TED Talks Daily - How can creativity help us heal? A doctor and a cartoonist answer | Amy Baxter and Navied Mahdavian
Episode Date: June 7, 2025When medicine mixes with metaphor, what kind of healing transpires? In this unexpected meeting of minds, physician Amy Baxter shares her innovative approach to treating pain, while cartoonist Navied M...ahdavian explores how he traces its deeper meaning. From punchlines to pain scales, they reveal how drawing can be diagnostic and why medicine might just need a touch more whimsy. (This conversation is part of "TED Intersections," a series featuring thought-provoking conversations between experts navigating the ideas shaping our world.)Want to help shape TED’s shows going forward? Fill out our survey!Become a TED Member today at https://ted.com/join Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
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Every artist will say their medium is the highest art form, but they're wrong because
cartooning is the highest art form because you can say so much with so little and with
just like a few lines, you can express happiness and smugness and sadness because every time
I am drawing something,
I mean, I find that I'm recreating the cartoon on my face.
Like I'm trying, I'm expressing on my face exactly,
contouring my face as I'm drawing it.
And there's constant like the erasing and until I get that expression. One of the things I like about it and being here at TEDnext is the intersections between,
like when I was asked to sit down with you, or it was like, I'm going to be talking to
a doctor, I don't know, like I don't know what I'm going to be talking
about.
But then as I started thinking about it, like realizing that there were those overlaps.
Yeah, I think that's one of the things that the people I've met are really good at is
finding threads and then sort of pulling them until you both come to the place where you're
together.
One thing I thought was interesting about our intersection
is that most of my life and my scientific work
has been kind of in chunks.
It's like I get interested in this thing
and I do the thing and I publish the paper or whatever
and then I move on to the next chunk.
And I wondered when you make a book
or when you even make one cartoon,
does that exercise whatever either demon is
pushing you or whatever creative nugget or do you still keep a thread that goes through
all of them?
I was going to make a joke about the demon where it makes it sound much more dramatic
but I think there is this, the demon is this desire to be liked and for people to laugh
at what I'm doing.
But the book and the cartoons are really different
because the cartoons, you're just doing one after another
and you just kind of turn them out.
You find something that's funny
and then they're inevitably going to be rejected
at the end of the week after I've submitted.
And then you just move on
where the book is a much larger project.
And so the book that I wrote,
This Country Searching for Home in very rural America,
I mean, that was a project that from its inception to publication was about three years,
which is a very different process than the cartoon that,
you know, I think of something funny about dog butts,
draw it, send it out,
and then just move on to the next cartoon idea.
But I don't know if there's ever
this excising or reaching a point of completion, like the book was finished. Cartoon idea, but I don't know if there's ever this
Excising or like reaching a point of completion like the book was finished, but even
In the process of drawing it There's the like getting the ten thousand hours in where the beginning of the book to the end of the book comparing at the drawing
Like the style at the end is better
And I've spoken to other artists about this the frustration that when you're working on something long,
where, like, you are just always getting better at what you're doing,
because it's a craft, and then wanting to go back,
and, like, I wish I could go back and redraw those,
but then inevitably then that would look better than the end.
And I feel like that process is just, it's a constant.
And so maybe that's the demon.
It's just the never being satisfied with what you're doing. Interesting. So it's the craft. It's just the never being satisfied with with what you're interesting. So it's the craft
It's not the it's not the idea or the night of seven. It's really more the execution of it
Yeah, well then there are the idea most of the work that I've been doing in the past
Couple of years since I finished the book. I went from the single gag cartoons to
comics that are
About me and like the memoir and so using myself
as a starting point to explore things that in that moment are interesting but
there are I think they fit into there are themes and genres and so I think I'm
just exploring those through these little nuggets and so I don't know if
that exploration is ever so there's the, and then there is the idea.
And I'm exploring the idea while we're finding the craft,
and then figuring out new ways to explore those ideas.
So you, and I'll let you ask questions too,
but you have moved to a lot of different places.
And one thing I find about being in foreign countries,
whether it's in your own country or just difference, And so when you leave those and you no longer have your banks, it can be very destabilizing.
Sure.
How do you get adjusted to a new environment?
And are there things you do better each time?
Or things that are always disorienting?
I think that the things that we do better each time
are things that are always disorienting.
And I think that's a very important point.
And I think that's a very important point.
