the bossbabe podcast - 217. How To Build F**king Confidence with Lisa Bilyeu
Episode Date: May 10, 2022Lisa Bilyeu, co-founder and president of Impact Theory and co-founder of the billion-dollar business, Quest Nutrition, is here with the facts that will completely change your approach to confidence. L...isa has found amazing success in life + business through hard work and mastering the art of self-confidence… …but it didn’t happen overnight Tune in to hear Lisa’s story about becoming authentically herself + how she was able to develop radical confidence that changed the trajectory of her life and her business. Highlights: How Lisa built her billion-dollar business + why you can, too. The difference between “fake it till you make it” confidence and being authentically yourself. The #1 misconception about confidence + how to rewrite your story. The ONE time judging yourself can be a good thing. Lisa’s top 3 tools for radical confidence you can start implementing TODAY. Links: The Radical Confidence website: Purchase a copy of Lisa’s book Radical Confidence and enjoy the bonus material she mentioned in the episode! Radical Confidence Book “Level Up Your Life, Your Worth + Your Bank Balance with Mel Robbins”: Listen to this classic bossbabe episode mentioned in the episode. Your Ultimate Roadmap To Making Six Figures In 2022: The only six steps you need to take to get unstuck + make more money doing what you love in 2022. The Société: Join our private, online community of female entrepreneurs where you can connect, build and grow. Follow: Bossbabe: @bossbabe.inc Danielle Canty: @daniellecanty Natalie Ellis: @iamnatalie Lisa Bilyeu: @lisabilyeu
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Did I give it my all? Did I show up? Did I know?
And we all know, right, we can convince other people,
but when we're alone, at night, by ourselves,
you know if you actually gave it your all or not.
A boss babe is unapologetically ambitious
and paves the way for herself and other women to rise,
keep going and fighting on.
She is on a mission to be her best self in all areas.
It's just believing in yourself.
Confidently stepping outside her comfort zone to create her own vision of success.
Welcome to the Boss Babe podcast, the place where we share with you the real behind the scenes of
building successful businesses, achieving peak performance and learning how to balance it all.
I'm Dania Canty, president and co-founder of Boss Babe and today your host for the Boss Babe podcast.
Now today is a super special podcast for me because not only did I get to interview such
an amazing woman, but that woman was a fellow Brit living in LA, and that is Lisa Bilyeu.
And she's not only an amazing friend, but she is such an inspiring businesswoman. She's actually
co-founder of Quest Nutrition. So a lot of you will know Quest Bars because they actually grew 57,000. Yeah, she had that right. 57,000% in just three years,
which is absolutely insane. And they went on to sell for over a billion dollars. But what was
born from Quest Bar was also not only amazing Quest Bars, but a passion for a growth mindset. And I think
that's really powerful. And when her and her husband Tom left Quest Bar, they actually became
the co-founders and Lisa became the president of Impact Theory Studios, which is their production
house, which focuses on themes of empowerment. And over the course of Lisa's career, she has created a massive amount of
content, which has been viewed over half a billion times and a global audience of over 7.5 million.
Now, Lisa has all of these accolades after her name, you know, building a billion dollar business
casually, having all these millions of subscribers and nearly half a billion views. But what I love most about Lisa isn't necessarily the business
lessons that she can teach because boy, can she teach them, but it's actually her mindset to this
day, her mindset of being humble, her attitude, her authentic nature, the way she is such a no bs approach she's not scared of being vulnerable
and sharing and honestly she is the type of person that i love to spend my time with because you know
what you're getting and you don't have to pretend you're seen for who you are and this episode for
me was so powerful i had so many breakthrough moments in it because we were talking about confidence and radical
confidence at that, what it means to be confident, what confidence is, how we can get more of
it.
And I know that's something that so many of you struggle with as well.
And for me, I realized during this interview, which you'll hear, I was like, damn, confidence
isn't a destination.
We often put this emphasis on this feeling that, oh, we'll be confident when, oh, if only I have confidence, but it's not a destination.
It's emotion that comes and goes. And if any of you who have suffered from a lack of confidence
or feel like you would like more confidence, this can be such an inspiring and motivating
podcast for you guys. So listen to it, share your favorite takeaways with myself at Danielle
Canty, and also share them with at bosswave.inc and share them with Lisa Beaulieu because I know she's going to
love to hear.
So let's dive in.
Okay, Lisa, I'm going to call it out.
We're talking about confidence today, but as you sit in front of me with like looking beautiful a wonder woman medallion
hair flicked over looking glamorous I can't help but think you look like you've been born with
confidence like I can't imagine you not confident yeah oh my god I was born the what is the opposite
of confident that was me we should actually put that on my birth certificate um girl growing up I was picked on teased my big greek nose my big long greek name
um was haralambos and so kids at school used to call me shagalampost and you can imagine what
what kids are so cruel it's so cruel um but you like now I just laugh right but you can imagine what I did on
an imprint of like you know a 13 year old girl that has had a brace literally wrapped around
my neck had the unibrow so yeah I was the opposite of confident oh bless you yeah and I think that's
what's really powerful about your story because you do sit here in front of me and you know when I see you
interacting with other people and you live a life full of confidence now but I think it's really
important to hear that that wasn't always the case and I'm so excited and curious to really
dive into that journey because as a friend I've known what you've been through over the last
several years really but I kind of just want to take it back to those schooling years when you were in the UK, Greek family.
And what that started for you and what you were having to overcome in those early years.
Yeah, I love you, by the way.
I just had to say, you're such a freaking amazing homie.
Yeah, it's looking back now, I had just crippling insecurity.
I was told every which way, you know, from kids in school. And you take it as truth. Yeah, it's looking back now, I had just crippling insecurity.
I was told every which way, you know, from kids in school.
And you take it as truth.
And, you know, I remember one time, I must have been like 14 and this really stuck with me, actually 13.
We had one of those school dances and it was like on a school trip and this really special occasion.
And I don't think I've ever told this story actually and I this boy that I fancied I had like you know the typical like blue eyes blonde hair he was like the
the ideal that all the girls fancied and he came up to me and asked me to a school dance and I was
like oh my god this is everything to me I got so excited and I turn up at the school dance and he was dancing with a popular girl in school and it
was all a setup. Oh my goodness. So I just want to paint the picture, right? It's like those things
really stay with you. And in looking back now, everything has been in hindsight. In looking back
now of why I felt so badly about myself, it's these little things that things happen to us.
It's the, you know, even just being Greek Orthodox,
my parents and my family all told me I'd end up, you know, staying at home and supporting my
husband and having kids. And that would be my life. And, you know, when you get these messaging
over the years, you really do start to believe them. The thing for me though, is I just had
massive dreams. And so a big part of it was I had massive dreams to come to America
and live in LA. And even though so many people told me it's not possible, oh my God, your head's
up in the clouds, I was just bullish enough on my dreams to keep pursuing it. So it wasn't actually
confidence. It was just, oh, well, if I don't, what's my life going to look like? And that's
kind of, I think, where the attitude started from, where it was like, I actually feel crippling anxiety right now and I'm actually totally insecure. But if I don't do
it, then what does my life look like? I relate to that a lot because I have generally felt a lot of
my life motivated by the thought of something not changing versus the thought of something changing.
And I can hear that in your story, like, oh my goodness, if I stay here, nothing's going to change. If I stay here or do this thing, I'm not going to
achieve my dreams. So obviously, like I say, in the UK, you had these aspirations of moving to
America. How did that come into fruition? How did I move here? So really wanted to study film. That
was my goal. I was the kid that would stay up
until 3am to watch the Academy Awards. So as a kid, I knew what I wanted. I wanted to move to
America. I wanted to live in Los Angeles. I wanted to make movies and be the first female to win an
Academy Award in directing. So imagine big freaking audacious dreams as a little Greek kid in North
London. And every step of the way, I was
told it's not possible. I mean, my dad, who loves me more than life itself, I was arguing with him
about, I wanted to study film at school, at university, and he didn't want me to. And we
were arguing. And eventually he's like, well, you're going to be a stay-at-home wife anyway,
so it doesn't really matter. Now, my dad comes from a tiny village in the mountains of Cyprus. His upbringing, he saw women didn't get an education because there was no school in his
village.
