The Checkup with Doctor Mike - The Astrophysicist Who Caught Her Own Cancer | Dr. Becky Smethurst
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At the start of May last year, I found it was a slight dimple on my left breast, basically.
Hearing those words, your entire world just comes crashing down.
You know, it's one of those things where you think, what did I do?
There are people who are like, skip the treatment that your doctor's giving you
and just live healthy, live naturally.
What do you want to say to those people?
I want to say that you're gambling, but the gamble might not pay off.
And the thing is, you only hear from the people that the gamble pays off for.
Welcome back to the Checkup podcast.
Today's guest is Dr. Becky Smithhurst, an astrophysicist from Oxford University in the UK,
who specializes in everyone's favorite astronomy topic, black holes.
Believe me, we go into all of that, plus the inevitable death of the sun,
who owns the moon, debating flat earthers, and of course, aliens.
We also discussed Dr. Becky's startling breast cancer diagnosis
as an otherwise healthy and fit woman in her 30s
and her experience navigating the UK's National Health Service.
But she's not just an outer space expert.
Dr. Becky is also an expert on YouTube,
where she educates her audience of nearly 1 million subscribers
about the wonders of the cosmos.
As a working scientist and YouTuber,
it turns out Dr. Becky and I actually have a lot in common.
Please help me in welcoming Dr. Becky Smithhurst
to the Checkup podcast.
Huge thanks to Garden Health for sponsoring this video.
We function in the same space, but we don't function in the same space.
And I use the term space purposefully.
I get really excited talking about health science.
You get excited talking about science, but on a different side of things.
What side is that?
My side is astrophysics.
Okay.
So black holes specifically, because I'm obsessed with black holes, but mostly it's, you know, the planets, stars, galaxies, alien life.
So like zodiac science?
No.
Not the same.
Not the same.
No.
When I watched a Dr. Oz show, years ago, he said your zodiac sign can actually impact your health.
Do you think that's not?
I don't think.
That's a thing.
No, I don't think that inanimate, rocky objects that have been orbiting the sun for four and a half billion years care about what we're all doing down here.
Fair, fair, fair, fair.
Okay.
So a different world.
Yeah.
How does one get drawn to astrophysics?
When I was a kid, I was the kid that was.
was obsessed with space, space and dolphins, to be fair.
But, you know, I was going to end up in one of those fields.
I was going to be a marine biologist or an astrophysicist,
which weirdly, I think, is like a common thing for a lot of millennials.
Because those are unexplored, deep ocean, local.
Although dolphins don't necessarily live deep.
But, yeah, the mystery of the oceans kind of thing.
So I basically just never lost that spark of interest.
Like, I was a why child.
I constantly asked why, why, why, all the time.
Did people get annoyed by that?
Yes.
What would teachers say to you?
Because I'm curious if it matches with my experience.
The one thing that I remember from my school reports was Fliberti Gibbet was written on my report.
From the sound of music, a flibberti gibbet, a world the way to the clown.
It's basically like she just bounces off the walls and just asks crazy questions all the time.
She's just an annoying child.
My mom says if she had my sister first, she would have had like four more, but she had me first.
You told her a lesson.
But yeah, so I just never lost it.
And I think that's like the hallmark of like a scientist in research today is like you have that innate curiosity to keep asking why.
And so yet when I was like picking subjects to take at school or, you know, what to do at university, it was, you know, astronomy, astrophysics were always at the top of that list.
And that was how I ended up just in a job that, you know, now I'm researching black holes, which sounds crazy.
I didn't like go through school, like intending to do that.
If you'd ask me what do you want to do when you grow up, I had no idea.
But by choosing all the things that I love to do, you know, it just sort of naturally fell out of that.
Yeah. What created that spark for you? How did you learn about the field in general existing or space existing?
I mean, like, I don't even remember the first time I probably learned about space was through some Hollywood movie, you know, space cowboys or something.
I remember having a book that was just called space and it was just like fact files about like here's a fact file, like a whole double page spread on like each planet.
And, you know, he has stars, galaxies.
and I remember devouring that as a kid.
But I also remember thinking, oh, we know everything about space.
You know, and like it was like we're done.
Yeah, we're done.
You know, nothing interesting else here.
You know, we know everything.
And so it wasn't until I was probably about 17 that like I had chosen physics to study as one of my
A levels, as we call them in the UK, because it was like one of my favorite subjects,
not because I was thinking I'd go in a career to do that.
But then I remember asking a question in one of the classes that.
the teacher didn't know the answer to and was like,
I don't actually think anybody knows the answer to that question.
I don't remember what the question was that I asked,
but I remember thinking, wait,
there is something we don't know the answer to?
Yeah.
What?
And then realizing that researcher was a job,
whose job it was to answer those questions
that we don't know the answer to, right?
And the fact that there were still questions
that we didn't know that in terms of all of the side
of astrophysics and space that I loved,
it was like a, it was just like,
my eyes were opened, you know,
And I was like, oh, I actually will go into the astrophysics university now and I will go study it.
And that would be a really fun thing to do as a career.
Did you have any fear or hesitation because you didn't know ultimately what job you would get, but you were interested in the subject?
Any thoughts there?
No, weirdly not.
I think I spoke to like a careers advisor at school as you do like 17.
And they were just like, you can do anything with physics.
It's basically a problem solving degree.
And I was like, oh, okay, cool.
And I'd looked at like lists of careers that people had gone into.
and it was everything from like finance and in the banking.
Oh, really?
Well, especially with things like insurance or anything like that.
It's all mathematics based.
Exactly, right?
Everything is like that.
So you need someone with a really strong like maths background at least.
And they kind of don't care if you've done maths or physics at the end of the day.
Yeah, yeah.
Because it's just applied maths technically.
So like it was one of those things where you just look at the list of careers and, you know,
teachers, yes, but also finance and banking.
And then visual effects is one thing that I looked at as well.
Because, you know, if they're going to blow up a building, they need to know, like, in a film, not really.
But like, if they, you know, like, do that real.
Legitimate.
Exactly.
Yeah.
So it was.
It's a shame they don't do that often with medical scenes and movies.
With some medical dramas they do, but medical scenes, not so much.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Okay.
So you're going into the field.
You're really excited about the prospect of just learning, perhaps answering some questions that were unknowns at the time.
Were you, because we touched on the subject, watching any movies related to space?
Oh, yes.
Yeah?
I remembered vividly watching like Deep Impact and like Armageddon when I was a kid.
I loved those films so, so much.
Like Elijah Wood in Deep Impact.
I'm like, why is that such like a nostalgic hug for me now?
Probably to do with Lord of the Rings.
But like those films I remember and especially like the sort of the discovering the comet
that's going to, you know, wipe out the planet or whatever in deep impact.
Who's going to save them?
Yeah.
Like all of that.
I remember thinking like that was their, that was their job kind of thing.
Also, I do remember in Top Gun,
Kelly McGinnis' character is an astrophysicist.
Wow.
I don't know what she was doing in Top Gun.
Yeah, well, clearly you can go into any field.
Right.
Because, like, Jay, I don't know what she was, like, going to do with whatever knowledge she got during her PhD on, I don't know,
soup enough or something to do with the Top Gun field.
Yeah, I didn't put that together, actually.
No, I think it is kind of bandied around by Hollywood as just like a word for a smart person.
Rocket scientist.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And what is the difference between you and a rocket scientist?
Very different actually.
So like a rocket scientist will be very much kind of like the dynamics of how do you get
something out of Earth's gravity like off the surface of the Earth into space.
And then how do you bring it back down again as well?
So it's the dynamics of like the gravity of like the Earth, but then the moon, if you're
sending something to the moon, where is the moon?
Where is the Earth?
If we send it in this direction, is it going to end up there by the time the moon has
moved into that spot on its orbit, you know?
It's all those like moving parts.
for me as an astrophysicist,
there's kind of two different types
or three different types of astrophysicist you can be.
The first type is like a theorist,
so literally stood aboard with chalk
being like, you know, if we take these equations
that Einstein came up with
about how we describe gravity,
what does it then mean for what like the inside of a star
would be like?
There's then people who run simulations
who go, okay, well, if we plug all those equations
into a computer,
what do we get out?
What does it tell us at the inside of the star is like?
And then there's people like,
which is an observational astrophysicist where you actually go and use telescopes,
take the data and then say, what does that data tell us about the universe?
And it's a really interesting field of science because with most fields of science,
like if you have an experiment, you'll repeat it, like loads and loads and loads and
those are times to see if you get the same answer each time and see if it's repeatable.
And, you know, that's sort of like the scientific method and process.
With astrophysics, you observe a star and it can tell you one thing.
So you have to then almost like repeat your experiment by observing another.
star of the same type and things like that. So it's almost like you're doing it population-wide
in a kind of similar way to medicine in that respect, I guess. Yeah, it is similar because we can't run
like one of these randomized controlled trials for every condition. A, sometimes it's not feasible.
B, sometimes it's not ethical. You don't want to force people to start a bad habit to see if it's
going to make their life shorter. And the flip side, you don't want to withhold a treatment for
something that you know is already beneficial to their life. So the ethics. So the ethics,
can get quite messy when it comes to the healthcare side of things.
But what our side is from the observational side of things is like a cohort trial where
I don't know what your version of that would be, where we watch a group of people over time
and we see how certain things play out and see if any patterns can be elucidated with the
understanding that this is not the highest level of evidence.
So I guess with you, it would be observing it over and over.
and then is there a higher level where you can then say now can we replicate it or attempt to
replicate it or because it's happening so far away there's no shot that's the thing is replication
not really a thing i think with the cohort trial as you called it is basically what we do when we
look back um in terms of look back in time as we say do you say every telescope is a time machine
because light takes time to travel to us so if we're seeing galaxies further away from us
so islands of stars galaxies like hundreds of billions of stars then we're
We're seeing them as they were when the universe was much younger.
So we almost see how they evolved, you know, when you look back 13 billion years ago, it's
like you're seeing baby galaxies.
And now after like 13 billion years of evolution, we're seeing them as they were as like,
you know, sort of, I don't know, whether they'd be middle-aged or old age, because we don't
know how the universe is going to long, the universe is going to live, but we've seen them evolve
in that respect.
Yeah.
So that's kind of our sort of cohort trial.
But then repeatability, I guess, is what we get from simulations.
we say, can we reproduce what we've seen in observations by plugging all the laws of physics
into a computer and seeing if the same thing pops out? And if it doesn't, we know we've missed
something. And interesting, you say we've missed something as opposed to creating a conclusion.
Yeah. Which is where I think a lot of misinformation on the health side starts coming out,
where when researchers that are trying to be honest, they're trying to disprove their hypotheses
and find reasons why their research is imperfect.
Many people are just looking to confirm their research
and they have this ongoing confirmation bias.
But that is the exact opposite of what you'd be doing in your work, right?
Yeah, exactly.
We're always trying to break physics.
And I think that's where a lot of miscommunication comes from.
Like you see headlines being like,
oh, the big bacteria is wrong.
And I think most outshivists would go, yeah, probably.
You know, there's probably something wrong with it.
That's probably something we've missed.
And we've not considered.
and, you know, we know there's a whole chunk of the universe that, you know, doesn't interact with light.
You know, the dark universe as it's called, whether that's dark matter or, you know, dark energy, as it's called.
That's like 95% of the universe and we're like, we still don't really know.
Well, it is.
Of course, the Big Bang theory is probably wrong.
Right.
That's the point of a theory, right?
It's always getting refined all the time as new evidence comes in.
And as we make new observations of things that we haven't been able to before, thanks to new telescopes that can see further, you know, like more.
know, fainter things that we haven't been able to see,
or even, you know, a new technique for observing something
that, you know, we'd never been able to see before.
That all changes things, you know,
in the same way that, you know, people say,
oh, the atom can't be split or, you know, that kind of thing.
It's like, well, you know, we'll never be able to observe a planet
in orbit around another star because stars are too bright.
Oh, well, actually, if we put something in front of the telescope
to block the stars light, oh, actually, we can see the very, very faint planet.
So it's like, just as progress goes, you know,
there's so many things that end up cropping up that nobody expected.
Right.
Do you remember the first moment you look through a telescope?
Telescope? No, weirdly not.
But look up at the sky and realize something different.
What did you realize?
So do you know the constellation, Orion?
I've heard it.
Orion's belt.
This is the three stars.
So Orion is, it's not just his belt.
He's a whole hunter, right?
He's like a man in the sky with a bow and arrow.
And he has like two shoulders and two feet.
And one of his feet is bright blue.
And one of his shoulders is like a red,
star, like a slightly orangey star. And you can see this with your eye. You can see the difference in
color. Like it's very slight, but it's there. And I remember being like in a really, really dark sky
when I was about 10 years old and looking up and sort of going, huh, where is that star? Like, am I
imagining that? You know, like it's a 10 year old being like, do I, you know, am I making things
off almost? But my dad goes, no, no, you can see that. That's right. And we went and find out
why it was. And it's because one of them is a giant blue star that's like the hot, the kind of
hottest star you can get.
And then...
Like most popular or...
No.
Yeah.
Cool.
Viral star.
Yeah.
No, no.
Like the physically hottest star, the biggest star is like 100 times more massive
than the sun.
It's huge.
It's got a blue giant star.
The other one is...
That was called Rigel.
It's the one that's in Orion's foot.
And then the other star is Beetlejuice, which is a red giant star.
Which is red because it's at the end of its life and it's much cooler.
But it's still a...
giant because what happens when stars start to run out of fuel is they try and like resist the
fact that they're running out of fuel and they expand to like cool down so that like only sort of
the bits in the center are sort of going to be it's very human body-esque weirdly yeah yeah like when
we're cold we try and redirect blood flow to internal organs yeah so they're trying to like slow down
the fusion inside so that they can keep fusing hydrogen into helium for longer by expanding to
this red giant phase.
It's what the sun will do
when it eventually runs out fuel and dies.
It will swell to definitely beyond Earth's orbit.
This is like five billion years time.
There's like nothing to worry about.
You promise?
Yeah.
Beyond Earth's orbit.
I'm going to hold it against you if it happens.
It happens tomorrow.
You can,
you can.
I'm going to leave you a nasty comment on Instagram.
Yeah,
but yeah,
it'll be huge.
So it's really cool to think of like the difference.
And the funny thing is every time I tell this to kids,
kids are like,
hang on a minute.
Why is a red star cooler
than a blue?
Why is the blue star hotter?
Because if you think about like...
To color temperatures.
Yeah, like even like, you know, when you turn on a tap, when you start a faucet to use US
lingo.
We have tap.
When you turn a tap, right, the hot tap is red and the cold tap is blue.
So like shouldn't the blue giant star be colder and the red giant star be hotter, but
it's like the opposite way around because it's talking about like light temperature.
Like if you think about...
Like a light bulb.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, yeah.
Even like the spectrum of light, right?
A blue light is a much higher frequency, a higher energy, a higher temperature.
So I like to say, like think about the the flow.
on like a Bunsen burner or like on a gas stove. That's a blue flame. So it's a really,
really hot flame as opposed to like a dying embers of a fire, which is redder. It's cooler.
Yeah. Wow. And you were 10 years old when that happened. Yeah. I didn't quite have that level of
knowledge at that time, but I noticed it and thought, wow. Something unique is happening that you
want to learn about. Now, you've probably looked into a telescope and observed stars and
planets
thousands of times
planets definitely
Saturn is one of my favorite things
to look through a telescope at
especially with people
who've never seen it before
early on in your career
you're doing this
are you feeling anything
emotional or is it
very physics calculated
I'm looking at formulas
and light patterns
no it's emotional
I remember the very first time
I used a professional telescope
it was like the first year of my PhD
and it was in La Palma
so the Canary Islands near like
Tenerife is one of the other islands of the very very
summer is like a big observatory
where there's loads of telescopes that are used professionally
and we went to use one called the Isaac Newton Telescope
and we were looking at galaxies
with growing supermassive black holes
which we can get to basically
I remember you don't look through
this telescope, like it's so big that there isn't an eye piece because you're seeing that
it's so big so you can see really faint things. So actually you wouldn't be able to see anything
with your eye. You need the camera on the back of the telescope to basically open the shutter
and just absorb light over like, you know, minutes to hours, basically to collect enough light
to be able to actually get something on an image. And I remember like the first galaxy we looked at,
it was a 20 minute exposure.
