The 85 South Show with Karlous Miller, DC Young Fly and Chico Bean - MASTER's WIFE w/ Karlous, Money Bag Mafia & DC Young Fly | 85 South Show Podcast

Episode Date: April 25, 2025

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to your favorite shows. See, the biggest grilling mistake that motherfuckers make is they try to put the food on too fast. That's what fuck the whole. You got a real hit for a little. Yeah. I'll take some lean, you got to let it. That's where people fuck up at. They don't understand the concept of barbecuing. You can't, they're putting food on there,

the cold steel, black and shit. That's why the food all smoke in. So check this not, no, no. Smoking. Now, so we got to teach men to be men, niggas ain't, like, it's a grill outside. Digg's scared to open it up. Oh, it's scared.

Niggins scared to get on that grill. Open it up, guy. All right. First thing, first thing. First thing you got to do before you fire up anything. They can clean the motherfucking grill. Clean. Clean the grill. The motherfucking grill.

Clean the grill. Take the old ass, it don't work like that guy. Those ashes is going to really be ashes. Yeah. Duff it. Yeah. Don't dump it in the yard. Don't take it. And dump it somewhere. But you got to clean that grill. And if you got an old grill and your, your

grape, your screen fucked up. Please put some foil on that. Uh-huh. You got to put foil on that anyway. Any nigga that's cooking straight on the girl, I don't trust you. Listen, man. You put the food right on the ground with no loom in the fuck, me eat that shit. Bowback. But he ain't eating that by and I'm not eating that shit.

I'm going to eat it. I told me I ain't eaten. I eat it. What? Shit. I'm bad at your house. I know you niggas ain't soap in the grill cleaning on grill game. You scrubbing.

A nigger might do that one or two times a year for real. He know what he's talking about. I eat that motherfucker. I told y'all ain't eaten. And if you're real, all you got to do is take a onion and clean the motherfucker with an onion, man. Listen, man. Loom in the fall is a brand new plate every time.

Right. You feel me? But look, some shit, you have to grill it first, then put it in the four. You get what I'm saying? I might fuck you up on this. Time out, no. You're talking to a student that's trying to grill.

You got to let me know why you're doing that. Okay, so look, so you can. so you can keep the internal temperature. You get what I'm saying? So what would I be grin at it? Because sometimes you see some shit and it'd be beautiful on the outside, but it ain't really stunning on the inside. When you're cooking big pieces of meat,

like you're cooking a shoulder or some, or a slab of ribs, or some beef ribs or something like that. You want to cook it, you don't want to wrap that first. You don't want to wrap that first. You want to let them grills, let the motherfuckers sit on there so they can't get there. cup of the bark you're trying to be out of all day

so you get the temper then you take them you take this off then you wrap that you get what I'm saying then you sit that on the cool stuff you gotta start at 9 o'clock in the morning indirect heat

you gotta start Wednesday this shit gonna be done Saturday it ain't nothing that you're supposed to be doing fat hell all guy that's curse state gonna get done in 15 20 minutes

cup cup chick wing man this here bro I feel good go that shit on the and it feel good when you cook it for the family and they enjoy it You like, damn, guys don't know the order of grits.

You cook the hot dogs first. Yeah. The hot dogs and wings and the hamburgers. You saw the order. Yeah. It's the hot dogs. The wings and the hamburgers ain't fin to take that long. Hammerers ain't going to take that long.

But you want them wings the goddamn counter. That's what's going to heat your fire. I don't really want no grill wing. You got to fry them. Nah, you got to throw some chicken on that grill, man. I know. I don't want my chicken on. I don't like to put wings on that grill, man.

I like, I like, I like, for you. I like when you open that grill in the wigsby, whips. I'm fucking with all that. Yeah, we're fucking with all that. Big on shit going on all summer. We're grilling. This is where a grill. I'm putting the whole shoulder on that bitch.

If you were pushing, get in touch with me. No cream. I'm all right. I've grilled so much. I had to order the meat from the Omaha steak people where they've seen you to the motherfucking wild moose burgers and shit. That's what I'm doing on my grill. I'm event. We don't pipe this, niggins. Oh, niggins.

Oh, niggas. Oh, nix. He's buying mooseburg. I ain't bullshit, bro. I'm only vans like that. I'm like, I'm like, deal, too. It just take like, it's take like asphalt. No, it don't.

It didn't take like it been running all day. You can take 2.85 on that motherfucker, boy. See, dead meat, it ain't shit if you don't tenderize it. See, they're real athletic animals. You know what I'm saying? You can tell you. It's not a lot of fat on the butt. Yeah.

It's mostly muscles. So when you get the dead meat, The first thing you got to do is tenderized this. Oh, that nigga five. That nigga fat. You fuck around and you teeterize that shit. And then you motherfucker and put the egg wash on there with the flour. And then you cut that shit up.

And then you cut that shit up. And you fry that. And then you have half fried. Then you make the gravy. Then you got half fried. Then you got the gravy side of the with the biscuits. And the wife. Let me find that you a shelf, Nick.

Nigger, everybody in my house slept good when it was this season. Let me find out you and shit. So we knew all the white dudes who hunted did. So they're bringing you a whole deal. Oh, you got to, they're going to shoot the motherfucker right and have them. Then they'll give you one.

Only thing is, like, you got to, like, dress the motherfucker. Like, my uncle, he can do that shit real quick. So everybody used to be bringing him deal and then he'll do the shit for him. All they want is, like, the shoulders and the tenderloin. So it's a whole motherfuckerking. Nick, we're busting all that down.

That's this strip right here. That's soft meat. Oh, yeah. That's what you get. That's the one. You can have that for breakfast, lunch, and then. If you do it right. Then we take that to my other uncle who got the meat processing.

He's going to drop you off. The good burger. And then you'll get the good deal sauce. Then you get the hot dish sauce. Hold on, where the soft is going on? Shit. You don't know what sauce is you? is, bro. That's just where they grind up

the good meat with a little bit of fat. And then that's what sausage is. Seizing that a little bit. You're eating good breakfast. You at my house, you might not even know you're eating death until we get through. And if you don't want none, we really happy because it's more for us.

I'm telling you, bro. We really, I don't like duck. Don't make it so work. I don't like that. We didn't clean you out, though, don't. I don't like that shit. I ain't ever ate no duck. That shit does. That shit like a toxic food.

I didn't eat frog. No. Fraud lead. I ain't some frog lead. Yeah, I eat some frog lead. Like hell down. That's an alligator. I like alligator.

Let me eat a proud lid. You ever had a cow tongue? Uh-uh. Right. Yeah. I didn't eat a cowlid. That's correct. I ain't ever ate it.

Don't eat that. I tell you what, back in day, on them livers used to be busts. Some turkey chicken liver. them givus I'm glad I don't get givis at gas station

Mississippi though people eat chitlin right now y'all need to stop don't let hey don't let what other people eat affect how you feel

no I ain't true I don't stop why they unraveling intestines and shit that shit crane they got

you gotta understand everybody ain't the same bro we live in amongst some cannibals motherfuck we're eating

chittling motherfuck eat people too what motherfuckers that eat chitlin they eat chitlin they eat

they're all yeah y'all got to stop bro. Aligh. You gotta stop eating chilling, man. That shit ain't

no good, game. By the making a cheap. It's shit that's worse than that, bear. I'll be watching the travel channel the little fat ballhead dude on Jersey.

This motherfucker flew to New Zealand, right? He said he was trying to find the most exotic shit that he can eat. This nigga went at eight. This shit that's like,

it's fermented sharp. Right. They don't ever cook it. Right. They just soak it in this shit and then they just hang it outside. Right.

And then they just leave it. And then they got some that they just put in some salt. And then they hang up. This shit just like real punching. It's right. He's just wrong. But it's a luxury over there. And he went over there and he ate that shit.

And I was like, you know some shit is strong if he can't eat it. Right. He couldn't take that shit. He couldn't really fuck with it like that. Damn. He'll fool him. You know, I mean, he eats exotic shit. This nigga go flat to a country in the middle of Asia and just to eat kangaroo asshole.

he's doing some sick shit, bro. He'd be going to eat. No, crap, that's the beef stomach. Well, he'll go and he'll just eat beef stomach and shit like that. I'm like, brother, that's... Yeah, fucking it up in the soup, slurping it. I was talking to be out of that stuff. Eat foo-food.

Just be out in the middle somewhere. In the food, I got a beat up on. I got to whip his ass while I eat it on one. If I can be whipping the shit out of that foo. What the hell? Fufu'll lock your motor and transmission up. You eat that shit, you're going to need a new manifold. You ain't built to eat some shit.

People be going to try different foods, not knowing this shit going to fuck you up. You don't have the right kind of digestive system to eat this shit. Do people have been eating this and they will love it. Oh, God. It ain't hot to them, but it's going to flip your ass on inside out. Oh, no, they're going to flip shit inside out. Before we beat the shit out of this. Yeah.

beat that, bro, what you do yet. I got to make shit that, motherfucker, dead. You've been over there. You've been over there eating that shit. Nigga, one of my favorite things to watch, but the African niggas on Facebook. I love that, bro.

I love that. They're eating that shit hot as fuck out of the boat. I love them, bro. Like, nigga, ain't nobody tell y'all how to blow on the food. Like, this shit hot is a motherfucker, buddy. And then what the fuck they be eating, brother? They eat a baboon scar, boy.

Hey, you know the motherfuckers I watch The aboriginal in Australia All these motherfuckers is genius They got this one shit on YouTube Where they just be like They'll just walk outside and find like Two fucked up cars, right? Some shit that's wrecked.

Cut the top off that bitch Take two and make one and then just Dry that bitch and go What the fuck kill some crocodiles or something shit These niggas go make their own canoe They're out there fucking with big a man that shit was crazy And they ain't different, though. Yeah, I'm straight, hell now.

What about, you know, building houses with the natural resources out there, like with trees. That was fake, man. On YouTube? No, I don't agree with that shit, really, right. That shit ain't fake one. They built a little men and matching out of some motherfucking mud. I've seen that shit. And then they said that they, that was, it was a company that was making them videos,

and they weren't showing you who was really doing the other shit. Like, they had a crew of the motherfuckers, but they was doing cutaways and shit. And make you think this shit was real. I don't know. I don't know. This shit fake, but I don't know some of that shit was fake. No, I think that's fake, though. I don't believe shit.

They're usually. No, I got to do it right in front of me. Yeah, I'm saying, a lot of that shit I don't be believing. Not but you can't. It's for entertainment purposes on it. If you think about, we actually can do that shit for me, bro. We can't do shit. We can build a mansion.

We couldn't start a fire right now. We had to be a lot of it. We got to hurt that. We got no louder right now. We fucked in here. Yeah, damn. Just give up. All this shit here, we still will be able to.

We still would be able to. All the shit here. I'm doing this. I'll pop a socket, though. I'm not a pop of socket. What you're going to do? No survival skills. We fucked up.

No, we couldn't do that shit. Most guys don't have to survive? You don't remember that shit. Not enough? The realest survival. No, not enough, though. You just slip outside. When the last time you slept outside?

But I ain't you to sleep outside. Like on some camping types of you? No, I did. I did. In a tent? I did. I did. Not in your backyard.

In the wood. Nah, I was in my backyard. I ain't going on a fucking wood. About some wood, for real. Nah, I would go to the wood, though. I ain't go to the wood. There's too much bullshit going on in the world. Yeah.

Be sleeping in the wood. Oh, God. First of all, we don't know what the fuck in the woods. Too many creaks, bro. Hey, bro. And plus, like I said, nigger, we, we ain't survivalist, so anything that run up on us is going to scare the fuck out of us. Oh, yeah. I ain't, I'm going to be nervous, but the most, this is the only thing that'll freak me out.

When you just ain't paying attention, you just look at you just see somebody staring at you. Yeah. That shit right that guy. Don't freak me out. You just do it and you just look up, motherfucker, but he's far ahead. He's probably like 20 feet. He's just staring at you.

What you gonna do, bro? You wake up in a motherfucking looking at you. Uh-uh. My first thing is to hit him. 20 feet? Uh-huh. 20 feet. Oh, that's bustle of me.

Throw something at that thing. Hey, yeah. What the fuck, go. Get on here. Get on here. Get on here. Get out of him. Get out of my land.

You better get. He started coming. I think that would be the creepiest shit. He just started walking down slowly to you. You're like, hey! He ain't saying shit until he get close to you. Yeah. Yeah, I was going to tell you.

Yeah. I always watch you sleep. I always watch your sleep. Hey, how you doing? I think ain't saying nothing back until you get real until you get close to you. Hey, how you doing? Hey, heart. Hey, D.C.

