The Aspiring Psychologist Podcast - Why you should apply for research roles - clinical research practitioner
Episode Date: February 12, 2024Show Notes for The Aspiring Psychologist Podcast Episode 114: Why you should apply for research roles with Jessica McGiffen - assistant clinical research practitionerThank you for listening to the Asp...iring Psychologist Podcast. In this podcast episode, Dr. Marianne Trent interviews Jess, an assistant clinical research practitioner for the NHS. We learn more about her role and provide insights and tips for aspiring psychologists. Jess shares her journey in mental health, including volunteering, teaching assistant roles, and her current position in clinical research studies. She discusses the importance of gaining research experience and the value it adds to a psychology career. Jess explains her role in recruiting participants, obtaining consent, and conducting baseline measures for research studies. She emphasises the importance of time management and her top tip for reducing burnout. We urge aspiring psychologists to pursue research roles and not be deterred by feeling underqualified.We hope you find it so useful.I’d love any feedback you might have, and I’d love to know what your offers are and to be connected with you on socials so I can help you to celebrate your wins!The Highlights: (00:00): Introduction(02:12): Jess's background (03:59): Transition to research (04:47): Interview process for the research role (07:10): Role responsibilities for the clinical research practitioner (11:49): Bridging research and practice (13:44): Overcoming imposter syndrome (16:38): Soft skills and adaptability(20:48): Time management and top tip!(26:52): Self-care and support (30:18): Career progression in research and beyond(30:20): Conclusion Links:📱Connect with Jess on LinkedIn here: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jessica-jw-mcgiffen-mbpss-97418a177/ 🖥️ Check out my brand new short courses for aspiring psychologists and mental health professionals here: https://www.goodthinkingpsychology.co.uk/short-courses🫶 To support me by donating to help cover my costs for the free resources I provide click here: https://the-aspiring-psychologist.captivate.fm/support📚 To check out The Clinical Psychologist Collective Book: https://amzn.to/3jOplx0 📖 To check out The Aspiring Psychologist Collective Book: https://amzn.to/3CP2N97 💡 To check out or join the aspiring psychologist membership for just £30 per month head to: https://www.goodthinkingpsychology.co.uk/membership-interested✍️ Get your Supervision Shaping Tool now: https://www.goodthinkingpsychology.co.uk/supervision📱Connect socially with Marianne and check out ways to work with her, including the Aspiring Psychologist Book, Clinical Psychologist book and The Aspiring Psychologist Membership on her Link tree: https://linktr.ee/drmariannetrent💬 To join my free Facebook group and discuss your thoughts on
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Right, let's get on with today's episode.
Coming up today, we are looking at why you should apply for that research role. I am
talking to Jess, who works in a research capacity for the NHS, and she is guiding us through all her
top tips and insight, wisdom and brilliance in the field of research. It's a really captivating
lesson and one that you can't help but learn from
and feel inspired by. I hope you find it so useful.
Welcome along to the Aspiring Psychologist podcast. I am Dr. Marianne Trent and I'm a
qualified clinical psychologist. Now, when I was an aspiring psychologist, I was looking at
how to tick off my different areas of expertise. And one of the ones that felt a lot trickier for
me to do was gaining research experience and feeling confident and capable of discussing
research, handling research, dissecting research, planning research, all of that. And I
came across a LinkedIn profile, which absolutely piqued my intrigue. And so I invited the profile
owner onto the podcast so that we could learn more about her role. I think it is a fascinating
episode. And I hope you will do too. Hope it inspires you to do whatever it is that you want
to do from your psychology degree. That is what this podcast is all about. Please do like and
fling a comment below as well if you're watching. I hope you'll find it useful and I'll look forward
to catching up with you on the other side. Hi Jess, just want to welcome you along to the podcast.
