THE ADAM BUXTON PODCAST - EP.263 - ZADIE SMITH
Episode Date: November 2, 2025Adam talks with author Zadie Smith about fun, trivial things like Wordle start words, men who dress as if they're still young, and the sadness of podcasts becoming TV shows, and then not trivial thing...s like the problems associated with empathy when it comes to politics, war and fiction writing. Plus, what is Zadie's problem with Generation X?Conversation recorded face-to-face in London on 7 October 2025 Thanks to Séamus Murphy-Mitchell for production supportPodcast illustration by Helen GreenListen to Adam's album 'Buckle Up' Order Adam's book 'I Love You Byeee' Sign up for the newsletter on Adam's website (scroll down on homepage)RELATED LINKSDEAD AND ALIVE by Zadie Smith - 2025 (PENGUIN)ZADIE SMITH ON FASHION NEUROSIS PODCAST WITH BELLA FREUD - 2025 (YOUTUBE)ZADIE AND DEVONTÉ HYNES ON 'HOLDING UP THE LADDER' PODCAST - 2025 (ACAST)ZADIE SMITH ON WILD CARD - 2025 (NPR)LISA THATCHER - THE BRILLIANCE OF WHITE TEETH - 2012CHARLIE KIRK WAS PRACTICING POLITICS THE RIGHT WAY by Ezra Klein - 11 September, 2025 (NY TIMES)CHARLIE KIRK REDEEMED, A POLITICAL CLASS FINDS ITS LOST CAUSE by Ta-Nehisi Coates - 2025 (VANITY FAIR)EZRA KLEIN AND TA-NEHISI COATES HASH OUT THEIR CHARLIE KIRK DISAGREEMENT - 2025 (YOUTUBE)PHILOSOPHERS DESCRIBED BY PEEP SHOW - 2025 (YOUTUBE)ZADIE SMITH ON HOW LANGUAGE UPSETS THE RIGHT - 2025 (YOUTUBE)THANK YOU VERY MUCH - ANDY KAUFMAN DOC (OFFICIAL TRAILER) - 2023 (YOUTUBE)CHRIS SMITH ON JIM CAREY AND ANDY KAUFMAN (ADAM BUXTON PODCAST BONUS) - 2017 (ADAM'S WEBSITE/SOUNDCLOUD) Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
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I added one more podcast to the giant podcast bin
Now you have plucked that podcast out and started listening
I took my microphone and found some human folk
Then I recorded all the noises while we spoke
My name is Adam Buxton
I'm a man
I want you to enjoy this that's the plan
Hey, how are you doing podcasts? It's Adam Buxton here. I'm on a Norfolk farm track
with my best dog friend Rosie. And we are having a nice afternoon walk. The sun is nearly below
the horizon, even though it's not yet 4pm. Yuck. That's because the clocks went back last
weekend, of course. Just in case anyone missed that, I'm here to keep you up to speed.
with all the latest. It's nice to get an extra hour in bed, sure, but then you've got to deal
with the gloom. Anyway, so myself and Rosie are out here, grabbing a bit of daylight while we can.
Oh, I'm stopping for a wee-wee. Rosie, that is, not me. I went before we left. How are you doing
anyway, Podcats? I hope you're well. Hey, thank you very much to those of you who came out to
the Royal Festival Hall. Last weekend.
for my book chat with Miranda Sawyer.
That was a fun night.
I hope you agree if you were there.
I really enjoyed that evening.
I sang a couple of songs as well with Michael Lovett
from Metronomy and the Adam Buxton Band.
And if I say so myself,
the version of tea towel we did was pretty good.
And it was nice to meet some of you afterwards.
Signing books.
Okay, let me tell you a bit about podcast number 263,
which features a conversational ramble with the British author
and friend of the podcast.
This is her third appearance.
Zadie Smith.
Quick reminder of a few Zadie facts for you.
Born in 1975 to a Jamaican mother and an English father,
Zadie grew up in northwest London.
Her debut novel, White Teeth, was written while she was still studying English literature at Cambridge University.
It was published in 2000.
The book interweaves the stories of two wartime friends, a Bangladeshi man, Samad Iqbal and a white Englishman, Archie Jones, and their families in London.
It's an imaginative tour de force that brings to life a diverse collection of characters with humour and empathy.
And 25 years after its publication, it's still easy to see why it became an international sensation
and turned its author into a literary star.
Since then, as well as teaching fiction at Columbia and New York University,
during the 17 years she spent living in New York City from around the mid-2000s,
Zadie has written five more novels, The Autograph Man, On Beauty, NW, Swingtime, and The Fraud.
as well as a play, the wife of Wilsden, short-story collections, children's books written with her writer, poet, husband, Nick Laird, and essays published in four collections so far.
The most recent of those, Dead and Alive, was published earlier this year 2025 and contains a fantastic selection of pieces on subjects as varied as the film Tar, starring Kate Blanchett, Stormsy performing at Glastonbury,
political censorship, the impact of digital media on our perception of time,
and narratives concerning the black diaspora.
There's also obituaries and reflections on literary figures,
including Joan Didion, Tony Morrison, Philip Roth, Martin Amos, and Hillary Mantel.
And there's personal reflections as well on hidden emotions,
Zadie's relationship with her body, and growing older in general.
This conversation with Zadie was recorded in early October this year
in her small, cosy, book-strewn writing room
in the northwest London home she shares with her husband
and their two children.
And after some fun chat about wordal start words,
appropriate fashions for the older man,
and the sadness of podcasts becoming TV shows,
we talked about a couple of the essays in Dead and Alive
that made a particularly big impression on me,
One is titled Fascinated to Presume in Defence of Fiction,
which challenges the idea that authors should,
quote, write only about people who are fundamentally like them,
close quotes, asserting instead that fiction requires the challenging
and inherently risky imaginative act of finding universal connection
through a fascination to presume the existence of shared griefs and consciousness
in others. The other essay we talked about is called Shibboleth, originally published in the New Yorker in
May 24, during a period of, as the short intro to the essay says, heroic student protests against
the war on Gaza. In the essay, Zadhi notes that participants in the political conversation around
Israel, Palestine, use Shibboleths, which Zadhi defines in this context as, quote, phrases that
can't be said, or conversely, phrases that must be said, end quotes, to show which side you're on.
In both essays, Zadie, as far as I can tell, is considering the value of empathy.
At a time when efforts to empathise, particularly with political adversaries, have become especially divisive.
As demonstrated by a piece which I talked to Zadie about, written by New York Times journalist Ezra Klein, who I've mentioned before,
appreciatively on this podcast, the piece we're talking about was written the day after the
assassination of right-wing activist Charlie Kirk. And in the piece, Ezra Klein spoke about
the importance of trying to talk across political divides. But one of the people who felt the
piece effectively laundered anti-democratic and dehumanizing ideas was the American author and
journalist Tarnahisi Coates, an acquaintance of Ezra Klein's who appeared on his podcast soon after
Kirk's murder to talk through his objections to Ezra Klein's peace.
