The Chris Voss Show - The Chris Voss Show Podcast – The Color Cult by John Martin Tilley
Episode Date: July 27, 2025The Color Cult by John Martin Tilley https://www.amazon.com/Color-Cult-John-Martin-Tilley/dp/1837942250 When Daniel Smith sets out on a crime-as-performance-art spree (known as the "Crime Artist"... around town for blowing up cans of paint in bank vaults) fueled in part by the sudden death of his mother (who revisits him, spitefully, as a ghost), he never expects to be forcefully joined by two adherents to his youthful idealist cause: Zach, a sharply honest androgynous blonde, and Lucy, an insouciant voluptuous beauty. On the run from the police as well as from the aching doldrums of life in Lincoln, Nebraska, the three are determined to "change the world" by expanding on Daniel's original series of art crimes. A folksy cast of characters brings together a surrealist romp of a book that toys with questions of art and life, humor and sex, beauty and the absurd. It's a snowstorm, it's a rainbow riot, it's a blazing mad costume party. Read it, if you dare.
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and he is not out of work and doesn't live down by a van in the river like I do.
He is a novelist who has written his book August 29th, 2024.
It is called The Color Cult.
John Martin Tilly joins us in the show.
We're going to get into with him, some of his insights and some of the work and art
that he does with his life. The Color Cult is written by John Martin Tilley was born he was born and raised
in Kearney Nebraska did I get that right John did I pronounce that right? That's Kearney but it's
weird yeah there you go Kearney Nebraska I learn new things on the show every day. He is the editor in chief of Humphrey magazine, a magazine of decadent whimsy. And now I'm hungry
for dessert. Anytime I hear the word decadent, I think of, you know, some sort of dessert. Anyway,
John, welcome to the show. How are you? I'm good. Thank you for having me. Thank you for coming.
Give us your dot coms. Where do you want people to get to know you better on the
interwebs there in the sky?
Oh, my main one would probably be Humphreymagazine.com.
Um, that's my big one.
And, uh, yeah, I guess that's pretty much it.
There you go.
So give us a 30,000 over you.
What's inside your new book?
Uh, the book. Okay. The color cult. It is about a guy who kind of goes crazy and becomes known
as the crime artist in Lincoln, Nebraska. And he is doing these sort of weird, crazy,
and he is doing these sort of weird crazy like performance art pieces that are actually or they're crimes but they're performance art pieces so like
he'll instead of robbing the bank he'll blow up a can of paint in the bank vault
or something like that that are like these weird crime statements and then
he meets this this pair of weirdos kind of, and it's this girl and then this
kind of this androgynous gay guy who work at this gas station and he goes into the Rob
the gas station.
They want to join his cause and, um, they, he's like, no, it's my thing.
Leave me alone.
He's kind of yeah, and they they slip a lit cigarette down the
the gas
gas nozzle and blow up the gas station and they've now joined his cause and they're sort of
running from the police and figuring out their next move and that's sort of
The snowball that rolls down the hill that is the novel. So that's how I always describe it,
how the initial setup.
It sounds like a fun storyline,
everything and anything,
and lots of crazy people because those make
for great characters, I suppose, right?
Yeah. I wrote it in a mad dash when I first moved to New York City, and it became this
sort of homage to Nebraska.
So it was sort of like all these little funny characters that are existing in the world
of Nebraska, which is ultimately like cars and Walmart parking lots.
And it's just very, it was funny moving to New York. I ended
up writing this, this homage to Nebraska, but I had been writing it for a long time
anyway. So it was just the last draft I'd written.
There you go. Well, that's, you know, I don't know how rural Carney is, but I know parts
of Nebraska are pretty rural. That must've been quite the maybe culture shock move from there to New York, baby?
Yeah, well I always tell people I had lived in other countries before, so I had
taught English as a foreign language way back, and I was just like, well New York
is still the United States and it's not a whole
another culture so you don't have to learn any language so it was like it's still the United
States yes wow there you go well I guess I guess it is still here there you go so So you write the book and how long did it take you to write it?
I, you know, it's funny. I wrote it throughout my 20s. I started it when I was probably 19 or 20
years old. And then by the time I finished it, I was probably 20, either 29 took about eight years to write.
Um, and it was a funny period because I had to sort of work in smartphones into
the narrative because during that time we went from flip phones to smartphones. It was a very strange transition.
And then it's even reading it now.
It's again, it's an homage to Nebraska, but it's also sort of an homage to the early
2000s and like
Existing in a world before smartphones, which is very weird to say but it was just like well
It was just different and I kept having to edit the book to
Fit the time because I wanted it to be current, but even after all the edits, it was like,
well, I don't know.