Thank you so much for joining us. Yeah, thank you
for having me. I appreciate it. Oh, absolutely my pleasure. So we got connected on LinkedIn,
didn't we? And I was like, I've never met anyone with the title clinical research practitioner
before. And that's how we thought it might be a useful podcast episode. But before we go into
thinking about
what your job is and what the role involves let's hear a little bit about you and what your journey
has been in mental health so far. Yeah so it's kind of been up and down really I've been in
quite a few different jobs I've done some volunteering so um obviously I've done uni I did my bachelor's and
master's in forensic psychology um I knew I've always wanted to go in in mental health it was
just kind of the right pathway into it for me um I did volunteering with a company called community
led initiatives I did that for quite a while whilst I was studying because I couldn't obviously
have a full-time job and that was helping ex-offenders reintegrate back into the
community and then after that I did some teaching assistant roles in different schools across
Manchester and then I was a teaching assistant in an alternative provision of a high school
and that was an interesting job to say the least it was a
fantastic place to work and then now um obviously I'm doing the job that I'm doing now which is
working in clinical research studies in mental health amazing you sound like you've had a very
busy few years and drawing and developing on lots of different skills yeah it was it was one of them things I kind of
didn't know what I wanted to go into with mental health so I thought if I kind of get as much
experience as I can it'll help me inform where I want to go so I don't you know end up doing
something for a couple years I'm not really that interested in and um yeah I just kind of wanted
to do everything before I settled on what I you know actually wanted to do so it was good getting all that different type of experiences.
Amazing and did you just sort of decide now's the time to do something a bit different or
was the opportunity kind of offered to you? How did your current role come about?
Yeah the job that I'm doing now it's a bit crazy when I think about how I actually got into
it so I never thought of going into research I didn't even realize it was a a job role I know
it sounds a bit crazy but you don't really think do you that research is a viable route for you to
go into especially at like an entry level um and I just in my old job I knew it was kind of time
to move on I'd got the experience that I
wanted from that um and so I was just looking around applying for a few different jobs that
job role came up and I think it was a couple months I want to say two months after something
like that and they said do you want an interview and by that time I'm scratching my head thinking
yes I can't really remember what it's for but absolutely I would like an interview
and yeah obviously applied for it did the interview I really didn't think I was going
to get the job so I kind of just went into it thinking you know just be myself and you know
if I get the job fantastic if I don't I kind of already had the expectation that I might not get
it so yes I feel very lucky that I've been the expectation that I might not get it so yeah it's I feel very
lucky that I've been able to get this job and get the experience in research and meet all the
different people that I've met because you know a lot of the people that I speak to say that research
is one of the hardest places to get experience other than when you do your education in uni so
yeah I'm very very grateful to be in the role that I'm in now.
Yeah it really is and I was reflecting upon that as you spoke really that often when people come
to me as part of the membership or even with questions about kind of professional roots in
psychology it's the research that feels like it's a bit of an Achilles heel that it feels like they
need developing and if you're not working in a trust that seems to do
much research or your supervisor's not involved in research or you haven't done a master's
it can definitely feel like it's a diff a more difficult competence to kind of
thicken your thicken your experience in yeah i completely agree um especially for people that
want to go into the d clean and things things like that I genuinely didn't realise how valuable the work that I'm doing now is for the rest of my
you know my career really so yeah it's definitely a fantastic place to get into if you can and if
there's jobs available out there but it's just knowing where to look as well isn't it
so yeah I definitely would would say that if you can get in in this way um then do so but with
the job that I do the ACRP so um that is it's quite a new role um it kind of works in conjunction
with a research assistant so um I think I'm getting ahead of myself here with a question
later on down the line but but I'll carry on anyway.
Yeah, so I help recruit into clinical studies and get them through the consent process, do the baseline measures,
which is a few different questionnaires to measure what we want at the beginning of the study.
So we can compare at a later date, you know, to see how effective the treatment might have been or it might not have been.
