The 85 South Show with Karlous Miller, DC Young Fly and Chico Bean - ERICA DUCHESS in the Trap! | 85 South Show Podcast
Episode Date: July 4, 2025The 85 South Crew sits down with the one and only ERICA DUCHESS for another great conversation in the Trap! || 85 SOUTH App: www.channeleightyfive.com || Twitter/IG: @85SouthShow || Our Website: www.8...5southshow.comSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
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Yeah.
Okay.
On your talk, Jayhound. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Jaywin DePri!
That shit hard.
Talk, dude, dude, don't know what I'm talking about,
you know, like you look like all that in there
shit to kill them, this is.
Dude, he looked like he'd be saying, like.
Yeah, not like that.
He's like, you're about to say,
Swammy Dog.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That's how he's about like.
Yeah, I don't stop.
Like he's like rock music and shit.
Yeah.
We got some of that too, though.
You with him?
Oh yeah.
Yeah, yeah, no.
We get in the studio, we pick up your shirts, we go crazy.
We write their producers.
He ain't gonna switch it up on it like that.
Now that I got y'all attention.
I hate my mom.
Huh?
Oh, you mom haters.
Are you saying the black rock group?
Hell no, man.
The paradox?
Yeah, no.
They're cold.
I got to fuck with them in.
Nick of my daughter, like that little Asian group, the little, uh,
A.
Aat, I patate, I appet, I patate.
I love them.
I don't know that.
Yeah, man.
That's a different lane, different drama.
What they call?
Yeah, K-pop.
I heard of it.
He's an Asian, uh, spice girl.
Oh, okay.
Oh.
Yeah.
Got them folks.
Oh, damn.
My daughter don't even know what Apatapit is in the room.
Apatatatat.
Don't you know?
I would like, that's my baby.
She requested a song.
Baby, put the, daddy, put the Apatapit.
I got to play Apatapit.
She loved it.
Man, we listen to Apatipatite.
Leave ten times a day.
Damn.
That's her jam.
That's a jam.
That's a jam.
Yeah, look how you look at it.
on that picture.
Who me?
Yeah, why they do?
You like that?
Mm-hmm.
They got collar, look like he got punt.
I know.
I'm like, man, she don't need her.
Really, man.
You need to tell me about that.
Like, Napoleon, you got a flag line here.
I look like, yo.
I'm just around, man.
She doesn't like you're happy and happy.
That shit be so funny.
People be making the art flabby, like.
They don't fucking look like me.
Hey, bro.
Yeah, I'm flying gonna hurt if he.
No, the funniest shit ever is when the nigger painted all of us right now.
Oh, here he goes.
And he spiced it up, game.
He's like, hey, boy, nigga ain't never painted y'all like this.
I'm a nigga, boy that took me by two weeks to make them all fuck.
He made a big ass snoutment had everybody look, run around a little.
All I hear J O.N. say, mm-hmm.
It was a bullshit, bro.
Bullshit.
And then you know on Google, that shit activated the live giggles.
Soon as he said, uh-huh, I was like, no, don't do that.
Don't do that.
But this shit ugly is for me.
So needless to say, it ain't they don't want to leave it.
Bro.
He didn't make the cut.
These nigga wanted to keep it out.
We left it at the studio.
Oh, shit.
We're going to a new destination.
We're going to read this one shit.
This is bad look.
Lead this shit here.
But that shit looked like a Halloween done from the,
coming from the,
fuck, you were, bro.
That nigga did that on the way down.
Eighty-five zombies, this nigga, bro,
we looked like 85-south zombies.
But we were ugly as hell.
You told my boy, I did this shit, like, all that, boy.
You're a low-down dick, man.
I said, but this is all the nigga think about that game.
But I'm in real spit the way he hyped it up and we've seen it.
I really thought they were bullshed shit that hurt.
You thought it like a prank.
Yeah, man, I thought he was bull's shit.
That name is looking at that shit.
He said, I can wait to D, D, D, my boy.
Then they're looking at this shit like, oh.
I hold you up the load.
It's the big one who is the big one.
You remember who you at?
Yeah, he knows what that's going on.
He said they're like, oh.
Yeah, we left that one.
We left that old spot.
You go back and pick it up.
We do it.
We'll accept the new one.
I just can't take no bullshit.
Like, they got one in the office right now.
Oh, my God.
Lay my mail to him, because you ain't bringing it.
He said, I can't stand it.
The one that's in that, you look like I got a long skirt on.
Oh, he's thinking it's art.
I'm like, man, take that shit down.
I didn't spit out.
Man, that's shit that's fuck.
Damn.
Like, Dekoo, that's art.
That's art.
Even though our head is a little off.
That's art.
Look, that's art.
Yeah.
You know?
Look at that.
Look at that.
And then the best one they want to put so low.
That's real.
Coal that in the back seat.
Me, nigga, fuck.
Who's in that?
I think that's the boy.
Look at that's me.
Yeah, that's me.
That me loaths in the center, who?
Who?
We boys in the hood.
That boy's in the hood.
I see you, I got the concept, but, bro.
So you think this is me over that?
I'm gonna say something like that too, but.
You can't please.
No, no, no.
That looks like.
She is insatiable when it comes to shit.
shit like this.
That basketball player, that's Shuppie.
Eam and Shumper?
Yeah, dude, that looked like.
There's no guy out there, Ema, and Shuffle.
That dude.
Yeah, I don't know who that.
Cahlew got curtains and shit.
They look like, my boy, that's art.
Now, that's the Lowe's right now.
Man, take a picture.
Where's your picture?
Man, where you're flag at?
I'm over here with the black number.
See, he got me looking at this shit harder than I ever am,
now.
I ain't got.
Yeah, where is my motherfucker fucking place?
Where is my motherfucker fucking flag?
They thought you liked the hell that one.
Yeah, whole mind the black, I would take it.
But I just noticed that.
Yeah, we got a gang of art, though, man.
We got to keep swapping it out.
Man, y'all get so much shit.
People come to my show and tell me,
hey, you'll get it to you bar and that basketball,
where that motherfucker is y'all?
Y'all got, basketball.
Hey, bud.
Oh, yeah, that lady.
I'm thinking they got me some shit.
Thank you.
Yeah, Ryan, you'll call him telling me.
Stick around out of the show.
This is somebody got a new.
They wanted to give it.
They wanted to give it.
Yeah.
It's got a lot.
That's a nice ball.
Wainting to the mouth,
everything out of that shit.
And she come up there and present this right here.
This, hey, DC.
This is the new flavor.
This is sweetheen got this shit.
Let me see, it's a ball ball.
Yeah, it's a ball.
A nigga gave you to give it that.
It's a lady.
We have one.
I mean, of course, I'll bring it back.
We got it.
No, she made.
Nice.
All those guys shit, fine.
Even though it wasn't mine, it was fine.
That this is hard.
I think she was out of Florida somewhere.
It was one of my shoulders in Florida.
Yeah, it did.
She had made us one at our show, I think.
And it missed up, and she reneeded, right?
Yeah.
DC probably fucked it up.
D.C.
probably tried to dribble the motherfucker.
And they were.
See, somebody hitting him some shit like this.
The bitch.
First thing he gonna think to do is dribble.
That must put hard.
That's hard.
She's dope.
She's dope as fuck.
She put the whole process on her page.
on her page.
I'm gonna take, we're gonna take care of this one.
I'm gonna put it in a little glass case.
I'm thinking it in a glass case.
I come on there, 85, stop, I'm burning a motherfucker.
I should have mouseed.
We're gonna set that other thing.
Man, that's hard.
That's hard to tell you.
I should have laid the motherfucker up.
We're gonna wait till it get cold.
We're gonna burn that other fish.
We're gonna burn for Halloween, back.
On your ass, evil.
Evil.
For creating that like that.
Man, y'all seen all the bullshit been happening?
Well, he?
Today been crazy, man.
What going on the day?
What happened?
What about my business?
Motherfucking, them Poison-Arkele, man.
Oh, yeah, they did see that shit.
You know how, you know how...
Yeah, they did.
Yeah, man.
What they do?
They gave him a double dose or something.
Overdose, yeah.
They said he overdosed.
Yeah.
In the cell by itself.
He didn't do it by himself.
Who gave it doing?
The nurses was the ones who gave him the stuff.
Yeah.
Because he don't know.
He's just taking this stuff.
They don't tell him.
Soon he started telling him people, y'all owe me some money.
They don't stint them some shit, no.
That's all of you.
And he was in there just trying to be quiet and fight for his life.
They were like, all right, fuck it.
But soon as he started saying, now, wait a minute.
Somebody out here giving my goddamn money.
They were like, all right.
With my residuals.
My residuals.
Damn, all right, Kelly.
Damn, man.
Damn, but he ain't died, though.
Yeah, he's back.
He's back.
That's just that you better shut the fuck up.
Oh, that is.
The warning.
Yeah, that's what that is.
You better shut the fuck up.
Oh, man.
That was that idea.
Iran said they're going to make,
they're going to do something the night.
make the whole world feel it.
Huh?
Who said that?
It said the world gonna feel this.
You're pissing these people off.
That ain't saying like that.
Yeah, they did.
Don't take it out of my God.
Damn.
I wish I was talking about.
I ain't need, man.
You know we pissed the moment.
Hey, bro.
Hey, bro.
We ain't got done with nothing that you.
We're just up here trying to live.
Ran, Rand, Rand.
Leave us out of that.
Yeah.
I got folks from Miami,
from down south.
All the way you'll be in California.
I would tell you who pissing these people off,
but I don't want the show to start freezing up and shit.
All right, we need a little.
Who do you want to be a blunt?
No, it's some more people.
You got around with the shit.
Blump.
You know, Mr. Flunk.
I just put it this way.
I ain't said, you know, that's a flunk.
Okay.
No, they ain't him.
It's a motherfucker that's over there.
That's way more evil than him.
Damn.
That's over there?
Yeah, he's over that way.
Is he, is he worked?
Do he work for the U.S. Embassy?
The nigga don't know U.S. Emson.
No, it ain't got nothing to do with it.
You better break that shit down.
You know what you're good.
No, no, no, I ain't trying to say that.
U.S. Emis ain't nothing but a word that's put out there,
but it's really just them niggas sitting up shop in another next country.
Yeah, that's what it is.
It's just the United States over there to trap house like this.
One-on-one, he'll be off a fucking run.
We owe him.
Yeah, yeah.
That why, when a nigger run, they always say, get to the U.S.
If you're in another country, I always find a U.S.
Emis.
Oh, I never knew that.
Make sure the U.S. Embassy is close.
Because if something happened, get your ass.
Who is this person you're talking about, though?
Who can't, I'll tell you.
Okay, but yeah.
You can't see it on.
Yeah, he said Trump.
He might get the phone call.
I don't know if I called Trump.
I heard you to say it might a name on and you're the little to the fucking.
I don't know if Trump evil, I think he's just true to himself.
I ain't gonna call him real.
I call him true to himself.
Whoever he really is, he don't mind showing it.
Hey, man.
Who where the fuck he worked for?
You're a funny.
very happy with his performance.
For real?
They gotta be.
Yeah, they're fucking with it.
You say whatever it is, they're happy with his performance.
Yeah, they're happy with what he doing.
Every time I see, like, with everything going on in the world,
I always think about their moving, trading places.
I've seen that move before.
Yeah, Eddie Murphy.
When they swap, when the Randolph, whatever, the Rudolph.
The stock broke in the change.
Yeah.
When they trained Eddie Murphy and Dan Aykroy a lot together because he lied on Eddie Murphy.
But you see how they just made a bet just to see how they can fuck up another,
a knick of like.
It's people playing with...
So that's what I'm saying.
It's like, that's what I think about.
Like, they send somebody else out there to do it.
Anybody seen Mission Impossible?
The new one.
I don't know about the new.
They technically letting you know how motherfuckold play with human life.
That's it.
All right.
Instead of sacrificing $3 billion, we're going to sacrifice $200 million.
Now, you pick and choose, code it, which city is going to be?
That's how I go.
You like, ah, that's it.
Come on, guys, look.
Rang Rang.
Leave us out.
That shit.
They got me right.
Don't feel to go to the Caribbean.
Damn, man.
I wish we can call them for.
No the hell you don't.
I mean, just tell them, don't leave us along.
Hey, for the Duchess, what do you want?
Hey, I'd be like, hey, boy, look.
They're wrong people.
Oh.
Yeah.
Oh.
I don't want to talk another.
He doesn't talk.
Them people are the ones who are waiting to get in the shit.
Oh, them?
They're waiting.
Yeah, they're waiting.
They're just anything, go, any little opportunity that they can see.
They can't wait.
They can't wait.
But you know that's what.
See, niggins don't want to get political.
Niggins, that was, nigga.
Let me roll my blessing.
Yeah, we're going to do it.
You feel me?
Thorns tell them to the match.
See, this is the thing, though, that really got them shook up.
Right.
All this shit going on, right?
Like you talk.
Black people ain't doing shit.
They ain't all getting this time.
For once, we can just sit back and be like,
you know what, they ain't got shit to do it, though.
But it do.
But look at all the shit that it took to get to this point.
We're used to just dealing with shit that ain't got, like,
we don't, we haven't been through it.
But now it's like, they're doing it so blunt now.
It's like they lend us no.
The woman we direct this shit to y'all at, y'all know we're turning up.
We just ain't trying, we can't find a way to do it with y'all.
But that's the only reason why the protest is
shit ain't been violent.
Because it ain't about us.
Yeah.
You remember them?
See how violent they had, though.
No.
Compared to when there was
the Black Lives Matter protests?
Man made.
Man, that shit been very mild
compared to that.
Because you seen when they dropped the curfew
and they were like, nigga, just be outside.
We're whooping your ass.
They were going to be with kids.
