The Breakfast Club - Time Is Your Power

Episode Date: August 19, 2026

Loren LoRosa gets real about protecting her time, setting boundaries, and learning that she doesn’t have to say yes to everything to prove she’s great. She opens up about the pressure of c...onstantly producing, the guilt that comes with making space for herself, and why sometimes saying “no” is the key to showing up better. Loren also reflects on the tragic passing of actress Hayden Panettiere, revisiting her candid conversations about addiction, postpartum depression, grief, and growing up in the spotlight. Plus, Loren breaks down Young Thug’s message to kids about fame and why his words sparked a bigger conversation about success, influence, and what we do with the time we have.YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@BreakfastClubPower1051FMSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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Starting point is 00:00:25 We host the podcast, Hollywood Handbook. Each week, we talk to someone in show business and try to help them with their careers and see what they have to offer us. has a good time and no one gets mad at their publicists for letting them do our show. We've had a lot of great guests like Sarah Sherman, Adam Scott, Danny McBride, Ben Stillard, and a lot of other big shots that wouldn't be where they are without us. Listen to Hollywood Handbook on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm Nick Tutorough. You probably know me from NYPD Blue, the longest yard, or Spike Lee's Black Klansman. And on my new podcast, delivering happiness with Nick Totoro, I deliver pizza
Starting point is 00:00:59 to a new guest. I've shared a slice with everyone from Seth Rund. Rollins. What are you doing my belt? To Bill Burr. I don't think I've ever met somebody so exactly out of their mind as I am. And now we even have more great guests coming up, including the great John Tuturo. It's called Happiness. Delivering Happiness.
Starting point is 00:01:17 And many, many more. Open your free High Heart Radio app. Search Delivering Happiness with Nick Totoro. And listen now. I'm Hoda Kotmi, host of the podcast, Joy 101 with Hoda Kotb. You know, I'm always searching for inspiration and useful tools. to maximize joy. Like when my friend Henry Winkler
Starting point is 00:01:35 offered advice to aspiring actors and really anybody hoping to stand out. You're not hired just to fill time and space. You're hired to fill the space with you. Listen to Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm a homeguard that knows a little bit
Starting point is 00:01:58 about everything and everybody. Give me that excuse? You don't know if you're not going to lie about that, right? Lauren came in hot. Hey y'all, what's up? It's Lauren La Rosa, and this is another episode of the latest with Lauren the Rosa. This is your daily dig on all things, pop culture, entertainment news, and all of the conversations that shake the room, baby.
Starting point is 00:02:17 Now, y'all know we kick off the episode every single episode. Checking in behind the scenes of The Grind, so let's get to it. Back on the Grind. Checking in behind the scenes of The Grind today, I think behind the scenes of the grind today I am honestly reevaluating a lot of things in their importance to me
Starting point is 00:02:40 and I know that behind the scenes of the grind is literally you guys coming with me behind the scenes sometimes but a lot of times it's me telling you all like just where my mental is in real life like I think on the surface of everything like whether you are tuning in here daily
Starting point is 00:02:56 to the latest with Lauren the Rose of the podcast or watching the breakfast club shoot if we even follow each other on social media Lauren La Rosa everywhere you're seeing but so much on the surface level so I like to use this time
Starting point is 00:03:09 to give you guys like sometimes just to look into like my mental and how I'm feeling about things because I think when people ask and that's the reason why I added this segment in the beginning of the podcast how are you really feeling like I want to check in which is what I ask myself every single time before I crack
Starting point is 00:03:25 this microphone for the podcast we're not always honest I know for me I'm not always honest And it's not because I don't want to be. It's just because I'm like, yo, who has time to hear that? And do I even have time to face what I'm even discussing? And most of the time it's like, no, I'm trying to get to the next thing. You got, you know, news, breaking, things happening.
