The 85 South Show with Karlous Miller, DC Young Fly and Chico Bean - Jhonni Blaze in the trap! with Karlous Miller!

Episode Date: June 17, 2021

Jhonni Blaze returns to the trap to talk about her music career and the classic hit song Act Up Summer that was never released! Plus Karlous brings the comedy and teaches you how to fold your clothes!!! #85southshow #karlousmillerHit Our Website for more info: https://www.85southshow.com/Get our custom merchandise: https://85apparelco.com/Subscribe To our Channel: bitly.com/85tubeWATCH KARLOUS' MILLER's COMEDY SPECIAL! https://vimeo.com/ondemand/karlousmil...FOLLOW THE CREWKARLOUS MILLER - https://www.facebook.com/karlousm/DCYOUNGFLY - https://www.facebook.com/DcYoungFly1/CHICO BEAN - https://www.facebook.com/OldSchoolFool/Director - JOE T. NEWMAN - www.ayoungplayer.comProducer CHAD OUBRE - https://www.instagram.com/chadoubre/Producer - LANCE CRAYTON - https://twitter.com/Cat_Queso157It's Jon - https://www.instagram.com/holaj_o_n/ Learn more about your ad-choices at https://www.iheartpodcastnetwork.comSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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She's like, no, that's not how it goes. Well, I'm going to post it. We're going to make sure you get air. I'm going to have it right on my only fans with my shorts. Do it. They're going to be like, I like that shirt. For me a little bit, how's that good? Yeah Let me ask this ahead of time I need a bottle of water

Because boy, I went on a podcast for an hour and almost died in this bitch I was like my throat job You didn't get rich without me, bro You got Louis trainers on No, this was Adam, no jumpers Bro, you're wearing trainers We were talking so much

I said, you know, buddy, you got water And that's how he said talking about tap water You're wearing trainers now, Joe She was like you want some tap water I'm like, yeah, at this point it Because I can't get my um My client, um, tap what I said, nigga, say who?

I'm gonna get a fucking one. I'm about to die in this bitch. And we're on lives, like, filming. Like, please give me some water. Can you hear me? Yeah. Oh, don't move my chain. Just be still?

Okay. I go like this. Okay. Well, let me go on over there then. Shit, if I woulda knew this, I wouldn't want some slippers. Yeah, I go trying to be. Yeah, I go trying to be cute again. Johnny, here you go.

Thick his head, man. What he's telling him you got a blunt? I thought he was about to roll you once. Do you see him? He didn't get. Somebody gave me back when he didn't get. I got an extra one you want. No, no, no, I'm not going to stop.

I'm sure he's rolling with me one. I was joking. I think he rolling with me once. We can wait. Oh, my God, this couch cares about me. Craig, you get him straight. Tell him to roll Johnny a blunt, man. Johnny wants a blind.

What Johnny won. Oh, it was so nice to meet her. Who, uh, Gail? Yeah, I like meeting, like, lately I've been, like, doing a lot. What you've been at, too? Like, we just cleared the... Why do you look so familiar? You don't let...

You're not from Houston, Texas? Okay, never mind. I was about to say, Taylor, bitch! Her name is Taylor. That's creepy. You playing, are you for real? You look like this girl named. Taylor, she's like a model

and she came from Houston. She went to L.A. and then I guess she just kind of like, she was like a cool friend of my, but I don't have no contact on her, but you look just like her. Oh, you live in a double life? No, I'm not trying to be funny. I know a girl named Taylor. I swear to God, I didn't know your name with Taylor. She's like really, really pretty.

I swear to God, it's like Taylor, honey, or some shit like that, but she might have changed it. This is like a couple years ago. I'm not trying to be funny. I swear to God, you look just like her. She's really pretty. She did a lot of modeling and stuff, and then she just moved and I ain't never hear from her again. Damn, that's creepy. I ain't know her name was Taylor.

Oh, no. You ain't doing her number. I swear I ain't know her name was Taylor. That's good. No, you ain't doing her. Uh-uh. Oh, so this is what I was telling you, we just cleared the NLE chopper feature.

Okay. Trina and then Macy Gray, so now we're just putting my EP together. I'm not doing no more. Mm-mm. No more reality, too. Hell no. Fuck, no. I can't do it no more.

It's too much. Every time I think something going to go right, it's like they edit it and I'm like, how did y'all do this? It's like if I know I put my head on it.

I just saw you do the the no jumping shit. You were getting deep on that. I was just, you know, the bigger I get, I'm supposed to do. I was just saying

what you, maybe anything you don't want to talk about. No, I don't want to do that. You know, because, you know, we just,

Wood is open. Somebody got fired at a bitch, me? I'm not coming in. And I'm not. They get a risk. I only got to push up a pilot, sick.

In every yellow, I got a penis. When they be back out on penny, dance. I pay the house for their god with the switch. Every TV in my pocket on me. J-O-N, bro. You better play some instrumentals with Johnny. You know the music blowing up right now.

Well, it's been blowing up. It's getting it. It's getting bad. Damn, we should have got the piano. Oh, shit. I'm eating on my keyboard. We should have had that shit right here. Hey, y'all go at this shit.

Crank up another record. Did you make some beats last record? Remember the last record that you did? Did you ever cut that? shit because they really asked for that record. The high girl summer. Bro, he made a whole record and they begged him thousands of comments, please make this song.

He would not make the damn song. That shit was hitting. That song was hit, boy. This shit was cold. All the comments were saying that. It was like, yo, did he ever make that record? I'm like, no. Hey, shudder.

My album coming soon. You need to lay on the front of that cover like Michael Jackson did in that white outfit. For real? Let them know what a serious. No shirt under. No shirt on? Serious face. Just slant on their ass.

Chess hell. With a bitch with a curly fro. Like Foxy Brown next to you. Or you at the pay phone and you ignoring that bitch walking past, but she flies. No, I think I should do it like that with a BBW back there. Some thick-ass fast. Tell me that shouldn't be him. Hey, better go, better go ahead.

Like Takara or something? You remember Takara? Takara fire, bro. They used to spend. She didn't think no more. Actually, some people, it don't matter if they get smaller, like, big or what's medium. It's like, you just see them for them. All her thing is going.

She's still fine. As hell. Some people just, it's like Rihanna bald in her head. You be like, it's okay. Where are you going? Well, I got to go through those for you just. All right. And then I'm going to take it for me.

Alright. Okay. All right. Okay. All right. That peanut butter and jelly hit. Girl, she did her shit right. I'm giving you some time so he can get you the blunt and then we can start.

Jones. We didn't start this yet. We're just chilling. No, I was, how you know I was going to ask you that? Yeah, because I know you. Gail! Hey. Hey.

You keep me in mind, okay? Hey, hey, you lock me in. You keep me in the fucking loop. All right. Hey, fucking listening. Keep doing your thing, though, for real. Don't let up. Oh, these are so cute.

All right, Beth. I really messed up my hype, bro. Everybody's hollering me. Everybody's calling me. She is so pretty. Spectacular. spectacular love. Doo, do, do, do, do.

Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm sorry, I don't know that one. No, we're chilling. We ain't gonna start this year for about another 10 minutes or so. We're just in here catching the vibe. Tell me some songs that you've done lately. What's the one, no, tell me the one you're writing right now.

writing right now. The one that's halfway finish. I finished Dick. I finished that I swear God. What's in the drafts? What's in my I feel like it's going to happen where I feel like it's going to work. Like Fredo, I've been working on

I've been working on I'm doing my first meeting with Yadi after this. Okay, bet. And this is all through social media. Yeah, he dope. He came through it last week. You know what it's been it's been the interviews. I I said, yo, it's got to be another way that I could do it. It can't be just strictly music.

They got to see me first and get to know my personality because every time somebody meet me, they'd be like, yo, super dope. And I like that. You know what I'm saying? So once I get you like that, then you drop the music and that's it. Yeah. So those are in my works that I really want to. My main focus was that NLE.

It took about like four months. For real? It took four months. He was like, yo, you're my friend. I'm going to make sure I put that call in. I thought he was playing because he streams $400 million. a month, like four, five, six. So I'm like, yo, I'm dealing with somebody

that's my real friend, but I understand that you're signed. So I get what's about to happen and actually my label made sure that shit was straight. He usually take longer than that. What's the song come? Topic. It's like a, Lord Jesus,

a Briolude, like a Brea interlude. I'm going to sit there. I'm going to sit there. You listen to it. It's my first time actually letting somebody listen to it besides my people. Oh, man, I got to make sure I do the comments, right? You didn't even remind me, sucker. Wait, what happened?

What do I do? He did. Well, what's that, comments on what people say? Yes. About me? No. It's from a previous episode. We wouldn't do you like that.

Oh, I would love to, no, I swear to God. Better be some load of our shit. I would love to read. I would love to read. Johnny Blake. can eat my ass. I'm like, okay. They say shit like on the comments. I'd be like, what's why on you? They'd be like, pull your shirt down.

