The 85 South Show with Karlous Miller, DC Young Fly and Chico Bean - RALO in the Trap! | 85 South Show Podcast

Episode Date: August 16, 2024

Fam Goon Ralo pulled up to the trap and talked about his new album and his first time converting to Islam. || 85 SOUTH App: www.channeleightyfive.com || Twitter/IG: @85SouthShow || Our Website: www.85...southshow.comSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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Starting point is 00:03:05 Yeah, no, I ain't seen not one black officer in, like, done that year. For real? Or no medical black person, no name. So you're on the black, motherfucker, that? Shit, they do that. What did they do that? Because, you know, in the feds, you got to be like, It got to be like, even.
Starting point is 00:03:26 Like, it got to be 33%. That ain't even, nigga, you're the only nigga. Yeah, but damn, dumb people don't be like, someone will be like, the staff, not one black person, but they'll put inmates. Oh, okay, okay. But they don't be like. People of wood, eyes, eat up.
Starting point is 00:03:42 They don't even be from the South most of the time. So, like, you automatically not knowing how they even approach in this situation. Right. Yeah. You're still a nigga from the South. Like, you're from the song, you're from Mississippi. You're my family.
Starting point is 00:03:57 Boy, you're at. Right. Family, you gotta get that nigga a hug. For real, boy. Mississippi niggas everywhere. I love Mississippi. I love the niggas. I love the niggas, boy.
Starting point is 00:04:10 That's some good niggas in Mississippi. Tell me about it. I just happen to be from that motherfucker. Y'all have some hardworking niggas. I don't say that, man. That's some other shit we could do. No, I'm saying, like y'all. You have some hardworking knick.
Starting point is 00:04:22 You have some hardworking knick. You know, you're Mississippi. He took that as like, you called me a slave. I ain't saying. There was no slaves. We're all some good working boys. I said, y'all are lazy. No, the fuck me ain't lazy.
Starting point is 00:04:35 You give a Mississippi dick a couple of a bitch. What you mean? What you mean? Hard working. I'm a lazy motherfucker. We don't be doing a goddamn thing. Don't you label me nothing. My dad from his dad. What part?
Starting point is 00:04:50 I don't even know what part. Damn. But they caught up with me when I was. was in prison. St. Wayne's, I'm... Who, your daddy? Yeah. Caught up what you were using jail? My dad did it, man, man.
Starting point is 00:05:02 You're the way you said it. I said my daddy's out of the family. Oh, okay, okay. They're like, I remember him. That's big man's son. Damn. And then they wrote me and shit like that. But then, after a couple months,
Starting point is 00:05:17 and started doing about money. Like, hey, I'm fucked up. They're out here. In jail? Oh, yeah. You thought they came out rich dick's business jail. They said, don't care. Rich dick is no goddamn.
Starting point is 00:05:29 Damn, thinking about that. I can't go to the bank account in him. What's in my mind? Gangster. I know what's so, thank you. You're good. Pleasure to meet you, man. What's up, brother, man?
Starting point is 00:05:40 He's making everybody spell up. Spell it. A.K.A.H. Yeah, he cheated. How did he do that? He's a philosopher. I told you. I said, I was a little bit, though.
Starting point is 00:05:51 I was just, it's got to be. He was a guy. No. No. Oh. Bye. He said it. Look at you.
Starting point is 00:06:00 I know. I thought it was H.K. I signed mine out. All key. What's all? What's all? Because there's, I'm going to say O-C-K.
Starting point is 00:06:11 I'm going to say O-C-K. Nah, I'm going to say it because then I'm going to be wrong. I'm going to say some more shit. Then I'm going to be wrong. See, I just said it like you. And then I started spelling him like him, but when I went to prison, I learned that. Oh, yeah.
Starting point is 00:06:23 So they told you, so you were like nodding. I was like him, O-C-K. Then I graduated and I was like, yeah. I bet your brother was like, Oh, young brother. Oh, that was getting me. What is this? Now, I went to rain.
Starting point is 00:06:36 I write the rhyme and reining the Arabic. So you could read Arabic? Yeah. You can say a full sentence of Arabic. Yeah. That shit hard here. Say something. This meant that, had Akman Rahim.
Starting point is 00:06:49 What the fuck you just said? Don't do that, bro. Don't do that. Everybody in here got quiet like, yeah. They're real. Yeah, yeah. Whatever he said, that's what it was. I know that's what I'm saying.
Starting point is 00:07:01 You can't respond that. You're asking like you knew what he was going to say. I agree. Well, I know when you finally tapped there, like, I know like the first stage, because right now I'm at the first stage, like this shit hard in here to pronounce, recite. Like I went to the first stage like 10 times. I'm going to go back to the first stage.
Starting point is 00:07:23 first thing. But that's it hard, boy. Because you got to continuously, like, the speaking in order for you to, like, actually grasp it. Nah, it's just, what I fucked up at was learning from niggers, like, transaliteration, like, oh, you gotta say it like this. The actual, so now I got all of this programmed in my mind, all these different chapters of this book, programmed to my mind. So none of that I know the right version, I'm still saying the wrong.
Starting point is 00:07:50 You got to rewrite. You got a damn to relearn it. And that's the fucked up part. It's hard. So I'd be trying to forget a lot of old stuff so I can re-birth it in my head. Did you find, did you become Muslim when you was in prison or you was already before? I was in 9-0-1, Wright Street. They were for prison.
Starting point is 00:08:10 So you were in the right street, that thing. So what made you turn in? You know, they got the two different ways. Nigger get in it because they skit. Right. And then niggas actually like, nah, man, I actually got to get in tune with God. You feel what I'm saying? Yeah, they were back when we were going to detour and shit.
Starting point is 00:08:25 You know, I know. I know you, nigga. So, like, one time a little girl got paralyzed in a situation. Right. So at first, you know, when the grid shit happened or whatnot, I was going to court and shit. I used to be super Christian. Right. I got baptized and all that.
Starting point is 00:08:42 My posse was coming to court, juvenile court. Right. When I was a juvenile court, I was trial. So when he kept coming to court, I went to found God. So I used to go to church and shit. So I got, when they started telling me they were going to give me a juvenile life sending, you know, that shit felt like for ever. You know, like, you do five, ten years in juvenile.
Starting point is 00:09:04 You know, you never got down 14 years old. You're looking at that shit like, wow. So what happened to well, I got through that shit. The judge let me, you know what I'm saying, got me a job at Kroger and all of those shit in, you know, two years or a year in, out. shit, I went shum-mo people. I just went crazy. And then I was like, man, I can't go back to church. They're talking about God.
Starting point is 00:09:27 They're going to forgive me. He just forgave me. So when I got in Rock Street for all these different crimes, I seen everybody going to church. I'm like, damn, I ain't been to go over the fuck my whole. So one day, I just started sneaking in church. Sitting in the back, I was saying, I'm sitting in the back because I see all the, you know, when niggis in jail,
Starting point is 00:09:47 by God, it's good. Right. Everybody in that motherfuck go out to the little thing. I don't give a fuck. If it's a Catholic white man teacher, you're going on that bitch. You just want to go on there. You want to hear something pilot. Everybody got their bibles and shit, right? It's something like, nothing else to do.
Starting point is 00:10:03 So I started going. And then they start saying, oh, they start, you know, at the end, they always be like, if anybody want to be saved, come down, touch this, Christ, you know, go on up there, right. So I started asking questions. I had not never asked questions because, you know, my grandmama, my mama, you know, we're in the bluff.
Starting point is 00:10:22 So it takes us to church every Sunday and shit. So it wasn't, it wasn't no question. I started wanting to know about religion. So, God, damn. They put me in this program, this drug program. It was like N-A-A-A, and it was all kinds of class. We studied from 8 o'clock in the morning to like 4 o'clock in the afternoon. And when I was in that motherfucker, I just started picking up other religious books.
Starting point is 00:10:46 I started studying Rastafarian. I started studying the Hebrews. I started studying just all the different faiths. And when I picked up the Quran, that's the one that I kind of like felt like, oh, this one, this, this, this, I can stand on this type of shit. Oh, yeah? So it started talking to me and then another Muslim nigga walked past me. It wasn't even a lot of Muslim in there. It was just one Muslim nigga.
Starting point is 00:11:12 And of course, his name was Muhammad. Mm-hmm. I asked the nigga like, hey man. Tell me about it really is, you know what I'm saying? Then I asked a little Lurt, you know, NBC Little Lert. The Colin Lekevin, he'd be with Charleston White every day now. But, you know, he had a situation at that time. He had a conviction.
Starting point is 00:11:31 And he had shot a nigga and born home. We've been found guilty to all these crimes. So that's that new shit. Right, right. You know what I'm saying? So anyway, he had shot a nigga and born home. And got down, me and him had the same judge. And me and him were blood.
Starting point is 00:11:48 Both of us were blood. He would be VA-9-Tray. I would be B.A. 9-Trey. Mm-hmm. So, got down. I asked the nigga, I was like, man, I want to be a Muslim, Nick. Because he knew about the Muslims and shit, because he was already in prison and shit. He's like, man, you just going to go out of that shit with people selling dope.
Starting point is 00:12:01 Ralo, he ain't fin to be on no muzzle and shit. I'm like, Nick, I want to be a Muslim, nigga. You don't know how to do the shit. Like, you do a nigga going on and I'm doing all that shit. I want what the hell I'm supposed to do? But he would never teach himself. Fuck that, nigga. He, he know I would be warned with his ass.
Starting point is 00:12:18 about that. But anyway, goddamn, the tall Muslim nigger, he was quiet, tall, you know, those niggas, you know, that nigg was just quiet, you know, niggas just don't fuck with because they're my mizman shit. I went over there asking me, I'm like, man, I want to be a Muslim. He's like, who are young brother? I'm like, man, nigger, I'm going to be a young brother. I don't do all this, tell him he west up. Right.
Starting point is 00:12:45 So the nigger converted me. I ain't know what the hell he did. make me say some shit, I was like, oh, so I'm a muzzle now. He was like, yeah, yeah. So I started going to the little class and shit. You got you, the American Mix speech at the wilderness. Yeah, but when I got, when I got the, when I got on the street, I was over there on Simpson with a little bird and meatball and, you know, a little kid.
Starting point is 00:13:06 Like, all of us on Simpson. And God damn, them niggas was just bashing me. I'm like, nigga, you got damn, I ain't going to eat no pepper brownie. You know, you get the food stock car, go right up down to the Wayfield. I mean, the shit that Tiabot. Mm-hmm. The seafood, Bankhead Seafood? No, the shit, you know where he billed, the shit at.
Starting point is 00:13:27 You're talking about, you're talking about, uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh. You're talking about the, uh, what the apartment's it? Yeah. They had the laundromat right now. It was a grocery store. It was a ghost store. Huh? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:13:41 Yeah. Well, that was the fucking one. You get... It was yellow. You get yellow words on. You get five. Yes, sir. Then you get five packs.
Starting point is 00:13:49 That food's stanking out, too, though. Don't go on that. You got to eat that shit immediately. But you got to eat that shit getting live. You're like, y'all, I'm about that. This motherfuckin'clock in a minute. Yeah, the niggins. Those niggins, you get the five for $19.99.
Starting point is 00:14:04 You know what I'm not? Don't get up. The five packs of meat. Yeah. But we used to get these little... In the trap, we used to get these little circle pizzas. Right. And they had pepperonies on them.
Starting point is 00:14:13 Right. And, you know, I'm over the trap houses and shit, and they keep. keep buying that shit, pork and shit, so we almost fell out about that shit. Right, can't eat that shit. For a little while, I really didn't know what the hell I was studying and shit, but I liked it at you smell. Right. But later on, when I got the prison later on in life and I started seeing how them brothers was.
Starting point is 00:14:32 Right. And it just, that shit just blew me like, damn these niggas, love each other these. I just was a fan of their unity and brotherhood and all that type of shit. But after a while, you know, when I started getting bigger in the dope game and bigger in the streets and bigger in the rap game, and shit, they started looking at me as one of the leaders. So that gave me more responsibility. So that's when I went to picking all those down books. Like, what the hell am I'm saying?
Starting point is 00:14:58 Right. They're like, what the hell do I'm saying? What the hell do I'm saying? They're getting you closer to God. Yeah, because I started, I had to teach other niggas. You smell? Right. So that way, that went.