Starting point is 00:03:44 But here on the podcast, we take the time to ask, how are you really feeling? Now think about it. Take a second with me, y'all. So I told you guys that I was reevaluating, you know, just what things are most important to me. or just like prioritizing, you know, things in their importance to myself. And the reason why I'm doing that, and I don't mean people in my life. I literally mean things in my life and, like, moving variables
Starting point is 00:04:10 is because I have literally gotten to a point now where my time means so much. And you know how people would be like, me and Beyonce got the same 24 hours in a day. And it's like, realistically, you do. But what you do with that time is very, very important. for a while now, probably for like the last year. I've been feeling really, I've talked about it here on the podcast
Starting point is 00:04:35 and other behind the scenes of the grind opening of the episodes where, you know, I go through guilt about certain things, whether it's not being able to spend time, whether it's no longer one into a lot time to certain things. I think I've finally gotten to the point where I understand why I was going through that. And the reason why I say that is I had an instance happen today where I was reporting on something within the,
Starting point is 00:04:59 Club and I don't ever like to talk about things that I haven't watched your experience to myself but I've had to learn to kind of like delegate um allow some of the producers that work with me to be able to watch things and uh you know talk me and produce me through things even if I haven't seen them myself I'm really not fully comfortable with that yet I'll be honest with you guys but for the sake of time literally I've had to learn how to do that because there's just not enough hours between when I leave the breakfast club, when I record the latest with Lauren the Rose of the podcast, when I try to eat, try to be a daughter, try to be a granddaughter, try to be a girlfriend, try to get some sleep, try to just take a breather so that I don't burn
Starting point is 00:05:38 myself out to do everything. And I got into a point where I was doing that. Again, I talked to you guys through that burnout point here on the latest with Lauren the Rosa as well in the behind the scenes of the grind check-ins, you know, some months ago. But, you know, when I think about now when people are like, yo, my time is money, my time means everything. I literally don't have the time to. I think what it's changed the time for me is, you know,
Starting point is 00:06:03 when I'm here and I'm on the show and I'm thinking about how valuable your word is and, you know, your commentary is I'm literally trying every moment that you hear me on whatever microphone I am on
Starting point is 00:06:19 to make impact. So in doing that, there's a lot of preparation there's a lot of and sometimes preparation isn't even research I'm gonna be honest with y'all you know that's the majority of it but a lot of the preparation for myself it's just talking myself into like
Starting point is 00:06:33 yo you got it like you're here you have arrived and I don't battle that as much unless I feel like I haven't applied myself timewise to what my prep routine
Starting point is 00:06:49 is in order to do what I need to do and show up every single day And the reason why I'll tell you, I'm telling you guys all of this is because going back to what I was saying, there was a segment that I did on the Breakfast Club within that segment, or not even just within the segment, there was a show that we produced and did with on the Breakfast Club where I wasn't really too, you know, for sure about a lot of the topics I was talking about,
Starting point is 00:07:12 not because I didn't know about them, and that the producers, we didn't like do our normal prep call the night before and we delegate and people watch this and watch that. But because I just didn't think, that they were very strong, knock it out the part topics. I didn't have any exclusive stuff. So I was like, yo, this is not strong. This is not what I'm used to doing.
Starting point is 00:07:31 But I literally took the time to like separate myself from a lot of things the night before. You know, and I felt horrible doing it. But I took the time to separate myself from sitting on the phone for no reason and just catching up. And I told myself like, yo, this is something this week. I want to practice not doing. a lot of and I was so happy I did that because not only was I able to prep the topics and get the information surrounding as much as I could to know whether I was doing something right or wrong when I came to report it but I also was able to I think I felt like it was like I was able
Starting point is 00:08:09 to more clearly lock in to think about POV and that's something that I've learned a lot about and being in this personality space and I was thinking about that today like if your time is money right and your time is so valuable and you don't have time to waste on certain things. things the people watching you don't either when they're coming to you they expect you to understand that they want things to be concise they want things to be clear but a lot of times it's not that you got to have the exclusive Lauren you don't got to tell people first all the time it's not that you have to have the best interview booking or sound bite or whatever a lot of times it's just the way you're talking about it and that alone can be something that is exclusive to the the room you're
Starting point is 00:08:49 in the platform you're on whatever you're doing and when I was talking myself through that I was like girl you this is why you need to be okay with telling yourself no like no i got to take the time i ain't got the time because i just woke up this morning feeling so much clarity and power in that thought the thought of because y'all got to understand like for the last um like for the last literally like i would say eight to eight years of my life prior to Prior to 2023, being in a newsroom like TMZ where you are literally like, you whipped in a shape. It was one of the best things I've ever done. I tell people all the time, it was a boot camp.
