The Confessionals - 113: The Dark Guardian

Episode Date: February 19, 2019

On Episode 113, we begin the show with an interview with Danny, an explorer of abandoned buildings and the creator of the YouTube channel “Exploring With Danny.” Danny takes us through a ...frightening experience that took place during one of his explorations of an empty chapel, when he ended up capturing some brief but very scary footage! Following Danny, we talk with Alex, one of the people who filmed a large, pyramid-shaped UFO hovering and rotating over the Pentagon in December 2018. Alex shares the events that night which led to him to filming one of the most extraordinary events of his life. Finally, for our main interview we speak with Jeremy, who has been haunted his entire life by an entity. Someone once told him that the entity was present to protect him, but the experiences Jeremy has gone through have been anything but protective.Patreon: www.patreon.com/TheConfessionalsWebsite: www.theconfessionalspodcast.comEmail: theconfessionalspodcast@gmail.comFacebook: www.facebook.com/TheConfessionalsPodcastTwitter: @TConfessionalsTony's Twitter: @tony_merkelShow Intro INSTRUMENTAL: www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyub39AXxUwShow Intro FREE DOWNLOAD: https://bit.ly/2HxNcw3

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Starting point is 00:00:03 This was all circulating around the base that a giant had been killed, but no one was supposed to talk about it. I saw three long, bony fingers reach up underneath the door, curl up to grab it, and then disappear. When he came over to me, dude, he slithered over to me. And this giant comes out of the cave and they're all frozen. And he starts running and firing at this giant. But the giant moves. He's got a spear in one hand and he's running really fast. And spears, Dan, holds him up like this.
Starting point is 00:00:46 Somebody else, shoot him in the face, shoot him in the face. They basically decapitated. And I look over and there are two small gray entities. And they're literally, I'm getting pulled off the bed. I reached my hand into this bush and I touch air. Couldn't breathe and I couldn't move because I know I'm seeing a monster. had a lot of reoccurring nightmares that happened in my bedroom and I would wake up in the exact same spot that it just happened and it was just really, really creepy. Probably I was about six, seven.
Starting point is 00:01:41 My mom got a new boyfriend and we decided to move. Every time I'd move into a new place is like some sort of weird presence there. Sometimes it's not negative, sometimes it is. And that townhouse This is where things really started to pick up. It was like my demeanor changed. Everyone, it was just a very negative experience. I was laying in my bed. I've never experienced it in my life. Now as a messy kid, I always, when I was told to clean my room,
Starting point is 00:02:20 I put everything in my bed and put my sheets down so you couldn't see it. And I got this really, really creepy feeling. Like my chest started swelling up and I couldn't really breathe. And then I heard something like kind of like wrestling. I had a bunch of socks that were bound up. I know like two or three bound up into a ball. And I heard something and a shot out from underneath my bed and hit the wall. And I was like, all right, I was kind of fast.
Starting point is 00:02:48 There's a really, really gross feeling about it. It's just very negative. I really don't know. It was like something trying to get my attention. I always heard about ghosts and stuff like that, but I've never actually seen me to move my life. Yep. Welcome to the show. Everybody, you're listening to The Confessionals.
Starting point is 00:03:52 I am your host, Tony Merkel. Thank you for being here. If you've had an encounter or story you'd like to share with me on the show, go ahead and shoot me an email. My email address is The Confessionals Podcast at gmail.com. That's The Confessionalspodcast at gmail.com. Or go to the website to confessionalspodcast.com. Hit the connection section and you can reach me that way as well. Either way works for me, just get a hold of me.
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Starting point is 00:04:53 Fez 024. Germ, 1, 2, 3, pinball Bobby, Kathy, it is, Nick Cuzz 2-1, Billy loves Danielle 8 years plus, bro, you use my show to declare your love for your girl, that is cool, my man, I hope she loves you back, 10fold. B3XZ, Carrie, patetic, Starry, R EXO, Ellie, C, C, 10, 5, 9, Lil B-93, Mole Man, 2018, and Rock Cat. Thanks so much for going to iTunes, leaving the five-star rating and review. It means a lot to me. It helps to show out a lot on iTunes. So if the bribes work,
Starting point is 00:05:37 keep them coming. Moving on to the Patreon shoutout. To anybody who goes to patreon.com forward slash the confessionals and signs up to become a patron, gets a shout-out on the following week's show. We got a long list today. Hawk Girl, Sachi, Jerry L.,
Starting point is 00:05:53 Jeremy R. Justin N. Chance G. Colby H. Edward O. One K. Luke C. Catherine P. Edward C. Emma C. Philip R. And rounding it off is brazil. Thank you so much for going to Patreon. I'm becoming patrons. I really do hope you enjoy your experience as patrons. And now let's get on to this week's show. So this week, we have three interviews coming up for you. The first one is going to be with a guy. who explores old buildings and what he saw and caught on camera is quite shocking. So he sees a full body apparition that looks very real. He caught it on film. It's on his YouTube channel. So go ahead and check it out. He'll tell you where to check it out at. And it's in the description of this show on the website.
Starting point is 00:06:41 So let's get to exploring with Danny right now. Let's go. Okay, so we have Danny on the line. And Danny is, Danny, are you in the UK? I am in the UK, Manchester, England. Okay, great. So I saw a video of yours. You have a YouTube channel called Exploring with Danny and you go into like these old buildings that are rundown and everything and you check them out. And last night you went into a place and it was, you actually caught something pretty creepy on video with your YouTube channel and stuff. I'm assuming you go out there and you're exploring because you enjoy the maybe the old rundown buildings and the history of it and things like that. But are you out there looking for ghosts? well. We are actually out there to do an EVP session and stuff like that and the Gold Spirit
Starting point is 00:07:36 Box which are from my fans do do like. So we have got quite a few followers at that at the minute. I've got a good fan base and we do go out to try and catch the best of what we can really. But last night was just a big shock to me. Honestly, it really, really was. I was not expecting that to happen at all. It just basically comes from out of the blue.
Starting point is 00:07:55 I was just exploring the place. I was only doing a little video because I usually upload them to my YouTube channel. so I can get some views and stuff in. But last night I just turned me head. And when I seen that, I nearly had an heart attack on the spot. My legs just turned to jelly. Yeah, I mean, I would have had a heart attack myself. I mean, it was absolutely insane.
Starting point is 00:08:14 So walk the people through what you were doing last night, where you were and what you saw. Yeah. Well, what it was about half-past nine at night. And I said to me a missus, because she was at home with a baby. I said, I'm going to go out and get a little video for today. night to do a little explore to do because my videos you have to put like three on a week you see
Starting point is 00:08:36 to try and keep me exploring stuff probably so I thought I'll go out and do a video to put it on anyways I got to the destination I always do an intro so I've done my intro in the in the car then I walk around to the place where we're which and an abandoned chapel is in the middle of nowhere old gravestones and stuff like that so it's pretty spooky anyway walking through there on my own and then I just started to film at the door and I went in I was just doing my stuff what I usually do telling the people
Starting point is 00:09:06 what the place is like inside and stuff and I remember just like walking over some stuff and I was struggling because there was some like stuff in the way on the floor and then I put see a like a doorway and a shiny torch on the doorway and then something caught
Starting point is 00:09:22 my attention and noise so I stopped and I thought what's that and as I looked to me right a cat should like some black but with a white and it was a human face. I'd absolutely fracked myself and I just ran. But my legs gave way on me for some weird reason. It just turned to jelly. I think it was because I was in shock. Yeah. I mean, when I saw what I saw, it looked like somebody wearing a completely black cloak and some kind of black head covering and you see the white face and they're just peering around the corner of this doorway. And you're in an old chap.