That's what they were going to see in there.
Y'all remember that shit?
During the pandemic.
Hey, we dropped.
The curfew.
They had the dogs out of that motherfuckers.
Be outside.
But then you see how they do.
They do shit like, hey, man, it's a curfew.
Then block off the street, don't let nobody leave.
As soon as you're trying to leave and shit,
they make it seem like you didn't did something to them.
But the white people have been sneaking and doing a little shit
and they protest too.
Now they got these motherfuckers out there doing.
You know, the white people, I don't want to sneak and doing shit.
But it ain't even.
Just white.
See, they told on themselves when they went into the White House.
They let her know how much power they really got.
And went to your White House and showed her.
Oh, you're like, oh, hey, look at this shit.
Yeah.
Look, look, look.
Uh-uh.
Let's see what I'm really good.
I thought that shit was faith.
Ain't know what.
That's why I was looking at it.
I was like, this can't be real.
And the crazy part about it.
Niggas knew everybody, not niggas.
Them niggas.
Yeah.
They knew who everybody was.
They're like, look at so-and-so.
Oh, yeah.
Look at so-and-so don't win it.
Go back and watch it again.
They do everybody.
But the crazy part about it ain't no national guns.
It's levels to that shit.
Niggins.
Level.
Y'all, niggas.
They was in there telling them four.
Back up.
What?
It was in a running.
They shot the police off.
They shot somebody in there.
They killed somebody on the inside.
We can't even storm the courthouse.
National Guard won't call.
With a frown on our face.
Hey, hey, my boy.
Storm the courthouse.
Step on that goddamn grass if you want to.
The White House.
Step on the fuck storming.
Step on the grass.
That's what I know.
This is in the White House.
I want, I want a nigga to think.
Not the White House.
This is the Capitol.
The Capitol.
They mean the same.
Where was it?
Two different things.
It was white.
It was just white people.
It was a white house.
It was a capital, but it was white.
They didn't go in the White House, but they went in all the motherfucking places up there.
But what was that white building they went in?
It was the capital, yeah.
The capital of...
It was a very important building that they shouldn't have been able to get in.
Right.
The motherfuckers took a shit on Nancy Pelosi death.
Yeah.
Y'all feel like individually like what you say like a like a human right how do I feel yeah like well all this stuff going in the world well it was like lads and we see that like do it make you like want to do something no because it made me thankful for me yeah because I don't see nothing nobody doing it made me very grateful for we
yeah I don't make me want to do shit me I'm just trying to see like you can't say she don't care me anyway they're like they're mobilizing
no they don't make I don't have no urge to do shit
Me either.
Me personally, I feel like it's somebody else turn.
Yeah.
They've been goddamn whooping our ass for years.
We don't know.
Shooting us with hoses.
We're the marks.
We're not going to be by dog.
See, look.
Jim pros.
No, we're not saying it's another ethnicity turn.
It's just they turn.
Yeah.
What it is, we gotta let history or whatever the course is going on.
We're paying attention.
Yeah.
They don't know.
Yeah.
Yeah.
We're like, hey, y'all fight over there.
Yeah.
Y'all ain't help us.
Keep that bite over now, Nick.
Y'all ain't help us?
We ain't helping y'all.
Y'all need to be fucking.
Did nobody help us?
Did nobody help us?
They got to fight for their rights like we're here too.
They ain't give a fuck about us.
They don't know.
They don't really.
They care about us.
Damn.
And they bench on you that.
Like, you don't care about it.
Like, even the white people that used to like the black people back then
that let them stay in the creole for them.
But when the motherfucker put up on the horse
and set that cross on fire,
They go whip their ass out that basement in the brain about it.
All right, shit.
We don't know what we can do now.
Come on.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Damn black people.
This is the reason why we should even stick together more.
Well, no, we know how to do it, but we don't know how to do it.
Yeah.
We think soon as a nigga getting in charge.
Man, look at this nigga trying to tell everybody what to do.
Hey, right.
You don't even know the plan, man.
You got to talk somebody.
God, take it.
Why?
That's not.
That's the misconcess.
Don't know what we're going to do.
Look.
You shut the fuck up.
That's the misconcession.
That's not the majority.
We can't let a small percentage of ignorant motherfuckers fuck up everything we're trying to do.
But see, did the thing, though.
They always came in and fought with the infrastructure.
Okay.
They always came in and fought with the infrastructure.
And it's always a weasel, bro.
That's among the mix that don't give a fuck about it.
Then what we're doing, it's all for himself.
Yeah.
They've been telling you that from the jump, but they're always going to tell you,
hey, boy, somebody amongst us is a rat.
That's because...
Somebody amongst us is telling somebody I don't know this out, what are we doing?
Oh.
They know how to program niggas.
Right.
We don't have that technology yet.
They literally know how to turn motherfuckers against motherfuckers.
We know how to reprogram niggas, not programmed,
we're reprogrammed.
The media is programming...
The same shit they've been saying since Harriet Tubman.
Right.
Some of them motherfuckers, you have to leave anyway.
Everybody ain't going.
Everybody can't going.
Everybody can go.
Everybody can go.
sister told her.
Dirty Bitt.
It was Harriet.
It was Harriet.
Well, no, what a nickname?
Uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh.
You for real?
Before Harriet.
You were for real?
No, damn the name.
She told on the for real.
Yeah, when they ran.
The sister did, she was like, I take your baby.
He was like, it was Harriet.
Yeah.
She did.
Yeah.
He thought she was going to hit him.
He was like.
So she told it then.
Yeah, she was like, Harry did.
Dirty bitch.
Even telling the truth, it gets you smacked.
Dang.
I got how scared we were.
But then, you know what?
When Harry came back to say,
but she was like, come on, let go.
She was like, I can't leave.
She was like, why you can't?
She was like, I just can't.
Damn, didn't even put a down.
Didn't even put her down.
Come on.
Harry, kept going back.
She kept going back.
I don't know how many times I would have went back.
I would have went back.
I would have went back.
I would have went back probably.
She was mad with her hub and got remarried.
I was up his head.
I got a talk long.
She was fed up.
He was like, I married again.
After I got told on him, I don't know how many time I was going to make.
I was like, God damn.
How many times she went back after she got told on?
After her sister told him?
Like two, three times because she had to go get the father, the sisters and brothers, all of them.
After I got told on, I probably made one more truth.
Because she went back and got Denise.
Because Denise got a little older.
She went back and got Denise.
This move I just saw one time.
That's shit good, though, God.
I ain't single baby.
I just saw it one time.
Harriet live, niggins.
She was thugging.
You're trying to let you know.
You tried that you know.
It's how close I am to Harriet, nigga.
Groom over two.
That one you're on too?
D, both mine.
Damn, I ain't.
He ain't gonna get it.
You're gonna get it.
You a goddamn laugh.
This one.
That one.
That one.
That one.
I bought this lighter in Orlando.
That's crazy.
And he got Orlando on him.
But you're going on to my head, though.
I swear I went this.
I told you.
Why you put in your lighter with the name.
I ain't nobody got this.
Don't know who did it.
She said, be in the front that got the city on them, especially if it's a city,
we won't nobody steal.
Like, won't nobody touch my Dallas lighter.
You still?
You're going to be a cowboy.
Yes, the Cowboys' Life.
I knew it.
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Oh, you like the cowboy?
Uh-uh.
You fuck the cowboy?
Uh-uh.
I don't give a fuck either way.
I like all the motherfuckies, honestly.
Oh, so you mean?
Because it depends on who they play.
Oh.
Yeah.
I'm not a fan.
I don't have a fan of the game.
I don't have a team.
I don't have a team.
No, I got a team.
I got a team.
I get pissed me to fuck off.
I'm 80 forever.
When you get more
that start coming in your video
and man, I fuck what you were having.
God damn, now I got to start cheer for this team, too.
You could just have friends that play for other teams.
He's so okay.
He'll be friends and team hockey.
Hey, I was on the-all-all-old.
I was on the practice.
I like all of them.
I was on a practice field with the bills.
With the hook?
With the who?
Oh, I thought you said the Biggles.
I thought he'd never heard the Biggles.
I thought you'd never heard of Biggles.
That was all right.
I ain't never heard of Bigger.
Buffalo Bill.
Okay, Buffalo Beach.
You cut your head.
And I was all in the uniform and everything.
You put the uniform on?
Yeah, yeah, a little shirt, man.
Oh, I forgot the name.
He gave me a shirt.
The way he passed out.
Hamlin, DeMa, Hamlet.
Oh, okay, okay, okay.
He had gave me.
I'm my dog.
A jersey and stuff.
Yeah, yeah, he's signing it.
He's cool for it.
He made a girl.
Look, too, can't wait.
Mm-hmm.
I was out there treating real good.
I want to go to an Alabama game.
He said.
Yeah.
I do want to go to an Alabama game.
Alabama game?
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
I like how you ride for you.
I'm going to tell you and all this shit, though.
I'm a Georgia, bud.
You know I got to run a little dog, man.
Come on.
Oh, a dog.
Stop playing.
You go to the game?
They're too far out.
That's really joy.
That's really joy.
Yeah, that ain't too far out.
Excuse me, we have Atlanta Falcons, the Atlanta Hawks, the Braves, all in the 30-minute radius.
He ain't paying these things.
He ain't coming.
George Bulldogs two hours away.
See you on TV, buddy.
Hey, hey.
Hey, hey, hey.
Dang, you were gonna see, I don't go to Athens.
I ain't got no connect.
Ain't nobody like, it got to be an invite.
I said, your sister down there was at the club down there.
I don't understand how this nigga can.
My sister is country.
My sister is country.
This nigga would be a Falcons fan all season.
Get the same mad every week.
They do.
Like at some point, you just got to accept it.
Him and Spence.
I have accepted.
Every week.
I have accepted it.
We were just talking about this shit today about them Falcons.
Except the what?
I'm going to be four and seven.
D.C. be like, shit, we're going to playoff.
No, I'm going. I'm going, I'm going to be with them when they go to the playoff.
I'm one of them fathers that's going to be over and watching some of them.
You already know what you're going to do.
See, I don't have the type of commitment to be a diehard fan.
I'm just going to chalk it up.
Like, nigga, I'm not watching the game.
Mr. Tipper ain't got no team.
Nick, it wouldn't matter if we had a team or not.
So you don't understand.
You ain't grow up with a team.
We grew up with a team
We got a falcon
We had the thrashes
We don't sold them, nigga
We fin the bound back
Man, we got
Our soccer team is champions
All right
We had Dominique Wilson
We got
Bray
But you should this
Our life in that labyrinth
So the Falcons
Has pissed me off
Because you just want our money
You ain't giving us no show
Y'all just like
I'm selling y'all a dream
And I'm just watching y'all niggas
Just buy
Look at these happy motherfuckers
We're just going to let down every season.
These nicks just be in there, ah, and they just be down and like, look, he's stupid.
Man, the Falcons are not trying to win.
That's what I'm trying to tell you.
Because look at the dumb shit they do on the off-season.
The Falcons can have zero quarterbacks and draft a kicker.
The dumb shit like that.
These motherfuckers don't get free agents.
Don't nobody else want.
Yeah.
Where was this motherfucker good?
We do that.
years ago. I don't want to know like what they
logic. What is he good at? Getting drunk
and beating bitches up.
They know we're going to buy. They're not even trying
to content. They don't go get nobody to
go to scow them touchdowns or nothing.
I don't know what the fuck they game playing.
Atlanta fans,
like Falcon fans,
Hawks fans, Braves fans, all different.
They're all different. Atlanta fans
are, the Falcons are fucking
slow. They buy
everything. I've been pissed off since the Super Bowl. I can't get a fuck.
What a nigga talking about. I can't tell you. Man. Bix can't sell me shit else again.
You got to come back and do some years of recuperation
fucking with me. These niggins are our curb cousin.
We hate this. Hold on.
Even if we're good. Who the fuck he's going to throw the ball to?
Fuck that. We gave this nigga $180 million.
We show dead.
And he got hurt this.
Sammy six games.
You say we, who you mean?
Us, a loud of us.
Nick, all the Blank gayed that
nigga that money.
Y'all ain't gay that man's shit.
Oh, we get me.
You ain't gay that man.
We spent the money, man.
All those are supposed to in out from the city.
Tell you out of town.
We ain't all city money.
We had three on and all the shit.
That's our money.
That's our money.
He put some money with it.
Do you know what I'm going to put some money with it?
But we started.
We put the dollar
We put the dollar payment on this shit
And get what everybody
kept saying
What?
We got hurt
God
We got hurt
Now who the fuck
He's gonna throw the bombs
That's what I'm trying to
That's what I'm saying
They don't try to win
They need
They don't never
Got two fucking things
That man
Nigger
You can tell
They're gonna get
Buzz Bunn
Who are gonna throw it to
Listen bro
You can tell
Atlanta Falker fan
We fin to get
Buzz Bunny
And the Monstars
Them nigg is gonna
swell
We're going to the Super Bowl
We got
They're like, they got a game to go to.
They got a game to go to.
No, bro.
I feel like these niggas ain't never been to those sports games.
They just got anything.
They really think they're real sports fan coming to these games.
And I'm like, no y'all not.
But, bro, you can go to like a horse game.
Atlanta's too cool.
They don't even shit they play about.
Yeah, but when you get the legend of nothing to think that your team,
the ball game, them boy will be bobbed.
You just play like they want to play.
But I don't like, how you want to accept this.
I love my game.
They're just not going to be good.
Oh, oh.
It don't matter how much you yell and knock shit off the table.
They're just not fucking good.
But they're not going to be 60, too, and we finally get this.
I'm not saying they're not good.
I don't know.
You know what somebody just told me?
I don't know.
I don't know.
He just said he said he'd gone there to die weighing on the Falcons.
And a lot more motherfuckers on there went on the fucking falcons.
