Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 928 - Linda Went from Being Vanilla to Having Gangbangs at 56?!

Episode Date: September 26, 2024

Linda went from being vanilla to having gangbangs at 56 and she called in to talk all about it. What made her change so drastically? How was her sex life with her husband before the change? And, what else has she done besides gangbangs? Tune in for all the details which include the trauma from her past, how she met her husband when they were very young, when and why sex went out the window fro them, how her husband got into porn and strip clubs, how he once went to a prostitute but couldn’t go through with, how he wound up telling her about all of it once things changed and how she felt about it, why she never liked oral sex and how she feels about it now, how quickly HRT worked to make her super horny and how they decided to go to a swingers club, how and why her husband set up a surprise threesome with a guy and exactly what went down, how her husband filmed the whole thing, their first time at a swingers club an what went down there, the gangbang that her husband set up for her 56th birthday and exactly what went down, how she tried double penetration and what she loved about it, her experience withy air tight and spit roasting, how her husband wants other women to now join and why she’s hesitant about it, whats on their bucket list for the future, h what went down recently between her and a stripper in the backroom plus a whole lot more. REPEAT originally aired 1/23  **To see anonymous pics of LINDA plus pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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episodes that people haven't listened to, and I pick the best of the best, and I air them. Now, I loved Linda from the minute she emailed me before I even talked to her, okay, because Linda was like, oh my God, I was like a vanilla housewife that wasn't into sex at all. And then I went on hormones and now I'm having gangbangs. And I'm 56. Okay, every single one of those things in that one sentence is true. I mean, one of those things would be interesting. Yet you put them all together and it makes up Linda's story, which is totally interesting. She was a very vanilla woman who was like sexless for years. She was always telling her guy, No, she didn't want to do anything that had to do with sex. And then she wound up going on hormones not to get her libido back for other reason. She talks about that. And once she did, oh my God. She got her libido back and then they got into all kinds of things. Okay.

Her and her husband started going to swing her clubs. They hooked up with a couple. They went to strip clubs. And then she had a gang bang. Okay. I mean, you will not believe. what went down after she went on the hormones. Okay, she gets very detailed about all of those experiences. She also talks about what's next on her list when I'm going to tell you right now is that

the reason why I'm re-airing her now is because she has recently had more gangbangs. She has recently had new experiences. She's already set to call in and give me her updates. So I'm re-airing this one so you could get her first story. So by the time she calls in again and you hear about all the other crazy things, you'll have heard her first story now. So Linda has done a lot more since this episode, but trust me, this episode doesn't disappoint. You're going to be fascinated by her story. It might give you hope if you're in a sexless marriage. I don't know, or you might be jealous.

I don't know. I do have pictures of Linda over on my Patreon, ption.com slash strictly anonymous podcast, and she will be back on soon. So stay tuned. But you're going to love this episode. So I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Linda. Hi, Linda. Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast.

How are you? Good. How are you? I'm good. You and your husband emailed me, I think. After, I don't know if it was after you listened to the HRT episode or you emailed me separately from it, but the short quick story is you got on HRT. This is like the very quick story. And now you're having gangbangs. I like that. Yeah. It's like fucking crazy because let's, can we just start off with your age? I know normally you don't want to ask a woman your age, but I think it's important to have that. in this because it's people your age aren't typically having their first gang bang. Exactly. I am 57. You're 57. Okay, so let's go back. Okay, because now that we know that eventually this ends with you having gangbangs and doing all kinds of crazy things, let's start out with just a little bit of your backstory, how long you've been married to your husband and then when did your hormone stuff start? Okay, perfect. I started, I've been with my husband since I was 18. However, prior to that,

I was introduced to sex at a very early age. I wasn't my choice, but I was very hypersexual from 14 to 18. You were raped or something when you said it wasn't your choice? Yes, it was my father. Yes. Of course, you were acting out after that. So, yes, I acted out. And then once I started leaving the home and actually started having sex outside of the home,

I found out he left me alone because I would. just tell him that other people fuck better than him and I was just kind of an angry little little shit. Yeah. So just kind of, the more I was promiscuous outside of the home, the more he left me alone inside of the home. I then, my husband when I was 18, and actually, when I was acting out, I was very vanilla. It was, I guess I was considered a slept by some of the high school girls or whatever back in the day.