Starting point is 00:15:09 Yeah, you did it because the motherfucker ain't do it for you. Like you said, buddy, at jail ain't want to put you and give you the breakdown. I'm just one of them niggas that, like, if I'm doing some shit, I won't know what the fuck I'm doing. I ain't want the niggas that be like, you know, just blind following. Right. I always want to know. I'm always investigating. Right.
Starting point is 00:15:32 We got to take this shit back. We got to take this shit. Oh, we got to start this shit all right, man. You got to play the same thing. You can't feel asleep to listen to the stories and shit. You want to be a mugging, niggie? He over there, like, you know what? I want to be a monster.
Starting point is 00:15:50 I don't want to pepper on either. I don't want to pepper on. He's all this combined me. He just played men in black, this is what I'm shit. Okay, what part of the song is this? Yeah, I'm going to check that right free, Jay O. You see what you do. They've got to drop.
Starting point is 00:16:11 Okay. Done. Got him. Hey, you too. Hey, trapping off the baby, talking old baby. You already know what I was born that graded. Hey, I had some chickie coo. Look for running, it's cool, yeah.
Starting point is 00:16:32 I'm down with my bit, yeah. It's a, oh, saw the laugh. Ooh, got out. Y'all too, got out. Hey, I'm in the co-pico Gucci Mike. Yeah. He sold me the same time. Yo, hey, hey, yada!
Starting point is 00:16:49 When y'all, dude, they have nothing to say, he don't with the hat there. Hey, y'all, y'all. You manned that, that's a real meat? They're his. What do you do? I told him. I'm playing another, man.
Starting point is 00:17:05 Play another, man. He thinks this shit a game, man. You think this shit a game, man. You think this shit a game. You think this shit a game. He don't just got one. They want to win Drake on you. Uh-uh.
Starting point is 00:17:15 Too many miles away, look, how many tiles away, oh, uh, look. Just for photo beat. Yeah, I don't really know them niggas, uh-huh, I gotta show them niggas, ooh, uh, no common to Canada, fuck around, got the stamina, oh, yeah, got the animal, ooh, he's a girl like a caliber, uh-huh, y'all. And then you might push her like, I said, I said, I said, I said. You're a sense of shit. Don't you do sound like, what do you call it, though? Yon too.
Starting point is 00:17:51 Let me get, let me talk to him, Drake. Talk to him. Hey, listen. I got a quarter-handle baby. Fuck around. Ooh, I got that white smell shaded. Ooh. Yon too.
Starting point is 00:18:04 Got that. Let go. Ooh. Yeah, bro. What are you doing? What are you doing? But I got a problem. Every time I hit instrument, I always try to figure out who on it.
Starting point is 00:18:18 I try to put somebody's voice on it. I got like a little weird, I'm like, you know what, who'll sound good on that morpaw? Shout him. Play him alone. You gotta put one Rallo on them. Come on, man, Rallo ain't heard you, bro. Come on, man.
Starting point is 00:18:32 You gotta catch him up, bro. Okay. You been on your girl's shit too. He's going to get a nigga fucked up, man. You gotta buy your baby, everything. I'm like, everything. Everything. Everything.
Starting point is 00:18:56 God, John. Yeah, man. Everything. Everything. You fucking with that one. I made a beat. Yo. I got the one before that.
Starting point is 00:19:08 You liked the one before that. I didn't hear a weird belief on this. Oh, he got his. He got his over there. Yeah. We're rolling up, we smoking up. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. You're gonna laugh.
Starting point is 00:19:24 You don't go to everybody. This thing is gonna be crazy. Hold on with that boy, Ronald will say. Oh shit, pork shit, y'all. I ain't scared of nobody. I'm from the bloke. I've been in the feds. I can't chew your eggs.
Starting point is 00:19:48 They call me Mr. Dog food. Oh? That's Ronald. Hey, man. They're going to get your dog, Rollo. You're loud, Rollo. Sit out. You're going to get your juice on a bit.
Starting point is 00:20:13 Your juice on a bit. Come on. God, call me Mr. Feetcha. I'm gonna go and get my teacher call me at the bleacher. Yo, I had meet you. I had gone in seat you. Put it down. I got the white girl.
Starting point is 00:20:27 I had the pita. No O.J. But call me your two. Guy, God, God. Gooch and gone through. No, I was saying. I'm a damn bad. That said to go crazy before that day.
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Starting point is 00:21:36 I see. Yeah, no, I hope not. Oh, we're taking over. the world. Somebody who worked at Walmart, I didn't get the location. They put 85 South show on all the TVs on Walmart. Yeah? Absolutely. Oh, I got five. I know they got five. I think it was Newface sent me a clip. Niggins was watching this shit at the club. They had 85 South on the screen. So yeah. That's nice. Yeah, absolutely. We're going to stop putting that shit in turning the town of
Starting point is 00:22:06 in Walmart. Oh, there you go. Yeah. That's a challenge. Don't, don't you put it. Don't You're gonna get fired? Got a nope, we're gonna say this shit. That's what we do. Sucker Titty. That's gonna be playing on Walmart. Sucker Titty. Then Walmart show Ganger, they'll have the brothers on sale, right?
Starting point is 00:22:26 That's what I'm saying, they're gonna sell the most wrong day episode. But I'm gonna play that Titty song, sold out. As soon as you walk over there. Back to school. Back to it. These are who we got in here with us. Come on, you know, you know, I got a kid. take it back, gang.
Starting point is 00:22:45 You feel me. It's a real west side gentleman. Come on what I'm saying. Like, before this, before that. He knows me by Ryan By. He's been the man. This ain't no just.
Starting point is 00:22:56 Just happy. Just on having to caught up on something. No, nigga, I'm 32. Nigger been doing this shit because I was 13 years old. You understand? You understand? You know what I'm saying?
Starting point is 00:23:07 A nigga had more money than the niggas who I thought had money. You did what I'm saying? He's been doing this shit. A real. West Side General, you dig what I'm saying. Even though it don't matter what the fuck happened, the nigga came back and still was in the motherfucking mix.
Starting point is 00:23:21 The nigga doesn't have feature with a little bit of future. You dig what I'm saying? The nigga had Billboard motherfucking hits. Let go. You dig what I'm saying? He a motherfucking both. Feeding a lot of motherfucking niggas, putting niggas on their feet, man.
Starting point is 00:23:34 No other than the West Side General, Sam Goor Rollo. Come on now. Come on now. Well, you know, first we've got to say, welcome home, welcome back to the street. Welcome back. Welcome back to the Kentucky. I'm glad to have you, man. You know what's happening, boy?
Starting point is 00:23:54 Glad to hear you, bro. But like D.C. said, let's take it from the top. Tell us how it all got started. Real. Everything. Entertainment. I find the rock thing started with Young Scooter. Just found me. He came another welcome home when I got.
Starting point is 00:24:09 He came home. He didn't be coming home. I got out of two-five. Yeah, we're gonna keep these. They're gonna come back home. They're gonna come back home. We gotta keep coming back. You don't want, they go off, a lot of niggas.
Starting point is 00:24:22 Yeah, right, right. I think, you know, a student came to, we had the apartments called Rock Street. It's on the west side of Atlanta. Off of Josephie Lottery, used to be Ashby. It used to call the Ashby, but you know, all these, I learned that when I was in prison, all these street names that we've been ripping was, you know,
Starting point is 00:24:42 you know, Confederate soldiers' names. So, like, even Simpson Road, we've been repping Simpson, we've been rapping Bankhead, we've been rapping Ashby, and all these different streets, and all these were Confederate soldiers that, you know, enforce slavery upon us as blacks. I ain't learned any until I was in goddamn medical with my asthma and shit in prison just this time.
Starting point is 00:25:05 And they were like, you know, this kid. And then the division, illegal, it showed me. Like, yeah, y'all ripping this shit. And you know, I got Simpson Roe. chatted on me and shit. She's like, you know that's a Confederate soldier. So anyway, yeah, we was on Rock Street off Ashby and School of Cain Islander to come see me
Starting point is 00:25:21 when I got out of prison. And he just had this BMG chain on. Like, what the fuck you got a chain for? You know, it was my dope boy days. We just had Srtis and, you know, Hellcastle was fin to come and the Jeep Cherokees, the SS Trups, all that type of shit was like,
Starting point is 00:25:38 it was true lids and clothes. It was never a Miri or Gucci. in the hood and I just seen this motherfucking channel like how the hell you get this time because before I went in you know you know he was buying a couple things for me you know what I'm saying and he got a chance so I was curious I was like what the fuck he said you gonna go to my show like you got a show what hey somebody got a show he's like yeah I got a show at um search set club whatever fuck it was out of town I know that much you went in the city and when I went to the show of them the motherfucker went crazy I can make cocaine I'm like Oh, I can make cocaine, too. They told me what I gave him $10,000 for this show. I said, they gave you wet $10,000. You know how much shit I used how to do for $10,000 in the blow. We might have to sell an ounce of...
Starting point is 00:26:26 You go buy your 30-1. They were doing 301 from $5.50 back in the day. You got to go buy your ounce. You might make $5 a lot of profits. You got to go do that again, beat the block up, giveaway wake-ups, run away from the red dolls, the black truck, the Ford Tars pulling up on. I was pulling up on.
Starting point is 00:26:42 I'm like, you just got $10,000 for going on that stage rapping. I got back to the hood. I said, look, y'all, a little dude, a little screw. I said, we gotta get it. That's a studio. This thing's got $10,000 for a show. I got to go do that. I don't know how we're going to do it.
Starting point is 00:27:00 But I got to do it. I started to start rapping. What I got to do? He was like, you got to get a chain. I got to get a chain. I got to get a chain. He read that first. That's crazy.
Starting point is 00:27:11 You said that back in. He said that back in. You got to get the chain. I'm going to try. I'm real. Everybody knows who I'm him. I'm him. Like, nah, nigger.
Starting point is 00:27:19 I know you. We just know you. I'm like, okay. Who I can get the chair? He sent me Eliente name. It had ice next to it. So I called Elie. I said, nigger.
Starting point is 00:27:29 I don't want to school the little brother. I need to chat. Give me a dick out. It wasn't a discount. It was a dick cow. He smoked my ass. Smoked my boots. So.
Starting point is 00:27:40 I think my first time I had bought at that time was $38,000. Without the Cuban, so I ended up getting the Cuban that was like $15,000 at that time. So I spent like a 50 piece on my first chain. And then when I got the chain, I was like, man, it's other shit these niggas got on. I'm like, man, that they got on watch. I said, man, I need a watch too. So I got a watch. It was a little roller that cost $30,000 at that time.
Starting point is 00:28:06 Then I went to Mayweather fight with Paco and shit. I was in there with Nicky Bernard. They went Nick and meat mills fucking around. And Fuchs were down and then the nigger on the nigger Augusta Astino. Your Augusta. He had gotten into a big fight with Chris Brown and everybody was standing out with us and nips to hustle with that long. All of them were packing in this damn studio because we were fined to get ready to go to the packy yard in the Mayweather fight. And then we took a picture.
Starting point is 00:28:32 Everybody put their wrists in and everybody had these big ass watches. I had a little watch. I'm like, man, why they have my watch don't look like me, me? Yeah, by that watching this motherfucker. I'm like, and then this nigga, Elliot, his arm was in there too. He had the big watch. The damn Jewel. When we get back to the studio, I see Nils and her stuff over there.
Starting point is 00:28:53 You know, him and future of it, I'm doing a little song and shit. They're doing all that. You know how the niggas be in the studio. I'm mad. I'm like, I mean, why my watch didn't look like here by their wife? Right. He said, because you gotta get a presidential. I say, well, I'll take this wish.
Starting point is 00:29:06 Right. So, God, you know, he's laughing at me and said, he saw, I had spent me a, I had given like 60,000 and he didn't give me a present. I had given me a present. So, the jury. You put the haunted on the Rolex? Shit, he made me, shit.
Starting point is 00:29:22 He wouldn't give me, like, a discount before. Yeah, damn. That way, man. No. I was trying to be a robber. Whatever it took to be a robber. I went to paying niggas and pieces. I have one.
Starting point is 00:29:36 Yep. Oh no, I got an apple wash now. I don't know, you're smart. You're smart. This bitch, that's at me my heart, right? Broly can't do that. How many steps? How many steps?
Starting point is 00:29:50 I'm cool, you hear me. They know I'm not having paper. I'm good or not. See, I'm definitely saying. I had a point to prove. No, I'm definitely saying. You have been a rapper. I knew you for having bread.
