The Catechism in a Year (with Fr. Mike Schmitz) - Day 348: The Battle of Prayer (2024)
Episode Date: December 13, 2024Prayer is "grace and grit," as Fr. Mike phrases it. In this section, one of Fr. Mike's favorites in the Catechism, we hear that "we pray as we live because we live as we pray." This living and praying... is a battle in which we must confront our failures and accept the Holy Spirit's grace and aid. Prayer requires humility, trust, and perseverance on our part. In this struggle, we must battle against distraction, ourselves, dryness, and temptation. Today's readings are Catechism paragraphs 2725-2731. This episode has been found to be in conformity with the Catechism by the Institute on the Catechism, under the Subcommittee on the Catechism, USCCB. For the complete reading plan, visit ascensionpress.com/ciy Please note: The Catechism of the Catholic Church contains adult themes that may not be suitable for children - parental discretion is advised.
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Hi, my name is Father Mike Schmitz and you're listening to the Catechism in a Year podcast,
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In 365 days, we'll read through the Catechism of the Catholic Church, discovering our identity
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and you can click follow or subscribe on your podcast app for daily updates and daily notifications today is day 348 it
is a day I've been longing for waiting for looking eagerly for you can leave
you looking eagerly too I don't know today paragraph 2725 to 2731 we begin
today my favorite section in the entire catechism I don't know why I kind of
know why here's the reason why we're talking about the battle of prayer today
and the very first line in 2725 is
a line that I will go over every time I talk to someone about prayer, almost
every time, but every time we go through with our R CIA class, you know, the right
of Christian initiation for adults, the people who are becoming Christian,
becoming Catholic, they don't yet know how to pray. This is one of the things
that I always like to, what's the word, I always like to emphasize, I like to
introduce them to because it says, paragraph paragraph 27 25 prayer is both a gift of grace and a determined
response on our part. It is a gift of grace. Obviously we know this prayer is always a response,
right? When we pray it's responding to God's initiation or God's initiative is that the word
and so it's a gift of grace.
And it's a determined response on our part.
And the very next sentence, we talked about this,
I think with Sister Miriam, says,
it always presupposes effort.
And this is so critical.
This is critical for me, this is critical for every one of us.
Because my vision of prayer for so many years was just,
I guess it's supposed to be easy.
This should be something like, if I love God,
this should all come easily.
That if I'm trying to do as well, this should be simple. It should be piece of cake.
And in fact,
the image I had in my head was it should be like getting into a warm hop to hot
tub, just kind of soak in there, just soak in the spirit,
just soak in God's grace. That's what it sounded like.
When I read what other people described as like the prayers of the saints,
I thought that's what it should feel like. and it didn't, and I was troubled.
And then I read this, this is why I love it so much,
is it just was such a consolation to me
that, oh, prayer's difficult, that makes sense.
If that's, and if that's the norm,
then I'm not doing something wrong.
And something similar is true for all of us listening today.
Prayer is both a gift of grace
and a determined response on our part.
It always presupposes effort.
If you have found yourself having difficulty in prayer,
you are in the right boat.
You're you're doing, maybe you're not doing the wrong thing after all.
Maybe this is just how it goes.
That's what we're going to hear about today.
We're also going to look at some objections to prayer because there are some,
again, this is this whole section is rich.
It is so rich.
I'm going to try to keep this episode as short as we possibly can because my temptation is
to break down literally every sentence.
We're not going to do that.
So let's pray not only that we can keep this to the point, but also that the Lord will
help us become prayers in the midst of difficulty as we pray in the name of the Father and of
the Son and of the Holy Spirit.
And then Father in heaven, we give you praise and glory.
Thank you so much for bringing us to this day.
Thank you so much for getting us all the way to day 348.
We thank you Lord for the ups and downs.
We thank you for the battles we've faced.
We thank you for the successes and the achievements
that you have done through us and through our effort.