And I think that's a very important point. How do you get adjusted to a new environment? And are there things you do better each time?
Are things that are always disorienting?
Yeah, so I think in the past, I have a five-year-old daughter.
And I think within the first four years of her life,
she lived in four different cities and two countries.
And I think we always say kids are really resilient,
but then I think we're really resilient.
But I don't know if that process does get easier.
And I think that there's always the destabilizing and then the always and I think, like, as
you get older, it becomes harder to make friends and like you have the certain things that
are anchoring.
But one of the questions that I explore in my book is what is home? So it's like searching for home and very rural America
but I think that that's just like what we're constantly doing no matter where we are and
I think we have like those the
Concentric
circles where you know
you have like your immediate home like the your house and then you you have like your yard and your wider community.
And I think that moving, you have, there's like that inner ring, and then the outer rings
are the things that are constantly changing.
And sometimes you're not able to find that stabilizing force.
So like when I moved to rural Idaho, I tried finding like that expanding circles, those
outer circles, they never really felt
stabilizing.
And so then there was the decision then to move.
And so now I'm living in a new place and hopefully, you know, find that.
Yeah.
Yeah, we used to think that, you know, happy people can be happy anywhere.
And then we went to Dallas.
And it was really interesting because the values of the people around us were so different.
It really was hard to trust and feel common ground.
And it was, and it turned out it was much more what mattered to people that made us
feel comfortable, not even activities or educational level or any of those things, although they
helped.
But what made much more of a difference was the why of
the people. I mean what about
for you, what is it like? Because I mean you've developed
like physical products, you've, I mean I really want to talk about your the barf
system, but what is it like for you as you are developing these?
And then, I mean, is there the moving on, excising?
So the thing you're referring to, my first grant was to make a scale for nausea.
And I had the idea sitting at my desk, I'd been working with pain for so long,
and so I had all of these pain scales, and which pain scale has better psychometrics and is valid?
And I thought, you know, it would be great as if we had a scale for barfing and then
the last face could be this blowing chunks face.
And I thought that so that made me chuckle.
And so then I thought, you know, actually, it's worse for many people to be nauseated
than it is to feel pain.
So I had my brother who's a computer computer programmer, make a Python program, and we
had Luke Conrad, who's a cartoonist, draw a whole bunch of different faces that represented
the six basic, Ekman calls them the six disgust and six universal faces or six universal emotions.
So we represented, and I've read all this stuff about nausea on spacecrafts, and anyway,
and so we figured out which parts of a face
on a cartoon made someone feel like that person had nausea.
You know, was it sweat coming out?
Was it a trembling lip?
Was it feeling dizzy?
What was it?
And so we made all of those things together,
and then we had 120 faces, and we just morphed them them so it was like a little animation of this, you know, neutral face
going, chunks. And so the nurses would figure out where they thought each of the different
intermediate places was. But the things that I'm most proud about the BARF scale are that
it's been translated in three languages for kids with cancer and
validated in those languages.
It is that-
Do they keep the acronym barf in the different languages?
That's a great question.
I don't know.
I think they do because I don't think they realize that the acronym stands for Baxter
Animated Wretching Faces Scale.
But the only reason I had to have an acronym was because the journal I wanted to get into was too highbrow
To use the word barf and so I snuck it in but I was like no no no no
This is this is the name of the creators. This is it came from a an animation of cartoons
That's why we have to keep this name
So I got I got the name barf in the and I also there's a little monster hidden in the last face
It's got a very dear place in my heart,
but despite this whole Hero's Journey spiral concept,
once I was done with it, I wasn't interested in researching nausea anymore.
I did my thing. Other people can use it. I'm on to my next thing.
I got so much grief from the doctor who had mentored me through it
because he was like, pain is dead.
Pain we've got it taken care of,
nausea is the next frontier.
And I was like, well yeah, but I'm more interested in pain,
so I'm done with that part.
So when I get something done, I'm much more interested
in going on to the next thing,
and I may bring pieces with me,
but I've, it's no longer interesting.
As you were talking about the development of the scale,
as a cartoonist, I was getting excited.
And that was the thing that I was most excited to talk to you about,
because I was like, oh, what an interesting overlap.
Something I talk about in my TED talk is the power of cartoons
and why every artist will say their medium is the highest art form,
but they're wrong because cartooning is the highest art form,
because you can say so much with so little.
And with just a few lines,
you can express happiness and smugness and sadness.
