TED Radio Hour - How you see yourself

Episode Date: February 13, 2026

What's the image you present to the world? And do you see yourself the same way? This hour, TED speakers add new dimensions to the idea of self perception. Guests include portrait photographer David Suh, social psychologist Dolly Chugh, journalist Elise Hu and science writer Anil Ananthaswamy. Original air date: April 4, 2025TED Radio Hour+ subscribers now get access to bonus episodes, with more ideas from TED speakers and a behind the scenes look with our producers. A Plus subscription also lets you listen to regular episodes (like this one!) without sponsors. Sign-up at plus.npr.org/ted.See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for sponsorship and to manage your podcast sponsorship preferences.NPR Privacy Policy

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From TED and NPR. I'm Anoush Zamorodi. Do you remember Picture Day at school? You step into an empty classroom, maybe a pastel backdrop set up with blazing bright lights. Okay, next up. And the photographer... Stand here, please.

Who is in the middle of taking dozens, if not hundreds of kids' photos. All right, shoulders back. Starts posing you like a doll. Get your chin. Turn your body. Adjust your shoulder. Enter the side.

Now sit up straight. Okay, now look at the camera. Before you know it, a moment which feels so incredibly forced, awkward and unnatural. Smile. Is captured for all time. And then you go back to class. Never wanting to have your photo taken ever. again. To many people, getting their photos taken is a very traumatizing experience.

This is David Su. When you bring up a camera to someone, like a lot of people just shrivel. Like their body just reacts immediately without them even commanding it. David is the guy on the other side of the camera. He is a portrait photographer. And I think a lot of people, as young children, who didn't want to be. photographed and were put through that. I don't think many people realize that we hold that sort of grudge, whatever it is. I think a lot of people hold that in their bodies and it shows up in front of the camera. And when we internalize that, it's we, it shapes how we act. It shapes how we show up in the world. David sees this all the time with clients, confident, interesting people with incredible

careers and hobbies don't know how to feel natural in front of the camera. And so David has made it his mission to reject a culture of awkward, scripted poses. Are you tired being stuck doing the same poses over and over again? And instead, found a way to help people feel more confident more themselves. My name is David Sa. I'm a professional photographer and I'll show you how to go from that to this. He has millions of followers on TikTok and Instagram where he dishes out. practical and thoughtful advice.

From how to pose indirect sunlight at the beach without getting washed out. Yeah. Are we the two friends here? To how to take a photo of two friends who are of very different heights. When you see a stranger photographing something, our human tendency, to how to take pictures in public without being that obnoxious person taking up the whole sidewalk. Speaking of attention. Don't bring a necessary. So how do we take this want of looking good?

in photos and then meet ourselves where we're at with how we perceive ourselves. And now it's about moving our bodies and saying how do we find comfort in our body when we're so used to tearing it down and saying, oh, it looks terrible. It's not perfect. How do we do that? How do we reconcile the image that we have of ourselves with the one that we show to the world? That's what today's episode is about. Self-perception. From why we want to think of ourselves as good people to definitions of beauty that have been exported from the plastic surgery capital of the world. How can we make peace with who we are on the outside and inside? For David Sah, a good portrait marries those two things, inside and out. But this kind of

thinking was not obvious to David when he first went to college. At that time, I was doing a lot of college grad photos. David had wanted to study dance, but that didn't work out. So instead, he majored in design at UC Davis. Taking photos was a great way to make some extra money. I was like, okay, I have a nice camera, and I can take decent photos. And everyone's offering to do it for XMA price. So let me just get myself some money to go to dinner a few times.

a week. In the beginning, it was very cookie cutter. David says he googled grad school photo poses for inspiration. Right? Like there's a sense of style to it. Maybe it's a girl graduating. She's got her hands on her hips. And then she's got her arm up in the air. Maybe it's like throwing the like cap or something like that. If anything, it was a big roadblock for me. I didn't want to think about poses. The only reason I was posing people was because I knew I had to. They weren't professional models. And I'm glad I came across my mentor Sue Bryce at that time too because Sue was the one who really taught me that we can't be put into boxes. And I think a lot of us feel comfortable when we are in a box and we look like other people and it's safe.