Damn, man.
They don't want to be standing two talking about, I remember when we had this huge.
That's exactly what.
what the fuck go happen?
Go back to look at the bathroom.
I can't do it, well.
Man, that's nothing about that.
Man, they don't never try to go get no
young receivers or a running back or
so they go get a motherfucker on their way out
to the NFL.
Her fucking
mother fucking.
And where he came from?
He came from what?
Minnesota.
Yeah, Minnesota.
I watch his documentary thing.
You ain't shit in Minnesota.
What the fuck make you think you're going to be something in Atlanta?
I don't know, bro.
All Atlanta Falcons fans.
And this is a crazy name.
Cam Newton live and walk in this.
What the nigga named that Kane?
We could have got Cam Newton and two back up.
That's exactly what I'm saying.
This thing can literally just drive to practice.
He already got two, three.
Now you got our attention, okay?
Like, hold up.
Y'all's thorn some shit.
Amen.
Now, you know, we fuck with Cam.
That's why we here.
Because we already know the shit that y'all be sick.
And they'd be saying, man, we don't, that nigga ain't played.
And I'm like, bro.
You don't watch that nigga podcast.
That nigga still remembering whole motherfucking offenses to this day.
Nigger told me Kurt Kuzza was better to Cam no.
Oh, God.
I started to pick that nigga ass up and DDT his ass.
Got out of the Cam.
A hundred and 80 minutes.
You talking about he better than the Camby?
Are you fucking?
You Falcons fan.
They could.
Y'all don't know y'all minds times tables.
That's what y'all starting to tell me
You don't know something time nine by hard deal
They could split that and been the one in the two
They could have got a two for one
The season
The season we pulled run the Super Bowl
One was the game we was in
When we had the best of the best
And what all we had at that time
We had better than everybody else
Accumulate
See, nigga be talking about
We're going to win this season
My nigga, how many other teams it is
How many other teams it is? I mean other football
teams it is out of there
They're better than us
And they're talking about
We're gonna beat them already
We do who
With y'all yelling at the evening
Every season
I'm gonna be there
I'm gonna
Look at every
Falcon fan
Out of them games
The Falcons lost a scrimmage game
To the Falcons
You know I'm so depressed
And don't go to the game
And we lose
Say well, Lowe.
The Falcons lost a scrimmage game to the Falcons.
What kind of shit is that?
Damn, I love my...
I love everything by the land of, though, even the soccer team.
I'm going to support the Falcons every year.
I'm going to support the game, but they don't get home for them to win.
Every year it started over.
Yeah.
Every year it starts over.
But I wouldn't even feel comfortable bringing up the Falcons in an argument.
When niggas having, like, a barbershop argument?
I'll leave that long.
You can't even bring nothing up.
We just let it be gone.
We just got to stay out.
And you better not say shit, Atlanta.
Yeah.
They don't make sure you don't say why.
Oh, hold on, hold on, wait a minute.
You can't even pay attention to the conversation.
Yeah, you must ain't see the Super Bowl when they kept throwing us shots.
They threw up about 20 shots.
They like, I don't know, man.
You know, they can come back because, you know, everybody remember that Falcon game.
I'm like, no, sure.
I was at Miami.
It was my birthday.
Turned on.
Oh, boy, I was in the home.
We was at some bar.
Man, so you know all of them going for the other team.
We in now, I'm representing ATL.
I even had on my falcon shit.
You hear me?
Turned up.
Turned up, boy.
My cousin had on some little chicken
goddamn little outfit.
We was in that...
I don't know.
What?
What?
You got a chicken outfit.
Yeah, I don't know.
She's different.
And we was in that bit,
ATL on...
Yeah, with the chicken outfit.
Yeah.
Your cousin was a chicken outfit.
Yeah.
Chat on the chicken outfit.
There ain't no goddamn way, boy.
She went drove.
Well, I can't think it all the way out of me with this moribuck with a goddamn chick
Yeah, man.
You took the head, I was putting on the back feet, damn.
He's sitting on the tail, high head.
You're gonna be a man, boy.
We were, boy, she was walking around that funk, but, boy.
I would ride around that wood a boy.
Let me tell you something.
This is why I'm really mad, girl.
Why?
We were so little.
Because when we had, when the week, we would go.
We were going through the Super Bowl, right?
I'm in, I'm in L.A.
Nigger, I'm in a house full of Patriot fan.
And I'm talking cash, money, shit.
And I'm seeing a couple people getting heated.
So I'm like, I remain up in my mind.
I'm ready to get my ass whooped by this shit.
Fuck that.
I'm talking cash money and shit.
I don't fucking around and left this spot, went to another spot.
When I get that in third quarter.
So I'm still talking shit.
the shit talking to slow down a little bit.
I'm watching them.
Four quarter hit.
They're doing crazy shit.
Now I'm glued to the TV.
I'm stuck.
It's like two minutes left.
I'm watching these four.
Play.
We'll play.
Knock out of head, Lou.
And I'm sitting here like, bro.
If they let this shit happen game,
I don't know how I'm going to feel about this shit, bro.
Real talk.
You already go through your emotion.
I'm a falcon.
I'm like, bro.
I ain't never won no Super Bowl.
I don't know what it feels like.
I'm going to go get a ring made, nigga.
I'm feeling to do all the time.
I'm feeling to do parade.
I ain't never did no parade, nigga.
We're feeling the city, ATL.
Well, I would have got to be on my nix.
We partying for two years straight.
Every weekend, talking about the Super Bowl,
nigga, 235.
Talking about Super Bowl champion, nigga.
We still partying.
Them niggas get down to zero.
Blue the fucking lead 34, 28, bro.
I run to the car.
I'm running
I don't even know how I got out the house
I just got up out of that bit
ran to the car
Run
Don't cry, guy
I ain't never cry about no
I'm like but I can't believe he
things to me
Hey
Yeah
They walk around
I'm like fuck y'all nigga
Already hit
I felt so bad
I already smacks on
And I really wanted my dad
To see this shit too
My dad's a die hard
Falcon fan
Like he'd be going out of London
And everybody.
No.
Oh.
Oh.
I don't know.
We went all more with Jamal Anderson one time, but we didn't get the dirty bird, man.
Fuck that shit.
That's selling a nigga dream shit.
Yeah, a nigga better play.
You fuck that.
I don't care about it.
But they play.
I fuck with you after you play.
Just play.
They said we picked some good people with this shit.
Hite the ball.
I believe when you hike the ball.
Where you get all this admiration from?
Man, cool.
You found just been good like four times.
Like four times in your whole life.
Did you just not hear the story?
They knocked our head loose.
We were 283 in the first quarter.
You were talking to shit.
Nicky, it's feet up.
Lidgin, we got Tom Brady and them in a goddamn blipper.
Then pop, pop, I'll be taking a nap.
Nigga, I'm so relaxed.
I told me, we walked around that motherfucker doing a funky chicken.
Oh, that's why she had the goddamn chicken.
I bet she felt like a goddamn fool.
I bet she felt like a goddamn fool,
right back to the house, that fucking...
Drink like a whole 10 p.m., and ain't more and shit.
I don't know why, I don't even got on no sugar off the film.
I'm just, we all have bop-p-paw.
And that we're bit buried like a motherfucker.
Ain't more and shit.
What?
You can't tell me.
I mean, nah, why I'm talking so much of shit.
Man, I'm talking so much.
Don't cry, man.
And when I talk shit, well, I talk shit, you hear me.
You hear me? And get what?
So, look, look, look, do me, man.
I'm ready from Alana. She's from Alana, too.
Oh, gee them.
I ain't even tell y'all, like, the end of part, though,
because that shit still got me, like, sad.
And I ain't even racist.
That shit ain't funny.
Why do you need it back here laughing, bro?
That's my people.
Why don't you all fucking laugh.
Man, I don't fucking hate these shit.
Back that way, you know what you can be laughing.
Man, get white, though.
We're flitted, bro.
So when the shit were over with, like, you know,
so the other team, you know,
there's a bunch of white folks in now,
why the white man come by us in a bark?
Barth.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I said, man, I'm glad.
You know, I said, why?
Boy, I get locked in the night about this shit, boy.
Yeah, you know, she,
that what you know what your cousin get coming on the big-ass chicken outfit on?
I was barked out of that a-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-old.
Barty little stories after 2016, right,
20-25?
How many limb years of fake headlines?
Damn.
Y'all line the niggas just to get these niggins in here.
I don't even know.
I just go to the game.
I watch it just to watch.
They get to the point, long as we beat New Orleans, we're good.
Bro, at some point, long as we get there,
that ain't no game.
The thousands have to take themselves serious.
They're not trying to build nothing.
All they want to do is trade motherfuckers
and get players out of free agency.
I won't be able to do.
table. Like, what? Like, what? Like, what's the logic? You got to have some good young talent
and let them develop. I wonder why they don't see what we see.
They don't want to. They got to. Because we don't know shit about the NFL and that we're just
fan. It's crazy. Because even when you see them outside, they don't even look like football
player. They'd be like, hey, they go to Atlanta Fire. You're like, well.
What do you need?
Don't know. Nobody looks like a player.
Man, what the fuck, man? They don't get them like that. Amazon working looking at. What the
hell? You were a lineback?
We fend to lose
But you
180
Are you aligning
Nigger my side
That's how it be
You been on the team for three years
Oh my God
I have mercy
We just wasting our fucking money
This is who knicks been yelling at
Now the bray
You got the formula
They win a bunch of shit over there
They do
They do the bray
I love the bray
I love the bray
We are the brade
I love the bray
That song you came.
No, that ain't that had to go.
No, that ain't our songs, dude, man.
I'm fucking with the Braves.
That ain't awesome.
You're gonna look at, we're on the Bray!
I thought it was up.
There's a brand, no,
so, a land of Atlanta album.
We are on the Brady.
Come on.
Don't see the remade turdick.
Oh, diddy.
No, we got that.
Oh, that.
Wait a that, now that every, that shit is.
Oh, uh-uh, uh-huh, okay.
My grandma used to watch baseball.
I ain't wanna do the nether version.
The fucking time.
I never watch all day.
I ain't watched it, I ain't been to the game.
You turn the got TV out by that baseball game on if you fucking want to.
The white socks, the girls, or the brave.
Who, who you say watching?
My grandma?
Oh, yeah.
White sucks up and Bray.
She got patience then.
Anybody who liked Baybaw got patience.
She watched the entire game.
All the way nine innings.
The whole nine.
I love it.
I would love to watch it.
What?
All nine.
My dad was sitting and watching a Bray game.
He ain't watching no football, no basketball.
My baseball only.
What, TV?
He stayed on that, what, China 17, 17, TBS.
Mm-hmm.
Stayed on that channel for everything.
Good T-D-South.
Everything came on that.
Andy Griffith.
I'm going to definitely look at them.
Oh, that shit.
You know what baseball?
I play Blayball.
Not looking at it on TV.
Man, that shit's so fun.
Man, that shit is so fun.
I know that shit.
Play-by-play, run by run.
I know exactly what going on.
I'd be like, ooh, he caught him.
I'm lost.
Ooh, he's swinging.
He's swinging at it.
You see that?
He called him first, oh and two.
He's up on the pit count.
He's been going to kill fad ball, $98.
What's that dude name?
They've been showing, he's been going around.
Catching them balls about to go.
They'd be like home runs.
They're going to jump on top of the shit.
I know you're talking about.
He's black, though.
Yeah.
He's going crazy.
He's going crazy.
Yeah, it's something like that Akuna.
Right.
Yeah, that's, that a young boy, though.
Yeah.
Man, you be thinking you about to get a hard one.
That nigga can fly like.
Ray so many Dominicans in the MLB right now, boy.
They're going to money at, though.
You'd be like, well, that nigga got, his name, got to be Joseph.
No, his name is Alisuala.
Santiago.
Santiago.
Santiago.
He was like, damn.
That nigg, me like, a whole nigga.
They funds with it.
No, I fought with him.
They're giving out that money.
They're giving out all more like...
$600 million.
They said that wasn't money.
I like how they do it because they like,
if we're going to pay you a nigga,
we're going to get you a long-end contract.
You're going to be over here for 12 years.
And you're going to damn show work about $5.60 these bitch.
And if you start falling out,
we'll find somebody pick your contract up, but bitch, you're going to be here.
How much that shit be guaranteed?
All-old.
If it's all up or it's going to be a good 75% of it, like...
Because them nakes be good, game?
Somebody should be throwing them all the ball.
I don't mean in the front, yo.
What kind of shit, yeah.
They're just being sponsors, all that.
Bayball money different.
Baseball money is different.
Payball money.
And you got to be good, good.
You got to be better.
It's good.
You got to be magnificent.
There's a lot of nigg who play baseball, but to play MLB,
you got to be like, okay.
Like, you might have started varsity in your college,
but you weren't good enough to play MLB.
Yeah.
Baseball, one of them things was, like,
you damn there to be,
had to be born good.
You baseball player tally, it's clear.
You put these motherfuckers on the team with everybody else.
They can do some shit that everybody else can't do.
Yeah.
This motherfucker's going in Major League.
He hit harder.
He'd throw faster.
He'd do all the shit way better than everybody else.
And he got to teach him.
You just got to tell him how to use what he doing all that.
You're like, look, fuck that.
You're already throwing 60.
Just go straight.
Rotate your own.
I used to play softball, though.
You used to play softball?
Yeah, yeah.
I love that shit.
Dude, what position you play?
I should use the bat.
Man, don't ask, hey, play, man.
You was a bitch hitter?
You was a fucking bitch hitter?
No, no, I bet.
Not a bitch hitter, could bet.
But you was a horrible in the defense.
No, I was just about to say they had me like on the field at the, no, to catch the fireballs, what they call.
Fow balls?
Yeah.