And the inclusion of this character
that was very androgynous sort of preempted
this whole non-binary idea.
And it was like, if I were to go in and edit it even further,
I would probably have to make this person non-binary.
But I was just like, you
know, how many edits can I make? It was very strange. And I was, it was less of a political
thing with the non-binaryness. It was more of an aesthetic thing of this person who,
you know, I was playing with drag and I was playing with gender myself. And I just heard this this there was this really interesting controversy at the time
around this model named Andres Pagic and there was he was this incredible model but he was walking
in all the women's fashion shows and he was just beautiful but he didn't need it but he was walking as a woman and fashion has always loved androgyny and Andres Pagic appeared on the cover of a magazine and
Barnes and Noble said this needs to be in a black cover this is this is pornography because he was
in full makeup as a woman but was shirtlessless. And it was very confusing. So it inspired this whole character. And I would
honestly argue that that was really probably one of the
beginnings of this whole non binary conversation that we're
now having with that controversy with that magazine, because the
fashion was playing with that for a long time. And anyways, I
sort of just made that into a character. I said, what if this
person existed in Nebraska
in the middle of, you know what I mean,
like working at a gas station,
like what would that look like?
And then it sort of folded into this,
this whole contemplation of art and aesthetic and image
and, you know, beauty, et cetera, and all of that.
How does that all fit into the, you know, the Midwest?
I don't know.
Ah, there you go.
Now, I don't know if you know, sometimes in novels you can't, we can't give away too
much of them because we want people to buy the book and read them.
They're not like a historical novel or kind of knows how it ends.
But can you disclose to us where the title, the color cult maybe means or what it alludes
to?
Well, you have those three characters that are sort of bind, bind it together, bound together from this initial sort of crazy, they blow up this gas station,
they're on the run.
And, um, there is a sort of instance where, you know, the big question of the
book is how do they get around?
Cause they end up crashing their car and the, the, the one character goes to,
she, she goes to, she's trying to help the
cause and she goes to the Walmart parking lot and she just starts, you know, checking
to see if the cars are, have any, are unlocked and she ends up getting this car and there's
a little kid in the backseat and it becomes this very weird whimsical thing where she
convinces him that she's a fairy and all this stuff.
But he ends up being like,
oh, so you guys are kind of like a cult almost.
Like, you want to bring color and art and beauty
to this very drab world of the Midwest,
where nothing is very colorful to this day.
So it sort of derives from that. It's kind of a joke in a way. is very colorful, I mean, to this day. So, um, it's, it's sort
of a, it derives from that. It's kind of a joke in a way. Um, but
yeah, it's, it's, it's this idea of being in this sort of cult,
but it's, it's sort of just the funny little, the group that,
and it's, it's kind of a, a moniker from this, this, this
precocious child.
a moniker from this this this precocious child
Well, thanks for an interesting cover
Yes, I actually shot the cover myself
Yes, yes, I did a lot of it myself I I shot the cover that's my friend's niece
Who I always I wanted to use her in some
Capacity because I just thought she and it was so interesting too is that speaking of childhood it was just you
know she was such a I it's hard for me even to look at her and not think of her
as this three-year-old when I was in high school who stole the last puzzle
piece and then came back and had the last puzzle piece that we were all
looking for and her name's Brack and she's just this beautiful girl and I just was like, Oh, she'll
be great for the cover, you know, so we just took a projector and projected the title onto
her face and just took a photo. It's kind of an unedited photo. So yeah,
it's perfect. We do a lot of novels on the show. I mean, we probably had hundreds, five,
600, 700 novels on the show. It's we probably had hundreds five six hundred seven or novels on the show
It's perfect. It looks like something would come from Simon Schuster or Penguin Random House
you know it probably adds to the kind of the
Fabric or the character of the book so tell us about the characters in there. There's a Daniel Smith
I believe and and some other people
QT's a little bit more out to us on
some of these characters, flesh them out a little bit?
Yeah, Daniel, to be honest, it all started as me. I was in art history class in college,
and I had a crush on this boy. And so the original, he had the same name as me.
His name was John.
And so the original draft, he had the same name
as the gay character.
But Daniel has experienced, you know,
he's kind of going off the rails a little bit.
His mom has just died, and they don't know if it's a suicide
or if it was an accident. And this is all honestly in the very first chapter. So she
is she then I there's this very, I was rereading it actually to my friend. I we have this tradition
of where we read aloud and we'll lay out and tan in the sun and I just
read to her and I was reading the book and I was like you know this is so funny I didn't realize
lately I'm very obsessed with camp the book is very campy it's very funny and sort of silly and
whimsical and insane I have the idea of who framed Roger Rabbit as a sort of aesthetic
idea of who framed Roger Rabbit as a sort of aesthetic channel to go down.