There was like 50 huts.
I mean, it was tiny.
So even to get an education, what he saw growing up was, A, you have to be male because females
just ended up pregnant.
So it didn't make sense for them to be sent away to school.
And only a select few kids actually got selected.
So my dad was like, just to him, it was kind of like more like a matter of fact of that's
what your life is going to be like.
So when he said that to me, I was just caring.
I just want to study film.
So that was very exciting to me.
But it goes to show how these messaging really does dictate and have influence on where you
end up in your future.
So I ended up studying film. I didn't feel like I had enough experience. So I got this one pamphlet,
which was a four-week or eight-week course in New York Film Academy in Los Angeles. I was like,
oh my God, this is amazing. I get to come to LA. I get to work on like Universal Studios backlots.
And so day one, I walk into the school
and standing in front of me is now my,
who everyone knows to be my husband.
So he was my teacher, which is little frowned upon.
I did not know that.
There's only four years difference before us,
but yeah, I walk into class number one, my first day
and he's standing and originally he was the office guy.
So he's just like running the office.
After two weeks, I walk into my class and my teacher's not there and he's standing there. And originally, he was the office guy. So he's just like running the office.
After two weeks, I walk into my class and my teacher's not there.
And he's standing there.
It's like, why is Tom like standing? And he's like, so guys, your teacher had to go away.
I'm now taking, because he used to teach as well.
He's like, I'm now taking over.
I'm now your new teacher.
So you were 18 at this point?
No, this was after university.
So I was 21.
Okay. So there's only four years difference between us. so so you were 18 at this point no at this this was after university so i was 21 okay
so there's only four years difference between us um i just thought he was really hot and he was
like oh you know great he got out of a relationship where a girl had got a little clingy so both of us
were just like this is going to be a great summer fling and what we didn't realize we ended up
totally falling for each other and it's interesting in hindsight that a lot of that was because neither of us had any
expectation and neither of us pretended to be anyone we weren't.
So it was like we were just so authentically us.
So that turned into a 20-year marriage.
So I'm going to pause you there because I think this is actually really, really interesting.
You just said you both were not pretending to be anyone else.
You were just authentically yourselves.
That, to me, takes a freaking shit ton of confidence to be yourself.
Because I think as well, sometimes a lot of people will hide behind.
Because a lot of people will have this exterior of someone they the external world think
they are but behind the scenes they're very different and the reason that they don't show
that aspect of themselves is they're scared of that rejection they're actually scared and don't
have the confidence to show who they authentically are so with this journey like obviously being at
school being bullied having these experiences in north North London, finding yourself in America,
not finding yourself, but moving to America to pursue your dreams. When do you think that
confidence journey started? Do you think it was something that switched? Do you think it's an
ongoing journey? Like what is confidence to you, I guess, in a way? Oh, okay. So many great questions there.
So let's start with, so I'm, in order to be myself, it's very fascinating.
I'm so glad that you picked up on that.
It was because Tom gave me permission.
And what I mean by that is I was all my, like I put on my best clothes, right?
And it's like, what do my hair?
It's definitely not what I look like on a daily basis.
And so I went into, of course, in the, you in the you know like okay don't eat too much Lisa you don't want to blow look as good as you can and Tom turns up and opens the door he's still in his work clothes
we walk to his car it's a complete mess and I'm a little like clean OCD and we sit down at a
restaurant and it's a b-rating and he just starts talking about sex and
God, and I'm like, who the hell is this dude? Like, I'm so used to North London boys who try
to put on the airs and graces and be flashy with their cars and their cologne and, you know, do
all the things, excuse me, and then a month later, they're not very nice people um and so Tom in seeing this I was so shocked it was so against what I was used
to that when we sat down and he was just like oh so you agree with orthodox that's so cool he's
like so you believe in God I was like yeah and he goes how come like you know why do you believe in
God God I was 21 and never been asked that question before My answer was because my dad told me to. Wow. So as you were like saying that, I'm so right.
Yes.
Oh, hang on a minute.
Yes.
And he didn't have any ulterior motive.
There was no judgment behind it.
None.
It was so like, and so it's interesting because so many of us, I think,
wait for someone else to give us permission to be ourselves.
Yeah.
And so it's interesting you pinpointed that because I don't think I would
have been if he hadn't come into that day like he was. And now going to confidence, here's the thing
with confidence. I think people want to feel amazing about themselves when they try new things.
And so when people say to me, Lisa, how do I get confidence? The very first thing I say is
stop thinking of confidence as the end goal. It's not. Because let me tell you, if I ask you a series of questions, we're going to figure
out what do you want confidence in? Well, I want to feel good about myself. Okay, but when? Well,
when I go on a date. Okay, but why? So I can be comfortable to be myself. Okay. So you don't want
to be confident. You just want to be able to go on a date and feel comfortable. That's your
goal. It's not about feeling good about it. So for instance, perfect example is a TED talk that I did.
So petrified, not used to being in front of people. My whole background is creating content.
So I helped build Quest Nutrition. I built the media department and now Impact Theory. So I helped build Quest Nutrition, I built the media department, and now Impact Theory.
So I knew that my North Star was impact.
So going back to goal, I knew what my goal was.
It's impact.
Okay.
These other things that come with what we're not confident in can hold us back.
So instead of focusing on how do I feel, I started focusing on what are the acts that
are going to help me get towards
creating impact? Does public speaking help me create impact? Don't ask yourself how you feel
about it, Lisa. Just say, I know my goal. I know my little star. I'm not conflicted. So does public
speaking help? Yes or no? It's binary. And the answer was yes. And I said, okay, here I am right
now, petrified to ever go on stage.
It's like number one, I think, even before death of what people are most scared of.
Public speaking.
Public speaking.
So it's like, okay, so now I know going on stage is actually going to help with my mission and my goal.
But it scares the hell out of me.
All right.
With no judgment, Lisa, what's more important to you?
Feeling good about yourself all the time which means you better not
go on stage or creating impact wow and I had to look at it that black and white so I wouldn't
allow my emotions to convince me otherwise because here's the important part if I'd sat there again
no judgment and said you know what I don't like how it makes me feel I don't like the fact that
I put myself in uncomfortable situations it creates anxiety I. I can't sleep. This isn't the life I want.
Amazing. Now you know your decision of how you act. So in one year, five years, 10 years,
when you are not in line with your North Star, you can look back and say, but I made the decision
consciously to put my emotions before my goal. And now you can't, for me, I just won't
beat myself up because I've made the decision with open eyes. It's when we don't look at the
situation and we let the fear take over, we just don't address it. And then in a year, in two,
three years, we look back and it's like, why am I not yet there yet? What the hell? It's because
you made little decisions that actually took you away from your goal. So that's very easy to say.
It's very hard to actually do, right?
Now I'm just like, okay, cool.
So how the hell do you actually get on stage?
Because it's one thing to decide and a very different thing to then do it.
So I go back to what is confidence?
It's just about me wanting to feel good about myself.
So stop focusing on that.
That isn't the end goal.
And I think it is, but it's absolutely not.
What are the things I need to do? Break it down. I'm so logistical. So it's like, break it down.
Okay. I need to get on stage and do a speaking gig. All right. What do I know? I'm sorry. Actually,
let me step back. I'm so petrified. I can't even bring myself to saying yes to people.
So what rule am I going to put in place that my emotions don't take over? All right, Lisa,
I'm going to make a promise to myself.
The very next time someone offers you a speaking gig, you're going to say yes.
You cannot think through it.
So I literally told my team, the very next person that reaches out, I'm going to say yes.
It so happened the next person that reached out was TEDx.
I was like, oh, crap.
Jesus Christ, throw me in the bloody deep end.
Yeah.
So, but I said yes, because I made a promise to myself.
So now again, not getting in my own way,
not thinking about how I feel,
not thinking about do I need confidence yet?
I am becoming radically confident.
And that's what the book is all about.
That's why I called it.
Because I have to stop focusing on feeling good.
I just have to do it.
Scared or not scared, you've got to do it anyway.
