The 85 South Show with Karlous Miller, DC Young Fly and Chico Bean - BIG BOOGIE in the Trap | The 85 South Show

Episode Date: July 21, 2023

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and I you're getting to the music though oh that's crazy bro because one of my people that had me there today and I and I replied to him like you know

He's my little sister, baby daddy. And he asked me, he was like, bro, what made you go haul with your music type of shit? So get what I'll tell him. I respond to shit with my mama lost to apartment with her a trailer. You feel me?

So I came in one day, he's a club called Hughes. And Frasier slash North Memphis in Memphis, right? So, you know, I'm like 18, 19. You feel like, I wouldn't get no money then. You feel it, so I was just couldn't hurt getting that the mother. So when I walked in the house, bro,

like, you know how that shit that made me feel to hear my mom say, son I lost my house you feel me I don't got no bank account I don't got no money I ain't got no car ain't got shit right I just got me and my thoughts bro you feel me so I'm like fuck I can do now you feel me like shit the dad is I know dad is involved in this shit you feel me so she we the dad is we the dad is we the man in the house she had we was the man of them you feel me but my other two brothers that ain't take the step that I went you feel me so they're

safe and everything one in jail but one is still out but they still a safe and but they ain't got the mindset like me. You feel me? So, I mean, my brother, see this shit what I'm doing right now and it motivates them. But once I gave my mom my $100, bro, my last $100, I made it out of that whole week.

I couldn't hurt $5, bro, so barely, maybe $3. I was just trying to give me some money so I ain't gonna survive for that day. You feel me, so shit, I won't, my sister had a good job, so she won't have no food stamps on this shit, you feel me? So I'm like, damn,

how the fuck, where my name, what my next plate gonna come from? come from. You feel? But I had to think of this shit myself, bro. So I had to, I was teaching myself to be a man way back then. When I was going through it, barely going to school, I was thinking to see some shit then. I'm like, man, I got to change this shit. Fuck this. I know I'm, I know I'm supposed to be that nigga. I know it. I just got to go get out of my ass and go find out of what it is, whatever it is. My God, whatever, whatever gift you got to me, man, just, just leave me there. I'm a go. I ain't going to get lazy on your head. I

Just let me go. And he got me here. You feel me? So this shit a blessing to be on 85 South show, bro. You feel, I'm sure. I don't know. I do. I don't know.

I do. I mean. I watched this shit there and there, bro. From wild and out to these motherfucker, bro. You feel? I'm proud of you, man. One of you, like, it's all proud to you, you feel.

You're from, you're from one of the towns that got one of the most richest histories in music, Memphis. So, you know, in that, Memphis, man. I said this, man. time outside of the city I'm from there that's my favorite place like because they show so much love if they fuck with you in Memphis so like coming from Memphis when did you feel like you had the town behind what was that point oh yeah me when you realize like oh shit the city fucking with yeah Memphis is crazy by big dude bro you feel bridge at that point like when you coming up in your own

city you got some hate you got some that's all for you you feel that was all for me there ever since I came in. I'm gonna get fuck about broken hour. They can say they can make jokes or whatever. That's one thing about Memphis, bro. When you're coming up in Memphis and you coming from Memphis, they're gonna joke about you, they're gonna say this and say this. But they're gonna push, they're gonna, they're behind you like one million.

So I can give Memphis Day flowers, you feel me? I'm from Louisiana, but I moved to Memphis. So Memphis on my back, 100. You feel me? So my flowers always to Memphis regardless. Like Memphis, Memphis, Memphis. Memphis, Memphis is that. Tallulah.

Tallulah. Lula. Yeah. That's all. They're all. Monroe. Yeah, come on, man. I walk through the streets, David.

I walk through the streets, Monroe. Yeah. Yes, sir. Memphis's going to push you, though. Memphis's going to get behind. So was it a song that came out that made you feel like you had the town behind you? Because, you know, when you're coming up, you're just trying to make it. But what was that moment where you felt like, oh, I got one?

Shit. I feel like I had one when I was broke. When I couldn't push it, it was a song called See No Evil. see no evil. Okay. You feel me? See no evil? Really showed me down like, I got a voice.

See no evil show me. You did one. So I got to stay with this lane right here and just bump rust the door. That's all I got to do. And I bump rusted door. I don't go for how many years it took me, bro. How much money I had to get? How much, I don't get for what I had to do.

I was going to show the world who was big boogie, bro. And you got a unique flow and a unique sign. I heard you. chucklers and the young niggas in the kitchen was listening i'm like who the fuck is this they was like this big bookie i'm like that this nigga jamming and then going to listen to your shit it was like oh yeah because y'all keep one coming out of Memphis but when you go to the town is when you really hear the niggas that's bubbling in the city and it's like that sound be so unique man yeah it's a lot of people in Memphis that's they're doing their shit you feel

me i just feel like they like some people some people get sidetracked the too fast but if but if you if you want this all for you you don't get a fuck ain't go sidetrack you right not go sidetrack you Like I don't care what it is, my heart fall out with anything. My own focus, bro. You ain't with me on no focus shit. You ain't, you ain't with me, bro. You don't see what I see. So when did you feel it?

When did you knew? Like, man, I'm in the motherfucking dog. Shit. Like you. This shit crazy. Shit, I ain't gonna lie. With mine. But I don't know, bro.

Because I, like, my whole career is happy. Right. Like, everything I do make me happy, bro. Everything I do. I do. I wake up put Giro on, they make me happy, bro. I wake up and see what the fuck I work hard for. Man, this shit makes me happy.

You feel me, like I got to, I know I gotta walk outside my house, I'm a celebrity. Like, that shit makes me happy, bro. When I take my daughter's shop, I can do whatever I want to do, see my family and I'll see what they gonna do what they wanna do with their family and shit.

I love it in here. Like, I'm like, yeah. This shit may you wanna go harder? This shit makes me wanna go harder. I gotta do this shit, tired, home. My, I can do this shit, 20 times, bro.

Yeah. I just gotta stay level ahead and keep God first, brother, it's it. Thanks. Keep God first, he wake me up every time, I'm gone and get it. Go on. I ain't no, I know, I know none of it is.

I feel, man, I ain't, no, no it. No cap. All the way. Hey, man, welcome back to the 85 South Dakota. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Voted number one independent black TV show. No cap. That ain't on TV. The governor watch this, no cap. Yeah, uh-huh. They had the future government. No cap.

Everybody's fucking this shit. Yeah. Yeah. I just need to let that shit be known. Because motherfuckers be acting like they forgot. Uh-huh. Who forgot? No cap.

They be acting like they forgot, bro. Like, no cap. Nika, this shit been broadcast in over 456 countries. and 556 languages. We do more numbers, we look better, we get more money, we talk more shit, decayed seals, and they don't want to say it. We got better at Breds.

You forgot one. We got one. We got it. Oh, we got, we don't fuck all the holes. They wanted to fuck, big. The whole checklist that they had, we didn't knock down. I threw my black book away.

Come on. No, gathers. Our holes look better, we all. Our holes look better. Come on, man. I look better. I feel better. I wake up smelling up.

Shout my boy yon. Come on. Yeah. Audio sound better. Our cameras is more crispy. We do a lot of live shows. Oh, live shows. That's a whole nother thing.

You know, that's a separate language. No cap. Hey, we're on the farm. Oops. No cap. Come on. No cap. So speaking of the tour, you know, we named that tour the ghetto legend.