But the characters, Daniel is a he's this guy and he's sort of this army guy and he's, you know, kind of a campy version of this straight guy who's just like, I'm
going to do this. And then there's Zach, who's the androgynous blonde who's sort
of my stand in, I guess, where it's the André Béjic. He's this model, this ethereal-looking,
you know, is he a boy? Is he a girl? We can't quite tell just looking at him. And then there's Lucy,
who is this, you know, very soft-dig, this woman, and she's very bored. And she's based on some
people I've known in my life who just sort of are very, I don't know, monotone and very bored,
like kind of Margot Tenenbaum or something.
And she has, she's from Lincoln
and she wanted to move to New York
and she's sort of stuck in Lincoln
and her dad has cancer.
He was building this museum that's all about bugs and it sort of had
to come to a halt right before it was ready to be finished. And the museum is
this big beautiful wild museum of all, you know, there's the butterflies and
then there's like colony insects and then there's arachnids, which I guess aren't
really insects, but you know, whatever. They're fun for a museum and the only one that they need to
finish is the arachnids. Anyway, they end up hiding out in this museum and it's just, I don't know, I,
you know, again, it's a lot of what I was playing with were the ideas of art and how it fits into our world,
and museums are a big part of that.
So it was kind of a funny sort of toying
with how a museum functions by having these people
in this sort of abandoned museum,
and that it's not even an art museum, it's bugs.
So it was sort of this pointing towards the natural world or something like that,
or looking closer at things like just a bug and how beautiful a bug could be.
I don't know, I'm kind of into, I love bugs.
And then also Lucy has a grandmother who runs a taxi service,
and she is this sort of chic older woman. Again, this was before
Uber, so I pictured this woman running a taxi service, which is not uncommon in Nebraska.
At least back in the day, there'd be these little sort of rinky-dink, you know, taxi services for
when you need a, you know, a designated driver or whatever. And she's this chic older woman who I'm
obsessed with that type of person,
this older woman who's just very put together and chic and fabulous and wears little cardigans.
And I love that sort of idea. And I'm always thinking of the entire span of a lifetime
as well. So you have this older woman and then this child who's a toddler
and you have everybody in between. It's just yeah, so Eleanor is sort of this cool, she
gives them rides because how are they going to get around? They wreck the car right off
the bat. She's sort of their link to the outside world. And she sort of understands what they're doing because she's, you know, participated in the
60s revolutions and stuff like that.
So, yeah, yeah.
And then there's a sort of a mat cap rag tag bag of, you know, weirdos that you would sort
of run into in Nebraska or anywhere really.
They're just American characters, I suppose.
American weirdos.
Yeah, or not even weirdos, just people.
It's interesting the characters of people's, maybe that could be a title for your next book,
American Weirdos. I don't know. Sounded like a good title.
I mean, you know, I don't, it could be, I don't know.
You know, I don't, it could be, I don't know.
So, uh, were there, were there any real people or events maybe from your life and your journey that you kind of put in the book and, you know, they maybe inspired
you or became characters?
I know one novelist we have on the show.
She, she puts in and kills off characters that piss her off in real life.
Well, I don't know.
Well, um don't know.
Well, well, actually, yeah, I mean, it's kind of funny.
The, the, the child that she accidentally, you know, kidnaps, um, when she steals the car.
I have this nephew and he is very, um, he's really unique.
He's very precocious and he just, it's hard to describe
because he's almost like, he was just at such a high level very, very, very early. Like he could
remember things from when he was like one, when he was like two or three, and he just had this very
intense memory. He learned how to speak very early. Like he was speaking full sentences by two.
He was very precocious.
So he kind of crept his way into the novel.
So I ended up having this young child who's very precocious.
And I was like, oh, that's Landon, my nephew.
It was kind of funny because I sort of watched him grow up
and sort of, I like to think I helped, you know,
where I could, you know, I was sort of the third parent
for Landon when I was here in Nebraska.
And he was just so funny and strange.
And it's just, I love the mind of a child
because they're so open and they really believe
in this magic. And I was
trying to tap into that with the book where she, for a moment, she sort of convinces him that she
really is from another world or something like that. And she builds this kind of fantasy, which
children really do sort of buy into, which I love. So I'm always trying to tap into that.
I've been told I'm very, very childlike.
I mean, Humphrey magazine is very, is very child.