Zadie and I also spoke about what her problem is with Generation X, not the band, but the
cohort. I'm sure she loves Billy Idol. Who doesn't? Now, trigger warning, as well as the political
chat. You've got, at one point, a short period of slobbering and grunting from Zadie's
lovely pug dog, Peggy, who appears, and it's a bit like having Boggins back. Some of you
Black Squadron members will recall those days. The divisive Boggins times, not everybody likes
having even a very cute dog, slobbering and grunting at close quarters, but it doesn't
last very long and I think it's nice not to say sexy back at the end for another doc recommendation
but right now with Zadie Smith here we go ramble chat let's have a ramble chat
we'll focus first on this then concentrate on that come on let's tune the fat and have a ramble chat
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Well
Speaking of Wordle
Do you have a stander
start word? It's a big argument in this family because everyone here says always start with
slate and so I get bored and then one day I didn't start with slate and you can imagine it
was slate. So everybody fucking here got it first time apart from me. So now I do slates. It's good.
What do you do? I don't have a standard one groin. Yeah that's good. And sometimes it's what I see
at the breakfast table or whatever. I just want to go for it. I want a couple of vowels. Yes.
And then...
Are we recording already?
We are recording, yeah.
Okay, sorry.
This is it.
This is it.
And it's quite nice.
How many will you play on the trot?
I play three every morning, yeah.
Okay.
But if spelling bee doesn't go well, like, sometimes...
I mean, I'm a shame to say, but sometimes that could take up to the midday
before I get any work done.
Fuck.
Three is good.
Yeah.
Now, just now, I went and used your beautiful lavatory.
Yes.
And I changed because I arrived here on my bike.
But I was listening to you talking to Bella Freud the other day on fashion neurosis.
That is a kind of interesting story because that was my first realization that podcasts are now TV shows.
So I agreed to do it.
And then I got there and it was like a TV studio.
And I was really shocked, but it was too late.
And then she made me lie on the sofa.
and now for all time
that's on the internet
but now I know
now I know better
so I get dressed before podcasts
oh it's terrible
I think it's so awful
I love the podcast medium
radio I love podcasts
and I don't like television
so I don't want to go on television
exactly
and then if it's all about fashion
and you don't even know
that's a bit weird
they didn't give you a heads up
and if you're a woman that means you have to kind of
whatever get you know
because normally I'm dressed like a delivery driver
kind of like today and so
it was a lot
On the Bella day, because it was Bella, I had made some effort, but not, I hadn't realized it was going to be filmed.
Okay.
I'm sure you looked great.
I'll check it out later.
I only listened to the audio version.
And you were talking at one point, both of you, about men's fashion.
Yes.
At one point, you referred to the sadness of middle-aged men still dressing as they did when they were in their 20s.
Right.
In the 90s, specifically cargo shorts, Adidas tops.
And I was thinking, oh, that's me.
I mean, it's a lot, it's fair.
And I, I was wearing boot cut jeans for a really, really long time until I, you know,
went out into the streets and thought, stop this now.
What's wrong with boot cut jeans?
It's just, they're coming back actually, but it's just, it's not, it's not a thing that I want to be wearing anymore.
I wore them a lot.
And we're done, we're done there.
Okay.
Yeah.
But that's a fashion perennial.
That's a great look.
Hmm.
I think gene shapes change and it's kind of important to,
to recognize that.
All right.
Well, I've made an effort to dress like a sort of grown-up.
You look like you deal in Japanese vinyl.
It looks good.
This is, yeah, I've got Japanese jeans on.
Oh, there you go.
See.
Because I heard you talking about those.
I was like, well...
They are good.
I'm going to get some Japanese jeans.
They're very austere.
Like, it's so thick the denim.
Yeah, but they look good.
Okay, good.
And then I've got a blue top that my wife bought me for my birthday from Toast.
Yes.
Short-sleeved linen shirt.
Very nice.
wearing the living heck out of it this year.
Little Hipster hat.
Yeah, I've got the Docker cat, Stetson, white hat.
I've been wearing it non-stop this year.
I think it works.
Some people don't like it.
Some people have said, oh, why are you wearing that?
That is a problem in Britain.
If you try and make any variation on a uniform, someone will comment.
But at least it's not an orange hipster hat, which is the one I really dislike, the orange
beanie.
Is there a problem with orange in general?
I think few people can wear it.
I definitely am not.
I think if you're very, like, my mother in orange and yellow, if you're dark-skinned, it looks fantastic.
Okay.
On the rest of us, I think it looks a little, it makes you look sallow.
It's not good.
I was worried that maybe had a political connotation for people.
I don't know what that would be other than the orange order.
I think it's a Taylor Swift color.
Didn't she just, like, Napoleon, take orange as hers?
Oh, yeah, okay.
Yeah, yeah, so that's hers now.
Because I did go to a wedding the other day, and you were supposed to dress, quotes, over the top.
So I wore orange shorts and a orange short sleeve top.
It was very orange.
And there was a guy in the street when I was walking to the tube who said,
keep wearing orange, bro.
That's what I mean.
They're past remarkable, these British people.
I'm amazed you're still going to weddings.
I don't think I've been to a wedding since 1997.
Yeah, it was pretty good.
Everyone said the same thing.
It was someone getting married.
They'd been divorced one of them and now they were getting married late in life.
The other person had never been married.
Oh, that's nice.
Yeah, it was nice, actually.
and although they had it was a lovely wedding if anyone is listening from that wedding we all had a great time didn't we it was a beautiful occasion but they had a brass band in the corner of this quite small space where we gathered afterwards and i just couldn't hear what were they playing they were playing pop tunes so it was yeah yeah yeah that's a strong choice well it was a really good band and anywhere else you would have been going this is the best band right
But in that space with quite a lot of older people.
People in their 50s who are having hearing issues from earlier clubbing.
I could literally hear like every third, fourth word maybe.
But I've got very good at just the nodding and smiling in between not really comprehending what people are saying.
In those moments, are you thinking, what am I going to say when they stop talking?
Yeah, you need neutral phrases.
Sometimes you get caught out.
Sometimes it's good to just say, you know, I'm old.
Try that again louder.
Yeah.
Okay, I've got notes here.
Yes, go on.
How do you feel about someone that has notes?
I mean, especially the older I get, the more I feel like I just need notes.
No, no, that's fine.
And I have to be kind of transparent about it.
But the notes I've made are a little weird.
They're in a weird order.
I heard you on another podcast holding up the ladder, enjoyed it very much, hosted by someone I didn't know,
Macchi, Maci DeSoe.
Oh, yeah, Matzi.
She's a really old friend of mine.
Matt C. D. So? Yeah, yeah.
She is a great girl.
Went out with my brother, maybe briefly, and a long term of this neighborhood.
And she's fantastic.
She's a artist-musician.
Yeah.
Was you and Devonte Heinz.
Yes, Mr. Blood Orange.
Right.
Who I also, I was sort of familiar with testicycles, great band name.
One of the best band names of all time.
Though you can't say it in front of him, but really, he does not enjoy that.
Oh, it's so good.
I remember like emailing a load of people at the time going,
there's a band called test icicles.
It's amazing.