I'm like, why? That's why we don't be reading good comments. How bad are they? We get good comments. We got a lot of haters, but they don't know how to read. Oh, my God. Ha, Haas, hi, send us to you. Haas in this to you.

I'm in Ellie and me. I got a boy singing. He's singing? Yeah. Yeah, it's clear than everything. I mean, we can snippet it. This is my first time actually, like, showing somebody, yeah. I've been, like, just sitting.

It's not out yet, though. But I want you all to hear it, though, first. I slid on this shit. Like, I'm not even trying to be... Turn that hole up. I just want to hear it real quick. It's the only time I'm proud of something, my music is my passion. I wanted you

When I say on the phone That's just love I pretend I'm hurt Maybe too much But I would love I was like fucking you I was like loving you You let me ride in you

Give me excited in you You made me bed for you Fucking like this I knew She ain't the one for you If you only do Yeah If only you know what I do to you Do you

You'll have a different mood Me and you Same slow tune Fuck you like a goon Tice it when we be together Obsessed with your pleasure I hit it when ever Went back to that nigga

But you know I get you out But that hit me when now Because I'm gonna shut you out Need me to sweat you up From the back some slow again Slow motion might not pull out I'm trying to trap you down I'm trying to keep you out

Don't appreciate what I got Until it's gone So where to now But do you know Where do you go, where do I go Where I might go When the night slow Down a tight road

Or a plateau in a row We go I'm with you Thank you Go from high low How do I grow If I'm alone My Lord's and you know

To act like you can't Get it Yeah you do When you grow At first I didn't Get so much So I smiled To pretend

Did it didn't Feel it in my gut Then I want to you When I think The phone It's just love I pretend I'm hurt Like it too much

I'm in love. I was like fucking you. I was like loving you. You let me write in you. Get me inside you. You made me bad for you. I'm gonna dance a new. She's the one for you if you only do.

Huh. Like an interlude. So it starts off my EP. That's the first record. For real? My birthday, June 10th, so I want to celebrate. And I'm gonna do my music video with Trina for the other record I have.

So it's like, What's that one you wanted me to be the love interest in? Uh, hmm. You said I pull up in the bird and shit. Yeah, it'd probably be that song. With a shirt on button on South Beach or something. A little bit of baby on you. Then you sang reason with me on South Beach, and I have my shirt off in the vert.

I'm picking you up. I think so. Then you on the passenger side singing, the lights is hitting the car. Then, for some reason, it cut. I don't whip the car up. And I'm in the background. And, like, we under a bridge. some shit. And then it's like you

singing in the front. You got on slacks? No, it's a whole short set. The shirt matched the pants. It's linen. Your knees, like, greased up. No, it's kind of, it's right above the knee. It's right above the knee. You've got to get lotion on. Right. Most definitely. What kind of lotion? Cocoa butter. But it's Miami. It's hot. I'm probably going to

sweat it out because we're going to make the video for so long. Water resistance. It's new. A little sunblock. A little bit of sunblock. You don't want to crispy too much. Most definitely. That's sun hot. But I'm just saying, when you just let me know, because I know it's going to probably take two, three days to shoot it since we're on location.

And I'm flexible. Shower scene and stuff, you know, what you're getting with? The one where I was holding you in the shower. No, see, I wasn't thinking that part. I was, like, we're in a circle show? I was just saying you're getting dressed to go and try to find me. So I'm by myself in this shower shower scene? Yeah, yeah.

I thought we, when did you change it? Because at first, we were supposed to be in there. That didn't happen. Because you was supposed to be, like, singing over my shoulder. Why, no. Let me read the script to you. I'm going to find it around here. No, man, you'll be changing shit.

Man, you've been acting real different, real strange. No, it's really you. Real strange. It's really you, Johnny Blaze. Real strange. No, I've seen it, and I know better. I've seen the original script. What did the script read?

You were supposed to be singing over my shoulder, but don't worry about it. We can do the way you said. Like a di Angelo scene? Kind of, but if you want to change it, we can change it. It's your video. And then cut my little scene, and that ain't any bad, that we ain't even shot the shit yet. You ain't even wait till the day of the video. We're an ashtray.

Right here. You don't know. Boy, this seat tried to sink me in, you know. Well, I mean, you brought your own seat. Boy, don't you start. I don't know if we've ever had this much ass on this couch. And there's been three people on this couch. At once.

Boy, I'm about to fire up my goddamn teammate, boy. Why? It blood's so tight. That's what you like, eh? You don't like me tight. This shit's so tight. It's like a black and mouth tight tight time. God damn it.

I ain't going to state your name. Don't do him like this. I will never. He know. We say this all the time. He back there like now. He back there like now. See?

Don't be putting them on blast like that. I ain't even say your name, man. Look at Cat over there. That's the freakiest nigger, name. Oh, my God. That's why you over there, quiet. It's crazy because this light just so happened to be right there where I can't see you.

That's what makes it more crazy. He set it up like that. I just want to see you and you can't see me. Right. I'm glad you. Head-ass. All I see is fucking wires and shit. That shit is skeptical.

Somebody mood is like, bro. Hey, man, I gotta see your face, Jelly Bean. Let me see. Slid and light over, bro. It looked like he downloading a lot. It looked like he downloading some shit that I know he shouldn't be downloading, bro. You need to scare you again?

We got too many plugs over there. That boy got a... You ain't posted nothing that cat doesn't like that. Eye phone. Cat, like your flyers. He liked the shit in your story. He liked the shit on your videos. He liked the shit on your page.

My shit be archived. He liked that. That nigga follow your Facebook fan page. Each one of these plugs. Plug up to a laptop. They go to each one of my goddamn plug. And two fake pages. And three of the other pages that he followed post your shit.

Man, that boy got three fake accounts. When I told him you was coming on the show, show that nigga told me, man, you know a birthday coming up. I'm like, you're not supposed to know that cat. Oh my God, you make it even worse back here. Because I just saw happen to turn and she's the

only girl besides her. She's like, this nigga, he's a dog. She know I ain't lying. That's the look she gave me. Man, you go through all your media. What are you looking at on your laptop right now? He liked that shit on the 85 South page and his page.

I'm like this, I like this nigga's good. He is good. I don't know how he does it. He is good. I can't imagine it no other way. Cat ain't let me down. Who is laughing like that? Joe?

Because by default, I'm about to roast your ass for laughing at me. No, it's you. Mm-mm. It's you. Yeah. If you don't have no fans, you got one over there. I got a friend in him. That nigga.

Y'all is chiper. You know why. I can't say she can't. You know why it's so funny because I feel like all of y'all really low-key know that shit. It's fair. Without this man.

It's true. That's because he laughing so damn hard. I know you know him. That's what? Yeah, you do. He do know him. Y'all all know him, don't y'all? That nigga has a, uh, he has a gift that, like,

the shit on Instagram. I've been following you too long, too. I've been following you since you was arguing with the holes from the strip club. I thought you was going. The 30th account or 20th account? Man. Nah, you had got deleted,

27. 27 time. Yeah. That shit was interesting. You know what it made me realize. Now I'm on that 41st account. Yo, people really do love me, bro. They do.

I like that. Well, you give them a lot of shit to like. I appreciate it. You got a very diverse social content folder. Man, I try to. You got some grown man shit. Got some singing shit. You know what it is?

I just, I'm going to give you everything that I'm not going to try to sugar code. Nothing. I am who I am. I just got better with growth with how I, my communication was off, terrible. That was my... Yeah, you had a lot of pent-up anger.

Yeah, now I'm just... You have it. I see you. Yeah, man. Like, I'll just be watching shit. I'm like, oh, I'm so glad I'm not in that. I've never been a girl to be known, like, date a person to get popular.

I've never been a girl. And this is not towards the body. I'm not slay. nobody. This is just me that I'm never done that shit. And I'm not trying to like flex on my body. Feel me. I ain't never been that type. I've never been the type of date somebody to be popular. I've never been a type to hang around all the popular girls to

take pictures and get likes. I hang around fucking nerdy people that love me to death. But Johnny, you aren't the popular girls. No, but see this is the thing. I'm not your normal popular girl, I guess. I don't even think I'm... This is crazy. I don't think I'm a popular girl. I'm crazy as hell. I promise you this is no flex. I don't see it. like that. What you see it like? I didn't see

I'm me. Well, I mean, everybody can say it. I'm me. And I got a little oof to me. You feel, be like, wait a minute. I'm friendly. I'm, wait, hold up. I lost 10 pounds, nigga. You're not going to tell me. Don't say in my foot or don't say that's lit because I'm ready to run. I mean, I ain't going to say shit. I'm going to just tell Cat to come fake adjust your mic so we can see stand up. You know what? Fake adjust. Oh, you wrong as hell. I'm like, miss. No, it's not. I won't get you to stand up.

You're not about to bring. Oh, this answer here and don't show the 85%. I didn't show it last time. You know what they would say to me? You stingy? No. They was like, it's okay she didn't show it. I can still see it.