But, you know, we as photographers can be in control. and we can control the outcome of how photos come out for everyone and how people experience being in front of the camera. And so when he realized he was responsible, not just for taking composed pictures, but for making his clients feel comfortable, David threw out his list of poses. And then people started realizing, oh, yeah, like David doesn't just do cookie-cutter poses.

He's really thinking about each individual. He started having to do cookie-cutter poses. He's really thinking about each individual. He started having. fun with his clients, moving with them, dancing with them, and kind of inventing new poses on the spot, whatever felt natural. And now he has his own ethos. Posing is, it's a practice of being present in your body and communicating who you are through body language. Today, when David starts working with a client, he asks them a few questions. How do you want?

want to see yourself? How do you want to feel in these photos? How do you define feeling like yourself? Then they look into clothing options. Let's look at fabrics. Let's look at structures and silhouettes. And that's also deconstruct what some of these clothing, the association that's tied to these clothing. I could really just redefine this. And I could wear and don this suit. I could wear this beautiful dress. And through this exercise at the end, they're realizing I am so much more than how I perceive myself.

He's a great song. Okay, they've got an outfit that they feel good in. There's hair, makeup, and then, like, what actually happens in the session? How do you get them to loosen up to feel comfortable? The process I take everyone through is first just getting really present in the moment. So deep breath through our nose.

Getting really present in the moments, and there's many different ways to do that, right? There's breathing, just breathing and slowing down. Feeling the toes that you have that's contacting your shoe into the ground. If they're sitting, then I really help them feel like, what are you sitting on? And that just brings them back to the present moment and in their body. And I'm guiding her movements at that point, right? We've done our hair and makeup. She wants to explore in the way she wants to explore.

And now I'm just trying to channel as much of the definition that she's given me. David gets his clients to mirror him, his movements, his facial expressions. He wants them to feel relaxed and depthly. And I'm just moving my arm over here and I say wave with me. That's awesome. And at the other side, wave with me. Let's wave one more time. You're dancing with them.

It's a dance. And not only am I physically mirroring them, I'm also emotionally mirroring them because I'm doing every step of the way with them. Sometimes you might need some help there. You just look like you're having such a good time. Can you tell the story about where you decided to get into a dress because your client was wearing a dress?

and sort of an epiphany that you had. Yeah. I love making things easier for people and helping them sort of unlock something new. And it's really important to be, especially as a guy for me to feel that. If I'm going to be creating a safe space for a lot of my female clients, I want to make sure I'm not operating a place again from judgment. And it's being curious, being playful and saying, yeah, I'm going to put on this. stress and have fun. You want to be as in the skin of the person you're talking to as possible, it seems like.

Exactly. My social media following too, the bigger, bigger demographic is women there as well. So I get a lot of questions like, David, how do you pose for your pregnancy photos? How do you pose in a miniskirt? And I remember putting on my first miniskirt. I was like, oh my gosh, I feel so exposed. Yeah. And I realized, yeah, I definitely cannot.

suggest that pose I was about to do in my just baggy jeans. Right, right, right. So there's like a practical, like, technical sense to it of like, yeah, I need to really understand just like you said. Like if you're in a tight dress, you just can't physically move your body in a certain way. And there are feelings to it that we just would never know unless we try to be physically in their shoes. But David, do you think sometimes people have unrealistic expectations?

they're going to think, you know, if I just can prove to myself that I can look amazing in a photo or I can show the world how hot I can be, that's going to fix something. That's going to solve something for me. Well, of course. So that's why the reflection in the beginning is so important to say, this isn't for anybody else but you. And, you know, I can't control all of that. We do have our egos, right? And we also do, I want to make sure I tell my clients, listen, many clients would say this is very therapeutic, but by no means, am I a therapist?

I'm not here to help you through just like different mental health issues, right? If that's the thing. So, yeah, so it's acknowledging that as well. Are you a proponent or believer of the saying, fake it till you make it? No, I've come to really distance myself from that saying. Especially in the world of posing. I think it's a way to reflect how I think society defines posing, like fake it, right? Like suck in your stomach because you don't want to see that.