Starting point is 00:30:00 You ain't given a fuck by none of that shit. Yeah, so the school came fucking up, my man. You're gonna throw out quick. Yeah. I had to go get that automatic roll. Right. That niggins talked me that outside, but I got going to do that. And that crazy, that back then, that that's the protocol of what a rapper was.
Starting point is 00:30:17 So that's what I've been missing, the chain. I never had one. That's why the niggins ain't take me serious. You rock? You went straight to the check. You don't rap. I'm like, what, you got to check neck. You got to get a necklace.
Starting point is 00:30:33 You got to get a chance. I thought a nigga of my heart. Yeah, yeah, nigga. That's a necklace. You got to get a change. You know, back then, you know, you had a, um, you had a boy at the barbershop who were doing the detour. You had swanked them.
Starting point is 00:30:52 You know, they were doing shit. But they would give me a $1 to go to the detour at the club. That was a bit lit, though. That was a time, bud. That was it. That one you could shoot a nigga and get away with it. Why? You can shoot nigg's back then and get away with it.
Starting point is 00:31:06 You can shoot nigg's back then and get away with it. Y'all had a, I ain't gonna lie, let's take it back to the goddamn D-KC or Y-KC-C day. Like, y'all had to sit and fuck. Well, the clique? When the niggins had that click? When y'all used to do that, uh, yeah, yeah? What that's gonna, yee-y-y-y-y-y? Y-Y-Y-Y.
Starting point is 00:31:24 Run. They're fin to get out the car and whoop ass. I'm just to let you know. We had this thing in our head. Like, we had to be like the biggest and bad, we were having to die about that shit. And they were... LKC was a motherfucker.
Starting point is 00:31:39 They had... Women be n'nob niggas. That was true. That was the women. Listen, man. They had dougos, man. My dog, man. I saw her ask to rob somebody.
Starting point is 00:31:50 I'm in school. I'm like, LKC is something serious. Shorter's really going to his shoulder pocket. Took her border card and showed her head. She was like, hey, give me one. I'm getting yours. That's a hell no.
Starting point is 00:32:03 Shout was stuck at school. That's that D-K-C-Y-Ks. That's what we started, y'all. That was in the beginning of time. That was like seventh grade, eighth grade, going to ninth grade. All y'all were to the turtle, too, did it? Nah, most of us, I want the CEP. I love Canada.
Starting point is 00:32:20 C-E-Turnal, Kennedy. That was your area. Kennedy, Turner, CEP, Y. Yeah, that was that. And Doug. And Doug. Yeah. This is the turning, River Road.
Starting point is 00:32:39 I knew I wanted to obey and submit, but I didn't fully grasp for the rest of my life what that meant. In the woods of Minnesota, a cult leader married himself to 10 girls and forced them into a secret life of abuse. Why did I think that way? Why did I allow myself to get so sucked in by this man And in thinking to the point that if I died for him, that would be the greatest honor. But in 2014, the youngest of the girls escaped and sparked an international manhunt.
Starting point is 00:33:16 For all those years, you know, he was the predator and I was the prey. And then he became the prey. Listen to The Turning River Road on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Your entire identity has been full. fabricated. Your beloved brother goes missing without a trace. You discover the depths of your mother's illness, the way it has echoed and reverberated throughout your life, impacting your very legacy. Hi, I'm Danny Shapiro. And these are just a few of the profound and powerful stories I'll be mining on our 12th season of Family Secrets. With over 37 million downloads,
Starting point is 00:34:00 We continue to be moved and inspired by our guests and their courageously told stories. I can't wait to share 10 powerful new episodes with you, stories of tangled up identities, concealed truths, and the way in which family secrets almost always need to be told. I hope you'll join me and my extraordinary guests for this new season of Family Secrets. Listen to Family Secrets Season 12 on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcast. Podcasts. Adventure should never come with a pause button.
Starting point is 00:34:34 Remember the Movie Pass era, where you could watch all the movies you wanted for just $9? It made zero cents, and I could not stop thinking about it. I'm Bridget Todd, host of the tech podcast, there are no girls on the internet. On this new season, I'm talking to the innovators who are left out of the tech headlines, like the visionary behind a movie pass, Black founder Stacey Spikes, who was pushed out of Movie Pass, the company that he founded. His story is wild that it's currently the subject of a juicy new HBO documentary. We dive into how culture connects us.
Starting point is 00:35:06 When you go to France, or you go to England, or you go to Hong Kong, those kids are wearing Jordans, they're wearing Kobe's shirt, they're watching Black Panther. And the challenges of being a Black founder. Close your eyes and tell me what a tech founder looks like. They're not going to describe someone who looks like me and they're not going to describe someone who looks like you. I created There Are No Girls on the Internet because the future belongs to all of us. So listen to There Are No Girls on the Internet on the IHurt Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Welcome to Pretty Private with Ebeney, the podcast where silence is broken and stories are set free. I'm Ebeney, and every Tuesday I'll be sharing all new anonymous stories that would challenge your perceptions and give you new insight on the people around you.
Starting point is 00:35:53 On Pretty Private, we'll explore the untold experience. of women of color who faced it all, childhood trauma, addiction, abuse, incarceration, grief, mental health struggles, and more, and found the shrimp to make it to the other side. My dad was shot and killed in his house. Yes, he was a drug dealer. Yes, he was a confidential informant, but he wasn't shot on a street corner. He wasn't shot in the middle of a drug deal. He was shot in his house, unarmed. Pretty private isn't just a podcast. It's your personal guide for turning storylines into lifelines. Every Tuesday, make sure you listen to Pretty Private from the Black Effect Podcast Network.
Starting point is 00:36:36 Tune in on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to your favorite shows. The OGs of Uncensored Motherhood are back and badder than ever. I'm Erica. And I'm Mila. And we're the host of the Good Mom's Bad Choices podcast, brought to you by the Black Effect Podcast Network every Wednesday. Historically, men talk too much. And women have quietly listened.
Starting point is 00:36:58 And all that stops here. If you like witty women, then this is your tribes. With guests like Corinne Steffens. I've never seen so many women protect predatory men. And then me too happened. And then everybody else wanted to get pissed off because the white said it was okay. Problem. My oldest daughter, her first day in ninth grade,
Starting point is 00:37:14 and I called to ask how I was going. She was like, oh, dad, all they were doing was talking about your thing in class. I ruined my baby's first day of high school. And slumflower. What turns me on is when a man sends me money. Like, I feel the moisture between my legs when the man sends me money. I'm like, oh, my God, it's go time. You actually sent it?
Starting point is 00:37:34 Listen to the Good Mom's Bad Choices podcast every Wednesday on the Black Effect Podcast Network. The I Heart Radio app, Apple Podcast, or wherever you go to find your podcast. MDC had a little thing to get dug at that time. Oh, my deadflip. You remember, MD? Mo Deadflip. Yeah. Yeah, sir.
Starting point is 00:37:50 I started off MDC in middle school, but they told me since I went from born home, I He'll be of D.C. Damn. So I said, I'm in the back my own shit. And y'all is bullshit. And I made D-K-C-Y-C-L-K-C-C with K-N-Dade and D-YC.
Starting point is 00:38:04 Yeah, with motherfucking... I didn't feel a little sifted. They didn't know how much value you brought to the deal. No, they didn't think about it. But shit. I still wrote a D.C. You know, I'm always going to hold a nine,
Starting point is 00:38:17 too many niggas dead, you know. It's a little CJ. Free goddamn all the bros. Those are they glad. You dip the Whitside thing. Even just to see you, bro, like, people don't understand, bro. Outside of time, bro, it's really hard. Not saying that it's hard, it's just so much we got to go through
Starting point is 00:38:38 in order for us to just... The fuck us part about it that we just don't be sticking together. We don't. Each side stick together, bro. We're so individualism, bro. That's my... Where side... Where side thing don't they want to like to tell the piss?
Starting point is 00:38:52 Yeah, they're like, that would be... We don't go to the man, bro. We go to the business. clubs, let's see if a nigga's shit. We want to see. Is he, yeah, he's still getting money, Lenny. You're like, ah, that. It's like, you just want to see if I feel successful?
Starting point is 00:39:10 But the thing about Atlanta, that's so strange. They were looking for you to follow up. And he's, they're on the east side. They're on the east side. I ain't going to lie, bro. The east side I've been sticking together. The east side of this thing together. I've been once in a while with the club Libra.
Starting point is 00:39:22 I just knew I was out of my helmet. Oh, my Lord. But since another word? You leap about half way, though. No, it was just, I'm a crucia. That is. Yeah, you were too far. Crucia is it.
Starting point is 00:39:33 Crucial are the whole crucia. We're gonna go to the Fox. I'm taking y'all. That's too old school, my bad. No, yeah. What they call now? The Fox. He don't understand.
Starting point is 00:39:43 Who was after the bounce? Or you were going to the bounce? Oh, the bounce I always wanted to go in. Oh, okay. I was too young. Okay. Way too young. Oh, baby.
Starting point is 00:39:52 The bounce. Yeah. You want a no land to the mouth. What? The boss windings, bud, that linder area, you just ride in that 95. What going on there, Daddy? In the Crucible, a ride, that was a little meaning of the hot, I mean, you know, the sharp bones. Yeah, too.
Starting point is 00:40:09 First open that bitch over there pretty much. But what's the club next to the Crucia that everybody go to? The Alpah. I know the Plankhead, I know the Pinkhead, but it was a pool palter, yeah. Pool Pillar, yeah. Pool Pillar, you don't remember the pool pattern? Now it was called the Fox before the Pool Pallet. That was before the pool palace?
Starting point is 00:40:22 Yeah, we called the Fox. You had a fox. It was called fuck. What did that be doing? They got like a studio or something like that now. Moldablish. Oh, what? Darling, go to school.
Starting point is 00:40:37 I mean, go to sleep. I'm at work. I love you. He's talking to go to school. We got on all sides of this, motherfucker. He's sad, best sad. All this shit. We ain't know.
Starting point is 00:40:46 We was over there. Every club is just named. We had a show in that man. What are you from? I'm from Florida originally, but my family grew up out there. I'm Cobb. Oh, yeah? Caw.
Starting point is 00:40:57 Codd Cattleville. Caternob. Catern't know. Caterall. Catero, no. Peppbrook, the little school y'all got. Hell, no. Pettbrook is the only school we're itself.
Starting point is 00:41:06 No, hey. Hey, that's all they're going to Pellbrook right there. Can you get kicked out of 8 APS and go to Pellbrook. Pemberg was the, what you call? That was the performing art school, niece. Pettbrook good. That's everything else like Southport. All I see that all I seen in prison.
Starting point is 00:41:20 Carl County. You was out lady. Man. I just was in prison and everybody just say, where you're from? Where you from, Carl? Oh, they're getting fucked up now. They're getting fucked of that shit, too.
Starting point is 00:41:33 Oh, you're talking about, oh, Carl Cammer's something serious. They love this goddamn. Well, you remember some late night drives back up out there, bitch? You have to brace yourself. Once you get past Cumberland Mall, it's on. Listen, I don't like nobody say they and smirring them violence, none of that. I'd be like, listen, as a kid, we were just taught, don't go over there. Nigger, the most treacherous drive.
Starting point is 00:41:50 And I don't even care. The most treacherous drive trying to come back from Vegas. Vegas nights, niggie. Nick, fucked up. That's cool. One night I got through that bitch because they ran out of tow trucks, nager. They had a goddamn shit. They was checking IDs and IDs and then them niggins left.
Starting point is 00:42:05 What's Vegas nights? That was the club about there. That's a club about that. That's a club about that. Yeah, I thought you were talking about Vegas. That shit across the street from the Walmart. Oh, nigger. Some legendary nights in that movie.
Starting point is 00:42:15 Now, that gets to be the... Siff flag. That used to be the... Sid flag. Sniff flag. A fucking bug. Nick, I didn't rode on SIFLA. That's fucking meat.
Starting point is 00:42:24 Oh, this shit down. All this shit got to go. For the dozen. No, we're talking about the other side. Marietta. Yeah, so y'all went deep. Yeah, you're talking about the stress weight. Yeah, that's right.
Starting point is 00:42:34 No, we was actually in the middle of the game. You see those folks that quick trip? You're like, hey, man. Don't know nothing about that red train? Come back. Oh, red train, man. Red train. Red train.
Starting point is 00:42:43 And that's the phone dancing and everything. What's the Mexican one? It was a Mexican one. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. He came out here moved down there, too. Yeah, he moved out of that. This nigga moved out.