And we were like, yeah, things are great.
And I liked him.
And it was a good chat, actually.
I really recommend it.
I'll put a link in the description.
But you talked there about the fact,
and maybe you've talked elsewhere about it too,
that part of your training as a writer,
if we could call it that,
was literally transcribing other people's writing.
Yeah.
I thought it was unusual.
but then once I did an event with Michael Schaiborne years ago
and he did exactly the same thing
but with science fiction and fantasy stories.
How old were you when you were doing that then?
Like 9, 10, 11, 12.
I got a typewriter when I was 12
who was given to me by my mum
and I typed out stories on that.
A lot of Roald Dahl, Agatha Christie.
Because it was fun to be learning to type
and also just to sort of feel the words of these stories.
You can kind of pretend they're yours.
You know, it's a kind of confidence.
thing i would write it out and think oh well i could have written that i didn't but i could
have yeah yeah i used to have the same approach to exams like in college i would think or even at gcc
no one knows yet that i haven't failed i don't know how to put that as if i could do well
they don't know so maybe i'll just do well it's like a mind trick the feeling at the beginning of
an exam yeah yeah anything could happen you don't know i'm not necessarily going to
to get what my teachers strongly felt I was going to get.
Anything could happen here.
So it's the kind of confidence bump.
That's great, man.
I literally have not thought about that feeling since back then.
But you're right.
That's certainly how I felt like, this might go well.
This might go well.
Didn't always go well as my kids really enjoy reminding me of my GCC results, which
were mixed.
They were mixed.
Yeah.
But some of it went well just exactly because of that feeling like, well, who knows?
Sure.
Confidence, that's half the battle.
Yeah.
But I remember that I, my own version of doing that kind of thing
was writing down the lyrics to songs I liked.
Oh, look at that.
And I found them all.
These are the original bits of paper.
What songs are we copying?
So it's mainly Madness's greatest hits.
Oh, yeah.
But this is the lyrics for The Message by Grandmaster Flash and the Furious Five.
Classic.
It's like a jungle sometimes.
Makes me wonder how I keep from going under.
What tune?
It really is good.
And the lyrics are great.
Although I didn't quite understand all of them.
Turn around, broke my sacrophiliac.
Yeah.
Mid-rain, migraine, cancered membrane.
Sometimes I think I'm going insane.
I swear I might hijack a plane.
You know, one of the things about hip-hop is that the rhyme is quite important.
You're often going for the rhyme and not entirely for literal sense.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Fair enough.
Yeah.
But no, that was very, it was fun to hear you talking about that.
Oh, okay.
here's an actual interview question
Yes
Seeing as are you doing a fair number of interviews
Around the publication of the essays
I'm doing because I always
The choice is put in front of me
Do you want to sit down for
Profiles with newspapers and or go on television
Or podcast
And so I always go for the podcast
And so I'm doing a lot of podcasts
Yeah
Yeah
And when you are doing them
How pleasurable or not is the experience
How often do you come out
with feelings of pain
my thing is
this is a medium
where whatever you do
exist forever
and I find that concept
really really hard to deal with
even in the old days
I guess if you're on television
you were on television
then it went right
there was no BBC you probably had an archive
but you didn't get to see it
no one it just happened
so I do find that pretty
tough
but
I don't know. I'm getting used to it.
Yeah. I mean, that's everything now.
It's everything. Everything lasts forever and that is modern life.
And at least there are still podcasts that aren't filmed.
Yes, there are a few, but they're getting, you know, this is a rare species, what you have here.
Yeah, exactly.
So if I'm not filmed them on the radio or on a podcast, I feel like I can have a human conversation, which is nice.
And do you, my specific question was, to what degree do you feel like the person you want to be when you come and
out of these things. Like often I, like this year I've been doing a lot of press. I did a book and I did
an album and so many times I come out and I'm like, oh God, that is not who I want to be.
No, that's it. And it feels like a kind of mask that's eating your face and you wake up at 3am
thinking, did I say that? Or particularly with the book of essays, because the point of an essay is
that you formally consider something and write it the way you want to write it. And then
talking about it is like saying the same thing, but so much worse.
in a disorganized and crappy way.
So it's a little painful, but...
I would say, unusually, it sounds like you're unguarded,
whether that's true or not.
That's the thing which scares me about podcasts.
People always say that, and I'm like, what does that mean?
What are other people doing on podcasts?
If I listen to more podcasts, I would know.
That is the key.
I think that they're either keeping things so light.
They're either choosing podcasts where they know that there won't be anything scary, brought up.
Right.
or they are just minding their P's and Q's,
or you get a list of stipulations from the PR beforehand
saying you can't talk about this, you can't talk about that.
And that's not the case with someone like you.
No.
I'm kind of worried that in 25 years of publishing,
I don't think any PR has ever given me any,
why don't, maybe they should.
You could ask for it.
Maybe they should.
No one ever seems to, they just set me off.
Well, I guess it would be a bit weird for someone like you at this point.
It's a bit late, yeah.
So you don't presumably read back reviews, for example, or?
No, no, I do.
Every time a book is published, I have this thing in my mind.
I'm not going to Google myself.
I'm not going to look at any reviews.
I'm going to, and then I don't.
And then at some point, eventually you read every review.
It might take two years, but in the end.
Oh, really?
Yeah, yeah.
So you do just suddenly splurge.
But it's just self-harm.
It's a terrible, it's also not.
like with my sensible hat on I know that despite the explosion of this technology around 2008
for hundreds of years what a writer knew about what they've written were the responses of readers
which come to you in a control you know at a reading someone writes you a letter
that's a normal amount of response and actually if you could stop there it's a brilliant
advice for young writers but they wouldn't be able to do it you'd get you get the gamut so
So in the first few weeks of a book coming out, I maybe get nine emails.
In those nine emails, I get it.
Some people liked it, some people hated it.
That's all you need.
And are those from acquaintances and friends?
Sometimes, sometimes strangers, people guess your email address or whatever.
But you get the idea.
People get to you.
How that needs to be amplified by them reading 50,000 versions of the same thing is no human brain is ready for that.
So you don't go below the line on pieces that have been published on them?
Not anymore, maybe when I was younger, but I, you know, for my own mental health, my anxiety, I need to do a little bit, kind of minimum of self-protection.
And there are whole bits of, like, I don't, I haven't seen good reads in 10 years, I don't, Amazon is a stranger to me, like, I don't, I'm not crazy.
And then if you write a piece that you think might be controversial in one way or another, what's your policy there?
Do you then withdraw more purposefully, or are you just the same as ever and stuff gets through?
I always know, like people talk to me, tell me, whatever,
but I need to kind of be able to do what I do.
So I'm absolutely, you know, thumbs up to everybody having their opinion,
but I think it's acceptable for a human being not to take on two million opinions.
Yeah.
20 to 30 is good.
I mentioned Ezra Klein before.
I've kind of gone down a rabbit hole with him this year.
I like where he's coming from and I like listening to his podcast.
and I like the way he conducts conversations.