And it was almost like really anti-climactic,
sort of just being like typing a command into the computer,
being like, go.
And I mean like, I guess I'll just wait 20 minutes.
So what did everyone have for breakfast?
Yeah. But there, oh, no, that it was like,
what music are we going to put, are we going to play?
You know what I mean?
My colleagues were like arguing over which musical we were going to put on.
That's an important question.
Yeah.
But then after 20 minutes, my colleague, Brooke,
she was like, oh, the date is up.
And I was like, oh, cool.
And I looked at this screen and was like,
I just couldn't quite believe it.
Like this thing that had been this tiny fuzzy smudged
on like the finder screen where it was like,
okay, we know we have to be this much offset
from this really bright star.
And there's maybe something there,
but we can see it.
And then all of a sudden it was resolved
into this amazing like spiral shaped thing.
And I was just like,
what?
Like I think because it had been so anticlimactic
when we typed in the commandant,
to then have this thing just be realized in something that almost look like a Hubble Space
Telescope photo, which I think, you know, I'd grown up seeing so many Hubble images
that they'd become so iconic and so just like ingrained in your brain that this was
something that, you know, like incredibly insanely clever people did at NASA and Issa and, you know,
and all of a sudden, yeah, we had a very pixelated, you know, version of that because the telescope
we were using, you know, was looking through the atmosphere and Hubble isn't, so you get all, like,
the blurring from the atmosphere. But I was just that like, we, we did that. Like, we took that.
And it was a really emotional moment for me because it was like the first, like, professional
piece of observing I'd done as well. And even though I'd been a year in academia at that point,
doing my PhD and then obviously, you know, all the time before, it was that moment that I felt
like I was like, oh, I'm really like an astrophysicist now. This is serious. Yeah.
If you were to show that image to your friends and loved ones,
and show it with the level of excitement,
as you're describing it today.
Would they just go, what?
Yeah.
Because first of all, it would be black and white.
And they'd be like, huh?
Why is it like and white?
I think about it when parents,
I mean, especially back in the day,
maybe now the images are better,
when they're showing an ultrasound of their baby,
and they go, look, and you're looking at static.
And you're like, oh, wow, that's beautiful baby.
Yeah, where is the baby?
Yeah.
So, especially like a med student,
you're training them to take a look.
And there's nothing to be seen, really.
Yeah, no.
I think the image they could probably appreciate it.
It would be black and white because the telescope
which really just record is their light there,
is there not light there?
So it's black and white.
When they make the beautiful like Hubble Space Telescope images
with all the color, what they're doing is they take
an image through filters.
So they say only let in the wavelengths of light
that give us red colors, that give us green colors,
that give us blue colors.
And then you can add them together
because you have an RGB image.
And that's how you get something nice and colorful.
Wow.
So we just took a black and white image
because we didn't need color,
we just needed it through a single filter.
And I think they could appreciate that.
The bit they couldn't appreciate was what we also took,
which is called a spectrum,
which is where you split the light through like a prism
into its rainbow of colors.
And you record, okay, how much light of each color have you got?
And you can make like a nice graph
where it's like, oh, look at all these like sharp peaks and whatever.
But the raw data almost looks like TV static.
Really?
Like it's literally just like a strip like this.
And it's like there's a brighter patch
where there's a big spike from a certain color
which is from hydrogen that's giving off a very specific color of light.
And basically, you're looking for that really bright, like, stripe in the image that you know,
oh, there's hydrogen kind of thing.
And this, if I showed that to my family, they'd be like, what are we looking?
What even is that?
They just be like, this is nothing.
And I'd be there like, but this is hydrogen around about.
Do you get to a level where someone can pass you one and you go,
you got it?
Like, it's like, you know, when a, God, I'm making the worst analogies.
Like someone gives you a rare Pokemon card.
You're like, that's the illustrator first edition.
Yeah.
That's a shiny YouTube.
Yeah, exactly.
I have that with, um, there's a, so the recently launched James Webb Space Telescope,
I say recently.
It was Christmas 2021.
That feels recent.
That's recent.
It's recent for us.
In 13.8 billion years of the universe's lifetime.
Exactly.
That's astrophysically recent.
Um, but yeah, so the James West Space Telescope launched and it basically broke so many
records of like the most distant thing ever seen.
And the way they.
do it is you're basically looking for a really sharp drop-off in light because essentially
there's been a lot of clouds of gas that have absorbed all of that light in the interim.
So from the first time that absorption happened, you can pinpoint how far away it is.
And so you're really looking for like brightness, brightness, brightness, and then nothing.
And so it's really fun when you see these like raw spectrum and people get it.
And it's like, look at that.
Is there a Guinness World Record for how far?
Yeah.
Oh, what is?
I think it's like 14.1, the red shift, I think, of the most.
I need a number.
I know.
I'm trying to work out.
What does 14.1 mean?
It means like a stretch factor.
So it's like how much the light has been stretched by the expansion of the universe.
And it translates, I think this is off the top of my head, but I think it translates
to about 13.5 billion years.
Wow.
Like in time in terms of that's how long the light's been traveling through the universe.
So that's kind of like how far away it is, 13.5 billion light years.
And then you translate that to be like, okay.
okay, well, the universe is 13.8 billion years old.
So we're seeing that galaxy as it was when the universe was only 300 million years old,
which seems like a massive number.
But in terms of astrophysics, like that's really young.
That's like, you know, just as the first sort of like galaxies and stars were forming.
This is pretty heady.
You can lose yourself.
Oh, yeah.
brainstorming in this scenario.
Yeah.
Does it stay that feeling that you described in looking through this Canary Islands telescope?
or is it like, again, terrible analogy,
so I'm going to apologize for all of these.
When you move into an apartment with a nice view
and you go, I love this view,
and then two years into living there,
you haven't looked at the view once.
Is it like that?
I think you can get a bit complacent,
especially with the numbers involved.
Like you can get very like,
a billion, 10 million, whatever.
It means nothing, you know, but it does.
I think in terms of telescopes,
I'm never tired of JadWST images
or there was a really,
cool tool on one of the, what's called the very large telescope in Chile that like everybody in
my field like drools over every time we see data from it and like every time I'm in like a talk
and someone shows up that data. I'm still like, yeah, that's really cool and I wish I had that
data, you know? So I think there is some aspect of that to some extent, but I still think
I think to be in academia and to be in like research, you have to love it. Otherwise you just
You'll burn out.
Well, yeah.
Or you'll just be like, I don't care.
You'll be like the red star, not the blue star.
Yeah, exactly.
Wow, that's so interesting because my head where I would be so curious is to think about the human side of it all.
Do you ever consider that the areas that you're looking are looking back at you?
Oh, no, I have never been thought about that.
That's so cool, though.
Yeah.
like I think I think about it when so I don't work in the field of exoplanets which is the search for planets around other stars in our galaxy our Milky Way of like 100 billion stars but there are people that do this and like they're expressed sort of like research field is finding planets and it's cool how they do it like they can look for like planets passing in front of stars and the star dips in brightness and it does it like repeatedly so you're like there's a planet there which is really fun and I feel like when I think about that side of things
things, I think, oh, but could there be life on those planets, like looking back at us and going,
oh, hey, there's a planet around that star over there and it's Jupiter that they've found,
you know?
Yeah.
Like, that's kind of cool.
So do you think there is life on other planets?
I think there kind of has to be somewhere.
There has to be.
Yeah, I think there has to be.
Like, if you think about the fact that there are, what, eight planets are on the sun,
the sun is one.
We lost one, right?
We lost one.
I'm so sorry.
Yeah.
Pluto is a dwarf planet.
He's the king of the dwarf planets, though.
that's kind of cool. Does that mean something also like the, the dwarf planet?
Star colors. Does king mean something? In star colors, no. I don't think there's a king of the stars.
Well, no, no, is there a king of the dwarf planet? It's like what makes him the king?
Well, he's the biggest. So he's the king of the dwarves is the joke. Yeah. And what's a dwarf planet?
Basically anything that's not. So there's three definitions for a planet. It has to be orbiting the sun.
It has to be round and not like a potato shape. Why? Why is that important?
So when things get big enough so that gravity essentially can take over to like shape things,
it will naturally make a round shape because we think about like if you had a cube.
And gravity is important because hard to start life without gravity?
Yeah.
I mean, planet definition doesn't really take into account life.
You can have a planet without life.
It's also kind of things like how do we classify what is a planet versus like an asteroid?
Because asteroids are kind of like lumpy potatoes in shape, right?
So why are they lumpy potatoes?
Well, they're not big enough for gravity to have taken a hold to be like, oh, you know, it's weird that there's a skinnier bit here where there's less gravity between the surface than the center versus like, it's a cigar shape and there's, you know, like a less of a pull into the center.
So basically gravity will naturally round stuff over time.
So that's like a second criteria.
And the third criteria, which is the thing that killed Pluto, is that it has to have cleared its orbit.
Like it has to be the like only thing in its orbit.
which for Pluto, Pluto actually...
It feels pretty egotistical.
Maybe Pluto is just really down to Earth.
Maybe.
Literally.
But Pluto crosses Neptune's orbit.
It actually gets closer to the sun than Neptune
like average distance from the sun occasionally.
And also there's a lot of other stuff around Pluto.
It's also technically a binary planet Pluto.
So it's like moon, which is called...
I don't know how you to pronounce it.
It's Sharon, Chiron.
I'm not sure.
But it's like there's many ways to pronounce it,
like beetle juice can be pronounced Bethelgoose.
It's kind of like, whatever you want.
Can it? Can it? Can it? Can it?
Yeah, it can. You want to pronounce it that way?
It's fine. I mean, you can, but you'd be wrong.
No, I think it's like it's totally fine. I think both are allowed.
But yeah, but Blueter is a binary planet because, like, Sharon's not that much smaller than Pluto.
So what happens is instead of like, because when something orbits another thing, it's not like the thing in the middle is static.
Right. The sun is not static as the planets orbit it. The planets pull on the sun slightly as well.
So the same is true for the moon on Earth.
It pulls on Earth.
That's why we have like the tides.
And so for Pluto and Sharon,
Sharon is so, you know,
not just like small compared to its planet
in the way that the moon is to Earth.
It's a very comparable size,
which means that they orbit a position between them
rather than something that's like in the center of Pluto.
And so the two of them are sort of going round each other.
So it's almost not...
How do we make that mistake initially when we did call it a planet?
I think because...
Because people like me in the seven,
grade, we're quite disappointed to lose the planet. It's like we're losing a piece of the solar
system. Yeah, I know. It was sad. I love how Mike Brown, who's like an astrovisist, his handle is Pluto
killer because he was like one of the main people that like... That should be his license plate on
his car for sure. Yeah. I love that he's just took ownership of it. He's like, people are going to
hate me for it. I might as well. So, yeah, I think the reason, it was just because I mean, it was
discovered in the 30s Pluto. It was predicted that there was something out past the orbit of Neptune,
because Neptune's orbit was a bit weird.
So people were actively looking for a planet anyway
beyond Neptune.
And then Pluto was found.
And it was a really fun story how Pluto was found
because we actually observed Pluto like 10 years before.
Like there's what's called pre-discovery images
where people had actually like taken observations with telescopes
and once Pluto's position and orbit were known,
people were able to go back and go,
oh, look there, it wasn't that image.
And we just missed it the whole time, you know?
But it's because it was so tiny and so faint for telescopes back then.
So when it was first found, it was actually thought to be a lot bigger because Pluto is not enough to pull on Neptune's orbit to make it weird in the way Neptune's orbit is.
It's not really very no planet orbit is circular, but at Neptune's orbit is very like elliptical compared to the others.
And so it was like, okay, there's supposed to be something pulling on Neptune, something else big like Neptune.
So we just come with Pluto and people are like, oh, it's the thing that we found.
It's just a faint dot of light in images, right?
So it's like, okay, from its brightness, you estimate a rough size, a rough mass, as we say.
And people are like, oh, it must be the thing that's pulling on Neptune's orbit.
So it must be this big.
It must be as big as Neptune at least.
And so it was overestimated already from the beginning.
And then as more observations were taken of how bright it was and not entirely sure how they ended up getting it.
Like, is it actual size from brightness, I think, from other telescopes.
They whittled it down.
I'm like, that's actually much smaller.
Poor Pluto.
Yeah, poor Pluto.
Yeah.
It's always the mics that are killing the planets.
I blame them all.
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So we got off the topic of life.
Oh yeah.
Yeah.
So people are looking at trying to discover new planets.
Dumb question.
Why can life only be on a planet versus on a star?
I mean, on a star, I guess it would just be the temperature.
A star also doesn't really have a surface.
It's a plasma as well that stars are made of.
we talk about balls of gas and we talk about stars,
but it's actually like the fourth state of matter,
which is like ionized gas.
So, you know, you've taken the electrons
from their orbits around atoms
and separated them from the centers of atoms.
So the center of atoms and electrons
are just roaming freely.
We have plasma on Earth, like neon signs are plasma,
essentially that glow that you get as a plasma.
So it's a weird state of matter.
So I feel like in terms of what we,
at least what we know about life,
like a place.
Like a plasma of extremely hot matter is not the place that you will find it.
However, never say never.
Yeah.
You know.
Because that would be a cool.
It would.
Yeah.
It would.
Like a little amoeba-esque thing flying around the plasma.
That's like the plot of Project Hail Mary.
So if you like that idea, read the book or watch the film.
But yeah.
So in terms of like, you could have life on a moon.
So we're actually looking for life in places like.
Oh, what makes a moon to moon versus a planet?
Because it kind of looks like a planet.
Yeah, so a moon is just orbiting a planet rather than orbiting a star.
And you get fuzzy potato-y shaped moons, like Mars's moons, Demos and Phobos,
are basically captured asteroids that just are like lumpy potatoes.
Whereas like Jupiter's moons, like some of them are bigger than like our moon, you know,
and almost the same size as Pluto.
So, you know, kind of a fuzzy boundary, except it's just they're orbiting a planet.
Got it.
But we're actually looking for life in places like Enceladus, which is a moon of Saturn.
How do you do that?
So there's a couple of different ways.
A lot of the time we're sending probes to those planets,
sorry, to those moons.
The Cassini probe, for example,
that was in orbit around Saturn for a very long time
and gave those incredible images of Saturn
and also the pale blue dot image,
which I don't know if you've seen it,
but it's a picture of Saturn looking back towards the sun
and the Earth is just this tiny blue dot in the bottom corner.
It's beautiful.
So Cassini was in orbit for a long time
and it flew through these plumes,
of sort of like almost like an ice volcano that's coming from Enceladus like from in like this like
crust so there's an icy crust on the outside and we think there's liquid water underneath it
because there's sort of like plume coming out from Enceladus and so it flew through the plumes and was like
oh yeah there's there's water in there that's really exciting for life as we know it at least because
we know that all life pretty much needs water and also looked for things like you know organic
molecules that make up life you know like proteins and things like this that we need for
life. And we can also do similar things with telescopes from the ground or from space as well.
We can actually look at those kind of plumes if we can resolve them with our telescopes. And we can
say what is the light that's reflecting off those plumes giving us in terms of like the
fingerprint? Like what's been, so if you have a molecule in something that's reflecting light,
it can leave like a fingerprint on the light. So we know that it's there. So there's a couple of different
ways you can do it in terms of like stuff in our own solar system. One of the missions I'm really
excited for actually is a like a drone mission to Titan which is one of the means of
Saturn which will be really really cool is literally going to like it's called dragonfly
and it's going to like hop around Titan and that's kind of looking for life as we don't know
it okay so like life that instead of needing water might need like ammonia or something to live
instead or methane okay um so that would be fun in terms of on like exoplanets so like
planets orbiting other stars yeah that's probably harder it's a lot harder a lot harder um
But it's one of the things that the James Webb Space Telescope got built for.