I'm like, yo, I can't win. I'll be trying to wear. I'm next time my next interview. I'm going to wear a sheet. You always one day. You got to stand up. That's how the show's going to start. I'm going to wear a sheet.

But not this time. That's the next time. Oh, my God. Yeah, it took about three months to get. that last account up. It's almost at 600. Well, thank you y'all. For real?

600,000? No, that shit is supposed to be at a million. No, I mean, I only had it for a couple months. Nah, we're getting that shit too. And nobody, I was a shadow band, too. Like, people kept spamming it, so you can't see it. So I started, you know, getting people that could fix stuff like that. Oh, you got a whole...

Team. A whole goddamn team of killers. I'm playing with it. Because it's like, you know, it's cool to show. I guess that's what made me popular and a popular girl, because I'm myself. and you don't see a lot of people, you got a couple, like you got Lizzo. She don't give it down when nobody's say, Koi, she don't give it down.

She's starting to give a fuck too much. Yeah, but you know what, it's been like that. That's the crazy thing. There's not going to give a fuck too much. What's his name, Julio? Julio, my name? Julio, my name? Yeah, he had mentioned that people really don't know that this should be serious when you are artists.

Like that depression and anxiety, like a motherfucker just be wanting somebody to say, like, you okay. She probably always felt like that. This is my opinion, not fat. She probably always felt like that. And some people have breaking points because why? Because we're human. You feel me? Everybody do.

But people want to judge it because it's like, oh, it's not me. It's dumb, so that's embarrassing. No, you probably be having them problems, probably crying in your fucking shower. Crying, boo-hoo and crying, calling everybody, and nobody don't pick up, but you want to pick on the next

because they want to be vulnerable enough to show the world of this okay. Right. Now, come on, make it make sense. Me, I don't be caring. You can't care. I'm going, you feel me? Like, I don't drink.

I'm a smoker. I like to sing. I like to have fun. Yes, sometimes you'll see me twerk. Sometimes you'll see me talk shit. Sometimes you'll hear me speak my mind. Then you'll see me blindfold myself and play fucking piano. I'm just that it, girl, I guess.

You should have brought it. I ain't mean to be this great. You should have brought the piano. I ain't mean to be this great. I kind of did. But then I can't play this. And it got a little pop-up little thing to go up. You know, a little kickstand.

I see what you did. You know what I'm saying? Why are you stunned on me, though? I said I could bring the piano, but I can't play it. No, take it out then. Don't do me like that, shot. No, Johnny, you're stunning. It looks like you got a turtleneck, but it's a shirt.

You got a platinum piano on. Hell no. But with this goddamn, this beat that makes it so mellow in the background. Yeah. Somebody was like, oh, I love the show. I just don't like hearing music in the background. I was like, well, take your ass on. It ain't about what you like.

Welcome back to an 85 South Show. Yes. Round two. Round two. Tell them, listen, listen. If you don't know already, you're one of my favorite people in here with me today. She came in here last time and took over,

made a song, played the piano. I think she even made a beat of some shit. I was over there talking about. She was really over there working on some shit. I was like, wait a minute, wait a minute, let me get it right. And I had these on. America's favorite, thick-ass. lady.

Oh, my God. You've seen it on the gram. You've seen it somewhere because they'll be posting in the air we go. Without further introduction, Johnny Blaze. Now listen here.

Johnny, you've been in everywhere. Loving hip-hop and all in Vlad TV and no jumper and singing. I made your button sing. You made your buttons. I ain't singing shit.

Don't even try. Actually, that song was great. We did Brandy. Thank you very much. Okay. But I didn't. I ain't singing with your ass. He took the low notes, I took the high.

Well, yeah, man, you just, you've been on your ground and on your hustling and putting it in. What's going on? Working, minding my business. Art, we all. It's the best thing ever. You know, when you don't mind your business, you can't get nothing done.

Right. Yeah, just focused. Man, I've seen you on the, jumping in this expensive-ass truck. Right around and shit. This truck. No, I love cars and shit So we ain't talking about it

What car? The one I saw you in When you was whipping up in that bitch Vivinty Come on, man Rent it! Rent it! That ain't mine

Boy, no, I got You know what I'm here Tell him the truth All right, whatever Don't tell the truth Dude, you know why these people love me? Tell me. Because I keep it motherfucking real

Why would I do that When I can invest in something that's going to make me tripled it. I'm not here yet. No, I feel like a bad person from believing it. No, no, no, no, no. You're not because people gotta realize the reality of things. I like to do things because it's content and it's fun.

You might see me in the goddamn Honda and fucking spit a fucking hole singing and everything and people won't give a fuck this a Honda. Let's do it. You know, I'll do this shit in 1974 Honda. Not the 74. We both came to- No, like a classic where it's like real dope.

Then you do the whole outfit thing. I know, just be different. I don't know, like me, no, I would never get that. Actually, I still, to this day, do not drive. You don't drive? No. I spend a lot of money on, like, you know, people driving me. I'm just not.

I got in a car accident, and then after that, I just didn't feel the need to, but people have been telling me, well, I should just get a license. I don't have a license even. Man, fuck off Instagram, believe in shit. Exactly. Because people are not going to be real like me. I don't like the drive. Okay.

Cardi didn't drive. She tried, dude. Yeah, I tried. I'm worse than her. When did she ever figured it out? I'm worse than her. It ain't happening. Well.

But I get money, though. That's the most important thing in life. As long as you get money. And I invest in a lot of things. I got my own eyelash line. I got my own t-shirt line. I got my own makeup line. I got my own lighters.

You feel me? Hell you. Johnny Blaze. So now somebody tried to take a little. it lighter. Nobody can't take it lighter. That's what's true. So I just got a lot of things that I invest in and I don't look at things like

cars and stuff like that. Like I'm never a fancy person. Like if you see me with something that's like expensive, I'm about to explain me. If you see me with something expensive, it's probably because like it's a meaning behind it. This, everybody knows I like piano. Everybody knows I like to play the piano.

So I was like, you know what, let me, Who did it? Cat, he was on your page. Yeah, he was on my page. He was on your page, man. Get the fuck off of there, cat. All electricity over there that you got. That's a lot of laptops over there.

How do you have a laptop? That boy got a damn computer on his wrist. Got caught. Scrolling down on Twitter. Click that video. See? Caught your ass. In the middle of it all.

It's my nigga cat, man. You should be ashamed of yourself. I told you. It's not right. She really changed the way you think about things. It's really frightening. Get off my page. I know.

I knew you was going to break, bitch. I knew it. Because this is reckless. You've been reckless since I came through the door. It ain't really nobody's fault. It's your fault, Johnny. You shouldn't have came up in here thick like this. So my positive, look.

Man, we've been in the house for a year. We ain't seen no shit like this. Everybody is excited. Even the women were like, God, do you. Talk my little shit, eh? Yo, you know what's crazy? Girls, girls are,

the guys are so... I hate to say it like that. No, I don't hate to say it because I'm actually... That's respectful. The guys really don't be bothering me. They don't be in person. They might say slick stuff

on social media, but in person, they don't be bothering me like that. And the crazy thing is, it's the women. Women be saying a lot. I'm saying shit. I went in men's bathroom in clubs

because I couldn't go in the girls' bathroom and they had to empty out the guy's bathroom and let me use that one by myself because the girls like to grab my cheeks. Oh. Like I'm washing my hands. They probably drunk, look up, and then look up again,

and it's all over after that. Hold on, so women just get drunk and what happened? Hi, Johnny, oh shit. Can I feel your ass? And I'm like, sure? Because I be thinking it's okay. I mean, I like girls, so it's... What do you mean?

You like girl? Yeah, I like women. Oh. Oh, yeah. Is that bad? No. Okay. It could be a bad habit, though.

Dap me out, though. Yeah, I figure it. Oh, I support all that type of behavior. Go ahead. Why I gotta be behavior? Why, every time when we say, oh, we like women or something, it gotta go, like, it ain't about y'all no more. It's awesome. That's what I said.

I said I support all that type of behavior. Why can't just be a relationship? Why I gotta be behavior? I don't know. I support them kind of relationships. Ain't nothing more beautiful than two ladies. Getting together. Boy, he's like real crazy.

Because he agrees, saying. Let the women love each other. Love is blind. You'd be surprised who are in love with each other around. Every time he do something is going to be the highlight of this episode. He is too funny. And you're not even trying. That's crazy.

Hell yeah. Unplug his laptop. No, leave that man alone, man. No, but like I was saying. That ain't going to help any goddamn man. This is supposed to be a... Every time I think I'm going to go straight forward with an interview and be like, I ain't going to giggle.

I ain't going to be goofy. Here come your ass. Not me. Cutting up. Doing extra shit. You just did a real serious interview. No, I was definitely... He had me laughing a couple times.

Exactly. That shit was... It's difficult for me to be so serious, like with anything. Because not in a bad way. It's just... I'm a happy person now. I don't know. I don't see nothing really negative. What you mean now? What took so long?