Starting point is 00:09:58 And I don't know if it's a Catholic building or what, but I mean, it almost looked like a nun to me. And I think that's what made me more scared than most because I've always been scared of nuns anyway. Even as a kid, I was scared of nuns. And when I've seen that, words could not explain how I felt me, honestly. It just felt like everything had been drained from out my body. I felt sick. I felt dizzy. My legs just went on me. I've actually fell to the floor and hurt my shoulder on my right-hand side. It was just really creepy and there was no way I was going back there on my own to check it out. No, no bloody work. No, I don't blame you whatsoever. I would be going back with, you know, an artillery of people. But, you know, when you saw that none or whatever it was, do you get the feeling now? I mean, you've had some time to think about it and stuff like that. Like I mentioned, I mean, this looked very, very real and physical.
Starting point is 00:10:56 It did not look transparent. like a real person peering around the corner. Do you think that was actually somebody standing there or do you think that was an apparition? Well, when I thought today, I thought, could it be someone? I have put it on my Facebook page. Could it have been someone doing a ritual, you know, like some mad psychopath or something like that? And I've had people say, like, have you been followed? But how could someone possibly know that I was going out on an explore that night? It was, it's just impossible. Right, because you said it was such a random thing. I mean, you just told your wife that, you know, you're going to go out and check some things out, make a video. Yeah,
Starting point is 00:11:34 I don't know what to make of it, honestly, like, because I want to say it was a real person because it looks so real. But if it's a real person in that building dress like that, then it probably falls in the category of what you were just saying about it being a ritual. And if it was a ritual, that's a scary spot to be in. You know what I mean? Well, I've heard all these kinds of stories about these old abandoned places with these rituals and stuff. I mean, I know I've seen the one thing, but what if there was others in there somewhere? And I was just scared of being grabbed, you see? I was really petrified, so I thought, I'm getting the hell out of here. I mean, I'm only a cameraman. I'm only there to show people
Starting point is 00:12:11 these old architects and stuff. I'm not, I wasn't there to show people like stuff being stud there. You know what I mean? It was just, something just caught me here and I've looked and seen it. I thought, oh my God, I could not believe, but even better, I had it on video. Yeah, and that's a rarity. I mean, a lot of times. people say they saw things like that, but they don't catch it on video, you know. And so even though it's scared you, you're kind of fortunate that you were there to film and you actually got it on video because I'll tell you, man, like, I think that video is intense. And so for the audience listening, I'm going to play you just a clip of the audio from this video so you can hear
Starting point is 00:12:50 Danny's reaction as to when he saw this person apparition peering around the corner. Just got to watch where I'm walking. What's that noise? Oh, my. Oh, my. You know? I can't get to fuck out of it here, man. It's slipping everywhere.
Starting point is 00:13:23 So that was some of the audio that Danny had, you know, on his video with he saw. I'm just going to call it the haunting nun. I don't know. I don't know what else to call it. But it was definitely a scary experience for you. I mean, I remember when I watched. I watched it, I jumped. When I first saw it, I was like, whoa, and I jumped real hard because it was just definitely a creepy experience. Danny, your YouTube channel, what's,
Starting point is 00:13:49 what's it called exploring with Danny, right? Exploring with Danny, yeah. So how long have you been doing that? I've only been doing it for three months. Only three months. Yeah, I've also got an Instagram page exploring with Danny, which I do take pictures of abandoned buildings and stuff like on old hospitals and stuff. I got you. Well, I'll tell you what, for only doing for three months. You got one of the best videos I've ever seen. I mean, it's definitely a scare factor. Danny, I really appreciate you coming on and sharing some of your experiences here. Before we get out of here, though, have you ever had any other weird experiences in any of these buildings? Yeah, I do one of the paranormal side of things and on. I've got a page called The Exorcisms,
Starting point is 00:14:29 and there's me and my brother and my girlfriend, and we all go on these places together. We have heard bangs and seen some sort of things and got pictures, but I've never seen anything as clear as what I seen last night. That was just out of this world, breathtaking. Yeah, absolutely. And for anybody who is curious and wants to see this video, check out the description on this episode, and the video will be posted there.
Starting point is 00:14:54 And Danny, I'll tell you what, man, I really appreciate you coming on and just talking about that experience because I literally just saw it within an hour and I had to get you on to talk about it. So I appreciate you hopping on real quick with me. Yeah, thank you. It's nice to really speak to her anyway
Starting point is 00:15:08 and stuff. I just hope everyone checks it all out now. Well, I'd like to thank Danny one more time for coming on the show. I really do appreciate it. And if you're interested, go check out his YouTube channel exploring with Danny. Next up, we have Alex on the show. And Alex is one of the people who actually filmed that pyramid-shaped UFO that was hovering over the Pentagon in Washington, D.C. We've tracked him down, and he's coming on with us right now to share what he filmed that night on December 2018. Alex, how are you?
Starting point is 00:15:48 I'm fine. Hi. So you actually go by a YouTube channel name called Alex Dude. Is that something that you created before the incident we're about to talk about? No, I created it right after I saw that thing because, you know, this is Pentagon. I'm living in America only for two years and I was afraid that I was doing something illegal. So I recorded that thing and made the channel. Yeah, I totally understand what your hesitations were.
Starting point is 00:16:21 Trust me, I deal with some sketchy stuff myself. And I'm just like, I don't know if I want to talk about this or post this. I don't know if it's going to get me in trouble or what. So what we're talking to you about is you were one of the people who saw and filmed the pyramid-shaped UFO hovering over the Pentagon back in December 2018. And actually your video was the very first one I saw. And, you know, when it comes to these kind of things online, especially as somebody like me who deals with this kind of stuff on a regular basis, you got to be careful about posting things and saying, wow, this is amazing. Because if it's fake, a lot of people jump on you and they say, oh, this is a fake, you know, you're stupid, that this, that and the other. So my first thing I did was I looked around online to see if I could find any other similar videos and show. sure enough, I found one of a guy driving down a highway and with him and his buddies. I'm sure you've seen it by now. And they filmed the same event. And then I found another one just the other day.
Starting point is 00:17:20 And this one was posted. I'm not sure if it was, maybe it was yours. But I, because just judging by your accent, I'm assuming you're Russian, right? No, Czechoslovakia, Prague. Okay. So the one that I saw on YouTube was in Russian. And it was the same exact event. And I found very fascinating. So there's a lot of people who have seen what you saw and about to talk about and, you know, they're filming it from different vantage points. So if you wouldn't mind, would you just share with us where you were when this happened and what did you see? Okay, this was December 18th, dark time. And, well, I'm photographer, amateur, not professional. And I was doing my little photo project at the Arlington Cemetery.