And it's really cool what they can do.
They basically wait for the planet to pass in front of the star.
And then a tiny amount of starlight will pass through the atmosphere.
And again, the molecules in the atmosphere will leave like a fingerprint on the light.
They will like absorb a tiny little color of light away that then we can isolate and go,
is that molecule present in that atmosphere?
Obviously, that's a lot easier when you've got a really thick atmosphere,
something like Jupiter.
Like you can be like, yeah, what a really real thing.
really strong signal. Something like Earth, which has, you know, this tiny, thin atmosphere, right,
that we're all just, you know, cocooned by, but it's just this tiny thing, right? It's not really
very thick. Like, it's a very weak signal. And so there's been a lot of, like, efforts for trying to,
for like rocky planets that we know of, like Earth-like planets that we know of, trying to
figure out what's in the atmosphere, but the data is just so...
Weak.
Noisy and weak. And, yeah, it just... I mean, it's amazing what techniques can do.
do, but at the same time, like, there's, there's a massive argument in the minute, for example,
going on about a planet called K218B.
Fun name, I know, but named after stars, stars are named after catalog names.
So, yeah.
Which is like, is it like a water world?
And does it have this molecule called dimethyl sulfide, which is only produced by bacteria
here on Earth or industry?
Like, does it have that in its atmosphere.
A lot of people are claiming, yes, it does.
The data says it does.
And other people are like, no, you can describe the same data with a flat line.
There's nothing there.
So it's like a really interesting debate that's going on.
Interesting.
But it also raises this question of like,
even if we did believe we made that detection of like,
here is this thing in a planet's atmosphere that points to life.
Doesn't necessarily mean that there's life there.
That could have been.
It could have been or even there could be some chemistry that's going on
that we don't know about.
The early stages of life.
Yeah, exactly.
And I think this is one thing that people don't think about is the timing.
Because like if you think about Earth's been around four and a half billion years,
we've been around a few hundred thousand of that maybe life has been around for a long time obviously
I struggle to even like what do you do with these numbers right like I can think of 50 years
yeah maybe 200 yeah but like what does it mean when you say these numbers okay the best way I
always think about it is actually in time right is if you think about like um I think it's like a million
seconds yeah that's a good one that's a good one but 30 like a million seconds is around a week but a billion seconds
is around 30 years.
Yes.
Right.
No,
it's even longer than that.
Yeah,
I think it brings you back
to like the 17 or 1800s.
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So like if you rewind a million,
God,
is it seconds or minutes?
Maybe that's why.
Maybe you're doing seconds.
Yeah,
maybe you're doing minutes.
Yeah.
But yeah,
okay,
so how do,
what's your trick?
So that's how you measure this time.
Yeah.
That's why,
you know,
when they talk about like,
you know,
if you put like the Earth's history
on a clock,
right?
We've literally been here
for like the last two minutes
or something
of the 24.
hour day. When you say put on a clock. Oh, so like if you put the 4.5 billion years of like the earth's
history. Okay. Into a 24 hour day. Like I think humans have been around for like the last like
minute. Wow. Like we've barely been around. And if you think about how long we've been
either sending stuff to space or looking at the stars and actually be able to make sense of them.
Like it's only in the last hundred years we thought we knew that like other galaxies existed
beyond our own. We thought the entire universe was just our Milky Way galaxy of.
a few hundred billion stars.
So when you think of it like that
in terms of how long we've been around for,
like the likelihood of not just there being
life elsewhere in our galaxy,
but also that it would be at the same stage
of evolution as us.
Same point of time.
You know, it might have already,
you know, like it might still be evolving.
It might still, it might be amoeba.
It might have evolved and like peaked
and already crashed again and, you know,
wiped out its planet or something like that, right?
So when I think about sort of like,
do I think life exists out there in the universe?
I'm like, yes, I think it kind of has to in terms of like the statistics of there are
hundreds of billions of stars in the Milky Way.
The sun is just one star.
And you're not saying that there is life outside this planet right now.
No, that's the thing.
Exactly.
It's like it doesn't have to be.
So you're hedging in a way that really gives you a lot of flexibility.
Exactly.
And also if you think about how many galaxies of stars there are beyond our galaxy, you know,
the latest count puts it around two trillion in the observable universe and they all have
100 billion stars with planets.
Something's going on.
Like something is going on.
We cannot be the only ones.
I think it would be just like arrogant.
It was to assume that we're the only place that like the right conditions for life
were there.
But also like it might be life not as we know it.
You know, it might need some other solvent instead of water to evolve.
You know, it might be sulfuric acid or something, you know.
Maybe they're like alcohol and they live off alcohol.
Yeah.
So we have this thing in exoplanet science, which is called the habitable zone,
which is like the Goldilocks.
you know, where it's like, it's not too hot and it's not too cold for life.
Right.
If you had a planet there around a star.
My PhD supervisor has a thing called the really habitable zone, which is the zone in a galaxy
where you would have the molecules to make alcohol and quinine and citric acid so that you could
make a gin and tonic.
Nice.
And protect yourself from malaria.
There you go.
Win, win, win, in case some mosquitoes hang out.
And also scurvy.
It's true.
What is, since you're an evidence-based person, what is the strongest level of evidence that
there is life outside of life?
Yeah, I don't.
Is there any?
I don't think we have any at the moment.
None.
So like not light somewhere, not a Goldilocks zone, nothing.
Nothing.
And this is the thing, the burden of evidence for proving that there's life elsewhere is huge.
Do you think maybe not just a U.S., the UK, et cetera, are hiding evidence of aliens?
No.
No, not at all.
Because I don't think you'd be able to keep that.
secret because I think scientists, if we ever discovered that there was life that had visitors here
would absolutely shout about it from the rooftops. And I think there is, I think what happens with
misinformation around this topic is really getting across the difference between actual alien life
versus what is a UFO. A UFO is just unidentified flying object. It could quite literally be
anything. And there are so many phenomena that we don't understand and we haven't explained yet that
you know, you know, you see these things.
Oh, it's a video of like a ball of light and it's moving.
Yeah.
Have you ever heard of ball lightning or like plasma balls and things like this?
What?
They just, yeah, it's, they're a thing, right?
Hit me?
Plasma balls?
Plasma balls are a thing.
What's a plasma ball?
So a plasma is, we talked about, right?
It's a gas that's been charged.
So you're taking the electrons away from the,
they're kind of free floating now.
They're free floating.
Yeah.
And so when that happens, you can,
when they travel with the atmosphere very fast,
you can actually get light from it.
You can actually make this.
I wouldn't recommend doing it.
It's one of these things like,
don't try this at home kids.
Maybe look up a YouTube video of where you can make plasma balls
like in a microwave with like two grapes next to each other
because they have like ions between them that create this.
And it's the most bizarre thing you will ever see.
Why are grapes doing this?
I actually don't know why grapes.
I don't know if it's just because they're small enough to fit into a microwave
or if it's like the specific nature of the skins perhaps gives it like a,
like an ionization potential between it.
But it's grapes.
But it looks bizarre, right?
it's like it moves in the most like alien,
for one of a better word way,
like some way that is completely far interest
because we don't experience plasma day to day.
We have solids, we have liquids, we have gases.
We don't have the kind of like temperatures that you need
or like pressures or whatever for plasma.
And so it's one of these things where it's like
if you have the right atmospheric conditions though,
then this can happen.
So that could be one explanation for a lot of UFOs.
So you're saying it's the noise that you hear late at night,
at your house, the odds are that it's an intruder is very low. It's probably the wind, the creaking
wood, the plasma ball, something else. Exactly. And that's why I think just like the burden of
evidence is so high. It's this like the, um, if you say this all the time, right? It's like the,
if you hear hooves, it's, it's horses, not zebras, right? Which is imperfect, by the way.
Sure. Because sometimes it's zebras. Yeah. And you, you have to not write off and keep the zebras in
And it's based on your prior of, you know, where are you in the world? Because if you're in Africa, it probably is going to be separate.
Yeah, for sure. Either of me. Some parts anyway. Yeah. So if you're in Sarangetti National Park, it's probably Sarah. So you got to think about it. Sure. But yeah, the burden of evidence for, for finding life in the universe is very high. But also it's just kind of like, if something like this, we did have evidence of something that was crashed, I don't think you'd be able to ever keep it secret, especially not for as long as it's been claimed to be and things like this, you know. And then one to 10,
How fake is the moon landing?
What's my scale here?
What's one and what's ten?
Basically, the moon landing is not fake.
One is plasma ball and ten is dwarf planet.
Still doesn't make any sense, Mike.
Well, that's exactly right, given the fact that this conspiracy theory doesn't make sense.
Conspiracy doesn't make sense at all, exactly.
And I think it's one of those things.
It's just, again, a massive misunderstanding of like, yeah, people like, but we say,
Stant astronauts in a tin can to the moon.
It's like, yeah, because it's all you needed.
Propulsion is a solved problem.
You literally just need to throw something that way to go that way, right?
And you didn't need, like, computers to do this.
The maths is something we've known for a very long time.
And yet, it was a lot of effort by a lot of people, but it was doable.
And, again, this is just if it had been fake, you don't think Russia would have been, like,
actually, it was fake, they didn't beat us.
You know what I mean?
Like it's just, it's one of those crazy things, right?
And I know that it is bizarre that we did this before,
a lot of the modern technology that we've become to be so reliant on.
But it just was really that simple as just fire something up on a load of fuel.
Do you have to answer that question sometimes on your social media?
Do you get it?
Or you past it already?
I feel like I get a lot more flat earth than I do moon conspiracy.
In what sense?
I get a lot of space is fake.
The Earth is flat, like NASA and all scientists are lying to you.
Oh.
And I'm like, okay.
Where do you think that's coming from?
I don't.
I think it's a mistrust of government.
I think it possibly stems from because a lot of space research is funded through government agencies like NASA and Issa.
And is that because there's not much profit to be made.
So, like, capitalistic companies are not going to go invest in something they can monetize?
Probably, yeah, something like that.
But it's just, I think what's,
strange about it is you see people like doing experiments that they design.
Like we're going to show that the earth is flat and, you know, they design it in this
specific way and they send it up. But then they're almost ignoring the evidence that's then
in front of them, you know? Like what? What? Give me an example. I mean, I don't really engage
with a lot of this content. So probably can't think about it. See, I don't have a choice these
days with all the vaccine stuff that's happening. That is true. You have to do it. This is the thing. Yeah.
I think the vaccine thing has become so
like mainstream and widespread
that so many people are talking about it
that you almost have to
Yeah like I try to think about the one difference
between the two subjects
In that those who
Disbelieve that the earth or those who believe that the earth is flat
Don't have any negative repercussions
To their daily lives
From that belief yes
So they can believe it
They can feel happy about it
No one's gonna really challenge them on it
No
But when you disbelieve in vaccines, in germ theory, you start creating negative impact not just for yourself, but for your own children.
And then for society as a whole, because outbreaks start happening, then viruses mutating and start impacting other geography.
And because we're so interconnected as a world these days, what happens here, happens there, what happens there, happens here.
Yeah. So it's so important. And I just tip my hat to you for that respect. Because I mean, we have the,
the luxury of just kind of being able to ignore it a little bit, you know.
It is funny because, like, for example, in the UK, we have the BBC.
They have to be impartial.
The amount of times that me or my colleagues have been, like, rang up being like,
oh, have you seen this, this, like, flat earth news thing?
You know, we're going to get them on.
And then obviously, because of impartiality, we want to get someone to debate.
And I'm like, no, it's not a debate.
Like, you know, this is something that the Greeks proved, you know?
Do you think that it's not a good idea to debate flat earthers?
Yeah, because it's like, don't engage in a kind of a way, you know,
It's just kind of like there are better uses of our time to not engage, you know?
When it is simple enough as to prove that the earth is round to say, hey, I have a well in Alexandria
and you have a well in Athens, at what time does the sun directly shine down your well?
Oh, our time is different because we're around the earth.
The earth is round.
Like it's not something that's worth time.
It's not a debate, therefore we don't debate, if that makes sense.
And this is the funny thing about flight earth is if you, if I've seen some stuff where you talk to them and they're like, well, what do you think about like, Mars is Mars flat?
And they're like, oh no, Mars is round.
We can see that.
And I'm like, so why don't you think the earth?
The consistency isn't there?
Exactly, right.
Yeah.
And so this is one of these things.
Have you ever heard a really good conspiracy theory about space?
Oh.
No.
I'm trying to think now.
You just run full on no.
I'm like, no, I did enjoy the, do you remember when they launched a Tesla into space?
Yes.
Yeah.
There is a scientific hypothesis called panspermia, which is that all life in the universe has a common origin.
And it's traveled between star systems on things like asteroids and like life on Earth was seeded when, say, an asteroid impacted with Earth.
And, you know, like life was spawned that way.
So like little bacteria came to Earth on an asteroid, for example.
It's not a proven idea.
It is just an idea.
Okay.
When the Tesla was launched into space, we were like, did we just accidentally start
Pansperia?
Did we just send bacteria on a Tesla?
But wait, there's also bacteria on rocket ships, no?
Well, yeah, exactly.
But it was just kind of like most of those things that are launched into space go through
really, really strict, like decontamination protocols, for example.
Oh, they do.
Yeah, yeah.
Like, if you send a rover...
So if you send a rocket into space and you didn't wash it, that's like bad form?
Yeah, well, think about it.
Like if you send a rover to Mars, right?
You send like the curiosity rover up to Mars
and it's going to explore Mars for like a decade.
Right.
And it has like a little tardy grade,
you know, a little like tiny life form
that we know can survive the vacuum of space
because we've tested it on the International Space Station and stuff.
And you send it to Mars.
And then a decade later,
you're trying to prove is there or was their life on Mars
and you find evidence of that.
You're like, well, did I create it?
Did that come from the rovers we've sent?
This is why I actually don't think sending humans to Mars is a good idea, because I think we then, like, if we're ever going to answer that question, there'd always be the question of what was it because we sent humans and it was like, you know, human waste or something.
Well, yeah, we carry a lot of bacteria in our bodies.
So there's a whole galaxy of that in there too.
Yeah, exactly. So that's one of the big issues, I think. And so I don't think the Tesla went through the same strict decontamination protocols that perhaps other agencies that would have launched stuff, would have.
gone through. That's so scary. So I like
that sort of like fun, it's not really
a conspiracy, but I think it's a fun musing of
like, did we accidentally
sport the universe with life by sending a Tesla into
space? Yeah, because we've sent animals into
space, right? Yeah, yeah. There was a dog
monkey or something. There was a dog and a monkey
that both went up in the early space race just
to prove that you could survive the G-forces.
They were sadly never brought back to Earth.
Oh, why didn't we bring them back?
Because we didn't know how
at the time. It was like, well, possibly
we did, but it was kind of like a, we didn't know if they could even survive being brought back
in terms of, like, reentry into the atmosphere and things like that. So it was kind of a proof of
concept that you could go up at all and anything could survive being sent up. So, yeah, it's a bit,
like, space isn't exempt from the horrors of animal testing either. So speaking of conspiracy theories,
tell me about Atlas. Three-Ey Atlas? Yeah. Oh, my God. So this is one of the coolest things
that's happening, I think, in astronomy at the moment, is it's only in the past couple of years that we've
what we call interstellar objects.
So basically like an asteroid or a comet,
but not from our own solar system.
So it's like from another solar system,
it's like formed around another star.
It's been like ejected out of that solar system
because as things are forming,
you've got lumps of rock all clumping together
and they like interact and they get thrown off some of them.
Kind of like, you know, like when you play pool
and like they can collide together
and like one ball goes flying off, one ball stops kind of thing.
So it's gone flying off.
And now we've spotted them coming through our own solar system.
Like we've observed them and we've gone, okay, we've seen it there that day, there, that next day and then there.
So we'll work out its orbit from that.
And we're like, oh, hang on, this is not orbiting the sun.
And we realize it's coming from somewhere else.
And we've seen only three of these things so far.
And the third thing, literally has only been spotted a few months ago.
And it's three I, the third interstellar object.
And it was spotted by the Atlas telescope.