Do you know what I'm just hearing, which is kind of like, I just have to do it scared or not scared you've got to do it anyway do you know what I'm just hearing which is kind of like I just love this podcast because I have all of these like
penny drop moments and what I'm hearing is like confidence is actually an emotion and I think
it's described so much as a destination yes and it's like you don't say oh I'm not confident to
do that you don't say oh I'm not happy enough to do that I'm not I'm not sad enough it's like, you don't say, oh, I'm not confident to do that. You don't say, oh,
I'm not happy enough to do that. Or I'm not, I'm not sad enough. It's just used completely
differently. And you're right. It's a debt. It's not a destination. It's an emotion.
And when you recognize it as an emotion, we all get to choose how we feel at certain times. And
yes, there's external environments and there's external factors which impact that
but we also have a little bit of control there's tools that we can use and mindset stuff that we
can do around that so just hearing you change that narrative I think is really really powerful
in that in saying that oh actually confidence isn't the destination and I always say as well
like competence breeds confidence a hundred percent and I always say as well like competence breeds confidence 100%
and like you say becoming better at things and learning like I remember the first podcast episode
that I ever did I was sweating Lisa like Natalie was like we interviewed each other we were just
doing audio at the time she was in the US I was in the UK and she's like okay I interviewed her
which I felt good about I felt good about interviewing her and she's like okay I'm gonna interview you now and I said no no I've not prepped she's like we're doing it now
you don't need to prep you know the answers they're within you I was like no no I need I need
to prepare I need to prepare she's like you don't we're gonna do it now I remember sitting on my
hands and then being so sweaty but over time you know, been doing the podcast like four years now, that competence is there.
So therefore the confidence is there.
A thousand percent.
And that's exactly it.
It's like, well, how do you then build the competence, right?
To your point is that competence does breed confidence.
After a while, when you do things over and over and it becomes a habit, you feel better at doing it.
You feel less afraid because you know what's about to come, right?
So that's what radical confidence is, getting started so you can create the competence.
And it's the getting started that I realized I get in my own way so much with the negativity,
the insecurity. I call it the bitch in my head. The bitch in my head is very loud. And she wants
to talk to me and tell me all the things I'm doing wrong. And so I go, how do I not listen to her?
So many people out there just like, be kind to yourself, be kind. I wish I could,
but the voice doesn't. Like it doesn't change. So I go, cool. First of all, how do I use it as
an empowerment? What is it telling me? And is it right? Because if it's telling me, Lisa,
you have no idea what you're doing on stage. You've never given a public speaking gig before.
She's right. I don't know what I'm doing on stage. I've never given a public. So instead of trying to block her out, I go, cool, let me hear her. What is she saying? You don't
know what you're doing. Thank you, voice. You're right. Now what can I do in order to be prepared?
And so then it becomes the preparation, right? Apart from the speech itself, the emotion of how
to actually step on stage. I know myself and I know how worried and afraid I would be to
get started. And I know the competent part. So it's like, well, Lisa, how do I get started in
the first place? And so it became the tools. That is exactly to me what radical confidence is.
It's about creating a set of tools that you can use in those moments where you're petrified,
but you've got to do it anyway. And so what I ended
up doing is I created a set of tools and a whole system of how I was going to get myself on stage.
So it's like, okay, what do I know of things that allow me to feel good about myself? You mentioned
when you first started the necklace, the Wonder Woman necklace. I have lent into this on purpose
as a symbol of empowerment. It didn't happen by accident. I happened to have bought
this necklace off Amazon one day and I was like, oh my God, it's so cute. And then I put it on.
I was like, what if this could mean like my own superpower? And I repeat that in my head.
Habit creates, right? Like habit makes all the difference. So I started to wear it more and more
and I was like, oh yeah, Lisa, you're like Wonder Woman. And I told myself that more. Same with the
hair. Like the hair makes me feel like it's like me putting on my cape.
Same with my jewelry.
And so I go, okay, these are all tools that now I can use to empower myself to get on stage.
To the point, girl, you're going to love this.
I put on Supergirl knickers.
Oh my God, you don't.
That is the best freaking thing I've heard.
And no one knew.
I put on Supergirl knickers.
And before you get on stage,
what happens, right?
You get the freaking nerves
and you end up like peeing.
Oh my God,
this is the best,
this is the best tip
for anybody out there.
Like,
there's going to be women
on stages across the world now
wearing super woman knickers.
Oh my God,
I would love that so much.
Yeah,
I've got back,
I've now got,
I've got my whole collection.
I've got my back girl knickers.
I've got socks
that are Wonder Woman.
Oh wait,
also knickers. They don't, they call them knickers in America. What do they call them? Underwear. Underwear. I've got my Batgirl knickers. I've got socks that are Wonder Woman. Oh, wait, also knickers.
They don't call them knickers in America.
What do they call them?
Underwear.
Underwear.
Underwear.
I was talking about underwear, you guys.
I think they may know what a knicker is.
Oh, well, now they've carried that on.
But that was the thing.
I was like, okay, so every time I go to pee,
the nerves of peeing for like the 88th time
will make me even more nervous
because I will start to get my own head and go,
police, why are you peeing again? Are you nervous? Oh my God, you're nervous, right?
Again, I just embrace how my mind thinks and what are the things I can put in place to become
radically confident so that it doesn't stop me. Do you think something happens when we own our
fears? Yes. Yes. Because I'm hearing like you've, throughout this conversation, and I read this in
your book, you are like, your bitch becomes your BFF. So that like part of your this conversation and I read this in your book you are like your bitch becomes your bff so that like part of your voice and I think this is just a really powerful message
is that it's not about quieting anyone or anything down but it's like listening and owning it and
being like oh yeah that person is here that voice is here and how do I support her yeah like do you
think that bitch is also your inner child sometimes?
Yeah, I do.
Do you think it's that 10-year-old back in London being bullied?
Yeah, 100%.
The inner voice to me is like the ego, right?
It's protecting you.
It's like, but you don't want to do that.
Remember what happened when you were 14 and you did that, Lisa?
Right?
Like, so it's like, what are you thinking?
Like, you're just going to get upset again.
Remember that sting?
And so 100%. I've never actually thought of it, like what are you thinking like you're just gonna get upset again remember that sting and so a hundred but I've never actually thought of it like said those words but you're so right and now I just go to how do I use it to my advantage like and that's it because I tried
to shut it down because everyone was like be kind to yourself and then what ends up happening right
because I can't shut it down I know for worse about myself because I'm failing on the thing
that is the thing that I think is the worst thing that's happening to me, right?
It just becomes like this knock-on effect. So yeah, I definitely do that. And embracing that
I was nervous to get on stage, embracing and just saying, all right, Lisa, it's okay. Like giving
myself permission to go, it's okay. You've never been on stage before. Of course you're going to
be nervous. Remember when we all started something the first time going to school you
know I like even eating when we were a kid it's not like you know I mean you've seen kids eat
right they eat with their hands and they they're trying to eat the cake and they get it in their
eye accidentally instead of their mouth but we don't all of a sudden tell the kid well you
shouldn't eat them because you're just going to get it in your eye. Like learning to walk and all these things. So I just, I keep repeating these
things to me. You're on stage for the first time. Of course, you're not going to be amazing. Of
course, you're going to have nerves, but that doesn't mean you can give into them. And it
doesn't mean that you can ignore them. So what are the things you can do in order to empower yourself
to get to getting on stage because I know competence breeds confidence
and then the last thing is let's just remind everyone you only do one thing for the first time
once and yeah everyone has to start somewhere I always think that when I look at experts
okay I have a personal question for you then right so what do you think, following from this conversation, what do you think is the biggest thing that you have lacked confidence in that now has become your biggest weapon?
So like something you would have never, ever dreamt of being.
Get in front of the camera.
Sorry.
Yeah.
No, I want to hear.
Why?
Why would you not have like, yeah, okay.
But here's what's interesting you look at my home
videos i'm the one that's like at the front mom get put the camera on me but okay so when you
fully like what age because i think this is really interesting because i okay i've just come back
from hoffman and they talk about your true essence and like and when you're a child a lot of your
true essence is coming out because you're not necessarily inhibiting or you've not got like the layers around it so okay so when you're like
you're like mind blowing right now you're so right yeah like it's it's all so you were in the camera
then and then it's like the teenage years and the 20s go in my tears i used i actually have a
i crept into my mom's room i remember this this so clearly. She had a photo of me.