You're not in the game.
No.
You're, you're, you have a feet.
You have a feet.
You have a lot.
You're playing foul balls.
You play in the house.
No, she's catching foul balls.
When it's our time to go out in the field, that's what they had me over there.
In the outfield, okay.
Don't say foul ball because that means you ain't in the game.
No, I play, but.
No, that's sure you're in a different level.
When you go, you're the one who can run down and catch the fly ball for out.
They make the coach.
Like a camp.
Yeah, like for women.
Like a program.
You know, like soccer?
So it's a program.
There ain't a program.
They ask women, do they want to play?
play this shit and we signed up.
How, was this recently?
Probably about seven years ago.
No, so you have played before.
You don't play.
I play.
No, you said, I used to play.
I used to play softball.
You're like, seven years ago?
No, he played in a program.
Seven years ago.
See, it was wrong seven years.
Flytrying, let you know, see,
ain't no career in this shit.
There's a program.
She would have exercised.
No.
It's your leading over that love in the church.
You know how they'd be doing
to keep balls?
Yeah, girl.
It would like some women in power
and they're like, bum on.
No, it was like on some Saturday evenings
if you ain't doing shit.
For the A-Bun.
Yeah, we got a shirt for you type of shit.
Shut up.
You grown some years ago, girl.
That was the program.
Grown and fuck some years ago.
Exactly.
Real grown.
I don't think of LADD.
This shit is, ooh, it's up, great, baby.
I ran track and stuff.
school, though. I ran 440.
See, you see the knowledge?
Yeah. What she's talking about? I believe
that. Yeah, I'm playing. I went to 440.
That sounds like some track shit. And the 50 yard dash.
I bet you did. Yeah, see.
Salvo? Fuck, though.
Especially not seven years ago when you proud.
That doesn't make it sound like she was real athletic.
You know how you play softball.
I ain't going to take a lie. I thought she was talking about.
No, I play baseball all gay.
I can't let you do that.
Right, I ain't play shit.
No, I said soft.
We know.
But.
I ain't even fucking.
Man, she's so stupid, bro.
I'm going to get back high and be giggling like them.
Because I'm going through it too.
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What's wrong?
Sweet tea, bro, that big tea.
We got these sweet tea all-American,
we smoking and we get hydrated
with the sweet tea.
Y'all, you don't get hydrated with it.
You get down there.
No, these motherfucker hitting, though.
No, we fought with the sweet tea.
They panic.
Yeah, I said we're smoking.
I'm smoking it.
It's ATL.
You're hydrated with the sweet tea.
Don't you got to say all.
Matt Wood needs to send me some money.
I need more than a sweat.
No, they don't.
They ain't got no more.
It's all gone.
What, money?
Yeah, it's all gone.
Oh, sure.
Oh, sure.
Oh, go.
They put ATL on them more.
Hey, make sure, look, we're the first ones with these.
Southern Sweet T.
ATL backwards.
Backwood.
Not that all the ATL on.
Hey, they put A.U.
And if y'all looking at them, like, y'all, I'm not fucking with them.
You're wrong.
They ain't sweet.
They ain't too.
They old.
Those bitch are good.
Like, I fuck with them.
What?
A.C.
Hey.
He's going to put them with the college on the back in his mother.
We definitely be standing to the AUC community.
But he's for the guy, Geist.
Ain't A.U.C. to college.
No, it ain't said sell nothing to shit.
Aligning Universe?
From yard shows in the AUC to Family Fitness.
The spirit of the commitment.
Free the rest, Nick, no, boy, we've spoken from the school to the bar.
What is?
Boyd ain't shit that guy, geist.
Blupper, look how corporate it is.
Southern hospitality is King in Atlanta.
Lama from yard shows in the AUC to family picnics at Piedmont Park.
They put specific, don't go north of the park.
But Piedmont, Paul.
That let me know that these backwoods people really been in the street, because these are all the places they named, if you just, you can smell it.
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Pack of high quality cigars for those who agreed that the South.
Nigger?
These nigga don't put $100,000 in the team.
Because who agreed that the South has something to say and awful?
God damn it, the marketing team has struck again.
That's it.
The song got something to say.
Did you see this?
Nigger throwing up the A on them.
Mm-mm.
Well.
That's my hand.
Well.
Let me see.
They got the pay for that.
Let me see.
That's my hand right now, but I know that.
That's my finger right.
That's my favorite, boy.
That's my bad hand.
That is my favorite, bro.
That's got damn.
That's got damn.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Look at it.
Look at it.
Look at it.
Look at this.
Hold up.
This is how you know a nigga be on lying too much.
Why I just tapped the bitch and thought it was about to get me.
You don't miss you.
Yeah, you sleep.
No.
No.
You sleep.
You see it.
I tapped the motherfucker.
Hold on.
Let me see.
You sleep, nigger.
At least you ain't do like this and try to make...
You think that's your hand?
I think that my hand.
Look at that hand.
Look at that hand.
Look at that.
That's me.
Oh, let me see.
Look at that.
Because you can't spying it up.
There might be you.
I'm talking about some free pat, free pat hell.
They sent you a month.
I've got something to say.
We're damn what I do.
Let me highlight the marketing tea.
Fingers of these.
That's hard.
I know them fingers.
That's hard.
I fucks with it.
Not they good, though.
They ain't, they ain't no bullshit.
You know what I'm saying?
They're sweet.
But they ain't too sweet, though.
Let me hit you.
You want to hear my plate?
Yeah.
All right, go on.
Let me hear the hot.
You gotta watch the nigga
He'll stay your life
I see you
What's he said?
Lowe got about nine little more though
I'm saying
He's talking about that bit had a specific Orlando
Yeah
And he thought they got Orlando on it
Definitely do
I know much shit
I brought two lighters with me
That's how I'm traveling
Can't be laughing at the fucking like that
Run out of me
He's still laughing
What else do we do?
They'd be there for
Look look
I was in the on coming
When the white man on ESPN
and say the Falcons are the laughing stock of the season.
What do you think that means?
I think we'll get our life together
if they sell the team.
To who?
To who?
I don't give a fuck.
Let somebody else deal up that shit.
Mm-mm.
To get what?
It's disappointment year after year after year after year.
What if it's all-marketing?
And they got to be like all together,
like how we're talking and trying to see what's going on.
What if that's how they make their money?
I got to start off the hood.
I have got to be the heart of the city.
That's not all heartbeat
That is not our
Knicker
Some of the shit they'd be doing
It's got to be on purpose, man
It ain't no way
That all these just
Fucked up
Little nuances
Keep happening
To prevent the Falcons
From winning
I know
I'm with you
That Super Bowl shit
Same scripted
Then the motherfucker
Look at
That was too
Like hard
Go back and watch
That shit
No hell never
I have
That second half
That game
Ain't nothing like
The first half
Of that game
I watched it four times
No
I'm gonna tell you where it
get good at. Don't put it out.
No. On my bad, y'all.
Crazy.
Niggas, third quarter,
nine minutes,
30 seconds. That's when
everything goes crazy.
Oh, the shit started turning. It was like,
them niggins hit that bitch in the
overdrive, where they were like,
we have no time do
this shit now.
Like, because we, if you see when we first
came out, but we were still on that shit.
Can we still stop
in the second quarter? The second quarter of like some
defense shit. Okay, we're still 283.
But we never did none that we did in the first quarter.
So they was trying to do it in the second quarter,
but we were still on their ass.
Third quarter, they were like, hey, my niggas.
The niggas started catching the ball on top of the nigga helmet.
And they're talking about a catch.
That's what I'm saying.
That's what I'm saying.
That's when shit got unreal.
They started getting crazy.
And then they come to find out that the balls was inflated.
How you do that?
Talking about, well, how did you say, yeah, you agree that the nigger
were throwing with smaller balls.
He did something.
When we would win, he said, go flake them balls up.
Now, you get caught, throwing with smaller balls
so you can throw farther.
Man, that game should be a redo.
If you ain't cheating, you ain't trying.
That game should be a redo.
Niggas ain't got to be on the team no more.
Just do the redo.
I don't need to see Patriots at the fact.
One more time.
Come to shit like that.
If you ain't cheating, you ain't trying.
Well, we need to cheat.
I don't even know what we really be watching, though.
We should cheat.
What you mean? If that's how we're going to win,
And that hard fans, sometimes the fans give a fuck more than the players.
We do.
But for what?
You don't get shit out of that?
Do we stay here, Lo?
Just so you can talk shit for another week.
We won!
You ain't did a motherfucking thing.
We want to be a winning.
You ain't drinking no Gatorade.
You ain't scored a touch.
You bought a jersey.
Hey.
What Mississippi got?
They got to take them.
Hell, y'all might as well not have a fucking team.
We want to sell them, though.
Motherfucker, you can't beat shit.
We can't beat some shit.
You're a goddamn laugh.
The University of Alabama
can beat the Falcon.
I believe it.
I believe it.
You ain't got new teeth.
You don't either.
I know we don't.
28 to 335 to 28
to 28 losing ass, nigga.
Don't keep saying anything like that.
I can say what the fuck I want to.
That's what's wrong with y'all.
You should be, don't be mad at me.
Be mad at everybody at that beat y'all.
The fuck you're going to take you.
your aggression out on me, because you believe
in some inner fantasy.
But you heard what she did. You ain't got to
you. You don't either. She said, that you
want to beat the same. I'd much rather
watch Lister Hughes High School play
football than the fuck. You said, y'all
just want to beat the same? He said, that's all
Super Bowl. And he didn't let the
strange come up here and beat the fuck
out y'all every year.
No.
Piss all this street. We'd be beat my
ass to them.
Names come up here every year
from New Orleans. Get all the strippers
breaking and leave.
Fuck out of the holes.
Look the shit out to Falcons
and have a whole goddamn
There's more fucking
Saints fans in New Orleans
than Falcons fan.
That shit don't bother y'all.
You mean it's got fired
in the motherfucker in here.
Yeah.
Let's go to Mississippi
and watch the game.
We can't.
So we got to deal
with the bullshit.
I'll tell you one team
we won't be watching.
What?
Them sorry-ass family.
Y'all.
Y'all got, um, well, um, coach, co-un, um, prime time was that?
Jackson State.
Well, you can watch college football all day.
Yeah, I fought with Jackson State, man, now, I ain't all right.
I fought with Jackson State.
See, leave them nigga got dog, isn't it?
All right, keep talking shit.
We'll have him come up here and beat the Falcons.
And I'll be with you.
And I'm going to be like, that's what the fuck they get.
Dang.
I'm one of the one that lets you get your ass up and tell you,
they what the fuck you get.
Shouldn't have been talking shit.
That's all Falcons.
Y'all's a dad hard fan.
How many got you all the last season?
I love the facts and I love the heart.
I love everything.
I have the chip for them.
That's the home team over there.
Right past.
Right.
That's that shit every day.
Ask them niggas.
Look at them niggas.
Every day.
Those niggas look like they've been on pills.
Those niggas like they're so depressed in the face.
And I'm like, I'm not going to allow them niggas to get me hype no more.
I'm just still mad about the Super Bowl.
Yes, you are.
I'm stuck in the past.
My anger is from.
2016, it ain't from 2017.
The nigga that broke four TVs since that shit.
He broke some TVs?
He broke, some TVs? He broke four TVs.
I broke one.
Those niggas piss me off.
I just punched that bit.
And that motherfuck when those folk came on there, saw that bird out.
Get your ass on my TV.
The nigga did when I saw all that ink start flowing?
And I was like, fuck I fuck my TV up.
I do.
I mean, I'm mad.
The ink started flowing.
My son, I'd be like, boy, you got a little angle problem.
I didn't shake his head about this.
You shouldn't give that much of a fuck.
We just a little sports like that.
But your son broke the TV too?
Well, he was just so mad.
Like he wanted to hit that motherfucker.
Like, hey, boy, you got to control that.
I ain't know what to hit my TV.
I didn't got mad.
But my TV, the last thing, I'm going to hit.
For real.
You've got one of them big old TV.
I can have a 19.
The motherfucker got three four glasses in television.
Yeah, I didn't break my shit.
I'm not going to break my television.
I'm breaking my shit because the moe motherfuckers lost.
I'm just going to change the channel and find some shit.
I love my TV.
I ain't going to break my TV.
I ain't going to be breaking shit.
Oh, Justin, you don't have a team?
Speaking of TV, when did y'all get y'all first new TV?
Like, when you knew it was the new modern TV.
Like, ooh, flat.
Like, when you got your first flat.
I had that motherfucker with the yellow and white cable for a minute.
I had a dick.
20-20.
And it was in the front, too.
You don't need in the back, you can stick it right here.
My, bro, I have a long-tress and shit.
You play the game right now.
Like, my mom and dad used to give me
their old TVs and shit.
They had night TVs and flat screen and shit.
So I just, when I finally just went to store and bought one.
In 2020, 22, 23.
Damn, y'all, niggas, Pope.
I went to put on ticket.
God damn.
You know what I spent my way long.
You know what I spent my way long.
I thought you'd say so young or some shit.
I bought Colon.
So if I ain't got to spend money on shit.
I ain't gonna do it.
He's dead ass.
That's so cold.
He said 20.
Nick, I had a flat screen.
No, it was flat screen, but I didn't have to buy it.
No, I had flat screens, but I didn't have to buy them.
That's what I thought I had fucked them up, though, when I came with the 55 inch.
Damn, you had the 55 inch back then?
Nigger, with the PS2 on that, bitch.
The 55, I don't know what's up of these inches, but they don't got small.
A 55, it was damn there like this.
It was.
It was.
That bitch was, that bitch was 71 inches.
Once you got to them adjust for inflation,
that bitch was 71.
Like, motherfuck on that plastic off the shit.
This is a hit, a 55 inch of a motherfucker come over your house, man.