Okay.
And it's very, very cool.
And it has obviously been latched onto by a lot of,
conspiracy theorists and misinformation online and things like this. I think because of well-meaning
scientists publishing things where like well there is a possibility that could it could be an alien
spacecraft let's figure out whether it is you know and all the information we have about this is it's
brightness and how it's moving and things like that and that's what we're having to go off and they're
saying oh well you know it could be you know because of this specific property could that be you know a
different material to like an asteroid that we've necessarily considered but of
course when you publish things like that they get latched onto they get completely
the headline gets twisted exactly yeah and then you know it's like a game of you know so
like the whispers game or you know like the whispers where you pass on like information and it gets
complete telephone thank you um like it just gets completely warped right so there's a huge amount
of misinformation there but these things are so so cool because they allow us to ask so many questions
that we can't just ask by studying like asteroids and comets in the solar system because we talk about
asteroids as being like rubble like left over from the
formation of the solar system that didn't make it into becoming a planet. So they're kind of like
fossil records of like what happened like four billion years ago and things like this. And so we have
that fossil record. And then when you have another object come in from another star system, you think,
well, that's a different fossil record we can then compare to and say like, have things evolved differently
in different star systems to give you different like properties and different features of the rock.
there is a big question about whether they get completely
like annihilated by radiation
passing between star systems and does that completely like
invalidate everything that you look at. We don't know.
And it'll only be by finding more of these things that we figure out
what do other star systems look like. Can we even pinpoint it to a different
star system and stuff like that? Would we ever go out and capture it?
Good question. There have been, maybe not capture it, but send a mission
to one, maybe like impact with it because by impacting with it,
you can throw up a load of sort of like the dust on the surface and maybe you can try and
like capture that. So there was a mission that did do that sort of like almost like what I say
like high five, an asteroid to throw up a load of stuff and then brought it back to Earth.
So maybe we could try and do that at some point and that would be very, very cool. The problem is
we don't get much warning for them because they, because they're interstellar travelers,
they're moving really quite fast and they're sort of coming directly at us. And so they sort of
loop around the sun very quickly. So mobilizing for something like that. You know, usually if you
kind of space mission it's going to take 10 years before launch kind of thing and then now
it takes together but there is plans in place to sort of have one ready for the next one that
we spot but it is very very fun like I was in the office the day that the day after it was
discovered um it was like overnight in the UK so someone literally came in at like 9 o'clock in
the morning got to their desk and realized this had been spotted overnight and they like ran to
my my colleagues office next door um literally just shouting like three high three I we've
three are, you know? And it's just like, it's so much fun seeing the joy in people's faces
when a whole new field of science is created by spotting these things, you know. Wow. What's an
emergency in an astrophysicist's office? Depends what field you're in. An emergency can be like,
usually like if a supernova goes off if you're a supernova person, it can be like, quick, quick,
mobilize, got to get another telescope to point of this thing, you know? And it's like, who's on what
telescope in Hawaii right now? You know, can we call in a favor, you know, all that kind of stuff.
That can be a bit of an emergency if you're in that kind of what's called a transient field.
So something that changes in the sky.
But obviously, the classic one would be asteroid impacting with Earth kind of emergency.
Typical movie.
Yeah.
Script.
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All right, let's get back to the interview.
On your social media, since you're not engaging with flat earthers, are you engaging with
misinformation at all?
Yeah.
Or are you doing primarily education?
Like, what is your goal with the social media?
Yeah.
I mean, I think it's mostly just sort of like educational.
So if there are like comments where people have like misunderstood something, I'll try and like
follow up on that and either in a reply or a comment or even like a short form or something
like that, you know, when you reply. But I think it's not my job to prove to flat earthers
that the earth is round. I think that like I said, it's like a waste of time that you could be
talking to someone about a valid scientific theory that's really, you know, exciting. And I think
my job, what I like to think of it as is like, you know, most of the time when people have,
when they engage with space content, it's usually because there's been some new discovery
or a new telescope launched or a new image from a telescope.
And then, you know, a journalist will cover it for some news site or news channel
and do a great job of the sort of like overarching coverage.
But people might be like, yeah, but how did they, you know, get that or whatever?
And so I'm sort of cutting out the middleman.
I'm like, come to me to find out how we did this, you know, the why we're even doing this.
And it's sort of like a connection between people who, you know, perhaps we're like interested
in science, maybe did science.
at the university.
Like astro curious.
Yeah, exactly.
I think there's a lot of people that love space.
There's a lot of people that love space.
And never lose that curiosity as they get older.
But, you know, they didn't do what I did
and keep following the physics path or whatever.
And they did, you know, go out and do something else,
but still want to keep that connection.
Like what I feel like I do is kind of like,
we have things called journal clubs in academia
where we're like, oh, this new paper came out.
Should we all talk about it and just chat
and what do we think of the idea?
It's kind of that.
But between me and like someone, the audience.
Yeah, the public.
And so I think that's kind of my role is to be that like in for people into the field.
I mean, I mean, I mean, doing what you're doing, but for Astro instead of Medicine.
Right.
And what questions are people asking you?
Are they asking you questions that are hypothetical or more so things that they've seen happen
in the news?
What's the breakdown there?
A bit of a mix.
Yeah, I get some crazy like hypothetical questions.
Yeah.
You know, like, oh, if we crush the earth down into a black hole, how big would it be?
like if we made a black hole in a lab would we all get sucked in you know but then also things like
um you know why doesn't dark matter which is matter we we can't see because it doesn't interact with
light in any way like why doesn't that make like dark stars and dark black holes and things like this
it just kind of stays in fuzzy balls you know why is that and it's like well we think because of this
you know we don't know we don't know exactly what dark matter is but what we do know of it we think
it's this reason. So it gets like as in-depth as that to like fun sort of like, you know,
if I fired a potato into space, how long would it take to come down? You know, like silly things like
this. Yeah, yeah. The what if questions of the world? Exactly. Yeah, exactly like that.
What is your actual job? Um, like, how would you summarize, if you were writing a one or two sentence
resume summary? Yes. So I like to say that I answer the questions that we don't know the answer to
specifically on how supermassive black holes grow.
So we think there's a supermassive black hole
at the center of every galaxy.
How did they get that big?
Why are they at the centers of galaxies?
And what process grew them?
What's a black hole?
Yeah.
That's the million dollar question.
Is that, I feel like you're discounting it.
I feel like it should be a billion or trillion dollars.
Yeah, well, yeah, exactly.
So a black hole is, I like to think that we probably misnamed black holes.
I think that actually contributed to a lot of people's misunderstanding of what they are.
How would you name them if you had to rename them?
I name it a dark star, I think.
Because black hole gives people a sense of it is a hole.
There is nothing.
Exactly.
It's an emptiness.
But it's the exact opposite.
It's literally a mountain of matter is a black hole.
So a black mountain.
A black mountain, yes.
But then also they're not really black either.
We can see them kind of.
So they're White Mountain.
But yeah.
So a black hole, the off thing is that it's a region of space so dense that light can't escape.
A region of space.
With so much stuff there.
With so much stuff that light can't penetrate, leave?
Leave.
Yeah.
So if we think about leaving Earth, right?
The reason we can't leave Earth, like if we jump now, we would not leave the Earth's pull of gravity
is because we can't jump at a high enough speed to escape it.
Only rockets can.
Rockets have to be traveling at 11.
And Michael Jordan.
Well, if we're...
Sorry.
Yeah.
In space jump, maybe.
So, yeah, rockets, you know,
have to be traveling at the right speed
to be able to actually escape the Earth's level of gravity.
And so they have enough speed to do that.
Fine.
So something heavier like Jupiter,
you would have to be traveling even faster to escape from
because it's much heavier.
It's a bigger planet.
Stronger gravity.
Stronger gravity, exactly.
So imagine just like keep piling matter
onto a planet, you know, until it gets...
Is it a speed that you have to surpass
or an acceleration that you have to?
Or is there no difference?
Usually you have to...
Accelerate until you hit a certain speed.
But if you don't accelerate fast enough.
When you're escaping from a pull,
if you're not...
If you're starting stationary,
then yes, you have to reach a...
an acceleration, otherwise the gravity will still overtake you.
But at the end of the day, it's, it's about a speed that you're looking for.
Okay, got it.
So it's not a continuous acceleration that you need to get out?
For the earth, yes.
Because gravity is an acceleration at the end of the day.
Yeah.
But in terms of like, in terms of a black hole, really you would be thinking in terms of speed,
not acceleration.
Okay, got it.
I'm just thinking for my future escape.
Sure, got it.
Yeah, just so you know.
Yeah.
So, yeah.
whole what's happened is you have so much matter in that place that the speed that you would need
to be going to escape the pull of gravity backwards is 300,000 kilometers a second. That's about 186,000
miles a second. And there's nothing in the universe can go faster than light. That was what Einstein
showed us is that it's like a speed limit in the universe. And as you approach that limit,
physics starts to go really weird. Like as you put, you know, to go faster when you're like running,
To get faster and faster, you have to put more energy in, right?
Like a lazy jog is not as energetic as like a really full-on sprint, right?
When you get up close to the speed of light, you can put more energy in, but you won't go faster.
Instead, you'll get heavier, which is bizarre.
Relativity.
Yeah, I'm starting to think of Earth's situation because you're thinking you're running against air molecules.
Right.
But in space, that's not an issue.
So what is creating you to become heavier?
That's essentially what Einstein's theory of relativity tells us, and it's one of those things
I don't think there's extensively. It's fine. I wouldn't have expected it. This is the thing. I like
thinking about relativity every day and it's like no one else does. But it's one of those things
that I don't think we really understand fully why necessarily. Like I could show you an equation
that's like this is why it makes sense and this is pulled out of all the things we know about
like time and space. But in terms of the why, it's just because it happens. Because it happens.
Yeah. And it's a bizarre thing.
And so it means that once you've hit a certain, like, density, the gravity is so strong that you physically cannot go faster to escape it.
So matter gets trapped there, light gets trapped there.
And we don't really know what a black hole looks like because of this, because all of our information comes from light.
And where are we finding these black holes that we even are aware of their existence?
Yeah, so we find them in a few different places.
So stars when they die, some stars, some very, very massive stars.
the cores of the star will collapse into black holes.
And so we've seen them, if you have, say, two stars,
it's called a binary star system where you have two stars that formed
and they're orbiting each other.
And one of them has already gotten superdover and died
and made a black hole.
You can see the pull of it on the other star.
And so we know that it's there.
But then we also know that there are supermassive black holes
at the centers of galaxies.
So instead of something similar in mass to a star,
so say like three times heavier than the sun,
10 times heavier in the sun,
a super massive black hole is anywhere from like a million to 10s, you know, 50 billion times
heavier than the sun.
So they are quite literally super massive.
And if we can't see them, we're just watching their impact on other structures.
We can do this, for example, with, so the Milky Way galaxy, our galaxy has a black hole at its
center, which is four million times heavier than the sun, which we've worked out as there
because we've watched the stars in the middle of the Milky Way,
like right at the very center,
not get pulled in, orbit the black hole.
So like how, you know, that the sun is pulling on Earth,
but Earth is in a stable orbit, so it's not going anywhere, right?
The stars are far enough out.
What keeps it in that stable orbit if the black hole is actively exerting some force?
But the black hole is like in the sun in that scenario.
The sun is exerting some force on Earth, right?
But we're not being sucked towards the sun,
even though the sun is massive, it is huge.
the Earth is not being pulled towards a sun.
Why is it not?
Well, it is, but it's being pulled in a certain way
that it keeps it on a circle orbit, right?
And so unless something took energy away from the Earth
or nudged it slightly to give it extra energy,
we wouldn't change that orbit.
And the same is true for stars.
So the sun is technically orbiting the center of the Milky Way,
the black hole at the center,
but it's not, even though there's some pull there,
it's far enough away that it wouldn't get sucked in.
And the same is true for the stars
in the center. So the closest one orbits at about 12 light years away. So it take light 12 years
to go from the black core to the star. And that's far enough away that even though it is being
pulled towards the black core, which is keeping it in orbit, it's not getting sucked towards
the black hole so that it would fall in. So because we see it's like full, full orbit
around the center. And we plot that orbit out. We can then go, okay, so the thing in the middle
has to be this big to make it go that fast in its orbit. I see why you want to call it a dark star.
or a black star, because it's functioning as the sun just without the sun.
Exactly.
Yeah.
Interesting.
And this is the thing.
I think that's what comes with the misconception is people think of them as these massive vacuum cleaners,
just like, you know, sucking everything up.
But it's the same thing.
It's like, this is why I say, if you could make a black hole in a lab, do it.
Because it would, you know, how much mass are you going to be able to squish down in the lab?
10 grams?
You're going to feel the same pull from a black hole of 10 grams as you would anything
10 grams,
a few ounces.
So the thing that makes the black hole,
the thing that gives a black hole its potential energy exertion is based on its mass.
Yes.
And because it has so much mass.
Yes.
And is that because these stars are huge or because it's a confluence of all these stars?
So it's because of how dense the,
well,
it's because of how dense the black hole is,
but in terms of the stars that make them,
the core that's left behind in a star,
so where all the fusion that turns the hydrogen into helium
that gives out light, the power stars is happening,
all of the hydrogen has been used up.
You've just been left with helium at the end,
and then what does it do next?
It's kind of like, okay,
well, it can maybe fuse helium into heavier things,
but eventually it sort of reaches the end of the line
when it comes to you have enough energy
to keep fusing things together.
And then there's no process making energy
to push out.
against gravity. So like a star, for example, is, you know, the sun is very, very big.
Yeah. It's 10 to the 30 kilograms or something crazy, right? Um, so. I have no idea how to
conceptualize this. A one with 30 zeros after and then kilograms, right? And people like, can you,
can you translate that into imperial? And I'm like, it would still be a lot of zeros. Yeah.
Yeah. Um, how many elephants is that?
Yeah. Um, so if you have like that, that big of a thing, think that gravity is pulling in on that all the
time, but it's got fusion in the center pushing outwards. And so to make a black hole, you
basically have to get rid of the thing that's pushing outwards against gravity so that gravity
sort of starts to win and will collapse everything down to make it so dense that all of a sudden
whatever's happened to that material, it's become so dense that light can't escape. But we just
don't know what then that looks like anymore, you know? Because we've never visualized it.
No, because we can't. Because no light can get to us beyond what we call it the event horizon,
which is like a...
The ending event of the star burning up?
Yeah, exactly.
It's the diameter of the black hole, basically.
It's like the radius of what you classes.
Inside here is the black hole.
And if something crosses that line, it's never coming back.
And we can't see what's inside it.
But we know all the material that was in the center of the star is trapped in there now.
So if you shot a drone into the black hole, what would happen to the drone?
Well, if it could survive, there.
gravity because the thing is the gravity gets so strong that you get like a like the difference in
the gravity between one side of the drone like closest to the black hole and the other side would
be so great that it would get stretched out it's called spaghettification it is perhaps my favorite
word ever spaghettification it is a real physical like terminology that is used
I'm going to use that in a reaction video when we watch someone get pulled apart oh it's a
Spaghettiation of the human body.
Spaghetti.
It's just so much fun to say.
So it would get spaghettified as it got close to the black collar.
It would just like be just this like trail of atoms, you know, sort of slowly falling in.
But essentially if it could survive that, it wouldn't notice anything.
It would cross the event horizon.
Wouldn't know it had crossed it.
But it wouldn't be able to get out again.
So this is the thing.
Interesting.
And it would be able to see what was beyond the event horizon.
and all of a sudden all the light and material that have been trapped in there,
it would then be like, oh, I can see it now.
But like, it wouldn't be able to tell us.
It wouldn't be able to send a signal back to be like,
this is what I'm recording,
because any signal it's sent out would never make it to us.
Because it gets pulled back.
Yeah.
It's a thing that says that, like, it's a really weird thing.
So we talk about space time in astrophysics.
So, like, there's three dimensions of space and then another dimension of time.
And in the same way that, like, you can move through space.
Do you move through time?
They're all intrinsically linked.