I must've been maybe 14 again. And it was a photo of me and it was from the side. And I was like,
no one can, my nose looks huge. I was like, I can never have anyone see this photo of me.
So I crept into my mum's room one day and ripped up the photo. So you're right. That initial,
like being in front of the camera, having fun, being silly, entertaining
was when I was around seven. And then when I was around my teenage years, I think I retracted
because I got bullied so much and teased. It was like, you just try and fit in, right? Like the
ego just wants to soothe itself. So it's like, okay, how do you soothe itself? Don't stand out.
Don't be the person that, you know, can cause it, create attention.
And because I held back for so long, once I started actually developing my confidence
through radical confidence, I then lent into things more and more. And so like even my hair,
it's like I never would have had. I remember though, in school, I had a heart attack because
I wanted to put it up in a ponytail and I was was so traumatized that I was going to get bullied and teased for putting my hair in a ponytail.
Wow.
Because other girls weren't doing that and you thought you wouldn't fit.
Because I was going to get made fun of, yeah.
So that's why you want to know why I now wear like jewelry that's like bigger than me and hairstyle that is like odd. It's because I'm like, I actually have gotten to the point through my evolution,
through my growth mindset,
through getting comfortable
with the things that are weird about me
and getting comfortable
with all of my insecurities and adequacies
and just owning them.
I just learned into it.
And so now when someone's like,
oh my God, I hate your hair.
And I'm like, okay, cool.
Don't look at it.
And I mean-
It's not your hairstyle.
Yeah.
Don't cut your hair like this.
Yeah.
I think that's really powerful like owning it and okay so let's say someone's listening to this they have crippling anxiety and a lack of confidence like hearing you know your journey as inspiring
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babe yeah so you need to know your north star you need to know where you're going right so if it is
i want confidence okay we'll stop right now and think about you want confidence in what and the
things that i say is like you know some people about you want confidence in what? And the things that I say is like, you know, some people are like,
I want confidence in telling my parents that I no longer want to study medicine
and I want to go into being a stand-up comic.
It's like that takes confidence to tell your parents that.
Okay, great.
So now it's not about feeling good about telling your parents.
It's about actually telling them.
What if you're unhappy in your marriage?
And like most people especially
like because of covid like almost have had to been forced to speak up but so many people in
relationships where they didn't have the confidence to say they were unhappy and so they spend years
and years and years of their life in a relationship that they're not happy in and so how do you have
the confidence or in my terms the radical confidence to tell your partner you're not happy in and so how do you have the confidence or in my terms the
radical confidence to tell your partner you're not happy because here's what ends up happening
aren't we getting our own heads and now you've already projected oh my god i tell them they're
not happy and then but then what does that mean what if they're not willing to work on the
relationship what if they think that we are happy do we go to therapy what if they don't want to go
to therapy does that mean we have to get a divorce if we have to get a divorce who gets the kids oh my god what happens
to the house am i gonna die alone right and like our mind and then what ends up happening we're
like well that's just too much to bear so i'm not gonna tell my partner in the first place i'm
unhappy so it's important to know what that end goal is so i need to talk to my partner about
the fact that i'm not happy i need to tell my parents i need to talk to my partner about the fact that I'm not happy. I need to tell my
parents. I need to talk to my boss and tell them that I feel like I deserve a pay rise. Okay, great.
Then what are you going to do in order to get into having that conversation? It's not about feeling
great about yourself. So identifying the end goal is so important. And then what I do, like getting
on stage, I break it up. Because thinking about the big thing about being in front of an audience is so crippling
that I just go step back and stop focusing on that.
All right, what are the things I need to focus on?
My mindset.
How do I get on stage?
What are the things I'm going to do?
So like with my Supergirl knickers, I listen to music.
Because to me, I think it's so important to get your chemicals, the right exciting chemicals pumping.
And so we all know, right, when we're upset or we've had to heartbreak, we listen to Sam Smith, Celine Dion.
Adele.
Adele.
She's great for heartbreaks.
Yeah, right.
And what does it do?
It kind of pulls you into the sadness.
But it works the opposite.
Like, when you go to a club, I dare I dare you to like be wallowing in your own
sadness like if you've got like a really fun song and you're with your mates and you're giggling
so I go cool music's very powerful how do I what music is my hype song that I can listen to to get
on stage so if it's I want to talk to my boss what are you going to do to get yourself comfortable to
ask for the meeting don't even, don't even focus on,
I have to say these words out loud. Think about booking the meeting with your boss.
Step one. Step two, what are you going to wear to the meeting so you feel good and confident?
No, I think like the confidence is like doing the thing that you don't want to do in some ways. I
want to pull like your definition of it in the book. Cause I thought this was really powerful actually. Also it's so you confidence, the ability to believe in yourself,
even when you have insecurities are vulnerable or feel like total shit to a tool that can be
strengthened, developed, or when necessary faked. And I think that's really powerful because it is
saying it's like the, it's the ability. I think it's the key word,
the ability to do things,
even when you're insecure,
even when you're vulnerable,
even when you feel like shit.
I think like,
this is such an interesting podcast for me because coming into it,
I actually really had a different narrative of what confidence was in my
head.
And I felt like I thought it was an emotion emotion or like no not an emotion like it was like
a thing like it's the thing but now I'm like oh it's kind of like an emotion and a process like
the doing the things brings me confidence like doing what I say I'm gonna do that gives me
confidence like if I do something and I'm like, oh yeah,
I'm going to, I'm going to send that email. And I actually send that email that does,
that gives me the confidence. The result isn't what gives me the confidence.
Right. It's the fact that you did it.
Exactly. And we, we negate that so much. We negate the fact that it may have failed. It
may have gone wrong.
But what did I learn from it?
What can I, you know, like being proud that I did it in the first place.
And that is a thing, especially us women.
It's like we beat ourselves up for the results
if we didn't get them.
Instead of saying, I'm freaking proud
that I said that I was going to do it.
So my TEDx talk, I think it's terrible.
Like I look back now and I'm like, oh my God,
I can see how uncomfortable I am.
But I honestly don't care
because I'm so freaking proud of myself, girl,
that I got on stage in the first place.
I put on my bad bitch boots
because that's another thing of my,
like what are your clothes of items
that give you empowerment?
I like to call mine my bad bitch boots.
Again, I've named them.
That isn't by accident.
They're just bloody leather knee high boots. But I named them my bad bitch boots again I've named them that isn't by accident they're just bloody leather knee
high boots but I named them my bad bitch boots because when I go on stage I get my bad bitch
boots on and I zip them up right like all these things and your wonder woman medallion and your
super girl panties like this is like actually really powerful because you are attaching empowerment to your belongings, which I think is really cool
because then it's like, okay, I like, it's like a little, like cape that you put like a uniform.
Okay, I'm putting my confidence uniform on. I actually have this with perfume. I always wear
a perfume when I'm speaking or I've actually had this, it's a Jo Malone one, funnily enough,
I was telling you this earlier, um, and that I've always worn since university. I had it for exams
and then I always do it for like things I get nervous about. So if I'm speaking and it just,
I don't know, I just, I, it just takes me back to this like empowered, like I can do this. I've got
this. And like you said, there's someone else can wear that perfume and it mean completely
different thing. Those knee high boots, there's thousands of them made.
They're not bad bitch boots to other people.
They're bad bitch boots to you.
And I think these like they're such simple tools that you can attach to anything.
It doesn't have to be the nicest thing in the world or the most expensive thing.
It's just what it means to you.
And now I think, you know, Wonder Woman medallions and superhero panty sales are gonna go
hell yeah I want to ask like what is the biggest misconception that you feel like people make of
you that I'm confident and this was actually honestly this is exactly how the book started
so at this point I mean so a literary agent reached out to me like a year and a half ago. At this point, I mean, quest billion dollar company, impact theory growing at 42,000%. I mean,
so I kind of think, all right, like in the business world, I'm not too shabby. And then
my hubby, excuse me, literary agent reached out to Tom because he knew them. And they were like,
does Lisa, like, would really want to consider Lisa to write a book. Would she be interested?
So Tom walks into my office and he's like,
babe, I just got like an email about, you know,
from the literary agent asking if you want to write a book.
And I'm sitting there and I'm like on my computer.
