Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 949 - Ember Rae is a Hotwife Into BBC

Episode Date: October 24, 2024

Ember Rae is a hotwife into BBC and she called in to talk all about it. When did she start hotwifing? Whose idea was it? And, how involved is her husband in her hook-ups? Tune in for all the details which include her experiences with women that she had early on in her marriage, her first hook up with another man and exactly what went down, how she videotapes most of her hook-ups for her husband to enjoy, how he also joins in via FaceTime sometimes, how her husband requested bbc and why she prefers that now, their reclaiming sex and why they both enjoy it so much, why she prefers meeting her bulls on swinging websites as opposed to out in the vanilla world, the “biggest” guy she was with, how she can deep throat, how having a gangbang is her ultimate goal, why she isn’t into her husband hooking up with women, how and why she started posting videos of her hook-ups on porn hub and a whole lot more. You can find her here: https://linktr.ee/xxemberraexx **To see pics of Ember + anonymous pics of most of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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the get-go. It happened way later. And he was the one that suggested it. She was, you know, she had been already hooking up with the women on the side. And then he brought up like, hey, why don't you do it with a guy and film it? That's what I really want to say. And so she did. And she's been doing it ever since. Not only just for him, but for you too. I mean, she's got stuff on Pornhub. She's got a Twitter where she's really out and about. She gives links and, you know, shout-outs to all of her stuff. But she definitely goes into her whole story. That first experience, how she met another guy, how her husband felt about it. Like I said, he's always on FaceTime or she's videotaping it. And then she talks about how her husband eventually asked for her to hook up with a black eye. And she was super surprised

about that. And then once she did it, she has never looked back. That is what she solely looks for now. She's very totally 100% into BBC. And she talks about that, what she loves about it, why it's like, the best thing ever. The reclaiming SEX that they have and why that's so great. The cream pies that her guy loves and why she loves it too. They do talk about her eventually getting back out there and hooking up with other women. And what she really wants to do one day is have a gang bang. And she could deep throat. We talk about that. And then at the end, I ask her for a couple best stories ever. And she gives me some. She sent me some picks of her as well for my Patreon so you could go there to see pictures of her, but stay here to hear her story. Okay, you're going

to get it all. So I'm going to be right back on with Ember. Hi, Ember. Ember. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. Wait, should I be calling you Ember Ray? I mean, you are going to be you. You're a hot wife that is not in hiding. You're out as yourself, right? Yeah, yeah. It's like a stage name anyway. So it doesn't matter what you call me. You can call me Ember or Ember Ray, but ember's fine if you want to make it short and sweet. I like Amber. Now, Amber Ray, you have an interesting story. The most that I know is that you are a hot wife, stag, Vixen.

You're going to have to, like, clear these different terms up for me, because Hot Wife Vixen, is it the same thing? I don't know. You'll tell me a second, but, and you are, you know, that's you and your husband, stag and vixen, and you guys have been together since high school. And, like, you know, many years into it, your relationship change, and you're going to tell me that whole story. What is the difference between a hot wife and a vixen and are you both?

I think you're both, right? So, I mean, yeah, I guess I guess kind of a hot wife and a vixen would actually kind of be the same thing because we are not any part of the cuckold world where there's any humiliation or degradation to my husband or anything. So really, the stag and vixen is where a husband enjoys watching his wife receive pleasure. And so the vixen has sexual relations with other men. films it or he watches. We mostly I film it. I go and meet my bowls by myself. And then we watch it together. He watches it. We enjoy like the reclaiming process when I get home. And yeah,

so a hot wife is someone who sleeps with other men outside of her marriage with her husband's consent. And I guess I guess the stag and vix interim comes from like the stag really enjoys seeing her receive that pleasure. And so he has her, you know, set out and do these things and then film them so that way they both can watch later her receive this pleasure. And it's really kind of all around the wife's pleasure and the husband's enjoyment around seeing her receive that pleasure, if you will. So yeah, I just know that like the general term for a husband sharing his wife is like hot wife. And then there's more dynamics. There's stag and vixen. There's cuckold. And then there's the queen of spades era. I mean, um, area type of thing, which I'm also a part of. Oh my God. We have

a lot to talk about. We have so much to talk about. But I have to tell you hot. I think is the term that most people know. And let me tell you, when I put Hot Wife in a title, that gets a lot of effing downloads. Like it was a very surprising to me. And maybe for you, before you opened up your marriage, because it's not like you were always a hot wife. But it was so surprising to me when I found out how many guys were actually into this. Because I always say this on my show that I have a lot of guy friends.

And they were always very open to me because I'm like super non-judgmental and I'm open-minded. And my guys friends would always tell me shit. And not one ever copped to that. And it wasn't until I started to do my show and started talking to guys. And people were calling in with these kinds of stories that I realize that this is something that guys are into. And not only some guys, a lot of guys, because they tend to be like my most downloaded episodes. Who knew? Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah, it's wild. It's wild. I've heard that the ones I have been a part of have gotten many hits. So I'm really excited to hear how it goes. Yeah. So wait. So now tell me your guy's story.

How long have you been married now? So we got married in 2008. So it's been almost 15 years now. And we started dating in 2005, summer of 2005. So we've been together for going on 20 years now. And he always knew I was bisexual and into girls. And we had a few instances where I played with females in front of him. And I would record me with females for him and send the videos and stuff.

And then we met some friends when we were. moved to Virginia because he's in the military. And so we met some friends when we moved to Virginia and they introduced us to this swing lifestyle website and told us how like they were actual swingers. Well, we knew that that wasn't really anything we were into. We weren't really into the whole like complete swap thing. I thought for a while we were going to get into it. I mean, we're still kind of talking about pursuing me sharing him with a woman. It just hasn't happened yet. But it's something we discussed. It's not completely off the table. But anyways, at the time when we were talking about this and stuff, it was something that I was like not ready to do. We played with a few couples

in a sense where I was with the women. And then my husband went on what was his fourth deployment and asked me if I would ever record myself with a man. And I thought he was crazy. I told him there's no way. I'm like, that is the epitome of like a cheating military spouse and I'm not going to be that. There is no way. I can't do it. And then he's like, I'm asking you to do it. I know you're doing it. It's completely different than if you're just doing it and not saying anything. I'm like, yeah, you're absolutely right. I told him I would think about it. And then his birthday was coming up and I asked him what he wanted. And he was still gone, obviously. And he's like, I would really like for you to fuck a guy and record it for me and send it to me so I can watch it. And I was like, oh my gosh. And like, I thought about it. And I thought about it. And I was like, you know, we'll try. And so I got onto our swing lifestyle website. member, our members page, logged in and

ended up finding some men, because at first we were just using it for couples, for the girls to play. Ended up finding some men, found this super innocent teacher. We met on his lunch break, and we did our thing. I had my husband on FaceTime the whole time. We recorded the whole thing.