It's my other project, of course, it's very childlike.
Tell us about that.
Tell us about that.
Oh, Humphrey.
So, well, the fantasy is that Humphrey started his own magazine.
He's my cat.
Actually, I have one of the editors right here
So all the editors are puppets. I wasn't even planning on bringing him on the show
Is that Humphrey or some free cowboy cowboy boy, oh my cat
Yeah, he started the magazine and all the editors are puppets and that's that's cowboy
he is the literature editor he's southern and then we have auntie for fashion and
The art fart for art. So
Yeah, and then each each physical issue
I'm really focused on print cause I love
print. I'm like, bring back print. I love print. Um, it's very focused on like a
theme. So our upcoming theme is fake. Um, but we've done, uh, fame luxury and body.
So this will be issue number four.
There you go. So you have four issues now with the magazine.
Well, I'm almost, I'm almost done with four. Yeah.
Okay. How could people subscribe to it or, you know, get it?
It's kind of the next issue is, you know, supposed to be in Barnes and Noble. So hopefully
that works out. It is available on my website. It's on Humphreymagazine.com. I'm kind of focusing it as more of like each one is
an individual sort of art object, kind of like toilet paper magazine, which I'm a big, it's kind
of an insane magazine if you know, you know, but they don't really, it's just like each one is almost
like a collector's item or something. So I'm kind of thinking of doing it that way. So you don't really, it's just like each one is almost like a collector's item or something.
So I'm kind of thinking of doing it that way.
So you don't flush it when you're done.
No, I mean that part of the tow.
I was thinking toilet paper magazine and my joke and I'm like, so do you read it and then
you use the pages for toilet paper?
They would love that.
Honestly, they love that.
But I mean, honestly, like a lot of advertising now is sort of inspired by toilet paper. It's a very influential magazine within like the art and fashion world. Look it up. It's very cool.
Okay, our art and fashion. Very cool. So, if you could leave people that read your work with one message, what would it be?
Oh gosh.
I guess what I would say is, you know, that I always say I'm very serious about being
silly.
So I always say if you're going to take something away, it's it's it's that play and playfulness and whimsy are
important, and that we need it and frivolity is not actually
that frivolous, you know, like I love the idea of, you know, we
sometimes and then that's what the whole book is about, really,
it's about yearnings or beauty in a place that is very empty and very
Almost like a blank page. So it's kind of like yeah be serious about being silly, but you know, have fun
Have fun
You know experience joy where you can because that's that's all there really is, you know, that's I
Guess that I hope maybe, you know,
I could say heat ups work.
Certainly be suppression and darkness and stuff,
by people like that.
Right, you know, like just be mythical, be crazy.
Yeah, enjoy life.
Take some time to look around.
Do something crazy.
Yeah, be silly.
Paint your face blue, I don't care.
You know, sometimes I drink water and I put some Mio in it.
I like living on the edge.
You know, I put that, uh, put the flavoring in there and it's got some caffeine in it.
Boy, I'm on the edge right there.
That's, that's, I mean, that's, you're really, you're really playing with fire.
I'm pushing it.
Yeah.
I'm pushing it.
I'm pushing it.
I'm 57.
You know, you gotta, you gotta watch what you've pushed.
Oh, you don't look a day over 50. Oh'm 57, you know, you gotta, you gotta watch what you've pushed. And you don't look a day over. Oh,
Oh, God bless you. The, uh, uh, what was the other question I had for you here?
So what are you reading now? What, what books do you like to read?
What do you enjoy? Oh gosh. Um,
I'm, I, I'm not a big fan of what I'm reading right now, but I mean, honestly, I have it right
here.
It's called Little Man What Now?
And it's this very, it's a cute, actually here, I have it.
This is the cover.
My friend gave it to me and it's
actually I believe it was published in Germany during the Nazi regime so these
Nazis that are characters and it's but it's kind of like they're just living
it's just a man and a wife trying to get by and watching the I, it's kind of pre Nazi era. So it's, you know, the, the, the, the look before,
I mean, one of the main causes of Nazism was the economic downfall of Germany. They could,
people were starving. So that's kind of what the book is about is this, this couple sort
of caught in this downward spiral of the economy and it kind of sucks. But it's very cheerful and funny
at the same time. It's kind of a funny book. I don't go in for, you know, I don't love dipping
into, I've definitely put a moratorium on like Nazi literature because I'm just like, I don't
want to read about it. I'm sick of it. I get it. I get what happened. But this is a very strange
I get it. I get what happened. But this is a very strange book from within that time period. Very, very interesting. But usually I'm very snobbish about what I read, honestly. But I guess I follow
literary worlds or something. I was really into Katie Kitamura recently who wrote Audition. I might write a review for that for Humphrey. Who else was it?
