Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 945 - FETISH FRIDAY: Jonathan has a Tickle and Foot Fetish and he Loves Submitting to Men

Episode Date: October 18, 2024

Jonathan has a tickle and foot fetish and he called in to ask all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including when he realized he was into being tickled, who tickled him when he was younger and how it tied into his fetish later on, the specific three things about tickling that has him addicted, when and how he started finding guys online to who would tickle him, when he realized he had a foot fetish too, how he would bring up his foot fetish and tickle fetish with the girls he was dating, which fetish came first and how they’re connected, when his tickle fetish became sexual, where he thinks the submissive side of him comes from, why he loves to submit to men specifically, the first guy he got tickled by and exactly what went down, how far he’s gone with a man and how he identifies sexually, how and why his wife knows about his fetishes but doesn’t know he gets tickled by guys, how long his tickle sessions last, the psychology behind why he enjoys tickling, why he enjoys submitting to men plus a whole lot more,. **To see pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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All you got to do is go to SDC.com and use my code 377.7. one, two, or just go to the description and click on the link for your free trial. Okay, today I have on Jonathan. Now listen, Jonathan has a tickle fetish. When he first called in before we started taping, I was like, I'm going to see if I could get an hour out of like a tickle fetish episode, but I was like 20 minutes on. I'm like, I could get two hours out of this guy because, you know, like any fetish, fetishes are so deep, right? There's so much behind it. And with this guy, He doesn't just have a tickle fetish, though he definitely has that. He also has a foot fetish.

He has a humiliation fetus. He loves being submissive when all of that stuff sort of presented itself to him over time. And that's what we talk about. Of course, like most fetish episodes, we go all the way back and talk about like when he first realized he was into tickling and we focus a lot on the tickling. But all the other stuff comes into play when he starts like going out there and hooking up with people. And he does get tickled by men.

on the DL and has been since he was younger. That's his thing. And it definitely ties into, like the experiences he has, definitely ties into all of his fetishes. His hugups with guys are all about tickling and submission and being submissive and being humiliated. And then he also does, like I said,

have a foot fetish and we talk about that too. So it's a super interesting story. Turns out there's a lot of people out there that have tickle fetish this. So if you have one, you're going to love his story. You're going to be able to relate. but he's into a lot of different things too.

We talk all about it. So anyway, I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Jonathan. Hi, Jonathan. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm good, Kesey. Thank you. How are you?

Good. So you have like a tickle fetish. I've heard of a wrestling fetish. I've had some weird fetishes on my show. I mean, you know, would you call it a fetish? I would hope so. Not that you just like to get tickled, right? You're not just calling in because you like to get tickled.

It must be something a little bit more than that. Absolutely, yeah. Definitely, I would call it a fetish without a doubt. There's definitely a good, I would say, amount of people that have a tickle fetish. If you search for things online, there's at least an up-of-a-vote community where it's pretty clear that there's a tickle fetish community out there where this is called like a bona fide fetish. Yeah, of course. Listen, I mean, I always say like where there's one, there's many, and that's like one of the positives. I think and maybe a negative or a narcissist that came from the internet being created. Like you realize you're not alone. You realize you're not that unique.

You realize you're not the only one that has you. You know what I mean? Like it's not like, oh, you're so unique. You got this tickle fetish. No, there's probably millions of other people that got it too, right? And that's what the internet is good for. But it isn't something I've heard a lot of. You know, when I first started my show, I used to go on Craigslist and I had to find people to call into my show.

So I would see a lot of fetishes on there. And the typical main ones were foot fetishes and Panios fetishes. I saw, I don't remember seeing a tickle fetish. So let's go all the way back. Like when did you realize this was something that you were into? Well, I mean, to go like really all the way back, I knew that I had a special interest in it when I was a child, like even a young, like grammar school age. at that time, as you would probably expect, I didn't understand why I liked it or what the reason was that I liked it in a particular way. But when I was a child, I experienced being tickled mostly and I would get tickled by like my older sister, female cousins, and then I did have some uncles that would tickle me.

When I was a kid, I didn't really enjoy being tickled, but I was very ticklish, and I had a strong reaction to it. But I still understood that there was something that I liked about it. I knew that I had an interest in doing the tickling. And then if I would ever come across tickling in cartoons or movies, anything like media related, it would give me like a rush. Even as a child I would get a rush where I just understood that I liked it in a special way that was different than liking something that didn't give me that feeling. Yeah, for sure. That's a difference between like a kink or a fetish or just something that someone likes or something that someone is into. A fetish is a whole different beast.