Starting point is 00:42:52 Never fucking they like him. Hey, they're talking about Vegas. Hey, no, this nigga moved all the way to kill us off, nigga. That was all the way out there. Furnish drive up. When y'all had that car bus coming to H.E. home, them need to get beat up.
Starting point is 00:43:06 We ain't, we... We didn't... Hey, any nigg get out of that buck and get your ass. Wait a minute, wait a minute, this fuck y' y'all do it. You gotta keep on this shit. C-C-T. I was broke.
Starting point is 00:43:17 Yeah, yeah. That one fucking had you had. Yes, it did. That one fucking had. Yeah, we didn't say nothing. I was grown, though. All the time I lived there. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:43:26 I don't know. We used to fundraise. We go to Carl Kahn. I never give us no money. Because y'all was taking their money. Y'all were fundraising. The West Side was giving us money. I tried to do that paper shit.
Starting point is 00:43:36 I was like, excuse me, I got football until. A dick said, man, fuck your team. I grabbed in the car. I said, come on, man. He didn't give it out no money. Car Kahn ain't going to get shit. Man, little nigger came up to me with that paper, but he had tattoos all up his arm.
Starting point is 00:43:51 I was like, look, how old is you? I'm 14. No, fuck you ain't need. I'm not giving you shit. It's a dick I don't know where I stay at, right? He was like, oh, gee, I said, look, check this at. Top Paul. First of all, you ain't got no team.
Starting point is 00:44:03 You don't play for nobody. But what I'm willing to do is make sure you don't go out here and steer from nobody. Make sure you help me old folk with their grocery. They go home, shodder. Put that goddamn little envelope up. Then you got a seat through it. It's wrinkly.
Starting point is 00:44:18 You've been rolling that bitch. It's a hard thing, my father. Nobody gives you nothing. They always trying to go to Florida. We're trying to get my team to Florida. What the, nigga, beat somebody here. So you're trying to team here. You need to get on the CTT.
Starting point is 00:44:32 You know, that's your free. How you said that? You got to. That's the only way. That was the first name. It's like, we're trying to go to Florida for the Rurrop Championship. And we need some buddy.
Starting point is 00:44:46 Scamming like a mug. That sounds cool, though. The D-Tude day was so lit, man. Y'all, I think, had that shit. Oh, man. Now why I won't not be licking that twink. I was like, Swank, you're supposed to be being a bigger promoter in the world, man.
Starting point is 00:44:57 Biggie, he had everybody, bro. He had everybody. What he came to? Children, like, you can tan down there, the kids don't got no type of nightlife. We had a nightlife before we had adult nightlife, nigga. We had us a whole little, from 17-0-9. It was still, like, 23, 24, still getting their name
Starting point is 00:45:17 performing in front of the young kids. That went Jake Miner on your phone. They had two. Jay-Miner, L.A. L.A. did. All along. Meaning were coming in that business.
Starting point is 00:45:26 And all that, this is how we plaid. Yeah. You take out of real time. How we fly. You see you, you're like, my finger was swung on in there. That was all the wall started. That was where the one started that were men thugned, though.
Starting point is 00:45:40 The one with men would have done. The one with men looking, though. All the wall started at detour. But one thing about it, you don't even know detour is in that beach. It's like a... The one thing in the west side got so many dumped off performing art stage. that you don't even know that's over there.
Starting point is 00:45:56 Like, you'd be like, look at this building. This is a warehouse. You'd be like, there's three stages in that bitch. Like, performance stage. Look, that's what I'm saying. You won't even know if you ride over there on West End. You got to go inside and then one skinny-ha hallway, my nigga. And when you get through that hallway, it's a big-ass-face club.
Starting point is 00:46:14 Nice. Ain't nothing. It's a number. It's about 11 years and the fuck. Oh, so it's a 10 club. Put them up. Nick, it's five hundred niggas in here. I just thought of the Mexicans fight.
Starting point is 00:46:24 At the early age. What? That made Lavaca. Yeah, LaVaca. Yeah. We all in here talking, what you gonna do? What you gonna do? Yeah, we're gonna do something like.
Starting point is 00:46:32 All we can do today and fight and shoot each other. Bro. It was never about having fun. You had to be that so you could go to school Monday like, but you went in Detour. Hey, yeah, you all was in Detour, but that bit was lit. If you weren't in Detour, he was in the home. You was at home. Oh, you was a baby.
Starting point is 00:46:48 Detoo was all the chain. That was fun. One day my man was sitting in the middle of the street. said he had no clipting up willing to gun but he wanted to shoot with us he's just playing like he's shooting the gun that's the police shoot at us now
Starting point is 00:47:02 the nigga like I know that's the gun that I ain't got a clip I'll start the shit like what the hell you want to tell that nigga like a hog fly that shit down that shit was fun
Starting point is 00:47:17 boy we had fun that shit that's right that man making the wrong sound of it I'm like that it did you do it do with And when I asked, I said, my, I said, why you were doing that? You know, I had to play like this shit.
Starting point is 00:47:30 Okay, you know I'm ready. Shut up. You're going to pepper brook, don't you? I know it. Nah, he wasn't the cool with us. I ain't just had a night. Oh, okay, my bad. Bro, we had the time, bro.
Starting point is 00:47:43 What they had that? Hey. Give me one. Oh, he's going with water right now. Nah, man. I love, I love the infrastructure that you, that you be. You know what I'm saying? In stealing, bro, because it's, it's rare that you see niggas play their position.
Starting point is 00:47:59 You feel what I'm saying? Like, niggas don't know how to be a boss in their position, you feel me? It's not taking orders. It's called structure, my nigger. It's called structure, my nigger. It's called ordinance, my nigger. And if you're learning, you can get you 30 young niggas and formalize and get some structure. Right.
Starting point is 00:48:22 You know what I mean? You're not known for being a stentious, you know him for giving away shit and just being generous, man. Where did you, what did you get? Yeah, taking care of her shit. Where did you? I thought, you know, that shit all started
Starting point is 00:48:34 when, you know, I got my grandma income tax shit one day. So I were working at Krogel from the little shit when I started doing. Right where you left off, okay. You don't like that, man. Nah, it's just, that shit changed. It was a lifetime. But you already, that situation I already did.
Starting point is 00:48:50 Yeah. I got back to that. I ain't know what Gills it was. What happened with this student, man? Who was at the on... Income chat chip. So, back then... And it's all for the record people in.
Starting point is 00:49:04 Back then, we went to Allen Temple. Allenton had the perk back then. Right. So I bought me an ounce of perks for $250. So you can sell the grounds. That was an option. That's a hell of a hell of a deal. But that was one guy down, you know,
Starting point is 00:49:18 everybody wanted to sell some perks. So I was trying to leave the cracker line. And get to the perk So I bought a million ounce of perk And then I went up to the white store That way where I see used to did The girl pinkie them Yep
Starting point is 00:49:30 So I posted big man up there to serve him A gram of perk Right So I was sitting up that motherfucker So I started sitting on the little church That we'd be going to church at So I sit at the church But the stove right across the street
Starting point is 00:49:42 So all the little niggas over there Looking at me like on Because they see They know I got straight drop I set a lot of crack down here on sunset Right But I ain't got damn uphill They're selling no dope.
Starting point is 00:49:52 Right, right. This y'all's shit. I'm just coming up here to serve a perp and gone by my binnick, because bit man told me to meet him up down. Right. So we're up down. These niggas like, yeah, this niggins settled up on my block. I ain't saying that to these niggins.
Starting point is 00:50:04 I'm a steady cousin, man, Mac. You're on the way. You know, they dope boy time. I'm going to die in five minutes. That's you. Five minutes. Five minutes. Two did he get up there.
Starting point is 00:50:14 One of the nigger has, squirming. Boom. He's 26. I'm like 14 years old. Nick 19 20 ago. He's scurrum. I ended up getting the best of the nigga. I don't know how, God, just gave me the grip.
Starting point is 00:50:25 I ended up being the nigga. I'm shocked like, I beat the nigga up, but I might have turned around. I was at another nigga navel. Like, this nigga would look like guard. That nigga was. That nigga was tall. I was like, what the fuck you want? I know I can't win this way.
Starting point is 00:50:41 I'm like, hell now. So, nigga, I'm going to take your bomb, nigga. He know I got plenty of dope. Right. So I'm like, you're going to take my bomb. My uncle eye, head, bin, everybody just had got locked up that year. They went, meets and all of them had first went down. So I said, okay, cool.
Starting point is 00:50:55 So piggyed them tell her. But he's going to come back. Y'all don't know that little boy bad hell. So I went down now, I got my nine, and I got my goddamn revolver. I went him up until giant peace. When nobody at the store, they, somebody had told him I was coming back. I went on English Avenue. I seen him.
Starting point is 00:51:13 Him and a J, he had a J right there in front arm. You're like, yeah, nigga, what's going to do? I'm like, now I'm in the shoe with him at you. So I shot. I shot the jail. He took all around. He was like, oh, oh. I don't know if I was blinded hell out of my life,
Starting point is 00:51:25 I ended up in the nigger, boom. And the niggie got down fill on the ground, and he was hollering. He was like, ah. I was like, damn, niggum did all that. Because this nigger was just a big nigga behind me. And then he cried like, ooh, and I got that. I said, oh, everybody gets shot.
Starting point is 00:51:42 Everybody else every other thing down a day. Boy, this motherfucker fucking gun, here ain't no joke. This thing did that. I said, I got superpowers and I got that, I'm gonna say nothing else to me I don't go get that motherfucking boy He said, really, that dick was this did
Starting point is 00:51:58 And I ain't know that one big, man, they were good big You know, when I was a little bit, I was a little bit I was a little girl, I was Luke Terrell Dogear, I remember Jarel before Rollo. That nigga had, but I don't, you know, everybody, we had shot out of time in the bluff and nobody was never going to jail So, you know, I went back this goddamn serving
Starting point is 00:52:17 And they were talking about they wanted to shoot me and shit. I'm like, they're trying to shoot me. But I went on that every day. At that motherfucker eye. Br-boom-boom-boom. Shooting every day. And so, God, down, they gave up. When they gave up, they're like, tell that little nigga stop.
Starting point is 00:52:31 So now I'm like, everybody's trying to set me up. They're trying to kick my stupid ass. But anyway, I went, I had, and I getting locked up by the hot box. You know, we were doing hot boxes and shit back there. And they said, you shot somebody, too. I'm like, no, sir. I was soup. So they put me in the tear grade room.
Starting point is 00:52:46 I'm like, I did it. No, I ain't know I didn't know a man by now. No. I'm sorry. He would mess with me. No. You're 14. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:52:59 They were fucking up, though, because he didn't have no been to talking to me without my mama. Oh, okay. Yeah. So now they put the one out on me, but they can use me saying I did it. So I'm in the, I'm in the court how he hopped his ass in there on the wheelchair. Right. Rolling through that, I was looking at his eye. He rocks.
Starting point is 00:53:16 I'm like, man, I would have to punch this stupid. He rolled back. He rolled back in the courtroom. Like, we're doing the court. He rolled by me like, man, you know, I don't even believe we're supposed to go to court when people shoot up because people are getting shot at the time. Right, right, right.
Starting point is 00:53:29 This shit normal. Man, that nigga had one thing that motherfucker. He did it. He did it. My girl would write that with me. All the hell about were right now. And that nigga was still in the bluffing. He'd be still, like, chilling like he ain't never did that.
Starting point is 00:53:44 Damn. But that's what made me get the job. at Kroger. Right. And then I had to get a worker permit from CEP so I can work. Right.
Starting point is 00:53:53 So I had a worker permit so they found there Zimp that I ain't having to pay taxes. Right. So one day when we go in Kroger, you gotta go through
Starting point is 00:54:01 the customer service and get your check. Right. You know, they were checks. They were four cards and shit. And got down, they were getting their W-2s. And I was looking
Starting point is 00:54:09 at people W-2s and shit. And then I seen my grandma W-2. She used to give me $500 every year. So I seen another lady she was getting like 30-800. I don't know. I like, Grandma, how much you get?
Starting point is 00:54:19 She goes, I get $1,700 every year, baby. She was working at Georgia Dawn before the Mercedes thing. And got down. I was like, Grandma, let me see your W-2. I took it to a nigga on the Norfolk name money. And I got the W-2 and I boosted it up. So we got like $7,800. We got like $7.800.