John him more of that. steak. Uh-uh, brother, I can't do that shit. That's why I love scare movie. I love scary movie. Last time I went to the goddamn cabin, those folks out of the time I don't, if the bear attack you don't shoot it.

I'm gonna switch cheese this bitch. What? I wish this nigga would run up on me. Why not shoot it? I don't like that black bear or some shit. You know, I can't. You can't do that in Georgia. What are they called them folks?

Oh, in North Georgia. Yeah, you can't do that. You can't shoot at them bad. Even if they're attacking, You can't kill them. Oh, that's bullshit. I know. They call them like the natural, um.

Day and Dan species? No, it ain't that. They're going to be in damn. They're part of the world. Hit your head with a Drake or I flip that man. Security type shit. Conservation type shit. Conservation type shit.

Oh, fuck that. Man, one's a crazy abel just wake up and he in your living room. First of all. You wake up. He's in your lap. I been thinking about shit like that all the time. Hey. Hey, guy.

Hey. You fuck around and see some shit And it'll make you change your whole perspective And then you wake up I'm talking about some real exotic shit Nick if you woke up And walked outside And there was a motherfucking gorilla

In your yard, nigga You wouldn't know what to do You wouldn't know what the fuck to do Like them dude, they was out there You hurt yourself trying to figure out Nigger run right into the dope Like them dude They was out there in the goddamn

They was out there in the wilderness nigger and the gorillas came by them like on some unexpected tight shit exactly you don't play with no guerrilla boy

he got to play with no guerrilla from the beat something believe that Ruby from the beat something they're just territorial I want to see

a guerrilla fight a bow silverback one of them nasty big bell band's got them crawled I want to see

somebody knock the guy the gorilla can sit up on their feet but them bail too but them gorilla

they can move around somebody can do it anybody anybody can be knocked out yeah Like the gorilla run up on the wrong nigger. He do the full guerrilla chart.

That nigger's so scared. His adrenaline so hard. He cracked that motherfucker. That thing is going to work your ass. He's going to work you like, got-down like a nigger trying to bust up a bag of eye for y'all get the drink. My man, my nigger grab your ass, work your ass like a bag of ass.

Oh. They don't want to get your ass. God damn That nigga make a good point, don't You don't want to get any of a little bit from you You know all the gorilla be out there The wilder that ground shit They just slam it back and forth like that

I believe you Let me get some nap That'll be fun this fuck though Just to see it Because it ain't supposed to happen It's a whoop about I got my mind on guerrilla, bro Damn, I don't think so

Bro, can them Both of them stand up on their highly But you got to understand Them bag, them gorilla got two pair of hands But I'd be watching that National Geographic, brother. I don't see animals that you want to think killed other animal game. That nigga around his feet around you grab your ass with his feet, grab you by your neck, too. I don't know a crocodile, get a hippo.

I don't saw a jaguar, get a crocodile. That's the world. Everybody can get it on the wrong day with the right amount of hunger. In the wilderness. You will walk around and see anything happen. Nick, what about all the motherfuckers that the ass kill? Motherfuck is so hungry, they just lay down. Go there.

Ass going stupid. You wake up these ass on you. It's so many, niggie, you can't get them. And they just eat your ass into the bone. They just tan your ass up. Shut on me. You were so hungry.

You didn't have a strength to get the ass off your ass. I saw a crocodile get stunked by an elephant. Crocodile tried to bite the baby elephant. But the moment went over there and said, They got their crocodile like, my bad. She was like, You never seen when they four to dig up?

They fucked them up. Die. They pulled a duc. dude up, the dude that was trying to push the motorcycle, the elephant started running behind him. Like, he was sitting down like this, but the elephant literally pushed this man head in between his legs to the ground. But then they woke up, loose as hell. I mean, he didn't wake up, but like when the people came and got him, they were like, it was a dutch. He smushed them, bro.

Damn. Like, he was sitting up like this, the elephant stepped on the back of head and pushed it all the way down between the leg. Like, you can still see his legs hanging out, but his head is in the ground, bro. Yeah, yeah, all they got down. Man, that's the video of a giraffe kick a lion in the head and kill it. I'm talking about flat. No. Listen, hey, there's some shit that are, uh, there's some shit out there,

anybody can get it. Yeah, anybody can get it, bro. I don't, I don't seen too much of that shit. My bad. Yeah, you pop. But went crazy. The guy smacked in the head. I feel like I got who.

You know what I want to watch? I want to watch all them fucking, um, document, them animal documentaries from the 80s where they ain't really no shit about the animal. Right. When they were just fine enough. Yes, uh, uh, we don't know what the fuck that is. And let's get the fuck.

Hey, bro, that I want to say, we got to be thankful for white people, bruggers. If we're for us, we'll never know what that's. White people so goddamn curious, man. They didn't have me nose in him. They'll make a three-hour documentary

on the butterflies, man. The mating ritual of the monarch butterfly. We wonder why. But we weren't no shit. The males would put pollen on their wings to entice the female. Bro, I saw spiders. They had a war with spiders.

See, niggas don't know that spiders will create a web right. They'll get right and create a web. And another spider would like your web. He'll come up on your web and be like, nigger, let me get your web. He'd be like, man, you got me fucking up. Nick, the spider will be so jealous. He'll clip the nigger whale.

He'll clip it. It just fucking it all up. Like, I don't find out. I'm gonna tell you something. I'm gonna tell you something about motherfucking spiders, y'all don't know. I'm like, God. I'm gonna tell you about spiders, y'all don't know. Spiders got horrible vision.

Yeah, they said that too. Until they get on your ass. Until they get on your ass. Something about touching you just go crazy. I had a spider put a hole in me, boy. That shit crazy. One bit of hold of my uncle's leg. Brown Lacuse put a fat ass hold on that nigga lay about that big, boy.

You can see the bone on God. You can see that nigger. a bone. What bitch don't play? I'm like, oh, you ain't wake up? You ain't, you ain't anything about getting up. That's how you know God be smoking weed. Man, what?

Because who the fuck would make that? How would you just make that? A whole fucking spider that can kill a person. Then you got a nigga with eight-eyed blind. That back when he was just trying shit out. Snakes. What the fuck do snakes really do? Oh, no, I wish all the motherfuckers just get the fuck out of the whole.

Bro. I hate me. Rabbits? Nick, roaches. What are you doing, God? Roaches don't bug help nothing. Bugs, period. All bugs.

Roachers cool when you ain't got family. They is an indication that you let you know you need to get shit together. Right. They let you do it. Hey, when you see us? Hey, you didn't do it too good, my boy. You might want to get set together. I'm going back up here and look clear.

But when I come back, I'm just let you know. Hey, I need to clean this motherfucker up. He's making the wrong stench. Leave that girl alone, man. They let me do it. Hey, what's there? This is the strangest animal of all time. A platypus.

What about a counterpillar? They're a venomous. Can't go no one. It's a venomous. playing mammal. Think about it, bro. This motherfucker got a duck bill. Man.

Fur that don't get wet. And a tail with more muscles in it than they got in this whole fucking body. Man. Cattlepillar got a honey lead. She ain't going nowhere. This can bite you, and it's venomous, though.

What? A platypus. A platypus. Oh, I ain't know that. Yeah. That's just like dolphins, right? I ain't never seen no platy push. They look friendly. They're a kid.

And they'll hunch of the shots. Yeah, they'll hunch for the kid. They would fuck you to death. You remember about jumping in Miami, bro? They will. The nigga hit the way he looked at me when I was jumping in the walls. And they would laugh about it. Dolphins are the assholes for the ocean.

They're the hyenas. Bro, you have to, who is it? It was it, was it, is it, whales or, uh, it's something that worked together to kill the motherfucking seals, bro, like if a seal jump on a big piece of ice like a whale to go up on an orca, hit that bitch and break the ice up. Bro, that, bro. Or they'll just go, they'll swim out and then they'll swim by real thing. And then the wave push his ass.

Bro, that's crazy. I'm telling him we don't belong in that water, bro. Mm-mm. I belong out there. Yeah. Mm-mm. You know, those some smart-ass animals, bro. What's some smart-ass animal, guy?

They can do a human like that. Put your dumb ass right up on that eye. Flip the eye, you holding the ice and shit. They flip that bitch over you up underwater and now the ice in front of the other. It's a dog. You ever seen that documentary, that Blackfish? Mm-mm.

Yeah, you ought to watch that shit. What that shit about? About how they was treating them motherfuckers at Disney World and shit, making them different shows. They was spanking the Dolphin' br? Nah, the orca. Oh. They was making them perform all the shows.

Man, they was, these motherfuckers. you were getting depressed, then, like, just dying. What, the whales? Yeah, the killer whales. Hey, that's why, free will. They don't belong in now. Yeah. They're not, they're a habitat.

They don't put them in any last time I'm doing flip. Sound like slavery. Those nings are crying out of. No. But that's what I'm saying, look, even if they shut that type of shit down, that ain't going to stop them people from. You got people that ain't going to. Whatever they did to figure out that they could do that shit,

that ain't going to stop them from doing it. They just ain't going to be able to let motherfuckers pay $150 to watch it. They still going to do it. We got to contact somebody to. Like, I caught an orchid, but I don't know who to sell it to. I got an orchid. How do you even put that in your mind, bro? First of all, there's some shit that you got to go halfway across the world,

damn it to see. What the fuck make you think that you just going to take this motherfucker and study it? And say it's an aquarium and make some money off your study. You know what them folk do. So we paid to look at it, but y'all back there doing a little test on it. You know what I'm talking about it. Ah, come on. Why is this taking so long? This thing is ancient.

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I don't think that they then fucked everything in the kingdom. All the animals. They think they, the research too extensive. They still find out new animals to this day. Man, what? There's a lot of shit you still don't know about. That shit that floated up from down there with that light on the head. You know what I'm talking about that thing with that light, but there ain't no way.

You got to be elite three, three, four thousand years. That motherfucker float, they dine. The worst of the end. You can't even go down in the pressure or bust your hand. Yeah, the world for the end. That one of them is so goddamn ugly down there on there. Maybe down that guy.

Yeah, they're ugly. Fuck you do it out here, but. Why you put me down here, but? The hell it is. It's some ugly shit down there, but. There's some monsters down there, but you ain't going to go out of that guy. All right. I ain't going to lie.

I like that. They go down there to look at that shit, though. The white folks, that's important. That man, I need to go on down that thing that thing that on . That shit's so crazy, bro. I would watch this shit. We were diving, right?

They got to watch them because all the technical and scientific, right? So they're like, it's taking the niggins. It takes the nigger four hours to get to the ball. You know how far that is, bro? This ain't no 12-foot pool guy. It took the nigger four hours. First of all, he had to do it again. He was two hours down.

She said, beep, beep. You know, that's wrong sound. Yeah, that's a wrong sound. We got to get up out of here. Nick had to go two hours back up. First of all, you don't even know if you're going to make it. Get what they do.

They fix whatever the beach sound was. The white butt went back in it and went back down four hours. He's four thousand feet. He's down at the bottom. They said it was lakes inside of the ocean at the bottom of the ocean. It was like puddles of water inside that big body of water, bro. That shit crazy. We ain't supposed to be dying at that, bro.

Space dying now. It's a lot of shit. And it's too much pressure. That's a lot of water. That's a lot of fucking water. If he was to go out there, it's a rat. He's going to die of pressure. That's why people just be talking shit.

They still got a nigga living in the trees. Real humbling shit. Being out in the middle of the ocean. You say what? Just to see how insignificant we are. It's scary as hell. It's scary as fuck. You just this big out, though.

Bro, especially when that, when that, when you dealing with that, them big waves and shit, bro, that boat go down, bro. You didn't want to go. See that, fish? I went out there in St. Lucia. I told them, hey, turn it a bit around. Y'all tribut. And then it was a nigga out there on a little bitty boat, bro,

by itself, fish. But we get out there, we're on the big boat. Like, when we go down, it looked like the water from the swallow the boat, gang. I'm like, but, turn that bitch. That's the only way. That's the only hundred. Go on down the guy. I don't give a fuck.

I don't care. We got to take the boat over there? Huh? You're about taking the boat over there? What you mean? The St. Lucia. No, we got on the boat in St. Lucia, and I went out on the fishing chart. No, you know, you got to take the boat over there.

You got to fly to what? St. Martine and then take the boat over there? No, that's in Guilla. You haven't been there? No, I'm in St. Lucia. Now, that's the shit that was scary. What? Because you had to ride that boat over there.

Right. That shit started off, cool. Right. Then you look up, you're like, wait a fucking minute. They're gone. Now you're traveling. Yeah, she gets real about that war. You were born, a boy, and you're like, man, let me shut the fuck up.