Why that? Unfinished business. They had an interruption with, you know, the quarantine and shit. We had to pause the business that we was on, so we just finishing the unfinished business. Yeah, yeah, we called the dinner 2019. So this whole, the whole theme of the tour

is ghetto legend, so that's all we bring it to the trap. Oh, what ledger? Number ghetto, I'm talking about ghetto legend. That means that no matter what the fuck happened in your hood, you always gonna be that. No cap. You feel?

Because you did it. And this one of the niggas that done dick They saw you do it. They saw you do it, man. They saw you do it, man. They saw you do it, man. One of the niggas that really gathered up out the mud and made his own lane. You hear him?

Really when they fuck the internet up. Meffit, man. Really running them numbers up. One of them cold niggas that, you know, walk out of the cold class of new niggins fit, man. Come up in this motherfucking and stay here for a long time. He's going to talk your bitch, man. What more can you say, man?

Uh-huh. No cap. Big Boogie. Big Boogie! Big Boogie! A.K.K.A. Big New. New. No cap. Welcome to the trap, man.

Hey, you love to be here, baby. I need some shade, man. Your teeth is... Showning like a motherfucker, man. God. Hey, what? Put them big be beers on. You want to put them.

You don't see something. I didn't see something. I didn't go like this, straight. I didn't see, man. Yeah. He looked like stink me. Ha ha ha!

Bitch ass! Yeah! Bitch ass! Yeah! I can't fight to see you. Nah, he's more for the heart. You need a little face. You got a little face.

You got one of Memphis finest in the building, man. Big Boogie, man. One of the leaders of the new school that's coming out taking that legacy that Memphis and they're putting down for years in the rap game and got that torch and running with it, man. How I feel for you, my nigga? for you, my nigga. Shit feel like God touch my hand, I said it at every time, bro.

You feel me? Like, for you to go through what you went, go through what you go through, and you just wake up out the blue like, like, damn, this shit here right now. You're going to forget about all the times that you, how many steps you took to get there. That shit going to blank your mind. You're going to be like,

this shit happened right now. It might not feel along with you, but on the outside looking in, you walk to the muddy road, young nigga. You feel me? Like, you walk, you walk, You walked, like you. You was normal before. Now look, that shit amazing.

You ain't on normal a nigga. You feel me? God knew what he did, what he did when he did it. You feel me? So that's how I look at this shit. I mean, if you make it out the mud, you're a chosen one. That's how I look at it.

Ain't no mistakes. Now, you've been talking a lot of that since you've been here, man, speak on being humble because you can tell your energy is you got that under control. How you stay with that type of energy once you realize your blessings is coming? When you come from a nigga that walked in the house that didn't have $100 or couldn't help your mama to save her a trailer to be in a nigga that's got an arm full of diamonds and got your people with you and you can help them. Like, how do you keep yourself in the mentality of staying down the earth and humble?

I keep my family around me. You feel I'm saying? Like my manager, shout out to my manager, my boys. You feel what I'm saying? My daughter, my mama, my sister and them. Like, they locked in with me. Like, they locked in, locked in, locked in. They ain't locked in with me as no artist.

More who I am. No, they locked in as the real me type shit. You feel, they keep me humble, like, they don't wanna do none fans around them. I wanna be me, I wanna be a normal person around them. And that's how I know, but when I put this shit on, they look at me, ready? Come on, bitch, you got this, let's go.

This old, hey, my support system, a solid brick, 10 of them. You find a soft spot in the brick, you let me know. That ain't, hey, my support. big. Right. My sister, family, yeah, this shit big, bro. Right. No cap. My she's big, large. Everybody believe in me. Don't get fuck with the world. Don't believe in me. My family believe in me. So there's all that matter to me. You got to have that. That's love right. That's our shit. That's right. Yeah. That's what it's all about shit at the end of,

taking care of the family, man. Yeah. Because, see, you can only buy so much shit. Yeah, you can lose focus, too, though. Yeah. You can lose focus. You can lose focus. That's on you, though. Can't nobody make you unfocused. Right. You feel me? Like, can't have nobody find out with your dig when you piss, bro? You feel me, you're grown.

This shit with you, life is what you make you. That's when they keep them, though. She liked that. She liked that type of shit. Like, oh, man. Hey! Hey! You're like,

Come older than yo. I've been around. I know more people than you. You know. She's like the old one. Really, though, bro. You feel it, like, nah, ain't nobody. Life is what you make it, bro.

Life is what you want to do. However you want your life, you feel to take your ass and go find it to make it like this. I mean, hey, I ain't never seen no man in my corner on some shit like when I was coming up. Oh, huh, bro. Ooh, I believe in you.

Yeah, right. Yeah. Damn. Gotta believe him in that. Yeah. Yeah, too good. That's a good point. Since you didn't have that,

do you do that now that you're in position though? Yeah, yeah, yeah. You're a nigga that say him because you didn't have that? Yeah. 24-7. All the way. Have you lost friends, home boys on the way up? Come on, man.

Shit, get real game violence. Cause I know what's headed. Yeah, I'd have been cross, talked about, but never been harmed though. A nigga ain't never put the hands on me over. I ain't good. But have they, have they, like, try. to feel entitled to whatever your success was it does too yeah like I had like I had a

nigga tell me hope he on blow he ain't gonna never go nowhere I mean I'm not gonna I mean he's also a god and I was also a devil right love bro I see you when I look down whenever I get up there I look down on you be like you a little pretty little pooh motherfucker hand god bless you baby you know god bless you You're a pretty little poor motherfucker in me. You do that. You don't get good. That shit, hey, I just stay in my lane, like I said, bro.

I just beat me. Like, I know what I want. Happiness. I'm being on self-happiness. Fuck all that gangs and shit. Nigger, gangsters make your mama smile, not dying on your child. That's gangster.

Right. Fuck all that shit. Anybody can shoot a pistol, bro. Anybody can shoot a pistol go in the club, bang with a million nigg. I can walk to 1,000 niggas. I can walk to 1,000 niggas and shake one hand, too. Right.

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What's up, Tobaz? What's up, Tobaz? Y'all had a great show, man. Thank you. My boy, love. Hey, man. I appreciate y'all. Love, pass-a-suit. You shit, boy, I don't know.

Somebody made me yawn, ugly, that nigga. I mean, you're right. Yeah, yeah, let him know. You're straight, bro. You feel, it's all love, babe. All the way, man. You feel. You're saying shit needs to be heard right now.

I mean, that's the, this, but that's why, that's why niggas, I don't dig rubber, I don't sugar cold, I'm not from the kid's ass. Idiot what it is. You fuck with me, I fuck with you. If you don't fuck with you, if you don't fuck with me, I don't mind that you know I'm fuck with you back.

It's vice versa. Right. They're where their statement come from. Right. Like, nah, here, nah. You go, you do your own thing I do mine. I still support you though. You feel me.

I don't want you to feel like my niggas hate and dead in my body. Right. I just don't fuck with you, brother. I want to see you in me. You make sure when you look back at me, trying to stun on me, I'm clapping. So you can't stunt. I'm clapping, baby.

I'm ruin. You can't stun on me, baby. I'm already here right beside you on your clapping. Right. No care. Where did that come from? Man. I've been dancing.

I've been dancing. Let me ride out you got there. Get your costume, hold up. Hold up. Hold up. You weren't joking. No, I didn't joke. Okay.

Joking is. I know what joking is. Juckin it. Glad. I never did that. You see, me. But like show grinding, I'm big on house parties. I grew up on the house parties.