So you felt that powerful pull to it really early on. And that's typically what I hear, you know, from guys that have fetishes. It does always go all the way back. Now, do you remember, like, how you felt when people were tickling you? Like, did you love it? Was it torture, but you liked the torture of it? Like, what was it about tickling that, to you, felt so powerful? I think that, looking back as a kid, I liked it probably because of the losing control aspect.

Not that I would have, obviously, like, contextualized it that way as a kid. Right, looking back. there was something to like the anticipation of of it having some fear of it happening there was an excitement that was there with that anticipation and fear not knowing like how long it would last when i was a kid it wouldn't last for very long but like say for example if i were to go to a family party there was a couple uncles that would like always at least give me some brief cycles So I knew if I was going to see those uncles that at some point they were going to tickle my sides or try to tickle my feet or something like that. So even just being in the room with them gave me like this excited anticipation of when is this going to happen.

I know it's going to happen. I'm not sure when it will happen. And so there was something to not knowing when it would happen. Yeah, that's interesting. And the anticipation of like just outrightly losing control to them through my laughter, there was definitely an excitement and even like a rush to the fact that I would really truly lose control to them, like through them making me laugh. Right.

So it was a loss of control that you feel like was looking back what was attractive about it. you or what was like the high the rush of it all yes yeah that's interesting even even like when it came to when I was younger I still have an interest in doing the tickling but when I was younger and enjoyed doing the tickling it was very clearly like that I enjoyed uh putting that like kind of putting my will upon that person and making them laugh for me and it was very, very exciting for me to be able to control the person in that way. Oh, interesting. So you were like a giver and a receiver of tickling. Yes. Both sides of it. As a kid, I was. Yeah, yeah. Well, this was like what you were into.

Did you feel like you weirded out by it? Were you like, what the fuck is this? Was it confusing to you? Or were you just like, you know, it is what it is? I did, well, I did feel weirded out by it. As far as me enjoying doing the tickling, I didn't find that to be as weird. That actually kind of felt more normal and like a natural thing that you would enjoy doing. But honestly, throughout the course of my life, now, getting older, I don't feel really so weirded out by it. But there were stages of me coming to acceptance of enjoying being tickled that I kind of had to go through, especially when it comes to the fact that I, like, being tickled by guys preferably. I went through all kinds of aspects of acceptance, feeling

very weird about it. There were definitely times in my like adolescence, early 20s, where it was, I struggled kind of with accepting the fact that I enjoyed it, which felt with accepting that I liked being basically a submissive that I enjoyed, you know, like bending to someone's will, especially through being tickled. And then it was conflicting for me that I wanted a man to do that to me more than anything. I enjoyed being tickled by women, but I wouldn't really go and seek that out. I would seek out being tickled by men. And you would, where would you find that? Found them online. Luckily, when I was, I think it was, I'm sure I was still in high school, but I might have been a senior, something like that, where the internet was kind of really becoming more of a thing.

But I do know that it came together with like me being around 18 and then through my younger 20s and then, you know, so forth. The internet really, really became a thing. But by the time I was ready to seek out, like, meeting with someone, I was able to just meet people online and then meet up that way. This message is brought to you by avocado mattress. And if healthy, comfortable sleep matters to you, this is one organic brand worth knowing. That's because what you sleep on actually matters. Most mattresses rely on synthetic foams and chemical materials that trap heat, breakdown over time, or off gas. does it differently. Their mattresses are

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Like all those uncles turned you into a kid that liked guys to tickle you. I think it was that anticipation of them. You didn't know when they were coming over. You didn't know when they were going to do it. Like maybe that's why you got wired into the guy thing, right? But would you bring it up to girlfriends like when you were dating? No, actually. Especially like when I was younger, I was almost too embarrassed to bring it up to them.

Right, because in your mind you have it in as like this thing and you know. Because like honestly, if you brought up like, hey, I'm really. into tickling, nobody would think twice, you know, but because you know that this is something that's so powerful and so prevalent and such a pull for you and it started so early, like, it's really your own view of it that you're projecting onto them, because who cares if you like tickling? No one would think twice about it, but because you know it's like a fetish, you're like self-conscious about it. You know, and it was real specifically about the aspect of being tickled by guys that I was too embarrassed about.

Now, like, with dating somebody, I would bring up to, like, my girlfriend that I had an interest in tickling. I would usually just like- Okay, that's what I meant. So you would tell them. Yeah. Because that's not a hard sell to a girl. No.

Like tickling. Yeah. In regards to that, I would just keep it where the aspect of enjoying, being, you know, tickling women. and enjoying being tickled by women. And so I wouldn't have an issue. Now, also, I do have a foot fetish. And so I really didn't have an issue with bringing up either of those.