I'm telling you. Talk to you, but go fuck around. That's shit. Don't talk, no, blank. I'm saying, no, it's about 25 minutes. But that's still a good ride, though. Like, yeah, nigga, you be like, shit. That's these shit for real, too.

You'd be like, yeah. Man, that's these shit. And then you fuck around and get in that. You be like, wait a fucking minute. Land gets small. Land gets small. You're like, how to earth gets small. See, none on that.

That C-6 shit for real, too, but I wouldn't recommend a drink on no boat if you ain't used to it in that shit like that. That's the first thing. That I'm out there too. Oh, my God. You got to like the water. You got to get some of this. Yeah, brother. You got to light the water to do that.

But if you know, see, you got to respect the water. See, I don't know how I don't want to go deep. I want to go close enough. If something happens, I can swim. If I can't swim. I don't mind being deep out there. I'm straight. No, bro, man.

Come in when we were out there in town, but we were there. I told that by two. Hey, boy, what we go? They can't pick me up at a dock, I'm about an airport, nigga, pick me up at the dock. Like, what are we going? I jump on the boat, we're all at. He's like, yeah, man, he's going to be about 10, 20 minutes.

We go out there, we get dog. We come back and wait, it get high. Man, listen, we're in a whole storm, though. Now, why I think, where's going? Going crazy. Hey, it's fun. Because we really each other. But this shit dangerous.

So we really try to land this shit out. We're like, ah. Yeah, yeah. Everybody's kidding. Everybody, everybody scared. We're out of going, ah, Jack, Chad, holding the pole tight as a motherfucker. I still got that shit on my phone.

Hey, man, we're scared. Who the fuck said, we ain't going to make it? Somebody said, we ain't going to. I think we ain't going to make it. We ain't going to make it. I said, oh, like, hey, no, hey. You might be telling the truth, right? We got to show tonight.

We ain't going to make the show. Oh, Chad didn't give up. Chad gave up on the fly. Real hell, yo. Nick, I'm talking about this was a real storm, gang. And we out there in the middle of this shit. We really had to ride. How long, gang?

For like 45 minutes down there, owls. What was y'all there? Tap? When we had that show in Taup. Yeah. We were rolling, man. We got there in the middle of the ocean, bro. Dead-ass storm.

Nick, we're coming back. I'm talking about the boat hitting the water. The heart is a motherfucker. Boom, boom, boom. Boom. We had a ride, but hit that big. Hit that big. Listen, you know how to drive that bitch.

Hit it. Hit it. Just hit it. Todd, you drunk here. He's about to fall off the boat. You remember running there. Hey, man, cry that dink of it. Cause we're turning this motherfucker around.

You got to stay on their boat. We ain't turn around. I feel like everybody would be to this shit. And I love you, Tom. We will come back to get your ass. I would have performed all your songs that night ended it in the end of it. Yeah, it's jolly bitch for the nigga.

Why ain't you doing that nigga song, man? Hey, man, y'all don't understand. That shit so funny, bro. But that nigga grabbed a live fish. Drunk in here, that nigga just grabbed the big-ass-a-group about it and that nigga just grabbed it. Cutting a whole hand up. I say, that nigga drunk.

Cutting hand, wow. He was an alcohol in the fifth dog. Yeah, he tried to put alcohol in the fifth mouth, you were drunk, guy. He was drunk, that dude. Get up on. Man. That shit.

Damn. We had fun. We had fun. See, I like shit like that, but it was like, you got to respect the water, though. One thing I know for sure, if I'm on this water, I'm not in the plate. Like, I can't hurt myself out here. If it's calm, I'm enjoying. Just get a little wavy.

I hear you. Well, you want me to go home? Would you want me to leave you alone and let you do your way and shit? Or you want me, can I enjoy myself? Oh, no, you get a little higher? That means. you've got some things to do. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I'm gonna go on here and get on this short. You're telling me to get up out of here. But if you calm, I want me to enjoy myself. But even when it's calm and scary, because you don't know what's in the water. I ain't tripping about that. She'll look at some shit goddamn big of hell. You're like, man, hey, I don't know what that one of my goddamn.

That was sharp. I believe it. I'm telling them out of hell. That's your number of C-Wy. But we was in Miami, but we're jumping in that motherfucker of water coming back out that bit so quick. Ain't no problem. We didn't jump up for Instagram footage.

That's it. I told me that why I started working out. Boy, that nigga pulled me up out. I couldn't even pull myself up. I was so fat. After that nigga pulled me up like a goddamn water buffalo. I just slid to him. He just pulled him out.

I just slid all that like a thing. Like a nigga brought a fish up there. Damn, man. Hey, man, that's true funny. I thought you're in it. Folks, they post on YouTube right now to my D.C., young flying friends, I almost drowned in Miami now. Oh, I don't know.

Blake old man. Yeah, bro. Blake old scary. He's trying to, we're trying to fight to get up. This nigga, he'll step on my hand. I'm like, gang you all back. I go back in the one. Oh, fuck.

That's what you. I'm going to be more. Come back up and grab me up and grab me up. He's like, man, hell of that. Nigger grab and pulled me up, brother. The nigga just slumming. I just, all belly, bro. On my side bill, I just slide to the steps.

I just laid up. minute too. Appreciate it, bro. Appreciate it. Appreciate it. I said, yeah, bro, I got to work out, bro. I can't go out like this. Oh, man. That day changed my life, bud. That's more. We're in Oregon. We were like, oh, me, bro. We let fly go up for me, bro. We let fly go up for a. He jumped first, so he kind of made it back to the shit. Me and Blake kind of low-key jumped at the same time. So we're trying to turn around and beat each other back to the boat. We get to the handle at the same. time, that boy was like, nigga, fuck you.

I'm getting the fuck up out of here. Can't pop by you know how to swing, though. Yeah, I know the swim. I was just fat at the time, but ain't how to win. I'm going to go down to the bottom, see what they're talking about down here. Boy, boy. They shouldn't get you right, boy. Oh, man.

Can't wait, boy. It's been to get hot in a minute. What are we going? Puerto Rico, fellow? What are we doing? Got to have an 85. Man, we need to go to Africa together, man. We need to document that shit, whole 8 to fire.

That's what I'm saying. Something wide open. Let's do it, bro. Let's go to Africa. Let's go to Africa. Y'all ready? South Africa, where the big booty is at. South Africa?

That's what the big is. They got the asses. We try to go with them cheeks. We go to Ghana. We can go to Ghana. We can go wherever. Fuck it. Gone and gone to get some energy you ain't ever felt before.

I'm going. I promise you ain't never felt this shit, folk. How long have you been in the miracle? Who me? Yeah. Thirty-six years. He's Mexican, man. Y'all, I'm a little everything.

I thought you were Mexican. I ain't going to hold it, though. My bed trip with Trinidad, bro. I ain't going to lie. Trinidad. Trinidad was experienced guys. After my bed trip. Hawaii were cool, too.

You know, because I like the way Hawaii people respect their island, live on their island, and they'll let you out come and enjoy their island, but don't, don't. You can't even come over here. It's part of Hawaii where locals can't even come. The only thing that I can say that I can't. Why is it so damn quiet?

That's what I like. They don't let you do all the air shit. It's a lot of old people. A lot of old, old-ass white people. Off the plane, they'd be like, it's quiet as fuck. Man, Trinidad would leave. But that shit beautiful, you're motherfucking, bro.

I don't like this. I don't get a fuck. Who feels some typeway about this? But Trinidad is something more beautiful am I ever seen in my life, bro. That west end of this shit, anything you see wet and wave out there is theirs. Ain't none of that weed, they walk around along, beautiful hell, bro.

Oh, what I'm talking about bad? And the niggas, the locals, they just walk and paddy these motherfucking women. Like, they ain't shit. They're like, man, that ain't. For real. See, I like Africa because there ain't no option. What's you mean? You just look over.

They just be a little like you. Africa. Be a little jet like you. What the heck I know? You got no choice? You got to go see what they're talking about, man. You got to go see what they're talking about, man. You got to go see you.

Hey, listen, everything is in... My experience with Africa and Israel, when I went to Israel with some bullshit. Really? I ain't like Israel. I don't want no niggas out there. That one went to Africa and straight to the head. Listen, bro. That was crazy.

That was trying. I'm like, man, the niggins snatch a chain and everything out there, mid- carnival. Like, niggins are just choking, nigga. I take the chain, push the nigg to the side, keep dancing. I'm like, I doubt. You know, man. The Y is hit the corner, boy. They got there push sheise and everything.

The shites is on. I'm like, oh, Lord. Yeah. What the folks go in out there? Damn. And it was a girl, bro. A nigga slammed it to the ground. A bunch of niggas just jump on top of her so she couldn't move.

One nigga working the chain. Snatched the chain. Put in their pocket, walk off. She'd get up like, okay, like this shit doesn't happen before. Damn. And the police don't bullshit. Like, if you're marching with one of the band, shout out the humor. If you're marching with the band, like, they got the security holding the rope.

So the people on the outside, that didn't pay to be here, can't get in. Man, them young niggas start jumping that goddamn, jumping that rope. When I say, you need a nigga police out there. Don't play that shit, boy. The police is picking niggins up. You ain't had that ribband on and throwing your ass across that rope.

I see a nigga get thrown one side of the street to the other side of the street. Because he ain't everything. They clear shit out when they, when they police come, you got to get the fuck out the way or they're going to beat your ass. Like out there, you can't even talk crazy about the police. Don't interrupt me, Perrette. Listen, you can't even talk crazy about the police trunday. They're going to come to your house.

And they're going to beat y'all. Damn. They're going to need some big niggas. These ain't none of that bullshit. Like, these are all the niggins were big, but. Damn, they turn in these, niggins. See, you're going to go on. You got worried about all that shit, man.

We four fish you're a plate. They say welcome. You know how you go to somewhere and they don't want you to be there? You can feel it. You can feel it. Like, soon as you get there. Man, you go to go to me there. They say welcome.

That's all they say. ask you when you leave they ask you like how long are you staying they like don't go what you want shit y'all my house man

this this bitch of my kid what you want you can have what you want to do man do yeah that's your house yeah

fuck it you can have it you want to stow I'm no nigga with three stoves fuck my wife please you got 11 huh

you are going to And you're not going to be fucking hot. You got 11 wives, man. At least he can do it, any one of them. Bro, nah, that shit, that shit is some of the best shit in the world. You have, bro. Black is cool because we black over here. That's just a color.

That just let you know what side you're on. But when you actually, like, accept your roots and understand, like, all right, man, you go over that game. I'm dead. We ain't never felt no shit like that in America. We ain't going to never feel it over there. Oh, no. Hell no.

You're never, ever. It ain't built any way. The atmosphere ain't built that way. As soon as you get on the plane, you're like, look, feeling to go back to this shit. I'm telling you got to go back. I'm feeling.

I'm going to go right, man. Y'all don't fuck with me, man. Maybe I got to go and see, because I wonder if going to Africa going to make me feel as a black man, would it feel like to be a white man in America. way they feel in America. Listen, that's the first time you're going to ever. You're like, oh, this what they be. Why? I gave me fuck with it.

Damn. No wonder they don't want a nigga over here. Exactly. We don't feel this ain't our shit. No wonder. It's our shit. But they strip this part. and this is the best feeling in the world

you know we go places and we get irritable but we're ready to go home bro I'm trying to figure out how I can stay like I got to try to do something to bring me back here it's we've been lied to you shouting they don't want a nigga to feel this shit

it's a it'll it'll suck you out of your head when you be like okay So what is the shit we really going through in America? Oh, y'all really got to stop now. You feel me? Oh, it's beyond. You know, strip my piece of a piece of feeling away.

It ain't even the other shit that we really got to go through. It's a, it's a little shit y'all walk away. I felt it. And you know strip that shit from her. So I don't know what it feels like. I'm exactly what you. You're saying, bro. It was like, what the fuck?

I ain't never been proud to be black. I don't have been happy. Oh, I'd have been proud of my mom. Nah, you don't have been happy. No, I've been proud. Okay. I'm talking about, I'm talking about... He felt the difference.

It's, no, bro. You're happy because you got something to stand on. You, you ain't got no choice. Proud is like, ooh, we are the choice. Ooh. I ain't got to be in Africa to feel that. No, you know that here, but it's a, it's a, you know what I'm just a certain feeling. I don't want to say, I want to go over there where you're talking about Israel, but it's a certain feeling.

I'm thinking I'm going over there for a little, you know, a little spiritual cleansing type shit. You ain't even you're any welcome. Man, what I'm saying? Get your black-ass spirit out of here. You can say your spirit ain't either. Get your black-ass spirit out of hell, man. You tell your naked spirit out. Uh-oh, bro.