Starting point is 00:18:12 I hope you know where it is, it's a famous place. And I was there illegally because it's close. It's at 5 o'clock. So I stayed there. And that's another reason why I could not say a real name. And so it's Alex Dude. So I would be evidencing against myself that I was there at 10 o'clock, which is illegal.
Starting point is 00:18:37 Sure. Well, I've been there with my wife because, you know, it's kind of spooky to stay in the cemetery at 10 o'clock. So I was there making my project. And then I saw something from afar. It was kind of black thing over the Pentagon, like a stain. I didn't understand what was the form of this thing. I asked, while I was doing my things, I asked my wife to take a shot on her iPhone, but she could not. She said that her phone could not catch the picture.
Starting point is 00:19:23 It's just black skies and nothing there. So I've tried my camera, a Nikon. And with a maxed out I saw. Maybe someone knows what is this. It showed up kind of pyramid-shaped object. So I showed it, but my wife was extremely afraid that we are doing something legal. They are testing something and we are seeing something we should not see. So we run away.
Starting point is 00:20:02 So you're with your wife in the Arlington Cemetery. You see this thing in the sky. Your wife is petrified. Were you scared or were you more curious? Scared. Yeah. Absolutely scared because it was a huge thing. And I didn't know what is this.
Starting point is 00:20:19 I know that there are stealth bombers like a triangle also. And I thought maybe this is kind of a new triangle stealth bomber. And I should not see it. It was dark times. So yes, I was afraid. not curious at all. How big would you say this thing was? I mean, it looks very big in the film.
Starting point is 00:20:42 Well, I counted the windows on the Pentagon. I mean, how much windows? It was like eight windows, and I think it's kind of 100 meters, one side, you know. So this is substantially large. Yes, very large, but it was barely visible, even and it was visible better with my camera than with my eyes. With my camera, it looks like it's always visible.
Starting point is 00:21:12 With my eyes, it was blinking. Not fast, but going in and out of visibility. I got you. So before you saw this, what was your thoughts and opinions on UFOs and things like that? Did you pay any mind to it? Well, in general, I don't believe in UFOs and I have my reasons if you want to hear them. Yeah, sure. I mean, I would love to hear your reasons. Well, okay, mankind exists for 50,000 years only.
Starting point is 00:21:55 While universe exists for millions and millions and millions of hundreds of millions. And it's very egoistic to think that two life forms would exist simultaneously in this kind of time. Some kind of UFO could exist million years before, and we were not there yet. We live too short. It's impossible that another life form exists at the same time. That's what I think about it. But yes, I think it's possible, another life form. So I'm assuming by what you just said, what you saw then, you're probably assuming it's government or some kind?
Starting point is 00:22:37 Yes, I'm sure about that. I think in a couple of years they will show it on some kind of warfare. Somewhere in Syria or something like that, they will show it. I got you. Are you aware that this, at least a very similar-looking pyramid, appeared in Russia, around in Moscow? No, another interviewer did say that, but I didn't check it yet. I'll send you a video of what I've seen and stuff. It's pretty similar. In fact, I'd say it's almost identical to what you filmed. And this was a few years ago, I think, back in Russia, in Moscow, which is, you know, the headquarters of Russia. And same thing with the United States here. I mean, D.C. is the headquarters. And so the fact that the very similar experience happened in two different. state or country capitals, I find very interesting, very fascinating. Yes, I'm curious how it could be happening. Because Russia and the US are enemies, they cannot test the same weapon if it is a weapon. It's impossible. Unless there's something nefarious going on
Starting point is 00:23:47 that we just don't know about, they're not letting us know. Well, yes, that's for sure. I would love to know what is going on. Now, let me ask you, more question here. The next day, I believe it was the next day, the defense secretary general Mad Dog Mattis, he resigns from his position. Did you hear about that? And did you ever think maybe it has something to do with this event that you filmed? Oh, Christ. Yes, I know. This is a prime minister, I think. But I think it's coincidence, but you say, and it's not. I don't know. Maybe it's just a coincidence. Well, I mean, because he's in charge of, you know, our defense or he was.
Starting point is 00:24:35 And obviously, the Pentagon is the hub for that. And for this to happen right over the Pentagon, I just found it very coincidental that the timeline lined up the way it did. Yes, I agree. It is very interesting coincidence. It may be not a coincidence. Maybe not. Who knows? But I'll tell you what, Alex, I do appreciate you coming on here and share what you saw. letting people hear from you because I've talked about your video and the other videos on the show a couple of times now. And it's really cool to have you on just to share what you saw firsthand.
Starting point is 00:25:06 I really do appreciate it. Okay. Thank you for contact on me. Absolutely. Take care, sir. All right. Well, next up on the program, we have Jeremy. And Jeremy is our third and last interview of today. And Jeremy is going to come on and share these paranormal experiences that he's had throughout his life where it seems like something is actually following him. It doesn't matter. matter where he lives, it's a consistent thing that is there with him. And he comes on to tell the stories of what he's experienced throughout his life right now. All right, today we have Jeremy coming on the show. Jeremy, how you doing, man? Good. Yourself? I'm doing good. Doing good. So we have paranormal experiences that you've had throughout your life. And, you know, there are, it gets pretty deep at
Starting point is 00:26:17 times, and I'm going to let you share as much as you'd like with that aspect of things. But what I'd like for you to do is just start from the beginning when you were about four years old, this kind of stuff started happening for you. So just let us know how that all started and take it away for us. That was good, man. A parent split up, and I don't remember any of that stuff. I remember the aftermath. And me and my brother shared a bedroom. And that's when a lot of negative stuff started happening for me. A lot of, I feel like shadows moving around.
Starting point is 00:26:53 It's sort of really, really like, eerie feelings that you're not alone. And like I couldn't, I couldn't be by myself in there. It was just bizarre. It's like the grossest feeling living in an apartment. And, yeah,
Starting point is 00:27:09 I was trying to think back that far. A lot of, I had a lot of reoccurring nightmares in my bedroom. That, I would wake up, like I would have nightmares that happened in my bedroom, and I would wake up in the exact same spot that had just happened. And it was just really, really creepy.