But especially in the last few weeks after Charlie Kirk's murder,
he wrote a piece called Charlie Kirk was killed for practicing politics the right way
or something like that.
Yeah, that was not a good piece.
And that was in that, I mean, that was literally in the hours after he was killed.
I didn't read the piece.
I just saw Tarnah Heasy or listen to Tarni Healy, um, talking to him.
And I, I mean, no offense to Ezra.
I know, he does a very good job at what he does.
But I think...
Is he someone you know?
Yeah, I did his podcast.
Oh, yeah.
And, of course, in New York, he's ubiquitous.
But Tarnahizi makes a very good point that people have different jobs.
And Tarni Hezzi's job is different from Ezra's, and my job is different from Ezra's and different from Tarnahiz's.
I think sometimes Ezra, I don't know how to put it.
Like, he's very technocratic.
He doesn't know what he doesn't know.
And what Tarni He was trying to say to him is, here are people with this particular trauma.
It's not, Ezra doesn't need to know that.
He doesn't know it kind of to the.
bone, but this trauma exists. And these people will respond in this way to this event. That
seems to be like an important kind of political and philosophical lesson for anyone, right? There
is no perfect objectivity in this world. And I thought that conversation between them was really
beautiful because there was no anger. Like, their old friends, they know each other. They have,
in some ways, opposite political positions at times, but they were able to discuss it in a way.
And Tani Hezi stood his ground and I think was right to. And I, and I, and I, and I,
that was a you know a hopeful moment on the internet yeah i mean when i i listened to the piece i didn't
read it with my eyes and so i could hear the emotion in esra klein's voice recording a few hours after
kirk was murdered and you know i could hear how worried he was and you know the feelings that a lot
of people had just about like the moment political sociological moment whatever and um i listened
thinking, okay, he's talking, he's trying to be as fair as he possibly can to this person
who he fundamentally disagreed with. And, you know, I don't suppose there was all that much
at all that he would have approved of as far as Charlie Cook and his views were concerned.
But he was trying to be sort of as fair-minded as he could and say, well, one thing you could
say for him was that he was at least going through the motions of trying to meet people
and debate with people. And that's sort of what democracy should look like.
like. That's what I took from that piece. But then afterwards, I heard so many, obviously, there was
quite a big backlash against it. And Taunahisi Coates wrote a piece explaining why he was so
offended by it and detailing all the appalling things that Charlie Kirk had said. And the way
that he conducted himself day to day as well, which was in no way, you know, practicing anything
the right way. Right. And I would actually even take the particular heat of his views out of it and
say, if you're claiming that that is successful debate, it's not even undergraduate 101
debate.
Like, coincidence is not causation.
He does, it's not, his way of arguing has not got anything to do with actual debate.
Like, philosophically, the structure of his arguments, it was kind of like child's play
and often attractive to children.
But I think adults who understand what a discussion actually looks like could not think of
that as serious debate.
No. So I mean, I didn't read the original Ezra piece, but I thought Tana Heese made an absolutely
solid and impassioned defense of his position. Definitely. Then I read, then I sort of went down
a bit of a rabbit hole with the whole thing and started reading responses to it and then
responses to his conversation with Tarnahe Hecodes. This doesn't seem like a good use of time.
The way that you do. I know. But it feels.
like it is because it feels like, look at me, I'm engaged with what's happening.
But that is the trick of capitalist internet monopolies is that they make you feel
that you are not a political or engaged person unless you are engaging with machine 24-7.
But that isn't actual political engagement.
That's just spending time on their platforms.
So I think trying to separate those two things is quite significant.
And there is also, again, like a gap between the unbelievable seriousness.
of murdering a man
which is of enormous ethical
and political and political import
and the actual content of his discussions
which to me were almost comically childish
so it's hard to contain those two things
in the same place
but because something incredibly serious has happened
doesn't mean that this person
has to be taken seriously as a thinker or debater
those are two completely separate things in my mind
the reason I brought it up though
was because you know
to me Ezra Klein seems like
a fair-minded person who acts in good faith and thinks hard about what he's saying and
that's not to say that he gets it right all the time but the wave of comments and people just
sort of going oh well this guy he's part of the problem he's the reason we're in this mess in
the first place and but what is that all thing and don't go to the hard wish store if you're
looking for milk like you're looking in the wrong place for what you need i mean i i think
the honey he's his point about ezra is that when you assume
that your base idea of rationality and fairness is everyone's, you're making an error because
people have, again, their individual traumas, that individual histories, and what might seem
obvious and rational unfair to you might not seem so to them, because they're dealing
with a completely different set of American facts. And I think that was the point of that
conversation, which was key, is that the America that Ezra is thinking of is not the same
America that Taunahisi has experienced and lived through. They're talking about two different
places. And I felt like the conversation as it moved on, Ezra could recognize that this is not
the same America. We can have the conversation. We have to realize that our particular experiences
of them are radically different. These guys commenting onto the thing, though, people don't
express themselves in the way that you just did. Rather than saying any of that, it's just like,
Ezra Klein, he's just a plant. He's just a shill for the neoliberal system. But Adam, don't take
the bait. I know, I know. It's just, there are other things to think about and engage with.
That's true. I know. I could be spending time with my. And again, Coates is a great example of
someone who doesn't take the bait. He thinks instead. He thinks things through in depth and
is able to articulate himself properly. Thank goodness. Another fun conversation in the world
has been in the last couple of years. Well, we're talking on the 7th of October, two years after,
of the attack on Southern Israel by Hamas.
You write in the book, there's a piece called Shibberlef.
And that was written in May 24.
Yes.
And that was reading from my notes here, examining the, I have read it, obviously,
but it examined the ethical and rhetorical dimensions
of the pro-Palestinian campus protests over the war in Gaza.
And a lot of that piece was about the kind of weaponization of,
language and about the, well, what is a shibboleth?
Well, look, it's happening right now when you talk about the weaponisation of language.
Netanyahu says, anyone who doesn't leave this strip now is a terrorist.
That is an example of language as magical thinking.
You don't suddenly make someone a terrorist because you say that they are.
The mothers who can't move, the children who can't move, the people who refuse to move,
are not immediately terrorists because your language decides that they are.
and that's what I mean about the weaponisation of language
is a kind of magical thinking where you twist reality
into what you wish it to be by speaking it so
and that is not the case
so when I was writing that piece I was interested in the history
of that kind of language in that region
language which hopes that just by naming something
it will come to pass
I don't think that's how reality works
and even more directly
my question was you know
at that moment
but there had been these enormous protests against Netanyahu and Israel,
so there is an opening a possibility of solidarity.
And the question is, what kind of language might model that hope of solidarity?
It doesn't mean that that solidarity will be accepted or taken.
But to me, to be asked to ignore or minimize murder or murder or
rape. It's not something that I can do. It's not something I can do. And I don't think it's
necessary in the fight for justice. That was my point. I don't think it's necessary. I think if you
want a one-state solution, which I personally do, that what I want in my chair in Wilson Green is not
really relevant. But if that's your dream, the question is what kind of political modeling and
language will allow for it? I wanted, in my piece to say, in the context of a student at that point
had just been brought up before a board in Columbia and asked about his idea of killing Zionists,
that's what he'd said. And he was asked, do you think there's anything wrong with that?