Starting point is 00:54:38 We got like $1,000. Long little money, money debt. We got like $7,800. I said, grandma, how much are you going to give me? She's like, baby, just get me $3,000. I saw her out of the 3,000. I kept the set in the rest, and she kept the state check
Starting point is 00:54:53 because you get federal estate. So I'm got down 15 years old with me without and got to have money in my pocket. So once I did that, now I knew one of my partner ID. He was working at Crowley, too. Got my own apartment.
Starting point is 00:55:10 And you know, we're in ninth grade. We're in ninth grade. We've been doing this shit. You're going crazy. So I say, me, all y'all was coming in a lot, everybody in the goddamn door coming over that I'm spending like, you know, we kids, we got us a hot box outside. We thought we're grown, we got us some money, but we got us apartment. So now that created, like, all the little kids coming to my house. Even when they were fucking little girls and shit, come on my house and shit.
Starting point is 00:55:40 And I think that what created, like, team player and shit, like, because this, none of my family. This is my brother than my sister. We, you know, now I got me a child. I'm 15 years old with a newborn baby. Right. And all of us trapping, you know what I'm saying? And it just led from, okay, now I got a plea to plug later on. I ended up having to please the plug and get more trap houses so I can get out more work.
Starting point is 00:56:04 And now I need more men, power. So we just became this little drug, drunk-dilling-ass niggles. And this shit just led them one thing. And, you know, jail came with it. Davis came with it, shoes came with it. All kinds of shit came with it, which created going to the bond of company, getting the lawyers, we hungry, we eat, we buy our food stamps and business. We're getting kicked out, homeless, we're living in the L3s with me, you know.
Starting point is 00:56:31 It just created that family orientation. I just never, even when I started rapping or anything I started, when I got into the legitimate side of life and shit, I just used that same mentality towards it. Just like you just say, this is a trap. That's a trap. Like now, my Pakistan is trap, but I ain't selling dope, because I'm selling clothes, I'm selling features, I'm selling studio time, selling this and that. And every day, you're making some paper, you know what I'm telling me? Well, there's a promo, a nigga on the telegram, yeah, send me the money, cash out.
Starting point is 00:57:04 So that's what we're at with it, you know what I'm saying? So it came from that, and it led through all the many years until now. Right. And we're still doing it. I think I got down, I don't think I can live without doing that now. Because, you know, you got to think about it was Christmas in Pitt where we had to go get us a true lead and outfit front of the outlet and, you know, Polo and Marshal's back then and roost and shit so long.
Starting point is 00:57:30 It just, when you look at money whether it's a million or 10 million, it still have the same vices whether, okay, we were wearing polo then, and we had $1,000, then when we got $10,000. We started wearing Trulogy, and we started getting 100,000. Now we're wearing Gucci. But it's still kind of the same bang. Instead of us having the three-bedroom, we got us a five-bedroom. But it's still all the same bang, like from a charger to a Mayback.
Starting point is 00:57:57 But it's still, you've got a car. I got a car. I just got a goddamn Mayback, you know what I mean? Right. So it just went from a small level to now we're living in mansions and shit now. You know what I'm saying? Like, how do you manage and keep a level head? and, you know, like, you're the boss, right?
Starting point is 00:58:17 And you're trying to create bosses, you know what I'm saying? Some people are going to lead, some people going to grow, some people are going to do their thing. Like you say, now you feel like you can't live without it because you don't formulated or structure. Right. How do you keep a level ahead when people feel like they're supposed to be you? I mean, with doing the right thing, all the wrong going to get the fuck away. way. Like, you can't miss all the water. You see what, so like, if their intentions is that we're going to always depart. You see what I'm? Like, because if you're trying to, it's
Starting point is 00:58:52 just like with a car. If you drive down the street and you get another nigga line, you lie with the crags. So the quarterback got to be a quarterback. The right receiver, got to be a right receiver. The center got to be a center. But when you see a nigga running from, the center running from the ball, you're like, oh, this nigga want to be a right receiver. Everybody I don't need to look at him. He's a problem. He's the reason we're going to lose. Right.
Starting point is 00:59:13 You know what I'm, because I ain't the only person in this. You know, we got real niggas around that's analyzing and seeing the characteristics of people around you. Whether there's a girl or there's a nigger. You're going to see something I don't see right here. You see what, I'm going to see something you don't see. So all of us as a whole, it's never just rather because I seek advice and counsel from others, you know what I'm going to. and we all point that type of sucker shit out and when we see it, you know,
Starting point is 00:59:42 it always be a setup to get your pussy's assail away from here. Like, gone. Right. That we got to eliminate all the bullshit in order to get to the good shit, you know, because if you got a nigga why you're stealing, you ain't going to survive. You ain't going to ever win like that
Starting point is 00:59:59 because how you're going to win, you know? I went through that shit so many times and going through prisons and boot camps and juvenile. now and shit. You being around so many different type of niggas with so many different characteristics and so many different mentalities. So now I have learned how to deal with every kind of nigger. Right. You smell me? So when the nigger come around me, like, you got to think about it, I sold crack. I sold five dollars sets of crack. So when the nigger come up with me with this back-assad game, like, nigga, you think I ain't on nobody. Game, my auntie tried
Starting point is 01:00:31 to sell me some puss of a crack. Like, I don't heard the worst or worse of lies when I was in the bluff selling crack on the block they wanted to wake up you thought that ain't come with all the bullshit that you can possibly think of so when I see that shit I'd be like that nigga
Starting point is 01:00:47 I'm from the bluff where I had to be in the shit all my life so it's just about identifying it and once you analyze it it's about how you react to it if I react to it like when I be around
Starting point is 01:01:03 I'll try to run away from that because I ain't about what you're going to do. I know I slap the shit out so stupid ass. I might step on your dumb ass in hell. So I know I do this, so let me get that fuck away from you. You know what I'm saying?
Starting point is 01:01:16 I might even go to a certain club. Like, if I see some niggins in the club, I'll get up out of that because I know I'm D. Toralo. I'm out of this motherfucker. Like, we ain't going to, let's not do this because I don't want to go to jail. So let me run from you.
Starting point is 01:01:28 You smell what? So now when I see that sucker shit, because I don't been through it where I have done shit when that type of shit occurred. So them type of things ain't get me no up a prison. So now, I'd be like, man, let me get the fuck away from their clown-ass shit, man. This dick, he'll tripping. He'll go see him. Even in jail and shit. We're going to put your dumb hat on the door. You know what I'm saying? Because, you know, Muslim, we stick together real heavy. So, like, well, if I go, we kind of
Starting point is 01:01:55 run the numbers up and run the yard. And whenever I see some bullshit, negativity, ah, he's a guy got to go. We agree. Don't go. If you don't go. If you don't go, you know where you're going. You know where you're going. So it'd be on some shit like that. Like, out here, you know, you ain't really got to tell a nigga twice. Because, you know, you got fire out here. And down, sometimes you got a short, nigga.
Starting point is 01:02:18 They can't got nothing to live for some of these nests and to kill. They're ready to die anyway. So dealing with these niggas out here, these niggas don't want to die. And these niggas don't want to go to jail. These niggas don't want to take it out. So most of the time, these niggas will get the fuck on when they be on that type of time. That's good. That's good.
Starting point is 01:02:35 That's a hell of way to think, man. If more motherfuckers thought like that, there'd probably be less shit going on, for real. Like, you said, and I don't even think. You said you run from the situation, but it ain't even running. It's just acknowledging what that shit going to lead to and being able to discern it.
Starting point is 01:02:52 That's the biggest lesson most motherfuckers got to learn. Because niggas be thinking you got to sit here and prove yourself like, yeah, I stayed. That nigga ain't dead. What? That ain't going to boost your ego? But what if he did? Like he said, man.
Starting point is 01:03:04 And you don't have to do it. I'm up in the position to, you're like, no, man. I was just saying that shit to my partner another day. I was like, we have grown to realize we don't have nothing to prove. You're the new aunt now. We're the new uncle. I want a young man to call me unk. I deserve it.
Starting point is 01:03:19 I earned that. We didn't, we didn't have been through a lot, but yes, I'm uncle. Call me uncle. Uncle fly fly. That's my dad. You get what I'm saying? Uncle fly, fly, nigger. Because it's like, no, I'm telling niggas how to avoid situations.
Starting point is 01:03:35 when you know who you are. You see what I'm saying? Because if you know who you are, why would you put yourself in the position and now you're going to react how you would normally write at. And you're going to be mad at the other nigga when you already knew that.
Starting point is 01:03:47 You don't have nothing to prove. I don't care about proving nothing. I just want to take care of my family. Be righteous. Right. You see what I'm saying? Stay obedient to God. You dig what I'm saying?
Starting point is 01:03:56 I mean, you're always supposed to play defense, though. You know, you got the right to defend yourself in this country. So, like, if it gets to that point, yeah, go on. Come on, open me up. You won't make it. So we're going to either go out of separate ways now before we get to that. Because I see you still got that infrastructure
Starting point is 01:04:18 formula, I know folks will be going crazy in the coming because they know I love infrastructure. That's my favorite word. Absolutely. Infrastructure is my favorite word because I come from that. And it's like the position can be so frustrating, bro. Well, you can just be like, man, fuck that shit. Man, I don't show you all that thing.
Starting point is 01:04:35 how to do this shit. God damn, what? So I got to do this for the rest of my life. Right. I guess this is just what comes with. I mean, I think that God gave, you know, he gave us, he chose us. You know what I mean? You can't avoid being chosen. It's moving so like, when you read the Quran and say,
Starting point is 01:04:57 and we spend out of what we have given them. So like, God gave it to me. So it's my obligation to give it to us. You know, if you don't do it, you know, you'll be held accountable for that. Because I believe in the day of resurrection. I believe Jesus is going to come back. I believe that, you know, when we die, we're going to have to answer to this shit. And, you know, the things that we made our hands do, the things that we have done with our wealth,
Starting point is 01:05:28 we will be, you know, I believe that we'll be held accountable for that on the day of resurrection and we're going to have to speak to our Lord about that. Lord about that. You smell me? So, if I don't do it, then, you know, I'm going to have to answer to him, and I ain't even ready to do that. And, you know, none of us don't know when we're going to die. Right. Right. Right. None of us in this
Starting point is 01:05:46 motherfucker don't know. So we got to make that shit right while we can. Right. So if I got it, I got to give it. You know what I mean? Because I want that to be pleased into our Lord, you know what I'm like? Because you've got to think about it. It's also a way to cleanse your soul. It's also a way to cleanse your sins.
Starting point is 01:06:03 You smell of me? So, like, When you, when niggas go, because you know, you know, people in the comments are people everyone going to say, oh, he's looking, doing this for clout and shit like that. But however, nigger, you need to begin to clout from your Lord. Of course I'm doing it for cloud. I'm doing it for clout for my Lord because, but I don't know a lot of fuck those shit as D.C. have witness to and other people have witness to that I'm trying to goddamn get off my soul, you know. Right. How are you doing?
Starting point is 01:06:32 I think we can pass the collection plate around. That's a good time to dig in your pockets deeply for Favre Warwick. From the Bukaralo, man. From the Buccaro, man. Hey, nine, infrastructure. It's the word. It was never too late to get your spirit right, man. No, it's good, man.
Starting point is 01:06:54 It's good to see you like. It can't be too late, though, if you died. Fucked up, no, you die a fucked up nigger. Yeah. That's a lot of niggas out of fucking up people. and then they'd be going on lines and I was my son, he's dead and we want justice for him.
Starting point is 01:07:08 Nigger, what's your son did? Like, you don't know what your son did? Like, you don't know what your son did? Your son shot up with all these people's shit and now when a nigga smoke is stupid ass we need justice, you know, justice, niggins have been served. The dread is gone.
Starting point is 01:07:28 So we got to get our shit to get us so. We're telling the people like, man, go do it. what you got to do to get that shit together because you gotta think about it. Look how the west side divide it. You see what I'm, everybody trying to kick the next man down for they can stand up and see who dick the biggest.