Starting point is 00:09:38 I wanted to go to school for my master's. That was the best master's program I could have did in the area of media, production, conversation, reporting, news, all of the things, right? And people keep having these conversations about journalism versus influence or whatever. In that newsroom, it's not about the title. it's really about the know-how and what you know how to do. You're literally only as good as your last story, to be honest with you. I have been whipped into shape in that way. So a lot of times when I come in here, if I don't feel like something is strong
Starting point is 00:10:07 and I'm about to get on this podcast, if I don't feel like I'm, you know, I go a week without an exclusive and whatever. I don't feel like I'm doing it. Like it doesn't feel like I'm here all the time if I'm being honest with y'all. But realizing that it's okay to say, yo, I don't got. time to do all of the surrounding things so that I can just focus on just the feeling of, girl, you are here. You got this? It took such weight off my shoulders. I don't know why I was feeling so guilty about making room and space for myself. Like it'd be messing me up, y'all.
Starting point is 00:10:47 Like, I don't know what is going on in this era of my life. And as I'm turning 30, my 34, 35, as I'm turning 35 years old, but I've literally begin, like, talking to myself in a way that I never ever had to. Like, I've always been a very confident girl, okay? I've always showed up. I've always taken up space. But in this era of my life where everything is, I mean, not everything, but there's a lot of things that are public. There's a lot of things that can be critiqued and commented on. You know, I think for a bit, I kind of, like, ran into the shell of, like, if I just play it safe, I'm cool. and that's not how I want to live my life. Like you can be great or you can be living in fear.
Starting point is 00:11:26 And I don't want to live in fear. I want to be great. Okay, God does not give me the spirit of fear. And literally me realizing that in order to be great, I can't be afraid to say, I got to create this really protected space for myself. I don't have the time to. Like, I can't answer every phone call.
Starting point is 00:11:44 I can't get back to every text. I can't show up to every birthday dinner. I can't make every birthday trip. I just can't. In the season of my life that I'm in, it is so sensitive and it is so important for me to understand that that is okay. It's literally like a maker break for me.
Starting point is 00:12:00 And God, I don't know what it was that put that on my spirit today of like, you just feel so much better since you did that because you were able to take, even though I still feel like I'd be running out of time every night preparing for the next day. I woke up today feeling better,
Starting point is 00:12:14 feeling a lot more confident. And that has been happening over these last couple weeks as I've been making no changes. So if anybody out there is listening to this and you've been feeling a little bit like, you know, off a bit, you might have to look around and realize you ain't got the time to be doing A, B, C, D, and E.
Starting point is 00:12:29 Like, you got to focus on A. And it's got to be okay. And people in your life who don't understand that, I think there might be a season of outgrowing. And I'm okay with that too. Let's get on into the latest, y'all. The Jonas brothers are running it back and up tour
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Starting point is 00:13:11 Hey, this is Hayes Davenport. And Sean Clements. We host the podcast Hollywood Handbook on the Big Money Players Network. Our show is extremely accessible to first-time listeners. Each week, we talk to someone in show business, aka the biz, and try to help them with their careers and see what they have to offer us. Everyone has a good time, and no one gets mad at their publicists for letting them do our show. We've had a lot of great guests like Sarah Sherman, not that great.
Starting point is 00:13:35 Actually, can you help me shape this? How about we flip it on his head, right? How about we flip the script? What is the surprised woman? But actually you think is the straight man is actually the one who's acting weird. Adam Scott, this entire time you've been expecting Adam Sandler to come to visit the show. I would never expect, I would never set expectations for something like that to happen. If the universe allows for something like that to happen, I'm open to it.