We thank you for the grace that we are unaware of.
You surround us, you fill us with your grace.
And we so often are completely unaware of the ways in which you You surround us, you fill us with your grace and we so often are completely unaware
of the ways in which you have sustained us, the ways in which you have been the one unseen and
unfelt but not inactive and not absent. Lord God, you are always present, you are always active.
For all the times that we have failed to recognize your grace your presence your action
We repent of that and we acknowledge you now and we thank you now and we praise and love you now
Be with us always and help us always to recognize your presence and your action in our lives
We make this mighty make this prayer in the mighty name of Jesus Christ our Lord
Amen in the name of the Father and of the Son, You know the Holy Spirit. Amen. It is day 348. We're reading paragraphs 27 25 to 27 31
Article 2 the battle of prayer
Prayer is both a gift of grace and a determined response on our part. It always presupposes effort
the great figures of prayer in the Old Covenant before Christ, as well as the Mother of God,
the saints, and He Himself, all teach us this.
Prayer is a battle.
Against whom?
Against ourselves and against the wiles of the tempter who does all he can to turn man
away from prayer, away from union with God.
We pray as we live, because we live as we pray. If
we do not want to act habitually according to the Spirit of Christ, neither can we pray
habitually in His name. The spiritual battle of the Christian's new life is inseparable
from the battle of prayer.
Objections to Prayer
In the battle of prayer, we must face in ourselves and around us erroneous notions of prayer.
Some people view prayer as a simple psychological activity, others as an effort of concentration
to reach a mental void.
Still others reduce prayer to ritual words and postures.
Many Christians unconsciously regard prayer as an occupation that is incompatible with
all the other things they have to do.
They don't have the time.
Those who seek God by prayer are quickly discouraged
because they do not know that prayer comes also from the Holy Spirit
and not from themselves alone.
We must also face the fact that certain attitudes deriving from the mentality of this present world
can penetrate our lives if we are not vigilant.
For example, some would have it that
only that is true which can be verified by reason and science. Yet prayer is a mystery that overflows
both our conscious and unconscious lives. Others overly prize production and profit, thus prayer,
being unproductive, is useless. Still others exalt sensuality and comfort as the criteria of the true,
the good, and the beautiful, whereas prayer, the criteria of the true, the good, and
the beautiful, whereas prayer, the love of beauty, vilicalia, is caught up in the glory
of the living and true God.
Finally, some see prayer as a flight from the world in reaction against activism, but
in fact, Christian prayer is neither an escape from reality nor a divorce from life.
Finally, our battle has to confront what we experience as failure in prayer, discouragement
during periods of dryness, sadness that because we have great possessions we have not given
all to the Lord, disappointment over not being heard according to our own will, wounded pride
stiffened by the indignity that is ours as sinners, our resistance to the idea that prayer
is a free and unmerited gift and so forth.
The conclusion is always the same, what good does it do to pray?
To overcome these obstacles, we must battle to gain humility, trust, and perseverance.
Humble Vigilance of Heart, Facing Difficulties in Prayer
The habitual difficulty in prayer is distraction.
It can affect words and their meaning in vocal prayer.
It can concern more profoundly him to whom we are praying in vocal prayer,
liturgical or personal, meditation, and contemplative prayer.
To set about hunting down distractions would be to fall into their trap,
when all that is necessary is to turn back to our heart, for distraction reveals to us what we are attached to, and
this humble awareness before the Lord should awaken our preferential love for Him and lead
us resolutely to offer Him our heart to be purified.
Therein lies the battle, the choice of which master to serve.
In positive terms, the battle against the possessive and dominating self requires vigilance, sobriety of heart.
When Jesus insists on vigilance, he always relates it to himself, to his coming on the last day, and every day, today.
The bridegroom comes in the middle of the night. The light that must not be extinguished is that of faith.
Come, my heart says, seek his face."
Another difficulty, especially for those who sincerely want to pray, is dryness.