Starting point is 01:07:42 You know what I ain't on that. That ain't what my heart at, you know what I'm saying? People got, you gotta pray that shit off of you. Because once you get that shit in you, man, that shit hard, that selfishness, that greed, all that shit. You gotta really cleanse of soul from that. You gotta really go pray to God because niggas started to be so almighty
Starting point is 01:08:02 to themselves that they forget about the Almighty. Talk your talk, man. Talk to talk, though. That's real. So you got to, we all got to get on that type of shit. And, you know, brain people together. Like, we need each other, bro. Like, for a nigga to stay there, I need no nigga or no bitch,
Starting point is 01:08:16 I need my girl. You know, I don't know how the fuck I would have made it through that bitch like gold, but I'm missing. The bros are screaming free, Ralo's shouting up going over there, help me with my kids, sway going up on the fuck nigga that were playing games and, you know, all my niggas that's here and there,
Starting point is 01:08:32 that was there, but I don't know why I probably would have been that motherfucker stabbing in, but they gave me so since I was able to see my kids on the weekend and shit like that, so I ain't wonderful going to visit. So sometimes when shit get wrong, I'm like, please don't make me stab your stupid eye, man, please.
Starting point is 01:08:50 I'm begging you not to let me do this. So let's squash this because I want to see my kid that weekend. She on droves. She doesn't know. I'm going to be a war on this bitch. She on the road. I'm coming to see your gun, miles and shit. Hold on, like, okay, baby.
Starting point is 01:09:10 Hey, y'all, look, y'all. Hold up, bro. You can't resolve it. No, I don't need to roll those kids. Hey, man, I'm in the house. Maybe I'm in the hole. Maybe on my side. Damn.
Starting point is 01:09:22 Shit, uh, yeah, they, I'm in the hole. Yeah, yeah. You got a railroad nine, ten hours away. Yeah, yeah. I'm in the hole. So you were. Damn. I went to 11 different spots in five years and 10 months.
Starting point is 01:09:37 11 different spots. And every time I love it was disciplinary. And then, you know, Ben Rollo, this is what you got to do. You got to show a nigga every time. I was talking about, as soon as I walk in the door when the nigger say something crazy, I'm going dead in this shit. You go out and just show me, God just don't know how I was winning. You know, sometimes I was going to rule in there.
Starting point is 01:09:59 I was like, oh shit. And then what I was like, oh, I got his app. Come up, oh, I got him, come out, come out, come on, I got you, talk some while you beat him. Right. Beat his ass. Once you do that, you do that again, you got to do that again, you got to do it again, everywhere you go, you gotta do something.
Starting point is 01:10:15 And then, it's like, you know what, man, fuck this shit. Oh, you can't never say that? No, I ain't saying, I'm saying, like, you can't ever say that? No, I'm saying, like, you got to do that. But you understand, like, I, that's what I'm saying, it's a different world in there,
Starting point is 01:10:31 versus out here. It's kind of like the infrastructure, but it's a different infrastructure in there. But he's a good nigga, but soon as like he said, once he go in and he, he rollo, bro. The moment a nigga even act like they even plan, you gotta go in your shit, man, what you're talking about?
Starting point is 01:10:49 No, nigga, don't ask him nothing. He didn't get me his shit. Go. Go. Got to give me a night. You gotta go in, go. You gotta go. That's dangerous because you might not make a home.
Starting point is 01:10:59 Right. It's been in Pendantown where I know I probably one never made it playing them type games. So that's why when I see these type mirrors of ass niggas out here on the street be on that negative shit, if I see a nigga being too negative, I hear you ever say,
Starting point is 01:11:13 boy, I'm not going to talk to you? Oh, that's tripping, bro. You're like the mirrors of ass niggas that's in prison for the rest of their life. You have no reason to be mad at the world. You is free. I know niggas that ain't never get out. Niggas that was mob bosses
Starting point is 01:11:27 that ain't, they're the tell on the world right now they could to get out that motherfucker. Those niggas in that business is suffering. Those niggas is miserable. I know a nigga with some body's $10 million cash cleaning out the motherfucking water and trash can, man. So when I see these niggas
Starting point is 01:11:44 unhappy on the street, I have to remind the brothers like, nigga, do you know his niggas in that bitch ain't nothing? When niggas be fucked up and saying they need their car, no, anything, I have to tell them like, boy, I don't give a fuck, you better walk down the street
Starting point is 01:11:58 because this niggas ain't never. These niggas ain't coming home, right? Ain't no stress, ain't no stress? We're setting no dope, man. We're gonna work this shit. I better wait to somebody call for some promos and shit. Like, bro, we feel, we got, but I'd rather be out of this one fucking broke.
Starting point is 01:12:13 I'm not going about it out. Man, nah, so I have to, I, and these niggas be so negative. Like, when you see that shit, you gotta really be like, you gotta check that shit. Like, hey, home, if you're gonna remove yourself around me off and remove myself around you. If you're in my shit, you got to go.
Starting point is 01:12:30 And if I'm in your shit, which never happened. I'm going to go. Right. I'm not involved with myself in that situation. You got to let that shit go. Like, even if, you know, and then after that, they're going to talk bad by yourself. You got to really push their ass away because now they're going to bend in your circle. Now they see any little bite.
Starting point is 01:12:47 Oh, man, them nigga had noodles on the floor over there. Go over there. You'll see they got noodles in the back back down. Make a nigga smokey and stupid a half from bed. You be mad like, damn, I shouldn't have left this, let this nigga come around. You know what, so like, you gotta really have discipline. You got to really be humble. You got to really be willing to say fuck a lot of big shit
Starting point is 01:13:07 and let a lot of shit slide because this shit aren't easy as being in no villainous amongst the people and being the king. You know what I'm saying it ain't, it ain't. Right. You set them out for it in. Right. Set them out for it in.
Starting point is 01:13:20 Because everybody think it easy because we make it look easy because you got the heart to bring, like, you got the heart to bring niggas with you, right? Not only they bring niggas with you. And the infrastructure. And the infrastructure. I have infrastructure. But it's more so fellowship.
Starting point is 01:13:35 Niggles want to be around. You see what I'm saying? It's a difference when, yeah, man. Don't worry about the bread I'm getting. Look at how many niggas, I got the feed. It's not really I got the feed. It's just, this is how it goes. If you were in that position, what would you do?
Starting point is 01:13:51 If you wouldn't, if you weren't doing it, how I would do it. Let's just trade position. Let's do a three-season spin. Boom, these your poplars. Like you say they is. They're gonna get the hell on. I know. Get them a big-ass out of town
Starting point is 01:14:04 like the rest of these, niggins. And niggas only around because they're around you. It ain't that. Y'all fuck with each other. Y'all only fuck with me. So y'all niggas really ain't friends for real. Right. So it's just really, if we're really together
Starting point is 01:14:17 or we only together because y'all fucking with me. They haven't allowed us. I don't see motherfuckers meet with me and turn against me, you remember? Plain that time. You're like, God, damn. And it still had a heart to be like, you know, where I'm still gonna bring all the niggins that's still a lawyer.
Starting point is 01:14:34 We're gonna ride me through. I mean, even those people, I forgive them, you know what? Because I want my God to forgive me, you know what, me? So I don't hold no resentment in my heart against Queen or niggas like John Doe, all them bitch-ass shit they did and all that. I don't hold resentment in my heart against that because my heart is with my Lord. It's not me. Talk to talk.
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Starting point is 01:20:22 Problem. My oldest daughter, her first day in ninth grade, and I called to ask how I was going. She was like, oh, dad, all they were doing was talking about your thing in class. I ruined my baby's first day of high school. And slumflower. What turns me on is when a man sends me money. Like, I feel the moisture between my legs when a man sends me money.
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Starting point is 01:21:10 And back of Cascade, we had like a mansion on the lake. And then, you know, we growing up, now we're 21, 22 years old and shit like that. And now niggas having more kids. Now I got more kids. I got more kids. All the niggas that vending these trap houses with me, we got more kids. I woke up one day and went on their side because I had the guest house and I let them get the main big-ass house.
Starting point is 01:21:35 So I go over there because I got to make sure, you know, I got OCD real bad. So I go over there, make sure everything clean and shit. And I see about 10 goddamn kids running around them. around this motherfucker. Like, what the fuck? Like, the house will never be clean. What I'm gonna be clean? What we do?
Starting point is 01:21:51 This bitch ain't never going to be clean. So I say, they was trying to sell them in the house at that time for like $7,000,000, but however, you know, back then, $7,000, like $4,000 of today's money. So I was like,
Starting point is 01:22:06 shit, I need to get everybody their own, got their apartment because we can't raise a family like this. person got to raise their own family. Every nigga in here need more than just a closet. They need a kitchen. They need a living room. They need the escrow room for kids. They need a kitchen. You know what I'm saying? They bitches run around here naked. Nick, other niggas looking at their bishops and shit. So I say shit instead of me
Starting point is 01:22:28 spending my some $800,000, I'm trying to go buy some apartment for an alma school. You smell, me? And I just got rid of the mansion and I went over there and I bought departments and I gave all the niggas that was in the mansion. They own shit. So now, so I wouldn't never even thinking that years later, they sang Riloh about apartments for the community because it was just for us because we needed some fucking way to go. Right. You know, I mean, it went on those shit like, okay,
Starting point is 01:22:58 Rallow finished being an investor and make money. I planned on living in this shit for the rest of my life. I planted on this one day having a fucking chest table, gray as hell, living hill. I just had to make sure we were straight forever. You smell what? Right. because I know this rap shit, this dope guy, and this shit don't last long.
Starting point is 01:23:16 So I got to make sure I buy this shit so our kids will be straight. You know what I'm saying? I know that we're going to be a height. We ain't got to pay no rent because a lot of niggas forget what is true peace. You know what I mean? Every nigga around, every person in the rural wake up in the morning and they go to work to be able to provide for their family to be able to pay their rent, be able to pay their car notes.
Starting point is 01:23:37 And once we got rent out of the way and we got reliable transportation out of the way, If you don't got peace in that, then you'll fuck the person. You'll fuck that person. You need to check yourself. You need to check yourself because if when the motherfucker for Brian, you were housing and transportation,
Starting point is 01:23:55 then you'll fuck the person if you're not just the happiest bitch in the world because, you know, at the point in my life, that's all that I want. That's all. Me and my mom, we caught the bus. 51-9 cents around, through, you know what I mean?
Starting point is 01:24:10 And I was happy to get on the bus. The local apartment, you know, and, you know, if you see somebody around you that's not, you know, at peace when they got that, then that's the fucked up person, you know, and you got to get rid of that shit because it threatens the village. It threatens the village and that's when a nigga started commend trees and start trying to, you know, spread false aggravation to bring the king down so he can be king and, you know, put rat allegations on here. Come on now, speak on it. All the bullshit. because they be wanting to take the king's throne, you know what I mean? And you go, positions are not giving their earn in life. Like true positions, like, I ain't choose this shit, you know what I want to be an electrician.
Starting point is 01:24:54 I ain't never want to be no drug dealer or none of that shit, but I just got, the money just kept coming and I just kept saving and I kept giving me more bigger re-ups and shit and I started investing in it and shit like that. But even at that point in time, I didn't have it in my brain that, okay, Rallel is a king pen drug dealer and all this shit. And so I got the charge. And I'm like, what the fuck y'all making me? Like D-K-Y-K-L-K, D-K-C-Y-L-C, we ain't never thought that they would make this shit out of a gang. Like, what the fuck you mean? We were just a clique in school.
Starting point is 01:25:30 So all these things that occur later on in life that niggas worship or idolize a nigga out, there wasn't none of nothing that I intended on being glorified for. We needed these apartments to live for the kids, for us to have somewhere to stay for Ralo won't be bishing about how clean this motherfucker need to be
Starting point is 01:25:50 or, you know, we need a car because we got to get places and shit. All this type of shit, I didn't never, I had, I bought both more dope because I needed more money to frills. I didn't buy 10 bricks to say or a thousand pounds and say, oh, I bought a thousand I needed to re-up
Starting point is 01:26:07 this shit got to go niggins need dope nigga need weed this shit got to go I went on the plane cause got down I've been reing up like that y'all just got
Starting point is 01:26:18 y'all just caught me right I've been this shit happened when I was little to smile it might have been a third of I mean an ounce back then and then a brick
Starting point is 01:26:28 then and then the two bricks and five and ten bridges y'all just luckily caught me I used to get caught with little Packs. I just copped me with a bigger Pax. And I was bitching about that on the real video.
Starting point is 01:26:42 That was crazy, man. Take it through that experience, man. Getting out of that goddamn plane. Right. First of all, I'm a west side, nigga. Right. I know of you, the old year. Right. Because the new you don't do none of that.
Starting point is 01:26:57 Right. For the record. I used to be mad as hell. Right. Seeing you post all that goddamn money. But I knew it was helping on the rap side. Right. But as a nigga from the west side, I'm like, God, there be more careful.