I grew up on. You feel me? Like, I'm big on the house parties. You feel? and females, you walk in the house, you that young nigga, the school house, they dancing on, you walking in, oh, what going on?

Okay, then, booed it, me. Okay, then, we're in. Me and my little team coming in, I'm from that, you feel, me, so I'm not, I never was that young nigga, didn't hit the clue. Y'all was flipping the little bitches and do, yeah, yeah, I don't know.

I never flipped the bitch, but you don't. You know, you were picking the whole lot. You know what I'm talking about those things. Yeah, that can mean too. many different things like that you know why i didn't know what i had they said no no one you know they had all that little you know they put the head hit yeah you know like real shit no DJs in there somebody pulled their phone up right cut the lights on right cut the lights off you feel and find a wall find a wall all right everybody come in all right

everybody's all right everybody's right but see that's the thing I'm trying to watch everybody Come in here, I'm in bad for a movie. You're trying to get that. Niggas's been doing that for years, but way before, niggas been doing the whole demand up, but for you to come out and accentuate that in today's sign, that's something different, you know what I mean? It's so crazy, bro, because you wonder why a lot of rappers

fucked up, like, like, like, they'll, okay, they'll get the buzz and everything, but they shit die. You're ashamed of what gift God got you too. Like, it's an extra gift if he got you now. Mm-hmm. You can just blow about just, just doing something. But if it's a gift, you're going to last long,

you're going to last long, you're going to do more, and you're going to create more shit while you, why you're working. You feel me? Like, I'm, I'm dancing with my shit. I'm going to get a fuck. I don't get for a word on me, but I'm pop a dick, bro. I'm telling you. Explain to the people what popping, shout out the street of the kids.

Do what pop a dick man. What I do on stage, bro. You know, some people be like, Oh, you're shaking his ass, woo. That's not shaking your ass, bro. You're throwing a dick, bro. Yo, your homeboy holding you back. Bitch, I got you bit.

Big, yeah. You know, I got that nigga bitch. Why my nigga just like that with me? Yeah, get what she gonna do? Loud, giggle. I can make you giggle, I can make the head jiggle, baby. Believe that. You feel what I?

It's a marketing strategy. Come on. Come on, man. You got, let this shit go. You are, let this shit go. Man, I'm talking about how soon I do it. Brin'. Soon I do, they screaming.

He's going to stay, he'd do that before he round. Hey, man, what hell? Hey, I'm coming on stage, hump, until I did it. If the women like it, you got to do it. See, I just call for you. They got to be. I know what you're talking about. They want, they paid for the shit.

I'm telling you, man, you just got to beat you, I do it every time I go on stage. I said, call the Lou lady. Hey, so I got that out. We live. I'm here. I'll see you. Okay.

Come on. What makes you think? Before I say. What makes you think a bad bitch don't like this? You already that, nigga, you ain't on me. You feel, you already got it out the mood with yourself. And real niggins get about it. You feel what I first-in-law that shit?

I was like, oh, that young nigger, you're on TV. You ain't in no cell, you on TV. I don't want to hear about what no nigga used to do. What you're doing right now? Do you know God right now? Talk in. You hear me? You hear him.

She's real. My man. My, I told you, hey, for real, man, when you're blessed, bro, you're going to elevate. Haters do not like that, bro. People know that, you know, like, okay, you know when a bad bitch, you know when another bad is bad at her, right? Right, yeah. Okay, a nigga know when another nigga, that nigga, that nigga, man, I know that nigga shit on me, fool. I don't even like him.

Fuck, what I got to do? Shit, look, that's all you made to do is look and be you. Right. You ain't going to be one. You're not chosen, bro. God don't like ugly, bro. I'm telling you, there ain't no way. Ain't no motherfucking way, bro.

Ain't no way, bro. I ain't never seen no devil wore a diamond. So I've seen a bunch of them, but they ain't out there. They are out there. No, no, no, don't give me wrong. Don't let me wrong. Don't get me wrong. When I say I ain't never seen no devil wore a diamond,

means I ain't never seen negative go good. Oh yeah, no. You feel what I'm saying? Like, his devil's spirits walking around this motherfucker. Yeah. But they're not blessed, though. Yeah. For you to know and to dictate what is what that's gonna keep you right there.

I ain't no devil shine in nowhere. That's what counts. Fuck the devil. Yeah. I'm just, that's all I'm saying. My bad, I get emotional. Fuck them. I get emotional.

What you want to do to him? Hey. Hit him in a head. Two time a day. Boop, fuck the devil. Yeah, all the way. Two times in the head. You got to hear that mentality though, because that's what keep a lot of nigg's from being chosen in my opinion is that they too focused on what everybody else is doing.

You got the shit. that's for you that God said for you. If you don't focus on that, then you're just going to be watching another thing. Okay, then, okay, let me say this, right? Okay, boom, right, okay, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, if I'm, you're going to feel me supporting and you're going to feel me hating.

Right. You're a real, you're, you're an old soul, so you're going to feel me regardless. You're going to feel this, any type of soul regardless. Right. Because you're a soul, man. Right. You feel me, so you walk off with your, you walk with your soul, like, You can't feel, but like, it's cool to walk by faith,

but I'm the type of nigga walk with my soul, bro, like, I'm trying to feel everything that isn't her. Yeah, that's what it is. It's two types of people never run. For sure. You see what I'm saying? Because you got faith in your soul to tell you what's going on.

What's going on? I'm not right. When I was blind, when I had niggins around me, I had 80 niggas around me, bro. 80, 70, 60 niggas around me. But I'm paying for everything that I got, I got going. Okay, these group of niggas are we got.

money, but I ain't spending no money on my career. I'm like, damn, these niggas don't believe in me. And they just want to look. You feel me? Man, when I started believing in myself and I walked out with this shit and I didn't look back, my, look, I made them niggas walk. Hey, man, I'm walking till my head get a little from you niggins. I'm fired.

And I said that to one of the one niggas that cross me, brother, and I ain't never said nothing to them ever in my life. Don't text him. Don't talk to them, none to their day. You're going to see me shine, bro. He didn't believe in it? He didn't believe in it. There was a real he in the streets type nigga, you feel me.

But I don't never speak on there, no nothing. But he'd see this to this day, like... Well, you gonna see this show. You feel me. You had to tell the motherfucker, turn that shit all my. I don't know. I'm gonna go nowhere. But we was homeboys once before.

Right. We slept on the same couch and we smoked before. Right. We cried together. Right. Now you're like, fuck me. I ain't gonna say, fuck you. I got something for you, brother.

for you but it ain't we ain't I didn't he gonna handle you on his own time I don't know what possessed motherfuckers to tell other people what the fuck they ain't gonna do or can't do that's almost the kid I'm gonna do I ain't got that in my blood to tell the motherfucker the shit ain't gonna work yeah like I can even if I feel like it ain't gonna work I be like keep going bro yeah for real I didn't say so much shit that I didn't think it was gonna work work you know what I never tell the motherfuck some shit ain't gonna work You only based on your own limitations.

I only tell them, yeah. I only tell a nigga, depending on how they ask me, nigga. Like, if a nigga be like, man, how was it? Type shit. I'd be like, nigga, you know how it was. You saw how the audience was.

Did they fuck with it? He's like, nah, they ain't fucked with it. Well, then. Switch it up, right, right. It's an adjustment. It's an adjustment. Right. But you know what I'm saying.

Some motherfuckers can't even look at themselves. You know what I'm saying? Some niggers won't even take the real idea of opinion that you give them. Right, right. Like, hey, bro, no, they ain't gonna worry, but I feel like you should do this though. Right.