But honestly, when I look at it now, I was extremely vanilla. Exactly how I feel about myself. Like back in my day, I was such a slut because I fucked a lot of guys and people I wasn't dating and I'd have booty calls and I'd talk about sex. But I really didn't do anything just except sex. You know what I mean? I'm talking to all these people I talk to now and what you have done. Like I didn't do any of those things and still haven't. So but back then it was really not vanilla to just be having sex with random people. It's a very different world. But let me ask you this. Did you get married when you were 18 just to get the fuck out of that house? We didn't get married until I was 20. Oh, okay. We got married when I was 20. Okay. He is five years older than me.

Mm-hmm. He knew of me because of my reputation. Yeah. And I knew of him because he was the hot guy that everybody went and stared at at the mall. Uh-huh. Because he worked at the mall. And I'm from a small town. And so we all kind of, everybody knew everybody's business.

But anyway, age 27, after we had our children, I got diagnosed with cervical cancer and uterine cancer, which was actually the same. I kind of think that that might be from my partner since my mom had cervical cancer too, and we shared the same partner. A partner, quote unquote, your father. Okay. Exactly. Don't worry, people.

This episode's going to get better. This is a lot of tragic shit. But this part of the story does really play into why you eventually went on to hormones. Because if you have all your stuff taken out at that young age, you know, what do they do for you as far as your hormones are concerned. For till 2006, when I was 40, I had a doctor that would give me hormones. And then when she retired,

it was back in the day that when I went to the doctors, they were like, oh, you're female, you're having depression. We can't give you hormones because they cause cancer. So nobody would give me hormones. Well, then they put me on antidepressants and anxiety medicine. Okay. And now how was your sex, life at this time with your husband all this time?

From 27 to 40 it was fine. Okay. Of course, we were also raising children and going through that part of our marriage too, but we actually had good sex, very monogamous. I've never gone outside my marriage until recently, and he was with me, so I technically didn't. But at 40, when they stopped all my hormones, I stopped having sex. I became suicidal.

I'm just extremely depressed. I don't want to be touched. It hurt. It literally. physically hurt me if it hurt my husband. I don't care how much lube you used. It was painful. Yeah. And I, I didn't, every once in a while, I'd throw a blowjob, but I was, I wouldn't swallow. I wouldn't, I wouldn't, don't you dare come in my mouth. I wouldn't swallow. So it was very, very, in fact, sometimes he said, I would even cause fights with you just so you'd pay attention to

me. While I'm going through all this, he is getting involved in porn. And he also went to some strip clubs and, well, yeah, I guess strip club. Well, I don't know. Strip clubs, yeah. And then he tried to go to a prostitute, but he wasn't able to work because of the feelings he did have for me. Wait a second, though. I got a, I'm sorry. I'm just going to keep cutting you off because that's what I do. Okay. Linda, how do you know that he went to a prostitute? Is he telling you all this? Oh, tonight I'm going to a strip club and tomorrow I'm going to try a prostitute. How do you know while this is happening? Are you in the no or do you wind up finding out later? I end up finding out much, much later when I'm on hormones.

He couldn't hold it in anymore and he decided he needed to tell me all this stuff, which sometimes I wish he would have left it in the dark. But he thought I needed to know because of guilt, I guess. Yeah, it's a weird thing that people dump there to make themselves feel better. They dump something onto somebody else. That's just going to make that other person feel bad. But they feel better. Exactly.

A little selfish if you ask me. I don't know. I just, it's great that he had those negative feelings about it. It wasn't right and he didn't do anything. That's all on him. He really didn't have to tell you. I mean, us girls are here to tell you guys listening. Okay. If we don't know, don't fucking tell us. Like, resolve it on your own. Exactly. Exactly. So decided I needed to know, which was fine. Okay. So, now I, I know. But this was after, he didn't tell me until I was on hormones. Okay. So, which was just, I got on hormones in two. thousand and eleven so i've only been on him for a year and a little over a year so let's get to that point so you're on all these antidepressants nothing's working though you're not happy you're not having sex your husband's not happy he feels rejected i'm sure that's what a lot of women don't understand it's not just like the guy just looking at you like sex objected sex and intimacy does go hand in hand it's a part of romance it's a part of affection so much more than that and i think sometimes women blow it off like you just want fucking sex.