Starting point is 00:14:10 I'm always going to accept. You know, Danny McBride, fine. Yeah, it's all this fragile masculinity exuding. I could smell it walking down the hallway, to be honest with you. I was like, I was like, is that weed? Nope, it's fragile masculinity. Ben Stiller, no. Because a lot of times out of context, people don't get it, or even know what a circle is.
Starting point is 00:14:31 You know what I mean? They're like, oh, what's a state. Everyone's so dumb except for you. And fake. Right, fake and also not interested or just like, oh, I've got my life. I don't care about your life. care about your life. And a lot of other big shots that wouldn't be where they are without us. Oh, and by the way, Will Ferrell told us personally he loves the show and he wants to be a guest
Starting point is 00:14:52 on every episode, but he's just so busy. Listen to Hollywood Handbook on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm Hoda Kotbby, host of the podcast, Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby. If you know me, you know, I'm always searching for inspiration and useful tools to maximize joy. So this podcast lets us. uncover those things together through meaningful conversations with fascinating people. Like when my friend Henry Winkler offered advice to aspiring actors and really anybody hoping to stand out. You're not hired just to fill time and space. You're hired to fill the space with you. You have something in your guts. You go with it. And Sean Johnson recalled the moment she realized
Starting point is 00:15:38 her now husband, Andrew, was the one. He was just so unapologized. He was just so unapologizing. himself and knew nothing of Hollywood. He hadn't been on a plane before without his family. It was so pure. Listen to Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Our town is small taters by most standards, right? But to the people who grew up here, it's everything. What happens when a quiet Tennessee town becomes the front line in a battle over the future of America? Developers with right-wing ties have purchased hundreds of acres of land in the area. The first thing you see when it pops up is pioneers in Appalachia. But they weren't just planting houses.
Starting point is 00:16:24 We need cities on a shining hill that exemplify and embody the Christian way of life. Stop right there. Is that normal? A podcast about what happens when a small town becomes the site of a social experiment. God need men to rule. Great. And decides to fight back. Do not use my hard work to sell your bull. They're not just opposing what's being planned for here. Our hometown is not a test tube.
Starting point is 00:16:52 They feel like they're standing in opposition to an entire administration. Guess you didn't move in on a bunch of dumb hillbillies now, did you? Listen to Our Town on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Speaking of seasons in life, Hayden Pantier, actress, you know, from Bring It On, scream and so much more. She had been talking a lot about just different seasons of her life that she had been through. There is a Jay Shetty interview
Starting point is 00:17:21 that she did when she released her book about her life and some of her past struggles with addiction and depression and, you know, young child fame and domestic violence and a relationship that she was in. But she recently passed away at the age of 36. There was a call that was made to an apartment that she was at in South
Starting point is 00:17:37 Carolina for a woman in cardiac arrest. And then it was reports were updated. you know, via TMZ that this call actually came in as a woman, cardiac arrest, and there was a mention of an overdose. And now, I mean, everybody across the board's reporting is, including a TMZ, that there was Narcan or Narcon, found at the scene of, you know, where she passed away
Starting point is 00:18:00 because she did pass away on the scene. So again, no toxicology report officially out. I've seen reports that the toxicology and stuff are done, but no official cause of death yet. but, you know, people will begin to speculate whether this was an overdose. Now, the new information that we found out, that was just some background, is that her on-again, off-again boyfriend was actually there with her, him and another family member when she was, you know, and they made the phone call to get responders there.
Starting point is 00:18:31 She was unconscious and they were there as, you know, paramedics tried to revive her back to life and were unsuccessful. and we are told that her on again, off again, boyfriend, Brian Hankerson actually is his name. We are told that he got very emotional when they pronounced her dead, which, I mean, you can imagine. Now, they, now, you know,
Starting point is 00:18:55 Hingerson and Hayden been dating for some time, on again, off again. But, you know, according to recent reports, he sat down for interviews and talked a bit about, you know, you know, just the fact that they were still in a relationship at the current time and that they kept it a secret because of her career, because of how bad their relationship had gotten in the midst of all of the other turmoil. So, you know, fans are trying to put things together.