What you mean ain't gonna? Oh, that's a person this, right. You just wanna make somebody, you wanna listen, bro. If somebody give you an option, if somebody give you an option to the same solution, then they won't help. One thing that I learned, don't nobody really want your honest opinion if it ain't what they wanna hit.

You damn right. Because now my whole motto is, if you like it, I love it. Right. I'm not about to tell you shit. Don't tell me about. if you ain't gonna tell me that you like it don't tell me nothing about it you like it don't even i want to hear the criticism if you know i'm gonna tell you what it is wrong don't need listen to me that's why he asked me i want to hit the criticism i don't have to play this

song for my father he'd be like yeah i ain't fucking with that that shit that shit that shit i was like but i had to put your all in like god that i'm talking i knew i was my psal this shit bye i played that shit he was like uh-uh i was like damn So I played it by somebody else, get what they said? Uh-uh, I'm like, damn. But see, that's the thing. It's depending on who it's coming from, bro. It depends on who it's coming from,

because it's certainly when they give you opinions, it don't matter. But if it's your folks, you know it's not coming from them being malicious, they actually care. Like, if a strange on the tree tell me, I don't fuck what's up. But if Lose or style, play, they be like, Hey, Chico, that ain't the one. I'll be like, word.

It ain't. Appreciate you, my, nigger. Let me switch it up. I know they care, they don't want to leave me. And I think it's because they know if a person is close enough to you, they know they're going to be affected by whatever you do because if you take the laws, they're going to have to be there for you to help you through the laws.

So they can steal you away from the laws, then a nigga going to do that, you know what I mean? But a nigga that don't give a fuck about you, be like, yeah, go ahead, brother, dude. Yeah. Oh, me, you want to do the, uh, yeah, Mexican music. Yeah. Yeah.

Right? He over and died. Uh-huh. You're talking about the song. You couldn't take three. You couldn't take three, would you just canned them up. That third one would have made you quit music, Nick. And I'll fight it, I'm no good.

This thing is stupid. Like, where you, your name, Big Boogie? Where that come from? My grandma. Your grandmother? Yeah. For real? So that's why it was easy to run with that one.

Grandma gave it to you. Yeah, like, I mean, it's shit. I mean, it's lied to me. You know, like, my mom and I'd be calling me this shit, like, no, why people be like, okay, man, let's buggy, man, let's party. But like, my name came from dancing. I'm like, man, shit, when I got old,

I'm like, I'm big buggy now. Oh, so you were dancing when you was little. So they were breaking you, hey, buggy coming in. Like, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, I don't mind dancing nowhere. I'm dancing, that's a gill.

Right. You need to sample that guy. Hey, that was real, too. Down, buggy. Huggy, ukey, ukey, you're fucking, you'll fuck that one up, sir. All the way. That's hard. Hey, that's a real shit.

That's a nigga said a nigga, this niggins are good. That's a thing. That's all, man. That's five, man. That's five. That's fine. That's fine. When you find it?

Oh, I know it's all. What is it? I tell you right now, who made it. I got it in my. I got it in my son. I'm going to send it. I'm going to do it. I'm going to tell my people to get it.

Five. Oh, look. Y'all digger's crazy. Yeah, I taste the honey. Bougy-Ugy-Ug. Yeah, because I ain't I'm going to say boogie oogie. That's crazy. I'm going to say it to be a-huggy.

I'm going to say boogie-uggy to this niggins. They said boogie-uggy. That's crazy. I'm going to send it to you right now. Put you on, man. That's crazy. Hey, man, welcome back today, fast out, Joe. Yeah.

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This shit is one in three black people's favorite show. Most barbers are. Really, top three. Truck drivers, niggins. They're riding right now delivering pepsies and Purdue chickens and shit watching this shit. watching this shit in the truck right now. Hell yeah.

Me. Got a little white girl in the back right there? She's right there, she ain't too far. She's right now. Spons about a weed man who don't never have no bags. Oh, yeah. Put it in your hands. That's how we live.

Man. That's how we're stupid, man. We got big boogie in this motherfucker with us today. Smoking good, living good. The same real shit, man. We're talking about real life, God, everything. Niggas is the same with their talent, bro. You can drive a couple of quotables, my niggins.

Oh, yeah, I'm talking to shit. But see, we got to, because we're from the hood, we're from a trap. They got a filler, though. That's how, that's why I'm afraid of talking about shit. Nika, y'all know that, but we don't speak too much wisdom and knowledge to y'all. This is the platform for this, though, because there's somebody watching this shit,

because we all know God gave everybody at least one talent. I'm talking about one natural talent that you could do with your eyes closed. You have a skill. You have a skill. Somebody watching this shit right now. right now not using there you got a skill I'm talking about the coldest artists in the hood use it I'm talking about the the coldest singer that's scared to go to the studio is somebody watching this shit and they sitting on the

telling and they're not executed something out that if you cut some grass man he just don't even know it gonna get your landscape and bending man scared to say that now they ain't knowing that you know how to get trim the hedges that shit there you don't need no but he pretty good at trimming these heads go start just the landscape man my granddad my granddad my granddad He didn't really have no yard service, but he could get your yard like his. Lick. That's how motherfucker would be like, can you get my yard right?

Like your, yeah, yeah, yeah. That's the very, that's perfect. It's hard. Yeah, I got. That's hard. That's shit therapeutic. I ain't never cut grass in my life. Really.

Man crazy. What you said they're like the biggest dope one, and I ain't never cut grass in my life. I didn't push the lawn move on. Oh, you don't push my grass. I love more, my guy. He's the one more. I ain't never wrong with that.

I didn't ever get a ride. Dirked up. The complex. Because I could drive me. Oh, man. That's where my asthma came. I'm going to drink the shit. I'm going to ride one gentleman.

Cushin'n a nigga, man. I'm going to ride one. I'm going to take one. I'm going to take my mom. I'm going to take my mom. I got to cut their yards. Bro. I'm talking about Ryan Longmore.

You got to get the one to do there, though. Zero turn. You're talking about to jump with the rabbit in the leg that you stand on? That you stand on? No, you sit on it. That's when they come to do your yard. Yeah, that's what the message to be on.

No, I don't want that shit. Yeah. No, I don't want that shit. Yeah. That's what bad. That's shit to be on the side of the spread way. I'm right. No, no.

My ass on. I ain't worn this. I didn't have. I had grabbed, man. Yeah. Broke. Listen, broke my long. Had that bitch in the middle of the yard.

I'm like, bha. The brink. You know what? You know what? The old old old said gave my money back. They're like, fuck, man. Get your money back. That is the high woman.

You must have bought some bullshit. That's $500. I'm trying to get one of the big, the big, right along the moment. You're gonna do it? I love cutting. You're talking to do this. Bruh, I love cutting grass.

I cut my yard. You know how I do it right now? Now, I cut grass, now. I'm telling you, you got the thing? I got, I got the stern wheel, my back. You want a zero turn. You got a little, uh. You got lift the, uh, the, the, uh, the, the, the, the,

Wee waved up, it's the edge is up, yeah, yeah. Tees my rides, yeah. Man, that's not an end, like, start the car. First, you got to put your foot on the brake. Yeah, you got to sit down, because your ass, got to sit on it, like a little screen, like a little siltson. It's a seat on it.

Yeah, it's a seat, but you gotta sit heavy. Put your foot on the brake. What's your name? Yeah. Cause it's a sensor, I'm light. So they motherfuck can be like, and I ain't about sitting on it. You don't want to crank up.