But wait, where did you do your thing? You can't just skip through this. Really quick, though, what I really want to know, because I know, and you said it in the email, I mean, this was not the beginning of your relationship, right? I mean, you had been together for a very long time. Yeah, yeah, we, yeah, this was, this was, we'd been together for 11 years when I started having sex with men and filming it for him. Okay, so 11 years when before that, the, you were seeing girls and having these kind, not threesomes because you don't want your guy to be with a girl, but you were

seeing girls separately filming it. So it wasn't like you were totally vanilla couple. I mean, you were open, you were on a swinger site looking for, chicks, correct? Yes. Yes, absolutely. Absolutely. Yes. So, so it wasn't, yeah, it wasn't anything that was totally new. But for me, it was really nerve-wracking because like, oh, my God, this is another man. And, like, I had basically kind of only been with my husband other than females because I really don't count my first time as counting because it wasn't a whole, it was a whole thing itself. So I really consider, like, other than my husband and my first complete mess up of a relationship when I was really young, my husband was like all I kind of knew.

So I was like other than females. And so I was like, well, shit. Like that's kind of like, oh my God. I feel really inexperienced. But no, I did it. And like we ended up loving it. But Tom, walk me through that first experience. The guy's a teacher.

Yeah. You're online pimping yourself out as like, listen, I'm a hot wife looking for a guy to fuck me while my guy watches. Was your guy watching? Was he, he was away. Were you filming it? Yep. He was on FaceTime and I was filming it.

And it worked out really well because, you know, I found him on the swing site. So he was already a part of the lifestyle. He had some certifications, which is like reviews from other couples. So, you know, he knew what he was getting into. So, yeah, I'm over here. He's gone. And I'm setting this whole thing up. I'm taking an old phone that my kids used to play games on to record it.

So that way I can FaceTime him while it's happening because my biggest fear, honestly, at the end of the day, the whole thing was someone. I'm going to get murdered because I'm meeting somebody I don't know in a hotel. Right. What the hell's wrong with me? But, you know, like I said, after I talked to him, got certifications and stuff, I felt more comfortable. So we met at the quality in. I was on FaceTime with my husband. I was extremely nervous. And I was like, I don't even know what to do. And he's like, well, just answer the door. And I was like, okay, you're right. So I answered the door. And he came in and I looked at the camera again on FaceTime. And I was like, babe, I don't know how to start. Like I was like, I really just don't know what to do with myself. I was so nervous. And he was like, the teacher was like, I called. him the teacher. That's funny. He was like, just come here. I'll help you. And like basically like kind took over and we just went to town. And as soon as like we started like that was the end of it. He's left me in all these positions. My husband watched the whole time. It was really awesome to hear my husband's reactions on FaceTime. And it was just he was like, oh my gosh, this is exactly what I

wanted. He's like, I love seeing you receive pleasure because seeing it from the outside looking in is like totally different. And that was like his favorite after that. And it was mine too. And then I saw a few more people while he was gone and took some more videos. And I actually saw him a couple more times. And then I saw another guy a couple times who all were from the swing website. So it was really comfortable. And it just became really easy after that. And then my husband really one day surprised the shit out of me and goes, would you ever fuck a black guy?

And I was like, whoa. I was like, what? And he's like, well, you love to be stretched and filled. and you just, you love all of it. And he's like, so what if you could get stretched and filled by a real, a real black penis? And I was just like, whoa, really? And he's like, yeah, because I had all these big black cocks in my drawers and from vibrating to just jelly ones, just I, and this pussy pumper plug thing that's like an anal plug,

but it's for the vagina and you can pump it up really big. And I love that thing. And he knows I love it. And so he's like, you know, maybe you could find a BBC. And I was like, oh my God, okay. You're crazy, but okay. And I did. And the man was old enough to be my dad.

You know, maybe you could find a BBC. And I was like, oh, my God, okay. You're crazy, but okay. And I did. And the man was old enough to be my dad. But how old were you at the time? I mean, do you mind telling your age? You sound super young.

I don't mind at all. Because, you know, because at the end of the day, he was awesome. He even came to my house after that when my husband was, gone because my husband wanted me to take a video inside the house and he's like, well, you've already met this guy and I'm like, oh, you're right. And he actually lied about his age, but he told me before we had ever had sex. Like, he told me in messages he was 45, okay? So how old was he really? 55. Okay. And how old were you? Which isn't that bad. I was 25. Okay. So he's 30 years older than me, but right, right? Wait, 25, 35. I was making sure he did my math, right? Whatever. He was

Right older than you. Exactly. But he tells me in the bar when we're talking, he was like, I don't feel good that I lied to you. He's like, but I really wanted to meet you. And I'm just like, oh, holy shit, that's kind of fucked up. But at the same time, I'm like, I never would have known. And it honestly doesn't matter because, A, you don't look 55. And B, I've seen pictures of your talk and I really would like to see what it's like.

So, okay, let's go. So anyways, after he realized like it was okay. And I mean, I appreciate that. He could have just kept lying to me. whatever. We went up to the hotel room and we had mind-blowing sex and basically, yeah, it was like, once you go black, you never go back. Oh, so that became like your thing with your husband? It is. It's like, it's like my thing now. Like I pretty much only pursue BBC at this point. And it's not, it doesn't have like anything to do with anything other than they just,

they've been, always been really respectful to the marriage. And they're just, I've found them to be a little more invested in my pleasure and they always make sure I get off. But I know you're giving all these like other reasons for it. But was it just for the fact that like you're a size queen and they had bigger dicks? And so it's just like it's the bigger dick thing that you were really into. I think it's like this. It's like the feeling of like the stretching, the beautiful, all of that. And like, and that's only something that I enjoy sometimes.