Because I grew up thinking that the one definition of heart was like Chris Evans with his six-pack abs coming out the ocean. Once we hit adulthood and the older we get, I feel like we start to create even more of a stubborn belief of who we think we are versus like, yeah, let's try this, let's play with this. And a session with me is almost like breaking down your Lego castle that you super glue together and you're snapping your finger and saying, you know what, it's actually a sandcastle now. Let's rebuild it again. Awesome, awesome.

You want to see a picture? That's David Suh, the king of poses. Oh my God, I can't even believe that's me. You can see his full talk at ted.com and find his Instagram at David Sah photo. On the show today, self-perception. I'm Manus Shumerode and you're listening to the TED Radio Hour from NPR. We'll be right back. It's the TED Radio Hour from NPR.

I'm Manusse Zomerode. on the show today, our self-image, and why so many of us so desperately want to think of ourselves as good people. Let's say you're walking down the street and you accidentally bump against someone on the sidewalk. You didn't mean to. You didn't realize they were going to tilt that way. And they call you a name and makes you feel horrible. This is NYU Business School professor and psychologist, Dolly. chug. And I'm like, wait, am I a jerk? I was looking at my phone. I really should have been looking up. I guess I'm kind of a jerk. That exact situation has happened to me and it was upsetting. And Dolly says there's a good reason why. Many of us have what psychologists call a central moral identity. We care about whether we're seen as a good person and whether we feel like good people. And the idea in that moment is that you,

weren't intending to do harm to someone, but you inadvertently did. Now your self-view is being threatened because there's something you've done that doesn't match how you see yourself showing up in the world. How do different people define good? What are some of the different definitions that you've heard? Sure. Well, some people define being good as holding a door open. Other people might define being a good person as being someone who treats everyone the same, no differences based off of gender, perhaps. Other people might define good person as someone who does no harm to others, just manages themselves and doesn't cause any problems. Someone else might define being a good person as someone who goes above and beyond, who is making things better, not just doing no harm.

So when we wake up every morning, we each have this sort of self-image of who we are in the world and generally we're trying to stick to a moral code that we've set for ourselves? Well, the way I would think about it is people do vary in how central their moral identity is to them. And so do people wake up, as you said, thinking how am I going to be a good person? I think some people do, but I think most of us think about how are we going to get the kids off to school and how am I going to get to work on time and is there traffic and what's the weather? That said, our moral identity is often guiding how we react to what we call self-threat, to anything that makes us feel like we are not a good person.

We may not all have the same definition, but within whatever our definition is, that moral identity is important to many of us. Dolly Chug continues from the TED stage. Now, if somebody challenges Ed, like they question us, for a joke we tell, or maybe they say our workforce is homogenous or a slippery business expense, we go into red zone defensiveness. I mean, sometimes we call out all the ways in which we help people for marginalized groups, where we donate to charity, the hours we volunteer to nonprofits.

We work to protect that good person identity. It's important to many of us. But what if I told you that our attachment to being good people is getting in the way of us being better people? What if I told you that our definition of good person is so narrow, it's scientifically impossible to meet? So that is a big statement that it is impossible to move. meet our own definition of what a good person is. And you have done studies on this. Walk us through your research.

What have you found when it comes to trying to be the good person that we think we are? Yeah. So we looked at things like, why do we sometimes not even notice a decision we are about to make has ethical implications? Or why are we so able to overlook an ethical failure in ourselves that we would jump. all over if it was in our roommate. Or if I do something sketchy earlier in the day, do I kind of compensate later in the day and do something particularly pro-social? But other times, I do something sketchy earlier than day and I get sketchier as the day goes on. So in other words, like, why do these spirals sometimes go downward and sometimes go upward? So there is lots of