And he said, no. And I wanted to try and write a piece which suggested that our fights for justice
don't have to include the dehumanization of our adversaries. I don't think they do.
In fact, I think our claims for justice are much stronger when our adversaries are seen as human.
and in this situation right now
where any attempts of solidarity has been closed down
then you move on to the next battle
but in the first instance
I knew I knew there was a movement within Israel
against this government I knew there was a movement that might be spoken to
to shut down all possibility of that in the first minute
is not the job of a writer like me
and when you write a piece like that
one thing that Ezra Klein gets
accused of is not centrism exactly but kind of both sidesism anyway this idea of both
sidesism and also centristism as a dirty word is something that I have noticed but I don't feel
that I'm doing the business of the left I right okay if a reader cannot tell the difference
between the numbers 1,700 and the numbers of whatever they were 42,000 at that point
that is the job of a reader of an ethical intelligence to know the difference between
between 1,700 bodies and 40,000 bodies.
There is an obvious ethical, philosophical, moral, practical difference
between those two amounts.
Only a machine makes, thinking like a machine creates those two things
as unresolvable binaries, this or that.
There is a war crime and then a greater war crime that becomes a genocide.
If you can't understand that as a reader,
I don't know what kind of reader you are.
So to me, I wanted to write about that moment
and about something which felt to me like a human tragedy.
In that moment, what that essay calls for is a ceasefire,
the end of arms sales to Israel,
and the end of police entering universities
to oppress students who are protesting,
which is their right to protest.
That was not the question.
The question is, how do we do this?
How do we move forward?
What kind of language do we use?
Who are we while we do this?
And everybody will have their different answer to that.
I'm not judging anyone.
That's not my business.
But for me, I don't believe that the fight for justice involves the dehumanisation of your adversary.
I don't believe that, personally.
I never will.
And did you have conversations after you'd published that piece that made you think differently?
or did you remain completely happy with what you'd written?
I felt the pain, but...
By the way, I'm not suggesting that you ought to have done.
No, no. What interests me is that I don't think...
It's so...
Because I'm not online in the way that these people are online, right?
Everybody's online.
Right. So I know that the simple reference to the pain of your adversary
prior to like 2008 and the invention of these iPhones would not have seemed in any way strange
to anyone on the left. That would have been a part of our acknowledgement of a struggle. So it's not
me who's changed. Everyone has changed around me. I don't see those things. One state solution
has been part of my imagination since I knew about this situation for many people on the left.
but it does not include the idea that a war crime is unmentionable
that's not something that I can conceive of
a war crime is a war crime
a genocide is a genocide
it is not a zero-sum game
in terms of mentioning these things
and to me it's almost an aid to justice
because when you say to someone
I understand your pain
now try and imagine that pain on this scale
you aid justice you don't stop it
That's a novelist insight. I absolutely understand. No activist, no politician has to care anything about that. But psychologically, I think I know that to be true. And if you do the opposite, if you say your pain is insignificant or I don't recognize it or I even don't believe in it, you bring these people no further towards justice. And so, you know, I'm not a nealist. And I was thinking, particularly I have a friend in Israel, the writer Edgar Kerat, who wrote recently about, you know, standing in
the street every weekend with pictures of dead Palestinian children and being attacked by his
fellow Israelis. What are you doing here? Why are you doing it? What are you speaking of? You trade to you.
And that's guts. Writing an essay in your chair in Wilson Green doesn't really involve much bravery.
What he's doing is brave. What to me people like standing together are doing are brave.
Palestinians and Israelis on the scene trying to find some way to work together. These things are
difficult to do. But I also do think bravery is, you know, structural. Nothing could have been easier
for me to write just what everybody around me was writing with the same fury and with the same
zero-sum knowledge and with the absolute insistence that this other trauma is insignificant.
That would have been, I would have got all my plaudits. And so the question is, why did I do it?
Because I genuinely, if I call myself someone who is concerned with human flourishing,
It has to be everywhere and at all times.
And I think if you, am I talking too much?
No.
I mean, it's, it's, I feel like I've sort of sprung it on you and it's such a loaded topic.
No, it's okay.
And I think one of the things about ethical thinking, aside from political thinking, is it has to be flexible.
And if it isn't flexible, for instance, when you turn to Sudan, if you have these rigid categories of who is the hero, who is the end,
me and eternally, then Sudan is nothing to you, right? You can't even see it because it's a
situation that doesn't fall into these categories that you've already established in your own
mind. But that too is a genocide happening right now. What's happening in Israel, to me, is a
genocide. The question is, can you create a language in which people are able to join you in the
struggle against these kind of war crimes that are happening in many places? That is the kind of
language I wanted to model but you know at the moment it's a hiding to nothing if people
don't want to do it and I understand at the point where people absolutely refuse solidarity
what can you do you can only turn from them if they're unwilling to see what is in front of their
eyes then you then you are within your rights to turn and with every ethical emergency
the main thing is the ethical emergency in front of you and at the moment that is the
the dissolution of a land and the murders of thousands.
You write about some of the same things in a different context
in another essay in the book,
fascinated to presume, in defence of fiction.
Yeah.
And so superficially, that's kind of dealing with cultural appropriation.
That's something I've always been fascinated by in various contexts
because it so often seems like a dead end.
You write about all those things in that essay.
And again, you're talking about compassion and empathy.
And, well, you make a distinction between efforts to presume what someone else's life might be like that are compassionate and those that are containing.
What do you mean by that?
I would think, first of all, the one thing I do think about that essay is that, you know, I've lived through a period of everybody defending.
very fiercely their identity groups. And I thought, I actually belong to an identity group called
novelists. And I quite like to, if not defend them, explain them. And I think the essay is open.
Like, if you reject the category of fiction, again, okay, I wasn't trying to make some kind
of bombastic defense of it, really, but only to say this is what it has been. And maybe we don't
need it anymore. And I think that is absolutely possible. Like, I really don't deny that possibility
that the category of fiction is just not interesting to people anymore or not useful. But I try to
speak about it, not as a writer, because I find it quite hard to defend writing as a writer,
but as a reader, I have found it incredibly nutritious and enlargening to my experience on
this earth. And that's what I wanted to defend far more than writing or my writing in
particular the experience of reading and it's not physics right so that's a pug sorry one minute
who's this peggy peggy hello peggy i don't know too much um empathy is often overstated particularly by
writers and you know it is obviously the case as i always find myself saying that the nazis you know
love bark and red anna karenna so this is clearly not you know a one shot solution to all your
ethical problems. Nobody's claiming that. But I am aware as a reader of being in some way
broadened by what I have read. No guarantee, right? Like, I find myself, you know, I was talking
about this book I read recently about Haiti. It's a novel called Sisi by a woman called Emily
Profite. And that takes you into the kind of street supporter prince, the gangs, the drama,
the violence, from this very kind of intimate
it's a pug snorting, sorry, novelistic perspective.
And when I finish that novel, when I enter into the world, Haiti is in some sense opened up to me in a new way.