And the research assistant then does like the follow-ups and things like that um but yeah so I completely forgot what my point was but that's what I do. Okay so are you sort of supporting with
what we learn about in research as being the gold standard of research which is randomized
controls trials are you sort of doing all of that you know assigning people and getting them through the onboarding processes for
that yep doing all the good stuff um so I liaise with like clinical services whichever one is you
know deemed suitable for the research that we're currently working on um kind of integrate myself
within that team I screen off their waiting list or through like referrals
and then get people in I'm at the first point of contact with potential participants
then explain what the study is take them through the consent process obviously make sure they've
had a amount of time away so they can have a think about if they want to take part
and then yeah we do
the consent and we will start on the baseline measures which again is i said it's just like a
few different questionnaires to measure how they might be feeling so then we can compare at a later
date um but as part of my job role i also have an additional um additional job role to this which is
a study facilitator um and that basically means that I
upload the recruitment data onto the system the CPMS system and then that directly affects the
funding that the study gets based on how many participants are put onto this database
and that kind of job role comes with a whole other like little additional tasks which is liaising with the
research office um making sure that the principal investigator who runs the study is aware of any
like um updates on amendments that they might have put in and things like that so um it's it's a lot
of responsibility but when you actually get into it like for me now when I first started it really
overwhelmed me I thought you know am I capable of working at this level am I capable interacting with all these like
you know top researchers and things like that but now that I'm in it it just it feels like
second nature um so yeah I think it's definitely it seems to to me and you know probably to other
people that it's an intimidating job to go into
but once you're in there and you kind of know how everything operates it's it's yeah it's just
fantastic I I feel like I'm biased I have to big up my job role but truly it is a fantastic place
to get into and to work for yeah it sounds amazing and I think what you're evidencing really nicely is you know when we do a role
we just begin to become skilled at it and the things that might have sounded daunting
like some of the phrases you were kind of punting out there like you know lead investigator and you
know oh man but it just becomes commonplace to you whereas I remember when I kind of filled
in my ethics forms for my doctorate research and you have to kind of call yourself the principal
investigator like oh I feel fraudulent like what I see is everything you're talking about and
everything you're experiencing it really does you know set you up really well for anything you do in future even
if it's your own research in future um but for helping you know in future you may be working
in clinical services where a client's not sure about whether they should or shouldn't get involved
in research and you can have a really helpful informed discussion with them to kind of discuss
what that would involve yeah yeah and I mean it
helps it helps as well being able to um be like embedded in some of the clinical teams so I've
worked um within early intervention within this job role I've worked in the prison system
um I've worked in CAMHS I've worked in IAP services so not only do you get kind of a roundabout view
of the services that you work in and how mental
health services work in general but you also get to meet all these different people all these
different practitioners and you're able to kind of bridge the gap between research and you know
the people that are actually dealing with mental health as like the the I can't think of the the
right phrase in like the first responders you know the people
that are actually embedded in in helping the service users with you know whatever they might
be be facing um because a lot of people i think they kind of don't really know much about research
or sometimes might not see the benefit of it um and it's nice being able to bridge the gap in between them both um so yeah yeah
it sounds amazing i guess what i hadn't realized is just how many clinical populations you're
being able to work with because of the changing nature of your research studies it sounds
incredible and in terms of you know i'm often thinking about when people
are getting feedback about their professional psychology applications you know and in the old
days you used to get like you know more varied clinical experience more research experience
needed you know more clinical experience needed like you're you're just like you're just ticking
off all of those competencies you know so. There's less and less reasons why somebody would say, oh, not ready for this next stage of what you want.
But of course, you may choose to just stay where you are right now and work in research and become a principal researcher yourself.