I'm like, oh, that's sweet.
And I go back to work.
And he's like, babe, did you hear me?
Like what the hell?
And I was like, yeah, I just said it was, that's very sweet.
And he's like, you need to seriously consider this. And the first first words out of my mouth was was who would buy a book from me no yeah and so wait let's just get this straight so this because this is not that long
ago right a year and a half ago so a year and a half ago like you said you've built quest to a
billion dollar company you've launched impact theory you've got impactful women you're like youtube like so many experiences and accolades under your belt and the idea still at this point
of someone reaching out to you and asking you to do a book you're like no they didn't really want
me to write a book yeah and the reason why i say it and i laugh is because I've done so much of the mindset once upon a time I wouldn't
have recognized it and then but because I'm just it's about habit guys you have to be consistent
I've been working on my mindset now like hot like no bs straight for maybe five years so I have
these things that I start to recognize so literally as the words came out of my mouth, I literally was like, wow.
And I even said this to him.
You noticed it.
Yeah, and I was like, wow, that's interesting.
I was like, huh, goes to show she's still there.
All right.
Look, I didn't beat myself up for it.
I was like, oh, little Lisa's still there.
The insecurity, bless her.
You know, and so I just go, okay, well, what is it saying?
Again, she's the bitch and my best friend.
She's telling me you've never written a book before. She's telling me you've never written a book before.
She's right.
I've never written a book before.
She's telling me I better get prepared.
So I better get prepared.
And she's warning me, but what if this doesn't go well?
And I was like, okay.
So sit down with it.
Listen to her.
What's my goal?
Impact.
All right.
With this book, if it does well,
create impact. Yes. Am I willing to give my heart and soul to it because it aligns with my mission?
I had to sit with that as well. And I said, okay, yes. And it's like, okay, so knowing all of that,
if you release the book and it doesn't do well, are you going to beat yourself up? Like, is that
going to be a make or break? And it's like, no because I gave it my all and that's so important knowing okay what is my north star
what is a path I'm going to try try because failure is going to happen the second you try
anything new anything yeah so I go okay I'm gonna it aligns with my north star impact it is absolutely going to be something that I'm going to, it aligns with my North Star impact. It is absolutely going to be
something that I'm going to give it a shot because if it succeeds, it will definitely create impact
in a whole different scale than the videos that I do. But what if it doesn't? What are the things
I'm going to do? Before I've even written the book, I'm like, what are the things I'm going to
do right now? So if the book tanks, I don't actually let this affect my self-esteem. And so I said,
what are the things that I know about myself? Okay. I can't control the final outcome, right?
You can't actually know. It's like when you do a video or a podcast, you're like, oh man,
that was fire. And then it doesn't perform. You're like, well, the public have spoken.
So how do I become proud of myself? Because we so often hold our success to external validate also our feelings to external
validation so if the book doesn't do well the world is saying it's no good and now I think of
myself as less worthy if you will I can't have that that's that's a dangerous game to play girl
that's just so dangerous because I've worked so much on feeling like being proud of myself. So I've put in the
markers. All right, what is the thing that you're going to be proud of? Did I give it my all? Like,
did I show up? Because it has nothing to do with you, nothing to do with a book buyer,
nothing to do with my community. Did I give it my all? Did I show up? Did I know? And we all know, right? We can convince other people,
but when we're alone at night by ourselves, you know if you actually gave it your all or not.
And did I have the right intentions? And so everything, I was like, yes, I had the right
intentions. All right. Am I giving it my all? And so this book, you know, it hasn't released yet.
And I'm so proud of it. And I'm like, you know what? Even if it doesn't do yet and I'm so proud of it and I'm like you know what even if it doesn't
do well I'm gonna give myself a freaking pat on the back that I showed up in a way and that
is freaking radical confidence I am obsessed with everything you just said that and it's so so true
and I think like permission to give ourselves confidence and I'm kind of like sad in some ways that we don't really
teach this at school because I think self-soothing and self-praise is really really important and yet
it's a skill set that a lot of us don't know and you know my journey of personal development my
journey of mindset and it's taking me on this road around really understanding well why why can I not be proud of myself without the
external validation like how can my bitch inside and be bff with my like you know we're saying in
a child with my adult brain or whatever the two sides of everyone's personality are because I
think it's really important we know we have those and we accept them and there's a lot of psychological
studies on it and like then when I think you start understanding yourself more, there becomes this way that you can self-soothe
and self-love. But it's such a shame that it's not taught because I think if it was taught at
an early age, then so many people would find more self-confidence, more self-reassurance
throughout their daily lives versus getting to this point where we kind of got to in our 20s and beyond around like, oh, hang on a minute,
like I don't have to do everything for everyone else all the time and they can still be happy
and giving it my all is the best. And I wonder if that's like the grading system in some ways,
you know, like, oh, I mean, I definitely was the kid who was like, oh, I must get an A star. And
if I don't get an A star, I've done shit.
Versus like, oh, well, I tried my best.
It doesn't really matter what grade I get.
Like, I just tried my best.
And that's what counts.
Exactly.
And that's the thing.
It's like, what is that thing that's important to you?
And then assessing why it's important.
Is it because other people have put value to it, right?
Like an A star.
Let's face it.
At the end of the day, you don't need an A star to do a podcast.
Are you good? Yes or no? Do listeners like listening to you? Yes or no? Right? It's like,
it doesn't matter how good you may have done, sat there and done a test. And so assessing what is
important, why it's important, who told you that was important and do you actually believe in it
or not? Does it actually align with how you feel? Because for me, I realized I thought I needed the
confidence to start something. And I was using that I needed the confidence to start something.
And I was using that as my barometer to start things and then realize I wasn't starting
anything because I was petrified all the time.
So going back to what is the actual thing that is meaningful to me?
It is the action.
It is not how I feel about it.
And so because I've fallen on my face just so many times enough that I go, the action
is all that matters. Because whether I fall or get
up or not or learn or succeed, it all becomes a stepping stone in the right direction. And that
has become my path and my North Star on like making sure I'm repeating that to myself. Like
every time I'm like, but I, you know, you have that bum's like, oh, I'm not there yet. Oh,
I haven't done that. I just go, well, don't judge yourself, but have you actually done the acts to get you
on the path in the first place, right?
It's like people, let's say about the gym, for instance, people say to me a lot, you
know, oh, I'd love to know your fitness and your, you know, your health regimen.
I was like, I'll happily tell you.
But now, like, I'm just giving you the information.
Everything comes, do you act on it or not?
You know, are you actually taking those steps?
Because it doesn't matter who's looking.
It literally doesn't matter who's looking.
Because at the end of the day, we all know it comes down to when we're alone, in bed, by ourselves, the voice in the head, what is that saying?
Did you give it your best shot?
Because that's what I go to now.
It's like I try not to.
Every time I go to beat myself up as I'm like trying to fall asleep, I recognize it. I like
flag it and I go, okay, you're beating yourself up because of X, Y, and Z. But did you do your best?
Okay. Yes, I did. Was my intention pure? Yes. Amazing. So did, even though it didn't work out
the way you wanted it to, what can you learn from that failure that you're just beating yourself up over that doesn't actually serve you, right?
The beating up doesn't serve you.
The listening to what it's saying does.
I think as well, it's really important to recognize that confidence comes and goes like an emotion too.
And I'm just like hearing that like sometimes, because just you saying like sometimes I'm like'm like oh I feel really confident in this thing that I'm doing whether it's a podcast
and then other times like oh I don't really feel very good on the podcast right now I feel like my
confidence isn't there and like recognizing that it is that emotion we described earlier and it
comes and ebbs and flows that is also okay too and like you say you can arm yourself with tools
to become more confident in
certain moments. And it's okay that sometimes confidence passes. Like that's also a big thing
that I've been learning recently. I used to feel like emotions were good or bad. If you were happy,
you were excited, that was a good emotion. If you were anxious and you were upset, that was a bad
emotion. And what I've really learned more recently is that actually, no, emotions are neutral.
You just feel happy and you just feel sad.
Happy isn't a good emotion and sad isn't a bad emotion.
We have to have these spectrums of emotion to feel the polarities of them all.
And I think that's the same with confidence sometimes.
Like you're going to have times when you're really confident in something and other times
when you're not.