And I would always just like introduce it by trying to tickle them. And then through experience, they would get an understanding that I had a particular, like, for tickling. And then I would come more like forward with it. and then I would also do things like very ultimately like want to give them foot massages I would even like do some foot worship and then as long as they enjoyed it they without me having to say it

they would understand this guy is into feet like he likes me and then I could more just directly approach it and say you know what I do have a foot fetish and like this is something that I really like and I never had I've had girls like say to me, I don't really like being tickled, so we wouldn't, like, get into it where I would maybe, like, restrain them and tickle them. But we would maybe just play tickle here and there,

which would last, you know, like a minute, or it would be very brief, but at least we would have some tickling. But they were always open to me doing, like, the foot worship and foot fetish stuff. That seemed to be far more agreeable with people. What do you think came first? The foot fetish or the tickle fetish? You know, my memory is of tickling being a stronger fetish at first. I really, because with that, I can really look back to being young and knowing that I liked it, where the foot fetish was something that I least knew by the time I was in high school,

where I could really consciously say I like feet. I do have a foot fetish. Well, let me ask you this, because I talk to a lot of panos fetish guys, and a lot of times they're like very into legs, right? And it's the leg fetish really. And what they like about the panos is that you put the pantyhose on the leg, which is their favorite body part and the thing that they have a fetish for, and you make it look absolutely perfect in a pair of pantyhose.

And that's what that's all about, that sort of combination, you know? do you think because feet are so ticklish that that's why you got a foot fetish going on because it has to do with tickling? It's not like you have an ass fetish. Like there's no tickle sensations in the ass, but there really is on the feet. You know, they kind of seem related. Oh, for sure. Yeah. I would say definitely for sure they are related.

But do you think it's that you like feet because they're so ticklish because you have a tickle fetish or? You know what I mean? Or, you know, like it sounds like that might be the case. I don't know. You tell me. I do like feet for the fact that they're so, like, classically ticklish for sure. I do feel that I have a foot fetish independent of my tickle fetish just as well. Okay.

But I will say that there's absolutely an aspect of me having been into tickling that gave me such an appreciation for feet. But I think just through time, I also just developed a very, very strong foot fetish where I can just like enjoy feet without also needing to be tickles or even just considering tickling. Like I can just find feet very, very sexy just on their own without feeling that need to go further per se. And then that also would also tie into like I do enjoy armpits. And I mean, obviously that also would be a big aspect of tickling. Yeah, I feel like it starts with the tickling for you. And then, you know, I could see over time it changing. I mean, the one interesting thing, or not interesting,

but the one thing that is typical of every guy with a fetish, he knows what the fuck is going on with his fetish, right? Like every guy that has a fetish has pondered the fetish in his brain a lot, right? I mean, you know what's going on with you. Because I think it's so confusing and you live with it alone, most of the time. people are living with their fetish alone, right? And so they study it because they're like, what the fuck is this? And you become interested in it.

And I do know that when I have these really intense questions for most guys of fetish, they know the answer because they've thought about it a million times because you want to know, right? Like where does this come from? Like what came first, right? Like you probably spent your whole life trying to figure it all out. Oh, yeah, for sure. Yeah.

And I have thought about it endlessly. Yeah. Yeah. that's a big part of it. Like I said, it's never like a guy has a fetish and he's never thought twice about it and he has no clue where it came from or whatever. You know what I mean? It's like a very intense part of someone's life. So let's go back to before you start going out and start getting guys to tickle you, like it obviously turns into a sexual thing at some point for you, right? And like, how are you getting off on it? Like, would you like tickle yourself? Like or would you watch tickling

videos? You know, like how would it, how did it like how did it become a sexual? thing for you by yourself? I would watch tickle videos and I would also read like tickle fictional stories or like quote true account stories that I would find online. Okay. And so I never did anything like tickle myself. Yeah. I just would seek out like media and there were there still has some very, very good outlets for

that. our website that's called Tiggle Media. I can't even think of it. I think it's Tickle Media Forum. And they have a lot of material on there. But I, so when I knew that I was, you know, seeking it out in a sexual way, I would seek out to watch, like, Tickle videos. And then I would read fiction.

And I, and honestly, through. like my interest expanding and then also reading fiction more specifically is kind of how I got more into the aspect of being tickled. I feel like there was probably maybe I tried to push it away a little or something when I as I was younger but as I got older and at least a submissive side of me more strongly came out and And coming to grips maybe more with the fact that I wanted to submit and have somebody take control. So, but for example, I would like look for male, male tickling fiction. And I would look for stories that were written from the perspective of the person who was being tickled.