That's not something I even want every day. because when my guts get rearranged, I feel it for days. Okay? And I'm just, I can take it, but I feel it later. And for me, like, it's really fun to, we really enjoy the reclaiming process because it feels just so completely different. Like, you would think it would feel looser because I've been stretched out. Yeah.

When, in fact, it is not. It is, in fact, tighter. Really? Then, yes, because it's like, it's warm. I'm sorry, it's not even warm. It's like hot and steamy and it's like, but like a good hot and steamy. And then like your walls are just like swollen because you just took a beating. And then it's like going home to him and then getting into bed with him is almost like receiving the best internal massage of a lifetime that I could net.

Like you can't replace the feeling. Like there's nothing. I've smoked weed. I've drank alcohol. That's about it for my drugs. But I, that is it for me. And just like, wow. Like it is, like you would think after two to four hours of sex with somebody else,

I would be completely flat out exhausted and be like, again, I'm going to home, going to fuck to sleep. But the minute I pull in the driveway, I'm like, I cannot drive fast enough to get home to fuck my husband's brains out. And he sees a completely different side of me when I come home on those nights. And it's not that we don't have mind-blowing sex without those nights. But it's just, it's so different. and it's something fun that we add into it.

And we just have a really, really good time. And I mean, he hasn't even actually been present and watched, not once yet, because it's just never worked out that way. And also he's not really wanted to go out and stay out super late. So he always is just like, just film it for me. Just film it for me. And so that's pretty much what we do when I go home to him, like, as soon as we're done, basically.

And the reclaiming process really is just, I can't. I can not even tell you how much I love getting fucked by a huge fuck and then going home and getting fucked by my husband. It's just indescribable. And your husband must like that too. Is that a part of it for your husband? Because a lot of guys like that reclaiming as well. It's for both of you. It gets you off. He does. Yes. And his reactions are completely, they're completely different on those nights too. And like, I'm not saying, like, I'm not saying something that has to happen. I mean, we could honestly stop tomorrow and I'd be completely fine. It's not anything that has to happen. But it's just, like I said, it's that just fun little extra thing where it's, it's no different than adding toys

instead of bedroom, really. Yeah, yeah. I mean, me getting blasted in bed by a jelly BBC, no different than getting blasted by somebody else having to do the work, you know. Well, come on. It has to be different because you're with the person, you're filming it. It must be so much more supercharged because it, you have the reclaiming aspect, all of that. I mean, all. of that would be gone if you're home using a dildo by yourself. I mean, there's so much to it. Yeah. Yeah. I just, I meant like in terms of like getting like stretched and stuff. Oh, but like and then but like and then also like we're really big into cream pies and stuff. I had a history march. And that's been a god friend because I mean, we haven't had to worry about anything. But I've also had my tubes burned. They were burned back in 2014.

So I mean, we've pretty much been having like a really good time. time, obviously still being safe, testing and all that. But no, yeah, it's been, it has been, it has been so fun. And I would love to answer any questions you have, really. I mean, that pretty much, that sums it up in the best nutshell possible to tell you about that. First of all, how long have you been doing this for? How old are you now? Okay, seven years.

I'm 32 now. You're 32 now. Okay. And now, so you had your tubes tied, how many years ago? Like seven years ago? Like when you were super young after all those? kids, you had kids really young, got the tubes tied like a beat year after? Okay. Yeah, I had my tubes tied in 2014. Right. Okay. So now these cream pies, do you get your guys tested? I mean, as far as, like,

a lot of people are always like, why don't you ask your people about STDs? And I know it's like a weird, not like a weird question, but it takes people off from the hot topic. But like what, like, because you are doing cream pies or, you know, do you vet the guys beforehand as far as like STD testing? Yeah. Everybody, every, everybody gets their own, like, little screening process. Yeah. About them, their relationships, their histories, when they were last tested, all of that. For the most part, I mean, it's built around trust and trusting yourself and being careful.

And I'm not, and yes, asking for the proof if they have it. Most people don't mind showing anything. And I've yet to come across any issues. And we've had, we've had pretty good luck so far, really. We have everybody, when you pursue people that are mainly in the lifestyle, I feel like it's a lot safer that way because everybody kind of like already knows, you know? Right. And that makes it, that makes it a whole lot easier. There have been instances, you know, of random ones, but those ones almost always come with protection because you have no idea. So, I mean, you talk, ask beforehand,

but you know, I have had a couple slutty nights and I am not ashamed to admit that. What do you mean? What's more slutty than what you're doing? How more slutty does it get? Well, when my husband, you know, he says, oh, you know, if you find anybody by the end of the night, you want to go home with. Oh, you mean random nights when you're in a bar or something like that? You mean not through the website. Most of these people, most of these people are people whom I have seen multiple times and spoken to and have gotten to know somewhat over my course of going to this one place that I frequent over where I'm at.

So that's how I met a couple of them. And they've actually been great. One of them turned into a regular bowl for me. He just moved and that was sad because he was respectful and he fucked me really well. And he was the biggest. He was the biggest I had ever had. And he was wonderful and he always showed up. Well, I showed up because I had to go to his place.

But he always, he was always there. He was always down. Hey, hey, what are you doing? But when you say you met all these guys at the place, I know that you were saying a lot of these people you met on Swinger websites. I mean, is there also a place by you, like a swingers club or something where you meet people? No, no. No, that's, it's, it's, it's just a karaoke bar that we all go to.

And I mean, it's just a bar, really. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And, you know, no, I've talked to, I've gotten to know these people through other mutual friends. And so, so there are people whom I've been comfortable with and who have, like, learned with. But I still consider them slutty nights because, you know, even though, like, I know a little bit about them. And, you know, we've been talking for a while. And, you know, they know I'm a hot life. Pretty much everybody that I've hung out with their who is a man kind of knows because

I drink a little bit. And then we all just start talking and everyone talks about everything together. And yeah. And so I've had a connection with a couple of them. And it's, it's, I consider them slutty nights because it's like, I'm not really going out, like with that goal. I go out to do karaoke and have a good time. And then I'm just like, hey, they're like, hey, want to go home?