God damn, y'all don't need all that TV.
For real, for real, bro.
Then they just started getting small and small.
I don't know how they did.
You remember the bitch used to get hot.
Let me see.
I got my first flat.
That bitch fall off the shit, it's over with.
This before.
This is the Fort Mountain that, motherfuckers.
This one that used to come with the little stand.
I say, I say when I started selling,
when I started sending dope dope,
and I was able to trade it in for some cocaine.
Two times in 12.
No, I've had flat screen TV, but they were given to me.
When I went in the store and bought one,
it was like a 65.
I'm trying to justify when you got your goddamn black screen.
No, man, hey.
You got it in a flat screen.
No, nigger.
You got it in 12.
What are old TV is out then, nigga.
You all were having a flat screen.
No, fuck no.
No, no, no, no, no, hell now.
My mom and dad used to, I used to go on there and get new TV.
The screen was flat, but the back was big.
But the back was big.
No, no, no, not even that.
Not my first, my first expensive TV, the one the flat, the flow, the flow model with the flat screen, that's the first TV.
Yeah, you know what I'm talking about, it's a flat screen, but it's still got a flat screen.
I ain't talking about that.
I'm talking about sit on the floor.
Yeah, it's the flow model, but it's like a flat screen.
It's like a, it's like a flow screen.
Flo TV.
Yeah.
But it's come big.
Yeah, I had that.
That's the one we're talking about.
It big and fuck.
I thought you were talking about, like,
it's still got a fat back.
It got a fat ad back.
Yeah.
That bit like,
Dick.
I ain't had that shit.
From your watch.
Yeah, I ain't had this shit.
That's gonna fucking your bed.
And the picture still went to pull up on for now.
That's my brother blue red.
I had, I kept my, how long you kept your.
That bit ran for a hot minute.
My head, mine still like in 2,000.
That she had a crack in.
My sister had a crack in.
My sister had a little roaches of that bitch.
You know, we know, we've
The bitch got to call it the TV.
So the Roses used to be on the TV.
Yeah, but they did.
You see them crawling through that man
you're going to turn the TV.
But you're not about to go in that and get them out.
You might fuck your TV up.
Oh, you're saying.
I hit the screen.
You did watch it, why they'll be dead.
Yeah, man.
TV games have changed so goddamn much.
What?
I got to get me another TV.
What wrong, man?
Your shit fucked up.
No, I just, look.
I got like a six to five inch in my living.
What the fuck is little about that?
What you want to a film?
You think so?
No, no, no, no.
It's because the wall kind of be it,
so you know if the wall be, it makes the TV.
It's also about placement, too.
Yeah.
You probably put it in a big-haired wall.
That's she gonna make it a six and five.
It looks small as hell, crazy, girl.
I encourage it.
I bought me a hundred inch.
Fucking what they're talking about.
Go big, 100 inch.
This thing ain't cropped.
He ain't cross-eyed.
He just.
I got it.
You don't need all that
goddamn TV.
I got an 85 inch
and a hundred in that
goddamn TV.
I got a slim to
me too.
But I feel like your house
was supposed to be the most
the most stuff
at home.
I don't want no
migraine
trying to watch television
though.
Television do matter.
You just can't buy a flat.
You got a quality.
Good quality.
Yeah.
That shit make your house
like, you know
when I ain't never
leaving this motherfucker.
It makes everything
look real crisp.
Like I got a
See you right now, bad light.
Bad color.
One night I took some mushrooms and looked at the fucking,
their underwater and fouquet shit.
He thought you was in the water with it.
Man, crap for about an hour, man.
For real.
That shit was beautiful that I'm a motherfucker.
What you got?
What you got to edge?
Man, we got damn mushrooms.
But you just reflect the bruntlet?
And the motherfucker just made you think like, man,
man, God, really put this motherfucker together.
Why are you about to argue, this was really going on?
Man, this is the shit that really matters.
Right.
You got a hundred and june.
I'm trying about.
I was sounding like Andre 3000 in a bit.
The yellows and greens and browns and blues and grains and food.
I don't know.
It's beneath the lack of days wood.
Yep.
Damn, guy.
I'm sitting here watching the life.
What kind of TV you got?
Man, I got a...
Is it a Vizio?
I got one, I got one that's an LG and one that's a
Sony.
So you got an 85 inch
in your bedroom and a hundred
inch in the living room.
Watch out for them deals.
Some deals are you getting a fucked up TV.
It'll be an 85 inch,
but.
It's a hundred in that.
That's gonna fuck your light rate vision up,
but you'll be that.
In the entertainment room.
For real.
Yeah, bad color.
Like, that shit ain't put to be that dog
and, like, bright.
It's like the contrast thing right.
Yeah.
I mean, since you get worried about
some of the deal, too, for hell.
They had that guy down.
They put their TV back in the box.
What they don't have on this, but...
What?
I'm gonna fuck by buying on D. Play TV.
Yeah.
That's how you get people to take the box away for you.
When you buy a big TV, you just sit it outside.
And then, not in your trash.
You like, wait till your neighbor put their shit out.
Then you sit it by them.
People are still the box thinking that they got the TV.
You take the TV out and put all the shit back in it.
They make the box heavy.
You close that bitch back up.
But didn't they make them, or just sit it on the porch.
So you just said, you just said a booby trap for me.
Yeah, yeah.
Why you're gonna take it up the street and throw that shit away?
I'm just saying.
You should be like, all right, thieves, here you go.
See, I take my shit up the street and drop that shit off at Wild Green.
I definitely do.
Yeah, any big track hand.
That shit be looking like cocaine deals in the middle of the night.
No.
Two o'clock in the morning, I just be duffing shit in the trash.
I keep that shit in the garage until my neighbor put their shit out.
And then if it's like some nice shit, I just laid the
box on by they shit to make the robbers think that they don't bought the teeth me in the
hell man yeah right right but 24 302 just bought a hundred in it right though but then my
thing though niggis brink in their house go on and get a hundred inch it ain't worth getting
your ass blowed off to sell a hundred inch what are you going first of all you're gonna have to
have some help you can't you can't just throw no goddamn television you don't
You might want to leave it in the house and you're going to treat it like this.
Some petty shit, bro.
But y'all, you're crazy.
Damn, you crazy.
You come off in there if you want to.
Kill you for show.
And I ain't got nothing that going to tell you.
I want you, if you're going to come in here, bring your ass on in there.
I ain't got no dog.
No, I got some shit that'll blow you in half like that motherfucker.
No, I got that.
Remember when that motherfugger's out.
What's that one thing?
When he shot that bitch and blew them all in half, that nigga hit the glue itself.
What's that gun?
Because you know gun.
It's a 10.
It ain't a 9.
It's 10 millimeter?
It's a 10.
Mac 10?
It ain't no Mac 10.
It's some weird shit.
I don't know.
It's like a 10.
This motherfucker is like what they shoot.
Like what he said, this shit is split your ass in half.
I don't know.
Well, what I'm trying to, I got the guns.
You know that.
I'm saying I ain't got nannet going to run you away.
Just come on in.
Ain't no dog going bark.
I ain't no alarm.
Ain't no goddamn motion light.
He's going to hit for him.
Yeah, because when they come to find you,
you're like, where do they go?
F&E.
Some of them over there.
I think his eyes open up.
It's two eyeballs over that.
You got something over there by you.
Where is you?
That motherfucker all's over the place.
I have to go to me a gun range.
Not to shoot.
Look, not like that.
You'd be sick.
Yeah, like that she's going to shoot bad.
Girl, shoot that goddamn, God.
I do.
And you have to you with that motherfucker in you, me.
Sometimes.
Yeah.
I know.
I know.
But I say I want to.
Well, you don't want her to be a.
But I want to lie to you.
No, right, right, right.
But I want to know how to you.
But I feel so nervous.
I go to the gun range, but people start unnecessary
in conversation with me.
They come all over there in my lanes and say,
I bet you can't shoot back.
I don't want to know how to shoot back down,
because that's what's in your ass to prison.
I need to know how to shoot a bitch right here.
If you're 300 yards, you're not a threat to me.
So, fuck you.
I don't even know how I do all that.
You're a threat to me.
You like Jason.
Don't walk.
I heard, ah, ha, ha.
Three hundred yards?
I heard chit-ch-ch-ha.
He's coming.
They got time.
Nobody in the life gonna watch the d'nick come kill them.
Where you do it?
And don't pull them up.
Don't be like, no.
We had time to leave y'all.
You don't have a stab, ain't time.
Listen, you see these wound?
This is because the ninn got close.
But I'm saying, don't know.
You see this?
You see this?
You got a goddamn.
I know how to remove myself.
Yeah, I'm going to remove.
I'm going to.
If you follow me, that's on your way.
If you follow me, that's on your way.
I'm so scared of me, Jones.
I'm so scared of me.
talking about, oh, you need, I bet you can't hit that.
I don't want to hit that.
Why do?
I'm scared to myself if I know how to shoot that good.
I ain't going to do nothing to you.
I'm afraid up.
I'm chest.
But I stay in the tree house.
I can shoot, but I don't want to know how to shoot like them.
I say the tree house and they're saying.
I'm scared.
I'm a nervous-ass man.
I'm scared.
I got to preserve my quality of life.
I don't be doing.
I got a line how to shoot.
I was fool you, me.
I was fool you, me.
I'm going to take you at the court.
Fuck you.
Yeah, yeah.
A civilian.
My son's gonna be like, Mom, you gotta get your gun.
You gotta learn how to shoot.
What's you gonna do if somebody come here?
You gonna be like, God, because they're your God.
Yeah.
Great part, God stop there, dude.
Yeah, I said, yep, I'm gonna be just like that.
They're right here, Lord, hell me?
Please, God.
Yeah, you better figure out how to shoot something over that direction.
They're gonna be the one in praying, because I ain't saying shit.
Even if I miss, I got some shit.
I'm gonna fly your ass up like a cigarette.
When I bust that motherfucker is gonna be so loud.
I'm gonna scare everybody in this bit.
Nope.
Hey, my boy, I'm gonna let you know.
What that 10 is?
It's a 10.
It's like 10.
You gotta add low.
You gotta protect yourself.
You do.
You really do.
I know you do.
I don't care none.
I don't know what they is.
Yeah, you gotta make sure your arsenal is up the partner.
When you start buying them,
but you realize what type of gun nigga you like,
I'm a rooob.
Glop's my favorite.
Ruger, give me the Ruger.
I love Glock's.
For some reason, I don't know why.
I have tried several different other guns.
Glock is my favorite.
I like the way they look.
I like the way they feel.
When I got grown, I realized...
The Ruger...
The Ruga...
M&P, the M&P version of Smith & Wesson.
The Ruga make a statement where it's saying,
I'm a grown-ass man using this.
I mean, Ruger got some bullshit too, man.
No.
And not these, not the one with them hammers on.
You know, I'm not saying that you got the bullshit,
but I'm saying they make bullshit.
No, no, no, everybody made some bullshit.
Don't get me wrong.
And everybody made some good shit.
But the one that I realized,
Everybody don't make some good shit.
That compliment your style.
Who?
High point ain't got no good shit.
But I'm gonna be real, though, guy.
No, no, no, no.
This nigga had a high point for the long.
No, I ain't had a hot point for a long.
I got rid of mine.
Ah!
Everybody who don't been around
and they had that motherfucking folks.
I hate me one, but I don't know, though.
Every nigga first gun was a high point.
Oh, Jimenez.
Hey, what is Jimenez?
That shit gets you hurt.
Jimmy.
My first, my first gun was a high point 380.
Yeah, the high point 380.
The high point 8 is in the high point 9.
9 were all bleeding because the 9 was the one that jam.
My 380 ain't never jam.
High 1.9 do jam, but that bit was the loud.
My cousin had a fart of cab.
That big bitch, like that micropon.
It damn show was big.
It loud.
He's going to get a plan.
Like, what in the fuck you doing?
Then he had to nerve to have a holster with the song bitch, wearing their damn jeans.
If a nigga got a high point four-five, he'll kill you.
That nigga walking around like the goddamn sheriff.
Yeah.
He hurt you.
Dimp it and crazy ass.
Man, it's good to just be, have gun safety, bro.
That's all.
No, they're there.
But the high point, don't want it, what?
No, they don't get you hurt.
Throw them away.
They'll get you on safety.
That motherfucker say on something for $24 for $24.
They're trying to get it out to the stove
That one made you buy them
Cause you're a fur gun
You just want a gun
You go on there
You see a 3-80-in-it for $99
$89, $89.
You'll see a nigga in the gun ring
Guns store buying a high point life
I bought myself up when I went out of a bottle
And the bad part is
They're not bad-looking guns
They're not bad-looking guns
They just don't know
The quality ain't shit
And the bitch of him
Like you can't
You just can't empty the clip on the bitch
And throw another man bitch and think you don't do it
That'd be going to jail
We don't know nothing about a gun
will think of a high point
will do what it need to do
off of a look
and how it feels
you know what it need to do
but this ain't the one
you need to hit
three four times in a row
the best odds of you
was that is
like if you got the up
on that
you get your head so bad
now how can't
good for your
motherfucker
rollo up on you
why you
huh
for beginners
for people who scary
get a guard
it's for somebody
who just want to show
to be like
you better get the fuck
away from me
you better get the fuck away from me
I don't need now
she got the kids
But I'm saying for somebody who don't know how to handle a gun, they definitely need a safety.
Don't put your thing on the truth. Treat all guns like they load it.
Bro, I don't see them.
Okay, but you're telling this to a first-time gun user.
It takes years for you to have that kind of discipline.
And it takes you to...
Well, she can get a Smith & Wesson.
Comfortability, too, of carrying it.
That's brilliant.
Smith & Wess and M&P, they got a safety on them, but they built like a lot.