Starting point is 00:19:24 I saw people pointing fingers toward him. I know that police have said that there was no, you know, imminent or immediate signs of foul play whatsoever. We don't know what happened. But I have seen people pouring out love for her more research. Recently, Salange did. Now, her and Salange did bring it on again together. And, you know, like they were young.
Starting point is 00:19:49 They were teenagers, but this is a movie that, like, a lot of us remember a lot of us point to when it comes to Hayden's career. Salon says, rest in peace, Hayden, because you are so deserving of it. We had so many parallels in our lives and the world watched you so courageously live in your radical truth telling your story. We watched your endless quest for vulnerability and healing. I salute your journey and I honor the work we created together. That became something that really means something to people. Reaching people we couldn't have ever imagined at the time as two young girls trying to keep looking to the light. The light surround you now.
Starting point is 00:20:25 Rest easy, Hayden. I also saw Ms. Viola Davis pour out love for her as well, too. Emma Roberts, Jeremy Renner. So many people are pouring out love as the updates continue, you know, know, and they will. I think people want to know what happened. I know that, you know, like I mentioned, she had talked about her struggles with addictions.
Starting point is 00:20:48 There was also reports via a police report that her boyfriend, Hankerson, who we talked about a bit, when police arrived, he gave police a bag of medicine that she had been taking across various reports. I saw, you know, several outlets reporting that she had been complaining of back pain for the last year. so not for sure if she was taking medicine for that. And, you know, there will be some updates here. But those are the most recent updates.
Starting point is 00:21:17 I wanted to bring you guys that. And we'll watch this closely. The story is developing. Get Bell, Pure Fiber Internet with Crave, Netflix, and Disney Plus. From $94 a month, price guaranteed for two years on Internet with a two-year term and auto pay credit. Visit bell.com for details and to check availability. Bell, connection is everything. Hey, this is Hayes Davenport.
Starting point is 00:21:39 And Sean Clements. We host the podcast Hollywood Handbook on the Big Money Players Network. Our show is extremely accessible to first-time listeners. Each week, we talk to someone in show business, aka The Biz, and try to help them with their careers and see what they have to offer us. Everyone has a good time, and no one gets mad at their publicists for letting them do our show. We've had a lot of great guests like Sarah Sherman. Not that great.
Starting point is 00:22:01 Actually, can you help me shape this? How about we flip it on his head? How about we flip the script? What is the surprise woman? Actually, you think is the straight man is actually the one who's acting weird. Adam Scott, this entire time you've been expecting Adam Sandler to come to visit the show. I would never expect. I would never set expectations for something like that to happen.
Starting point is 00:22:31 If the universe allows for something like that to happen, I'm open to it. I'm always going to accept. You know, Danny McBride, fine. Yeah, it's all this fragile masculinity. Exuding. I could smell it walking down the hallway, to be honest with you. I was like, is that weed? Nope, it's fragile masculinity.
Starting point is 00:22:51 Ben Stiller, no. Because a lot of times, out of context, people don't get it or even know what a circle is. You know what I mean? They're like, they're like, oh, what's a state. Everyone's so dumb. And fake. Right, fake. And also not interesting.
Starting point is 00:23:06 or just like, oh, I've got my life. I don't care about your life. And a lot of other big shots that wouldn't be where they are without us. Oh, and by the way, Will Ferrell told us personally he loves the show and he wants to be a guest on every episode, but he's just so busy. Listen to Hollywood Handbook on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm Hoda Kotbby, host of the podcast Joy 101 with Hoda Kotb. If you know me, you know, I'm always searching for inspiration and useful tools to
Starting point is 00:23:36 maximize joy. So this podcast lets us uncover those things together through meaningful conversations with fascinating people. Like when my friend Henry Winkler offered advice to aspiring actors and really anybody hoping to stand out. You're not hired just to fill time and space. You're hired to fill the space with you. You have something in your guts. You go with it. And Sean Johnson recalled the moment she realized her now husband, Andrew, was the one. He was just so unapologetically himself and knew nothing of Hollywood. He hadn't been on a plane before without his family.