I'm like, I'm on here. You're shit. You're going to sit there. This is crazy, man. I got to put a brick down by the yard on. Edges? I just learned how to do the little, the hat-cut shit. I ain't done it.

Not the edges? I don't know. I don't know. I put the whole headline in my yard. The weed eater. I put the whole headline in my yard. How niggas just started cutting grade? No cap.

No good. Terrible, bro. Y'all ain't shit in Mississippi. What? I'm going to cry. You're right. In Mississippi, you know what? people call you in Mississippi.

You ain't worth a damn. Wow. Got damn right, Papa. I'm going to go ahead and I was going to sleep. They would love to hear you say, they ain't never cut grass in my life. You couldn't tell them the day. You're going to cut it back.

Back, back on. I mean, I'm going to learn. I just say, you're going to learn. You go learn. They're going to learn. They're going to put you somewhere full of grain. Oh, it's going to cut your way back. He's laughing.

He's from Mississippi. Oh, you think you're going to learn. Hey, you can leave your ass out there. I used to cut all the old people, I used to cut all the old people in my neighborhood for free. Jack Coole. Wow. You like that? Like that?

Like that? It was just because I didn't want to see them outside. See, I ain't like that. Oh. I didn't ever cook grass. I used to walk around like cans and shit. Yeah. Like in the bag.

Just nothing on people. Y'all got some cans y'all don't want. That was your huss. Yeah. I was doing what my brother were they were doing. I didn't know what they were doing. They just walking around neighborhood and phrase. I'm just like knocking on doors, cans and shit,

I'm like, how y'all get all these cans, bro? And I'm looking at the shit like, Doer what made me look at on my career different too. I looked at this. They brought back like 2,000 cans, bro, but I never knew what they, what it was. I ain't know what it took to go find that. So I'm just looking.

You feel what I'm just looking at it like, well, y'all get these cans from, fool? Like, I'm just thinking they just finding them. just they going out looking so they made me like I'm gonna go out of a look I'm gonna go out of a look for something different but not cans though right I'm like that's about that can't but I got a time I'm going on the cab I ain't got time bro I said I'm gonna go find something like what they put in to go get their cans it was like I'm gonna go put their work in but I'm gonna get a little bit more return yeah my

My cousin used to collect cans. Yeah. A lot of cans. Yeah. And they used to be set up to my big trash bags. It'd be like four five trash bag. How much? Four dollars.

$11 and $32. For four bags of cans. For four bags of cans. That's more than I thought. I'm talking about the little bag. This was before. You talking about, oh. I'm talking about, man.

Let my auntie see you throw a can away. Little bag or big bag. Nicar, she's going. Boobie bag. Nothing. The transcans? His cans. Hey, man.

No, I need me. I need me. You got a... What you did you do for a bag of can? Man. You know what I went through. I got dogs and all. I got soup cans.

Everything. He didn't go. I didn't go. I used to work for a lot. I didn't know. How much you ever got for a bag of can? The most I ever got for some cans was like $40. $40.

Oh, you scrub. I had my whole family in on the on the skin. on the skin. Yeah, that's crap. That shit said, you just broke. I had my whole family in on the skin. I'm throwing bottles in that motherfucker right now. Right.

This was probably 1990 or something. This one was loomed. This shit was still worth doing. Right. Yeah, okay. Man, I remember one time to crackhead with it stole some copper and took it to the white man who were buying it from him. Now he didn't need came back about 300 dollars.

I was like, I like, nah, what a hell, what a hell do you get all this copper for on? He was like, you know, I'll just go up on the house and take it. Me, you know, I'm gonna start going up on the people how to take their coffee, man. They ain't do it, though. I was like, man, I can't believe. That's how the niggas is going to get catalytic converters now.

Niggins is going to get catalytic converters off of the shit. And it's crazy, bro. It's crazy. That niggas show me where he went to go get that coffee. You know what he went through? You know what he went through? No, I don't. You know a little cat hole that's up under the house?

Oh, no. Now that nigg was up under the fool. How, get all the car. I'm hearing that nigga break up it. I'm like, what I'm saying, man? Touch some penny. All right. What's our head?

What's odd boy ahead? That's Red Room for life. Red Room that's murder spelled backwards. Oh yeah. So the apartment that I came out of, Corny Village, you know who's getting nasty. So I'm like, man, it's people, this shit. This shit, murder village, you feel me?

So I'm like, damn, I know I'm gonna take off. I got so much faith to myself. I'm like, I'm feeling to be a celebrity, bro. I'm gonna get, fuck that, I'm gonna blow. And then I took off, I came in the industry. I'm like, this shit, red wrong, turn the shit back. And you know, red rum, a little flavor,

like, it's a little flavor to murder. You feel him, like, it's murder forever, but it's like, red rum, like, man, this shit, red rom, I'm gonna red wrong for life, though. So, all for L, red room for life. All the way, you feel, so. You know, this is all, this is what made me happy. This is what my little girl came from,

like, you feel even, this is what my hair happenness come from like they were built I built this shit like from the ground up family like all family you feel me so somebody coughing their hands are scared I went to the back you see that she went to the car respect man you know no thing you know idiot but yeah yeah so pick back up on music right because you got a unique sound you got a unique style who do you listen to when you was coming up so you knew you was going to blow when got you into just music.

Where brought you into this lane? Man, A-Con, MasterP, Boosey, um, Lou, uh, did I say Lou Wayne? Yeah. Lou Wayne. Okay. Um.

Milsica. Okay. Misker. That's a motherfucker. Yeah, that nigga wild, bro. No cap. Man, that's wild. Um.

Um. And, uh, that's really, that's really, that's really. It's really bad. I mean, you know, it's really bad. I like to hear that, I like, I ain't a different. You got a different job. Like, when I was 13, I always wanted to know what real life was.

Like, I wanted to know. Anybody out of Memphis? Huh? Anybody out of Memphis? Because there's so many artists that come out of Memphis. I ain't gonna lie, like, yeah, bagged my favorite rapper. For real? Yeah, bagged my favorite rapper out of Memphis, regardless.

Like, you feel what I'm saying? Like, I mean, this nigga motivate me. nigga motivate me just to be me right you feel me like for what they're saying pop it that what he motivates me for right you feel me like if I can do it you can do it that what he motivate me for you feel me like like don't you feel me like have your nose or put your wall on the back but whoever with you they with you they with you if they ain't with you fuck them right that what he motivate me for you feel me so no I'll fly with him so that's my favorite

rapper uh got it you know what I'll respond my CEO with him you sign a the CMG so what made you made that decision I mean they found me for real they found me bro I have I have I have Facebook I didn't have a phone I'd have a number damn I didn't have an Instagram you're screed for real how they had they found though man somebody know somebody yeah that's how this but it's just it's so crazy right and about this oh coming just watching this shit bro you this shit it's people are scared to see it but it's favorite too You know what I'm saying?

So, I mean, they fuck with who they want to fuck with. You feel, but if you put the hustle in and the grind, if they're paying attention to it, they're gonna fuck with you. They mean you self-made, you want this shit. You don't hand it to you, you feel me, so they were really there, but they kind of found me on their own. It was, I didn't, that shit was shocking. But how was it, like, what, did you have a song in the street?

I was doing my shit, I was doing my shit. I had a couple of songs, you feel me. But I were doing YouTube beats, you feel, Like, this is real grind. Yeah, you're real grind, like, you feel me, like, I was shooting my video with a guy from Memphis, Tennessee, and I had Draco. Right, okay.