I know niggas in heaven. They got an all-black community in Israel called Damona. That's why I was supposed to go. Now, I know I would have felt something different over there, but it was my birthday, so I didn't want to be in the four shit like, hey, what we eat it? You know what I'm saying? I'm going to that shit.

I ain't want to tap a nigga on the shoulder. But if I'm going to eat me. Uh-uh, game. But if I do go. go back, which I doubted, I go to Israel. Israel, yeah, because they, like, they got the original, like, communities that they pushed out, you know what I'm saying, from the, from the inner city, they pushed them to the outskirt,

but they got their own community. Like, but them folk was, they got ancestors born there and shit like that. Hey, man, you know, I've been to a lot of places. That was what I said, I'm thankful for that, bro. I'm thankful. I always said, but soon as I get all these people, I'm gone. I ain't been bullish and everything since. All right, now, then I go out on the trip my air birthday,

You feel my three times you, bro, I get up out of here. I just, you know what I'm saying? That'd be my head real, bro. Yeah, yeah. I'm telling you, bro, the feeling that I felt and what you just said, because you could go to certain places and you dive into the culture so you try to figure out how they made money, how they survive, how the ecosystem. You know what I'm saying?

You don't want to just get there and just be like, I don't want to go to the club and all that shit. I do that in Atlanta. I'm trying to. You have to become one of them in order for you to adapt. You feel what I was that? So if I'm going to adapt, I got to be with the people. I'll be the same way. Standing B&B, I don't do the resort.

I stay with the people. Like, you know you robbed me. You're practicing. You bullshit. We ain't done anything. They ain't doing no robbing. They ain't doing nothing. They really love you.

Now, I'm going to got cut up. Got damn Costa Rica by my homeboy with a little bag of weed like that. He ain't ever been out of the country before. He don't know that they'll give you the weed compressed and it looked like this. But when you bust it down, it really got a night. They're going to fall up. Man, look. He yelling at the little dude, the dude yelling at him, but they're speaking in two different languages.

I look up, it's like 7-8 niggins coming out to cut. The niggas, niggas, look up, the nigger coming out the cut. I said, gang, you don't see that right down? He's like, oh, damn, you were right. You meant about that? You bet about the goddamn, Nick. Man, look, man, the folk, there was a nigga with a machete that walked us all the way. Them niggas walked us back to the B&B.

One, they were walking. We were power walking. Right. I damn didn't want to run. The man to me, like, I can't do no running, but I'm. I'm a power walk, though. Right, but if I hit up by a bag of weed, ain't. Yeah, no, boy.

Ain't had a win back. You know me? Do I club? No. Do I even like going to the club? Hell no. I'm not even a clubber. You ain't even download clubhouse.

Right. You hear me. My boy knows it. I'm in the club. You ain't even on clubhouse. I'm in the club in Africa. I'm in the club in Africa, bro. Like three, four.

You can see it in their face, though. It three, four in the morning, and I'm sitting there, and I'm like, bro, when we're in Crucial, bro, we text up. We know everybody. We're chilling. We text because she can pop off at any moment, nigga. It can go down in their feet. Oh, you can go north.

I'm like, bro, I don't need fear or nothing like that. They're asking this shit, niggas, you know what I'm saying? Do you go to the strip club over there? Yeah, guess what's in there? No, I'm what after you. You can't say, hey, little mama. My mamma see, I ain't no mamma cita, none of that shit. I ain't no mama Cita, man.

It's, oh, my goodness, well, you felt. You be like, ooh, what the fuck? Shout of this shit, crazy. E'en no more of building, buildings is us. You see, my, motherfucker, over that building, the building is us. Who own this shit? Us. You're like, damn.

This is what real royalties look like? Just black. Black, black. That shit sounds like a dream the way you're describing it. it was black folks everywhere no I'm telling you it was shit different bro shit different

I gotta go see that shit I got to experience it's the same thing over here but it's like it ain't that's why I love Atlanta though it ain't because we only think black people do

everything in Atlanta brand like for real for real I believe black everything See, we black everything, but we ain't together. I don't believe that, though. Uh-uh. I don't believe it.

Uh-uh. I think that we saw together that they told us that we wouldn't, but they can't believe how much we are. No, we're together. We together. It's just for us to strive, for us to strive, the feeling and the love I already saw it once I came back home. I'm like, damn, that's missing because all the nigger got to know is it's okay. But see, that's another side effect of the, of the slavery shit, too, though.

That put us, all them years of being in bondage put us that many years behind and communicating with each other. Right. That's what it is. We stopped communicating. We stopped that little, remember in 1930? Remember we had a time period where we were successful in building an economy from 1915 to like 1930 with all the Black Wall Street and all that.

See, that's the criticism of inner. integration though we was we was together we just we was disconnected when we started associating with everybody right like they would think about it was a time where all we had was us in this like we had us at least a sense of community right now we were like man niggas don't fuck with each other not knowing that that's that's true and it's false it's more it's more true than false right but not Not really, though. Right.

You get what I'm saying? Because you're trying to think about it. If you're successful and you're black, at some point, that means a lot of niggas had to fuck with you. Mm-hmm. Because that's the only audience that you ever had, black people. Mm-hmm. You get what I'm saying?

Mm-hmm. But now you see, like, when you get to, like, the superstar, rock star level, and then you're performing at the festivals, and ain't no niggas there. Mm-hmm. It'll kind of make you think that, Oh, niggas don't.

Like, nigga, these motherfuck, we ain't no shit about this. Mm-hmm. But think about all the shit that we kind of do agree on as black people. Like, certain shit, we might not do it the same way, but we still have a sense of identity as black folks. Right, right. If we really felt like we wouldn't be happy, we wouldn't have nothing to be proud of if that was really the case. Right. You know what I'm saying?

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even with slavery it's like we're the ones got caught that ain't necessarily that we got caught but we're the after the aftermath of that though check this out because think about it if you put it in the perspective

how the fuck it's gonna be our fault we over here with no phone no way to get no communication like how the fuck we're supposed to I can't leave niggas still holding on to that. Right. All niggas came from Africa. That's what I'm saying. I can't believe niggas still holding on that. Things was everywhere.

Niggas was everywhere, bro. Like, make it make sense. On the whole earth. On the whole earth. That. I don't like when everybody tried to dumb us down just to one spot. Like, no, niggas really amazing. It came from now a battle of real.

No, brother. You're going to say that. If you think about all this shit that we was able to accomplish with no money. No money, gang. No support. No love. We've been having both. No influence. He was in Europe too, no. He's been genius.

Come on, man. The Moors has Spain. Man, you look at them high or glyphics and shit with Egypt. The Moors had Spain, huh? Them high magnificence and shit back doing with Egypt. Don't talk. Don't talk. Have their hair watches, condoms. But think about some of the shit that black people did for the first time.

Do you know how many funky motherfuckers was sitting around here before a niggie said? They'd wash my ass. This nigga was the first motherfucker to figure out there. Your ass needs to be washed daily. That was a nick. And this wasn't even with no signs. You stanked you stank. It's something I can do that not stay.

Right, right. Not much shit he did before he figured out taking the bath was the way to go. Them days, not taking the bath in the dirt. You know what no head going on back there. Watch the, holy. They were stuck in that crissed that dick. You got to eat pussy like fooo back in the day.

You can peel that out. I don't know, I'm sure. It was crazy. I don't know, I'm true. I'm sure. A niggins figured that out first though. The first motherfucker to say, man, it's cold as a motherfucker. Yeah.

All right. I'm trying to take that bear coat. That was a black man. What about what they were brushing AT? You know, the white one was a brushing AT. The first motherfucker that was a brush in the brown. The first motherfucker brush his teeth was what come on man you got me tea wash you got do it this shit

bone they say you ain't pulled that shit we're doing though we could kill that Joe watch the team so bad he took his slagin teeth yeah he didn't put nigga teeth in his mind yeah wooden teep or some shit he's bad you know a lot of people don't know this but the first words that he said after he got them uh slave teeth in his mouth what motherfucker Money, man. Money, man. We don't even know if that shit real, though.

I'm telling you, brus. I was thinking about this shit earlier. Like, I wonder who was, do you understand it's a whole bunch of people that's missing? In history that's blank. Like, think about, like, before Martin Luther King was Martin Luther King, right?

It was somebody out there doing that same shit. But I'm saying that's the most popular one. It wasn't just them two. It was probably hundreds of niggas on God. That was close, you know what I'm saying? But they just made sure that you don't know about them. Because these were the niggins were like, if the motherfuckers hit you, hit them back.

Right, right. You know, that one you know about that. That's what you know about that thing. When the nigger won't you, you spit on you, you caught that. But they got guns. They got guns. We got to go out. Yeah, who is he?

They tried to throw up in that Turner down. Simpson from Ocantula, Mr. Simpson. From Akatula, Mr. Simpson. Reverend Alfred. That's what I want. I want a documentary about the lost civil rights heroes. And they don't never talk about the time we fought. You try to have like a nigga want to fine.

They don't talk about a nigga like Nat Turner, bro. We were a man. That Turner was a fool, boy. They tried, then they made the movie say he fell in love with a white woman. Come on, guy. The white woman fell. Oh, God. He was two powerful.

When you get two powerful, they just hide you for no reason. But see, that's what they want to. Like, why? What if he had a bunch of white women out there with the outside? They'll give a nigga credit for one. You think she was the only one? You think, because if a white woman see another white woman with some shit she don't have, what she wants? She won't.

Come on, man. And they hate seeing a white woman with a nigger. Oh, they're always seeing a nigger with four white women. He got it. He got four rich white bitches. White bitches out the South. They daddy got 3,000 acres of cotton. These bitches is millionaires.

And they're running through the woods with a nigger. He's still out there playing dress-up. Forcing you to fuck. No, a minute. Whitehose, he left at the post office. But they're forcing them to fuck, though. He's in different cities. I don't tell on you.

Listen, I'm going to tell on you. You don't get this motherfucker hard in the next three minutes. I'm going to tell on you. They ain't gonna tell you that part That turn of the fucking whole family I'll tell you right now You don't get this motherfucker hard I'm trying that mate

I'm trying There it is There it is Did that turn out of that fuck with the fucking You got to squeeze that dick back to the head Get hard because it ain't hard I'm really scared You got to put that blood in the tip

You got to play master freaky, man. That turn out, they hit a hole with that tip dead. In the dendria. You know there's a slave walking out through the pill. You know, they let me slip in now.

You got to fucking bake them all the way. You got to squeeze the bag with the head. He's standing with my face. My fucking won't get pulled out. Bro and try to drink the water. He hit that hoot the tip. He's there with the tip.

He's tip of hand. Tip her hand. He didn't tip. Tell you. You know there's a few niggers sleep in the house, man. Somebody was sleeping in that bed with grandma. But think about being the slave, right? Well, now I don't want to say slave, that was hitting the master wife when he won there.

He was there. Right. No, because you know, when I used to go to the trip, let me see him be days. He got to go. Next time I'm over going to take that by three, four days. But even when he... Had I answered. Even when he was there,

he was still hitting them? Well, outside. Oh, yeah. Killed them. You know they were sneaking outside. Killing them. Going deep in the morning. This is at a time

where you couldn't tell a white woman know anywhere. He planned to sleep. That's me. God damn. He hit her with his back. What did she say? Yeah.

That. Smeeat. This made Lillian. White God. This is Lillian. What you're doing out here so? You know, I'll tell you what. You don't get this big heartbreak.

You don't get this big heartbreak. That's going to die, nigga. Yes, ma'am. You can't tell the white woman no this. Right, I'm what I'm saying? This nigga was terrifying, bro. Yeah. Smead, Lily, from up the hill.

I heard about you They said I spit on you Jerk in a little bit You get on it You're not fucking around And feeling love Not that sleeping in the house He sleeps in the bed

With my grandma I heard Spit on you Spit out your jerky Three times That's it Leave two dimes On the time

When she late Saturday That was like $20 in the day. They're leaving parts out. Too penis. They got that dink of two shillings, man.

I bet that was some booed shit, brother. I want you to have to put them back. Just the day shit just went too far. You know what I mean? The niggas have quit, though? They quit. You ever seen...

It's too goddamn hot out here. You ever seen Goodbaw? You ever seen Goop by Uncle Tom? He ain't ever seen Good by Uncle Tom? Bro, that's one hell of a movie, bro. Dick Gregory, I think he wrote it. Some shit like that. That nigga talk about...

White man talking about his slade. He's holding the nigger by the dick. He's like, yeah, this is my best one I got, this one. This is right here. Let me tell you about this right here. He's walking the nigger to the other side. Let me tell you about.

Come on. What? Hey, man. Hey, man, you fucked up, man. Bro, I'm serious, bro. Go watch that shit. Go watch it. Goodbye on Katton.