You just need a 380.
Get you a little regular thing.
Oh, get a 9.
A 9mm millimeter.
Get a 9.
Yeah, baby.
It's sort of kind of same.
Yeah.
Would you say the young cat of the Taurus?
She need a 380.
Look at her hand.
Because if it's, she going to need the compact joint.
Yeah, but see, that's what I'm saying.
She needs a 3809 shooter.
Or a Glock 19.
17.
Too big.
17 to be it.
It holds 17 bullets.
That's a little, but that's the standard.
See, but get the Glock 26.
But 19.
Man, get your ass a six or your old tars.
Man, y'all don't say 500 different guns.
You just got to go and pick the one.
3.80, man.
Really?
You do it 380, man.
Don't go brand shopping.
You got to go for some shit that feel comfortable in your hands.
Something so small, but if you need nice shit.
Don't do it.
Don't do it.
Don't do it.
Of course, but you know how they is.
We're flacking.
Don't do it.
We don't know what's going on.
Don't do it.
I got something for you.
Okay.
It'll be perfect for you.
Her hand too big, her purse.
You need something.
First of all,
That's what I said
You got to get comfortable with carrying a pistol
20 seats
In public
Yes, stay the same side
Okay
You feel me
You don't want no big-ass
But the hell can
You got to say to them
That's what I said
He wants you to be
Young Dillard
You're right
You're swimming in a second
Two dozen, he's in a three
He's like, you know what? I got something for you
No, no
No
No
No
God damn, dude.
Nah.
I'm fucking fool-hunds, a bitch out and show her what you need.
God damn what I'm doing.
God damn it, I'm dead.
God damn, no fucking place to me.
So my gun, say, this is what I do.
He said, you sure love.
God damn, he don't hear her work.
All right, God damn.
No, that's real.
With her hands, she need like a three, she don't need, first of all, she don't need no doofy.
Cause do five is for real killers.
That ain't enough.
That ain't shit.
She might be throw her off.
No, a do five is for real killers.
You need a 380.
So I'm that compact that at least put at least nine bullets.
At least eight in the clip one in the head.
You find the 380, that whole nine booty is going to be too big.
Three eight is a, is a compact.
You get a compact, the compact three-80 gloss.
Yeah, but not holding nine bullets.
They're going to hold it.
The little compact.
They'll hold it.
The only one I came across
hold six and seven.
And that's seven.
Well, one bullet less there.
Don't make me pull this
fucking right.
I got my gun,
license.
If you got to present yourself,
I ain't trying to limit my bullets.
I don't want to hold it.
But they got the
13, the one
they hold 13 for the 3-80.
You don't ever want to
be in a position
where you got to.
I got to use all them books.
I don't want to be in a situation
I got to use now.
Nothing.
But if I have to.
So that's what I'm saying.
I want as many as I have.
For the first time use them
and for her size
and you want her to be
comfortable with it
and to be comfortable
shoot that motherfucker.
Look at E.
He ain't no bitch now.
She ain't no bitch
but she shoot that nine.
Damn, what y'all see
I ain't no bitch at?
You can use a man.
I mean, you ain't got no man on.
You can use a nine.
You can shoot a night.
It made it sound like you
He's got two-biting her.
Oh, she knew this shit.
Wait a minute, don't.
Wait a minute.
That'd be it in.
Hey, hey, hey, hey, come now.
Now, you'll be surprised though.
She already got a 38.
Come on.
When I was young, I used to love
third eight.
You mentioned that.
I never wanted nobody know I had a person.
Never.
They're not supposed to know you.
I know that.
But that's what I'm trying to tell you.
Like, back then when niggas was, like,
when niggas was showing it,
it was really outside.
And it was illegal.
But, you know, I don't even like,
when illegal pills,
walk around and show that shit.
Me is.
I do mine.
I'm going to fuck that.
Because now I can show it.
I remember when I couldn't show it?
And now it's legal and I can show it.
So you're going to walk around with your outside your van.
I'm not playing with none of these crazy ass nigger that'll shoot you at the gross stoke.
Stop playing with me.
You can still cover it up.
I ain't covered shit up.
I got mine.
Play stupid.
They're going to be like, oh, you know what?
I'll shoot the gross stoke.
But that nigger back down, kill his ass prayer because he might try to save everybody.
No you want.
one shot go out
nigger be tripping
I'm sure
I get off
I'll be back down looking at
the ingredients
on sniffling
orange juice
and hit some bullshit
and pop off
but see
it depends
like if
I have it in my
pocket
or in my bag
or in my
pocket
but nigga that
be on me
it to the point
where I don't
care if you see it
I don't give a name
I don't give a name
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We're talking about guns safe.
They're glad, bud.
Niggas, it's smart.
You see all this shit going on out here?
We ain't telling a nigga to kill nobody.
We're telling a nigga to protect this stuff.
And you can.
You ain't no feeling.
It's called gun education.
You don't know.
Stop walking around with the nigga gun
and you ain't never been locked up.
before. Put that shit out. Go get
some of your name. And be careful.
A lot of people don't be knowing shit. They just
do shit. Look, the law's been the law since
the law. We didn't even know back then.
The law's been the law since the law.
But they'll tell your ass,
ignorance of the law is no excuse.
They tell your ass, ignorance of the law is no excuse. And still bam your
ass. But it's all about
how you move.
Of course. You see what I'm saying? You can't be
a street digger
out here
with your legal gun on you
selling dope
guns and dope don't meet
you got to pick one
guns are dope on me
you got to pick one
you got to say all right
sir
I need this cocaine on me
so I got to leave the pills at home
or I'm going to take this
cocaine at a legal gun
it don't work
it's not going to work
it's just not going to work
because what they're going to do is
Bam you up for the cocaine.
How would you even do that?
Revoke your gun license.
Now you can't, now you can't be wound up.
It's a loo-loo.
Why would you do that?
It's just the charge of fear they're going to add to your head.
Yeah, you just gave yourself a whole enhancement.
It's a loo-loo.
It's a lot.
You know that.
Commission of a crime?
Yes, I do.
Yeah.
Commission over crime, is that dope you got.
See what I'm saying?
So when you live in a civilian life?
Gun, legal.
Y'all let something this shit go now.
Something got to give.
Hey, man.
You got to protect yourself.
For sure, for sure.
Because the people who actually live in the motherfuckers
don't get a fuck about no luck.
So with that being said,
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Yeah, yeah.
With a bullet skip right off the way.
They still make that?
Can you go to the house
Don't get that?
With the white top, right?
That bitch in the cut.
Right now.
Roaded.
Three shelves.
So thick.
Three shelves.
They got three sheds.
Hey, what was that stank in the ass grease?
It's so stupe and eight.
Oh, good.
You got bad.
You got bad.
You got that blue.
I had that for real bad.
I got so fat on through my shit.
You can spend it when you sleep.
Oh, you know, you know some shit fucked up and they pulled out that blue star, though.
It ain't had green, but that blue star, but that blue star on that blue star,
When you're gonna fuck around that playing around the dirt or...
I'm gonna be real, bro.
It's hard to find shit good for your hell, bro.
I know you probably don't know about that, but...
It's hard to find stuff good for your help.
You guys stick.
Like, I stick to my regular old team.
I definitely find nothing.
Not something that actually is sick.
But what's wrong with your house?
It's like I don't find nothing to keep you hydrated.
Anything I put in my head?
So it up.
So do you do it daily though, bruh.
I, I stick.
I don't give them down.
No, that's the saddestakes.
All the pills.
Remember you was doing the pills?
I don't think you get up and do it again, man.
I don't think, I don't give a fault.
You can't, you know, you're not going to stand in this shit, bro.
I think you're saying, you can't keep preaching in the head.
I don't give it down.
When you spray some shit in your head,
McDonald's just call you to talk to those strips.
I was going to be a pill.
Yeah.
That's what I'm wrong.
Vee T called your head to say.
You spray some shit in your hair.
Oh, me?
Yeah.
I'm going to think you get up everything in your shit.
I gave my shit.
Done.
But what I'm saying then, when I be wanting to let my shit down, I got by some day.
After them some day again.
Who.
That's normal, man.
It's how to get your shit done again.
My shit, Harriet took me.
It's rap.
You've been your jeans too, though.
You've been your jeans.
No, but that's just, you got to keep your shit moisturized, though.
If you don't keep your moisturized, that's something's going to call out.
Do you keep it moisture out even when you ain't doing shit?
I'd be trying, bro.
That shit just don't be working.
One time this lady had none used for shit when I was on the set of, uh, I don't know.
I don't forget. What movie?
My shit was bouncy.
It was like, ooh, what you put in this shit?
They're all fucking like your soul glow.
You wanted for that shit.
Well, I was like, I need this shit, but.
I'm like, they're moving with the wind.
I go to the wind.
They moved me.
They moved on.
I was like, bye, need this shit.
And that shit lasted in this shit.
Man, that shit lasts in probably like 12 days.
Would it lay that?
Why would you leave some shit in your half of twill?
No, my.
No, it keeps it moisturized.
You ain't got to put nothing in it.
You can go to sleep where to wake up.
You still do what you need to.
Yeah, well, brother, you need to touch up that shit
for more roots or something.
Oh, but see, when you got a hair game,
your hair going to go through different stage.
So when you take your hat,
you got to put it in a protective style.
That's what it goes straight.
By the 12th day, you're already looking like another nigga
because your hat don't went through another stage.
Deal what I'm saying?
So about 12 days, you get your head again and then.
My house so messed up.
stuff, boy, I had...
You got sure she did.
Two days.
I had...
The gentleman got me a nice little press.
It was so cute.
What happened?
Went to Duval's house.
You know, Duvall got a new house.
Right.
Too late.
You straight to that.
Man, it was so goddamn hot.
But it was just so pretty.
That she just, it's draw.
I was looking like a little chill pet.
Damn.
So your shit turned to a fro?
Yeah.
What you put in it?
Whatever they used, what I got it done.
So they were just straight for the time of me?
It was straight.
And usually it would stay for a good, Paula.
week and a half or something like that.
Damn, that son dried your shit up.
That was a different type of sign over there.
Oh, yeah, he over there by them late.
Yeah, but the water, too.
The mosquito.
She's just blaming the wealth.
She didn't talk shit for her hair either.
She got dry, girl.
I said, you, oh, what kind of shampoo you use?
I used to self eight.
I got dry scalp.
I can't wear, like, Baybond caps, and shit.
But I do.
That's just drop my scalp.
Miss that on supper eight with a little head and the shoulder.
Head and shoulder.
That ain't fuzz.
Yes, it is.
Who is for us?
Your racist ass.
God, damn.
Oh, my God.
What we got to use is black people, man.
When you see one of us in the commercials in the shower,
cleaning that out of shit, then that's how you know it for them.
I ain't got no niggas.
They're putting in their house, man.
Or that maintain.
You know, the maintain.
Maintay.
That sounds like shit for Maine, for dogs.
They got horses on, though.
It's for horses.
Why the head you put that shit in your head?
People do that.
It's good.
I want your hair dried up.
No, it's not.
You put a horse shit in your head.
My head is long as thick, though, and pretty.
You see my house?
You be dry.
You put the horse stuff in your head.
No, but that's just.
You do got some long hair.
But they send it in Walmart.
You got a regular house station.
You ain't got that.
You ain't got that.
You ain't got that shit.
They sell that shit.
They said that shit.
They're talking out of Walmart in the house in the house.
It's good.
Try.
But it's horse manure.
Is it horse manure?
No, but they say it for horses, though.
It is.
They might just be the brand.
I think I just know I see Maintang.
What's the proper name?
Main and tail.
And it got a horse on the one for?
And you use the shit and you don't know what you.
Pick your head up.
Because old folks be using that.
That used to be in my house.
My old folk used that.
What they're using it for?
The wash of ass shampoo.
This has been the most random conversation.
There's some black folk out there right now that shit don't know if they need to you.
But you imagine, bro.
When you go on the beauty supply store
niggas only go exactly to what
they think they know they need
And then it'll be niggas in their living life
What are you saying?
They just just walk in and look around
No, it'd be so much shit in there
It's oversaturated where all that shit
Damn to do the same until you actually
find something that's good for your health
And when you find something good for your health
they fucking discontinue the bullshit
Now you got to go through that stage all over again
Yeah, this girl
I forgot her name dang
They were hating on her.
Her shampo was so good.
Hey, a black lady, too.
They were hanging on her.
That she was good.
It's crazy.
How many losers there are on the internet
that do shit like that?
Trying to hate a motherfucker off the internet.
We were just saying that shit
and they were like, how motherfucking go
go home, get comfortable,
and go write a negative ad comment.
Right, this music.
Like, so you said that out,
you're like, yeah.
Can wait for you tell you.
But you know how it's different you've got to be to be arguing in the comment section with a motherfucker.
Like, I'm trying.
And to go back and check to see if they said something, then reply.
Mm-hmm.
First of all, motherfucker.
What you got to think about?
You got people that's only going to be famous in comments.
It's some real losers.
People that's only going to be famous in comments.
Oh, yeah.
I have a nigga today.
Add me as a friend.
Or try to me.
Add me as a friend on Facebook.
And went back.
I went back, I had a post where if you're not a friend of mine, you can't come in on.
So he went to screenshot it to the fucking post and went back to another post that he could post on
and posted it in the comments and put his caption on the songbed, like telling me what he wanted me to know
because he couldn't even comment on a son bitch.
So you went that far.
And so he tried to add me as a friend so he can tag me to make sure he's, make sure I see this shit.
He's so annoyed.
Yeah.
Social media made weirdos come alive.
Yeah.
Pete, this, though.
So when I ain't say something at to him,
he tells me, don't make me pull up to your shoulder.
Hey, that you're saying, son of me?
He's not going to pull up.
No, I wanted to.
But he not.