And I'm like, let's do it. So we go. And it finally happens after a couple months of talking, hanging out, knowing each other, whatever. So it's a completely different process with people like that than it is like with people like on the swing site. Like if I were to meet somebody on the swing site right now here and they were like, oh, hey, I'm here visiting. I'm, you know, I'm down to fuck.

Are you? Here's my certifications. Blah, blah, blah. I would vet them that way. We would talk for maybe an hour and then I would go meet them if I was attracted to them. Right. You know, we had any of that. So it's totally different when you're messing with people in the swing world, opposed to messing with just regular people outside of it because you want to make sure that those regular people outside of it know that, hey, this is just a really fun

fucking time, literally. And that's it. Like, no strings attached. You can't get attached to me. I can't get attached to you type thing. But yeah. So that's why for the most part, we stick to people within the swing websites who we know are all safe, know all about, you know, all about the rules. So there's not even really a whole lot of explaining beforehand. It's so much easier when you stick to those websites. They all get it. And what would be the unspoken rules, though? What are those unspoken rules that everybody knows?

I feel like, gosh, I feel like keep up on your testing, keep yourself clean, obviously. Right. Don't do anything stupid. but respect everybody as individuals and respect the marriages and the relationships they're in. Because that's the biggest thing at the end of the day, I feel like. And yeah, I feel like those are probably the unspoken rules. You would think, right? I don't know because you were like, oh, there's difference.

You know, the people that I meet online, they know like the stuff more than if you just meet somebody. Isn't it more so just what you were talking about as far as like, this is no strings attached. I'm not looking for anybody else. This is what it is. I'm not cheating on my husband. I mean, maybe people in the vanilla world that you just would pick up would maybe assume that even if you say your husband knows, maybe they wouldn't trust it. I mean, there would be a lot of explaining to do, right?

It's funny you bring that up. And that's actually a big reason why I'm not really super. I, let me start over it. That's a big reason why I started becoming more open with it was because I didn't want it to get out when I was out at that bar hanging out with. So after I got a regular bull, we would go out together sometimes. And my husband was aware of this. And I would hang out kind of by him most of the night. But I would also separate myself and hang out with other people.

But we knew at the end of the night, like I was going back to his house with him because he was my regular bowl. And then I was going to go home. And so we would hang out during the night together. And so that way no one got the wrong idea. I ended up kind of telling a few people like, hey, like don't get the wrong idea about this thing right here. This isn't a thing. and my husband knows I'm here. So stop it.

Go away. Get the fuck out of here. You know, so it's like I've been open in that sense because I don't want people to get the wrong idea of me. And because everybody there knows I'm a wife. They see my ring when I go out. And I don't hide that I have a husband and three kids ever. I'm always talking about them.

But I'm also sometimes talking about the other sides of my life too. And I honestly, that has given me a sense of freedom that I cannot explain to you. I used to be so worried. And I know we're on strictly anonymous and that's great. And I can stay that way on here. That's fine. But like, but you're not anonymous.

I mean, I think that that's important. Yes. Yes. I am, but I mean, on here, kind of.

But no, I mean, I put my face out there. The only thing that's like not out there is my real name. But ever since like I started speaking like that and started being like, hey, like quit looking at us like that. Like,

and started really projecting just who I am and owning it. because we love this. And even if somebody finds my porn hub or finds my Twitter or even if I tell somebody about it, I don't give a shit anymore because I enjoy it. My husband enjoys it. We both fucking know that I'm doing it. And I just don't care. Let's talk about something that I know you love, which is a hot story. And that's why you need to download the Dipsy app. Dipsy is an app full of thousands of spicy audio stories. So no matter what you're into are what turns you on, Dipsy's got something for you.

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Because everybody has sex. If you watch someone's porn that you find and you think it's fucking weird, you're fucking weird. Because everybody has sex. It's just different because you're not filming it, I guess. But whatever, I don't care. You know what I mean? And so I'm going to love what I

love and I don't care. Who knows that? I mean, I don't post it on my personal Facebook that I shoot porn and post it online, obviously. I don't tell my kids. But if I see or hear anybody ever talking about me about or anything, I'm going to own it because there's nothing wrong with it. And so I just, I don't know, you said that thing about like, oh, no one's out cheating or anything. I'm like, no, they're not.

You're right. And in fact, I'm like, I've gained even more freedom and liberation, maybe even you could call it since owning it and being like, no, this is what I do. And go away. Now, I think a lot of times people who are, you know, living in the vanilla world and then cross over and they're doing something like this and they want to be out, the problem is they have a job, a nine to five job that has nothing to do with this. And their biggest fear would be that those people find out.

Yeah, that's what I was going to ask. So what was the deal with you? Did you not have something like that to lose? Were you like a stay-at-home mom at the time? So I was a stay-at-home mom. I had just graduated college with my bachelor's of science and justice studies in pre-law. Yeah. But my mom had passed away the year before I graduated.

And so I didn't want, I was already, like, emotionally taxed. And as much as I wanted to go into law school or join the police force or something to get me on a road to become, whether a prosecutor or something like for a victim advocacy later on down the line. Yeah. But it was too much for me after losing my mom. I had lost my uncle, my mom, and my grandma all in a span of three months. Oh, wow.

And I was my grandma on Valentine's Day just a month and a half after my mom. So it was like, okay, this is a lot. I finished college, thank God. And I was proud of myself for that. But after that, I was just like, I have been doing everything for years and I'm exhausted. And I don't, I've been working since I turned 14. and I had if I didn't when I if I wasn't giving birth I went to work so I was a stay at home mom or I had a job and was a stay at home mom because you know it means it's like but no I had businesses I was doing bakery stuff for a while then I got really big into photography this is all while I was in school then I finished school and since I had photography under my belt and I was like I don't want to do anything emotionally draining right now I'm already emotionally drained I went on to become a private editor for photography and I was doing that. I was editing for like 18 photographers worldwide. Then we moved to Italy and

there's a law here that says that military spouses can't work unless it's on base. I couldn't even have my own business. So I had to close my business to move over here and pretty much I've just been doing this stuff and just posting it and trying to get a name for myself. So when I get back to the States, I can start in actual only fans that will hopefully bring me in a decent amount of income because Fandley doesn't make me anything really at all. So, I mean, not that there's anything wrong with that, but it doesn't have as high of a client base as you will as only fans and it's not as known. So the traffic isn't as high, but I can't.