You know, it's not necessarily that it's always going to be, you know, a throughput job to then go on and do professional psychology but what you've evidenced
beautifully is that once you've done a psychology degree it can take you in such a beautiful
variety of directions yeah and i really think that the biggest piece of advice that i can give
anybody that's on the same journey that i've been on is that even if you think you might not be
eligible you don't meet the requirements for a job just go for it and truly don't stress about
trying to get all the answers and give these you know textbook responses they just really want you
to be yourself because if if you're interested in this type of work and you've got some kind of
relevant experience then
go for it because you'd honestly be so shocked at the opportunities that you miss out
through kind of thinking that you might not be ready you might not be good enough um and you know
this is why when everybody asked me how I got into this role I like to kind of put in there that I
didn't think I was going to get this job I didn't think that I would meet the requirements I thought it'd be too difficult for me especially because I'd never worked in
research before and now that I'm in it like you said it's just fantastic the amount of different
experiences I'm getting all within the same role my day-to-day is completely different all the time
I've interacted with so many different people
professionals and different service users I've heard so many different stories um I've had to
deal with like varying situations risk situations and I don't I think there's there's nothing more
valuable than hands-on experience especially when you're working in these types of environments
with the right support and obviously within research it's very, I mean, in most services it is.
But especially within research, you've got to make sure you have like clinical cover.
You've got to make sure that you've got people around you constantly to be able to say,
have I dealt with this risk situation correctly? Should I have done this differently?
You know, I said this to a participant that didn't particularly react very well like could I improve on this and um yeah it's it's definitely something
like like I keep saying um go into it if you can amazing thanks Jess that's so interesting and
um I've got so many things I want to say to you next but it made it made me think about some research um I'd become
aware of about gender and employability and the employment processes and something that was like
um men are more likely to apply for jobs that they don't have all the clinical yes or they don't have
all the essential personal criteria for in terms of the person spec but women are more likely to only apply if they're
like 90 95 percent meeting the criteria and so that in that way you're more likely to get men
in higher jobs because there's going to be more more men applying for those higher jobs exactly i
as soon as you said that it made me think about i also saw a piece of research I don't know if it was the same one but it was about um pay rises and it said that men um often get pay rises more so
than women do because they ask for them and it really it struck a chord because I thought you
know there's so many women out there that are missing out on these extremely fantastic opportunities
because of things like that um and you know especially
within mental health um not to say that men don't have an empathic side because they do
but you know women they're just more in tuned that way and I think that just having that compassion
and empathy would get you a lot farther in the the job process than you might think so um yeah if you don't meet
all the the specification still absolutely go for it the worst they can say is no so you know
absolutely I'm a massive advocate for go for it you've got nothing to lose oh I love that I love
that and you know I'm thinking well okay so if I for this job, I don't quite meet the spec for what is an interview going to be like for a research practitioner?
They are going to rip me to shreds. They're going to ask me all sorts of difficult research questions.
You know, what what was that process like for you?
The interview process. So beforehand, I'd really built up in my own head um exactly what
you said I thought it was going to be really tough I thought it was going to grill me on
absolutely everything um it wasn't like that at all um I did a 10 minute presentation
um I can't exactly remember what the question was but it was in a sense why is research important what value
does it have um for the community and you know the wider um population so I did like a very brief
presentation on that and put a lot of research citations in there just to kind of show my
knowledge um and then after that it was a question and answer but it was like
it was obviously knowledge-based questions like you know
if this happened how would you deal with this but it was very relaxed the people that I had on the
panel I've worked with since getting the job and they were just themselves they were exactly the
type of person that I've got to know them as after I you know got the role um so it was very relaxed very chilled out um because I was kind of my
mind was running a mile a minute I had to keep asking them to repeat the question um and I really
thought that would like go against me because I thought oh they're not they're gonna think that
I'm not listening or I'm not you know involved or anything like that but um yeah I was just
myself because they kind of fostered this environment where I
could be comfortable and that really helped me get the job but yeah so the the actual process itself
um wasn't as daunting as I thought it was going to be I just built it up in my own head.
It sounds like they um they were screening you for your soft skills and your kind of personability
as much as as much as
what you knew because obviously they know what sort of roles you're going to be in are you ever
working people's homes or is it always in clinical settings no so I can work in people's homes but
it's just kind of discretion based personally I try not to do that. But if, you know, for example, if some people need that for whatever reason, they have mobility issues,
they have kind of something that gives them a bit more anxiety about going out of the house, I will do that.