If he is, he was there already.
Laughing his ass on him.
Do you need a ticket?
He would tell.
I'm going to put you down for a plus one.
He was there.
He was there.
He was there.
He would be slow, man.
Man, motherfucker be slow, man.
Social media made weirdos feel like they voice
is valid
like their whole value
it made a motherfucker
really feel like
they're somebody
and they got access
you got to think
about it was so hard
to even get
anything to a motherfucker
now they're like
I can DM you
right up on your post
I'm this close
I know I say it's hard
being like a celebrity man
they got it really just
you got to be strong
in this shit
you just got to say
you don't give them
yeah you do
but it's still like
some shit get to you
yeah
because it's your
This is your reputation.
But then it also let you know, too, though.
It's like playing poker.
If you're going to sit here and write all this negative shit,
you're showing me your hand.
Yeah.
So you let me know you're a bitch-nick.
And you let me know not 10 times out of 10,
you're not going to say this in real life.
But thank you for letting me know you a bitch-nigger.
And to always be up on game about bitch-niggins.
Miserable bitch-a-old.
Yeah, you need to know that.
And it's going to be way more good.
people that fuck with you
that's not going to say nothing.
Think about how much shit you fuck with
that you never comment on.
You're right.
Think about all the shit you done seen
on the ground that you're like,
well, I fuck this shit, I fuck with this shit.
But you ain't got to...
You ain't fit right here and be like,
keep going, bro.
I like this.
Then you're going to look like a nigga
that's in comments every time somebody
see you.
They're like, you ever seen somebody in the comments?
You're like, that they can comment on everybody's shit.
My bad.
I ain't saying it like that.
I'm just saying like...
I'm like...
I'm like,
You don't come in on shit.
You might like light some shit, but you're coming on shit.
And I'm not wrong with liking shit, but I'm like, you're conversating,
like you're now tuned into conversations in the social media space.
Yeah?
You feel like you got to be in the comments to be heard,
or you got to be right here to let a nigga know you fuck with him.
They're like, no, nigga.
I want to see you keep going.
That was up?
Keep doing your thing.
You don't have to be a comment, nigga, every time.
I'm trying to start being one for about two weeks.
I've been in that bitch arguing.
I'm been in an argument.
You be harder.
I have.
It'll look like I ain't on that bitch
four or five days
but I've been on that bitch
all night.
I've been watching you
motherfucker on day.
Look at you.
These motherfuckers y'all won't learn.
I ain't posting in six days.
Motherful over and be like,
he's busy.
I'm watching y'all be stupid.
It's like some motherfuckers
get on Instagram every day
just to tell everybody
happy birthday.
They whole story
be full of happy.
They're like, you know
a motherfucker birthday every day.
Bro, I see a motherfucker on that every day
where I'm like, damn.
I just can't tell the motherfucker what I'm doing every day.
See, okay, okay.
See, this is my thing with social media.
Okay, we've been doing this in, what, 2012?
Yes.
Right?
Yes.
See, we used to be doing like skills like every day.
Yeah.
We stayed.
I didn't have shit to do.
We did.
But we stayed in the spotlight, right?
Right.
At one time.
See, I think I don't lost that because I'd be trying to get back into
because they be like, you got to get your content up.
You know, you got to keep your face out there.
You got to do it when you want to do it.
Yeah, but you can't force yourself out of that.
Yeah, it's got to be smart.
It got to be strategic.
It got to be for a reason.
It's something what everybody's not doing.
Right, right.
It's so oversaturated.
It looked like that was the thing back then
because it wasn't a lot of it.
Yeah, but now it's to the point, like, you don't seen this before.
Yeah.
If I do it, you're going to swear to copy somebody.
Right.
When I've been doing this way before you, I probably just came.
You can't even better to do my shit.
It's just so happening, like, if I do it,
it's gonna look like I'm copying you,
but it's like, I don't saw this shit 20 times.
Fuck, send it to me, I'd do it.
And I don't did it.
I'm gonna do some skits, too.
Yeah, I gotta get back in that.
I just don't be wanting to do that.
You're gonna get up.
So you can do some skis.
Mm-hmm.
All right, let me know.
It's that's all the fucking camera up my face.
Man, what here?
Cause a woman.
That thing, I ain't in here.
Bitch, this is I dare you get it.
All right, fuck it.
Keep laughing.
They got to have a bikin' care of it on Carla.
They ain't gonna do those.
They're like, Carla, it's so big to me.
Bitch, I'm recording them.
I would love to do that.
That's the skit right there.
Angry, nigger.
I'm gonna start streaming with my kid,
but I'm gonna do it when I'm ready.
No context.
Just anger.
You stand down to work?
What?
Anger.
People be saying all kinds of shit to you.
What?
Then?
I don't be none, but I'd be, man, I'd be going to go to sleep.
I mean, yeah, fuck, them people.
I do.
I don't be wanting to go out and do this shit all over again.
People don't know.
I don't care.
Give me one of them busy.
Ain't no more.
No, they're perfect.
No, they're red.
Yeah, they're going to be red too.
You don't like red to me.
I love red.
Yeah, but man, don't let people goddamn dictate nothing.
You got to live your life.
I'm sure.
That's why I say, bro, when you realize you just don't give a fuck what somebody says
and you realize it holds no value in my life.
Yep.
It may hold value in your life, but I'm here to tell you your life.
Don't hold value in my life.
Sometimes you get annoying.
So all that shit is that...
They'd be annoying.
Could it be little shit eaters?
You're right.
What if you want you realize?
But once you realize, though, game, everybody is not supposed to even understand what you're talking about.
It was people who even know what you're talking about, but they just want to see your plan fall.
That what fuels them.
It's crazy that people, it's like, I don't know if I want to see a nigger downfall.
Bruh, that's how they live.
Because they think they're right.
They always trying to say what they would have did if they was you.
So they can't wait to see you fall
And be like, see, I told you, I told you.
Is that what you did this?
Is that what you did?
Oh, me?
No, I'm just saying when they say that,
I'm like, is that what you did?
Oh, shit.
Because if that's what you did, I'm definitely not doing that shit.
Facts.
Shit.
Because you did it.
And that's all you got from doing it?
Hell no, I deserve more.
They give me fuel, though.
Like a hater, like, or just some stupid shit
or somebody saying something like.
I like me in the underdolls.
Yeah, it gives me fuel.
made me go crazy, you know what I'm saying?
I'm going to regard it.
But I like proving the motherfucker wrong.
I like being the underdog because it's gentle.
It's pressure, but it ain't that more pressure because it's like it's the unexpected.
It's like I already know your expectations of me and I already spend past it.
So once I do it, it's always good to see your face be like, it ain't really a challenge if they can't do it.
You can't even do it.
Right, right.
How are you going to tell me you don't like some shit that you can't?
You just don't like it.
You just don't like it because you can't do it.
Right.
Man, that nigga ain't funny.
You wish you had my life.
You wish you could be funny.
What wrong you?
I wasn't funny.
Why the fuck would you even bring up funny in the first place?
Why?
Why?
Why is not like that important to you that you got to say I ain't funny?
Like, whatever it is that I was doing, you was going to say that.
Right.
Why?
You would, if I was in a fashion show, you would be like,
man, that nigg.
can't fucking model.
Right.
Yeah, bitch, because I'm really
a comedian, but you didn't say I wasn't
funny, though. Because you don't fucking know.
You can only judge the shit based off what
you think you didn't saw. Right.
That nigga can't drive.
Okay, bitch.
Okay.
Yeah.
You're going off your sister.
I'm number one in the world
driving race cars. Yeah, I probably
can't drive these regular air car
because I'm a motherfucker fucking
race car.
The fuck would I be driving this.
This little speed lemon ass shit
You're talking about some shit
going 55, 65, 65, 75, and I'm out here
every weekend going 200 all day
That's how, man, kiss my dick, man, what are you talking about?
Hey, hold up. That's a new one.
Kiss what?
That was a new one. I ain't either. Kiss my dick.
No, not kiss it. Yeah.
Kiss it, nigga. Don't do all that other stuff.
Look at J.
Hey, man, you got to have some good
You can't just keep saying the same shit over and over again.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Anyway.
That's dope, boy.
That was bad.
Yeah.
Yeah, but you got to use it sparing.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You got to use it sparing.
You can't even say that no more.
It's my motherfucking ass.
I'm sorry.
You can kiss my dick.
You can't my ass.
Don't anything about it.
That's a hell for power right there to have, too, though.
But I always tell people, I'm only here for the five million who
Bitches and the 5 million hood niggins.
It ain't for everybody.
I don't want to be for everybody.
You see how age it?
Everybody ain't going to understand.
Yeah, when you're for everybody,
if you're trying to bowl yourself for everybody,
it's going to be a robot.
Yeah, I'm on here for who God sent me here to and spot.
You got to do your mission and handle your business
and walking your purpose.
The number one spot...
Everybody's going to do what they do anyway.
They said the number one spot is the lonely spot, though.
What are I'm for who I'm for?
I just want what's for me.
Me too.
That will always say, too.
I want, whatever God got on his list,
his plan for me,
I want, that's what I want.
Life is all about.
I got to get a little bit more
because when I get up there to talk to him,
I want him to look at what he has
set aside for me.
Then I want him to see what I did
and be like,
you think you're slick.
Let's try to sneak in the extra little too.
Well, you work, you work, man.
You do what?
But that one I'm saying.
Then he's going to be getting
philosophical.
Can I work with me like, hey, I want on sand, though.
Right.
You feel, I love when I give a nigga a certain amount of blessing, and they double.
Yeah.
Being a good person and shit.
Right.
Hey, that's why I fuck with you, though.
Right.
Hey, get what?
I'm feeling you back.
All right.
I got something else I need you to do for them right quick.
Yeah, type shit.
Yeah.
What's over, though?
I always be trying to think of the alternate.
Like, fuck the shit that that's right there in front of you.
I always like the what if.
That why I'd be trying to be great,
because I'd be like, you know what?
I don't want to be a disappointment.
You feel what I'm saying?
And I was thinking about that shit too, right?
Dang, come on now.
I was like, I tell my kids I'm proud on, right?
I was like, damn, I don't remember time
where I can really say that my folks said they were proud of me.
Yeah.
That's why I really go harder to come to shit, too,
because my mama be proudy.
And it kind of felt new to me.
I was like, like, when she was like,
that's all right, baby.
I'm like, mom, it's me.
Like, it's me.
Yeah, he's like, no, don't you just
That's my baby
I'm like
Damn, bro, she's proud of me, bro
I'm 23, 24, I'm like
Yeah
Damn
You got to think about you on TV, nigga
That'd be a lot to them
It just wasn't that, it was just
The expectations that she already
Had done had for me
And I was already still
I wouldn't mean her expectations
And certain shit that I was doing
Because she wanted me to do
she was just keeping me out the way
and one was just like
I was like
I was like look my
I did it
and she was like
yeah nigga
I put you in the program
for that reason
for you to do it
because I know
you can do it
and one no
dick in my boy
yeah
you see what I'm saying
it's different
because as a parent
and then you
see your child
find their passion
right
yeah
yeah
not something you
signed them up
for
right
or something
you told them to do
but see
the thing though
I didn't really
find my passion
I was in so much shit
it just looked
like I was good
at everything
so she was just
keeping me
busy. But nothing was like
so when I do the shit, the
program that you had me in, I'm like, look.
It was like, nigga, you're supposed to.
We on to the next. I'm like, okay.
No, what he's saying.
You feel what I'm saying? Well, he's saying you find your passion
in this shit and it's coming to shit. So that's why
she's like, yeah, it's different than her signing
you up for something. It wasn't
even just about me
signing up. It was like
I'm doing
something that didn't require
any negativity.
But she was keeping me away from negativity.
So by me even doing the positive shit, that was what she wanted me to do anyway.
So I ain't never really just did nothing that would just make her require her to be like,
well, I'm so proud.
I ain't had that moment where I'm like, I'm proud of you.
You doing this.
You doing that.
Oh, I would have did that ten times harder if you liked me playing baseball or you like me doing this.
You want me to do it.
I would have did this ten times harder because my mama liked me doing this shit.
I was just doing this shit because she had me in there,
and she was, her expectation was like,
do good, I don't want to hear nothing else.
On to the next.
Do good, I don't want to hear nothing else.
You're smarter than that.
So when I get this phone call saying you're doing some whole other shit,
I'm so disappointed.
I'm like, but when I do that, that shit?
You don't get credit for doing shit you're supposed to do.
That's what I'm saying.
That's why I am the way I am like that.
I'm like, I'm on to the next, nigga.
I don't get the credit.
You don't know what I'm going to call the fish for swimming.
No.
No.
What did you say, Jess?
You don't have a pot of fish for swimming.
Why?
But when that motherfucker climbed a tree...
Bravo!
You better get your head back in that war.
You ain't got long.
Y'all be safe out here.
Times are changing.
War and shit popping off.
Everybody going to jail.
Everybody's going to jail.
freak it in the motherfucker.
Everybody.
Freak it as a mother to the top,
man.
Who is freaking?
Well, hold up, man.
Real shit.
For real, man.
That's spirit out there.
Everybody fucked out around here, man.
The whole United States of America
is fucked out.
They're on that honey pack.
Man, it's some fucking going on
everywhere you look.
You can take them Bluetooth and chewing honey.
It's more than that.
We're going crazy.
It's deeper than day.
They fucking longer than they ever fuck.
They think they're the man.
Nika went for 10 minutes or an hour
and somebody y'all can fuck you for an hour.
No, you can fuck up for 10 minutes
that honey pack got you an hour.
Somebody hit you with the honey.
She would be to say.
She had to take it someone.
She went to reminiscing.
Somebody had me on a hit you.
Somebody hit you with the hundred.
I'm like, damn.