And it's in black and white, too. Like, this shit's what makes the shit believable. Yeah, this shit is some fucked up shit. Like, they really, like, tell you the truth on what these four were doing. Like, bringing a slave in. And he, like, he, like, known for making babies. You know what I'm saying? Like, this nigga has impregnate, like, a bunch of them whole.

Like, cut the dick off all type of shit, man. Cut the balls out. They do all that. It was crazy, bro. Damn. Big Gregory. Hey, man, this niggins. Hey, Matt.

It's me, Lillian. It said if I spit out and it, I'd get three times, get hard. And fucking say that, Lil'am. She's sneaking out of here night. Put your finger in my ass,

or you're going to die. It'd be thinking weird an egg out now. Okay. Licking that. You still bakers Don't forget to spit Yes ma'am You better nothing

They know You can't say no The shit In that wall Fuck Everything she said You got to do it Spit my ass

What are you going to Spit my mouth You're a dead beggar That's bad That's bad They're coming there every night. It's me again, Matt. I got to get up in the morning now.

I can't do this temperature. Oh, holy sacks. But I didn't think that's every night. Too much straight. You can't get a thub at all in the day. And they can't get no. I can't get no. I can't get no stuff.

Hey, it's me. Hat. And stay again. Silly a half. I still, bitch. No cap, huh? Oh, shit, man. I know that shit for a while.

They didn't tell me that. Hey man, what the fool is? The food ain't gay? Oh, shit. Shit. What are you doing? Oh, my ass is funny. I never know.

You're being selfish, man. It ain't good. Put your finger in my hands when you go down. Oh. Oh. You motherfucker order two whole pieces. Oh, bad for them, boy. Oh, boy.

But that shit is so funny, but I'm so hard. That shit. I'll tell you what's going to happen. You go. You're going to get this dick on. Three minutes you're going to die, nigga. Wake on up. No, you're not sleeping.

Boy, that shit is so. That's like some Dave's your peer shit, man. That's a cartoon, man. You don't remember I did the skit. Say I wonder what rough sex was like with Mousel Wife. I said, you talk dirty to me, boy. I said, honky. No.

No, you talk dirty. I said, cracker. She said, huh. Y'all ain't never seen that video, but it went dumb by all, man. Jacobi Skip. But, God, damn, boy. Jacob used to go crazy, bro.

That shit, that was too funny, boy. The first niggins have a white woman. Willie. I'm like, this was his girlfriend. He went outside for the first day. That shit, though. I heard about it. Imagine when the master get a hold of this.

And the nigger them busts this shit all over it Don't feel the same no more The fuck in the minute He didn't know They just fart What the fuck was that? You been in that bar? Those nuggins

Damn Boy, that shit That was too for me Tee. Hey, what happened to when we didn't stop? When you stopped? We didn't stop. This shit ain't never get him

No, she said The American Daily ain't never get here No, we didn't stop Windstop ain't never get here either Oh, I doubt it But we both got windstop, yeah Well, you love Domino Well, you're true to it, boy

I'm switching the piece of hut Okay, you switch the piece of up I'm about to switch A piecehud go crazy They always give you that thin shit I ain't I fuck with it You got the thin motherfuck

Mm-hmm My shit I got that bitch I got both I got both. What? What? All the motherfuckin' ain't no black father, crap.

You got both for no shit, bro. I'm living like that. Man, do you do your thing, bro. Oh, me. Oh, yeah. That's how I'm living, bro. That's how I'm living, bro. You feel options when you live this life.

Think, why choose? Get both. I work hard. God. I feel when I walk in the Walmart, Nick, I got ball crazy. This is your life. This is mine.

But this is how I'm doing it. I put the thin crust on it. Damn. That's a commercial right, y'all. All the motherfuckers who can't do what I do. It wouldn't I do, though. We're eating them together. But see, that's how I feel when I go in family law.

I feel like that Walmart, boy, Walmart, I bought some stupid shit. I don't remember seven dollars, but I had to be selective. I had to be real selective. And we treat that like a grocery store. What you mean? My mom, start going to go to the grocery store and just with you walk, put your family off. Where did you go to family law? No girl, sir.

They got enough. And come on, come on back to the crib. But now I'm like, now I'm going to find a family dollar. I'm like, Man, you know, I like, buy that hole for the fucking thing. You've been in a goddamn stove. Yeah, cool. Get this shit away.

You still shop at family dog? Hell yeah. Well, I was, boy, they got everything. I'm moving family. I'm going to tell you with the store, though. I'm going to tell you what the store. I'm going to tell you what the store. I'm going to tell you what the store with.

Bargant hunt. What's that? Get the little ticket going to everything that matched this little ticket. It's like they got a big percentage off of it. Yeah, that's what it. Basically. Basically. I bet you buy it you're buying for the thing.

Oh, God. But it's a bunch of shit in there that you can Nick, you might get a whole balcony patio furniture, nigga for like, eight at all, I mean. Real? Hell yeah.

That will you be at? I'll go to bargain hunt. What is? They got one on, they got one on, they got one on, on Carl Parkway. Mm-hmm. What happened?

This is? That's the third time. Mm-hmm. Mine too, mind good. I can hit myself. Y'all to polly. No, four to have built jet like Dixie. She keep trying to tell me, man.

Every time she tried to feed my chin. I'm like, it's the same shit. She's sweet on you, Dixie. He's so cute. He's so cute, but I can't try it like that. You know, I'm gone, so. I can't go back. There she can.

Oh, what you'd be doing to them? What? What in the stud? Yeah. Man, they, man, that car. You said, let's do it. No, that could be, that couldn't be fat. It'd be brand new.

It's like a brand new car with like a thousand miles on. He's like, damn, damn. He didn't get them all fuck. I put a hit them all fucking with a gas on your head. You put them to put a leaf on that bit. There's some fine-ass thud. They did too. They didn't do it.

They didn't do it. I don't know. I ain't just never shot my shot at one. I don't want nothing to add like no nigger. I don't. I don't know. I don't shoot no. And I'm like, now why you smiles so hard?

They're hell wrong, too. But you know the one that like you, though, because they don't take it out. They look at you more than they bitch do. They be on you like they're watching you a whole time. They're like, you so funny. Yeah. You know what's up.

Stop touching me. Why you're rubbing on me? Let's do it. They do the nasty. You still loaded down now. They're still getting wet now. You're just trying to stop it. I'm just you're just going to go on with you.

You don't got to convince them. No, I ain't convincing them on shit. They be doing it. They got to be in the middle of they don't know. What you mean? Like they're figuring out that women ain't shit too. But I want to do stuff. You still get head.

Like, do they get head? They do everything. They do your head or do like your head with it did or on. No, they do both for everything. They're like they're freaks. Okay. They're doing shit. Not all of them, don't.

They ain't all freaks. Some of them be real particular. Yeah. I heard some of them don't even get naked. Got to park through the box a hole. But they ain't got that. Put the tank top in the sports box. Oh, yeah.

Well. I'll take it. Yeah. Yeah, they don't want Yeah, they're looking like an inmate Mm-hmm For Roach They want to watch all the time

On Twitter, they'd be able to like Cote and Black Where are you going? Pussy again, where does a guy down there? I fall about three bad-ass dudes Yeah, I follow a couple of fine that one But then what I'm talking about See this is what I'm talking about

See this is what I'm talking about She'll let a nigga bust up too You know what I'm saying? Yeah Oh I was just talking about the real life I'm just an experience like, hey, I'm like

that little extra rug like that rub down like hey how you doing but the motherfucker rude down I mean they won't they want to like hey how you doing

when that shit go down a lot a lot of you can't cap it up people bitch you brought it down hell what that mean you guys still like

of niggas though of course not all niggas but they like they got like they got like three four niggas that they like

and if they want to go back you would be the one I don't know why I'm always one why I'm the experiment You can experiment on me They can relate They can relate They're on Instagram

Money Baden underscore my They think I'm gonna be laughing I'm gonna find out I'm gonna call it out I'm gonna tell everybody And you relate with this shit You'll do like that Hey, big I ain't gay for real

This motherfucker's like he'll be taking it Hey everybody She like dick That's who you get wet Jeff, beat that and sit up. Don't count. Have a nigga acting like Debbie acting. You're on Instagram live.

Yeah, we was fucking. She was fucking me wrong. She wasn't saying that when she was fucking me wrong. Ah, she took it wrong, too. She really knew something then. She's an expert. This omnis hidden. They didn't switch it up a little bit.

Yeah, they did. Hey, I thought I was tripping now. They didn't switch it up. They don't take like no domino. They tell you like somebody really did their thing with that one. Somebody took their time. Did they real time? Now, they got a real motherfucking crust on this bitch, you know?

They didn't change the crust up. This is a pan. Mm-hmm. It's a pan piece of. It's a hand toss. See, that pan? That shit really be better. It's a difference.

That's a difference. But see, they'd be thinking just because that shit went through the oven that it done. Sometimes you might have to run that bit back through another herb. and just put it on less degrees. Because that bitch will burn up. I said less degree. You can push it back in and have it a little done, but. I'm talking less degrees?

Mm-mm. They're not turning the degrees. They ain't going to keep doing that, turning it up and down. Mm. Because them bids have got to be at a certain point before they even come on. I used to do it. I used to cook on the day. So I don't know.

I'm at that age. Well, she at that age. Well, she at that age when she feels like she knew everything. Dad, I know how to cook. I know how to cook. man this shit like a got-down placenta where she got down bullshit and I had to eat it she wouldn't let me down like yeah it's good you're good you're good I've told her hey no what it is this you know what it's this you know

me go man that's my baby you'll be going that's what the hell she said the other day she says so she be clocking my head she'd be on my ass I don't say it's on another day hurt my feeling but like I wasn't nobody my mom got my mom got my money than you. I was like, damn. That hurt. Why do you say that? Because she got a house.

So what's up? My condo? You don't like my condo? I ain't got my own room. Shit, y'all, y'all, I barely got my own goddamn room. That's what? I hurt my feeling, though. Damn, that's a condo.

Flip it. I got more money than you, though, because I couldn't prove to her that I had my money and over. Bet you ain't got no damn, man. Your mom ain't here to defend that shit you're talking about. It gets personal. Then I get that shit, I feel like, then I just take it to get some shoes. She's like, yeah.

Then I did, then we just go to the movie, man. My mom still got my money to you. My mama got money like that. Man. I'm saying for the camera, yes. Oh, nigger hell now. Yeah, you do. She do.

I love y'all. I love y'all. You and your mom. I love y'all. You and your mom. me no problem I think my single was gonna be

my favorite baby my my my single baby gonna be a titan she would point every damn thing nah that what

somebody outside man that what princing that pen in the room I'm like God damn man come on son look at that pin

on the wall yeah that pen yeah that pen I'm like that girl so funny bro she goofy

yeah she goofy She can't take no pitchers. Every time I say, take pitying. Oh, God, bro. I'm like, brunette, all me. I can't even get mad. But get what? I'm, bro, I be trying to figure out.

I'd be like, what if you wrong with my kids? She's just going to have to say. I got to go on take accountability, bro. I was on a lot of drugs, bro, back in the day, man. Don't do the kids. I'm being hired, man. She's going to have to explain. She's going to have some ugly-ass pissing when she was a baby.

I'm not going to retit. I'm not going to keep retaking any pizza. I'm like, what wrong with that nigga? I know exactly what wronged that, nigga. And my son. Ecstasy. Hey, boy. My son gets to the point with he'll punch you and run.

Oh, your mom, I'm on the pit. He gets to run up on you and be like, it just run. I was like, oh, that nigga crazy, man. I love that shit. I don't know why. I took that nigga to the park. That ain't going to do it to the kid. That shit was so funny.

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Terrible tools. They know my, they know my jute, jabbing him, know that, but my young nigga's so funny, he knows. I told a nigga that day, man, I said, British one. No, my young, my young boy, he's from the east side. I told a thing, I said, man, you're breath stank. He said, no, Malik breath stank.

My other son, Malik, he ain't here. He ain't at my house yet, but he's on the way to that hour. He's like, no, Malik breast stank. I'm like, gang, Malik ain't in here. He gets to walking out. He told me, yeah, but they're going to stake when he get over him. You can hear a little bush spainting off in the distance. It goes to speak when he didn't get over here.

Bro, my youngest son, brother, my projeet, bro. Show, it's so funny, bro. This is some beautiful stories. Y'all find to make me go make another one. Your son, for the NBA, bud. Yeah, hell, yeah. I see that one doing it. Dang, boy.

That's a good feeling when you know your son can do so. My son, my son's a man. He's running track now, 15 years old. Man, he'll get a better with that shit. Believe. That good. Oh, yeah, hoop, hoop, my son. bro.

He's a dog. Your mama wants you to do what she did. You know what she did, man. Let him get on the track squad. Man. Look, they're really going to enjoy that shit.