Like it's attached to how he, how he feels he's pleasing you, how you care about him. There's more loaded, I think, than people think. Exactly. It's a very loaded

and not having sex in your marriage is, is, and he was, I'm sure, very lonely. Well, he tells me, you know,

and so he turning to porn, he got involved, he saw things online that definitely sparked his interest. So things that I would never let him do. So he's now fantasizing about things that I, you know, because being very vanilla, it was like, don't, don't dare try to touch me anally and don't dare come in my mouth. All these rules that went along with sex. And he kind of understood, I really, reason why I didn't like oral sex, but he has now all these fantasies.

And so I get on hormones when I'm now, well, I was so 50. 55 before I turned 56 and I start taking the hormones. Well, I start taking hormones basically for my antidepressant, for my depressant being depressed and anxiety because I wanted to get off those medicines because they didn't, they weren't doing me any good. And now my friends are going through menopause and they're starting to talk about these hormone things that they're doing. So I thought, I'll give it a shot. And I went in and I go to a place where they test our blood every three months, so I'm under a doctor's care. And when I first went, the secretary said, oh, you got pellets today. And I was like, sex was like the last thing from my mind. I looked at her

and gave her this dirty look like, really? You know, it was like, whatever. Well, three weeks into having my pellets put in, I started to become very, very sexual. I thought, oh, my gosh, Everything was waking up down there. And I called my husband from work and I said, hey, I'd like you to come home and visit. So, well, that's when he decided he needed to tell me. He was now starting to feel guilty because I'm now sexually active. You were able to get past it, obviously. Yeah, I was able to get past it.

I mean, I didn't give him sex for 15 years, basically. So what was he supposed to do in 15 years? Yeah, listen to. But do you hear that on both sides? men are women. I just feel if you withhold sex for so long, because I think that a lot of people are like, oh, one's a cheater, always a cheater, and everyone thinks everybody who cheats is the biggest fucking scumbag. But I have talked to many men, and I'm sure this happens with women, too, where they don't have sex and are in a sexless relationship for so long. And a lot of times

the person brings things up and tries and tries, but if the other person's shutting them down, after a while, what do you think that person's going to do? Even the most monogamous miss man might cheat after 10 years of that. Exactly. And your guy tried. I mean, he felt really bad, but maybe another 10 years he would have, eventually he would have got to the point where he was going to fuck that prostitute because what else is he going to do?

Exactly. And so we had friends talk about that they were swingers. And it was kind of funny because I would have never even considered that. And it was like, wow, these people I consider them normal and they're into swinging. And I was, we kind of talked about it

a little bit because at this point, now he had had to have major back surgery. So now I'm working and he's not completely working. Meaning the back surgery thing affected his sex drive and everything. Well, not really his sex drive, but his ability to get it up, keep it up. To get it up. Yeah. Okay. And so he then started hormones to two months, about two months after me. So here I am now. He's having issues. I'm fixed. Now we're working on getting him fixed. He decided to kind of look. into the swinging world. We had, with our friends, they had somebody that they play with that owns a swingers club or a lifestyles club. And so we thought we would go and try that. Wow. I mean,

that's pretty major. That's pretty major considering all this, you've been together for so many years. Here you were a woman who had an at sex for 15 years. And now you're going to be going like to the opposite end of the spectrum. Exactly. And we, he surprised me and because he knew that I hadn't been touched by another guy since I was 18 and set up a visit with a male on that same weekend that we were going to be away that we were going to swingers club so he I get we're on our way there he's telling me that this is what we're going to do and I approved of the guy us no no no no but could you just explain like what does he say like hey by the way

I have a guy meeting you in a hotel room that's going to fuck you. What was the conversation? Kind of, kind of that situation. Would you be open to that? And how did you feel that he had already set it up? Well, we kind of had talked about it, so I knew that it was a possibility. Okay. So it wasn't a total surprise that this was going to happen.

I see pictures of the guy's face to his penis. So I know what he looks like from talk to waste it. And you approved. Okay. And you approved. And now are you super just horny anyway because of the pellets? I am. I'm super horny anyway.

And so, yeah, we'll try that. Yeah. It would be nice before I go to a club to have, you know, if I'm going to be touched by somebody else, to have its confined space and not out at a party. It's kind of like an appetizer. An appetizer for the night. So we go to the, we go to the hotel. He meets us there.

I stay up in the hotel room. My husband goes down and greets him. He comes up to the hotel room with my husband. And that night, we spent probably three hours with him. Oh, my goodness. And I let him explore. My husband sat back, watched for a while, and then joined in. And I did mouth, I guess it's called roasting.