It take a lot. A lot of time. A lot, a lot of time, because you got to really, like, figure that shit out. Like, whatever you've been through, and this is just in general, whatever you've been through, you got to really take it step by step on each thing and really correct it if you really want to see yourself improve. And I really had to be honest with myself, like, yo, if I stepped outside of my body, you are a disgusted-ass person, and I would not rock with you. That's what I did. You got to keep it real with just.

So, especially if you know that you, like, your mouth when you get mad, you say things or you hurt people, you know, instead of hitting somebody, words can really mess somebody up. Yeah, that can change people forever. It will shift their whole life. And I was one of them people that people have done that to me so much that I can sue that type of negative vibe to bring off to people. So that was my first step of, like, keeping people that's negative away from me, not saying things, reading on this, like, reading books and stuff on how to, like, talk to people.

I'm still trying to learn that now because, I kid you not, probably, like, two months ago. You snap on somebody? No, no, no. I mean, as far as, like, getting better at it, it's been years that I've been working on it. But now it's, like, getting to that, like, final stage where it's, like, you fully let everything go and you just be positive through anything. So that takes steps. You got to think of all the trauma or whatever you've been through, and you just take the steps. You can't do it with everybody.

You have to do it with yourself. You can't get somebody else to the opinion. what you are supposed to be or what you are you know what I'm just clapping because you didn't made it through

to the other side man we love to see you happy people I mean I'm still a little ratchet bitch but you can still be a little ratchet but

just hearing you say that you're in a place of happiness makes me happen and it's still yeah I still work on that like I got a lot on my plate right now like a lot in a good way and I don't want to break it

I don't want to mess nothing up so I just treat people how I would want to be treated I wasn't thinking like that before that's good I was just like fuck that I'm gonna treat everybody bad you just got to respect it now you can't get respect like that well yeah you know that's part of growing up you started to see life different why that blunt look so wet that's your blunt that ain't mine that is your blunt you wet it up just the lip loss we'll say it like well I'm just saying you tried to blame that shit on me and then they're gonna watch that and be like so you're gonna zoom it on your friends up that ain't

me. That's Johnny Blades shit with little Blas on it. Try to set me up on the internet. You know how they make up shit. Man, what could they pop? Yeah. They can take that shit. That's the music background for me. Exactly. Do do do.

Nah, a nigga, he's going to take a screenshot. Please. And the blunt going to be sitting in the pot on water or some shit. Don't get these niggas no ideas, man. I will roast your ass. No, you just said that one of your songs just got cleared for, Yes, I've been working on this record for like four months, me and L.E. Chopper's record.

Okay, shout out to Chopper. Yeah, like he's super, super dope. So now we're just placing everything together, doing the music videos, and then we can drop in July. And I'm, like, so excited because I'd be wanting to drop everything. Excuse me, I've been wanting to drop everything. Okay, I cough now I have to yon. Oh, my God. You're going through it. Well, this is not the allergies. I'm pretty good.

that'd be taking me out. But, um, so we got those records and now we're working on the videos. So for my birthday, I'm going to go to Miami and shoot the video for me and Trina. So I'm just working, putting everything together that I need before we drive. So you got this, you're about to do a video with training? Yeah. On my birthday. Bring me up.

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What'd you want me to say? Just tell her Carlos ask about her. Nothing else? Nothing like sweet. She can be like, Carlos? I'm like, yeah, the dude from wild and out. She'll be like, I love her. Tell her her her wild and out, boo asked about her.

She'll know. She's so sweet. She fasedom me when she finished the record. She was a sweet lady. And she was like, do you like the record? I'm like, of course I like the record. She slid. So it was just the feeling of working with another female artist

and being like, all right, cool. Like, I get the vibe out with and feel like an artist by working with these people. So she made me feel comfortable. And then I did one with Juicy Fruit. Juicy Fruit from Memphis. Okay. She fired.

So you've been working with some female artists and things in that nature? Because it's been different. It usually just guys, artists. Like, I'd be wanting to work with the girls. Like, I have my list. Who on that? Oh, my God. Okay, so don't laugh.

Why not? Because it's scattered. But anything is possible. Yeah, who are not? Patty LeBelle. Okay. It was Aretha Franklin at one point. What would you and Patty LaBelle do?

Like if she said, all right, Johnny, I'll do it. What would y'all do? Whatever she want to do. What if she want to do whatever you want to do? I'm R&B. I'm not going to have alleged like Pat and LeBelle on the damn track. Could you imagine? Oh, my God.

But what if she'd be like, yeah, I like it? let's just do something a little more hood. What is she? Oh, my God. I would be like Patty. Patty. And she's going to be like, have you had them past? Yo, that would be so. You would like make history having Patty the bell on the trap, but I would not do that to Patty.

But it would be like people like Lauren Hill, because I'm going just from up to down from up. Brandy, Monica, Beyonce is fired. And then we go into Nile, Cicra, Kalani, Lizzo, Doja. Yeah. Oh, Celine Dion. She got pipes on her, and I would want to sing something like that.

Jasmine Sullivan. Chade. That's a great list. Yeah, Fantasia. She's fire. Hey, what's the white girl name? Vanessa Carlton. Oh, yeah.

She just let them hood and slaughtered niggas get on her shit and clear it. Demi Lovato? Oh, she did clear it. Yes, she did. You ought to do something with her. She's fire. Because she was the one that I seen for the first time. I got it.

Thank you. We got out of cattle. You're on water or Capriza. There's some cold ones in you. Capriens are so good, but I can't have it. I'm on his diet. Fuck this. I heard.

That's a dope list, though. It's just, I like music. I had seen a documentary of Billy Holiday and became, like, even more of a fan. If she was... At what age did you develop a movie? this love for music? Since I was like six. Okay.

My mom gave me a piano. And I was just like, you know what? Let me figure it out. So she gave me some cassette tapes. And I just started listening to him and playing them. And I was like, oh, this is fire. So my dad, you know, I would visit him when I could. And he would tell me to sing like Mariah Carey Vision of Love at 9.

And I'm like, I can't do that. I can't do that. And he's like singing over and over here, Whitney Houston, sing this over. Those are the two I want to work with too. And eventually now it's like, I'll be killing that shit. So... Killing that shit. Yeah.

Ah, here you go. What? Who did got this man? You different. You're a different man. You start this shit early. That's my music, nigger, man. And your shoulders moving,

so I already know what time it is. Let me get my blunt. Oh, yeah. It's wet. And can you please record this song, whatever you about to do? Because I know you, but I feel like it's going to come out and I'm going to just sit here and watch you.

No, I got to make sure I shout this out because somebody made this with me. This shit dope is. It's a roll-in tray. I'm gonna tell you who made it. Danny Car design. Shout out to Danny Car. Yes.

Look, he got the look. Got the little joint holder on there. You can roll up right here. That's fine. I was just looking at something like that. The ashtray go right there. Not like that, but like a, because I do the lighter so when I have a Johnny Blaze tray.

That's funny somebody made that. I might have them make some customs. for me. You need to. And have, like, some... Put the cheeks on the... No. A piano on there, maybe.

Like, the cheeks lift up, and then it's a stash spot. You know what? You know what I'm gonna do, y'all? I'm gonna just get light for my whole entire body and just be this big. Why? Ain't nobody asked you to do nothing.

I didn't do it. Don't do that. It's my parents, my mom. For real? Don't do it. Don't do shit. Let's keep doing what you've been doing, you know? And manifest.

Let me light a blunt. For all the people who came. Damn. I wonder how that felt. It's fucked up. It's a terrible feeling. It really is. I tried it.

I didn't try it. I was forced to. I was on probation. Yeah, me too. Mm. That shit is terrible, ain't it? My P.O. was pretty nice. Fuck how nice thing we're.

Being on that shit is torture. No, I got to travel still. I mean. But just knowing. Yeah, just knowing. That you still ain't free-free. People start fucking with your freedom and hit different.

And? A lot of people take this shit from granted because they ain't never been in that situation. No, once I got in that situation about ten times. And... Ooh, that's a lot of shit, John. Yeah.

That's why people, when they look at me, they be like, yo, you mad mellow. What's wrong? I'm like, that's happiness? I don't want my freedom taking away it for me. I don't want my, I don't want nothing taking for me that I can prevent from not happening.

If you prevent it, it's like you can't blame nobody but yourself. So, are you ready to take over the music industry? I don't want to take over nothing. You don't? I just want to be a fly-ass person and sing and what a little baby said. What is that? I don't. I don't. I don't. I'm not labeling myself, no goat. I let the people decide it.

I don't want to come and be in the princess or something. You know how people like, and I, this is no, I just can't see myself doing that because it causes confrontation that for other people that think a certain way, their either lack of thinking and feel offended by you calling yourself a queen or then it starts friction and arguments and stuff, and I ain't got time for that because that's not what I do music for. I never, you know, I'm at the point of my life.

I'll be on some shit, like, I know I can sing, I know I'm fired. Anybody should think that if they have a gift. I know I'm fired. Ain't nobody fucking with me. I just want to do music. My shit hit. It's going to go. I want to work with whoever want to work with me.