Starting point is 00:27:28 I can't remember too many things of, like, visually of, like, haunting type of things that would happen. Just, like, just being, like, enormously scared all the time. And then, so chronologically speaking, after that, probably I was about six, seven. my mom got a new boyfriend and we decided to move into a townhouse together because we were living in an apartment then
Starting point is 00:27:55 and that townhouse is where things really started to pick up so he was like a he was a bit younger my mom he was pretty nice guy we really liked him at like at the start like super super nice so we did all kinds of things together and as soon as we moved into our townhouse
Starting point is 00:28:13 it was like a night and day like his demeanor changed my demeanor changed everyone it was just a very negative experience weird things started happening probably about a few months moving in I was laying in my bed and I hated that room
Starting point is 00:28:33 it was like thick man you're like if you walk in and just you're not alone I felt there was like a hundred people staring at you all the time I've never experienced it in my life my brother's room isn't like that it was just mine it was really really creepy. I didn't like it. I got my cat in there a lot of the time with me. Um, and he would always
Starting point is 00:28:50 like stare at things and it was really, I didn't like it. So the first thing that happened in that house was I was laying in my bed. Now as a messy kid, I always, uh, when I was told to clean my room, I put everything into my bed and put my sheets down so you couldn't see it. Nice. So it was always, yeah, there's always lots of stuff underneath there. I was laying my bed and I got this really, really creepy feeling like my chest started swelling up and I couldn't really breathe. And I couldn't really breathe. And then I heard something like kind of like rustling under my bed and I'm like, all right, it's probably my cat or whatever because it's not like there's any room from under there. And I had a bunch of socks that were bound up and I know like two or three bound up into a ball
Starting point is 00:29:32 and I heard something and it shot out from underneath my bed and hit the wall. And I was like, all right, I was kind of fast. Like probably my cat. But like real, I knew it wasn't my cat. I had this really, really gross feeling about it. It's just very negative. I got up. I didn't look into my bed. I went into my brother's room. The only other place my cat liked to go,
Starting point is 00:29:55 and my cow was sleeping on his pillow with him. So that was the first kind of thing that just blew my... It rocked my world. Everything changed after that. It was just so... I couldn't believe it. I've always heard about ghosts and stuff like that, but I've never actually seen anything to move my life.
Starting point is 00:30:11 So I kind of wrote it off. I didn't really tell anyone about it. And if I did, it probably wouldn't leave me anywhere. So the next thing that happened in that house after that was I had a bunch of little G.I. Joe figures, like the kind that way you could like bend with guns in their hands and stuff.
Starting point is 00:30:30 And I had them a bed of space in the middle. I had them on the other side of the room. Probably about like 12 feet away from me. And they were on top of my dresser. And I wasn't even going to sleep. I was just laying in my bed. It was like the middle of the day,
Starting point is 00:30:45 or I might have been like a little bit darker, but I was laying in there because I had nothing else to do. And, yeah, it was a bit, it was a little dusky. And one of them, I just, it's so weird saying it, and I flew and hit me and landed on my chest. And I was just like shell-shocked. I didn't, I couldn't even really move right away. Once again, went into my brother's room
Starting point is 00:31:08 because that's where I went when I was scared. And Kat was sleeping beside him on the ground. So just trying to make excuses up for this kind of stuff happening. But yeah, it was like something that was trying to get my attention. I don't know. That was probably to date one of the scariest things that ever happened was that G.I. Joe flying at me. Yeah, I can imagine. Yeah, yeah.
Starting point is 00:31:31 Do you think at some point it decided it was going to reveal itself to you? I mean, do you think that's what was happening when it started showing itself through its actions? Yeah, I really don't know. It showed it felt to me one day, probably a few months later. I had a mirror. So when I'm exiting my room on the wall right there, there was a small mirror I had. And I had this weird feeling. I'm like, I'm walking.
Starting point is 00:31:58 I'm like, I don't want to look in this mirror. Like, once again, it just felt like there was like a million people, like, watching me. It's definitely not alone. I walked by the mirror, and there was a face in the mirror. And I just started crying. I was just so upset. and freaked out. And it was like later at night.
Starting point is 00:32:16 And I went into my brother's room and just went behind, went beside his bed and laid on the floor until morning time. So I didn't really like being in there. And that really freaked me out. It was the first time I've ever seen a face of anything. It was kind of reddish. It was really, really eerie. Like, ugh.
Starting point is 00:32:33 Yeah, the only time you saw a face in the mirror that wasn't yours, right? Exactly, yeah. Yeah, I didn't like it. I'm sure. I mean, I wouldn't like it either. I mean, even to this day, if it happened to me, I wouldn't like it, you know? So I talked about before on my show where, you know, I once saw what I best can describe is like these two eyes looking back at me through a window at night.
Starting point is 00:32:52 And after that, it messed me up. I couldn't look out windows at night. Yeah, right. You know, even to this day, when it gets dark out, I close my blinds on my windows. I just, I don't even think about it. I just feel uncomfortable. Yeah. That happened when I was like probably eight or nine.
Starting point is 00:33:07 I, when I drive down the highway, man, I work a lot on the high. I travel a lot on the highway every day, and I tilt my mirror up. Like, I don't, my rear mirror doesn't work. It's always tilted up. I rarely look in mirrors. Yeah, it's bizarre. I can't do it. So, you said, well, you said the face was, you said the face was red.
Starting point is 00:33:27 Like a red tinge to it, so I remember. Yeah, so, I mean, do you remember, like, was it abnormally large? Was there, like, boils on the face that was making it red? Do you have any other descriptions? I remember, like, the eyes. it was just really it just scared me like right to my core
Starting point is 00:33:43 it was um like human like human-y kind of eyes it was like the outline of a face and it had like almost like like kind of like I would say like a summer it was very quick
Starting point is 00:33:56 I looked away very quickly but I was just like almost stunned I looked at it longer than I wanted to I was just kind of shocked that he was there um yeah it was like the red outline to it it wasn't like a whole red face it was almost like a blurred red outline of a face and then the eyes.
Starting point is 00:34:13 And you can see like a nose and like a little bit of a facial feature. And the facial features were red. The eyes were, I don't know how to explain it like a little bit bigger than like human eyes, but they had like the retinas and everything like that. It's really, really creepy. Like something you'd seen like a movie. Yeah. Didn't like it.
Starting point is 00:34:34 No, I wouldn't like it either, man. I understand that totally. That's very creepy. but I know that's not the last thing that's happened to you, right? No, no, no. I mean, this happens. This kind of starts actually been ramping up in my life recently, but we'll get to that at the end.
Starting point is 00:34:49 So this room, it's almost like, when I moved into this house, it's almost like a shining kind of experience. And weirdly enough, the shining was the only, like, this, my own boyfriend was very into, like, cult movies, like horror movies and stuff. I watched a lot of those when I was younger. Probably shouldn't have. the one movie he always wanted me to watch
Starting point is 00:35:12 I just couldn't bring myself to watching it was the shining because it reminded me too much of my own life because he got really when we moved into the house he got really negative like almost like he
Starting point is 00:35:24 and he didn't even remember doing it a lot of the time like he'd be like oh I'm so sorry man I don't understand like how that just happened and I was like me neither man I don't get it so anyway I'll go into more detail
Starting point is 00:35:36 he started getting negative in the fact that he got abusive he'd get huge mood swings out of nowhere like breaking cupboard doors off like just crazy stuff for no reason like just it's almost like you see somebody who's like taking steroids and just freaking out for no reason at all and it became and he started noticing ghosts too actually
Starting point is 00:36:01 he didn't believe in ghosts I didn't tell you this night thing you did when he was walking up the stairs one day after one of those things that's happened to us in abusive situation and he felt a ghost actually goes through his body and he was like scared to his core and I've never seen him like that
Starting point is 00:36:18 it was weird it really freaked me out because I'm like all right man like it's not just me you don't believe in ghosts and you just felt something goes through your body it's very interesting towards me and you know I and so I noticed his mood
Starting point is 00:36:32 change a lot when there is like when I would get scared It was kind of like a weird coincidence And this could be all It could just like he was a dick right I don't know Like I'm just kind of correlating
Starting point is 00:36:45 I started listening to your show a lot I'm like alright it doesn't make sense You know like we move into this place I started getting haunted like Visibly he starts changing his demeanor And then my demeanor changed in the way of I It's ah man it's hard to explain
Starting point is 00:37:02 I would have so much Of this odd energy in me And it only happened in my room, man. It was weird. It never happened anywhere else, only in my bedroom. It was like there was a thousand pounds of, like, weight on me, and there was, like, people watching me. It was the weirdest thing, and I took into self-harm at that point,
Starting point is 00:37:24 and I started to hurt myself pretty bad, because I couldn't deal with it. It was just too much for me to handle. I would strangle myself unconscious, because I actually just couldn't deal with what was happening. I didn't understand it. And at points, it happened a lot, actually, unfortunately. I would put a belt around my neck,
Starting point is 00:37:50 and I would just try to end my life in my closet. And this happened probably for about two years. It happened for a long time, man. And I never died. Like, legitimately would put a belt around my neck, hang myself in my closet, and I would wake up about three or four minutes later. and I'd be alive. It was the oddest thing.