literature by a number of extraordinary scholars that have shown. all of those effects. And we were able to map out a theory that elegantly made sense of all of it. So the theory that you're talking about is what you call bounded ethicality. Explain. So bounded ethicality refers to the idea that sometimes we behave ethically and sometimes we don't. Sometimes that's intentional and sometimes it's not. And this model of bounded ethicality challenges ways of thinking where you're either a good person or you're not, either you're a racist or you're not, either you're unethical or you're not. That binary idea, it's quite seductive, but it's misleading and it's scientifically and psychologically inaccurate. Okay, so we may think we're a

good person, but you're saying there is no such thing. It is a sliding scale. And throughout the day, we are making decisions, taking actions that affect that self-view that push it up and down that scale. Yeah. Sometimes that self-view is validated by others. You hold the door open. Oh, you're so kind, someone might say, you should go into the office. So now I'm like, oh, okay. I don't feel threatened, right?

I feel bolstered. King of the world. Yeah, yeah. So I'm not looking like I need to protect that self-view. So now I'm in the office and, you know, I don't know that they really need this extra keyboard here. And I could really use one at home. It's just sitting here. Nobody's taking it and the keyboard ends up in my bag heading home.

And, okay, let's go back to that scenario that we talked about earlier that I bumped into someone on the sidewalk. I didn't mean to. but the person calls me a name and I'm thinking, oof, maybe I am rude. Maybe I'm a bad person. Yes. You're not feeling like a good person. And in this case, you're also being told by others that you're not a good person. And so now I'm going to spiral more towards something that will bring me back up to that positive self-view. You know, oh, when I get in, I, oh, the security guard looked like they'd had a top. night, I'm going to go grab them a cup of coffee when I get my own. To sort of make up for it.

Yeah, and our brain is a gold medal gymnast when it comes to the gymnastics necessary to make our thoughts, our perceptions, our beliefs, what we want them to be. We don't realize how much our self-view as a good person is affecting our behavior, that in fact we're working so hard to protect that good person identity that we're not actually giving ourselves space to learn from our mistakes and actually be better people. So what I've been thinking about is what if we were to just forget about being good people? Just let it go.

And instead set a higher standard of being a goodish person. A goodish person absolutely still makes mistakes. as a goodish person, in fact, I become better at noticing my own mistakes. I don't wait for people to point them out. I practice finding them. And as a result, sure, sometimes it can be embarrassing, it can be uncomfortable. We put ourselves in a vulnerable place. But through all that vulnerability, just like in everything else we've tried to ever get better at, we see progress. We see growth. We allow ourselves to get better. Being a goodish person is someone who has a growth mindset instead of a fixed mindset.

In other words, they view issues of morality as skills, as knowledge, as things that are work in progress and that I can get better at. Just like I can get better at pickleball, I can get better at being an ethical person with practice. On the other hand, good is fixed in time. It's static. forces me in a corner because there's nowhere to go. I actually, I've been watching, there's all these Saturday Night Live documentaries. And Bowen Yang, the first Asian actor on the show, said, like, there was a moment where somebody wrote something that made him feel super uncomfortable. And he just went and talked to them and they said, noted, it will not happen again.

Thank you for telling me. I love that. I mean, one of my closest friends from grad school, he's, he's, he's, was introducing someone, another researcher at a seminar. And in his attempt to be funny and personal, he had put time into putting a lovely introduction together. But he also said something that inadvertently highlighted a stereotype around her gender and racial identity. And he didn't realize he had done that. But when I heard it, I immediately was, oh my gosh, that is not how I would want her to be introduced in that setting. So I did what any self-respecting virtue signaling person would do as I went back to my lab and I just ranted. And finally, my office made at the time said,

you know, why don't you tell him? And I was like, I literally laughed in her face. I was, what? Like, no, I'm not going to go tell him what I just said. I don't even know him. She says, no, no, I do know him. And I think he'd want to know. I was like, okay, I will go walk by his office in case he happens to be there. And sure enough, I walked by his office, I kind of poked my head in. And I was like, well, it was just something about that seminar earlier today. I don't know. I just made me uncomfortable. This is the moment where I expected him to be like, well, thanks for coming by. I got to get back to work. And instead he said, hey, hey, just wait a minute. Let me go grab another chair so you can sit down. And he ran down the hall, got a chair. and brought it into his tiny little cubicle office thing. And he said, please sit down. I really want to understand this. Can you tell me more about what you heard me say?