But let me ask you, how did you go from being a hot wife and doing all of this privately to putting it out there? What was that decision and, you know, process like for you to go public? Because I think that that's a, there's a big difference. Like you're like, you know, everyone has sex. Just some people just don't post it on Pornhub and blah, blah, blah. Like, so the difference between all those people doing it privately and the people that do it publicly, there's a shift that had to happen.

You went from doing it privately to publicly. Like, how did that come about? You had all those, all those videos that you were sending to your guy. You weren't even doing it for anything other than your own personal pleasure, but you had all these already taped sex scenarios, correct? Yeah, yeah. And then I also had a bunch of myself. and I don't have anything to do here in Italy.

And so I was like, maybe I should just, I got on Twitter one day. And I, because my friend is actually a stripper. And she was posting from her Twitter and sharing some status updates. So I was like, I'm just going to get on Twitter and see what it's about. So I went to her page, which is a not safe for work page. So I had to like make an actual account, do all that. So then by the time I actually got to the not safe for work side of it and saw everything that was there, I was like, what? the fuck I can do this.

I was like, I can post this stuff. And when like I looked at people's pages and saw that they had fanslies and Reddits and porn hubs and all these things and I'm just like, I could do this too. I'm like, why can't I? I was like, what's stopping me? And so it's what's crazy is I had a group of friends for a while here where for some reason inside of me, I was just like, if any single one of these people finds this, I will die. so I'm never going to post myself out there like that.

You were doing it anonymously at first? No, no, no. I wasn't doing it at all. Like I was contemplating it. And I was back and forth. But then I had a fallout with one of the girls over the silliest thing. And then I was just like, why have I ever cared about what anybody finds online about me? Especially if the people I love the most, which is my husband and we're not obviously talking about my kids.

But if the person I love the most knows I'm doing it, why does it not? matter what anybody else thinks. And he's like, I've been telling you forever that you could start a page and post stuff and blah, blah, blah, at least a forunup because we have so much stuff. And everyone has already agreed to consent. And like every, every person that I have filmed with, you know, I've always asked like, and in the future, if I need your documentations, because I want to post this somewhere. Because it's kind of, it had always kind of been something we talked about because we knew only fans existed and all that. But it wasn't anything we ever pulled a trigger with. And if I did it at the time, I was never contemplating having like a Twitter and Instagram any of that.

Do you still hook up with girls? I mean, I know that you have all these bulls now and you're totally into the BBC thing. But you did start off hooking up with girls on the side and you were by. I mean, do you still do that or are you strictly into dudes now? I do. And what's really funny is one of my girlfriends here after she met me, she started following my Snapchat because she's like, oh, I don't have Instagram or anything.

But can I have your Snapchat? And I'm like, ugh. I'm like, well, that's my sexy Snapchat. That's only one I have. And I was like, well, I was like, it's kind of a really personal one. And she looked at me and she was like personal like, like personal, like personal. And I was like, yes. And she's like, oh, she's like, well, I have some questions about that.

So can I add you? And I was like, sure. And so she did. She added me and we talked and I'm actually helping her set up her own only fans. She's Italian. And she asked me this weekend if I would want to make content with her. her and one of her girlfriends. And I was like, sign me up.

So, yeah, we'll see. We'll see. It's supposed to happen. I don't, I don't know. It was, we'll see if she's serious because I'm, I'm always down. I'm always down. But through this, I mean, all this meeting up with guys, do you, I mean, you haven't even hooked up with her.

But have you since you started doing the hot white thing also seen girls? Or did that stop because you're so into the BBC thing? That was the question. Well, it's, it kind of just, we kind of just, yeah, I guess I just stopped pursuing them because that's kind of just what we've been doing now. It hasn't really been anything that's been at the forefront. Now, my husband did ask just recently over the summer. He was like, he was like, hey, he's like, do you think you want to make like another girl video sometime soon? I was like, shoot. I was like, I actually would. And so it's kind of funny because we've been talking about it again. And I mean, it went, it went to the back burner for a while. But it's something that we're something we're talking. talking about doing again. And also the soft swaps. I know that you said that your husband's never been there. He's never watched. You've kept it separate. That's like your guy's thing. Now, do you think it will shift and change to doing swaps? So there was, there were, there were like two, well, there were

two or three opportunities, but it just didn't, it didn't like happen. And it's been so much easier for me to just doll myself up, believe, and go out, do my thing and then come home than it is for both of us to coordinate stuff. And then we have the three kids. They're pretty self-sufficient now, but we really don't know how we'd feel if we were off doing something like that and something happened to them.

So it's like, eh, you know. But eventually one day, I do think we will be there. I really do. And what about the fact of your guy being with somebody else? Are you totally fine with seeing your guy with someone else? Because a lot of times I'll get people. The comments are hilarious when it's this kind of situation

where one partner is hook up. up with other people, whoever that is, whether it's the man or the woman, but the other one isn't. I mean, typically, I always respond to these comments and people are like, that's not fair. And a lot of times what I respond is like, that's the way it works for them. And that's what they're fucking down. And nobody's unhappy about it. And everyone's totally cool. So why do you care? You know, it's everyone has the different things that they're into. Would you be like, are you opposed to seeing your guy with somebody else? Are you into that? What is your guy? So I, that's my, it's, it's hard for me. I don't want to, I hate saying this.

and I'm sure the comments will be great. But I've always just really been really, I don't want to say obsessive, but kind of over him. Like, he has always been, like, he has been my constant since I was 14 years old and I met him. Like, he has been a part of my life. And so even when he asked me to do it, I was like, you've got to be kidding me. I can't do that. There's no way. And that was difficult for me.

And I ask him sometimes, I'm like, you know, I'm just where are you going to resent me later because you're not getting all this extra pussy. And he's just like, I don't need any extra pussy. I don't even want any extra pussy. He's like, I love seeing you receive pleasure. That's what gets me off. And I do still, like, I do feel like I want to see that, but I just feel like it won't be as easy for me as it was for him.