Dryness belongs to contemplative prayer when the heart is separated from God, with no taste
for thoughts, memories and feelings, even spiritual ones.
This is the moment of sheer faith, clinging faithfully to Jesus in His agony and in His tomb.
Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies,
it remains alone.
But if it dies, it bears much fruit.
If dryness is due to the lack of roots
because the word has fallen on rocky soil,
the battle requires conversion.
There we have it, paragraph 27, 25 to 27,31. You guys was am I wrong? This is incredible. Is it not incredible?
It is okay. There's so much to say so let's just dive in as quickly and efficiently as possible paragraph
2725 says so much as I already mentioned the first thing it says
It's a gift of grace prayer is and a determined response on our part
It always presupposes effort my image as I said a little bit before my image was you when you pray
It's like getting into the hot tub
I realized that that is not prayer prayer is yes
God is the one who moves and grace needs to be present right we realize in paragraph 27 26 the last line there
It says those who seek God by prayer are quickly discouraged
Because they do not know that prayer comes also from the Holy Spirit and not from themselves alone. So we need to understand this, right?
We don't just we don't you know white-knuckle our way and into holiness. We do not white-knuckle our way into prayer. Prayer comes from the Holy Spirit.
It is a gift of grace. So we need to establish that so clearly, so clearly. Every
every form of growth we have in prayer is is God's. And we're merely cooperating with God's work.
At the same time, on our part, it is gift and grit.
It is grace and grit.
That is what it is.
It is a gift of grace and always presupposes effort.
And I love this next line in 2725.
It says, the great figures of prayer
in the old covenant before Christ,
as well as the mother of God, the saints and Jesus himself,
all teach us this.
Prayer is a battle. So good. But
he asked the question, so good. The church asked the question against whom? Well, here's
the answer. Two, two forms. I mean, maybe many more, but here's two against ourselves
and against the wiles of the tempter who does all that he can to turn men away from prayer,
away from union with God. Think about this. Prayer is a battle against me. It pairs a
battle against myself,
because what happens?
I have the thought to pray, it even says this.
It says this later on, in paragraph, we'll hit tomorrow,
paragraph 27, 32, where it says that,
the moment we begin to pray,
a thousand labors or cares thought to be urgent
vie for priority.
And isn't this the case?
When we make the decision, like I realize
that God is inviting me to pray.
There's all the other things that come up,
like, oh, I need to do this, I need to do that,
I need to do so many other things.
But prayer is a battle, first against ourselves.
Also, we're gonna learn some other ways
against what I expect to get out of prayer.
That's gonna be something I have to battle against.
But also against the wiles of the tempter
who does all that he can to turn us away from prayer,
away from union with God.
That is so critical.
That yes, I have to fight against myself
and in so many ways, I am my own worst enemy.
At the same time, the evil one,
he does not want what God wants.
What God wants is for us to have union with him.
We will be most blessed when we have union with God.
And the evil one, just, if he can do anything,
that gets us just off track.
Even if that just simply means,
oh, I'm too busy to pray today,
or whatever the thing is.
He does not want us to have union with God.
I love the next line.
The last actual section of this 27-25 paragraph
is critically important for every one of us.
Because what can happen a
lot of times is we say, okay, I'm going to live however I want to live, but when I go to pray,
I should experience this union with God. If God's grace is there, then I should experience an
abundance of His grace and this should be part of that keeps transforming my heart. And yet I'm going
to live how I want to live. The Pekatechism goes on to say, it says, we pray as we live, because we
live as we pray. This is so good. We we pray as we live because we live as we pray.
This is so good. We pray as we live because we live as we pray. If we do not want to act habitually
according to the Spirit of Christ, neither can we pray habitually in His name. That is conviction is
what that is. That is called conviction of the Holy Spirit, where we realize, yeah, if I don't want
to walk according to the Spirit of Jesus Christ, if I don't want to live on a regular basis according to the Spirit of Jesus Christ,
if I don't want to do God's will on a regular basis, that's habitually, in the Spirit of
Jesus Christ, then how in the world, why in the world would I think I could regularly
pray in the Spirit of Jesus Christ, regularly pray in the name of Jesus himself?