Starting point is 00:24:15 It was so pure. Listen to Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Our town is small taters by most standards, right? But to the people who grew up here, it's everything. What happens when a quiet Tennessee town becomes the front line in a battle over the future? of America. Developers with right-wing ties have purchased hundreds of acres of land in the area. The first thing you see when it pops up is pioneers in Appalachia. But they weren't just planning houses. We need cities on a shining hill that exemplify and embody the Christian way of life.
Starting point is 00:24:56 Stop right there. Is that normal? A podcast about what happens when a small town becomes the site of a social experiment. God need men to rule. Great. And decides to fight back. Do not use my hard work to sell your bull-h- They're not just opposing what's being planned for here. Our hometown is not a test tube. They feel like they're standing in opposition to an entire administration. Guess you didn't move in on a bunch of dumb hillbillies now, did you?
Starting point is 00:25:24 Listen to Our Town on the Iheart radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Now, before we get on out of here, I do want to grab a bit of an interview that she did. I mentioned Jay Shetty in an interview that she did, And I saw him Jay Shetty speak out about, you know, Hayden and her light as well, too. And just her courageous spirit for telling her story. She was very honest about a lot of the things she went through.
Starting point is 00:25:49 She talked about addiction. Let's take a listen. I've been struggling for a long time. And I just needed a break. Four years ended up being the amount of time. And I definitely absolutely did not expect it would be that long. I felt like I was walking blind. and there was nobody there that was really able to support me
Starting point is 00:26:12 in the way that I needed to be supported. And I don't like to ask for help either. You know, I want to be that strong-stoke woman. But, I mean, when you see a happy-go-lucky girl for years, suddenly on the floor in a puddle of mess and alcohol, you've got to know something's wrong. Panetier, revealing that she was first introduced to the substances that would lead her down a dark path in her teen years.
Starting point is 00:26:40 When I was about 16, one of the people that I was working with in my inner circle introduced me for the first time to what she called happy pills. And I had no idea what they were. But I know that when I was given one and I was sent down a red carpet, I was like lively and like totally down to answer the questions and a chatterbox. What did you come to learn those happy pills were? I think they were a form of. Adderall. I was completely
Starting point is 00:27:09 unknowledgeable about about drugs and that kind of thing. I did grow up around people that I felt like I didn't realize till later but I felt like used alcohol as medicine.
Starting point is 00:27:26 She talked about postpartum depression and the decision to give up her daughter following experiencing that. Let's take a listen. What do you want people to know about postpartum depression that you think they miss. That it's real.
Starting point is 00:27:40 That it's not something we make up. It's not something we want. It's not, you know, that we've lost our marbles and it's not something that we want. And it's not something that we want to go through. And we're not lying when we tell you something's wrong. And we're in tears for us. absolutely no reason. Like, we don't have control over this. And this would be the last thing that we would ever want to experience or go through what we want to be with our child, our
Starting point is 00:28:22 brand new child and have, be filled with joy and feel like the luckiest person in the world and, you know, capture every, every moment. And for anyone, to think otherwise is just misinformed and yeah I just I think people need to know a lot more about it need to understand and she also talked about the loss of her brother and how that impacted her currently while she was living oh yeah there's uh there was nothing in my life that feels like losing my other half like the other half that I was that was born to be my, my, the yin to my yang. Um, and we were so close and, especially being the older sibling who that's your job to protect them and keep them safe. And not being able to
Starting point is 00:29:26 is, I mean, heartbreaking doesn't, doesn't even begin to cover it. I would need to a dictionary to go through all the words for all the feelings that, you know, that go through your mind. But I, I mean, I collapsed and it's stayed with me. I know time is like the best, is the best healer generally. But it's been three years and every year it's gotten, it's changed. The heartbreak has changed. But losing him and realizing how much of life, I was going to have to go through alone and without him, where I always saw him as being there. You know, the day that my parents are not here anymore,
Starting point is 00:30:18 I'm going to have to do alone. And the fact that he's not here to be a part of my daughter's life. And the fact that he's, I mean, there's so many times I want to call him all the time. and he was my best friend. And like when he first died, I just remember screaming, I don't want to live in a world where he doesn't exist. So I've unfortunately had to. But he seemed so alive in my head still.