I don't know where you do. My husband was in my mouth. Oh, spit roasting. Spit roasting, yeah. Oh, my God, I'm 57 here. You weren't spit roasting for your first time. 56. It's 56.

Okay, it's awesome. So here I am. 56, first time. Yeah. New guy touching me from the first time since I was 18. Wow. And it was, it was amazing. It was kind of scary.

But I know that I, depended on my husband quite a bit. I looked at my husband quite a bit and was making sure he was okay with everything. And I just was worried about how he was handling it too. Of course. And he was doing great. He was wanting to film things and I do not like being filmed. Okay.

So that was not my, I kept thinking, oh, please don't. I don't want to see it. And I've never watched that one. Yeah. And so those two full advantage. and which was fine. I was open to them taking full advantage of what they wanted to do. And then he left.

And after that, he kind of reclaimed his property, I guess, is what I've heard from listening to your show. Yeah, reclaiming sex, you have. Yeah. So we had very, you know, very good reclaiming sex and enjoyed the rest of the evening together. And then the next night, we met up with a couple that we had met online. And it worked for me, but it wasn't going to work for my husband. So it was nice meeting them.

We had a nice dinner together. They asked us to come back to the home. And my husband looked at me and said, no, I don't think I can do that. We did not follow around with them. So the next night, after we met with them, the next night we went to the Swingers Club. My husband is not really good at being social. He kind of gets stuck in one area. and then he won't go on and continue talking to other people.

So I was walking around and kind of doing my own thing. And a woman noticed him that was, I guess, was also pointed out from the owners that, oh, they were new to. So she caught my husband. And those two started talking. Well, you could tell that she was interested in my husband. and then her husband came up and he wasn't anybody that I would have been interested in.

Oh my God, this is the problems. So my husband really wasn't even interested in her except he's too nice. And it didn't really know how to get away from her. And I went up to my husband and said, am I taking one for the team? Because I don't think that I'm ready, but I'm feeling like, oh, he'd done that special thing for me

and let me be with a man, maybe I should open up and just let him have his fun time. So I just kind of sat back and I kind of watched it. He was like, no, we need to go talk. Well, at this point, as I'm trying to take him and we're trying to kind of go off on our own, they continue to follow us. So we ended up with him in a room kind of making out separately, but then ended up the girl, the other woman,

and I started kissing. Somehow I ended up sucking her boobs. And I thought, wait a minute, I didn't get myself in this predicament. So I made my husband suck the other boob. And her husband then was down on her giving her oral sex. And I'm not getting any satisfaction from this. She wasn't somebody that I even would have, but I thought, oh, well, go with the flow. And we don't know what we're doing. We're kind of doing this. So they were nice enough. So we just, then they were clean. So we just kind of all made out. Yeah. And she had a very nice orgasm. And at this point, it was extremely late. And we left the club. So our experience at the club was, I guess we technically made out, but we didn't really have sex with another couple at the club. First time. You had

sex with another man the night before. And I had had sex with that. So I, so I, so I, I knew. We had a good weekend, drove home. Now, for my 57th birthday, the man that I was with and him still kept in contact with each other. So those two continued to talk, and he had worked with some other guys. Oh, now I see the gangbangs coming up. So these guys have all talked and have all been together, and we're all comfortable with each other. So for my 57th birthday, my has been planned a gang bang. So again, we, we drive. And I was excited. There's things that, because I started watching porn more for at that point, I was like, okay, well, where do your hands go? And where do your feet go? And where do you do this? How do you do this?

It's educational. Right. I've never been really exposed to porn. Nor had I, I'd never been to a strip club. I'd never, there was a lot of things I had never been exposed to. So I, I was kind of curious, how did we do all this? And how does it all work? And so we get there. And I'm a nervous rack. So we started off. The guys get the guys get to there. There was three guys plus my husband, so four guys. And they get there. I know one, well, I kind of know one. Of course, I know my husband. And the other two, I didn't. I didn't know from Adam. So we did start talking. I did start talking to them like a week before. And they had seen pictures of me and I got to see pictures of them. And so I knew what they look like. They knew what I look like. We meet up in the hotel

room and we started off with playing 21, the card game 21. And if I got, if I won, I got to pick what I did for two minutes. And if they won, they got to pick what they wanted to do to me for 10 minutes. But not 10 minutes, two minutes. Sorry, two minutes. So each person got to have a round. And then finally the last one said, well, I want to go to the bed. And then that's when it all started. So we go to the bed and it was so overwhelming at first having all these hands on me and people down in my vagina and out. And I was like, oh my, this is very overwhelming. But I calmed myself down.