I'll shoot my video with him. Another guy, Tebow, rest of the piece here, so he died. He's from Memphis. He got named, he's not in Tebow. Who else? I was in the studio with Teahead. He made beats. You feel me?

I made Big Mike. So you were just in the streets? Like, I was just, like everybody did, everybody did have somebody behind them, I was with them. Facts. You feel what I'm saying? So I want to grind with the hungrenness. Right, right, right. I want to grind with the ones that ain't having.

Right. You feel it me? So when we all get up there, I can look at you, like, nigga, you remember that? Right. Yeah, right. Yeah, look at it. Right. I want to, I would come up with that.

Right. You feel me. So, I mean, how I came in the game, it was just me. You want to labor with so much talent, man. Do y'all ever get together and be in the studio together to kind of motivate each other? Is it kind of like, you know, you just send songs off? That type of thing.

We send songs off. You feel me, like, I ain't a lot of everybody that's CMG. Pressure. Like, everybody working, I'm proud of everybody, flowers to everybody. Like, I only think, nobody can't fucking with my camp, but it's our flowers to other camps. You feel like, y'all keep going, y'all do y'all shit,

stay focused. But I'm so loyal to my camp. Like, it don't matter if I don't link with this. Like, I know people will be saying it. I don't link with this rapper or this rapper on. It doesn't matter. If he win, I won. You feel me?

If I win, he won. It doesn't matter. If I win, she win, she win, I win. Well, we're a team. I'm a team player regardless. So it doesn't matter because out here in the bigger market or I don't give a damn. We see him G. Right.

You feel me? Like, we, we're popping. Y'all just got Glowilla, man. Salute the Gloverilla. Oh, yeah, salute her, too. Yeah, man. Yeah, man, all the way. He's so good.

Y'all got it. Glope, from Frasier, too. Oh, she from Frasier too? Yeah. Oh, I know that made you feel crazy to her. Oh, yeah, like all flowers to her, bro. Like, there ain't no females coming out of Fraser, bro. She's the first one to me.

Right. She the first one came by the Frasier. So it was our flowers to her, bro. You feel me. She's gonna go longer. She's gonna go longer. She's with the camp. You feel me.

So. I mean, she's gonna, she gonna go, bro. All of us gonna go. all of us gone we're popping it she she god knew what he did y'all really had c mc god my god god know what he did bro you feel me she we came out strong camp oh man man man man sure of all first of all nigga look at you look at you look at you look at you look at me and look at you nigga the world love us the hands to that You know, look at you.

Jail over here. I see your glasses. You're back. You're backed up, babe. Yeah. You know, you backed up. You feel me? But man, he's the greatest of God that ain't, we ain't dead.

We ain't in jail. You feel, but we're struggling. Right. And shit, if we're struggling, hey, we're making it. And we ain't, shit, we know God damn. So we all, we got, goddamn. To me, you knicker. To me, nah, you feel.

Yeah. All the way, yeah. No cow. What's coming up with Big Boogie? Man, shit. Yeah, new music. Fent to be a millionaire. Hey!

Hey! Right about... Hey. Nah. Yeah. I love. I love. Right.

Right. Right. Yeah. This shit feels good, bro. I can't wait to just... See that thing. I just can't wait to just... I don't know, bro.

You feel like... Something about your head, man. It's a special play, man. Like, I'm ready to see everybody there we need to ever put... They timing me, my blood, sweat and tears, whatever, feelings involved with me, whatever. I'm going to bless everybody there, ever cried with me, felt some type of way, struggled with me, went through it with me, long nights on the road, I'm talking about a long night's studio. They don't always got to come with monetary blessings.

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You feel? That's a good ass point. I can't handle it, bro. Like, it's too many sad with spirit is going on, bro. I ain't got time for you, bro. If I know this nigga, if I know this nigga, trust me and I trust him, hey, bro, you're my brother for life.

I don't get fuck. I ain't got time to say you, my friend. friend I ain't got to tell me falling out with you bro because I feel in love with you bro you my nigga I love you bro we feel to go do the week nigger I'm ready to see you happen I don't want to see you go that way and be dead or fuck all that nigger did you see these little proud of boo's bitch right I feel like you or she look good I think you should wear this right do this I think she's gonna come to you like this bro do this go do it right put this on bro go do your shit

I like that I love it you feel I don't get fuck if I hit the mall with all my niggas they got to grab one one or two things. Even more than that. It depends on how I feel. Right. How I bring that bank roll out. Hey, bro.

Hey, bro. Let's go out to eat today, y'all. Hey, bro. Let's do this today, bro. Hey, bro. Hey, let's smoke a whole boat, bro. You feel? I want to do that.

I don't want to see my nigga them running for no police. I'm not for once. I'm not going to go nowhere that I got to up my gun and my nigga them got up there's too. Man, fuck that gang this shit, bro. We're trying to live. We're surviving, but we ain't on none of that. So how do you feel about leeches?

motherfucker that don't want to go ain't nothing wrong with all that long as you got a team full of hustlers and want to go get it for themselves because you like to do that you love to do that but what about the niggas

after you do that they're like hey more please more please we chat bold and have fun like me personally I want people like that

leachers I could leachers off but if my nigger like that I'm on my nigger ass before I give you this money bro what you got going you gotta give me we're gonna cut out everything that's going on around us

we're in a sit in this car we're gonna hot box what you got going though right this gonna be my if I give you this and he's done work this is my last time

now after you had his conversation I ain't no more coming back you're just my nigga for life but what if he say fuck you I know fuck you what you're gonna do that's the thing

but what if he say man you're lame that's all on you you know what's up with me nigga Do you cut them off? Lick dick, go by yourself. Go on, you go do. What's what we do?

What's what we do? What's what we do? What's what we do? You did? We did. We did. We're going to argue. We go argue.

We go argue. I can say, fuck you bitch. Ooh, you make me mad how I smack you right now. Ooh. Ain't no nothing that going on you. Right. Right. Hey, bro.

Hey, bro. Look, but what if he start taking it personally and be like, no. It's different. How are you gonna take it? He's tripping though. That's what I'm trying to take it. Okay, I feel I'm trying to take it.

That's what I'm trying to take you. That's what I'm trying to take you. You're like, bro. You're not trying to know. Right. He's tripping. Man, Nicky. You just nick it, bro.

You know what I'm on. You know what I'm on. You know what I'm on. Right, right. If you're not on one, if you're not on what I'm on, bro, what's the problem? Right. You can be my nigger true enough I love you,

but you can you just can't come You can't bar with me, bro, because you're not a world club. You're not dead. You just thugging. Like, I know we're gonna thug with you or not to thug with you. I know what to have around you and what not to have around you. Right.

You feel me? I know when I'm a celebrity, popping it. Over here, young. Who thugging, woo, woo. Hey, bro, what y'all got going, man? We ain't lit, be, look. What's going on? Yeah, we know what's going.

But if you are on what you, okay, but when I come to the hood and I ain't got nothing going, Hey, bro, what you got going, bro? I'm here pull up on you, bro. Let's smoke some. Hey, what's you got going on? I'm in the city, bro. Pull over the studio.

That's just me. I know who want this shit for me and I know who want better with their self. And I know what niggas just want to sit on their heads just to sit and look. I'm gonna let you stay right there. Whoever wanna go get this shit changed out, let's go and do it.