You can do, Bo? Get on. Get on that court, man. I want my money back. I'm on child's boat. I need that shit back. Right now, for real. They should give you some of it back.

They ain't going to give me shit back. But I'm saying, they should give you some of it back. Yeah. Like, if you pay it off to a certain point, Up to a certain point, after 18, they're seeing you like. They didn't just sing your son back. But I don't like how somebody can dictate

on what they think you should pay at a house that they ain't even coming to visit. They don't know what going on. They don't know what going. They've been alive. Oh, God. And you believe the lie. They know that, though.

They know she lying. It's really just to teach you a lesson. You can teach you everybody a lesson. We didn't hear of fighting. He's both part of the lesson. We're in here fighting for no reason to, to, this is a disconnect. This is all the system for us to be disconnected that we feel for. Mm-hmm.

Look at it. Look at us fighting for property. Some shit that came out of me. Some shit that, come on, John. The property we here fighting for, and we trained it like property. It came out of me, you're going to keep it from me. Well, you know. Motherfolk just told me to give you what?

A lot of that shit happened out of spite. Yeah. I just don't like how the nigger who don't take care of their kids, them don't have no problem. Maybe. Nah, I ain't got them on child's work. I'll be down there one to the old put that thing on child's on. Yeah.

You got out of the business. You got a little bit. You got a little childbirth. She's like, no. I'm okay. Put them on child. Like she did, me. I'm going to be on childbook.

Damn. Your baby daddy, dad, they on child's a bull. That shit crazy, man. Needs and he needs to take care of their kid, man. At the end of the day. Women start using the property And men start being dead people You feel you feel

That's why I best to be good to him So you can still be the, because you ain't the hero no more Once you leave that house It's a duck You ain't gonna tell the what being said You're not being good said about you over there When you ain't it You don't tell what's being said for real

Your dad don't love you That's why he ain't here No it ain't My daughter said I watch Your mama just crazy and fuck In the background I watch you daddy I see you on TV Quiet a fuck back there

room full of people and nobody said everyone got quiet knowing everybody watched this devil movie at one time ain't nobody's like hey

hey you know what I'm saying like damn no support no support bro you ain't him

once you once you break that's you ain't him nope but you gotta stay loving me you gotta stay on it

yeah you got stay on your grisine that's all the thing got real for real man you got to keep God first and stay on your grisine yeah

Take care of them kid, man. You got to take care of them kids. You must. That's a month. You got to see it all the way through. Do the best of your ability. You can be acting like that might have a responsibility, though. They be like, I don't know.

I figured out when I'm figuring. What do you mean you'll figure out when you figure it out? He ain't called seeing your child ate yet. You went all day. I ain't called your child. Babe, mama say some perfect shit, though. You know when you're a good dad, like, oh. You had like you motherfucker fucking daddy out of you.

You got to take that. I'm trying. You got to take it. Yeah, got to take it. Just got to take it. And you ain't going to get credit for this all the spirit. You ain't going to get credit for none of that. Them kid, love you to do.

And that's part of it, though. That's crazy, bro. That's shit wild. God, no. It's the world we're living in, bro. I know what I thought. That ain't even free. I ain't get me nothing.

No, bro. What do we ain't stop? They stop. Until we don't tell. Oh, the wind stop. I didn't even see it this year. Hey, welcome back to the 85 South show. All night.

He didn't even do it on the loud one. I knew what I was doing. You didn't do it on the level. I know. That shit crazy. I ain't have to. I was crazy. I just did it.

Yep. Now it's done. Excuse me, I see what I play. You know who this episode is sponsored by? Backwoods. Backwoods. Okay. I'm smoking one too.

Me too. Looking soon, baby. We got some limited edition backwoods that we've been smoking and rolling on. What you're smoking? The banana ones? Nah, I can't eat banana. I'm eating that. Aromatic, motherfucker.

Yeah. Nah, I got the rush of cream. You know, I've been asking for these for the longest, man. I feel like I'm gonna take credit for these, because I've been telling Backwoods to make the rap. Now we got backwood's rap. I got rap. I can't get a different.

You ain't know the reps? Oh, yeah, uh-uh. No, these just, these just the rap. I smoke joints. When they come out with backwood papers, they're going to shut the game down. These is a rap. This is a pet. Oh, let me get one.

I can't roll in there. No, that's my whole pack. I'm sitting a nigga. Give seven a. This is a fire pack. Give me seven o. He knows. Speed.

Lily. Lily. Are you good a guy with you on? Oh yeah, okay. I mean, they ain't on there with slap wood. Yes, it is. That's nothing like a slap wood, boy. Mm-hmm.

It's backwood. You got to bend backwoods like a white man. Listen, boy. You watch your nigga mouth. And you watch your nigger mouth. They talk about backwood like that. No, they fucking with it. I see what they did.

You see what they did? Mm-hmm. It's done, ain't it? Yeah, that's good. So you ain't got to do all that extra shit. They did it for us. You got some scissors. Why the fuck I got some scissors?

We're in the club. You did it for us. Oh, no. I don't know. I don't need to take a cook on. Yeah, do what you need to do. I had got laser for it. Been to fucking with the cones.

What should do them con? Convenient. You know, they got this thing that should just roll your blunts up for you. You just put the blunt paper in that a weed. That should be lazy. I can't do the plastic. Too laborers.

Too laborous. That should make me wheeze. It's too laborers. You got to roll up yourself. That's part of the experience. I'm tired of that. That's why I stopped smoking. You want to put it on a piece, man.

You put it up? You want to give me the hand, tell us. The black box. Let me get one of them motherfucketting and my windstile. Too much winning to getting hot. Yeah, that black box, motherfucker. I got to call the nigger, go to the nigger high, get the weed. I'm a, I'm a convict that feeling I got to ride back with the weed,

knowing there's a gun in the car. Damn. You got to stop doing so much shit. No, listen, I'm tell you, bro. I have bought some... Because there's a lot of bullshit weed flowing around Atlanta right now. I'm not an old capitol.

Listen. Nika, Polly pulled me over, nigger. Let me go. I just bought some weed. I got a car full of weed. Nigger, let me go. Why? You were some bullshit?

Huh? Nigger didn't smell it. Damn. I'll take that bit back to that nigga out. Dang. You said it was some loud. You live. You lied, my boy.

She's quiet. I'm lying on that niggin' dough four in the morning. Hey. It's been. Huh, huh. Buddy, that. Hey, buddy, that. You're retarded, boss.

Lillian. Dude. You said this shit was a lot. Y'all had a cow. There's some quiet. Lillian and a character, boss. You can be anywhere. Hey.

It's me. I'm smart. Lillian. I heard about you. I heard about you. He said to spit on it jerking three times. It's got to get hard. It's going to get hard to some bitch.

You got that little ass. I want to ride it. Lodge into the sunlight. Down, bitch. Put your finger in my ass. You're going to die. You're a dead, meag. Yes, ma'am.

Two fingers, spit on it. Hey, man, your mind's gone, girl. You bet not make my pussy fart by? You make it fart, you go wake the whole part up. There ain't go, Chris. Get that air out of there. Hey, man, what's your predictions on this? on this Donald Trump shit.

I don't know, man. Stack your money. Man, worry about you. Oh. Oh, no. You got to pay this shit by here, bro. He's tripped. They're higher up, so they have no argument right now.

We just don't know what the argument is. But they're arguing. They're like, oh, for real? 1004 then. In first, it was 34. Someone said, where he's like, oh, you think a bull's in? 101. All right.

Why, tomorrow? I'll put two-fifth on that bitch. I'm tariff this motherfucker up fuck with all of you folks down here I'll run this shit Who gonna pay it? I don't know, bro because they

Can think about You have to think about like product and inventory Huh You gotta think about It's inventory So they already got inventory That's pre-bought It's all about the new purchases

Yeah Well, it's the new shit So we're studying the shit You already got coming over And already two months from now That's cool We're talking about the shit that you go by from today forward.

Yeah. Mm-hmm. We double that. You think it's going to pop the trade wall? They're going to do something that's big. Because you got to think about all them different squares and all that shit, on FinViz and all that shit. Them are different companies and different entities, bro.

With a lot of people. You feel what I'm saying? Them different blocks and different sectors of companies and group of companies that got people. So about that shit in the red. I don't know what's going on. There's a lot of people taking their money now. They put it like this.

There's a lot of people losing money right now. Where is she going? It's going back to the motherfuckers who got all the money. That's what I'm saying. When you're losing it, the money going, it's depleting. It's a transfer of wealth. It's the biggest transfer of wealth. Right.

So when the money depleted, that means somebody tick it. No, the motherfuckers who got the money now, these people, I guess they literally want all of them Right Because even the people who had money They didn't lost so much of it Now they're like in the position That they ain't never wanted to be in

Right Like they still got money But they ain't got it like they had it Because now your shit was digitalized So like all your shit was Digit in these assets Now think about motherfuck Yeah the assets got slashed

They had their shit in assets They're like what? Everything doesn't depreciate So think about a motherfucker who who ain't really tripped by money in the bank because they don't bought a lot of shit and they got money in investments and shit. Now that shit dropped.

Right. Because they use that for leverage to go get more money. Yeah, because now we got billionaires falling back to millionaires and that's like, you feel, that's what the fuck? What?

What? I know I was 1.2. I just lost $200 million. I can't lose $200 million. On GP? On GP? What? Yeah, this was the retirement money

that's missing now. Now motherfucker is going to have to work a little bit longer. Everybody feeling it. Real, for real, for real, for real. That's why when you say wealth, a million dollars, if it's done right and your family got to have at least a team for you to be, like, consider wealthy and put up in a certain tax bracket.

Well, it's like they make more money and more money and more money because the money got to pay you. but the money keep them wealthy for years. It ain't about them having the money. It's about how long you can have the money. So it's a family with $200, $300 million. The $300 million is to last them to be wealthy for this. He's still got to go make some more money so they can land.

A lot of this is new money though. They've never been where they had with it. They've lost so much. Now they're losing shit. They're losing like money. It's their first L. Hey, losing. This niggas looking up and be like, what the fuck?

There I go my wing. God damn, this is a big ass, baby. There I go my fries. That bag is a movie bag. I'm going to get me a goddamn village time of deal, bro. Or like a Marvel. What would you call that? What?

Like a Broadway. It's like a Broadway play, but it's like a shit. Like a one-man show? Not really a one-man show. It's kind of like on... Just a stage play? Yeah, like on some grint shit. Do it.

You know. I'm gonna call it a residency. It'd be like a movie. For one thing I went, I wouldn't go see that mindcraft, right? And you open my eyes up about the black community and shit like that. Like, we fuck with what we fuck with. But see, we don't know what the white people fuck with. But see, but once they get...

They fuck with... Once they get tricked too. Once they get tricked, they like a robot. That's why it looked like they fuck with their shit. Like they fuck with their people. No, once they like some, they own it for life. We're the only one picture that to put it down. They like it for life. Forever. Nick, I'm in Minecraft, nigga. These kids are in here repeating shit and saying shit with the movie. They don't stand it, fantastic. They play the game. It's like, it's part of their life. Give me some friends. It's grown people in here too, so he's like, what's my name? My name is Sam. Everybody in this movie did it like, Sam, man. I'm like, what's so fun? I mean, you know, my nieces, they're from the hood.

They're like, they're not watching my background like that. That's a fucking bush. I'm like, when I'm tapping them, I'm like, you see how these four fuck. Look at that these whiteful. They're here like, they're like, they're like, they're like, yay! I'm like, bro, all you got to do is get over here,

get into the little algorithm. Oh, you got them. Play Minecraft. Huh. Now what I got to eat? I have some food for me. These motherfuck is good. Do you fry?

Fried up the chain, gang. Mm-mm. Mm-mm. I already see now. They can't be mine. Who had a little puppy? Me. Okay, them gotta be yours.

Okay. You want to eat back. Yeah, these motherfuck are hidden, man. Oh, bro, we ain't start to be bus. Come on. Y'all, get them right. I didn't let me down a few times. And I did?

Let you down. You stop most definitely. You don't let you down a couple times? You just got a note to get, bye. Couple times. Got a little to get. The fry? I get some brown.

Am I? My man. You can, I mean. Shit. That motherfucker fucking hit my hole. This long. I don't know. I don't know.

I don't care up. You hit that whole T-X-A. Yeah, I hit all that shit, then you ain't going to. Ooh, shit. We got the fuck out 50s. What the fuck? Oh yeah, you smoke before you eat this. It's like I got you hit the blunt one or two times.

Mm-mm. I don't need none of that. Yeah, I do. You a J. Ha ha. Ha ha. God damn. You're a Jake for real.