Starting point is 01:27:16 Nobody, they be bitching on niggas when we come through the airport with 35, Hama. You just show these folks a whole imbat. Oh, bad. I find that. I find that he never think about like them folk going to look at you. Because if I got goddamn, like, you got to think about them.
Starting point is 01:27:34 When you come out of the house, You come out of a $500, you spend to spend this on some gas, something to eat, or some shit like that. That money went all my money. It was like little money to me. So, like, I'll show this a little bit. I got a whole lot at the house. So I'm not thinking like, like, goddamn these people thinking this, because I know what I got, you know. When you're looking at a nigga that got, you know, my plug had pallets of money, you know, so, you know, I had me a nice little bankroll and shit.
Starting point is 01:28:05 So when I pull a million out of two or three, I still had a lot of dope with her. I still had a lot of weed. I still had a lot of money in the streets. I still had money saved up in other places. This ain't shit. Look, y'all. This ain't man to me, you know what I'm saying?
Starting point is 01:28:22 So it meant the world to the people like, oh, you show the Emma, too, or shit. You should see where it really. You do know that I'm selling drugs, right? And you do know, like, this shit is everywhere. So when I go on the club and shit, a nigga might owe me some money. He might owe me $40,000 and I throw it
Starting point is 01:28:39 because I can just re him right up right here, you know what I'm saying? Excuse me? Like, I got another pack through the people, right? It's just, I ain't never look at it like they viewed it or you viewed it. It's just a little re-up money, man. Look, y'all, I'm in the real.
Starting point is 01:28:55 I still got shit going on. You can think about how the Pope over here, right? They're like, what he's going on a plane with a million dollars. Oh, and that aspect, when we asked for that question, Oh, I was just having fun. But you flying private, too, now, right? Yeah.
Starting point is 01:29:09 But even posting that, you got to think about it. Coming from a bluff, you know, reining up with one ounce to now, I can go buy me 10, 200 bricks. You know what I could buy me 1,000 pounds of gas. Nigger, that shit made me feel good, and I want to show it. It ain't fun having it if you can show it.
Starting point is 01:29:26 Right. It's like a waste of life, you know? Why have this thing? You can't show it. Right. What the fuck was doing it? The wrong motherfuckers. Fuck them too.
Starting point is 01:29:37 I got it. We'll deal with that later. I dealt with it. You definitely did. You're dead with that later. You said on St.C., like, you took a minute to come out to plane. All right. You were like, shit, fucking, they know him in here.
Starting point is 01:29:51 Nah, because, you know, I get in the hot box on. You know, anytime the police get behind you, you've been there on. This bitch friend to go over the median or something. I got to get away. But on the jail, I'm like, damn. fly this motherfucker. I'm like, cool this thing back off. Like, hey, this bit,
Starting point is 01:30:10 what did it? I leave my parachute and stuff. I know the parachute and go up in the house and I get up and go up in the aisle. I'm thinking of some shit.
Starting point is 01:30:18 Like, it got to be away. Like, I just can't go out like this. Like, yeah. Something got to happen here. Like, so I'm peeking out of the front. They're like, they're like, they're like, okay. That's doing that.
Starting point is 01:30:31 It's not that way. It works. That's the time. Oh, there was out too. Okay, you can't go through the front. I was like, okay, now hold up, now, it's someone getting happy to it. I'd never been in a position where you were just,
Starting point is 01:30:42 I was just stuck like that. I was like, okay, I ain't getting on my motherfucking plan again. At least on a boat or so I can swim. He just didn't give it up. Like, I just could go out like that. Like, I had to have, I had to know they got me before I let them get me, you know? Right, right, right. Improcerer.
Starting point is 01:31:02 He was a stress. Your own infrastructure Mentally, right, when you were just like, I already know what's happening. You know what I'm saying? Co-weedy, dig what I'm saying? Let me go out there
Starting point is 01:31:14 on top shoes up right quick. Let me go ahead and see what's happening. Okay, let me take me glass off. I got to look at y'all of y'all. She's just got serious. Right. All right. What we're talking about?
Starting point is 01:31:22 What we're doing? I think that my mentality was because even like, you know, when I'm going to rice street and I'm going to prison and George Department of all my people stick stuck together like it was like it was like I wouldn't go on right right I still was able to run shit from prisons I still was able to do me I know what I know I had me even when
Starting point is 01:31:48 them catching me with this money I know I got five more 10 more million in the street that I'm gonna be straight well fuck me up was when everybody just left I'm like I called Pakistan ain't nobody in Pakistan there ain't anybody in Pakistan there ain't nobody here like So that shit, fuck you. Like, did everybody just leave me or some shit like that? Then you start, like, they thought it was over with. You smell, me? They thought it was over with.
Starting point is 01:32:14 And I was cool with it being over with as long as we stuck together. Right, right, right. Like, as long as we're good, I do thuddering. As long as we do it together, you see what, but when they get to the point where, oh, we, this shit, divided? Like, nigger, we've been together since we were kids. What the fuck is you talking about? We, we're not cool or. bro beyond this and the bitch you been knew I was whatever flower I had you been knew that about me
Starting point is 01:32:39 and you accepted it the whole 10 20 30 years we've been together so now since sandbox you been knowing whatever we had going on whatever go on you been knew these type of things you been knew I was a fighter you been new even when we was in the trap and bird or meatball and that anybody in that bitch and roll on now y'all been new to take these charges you smell me y'all been knew I'm gonna try to finesse my way out this motherfucker with some kind of motion or loophole or something. But what the fuck y'all thought? A nigga we ain't going to try to fight
Starting point is 01:33:10 and get out this motherfucker, especially after all you bitches left me and ran out with my money. Oh, I gotta make a play. You say how to do this? Oh, we can pay somebody to take them to our eyes. Because my niggas can't take it. Or we can pay somebody to take mine, okay, let's go that route. Then you're talking about it. And then, oh,
Starting point is 01:33:28 you try to do that. Oh, yeah, right. Nicar, I could have told him that when he was little. What the fuck? This, this, this, Louis. You think I'm going to go out pad like this. So, like, when that shit changed the whole Rollo, because, nigga, this ain't what we've been on. It's a problem, man, that goddamn, we big and we're rappers or we all this shit.
Starting point is 01:33:52 You, you, you, you, nigger, in the trap houses, in the bluff, niggas been paying to take charges. Oh, I can't say, oh, I can't do this. I can't do this now because we some kind of big nigger Oh, take your lick. Niggin's been taking licks for me. Right. Niggas been taking licks for me.
Starting point is 01:34:08 So it's like they forgot or shit. It's like, no, the same thing still applies here. Like, infrastructure. Come on, man. Come on. You got, it's just on the bigger love. Okay, oh, you walk in that profit, you're supposed to, okay, motherfucker, this is just like right now off of David.
Starting point is 01:34:33 You gotta go do this too. You're gonna have to take your ass in this jail. You're gonna take this child for me. This is what I'm gonna. Nick, don't you're supposed to do that. What the phone we're supposed to do? We've been doing this. Oh, it's just a way, it's just a bigger way to do it.
Starting point is 01:34:48 Okay, we're not in the Honda no more. We're in the Maybach. Right. You know what? You're not on the goddamn boat no more. We're on our planes. You know what I'm? So it's just levels to this shit that
Starting point is 01:34:58 that ignorant people wouldn't know, especially a motherfucker that ain't never been in the trap house. that understand that lifestyle. If you ain't nothing in the Trump House, you can't be talking about, oh, this is what goes on in the Trump House. If you're just going in out of Bayel, 3, 5 to smoke, then, like, you'll never understand
Starting point is 01:35:15 when that bitch get busted and his guns and doping that motherfucker that one person needs to say it's there. Yeah. Y'all need to have this agreed upon. So me telling a nigga, oh, y'all had all my shit. Soon we got all the Jek, a nigga said, oh, it's mine, it's mine, it's not Rollo's.
Starting point is 01:35:32 Probably laughing the fed laugh, nigga, it's like, you know, let's follow. Okay, that didn't work. Oh, we got to go do another one. We got to go work this out another way because I don't found another way. And when the situation was presented to me,
Starting point is 01:35:46 I'm like, hell yeah, we can do that. Why I pay the money? Right. Why I spend the money? Even though they don't go for the shit, but shit, we try. Right. Even if shit don't work out,
Starting point is 01:35:58 at least we try, just, I mean. And life, niggas just give up and don't want to try anything. They just, niggas is giving up. Don't never give up, bro. If you and that motherfucker and you got time, go to the law and la la bear, find a way out this motherfucker.
Starting point is 01:36:14 Don't sit, don't settle. That's like I was on the back of that jet. I'm like, man, got to be away. It's a loophole. Is it a goddamn thing? I can crawl? You got to find, it's about making away, baby. So when they gave you the situation
Starting point is 01:36:29 and you were like, you know what? I got a finagle my way and just go in and just take what? Take the lick. Take the lick. Right. Because you know they're coming. Like you said.
Starting point is 01:36:39 Because I saw it on the other interview, you were like, I didn't really care about that shit. It was other shit that led to that shit which came to that. But I... You did what I'm saying? So when it was all presented to you,
Starting point is 01:36:48 and you were like, all right, how can I run this shit? Can I run the concurrent? How can we... Now, I think when the situation happened, because if that situation when it happened,
Starting point is 01:37:00 then it was, would have been bad because now I got prosecution misconduct. So when I'm telling the nigga, I'm like, this is a prosecution of my country. If I want to win and now try to fill that some folks, I want to have this prosecution misconduct. So now that I got the prosecution misconduct, if I can win this motion,
Starting point is 01:37:17 then everything you prosecutors have done y'all whole career is tainted. So now every nigga y'all are convicted and trial and shit can come up for appeals and stuff like that. So now I got them in my bar quick. Okay, shit, I want, eight. Yeah, nigga. Give me eight years. So I signed for nine.
Starting point is 01:37:33 I go on the courtroom. The judge said, I don't want to get him nine years. He gave me eight years because he said that I did too much for the community. Even though everybody went enough saying I'm this massive drug lord and all this and stuff, some kind of way that fucking judge just found doubt that he just was an amazing guy. He even used all my cars and shit that people were spouting this. He put that shit as company cars for Rala. me. So they wouldn't just
Starting point is 01:38:01 tear and stop cars. You know, that's law and shit, but the judge just took a lightning to me because you got niggas gone in that bitch saying, yeah, Rallo said a dope, but he bought these apartments. Or Ralo said a dope, but he fed me. And then you got all out, you know, we've been tapped for three, four fucking years. He got
Starting point is 01:38:17 all my conversations where I'm looking after mama and they bust my mama, how they bust my girl, how they busts. So when the prosecutor coming in that bitch, he bashing me, he said, yeah, he bought his mom, this house, he bought his girl this house. He bought his mom this car. He bought his sister this car. The judge is like looking at that shit like, oh, he did this, definitely his family. I'm living for the homeless
Starting point is 01:38:38 for this and that. So he, the prosecutor thinking that it's a bad picture of me, but the picture ended up good in the judge's eyes. You know me? So Judge Brown was just like, man, I just don't feel like Mr. Davis deserved a nine years. I'm going to get him eight years. I already were locked up four years at that time fighting. So I said, I would draw the prosecution misconduct thing if y'all agree to this judge giving me this time. And that when they said, I guess the murders and shit, they just stopped. They just stopped.
Starting point is 01:39:11 I mean, you know, there's no statute of limitations on no shit like that. But however, they stopped pressing that issue on me and shit. That bad guys be bad guns. And I came on, went down the road, did my time. Amen. Yeah. Came back.
Starting point is 01:39:28 Yeah, right. You need to write a book, man. I didn't write a book. It's rough on my birthday. February 12th. Okay. Nika need to read this shit real, real, like, you know what I'm saying? Never.
Starting point is 01:39:41 What's the name of the book? It's going to be called on. It's going to be called on. We're battling with the books and shit, but I wanted to be called Dira of the Streets. Because the series, because they're going to make it a series of movies. I mean, you know, the little power type of thing.
Starting point is 01:40:00 Yeah, yeah. They're gonna make it out of that, and I wanted the series to be called for American Gangster. You know what, that was my whole dream. Because I wrote this book while I was in prison these whole six years. You know, I wrote it out, you know, I sit in it out and, you know, other people did. And then when I got out, I was able to get with Lashon. That's my dog.
