TED Talks Daily - Why I must come out | Geena Rocero (re-release)

Episode Date: March 31, 2026

When fashion model Geena Rocero first saw a photo of herself in a bikini, "I thought ... you have arrived!" As she reveals, that's because she was born with the gender assignment "boy." In this moving talk, Rocero tells the story of becoming who she always knew she was.This talk originally aired in 2014.Learn more about our flagship conference happening this April at attend.ted.com/podcast Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

You're listening to TED Talks Daily, where we bring you new ideas to spark your curiosity every day. I'm your host, Elise Hew. Today is the International Transgender Day of Visibility, founded in 2009 by activist Rachel Crandall. It was created to combat the discrimination that transgender and non-binary people face across the world. And to celebrate and honor the resilience, joy, and accomplishments of trans folk everywhere. We are resharing a talk that is as moving today as it was more than a decade ago from model, director, and activist Gina Rosero. She shares her story of becoming who she always knew she was. Because of my success, I never had a courage to share my story.

Not because I thought what I am is wrong, but because how the world treats those of us who wish to break free. I'm here at this stage because it's a long history. of people who fought and stood up for injustice. Today, this very moment is my real coming out. And stick around afterwards for a brief on-stage Q&A between Gina and journalist Catherine Schultz. That's all coming up right after a short break. And now our TED Talk of the Day.

The world makes you something that you're not. But you know inside what you are. And that question burns in your heart. How will you become that? I may be someone unique in this, but I am not alone. Not alone at all. So when I became a fashion model,

I felt that I finally achieved the dream that I've always wanted since I was a young child. My outside self finally matched my inner truth, my inner self. At that time, I felt like, Gina, you've done it, you've made it, you have arrived. But this past October, I realized that I'm only just beginning. All of us are put in boxes by our family, by our religion, by our society, our moment in history,

even our own bodies. Some people have the courage to break free not to accept the limitations imposed by the color of their skin or by the beliefs by those who are the people who are. that surround them. Those people are always the threat to the status quo to what is considered acceptable. In my case, for the last nine years, some of my neighbors, some of my friends, colleagues,

even my agent, did not know about my history. I think in mystery, this is called the reveal. Here is mine. I was assigned boy at birth, based on the appearance of the appearance of my genitalia. I remember when I was five years old in the Philippines walking around our house,

I would always wear this t-shirt in my head. And my mom asked me, how come you always wear that t-shirt in your head? Said, Mom, this is my hair. I'm a girl. I knew then how to self-identify.

Gender has always been considered a fact. Immutable. What we now know It's actually more fluid, complex, and mysterious. Because of my success, I never had a courage to share my story. Not because I thought what I am is wrong, but because how the world treats those of us who wish to break free.

Every day, I am so grateful because I am a woman. I have a mom and dad and family who accept. me for who I am. Many are not so fortunate. There's a long tradition in Asian culture that celebrates the fluid mystery of gender. There's a Buddhist goddess of compassion. There's a Hindu goddess, Hidra goddess. So when I was eight years old, I was at a fiesta in the Philippines celebrating these mysteries. I was in front of this stage, and I remember outcomes this beautiful woman right in front of me, and I remember that moment, something hit me. That is the kind of woman I would like to be.

So when I was 15 years old, still dressing as a boy, I met this woman named T.L. She is a transgender beauty pageant manager. That night she asked me, how come you were not joining the beauty pageant? She convinced me that if I joined, that she will take care of the registration fee and the garments, And that night, I won best in swimsuit and best in long gown and placed second runner-up amongst 40-plus candidates. That moment changed my life. All of a sudden, I was introduced to the world of beauty pageant.

Not a lot of people could say that your first job is a pageant queen for transgender woman, but I'll take it. So from 15 to 17 years old, I joined the most prestigious pageant, to the pageant where it's at the back of the truck, literally, or sometimes it would be a pavement next to a rice field, and when it rains, which it rains a lot in the Philippines, the organizers would have to move it inside someone's house. I also experienced the goodness of strangers,

especially when we would travel in remote province in the Philippines. But most importantly, I met some of my best friends in that community. In 2001, my mom who had moved to San Francisco called me and told me that my green card petition came through that I could now move to the United States. I resisted it. I told my mom, I'm having fun. I'm here with my friends. I love traveling, being a beauty pageant queen.

But then two weeks later, she called me, she said, did you know that if you moved to United States, you could change your name and gender marker? That was all I needed to hear. My mom also told me to put two ease in the spelling of my name. She also came with me when I had my surgery in Thailand at 19 years old. It's interesting, in some of the most rural city in Thailand, they performed some of the most prestigious, safe, and sophisticated surgery. At that time in the United States, you needed to have a surgery before you could change

your name and gender marker. So in 2001, I moved to San Francisco. And I remember looking at my California driver's license with the name Gina and gender marker F. That was a powerful moment. I mean, for some people, their ID is their license to drive or even to get a drink. But for me, that was my license to live, to feel dignified.

I mean, all of a sudden, my fears were minimized. I felt that I could conquer my dream and move to New York and be a model. Many are not so fortunate. I think of this woman named Island Nettles. She's from New York. She's a young woman who, courageously living her truth, but hatred ended her life. For most of my community, this is the reality in which we live.

Our suicide rate is nine times high. that of a general population. Every November 20th, we have a global vigil for transgender day of remembrance. I mean, I'm here at this stage because it's a long history of people who fought and stood up for injustice. Today, this very moment is my real coming out.

I could no longer live my truth for and by myself. I want to do my best to help others live their truth without shame and terror. I am here, exposed, so that one day there will never be a need for November 20th vigil. My deepest truth allowed me to accept who I am. Will you? Thank you very much.

Thank you. Do you know one quick question for you? I'm wondering what you would say, especially to parents, but in a more broad way, to friends, to family, to anyone who finds themselves encountering a child or a person who is struggling with an uncomfortable with the gender that's being assigned them. What might you say to the family members of that person to help them become good and caring and kind family members to them? Well, first, really, I'm so blessed. I mean, the support system with my mom, especially and my family, that in itself is just so powerful.

I mean, I remember every time I would coach young, trans women, you know, would mentor them. And sometimes when they would call me and tell me that their parents can't accept it, I would pick up that phone call and tell my mom, mom, can you call this woman? And like, sometimes it works, sometimes that's it. But it's this gender identities in the core of our being, right? I mean, we're all assigned gender at birth. So what I'm trying to do is to have this conversation that, Sometimes that gender assignment doesn't match.

And there should be a space that would allow people to self-identify. And that's a conversation that we should have with parents, with colleagues. And the transgender movement, it's at the very beginning to compare to how the gave movement started. There's still a lot of work that needs to be done. There should be an understanding. There should be a space of curiosity and asking questions. and I hope all of you guys will be my allies. Thank you. That was so lovely.

Thank you. That was Gina Rosero speaking at TED 2014. If you're curious about TED's curation, find out more at TED.com slash curation guidelines. And that's it for today. Ted Talks Daily is part of the TED Audio Collective. This episode was produced and edited by our team, Martha Estefanos, Oliver Friedman, Brian Green, Lucy Little, and Tonzica Sangmar Niva. This episode was mixed by Christopher Faisie Bogan.

Additional support from Emma Tobner and Daniela Balezzo. I'm Elise Hu. I'll be back tomorrow with a fresh idea for your feed. Thanks for listening.