You need that dinner to eat? Yeah, you're a Jay. You need to survive? You're a Jay. No, they're just saying it's a thing, dude. Dinger, a Jay, man. It's like I get happy to eat. I mean, I'm about to get this shit.

What? That's about saucing. I know this shit buzz. Look, you see the glitter on that motherfucker, print fry. We ain't thought got a crazy thing. Here you go. You get to the bottom, but the fry,

get harder than the little baby verse. Come on. man brand who we've got no key fuck you're gonna drive niggia you got potato chips at the bottom you fair man that's shake what the bottom of the fry yeah want some need this I'm good yeah give me some I'm just hey how I was definitely say those little nitty turn out soon I'm like yeah soft part and salt my edges nah I gotta get my boy right he just He gave me two pieces only, you want to show.

Man, he wants to fool. I don't need about four more. About four more. Yeah, hey, everybody plays. He's mad. Somebody won't hit. Damn, bro. He's going to ride.

Then that niggas. Then they're just split a piece of, goddamn. He said, we're crazy. Four pocket full. No cap. Fing yank. Mm-hmm. They got the honey hat okay then.

Bro, you see the nigga that used to be on my brother and me is a detective for Atlanta P.D. Yeah. Like a real deal? Yeah. That the nigger's trying to get this RICO put on a little baby, ain't? Mm-hmm. That's what my brother is.

Did you? Did he? Oh, look, man. Let me go look at me. Small world, bro. It feels like we're in an alternative reality. Oh, man. Hold on, man.

You don't remember my brother, me? I don't watch something in TV shows and don't know the name, because I was just appreciative. That's the one Amanda Seals was on. Which one of these niggins, not didn't he? The little brother. Him. The little brother right. Him?

Yeah. Damn, he to Popo? Yep. By now. Damn. Hey, they had a, they acted a fool that four or four a day, didn't. What are you on winning? We don't want to burn away.

Y'all were three years old when this shit came up. But they had, they found a dead horse on P Street. Yeah. Those nests showed their ass on four of four days. A dead. And left that motherfucker, guys. And left him. They called Uber. Get what kind of car it was?

What? A Mustang. What the hell? Nah, I don't know. You came on a horse, left in a horse. What happened? The fucked up thing is, out of all the fucked up shit we don't ever said on the show, that might be the shit that hit us flag.

What? Talking about the dead horse. We didn't do nothing. That news. We're just stating news. But only in Atlanta with some shit like that happened. Girl four days. Somebody left a dead horse.

You could tell that motherfucker when to go out on the way there. Mm-mm. That horse got too drunk. Somebody. They were overwhelming and shit. All them people out there

got down backwood in the aisle and got there hot in there all that niggas smoking all that zaw. Nick on that zaw station. That boy had asthma. Bro, you know how long a horse can go without water, bro? That's how you make a statement. They found a dead horse, the first, you know what I'm saying?

Next year, the promotion for that shit going to be crazy. Going to be a gorilla. Because they're going to put the horse on the fly. Oh, dead gorilla, holy fuck. This is a red peepotter for the horse. Arrombie. You got dead gorillas out here, like, what the fuck? Damn, bro.

The fucking horse just laid out by the ATM. They're reaching over that. They put them on the side. Somebody drugged them over them. And the people don't walk past the horse. Like, man, that's crazy. Like, you made that motherfucker to walk by the horse before they were like, damn, that's crazy.

Somebody ought to call them people or something. One nigga stepped over the horse. Is you an idiot? Keep down, nothing? Spank like a motherfucker, I don't. My friend. I don't even vibe. Damn it's stupid.

We ain't used to see in a dead hole. We're taking this sleep. I thought it was sleep. I just thought somebody left their horse. I ain't know of a day until I told me. That one of them in the top-tailed horse did, though. They were like a donkey, for real. That one I'm trying to say.

That was a mule. That was a mule. That was a normal. That was a normal horse. Not a country needs to come out of, you know, they were on their horse, some shit I want to do. I don't even think he died. It just probably played a dog.

I wonder what the fuck happened. They'd been ran out of gas. I don't know a horse just run out of gag, man. A horse can go three, four days without drinking a walk. when he hit the ground, when you laid out, when the eyeball came out of head. I don't think they can go that long without drinking the water.

When the eyeball popped out of head, man, got to eat. You got to think about when they were doing all their traveling in the day, that was the way to travel. It wasn't no water like that. It was water, but it was... When they were traveling, they ain't happy.

The hunts were dying, though. Yeah, they had to get them hot water, man. Well, maybe they stayed close to the streams. You're thinking of camels. I want to know what the fuck you wrote that hook from all the way. to the P Street from where? Let's it.

High Park. Riverdale. A nigga knew he was going to deal. He was like, he couldn't even claim them all for. Nick, I got a horse in the city. You don't even know who called. Come get a dead horse. Who you called? They didn't ride it from where they're from.

They probably drove it down on the trailer. No, somebody tried to steal a horse. Didn't properly feed it, right? They thought they were going to be shone out on four four day with a horse. That shit died on. Somebody hit. Somebody hit him a bitch. Somebody hit the cow on your head.

Somebody should have a horse on your head. them people or something, man. They were scared. They stole it. Somebody hit the kill switch on the horse. Somebody, the owner. The only hit the key switch. Go steal my horse.

Boy. Don't get that down. That's some wild shit. Sorry, Barbara. Hey. I got to do it to you. It's like, I ain't going to wake the horse up, man.

Bring the horse up. Hey, horse. It's me. Lillian. Whee. The motherfuckers had a dead horse out there, man. Damn, I ain't know he had nothing died, bro. That's fucked up.

The horse is a beautiful animal, bro. That means you can take care of that motherfucker, bro. Some people don't understand, bro. If you ain't no animal love, we don't get animals. If you ain't no animal love, don't get animal, bro, because they need certain care, bro. But eventually, they all going to pass on. Even if they need some.

Even if they are well taken care of. That's just the way life is, man. Sometimes shit be happening. The old nigger way to talk. They're going to eventually pass on. They're going to dance on now. They're going to get up out of here. We all got a date.

Nah, we know that, but I'm saying, though. You got some nigga there like it's animal neglects. But that's just a reflection on how they live in, too, though. That's what I'm going to say? There's a lot of people that animal neglect. They got a dog. Well, you ain't fed that motherfucker. You ain't even walked that moth.

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you don't know what I want him to slap on there? You're going to kick your brain loose. What a dope bad. Ow, fuck the dick, a head off his shoulder. You go to his neck, nigga, you know what? Hey, it's up on a count. It's up on a count. There's no fingerprint.

Train the horse to bite me. That one of my biggest fit and kick my one of them, bitch. No, no cap. That's what I need to, boy. You good? I'm smooth. I'm glad they did food. ate all day.

Smoke, we're down the wrong hole. Yeah, we didn't discuss a lot of shit. We're going to Africa. Dead horse on four-oh-old day. That's how you do it though How you make a statement How you make a point man Give me some more of them for you

How you go out with a bang They eat friday was hitting How he'd go out with a bang, man He was out of the whole time Yeah He ain't gonna eat up He still cause of plane I gave that nigga two fucking pieces

He always I miss that nigga wood Tell me no I wish that nigga wood Say no It was really my friend I should have got some fries This bitch of his bitch

What bitch is name? They have the sweet potato frog What one are you here? Lemonade? No, I ain't gonna drink that one of them. Mm. Mm. Mm.

We got over there, gang. Just got over there, gang. Bye, you win. Yeah. We're smoking good backwood. Mm. We eat them. We got some good wings, stop frazz and shit.

We roll up. Some good dominoes. To all the people who are watching this shit I don't know what to tell you I don't know what the fuck about to happen Save your money if you got some And if you don't have some You need to try to find a way to get some

But remember, money can't buy happiness Especially if you don't know what they sell happiness We get high, we get high Not saying that Money can't make you happy, it just depends on what you're using for. They say all money ain't good money. But you got the bad money. You just give me about two weeks.

And I can turn that bad money into good money. All right, I can't eat them on Friday. It's so hot. You got to call for me. Coming soon. Got a movie on the way. Congratulations, money. Yeah, man. We hit hot.

For real? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. I just did a movie with Little Real, Tiffany Haddish, King Batch. Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. It always works, too. Yeah, I'm showing y'all diversity in this. I can't wait for this one.

Oh yeah. That is nice. You see that? I'll just be asking y'all about shit that I, like it's been a little minute. It feels like it's been a little minute. The draft coming up. Who y'all fucking with? What, you're talking about?

The NFL. The NFL. I don't know who at that for real. I ain't been paying shit for real. Man, they got to do something for the cowboy, bro. I'm tired of the shit. That's your team. You've been around with the knick for a long time.

They got to do something with them, man. When you gonna switch up? You got you got you Why? You can be with a losing team for a long time You're a soccer fan, nigga, you've been

a little team for a lot I know Hey man, don't do it like They were They were losing Bones Let me tell you Oh, what that was

Two guys 17 I told you kiss my head You came back though Huh You came back With what You back

You back on their wagon We uh Who y'all They gotta show what They gotta show me something I'm telling you You gotta go You gotta go five and over

You know, but I don't even want to give you that too much. That's a lot. That's the ring, though. No, no, no, go forward, though, and show me you want to win. Because our team, bro, our city, just a hype-ass city, bro. It don't matter who we got on our team. They're going to look like superstars. What's the next year they come in?

You don't even care. What's the next year they have a Super Bowl in Atlanta? Yeah. You're going to be a minute. What? They kind of have a Super Bowl right now. I don't know. See no other nigga play yet?

What's the nigga would pull up down here? All that hell of the shit on. They're gonna'all right here. And the football was in the Super Bowl? In Atlanta? I don't see how we lost that field. See, that day. I don't care what nobody said.

I sat there and watch it. I got so close to the screen. I was like this. The TV right here. I said, I got to see this shit. Everything just went. Nick, I know you was devastated when that shit happened. Bruh, this is the first time I ever cried.

Nobody would say, when nigg be talking about the file. The nigga be talking about the Falcons. I'd be like, bro, let me be out of that. The whole city will punch drunk. Don't, don't even. We still got over there. That's something that hurt to this day. Yeah, yeah.

That's one thing about the Falcons, though, man. I'm going to go to home. If you're going to fuck with him, you got to fuck with him for the whole game because they're like, I don't know what happened. It's just seemed like when they get to the end of the game or the second half, especially with Matt Ryan. He gets hit one good time and that's going to fucking be all over the place. It's a rap.

They ain't been rising in Julio. He can't throw a pair of y'all. I don't know who the fuck came with this quick slack shit. Like, we're a quick slack thing. Why don't throw 12 y'all, 8 to 12 y' y'all? Man, what, fuck that pussy. We got no fire in a slat there.

And then you see how, like, it'd be more bullshit that go on off the field with, like, the people who run the shit than the actual team. It's like they don't even be trying. Like, what the fuck is y'all? I spent the nigg a long time ago. Listen, that way I said

A Nick can't talk bad about the faggers Only if you're from in love I can be I ain't no such thing I'm jumping out of the bad wag Man, I'm from here No, you got to fuck with him though If it came down to

I'm going home to him No, I fought with him So the niggins ain't able to sit here Like I approve all these Is it feel like the falcons Got more people in this city Than ain't Falcons fans Like any team come here

Got more fans than the falcons Oh God Mm-hmm And I support the Falcons and all the local teams. The niggins don't care about that shit. Just because that's the whole. They just want to beat New Orleans.

That's all that they're going to fuck about it. That's it. As long as they beat New Orleans, we're going to fuck about the rest of that. I'm a falcon fan when we play New Orleans. Yeah, because they... But see, neither the thing, I don't have no favorite team. It's hard to have a favorite.

So I'm a fathor fan because I'm a fan by the fault because I ain't got no team, nigga. Oh, yeah. The fives is in my team. So they're doing all these shit, and I'm just supposed to be having these conversations among these great. This is my team. And I have nothing to say.

And then here they come and using nothing. I fuck with Pittsburgh. In the Falcons, all the Super Bowl, we just catch straight. We called Strait all Super Bowl. You didn't hear them when they were like, well, you know, Kansas shit can come back, because you know, 283, we all saw it. I'm just like, oh, they're going crazy.

The Falcons gave everybody else hope. Yeah, they were going crazy on Super Bowl. It's never over. I feel like somebody got on the phone and made the call, and was like, don't let those fucking Falcons win. Because if you go back and watch that game, so much goofy shit is starting to happen. Bro. I'm talking about it.

Unbelievable shit. Every time. Everything. Everything happens. My fucking recovering, on-side kicks, interceptions, fumbles. And I don't know what the fuck happened. The second half they had the sheet code in. That's why I said, I mind my business when it comes on that shit.