Starting point is 00:31:04 He was such a big, big personality. And he just, like, no matter how, no matter what, like, he was just one of those people, I never thought anything could take him down or take him away. He was so good, too, and it makes you so angry to see some that there are bad people thriving in this world. and then one so good that's just taken from, from you. Why? It's not fair. It doesn't make sense. So that's something.
Starting point is 00:31:48 I just, I don't think I'll ever. I'll never get over. It'll just evolve. Luckily, he was an amazing artist, and I have some of his paintings, and that keeps part of him alive for me. He left that behind, beautiful things behind. And I feel him with me.
Starting point is 00:32:16 I know that he's protecting me from where he is and was needed elsewhere. But I wish they would send him back to me. Praying for her soul, praying for her family. I mean, she started acting at 11 months old in commercials and then grew up in the spotlight. There is always so much that people are dealing with. Man, when I tell you guys, like I started this episode talking about, like, saying,
Starting point is 00:32:41 literally setting boundaries for your life and being like, I don't have the time. Not only should we do that because, like, you need to provide space for your mental to be clear, but literally, y'all, she was 36 years old. Nobody knows what their timeline on this earth is going to look like. It is, and, like, it is so beyond us to think that we, We have all the time in the world because we do not. You got to do the best you can with what you got in my Mariah Carey voice. But like seriously, you have to take the time to really, it's not even about like accomplishing
Starting point is 00:33:16 things. And I used to think, oh my God, I used to think everything was about accomplishing things. And I used to think everything was about achieving this level of success and platform and influence because my whole goal was just like, I always wanted to be able to accumulate audience because I'm like I'll always be able to make money and take care of people I love and I'll also be able to help people. But it's not even really all about that. Get Bell Pure Fiber Internet with Crave Netflix and Disney Plus from $94 a month.
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Starting point is 00:34:06 and try to help them with their careers and see what they have to offer us. Everyone has a good time, and no one gets mad at their publicists for letting them do our show. We've had a lot of great guests like Sarah Sherman, not that great. Actually, can you help me shape this? How about we flip it on his head, right? How about we flip this script? What is the surprise woman? But actually you think is the straight man is actually the one who's acting weird.
Starting point is 00:34:32 Adam Scott, this entire time you've been expecting Adam Sandler to come to visit the show. I would never expect. I would never set expectations for something like that to happen. If the universe allows for something like that to happen, I'm open to it. I'm always going to accept. You know, Danny McBride, fine. Yeah, it's all this fragile masculinity exuding. I could smell it walking down the hallway, to be honest with you.
Starting point is 00:35:01 I was like, is that weed? Nope, it's fragile masculinity. Ben Stiller, no. Because a lot of times out of context, people don't get it or even know what a circle is. You know what I mean? They're like, oh, what's a state? Everyone's so dumb except for you. And fake.
Starting point is 00:35:19 Right, fake and also not interested or just like, oh, I've got my life. I don't care about your life. and a lot of other big shots that wouldn't be where they are without us. Oh, and by the way, Will Ferrell told us personally he loves the show and he wants to be a guest on every episode, but he's just so busy.
Starting point is 00:35:36 Listen to Hollywood Handbook on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm Hoda Kotby, host of the podcast, Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby. If you know me, you know, I'm always searching for inspiration and useful tools to maximize joy. So this podcast lets us uncover those things together through meaningful conversations with fascinating people.
Starting point is 00:36:01 Like when my friend Henry Winkler offered advice to aspiring actors and really anybody hoping to stand out. You're not hired just to fill time and space. You're hired to fill the space with you. You have something in your guts. You go with it. And Sean Johnson recalled the moment she realized her now husband, Andrew, was the one. He was just so unapologetically himself. and knew nothing of Hollywood. He hadn't been on a plane before without his family. It was so pure. Listen to Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby
Starting point is 00:36:35 on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Our town is small taters by most standards, right? But to the people who grew up here, it's everything. What happens when a quiet Tennessee town becomes the front line in a battle over the future of America? Developers with right-wing ties have purchased hundreds of acres of land in the area.