And I've never been jealous to anybody. I remember when I was working with Deb, she'll sign females left and right. And I'll be the first one to be like, can I do a record with them? You want to get in the studio? Why would I be jealous of you? You can't do what I can do. And I can't do what you can do.

Like, you can never do what I do. I know for a fact you can't do what I do. But I can't do what you do. So that's, that right there should keep you motivated. I don't really have time for, like, I used to, my bad. I used to really focus on, like, all that shit. I don't got time for that. Yeah, that's what I'm saying.

You can't even, I can't even see these niggas who be talking that type of shit. Like, if it ain't about. They're over the hills somewhere. Yeah, they're over there. Of course they're over there. It's real, like, dark over there and shit. I feel like that's just part of the game, though. Like, you've got to have that.

Because without that, even, you're not. even your highlights ain't going to hit right. So you gotta have the good. None of your shit will ever be right if you don't come in that bitch right. What? None of your shit will be right if you don't come in that bitch right.

You can do... Did that make sense? You could do all the sneaky shit you want to try to get to the top, right? And nobody might not see your sneaky shit you do, right? And you didn't made it there and you think you made it there And then something plunges your shit

where it just goes down and you're trying to figure out I did everything right. No, you ain't come in that bitch right. That's why it's not right. That's what I mean. That's the part that you're losing me on. When you say, come in this bitch.

I'm hearing a hole. That's a whole. You didn't hear what I said? That means something totally different to me. Nah. Like, if you come in the game doing fucked up shit, you can't come in this bitch.

If you come in this bitch. Pulse. See, that's what I'm fucked up at. Oh, my God. That's where I like. I feel like y'all, too. No, every nigga in this room was like. Did y'all understand what I said?

Yes, they heard what I heard. No. How did you switch that subject to that when we were talking about? You switched the subject. I did not. You said, shit ain't never going to be right if you don't come in this bitch right. Yeah, shit ain't never going to be right. Only you probably thinking like that.

And anybody else think like that? Y'all ain't shit. Boy, y'all ain't shit and y'all some sellouts. These things start looking around and whistling and shit. Fucking, oh, fucking, everyone. What? We was really talking about a subject where you was talking about you don't even see a lot of people out here. You don't see the people. I said, they're over the hills.

You said, yeah, I said, yeah, them people is dark over there. Basically, if you don't come in this bitch, like, if you don't come in this bitch. Yeah, if you don't come in this bitch. Hey, man, welcome back to the 85 South Shore. Your life ain't going to never be shit. If you don't come in this bitch right. I'm trying to laugh. I'm trying to laugh.

You got to come in this bitch. No, because now you're going to condo people out here fucking this shit. You said this. Don't. I didn't say that. I see what you doing. I was basically saying for a career. No, you can't, I can never make yourself.

I can never make you look like a bad person. What I was saying is that in this industry, When you come in this game doing spiteful things, because that was the subject. You get what I'm saying we was talking about. Like, we don't see them type of people. You're not going to get far. Even if you think you do all the spiteful stuff

and nobody sees it, it's still going to come back and you're going to wonder why your career plunged. It's because you didn't did something back then that you thought nobody. You know what? I think people are not aspiring to be legends no more. Like, I agree. Keep fucking going.

You can't just have, you can't just do all the shit while you hype, bro. It's the shit you do why you're not hot that's going to keep you in the game. Like, getting hype and staying hype is the hard part. How long can you stay hot? But then, can you do it again? You get what I'm saying?

That's why people get excited and legends come out. Because it's like they build up all that shit every time they come out. That's why I like, um, shot in. like she goes missing completely 10 years and then come back and sell almost a million copies

and then disappears again She got little fans Maxwell is another one Disappeared I'm like And they don't disappear What I mean is like They could come out whenever they want to

Like it don't matter when they come out They're gonna sell out They're gonna and that's the type of motivation That's the type of work I want to do Right You know what I'm going to do That was

one of the reasons why I started really, like, shifting stuff, like, and being like, all right, let me get on my, you know, my A-game. Let me focus, let me do the things that I really love to do, music, and that's it. That's what's up, man. You blunt look wet, bro. You're a fucking hater, Jenny Glade.

I'm gonna'amette. I am a Gemini. They are the biggest haters. We are not. You're tripping, what are you? Y'all are two kinds of haters. What are you? What are you?

What are you? What are you? African-American. No, what is your Zodiate? Black. No, what is your Zodiac? Oh, I'm an Ares. What the hell are you laughing at?

See, they're the best. Y'all are not the best. Nah, y'all are, I got three friends. We're fucking best, man. And we're gonna be a friend forever, and then we're the first one to take when you want some bullshit. We the best.

Jimenez are the best. Just let us have our season. No. Just let us have our year. No, I can't see that happen. Y'all passed. Y'all was before us, right? Yeah, no shit, I would.

It was what it was. Another great year. It used to be what it used to be. Now it's what we are, which is the Gemini season. Word. Are you the Gemini? What's your birthday? This is not about you.

Who was Gemini? Who a Gemini? I told you about being a thigh. Boy. I kid you not y'all, none of this shit is scripted. They just speak. Johnny Blaze. Out here.

They've been getting on me since I came through the door. It's your fault. Nobody told you to come in here with these guys, with these big-ass tithes and shit. I came in with appropriate outfit. No, you didn't. You came in here with our favorite kind of pants on and shit. What? What kind of pants is a favorite kind of pants?

You got a damn second shift manager. Oh my God. And nobody, you didn't, you didn't not have a good. coming here think like this. Johnny Blaze is sexually harassing me. I'm at work, doing my job. Bro, I'm not supposed to come in here with all kind of yams and things of that nature.

It's really unfair. I'm trying to look away because I want to be a better person. But not today. My second, wait, what did you call him? What? Second manager. The second shift manager,

What the fuck is the second shift man to Japan? That's the one that had to come up there with the key and delete the order. So you don't want the number two. And they'd be on a side like this. Wait a minute. Hold on. Do we be looking like this?

Oh yeah. Told you. She's the second shift man. They'd be like, uh-uh, Takisha coming. I'm like, God damn it. Shit. They always be calling. Here. I told you.

Twice. They look like this. Stupid. It looked like this. Second shift manager. I'm not a second shift manager. All right. Okay.

Department's stove. Cash, yeah. Just get me out six in Walmart. I can get you over here. No, it's Macy's. Oh, my God. Why Macy's? Why I can't be a Walmart girl?

Every Macy's in the country got one. One thick-ass lady that I can get you right here. You know what, no lie they do. New York, got them. 34th Street. Don't act on enough. Oh, God. Right by the Victoria Secret.

It depends on what floor you go on. There's eight floors. So it's around that two to four because it's all the Gucci. Yeah, the men's all way at the time. They will always have that one person and they younger now, like about 25 with them keys on the back on the side with two phones and them AirPods. I mean, I had a show this weekend. girl that came in and brought the water was so thick, I was like, damn, please get out of here work for me. I was like, ooh, get away from her. She just made me uncomfortable. She was so

that far. Can you move? Yeah, can't, hey, I'm trying to work. You been in my way. Hey, ma'am, can you go be fine somewhere else? Now it's not the time for that shit. I got a lot on my mind. You got to go. You've created a hostile working environment. That man said sexual harassment, bro. We got it, man, go on with all that, man. Stop trying to talk to me and shit. She did that, though. But I don't know.

Whatever. What's the next, Johnny Blaze? Um, honestly. No, don't tell me the honest truth. Tell me some shit that's going to get me goddamn hype about it. I told you everything. Okay. I think.

Nah, it's two more things But I'm gonna wait I gotta wait You'll be the first to know though I'll tweet it to you Um I was It's anywhere between Misunderstood

And then there's this other one That they gave me But I don't know I'm kind of like up and down about it I just really like That's how I am about a lot of shit Yeah like I just want to get it done Like I haven't even thought about it

That was like our first like pick And I was like I liked it So we'll have it done before July though Okay I'm gonna sing you some names. You want to read some comments with you? Oh, my God. What the comments are?

All right. So we just had Kev on stage on here, right? These are some of the comments from that show. One of the funniest comments that I've seen from the Kev on stage episode is when somebody said, To Hear it looked like a baked apple pie sitting on the window. Bro, we got some funny ass. Kev on stage said, man, listen,

I know I ain't never going to hear the end of pocket sausage, but I'm so happy to be in the trap. Stage crew, we made it. Shout out to Kev and the whole stage crew. A sausage? What's a sausage? What? Pocket sausage.

So he had this story when he was a kid. He ran out of the house, and he just stuffed these two hot. Sausages in his pocket, so he wouldn't be late for them. Church. It was some hilarity. It was hilarity. Somebody said, this is when you're, this is the adult version of when your favorite TV shows do a crossover episode. Yeah. Damn, I didn't know people could be part of two crews. It said when you were 85% and you're part of the stage crew. So apparently Kev on stage calls his followers and his fans the stage crew.