But if you want to sit on your head, yeah, I love you, bro, for sure. If it ain't locked this situation, don't call me. I mean, hey, I'm not going to cut you out for none. If you ain't liked this situation, I'm still here, bro. I'm not fiend to give up on you, because the next nigga is not from to show you love like me. You feel what I'm saying?

We got too many years in. I'm down there and not for you not if you ain't got nowhere to stay. Talk to me, bro, what you got going? Okay. What if you don't feel that same way about you do? Okay, cool, going your own way. We ain't got to never speak again. It's on you, bro.

I want happiness. It's what you want. It's all about what you want. What you want? I want to do. I'm happy, bro. I want to do this. If you ain't trying to see this shit with me, see this shit from the bleachers, bro.

I'm gonna recognize you, though. I ain't gonna never look over you though. But shit, if you're on what you own way, I can't have you around me, negative energy. You could clean off. Ain't no coming back from there. We grown in, brimbing kiss your way. You ain't been kissed, man. Here, no, here, no.

It's over with you. Oh. It is. Be like that, man. Be like that, man. It'd be so mindful, bro. That's great. He's like, man, I can't be.

Niggas to be so mad at you, you know? But he's, man, but you want to know what it is, though. Like, nigger, I love your mama. You fuck, nigger. I'm talking about for real. Ooh, you get on my nerd, a little boy. Man, for real, hey. What the fuck wrong with you?

Pts. He'd be like that, bro. Niggas get so mad that you're just because you're so focused. Right. Like, why you're mad because I'm focused, bro. So you want me to stay in his hood and wait on our death day. That's what you want to do.

Yeah, you got to have to do. Faith. Not only that, it's about you. Fuck everybody else who you fuck with. So you want me to stop my whole career, whatever I got going, my plans at all. Just to sit right here with you. You got, uh, eh, um, ain't all the home boy. Damn them.

Focus on. So you bigger than all of them. I don't care about them. But you fought with them. You ain't shit. That shit crazy. No, I swear a lot. That shit crazy, game.

That shit crazy, shaw. That shit crazy, shaw. This shit crazy. You want the best man. You be like, ooh. You can't want it for him. You can't want it for him. Man, like I said, bro, life is what you make it, bro.

If you're a lazy-a-nigger, bro, you're just my lazy-a-nicker. That's crazy. You can't change nobody and nobody's going to change. You can't get the same motherfucker. It's all on me. Yeah, like if you just a lazy-a-nicker, I just love you taking you my lazy-ass-nicker. It's all on you, my name. I mean, hey, bro, I don't know what to do with you.

I don't know what to do with you. That's the hardest part about life. I'm just gonna let you be, bro. You can't. Sometimes you just can't hear the film. Sometimes you see a motherfucker. But I ain't gonna learn what the shit I do. You're gonna have to learn this shit the hard way.

The shit I do, I made sure I motivate my nigger. A long time ago, the worst thing. You feel what I'm saying? And you can see it. You're like, hey boy, no, the nigger can lash you. You're right here a little, I see that. Yeah. Oh, fuck that little nigger.

Big dog. You're popping your shit. I'm proud of you. I see you work. Yeah. The worst thing. you can do for people are the things that they could and should do for themselves man that's the worst shit you could do for somebody because if you do the shit for them that they should and could be doing for themselves and they become relied upon you to do the shit for them that they're supposed to be doing for themselves yeah you can't be mad at them when they react to that it's like a dog if you feed a dog that motherfucker gonna follow you around but if you like man shit I ain't got no more food for you that bitch gonna turn on you that's crazy did you say that I was I had I acknowledged it with the same thing and I was like damn I can't be mad than a snake bitch me.

Snake is a snake. Yeah. Yeah. But you got to understand, you feed it all the time so it knows when the food, but this time you didn't have food in your hand. Why you got a fuck? So it bit you. No, I don't.

But what you want to time? This is the animal. Okay. You feel me? He said he a lion, but the motherfucker really was a snake right? Right. But you ran out of food to feed it. And then I, it wouldn't even feed in time.

Bitch bit me anyway. Okay. You was food the whole time. It was food. Yeah. That's what I'm trying, like, like, like, like, like, like, That's what I'm trying to tell you. I was fooled the entire time.

Snakes pick it too. Snakes picking on what they eat. And when they eat. They might didn't want to pick what you and feed them. They want you. That's what I'm trying to tell. I was the plate the entire time. That's crazy, bro.

They were just waiting. Yeah. A snake on Sazzerin. That's what I'm trying to think. He's going to wait. But it's your fault, though. Because I had a fucking snake in our house. That's crazy, man.

Not all the pets. And this motherfucker, I got to lamp it, I gotta feed it, it gotta be, you gotta be fed, it gotta be in the right temperature, or it goes round. Yeah. And the moment I ain't had no food it fits.

Found a way in me. But it's so crazy though, because they're just like a, that's just like a herring, bro. Like, they're just like a humming, bro. You're helping this snake do so much, but you, you blind like a motherfucker. Now, I don't know, the snake being big too.

Yeah. It's been a baby snake no more. It's just like a snake getting big. I'm just out looking this, you don't. Right. How you get big on looking at me? And I ain't just looking at you. You're feeding it.

You're a bad one. You're feeding it. At some point you're doing something that you know you're not supposed to do. I didn't get big on looking at me. It's your own vanity that makes you feel good about doing this. I know I didn't get you my touches to fool you up. So how you get so big without me? He was plotting on you the whole too.

Oh man, it's crazy there. You're eating the whole time. You getting big off of your appetite. Couldn't wait. Nobody got a... Exactly. You feel me? They're being friendly shit, gets you wrapped up by the snake.

I'm not friendly... I'm not friendly. There ain't nobody in the house to know that this motherfucker squeezing the shit at you. No cow. Ooh, we're chilly. I want to try to tell you, but life is... I hate snakes, bro. I hate animals, bro.

Like, I hate... All of them. All of them. All of them. You don't like dogs? I hate dogs, bro. Don't say that. Then white people are going to go crazy.

I don't give a, man. I got a tiger-scribe pit buller, bro. I'm walking for school one day. I got to tell you, niggas this. My, I'm walking for school, bro. I'm going to tell that, motherfucker. Bro, I'm walking for school, bro. Big bowling, tiger-scribe, motherfucker.

It looks like me. My, I'm walking, bro. I said, this motherfucker fucking me. That's a nigga said the dog. Like, what's up, me? I'm walking behind that big brother, right? I'm walking, bro. I just heard, I'm already got earphones in,

you know, I'm that type of niggins, you know, I'm just, you might hear that motherfucker, that motherfucker's gonna go with my earphone. I'm like, I don't know I got to eat some earpaws, oh. You feel, man. Cut my phone up, right. I'm walking.

I just felt some hot air on my leg, like some breath. Like, I turned around, I had some cargo shorts on, you know, back in day in school, cargo shorts with the big pocket. Right, right, right. with the cring on the side. The sprang on the shirt, yeah. Crazy in the middle of a polo t-shirt, yeah.

You know, yeah. You know, nothing but the cremphouse, you know, they're all right. Yeah, but we're on that five times. They could go over walking, bro, bro. But I turn around that that motherfucker, look dead at me before I'm talking about I had a cock, bro. I had told this motherfucker get, and it was a hermend bottle.

A hermit butter, that be it's going to bite you anytime. Right. They're going to chase you down just to bite you, like, don't get a fuck, I got to bite you. It's a hermin bite you. A human by him. A human body. And it was a female.