Starting point is 00:38:10 Never expected to keep waking up. I attributed to divine intervention. I've had a lot of near-death experiences in my life, and I've always come back. It's actually really cool. And these experiences got me into believing in spirituality and God. It's actually had a decent outcome. but yeah for those couple years in that bedroom
Starting point is 00:38:39 a lot of weird things happen I don't know if it's a possession kind of thing it definitely wasn't really me doing that stuff to myself because to be honest with you the I don't want to die and never really did it's just when I would go in my room I had like this unreal feeling come over me and I don't even remember doing it half the time
Starting point is 00:39:03 like I would do it and I'm just like what Like, it's, I don't understand. Just so confused all the time. And so, like, my whole demeanor changed living there. His demeanor changed. Ghost-wise, after a couple of years, I was, we ended up moving again. So after all of the times of me, self-harmed me and stuff like that, when we moved into our new house, we purchased an actual house.
Starting point is 00:39:32 He changed his violent house. And he stopped immediately. I stopped my own self-harm immediately. As soon as I had my own new room and everything was fine. It was bizarre, man. It was like it never happened. Like I never had another inclination to do that in that house. I never had any kind of haunting in that house happen.
Starting point is 00:39:56 So I was probably about 14 now. They split up eventually. And then we got nothing happening. happened in that house. There's nothing really much to say about that place. I was about 17 now. We were there a couple of years. Everything was pretty normal. They just kind of didn't like each other anymore. So they split up. My mom bought a new house. I was 16. I moved in with her, so my brother. And that's when it started again. This bedroom I had. It was just the creepiest bedroom. I didn't like it. I had attic hatch in my closet. I wasn't a fan of that. I didn't
Starting point is 00:40:33 like addicts. Yeah, weird things started happening in this room. Now, as we're on the same topic, I'll go back and I'll jump into this first. I was kind of a late bloomer with the ladies. I was about 16 when I had my first three-year-old's girlfriend, me 17, and she ended up breaking up with me. And my first go-to with that kind of stress was, unfortunately, my style harm. I did the same thing again. I went to my closet and it's kind of just like old
Starting point is 00:41:08 at that point. That's how I dealt with immense pressure and stress. And it didn't, it wasn't like the other times. It was higher. There was nothing for my, it might have been before my body is leaning on something and that's why I didn't actually pass away. I don't know, but this time it was nothing. It was like a six foot tall closet. It wasn't short. And I was out. I remember putting on an in excess mystify song, and it wasn't on when I woke up. I was gone for a while, and when I did it,
Starting point is 00:41:40 my mother was downstairs, which I didn't know. I thought I was alone. My door was locked, so I did that. I put my balls from my neck, and that was it. And about three or four minutes later,
Starting point is 00:41:52 my mom, which we talked about later, got up out of nowhere, just watching some sort of crime drama. He came upstairs and started pounding on my door, like I like the police with, like just pounded, pounding on it and it woke me up.
Starting point is 00:42:04 And I was just like, what the? I was like, my God, and this is, like, I'm not dead. And I ended up pulling the, I was able to get both my hands up on a bar and I pulled it out of the wall. My mom was screaming. Like, what are you doing in there? And like, I'm good, I'm good. I couldn't see my body for about, like, four or five hours.
Starting point is 00:42:24 I lost all feeling. And my, the lower part of my body was actually kind of freaky. It came back eventually, which was nice. But me and my mom, I know you talk about, like, angels. and stuff on the show sometimes, so I thought this would be an interesting little aspect of that. This got me believing an angel, man.
Starting point is 00:42:41 Like, my mom would never come and knock my door. She never did. I don't think ever in my life. Like, she's very, always laughing me to myself. And the fact that I was dying upstairs, something made her get out of her chair come up and please pound on my door until I woke back up and then just left me alone again.
Starting point is 00:43:01 I talked to rip out a couple times. actually the past couple of years and I asked her about it and she's like yeah I actually really remember that she was really weird she's like I don't even remember why I got up there
Starting point is 00:43:10 and she's like I just walked up and she like I had this weirdest feeling like I had to run up and start pounding on your door and I was like wow it's just so bizarre you know yeah it's actually pretty cool that single handedly
Starting point is 00:43:22 later in life got me believing in God and angels and all that kind of stuff so yeah it was pretty intense man It's pretty intense. That bedroom, so I was about 17 now. The bedroom is really haunted.
Starting point is 00:43:41 I didn't like it in there. It wasn't as intense as the other room where I would like self-harm. That was just kind of a little bit mistake that happened. I spent a lot of time in there. I got into some troubles with the law enforcement, so I was stuck in my house for a while. And I was in that room for a long time, man. and a lot of weird things happened in it
Starting point is 00:44:09 and see stuff moving around and actually you know what this is the one thing I want to talk about I totally just remembered about it now that I think intuition we all have intuition that brings us into understanding
Starting point is 00:44:24 certain things and lately I've been kind of understanding that whatever was in that first room that I would go into that closet and do that stuff to myself I don't think it was me
Starting point is 00:44:36 doing it personally. The same thing goes for when my girlfriend left me when I was 17 and I actually almost did die that time. I don't think that was me either. I don't even remember actually like consciously doing it. I think when I get to a certain level where I'm really upset and I let certain things in and it always happens to be in that closet. There's something weird about that closet in my new house.
Starting point is 00:45:04 I think something, I don't know if something followed me. I don't, I really don't know, but was pretty perceptive to ghosts. He would, he would always come near me when I felt weird. I didn't have to call him over. He's really, really cool cat, man. He actually got me through a lot of weird times. That closet, what happened the last time, my cat is super eerie. The end of my bed faced that closet.
Starting point is 00:45:31 My cat would sit at the end of my bed looking up at that closet every night. And then sometimes you would go into the closet and stare up. a data catch and look sideways. It was looking at something. He was bobbing all over the place. And he was just super weird. I think when we're at really low points in our life, things can come in and kind of take over.