But because I'm not clinically trained and because, you know, I'm kind of when I was new to the role, I was a bit more anxious about that but now um I'd feel a lot
more comfortable doing it but it's mostly um mostly in the clinical services but we can
I would I would say that you do have loads of clinical skills and training yeah um and all the
stuff you said before about all the stuff you're working with, kind of young offenders and stuff like that, like that is definitely teaching you clinical skills.
And yeah, you may not be you may not be yet professionally qualified, but I would say that you definitely have clinical skills.
But this is the thing, and it's about trusting yourself, trusting your own judgment and the person ability and things like that I think it's took me
a long time in this job to kind of feel comfortable with that I am competent um it's kind of like
remnants of you know feeling like imposter syndrome where I don't really well I do now
but I didn't really trust that oh have I done this right have I done this right but with the um the experiences that I've had and the positions that I've like kind of been put in the environment
um yeah it kind of forces you to know that you you're good at what you do you know what you're
doing so um yeah it's just about learning to trust yourself as well I think that's one of the most
difficult parts of the the journey into psychology like you know what you're doing so kind of give yourself more credit yeah for sure and
even myself you know I've been qualified since 2011 you know and I still have that oh you're
gonna be rambled you know and even when I'm doing this podcast I think oh people are gonna be like
oh Marianne's clinical skills there were a bit off.
But, you know, as long as you do it with a good heart and you're not actively setting out to be, you know, putting someone at risk.
Like I think, you know, and I think you need to be aware of everything you don't yet know.
But, you know, it's feeling comfortable with the things that, you know, you're doing well enough, I think.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I agree completely agree yeah and we can always learn something from observing our colleagues or our
supervisors do something you know that's a really nice a really nice thing but we don't necessarily
need to be daunted by that we could think about that as a learning opportunity yeah I mean yeah we do a lot of shadowing um in the in the services that I work in
and that is where I kind of learn most of the skills that I have now kind of see how they would
react how would they deal with certain situations um and then obviously having somebody shadow me
when I kind of then was on the journey to loan working but yeah they were that was probably one
of the best learning experiences for me. Great and are they I'm assuming the NHS roles what sort
of banding are the roles coming out at if that doesn't feel like too too improper a question to ask you that's absolutely fine i'm all
for band and pay transparency um so what i'm working at is a band four um and a research
assistant which is you know they they're what kind of what i touched on before they do like
the follow-ups and things like that um they are mostly
band four as well but some of them can be at band five um but yeah mine's at a band four.
Thank thank you I know that that will be a question that people are wondering so
it's kind of yeah like I was I only ever made it to band four assistant psychologist um so it's
kind of yeah similar kind of pay levels well the same yeah same pay levels
yeah and is it only ever one research study at a time or were you constantly juggling
different ones no absolutely not so I think at one time I was working on about five
um at the moment I'm working on three um and they kind of they have um quarterly reviews of ACRP
allocation so um they'll kind of say well this research unit needs two days of your time this
research unit needs three days of your time and then they'll divvy it up between themselves so
um under one research unit for two days you could be working
one day on one study one day on another study and then for the three days remaining you could work
two days on one study and then the remaining day on another study um so it really just depends on
your um time allocations to each study what study study needs are, and obviously how comfortable you are with
the amount of work you're doing, and kind of managing your own time, but they're quite good
with kind of keeping in constant contact through supervision, to see how you're getting on with
things, is it too much, can you take on a little bit more um so yeah currently I'm working on three studies one of them
is due to end in February so we're having talks at the minute about other studies that are coming
up that I can like become involved with brilliant thank you and are they are we what we're looking
at like medication studies or therapy studies or does it really depend like all of these things and above and
beyond and difference like what are we looking at? There is about eight research units
but I only work with the non-medication trials I can't think of what the correct term is
but mine's all intervention or therapy based so um I'm currently working on one called
prospect which is um working within the prison system and that is looking at suicide prevention
in prisons for men um I also work on something called relate which is um trialing cognitive
analytical therapy for self-harm in step three IAP services and above
and then the final one I work on is called BAE which is working in CAM services so that that's