He's now one of my closest friends. So that's a great example of what we've called being an ethical learner. They're goodish. They're trying to get better. If someone was confronted in that moment, a fixed mindset or a good person response often starts with, that's not what I meant. or I'm sorry you heard it that way,

or what I really meant was every statement I just made was some form of trying to protect oneself. In a growth mindset, the response would be something like, wow, I didn't know that. Please tell me more. There are some who might say, well, this has been taken too far. Yeah. That there's a generation of people

who act as the morality police. police that you can't have a meeting without there being a ton of people wanting to show off how good they are and how thoughtful they are about their fellow colleagues when really, based on what you just taught us, a lot of it is about their own self-image. Yeah. Well, I mean, there's some truth to that, right? I mean, what they're picking up on is sometimes this virtue signaling is less about being better and it's more about feeling better. and it's less about looking at ourselves and it's more about critiquing others. And I would also say that what that individual is shortchanging themselves on in that moment is one of the greatest joys of being a human being, which is learning. Learning is thrilling. It's uncomfortable.

It's exciting. It's painful. It's pride-inducing. It is one of the things that is most gratifying. You know, the next time you encounter that situation, when you feel a little more in the know, that feels really good. That was NYU Business School Professor and psychologist Dolly Chug. Her most recent book is called A More Just Future.

You can see her full talk at ted.com. On the show today, how we see ourselves. and why we so often want to change the way we look. Women have been pressured to keep up with evolving beauty standards for millennia. But we're going to focus on the past decade and where the latest ideas of what women should look like are coming from, South Korea. Have you all heard about that Korean skincare routine that everyone's been doing? It is so much better than everything in the U.S.

I've been using Korean skincare for years. So the notion of having a skincare routine that is multi-step, that is really rooted in Korean culture, skin care culture. This is journalist Elise Hugh. The idea of having glass skin or dewy skin. This really cleanses my skin and makes it feel so good. Having such a beautiful canvas that you don't need to wear much makeup and you can kind of do the no-makeup makeup look. My pores are like basically invisible. No acne.

It's amazing. That ideal is also from Korean culture. So there's a lot that we're sort of used to and normalized to as just skin care these days that is tied to stuff that Korea has been doing for decades. Through TikTok and other social media, Korean beauty trends have gone global. They've also created a massive industry. Yeah, South Korea is exporting more cosmetics than they export smartphones, sending out sheet masks, foot peels.

They're also huge. on all the wands and the injectables that are getting used in med spas across the world. Every year, hundreds of thousands of people also travel to South Korea for cosmetic procedures. I'm flying 15 and a half hours to Seoul, South Korea for my surgery in Gangnam. It costs me less to fly to Seoul, stay at a hotel, and get all of my beauty treatments done than it does for just the treatments in the U.S. And now South Korea has the world's highest concentration of cosmetic surgeons. So there's all sorts of cosmetic surgeries like getting your jaw broken to be reshaped. You know, like a reduction of the cheek bones and the jaw lines.

I also had a filtrum reduction, or also known as a lip lift. I had double eyelid surgery in Korea about three months ago. Or nose jobs or breast augmentation. So I had undri-fat repositioning, which is when they take the undri-dive fat pad. and it is repositioned, so you don't look so tired. Elise first experienced the world of K Beauty in 2015 when she moved to Seoul to report for NPR. After many years of living there, she ended up writing a book called Flawless, Lessons in Looks and Culture from the K Beauty Capital,

in which she makes one central point. That the future has kind of already arrived in Seoul, and what Korea presents is kind of a canary in the coal mine for where we're going to be in terms of appearance and how much appearances matter. Soul is all about optimizing your face and your body. Here's Elise Hugh on the TED stage. If you want your skull reshaped, any part of your body lifted or enhanced,

have at it. It's the cosmetic surgery capital of the world. No other place comes close. Having a slimmer jaw line is so desirable that a sole plastic surgery clinic once displayed the human bones of jaws it had shaved down in a glass vase in its lobby. This has since been removed, but this kind of body augmentation work isn't just accepted, it is expected,