And like, I ask him all the time, like, how do you do it? Like, I'm like, I don't know if I could just send you out at night to go do. whatever and tell you to hook up with a girl and come home to me and he's like he's like I don't know he's like but I I enjoy what we do and nothing with it ever has to change like he's not he's never pushed for it he has never asked for it it's always been me who's been like oh hey like what about this he his his has always been asking me to be with a woman and film it so he can watch me because he knows I love he knows I love eating pussy and he loves to watch me do it um so you know and he he loves to also see me receive pleasure from a female.

So, but no, it's for me, it's not something that's completely off the table. I just feel like if it happened, and that's like he said, he said, if it happens, he wants it to happen like completely organically. Like, he doesn't want it to be anything that's super stressful. And when we do do it, he wants it to start with just me and the girl. And like, he wants me to decide if I pull him into the picture or if we just finished with me and the girl. He's like, because I really want this.

If it happens, I don't want it. to be anything because he doesn't want anything to change between us. He doesn't want to be problematic because you don't really sound like you're not. You really know how you would feel. And I mean, it would be a shame for it to happen and then you not be into it. You know, and I feel like if you're not,

if you don't know yet, like you probably shouldn't do anything like that because maybe you won't be into it. And I mean, I feel like you guys have been together for long enough that you would be able to weather through that. But it's like why. put yourself through that. If you're happy with what you're doing now and everyone's getting the most,

you're getting fucked regularly by all these people and you love that and he loves seeing it, you don't need to add that extra layer until you're totally sure. Yeah, and he is the encourager a lot of times in the situations. He's like, you're going out tonight, you're going to go be a slut. And I'm just like, do you want me to go be a slut? He's like, yes. You know, and like that's totally different. And I don't know that I would respond in that way yet. Yeah. But I definitely know that, and that's funny because that's one of the things he actually said to me is he said, he was like, I love what we're doing, what we're doing right now, what we've been doing. And like my biggest thing is like, if everyone's happy and like, you know, everybody has their own little sets of rules they follow, their own little guidelines, you know, like everything is shared with him. I don't, I don't hide things from him. If he wants to pick up my phone and go through anything at any moment, he can, but he's not even like that, you know, he's, we have this level of communication. that I feel like we never had before. And it's just crazy because we are just so, we're just so close.

And like, I couldn't imagine doing life without him. And so for him, his thing is he's like, everything that we do works. And there's no reason. He's like, if it's not broke, don't fix it. So anytime I bring it up and I'm like, are you feeling resentful? Are you upset or anything? He's like, why? Why would I be?

He's like, for one, it was my idea. I wanted you to do it. And for two, it's almost my idea most times when you go out anyway. So no, I'm not going to resent you. I don't want to stop. This is what we enjoy. And I'm very, like, I'm very open about that. And like when people, like, when I tell people about the hot life thing, like, I make sure tell them like, and I'm a hot wife, but I'm not like a cucking hot wife.

Like, he's not cucked. He's not in chastity. I don't withhold my pussy from him. He gets it before anybody else. You know, he's still my number one dude. sorry, but even with those people, like, they have great relationships too, with just what they're into when they're being intimate. I mean, if some guy is being a cock and the girl is into it, it's not because she's doing that because she doesn't care about him or anything. And that's just

what they're into. No, it's just different because that's what they like, but it doesn't necessarily mean something different. And I think that's what I love the most about sharing it and like telling people. It's like, I feel like it needs to be like a little more, like people need to know. that there's not like just like sex with one person in the world and that is it because every so many people have been you know raised that you do things this way and this way only and I like to be that voice that says it doesn't have to be the way they've been telling you your whole life and I'm not saying I'm trying to change anything it's not like I'm out here doing crazy work or anything not changing the world yeah but I want people to find their happiness you know what makes them

happy what makes them enjoy life to the fullest because we're only here. once. So, you know. I have some questions about these really big dicks that you're with, okay? Because I'm always like, you know, we have a cervix. There is a cervix. A woman's anatomy. I don't have one anymore. What? When I had my, when I, yeah, when I had my hysterectomy, they left my ovaries, but they took my uterus, my cervix, and my tubes.

So what does that mean? You're just, you have extra canal in there? Like it just goes on and on there's no stopping it? I don't understand. No. So they, when they take it out, they actually sew what's called a vaginal cuff. Okay. And they basically, after they cut your uterus away from you and take out your tubes, they have to sew the hole

that's in your body close. Yeah. And I was actually really scared because I was like, oh my God, am I going to be able to take big a dicks anymore? Yeah. Because holy shit, you're about to sew me up. But no, my surgeon did a great job. Many sizes have tried it since the end. But my biggest one has

tried it. Well, I shouldn't say many. There's only been three. But my biggest one has tried it since then. And it was, it's better for me now because I had a retroverted uterus. So my uterus was pointed to the back and my cervix was kind of near like the opening. So I always had a lot of pain with my cervix and my uterus when we had sex. And my hysterectomy changed my life in the sex department for sure. So now what is your biggest? You're like, oh, and my biggest. What is that guy? What is the, is it? I would compare him to he's probably a little bit shorter than like one of those old big fat hairspray cans and he's probably the same girth as one. Like I'm talking about the Aquanette one.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh my God, Aquanette. I remember Aquanette. Okay, so that wide and that long. It's fake. Can you blow these guys? Can you like deep throat and all that shit? Like how do you have like?

Yes, I did. I did. You can? You know, now that I'm thinking, so the aquanette can, not the biggest, fattest aqua net can because that one is fucking massive, obviously. Yeah. But like a little, like, it's like to me, there's a medium-sized can. I know exactly which one I'm talking about.

But anyways, yes, I did. I have a video on my porn hub doing it. But, yeah. I don't like the way my face looks as I'm opening it for him because he's huge. So I cut it down to where like it's only the last half of it and my mouth and throat. But I do. I deep throat it all the way. So have you always known how to deep throat?

How did you learn? How do people learn how to deep throat? I'm always like amazed. To me that's like speaking another language. Like how the fuck do you do that? I don't even know. I think it's taking in like I want to feel like I kind of either inhale or exhale, take a deep breath and just like really relaxed my throat. Right.

And like just finagle it back there. But I mean, were you always, did you just always know how? Like how does someone like? I kind of feel like I did. I feel like I did. My husband has always, always said that I, I suck dick so amazingly. And I get compliments with every man that I'm with. Every man that I'm with says it's just so great. And I'm like, and sometimes they say it's the best. And I'm like, I don't know how to take that. Because is it really the best? I mean, come on. Like, is it really? How do you even remember? Honestly, I think for everybody, it feels really good when it's happening. I mean, how could it not? But I don't know. But you could get your mouth around those huge guys that you're with. I can't. I can.