And it would be like a first person story about how a guy was tickled. And so when you read a story like that, it puts you into the mind of like the person that's in the story. And so I would just, you know, get like an experience of it, at least fantasy-wise, that way. And the more than I read those stories, the more I was like, oh, man, I want to be the person getting tickled more than I want to do the tickling. And I absolutely want it to be a guy that does the tickling and who is, you know, the person that makes me submit to them. And there was an aspect of it where this is also like a part would be that growing up, you know, I had a very strong father. My father was like a dominant figure in my life. And I did feel like basically submissive to my father growing up.

And so there was this aspect of being submissive to a man already, even though it was like a father's son type of thing. But then there was also like a rewardingness to me, like say doing what my father told me or being, you know, like there was a reward aspect to like listening to what he said, like doing what he said, being submissive to him basically. And so I would think that, you know, with my father being that strong presence and then also having the experiences of like my uncles having tickled me, there was this. like a submissiveness to guys, but especially when I was younger, you don't want to take Daly be that way. You know, like you're young, you're 20. You kind of want to be the alpha male too.

And then when I was finding myself having these feelings of, I want to submit to another man. I want another man to tickle me. I want him to exploit my weakness this way. I want to lose control to him in this way that I would want to hide and I would feel embarrassed about. But there was an excitement in me having him exploit that. And so there was there's always been all those things to it for me with being tickled by a guy. Like I still, even though I enjoy it and I've done it for quite a long time now,

there's still at least some aspect of where I'm like embarrassed to. have this tigglish weakness. I'm kind of embarrassed for this guy to know that I have this weakness. I'm embarrassed for him to exploit it, but it's very exciting for me. And I enjoy when he exploits that weakness. I enjoy that. Yeah, that's like humiliation. Don't you think that's a little bit of like a humiliation fetish? They all really go hand in hand. I mean, the more you're revealing about yourself, the more it all really goes together, right? For sure. Yeah, it's interesting. and all kind of really goes together. Let's go back to that first time you actually, like, found a guy, met a guy, got tickled

by a guy, like walk me through that whole experience. Like, where did you find that guy? And then what went down with him? And how old were you, by the way? I, if I remember correctly, I think I was like 25. Okay. So you're 25. Now, are you married in a relationship or anything like that at that point?

No. At that point, I was single. I was single. Okay, so you're single and like, where do you go looking for dudes? Where were you looking for dudes at that time? Craigslist? You know, at that time, no. I can't even remember the website that it was, it might have been like tickle friend or something.

Okay, so a specific website where guys were like, you could, like, hook up with people. You could. Okay. Yes, yes. I don't mean, like, in some of the specifics of that website, it's, obviously now it's been like, it's long, defunct. And so I couldn't even tell you the exact name of it. But I went on there and there was personals on that. It may have been just a website of just strictly personals. I don't totally remember. But I do know that. So, but you, how did you meet this guy? Like, were you guys just

going back and forth? You realize he was like in your area? Yes. Yes, that's who. And how old was he? He was older. He was probably 55, me. So he was older. But his personal just, really resonated with me. He had a very detailed personal the way that he described how he enjoyed like men's feet and he

enjoyed tickling and he kind of detailed some of his experience and it just sounded very good and resonated with me and I also enjoyed that he was older and I thought that he would be a great guy to like meet up

with especially for my first time. And so I messaged him and we exchanged a couple messages. And after that, we basically exchanged phone numbers and then we talked. And then we just worked out of time that we went and met at a hotel. And that's where the first experience took place. Okay. So what and what was going down? Like what was set up? He was obviously going to be the alpha, right? And you were going to be a submit to him? He was going to tickle you. Were you also going to tickle him? You know what? I did tickle him a little bit, but at that

point, I was already very pointedly just looking to be tickled. And even like with guys, I never had a strong draw to actually tickle them back. I would just much much more preferred just to be tickled by guys. So even though

he had some enjoyment of being tickled, I did tickle him a little bit. It was understood going into it that he would be the main person doing the tickling and he would tickle Okay, cool. So now you meet him at a hotel and like what goes down? Like are you in your undies while you're being tickled? Like I mean, what's the setup? I've never heard of like a, you know, a sexual tickle scenario. I mean, like, listen, I've done tickle. Listen, tickling could be very erotic. I get it, right? Like if you really like go slow and get tickle, like, you know, even especially if you're stoned. I mean, you could really get into tickling. I get how it could be very erotic, you know. But like how does it go down between two guys in your fetish? And you know, like, you know, especially if you're stoned. I mean, you could really get into tickling. You know, but like, how does it go down between two guys in your fetal. And you guys. And you're fetal. But like, world. That one went down where we both got into our underwear. So we met and we, I remember, it was very quick that we just stripped down into our underwear. And then I got on the bed.