because in Seoul looks matter so much for your professional and personal advancement. Headshots are required on resumes. Hiring bosses made character judgments based on your face. You were often bullied if you were bald or big. Trying to look better is framed as a route to... economic security and a matter of personal responsibility. But Korea just shows us a more concentrated and extreme example

of the pretty privilege that exists everywhere. Look at fat phobia in the United States, helping drive off the charts off-label use of OZempic, not for diabetes, but for weight loss. It makes sense when we are so rewarded for thinness and stigmatized for fatness. And all I'm saying is we should reckon with this, because the more narrow our idea of beauty is,

the wider the pool of ugly becomes. In a minute, more with Elise Hugh on how ideas of beauty are becoming subhuman thanks to AI. And how all this has affected the way she parents her three daughters. On the show today, our self-image. I'm Manus Shumeroody and you're listening to the TED Radio Hour from NPR. We'll be right back. It's the TED Radio Hour from NPR.

I'm Manus Zamorodi. Today on the show, Our Self-Image. And we were just talking to Elise Hugh, the author of Flawless, which tracks the history of South Korea's domination of the global beauty industry. So, Elise, you focus on South Korea. But, I mean, many cultures are obsessed with looks. I am half-Iranian, and I'm just thinking of all the Persian women I've known who have gotten nose jobs. What is so different about South Korea? Is there a new level of pressure or societal expectation there? We have to remember that South Korea is an extremely homogeneous society. 97% of the people in Korea are Korean. They're ethnically Korean, which is so different than the U.S. And what I came to understand after my time living there

was that a Korean woman who gets cosmetic surgery in order to fit in, She's not looking good or acceptable just for herself. This is a way of showing respect to others in her community or in her family because so many young girls who are getting plastic surgery, that double eyelid surgery that is so common, they're getting it at the behest of their mothers or their grandmothers. Family members are insisting that they do this in order to fit in. and as the rest of the world becomes as visual and as appearance focused as Korea was 10 years ago, that having good looks is framed as a matter of personal responsibility. Kind of like, oh, if you can fix this about yourself, then why wouldn't you do it? You were there exactly 10 years ago, and now here we are, a decade later,

and are you seeing echoes of that in your own life here in the United States? States. You have three daughters. You live in Los Angeles. Yeah. What are you seeing that strikes you as echoing your time in Korea? So I'm really glad that I spent so much time thinking about this because it is helpful in parenting. Now I have a tween. I have a 12-year-old. I have a 9-year-old. And nine-year-olds are getting really into skincare these days. You have the Sephora tweens. And then my youngest who was born there is now seven. And so I see it every day. You know, I see that I have my oldest has said to me sometimes like, oh, you know, my face looks bad. I don't want to go to school today.

You know, and we all had that to our versions of that, I think, in middle school and high school. And so what Korea showed me was just how much damage that appearance bias can do. You're saying it's a cultural, societal expectation. And so I wonder, did you ever ask a Korean woman like, what do you? think, do you want to do this, or is that kind of moot? A lot of Korean women that I interviewed, and I interviewed hundreds from the ages of seven to, I think, 73. And a lot of them said they wanted to look different, right? They actually had a desire to not wear skirts to school every day or not start wearing makeup as young as they

started to wear makeup. But it was so frowned upon by their individual families, by their parents, who we're all taught to respect and have reference for, that they really felt as though there wasn't a choice, right? Like so many of our decisions, whether it's to get Botox or whether to dye our hair, it's like situated as a choice. But is it a matter of personal choice when everybody else in the group is choosing to get fillers in their face? And my point is that all of us become collateral damage when we internalize ideas

is that, like, thinness is health. Fat people can't be happy. Or that you're less lovable if you don't participate in this particular beauty culture. Yeah, and I guess one aspect we haven't talked about is just how vast this beauty culture has become because of social media. And the digital world that is very much shaping how people think that they should look in real life. Well, one thing that we didn't talk about, too, is kind of AI. right? And how much our filters these days are AI generated. And what I think that we need to really watch out for and remember is that the internet tends towards sameness and a certain

kind of smoothness or flatness. And I worry that our differences get flattened out and then it's only more and more marginalizing for people who can't fit in. Digital culture is now reshaping our actual faces and bodies. We learn it so young, an estimated 80% of 13-year-old girls in America have already used filters or some kind of editing to alter their appearance online. And these days, the filters are hyper-realistic because they tend to be AI-generated. They come with a suite of characteristics teaching us how to look, things like arched eyebrows or higher cheekbones or plump lips.