In a black hole, it's like if you move in a direction, you're actually moving in time because
the only path that you have is that your future will end up at the very center of black hole.
Yeah.
I have like human life.
We all end up in a black hole in some ways.
Sure.
Usually buried.
Yeah.
Oh, okay.
I see where you go.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
There is an absence of light.
I can say that as well from a medical standpoint.
But, okay, so you have that, and there is no black hole that ever develops in, on the earth.
Not that we know of.
No, there was a, there's one of the big things in our field that was the sort of big miscommunication thing that we had to be like, no, no, no, it's going to be fine.
Was when the, what's called the large Hadron Collider in Switzerland in CERN turned on back in, like, the 2000s.
So it's a huge particle accelerator.
It's a big tunnel that's underground that goes, it's like kilometers, like miles, miles long.
This like huge, huge circle that goes all the way like under the city of Geneva and out into France and background again.
And basically it's so big because they accelerate particles up to near to the speed of light in the tunnel.
And why do they do this?
They collide them together and see what pops out again so that they can understand particles better, basically.
Sounds safe.
Yeah.
It is very safe.
when it switched on, people were like, they're going to make a black hole.
People question vaccines and there's a giant particle accelerator underneath France and Switzerland.
Yeah, exactly.
You have way bigger things to worry about than 5G cell towers, folks.
I love that.
Well, this was the thing that when it switched on, people were like, the energy is so high
you're going to make a black hole and the whole earth's going to get sucked into a black hole.
And people had to come out and go, first of all, the energies are not high enough to make a black hole.
because you'd have to have something like
a billion times higher than the energy that you create
in the particle collisions in the particle accelerator
to make a black hole. So not going to do it.
And B, be kind of cool if we made a black hole
because nothing would happen if we did, you know?
It's too small.
It's too small. So if you did, it would be like particle-sized.
So if you take a, like, you know, a few particles
and collapse it down, it'd be tiny.
So like a, is it, a kilogram black hole
would be smaller than a proton, which is, like,
like smaller than a hydrogen atom basically,
like the center of a hydrogen atom.
What happens if you shine light on a black hole?
Gets trapped there and you never see it again.
Yeah.
Wow.
Yeah.
This is the thing.
So it's just crazy how much like miscommunication there is around it.
Even if it's really small.
Yeah.
Even if it's small.
It would just get trapped.
So it would be,
it was a tiny bit would go.
So anything is like,
like I said,
even if it was a kilogram,
it would have the same pull as anything.
you know, that was a kilogram, like a bag of sugar, right?
It would have the same polar as a bag of sugar.
You're not getting sucked towards a bag of sugar.
You're not getting sucked towards the black hole.
It would only be if you got like too close
and too close for a black hole of something smaller than a proton, right?
It's like you'd have to be on a quantum level to get close enough to it.
Wow.
So for people that are listening that are probably experiencing a black hole in their mind right now.
Yeah.
I have that effect for people.
What?
I give people a few pillars of things that they need to know about.
and take seriously about their health.
And usually it's not mind-blowing.
It's what grandma told us.
It's accurate over generations,
which you need sleep well,
eat moderation,
you know,
that kind of stuff.
What should be three things
that everyone knows about a black hole?
Though we're not going to get sucked towards a black hole.
We're not in danger from a black hole.
Black holes don't suck things towards them.
They just act like any other object in space.
It's only if you get too close.
So if you see a black hole run.
Yeah.
Or it doesn't even matter.
Doesn't even matter.
Doesn't even matter.
So you're going to either succumb or it's not going to do anything.
Yeah.
Yeah.
If you're that close to see a black hole, you probably see close anyway.
So yeah.
And there's nothing close enough that's going to be a danger to us either.
So we're safe from black holes.
We're all good.
Nothing to worry about.
That's a title of the podcast.
Do not lose sleep.
You are safe from black holes.
Do not lose sleep over black hole.
The second thing I think I want to get across people is that we weirdly can see them.
We can't see the black hole itself.
But from the absence of them.
Yes, but also material around a black hole.
is accelerated to such huge speeds by the black horse gravity.
Like if it is sort of like going to eventually fall in,
it kind of falls in on such a slow,
slow, so spiral that on its way down,
it accelerates up such a huge speed that it starts to glow.
And then we can see it with like ultraviolet ray, x-rays,
even invisible light.
And so this is how we tend to study a lot of black holes
is because we can see what's going on around them.
and from how hot something is
and how much light it's giving off,
we can tell a lot about the black hole.
We can work out how heavy it is.
We can work out how fast it's growing.
So how quickly it's taking in more material
of the stuff that's actually gotten close enough to it
in the first place.
Are there many black holes that you're aware of
that you already have identified?
Well, yeah.
So we think,
so pretty much like 10% of all galaxies
have a super massive black hole at the center that's growing.
So we think all galaxies
have a supermassive black hole in the center.
but 10% of them have growing ones that we can see.
And this is the kind of thing that I study.
Are they like tumors of the solar system?
No, they're more like volcanoes.
Like they're active or they're dormant.
You know what I mean?
Try to find them.
No, there are people like, oh, like a medical analogy.
Yeah.
I see what you're saying.
Like some people have them and some people don't,
but it's more like.
Yeah, some tumors are benign and some of them.
Yeah, okay, fair.
Yeah.
Some of them, so we think all black holes will grow
at some point in the life and we'll take a material.
It's just 10% of them at any one time.
seem to be lighting up.
Got it.
Yeah.
And do you have a favorite?
Ooh, T-O-N-6-18.
Again, great name.
T-O-1-6-18.
It's the heaviest.
That's why it's the coolest.
It's 50 billion times heavier than the sun.
Is it also the oldest?
Could be.
Yeah, to be that big.
It could be one of the old.
It's not like the oldest in terms of like the most distant that we've seen or anything
like that.
Oh, I see.
I think maybe technically the oldest would be like out of the Milky Way.
No, the Milky Way is Black Hole and the fact that,
we're seeing it like after 13.8 billion years of evolution, whereas other supermassive
black holes in galaxies we're seeing, even if it's 100,000 years ago versus a million
years ago kind of thing, we're always seeing them a while ago because light takes time to
travel to us. That messes with the mind so quickly. Okay, so third thing you must know about a black
wait, let's recap. First is you're not going to die. You're safe from black holes. Two,
that we can see them. We can see them. That was misinformation. And three, it's really difficult.
to grow them. Like people think of them again as like vacuum cleaners. And you know, you talk about like
getting material close enough to them so that they can use that to grow heavier and, you know,
take more mass and trap more mass inside the black hole, the mountain, the star, you know, the dark star.
But actually getting material close to them is really difficult because, first of all, just how
mind-boggingly big spaces is one thing, but also like the process to actually get
material falling in. Think about like how we said before the sun is orbiting the black hole at the
center of the galaxy. We're not falling into the center of the galaxy. We're on a nice stable orbit.
It's the same as true for hydrogen gas, the stuff that will make new stars, but also feed the
black hole that's just hanging around the galaxy, which you can see when you look up on a night
sky, you see the Milky Way. That's sort of like glow of like someone's spilled milk across the sky.
That's kind of like the glow of our galaxy, the gas and the dust that's in our galaxy.
That kind of stuff is also on a nice stable orbit around the center.
So if there's stable, why are 10% of them growing?
Well, this is the thing.
There has to be a process that sort of nudges the gas,
either take some energy away so that it can lose energy to get off its stable a little bit
and slowly fall to the center.
And so one idea we think is when two galaxies merge together or collide
or even just like fly by each other and like really like pull on each other with their gravity
that can send sort of scramble things up and send stuff tumbling towards the center.
but a lot of my research is proving that that's not the only way this happens.
It also happens like in a galaxy like the Milky Way that is kind of just being left to its own devices.
It can naturally also flow material towards the center along these pretty spiral arms that we see in galaxies,
this like spiral shape.
They can act as like a funnel towards the center.
And that kind of like slow and steady sort of like gross, tortoise growth is what I call it,
as opposed like a hair like with the mergers of the galaxies, which is like a big firework of the growth.
This slow and steady growth is what can actually grow them over billions of years to be that big.
Overwhelming.
Very.
Yes.
It's so cool.
And it's why I love black holes because my little fact file of a book I had as a kid was just like every other page had an image.
You know, when I got the black hole on it was like artist impression and it was just this like black circle.
And I was like, oh, that's boring.
You know, and now we actually have an image of a black hole.
We have two.
We're taken because of the event horizon telescope, which basically combined telescopes all around the world to make an Earth-sized telescope.
And we managed to take the image of like the disc of material spiraling around the black hole.
And it looks like an orange donut, but it's still a really cool picture of a black hole.
Can you be my doctor for a second?
Why when I hear, I'm feeling it a little bit now, but mostly when I feel it the most is when on a night where it's dark, I look up into the sky, I see stars, I freak out.
Oh, okay, so you have the existential crisis reaction.
Okay, so there's two reactions you can have when looking at this guy.
Thank God.
There's the, oh my God, I'm insignificant.
Nothing I do is, you know, worth anything.
I'm tiny.
What's the point?
Right.
Yeah.
Then there's the other thing that's like, oh, nothing I do is significant, so it's totally fine.
Well, I don't think about my significance.
I think about how easy I can float away.
Oh, right.
The floating away thing.
You're freaking out because you're like, this rock isn't enough to hold me here.
Yes.
Like how long until the black holes.
starts impacting the Milky Way and its trajectory with another galaxy.
Isn't this why people lie on like the floor in the middle of a forest to feel grounded?
They feel positive.
But why do I feel negative?
Am I a bad person?
No, I think it's a completely normal reaction because it's so overwhelmingly big, right?
And it's so not, it's so removed from the mundane around us, right?
And I think that's, you either have that two reactions, right?
You either get so freaked out by it or you realize that, you know,
everything is fine and there's nothing to worry about almost because you were worried like I have
that reaction because I'm like oh that thing that I've been stressed about because I thought it was
important I look up at the sky and go that's not that's not important you know but I get the
freak out aspect of it as well I get that but then also it's a lot bigger than you you know so it's
it will it will you're not going to float away you know yeah I hope so I really don't want to
float away yeah that sounds like a really weird bad way to go it does doesn't it yeah I just don't
to float away. Just like an accidental jump. I'll take anything else. Shark attack, I'll take it.
Rather than a very, very slow floating away. When there's nothing you can do. Yeah. And you're just,
oh no. And you don't even know how long. Well, I'm sure you'll know. Well, you would know. If you could
survive the vacuum of space, if you're in a space suit, how long would you have? Like, what,
three days before you die of like dehydration? Well, how long, how much of oxygen do you have in the
space suit? Oh, true. Yeah. That's probably the bigger thing. But then, oh, then you would, yeah,
just like a carbon dioxide.
Yeah, it's like oxygen and then water, food is least important.
So if you had a space suit with a limited supply of oxygen,
you'd eventually just go from dehydration.
Yeah, yeah, for sure.
That's a pretty quick one too, just because without water or in other areas,
methane or whatever.
Life is we don't know it.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And I say people very loosely there.
Yeah.
I just, I felt those moments and I struggle to relate to people who,
look at it with such odd enthusiasm.
Like even I went to El Salvador on a medical mission and I went to a volcano.
And it's an inactive volcano, but you're in the middle of it.
You hike to get in there.
And then you look around and there's just so much open space, it's uncomfortable.
And growing up in the city where I feel like I can take anything and like I box,
I get punched in the face.
Like these are scary things, racing cars.
No fear.
Weird.
And then I stand in a volcano and it's open and I'm just like, what is this pressure?
Yeah, we are exact opposites because I come into a city and I'm like, why am I so enclosed?
Why can't I see the sky?
Like, I'm like, get me out of these like tall buildings.
And, you know, if you put me in a fast car, I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Like, we're exact opposites in that regard, right?
You put me in the middle of the volcano.
I'd be like, why don't put me in space, surrounded by nature?
Like, I always say, like, do you think things that humans build are more beautiful?
or do you think what nature can make is more beautiful?
I'm a human guy.
Yeah, I'm a nature girl.
Yeah.
So I would venture to say that you are more interested in things happening by chance that are special.
Yes.
So would the analogy here be for me to value earning a million dollars.
and for you would be way more exciting to win a million dollars.
Oh, but then no.
Because I would still want to earn it though, right?
Yeah, but that's my chance.
You could say like, oh.
Yeah, but that's a random thing though, right?
Rather than like a million.
True, but like a million year process that's made some really cool rock,
I think is way better than like, oh, we business like,
but it doesn't that random.
It doesn't have an element of randomness.
We're getting into intelligent design.
Yeah, I don't want to offend anyone.
True.
It's just the idea of the Big Bang and every.
that has come forth.
But it's that aspect of like, yeah, it could be.
And it could be the fact that, you know,
that this is now getting into like the quantum aspects of things.
Well, that's a good question.
Let me ask you that directly.
Would you rather win a million dollars or earn a million dollars?
Really?
Yeah.
So you do like the human side of things.
I do.
Yeah, that's true.
That's true.
So you were saying that the quantum side of things like in quantum is just a word
that again gets thrown around by how to be like.
I don't know what it means.
We don't explain at this point, but the quantum bit, you know,
Marvel movies are the worst for that.
Yeah, tell me what that means.
It's talking about like the things that happen on the tiniest scale imaginable.
Like smaller than atoms, you know.
And so on that kind of scale, you get into randomness.
And so it's like a weird thing where in quantum physics,
I can't actually define where the edge of this chair is.
Because it's constantly.
Yeah, exactly.
Like it could be here, but there is actually a very small, vanishingly small,
but still present chance that it could be like, you know,
a kilometer down the road, the edge of the chair.
Because things can.
It can go that far.
Yeah, why not?
Like it's a very small chance, but it could do.
You know what I'm saying?
So it's all based on probabilities.
Yes.
And so this is why like no one ever claims to actually understand quantum physics
because there's just so much of this that could be weird.
But there is this like thought that, you know, the reason we're all here is because
we just ended up with the one random chance that did produce the universe.
Which makes it more special.
But then can't you use, and I've seen a specific bad actor,
weaponized this before on stage.
Okay.
Say that quantum can be used to explain frivolous, inaccurate concepts because they say,
well, why we don't know?
It could be.
Yeah, exactly.
You can take it too far.
So how do we, how do we control quantum?
True.
Yeah, I know what you mean.
Like, how do you draw the line?
I think there's a, I mean, this great kid.
How do we say that this chair isn't a block away?
But that's the thing.
Like, in terms of our real experience, right?
We know that it, we know that it's here.
We're talking about like, you know, the one atom in the edge of the chair.
And you know it because your eyes see it, your hands can sense it.
Yes.
But are your sense is perfect?
Well, exactly.
And I can play that game all day long, right?
Exactly.
Exactly.
So like, how do we?
But the thing is, I don't think the, even the maths of quantum physics tells you for sure either, right?
It would still just give you a probability back.
So you have to be just comfortable with like the unknown.
Like the, it's like 99.99.99% likely or sure that the edge of this chair is here because of what I'm being told.
But even the maths will probably tell you the same thing. It's like it can't be 100% sure that that's where it is. And so when you do study quantum physics, you have to be like willing to accept. A margin of error of some kind. A margin of. It's true for any science, right? But it's more like a margin of like likelihood and probability.
Honestly, this translates really nicely back to health care. And I'll explain why. I believe my new job as a family medicine doctor in the age of AI.
biohacking, social media, dare I say,
is getting people to accept the fact that we cannot control our health
with 100% predictive ability, prevention, cures.
Even a diagnosis is not 100%.
Yet, when people make content on health,
they make it seem quite the opposite,
that they can sell you a product that will catch every condition.
condition, they will sell you a potion that will relieve all symptoms. Like, it doesn't even
matter what symptom you have. And what I try and instill in my patients, which is almost
dangerous to instill, is that I can't prevent and predict a bad outcome in them with
reason, within reason. And I actually saw some negative criticism towards me about this
just before we started filming this podcast, I think applies. There is someone on social media
that is very pro getting people screen for colon cancer.
Right.
Very important.
As a primary care doctor, we talk about it.