Huh? Yeah, they called the stage. Oh, so that's them tweeting? Yeah. Okay. They came in numbers. I know exactly who they are because they all left, like, little... Damn, that's a lot of comments.

Yeah. I know the name of the shit, but I'm hot. They all left little slates, the song, took over the comments. Wow. We gotta give our fans something to do. We gotta go... Let somebody start going through the emojis and pick us one. Somebody go through the goddamn, hey man.

the goddamn, hey, man. Somebody pick us, 85, stop, throw emoji. And when we get the app, we're going to have our own emoji keyboard. We're adding it to the app. Fuck it. We're going to put Johnny Blaze instead of the lady who dancing like this.

Oh, my God. We're putting your thick ass on that Johnny Blaze. I can see it now. Nigger, come to the crib. What? Yes, we got three Johnny Blazes. Oh, God. I got to be an emoji.

Man, we're getting a Johnny Blaze emoji. I need to do some emoji. Now, you asked me who this podcast was for. This podcast is for black folks that don't mind supporting other black folks. Black is black. Yeah. Shout out the dough boy, 410. He's like to be loud.

Yeah. They said the internet going to break when the whole Wands family somehow end up in the trap. What? What? They want us to get the whole Waze family. Bruh, that would be dope. I did hit Marlon. We tried to get Marlon while he was in Atlanta,

but he said he had to fly out. We're working on getting some wands in this trap for y'all. Yeah, he's super dope. Welcome to Pretty Private with Ebeney, the podcast where silence is broken and stories are set free. I'm Ebeney, and every Tuesday I'll be sharing all new anonymous stories that would challenge your perceptions and give you new insight on the people around you. On Pretty Private,

we'll explore the untold experiences of women of color who faced it all. Childhood trauma, addiction, abuse, incarceration, grief, mental health struggles, and more, and found the shrimp to make it to the other side. My dad was shot and killed in his house. Yes, he was a drug dealer. Yes, he was a confidential informant, but he wasn't shot on a street corner. He wasn't shot in the middle of a drug deal. He was shot in his house, unarmed.

Pretty private. it isn't just a podcast, it's your personal guide for turning storylines into lifelines. Every Tuesday, make sure you listen to Pretty Private from the Black Effect Podcast Network. Tune in on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to your favorite shows. Our IHart Radio Music Festival, presented by Capital One, is coming back to Las Vegas. Vegas. September 19th and 20th. On your feet. Streaming live only on Hulu.

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Nah, he always like be telling me, he's like, if you just cut the nails off, you don't hear it more. So I used to cut my nails off to play the piano, like and stuff like that. No, I'm playing with the shit. No, because when you do classical, it is kind of like a... You play classical music? Yeah, that's how I started. Why'd you blink like that?

You straight? I ain't going to lie, these lights. We had, though. I know they high, but like... I feel like the moment in Jungle Book... You high a little bit. And then you got eyelashes, too, so it's probably extra hard. When Mowgli was in the tree, just dangling.

You had, Johnny. That's me. Right now. Do you get on Twitter? Yeah. Do you catch a lot of hell about your tweets? No. I do.

I'll be cursing people out. I ain't got time for that. And I'll be blocking people. I love blocking people. You want to hear some tweets that made people upset this week? I unblocked people. And I see it bubbling. I'm like, too late.

So you are like, see the shit they're talking. Talk your shit back. And then when it goes bubble, I'll wait for it to bubble. Here goes some tweets that I sent out this week that made people mad. You ready? This probably caused a stir on the internet. I don't believe in white Africans. Not sorry.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. I think that was quite self-explanatory. I had some shows this weekend at the Star Dome. So the shows were all sold out And a lot of people still wanted to come And I know that there's a lot of people in Alabama

With cold-ass cars And people pull up on me in nice cars in my shoulders So I said this Even if you can't make it to the show At least pull out the Chevy And spend the parking lot one time Hit the Flow Masters It's some country niggas

But you told them basically It sounds like you said Spin the Block Nah I said spend the parking That made, like, ride through. He was causing havoc. All right. Oh, check this out, Johnny Blaze.

This tweet is in reference to what somebody said. He said that men have fucked so many other niggas girlfriends that you can't even trust your own bitch. And I said, that shit make you not trust your bitch. And then this tweet came about. You can't penalize the ladies. For some shit, some hoes did. How are they mad about that one?

Because think about it. If you, if you out there, I ain't going to say nothing. Let me shut up. Man, shut up. Right. Let me just shut up. Exactly. You got to know who you get.

Because you got to be fair. You do. People got to be fair because, like, for example, like, I'm a love ho. What you mean? I've never cheated. I've always got cheated on. I've never. I don't believe in it.

Why didn't you learn that that's what you should have been doing? As you know, when you're young, like some people, when they're young, they're even going to be one of them people that's players. Like, we got, okay, I'm glad we're talking about this. There's options, right? There's that type of person for a man and a woman, whether they're, like, really, really

in love, they believe in, like, being faithful. There's people like that, that really be into their spouse. You got the other ones that they can't have no, the least is 10 women. They have to have multiple women. You have some that just like to cheat, and then, I'm just giving examples.

So with me, it's like, back then when I was young, I was doing crazy stuff that I see a lot of girls doing it. You'd be like, that's some ho-ass shit. Like, we're gonna just keep it honest. Now that I've, like, grown and I'm on another type of level,

like on that grown woman shit, it's like, yeah, if you come out here swinging like, oh, a nigga gotta pay me and I'm fucking for money or whatever it is, you're treated like a hoe, and if you keep doing a nigga that's good, bad, then when he finally has that good girl, it's gonna be up to you,

you want to treat that girl right, or you're going to treat her bad because of what hos did to her, what did to you, and you got a really good woman, that's how you lose them. Now you either going to poison that good woman, now she's going to probably either

go to being one of them type of hoes or either being a lady and continue to try to be successful in a love life. I mean, there's certain options. Like, it's the truth. People be penalizing people because of the shit that ho-ass niggas or either ho-ass girls did. Then when you meet somebody,

It's like, dang, it's not possible. They can't be that nice. They can't be that raw-ass person because you didn't been through so much and you want to keep on penalizing that person. That's not fair. So yeah, that tweet didn't make me mad. That's some real shit.

Don't do that shit. You can't do that. You'll run away somebody that really, really fuck with you because of something that you had from the past happened to you from those type of women or that type of men. You know, I ain't like motherfuckers putting their hands on me beating my ass and stuff, So you switch up your patterns

or either if you won't switch it up, that's what you like. So now when somebody good happened to you, you don't even know how that feel because that's what you are. Yeah, because you're traumatized. Yeah. Like, this shit ain't real.

I used to test people. I lost a lot of people testing people. And, oh, you don't love me, let me test you. You know what I'm saying? You don't do shit like that. Yeah, that's special. And love is really, like, serious. I didn't come here for no adventures.

I must say, when y'all get your heart, Heartbroken, though. Oh, my God. Hell, yeah. Mm. Y'all be on some other stuff. Ooh, I'm talking about that shit, heart. Your favorite food don't even taste me. Oh, I see. I've seen something.

I wonder if this is true. Oh, my God. You'd be sick. Your stomach be low to the ground because you don't want to eat anything. You ain't no nigger until you get your heartbrook. Like, you ain't a man. But there's three different types of love. There's three. When you're a grown man, like, that's how you know.

That's the last shit God do. You're like, all right? Not in there is, I feel like Somebody had posted There's three different type of loves This is your first love when you're like a kid Teenager or whatever And then it's that second love

Well it breaks your heart But then it's the second love where you really love this person This is the one that's about to fuck you up Like Oh my God That's that one And then the third one supposedly This is just something somebody pose

The third one is when you get right You get right with it because it's like I don't know you only got like 80, 90, 100 years to live, you don't want to keep on. That don't mean shit. That don't mean shit. You know how many people left this motherfucker and never found the right one? Exactly. Shit, you're not guaranteed

to find the right one. You're not. But if you do right, eventually write. Some people just be right for the moment, though. Sometimes that shit be so right. And then it's like, you try to get over something or you're even playing that person. Some motherfuckers just be right for right then.

And that's all, and that's really all it's supposed to. to be. And then you try to make it something else, and they're like, you know what? This ain't it. Yeah. It'd be like that. But shit. It'd be like that.

Hey, that's the last test, though. If you can fuck around and survive that shit, then you can live in a- You can survive this shit, real. Every nigga, when you said that every nigga looked around the room, dirty bitch. What? No, for real. Because niggins don't never think anything.

Because it'd be like it can't happen to me. Shit, not me. And it really did. And it really did happen to them, and they just be acting like it don't bother them. And it do. He's going to be ugly, too. Oh, it's going to be hurtful.

I don't like that. I don't like hurting people. That's not nice. I don't hurt people. At least I don't think I do. No more. You ever think about the people who you know didn't get the best version of you?