Yeah, he on something.
I know he was.
I don't get fucked.
Come up.
You know.
After 35 minutes.
You know, folks.
We're on drugs.
Yeah, I mean, you know I'd be fuck with those on drugs and shit.
So.
Look, you're gonna laugh, you're gonna be on drugs and shit.
That's fucked up.
How are you gonna get throw this shit and out like, that's something good?
You're all I'd be fucking when niggins on drugs and shit.
That was she lied.
You can't fuck me if you're gonna stop.
niggins.
Pop a bean before you call me.
Stupid, bro.
She's like that, man.
Even, even, even, look at that
motherfucker.
You're like,
Mm.
That mother won't go down.
For real.
Yeah.
That what you'll get?
Yeah.
Some of that shit, hey, dick, so numb,
you might as well just go to bed.
Damn.
Yeah, I gave up one.
You got to fake it.
I couldn't.
That shit, too.
I gave up one night, like, God damn.
We're trying to morning, baby.
You ain't got to go on.
I know what I come fair.
I'm like, but this shit takes in fire.
Ever, bro.
I don't know where they're motherfuck get.
It'd be somewhere.
No, I'm not making a big more.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Let's do it.
Why y'all don't tell when y'all do you be on that?
I'd be like, we'd be knowing.
So?
He didn't tell y'all shit.
Just like y'all don't tell them when y'all put a lube down now.
Who gonna put some off?
I don't know.
Who do that?
All right.
What they do that is?
And let the nigga eat
through the lube.
I'm right, bro,
what's the fuck?
That's what everybody.
I ain't never have to do this.
Hey, bro.
What's I never been to this shit?
You're like, what is this?
What kind of life you living, man?
I didn't never have to do that.
You're like, what is this?
And there's been snicking loo?
They're sneaking.
That is for them.
Well, they go into the bathroom,
they're just kidding.
That's cheating.
Some of that lube get in their tits.
So they're going to have to say like it wet already.
Oh, you got to, you're going to have to say her name.
Yeah.
I don't know that one.
They say it in a lot of them put the Louvre on.
That made me feel like I'm cheating like myself.
A lot of y'all be putting the Louvre on.
Don't say y'all because I don't think you go in that sneaker, got that little, that little, that little, that little, that little same thing.
In my age, they ain't doing that.
Shit.
Ain't no wrong with that.
I ain't dreaming.
I mean, I'm just saying.
Mets can be edible.
Yeah, I'm on, yeah.
You got to be edible.
You can do that.
That is fucked up.
I have never.
Eible.
I have never heard.
Nobody's sneaking Lou.
That is so crazy.
You got a motherfucker that want to put it on.
Hey, man, you don't want to put it on.
I don't know how that shit going to make me a rat.
I was trying to see my skills.
I was like, I made a break out.
Who had some shit with?
She would be like some oil that you can rub on.
It was edible oil or some shit.
Like edible or some shit.
And you can use it for the ill.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That loop.
No, yeah.
It's all, but it's sneaking.
Yeah, she's like, huh, you did this beside me?
You can put it on.
Yeah.
That shit is fuck around and make your relationship.
of last longer than you wanted to.
Mm-hmm.
With that loose shit?
Yeah.
That's great.
Because the pussy knew again.
He ain't had that.
Not that slipper, slipper.
Mm.
But it'd be like, come on, man.
Come on.
Come on.
I know her, girl, her pussy wet enough to drown a fish.
Do you be knowing, do you be knowing down snuck it in her?
Her pussy wet enough to drown fish for it.
You still give her contact.
You can kind of.
You can cut it.
You know, them are the type of women that don't,
be single as soon as they break up, it'd be.
Niggas on the way, nigga.
Niggins ain't letting that go.
It can't be, like, writing on the lips.
I'm paying by him a couple nights and see in their truck on.
Oh, right.
Yeah, yeah.
She ain't coming up.
She didn't wipe out.
She didn't wipe it out.
She didn't wipe it out.
You didn't want to wipe it off, bitch.
That's what you got into him.
That happened to him.
That happened to him.
They have to be wiped the lips off.
Sit on.
Look, got this thing on your lips on your lips off.
Yeah, that happened to him.
It's all on the...
This is it right here.
It's true.
As soon as I get down there, I'm like,
this shit went already.
Man, let it, but...
You take Vaseline now.
It's like baby on.
With no taste, it's like, man,
oh hell, man.
Alright, there we go.
You'll kind of take...
Then you'll start tasting the cooch.
That's how you can tell.
It's like...
And you get to that.
It's like, snippy, snippy, snippy.
Cooja's that.
You know, there it is.
See?
Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, he's going to coochie right here.
You basically say you just ate it up.
You ate it all.
You had to eat all of that to get back to the plus.
Because sometimes that shit,
because sometimes that shit be like an intense shit.
They'll use it for them to feel sometimes with it.
So it'd be like.
But all I'm saying is that's a very unique situation.
Yeah.
Probably exclusive to you.
I don't think in all.
all my years I've ever had to eat the jelly out of the...
The jelly out of the peanut butter.
I never ate the jelly out of the biscuit.
Eat the jelly out of the biscuit.
Don't say peanut butter.
I put the...
Yeah, peanut butter.
Yeah, yeah, peanut butter.
Yeah.
Yeah, ball.
Peanut butter.
Now, I'll add the jelly to the biscuit,
but I've never taken it out of the biscuit.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Oh, wow, boy.
Hey, what, you got to...
Don't you got a show coming up?
Yes.
When?
Saturday.
Where?
June of 21st.
Moss Point, Mississippi.
They might come out after Saturday, so you need to tell them.
No, we're going to send it to us.
Yeah, you say you're going to send it to me.
Is that close to your own thing?
Well, tell us some shit that's like July and August.
No, I need this.
I need this one today.
I know, but do some July and August ones.
Do it over there?
All along.
Just tell the ones in the future.
What?
You're talking about.
This is the one I need.
This is my job.
It's Tuesday.
Man, this shit going to hit.
You know how the last minute tickets go?
Yeah, y'all come get it.
And then I'm doing it with my boy Lowe's.
You know, I'm good everywhere in Mississippi.
So what did you say?
Yeah, it's going to be June the 21st.
June 21st.
Yeah, we don't know how we edit these videos.
Most one, Mississippi.
Um, 8 o'clock.
Eight o'clock.
This shit coming out next Thursday, man.
She's probably listening about the whole her phone there.
They're talking about this Friday, man.
It's going to be July.
It's going to be July.
Yeah, baby.
He's going to be July 1.
June 21st.
July 3rd.
They're going to throw that episode up when everybody on the road.
And they're on the film, shit.
It's going to be Halloween like a mix.
Oh, tell you.
This episode come out in November.
Fuck you mean.
We should not November episode.
We should November episode.
In the second episode, I always mean.
Well, Jesse Bean.
The damn, that's Christmas.
Yeah, you might as much.
That shit just said, go on.
We said, I went.
We need to go.
And re-new this shit.
I won.
I need this.
Hey, this is your girl, Erica Duchess.
And I'm coming to Moss Point, Mississippi.
Talk your talk.
June 21st.
I'm going to be at the venue hall, the venue event hall.
Yeah.
At 8 o'clock.
Yeah.
You and who else?
Um, Jesse, I'm headlining.
There's a guy.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
You're going to show.
She's headlined me.
That's what's up.
That's the type shit.
This is my shit.
So y'all come out, support your girl, man.
Yeah.
That's the pay week, too.
Yeah.
My fuck getting paid.
that week.
Yeah, five.
It's still that?
The fifth and the what?
The first in the 15, yeah.
Yeah.
Don't ever get one of them job that pro-week, the net pay.
That 45 day after, 30 day after?
Net 30.
Yeah, the net 30.
Oh, you might as well just say, fuck that shit.
I ain't know.
That shit won't get lost, bro.
They're going to wait about 10 days just to even ask you
then to start processing the dinner Saturdays when the process.
I got tired of asking them.
And when you keep calling, they're going to be like, man, you're going to work two days,
breaking your ass on.
When they finally paid me, I was like, oh, shit, all right, cool.
And the taxi come out.
You were like, bro.
I just had ready for $14.
Damn, I did that shit for so many years.
With that net 30 shit, too.
I used to work for the dawn, bro.
When they used to have all them different little games and all.
Over with.
I mean, I worked for the don't.
No, the stadium.
I was at the stadium.
That shit is the worst.
They're trying to get me a little hustle and had people, you know, I didn't get
The bill.
Don't tell them.
That's why I stopped the story.
Yeah, you're about to fuck somebody.
You're about to go.
You finish giving them all the game.
I'm like, girl, I was fine not getting my check.
When you get.
You ain't got to pay me.
Don't worry about it.
I'm still standing by my honor.
What?
Okay.
Give me the whole case.
Well, friends, we can look at,
talk shit all night.
And we literally have.
I got to go to the dentist.
Where in the morning?
It's 2.22.
Hey, it's 220.
Yeah, it's 22.
Yeah, I got to do it
2.30 in the morning.
Go to want a nigger
that, uh, take road.
That niggas.
That niggas, man.
He can't, look.
What you're in?
He can't sleep.
No, way.
He all that on every damn thing.
Where you at?
What you're at?
What are you in?
What are you in?
So you're just being out all night, huh?
Yeah, yeah, you're out of all night.
Yeah, yeah, whatever.
Fuck, you're talking about.
He's ain't going to be shit, I'll be saying.
Say that, no, you're going to see the promo video.
Oh, before we go, let me say this.
Hey, man, welcome back to the 85th time show.
Yeah, so we did.
Just before we wrap it up, man.
I'm sure you know by now who we've been sitting and having this conversation with.
It's very funny
Miss Erica Duchess
Mm-hmm
That my job
Like to give a special
Congratulations
Justin Whitehead
Because he lived
Through another season
Of my 600-pound life
And 1,000 pounds
I'm pho big you know
Damn
me and Ryan
When you're talking about this shit
That shit crazy
J.O.N. Got all kind of producer credits jumping off right now. Make sure you stay tuned to J.O.N.'s movement. Go follow him, man. Hey, J.O.N.
For show, for show, for show. D.C.C. Scribes. D.C.C. Crip. Crips. All that. And, uh, Matt Crispy strip.
Do you know what I'm saying? Mack. Crisp. We said script. We said scripts. Scripts.
D.
All that.
I got my own line
Dureg's football
head men coming
Hey, fuck y'all, man. Y'all act like
a nigga just supposed to stop dreaming, bro.
You got a handballing a new rag, girl.
Yeah, I got that. I got...
The nigga had his skin going to be wavy.
I got du red.
They fuck bump you y'all. That's why y'all
look alike.
I said that shit at the beginning of the show.
You look like me.
Yeah, yeah, I do.
You're cursed.
We look like we can be brothers.
It's just good.
You don't put a hell on each of you.
Yeah, y'all from Atlanta.
Y'all grew up on their bad water.
Everybody looked like.
No, we fuck.
What bad water we had out here?
We had a fold-up water pipe.
Don't worry about it.
You'll see.
Nobody told me nothing.
You'll see.
We had to fold of water, sir.
I don't do.
I know that we did in both.
boat rock. Yeah, yeah, we can have that on water for a long time.
Damn.
Ain't it were nasty.
What year old?
90's what?
Shit.
Probably about 90.
How old I am?
Oh, my kid.
I don't fucking know.
Wow, you know you old.
How old I am?
You're telling it tripping.
I'm a agree with you.
How old I have?
62, all right?
So, uh, if I'm 62, there'd be.
He said, how old my kid?
I don't fucking know.
How old my kids?
I don't like the way you're asking my shit.
We ain't got to talk about it.
You're talking about how old about my kids.
Let me see.
Tell me a no, but you're going to forget.
DC you born in 94?
92, yeah.
92.
I always think I was almost 80, baby.
No?
No?
You're out of there.
Yeah, I'm gone.
92 right there.
You're a 90 baby.
You're a 90 baby.
I'm a 90 baby.
That 90 baby arrow stopped like around 96.
How the, boy?
That shit starts 99.
No, I'm saying, it stopped in 99, but you know,
motherfuck were born like 98, 99, but I'm a nigga at like 2,003 babies, man.
Oh, yeah.
Y'all niggas.
You see what I'm saying?
You see what I'm saying?
They might say some niggas eight at like some 90 babies.
I get that.
Man, you got older, 80-7, no lady cut.
You see what I'm saying?
I'm a real 80-7.
Yes, I'm a real 80-a-based.
You're 80-7.
So you saw, you was able to see the Tupac and Big.
Yeah.
You was old enough?
You got 9, 10?
Yeah.
I'm like, four.
I'm crazy.
I don't know what the fuck going on.
Dear Mama, I never hear that shit.
Yeah.
When Biggie died, I was 10.
See what I'm saying?
I'm going to remember when, because the dude used to be big,
I remember
when Alia passed
everybody was outside
we all ran in the house
I remember
we were like breaking news
like what the fuck
everybody going out
we were running out
breaking news
I was 14 when I was old enough
to understand
I ran into the glass
went on
that came
but so that what I'm saying
like when
when big in two parts
I was 94
96
I'm 96
something four years old
gang
96
96 something four
I thought like
like where I was 17
yeah
well you did
I'm in major shit
I had to go back
and just look up, and I went older than to see,
or older than to understand what shit, like the O.J. Simpson trial,
and when buddy bombed them people in Texas,
bomb that someone, Timothy McVay, whatever that shit.
Yeah.
I wouldn't make them a little bit.
Oklahoma.
You saw the 80s.
Yeah.
You called the 80s.
Yeah, just a little bit.
I mean, but you just told your age.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You just told her age.
Great time.
I was big.
So you saw the 80 can't have that really.
So all this shit.
You saw every year on that motherfucker.
And on that note, we're going to wrap it up, guys.
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