And I let myself enjoy it. And I wanted to try, after watching porn, I thought, I wanted to try double penetration. Oh, my fucking God. Linda, you're out of control. So we tried double penetration. Oh, my goodness. I must say, every woman, if you want to do it, it's definitely worth trying. Really?

Oh, my. I'm not really that easy to have orgasm. And it was almost a meat. idiot having being that full. And then somebody was in my mouth at that point. So I guess then I'm now doing airtight. It's so funny. You know these terms. I'd learn them recently myself. Now you're spit roasting airtight. Oh my goodness. So funny you know these terms. I'd learn them recently myself. Now you're spit roasting airtight. Oh my goodness. So here I am airtight. Wow.

For the first time, at 57, with three men, they were all, they didn't want to play with anybody younger than my children. Yeah. They were all in their later 40s, early 50s. So they were older also. So it wasn't like a bunch of young, young guys. Yeah. And it was a very polite gang bang. They washed themselves in between.

And nobody ever came in my mouth, though they did try to talk me. to it and showed me some pictures of, well, look, this, you know, I was like, no, thank you. Good for you. Stand your ground. It's like, we can, you can do it on my chest. I don't care, but not in my face or in my mouth. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So the gang bang happened and it was a lot of fun.

I would love to do one, one a month would be great, but, but I don't think that that's, that's feasible. It's hard to get involved. Yeah, but that guy, though, had. set all of it up, right? Because those guys were, had done it before, correct? Exactly. They had worked together before. They knew each other's, how each other worked and who was the start guy. So they coordinated it because it is hard. I had that girl Casey on who like did a gang bang supposedly every weekend. And it's, it is hard to get that all together. It's hard

enough to get five friends to come over, let alone five guys to fuck you that you're into that are going to show up. It is, it's a chat. It's not that easy. No, and especially when I'm really horny, I think, gosh, I wish we lived in a bigger area because there's no way that I would play with anybody. I don't want to run into people at Walmart that when I'm shopping. Yay! Hi, I'm here you. So that's not really something I've run a Jew. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And so I, we have not explored anything else at this point. You've explored a lot. Let me tell you. My husband has talked about. about wanting another female. And I'd be able to have another female, but then again, the jealousy part of me is still a little worried,

even though he or he has watched me with four guys and then one guy, then four guys. And so it's not really fair of me. And I kind of bi-curious anyway. I like Cox too much to ever go fully on the lesbian side, but I am bi-curious. And I would make out with the woman.

And I think maybe if I made out with the woman and then he kind of joined in. Yeah, you already saw him with that one girl sucking on her nips, right? Were you jealous then? Or how did you feel in that time? At that point, I was kind of, kind of here, you got us into this predicament here. You're going to help out. Oh my God, that's so funny. So I wasn't jealous at all.

Yeah. Because I knew that she really wasn't his type either. So I knew he was just kind of nice and didn't know how to get out of the situation. And then I guess we both were too nice and didn't know how to get out of the situation. Right. So we just ended up in a situation. But it wasn't like you felt like he was enjoying it enough to have the full experience of whether you would be jealous of that or not. Exactly.

Exactly. And so and for a male, I think it's harder because they have to obviously get hard. Yeah. For a female, you don't have to. to get hard. So looks matter to me, but they're not extreme to where he's going to have to be

physically attracted to be able to get it up. So, so I think it might bother me a little bit more too if I know that he's physically attracted to them.

And you see him hard for somebody else. Exactly. Exactly. I think that might scare me a little bit. My, throw off some jealousy. Yeah.

You don't know. I don't know. I don't know how I'm going to feel about it or if we might just go with the moment and be going and having so much fun that it won't bother me. Yeah, you don't know. Because I have asked that question to a lot of people who wound up in that situation by accident. And I have said, would you have thought before you wound up doing this that you would have been jealous, whether it's the man or the woman, before you wound up seeing your partner with somebody else? Would you have bet money that you would have been jealous? And a lot of times that answer is yes.