What I do with that knowledge is another question.
You might do literally nothing with it.
You might just sit around thinking, oh, Haiti.
But for me, without that, I have the news, I have reports,
but that kind of human connection with other minds, other worlds, is important.
to me. And I have a feeling it's important to a lot of people. I know they find it hard to defend
or to find a language for defending it. And I'm not, you know, I don't have any of that kind of
Lionel Shriver desire to scream you down about the great, you know, benefits of fiction. Because
I don't really feel that. I just know that intimacy and privacy between a reader and a writer
is really significant to me. The way that it's not mediated by money or commerce, of course,
buy a book, but after that you're kind of on your own. No one's nudging you. No one's controlling
you. That relationship is really important to me. And I wrote it for readers who have that
feeling. And I always say if you're a reader who finds fiction repulsive or ethically dubious or
whatever it is, cool. Like don't read it. I get it. Just read thought pieces. They're definitely
more factual. And they come from the first person you know who wrote them. There's no
ambiguity and you don't have to feel worried or ambivalent or that's all fine. But for those of us
who love fiction, I try to write about, oh my God, Peggy. Sorry, there's a pug making a lot of
noise. Try to write about what's valuable in it to me. But it is also, of course, the case that
fiction, like every other cultural medium, has often been used to contain people to write
stereotypes, to write ridiculous versions of people. And particularly if you were a black child
of my age in the 80s, 70s, 80s, 90s, all you were coming across
were these containing images that had nothing to do with you
that did not express who you were, and which felt like an affront.
But then I was even more grateful for those times when I read a novel,
Peggy, in which people like me were given our full humanity
and capacity for human action.
I'm going to have to take this dog out of here
because I cannot concentrate with this pun.
Sure.
doing her full post...
I'm sorry, Peggy.
You're going to lock you in the living room, honey.
Um, I do think one thing.
I do think one thing is we have to be careful about now with our attention.
tax on quote unquote empathy from the left is that whereas before maybe five or six years ago
it felt like an edgy fun game one of the first things i ever heard charlie cook say which was after
he died on world service was i don't believe in this thing called empathy i think it's a liberal
conspiracy and i thought oh you too so to me it's not that i consider empathy the cure to all our
ills and it's certainly a mostly ineffective political force but I do think that the people who are
open and made by books and who have allowed books in and have allowed stories in have some
chance of entering into the world with a slightly expanded curiosity and that can't be a terrible
thing I'd rather those people you know had some influence in the world than people who have
decided that the area of other people's consciousness and the other people's lives is of no
interest to them. Do you think differently, though, about writing characters that have different
identities from your own compared to the person that wrote white teeth? No, and also I think
that argument is kind of, I don't think anybody's really even making it anymore. One of the
funny things about that essay being this book is that some of the early readers were like, oh,
that's such a parsee argument. And of course, that's a classic game where you make an argument
really fiercely. Then when someone, when you find it counted, you're like, oh, well, I never,
who even believe that? That was just some nonsense. So I'm like, well, it was pretty fiercely argued,
as I remember. But no, it was always based on, for me, on a philosophical idea of identity,
which was really, really flat, you know, which was the idea that you know someone and you know
who they are simply by looking at them. And I really don't feel that. I feel that there are
mysteries within people which are hard to bring to the light. But I,
also obviously believe that people are objects of contingency. They are influenced by everything
that happened to them. And that includes their history. That includes their trauma. And that includes
the way they have been treated by other people. When I'm writing characters, I'm trying to
always keep those contingencies in mind. There are obviously contingencies which are out
of my purview. I don't know everything. I don't know everyone. But in my life, and I think in a lot
of people's life, there are a lot of different types of people. There are a lot of different types
people in my family, even in my immediate family. So I don't think fiction has to come from that
place of personal experience, but I certainly have all my life been exposed to a variety of people
and been curious about them. And even if it is an immoral or vampiric way of being,
that's what a novelist is. Well, you make the point, I think, that most people don't even know
themselves. I mean, that becomes really, really clear. It's very hard to know when you're in
your 20s. I get it because I absolutely thought I knew what was going on, I think, then. But the
older you get, the absolute childish terror grows. Like, I have no idea what's going on, 90% of the
time, both in the world and in myself. And the areas of non-knowledge just get wider and wider and
wider. And that's why it's actually really weird for me to always be on these podcasts because
I feel like I have to, what am I meant to be doing? Like, convey, what do I know? What do I know
about Israel-Palestime? What do I know about Charlie Cook? All I'm doing is talking
from my very small bag of knowledge and my principles. Yeah. Yeah, but you, someone like me
responds to what they perceive as a kind of sympathetic
foundational ethics
and you're able to express them
better than most people and
you know
it's nice thank you madam
it's good to hear someone like you talking
you know it makes you feel better about the world
it makes you feel connected to
God I don't feel better
but I'm glad if someone else feels better
I don't know I feel a lot of despair right now
I am
it's I think I thought that
the fever
of online life was going to break sooner
or break more radically
I really had a lot of faith in
in young people that they would have enough
but I don't know if it's got there yet
and also when things are addictive
and though it is of course cringed to talk about it
as an addiction I don't think there's really any other word at this point
and people don't just say
I had enough heroin
yeah that just doesn't really
happen. So it's not that surprising, but I thought there would be more disgust. I thought that children
growing up with parents who have spent so much time with their heads down on a screen, even at
the most vital points of, I think, I thought those children would revolt. I thought they'd be
more like, fuck this. Fuck you and fuck this. Well, there's always the illusion, though, that you are
connected, that you're not actually isolated. It's like me and my Ezra Klein rabbit hole. I feel like
I'm making an honest attempt to connect with other points of view.
I think there are loads of places online where people genuinely connect,
but they tend to be kind of like models on the old chat rooms.
Reddit isn't a bad one.
Like there are little corners where people are actually talking,
but structural design of the algorithms that most people are spending most of the time on
are not for that purpose.
They're for continued engagement.
That's different from connection.
I heard you on the Wild Card Podcast.
cast another one that is another one straight off a plane told to go on a podcast i'm literally
and so tired i my hair might have even been in a hairnet and i got there and they were like
yeah this is tv and i was like oh god oh that was tv as well right yeah that was tv as well so
uh then that happened yeah and the conceit for that podcast is each question you just
select it from three cards yes and so it's exciting to
It is exciting.
It's a crazy game.
One.
Oh, it was fun.
Sometimes three.
It was a new one to me.
I'd never heard of it.
I mean, it's good.
I'm not trashing the podcast.
It was, they were good questions on the cards.
Rachel Martin was the host.
Anyway, you were saying to her that one of the things you said was that you wish you were less selfish.
And I've heard you say things like that before.
And it's one of the things I respond to about you is that I have a lot of those thoughts.
I think you and I share.
a lot of anxiety over time.
A lot of anxiety, yeah.
And a certain amount of guilt
over various things
and regret.
And I think maybe you said,
well, did you always feel the same way about regret?
I remember as a young person thinking,
I'm never going to regret anything.
What's the point?