I got on the bed. I was initially laying on my back. And with it being like the first time that we got together, we weren't going to use restraints or anything like that. And so I either like folded my fingers together, like behind my head, where it was like when you lay back and you just rest on your hands and your armpits are exposed. I either held on to the headboard where my armpits were up and exposed or I would fold my hands behind my head and just keep my hands that way. And then when he would tickle me, I would just hang on and not pull my arms down or, you know, try to cover. up. And part of how that was successful, because sometimes people will say, well, how did you not just cover up because you're not restrained at all? But because I wanted the experience of being tickled, I just allowed myself to, like, stay exposed. And if I had to pull, I would just pull on the

headboard instead of, like, pulling my arms down. But we undressed to our underwear. I laid back on the bed and then he got next to me on the bed and just basically started from like head to toe and it just explored the different areas of my body to see where I was tigglish where I was most tigglish and then there were times that he would straddle me to like control my torso a little more if I was starting to squirm a whole lot and so I know that there was like some body contact where he was straddling me and he was honestly a very very good tickler and at that point i hadn't been like really outrightly tickled in a little while where i wasn't totally sure as an adult how ticklish i still was but the way his the way that he was the way that his technique was he really told me that

I was still very, very tigglish. And it was a very good situation, like a good experience. I remember just getting hysterical many, many times during it. He was able to really make me laugh hard by tiggling my feet and my armpits. And that was also a time where I found that once I really got warmed up and just was like getting hysterical, a lot of my like body areas became very sensitive to where I could start laughing from him tickling me on not like every body part but almost every body parts and so like one area that at one point I was laying on my stomach and he was just like tickling me on my lower back just above my ass and my lower back was just like crazy sensitive and ticklish and I remember just like basically like arching up and laughing hard and having a very strong reaction to him tiggling my lower back, whereas I would have never, never thought like my lower back would be a tigglish spot.

But when he had me going, it was unbelievably sensitive on my lower back. And that's still maintained being a sensitive area for me. Once I get really going, my lower back can be exploited very well for tiggling. Now, because you are submissive, are you into denial, or are you allowed to orgasm during these experiences? Or do you not? It's just about being aroused the whole time and kind of denied, or do you end that scenario with having an orgasm? Most of the time, I would not end with an orgasm. I would just basically deny myself that.

And there was also, now I have had experiences where I have orgasm. I've had a couple, a good handful of experiences with one guy in particular where we get some more focused, like, sexual-specific tickling where I would orgasm during those. And prior to orgasming, like, during the tickling, I would enjoy the denial of it, and then it would keep the energy still, like, high, where if I were to orgasm, I could have, like, a bit of an energy drop. or I would get that like post-orgasm, I feel kind of ashamed about this or I'm embarrassed now. Personal clarity. Yes. So when I wouldn't orgasm, then I obviously wouldn't experience that. And then it would just stay like this exciting, like very sexually arousing experience throughout.

And then I mean, almost always I would just like masturbate afterward. And that's how I would have orgasm. And then when I would masturbate afterward, even though I would get some of that post-orgasm clarity, I wouldn't feel the same as if that person was still there with me. But it took time for me to kind of work through that to where I was okay orgasming with the one guy that I finally did orgasm with during tickling. Yeah, and that makes sense because you got to know him better. Let me ask you this. Have you ever been married?

I'm currently married. Okay. How long? I've been married 12 years now. Okay. Do you still get like tickled by guys like on the DL or does your wife know or like what's the deal with your fetish like, you know, when you're in a relationship with a woman? What goes down? You know, I don't get tickled too often anymore and I, my wife, she knows about my fetish, but she doesn't know like that I would still seek it. out every now and then. There is a guy that I used to meet up with before I met my wife,

and he ended up moving just to the next state over. He's only about two hours away from me. So every now and then, we'll actually get together, and I'll still get tickled by him. And that's kind of the extent of what I experience now. But those experiences can be like few and far between. like because he's also married he has a you know a life he's busy but we might see each other maybe once or twice a year and i'll take just tickled on the deal by him when i get a chance to see him but sometimes you know there's been times where i haven't seen him for a year and a half or you know 18 months even and uh and and i you know i've just taken that kind of time away from away from it more specifically just because of being married because I'm a little bit older now where I'm not trying to, you know, hook up all the

time or something like that. But I do think about it quite a bit still through the, like, you know, during the times where I'm not going to be like actively meeting with somebody. So during those times, are you still like watching videos and reading stories, that kind of thing? you know what ultimately yeah and then I also you know will try to like do some chatting and things like that