And we've set this line of 45 as they age to start.
We lowered that from 50.
I don't know how it is in the UK, by the way.
I'm sure it's quite similar.
Yeah.
And we also throw in if your family member was diagnosed
10 years before their age of diagnosis.
So if they were diagnosed at age 35,
we would start screening you at age 25.
So that's our general screening philosophy.
That's when we would give a colonoscopy recommendation to someone who is healthy, has no symptoms.
It feels great.
But we would still check them for colon cancer if they fit that criteria.
Is that the perfect criteria to catch all cancers?
No.
No.
Because if we try to be perfect in health care, what we end up doing is potentially catching some cancers,
but also now getting a bunch of people hurt by the colonoscopy
because a colonoscopy, while it's safe,
still has side effects,
there's dangerous from putting a scope inside your body,
putting air, et cetera.
Even the procedure of taking a biopsy can have some risk.
And when you're doing these at scale,
because that's how we judge these public health programs,
we have to balance that.
And sometimes we create arbitrary balances,
like this 45.
Does that mean if someone who's 44 might not be,
be a good fit. They totally could be, but we set this arbitrary thing because we can't be 100%
certain. And at times when people have certain symptoms, we recommend getting a colonoscopy.
That is no longer a screening colonoscopy. That is now a diagnostic because they have a
symptom that we suspect is pointing us to the fear of colon cancer and we're getting a scan or a camera.
I don't know what we would call it, imaging. Internal imaging. And in one of the conversations
that I had on this podcast, I pointed out that there are some patients that come in wanting
to get a colonoscopy and they clearly don't need one. And someone saw that, who's very pro-colon
cancer awareness, how in the world would you deny someone a colonoscopy? And I think it's a very nuanced
point because it's not about denying. It's ultimately about trying to do the best thing for that
patient. So now if someone comes in and says something like, my buddy just had colon cancer,
and I'm 28 years old.
And I have no family history.
I have no GI symptoms.
That person doesn't need a colonoscopy.
And it's not because I'm withholding the colonoscopy
because I want to like guard it.
But it's because ultimately that risk benefit ratio
is no longer in that person's best interest.
So that's an example of someone who might want a colonoscopy,
but clearly isn't in the good risk benefit portfolio.
And I think what happens in our poor health care communication
in our shitty health care system,
I don't know how much you love or hate the NHS.
I love it.
Okay, good.
I've seen both sides of people.
There are things wrong with it.
Sure.
It's nowhere near perfect.
We're definitely.
But I'm like pro-NHS.
So in our healthcare system, people come in saying, I've lost weight without trying.
I have bloody stools.
I have this upset GI system and want a colonoscopy.
And then they get shut down.
Either insurance doesn't cover it.
The doctor belittles them and says you're fine.
and then they extrapolate that.
Yeah.
And that's why I think it's like quantum.
I can see.
That was the worst,
longest analogy that I spaghettified that.
You really did.
Yeah.
But I appreciate it.
And I agree that it was a good analogy.
Okay.
Yeah.
But now that we're talking about healthcare.
Yeah.
And I think that was the worst possible segue.
But it got us here.
It got us here.
Yeah, exactly.
Yeah.
just like perhaps the Big Bang wasn't the most effective way to create life, but it got us here.
That's very true.
Tell me why you loved the NHS.
Well, I just think it's amazing because you don't.
For folks are listening, the NHS is the national health system or service.
Service in the UK, yeah.
And basically it means that you could never make, I like to do this, you never make Breaking Bad in the UK, you know.
He would, the whole premise of Breaking Bad, right?
He gets diagnosed cancer and he can't afford his treatment.
So he starts cooking meth.
right yeah no in the NHS he'd get diagnosed and they go let's get you treated and then you leave at the
end of the day and there is no bill you know you give birth there is no bill you you know you need
any sort of drug that's fine there's no obviously you have to get prescribed it but at the same time like
there is no charge for it and I cannot even express to you how bizarre it is to hear some
tales from people in the US as someone who lives in a country with the national health service
when you hear people being like, you know,
I had to go in for this life-saving treatment
and it's bankrupted me and now their entire life
is derailed or whatever it might be.
It's just something I think you grow up taking for granted
that it will be there.
So the idea that if it ever did disappear in the UK
is absolutely horrifying to me because of like, I just don't,
I don't think we realize what we have.
You know, yes, there are things wrong with it
and yes, there are things that could be improved,
but it just, it's fantastic, you know?
What can be approved?
What don't you like about it?
I think the waiting times for,
things that are like elective, not necessarily elective, but like things that aren't life-threatening
are way too long. They can be, you know, over a year to get like, say, you know, like a hit
replacement or something or a new replacement, whatever it might be. Something for quality of life.
Exactly. Yes. People can be waiting a long time for something that would have massively
improved their quality of life. And that is hanging over them and that is very stressful. And I can
get that. And people who can afford to go private in the UK, you know, people can still pay for
healthcare if they want. They can skip that line. So they're really,
is still a definite like wealth imbalance in that healthcare side of things. But if you have a life
threatening condition or if you are going through something like like a pregnancy and wanting to give
birth and stuff like that, the NHS runs like clockwork for that. And it is just fantastic.
You've had some experience. I have. Yes. I have first time experienced the past year.
Yeah. What's that been like? Horrible. But the NHS side of things, everything has been lovely.
So yeah, I was, I guess timeline wise, just to give you an idea of like how quickly I was seen in terms of the NHS.
At the start of May last year, I found it was a slight dimple on my left breast, basically.
And I knew that that was a sign of breast cancer.
And I went, oh, I should probably go check that out.
It was so slight.
It was barely even there.
It was like in certain lights in a mirror.
I was like, huh.
Unusual.
What is that?
Well, it's important that you knew what normal was for you.
True.
Yeah.
That's a good starting point for people.
Yeah.
And I went to my GP, the family healthcare doctor, and they sort of looked at it and went,
hmm, I don't really think it is anything.
Maybe keep an eye on it.
Or I can just refer you if you want to get it checked out for just like peace of mind.
And I went, yes, let's do that, please.
And refer you means refer you towards imaging or a specialist.
Yes.
Yeah, refer you to essentially a breast clinic to have a mammogram and an ultrasound
and if they'd seen anything of biopsy.
So I found that like start of May.
I waited a week, rang my family health care doctor.
They got me in the same day, which was like the Wednesday.
The next Friday I was at the clinic getting checked.
They did an ultrasound and went, there's something there.
And they took a biopsy.
And then two weeks later.
That quickly?
Yeah.
Wow.
The same day.
Two weeks later, I found out the results.
And so that was all in the space of about three and a half to four weeks from me finding
to diagnosis.
And the diagnosis was, sadly, breast cancer.
it was hormone positive, which I was told at the time was the best news I could have received
in terms of like if you were going to have breast cancer, it was the best kind to have because
they could throw everything at it if it's hormone responsive, which was, I guess, a good news,
but I didn't really appreciate it for what it was at the time because it was just like hearing
those words, your entire world just comes crashing down, you know, it's one of those things
where you think, what did I do? There isn't anything you did, you know, why me, you know, because
random chance, you know, by all the metrics of like, you know, eating well and staying healthy
and maintaining a nice weight, not nice way, like a good weight. And then, you know, not drinking
too much. Like I, I wasn't in any of those categories. I didn't smoke, anything like that. So you
just think this is just bad luck, you know. And to have it like the age that I was as well,
it was 35, like it's very young for breast cancer. It's not heard of, but it's very young. So it was
just really bad luck but coming to terms with that was really difficult um we we found out
on like the Tuesday and then on the Friday we went on holiday we had a vacation planned with my mom
dad my sister me and my fiance and it was possibly the best thing that could have happened like it
it was already booked and we were already going and we just went away for the week and all of us were
just like processed that information together.
And I,
we went to Austria,
massively recommend it.
The Alps there are amazing.
Wow. Hiked a mountain and was like,
oh,
I can still hike a mountain.
I'm still fine when I get to the top.
I still feel like me.
This doesn't define me.
It doesn't label me.
And it was like I had this weird like mental clarity at the top of this
mountain like,
I'm going to be fine.
Even if everything's not fine.
Like I'm still me and I can still do things despite this thing.
you know, which I think was a very good thing to have to have happened so soon after getting the
diagnosis. Yeah. When you at that moment were getting the diagnosis, were you processing what
they were presenting to you? No, it was very overwhelming, very, very overwhelming. Because they told me
basically the whole treatment plan. And they were like, it's going to be a year. And I was like,
I'm getting married in a year. I don't like this, I don't want this to be my year.
You know, I want, I, we need to finish this in like six months, you know.
And we, I think we did finish it in nine in the end, but like it was, it was touch and go there for a long time.
But they were basically like, we'll have to do surgery.
You might need a second surgery if we don't quite get like all of it or the margins we want.
You might need chemo and you will definitely have radiotherapy.
And if your genetic test comes back for Bracker, then you might have to have a full of a full, I can't remember the name, mastectomy.
Thank you.
Thankfully that came back negative.
so I was very relieved for all of my female relatives
that they weren't affected as well.
But yeah, it was like processing
what would chemo mean and what would, you know,
a surgery mean, what would that look like?
I just didn't know.
And this was so run of the mill for the doctors
that were speaking to me, you know?
And one of my colleagues said something fun.
He was like, you know, in the nicest way,
you're boring to them because you're very typical case.
You know, it's when you're not boring
that you all of a sudden should worry.
So that again, you know, it sort of helped me wrap my head around it.
And I, like, looking back, like, I wouldn't have wanted them to not tell me all of the treatment plan that I had in store for me.
Like, I wouldn't have just wanted them to say, well, just talk about the next step.
Don't think about it.
Because I would have been, like, no, no, no, tell me what is the, I need to know the plan, you know?
And I'm so much better with a plan.
And when I know the plan, I'm like, great.
But it was so overwhelming.
Because I just never thought about it before.
And I thought I was going to be one of those people that, like,
reads all the research papers and reads all of the stats and the things.
And I just wasn't.
I was like, I'm a scientist, you're a scientist.
I trust you to do your thing.
You just tell me what I need to do and I'll be there.
And I was just like, fine, whatever.
Who was the first person you called when you got the diagnosis?
Well, I was with my fiance and then we drove home and my mom, dad,
and my sister were waiting at home.
And so we told them in person there.
and they were my core.
What was that conversation like?
Hard.
Yeah, everyone was just really like what is going on.
Like, you know, my parents were just like, I don't even, how do we, they'd never
been through anything like this, thank God.
They were just like they had no idea how to help me through it because they hadn't
been through anything like it.
And, you know, they just didn't know what to do because they also didn't know anything
about it either.
So the questions I had, they could.
couldn't help answer or anything like that in the way that parents want to do with their children.
Sure.
My sister is my little sister.
So all of a sudden she's thinking, you know, I have to take care of her now.
The dynamic almost shifts and stuff like that.
And everybody just was just shell-shocked, really, I think, is the way.
So, yeah, because it is just a thing that just explode your life, you know.
All the things you think of are important, all of a sudden stop being important and you, you know,
have to put them to the side.
But all the time, you know, every time someone said, you have to have this thing, you have to
have this thing. I was just thinking, how's that going to impact the wedding? So it's planning a wedding.
You know, it's the only thing on the forefront of your mind when you're doing that, right? And so you're
just thinking, okay, if I have to do that in six months, how does that then affect what I'm going to look
like a year later or something like that, you know, so. It's interesting how such a life, potentially
life altering diagnosis, or if it was missed, how much it could have been a life altering,
misdiagnosis, how much it can impact one's life and yet it's the small things that matter.
the conversations you had in that exam room,
the conversations you had with your family coming back,
the fact that you're thinking about your wedding,
you're not thinking about,
will I grow old?
You're thinking about near future.
You just want that next step.
Well, I had the similar thing with COVID,
and I don't know if you had the similar thing,
but like when they announced lockdown in the UK
and they were like, you can't go anywhere,
I remember vividly people being like,
hang on a minute, it's my, you know,
grandma's 90th birthday at the weekend.
And we've got this table book to this restaurant.
Yeah.
You know, and they're like, no, no, like.
Zoom out.
Yeah, zoom out.
Exactly.
Right.
But you,
you have this thing that you'll fixated on in your,
in your brain.
And it's like your brain can only focus on that one thing.
So you're not thinking about the repercussions of where am I going to be in 10, 15 years.
Because your brain can't zoom out.
It's like,
I have to fixate on this one thing.
And that's how I'm going to cope with this,
you know?
Yeah.
It's how society has been structured for so long to,
because so many things are happening.
There's so much information being thrown out of us.
that we're really just like, let's think about the next thing
because thinking about everything is overwhelming.
And I understand that.
I actually see that pattern play out a lot of times with specialists,
given the fact that I am a GP.
I oftentimes see specialists make plans for patients
based on that same mentality of this organ is struggling,
is suffering.
We need to do everything we can for this organ.
And I'm like, hold on, they have a wedding in a year.
Hold on.
There are a person outside of this chronic kidney disease
diagnosis that you've placed.
And that's, I feel like, the beauty of becoming a little bit more holistic in your thought
process.
But at the same time, probably has how I experience it looking up at the night sky.
To me, when it's so open, it's overwhelming.
So there's like levels to that of how you experience these conditions.
Yeah, exactly.
But I felt like I had to advocate for myself a little bit, you know, in that.
A little bit, a lot of it.
A lot of it.
But like, you know, for example, after surgery, the next step was maybe you'll need
chemo. They did some diagnostic tests. I don't know whether you're familiar with like oncottyping,
things like this, the pathology, which says, like, how at risk are you of recurrence? And mine was
right on the borderline, which was really annoying because I could have avoided chemo, but I didn't
in the end. And I was like, wow. So I did have to have chemo. And they were like, okay, so like,
this is the, in your pathology case, this is what we would recommend. And it was, you know,
a course of chemo that was a dose every three weeks. So it was going to take like five months.
And I went, no. I wanted to do it quicker than that.
And they went, well, you can try doing it
what we call dose dense,
which is where you have a dose every two weeks,
but you have to have injections
to boost your white blood cell counts,
and it's likely that you won't make it
to the end of the regimen,
still doing it every two weeks,
because your body will be,
have just been blasted, basically,
and we'll need time to recover.
And basically, if you do it every three weeks,
basically you have a week where you feel awful,
a week where you start to feel better,
and then a week almost of normality.
And by doing it dose dense,
you kind of get rid of the week of normality.
But I was just like, I want to feel better.
If I'm going to do this thing,
I want to get it over as quick as possible.
I'll feel worse for shorter than not as bad for longer.
Exactly.
Yeah.
And so it meant I did it in like three months rather than five.
And somehow I managed to stay on the dose dense all the way through.
And my last chemo dose was like the Friday before Christmas.
Wow.
And so I managed like finish and like, you know, it was like done.
How did you celebrate that?
I ate so much, like, food that I couldn't eat during chemo.
Okay.
What food?
Like cheese.
Like, you're not allowed to eat.
Like, oh, yeah.
Like, cheese and wine.
And I didn't want any alcohol during chemo at all because chemo basically, my first
dose was like horrific.
It was like the first three doses with this one drug and the last four were a different
drug.
The first one, it was just like the worst hangover of your life, combined with flu, combined with
COVID, like combined with like old AIDS.
is what it felt like. It just felt like I'd been run over with like a truck, basically. And I just had that sort of feeling of like, you know, when you're slightly drunk and you don't want someone to know that you're drunk, like, if you're on a FaceTime call with them and you're like, must focus. Yeah. Like I was on a FaceTime call with Mom and my dad. And I was like, I can't. Yeah. I can't let them know that I'm like feeling this crap. So I was like, focus. And then like, they'd be like, picky, okay. And I'd like catch myself and I'd like fall and almost like a sleep and like, rested and like sprung back awake. And like, yeah, I'm fine. And I just.
couldn't focus like on that first drug and I thought it would be like when you're ill and you wake up and you feel better the next day.
And yeah, I just woke up and I didn't.
And it just was like that for like four or five days.
And I was like, am I going to be like this for like three months?
And I just couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel yet.