What then happens is we see the gap between the way we look in the mirror and the way we look in these filters, and the digital world begins to dictate real-world beauty standards. Because if we are chasing digital beauty, well, then the limit does not exist. A.I.'s idea of attractiveness is only increasingly inhuman and cyborgian. I worry that our bodies become projects to be worked on forever. And if we don't slow down this body augmentation arms race,

that I saw in Seoul, than the enhancements that were available there only get farther and farther out of reach and not just for women. I don't want my daughters coming up in a world in which their looks are the most important things about them. It is incredibly marginalizing to everybody who can't fit in and exhausting for everyone who can because you are constantly having to make or pay for interventions in order to keep up. So where do you stand now? You wrote the book, You were hopeful that we would question these things. People question them, and yet the train rolls on. So a way to care for one another is to remember that we are all so different.

Our bodies show up in such different ways, and we are not less lovable because we are different from one another. In fact, it, like, makes us really collectively strong. And what beauty can do to us is make us think, oh, there's only one way to be able to look and it's this particular way. And we really have to fight back against that. And so I do a lot of my interviews without makeup on. I want to make sure that that's out there because I don't want to be like glam squatted all the time. Right. I want people to know that like there's all kinds of ways to look and to appear and like that I still have worth and value and like what I say has worth and value that's not linked to my appearance. The more you do it,

the easier it becomes. Like, the more we sit with not dyeing the hair, not getting the Botox, the more comfortable it becomes. So we need to lean into our humanity. The things about us that aren't smooth, you know, and aren't necessarily aesthetically pleasing. Because if we go in this direction of just like smoothness and sameness, it's really quite a boring future. That was journalist Elise Hugh.

She's the host of the TED Talks Daily Pied. Her book is called Flawless Lessons in Looks and Culture from the K-Beauty Capital. By the way, since we first spoke in 2025, South Korea has become the world's second largest exporter of cosmetic products. You can see her full talk at ted.com. We want to wrap up the show with a neuroscientific perspective on our self-image. We might say to someone, you really know who you are, or I, always know where I stand with you. It's a compliment.

But there are certain mental health conditions that can truly change someone's sense of self and be very disorienting for them and their loved ones. As science writer Anil Anantaswamy explained on the TED stage in 2022. About a decade ago, I met someone who had experienced a few episodes of schizophrenia. They had felt that their sense of self of what it feels like to be them changing somewhat. The boundaries of their body

began to feel a bit nebulous. Even their psychological self felt a bit porous at times. They were experiencing what could be called an altered sense of self. Over the years, I met many such brave and insightful people who shared what it's like to live with their altered selves. And by altered, I mean different, not deficient,

while acknowledging that coping with altered selves can be a struggle at times. So speaking with them and with theologians, philosophers, neuroscientists, I came to understand that this self that each one of us takes oneself to be is not as real as it seems. Take, for instance, the question, who am I? The most likely answer you'll get or give to such a question

will be in the form of a story. We tell others and indeed ourselves stories about who we are. We take our stories to be sacrosanct. We are our stories. But a condition that most of us, sadly, will be familiar with Alzheimer's disease, tells us something quite different. In order for our stories to form, to grow,

something that just happens to us has to first enter short-term memory and then get incorporated into what's called long-term episodic memory. But what if the experience doesn't even enter short-term memory? In the beginning, Alzheimer's impairs the formation of short-term memory. It impairs the growth of the narrative. It's as if our stories begin stalling

upon the onset of the disease. Eventually, Alzheimer's eats away at older long-term memories. So if you were to meet someone with mid-stage Alzheimer's, they will likely be able to tell you stories about who they are. But if you know their real stories, you'll be able to tell that they sometimes scramble up their narrative, that they sometimes mix up the sequence of episodes from their lives. It's as if they are recalling their own stories in ways that are not quite accurate.