I saw it. Yeah, I'm not going to get back emotionally involved because I saw some things, and I was like, you know what? I'm going to let you all happen. I just watch from a far. You gotta let it burn. Yeah, that shit burned too. That's why I met the house. I could sit there with watch.

Ain't nobody making them type of phone. The city was lit that night, bro. The y'ning, you didn't play. The four had the Amaland with the Cyrus on. Police just around. That's my city was in a house full of Patriot fan, bro. Ready to get junk. That four quarter hit the city was so quiet.

You get that, nigh, a fart. Nick, went to bed. Oh, you got there, a car county. They were quiet. The worst football game I ever saw. Man, that shit was horrible hit that four quarter, boy. He's going to talk about the facts. What you mean?

The last memory I got. Your core. The last one. The lag, you're talking about all these other football game. You saw that? I'm like, oh, you must have saw what I saw. Because the shit I saw stuck. And I ain't saw nothing else out of that.

So all these little intermediate games y'all keep talking about this shit, man, I don't care what they do with. A preseason. I don't do them. Fuck. You got to erase the memory. Now, you. You can't be like that, man.

You got to let it go. You're going to turn into one of them upset fans like that white man in Alabama that poursing them trees. No, they got to erase that memory, though. It's going to be a little minute before they make it back to the Super Bowl. But then my thing, though, when you get to watch other people have excitement for a city that they're from, they just enjoying the haul and fish people, you won't part of that.

And when you realize how close we were, and we just let it go. So I'm like, so it wasn't even part of the beach. being the champion or having the heart of the city. It was something else. So why would I involve my emotions into some shit that y'all don't care about? You can't. That's what I'm saying.

I let it go. At that moment, I was like, it's past. We ain't get no parade. Fuck that punk-ass parade. If you want a parade, you need to go join the band in some of those high schools and shit. They have parades all the time in Atlanta.

Huh? They have parades all the gym. Oh, yeah, yeah. They didn't. They stop no shit. No, hey, we have a big parade here. They got a big parade. It's colorful, it's bright

It's bright It's bright as hell Nick, I know you Weren't disappointed Because it wasn't going to be a parade Oh hell, nah, fuck that You're talking about Tanty you see you need

Nah Nah I get it, though Cowboy man 25 Y'all know what's up You're still fucking with the Cowboys That's loyalty

I don't know why I mean, we got rings. Oh, I ain't tripped. In your lifetime? I was born 88. Oh, yeah. You at least got, well, you was, I don't know. Did they count?

Early 90s, Cowboys. That's what made you a fan? No, nigga, a little Giants, the movie. Oh. That boy, Spike. I all over the five of a fan of Dirtyberg. The Falcons was cold. I knew the dirty bird before I even saw a game.

A game was luxury. Watched the football game. My game was the 49ers back in the day. Ooh, you didn't talk about them Garrison Hurst day. No. Oh, hell, yeah. What that boy was a fool. That boy was a fool.

That boy was up. They had a loaded tape. They had Jerry Wright and T.O. My dad is going to watch the Braves. He good, didn't you? I remember that Moss era, though. For the 49ers? No, fine.

Oh, okay. Oh, yeah. That was a raw, raw. Hell yeah. Randy Moss on the Patriots was raw, too. Random Moss? Yeah, he did. He did. He thought he had two heroes. He was raw to the whole time. He was wrong with him everywhere. Right since Romo left. Yeah. There ain't nobody have a wearing his lot of Romo, bro. They still fucking with Dak Prescott.

We ain't going to win until he's a ball. I thought they, um, he couldn't have a job. Yeah, decent, but he just, it requires more, bro. It's going to require more out of you, gang. Then y'all sent Zeke to New England. I think that is doing what they told him to do. That's why he don't get, he don't catch as much as the hell from the, they need to send out of the, they need to send Lamar tag now.

Even if it work or not, he's still doing what they tell him. They need to send Lamar to Atlanta. We should be a, we got this year on. Who do quarterback good for y'all? Who? Falker. He got, he got, Couged, penis.

Oh, Michael Penis. But then my whole thing, see, did my whole thing, right? He got a court one of 80 guaranteed, bro. They still got a penit. They did nothing. I don't want to try to, bro, they miss me with all that.

I just, I just, I'm saying you got a muck. They might have an old Kirk of favor. Sometimes that was good, though. But don't, if it's been in, it's been in. I'm not, I'm like, I'm, Well, here deal, that cool versus what my deal is. You can't sit here and kick the shit and say he ain't got no money, but you expect me to work crazy hard.

And you give me a nigga, $1.80. He'd do nothing. And he didn't get me $9. I ain't ask for that. I'm going to work my way to the other because I don't even want the $1.8. I'm going to get the $2.50. What did they send me at? What did they say about running?

What did they send him in? He went to the coach and called another extra father. I know. He didn't do nothing at the coach He didn't do nothing with y'all I know The first eight years The first seven in he was good

A whole bunch of nothing The first the last five six What the hell I don't think it's based off performance And we had receiver then Loves, we had ride the right We had that tall tight end

We had Julio We had two running We had door wood That was that best year Oh man The short light's getting nigga, man. They year y'all went.

Freeman. Freeman. We had all these niggins, bro. Freeman was a... Remember we had Northwood, too? We had a running back

and a back on running back. We were like, bray, y'all didn't need know what we're going to do. It ain't like them all slot days. See?

That whole squad up. They're not defense were crazy. True fun back, though. Yeah, defense would like that. He didn't work on the little shit. He don't know, bro.

First of all, if you think about it, right? Tom Brady, I ain't even no scrambling quarterback. He ain't got to.

We still are one of the greatest. Yeah. What that means? We need these strong niggins on the line. Let's start there first. How are you going to go to the quarterback one out of protection? Dan Marino. And I feel like we should have got Cam Noon.

That one, 80s. Yeah, Cam would have been a good one. Yeah, when it came out and turned to sit up, got high, get what? You would have brought me back in the state. That's why I said, Bernie. I was like, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me, let me just. I really came for my boy, but let me see. Let me see what I'm going.

boy, though, because I think he got to stay hard I do. Lamar, take them boy, though. Who? Lamar? Jackson. He'll come and die. Here, man.

He'll take them boy. He'll go to Miami for you. He'll look good in that black jersey. Running pretty tape. That black and red, yes, sir. That shit is a reminder for somebody. Yeah. That's why I say you come on down.

But that'll be on, there'll be a, uh, uh, uh, he ain't going nowhere. He all moved, though. He ain't going on Baltimore and let that nigga go. No, he earned this spot, though. Yeah, he earned, like, that's a franchise now. Well, it's been a franchise. I would have been a franchise.

I were hoping they would have sent him to the cowboy last year, but he went to Baltimore. And the nigger said he wanted to go. I think he said he wanted to go to the cowboy. Yeah. That would have been a good fit. Yeah. He left? Bring Zeke to Elama.

He left? Who? Elliot? Running back for Alama? That little dog. I know. That's what the Falcons need. They need a good breakout spot.

Yeah. He's an offensive line, man. We need to start We need to regroup They regroup They're regrouped They need to stop line They keep saying one nigga

We're like, We're going to make it Here, hey, hey, hey, here come another nigga, we're going to be like, Oh, nigga would geek, though. You know the country, you know how we talk, man, why can you do a Kirk Cudgy,

but that my cousin? Soon that shit, go back when I was having. Oh, no, that's going to go back Kenny Cooleck my ass fuck. Nick Kirk Cud and got up a 180, bro, we need, we sweet we're lit you thought you was and you want me to go down here

participating in this shit they'd be like I ain't you couldn't be down here this is part of the system the lick we all the lick look at us food look at all these they tricked your ass again we tricked all this we went four in what nine 50 the hair four everything yeah oh and not enough four at nowhere near you'd be sounding so disappointed that hurt. I know,

you be up on the pole like, God damn. They're serious, bro. That shit hurt. Bro, that's scoff. I do got passion about this shit. So when you see the other shit going on, you be like,

but this, the horse, they still got their shit intact. Brains still got their shit in the ass soccer team. They let them nid do what they want to do. Those niggas out there whoop-in-ass. Those niggins look great. Sockton go crazy.

Our soccer team can fuck some of these other niggum up. And I think that what they're going to get to, bro. Like, it's going to be, like, the top team from the United States is going to play against some other team across country. And they're going to get their ass toe up. You go out there, fuck with them Jamaican and this shit. Like, the soccer players in America. New England.

They don't have, like, they can't fuck with them motherfuckers from, like, Brazil and shit. Oh, yeah, that's a dope. This shit is not only a game to them. This is, they were like, life. That shit called, it's called soccer over here. They call it football over there. They did and serious about it. I think we'll work their ass.

England. England. I believe in them. They play like champions. It ain't happen. When you have a soccer game in another country and the whole country come, they're dead serious. They give away tickets at the soccer game, motherfucker.

Can't fill the parking lot up. Well, this bitch will be packed, but not the whole country come. I think what would they have a little ante on cap game. Atlanta United over here about it. What we doing? I fuck with it. I believe that just because I live in Atlanta. Well, huh?

I know we're gonna whip some. Brave been whipping some. No, they ain't. Nothing more? No. We didn't get tow up. A terrible start for the Braves to see. Oh, my goodness.

They got it right. Before they lost about eight in a row. Damn. Oh, my goodness. What are we doing? Well, they got 82 games. They got a long time to figure it out. They just...

Eighty two games is crazy. Eight games? Them nigga play twice a week down there. Hey, bro. Yeah, they play a lot of game. No count. Oh, you're going to work. You're going to work.

You're going to play the hell out from baseball. Oh, yeah. But we can't have you're going to be swinging and throwing. And catching. For the rest of your motherfucker's life. You got a 10-year deal. The thing is 10-year deal. Pick that bed up.

Not playing. Hey, man. You better sleep with this motherfucker with your, your hand better stink. You wear your glove. Your hand better be. Brinkley and fuck. And we got practice in the morning. What?

So did you sign this? Oh, boy, you mind what? It's all ready to check back up for you. You back up, turn around, open up the wall, and then you're going to go play baseball. What's the ride off? Bag, what's the plate, man? I'll put some paint where that.

All right, man. We're going to literally sit here and talk shit all night. But we can't do that. I'm saying. We got to go. At some point, we got to get to the point where we can leave. We got to get to a spot

that comes well enough where we can lead these people. I think this is back. I can slow it down a little bit. I reached our destination. Yeah. I think this was very informative. They learned.

They learned something. They learned something. I told me it's a nigga right now fighting right now. The game in the business is too different. They fight right now. They fight right now about the shit. I can go on that shit, man. I don't think they could have.

Not after that shit. Who's 283 and the second point? Whatever were going on, those niggins were like, who fuck told them niggas? They must like, they must forgot. Slow that shit down, game. And those niggas went, man, slow that shit. Damn.

Nope. Those nigg was winning that. Catching the football on top of niggies. helmets. Man. Fuck that. The pain I got for that shit. Fuck, them nigga, Tom, man.

Bray, if you realize them they're fucking don't even be out in the club. Boy, you don't see them niggas out like that. They don't be in the city, but I don't care what, nigga Tomber. They ain't going to be able to join this. You don't go to that stadium. You can't go to that stadium.

You can go to that stadium. You can go home, bro. Don't be outside. You can't. You can't. Now can play football. Mm-mm. Get right.

We're a little club. Ha ha ha! No, shout-out to the five, no, man. We wish y'all much love, much success, man. Just play with the heart of that line that we represent. That's all. Can't be out there representing us playing like a goddamn po'-ass-assin hustling.

What y'all be out there doing? Y'all got me. Y'all got it. That's one thing that I see that we support them. Think about a loud-ass for Falcon Stadium, bro, really making some noise. I don't know if I'm going to be in the thing. That bitch would be so loud game.

Oh, it'd be packed. They just got to have something to cheer for, bro. That's all to be. We ain't got nothing to chill for. They rebuild it. Shout out to the Haltz for giving us something to cheer for. The Holtz be going crazy. They say that they say they're going to let me do the voice shit.

Oh, the intro? No, I got the voice shit. The announces shit. For three. Pray on for three. But you will never know with me, though. I'm going to do it. Dyson.

Daddy. The trifecta. The trifector. He's going downtown. Where are you going? You're going to hit him in one of them? He's traveling. Back, you're back.

All right, man. Well, folks, make sure you tune in to D.C. Youngfly. All the good work he's doing over there with Atlanta Hawks. You did. Good shit. Hey, no, I appreciate it with you. Money bag. It's a pleasure.

Clack. Congratulations again, nigga on. You're moving. Yeah. Congrats, OG. I can't wait for y'all to see it. I already knew you were in the radio. I watched that motherfucker guy, how I had to do them on him on. Yeah.

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