but you keep all that stuff hidden right like that's all hidden that's all a secret life you live yes it is okay now when you're doing these tickle sessions with guys you also have a foot fetish and stuff like do you go any farther

than tickling have you ever engaged with a guy sexually more than tickling like blow jobs you know anal any of that kind of stuff you know I haven't and I also haven't had guys do that to me

so but I have like been completely naked with a guy where he's been completely naked and he has like rubbed his cock on me and waved it in front of my

face and things like that and that's also been part of like me feeling submissive to him and kind of like a humiliation when I had the sexual experiences now that guy he did

we kind of had I guess you would just say rules but I did explain to him like you know I'm primarily you know like even though these are labels I'm primarily straight I do have like at least a bi-leaning

toward guys when it comes to like tickle specific things. Yeah. But I can also appreciate that, like a guy with a nice body, I can't appreciate a man's body. I can't appreciate a nice looking cock. There is an aspect to just seeing a guy, like, with a hard cock where I'm like,

I feel a submissiveness to a person like that. And so when I had met with this one guy, where we explored more sexual side of it, there was some rules ahead of time where I was like, you know what, I really don't want you to like give me a blow job. But you can stroke me. You can tickle my cock.

You can't tickle my balls. You can tickle my ass. Like feel free to tickle me. You can edge me, bring me off whenever you wants to like give me an orgasm. I do want to see you naked. I do want to see you your heart on. I want to see your cock in my face. So we had things like that as like ground rules.

And it was very, very. exciting and I really had very strong orgasms during those times and like there were still some of my more strongly sexual memories are of this guy straddling my head basically and tickling my armpits so his cock would have been like pointed toward my feet so he was straddling my head that way Okay. And his cock was just like waving in front of my face. And then his balls would come and cover my eyes. And then he would move back somewhere I would see his cock waving in my face as I was just laughing absolutely hysterically for him.

And I was just so unbelievably intensely turned on that I've never had a hands for your orgasm. But during those moments, I probably was the closest I'd ever come to just, um, like having an orgasm just from him tickling my armpits while his um tack and balls were right in my face yeah that's interesting but you never let me ask you this because i have heard some guys who are into humiliation um you know they have been humiliated into sucking a dick you know and not because they're interested in sucking a dick but because they're interested in the humiliation aspect it's because they don't want to and it's humiliating to make them do it and that's what they're into right not the dick, the humiliation.

Like, do you think you'd ever go farther if it was, you know, just because you're a submissive and you would submit to somebody in that way just because they forced you to and you'd be into the humiliation aspect of it? I could see going further like that, yeah. Yeah. Especially in regards to, like, sucking a cock. That I could see, especially for that humiliation aspect and really, getting a more strong feeling of submissiveness and just submitting to him and, you know,

feeling like the power of his heart in my mouth and things like that. I could see going there, you know, with somebody at this point, yeah. For that reason, right. But you're totally into women, though, right? You have a good sex life with your wife. Everything's good there. Do you feel like something's lacking because you can't bring your fetish into that relationship or is that just a totally separate thing?

It's a good question. There's probably, well, there would be at least some aspect of lacking by me not being able to, you know, bring it into it. I, you know, as far as when my wife and I had first met, it kind of went the way that all the relationships did for me. Like my wife and I first met, shortly after we were dating, I was like starting to give her foot massages. and then that led to her understanding

that I enjoyed feet and had a foot fetish. I kind of introduced the tickling aspect of things. And then there were, like I had some experiences when I was in my late 20s, early 30s where I went to some foot fetish parties. And I had told my wife when I was, you know, in my 30s, early 30s, I went to some foot fetish parties. And my wife was like, oh, wow, you know.

And she wasn't put off by that. She thought it was like interesting. didn't think it was something like that she would do, but she didn't like shame me for having gone to Fort Fretich parties. And then I did tell her that I had a couple of experiences of being tickled by other women. And then I had a couple experiences being tickled by guys. And, you know, my wife, like, she was okay with me telling her that I had a couple experiences being tickled by guys. but it wasn't like the most welcome reaction to where I was like, oh, I, you know, I felt a little bit kind of ashamed, like, for her to know that I had done that with guys. So in that regard, I would like to be more open with my wife about the fact that I really like being tickled by guys.

And, you know, even like if there could be a time where maybe a guy would tickle me like with my wife. wife or something like that, or maybe that could become incorporated. I had admitted things to my wife, like, I would also enjoy watching another man tickle her and even just being just a spectator of that and not even really joining in. What did she say about that? She wasn't open to that. She can appreciate it just as an idea and like a fantasy, which obviously that kind of starts to straddle like a bit of like a cuckold territory.