It's hard, but I can do it. You just really have to open wide. Now, have you ever been with two guys at once? I have not yet. It's one of those things that like, and it's funny because my regular bowl here kept making jokes about some of the other guys. He was like, hey, Eiffel Tower with this one. And I'm like, oh, my God.

Stop it. But no, that hasn't happened. We want it to so bad. Oh, you do? My husband and another one. Yes, we do. I would even love, love to be the middle of a gang bang one day. Not like a hundred men or anything.

You know, not like crazy. But like my ideal situation would be five. Five cocks. One for each hand, one for each hole. And just pure bliss. How many guys do you typically have in rotation? So, okay. So before we moved here,

I would see people like every so often. It was kind of like every couple months. I would meet someone off the swing page or maybe like every month. But here, here, my guy that I met who became my regular, I was seeing him once a week, if not twice a week. And we were having a great time. He was my regular. And then I've only seen two other people.

So and there, and no one's really in rotation. I've only seen them once. that was it. I don't have a regular again yet. I haven't found anyone to replace him. How long you've been in Italy for? How long you've been in Italy for? We got here in June of 2020. Oh, okay. So you've been there for a while. Now listen, give your shout-outs because you say like Pornhub, like when did you start that as well? Have you always been? Oh, so I actually started posting on Pornhub years ago. My first video was posted a shoot, honestly, I don't even know when, but it was quite a few years ago, over three or four, because I posted it when I was.

still in Mississippi. And I posted, started posting those because I was just like, well, shoot, I have all these videos and I know that Pornhub has that model program. And so I posted them and I was like, let's just see what happens. And it makes like a super little bit amount of revenue. And it's like, all. Are you an exhibitionist at all? Do you get off on the fact that people are watching you as well? I do. I love. I love that people watch me. I love to hear that they're watching me. I'm not really like the biggest fan of dick pics and stuff. Like, those are don't really do anything for me, but I absolutely love for someone to be like, hey, I masturbated to you today or, hey, I'm looking at your pictures right now.

Yeah. Oh, you make my dick hard. You know, like, it's, it is. It's nice. It's like, oh, hey, that's what I posted it for. I hope so, you know? So anytime I get a new friend request on Snap and I ask them how they found me, it's always excited to hear they found me on porn hub and like the section was they were just browsing.

I was browsing and clicked on one of your videos fell in love with you. And I'm like, oh, my God. I love that. Well, I have a great idea for you because you did tell me that people say I have a great voice. You do for the minute I got on with you. I was like, oh, my God, she's got like a really super hot voice. It's just a very, it's, it just sounds really great. And then you have all these stories.

Why don't you, you do a, you should do a podcast like erotica podcast where you just tell your real life stories. You should do that. I've thought, I've thought about it. I don't know anything about starting a podcast. Well, sit home and in between guys, just fucking figure. it's not that hard okay you tape it you upload it once you get it up and running and you learn it you'll figure it out you could do it and it's actually you would do really well because let me tell you people love these kinds of stories let's end with a hot story I feel like I did did so much

background on you just to get your backstory I mean do you have like you want to tell your hottest story or something and with that because I feel like I'm always cock blocking the hot stories I'm trying to think let's see I because my best story. I feel like you'd get people in trouble. It probably could. So I was hooking up with my herb dealer for a minute because he's a very attractive Italian. And I was going to pick up one night and he brought this really attractive black man with him. And I was like, oh, holy smokes, who's this guy? And what's funny is I was actually supposed to be hooking up with my dealer that night. However, his girlfriend called as we were, as I was waiting to pick up from him, saying she needed,

to ride. So anyways, he's like, oh, I got to go pick her up really quick. So I ended up having to ride in the car with them because it was a whole situation. And then I rode in the back seat with my new guy on the way back and we started talking. And I basically just put myself out there and I shot my shot. And he was like, yeah, add me on Instagram. I told him how I was a hot wife and how I like to fuck guys with big black cocks. And, you know, I really did. I kind of just told him. the whole thing. And then we were messaging on Instagram for like five days. And then I went to his office here at the chapel and we we fucked in the chapel after talking for a little bit longer and we recorded it. And it was just hilarious because it's a chapel. What do you mean chapel?

Like a church? What's a church? Okay. It's a church. We worked at the time. Oh, he worked in a church somehow. That's where you're like, oh, I could get someone in trouble here. Okay. Oh, my gosh. Yeah. Yeah. The other crazy story is when I was, it was actually, that was probably my

studious moment. Well, I wouldn't say that was my slightest moment. But I went to Spain by myself. My friend who knows I'm a hot wife invited me. But she didn't know I was a hot wife at the time. So this makes the story a little steamier. They were staying just a few doors down from me. And my husband was like, hey, before you can,

home, you should, you know, you should try to see if you can meet anybody because, like, it's, you're over there all by yourself. I'm sure there's got to be somebody around there that speaks English. That's attractive and probably decent, you know, whatever. So I found this man on Instagram on my regular ass Instagram account, not my hot wife one. I didn't even have one at the time. I just started that one not long ago. Didn't even have one at the time. I wrote him from my regular Instagram page. And I was like, hey, Hey, how are you? He was like, I'm good.

I said, first things first, are you in a relationship? And he said, yes. And I said, oh, okay. I said, never mind then. I said, I don't want to step on anyone's toes. And he goes, wait, what do you mean? And I was like, no. I said, if you're in a relationship, I'm not having anything to do with you.

And he was like, I was just kidding. And I was like, don't tell me you're kidding. I was like, don't even. And he goes, no, what is all this about? He goes, I promise. He goes, you'll see on my Instagram. It's just me. And I was like, whatever.

So anyways, after we got to talking more, we ended up talking for like an hour and a half, two hours, learned a lot about him. He learned a lot about me. And then, you know, he kind of knew what we were talking about because I went into a little bit of explanation. I was like, you know, I'm a hot wife. I'm here in Spain by myself and kind of looking for someone to make some content with, blah, blah, blah. And he was like, okay, okay. And then he actually said first, so tell me about yourself. And that was when we started talking. And then after about an hour and a half, two hours of talking, he drove to my hotel. room and and I made content for my husband a few doors down from one of my very best friends and I'm just I still I tell the story still and it's not even like that steamy or that hot but it's the fact that like I wrote somebody from my regular Instagram page. It was all that scenarios. How are you doing? I'm here in Spain all by myself.