It's important at this stage to realize that there is still a person experiencing that scramble narrative. Sadly, Alzheimer's goes on to destroy one's narrative and so much more. And yet, Alzheimer's tells us that these stories that we take ourselves to be, what philosophers call the narrative self, these are spun by the brain and body. They are constructions. And when the construction goes wrong, we perceive our own stories in ways that are not quite real. From the narrative self, let's talk about our body.

Let's take a very basic aspect of our bodily self. This feeling we all have that we are owners of our body and body parts. If I were to ask you, does your hand belong to you? You're going to say, of course it does. What a foolish question. But not everyone would agree. Early on in my research,

a neuropsychologist alerted me to a condition called xenomilia or foreign limb syndrome. You may have heard of something called phantom limb syndrome, in which people who have had an amputation feel the presence of that limb sometimes. Xenomilia is somewhat of an opposite condition, where people feel like some part of their body, usually the extremities of their hands or legs,

don't belong to them. So this neuropsychologist talked of phantom limb syndrome as animation without incarnation. So the limb is gone. It's not incarnate anymore, but it's animated in your mind. And he talked of xenomilia as incarnation without animation.

So the limb is present, healthy even, incarnate, and yet in your own mind it feels like it doesn't belong to you. People with xenomelia will sometimes take extreme measures. to get rid of, to amputate their foreign-seeming body parts. From the perspective of the self, though, xenomilia is telling us something very profound.

It's telling us that something as basic as the sense of ownership of our own body parts is a construction. Let's take another aspect of our bodily self. It's called the sense of agency. So when I do something like pick up a cup, I have this implicit feeling that I am the agent, of that action, that I have wielded that action into existence. That feeling is the sense of agency.

But someone with schizophrenia may not have that feeling always. Someone with schizophrenia might do something and not feel like they are the agent of that action. Let me take one more example to drive home this point. Let's talk of what it feels to be a body here and now. Not the feeling of being a story, but the feeling of being a body in the present moment. Psychologists estimate that about 5% of the general population

will at some point in their lives have an out-of-body experience. Let's assume all of us right now are having an in-body experience. But if you think, like I do, that out-of-body experiences are the outcome of brain processes that are misfiring, then it stands to reason that the experience of being in-body, of being embodied is itself a construction, and that two can come apart. So what are these experiences of altered selves telling us?

They are telling us that just about everything we take to be real about ourselves, real in the sense that we think we are always experiencing undeniable truths about our bodies, well, that's just not the case. So when theologians and philosophers tell us that the self is an illusion, this is partly what they mean. So knowing all this, recognizing all this,

all this, recognizing the constructed nature of it all, maybe we can hold on less tightly to our stories. Maybe we can learn to let go. But that's easier said than done because the thing that is doing the letting go is also the thing that has to be let go off. Maybe we can just marvel at the efforts of people over millennia from the Buddha sitting under the Bodhi tree

to the modern philosopher and neuroscientist who have asked themselves the question, who am I? but most of all, I think we owe a debt to those amongst us who bravely bear witness to our altered selves, whether we do so voluntarily, like monks and nuns do when they meditate, or whether it's brought upon us by biology and circumstance.

There is something remarkably robust about the processes that give rise to the totality of our sense of self. But there's something frighteningly free. fragile about them too. They can crack. And any one of us at any time in our lives may have to confront such cracks. And that knowledge, I believe, should make us empathetic towards those of us dealing with altered selves. But I also believe that altered selves should not be seen as the outcome of deficits or as

the outcome of a lack of attributes considered normal. They are different ways of being. and it's the willingness of some of us to confront the self's constructed nature that is helping make sense of the self for all of us. Thank you. That was science writer Anil Ananta Swami. His book is called The Man Who Wasn't There, Tales from the Edge of the Self. You can find his full talk at ted.com.

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