And that is okay because it comes in ebbs and flows.
One tool that you speak about in the book is about
apologizing. And it's like, you live by two rules. I don't want to, it's something like-
Always apologize and number two, never apologize.
Let's talk about that because I think, when I was reading this, I'm like,
mm-hmm. So let's talk about that because I know a lot of people listening will be like, yeah, this rings true for me.
Yeah.
Again, like a lot of what's in the book is really the conflict I've had a lot with myself because you see all this content out there, right?
Love yourself.
And I'm like, but I don't always love myself.
And so it's like, well, hang on, what would life look like if I just embraced that I didn't always love myself?
And sometimes I do and sometimes I don't.
And then, like, embrace that.
And same with, like, apologizing.
It's like, but sometimes I really am sorry.
And so all this messaging is like, oh, girl, you shouldn't apologize.
It's like, but what if you're actually sorry?
Like, if I forget your birthday, if I don't do something, if I just don't text you or I'm rude to you accidentally,
as a good friend, of course you should apologize. We want apologies from people. We want from our partners if they've done something wrong. We want a bloody apology. And yet, I fear we are spilling
into just don't apologize, own who you are. So to me, there's the duality of that. It's like,
well, no, there are certain situations that if you expect an apology, if you actually have upset somebody and you didn't
mean to, even if you acted on something, you didn't act, but you didn't mean to upset them,
you should apologize. The problem with apologizing is it's now become part of our vocabulary,
especially as women, for anything and everything.
Oh my God, I'm so sorry I didn't do that. Right. And it's like, we're freaking running businesses.
Who has time to do everything? And now what we're doing is by saying we're sorry,
I'm all about subliminal messages. Like what are we actually telling ourselves every time we say something? I'm obsessed with this conversation. Carry on. Because what are we doing we are saying we shouldn't have done something right like I am
so sorry I didn't do this I'm so sorry I can't come here and it's like but if you're putting
self-care that's like one that's very important to me if I'm having a self-care day and someone's
pressuring me to do something I'm not going to say I'm sorry. I'm just like, because what am I telling myself subliminally? That what their needs are, are more important than taking care of myself.
I'm very respectful. I'm very respectful, but I'm like, a self-care day is a self-care day. And if
I don't appreciate myself for it, and also to be honest, and sorry to kind of flip-flop here,
but also like, I would want that for my friends. I would want them to tell me, hey, look, I'm taking a self-care day, so I'm not going to be able to make it.
Amazing.
Like, I don't want you to apologize for it.
So there's that, like, fine line between when you should and when you shouldn't and what you're subliminally telling yourself when you're apologizing to people for every single thing that you do. I've got an experience and a learning with this, which I want to share because this was
such a switch for me. So I'm not, I don't prioritize my emails, right? They're other
people's priorities. They are not my priorities. My priorities are my to-do list on what is
important for me in that moment. So I do not live by the zero inbox
rule. I do not check my emails multiple times a day and I have no notifications on all my emails.
So I go in when my emails are my priorities, but I used to, if something had been sat there for a
little minute, maybe a day or two, or maybe a week, I'd be like oh I'm so sorry I'm late replying to this
or I'm so sorry it's taking me so long to get back to you and I changed that probably about a
year ago to be like thank you for your patience yes and it was such an energy and just like you're
describing there like such an energy switch because the sorry was implying I'd done something
well I hadn't done anything wrong not responding to their immediate that was their priority not
mine I'm like thanks for waiting for this to become my priority and that subliminal messaging
also allows you to really stand in your power and your authority and also help my confidence
because when I was saying sorry I'm late replying to this I felt bad about myself yeah I'm like oh
my god I'm not very good with my emails like I'm it's terrible that I don't have zero inbox versus you know what I'm
owning emails are not my priority if you expect them to be you're going to be very disappointed
I'm owning they're not mine it doesn't mean I'm bad at emails I'm just saying no it's not my
priority and then also by saying thank you for your patience I was empowering myself to be like
yeah you've rated for me and here's your answer now.
No, I don't have to apologize that you've waited.
Oh God, I love that so much.
And that's so powerful in pausing, recognizing, not beating yourself up that you were just
about to say, I'm so sorry, right?
Like every time, like literally right now, write down what are the things you're going
to say instead of I'm sorry.
And I actually have it in the book.
I have some like little play words that you can say instead you do you have like
I noticed that yeah so like instead of I can't even remember them off heart but it's something
like I'm sorry I'm late it's thank you for waiting um instead of sorry I didn't get back to you it's
um you know thanks for your patience basically everything so it's very powerful to pause
recognize that
language and then shift it in something that is empowering um the thing that i find also very
difficult though is when it's business i actually find it easier because i'm like well no business
is business i've got my priority list i don't i do i create my priority list based on my goals
my goals are my goals not yours so i don't expect you to abide by my priority list but if you're but someone has to and that's going to be me but when it's friends or family I find
that really much harder what do you find hard about that um so for instance boundaries I used
to apologize for my boundaries I was trying to set with my family and I think it's because I
really care about their emotions and so sometimes they may not hear the
words and so it's like well if you just apologize and you know soften the way the way that you're
putting the boundary together so now it's like it's not really a boundary it's kind of like this
you know like loose line that you're trying to do but um yeah when like for instance if I
I share a story in the book where I was really close to burnout, like really close.
I was doing so much.
I know myself.
I've had health issues.
And so I was setting boundaries on my time for me.
And I was like, okay, this is how I'm going to handle the next week so that I don't break because I've got massive gut issues.
And so if I'm out for the count, I'm out for like four days.
It's not just like, oh, a couple of hours.
Like I'm actually for like four days. It's not just like, oh, a couple of hours. Like I'm actually out for four days. So I was very cautious and very
careful about making sure I wasn't overdoing it. And one of my closest friends reached out to me
in the moments where I'm working like 16 hours a day. She reaches out to me. She's like, I'm really,
my dog is sick. I need to talk to you. And in that moment, I was like, okay,
you know what it's like when you're about to get on a phone with someone that is going also through something emotional?
It's hours and it's emotionally draining. And here I was literally trying to do everything I
could, girl, to just keep going because I knew I was playing a dangerous game with my health.
I've been there so many times before. I was working crazy hours and I was like, I can't even be there for myself right now. I don't know how to be there for my friend.
And so I was like, I had set boundaries in my head about, you know, when people ask for my time,
I'm just going to say no very politely, but these are going to be my boundaries. And this was one
of these situations where she was such a good friend that of course I was sorry I couldn't be there for her, but I had to stay firm on my boundary. And I had to stay firm
on saying no and not apologizing for it. Because what am I again, you know, like, it's like this
hard, really like freaking dynamic where it's like, I don't want to apologize for putting myself
first, but I really am sorry that I'm not there for my friend. And so I had to sit with that for
them for that moment. And I had to really take all this information in. And I was like, okay, are you, her dog, it wasn't life
threatening. So I just want to say that, that is also very important because if it's life
threatening and my friend need, I would have dropped everything. So I sat there and I said,
okay, your friend needs you. If you do that, what does that mean for yourself? It means that you do
break. It means that you just can't sustain it. So it took me a while, like 30 minutes to like craft a text message. But I was
like, I'm so sorry I can't be there for you. But right now I have to be strong and be there for
myself. And so I cannot go, you know, I'm so sorry I can't, you know, text you. I can't call you back
right now. Please give me the grace because I'm struggling too and in those moments it was very hard for me I wasn't sure whether I should apologize or not
that was the truth because I was like but if I apologize am I saying that now my self-care like
isn't important but at the same time I want to be there for her so I had to sit there and go okay
this is one of those dynamics that I like is a messy one but I am going to apologize and stay firm on my boundary I actually had this
last night I was supposed to go to a like little Hoffman reunion with some friends that I met there
and it was supposed to happen last night and I cancelled an hour before which I never do. And I felt really bad about it. But in my text message,
I was like, Hey, I've had a really tough day and my energy is really depleted. Unfortunately,
I'm not going to be able to make it because I have a podcast day tomorrow and I really need to
restore and recuperate. And then I didn't I was like sorry and I deleted it but
thanks for understanding but and I also said to them like and I think this is what happens when
you curate friendship groups of people who are doing the work in the sense of like you know that
was a Hoffman group so everyone's been to Hoffman so everyone's aware of these childhood traumas or
these child emotions that come up and I was was just like, prior to Hoffman,
I never would have said that. I would have gone. I would have gone to that because I wouldn't want
it. My story would have been, I'm letting people down. I'm not a good enough friend. They were all
out of a lack of confidence. Whereas in this, I was empowered to be like, no, I'm confident who I
am. I know I'm a good person. I know I try my best for everyone. And I know this shitty day took me by surprise. And if I'm going to show up in the best of my
ability tomorrow, I have to do some self-care tonight and have to go to bed early. And I have
to not talk to everyone because I'm not an extrovert. I'm like bang on the border. I'm
like an ambivert. And I know that for me, sometimes I have to restore but it did the the what was
interesting is my instinct was to write sorry yes but I deleted it and wrote thanks for understanding
because I'm like I don't need to apologize I really try and use my apologies um mindfully
I think is the word now I love that so much And the reason why I think this is so important for
us to talk about, because some people may go, but what's the difference? You're freaking right. I'm
sorry. And get on with your day. It all stacks. Like I'm so freaking aware when I started to
really peel back the onion of why I think the way that I do, why I'm so insecure, why I'm always
feeling like, like, oh my God, but I've got to be there for this person. Oh my God, I've got to be
there. Well, if I don't do this and this person isn't going to like me, it's these little things.