Never been here before but would you come to my room? Right. You know, it was it was just, it was and it was in that moment where I'm like, wow. I am literally fucking around the world now. Yeah. And that's crazy to me. And your girlfriend had no idea because at that time she didn't know. Uh-huh.

And that's part of it. What's crazy is I told her too. After she learned it was a hot wife and everything, she had so many questions for me. Okay. Yeah, yeah. But she went down the rabbit hole more than I've seen someone go. And she just kept asking, kept asking.

And I was like, and you know when I was in Spain with you guys on vacation, I said, and I had my own room. She goes, you did not and I was like I did and she goes oh my god she's like you're so naughty your husband's a freak it was like a whole thing and I'm just like oh my god but no it's it's been great it's been fun and honestly I'm having experiences that I would never have otherwise had if I wasn't trying to go out and pursue people meet people or if I hadn't started going out with my regular bowl, I never would have met, the people I've met, the girlfriends I've met, the

friendships I've formed. Like, it's been its own payback tenfold, just being who the fuck I am with these people. And that's what's crazy is when I first moved here and living here, I fucking hated this place and I still kind of fucking hate this place, but I'm loving the people I'm meeting. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And you're making the best of it. Acceptance. Yeah, yeah. This is the acceptance I'm getting from people and realizing how amazing it is to be your true authentic self. Like, I was talking about my porn hub outside the bar the other night. I don't know really how safe that is, but guess what?

My views went up by almost 2,000 overnight. Well, let's get your views up right now and give your shout out to all your things so people could finally go and check it all out. Yes. You know, definitely send me some good picks for my Patreon members. I mean, you're not anonymous, so you can send me whatever you want over there. Yeah, I'll send you a whole bunch. but also give your shoutouts to everyone so people could check you out.

And I'll put the links to all of your stuff in the description as well. Okay, awesome. Yeah, thank you. Well, so my main, like for pretty much everything, it's just XX, Ember, Ray, XX, and it's that way on Twitter, Reddit, Pornhub, Instagram. The only thing different is my Snapchat name, and that's because the other one is banned. Because I got in trouble on it. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I'll probably, someone told me my device at some point can get locked. So I'm like, oh, good to know. I guess one day I may not have a Snapchat at all. That's fine. Well, what is your Snapchat now? It's X, it's X, M Ray XX. Okay. So it's just take out the burr.

But do you have like one one link that's, that people could go do that has all your links, like a link tree or whatever those are. I do. It's a, it's a milkshake. But I can, I'm going to send it to you too. Yeah. But the link itself, if people want to take note of it here is msha.k.e. slash X-X, Ember Ray X-X.

And it's a milkshake link that has all of my links from Twitter to Fansley to my Amazon wish lists and all that stuff. And your porn hub, because like you do have stuff on there. And my porn hub. That porn hub link, well, it has a little black and orange. I didn't want to write the word porn hub like on the thing and then like tell me that's a band word. Yeah. So I put a black and orange heart for that link in my whole link thing. And people, I feel like if you go to porn hub, you know what those are.

Right, right. But yeah, yeah. Thank you. Thank you so much for having me and kind of on such short notice because I just reached out to you after that guy told me about your thing. But listen, it's so much fun for me to get on the phone with a total stranger and just hear their life story because everyone is different. I could talk to 10 hot wives. every story is going to be different. Yours is totally fascinating.

Yeah, I love it. And I think that it's interesting that you are doing all this stuff and you are out as yourself on all the social media. You know, people could check you out. And I do think that with your voice, there's got to be a podcast in your future. So when you do that, you could come back on my show and we'll talk about that and you could promote it as well. But you should do it.

I'm going to do it. You're making me want to do it. Just do it. Do erotica. It should be an erotica website. with you just not talking to people, not like an interview show, you telling your stories with your hot voice and your hot stories. If you stick to that, trust me, I know downloads and I know what gets downloaded more than anything out. Like that shit will get downloaded. And you have so many.

And then what happens is one thing will feed the other because you could tell the story of each one of your videos and then say, if you want to see this, go here and you have the audio with it. And so that needs to be on your list. Okay. And then, when you do that, come back on my show and we'll just do like an erotica, hot story podcast episode with Ember because now we have your whole backstory, which is I like to get all that. That's what I love the most about my show is just getting the real story behind all this sex stuff. But, you know, anytime you want to come back on and tell more stories, I'd love to have you

on because it is highly downloaded and people love this stuff. And I'm so, so excited. I'm thrilled. And I'm honestly honored. Thank you really so much for having me. Good luck with everything. You too. All right, bye.

Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook, but you can pre-order the audio book. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show. Like there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang being girl story. Like I said,

17 stories. And they're all told in the third person. And they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person. And I wouldn't really call it like a total erotica book. Think like penthouse letters. It's more direct. It's not so over the top like erotica. I don't really like that kind of vibe, right? But these are true stories, 17 of them. They're really short. Chapters, easy read. You could read, you know, one or two and then skip around. You could read the whole book. It's available in eback format, paperback format, and finally, the audiobook is available coming out August 25th. But you could pre-order it now. And if you buy my book in any format or pre-order it, I will throw in a complimentary link to my Discord. My Discord does

not disappoint, okay? There's no way you get into my Discord any other way than getting the link from me, okay? I give it to people who buy my book. There's tons of people in there. Everybody shares content with each other, and that's what you get to do there. You could post your own pictures and videos. There's tons of channels. We have lots of contests where you can win a lot of money. It's a super fun place to be. It's a total, strictly anonymous community, and you will love it. I will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my Discord. It's private. it like I said, all you got to do is email me a screenshot of your purchase, whether you did the audiobook, the ebook, or the paperback.

Send it to me at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in. This is the strictly anonymous podcast. Good news. Strictly Anonymous Podcast is looking for people to call into the show. So if you lead an interesting, naughty secret life that you want to talk about while remaining anonymous or not anonymous, if you're

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