They didn't realize that they were going to be into it at all. The opposite. They thought for sure they'd be like most people, which is, I feel like most people don't want to see their partner fuck somebody else. But sometimes it has happened for some guests on my show. Like I said, by accident. And then when they did cross the line, they realized they really fucking liked it. So listen, I'm sure there's a lot of stories that go the other way too, that maybe you don't know. And then you see it.

And it does really bother you. The good thing about you guys is that you've been together for so long and through so much that if, like, why not try it? Because the minute you said, no fucking way, like, this isn't cool, he would stop and you guys would be fine. It's not going to smash your relationship. It's not, there's no danger to it. The only thing is, is it could maybe benefit you because maybe you would be really turned on by it. Who knows?

And he is very turned on by watching me. enjoying myself. And he actually filmed it. Yeah, obviously. And he watches, he watches it. I watched it once and that was plenty. I just sit there and criticize myself, my body. Yeah, that's how girls are.

Yeah. So I just sit and criticize and he's, oh, look at this and look at that. And oh my goodness. And he watches, he likes it into the sound actually of me enjoying myself. Yeah, that's a common thing. he was probably watching porn and all that kind of stuff before, right? Weren't you talking about early on, like how he was watching a lot of porn and getting into different things? And, you know, had he, he knew going in that that was going to be something he was into, correct?

Yes, he's very much a voyeur, I think. Yeah, yeah. Where I don't think I'm a voyeur, I think I prefer to play. Mm-hmm. I don't want to just watch people. When we were at the club, they would watch people and I, it doesn't really interest me to sit and watch people. That's why I don't think I really get into porn. I use it more as an educational tool than a...

Yeah, you're not very... You're not visually stimulated. A lot of men are and women aren't. I'm very visually stimulated and I'm a girl, so I don't think really... It's just, it's every person is wired differently. And look, your guy gets turned on by what he hears, too. I think everyone has different ways of things that float up their boat. And so for you, it's not visual.

So you would have to be involved in living out your... female, female curiosity and have him maybe join in, probably then have you watch him be get down with some other girl. I think if I, if I start it and he joins. Yeah. I think that would help my jealousy a lot. Yeah, you don't know. And I mean, I think as long as you guys talk about it ahead of time and have like your

quote unquote safe words, like it should just be that you could bail at any moment and everyone's cool. And, you know, maybe even explain it to the woman, too, that when I think that if everyone's really open about where they're at and that this is very new for you and you don't know how you're going to feel, I think that it could be okay. Because you shouldn't be, I get a lot of comments in situations like this where the woman is getting pleasureed by other men, the guy is very into it. But the woman is not into seeing her guy with other women. And it's common. even with some girls that are very hardcore. I think it's Ember who's been on my show. She's very hardcore in how much she cuggled her husband and fucks other people, but she is just not down with him

with other women at this point. She wants to get to a place where maybe she could try it, but she's just not there yet. And a lot of people go off on her. That's just not fair, blah, blah, blah. But in their relationship, like her guy's fine. He loves seeing her pleasure, which I'm sure your guy does too. So for right now, that's fine. But I think that whatever works for the couple is most important. And I don't think anybody, whether it's a man or a woman, should put themselves in a position where they're doing something that makes them feel horrible just to be quote unquote fair. You're going to try it for your husband, which I think is very cool of you because you feel like maybe that's fair. But if you don't like it, you don't like it. What can you do? You can't twist yourself into a pretzel for somebody else.

And I, as I said, we grew up together. We grew up together. We've been together since we were 18. So I basically was a baby and I'm not even the same person that I was at 18. Yeah. So we've grown up and we know each other's, we know each other pretty deep inside. You know a lot about a person when you've lived with them for that long. So we definitely are wanting to try that. I want to go, I'd like to be with another couple, see how that goes.

That's something I would like to try. Now, would you want to do a full swap with that? Yes, a full swap would be good. Okay. I would try the full swap. Linda, you are so hardcore. I'm thinking, well, I've got to do it now before you're 60, right? I don't know.

Well, you've done a lot in a year. Listen, you had straight to D.P. spit roasting, airtight, okay? You'll be there by the time you're 60. And then some. Come on. Well, and I never even had done anal. Wow. But I told my husband I didn't want to do anything with anybody else that I wouldn't do with him.