Starting point is 00:45:56 I know of other people, even in the town I live and that's happened to when they're really low points in their life. They've had hauntings in their house, like mysterious figures, like black figures floating over them, stuff like that. So, yeah, attribute to that.
Starting point is 00:46:13 Possession has been coming into my head a lot lately. I really do honestly, like my gut does tell me that's what was happening. And I think at the same time, when the last time it happened, it was divine intervention. Like something, team of angels, I don't know, man, went down there and got my mom to come, wake me up. It was pretty, it was life-changing. I started believing in things after that. And never again did I ever try to hurt myself like that. I started, I started believing at God.
Starting point is 00:46:47 And I would, I didn't really believe in God at that time, but I would pray because I've watched documentaries where like non-believers would pray and it would stop that entity in the room. And I was like, all right, man, it's like, God to be something to this. So I started doing that and it started subsiding. One night, I kind of started doing it. I came into my bedroom and I opened up my door. turned on my light and there was right off my bed there was this like black fog mist it was sitting
Starting point is 00:47:17 there for a second and then it went it hit the ceiling and then slid to the corner and then right at me right at the window and like i was just paralyzed i've never been that's honestly one of the scariest things i think i've seen i was i sat there for a minute i couldn't even move or breathe I walked outside and I sat outside for like two or three hours until somebody came home so I wouldn't go back and side
Starting point is 00:47:43 like visibly like we can always see like oh I think there's a ghost around but that was like a visible like the classic I've heard in your show a few times now like the black mask very visible I've never seen anything like it since then
Starting point is 00:47:56 like black mask wise it's very distinct very scary very negative that was that That's about 17, 18 now. Not too, too much happened in that room. I kind of have it written down here. I took a quick peek so I can stay in chronic
Starting point is 00:48:17 and colloquial order for you. Yeah, I appreciate that. Yeah, lots of shadows, lots of shadow figures in that room. Classic shadow figures. Always seeing something in the corner of my eye. Sometimes there'd be things moved out of position. If I would leave a room, I'd like, I'm leaving this here. And it was just creepy, man.
Starting point is 00:48:34 I didn't like that room again. And it's kind of like the story of my life. every time I move into a new place with like some sort of weird spiritual presence there. Sometimes it's not negative. Sometimes it is. I've moved a lot in my life. I moved out when I was 17, so I've had lots of different places.
Starting point is 00:48:52 I've been all over Canada. See, here. Next one. Yeah, I rent a loft downtown. That's probably nothing happened. When I was 17, I went down from Northern Ontario. to Toronto for about five years. And nothing really happened down there.
Starting point is 00:49:12 It wasn't until I moved back to town and met my fiancee here. We got a loft, a really nice place. And there was this one spot in the loft. And she is very, very, very, very cool women, very, um, spiritually touch. So she felt the same things that I did, but we were in the loft.
Starting point is 00:49:34 Right outside our doorway, there was a, I don't know if it's like a, a cold spot. You felt like your hair on your back would go up when you walked by it. And it was just like that one spot.
Starting point is 00:49:43 Everywhere else is super, super good. No issues with it. It was a very old building, probably about 80 years old. It's like a historic party downtown. They kind of just
Starting point is 00:49:53 redid it all the loft and stuff. So yeah, there's a one spot. It was almost like the classic cold zone you'd walk through and feel.
Starting point is 00:50:01 So we ended up getting a roommate for a very short period of time. We're just helping out a friend. I remember she would walk by it and she'd like, ugh. She'd been like, why? I'm like, what do you feel there? And she's like, yeah. She's like, there's like, it's like really creepy right here. I'm in front of your door. I'm like, yeah, I know. I'm like, I'm glad that you notice it as well. So it's not just me and her. So one day after she moved out, I was cooking dinner in my kitchen and I had this odd feeling that I didn't want to look over there. And so I
Starting point is 00:50:30 didn't, I kept cooking. And I looked over and there was like a teenage boy standing there looking me. Like it wasn't negative. Like it didn't steer me in the like the demonic sense, but yeah, it was like a full, full apparition, like full figure wearing like, can't really date the clothes. Nothing modern anywhere or nothing like Victorian, like average clothes. Probably about 16 and 17 year old boy just standing there, like almost blue looking. But it was like a full apparition, like something you'd seen in a movie. It was bizarre.
Starting point is 00:51:08 I was frozen solid. I turned off my stove and I walked backwards. I don't think I had shoes on. I walked backwards out of the house. I was right by the door and I locked the door. Went and hung outside my girlfriend at times work and about two hours, two, three hours until she was off and then went back inside.
Starting point is 00:51:30 Yeah, and that was the most visible ghost I've ever seen. It was very scary. But it didn't scare me in the sense that like, I was worried about it hurting me or something like that or like trying some like weird demonic thing it's just sitting there staring at me it was weird it was cool now that I think about it
Starting point is 00:51:49 I'm a lot older now and I'm not there anymore but yeah man it was a very odd experience like I said all points there hands head, the full torso like feet everything there's like a person standing there is nuts I've never yet
Starting point is 00:52:06 experience anything really like it I'm 32 now. To this day, I see stuff every day. It's not really demonic in the way it used to be younger. I think when I was younger, I was really sad a lot, and I think I let a lot of things in. I think that happened a lot with lots of people. You let lots of dark presences in
Starting point is 00:52:33 when you don't have to control yourself and you're in a really bad place. Yeah, so. that was the loft. Nothing really. It's only, yeah, we went to Alberta for about a year, came back in Ontario, and rented a basement apartment once again in an older home.
Starting point is 00:52:59 There was a, once outside, really enough, outside the door or a bedroom again. There was another presence, and you'd walk out, same thing, like full body, chilled, hair up, really creepy. It wasn't super, super, friendly, but it wasn't super demonic. It scared me for sure. I didn't like it.
Starting point is 00:53:16 I didn't want it in my house. We did smudging, like, learn more things in life later on. So we started, like, Googling stuff and talking to other people, tried to do the smudging thing. It didn't work. My fiance knew a medium. And she was out telling her actually eating the information. She's like, yeah, we think we have like a ghost in her house. And she's like, do you think that you could tell anything about it?
Starting point is 00:53:40 And me and her both have already came with inclusion as a young girl. That's what we felt. The medium to the exact same thing, she's like, you have a young girl in your house. She's like, she's not bad. Like, she's kind of stuck there. And you're like, you're going to have to do something to help her out to get her out there. And honestly, it was too much for me at the time. Like, I didn't want anything to do with that kind of stuff.
Starting point is 00:54:01 So my fiancee, I went out. I forget, I had Aaron to run or something, and she did it. I don't remember exactly what she did. She said some, she gave her much of work. to say and some sort of a ritual. And that was it. I never felt it again. It was actually like super,
Starting point is 00:54:16 like the whole vibe that was changed after that. It was really cool. And I felt happy for whoever that was anyway, right? Like, that kind of be, it kind of be stuck, stuck being here and having no one to help you over. So it was kind of a nice thing, actually. I kind of liked it.