Starting point is 01:40:19 She had loved, she put me on loving hip-hop. She's a great person. I love her. Shout out to her. And she's been helping me with it. And, um, you know, it just, because I can put it out now, of course, but we, we're putting a lot into it, you know what I mean? And we wanted to be something massive and something big and something legendary. I don't want to rush it.
Starting point is 01:40:39 Every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, I talk on the phone with us for three hours, you know what I'm and get this shit all the way right from kids and now, you see what I mean? So it's a three-volume trilogy. Okay. Okay. Okay. The new album. So on this album, you know, I really never wanted to sign with no label name, but I was in prison and, you know, they offered me some shit I couldn't resist, you see what I mean?
Starting point is 01:41:06 So I was able to buy my mom's house, I was able to get my girl in the new house, I was able to get me some made bags and shit. I came home real good and, you know, so this album, I didn't want no features. You know, because I wanted it to be personal. You smell, because, you know, when you go into the... these features and shit, you're starting to rap for the people. And that ain't something that I want to do because that ain't how I want. I want just being raw-low. You remember, I won by people being able to, you know, feel my story and fit.
Starting point is 01:41:39 Because when I started rapping, they're like, his voice squeaky, his boy squeaky. But other motherfuckers was gravitating towards him. It was like, damn, I fuck with y'all there. So when you go on to these features and shit, that shit started. Unless this nigga like DC Young Fly that I could fuck with, unless it's a song with some shooting up, bang, bang, that I could put a little ace on him because he's going through that situation.
Starting point is 01:42:02 Or is it something that can relate to another nigger that I fuck with? Then I'd be like, okay, I need you on this one. Like Anthony Hamilton, I grabbed him because, you know, I was rapping and I felt him in the song, so I add him on. Or Kay Michelle, I heard her on the song. I put her on that motherfucker.
Starting point is 01:42:20 Little Antio, we vibe now. You know, I paid it money and things. That's that matter. Throw him on that motherfucker or, you know, Mootia and them, you know, they're paper rout, so I got to put it. So it's just a couple of people I had to put on now because these are my family members, but I ain't want to go into, like, dealing with this old bitch-ass industry. You smell of me? Because these niggas some bitches and they're some holes and, you know, and that shit will make you go get your gun. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:42:49 I hear you say RIP Dauphal, like, you do you know what I'm saying, like take us through. The price is that you mean, Duff, because Dau was real. I mean, you know, all this rap shit started with my boy Scooter. And, you know, you know, at times, I'd be wanting him to stay the same shit because I met Dauph with Scooter, you see what I'm what, but during that time, I guess me and him clinked a little harder, even like, you know, because me and Pee real tight, or me and Gucci real tight, or me, you know, everybody got, you fuck with him in a way that I fuck with him not, you know what I'm saying?
Starting point is 01:43:23 I mean, we all, it's just like the same thing. So, like, with Dolph, it just took my heart because young boy, I might be on the phone with young boy inside the goddamn Robert A. Dame facility, four hours. Dolph, five hours. And you know, 21 Savage hours. So, like, we end up developing. Because when you down and you start talking to these people, you're like, damn, why my real friends that I grew up, like, bird or meatball,
Starting point is 01:43:50 all these different people I grew up with, why are we not on? on the phone for five hours. And I'm on the phone with a nigger from Memphis. Five, six hours, put money on my book. A lot of these niggas that have been with me all my life, I can't even get a dollar from. And they owe
Starting point is 01:44:07 me money. You know? So, damn. Damn. Niggas like, I stole my heart. Because I never, because when the feds came and got me, a lot of niggas thought it was over for me. So
Starting point is 01:44:20 for them to come on in, and still embrace me, that shit just stole me. You know what I'm saying? So, and then when he died and, you know, I got kids and licking at his kids be out here like that, and, you know, it's just be hard for me to ignore that shit because I was just talking to this man, you know what I'm saying? He was sending me my girl money and buying my kids' clothes and shoes and shit.
Starting point is 01:44:48 And when I got out, you know, I'm just on some shit, you know. And I ain't, you know, I ain't never. want to inherit a nigga beef with man like that it just was man i just got it fucked up in my head that his kids out here without a father and i just was in jail with my kids without a father and he ain't coming back that motherfucker ain't coming back so it'd be like hard right we should be like hard bro that should be hard bro for me to just to know it bro like that should be like killing me, bro. Like, for niggas just to forget about him, you smell me like, for niggas to forget about him, brother and shit, like, be fucking me up, bro. Because I see niggas that introduce me to him
Starting point is 01:45:31 and niggas that used to be with us to be like, fuck him. They just say, fuck the man. You smell me like, he used to be with us. And he got kids out here, girl out here. She ain't got no man to go home to. Can he take a shower with our niggum? You smell me? So like, bro, that shit needs fucking with me, bro. This shit be fucked with me. So whenever the sadness come out, the anger start coming, like, and I don't be meaning to, like, goddamn snapping shit in songs or online. It's just, that shit be in me, bro, and it just be like, fuck everybody.
Starting point is 01:46:12 I'm with him. I die for this shit. You know what I'm saying? He died. So that shit just be fucking with me, bro. Like, even like with Lutcher and I. All the niggas that looked out for me while I was in jail, like, I go so hard for them out for no fucking cloud, bro.
Starting point is 01:46:27 Like, I really have, like, real love for these people, you know what I mean? And maybe, you know, a nigga might not love me the same, but that's just how my heart is, you know? And I don't know how to not do that, you know what? You know what I don't know how to not motherfucking care or not represent or not keep their name. or not go hard for their kids, but I don't know how not to do it because I want this shit done to me. If I was dead, I don't want him to do the same thing for me.
Starting point is 01:47:02 You smell of me? I want niggins to keep saying my name in songs and keeping my name alive and looking out for me, bro. So I don't know how, like, if bitches and niggas, I was telling me to stop and why I'm in her, the niggas beef and shit like that. Bitch, I just don't know how not to. You know what? I just don't know how. I don't know how to stop. So that's where I'm at with it.
Starting point is 01:47:27 I don't know how to get the fake, get the fuck away from. Maybe I need some counseling or some shit. I don't know what the fuck I need, but I'm just stuck right now. I'm stuck on the phone with Dauphin, goddamn, a prison cell. And that's all I remember. And that's all I can go for. Brother, that man. Brother, man.
Starting point is 01:47:47 That man did. shit for me he ain't how to do. This shit for me he ain't have to do, bro. Video. You know how much I had to pay for a video? How much I had to pay these niggins for features? Played my song. Come to an interview. Come to a club
Starting point is 01:48:02 with me. Trying to get my shit out of the motherfucking grind and go on and he did it for free. I'm in the cell calling begging niggins for features. Bro, please get on the song so I can get a motherfucking bad from guys of the empire. Please get on the song of these bitch
Starting point is 01:48:17 I don't do it. He did it. Any time I called him. So, I don't know how. I don't know how. Like, I needed money. I need, I ain't want to ask the nigger for no money, so I asked the nigger let me work for it,
Starting point is 01:48:33 let me go get down, give me a song or something, so I can go present this shit, and then you come out here, then you got bitch-ass niggas, so I don't know if I'm gonna fuck with Rollo because neighbor hell snitch or something. You know, that shit, fuck with me. I'd be on a spass. cuss ass about that too.
Starting point is 01:48:48 So when you get in that element, you just be like, look, you ain't even got to be with me publicly and you ain't even got to like my shit or comment up on my shit. I'm going to do the favor for you. Fuck you. Because, and I ain't going to say it.
Starting point is 01:49:08 I ain't going to say it public. I ain't going to got down, make no diss songs about you. I ain't going to say, man. But a nigga, fuck you. You know what I'm saying? And now I beat your ass. Or you'll beat my ass, or we can go to war,
Starting point is 01:49:19 whatever you want to do. I don't, I don't care, you know what I'm saying? I don't want to take it, though, but I'm going to defend the village, you know what I mean? But I do your favor, you know what I'm saying? And we ain't got to play like we, you know what I'm saying? We ain't got to do that because doing that sucker shit, that shit really caused a real nigga to just
Starting point is 01:49:38 goddamn go fucking crazy with that pils. You see what I'm going to? So we're just going to, just like the beginning of this. I'm just push myself away from me and I still like your shit and I still coming on your shit and you ain't got a comment on my shit or like my shit but the people right here in this world the real people see the pussar ass shit you're doing I ain't got to say they see oh why such a subject why such saying post your shit because he'll bitch-ass nigger he'll ho he'll put their ass nigger and i ain't and i still post their shit when they should come out
Starting point is 01:50:15 You see what I'm standing on that Because I gotta die like that I want to go to my Lord Being who I am And standing on bidding it Because these niggas don't know how to be men These niggas don't know how to Be themselves
Starting point is 01:50:31 And be happy with themselves Because they care about what I know the motherfucker Say about him Me? I don't give a fuck You see what I know how to give me some money I know how to go get me some money Go not do nothing I'm not going to give me some money
Starting point is 01:50:44 I can go get that shit from running the mud. I go cut grass. I go wash cars, whatever it is. I know how to get me some money to the point where I won't need. Because now I'm out here. I don't need you. When I needed you, you wouldn't die.
Starting point is 01:50:58 So right now, why y'all ask me? This is a, you know, nigger, every time you see me, I'm going to go up on Instagram. I'm going to go up and you be like, why here you're always posting everything? Because the bitch doesn't send me anything. And I got to make them bitch to see. I got to, why you always posting shit? Why y'all with posting shit?
Starting point is 01:51:15 I got to show them bitches that them bitches do not bury me. I'm coming up out this motherfucker. Hey, bitch, I'm out here. Every chance I get, every chance I get, it's legitimate now. And guess what? Every time I see them like a car, I'm going to buy it because I know they like it. And they got a bitch that they like, I have a flirt water, make that whole, you know what I'm saying? They got an outfit.
Starting point is 01:51:41 Oh, that's nice shoe. I go buy them, I put them on. You know what they like? I'm going to go get it. You smell of me? Because you can't go get it. You're going to get it? You're going to get it.
Starting point is 01:51:56 You can't talk this shit all this, man. Bro, that's your first time to stop to through here, man. Don't let it be the last, man. Tell them where they can grind the album and all that good shit. Hey, man. My welcome home, you know, I went through hell trying to figure out what we're going to name this album. album and the label said man you need to stick with welcome home because it's a legacy it's like
Starting point is 01:52:20 you can always go back to that album it's like clothes in your closet I remember I wore this outfit I wore this outfit in 2017 for my birthday now 2018 on my birthday February 12 I wrote this shirt and these shoes so it'd be certain outfits and shit that I go get and it just put me back in that put back in that mold. And it made me feel like I felt that night, you know what I'm saying? And I wanted to come on the show feeling like that. It's not, you know what I'm saying? So, like, the album, they named the Welcome Home Rallo
Starting point is 01:52:55 so I can get that feeling in 10 years from here. Or my kids can get that feeling 10 years from here or whatnot. It just, you know what I'm saying? You can go get it. You know, you can listen to it. It's on an old screaming platform. And really, honestly, you ain't got to go see it because I'm going to make sure you see it. I'm gonna make sure you see it.
Starting point is 01:53:13 You know what I'm gonna be on every blog. Cause if you don't follow me, you gonna follow it up. You gonna see it? I bet that you go get it to help me get some money, turn the nigga up, go listen to my shit a couple times, go view my video. You're helping me and my family. I appreciate all the support.
Starting point is 01:53:31 So download my shit, you know what I'm saying? I really appreciate it. Yeah. Man, yeah. It's the Rallo Packet. That's the Ralo Pack. Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:53:42 So. You feel me? Come on, man. It's 85-samp shit, man. Look here, man. We can kick this shit all night. Welcome home, Rello. 85-7 show.
Starting point is 01:53:52 We're out to shit. We're out. Oh. Well, he got down tired of making a knick crap, dude? Come on, man. I don't be trying to do that shit. That shit, be like, fuck it with me. Man, let's take the fish record.
Starting point is 01:54:07 That shit, bro. That shit, real, though. Hey, we need the sharp. Jeff got sharp. Another third time for a crime. He didn't cry. Oh, he did cry. Joe, we got to get a turnaround.
Starting point is 01:54:19 He got to have them out. Come on, man. So we'll make sure we all get that back. It's the motherfucker. It's the motherfucker. This nigga, Westside Lidsman right here, bro. Mo, dip. This nigga be everywhere.
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