Yeah. So we tried anal pretty early on into my pellets. And he'd been told no so many times that he stopped even trying. And then he had a hard time because mentally he was like, she's told me no so many times. I don't know if I can do it. We finally got beyond that. He was able to do it. So I tried anal.

I let him come in my mouth. Oh, and how's that now? It's okay. It's not my favorite. Okay, but you're not turned off by it. I'm not turned off by and I don't jump up and go, oh my gosh, like I used to when I was younger. I try to be good and not make faces. So they'll say sometimes quit making that face because I get prepared for it. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

You're taking it for the team still. You're still taking it for the team. Yes, still taking it for the team. And he does enjoy that. So the things I've tried just alone with him that I've told him no to for so many years. And then they're going outside of the marriage. We went to a strip club because I'd never been to a strip club. And I wanted to go to it.

And they thought it would be funny to give me a lap dance. Well, I ended up going back with the girl. And we ended up having a really nice conversation. She cried. And we talked about if you're here for your own accord and you want to be here and nobody's forcing you to be here because she was having an argument with her boyfriend. And so I came back 20 minutes later, this poor girl, she's been crying and we talked, we hugged.

And she was just like, oh, thank you so much for it. Basically, my strip club, I was like, they're younger than our girls. Right. I don't think that this really turns me on either. So that's why I know I'm definitely not a voyeur. I just don't, even being there and seeing it right in front of me besides on a screen or it just doesn't turn me on. I love that story though.

That's hilarious. Poor girl. Your guy must have thought, oh, she was back there for 20 minutes. I can't wait to hear what went down thinking it's all kinds of sex stuff. But here she was, she's like infiding in you and crying and you're giving her therapy. Right. Yeah, I ended up being the mom sitting there talking to her and listening to her and having a good little conversation with her. She was very cute.

So it was fun. I just know that that's just not something that is for me, but he enjoys it. So every once in a while, I'll watch it with him, but sometimes I'll just fall asleep. But you are a little curious, though, about definitely hooking up with a woman. You would like to check that box off and see if you're into it. Yes. I would like to check that box off. I would like to be with another couple on a full swap.

And whatever else might come down the road. I've been to a swingers club now, a strip club. I cannot believe it. Now, does anybody, I'm assuming your swing or couple friend, do they know that they turned you on to all this stuff? Do you confide in them about what you're doing or is just you and your husband keep it to yourself? We, I do talk to her.

One friend, she is the friend that, because we've kind of done some things, we've got toys and stuff here at the house and she's the one that knows if something happens to the both of us. She was the one that knew because that my friends don't live here. And she's the one that knew if something would have happened to us on the trip to where to take the computer and ruin the computer some of the things. I know. Right. She's the cleanup girl.

Get rid of all the evidence of all the SEX you guys have been into. Exactly. So she's our person that takes care of all those. So the girls don't have to find that kind of thing. Oh my God. I love it. That's hilarious. You are going to have to come back on.

Maybe next time we'll have you on with your husband because if you have done all this in the past. year. Six months from now, I feel like you might have done full swap girls, book with other couples. Like, who knows what you're going to be up to, Linda? It's hard to find other girls. Because whenever I look on a lot of the swinger site, they're looking for, they're kind of using them as a dating site. They're only wanting males. And I'm like, no, that is something we have agreed on that we will not do it separately. Always going to play together. Yes. Yeah, yeah. That's important to have those rules. Or not, you don't have to have that rule, but they decide. which way you're going to go and figure it out together.

Are you going to be playing solo or always together? And it is, I think, harder to find that woman that is interested in being with the woman and not the couple, or the couple, both, but for the woman too, not just for the guy, the unicorn. And we don't want to play here, as I said, where we're from. I have a job. Well, we both have jobs where it would not go over very well. so we have to kind of keep that to ourselves. Of course.

And so we, in fact, we went two states away for all of this to happen. So we do keep it very quiet and we're very discreet. We're both professionals and that is not something that needs to get out into our community. Yeah, well, I don't know if you've heard a lot of my other couples on and I have someone coming on who is a woman who started like a travel company, like a swingers travel. company. You guys would probably do really well. Maybe your next trip go to hedonism or someplace like that. Because then you're on vacation, you're far away. But then you're also though with tons of like-minded people because everybody at that resort is open and down. So maybe you'll go on a trip or something. Did you ever think of that? We have thought of taking a trip and doing that kind of.