Oh, Harry, I want to say Hari Kunzaru is a genius. He's absolutely insane. I can't even get over.
He's become one of my, I mean, he's probably one of the most important novelists living today.
Him and probably is 86 and they're both British. So he's a genius. He just wrote Blue Ruin,
which was a really great read of the art world. Absolutely incredible book. And then White Tears,
of course, which was, in my opinion, should be required reading for everybody. Like, you should
read White Tears. It's really amazing. It's a very good, it's kind of like the last word on race relations in the United States.
And it's written by a British Indian man,
like absolutely incredible.
And it's from the angle of blues music,
which is a really great angle to approach
the slave narrative of, you know,
the black experience in the United States
and then the white appropriation thereof.
It's incredible.
So it's a really,
really beautiful, incredible book that starts out and is very much about music. Amazing book.
Absolutely incredible. But yeah, I'm always reading stuff these days because of Humphrey. So,
you know, me and cowboy, we've got to read our books. So,
you step on the books.
Yes, because I have to write all my book reviews, even though
my least favorite. Yeah. Books are Nazis. That's so 2025 right now. Well, it's not even that's the
thing is it's not about Nazis. It's just from the era. Yeah, from the air. It's just not.
It's just casually Nazi characters because it's written during that period. It was published in
characters because it's written during that period. It was published in like 1915 or something like that,
or 1920 in Germany.
So it's like, there's just casually mention of Nazis.
I don't think they knew what was coming quite yet.
So it was like, it's really, oh, this classic 1933 novel
provides a vivid picture of life in Germany
just before Hitler's takeover.
Yeah, it's like right before it all hit the fan
So it's like oh, yeah, the Nazi Party and the Communist Party and like blah blah blah. It's it's it's weird
It's a weird little book my friend my friend gave it to me. She's like, this is a it's kind of funny and sweet
Actually, it's a sweet
It's just about survival
I should read it figure out what 2026 is gonna be like. Anyway, I'm just kidding.
It's a weird time right now. I mean it's honestly kind of similar where it's like, yeah,
you have an economic spiral and you're just people are just trying to survive. So,
there you go. Last question, why do you feel art is connected to chaos? Or do you feel that way? The PR company sent me that question for you. So I'm not sure.
No, yeah, I remember that question, art and chaos. I think anyone who is an artist is a little chaotic. And there's a sort of being you're touched touched into something that is a little crazy.
I think art almost encourages a little bit of letting go
of control in order to be in touch with the muse, you know?
So you're just kind of like almost at the mercy
of something beyond you.
So whether we wanna call that chaos or the muse
or nature or something, you know,
I've been thinking a lot about order and chaos, you know,
because what is chaos?
Chaos is kind of just the natural world, entropy.
Things are always trying to tear things apart.
And that's what artists do.
They sort of look at something and they frame it
in a way that makes you tear it apart
or think about it in a new way,
or look at it from a new angle.
And they're sort of looking at the world we live in
and saying, well, what is this world
and why is it the way it is?
And with that comes a little bit of chaos,
a little bit of, you know,
when you start to rip the seams apart on the world,
you know, Pandora's box happens and that's how it is.
So I guess that's a little bit.
Yeah, definitely.
I already have a taste of life
and that's kind of how life is.
There's a lot of chaos going on.
Yeah, I mean, really, yeah, life is chaos, ultimately that's kind of how life is. There's a lot of chaos going on. Yeah, I mean really, yeah.
Life is chaos ultimately.
Oh, you should see my bank.
It's hard to keep it together.
It's hard.
Joe kind of fell flat in it.
You should see my negative bank account.
Maybe it's funnier if I say negative bank account.
There you go.
I think that works.
Anyway, so give us your final pitch out.
Tell people where they can order the book,
where they can get to know your magazine better.com and all that good stuff.
Um, well, the book is very easy to find.
Um, it's on Amazon and everything.
You can just Google the color cults, uh, or my name.
Um, uh, the magazine Humphrey magazine is also very easy to find.
Um, if you just Google it or go to Humphrey.com, magazine is also very easy to find if you just google it or go to humphreymagazine.com
I'm also very easy to find
And that's pretty much it
My Instagram is madam starlight
That's my drag name
So, yeah
There you go. Well, thank you very much for coming to show
We really appreciate you coming and sharing the story and we'll look forward to your next book John
Yeah, thank you for having me. Thank you for coming. We really appreciate it
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