands. And how did you feel?

when you were done because I know what I learned when I talked to some woman who created this whole porn channel, women for women, like she was like the biggest, like the most highly downloaded porn by women is gangbbing porn. It's a very big fantasy for a lot of women I didn't know. So is this a fantasy of yours always that you always want to live out? For at least, at least several years. And now that I do watch porn, it is what I mainly watch. I watch crazy gangbangs. Yep.

I watch like, oh, we're getting her pregnant or something. like always always where it's I really like the female being like the one in control and like empowered and where I feel safe watching it and that's how mine was and it was very like healthy like a very healthy gang big but yeah I feel like a lot of us women have that fantasy because it is I believe the science shows that non monogamy is more natural and so I think we want an abundance of sperm samples like we want survival of the fittest on a primal level. Even women is what you're saying. Especially women.

Yeah, it's interesting. And listen, I could talk to you for another fucking hour. We're at an hour. Like, I could, I want your whole thing of this. You're going to have to come back on. We'll do a girl talk episode about all the shit. Because I love it. But no, because what you just said, I mean, people say that for guys, right?

But, you know, no one really talks about that for women. It's kind of like she has one egg, it drops. So that's why she could be just with one man. It's kind of like they say the opposite. You feel like it's different. Right. You feel like it's a single of men. 100%. I think actually women are way more sexual than men and way more need and want variety.

We want, send me the strongest, send me the fittest. Like, I don't know, we want survival of the fittest, really, primarily. And yeah, we should do a whole other episode on that because I'd love to. I love your views on things. I feel like there's so much more to your story. I love that we got your backstory, but you're going to have to come back on. Yeah, now we're prepped. Yeah, I do. I do, no, but it was great. I do girl talk episodes where we riff on up bigger picture things and stuff.

And I just feel like I'd love to pick your brain about all this kind of stuff. It's super interesting to me. Let's do that on like women's women's openness and sexuality. Yeah, no, I love that whole angle because I think it could only help women who sort of get in touch with that part. Yes, yes, which is so part of my mission. I was just going to answer that question you said, how did I feel after? Yes. During, during, I just couldn't stop saying, I'm so. happy daddy i'm so happy i wanted this for so long like cock in my mouth i'm so happy and then and then afterwards yeah same dude i was floating i was like i'm spoiled how am i supposed to go back to only one dick at a time and then i never was sore i was not sore i had no side effects i've already been retested all negative because we were safe literally so positive so happy no notes perfect no no no

It's perfect experience. And perfect ending to this episode. I love it. I mean, I'm so glad that that's how it ended because you were, I didn't know. I didn't know how you, because you're like, you sort of tease it up like, oh, before or during, and then after, who knew how you're going to feel? But it was like the fucking same. And I love it.

And listen, sometimes it's a very different story. I like the good, the bad, and the ugly. I love that yours ended like that. And I love your whole story. You're fascinating to me. I know you're a good friend, right? We share her in common. She's super brilliant, smart.

I love talking to her, too. You're just like her. You remind me so much of her. You look like her too a little bit, right? Dude, we are like sisters. We literally are soul sisters. Yeah, yeah. Totally.

I could see it even physically. Do me a favor. Gigi, send me some hot picks for my Patreon. I always post picks for them. If you want to do anonymous ones, that's cool. No, no, I'm like full face. Oh, awesome. So send me some hot picks there.

And then give me any links you want to promote your stuff. Like, I know you can't promote like your where you work or anything, but people can look of Gigi. But if you have, like, even your, you're writing, anything you want. If you have a link, send it to me. So I could put that out there. And you're going to have to come back on. I loved you. A hundred percent. I would, I would love to. This was so fun diving in. Oh my God. I love your story. You got to do it. You're hardcore. You got to do it. Thanks, thank so much for calling it. Thank you so much. Yes. Talk soon. Bye.

Okay. I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called strictly anonymous confession. Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers is now available not only in paper. back an e-book, but you can pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show. Like, there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang-bang girl story. Like I said, 17 stories. And they're all told in the third person. And that's a cuck queen story. they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person and I wouldn't really call it like

a total erotica book. Think like penthouse letters. It's more direct. It's not so over the top like erotica. I don't really like that kind of vibe, right? But these are true stories. 17 of them. They're really short chapters, easy read. You could read, you know, one or two and then skip around. You could read the whole book. It's available in eback format, paperback format, and finally, the audiobook is available coming out August 25th, but you could pre-order it now. And if you buy my book in any format or pre-order it, I will throw in a complimentary link to my Discord. My Discord does not disappoint, okay? There's no way you get into my Discord any other way than getting the link from me, okay? I give it to people who buy my book.

There's tons of people in there. everybody shares content with each other and that's what you get to do there you could post your own pictures and videos there's tons of channels we have lots of contests where you can win a lot of money it's a super fun place to be it's a total strictly anonymous community and you will love it i will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my discord it's private like i said all you got to do is email me a screenshot of your purchase whether you did the audiobook the ebook or the paperback send it to me at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's Strictly Anonymous Podcasts at gmail.com.

And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in. Good news. Strictly Anonymous Podcast is looking for people to call into the show. So if you lead an interesting, naughty secret life that you want to talk about while remaining anonymous or not anonymous, if you're out and proud, that's cool too. Send me an email, Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com.

Or go to my website, strictly anonymous podcast.com and click on, be on the show. If you have a short confession that you want to get off your back, call my Confessions hotline. [phone]. That's 347-4-4-203579. You could call that number 24-7. I change all the voices on the confessions too. So you remain anonymous.

The number, the website, and the email address will all be in the description. If you want to follow the show, follow me at Strict Anonymous on either Instagram or Twitter. That's at Strict Anonymous. And if you want to sign up for my Patreon, you're not only supporting my show, but you're going to get all of these episodes early and ad-free. You're going to get anonymous picks of all of my guests, most of the girls. send me in anonymous hot picks of themselves, and some of the guys are sending me in anonymous picks as well. You also get access to my private Discord,

where people are getting super naughty. If you sign up for my Discord, you could post whatever you want and talk to my other listeners. To sign up for my Patreon, just go to patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. That's Patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. The links and everything else I spoke about are all in the description.

Thanks so much for listening. listening.