Yeah. Especially the way that I view it where I'm like, I would like to see my wife just being tickled by this guy where I would just be sitting back watching and not even participating. I would just get the excitement and enjoyment of just observing it happened. And I, so in the time I'm with those things, she's, I've never felt like when I've admitted those things to my wife where I felt like, I shouldn't have said that because she didn't have a negative reaction or anything that made me feel ashamed of it.

But she's not been open to something like that or us, you know, introducing. My wife is not the biggest fan of being tickled. She can appreciate it in like short little situations of it. But she's not going to, she's not one for like get tied up. and just be tickled for like 15 or 20 minutes straight or something like that. So because of that, too, it hasn't like appealed to her. Yeah, yeah. I mean, do you think that at this point after being married for so long that you would ever bring up to her,

that you dig the guy thing? I, you know, maybe. Really? I do know. How old are you, by the way? About 50? Yeah, around 50. I'll tell you, I get a lot of guys that call in.

Around 50 years old, they start to feel like they just want to be fucking honest about everything. You know, I don't know why. Sure. You know, without a doubt, I feel differently now at 50 than I ever have. And I do feel more comfort with things and with just. being honest about things that I like than I ever have. And there's, without a doubt, without a doubt, there's something to reaching this place in your life where things are very, very just legitimately different.

And you have kind of just a different acceptance of life and of things. And, you know, you don't try to push things away so much or whatnot. I remember when I turned 40, I had kind of a midlife crisis. I didn't go out and do anything like outlandish or crazy, but I had that, oh, am I at my, am I at the middle of my life and coming to grips with things? And then I thought, like, how is it going to be when I turn 50? Am I going to, is it going to be more intense? But turning 50 has been much more mellow for me.

and I feel more of like a legitimately wiser person and that has everything to do with like being just more comfortable with myself, more comfortable with like wanting to explore what I like, be more open and not so worried or afraid of potential reactions or outcomes. Yeah, that I find definitely you see that typically with guys in their 50s for some reason. I don't know. And then, but, you know, with your wife, because she doesn't like to be tickled, you did say something interesting to me. You're like, oh, she doesn't want to be tickled for 10, 15 minutes straight. Like, I am wondering when you're with these guys and you're having a tickle session, like for guys, you know, people who are into the tickle fetish, how long can they be, or how long do you want to be tickled for? Like, how long do your sessions last? You know, it just depends, but I've been tickled for like an hour, but I've been tickled for an hour with breaks.

But like for me personally, like a good session would be at least 30 minutes. And, but part of that is going to be, there has to be like a little buildup to begin with. Because even when I've gotten together with guys who I've gotten together with several times over, there's still some little, warm up period to begin with. And then once I start getting warm and like get more kind of comfortable and into it, then the sensitivity comes up. And then I really start laughing. And I really enjoy having some extended periods of just being hysterical.

So like if a guy were to tickle me, say, for two or three minutes just straight where I'm just seriously laughing hysterical for that. And then he gives me a little breather that might be a minute and then tickles me again. And then that could, we could do kind of, to say it this way, like intervals like that, where like 15 minutes will go by very quickly because of the amount of laughter that I'm doing and getting lost in it and then getting all the endorphins and everything. and then I will want more of it. And so for me, like anywhere between 30 minutes to an hour can satisfy me.

30 minutes probably being like the minimum for when I'm really, really wanting to be tiggled and like laugh hard. I'd want it to at least be 30 minutes. But just with being given break, I've been tickled for, you know, easily an hour. I'm sure I've been tickled longer than that. but nothing like where I can recall like ooh that was two hours right but it all just depends on getting some breaks and you know and then varying the intensity and things like that that allows for there to be a long session and I've definitely had some longer sessions that I've enjoyed immensely

now because you do have a foot fetish too how do you get off on that like is you typically incorporate like feet into those scenarios with the guys that are you know that you're seeing or you know how do you live out your foot fetish in your life well wait like with the guys i i don't play out too much with the actual like foot fetish with guys i think maybe some of the foot fetish might incorporate through them just tickling my feet if a guy does have nice feet then i do enjoy seeing his feet like while he's tickling me or having him just like put his like feet near my face or something like that if he's giving me like a breather during the tickling and i see his souls close to my face i do like that and then i also play out the foot fetish just like with my wife i do because my wife has no

problem my wife has very very nice feet and i still give my wife a lot of foot massages i i still worship my wife's feet pretty regularly. And I have done things like, you know, my wife's giving me a foot job. I would come on her soles and things like that. She's been all open and accepting of that stuff. So, and then a lot of it is just like voyeurism stuff too, where if I see somebody out in public that have nice feet, I'll definitely kind of like try to look at them as best I can. And so that's kind of where the foot fetish sits with me right now.