I would like to take, I would like to go to a new, nudist colony or a lifestyle type trip. That is another thing I'd like to do. Yeah, I'm going to have a woman on who started her own company from, she's a Brazilian girl. So make sure you listen to that. That's coming up soon. She books that kind of travel. But I think that that would be great. Considering you guys don't live in a place where you could set things up and stuff,

that's a fast track to, like I said, having a ton of people that are like minded right there with you. Because we have such, we live in such a society that sex is so, oh, taboo. Yeah. And really, I'm not sure you can go to Europe and they're a lot more open and free about those kind of things. Where here were, oh, no, I would never. And especially in my age range. Oh, yeah, totally.

And I remember traveling to Europe when I was younger, like in my 20s and being blown away by the articles they had in like the cosmopolitan there as opposed to the one here. Here it was like, oh, for your guy's birthday. buy him balloons and put flower petals. And over there, it was, this is how you give him a good fucking blowjob for his birthday. You know, I mean, they were way more sexualized and open and straightforward and that way. In the same magazines that we have here. But it's there that was so different.

And I was like, wow, you would think that we're so, we're more progressive in a lot of areas, but not when it comes to sex. No way. We're very behind. I think the younger generation is very different. you're very different in your generation because a lot of people grew up with it it looked like you were slutty and you weren't even doing anything except having multiple partners.

That's the kind of people you grew up with. I grew up with those same people. But now you're spit roasting, gang banging. Oh my God, I love it all. Quick question and then we're going to wrap it up. But let's get off with. So like the HRT, the pellets, is that what you're still on them? Are they still working a year later?

Like how did you experience them so that other people? could know. I have been doing the pellets since October 2021. Yeah, because it's 23. My husband started, he does not do pellets. He does injections. I was, however, with doing the pellets, because of I'm doing, I was started for more of my depression and anxiety. I decided to try. I felt like the pellets were kind of, I was going up and down and down and up and down. So I started doing injections, which, Most women don't do injections on a regular basis. They tend to stay with the pellets. And I am going to go back to the pellets.

However, my husband accidentally, he gave me a three weeks dose in one dose. What? When he was giving me my injection, we had a larger barrel. And he, than what we normally used. Yeah, I got it. I've done needles before. So he did the same thing, but because it was larger, it was three times the amount. Exactly.

Oh, my goodness. And he, I was like a teenager. boy, I couldn't even, even when I was at Target, just going through the men's underwear section, I was like, oh my gosh, I have to get out of here. So when it was time for me to get my new pellets, because I was going to go back on the pellets. Yeah. My testosterone was so high.

I had to do a blood dump, which women don't normally have to do blood dumps. I had to do a blood dump. Oh, to get rid of it because it was too high. It was extremely high. Wow. I was like in the 900s. Wow. Wow. Yeah, that's crazy. So what are you on right now? Did you go back to the pellets?

I can't go back to the pellets until March. Oh, okay, because you're still lowering now. But you're still horny because you had all that, you had that three months supply in you. Well, and I'm still getting injections. Oh, okay. I don't. So I'm getting injections. I take, right now I'm taking my estrogen by mouth just, so I didn't have to get another pellet put in. So I have. Why are you going to go back to the pellets? I just feel I get tired of, one, I'm tired of getting shots three times a week. Yeah. And two, I, for the whole accident, it's not going to happen. And it really hasn't stopped up and down and up and down. So I, for the reason that I went on to see if it would help with my depression.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. It didn't. It did it really. So I thought just go back to the pellets where I'm not coming to get a shot every three times a week. Yeah. That I would. So I'm going to do that eventually. But they just looked at me and there's like, there is no way that we're going to put a

bell in. Oh my God. That's crazy. Well, Linda, thank you so much for calling in and sharing your story. I think it's wonderful and fascinating. It will be up very soon. Send me those pictures so people could put something to the story, which will be great. And I really need an update at the end of this year from you and your husband come back

on and tell me all the crazy. things you guys have gotten into or done since because you have a lot of things on your bucket list and I have a feeling you're going to try them all and then some. Yeah, I thought you started so late. You've got to get it done. Yeah, you have a couple of years. You said, you're going to do before your 60s. So like I said, I think you're going to be doing it way after that too. But there's definitely more stories to come from Linda. Thank you so much for calling in and sharing things so far. Thank you. It's awesome. Thanks. Send me the picks. And I'll post those pictures over on my Patreon. But thanks, Linda.

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