It's a waste of time.
I'm basically a decent person.
And so I'm just going to go through
with an open mind and a curious spirit
and occasionally I'll get things wrong,
But what's the point of regretting it?
I think maybe that attitude is only possible without children.
Like when the ethical area is just you and, you know,
what you're going to have for lunch today?
Like, I imagine, I don't know, because I have them now,
but I can tell you once you have them,
by 9.15, you've already committed so many ethical failures
both to your children and yourself.
And you've told a child to fuck off.
Terrible things have happened.
People have screwed.
It's impossible to keep the ethical,
area clear. And mistake just piles on mistake. And I always think it's funny. I haven't actually
done this, but somewhere in the middle of parenting, you have this urge to go into your kid's room
and go, how's it been so far? Like, is this been a good childhood? I mean, relatively speaking,
are we good? That is a terrible thing to do and you should never do it. But the instinct is quite
strong. Like, please tell me this has gone okay. And the answer is no, it hasn't. It never does go
okay there's no such thing as a perfectly happy childhood but it's it's hard yeah i i've always felt a lot
of regret and um a lot of uncertainty and so it takes a lot to write things because you i don't
write things with this feeling like oh i'm right and i must tell you how right i am i it's more
like i feel this thing strongly i'm often aware oh other people don't seem to be feeling this
so maybe it's a shameful thing to feel
and I guess I definitely felt that with Shibboleth
like I knew that I was not meant to think at all about that day
I was only meant to think about this other thing
but I couldn't help but think about both things
not because I thought they were equal not because I thought
they were of equal weight but just because I'm a human being
and I don't know how you avoid doing that
so it's quite often like that when I'm writing
I think oh
nobody else seems to be saying this
are you sure
but I don't know
some part of me feels like
it's my job
to at least think out loud
and give it a go
but there's a lot of anxiety all the time
that's what makes it good though I think
is that you're doing that work
and those are really relatable
worries that you have
that you don't hear very well expressed
by mostly anyone
I just I don't want to betray myself
I know when I was a teenager
Like you I just thought I'm gonna live this absolute pure and brilliant life
I'm never gonna compromise
And in the end you compromise in so many ways
But I think at least when I'm writing don't do it there
Otherwise what the fuck is the point
Like what have you done if you're doing it there
So that place has to remain
You know as honest as I can make it
Everything else in life is you know tricky
Full of regret absolutely
And one of the biggest regrets of course
Is spending so much time on this goddamn
writing when there's a lot of other things
you know to do in life
yeah but you're good at it though
and people doing things well
are in short supply
I think and it's like
oh I don't know about that music's very good
oh sure I'm not saying there's none of them
I'm just saying it's valuable when you find them
is a better way of saying it maybe they're not in short supply
sure there's lots of people doing things well
but that's good and I'm glad that they're doing that
and I'm not suggesting that you shouldn't be doing anything
else at all. And I get, I relate strongly to the feeling of like, oh, God, why have I spent a whole
day singing a song about spoons or whatever? And how is that helping? Yeah, that's, that's the
main feeling. But the weird thing is, as a, as a, I don't want to say consumer, it's a gross
word, but as someone who experiences art of other people, I don't have any doubts. I never have any
doubts. If I'm listening to Chapel Rowan, or more specifically watching a perform, I absolutely
think that is an unbelievably necessary thing for her to do right now in the world. No notes,
like, at all. I'm like, please do that. No matter how many wars go on, thank God that you're doing
that. So I don't have doubts about other artists. It's just when you're doing it yourself,
it's hard to justify or imagine why you would continue. And also, because I did this recently,
this is new so normally I don't have any books
Zadie is pointing to a stack of her own books
My own books
There's one of each book and normally I never want to look at them
I send them to my mum's house
I hide them in the brain
Are they in chronological order?
They are
So this is my attempt to be like
Okay get a grip
You wrote some books
You've done some things
Yeah but I also do feel
That is a lot of books
It's a lot of books
And there comes a time in a writer's life
Where it's just time to stop writing
and I hope, you know, it comes and that I know it when it comes.
What's going to happen then?
I just...
Start rapping.
I'm just going to, I don't know.
I'm just going to chill.
I'd love to travel.
Like, I've not really...
I've done a lot of, you know, book travel,
which is go and sit in a hotel in Berlin for two nights.
But I've never done these amazing adventures that you hear people doing, you know, just traveling.
It'd be so exciting to see more of the world and...
You know, I've been a very parochial writer.
I've been stuck in my corner, either London or New York.
Those are both very parochial places, you know, in the end.
And I quite like to see other things.
Like, for me, going to West Africa particularly, that was my only big adventure.
Where did you go?
I went to the Gambia, Ghana.
But it was like genuinely mind-blowing.
I was like one of those boring year-off people used to meet a college who were like,
I've been to India and you're like, oh, shut the fuck up.
I was like that.
couldn't get over it. It appeared in swing time. It affected my thinking. It had a whole
kind of consequence, the way I thought about myself, black people, the diaspora. It was so
useful and so beautiful. And I think young me thought that all life could be got out of books
and walking up and down, Kilburn High Road. And it's not true. It helps to travel. You learn new
things.
You often refer to the generations.
Gen X, the millennials, the baby boomers.
It's a facet of your preoccupation with time, I suppose.
I just think, I've talked about it a bit elsewhere,
but it makes me, it's funny to me,
kind of generational discourse,
because it's so insane.
Like, what is the point?
if you happen to be young
of railing against
the old when tomorrow
you will be old.
It doesn't make any sense.
Like I get
like that kind of
racial animus or gender animus
because outside of unique circumstances
you're not going to become this other.
But in this case, it's like guaranteed.
If you're lucky, you're going to be
this person who you've thrown total contempt on.
That's not going to work.
But also, more
seriously, I do think, when I think about us when we were young and listening to what were then
boomers, my memory, you can correct me if it's wrong, is that we, when they talked about
their things, their woodstock and their beetles and their blah, blah, you kind of rolled your
eyes, you thought they were a bit pathetic quite often, but there was this kind, there wasn't
the animus, and I was thinking why, and it's because though they were ridiculous,
this in a million ways, they were handing on to us a decent job market, houses we might
possibly be able to afford. So there was no, it's completely economic. Like, when there's
an economic situation in which people feel that there's a space for them, then they can just
roll their eyes when their mom is talking about that time she met Jimmy Hendricks. I'm just like,
fine, you do that. And even secretly, I think even though we threw some content, we secretly
quite admired them right like but didn't tell them so we'd listen to their music don't tell them or
imitate their music oasis or whatever it was but oh blur we it was respectful because it wasn't a zero-sum
game now it is a zero-sum game and plus the planet so you can't expect any nice word from someone
younger than you they're completely within their rights look what we did or what we failed to not do
if you're doing it me.
Yes.
Well, yeah, we met last year at a party.
Yes.
And, yeah, you mentioned that you've got some Gen X guilt.
You basically lumped it all on Gen X and said,
what a total shitbag generation, that.
I said, in effectual, like, incredible for art.
Right.
Best movies, best music.