And finally I woke up on like the sixth day after that first dose and felt semi-human, semi-human.
Like I could walk downstairs to make myself breakfast.
And I was like, wow, this is an achievement.
and all I wanted to do was like go on a walk.
I was all I wanted to do.
And I was like, I can't leave the house and go on a walk.
I can't do that.
Now, every time I go out on a walk, I'm like,
this is amazing, you know?
Like, it's amazing just to be walking around and not just like in bed.
I couldn't even read a book.
I couldn't focus to read.
And so I like just listened to audiobooks the whole time,
just lying in bed with my eyes closed and was just so grateful any moment I could just get up
and walk around.
Were you scared that that was going to be?
be your permanent existence? Yeah. I had like a week where I was like, what is this? Is this,
is this going to be the next three months looks like? And it was just, I just don't know how
people do it. And like, I remember thinking at the time, like, I've always heard and like,
maybe you watch like medical dramas and stuff, right? Where people are like, no, I don't want
the chemo and they decide they don't want it, you know, or they've had it before and they decide
they don't want it again kind of thing. And I never understood that mindset. I was like,
I'd be the kind of person that, you know, you throw everything at it. And then going through that,
I was like, oh, I see now why people don't.
Yeah.
Why people decide that just because it was a lot.
And I was coal capping throughout the whole thing as well,
which is an absolute medical miracle.
Tell me more.
So they put this almost like skull cap on your head.
To decrease the likelihood of a hair loss.
Yeah.
So it like pumps cold water through it so that you're essentially decreasing circulation.
Yes.
Yeah, it takes your blood out of your scalp.
So the chemo drug doesn't reach your hair.
And oh my God.
it's incredible because I kept my hair, at least the majority, like 80% of it.
Like I lost my sideburns like where because the cap didn't come that far down.
And they're going back now and I'm like, yay.
You're like, I never miss my sideburns this much.
I'm like, look at them grow.
It's very, very fun to watch them come back.
But yeah, so I lost like 20% maybe of my hair.
It didn't stop like shedding, but it kept the majority.
So like looking at me now, I don't think you would realize that I lost it, fine.
Which was part of the like psychology, again, of not feeling like.
a cancer patient, you know, I think as soon as you, like, even with surgery and radiotherapy,
I never felt like a cancer patient. Like, chemo when I was on the ward, I did, but like, otherwise
at home, I didn't feel like I identified as that in a way, even though I was. How come?
I just, it just felt like something I, it wasn't happening to me almost. It was like something
that I was just having, yeah, a little bit. It was like, it was just something that I had to just
tick a box. And I think because I, when the surgery I had was under a general anesthetic,
it, I woke up, walked out the hospital an hour and a half later,
like, had no issues at all.
Wasn't in a lot of pain.
It was absolutely fine.
So I don't know whether I just looked out in that respect,
that I didn't have a bad reaction to the anesthetic,
that it was just in a place that meant that the surgery was easy,
that it wasn't painful, things like that.
I did have to have a second surgery because they didn't quite hit margins around
the tumour, fine, but again, walked out an hour and a half later.
And then just was at home recovering in the way that, like,
if I'd, you know, twisted an ankle.
Yeah, you're just at home recovering.
So it felt very removed from cancer patient, you know.
And I think when we think cancer patient, we think someone who's going through chemo,
someone who's lost their hair.
And so holding onto my hair meant that I didn't feel like I identified in that way.
So I didn't have that sort of psychological burden to get over.
Were there any members of the healthcare team that stand out in your mind as people who
helped you through the journey?
Yeah, I had what they called breast care nurse.
So she was like my point of contact the entire time.
She called Lainey.
She was lovely.
Hi, Lainey.
If you're listening, I don't know.
But essentially, like, any time I had a question about the process or I had something
that I didn't think was right, she was the person that I would ring.
And she would ring occasionally just to check in and go, how are you doing?
You know, and she was the person that was almost zooming out for me as well.
You know, being like, how's the wedding planning going?
you know, you're okay, that kind of thing.
Well, this is what this means, if you have problems.
And so having that point of contact that was trained almost in sort of, you know,
his how to talk to people who are going through this as well was so, so useful,
but knew the big picture, but knew your scenario.
She was just amazing having that there as like a fallback in a way.
Because, yeah, with the doctors, you know, you know they're on it,
but you have like half an hour of their time for the appointments, you know.
And they, you don't, I'm one of those people that.
It's like, I don't want to mess up whatever you're doing.
So I'm just going to, you know, I'm like, I'm going through airport security.
And I'm like, I want the gold star.
You know, I want to be like the perfect passenger for your day.
And I think I'm like, I'm a pupil.
I'm a pupil.
Exactly, right?
I'm like, you have your things that you have to do.
I am here.
Do the things you need to do.
And then I'll ask my questions and I will go.
You know, and like, I don't want to take up too much time.
So having like the nurse there where it was literally like any, you know, nothing is too much.
Yeah.
It's interesting to hear what people remember from their journey.
and I'm curious, given how much misinformation there exists for the cancer treatment world on social media,
was there ever a time where perhaps you read something or you just had an internal feeling
where you thought you made the wrong choice?
Not necessarily the wrong choice, but I think I definitely got the wrong information from online.
So when I was freaking out about needing chemo and not wanting chemo and then I found out I did,
I'd sort of seen that, you know, typically in my case,
people would only have given me a short, like, regimen of chemo,
which was actually the last four doses that I did have.
I didn't, like they wouldn't have given someone in my age the three stronger doses
I had at the beginning of a different drug.
Okay.
And, like, that would have been, like,
the typical medical sort of pipeline that you would have gone down.
And so I sort of, like, was like, okay, it's going to be fine, it's going to be fine.
And then when I got into the appointment,
where they said, oh, actually, no, you're going to be on this.
It then hit me harder almost because I'd sort of thought that I already knew.
Yeah, I'd read something online that was probably, maybe some doctors do do that,
but like I thought that was going to be my path.
So I thought I knew the plan and then the plan was different.
And it was going to be worse.
Did it help you to be able to ask that question that why your plan is different?
It did.
Yeah.
And it got in it was nice to explain to me why in my specific case that it was going to be that way.
Were your doctors or the people that you were asking that question,
to accepting of the fact that you were asking those questions?
Yeah.
Because there's a lot of doctors that are like,
your Google search doesn't replace my degree.
No, no,
don't do that.
No,
and it was very helpful that I'd done the searches as all
because my partner hadn't,
and he was struggling to keep up with the conversation
because he didn't know the terminology necessarily.
He was like,
I'm going to be like the notes taker in every appointment
so you don't have to worry about remembering everything.
That's great.
That's important.
So he was great for that.
And I think it was important that I'd done that,
but it was not from a psychological perspective of knowing
what was coming, if that makes sense.
But yeah, it was funny in my case
because I had people asking me
and like, oh, no, you're all clear now?
And I was like, well, I had no spread, thankfully.
So really it was just a case of, in case it has spread,
we're going to give you chemo.
But we don't know if it has or not,
like micro metastases and like in the blood.
Quantum.
Quantum, random, exactly.
And this is the thing.
It was like one of those things
where we don't know in your specific case,
but on a population-wide level,
we know that if we give you chemo,
you've got better chances.
recurrence is lower, yeah. Exactly. And so it was one of those things where it was just like,
okay, yeah, if we want to throw everything out of this. You're younger, so you have more years to live.
Like if you're older, perhaps there was no necessary. I'm sure that's like that was, that was basically
the main thing was like you, we're protecting more years of life. Yeah. Conversely. And that's how
a lot of times decisions are made in health care. Whereas to an average person's like,
no, no, just do the best thing for that. But like that's different. Years of life. What's important to them?
do they have a wedding coming up?
Like these things are not medical per se,
but they impact medical choice.
Yeah.
And the individualistic part of health care.
Because we have a lot of great evidence on a population level.
But how that then applies to you as Becky coming in and saying,
I have this going on.
This is what's important to me.
This is how I want to live my life.
That should change the plan.
Yeah.
And if it doesn't, perhaps the doctor is not doing right by you.
Well, yeah, exactly.
But I think that was good that they were like,
okay, you can do the dose dense.
If you want to do it quick, then we'll do that.
I tried to speed at radiotherapy as well,
because usually it takes like three weeks of like a lower radiotherapy dose each time.
But they were like, oh, we're doing a trial where it only take a week,
where it's like a higher dose each day.
And I was like, put me on the trial, put me on the trial.
But I got on the control.
And you knew or you knew if I not afterwards?
About afterwards.
Yeah, yeah.
So I was like, fine.
I'll take three weeks then.
So it took three weeks, but fine.
But that's a huge benefit that people don't talk about or at least don't realize
of NHS because you have all the data from the national service,
you can actually do good research,
whereas ours is so fractional and fractured that it's like,
I have a little bit of data from here, maybe a little bit from here.
This system doesn't talk to that system.
So when I try and make them speak to each other, it's a disaster.
That's one of the big, big advantages of having a nationalized healthcare system.
I have a friend of my PhD, actually.
I'm talking about where do astrophysicists go after they've done their degree.
She actually now works at like the UCLA,
not the UCLA, so like UC,
the University of California, like medical group
doing a lot of the sort of like the AI sort of like prediction,
I think side of the medical, I don't even know.
I think it's AI medical stuff, diagnosis, that's the word.
Yeah, oh, brain fog for chemo still.
Diagnosis was the word, yeah,
and the research side of things.
In terms of just like the big data,
because the UC group has sort of a significant data set,
I guess, in a similar way to the NHS.
Yeah, yeah.
No, it's really interesting how certain groups, Kaiser is a big one in the U.S.,
but ones that either cover certain areas, demographics, perhaps work insurers sometimes
have certain groups that get taken care of thousands of patients by one system that's
really popular to study those groups.
I wanted to ask, because there is so much misinformation that I mentioned earlier about
cancer. There are people who are like, skip the treatment that your doctor's giving you and just
live healthy, live naturally. What do you want to say to those people? I want to say that you're
gambling, right? And yeah, your gamble might pay off, but the gamble might not pay off. And the thing is,
you only hear from the people that the gamble pays off for. Yeah, that survivorship bias is really.
It's a virus. Exactly. It's huge on social media because it takes one person to survive.
Yeah.
And that content gets selected by the algorithm because it's so valuable to the ear that now that's the example.
Yeah, exactly.
Whereas the 99 other people who did not survive, no one hears from.
Exactly.
And that's the thing.
And I was so glad, I think, because so much of medicines, like diagnosis, like decision on how to treat a patient, right,
and what best to do for them is based on that population statistics of what's been seen before
in terms of like the risk versus the benefits and like you know in this percentage of people this
thing happened versus this percentage of people like I got that from the start because of my
background in science and I think that the the healthcare team could could see that they didn't
have that that they didn't have that burden to cross like when they were explaining what was going
to happen with me which was I guess helpful it's definitely a big barrier yeah when the level of
health literacy is low in a patient.
Yeah.
Because I might not even begin to start talking about the diagnosis or let alone the
treatment until we get to an understanding of what could be happening, what we can do, what
options we have for checking for certain conditions, and me understanding what they know
versus what they don't know and what they're afraid of.
And having a patient tell me what they think is going on, even though when they're not
scientist or scientific is so valuable because it creates a way for us to communicate in a way
where then that information can land, not in a manipulative way where I can get them to do what I
want, but so they could choose what's actually best for them. That's what a good doctor should help
you do. It should help you make the best decision for you not to push you one way or the other.
A lot of times the recommendation we're making is usually what's in your best interest,
but there are instances where it's absolutely not, and that's okay. But I think in the U.S., I know
we've talked about like the surrounded the Jubilee and these debates and things.
In the U.S.
healthcare system right now,
the people who are in charge,
where I feel like they're making their worst mistakes,
is when they go in front of our Congress and they get asked questions before they take on their positions,
they'll ask them a question about a vaccine.
And they'll say, well, yeah,
the vaccine works,
et cetera,
et cetera.
And they'll say,
well,
do you think it causes autism?
And we know from the scientific research it does not.
Yeah.
but they avoid the question and start talking about individual health.
Well, everyone should have a choice as to whether or not they take.
Individual, that's the conversation you can have with an individual patient.
But you can zoom out and say, on average, this very healthy, healthy average,
these things are safe.
They help people more than they hurt.
They do not cause autism.
But then what you say in an exam room can be different because it might be different for that patient.
Yeah.
But the difference and the nuance between the public health and individual health thing gets lost so often.
But maybe that's because those medical professionals are used to just talking to the individual in that health care room.
They're not used to talking to on a population level to like in that context of being in Congress, right?
I think in those scenarios, if that's happening, that's by definition then being not fit for the job.
Right.
Because that's what their job requires them to do.
Yeah, exactly.
So like that's totally okay.
Yeah.
maybe then be a physician on an individual level.
Because in health care, you want to have good microcare.
Yeah.
Microcare, what happened to you.
But at the same time, you want good macrocare decisions of what research to fund versus
not what avenues make sense.
What avenues can we take a moon shot at and potentially find a cure, even though it likely
won't find a cure, like looking for the furthest black holes or exoskeleton planets.
Exoplanet.
Exoplanet.
Exo planets.
Whatever that is.
Sorry, I'm creating terms.
Spaghettiating, you know, different materials.
So it's a messy system.
It is a messy system.
Do you have any curiosities about health care that you've been curious about that I could perhaps answer?
Oh, I wonder.
Is there anything that has come across your feed perhaps?
Hmm.
I'm trying to think.
You put me on the spot now.
No, no, no, that's the thing.
It's like no pressure.
But if there's anything that you're like, oh, you know what?
I was reading about this trend thing that people were doing.
Yeah.
The bizarre thing is I think of myself is so like
not upper medical stuff but you know, I watch Grace.
Well, that's it.
I mean you're an expert now.
I could do surgery.
It's 20 seasons, whoever it is.
But no.
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I think I wonder how you feel about the sort of stuff that's come out of like the
fertility space of like, you know, gene, not gene editing necessarily, but like the, yeah,
yeah, like how you feel about that kind of stuff.
Because they can do so much good, but can also be ethically murky at times, I guess.
Yeah. I don't have a revolutionary stance on this.
Mine is very much in line with the general scientific consensus of unless you're doing it for a condition that is otherwise fatal.
You're gambling with the ethics of humanity, which is not original.
But yeah, yeah.
It's a stance.
It's the stuff that always fascinates me.
Because I've seen people in other countries start messing with genes to potentially find a cure for HIV.
And I'm like, well, hold on a second.
Risk benefit.
We have treatments for HIV that people live now, especially if you diagnosed it early, the same lifespan.
Yeah.
With antivirals.
So do we need to start messing with people's genetics for that?
So I think there's like, and also I try and zoom out even more.
What why say here, what happens in the U.S., it doesn't mean that is what's going to happen in another country.
They have their own rules and their own cultures and their own beliefs of how they're going to proceed with it.
So like the idea that one scientist or one doctor somewhere has some belief, it's fairly limited.
Which is why I think the power of consensus is so valuable.
And people undervalue it these days.
Do you have friends that are anti-science in your life or loved ones?
I don't think so.
No.
That's amazing.
You're really lucky.
No, no, like I can't turn a corner without having someone either in my personal life or professional even where they're like,
but you know, that's bullshit.
I'm like, what?
Yeah, I haven't got maybe, yeah, I haven't come across it.
So what happens to you if you're sitting, you guys don't, like, what's your biggest holiday?
Christmas.
Is it Christmas?
Yeah, I guess so.
Yeah, Christmas.
That's your national holiday?
Yeah.
Wow.
It's like most people will take a week off for Christmas.
For Christmas.
Okay, so you're sitting at Christmas dinner.
Mm-hmm.
And someone looks at you and goes, come on, you know, it's flat.
What do you do?
What?
Like, what are they paying you to see?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
No.
You NASA shell and whatever.
Yeah. What's the opposite of a pharma shill for?
I think I'd probably be too many glasses of winding down to care, to be honest on Christmas Day.
But, yeah, I think it's hard, especially if there's a loved one.
Like, you'd be like, like, you wouldn't know, like, almost like where to start.