Starting point is 00:36:59 The first thing you see when it pops up is pioneers in Appalachia. But they weren't just planting houses. We need cities on a shining hill that exemplify and embody the Christian way of life. Stop right there. Is that normal? A podcast about what happens
Starting point is 00:37:16 when a small town becomes the site of a social experiment. God need men to rule. Great. And decides to fight back. Do not use my hard work to sell your bullshit. They're not just opposing what's being planned for here.
Starting point is 00:37:31 Our hometown is not a test tube. They feel like they're standing in opposition to an entire administration. Guess you didn't move in on a bunch of dumb hillbillies now, did you? Listen to Our Town on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I saw Young Thug. He spoke to kids in Atlanta and people were, you know, dragging him about what he was saying to the young kids. Let's take a listen to that really quick. So that is really the most important.
Starting point is 00:38:00 FAM is you almost as important as the richest person in the world. So fame is like more so like the money for us. So fame is really the most important. It's very important. You got to keep up with it. You got to always make sure it lead to the right, leads you to the right room. You got to know how to move. You got to move totally different.
Starting point is 00:38:21 You got to move militants. So many, so many things people don't know about fame. That's like very important. You got to know to move. You got to know how to beat because you ain't have to move. in life situations, you know. Now, this was at a charter school in Georgia ages, K through four, according to what I saw online. But people were upset at the message, you know, talking about, like, fame and, you know,
Starting point is 00:38:40 people are interpreting this as him encouraging the kids to want to be famous. But I think it's more so from what I heard from it. And knowing how kids are about celebrities, you know, they don't understand. They're K through fourth grade, right? I think what it is that I interpreted from it anyway was literally what we're saying right now is, like figure out what you got the time for set out to do that do that very well build build and then protect it but also in protecting it what can you do for other people people are literally pouring out love for hayden panacea right now because of her honesty not because she was perfect you know
Starting point is 00:39:18 nobody's perfect not because she was you know without life experience but she used her life experience to come to be her testimony and I'm sure that it's helped somebody that it's it's interview circulated so much even before her passing and now is recirculating again. God rest her soul. This has been another episode of the latest with Lauren the Rosa. I am Lauren the Rosa and I tell you all every single episode, man. Y'all could be anywhere with any old body, but you choose to be right here with me every single episode, my lowriders.
Starting point is 00:39:47 I appreciate you guys and I'll catch you in the next one. Hey, this is Hayes Davenport and Sean Clements. We host the podcast, Hollywood Handbook. Each week, we talk to someone in show business and try to help them. with their careers and see what they have to offer us. Everyone has a good time and no one gets mad at their publicists for letting them do our show. We've had a lot of great guests like Sarah Sherman, Adam Scott, Danny McBride, Ben Stillard, and a lot of other big shots that wouldn't be where they are without us.
Starting point is 00:40:20 Listen to Hollywood Handbook on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm Nick Tutorough. You probably know me from NYPD Blue, the longest yard, or Spike Lease Black Klansman. And on my new podcast, delivering happiness with Nick Tutorial, I deliver pizza to a new I've shared a slice with everyone from Seth Rollins. What are you doing my belt? To Bill Burr. I don't think I've ever met somebody so exactly out of their mind as I am.
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Starting point is 00:41:01 I'm Hottokot Kee, host of the podcast, Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby. You know, I'm always searching. for inspiration and useful tools to maximize joy. Like when my friend Henry Winkler offered advice to aspiring actors and really anybody hoping to stand out. You're not hired just to fill time and space. You're hired to fill the space with you. Listen to Joy 101 with Hoda Kotby on the IHeart Radio app,
Starting point is 00:41:26 Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Our hometown is not a test tube. 90 miles northeast of Nashville, a battle for the future of America, plays out in one small town. Developers with right-wing ties have purchased hundreds of acres of land. We need cities on a shining hill. This is Our Town, a podcast about what happens when a small town becomes the site of a social experiment and fights back. Guess you didn't move in on a bunch of dumb hillbillies now, did you? Listen to Our Town on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
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