We realize that our lives, how we live, are inseparable from
how we pray.
So what we do, we had pillar three.
Pillar three is all about the moral life, all about life in Christ.
We spent a long time looking at the commandments, looking at how God is calling us to have our
hearts be converted.
And now we're in pillar four, they are incredibly connected.
It says here in paragraph 27 25 the last line, the
spiritual battle and he uses quotes, the spiritual battle of the
Christians new life is inseparable from the battle of prayer. The new life and
new prayer they have to be connected. I cannot consistently live out of the
Spirit of Christ. I cannot consistently live out of that that state of grace,
that state of union with God in my actions, but then hope that I have some kind of deep connection with God in my prayer.
That's just impossible to have.
Now that's conviction.
That's so good.
The next section, objections to prayer.
This is great.
What are some erroneous notions of prayer?
Well, I've talked about some erroneous notions of prayer in previous episodes, but let's
see what the church says right here in paragraph 27-26.
It says, one, some people view prayer as a simple
psychological activity.
So here's the magazine article that says 15 minutes a day
of just this meditation.
And meditation simply is this, as they were prescribing it,
is just deep breaths and kind of calming yourself down.
That's good, take deep breaths, calm yourself down.
That's wonderful, that is not prayer.
It's not simply a psychological activity.
Others, as an effort of concentration,
to reach a mental void.
Right, just clear your mind.
Clear your mind.
That's not prayer either.
Still others, this is good for us.
Reduce prayer to ritual words or postures.
Oh, so I said my prayers.
I made the sign of the cross.
I genuflected.
I, whatever the ritual words or ritual postures,
those are actions and those actions can be great,
they can be good, but that's not prayer either.
We can't simply reduce prayer to ritual words
and ritual postures, right?
So I can't just go through the motions.
I need to put my heart into this.
Now it goes on to say,
many Christians unconsciously regard prayer
as an occupation that is incompatible with all the
other things they have to do. I just I would like to pray but I don't have the time and that's why
I love Father Thomas DuBey at one point. I think maybe I said this in the interview with Sister
Miriam as well, you know all the things we said I don't even remember but I mentioned Father Thomas
DuBey and Father Thomas DuBey had a book I think was called Prayer Primer and it was a question
answer book on prayer.
And one of the times, one of the questions
was something along the lines of,
you know, I'm a mom or I'm a dad, I'm busy,
and I just don't have time to pray.
And Father Dubé, who's kind of,
who is the most gentle person I've ever met
in my entire life, just like a full of life, full of joy.
But also I'd never heard him speak a word of sarcasm,
but he kind of had a little, in his response, I've never heard him speak a word of sarcasm, but
he kind of had a little, in his response, he had a little bit of a little edge to it.
And he said, no, that's no problem.
If you're a mom or dad, you don't have to pray.
That's no problem.
You can be a mediocre mom.
You can be a mediocre dad.
No big deal.
And it was one of those like, Oh, there you go.
And you priest like priest, I'm so busy.
I can't pray.
That's no problem.
You can be a mediocre priest. Just, that's it.
We realize here in paragraph 27-26 that sometimes even us Christians, we unconsciously regard prayer
as an occupation, a thing to do that's incompatible with all the other things we have to do.
We don't have time. And then there's that last line we already said before,
where we realize that those who seek God by prayer are quickly discouraged
Because they don't know that prayer also comes from the Holy Spirit and not from themselves alone
We have to realize this is so important for us so important for us
We realize that this is a yes to the Lord and he's the one who causes the growth
He is the one that that brings us closer and closer to him
We're merely cooperating with him now as we keep moving through this section paragraph 27
27 highlights that oftentimes we can have a mentality of this present world.