It's these tiny little things that stack up. And so I really do think, you know, once I started to
pause and assess it, just like what you said about the text, it's like, would it have changed the
world? You know, if you put, I'm sorry now, but over time it says something to you and how important
you are to yourself.
It's a self messaging more than anything. You're right. It's like, because it's, it's reflecting
your internal dialogue. So when you change the external dialogue, you're actually changing the
internal dialogue. Oh, look at us having these moments. Because exactly what you just said,
right? In the fact that you text that and now today you're like, yes, I put myself first.
I put my energy levels, how I want to show up as priority over,
will people like me if I don't go to this event?
It's really, really powerful.
Do you think, like, obviously this podcast has been all about confidence.
And I noticed time and time again when we do these episodes and we're talking about confidence they're always some of our top
performing ones and it feels like the like feels like our audience I wanted to say the world I feel
like women are craving more confidence like Like how do they get more confidence?
Do you remember the confidence crisis?
Do you think this was a problem 50 years ago?
I don't know.
I don't know if we would have caught it this, but let's face it, 50 years ago, women didn't have the space to do what we do now.
Right.
So it's kind of like, so actually this is a great,
I'm glad that you said that because I actually put this in my book. I was like, people right
now may be listening. They're like, I want to start a new business, but I don't have the
confidence to tell my family. I don't have the confidence to tell people because people are
going to go, what do you know? Well, hang on a minute. What do you, you know, what's your
education? Or you would just work, you know, my first job was a cashier at Burger King that actually is true my first job was that so imagine
I come out of the Burger King I'm working at Burger King and I turn around and say yeah I want to start
a studio right the amount of people who are like well you have no idea what you're doing doing but
let me pose this question has ever anyone any human on earth ever said to a woman the very first
time they got pregnant,
well, hang on a minute, you don't know how to have a baby. Oh my God, this is brilliant.
Ever. Has anyone ever said that to a woman on their first time child? Yeah. How's your body
going to know how to do that? Exactly. What do people say? Oh, you'll figure it out. Here's some
books. I'll watch this TV show, listen to this podcast and you'll be fine. you'll figure it out. Here's some books. I'll watch this TV show, listen to
this podcast and you'll be fine. You'll figure it out. But no one ever says that when it comes to
anything else that we want to try and do. And so when I think about confidence and to your point
about 50 years ago, I just don't think we had the stigma because no one was just like, well,
you shouldn't do that. But now we're trying new things and it's like, we're stepping out of our comfort zone. And because the world has told us, well,
are you good enough? Well, hang on a minute. What's your background? We've now gotten, I think,
into our own heads about, well, like, oh my God, am I good enough? Do I have the confidence to do?
Oh my God, I don't feel good enough. Well, I'm not good. I mean, I mean, I had to quit to do that.
And so all these thoughts start telling
ourselves a narrative that we shouldn't try in the first place. But what I do is I go, oh,
I'm totally inadequate. So what skill sets do I need to learn and build so that I become adequate?
I don't beat myself up about being inadequate. And that's how you start things. That's how you
get in front of the camera for the first time. That's how you do a podcast for the first time.
That's how you start a business for the first time.
It's going, what don't I know?
How do I break this down?
And what can I learn?
And so when it comes to everything we're saying,
it is 100% a tool.
Like you need the tools.
And that's what it like,
like the radical confidence for me
was such an important part because it's like, you just need the tools. And that's what it like, like the radical confidence for me was such an important
part because it's like, you just need the tools. I think as well, like when people around you,
there's two reasons people tell you, you can't do something. I think it's when they love you so much,
they fear for you. So they like fear you into, they love you into failure in a way because
they're scared that you can't do it and
they're scared that you're going to try something different they've never done that they've not they
don't try it so oh my goodness if you try it you're probably going to fail because they've not
they don't have the faith and it's not like faith in you it's just the faith in the thing
quite often and it's so different and then I also think there is definitely a jealousy one that's
like when people are like oh but it's like a mirror reflection of when you're trying to do something
and it shows them their shadow side of how they feel about it. But I think the important in both
of those messaging is to realize it's never about you. It's always about them. It's always about the
person that's saying the thing to you. And it kind of takes this full loop in how we start this conversation around like self-reassurance, self-confidence, self-regulation of your own
emotion and understanding, well, how do you give it yourself and going through all these processes
that we've just spoken about on this whole episode, like learning to self-soothe in that way.
So you spoke about tools a lot. What are your top three tools that if someone is listening and
you're like right these are like the best ones that you can really put in your toolbox to get
yeah to get confidence all right the three tools um
i feel like we've done so many on the podcast too. I know. I mean, and here's the thing. It really is, for me, what emotion am I feeling right now?
So if I'm sad, am I upset?
Acknowledging your emotion.
Acknowledging your emotion.
Because then that's going to dictate what tool you need.
Oh, I love that.
So it's like, I need to put up a painting today.
Amazing.
So what do I need?
I need a hammer and nail, but a hammer and nail
isn't going to help you if you want to cut a piece of wood in half. So understanding where you are
is imperative. I'm just saying, I love these analogies because this is so true. So carry on.
I love that. Like if you've got a job to do, you're going to need a different tool to do it.
Yes, because what is that job?
So for instance, when I need to show up somewhere, like I feel like good about myself or not even good because we're talking about not feeling good, but doing it anyway.
So if I need to show up somewhere, like on stage, I go to the things that I know.
So music helps me change the chemicals.
It literally changes the chemicals in my body
so I know that I so I have my hype song clothes um your morning routine so that was a thing
actually you said something earlier where it's like oh it's seasons you said we are confidence
ebbs and flows so where are you did you sleep well are you tired are you hangry right like how
many people all of a
sudden seem like they're crazy and you're like, what? I've never seen this side of you. Oh,
because you're hungry. Like actually it says, did I sleep well? Did I eat well? Because all of those
things are going to make a difference to how you show up in whatever you're about to do.
And so clothes for me is also a big thing. But going back to like, what do you want to show up?
I do the opposite as well.
So if I want to, for instance, so today I got my necklace,
I got my tight pants on, I got my Spanx.
You look great by the way.
Thank you, homie.
But I've got my uniform on to make me feel good.
But what if I don't want to show up as a freaking badass?
Sometimes I just want to be a softie.
Sometimes it's like I'm so
wound up from the day's work that actually my goal is to soften and get a good night's sleep.
So now how on earth do I get a good night's sleep? Well, I can't be like all the time. So I go,
I undress. I put on my fluffy Wonder Woman pajamas or I put on a robe or I put on my onesie
because I know what state I'm
trying to get into. So know what state you're trying to get into and then how are you going to,
what tools do you need in order to get into that state? And all the things that I'm talking about
is just the Lisa stuff, right? The Wonder Woman is the Lisa thing. What's your version of it?