Yeah, they bother me now. They still bother you? They're like, oh, I'm so proud of you. So even the ones that's like, shit went out like any bad they still want you yeah like I'm proud of you like you changed I've seen it I'm like I'm sitting here reading it with my new dude like it's relationship it's like I forgive people but I just I'm over it it's like if you didn't see the if you didn't I didn't expect you to try to help me like to grow that's something I had to do but the way

you treated me was on another level so I just be like it's cool and I just that's my motivation like be myself I promise myself be myself I don't do no damn what's it called etiquette for interviews and shit like that I don't do nothing that should I be myself like I want people

to get the raw and the needy that's what made me popping I just want to do that do my music treat people right you treat people right you gonna go far you treat yourself right you gonna go far that's where it starts yeah like for real

because people treat you how you treat yourself yeah like they gonna look at you like you wild out here I'm gonna treat you like you're wild out Like, sometimes you got to not let people talk to you crazy or things just got to roll off your shoulders. Right. And then you have to know how to separate yourself too. Yeah. Sometimes the shit other people don't have shit to do with you.

Netflix, Hula, and Disney. And every fight ain't worth fighting. Amazon. Every time. Verbal combat and shit like that. Sometimes you just got to be like that. You just got to let motherfuckin be wrong sometimes. Fuck the verbal.

I don't want to fight. I don't want to always be that the buck stops hair-ass nigga, I'd be like, oh, that's how you think? Wait a minute, the what? Wait a minute, what do you go outside with this bullshit? Go ahead! Wait.

No, I'm going to let you go ahead. I want you to see how fucking wrong you are because life will do you a lot worse than I will. Tell me my eye. It's the weed. No, that ain't wheat. It's like a little piece of... Oh, shit.

Hair. It's okay. I'm going to survive. Damn. I'm a player. You want to do the rest of this shit with your eyes closed? I got one open. I'm a G.

You all right? Mm-hmm. Do you have the stylist here? I ain't worried about it. I'm going to keep blinking until they get ready. Jay Winn, you got your twist that you be using your eyelashes? No, what? He did his eyelashes, too.

I'm dope. You need to get out now. He always wears them glass. You've been real quiet back here. Probably back on your page. Where you originally from? About Os to Georgia. Stop playing.

Hmm? Moody Air Force Base. I live in Tampa, Florida, McDill Air Force Base, Germany, Franklin, New York, Houston, Detroit, in Miami, and L.A. Damn, you live more places than the FBI agent. Close enough. That's dope. Pretty cool. But I built a lot of friendships in those different cities, so that's what I...

I do I just rotate and backtrack with all the people I know and just network the anything that I'm doing. What made you come to Atlanta? It was the start over new. You know, it was a lot that I was getting into as far as like just the dance world and drinking and stuff like that. I just wanted to start over, especially like my boyfriend had passed away at that time. So I just was like, you know, what's my biggest inspiration right now?

And he was and I was to push music. Like when he was around me He was like, do you music And I'm like, okay So I did it And over the years I got better and better And I'm so glad

I never stopped Because it'd be so dope Like people hear me say this all the time In the interviews But then when I start like singing And really performing and showing music They'd be like oh no I like this shit's wave

So I like that reaction I like being myself I don't be giving fuck With nobody thinking me Like I'm on that vibe Like once you get to that type of vibe whether somebody think you corny, whatever it is. It's like, you really don't, like, give a fuck.

People don't fucking know you. I don't be caring about none of that shit. I get money and I'm happy. And that shit, people would die for. Sanity, like, my shit be on 85%, but that's a lot. Yeah. That's great. 87.

85 is a good number. 85 is a B-plus. Kay, you know why I don't get them fucking what people think? Because this motherfuckers out here eating tuna sounds. just cat. I like those. I wouldn't eat that shit. I like those. But you see how difference of opinion don't matter? And I like Vienna sausages too. I eat Vienna sauce that's my favorite snake. That's my, oh my God. I was talking about food. Just them big old sausages. I'm about the big old sausages. I'm about them sausages too, Johnny Blaze.

I knew I knew I wasn't going to get out. I knew I was going to make it out here alive. I just knew I knew it. I knew it. Johnny Blaze, you are still alive. It's not safe. Yes it is. I knew you was going to get it. Whatever.

Creating hostile working. I didn't do anything. I came in here really, really nice and I said, hey everybody, I'm Johnny. You're right? And waved and went to the banio. You did. You threw a little Spanish in now. Mm-hmm.

Now the Spanish people are going to be like, it's banio. It's with the . You can't. He didn't even fucking please these people. I'll tell you one person who's happy you came here today. My boy, Thad. But me looking directly up, and he was just, like, sitting,

remember everybody, hey, Chris? You know, Chris? Let me show the people how Thad sitting there watching Johnny Blaine. You know what? I came through the door, y'all was coming at me. What I do to y'all? No, this, he just...

It's like all y'all. I knew this was playing, like, yeah, we... This is, he just graduated. This is his first summer outside. Wait, just graduated. College. Okay. But he'd been a fan.

Thank you. Yeah. First, it was this one. No, I'm telling you. It's sad. Because I was like, bro, Johnny Blaze coming. He was like, with the Mickey Mouse tattoo? I was like, bro.

You're making me uncomfortable, dad. That's my favorite tattoo, too. It's on my shoulder. He knows? I have put, um, I. Look, he didn't cross and say, oh, shucks. Can this this man say, oh, shucks? Look, look, he can't even know.

I instantly thought of goofy. You remember who'd be like a hook, y'all? Ha ha ha ha ha ha. Oh my God. He can't even look now. Well, I didn't even do anything to nobody. Thane love you. I came in here.

Didn't I say hi to everybody? You ain't speak to Thad. He wants a hug. I can't. Yeah, I know, but he... I'll give him a friendly hug. That's what he... That's good enough for him.

I got you. I got you. I told him. Y'all is... No, I told him on me. No, the reason why I said that not to be funny, like that, because I got a boyfriend. I know you got a boyfriend,

but, like, he's a fan. I appreciate me. He fucked with you the long way. Anybody else, you want to tell, huh? Because you're just going down a lot. But I'm just telling you, Dad, he was like, bro, please introduce me to. I was like, Dad.

You see, he's embarrassed. I told you, I got you. God, you tried for this shit, dog. I got you. Look how they do me, you. He sheds. hell you his one though he can talk to any other one he'd be like bro if johnny blaze ever come in this bitch loz i got it you bro whatever you need i'm like just relax man he's been

waiting on this he's been waiting on this he the one who kept calling me loz where you at where you at what time she's pulling up i'm like bro just who loud man look he didn't even doing shit I'm sitting down and watching that. I know she got something to say. I'm on the hell. You know what's crazy? I have some people that, like, man, if I only know, like, how y'all treat me

and how you react towards me when I meet people. That shit, I be going home and just how y'all act, like, to make it fair. I literally be calling, like, my best friends and stuff. Like, yo, somebody came up to me and was like, are you Johnny? And I was, like, panicking, like, oh, shit. They knew who I was.

Like, so when you're doing that, And when people do these things to me, I literally go home and be amped up like I'm my own fan of the person. Which best friend? He probably knows her, too. Oh, Matt? No, he don't know Matt. Oh.

Puerto Rican Bracey. Oh, it's a dude. Nah, that's my best friend. And then I have another best friend Miss Ranger. Bob. He gave me the nine. He was like, no, not him. Look, the girl.

He's throwing, he trying to do sign language. Ask her who that girl she did. Just know y'all make me smile and y'all know me. You see what you do? They did. No, it really makes me happy. I really have people that be on, like, tilt about me. I'm like, oh, that's super dope.

I'm up here trying to get all my little feminine products in Walmart, and it's a whole little line just taking pictures. I'm like, I can't get my tampon? Nope. Like, okay. Hey, Johnny, give me one of them. Give me that summer ee down there, girl, take the picture. I'm like, bro, get your own.

your own fucking vagina shit. I'm trying to shock. Walmart's like one of my like, that's my it store. Tarje be the little too boosy. You go Walmart? I like Walmart. I'm going to always be this way. Like, for real, my favorite snack is being a sausage,

which is so crazy. And don't start your shit. I don't know who this nigga is that your new nigga has got you addicted to these little sausages. We don't have nothing. And neither do he. I like those.

I'm serious. A little bit of house. That's the real hood in you genuinely. No, I really do. I swear to God. Like, I want to be this way. You have made it to a level in life where eating those is extremely unhealthy. And no matter how big I get, I'm going to always be this way.

I don't want to change into something that I, that's a lot to do. That's a job. You said you believe in almonds and shit. You said I believe in what? Do you believe in, like, science? Watch this. You are the second guest. in a row

to bring up the love of sausages. Last week, it was pocket sausage. Oh, man. This week? What the fuck is a pocket sausage? Why is it?

For okay! Say, for instance, you were eating your vayana sausages and you just randomly stuck two of them and one of each pocket. We had a friend who did that. On here? No, in his life.

Uh-huh. Yeah. A guy? Yeah, he was on his way to church and the church bus was coming. Oh my God. And soon as the sausages were done, he was getting ready to do something where he grabbed both of them and ended up just sticking them in his pockets and riding the church with him. Fucked his outfit up. Great story, bro.