like quite a big trial it's kind of all over the country um looking at behavioral activation in
youths I love that they've called it BAE because like youths are all about their BAEs but like
actually it's kind of behavioral activation that's why they've called it bay because like youths are all about their bays but like actually
it's kind of behavioral activation that's why they've called it bay is that right every yeah
every time that I say that to people they give me like a bit of a side eye and they're like bay
as in like like like bay like boyfriend girlfriend I'm like no no no no no I don't mean that amazing so not every trust will have a research unit it's is it sort
of localized I do think most trusts do have their own research unit yeah um okay it just depends
like how big it is and whether they liaise with like different trusts so for example um on bay they it's run by gmmh so under
research and innovation but we work with pennine we work with um yorkshire research innovation
um and kind of all over so it's kind of a joint a joint effort i suppose
perfect thank you is there anything i haven't asked you that you think
would be useful for our listeners and our watchers to know or understand about your role? Yeah I think
one of the biggest things about this job role it really is about time management and especially
saying no if you can do something so I know at first I kind of really struggled
with uh saying no I don't know how to do this um no I can't give you any more of my time I
you know I don't have any time to give you so it's about kind of yeah just kind of sticking
up for yourself um some people might not struggle with that but I know I did um it's got to the
point now where they're like oh can you take on a little bit more and I'm like no no I've got too many things to be doing
I'm busy enough as it is um but yeah I think that's that's um one of the biggest time management
definitely something to to be aware of that's really empowering and actually I often ask people
at the end of podcast episodes what's your tip for reducing burnout as a in a in mental health and aspiring psychologists I think that's it you know you're
allowed to say no or if someone says well this is really important this needs doing you're kind of
looking at well I can't do all of this so could you help me look at my priorities to work out
which which other one I can put down because I can't do all of this there's only one of me yeah exactly and I
think it's also taking advantage of the support that's within your job itself um because obviously
within mental health you get your own kind of internal hub that will will help you out with
whatever you might be uh you know you might be needing I think it's just kind of trying to reduce the stigma around well you know
I might not have it as bad as the people that I'm working with so I have nothing to worry about or
I have nothing to complain about because I know I've experienced that before you're hearing a lot
about all these really traumatic things that people experienced and then when you kind of
you can look at your own life and it pales in comparison
and you think well you know mine the way I'm feeling I'm burnt out from work it's not as bad
but you know it you need to look after yourself to be able to then look after the people that
you're working with so you know manage your time well make sure that you can say no to people when
it's you know when it's needed and access the support that people are offering you and that you job and the trust itself can give you because I just think
it's so important it really is and it's good to know that you still get supervision around that
because it can be so containing especially when you're trying to learn about an area yeah and of
course what we know is that supervision you know its primary function is is client protection and safety and that's incredibly
important in the role that you're doing yeah definitely I agree I get supervision um every
week so it's you know it's fantastic for me I'm able to get the support I need on such a consistent
and regular basis and it's why it's been it's not been easy but it's been
much more manageable um to kind of ease into the job manage my own time loan work and all that
kind of stuff um it's really helped me settle into it like quite well good it's been an absolute
pleasure speaking with you and thank you so much for helping illuminate our audience about about
research and how it doesn't need to be scary and
how you absolutely can and should apply for those research jobs yes definitely please do and yeah
thank you for having me it's been brilliant being on being on here oh you're so welcome thank you so
much for your time jess yeah no worries thank you how incredible. And just after I stopped record on that episode with Jess, I said that
I hadn't wanted to ask her publicly what her career plans were in case she upset her employees.
But she said, I'd been all right with that. So she said that originally she wanted to do
forensic psychology. Actually, now she's really considering clinical psychology and she feels
like she's building good skills and experiences there.
So, you know, I love how versatile a psychology degree can be.
And I know Jessie's was a forensic psychology degree, she said at the beginning.
But, you know, it can take us in so many different glorious directions.
So whatever stage of your career you are at, as you listen to this or watch this thank you for spending the time
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