And so as you were talking about the developing,
like finding what the neutral is to the barfing,
but then all those in the middle, like I didn't know.
Like you said that there was the,
somebody had developed the different faces. And yeah, which I mean, as a cartoonist, I you said that there was the, somebody had developed the different faces,
and you, yeah, which, I mean, as a cartoonist,
I would have loved to have known,
because every time I am drawing something,
I mean, I find that I'm recreating the cartoon on my face,
like I'm trying, I'm expressing it on my face,
exactly, contouring my face as I'm drawing it,
and then there's constant, like, the erasing,
and then until I get that expression right,
and so I'm constantly recreating that in it.
And so hearing the process like,
how did you settle on these are the six?
Well, and that's the thing is we had the essences
of the emotions.
So we had the essence of disgust, the essence of sweating,
the essence of feeling nauseous and concerned.
And then once those
faces looked good, then everything morphed from a computer standpoint until it was incremental.
And then we had real people, nurses, gauge where on that spectrum they thought 20%, 40%,
60%, 80% was. But it's interesting what you say because I think that we've just got back from going
to a bunch of different Picasso museums in a row.
And so the time where he backed off from expressing everything in a face to expressing an eyebrow
and a nose with one arc, and finding what the most distilled essence is of something.
And I think that that is a really interesting part about cartooning. Yeah, that's what makes this part, it's that distillation
of what are complex emotions but into just a few lines. And we're immediately
able to recognize those emotions through those lines. Do you know if that
transcends cultures? I mean, there's the, it's the phenomena face pareidolia
where we see faces in inanimate
objects.
Oh, that's cool.
What's that word again?
Now that's pareidolia.
Okay, I should know this.
I was like, I don't know the Greek for it.
But yeah, I mean, we it's I don't know the I mean, there's something evolutionary about
it, but that we see faces in like, sort of happy like the front of a car will see a smiley
face or whatever we see faces everywhere. And so I think that the
the ability to recognize
smiley face as a smiley face is whatever that is.
It's hardwired.
Hardwired, yeah.
It makes it because the developmentally for children,
they are only able to see black and white early on, but one of the reasons why you actually can
tell autism very, very early is because they're not making the eye contact
Or they're not they're not seeing the face shapes
That's not where their attention is and as kids get older
You know 18 months their attention is not at the interaction between people their attention is at a
Spot on the distance or a or a tree or something like that. So for most people I think you're right, it's just universal and it probably is part
of that hardwiring in for how we're born.
Things that we may also overlap on, pain is interestingly very cultural.
It is very different in different cultures.
Go on.
Go on.
Well, yeah, so there are different cultures where letting it out is more what you're supposed
to do.
So there are-
It's the culture of my parents' household.
Yeah, cultural.
So it is much more permissible to not be stoic.
It is much more permissible just to really lean into how you're feeling or letting people
know.
And then there are cultures that are very stoic,
and male and female feel pain differently.
So it's interesting to me that cartooning
or that expressions could be so symmetric
amongst different cultures when one of the most basic
for self-protection techniques we have
is actually represented in very different ways
in different
cultures.
Yeah.
Which also, I mean, I've thought about this after having my daughter where the ways that
we, even within like American culture, the way that we express happiness or sadness,
the sort of smiley face, the up and the down, like we don't actually frown, but we recognize the frown as being
sad.
But then I saw with my daughter when she was a toddler, she actually would frown, and she
actually would.
So there was something that was much more representative of our pictorial representations
of happiness and sadness and whatever else in her face.
And for whatever reason, like adults don't do that anymore.
And I wondered if, like, are all kids like that?
At what point do we lose that?
Because she would definitely frown.
They have a full-on pout.
It's exactly the full-on pout, but we don't actually see adults do with it, sort of like
often with the downturn.
It's usually like the comical, like the expression of that, but not actually, because I think
with our expressions and how we, our feelings and how we express them, I mean, often it's
not really in the face that we're representing how we're feeling, right?
It's what makes it so difficult to know, like you're speaking to somebody, like how are
they actually feeling?
Because we can mask it so well, we where little kids, they don't do that.
Nor do people with visual impairments.
My son doesn't, has a visual impairment.
And so he has often a resting superiority face or a resting hungry.
I mean, it doesn't, you know, many things will come across his face that he doesn't
hide.