You had to finish it. I don't know. I mean, y'all have to sing you the clip, but, I mean, it's his story to tell. I wouldn't do it justice. Hmm. How long you've been eating little sausages in the can? No, you see, you're laughing at me. I'm serious.

Because I'm trying to distinguish you. You know what can I'm talking about? Yeah. Yeah, those. How long have you been eating? I just, ever since I was a kid. I've always like. What the last time you had some?

Two weeks ago. Wow. Because I'm really on a diet. Like you keep a lot. Like you keep them. at the crib. Hell yeah, they packed up

in the thing and noodles and that was what's making me gain weight and I had to throw everything else.

For real? You know what? This came from noodles. And oatmeal. And oatmeal. Hot pockets. And cheeses.

Keep going. They're going to want to know. Sour patches. Keep going. Snickers, ice cream bars. Starburst

ice cream, too. Well, chili cheese fries and funnion. Look, Thab making a list. Oh, you got some funnions. Yeah, he making a list on his phone. Look.

Bro, get off a page, man. Why are you laughing at him? You typing it on your laptop. Caught your ass. Yeah, cat got it on the cat bang Google. He said she, he up there doing it the hard way. I'm gonna do it the fast way. Nah, man.

Let me just record it. recorded. Well, you did bring a whole lot of thickness to the trap. Yeah. Hell yeah. What the hell you clap for?

Man, hell yeah. We got to get you to come back and do 85 and do some music and play us some songs on that keyboard on things of that nature. Right?

Ooh, what's that? You know. Oh, these are some things from our P.O. box. Let me open some of this shit. Hey. Brought to you by, dun-t-d-d-d-d-d-d-d. These are from the fans who send things to our P.O. box. This is all my shit.

It's been separated. Let's see. It says money monster. Shout out to these people. You don't even look like you need that. I take that. I get back in two weeks. Three.

That shit actually hard. Maxim. I fuck with it. I am a money monster. Amongst other things, Kat. Chad Ubre. What's up, boy? Hold on.

This must say is. To the trenches. We've been we got a certificate, of authenticity. To the trenches. I think they ate two of them. They probably did. They probably did.

This is a big-ass shirt. Nice try, though. Nice try. Let's sleep this shirt. Cree, you want to do with this. This is an extra large. Boy. I'll get somebody in the crew to wear this, okay?

Who would XL? That? Nope. They had a medium. He's got a long torso. Yo, I didn't even realize he was back there. Man, they creeps. They all creeps, Johnny.

You bring the creeps out to these niggas. This niggas is high and all. This a nigga under the couch. Flip the pillow up. Hey, I'm just trying to get that audio, man. You kept moving your jeans. I can't hate you to you. Oh, money monster went crazy.

Yeah, they shit hard. Hell yeah. I'm going to have her walking around the crew with that ass out of this. Oh, my God. She's just going to have this on. Then when she reach up, she's. Those are these type of shirts.

Keep these shirts for that. Oh, okay. See? Appreciate it, Johnny Blaze. You're welcome. You always got a good idea. It's so. Hell yeah.

They didn't say how to promote it. How big do I look on camera? Oh, let me see. These goddamn T-shirts are huge. You all got to start. sending me a medium. Slice the side. But this is a medium.

It's so it. I fucks with this. The money monster people weren't crazy. I gotta get my paper up. Damn them bitches is. Then some big shirt. We don't really. The way you folded them.

Yeah, I used to work in one of them department stores. I know why you got five. Why? The way you just folded down. Johnny Blaze. I know why you got five. No. Don't talk about me in front of me.

Wait. That's the... Why? Not. Because. That ain't right. Just because. That ain't right.

We'll be talking about people, Johnny Gray. I wasn't talking about you. I was just saying... People've been in the house the whole time for this pandemic. I don't want to be folding closed, Johnny Blaze. I'm trying to preserve the integrity of the sleeves or some shit and things in that nation. We're about to get out. Telling me your social media.

You don't want me to just like... Huh, you got that shit, don't know. The OCD shit. I know. So, what's up, you guys? My name's Johnny Blaze. Brought to you by... Let me see how you do this shit. So, um...

I would like to tell y'all that... No, let me stop. Like, bitch, you ain't do no different. Right. So you really was just telling me to do some shit You mean to do some shit that you didn't even want to do. No, I just, it don't have to, I don't know how to fold either, not to be honest. You don't?

Man, give me this shit. Wait, it was almost there. I got it. I got it. Look, it's about the, it's about the- John, that's not right. It's about the patience. Nope.

I know that's not right. No. Nope. Nope. Nope. That's actually worse than how I just creased it over, Johnny. Jenna, where are you going to hide this shit? Where are you used to smuggling drugs or something?

Fuck, you don't roll the t-shirt like a blurt. Here. Fuck out of here, man. Fold this shit up since you want to be judgmental. No, no, it's just funny to say. No, you don't got a fold-up. Let me see, now I'm concerned. Let me see you fold this.

I know how to fold this shit. because I'm gonna get some pusses out of this soon as she sees that I know how I can fend for myself she'd be like I love a nigga who don't need nobody that's right

those fold them clothes up I can see the comments now I can see them comments coming What the hell is that? Right now Johnny Blaze That's the same way I did it Your shit was folded in a night

You'll be a real different today boy That ain't even a crease It's not even straight to me This shit gonna fit right in the- Man, boy, that shit is ugly. Right in the drawer. And you know it. You are crazy.

You're gonna'all like a little turtle. Look, that's gonna fit right in the drawer. Man, ain't nothing like rolling it up. Military style so that it can actually fit in there. I'm gonna have two drawers. It's gonna be one full of T-shirts folded just like this. That shit like dark Vader head shit. Then I'm gonna have enough room to put some drawers and some socks up there.

That's how you maximize having a little space at her crib. You gotta roll it up. Nah, that's only when you're traveling and you're overpacked. Now, look, when you go over my girl house and you look in the t-shirt drawer, that's what niggins need to learn how. She won't break up with your ass because of that. No, you fold your shit.

You do not fold it like that. I'm telling you, I'm used to staying over there. Look, you put that one right beside the other, look. They go three deep, and then the drawers go this way, and then the socks go right there and hold everything in place. And when you look in the closet and you see my sweater, over there like this, my sweater gonna be in the top of the closet

just like this. And that little, you see how that look? That hang out? That's how I know it's mine and they ain't got to keep looking for it. Now if I come over there and my shit ain't like I left it. Man, she ugly as here. Exactly. I was

getting some games with my niggas who I never had to use two drawers before. This is the 85 South Shore. my name. And I have used two girls with her. That's Johnny Glaze. She figures here.

Wow! How? How do y'all deal with him every day? They don't. I only see these niggas on two days a week. That's a lot. No, that's enough. That's rehab numbers.

Oh my god, this couch don't love me. Huh. Johnny Blaze owe us a couch. Oh, us a couch. I do not. Yeah, you do. That ain't never coming back. Johnny Blitz, take a picture, man.

Okay. Just stay like that. No. I have a feeling that you took a picture any fucking way. I understand you. You ready? Why y'all be bullying me, man? I can't help it.

You're the bully. Hold on. Let me get my good side. What's the one in? I don't know. Still trying to figure it out. Let me suck in. Hold on.

Oh, shit. Stop talking to me. He really waited. That's why I stuck that. I should have took Twitter. I can't see shit. I'm hiding a bitch. I know it.

I ain't dropping nothing. I'm sick of y'all ass. I ain't got no motherfucking friends. Look, I was trying to buy something. He was like, no, I'm like, okay, thank you. You need me place them on and take pictures? Yeah, so. Okay.

Johnny Blake, can Thad get a picture? Yeah, who ever want to take pictures? Thad, she said, yeah, bro. Why not driving like that? Want me to move? I'm about to move, bro. I'm about to move, girl. Hold up.

Hey, Johnny. Hey, Johnny, hey for real. Are you? I'm glad. I'm laughing me. You, nigger. Taylor, what is this? You?

This thing. Look at it. I'm like to know it. Don't get home. Did you see this? Dad. Don't faint that. Yeah, right?

I'm going to heart raising. I'm fart. What is going to get off. Oh, my goodness. What is coming from? Yes, sir. Oh, they did. Ask me for this shit.

They can't look. It's a certification on them and everything. I don't know what it's certified. They said like eight chains. For real? I knew I wanted to obey and submit, but I didn't fully grasp for the rest. of my life, what that meant.

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Summer's here, and with the kids home and off to camp, it's easy for moms to get lost in the shuffle. On Good Mom's Bad Choices, we're making space to center ourselves with joy, rest, and pleasure. Take the kids to camp. You know what? It was expensive. But I was also thinking, you have my kid, this is kind of priceless. Take her, feed her, make core memories. I don't have to do anything.

Main thing, I don't have to do anything. To hear this and more, listen to Good Mom's Bad Choices from Black Effect Podcast Network on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcast, or wherever you get your podcast. This is an IHeart podcast.