Starting point is 00:54:32 And that was that. And then from that place, we moved into the place where in now, place where in now, in my house per se I don't overly feel too much these days little things
Starting point is 00:54:46 it's like man it's like there's something following me around all time like this has been constant since I was little kid I always feel like I have like a passenger with me every time I go anywhere
Starting point is 00:54:59 if I'm with people it's different I don't feel it if I'm by myself yeah there's something beside me if you sometimes feel like it's more than one person I don't know if I'm just more perceptive certain things like I'm sure there's ghosts everywhere we just can't do them but yeah there's
Starting point is 00:55:13 something deafly with me all the time for sure um last week actually but two weeks ago I was in a basement I was a I'm a tile contractor so I'm tiling a shower in this basement bathroom and I have my back to the door and I seen something walked by like visibly like a dark shadow I walked by. I'm like, all right, it's probably, like, the homeowner, or was her dog, because she had, like, a huge bull mastiff. He's quite tall. And I was on my knees, so I couldn't really gauge the height. But 100% seen something. I'm like, all right, well, clearly there's somebody down here, and I had my headblins on, so I couldn't even hear. I just thought he didn't hear them. So I took my headphones off, left there, and there's no one there. And I was like, oh, sweet, awesome. And I went upstairs, and she has, like, the bull mastiff dog. I was in the hell to about three weeks. And I was doing the floors upstairs. And this dog was really cool, actually. Like, he would stay beside me the entire time. If I would lean down to put one plank in and I would stand back up, he'd stand back up.
Starting point is 00:56:18 And he'd move beside me, step back down. Like, you'd get up 100 times a day and just follow me right in the entire house. And there was one room in that house that, like, made my skin crawl. I didn't want to go. I honestly do even want to install the floors in it. The dog wouldn't come in. I tried to bribe me a piece of pizza to come in. He wouldn't come in.
Starting point is 00:56:35 It was weird. and yeah there's something really creepy about that room and whatever was in that room I seen walk by in the basement downstairs and it really freaked me up man like visibly seeing something walked by the door
Starting point is 00:56:48 I was really hoping that somebody was going to be down there but fortunately there was no one down there and lately my car lights have been staying on I have a a sliding tile saw with a laser level on it and in the nighttime it's quite bright.
Starting point is 00:57:07 It'll illuminate most of my car. I went in to get something at a story a couple weeks ago, and I locked my car, my car lights. The one, the left light has always been staying on now. Even if I turn it off, I'll come back, and that lights on, and my laser level is on.
Starting point is 00:57:25 Like, the whole car came back, my car was like red inside, and I was like, what the hell? I was, weird. Like, somebody inside my car, and the car doors locked it, opened it up, and all my arrow lights were on, inside the car. Laser light was on somehow.
Starting point is 00:57:38 Don't even, that's not even possible. It could have got touched because you had to push it in really hard. It's just really creepy, man. It really freaking freaking out. And I don't even like talking about it because, like, I have to try this car every day. But when I was driving down the highway the other day, I see, I don't know if it was like eyes.
Starting point is 00:57:58 It was like a face, like a little head where my car seat is in the backseat. And that's, to be honestly, That's why I keep my mirror up now. I just can't do it. It just freaks me out too much. Like, there's definitely something that's always been around me. I don't know if it's good or if it's bad or I don't know if it's good and it's keeping bad things away. You know, because clearly something's been keeping me alive all these years.
Starting point is 00:58:21 Like, there's no doubt about it. I don't know what it is, man. But I don't really have any intuitional answers on that. So kind of going to be about it was that. Hopefully I'm asking them. I do a lot of praying now. I pray every single time I'm in my apartment because I do get creeped out when I'm by myself.
Starting point is 00:58:41 Like there is something always around me, so I always pray for any negative entities to be removed. And yeah, man, when I talked to this, that medium I spoke of earlier, she did a reading for me, and I honestly wasn't 100% didn't believe in the whole medium thing until I talked to her.
Starting point is 00:59:00 She didn't know me and never talked to my life. She lives in the States. I live in Canada. Never even met her in person. and the things she knew, like she asked permission to, like, come into my, like, I don't know, like, my, my energy, right? And the thing she knew, there's no way she could have known. It was like, she nailed my childhood dead on, like, count for count. It was really bizarre. And, uh, yeah, she said when I was four, that, um, I went through, she was like, did you go through something
Starting point is 00:59:32 really negative when you were four, like really, really deeply. I'm like, yeah, I did actually. Like, I don't remember it, though. Like, I remember when I was four, told my mom that I was going to kill myself, and I had to go into therapy, and I was a little kid. And she said when I was four years old,
Starting point is 00:59:50 that she's like, she started talking about, uh, what was this, guardian angels. She's like, we all have guardian angels. I didn't know much about it at the time.
Starting point is 00:59:58 And she's like, you have five of them. And she's like, you do have a six one. She's like, when you were a little kid, you needed, it's like,
Starting point is 01:00:06 she's like, It's very uncommon. She's like, it's a negative spirit angel, spirit guy, or whatever, guardian angel. And she's like, they're there. They come when you're in a very negative place. And she's like, you don't need it anymore, but he's still there with you. And she's like, I can do things on my end to, like, give you to try and, like, relieve him of his duties.
Starting point is 01:00:31 But as far as I know, that hasn't happened. I don't know if you've ever heard of that. It was the first time I'd ever heard of anything like that, but that's pretty much takes it up. She said that there was something that was in charge of following you? Yeah, she said that when I was four, something really negative happened to me, and I was given a six guardian angel, but it wasn't like the other ones. It was a negative guardian angel. So she never elaborated too much on it. She said that it was needed at the time to keep me safe.
Starting point is 01:01:11 I don't know if that was the thing, keeping me alive all those times in that room. But I kind of go against a lot of science, man. Yeah. I don't know. I had a buddy, unfortunately, who passed away. He did it once, man. He put bells around his neck one time on the door handle. And he died.
Starting point is 01:01:26 That's it. I've done it probably like 100 times. And it just makes sense. I'm exaggerating. like it's fortunate I wish I was. Well, I mean, it doesn't make sense to me that it's something that was given to you to follow you around and it's a negative, but then it's supposed to do the positive, which is to protect you. I know.
Starting point is 01:01:48 That doesn't make sense to me. Yeah, man, I'm going to see him both. I know. I tried Googling it the past couple weeks because, like, it really, out of all the things she told me, that, I don't know, like, I don't know, like, I might have the wording wrong, but she said it was specifically for negativity because I was in such a negative space and I was so young that this spirit guide came to me and I don't know, I don't think it's like an actual negative spirit guide or angel. I believe from what I was kind of understanding from what she said that it comes in times of like bad times maybe, I don't know man, but she said it was still
Starting point is 01:02:29 with me and that it was not serving me any justice to have it here anymore. Yeah, I mean, did it ever? And it's hard to, yeah, right, man, I don't. It's weird, man. I don't get it. It's totally, and it's hard not to believe her because, like, she was super accurate about my entire life, man. Like, she knew shit that, like, my parents didn't even know. Like, it's crazy. It's very, very interesting. I mean, she could be accurate on certain things, but it doesn't mean she's accurate on everything, you know? Yeah, for sure. The fact that she's, I mean, even if I was a meeting, which I'm not,
Starting point is 01:03:05 but if I was, like, I'll be thinking what I'm about to say makes zero sense, you know, maybe I should read, you know, I don't know, reread things and make sure I'm seeing it clearly, you know what I mean? I honestly didn't think anything of it until the past few months. So I'm like, I'm like, just, I'm Googling, it just, it really thugged me. And, uh, yeah, it just bothered me a lot when she said that. I never, and she didn't really elaborate much on it.