She vicious. She bitch it, bro. No, bro. I'm talking about she got on top of me, bro. Like, on choking her, bro. Like, we're like, we just. Oh, she was on you. She was on you.

Like, she was on me, like, oh, um, I'm like, how you get on the brown, nigga? The dog was right there. Shit, I done this shit on myself, bro. Shit, I bowed down. So when you felt the breath, that was really the dog. Man, I felt the breath. I done this shit.

I know how fared, like five times. He was just like, yeah. I was cleaning out. Check them draw. How did you love you? Shit, the owner. Oh, yeah. It was trained, you feel, me.

Oh, he was trained for that type of shit. But I'm on the ground for like 20 fucking minutes, bro. I'm yelling, bro. I'm yelling my ass on, bro. Like, you draw. That's trauma. That's trauma. Yeah, that's PTSD.

Like, like, like. You just, you just, you got a hold up. You got a hole. Like, my head about on the neck, but her neck so wide, bro. Like, she, she's a buddy. You feel me? Like, Sandlock?

Sandlock? Man, bro. That shit carried across the whole crazier. The whole crazy. The whole crazy. It's a red nose, bro. I'm like, come on. Yeah, he remember this shit.

This Trump. Oh, yeah. I was a pregnant woman, bro. She came outside and she said her name. And the dog. And she snapped her finger, bro. The dog shit hopped off me, fool. You a young nigga then.

I was like 19, bro. Oh, yeah. You were grown, Tramitton. So I don't play with dogs at all. I don't get fucking. Yeah, I don't fuck with other people, dogs. I don't get a damn. I live a world watching this interview right now.

My people talk. My fans got to know, big dude don't play with dogs. Hey, I don't know if y'all got me on y'all interview. Right. Keep your dog. I'm on my nigga'n'em shit. I don't fuck with dogs, bro. Keep your dog.

Keep your dog at the room, the building. Yeah. The bill. I'm exing. And y'all got a dog, and I don't get fucking since she's in. Right. I believe in ankle body, bro. You believe in them?

Right. You shawawawas and shit. I ain't got time, bro. You never know anything with teeth biting on me back. That's real shit. I do what I'm saying. I ain't got time, bro. And then you'd be like, well, how to fuck you chew his food?

Right. You feelin' me? I ain't got time, bro. You got a mean dog, though. I ain't gonna drink. Bro, I'm gonna get a horse. Give you some snacks in the pocket. No, no, no.

No, I know you've seen this video. You see me and my, I'll take my daughter, a puner riding, bro. That's your point. What? It was scary to me. Bro, I'm, bro. Bro, you know, he's on the street, right?

I got the little Halloween thing, they got the little carnival thing going on. Right. So I took my daughter to it, right? Br, she was so fucking funny. What's, what's her name? Playball. Who?

Curvy. Who, the pony? The voiceover. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So he fucked with my fuck with him. You feel, me. So he made a video with me and my daughter, right? But my daughter on the small pony.

But, but my other people, I don't know who, I don't know who was on the other big pony. There ain't no big pony. Right. That's a grown man horse. Right. This motherfucker tall and chocolate. Right.

Right. Man, that motherfucker got deep close to me, bro. Right. She was me in me. I got nothing. I know I pulled it ten times. Right. Right.

Right. So it's like, yeah. I'm trying to stand. I don't know about that. I'm like, I'm trying to stand. Is he looking at me? I'm trying. Because you know how horses, they keep,

motherfuckers, bro. Oh, yeah. You gotta have to come, you got to say, hey. I don't know, I ain't doing that. I don't know what timing they own, bro. So I'm like, I don't know if they're gonna kick me or, right, right. I'm a scrape, bro.

My daughter's scared of shit like this. It shocked me, brother, the lady made my daughter rubbed to her. I said, you're a bad motherfucker, baby. No care. You, you, ain't, you strong with this. You ain't going to go to a zoo. Man, you're stronger than that. Oh, you go to do.

Oh, you go to me. That's a guy. Yeah. They got like two animals per se shit. We're all moving in the day, man, go. What did you tell me that? I'm thinking, go ahead. See, bro, I'm thinking, I'm thinking, no.

You got to be too adamant. See, I'm thinking. You got to go early. You're going to tell me that. You're just supposed to tell me that. You're just going to tell me that, bro. He, there's a snake in there. They got one seat on the motherfuckers.

See? See, I'm thinking a lot of got all that animals. They just think. See, I'll take that. As long as I could just, look at them, man. You're doing it. See. See, I ain't been to Memphis.

Y'all got to do? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You got one of the talk calls in the country. Yeah, that's cold. Yeah. I lying, I smoke cush, bro.

No. Yeah. Cat country. They got all the dick cats. I'm telling you, bro. I'm telling you, bro. I'm talking about, do he be in my dance and shit? No.

No. I got to see what he's happening. I'm talking about. I'm talking about. Brother shit, bro. I'm talking about. The folks in murderbees, keep trying to get that. Yeah, I'm going.

I think we can walk with you. We can walk the tiger and shit. No, fuck that. You want to be a tiger. Mine, you shitting me. I won't beat Tiger. FaceTime me, bro. I won't.

I'm not sure for you at all. I might walk like four step and they come get that bit. Folks still. Yeah, four style. No, bro. That's all right. Because you got looking tiger, they head so big, bro.

Yeah. I'm talking here right now. I'm shit on my tip, bro. What about a baby? What? What? A baby tiger. I grew up off a lion.

Baby tiger. You know, Simba. I know Simba. That's my daughter. Nick, a baby tiger do you like a full grown pit bull? Listen. That's why you fucking. All you got to do is.

All you got to do is. How? How? Slat you were one of me? You don't say that thing? You don't say that thing? You don't know that baby? Baby bag got a whole that lady.

A tiger? A fucking tiger? A fucking tiger? A baby tiger? A baby tiger? A baby tiger? You don't want no problem, no tiger, man. It's a tiger, bro.

You don't want no problem, no tiger, man. I bet I go walk up baby tiger, Mike. Bring me that baby and tiger, Mike. I'm gonna walk my four step. Where is it? Huh? That ain't in here. You do it.

Right. Right. This ain't that type of thing. This ain't that type of show, Woody. And now, you came out with a tiger. Bring out the tiger.

I mean, shit. You know it's all. You say you're familiar, right? Bring out the target. I'm going to tell you. You're going to see you walk out of these motherfuck away. But that's all you're going to see.

These niggins are money. So you don't fuck with no animals? No, I don't fuck with no animal. Man, so if your tree wants animals, you're like, hell no. I mean, it's cool. I mean, it's cool. I mean, it's cool. You feel, me?

But I just got to face that fruit for her. You got a reason for you to do that. You got to be a reason for me to have anything around me. You got to be a reason for me to have anything around me. That's not about a dog. That's why I won't get one. That's just me and my whole life, bro. You gotta be, I gotta have a real reason

to have this around. You feel what I'm saying? Like, I'm sorry. If it, nah, I ain't doing it. If it ain't doing it. I don't give a damn. But if my daughter want a dog, they're riding and face their fruit.

I had a, like, folk goldfin' in front of the car. I don't know, why they be feeding the goldfish? They'd be died on the way home. Yeah, they were dead in there. That was dead in the car. I'm like, I got two left. I'm gonna like, right. I mean you got the fish in the glove compartment one way in that drowned I'm like this shit ain't no good

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That's it, baby. That's it. And no bubble flogers, I'm like, yeah, not. No doubt, bro. I had one goldfish is actually survivor. Where is it? For how long? I didn't have it in the fifth time.

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