This is, for example, someone have it,
that only that is true, which can be verified
by reason and science.
And you've maybe heard of these things,
there are some studies that they have,
like they'll say, you know, they'll have patients
on the second floor of a hospital,
patients on the third floor of a hospital, and they have a scientific study where they'll pray'll have patients on the second floor of a hospital patients on the third floor of a hospital and they have a
Scientific study where they'll pray for the patients on the second floor
But not pray for the patients on the third floor and and what's the result?
and that that's fine, but
again
we realize that
It is not true that only that is true which can be verified by reason and science
Why because prayer is a mystery that overflows both our conscious and unconscious lives. That's just
You can't we can't measure what's going on. Well, they didn't get better or they did get better
yeah, but we can't measure what's going on because
Health is not the only good
There can be deep conversions happening on the second floor because people are praying even if they
Remains ill even if they remained ill,
even if they died from their sickness.
We realize that we can't measure God's grace.
Moving on, it says, others overly prize production
and profit, thus prayer being unproductive is useless.
That's just, isn't that the case going back to someone
who says, I don't have the time?
Well, prayer is unproductive.
It doesn't do anything.
If we're talking about real prayer,
not like here's the temptation all of us have.
And when I say all of us, I mean me,
is okay, I'm gonna go into prayer.
Lord, help me do this next thing.
Okay, I'm gonna go into prayer.
Lord, I need to give a homily.
I need to write a talk.
I need to figure out a decision to make for this next,
whatever the thing is.
And so oftentimes the ways of this world, the mentality of this present world invades
my prayer in this way, where I realize that I sometimes am tempted to use my prayer time
or the time that's dedicated just for union with God.
I'm using it to solve problems, right?
I'm using it to be productive.
And this reminder, no prayer is actually unproductive.
And yes, it brings is actually unproductive.
And yes, it brings us closer to the Lord.
And yes, we get to know his heart
and our hearts become transformed to be like his,
but it's not like prayer is supposed to help us
become better businessmen or better doctors
or better plumbers or whatever the thing is.
Prayer is meant to help us be better Christians.
And yes, hopefully being better Christians
helps us become better in those other areas of our lives. But its primary goal is not to be productive.
Now going on, I love this last one in paragraph 2727. It says, still others exult sensuality
and comfort as the criteria of the true, the good and the beautiful. Have you ever met
anyone like this? Maybe you've been someone like this. Like, wait a second, how can this
be how can this be from God
if it's not comfortable, if it's not, it doesn't feel good?
This is difficult right now.
This is a place not of comfort, but of distress.
How could that be true, good, and beautiful?
How could that be from God?
And yet we realize prayer is at the love of beauty,
Philokalia, is caught up in the glory of the living and true God.
And this reality that now God is often in the difficulty,
God is often in the discomfort.
In fact, God can do more for us some ways
in that discomfort than he does in us
in that pleasure or that comfort.
It's so important for us to realize this.
Now, finally, paragraph 27, 28.
And when I say finally, that's finally of this section,
there's a couple more things to highlight.
Finally, 27, 28 says, our battle has to confront
what we experience as failure in prayer.
And for the rest of the time we're gonna read
through this section of Battle of Prayer,
it's gonna be responding to these bullets.
So the bullets here are, for example, what?
Well, how about discouragement during periods of dryness?
Sadness that because we have great possessions we have not given all to the Lord.
Disappointment over not being heard according to our own will and we're going to talk about that tomorrow.
What why do we complain about not being heard? Well, we realize it's not that we're complaining about not being heard.
Well, maybe it is maybe it is.
Mostly though, it's complaining about not being heard
or disappointed or saddened over not being heard
according to our own will.
Like, I know I came before the Lord
and he didn't even answer, he didn't even hear me.
Well, he heard you, maybe he answered you,
but maybe he didn't answer in the way
that you or I wanted, you know what I mean?