It is also getting back to the genetic hardwiring ideas, this concept that if you make yourself
smile, even holding a pencil in between, yeah, that it becomes so ingrained in such a repetitive
thing that you will feel happier. You'll feel
More joyful. And so I wonder if we also
Negatively reinforce ourselves and don't frown because it does make us feel worse. Oh, that's interesting
I know when you're drawing something that is is about your own family or or about something
that's really personal to you and grief.
How does that change how you approach drawing it?
So I wrote a piece about the first piece, I've done a couple of pieces related to grief.
One about accompanying my dad to dialysis for the first time and another about my grandmother
the last time I got to see her before she passed.
And in each of those, I mean, grief is complicated. So my approach to both of them was to try to take something big
and to make it simple and I did that by focusing on certain things. So one was
going to dialysis with my dad. He's slowly dying of kidney failure and then
for my grandmother was focusing on her hands. One of my earliest memories is of her hands.
And I think that when we're trying to dodge grief, like not deal with our grief, we tend
to caricature the person that we've lost. And cartooning has allowed me to like focus on certain details
which then I think opens up into like the this complex person and to
My complicated relationship with them. So like with my grandmother like focusing on her hands was just this like focal point and
Because there's so much that I could have written about her
But like focusing on that allowed me to sort to explore certain memories that were related to that
and to also keep it in this very personal realm.
Because my grandmother's not here.
So I'm in some ways speaking for her and on her behalf, but keeping it firmly rooted
in my experience of her.
If that makes sense.
Did coning it down make it easier to handle?
Totally, because, and particularly with comics, I tend to think of it as, like, I have, like,
these number of panels in order to express this, like, very big experience. And so that allowed me to,
yeah, I guess just to focus in on this one specific thing
and this expression of my love for my grandmother
because otherwise, I mean, there's just like so much
that you could explore.
It's interesting that that's really one of the best ways
that people who get through pain and don't have pain
later in life is because they learn how to only focus
on one thing, that meditation teaches you how to not pay
attention to extraneous things.
And so to be able to just focus on hands or just focus on
a rock or a breath is partially allowing
you to let go of all the pain externally.
And it's both physical as well as mental.
If you're in one place that you can control, that filter is healing and liberating and
safety.
So what you're saying is I dealt with my grief in the correct way?
I think it's just interesting that it's analogous to the way we deal with physical pain.
And so what you did was a visual embodiment of the same techniques that are helpful for
dealing with physical pain.
And I don't think there's a correct or a right or a wrong.
It's just interesting that both of them are effective.
That's probably what's important for everyone dealing with grief is finding what works for you and healing
hearing about other people's mechanisms for dealing with pain or grief or anything helps you figure out which one does work for you.
I don't think there's right or wrong for any of it.
So you're using vibration to deal with pain. What is the hardest part of that? I think the hardest part is having people
worrying that people are going to laugh at me when I'm talking about
vibration or vibrators or or or not taking it seriously.
I think that probably for me the worst thing
is not being respected is having is having
is being dismissed. I think it's feeling marginalized. And so because what we're doing is very specific
with different frequencies, it's really easy for someone to say, oh, well, that's distraction
or, oh, well, that's, you know, or you're dealing with vibrators. And so I think the
hardest part for me has been trying to not get my emotions in the way or my fear of rejection or fear of not being taken seriously
because we're working with a different kind of physics
and it could be so easily reduced.
Kind of like your work is so artistic
and so deep and emotional and then people say,
oh, but you're making cartoons.
I do, as my little doodles, as people
love to say.
Oh, nice.
Love your little doodles.
Love the one where your
grandmother died.
That was the best.
It was so cute.
Yeah, so another commonality,
the fear of rejection and not
being taken seriously.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So much in common.
Yeah.
Thank you for having
this conversation.
I'm really happy that we were able to, that you were able to inject into the conversation,
what was it, barf and vibrators.
There's so many good things.
I think that this is actually the best part of this space for intellectual discourse is
when you can find a commonality with things that seem
so completely different and then open up these connections because one thing about innovation
is that you're never going to innovate if you're only talking to people in your own
space.
So it really, the only way you can make huge leaps is by having a great conversation with
someone who's in an arena and a discipline that you would not normally talk to. So this has been really great. I appreciate your having the time to
talk to me.
Thanks for talking to me.
That was a conversation between Navid Medavian and Amy Baxter for our original series, TED
Intersections. Visit TED.com to watch this conversation and others from the series.
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