Now, I know you said in your email to me, and we'll end with this. We've got 10 minutes. And you could explain it. You know, you said you wanted to talk about your tickle fetish. I didn't realize you had all this other stuff going on. It's super interesting. But you did say, you know, and I want to talk about like this, what I believe is the psychology behind it. What do you believe is a psychology behind it?

You know, the psychology is, um, you know, Boy, it's like the psychology of tickling for me is being made to feel vulnerable, just like the submission to someone's will, like the loss of control. Oh, all those things that you explained to me. But do you like, like do you put it together like, oh, maybe it was because, you know, my uncles were doing that to me and that. Because I think the scenario with your uncles tapped into all the things that you dig. And that's why that was so supercharged. And that's why that maybe you are into guys tickling you. Because like if you had ants, I don't know, that were coming over randomly.

And they were always tickling you. And you never knew when it was going to happen. And blah, blah, like, you know. And you were submitting to them. Maybe you would have wound up being into chicks doing it. Do you think it has something to do with the fact that it was like your uncle sort of gave you that top of the mountain experience when you were little? And so that's why maybe you're into the guy thing. I would say for sure. Yeah, for sure. I think there was also, see, like, just thinking of it right now, too, even as a kid, there felt like some taboo aspect of being tickled by a man.

Oh, okay. That's important to say. Uh-huh. Yeah. And it's like, there was just like this kind of like a taboo to being chiggled by guy, but also by laughing for him. Yeah, yeah, that makes sense. And having him exploit the weakness that way. Yeah. Like, because definitely with guys, even to this day with guys, it's, it's, I, I don't want to, there's still an aspect in my head of, I don't want to be submissive to another man. Right.

But you are getting off on being submissive. Like that's, it's a right. So that's what I mean. I do believe that the uncles were tapping into, like, everything about that specific scenario for whatever it is, they didn't realize this was going down. but everything about it touched on all the fetishes that you had, you know, the submissive part of you, the humiliation part, you know, the part of you that's into humiliation, the part of you that's into tickling, you know, it was all there in those scenarios, you know, so it just makes sense.

But, you know, if they didn't tickle you and it was always women, would you eventually have found men doing it would trigger all those things probably later on, you know what I mean? Probably. Yeah. still probably. Yeah, yeah. There's definitely something to just, even if it didn't, even if I wasn't ever tickled, but still had like the childhood that I had with like my dad and strong male figures,

I probably would still have something that would drive me to play out some kind of submission to men. Yeah, for sure. And it just happens to be the tickling that is what really, what resident with me through and through. Yeah, yeah. It's so super interesting. If those uncles only knew what they did.

That's crazy. Oh, my God. About it. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, crazy. I love your story. It's super interesting. I love that.

You know, all the tickle people out there are going to be excited too, right? Because they're going to find content like this. I'm sure it's hard to find people telling their stories behind their tickle fetish. And I know that other people that are into this fetish are going to find this episode because they're looking for it. That's why I do my fetish Friday episodes. A lot of them are very specific and niche, right? And so they're not as downloaded as like a hot wife thing, right? Because it's only guys that have that fetish are going to listen.

But I like to do it and I continue to do it because I think that there's so many people out there that have these kinds of fetishes and they're looking for content. And they're dying to hear about other people's experiences. And they, and it's very beneficial, you know, to know that you're not alone. And so I love that the tickle people will find my show now because the people will be Googling. they'll find your episode, which is great, you know, and they'll be like, oh my God, I could totally relate, you know, and what happens typically is like, I'll get 10 emails after your episode, like, oh, by the way, I have this fetish too and blah, blah, blah, even though, and I got to say in the first, in 12 years, I don't think I've ever had a tickle fetish guy on before, but I bet you anything,

I'm going to get a lot of emails after your episode air. So thanks so much for calling it and sharing your story. It was super interesting. It was a lot more to it than I thought, but that's typically the case with fetishes. Fetishes are so not complicated, but there's depth to them, you know, and that's what I find interesting actually. You know, absolutely, they're deep. Yeah, for sure. Yeah, for sure. Yeah, for sure. So thank you. But this was

great. I really appreciate talking with you. Thank you. Yeah, this was fun. Thanks so much for calling in. And I will give you access to my discords. You could go in there and talk to people if you want after your episode airs, okay? I think that you'll be sent an email with the, like, the free link to go in. But don't do it until you know that, like, you know, you got to say you're so and so from the episode and you could go in there and talk to people. Okay.

If you want. Okay. Awesome. Thanks so much, Jonathan. Thanks so much for calling in. Thank you very much, Kathy. Thank you. Hi.

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