And I don't mean to be insensitive about that, but it's just,
there's something about this that these are, these are difficulties in prayer.
Wounded pride stiffened by the indignity that is ours as sinners.
And that's the reality, right?
Man, I want to be first.
I want to be right.
I want to be the one who, who gets what he wants.
And yet here in prayer God is first and
I'm not even second man. I mean think about this how many people in this world that God loves that I'm not
mmm
God is first. He is and he is on a plane
Completely on his level of his own as the Lord God himself, you know, the only divine being in
That could ever exist or ever will exist.
And I'm not. So I need to recognize that my pride can get in the way.
Our resistance to the idea that prayer is a free
and unmerited gift, that can also,
I can perceive that as failure in prayer.
But all those things, again, the periods of dryness, discouragement, sadness, disappointment, all those things, again the periods of dryness, discouragement, sadness, disappointment,
all those things, it says this, the conclusion is always the same. Here's the question, what good does
it do to pray? What good does it do to pray? Because you might hear these words today and I, as I said,
I hear the battle of prayer. Awesome, let's do this. Prayers always involves effort. That's great. Let's do this and you might hear it and say
Prayer so hard. It's a battle
What good does it do and what we're gonna hear is well, how do I navigate that challenge?
To overcome these obstacles. We must battle to gain humility
trust and perseverance.
So key. Humility, trust, and perseverance. That's why the next section is all about humble vigilance of heart.
So we have distractions. We need to be vigilant. We need to recognize that periods of dryness are there for our good.
Now, we can talk about distraction. I just want to say these last words because, as I said, we're going a little long, but here we are.
Distraction, not be bothered by distraction.
Do not set about hunting down distractions,
but just realize when you're distracted,
calmly and gently bring your attention back to the Lord.
When it comes to dryness,
to realize that dryness belongs to contemplative prayer
when the heart is separated from God. So that's the thing we have to realize. If there's a dryness, to realize that dryness belongs to contemplative prayer when the heart is separated from God.
So that's the thing we have to realize. If there's a dryness in prayer, I have to ask myself this first question.
Have I separated my heart from the Lord?
Now dryness is normal, but the first question when I experience that dryness is, have I taken my heart back from the Lord?
Have I intentionally and consciously chosen to say no to his will?
And if that's not the case, if it's like no I don't have any awareness that I've said no to
God's will. I think I'm pursuing him. I think I'm doing what he's asked me to do. Then the next
question is, okay Lord, how do you want to use this dryness in prayer to purify my heart? Lord,
in fact, the Lord God will use that dryness in prayer to
purify your heart. This is the moment, as it says here, this is the moment of sheer
faith clinging faithfully to Jesus in his agony and in his tomb to be able to
show up again and again even in the midst of dryness. Does vastly, so much
more for the soul than virtually any other kind of prayer. To cling faithfully
to God simply knowing I trust in your promises.
And what he does in those moments is he makes your heart bigger,
makes your love purer because why I don't love the gifts. I love the giver.
I'm not here because I'm not, I'm not getting any gifts, right? I, there,
there is no blessing. This is dry. This is, this feels empty.
I'm here for the giver. I'm not here for the gift.
And that purifies your heart, it purifies your love,
and it does so much more.
So please take consolation in this.
Take consolation in the fact that when you show up
to prayer and it's dry and there's distractions,
okay, Lord, I'm gonna calmly and gently acknowledge
the distraction and bring my heart and my attention
back to you.
When I experience that drynessness I'm gonna ask the question
Am I living outside of your will if there's nothing obvious if there's nothing obvious then be at peace
Lord God use this dryness to purify my love for you because that's what he's doing now
Remember God does the work we are merely cooperating with his work. Even though sometimes that cooperation is difficult
He is present and he is doing
something. So have faith. I am praying for you. Please pray for me. My name is Father Mike. I
cannot wait to see you tomorrow. God bless.