It might be, you know, a shirt from Target that you're obsessed with. Amazing. Now, you know,
it may not be a song. It may be incense. You have incense burning, right? Because you're trying to
get your mind in a certain space. You have to test, you have to try things and you have to figure out
what that is for you. So it's kind of like, it's not even like a one and done. It really is like,
what's that thing for you? I think this is like such a powerful part
though to it and why I think you wrote the book in many ways because the book is full of different
tools and I think you know one thing through this conversation that I'm really taking away is like
first of all confidence isn't a destination it's an emotion and when you acknowledge confidence or lack of
confidence already you're making a choice to you know decide well okay because no one wants to
choose oh I don't want to have confidence in this like that's not a natural choice that anyone's
like oh I don't have confidence and I want to choose confidence and then part of that I think
is like what is an action step and you know your book comes out today the day that we're releasing this so we're
recording it a couple of weeks before but you know it comes out on the day we're dropping this
podcast because it has so many powerful messages in it and it isn't something we can cover in just
a podcast episode but there are so many tools where to help people find that road because I think
that path looks different for every single person some people are going to be listening to this today
and being like oh my god I feel so empowered and other people are listening to this being like oh
I'm triggered by this you know it's easy for them to say it's easy for that to say but I would
encourage you to see where that comes from which part of you that that comes from
oh god that that's so strong and that's actually the thing about motivation,
right? Is that even if people are listening, going, oh my God, this is great.
When you are in those moments where you feel badly about yourself, this podcast isn't going
to do anything, right? It's like motivation really does become, even like reading the book,
it's like everything gets you motivated, but what are you going to do in those moments?
So really what I love what we're doing here today and what I've done in the book is what is that version for you?
Because in those moments, you need to know what your toolbox is that you're going to go to.
This isn't like the Lisa do what Lisa says.
This is a, I freaking struggled.
I didn't know how to get to my dreams, to live the life I wanted. I spent eight years of my life in what I call purgatory, the mundane, where I just supported
my husband. And I didn't think I had the right to speak up and say what life I really wanted.
And so when I look back at that and I go, I'll never get there. I'm never going to go there
again. Why? Because I'm always going to want to speak up and say what is important to me. How do I do that? I have to gain the tool belt, the tools, the skills to get to where I want in
life. And so I stumbled and I fell and I was like, I have no idea what I'm doing. So I called one of
the chapters when the shit hits the fan, wear goggles, because the truth is the shit's going
to hit the fan when you try new things. And so what are you doing every time to protect
yourself when failure happens and how are you going to get back up in your way, not in Lisa's
way, but in your way? I literally have goosebumps. And also like just remembering like that toolbox
is for that little girl inside of all of us. You have the toolbox for little Lisa who was bullied with her nose or braces or whatever and I have that
for me like I had my own shit too and I'm like oh like it's the toolboxes are different for each and
every single one of us but we get to have that to help those inner those inner girls through
onto their next chapter versus like acknowledge not acknowledging that they're there I think that
was the other key thing I'm taking away from this is like the acknowledgement of that inner child
inside all of us that you know was all the bitch the bitch that we need to make bffs and and that's
just really empowerful all of this is ownership one of my biggest things that I've learned is when
I when I own my feeling when I own my good things but also my bad not bad traits but
my weak traits maybe let's call them the things I'm not as strong in wow man is that freeing
when you don't have to be everything to everyone oh my god that was so powerful when you own your
good things and also your weak traits like it is the most freeing and empowering thing because all of a
sudden you just let go of all the other crap the need to be good at everything the need to please
everyone you're like I am what I am and I'm really shit at emails yeah and that's the thing and then
just owning it goes well now do I want to get good at it yeah right it's like you can't be good at
everything all the time and that's actually really interesting like I want to get good at it? Yeah. Right? It's like, you can't be good at everything all the time.
And that's actually really interesting.
Like, I want to know where it ever came from, where it's like, but that person's perfect.
No one's perfect.
Like, I want everyone right now to actually say out loud who they think is perfect because they can't find anyone.
You can't find anyone.
But yet, we expect ourselves to be perfect.
It's like the weird freaking roundabout that we all get on and we
can't get off and so that's the point of like having saying that out loud and then saying but
do I actually want to be good at it because why do we put pressure on ourselves to have to be good
at everything I feel like what you just said that was really powerful you can't pick anyone that was
perfect I've never thought about it like that like if I was saying no one's perfect but we accept them and we love them for who they are
so we get to love ourselves and and all our imperfections I think like that's a really
powerful thing so Lisa where can people get the book we're gonna drop it in the show notes too
yeah you can thank you so much oh my godconfidence.com. If you want to get some of the amazing bonuses
that we have over there,
we have some like,
I can't remember which bonuses
we're going to have at this point,
but we've got a bunch of bonuses.
Knowing you, they're probably freaking epic.
That's all we need to know.
Oh, actually this is release day.
Yeah.
So everyone's got all the bonuses.
So yeah, if you go over there
and you get the book,
you actually get nine hours class of me
from impact theory university teaching about relationships confidence and being the hero of
your own life um you get to download pdf and then the special events that i've got coming up you
know what also i love about this book right it starts off 10 the no bs lessons on becoming the
hero of your own life.
And you're so like Natalie and I for that.
We are no fluff, no BS, just saying it how it is.
And I loved that when I was reading the book.
Like you open up about stories in here, stories about Gary Vee, the stories about you and
Tom.
Like it's a real, like you've just cut all the BS.
Like you've been so real and raw.
And I really think this is like a message that women need to
hear and also get to hear and I think it's you know you're at this point now in your life and
but it's been a journey and I think I'm just so grateful that you're like you know extending the
lessons that you've learned and are continuing to learn because none of us are finished products
just like we said no one's perfect we're never always confident all the time like everything is a journey and I think it's just it it's not one of those books where you
struggle to read it it's like one of those books where you're like oh shit I learned a shit ton
there or hang on a minute I'm feeling a little bit down right now and then you pick up a chapter
and then all of a sudden you're like oh oh I can do this I can learn this and I think that's what's
really cool this is also the type of book that you're like going to like read several times.
Oh, thank you. I definitely hope to, uh, hope so. And yeah, it's, um, it's never a one and done.
I mean, I've, you know, everything that we've been saying, we all evolve and grow and change.
And so everything I'm talking about now in two, three years, I want to have evolved and listen
back to this and go, wow, I've evolved since then. And so this book to me is really the guide and
the blueprint to keep going back to no matter what you want in life. You want to make a change.
Here is some very, very strategic tips on how to make that change. You want to go from, I've spent
the last five years trying to build a business. And now I actually realized I really don't like
building businesses and I want to, you know, have stay home this is how you have the confidence to have those
conversations to make that change in your life so it really becomes like the thing of every step
because that was so important to me because I don't think of myself as one and done or like I'm
there there's never like till I take my last dying breath girl yeah I want to be growing and evolving
I love that well thank
you so much for coming on the podcast um do you want to share your handles as well on social media
so everyone can like one follow you to share all their amazing takeaways I um I just know there's
gonna be so many people reaching out yeah that would be amazing so if you want to follow me
at Lisa Bilyeu on Instagram and TikTok um and then radicalconfidence.com if you want to get
all the amazing bonuses but if you you want to get all the amazing
bonuses. But if you just want to pick up the book, you can go over to Amazon or Target or any of
those good places. And then just, it's, can I just say for a second, because we started with us
talking about, I shared the story, I was like, who the hell would buy a book from me? It's so surreal
and exciting that I'm here with you doing this because I was scared to even write it
so now the fact that I didn't let that get in my way right the radical confidence that we're talking
about yeah I did it anyway and it's all stepping stones so thank you girl I love that I always love
how humble you are too like I think that's the biggest thing like you everyone always looks in
someone else's window through someone else's window it's like oh they have like everything together they must not
have any of these challenges and that's never the case for any single one of us and I love that
you're sharing that this has been a huge realization for you and I know it's going to be
in Target and you're filming and for our UK listeners we were just chatting about like oh
can we get it in WHith and how surreal that will be
so um i just think it's um just so powerful and so inspiring to hear your journey so thank you
oh my god thanks for having me thank you and if you're watching us on youtube i'm gonna do a
another link to a recording we did with mel robbins we were also talking about confidence
and that was
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