I was watching a YouTube compilation of people,
show extracts as philosophers. It's absolutely brilliant. Look it up online. The whole gamut from
Plato to Nietzsche to Wittgenstein, you can find a clip of peep show which perfectly articulates
the entire philosophy of everybody. It's a brilliant. I don't know who did it, but well done
you. So great cultural products, but actually I was thinking about it this morning, I mean,
I don't want a name and shame, but a great section of our cohort went into the city. We all know
how that ended.
Yeah.
So that is definitely part of our generational shame.
We told our kids that we loved them though.
We did do that.
We did do that.
We've tried our best.
That means something, doesn't it?
I mean, sometimes I worry that actually just because that's one skill I have,
I kind of let myself off the hook for all the other things.
I mean, it's better than nothing, but definitely going into the world economy and treating
it like a casino and destroying the future of millions is not the best thing.
We ever did.
But I do feel when those people, I saw those people go into city and we were all 20,
I thought they were assholes then.
And as bad as those guys were, the tech bros make them look like Mary had a little lamb.
So I think this generation will have something to say to their kids in 25 years about why they celebrated, idolized,
thought Polonex were cool and basically went all in with a group of Palo Alto sociopaths.
Because you could store your entire music collection
I don't think that's a good enough reason
I think these kids will have questions
One device
No I don't think they're going to take that as an answer
We'll see
Did you go and see Oasis when they reformed
I feel like all I'm doing on this podcast is digging my own grave
I don't
I do not partake of Oasis as a thing
Come on the first time that you were on the podcast
We waxed lyrical about Supersonic
About the doc
Oasis, yes, because I was on a plane
I'd had some white wine and I got incredibly
sentimental about the 90s, but that does
not include
I do not, they're not my
no.
I think that Liam has a
fantastic voice and, you know,
it's just not my vibe. I went to see
Usher, that was my 90s nostalgia
thing or Buster
at Galaston Breed. You know, it's just
it's not for me. I would have loved to
seem blur, but I did not get it together
to get a ticket. Yeah.
Have you never seen Blur?
Never.
Such a shame.
Oh, really?
Yeah.
I mean...
They'll do it again.
Will they?
I don't know.
They're very good.
I don't know.
They're brilliant.
Oasis is a good life as well.
I hear it.
Everybody, people go and...
Don't look back in anger.
I mean, that's Noles.
To me, the lyrics are like, uh, Beatles windings.
I just can't...
I can't.
I can't.
I can't.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I've got blessed them both and...
Well, the other day...
But no.
I was in Oxford Street.
I think I'd done a gig or something.
It was late.
And I was cycling back.
It was a warm night.
And there was all those tuck tucks, you know?
And they blast out music.
And people, I just don't, that doesn't seem fun to me.
Let's go and get deafened in a tuck, tuck.
With the flashing lights.
Yeah, with the flashing lights.
Yeah, it's like having a fit.
Yeah.
Anyway, they were playing Oasis.
I think it was Wonderwall.
And it was amazing to be in the wake of,
this tuck-tuck going down oxford street and you could see the effect it was having on people singing
people singing it really was like every kind of person from every like tourists and different races and
ages and it's amazing i do love a mass event like i know if i was actually someone's dragged me to
the concert i would be overwhelmed like i i don't know i don't know how to admit this in public but i
at glastonbury i found myself in front of cold play and then for the next
two weeks
I was going around
explaining to people
how great
I can't even finish
how great they are live
that happened to me
well that happened to me
and I wasn't even there
I watched it on TV
and I was just like
holy shit I get it now
they're amazing
I'm incredibly susceptible
to group events
if there's 100,000 people
I'm in my happy place
I love to be in a massive crowd
I love to go to carnival
when it's on the edge of chaos
that's my favourite
So I'm willing to believe
If I was at a racist concert
I would squeeze out of tea
You never know
Yeah man
Slip inside
Stop it
I can't with those lyrics
Wait
Wait
Continue
Continue
back podcasts. That was Zadie Smith, of course, talking to me there. I'm very grateful indeed to her
for making the time, for letting me visit her with her teetering piles of books. It was really good
to talk to her. I loved her essay collection, dead and alive. Really recommend it. Such a variety
of pieces in there. In the description of today's podcast, you'll find links to some of those
things we were talking about, including a couple of podcasts,
Fashion Neurosis with Bella Freud,
and that episode of Holding Up the Ladder with Zadie and Devonte Heinz.
Really enjoyed that.
There's a link to Ezra Klein's piece about Charlie Kirk
and Tarnahisi Coates's response in Vanity Fair,
and then Ezra Klein and Tanaugheycey Coates talking through,
their disagreements on Ezra's podcast.
Carefully, you don't disappear down that, rabbit hole too deeply.
Who would do that?
There's also a link to that compilation of moments from Peep Show
that demonstrate the worldviews of various philosophers.
And there is a link to the trailer for a documentary
that some of you might enjoy,
which I alluded to in the last episode with John Fox,
when I was saying that this doc changed my mind about the American comedian Andy Kaufman.
It's called Thank You Very Much, directed by Alex Braverman, came out in 2023.
Andy Kaufman, of course, American comedians, like, well, he called himself a song and dance man,
but he was, I guess, more of a performance artist, perhaps, prankster, someone who blurred
the lines between fact and fiction
in order to delight
slash confuse his audiences.
He became a huge star in America
after landing a role in the sitcom taxi in 1978
where he played Latka
who talked like that in one of his catchphrases
was, thank you very much, thank you very much, he would say.
But he died of cancer when he was really quite young
And he was the subject of the film, Man on the Moon, starring Jim Carrey.
And then there was the documentary about Jim Carrey making Man on the Moon,
directed by Chris Smith, which I actually talked to Chris Smith about.
Maybe is that, I think that is a bonus episode of this podcast,
which you can find if you go on to my website, Adam-Boxton.com.com.
UK link in the description and there are a few bonus episodes of this podcast um and one of them is
with chris smith the director of jim and andy the great beyond which was about jim carey's
efforts to portray andy kalfman and man on the moon and how he stayed in character throughout the
production and ended up driving people nuts in the same sort of way that andy kaufman would do
for comic effect and in the name of art or whatever you want to call it.
Anyway, this documentary, thank you very much,
is a really nicely put together portrait of Andy Kaufman
with a lot of really good archive.
And a lot of his stuff makes a bit more sense
having seen this documentary.
Not so much the wrestling women part.
That remains a mystery still.
I don't know what that was all.
about really. Anyway, thank you very much. Okay, I think that's it from me for this week.
Thank you very much to Zadie Smith once again. Thanks to Seamus Murphy Mitchell for his invaluable
production support. Thank you to Helen Green. She does the artwork. Thank you, Helen. Thanks to
everyone at ACAST who works so hard, liaising with my sponsors. But my biggest thanks are reserved for you.
Thank you so much for coming back, listening right to the end. I appreciate it.
And if you would like a hug on this cold November evening, then just stay right where you are, and I will creepily approach you.
Hey, how's it going? It's good to see you.
Oh, it's cold.
Till next time, we share the same sonic space.
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