You'd be shocked.
Yeah.
Wow, you live a really pure life.
No, it's really impressive.
I'm realizing this now.
You have such great people around you that no one is questioning science.
Yeah, I feel like...
Is that the temperature in the UK right now?
Is that the climate?
Yeah, I was about to say, is this maybe like a UK education system kind of thing?
But I don't know, maybe.
I think so.
I don't think there's many people that question science as much.
I cannot believe that I'm so jealous.
I've never been more jealous.
I think we did have a lot too fair during like COVID and stuff.
People were questioning like...
But like from a like a, you know, where's the evidence to back this up that you have that
like lockdowns help and all this kind of stuff and everything.
I mean, those are government rules versus science rules.
Yeah, but in terms of like, I mean, there has been, to be fair, like a drop in vaccination
uptake.
I don't think it's been as extreme as in the US.
But I think that's because of like the globalization of social media.
Yeah.
Necessarily it's sort of like infiltrating and coming over necessarily.
Yeah.
A little bit.
But I don't, I personally haven't experienced that kind of like science denialism.
I bless you, continued experience with that.
I will stay in my little happy cocoon if I can.
I promise if you go downstairs here in Times Square.
I'll find someone.
You won't find someone.
I'll find a few.
It'll be a lot.
So clearly we need to make some changes very rapidly.
Okay.
So if we're now looking into a telescope that looks into the future, I just created
this telescope.
Sure.
Yeah.
And we're looking 10 years from now.
Where's Becky?
Oh, where am I?
Oh, I hope I am.
I have a permanent job at the university
because at the minute, I am in that fun stage of academia
where I'm between PhD and professorship.
So I know in the US professorship is anybody who teaches,
but so it's like tenure.
I don't have tenure, yeah,
is the way that you would say it in the US.
And so I'm on like...
But you have a PhD.
I have a PhD and I'm hired by the university
and I am on like, you know, like three
or like five year contracts at a time.
Got it.
Where it's like, here's research to be funded for five years.
Great.
So I don't have that like job security.
And then I do YouTube stuff
that doesn't have job security and stability.
That's the least.
So, right, so you have like both of these jobs that don't do it.
So I guess I hope that I am in a position where I have like a tenured job so that I can
sort of relax a little bit into the research side of things.
And there's not that like constant feeling of being on a treadmill of like go, go, go, go, go, go,
otherwise you won't have a job by the end of it.
Fair.
With like a really nice research group, you know, that's like a lovely, like, you know,
very happy, like enthusiastic little group of like, we just love what we do.
and I have loads of like PhD students
who are my little minions
and they go out and do fun things
and they come back to me
and we have fun conversations about science
and then I still get to share that with people
I don't know if in 10 years time
that's going to be in the same format
on YouTube or you know
conversations like this with podcasts and stuff
like that
because like the online space is very different
to where it was 10 years ago
so but I hope it's still
do you watch are you a consumer
I do yeah yeah I do
I mostly watch YouTube
so I watch a lot of travel content
I love travel content
and a lot of like sort of like outdoor and like hiking content and stuff like that.
But then I also really enjoy a lot of like STEM content as well that's outside of my field to STEM like science, technology, engineering maths, that kind of thing.
Thanks.
So actually.
I really made myself sound dumb at the beginning of this conversation.
She's like, I got to define STEM for this guy.
It was just because I realized there's people listening who might not know.
Okay.
Thank you.
Thank you for us.
I thought it was a UK-US thing then.
I was like, I don't know.
We have some thing.
Yeah.
So I do watch a lot of that kind of content too.
in like the areas.
Like I still have my love marine biology
and I watch a lot of that content.
Dolphins.
Is dolphins still the favorite animal?
Yeah, although I love the lobster guy
who catches the lobster
off the back of his ship in Maine.
And he's like, we got a negress.
See, that's a really niche random bit of YouTube
that I want.
Yes, this guy who like catches lobsters
and he's like, I have to,
the females that reproduce,
he's like he marks them,
gives them a fish and throws them back in the water.
And I just love the comments that,
like can you imagine if like an alien abducted you
gave you a stack
and then three backed out.
Oh my God.
It just,
it's so,
it's so fun.
Okay.
So I watch,
I do watch a lot of that kind of stuff.
Do you like Neil deGrasse Tyson?
Um,
so Neil's fun because he was a practicing astrophysicist at one point.
And now he just solely does science communication and stuff.
And he's kind of like,
I love that he's no longer an actual physicist.
Right.
It was like a weird thing to say.
Yeah.
Because like,
he is an astrophicist.
If you're a doctor,
you're a doctor,
whether or not your medical license is active.
Really? Okay. Well, I mean you have the title. Yeah, yeah, of course. Yeah, he's doctor Neil deGrasstite synthetic because he had his PhD, right? But it's interesting. So he's a retired astrophysicist. It's in your mind. A little bit. Yeah, yeah. He's done research. He's done science, but now he's solely focused on the science communication. So I was about to say he's kind of like our Brian Cox. If you know Brian Cox, he's a professor of particle physics at the University of Manchester. I only know Mike Cox who destroyed Pluto, right? That's his name? No, it was Mike Brown. Oh, my God.
Pluto. But yeah, he's a professor at Manchester and then he does a lot of like, you know, BBC,
big documentaries, that kind of thing, you know. So he's very similar, but Brian Cox is still
actually, you know, teaching and doing research. Yeah, he does, he reaches such a large audience
and everything. So yeah, I mean, great. Yeah. All right. So 10 years, more black holes. I hope so.
Yeah. Or less black holes. More. Let's go more. Yeah. Let's go more. More. More. More. Larger.
Yeah, because like population statistics, right?
You want like the biggest thing you can get at so you understand the stats better of what's going on.
Would you ever go to space?
No.
So people always ask me this.
And I think there's the two parts of my personality that war.
The part of me that is like always get a window seat on an airplane.
Always, always, always.
For survival?
No, for the view.
Oh, entertainment.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You can see the aurora from a plane, you know, if you sit on like the...
I don't like looking outside.
I close.
I'm afraid of things.
No.
Yeah, I always, I'm like, right, I've got a night flight.
back from the state, so I've got to be on the left-hand side of the plane, so I'm looking north,
so I might see the aurora. Yeah, like, I'm like that level of plane.
Strategist. But you won't go into space. Yeah, because then the other part of me that's like,
I like my feet on the ground, I'll look through the telescope, I'll look at space. I can't do
any science from space. So I can't do my science from space. I can't do my science. Why not?
They don't have telescope? I could physically, I guess, just take my laptop and sit on the ISS
and do my science. But like, I'm not going to go to space to do like an experiment or, you know,
anything like that. So I don't really see the
the point of me going to space.
Like to experience zero G,
maybe I'd just do the vomit comet, you know,
the plane that flies in the hyperbolic
drop and rise again so you feel it right.
But I don't think I would
go to space. Maybe if
space travel became
as blaze as
like air travel has now. Oh.
Right. Are you anti-commercial space
travel? Like do you like that people are going to space?
I'm a little,
I'm a little bit conflicted.
And does it count what they're doing as space in your eyes?
The thing is, the thing that like does it count if they've gone to space
because some of them don't cross what's called the common line,
which is like this arbitrary threshold that somebody drew
to be like, below this is aircraft, above this is spacecraft, right?
It's not based on any scientific definition.
It was just they needed some terminology when the space race was going on.
They were like, right, okay, this is aircraft, this is spacecraft.
But there's no like line where it's like, that's the actual edge of the atmosphere.
because the atmosphere just slowly and slowly just gets less dense and less dense and less
dense as you go. So where's your line? So it's, I don't know, where's the becky line?
I don't know. The edge of the solar system, the heliopause, I don't know. Do they cross this line
for you? No. So they're not in space. I mean, like, I think if you're going to the moon,
like, I mean, they are in space because they're experiencing zero. If you're experiencing like
zero G, if you're orbiting the earth, you know, you're high enough to be able to orbit the earth.
And yeah, fine. Okay. So you know. So you're conflicted on.
I think I'm conflicted on the benefit.
And it's again, it's this like, it's not really risk benefit like a medicine,
but it's very much like, is there a point to us doing this?
But also would it help science in the long run?
So there is a-
You're thinking about it practically.
Yeah, so there is a benefit to commercial space companies coming in
and making it cheaper and better and more efficient
and, you know, recycling rockets and things like this
so that when we want to launch missions to the other planets,
or we want to launch new telescopes, that is cheaper and more efficient and easier to do,
right? That's great. Because if it makes more science possible, then I'm all for it.
Sure.
What I worry about is, you know, this idea of that then, okay, what if a company can decide,
we're just going to go to Mars and we're just going to send humans to Mars?
And it's like, well, hang on, because what if we want to answer this science question of
if their life on Mars or what's their life on Mars? And now we can't because some random
space company has sent humans to Mars to do this.
same with the moon as well.
Like there's a really interesting sort of like legal discussion about who owns space.
So for example, like the Apollo sites where they landed on the moon, they're like a historically important, culturally important site.
What we put into the flag, that's official.
Okay, right.
But then what's to stop?
We put the flag.
But like what's, you know, those footprints from those first astronauts on the moon are still on the moon because there's no weather on the moon.
There's no wind.
Nothing to blow it away unless an asteroid came from.
down and struck it, you know, they're still there. What's to stop future generations you go to
the moon, just trampling all over that? Nothing in the moment, right? So you're saying we need
some rules, space rules? Well, yeah, like space law. What would be your first space law?
I don't even know. If it's going to fall to Earth, stop it before it does. Because we had that a few
times. We got the Armageddon guys, the space cowboys, we have them all. Yeah. Do you know,
People don't remember when a space station fell to Earth back in like the 70s or 80s.
Oh, no, I didn't even know that happened.
Before my time.
It might not too, but like it happened and it crashed landed in like the out of
Australia, I think and stuff.
And if it had crashed landed, they had no control over where it crashed landed, but it could
have crash landed on it, you know, it's a whole issue, especially with the Chinese
space program.
Are there a million like satellites just floating that are garbage up there or something?
Yeah, space chunks a huge problem.
But again, there's also historically, culturally.
How about that?
No space littering.
No space littering.
But there's a huge amount of there that could be culturally significant and important.
Like there's still bits of space junk up there from space junk mean it doesn't function anymore, right?
I mean it doesn't functioning satellites aren't junk.
But stuff that's no longer communicating with Earth, right?
Not functioning space junk.
But some of that is from like the space race.
Like there is like, you know, not quite, Sputnik isn't up there.
But like the follow up to Sputnik is kind of up there.
Should we bring that back down to Earth and put it in a museum?
Because it's a culturally important piece of like humanity's story.
But then its value is in.
being the oldest piece of space junk.
Yeah. So should we leave it up there? So it is the oldest piece of space junk, you know?
And it's the same with like the Apollo sites. Like do you, how do you protect those for future
generations? Do you not? Like who if it turns out there is some mineral on the moon that is
wildly valuable and only one commercial space company can access that, then how does that
play out as well in terms of like the economy and everything?
I don't even think about this. So there's a huge issue with with commercialization and this sort of
access to space as well. Like if everyone is able to put satellites up and then we do just
end up with a lot of space junk and the Earth's orbit becomes so, sorry, the orbit
with the space around Earth where satellites orbit becomes so congested that maybe you can't
get missions out to, you know, explore other planets. I don't know. It probably won't get that dense.
But also like could it take away people's night sky? Like we've had this issue with Starlink,
the internet. Yeah. That's, you know, a great idea, provide internet for wherever you are in the world.
but at the same time that you need this like constellation of satellites this big
grid and this big network of them that what if they have their way there's
gonna be tens of thousands of them up there like five times as many satellites as
we currently have up there now but then like ten times in the future you know and so
you can see satellites moving across the sky even in cities I've seen them before
if I've looked up because they can be quite bright just after sunset and things like
this and so if you have all these satellites just streaking across the sky
in random directions all the time reflecting a time
bit of the sun's light, you then lose like a perfect night sky that, you know, has been kind of like
a right that humans have had almost without knowing it for thousands of years, right? That before we
built cities was something that everybody experienced was a pure dark sky. And there are places in
the world we can still access this, you know, national parks, very wild places, things
like that, and like protected dark sky sites because they're away from light pollution of cities.
But if all of a sudden you take that light pollution and actually add it to the sky.
with satellites.
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter where you are in the world.
Even if you're in the, like, remotest, furthest place you can get from any sort of human
civilization, you know, a few, you know, 80 miles above your head, you'll still have human
civilization.
And it will rob you of this, like, basic right you've had for thousands of years without
knowing it.
So this is why I think commercialization has its benefits, but also things that we really have to think
very hard about.
Has there ever been a baby born in Spain?
Not that I'm aware of.
No.
Or conceived.
I want to be the first baby born in space.
I think that ship may have sailed for you.
But yeah.
Last question.
And this may get really hard.
So brace yourself.
Okay.
Do you think it's bad that there's a chance NASA loses funding?
Yes.
Hugely.
Okay.
So now you have an opportunity to look at this said camera and send a message
to President Trump and tell them why NASA's important.
NASA, okay.
The thing is NASA has had its budget cut for science specifically like astro.
I'm going to tell you that.
I'm going to explain context first because what they've done is they've not really,
they've cut it, but they've moved budget around.
So they've moved budget from the astrophysics,
the science side of things and put it in the space exploration side of things
in order to send humans to ours in the future and to the moon and things like this.
So I guess it's whether you think what should,
NASA be doing? I think they're trying to get back to what it was in the 60s when it really was
just like a, we want to go to the moon and we want to be humans exploring space kind of NASA. And
NASA has evolved to become so much more than that ever since. And so now a lot of what NASA does
is more of like the Hubble Space Telescope, the James Space Telescope, missions in space,
telescopes, exploring, learning, that kind of side of things. One of the things that NASA's budget
did have cut, though, was all of its science communication budget pretty much, was in the proposed
budget for NASA.
So I guess I can't control necessarily what they want to spend their money on,
but I can necessarily say something about why it is important that we communicate science.
Please, I'm going to send this to him.
Really?
Yeah.
Okay.
Personally.
Okay.
It is so incredibly important that we communicate properly what we are doing when it comes to space exploration
and the science that we learn from space.
Part of the benefit of the Apollo programs back in the 60s and 70s
was the fact that it inspired so many people.
into science PhDs, engineering PhDs,
that then had a massive benefit to not just the economy,
but also to just the collective knowledge of the world,
but also the US as well.
So if you want a similar benefit from, say, the Artemis missions
or any future Martian missions,
then you are going to need to communicate properly what you are doing.
And you can only do that
with proper science communication,
with people who are trained
on how to actually translate
these very complex topics
and the jargon that we use
when we literally are quite,
you know,
using a different language
when we speak scientists to scientists
and colleague to colleague
and translate that for the public themselves.
If you want to see that direct benefit,
and you want other people to agree
why it's important
that this continues to be funded as well.
I'm sold.
Whatever budget approval you need you got for me.
But the UK budget's being,
cut as well. We were told to, like, that it's going to be probably 30%, but it could be 60%
in astronomy alone, at least, because basically the way that it's structured is that we also
have to share budget with like all the facilities. So like because energy costs are going up,
we're now losing out on science funding, which is absolutely ridiculous. And something that
we're all so frustrated about and trying to rectify and get government to saw out as well.
And it's just bizarre that like we've had this massive resurgence and interest in in space with, I think, people growing up with the Hobbes Space Telescope.
And now with the James Webb Space Telescope, just revealing so many new things as well that now we're going into an era where they're going to start cutting that funding.
It feels backwards.
It does feel backward.
Yeah.
Well, thank you so much for your time.
Thank you.
I hope you had fun chatting with a simpleton like me.
But I learned a lot.
So thank you for that.
Oh, to Simpleton.
You have, we both like super niche knowledge sets.
Right? I know nothing.
You know a lot about medicine.
I think I know much as like an average, like human being should know about medicine and like bodies in general.
No.
Well, thank you. I hope you had fun.
I did. I did have fun.
Awesome.
Yeah.
Thanks, Mike. I hope you had fun.
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