Starting point is 01:03:33 All she did was give me the stuff to say to, like, relieve whoever that is of their duties. And, like, I just didn't, I was like, I'm so lost, man. Like, they don't hurt her, my fiancee and her don't talk anymore, so I can't go and just ask her. So, yeah, man, I don't know. Kind of lost them out on myself. I don't understand it. you can probably, you know, I would say this. First of all, I, I personally don't, you wouldn't catch me going to a medium. And that's more. I haven't sense, to be honest with you. I kind of rely on my own stuff now.
Starting point is 01:04:10 Sure. And I'm not, I'm not condemning you. I'm not condemning you. What I'm saying is like, for me, it's like, literally it's because of my, my faith and my beliefs. Like, I've said it before in the show that God, uh, directs us. in the Bible throughout the entire book, Old and New Testament, not to practice necromancy and summoning of spirits and things like that. And so, like, that's, that's specifically why I put a hard line there because of the Bible saying that you shouldn't do those things. Now, I'm not knocking people who do it. I'm not knocking people who go and do it. You know, I'm not in charge of your life. I'm just saying this is what I believe. And so when it comes to all that stuff, I definitely don't understand how it all. works together. You know what I'm saying? But I don't think that you need to take everything she says
Starting point is 01:05:04 as, you know, scripture or whatever. It might be a bad example of words. But, you know, because it's definitely seems like, you know, I mean, some of the things she said was was correct. I mean, it seems like your entire life, there's been something following you. I wouldn't say that when you moved houses that it was a new entity. I mean, this is something that almost maybe like when you move to the new house, it's a fresh vibe and it decides to show itself against you like, hey, bro, still here. I got you. Yeah, that's what I took from it for sure. Yeah, for sure, 100% man. Like, especially when I, from my old host, when I was a kid to that other one where I said, with a black mask, it felt 100% the same as my first house. Like, it didn't feel like a new
Starting point is 01:05:51 thing. I'm like, oh shit, this is back. Like, awesome. I don't know. It's just something she said. It really bugged me. And I'm kind of thinking about it lately. So I just trying to rule everything out, you know. I'm just trying to understand all this stuff. And it just doesn't make any sense to me. I don't have the answers.
Starting point is 01:06:07 I've stopped looking to people like that. I was a bit younger when she did that. It was probably about five or six years ago. I've definitely got a lot more spiritual since then and rely on my own sense. Trying to understand these things. But I'm still stumped this. I am. And it hasn't changed me. It's every day. I'm like 32 years old now. And there's something
Starting point is 01:06:31 with me all the time. It freaks me out. It could be a good, a good thing, right? But like, I just don't know. Well, I don't know. I mean, it could be, you know, maybe a good thing that you, like, you feel the presence of something and maybe that presence of something is, you know, just say a guardian angel, for lack of better terms. But, I mean, clearly, the whole timeline, that feeling that you had wasn't always a good thing that was around because of what you've experienced. It was very negative, yeah.
Starting point is 01:07:02 And I honestly, to be super truthful with you, I say it's good, but I kind of just tell myself that because, like, it freaks me. It just freaks me up. Sure. It does. Absolutely. And I, and realistically, I don't think it's whatever.
Starting point is 01:07:17 Oh, man. Okay, I'll go in a little more detail. I kind of left this part out. I always feel, I'm going to get really honest with you, I don't think it's good. I try and tell myself that to kind of calm myself down and end of my life normally, but to be honest, I do think it's not good.
Starting point is 01:07:36 I always feel like I'm going to be assaulted. Like I feel like I'm going to get pushed, like that feeling like something's about to come at me. I live that every single day. It sucks. It's very stressful. it freaks me out. I don't know what to say about it.
Starting point is 01:07:53 That's about it. Like, whatever is there, I don't think it's very good. And I used to get really freaked out about talking about it. And you actually, I just listened to one of your guys talked over the day, and where he's like, she was saying that she was talking about this entity and his friend girl was like, oh, no, he can hear you, stop talking about it.
Starting point is 01:08:11 That's how I used to feel. I'm like, man, if I say anything like this, whatever this is can, like, knows what I'm thinking and does not want me talking about it. and I will be punished in some sort of way if I do talk about it. So that's why I'm just like, oh-huh. Do you think that something like that is going to happen today because you're talking to me? Do you think that it's going to do something?
Starting point is 01:08:30 To be honest, I don't feel very good right now talking about it. But it is what it is, man. You just got to push forward. I don't want to be like this forever, you know. And like, the only way to get it I find to kind of like break through things is to talk about it. And honestly, if there's somebody else dealing with that I'm dealing with, I think that's how I found like salvation dealing with this stuff
Starting point is 01:08:53 with it is like on your show listening to other people talk to it. I'm like, oh man, I actually kind of feel better about this. So if there's any other person that feels like I do or goes through what I go through, you know, it may hopefully feel a little bit better now, you know? And like they can go talk to somebody about it, I don't know. But I think it's important for us to share our stories.
Starting point is 01:09:12 Yeah, absolutely. I mean, people sharing the stories on the show is what prompted this interview to even happen, you know? So, uh, exactly right. Yeah. People need to share their experiences so that other people feel comfortable
Starting point is 01:09:24 coming forward and telling what they've experienced, adding to the story because everybody's got their own story that adds to the, the overall story of what's going on around here. Um, dude, what have you done to, uh, try to get, I mean,
Starting point is 01:09:37 in all honesty, I mean, you keep saying to me sometimes throughout the interview that, you know, in all honesty, that term comes up. And so in all honesty, what have you done to try getting rid of this thing in your
Starting point is 01:09:49 life. I know you tried... Nothing, man. I know you tried smudging the house. I know that you said that you, you pray now a lot. Do you, what are you praying? Like, are you, are you saying you're a Christian, are you a Hindu, Buddhist? What, what, what are you talking about when you say you're praying? Honestly, like, I just prayed. I ask God, like, not a specific God. I just, I pray to God and I just, I pray to God and I can please protect me from any negative entities in my home or around me or my son and my fiance, please. And that's it. And I repeat that constantly.
Starting point is 01:10:22 And honestly, when I'm really, really freaked out and I know there's something, like, right beside me, I do say, I take the Lord's name, man. And I'm not even, like, a Christian or anything like that. I'm like, I say, like, Jesus Christ, please come into my home and, like, protect me, man. I'm like, I need help. Like, that's how, like, freaked out again sometimes. Like, I'm not even the religious person like that.
Starting point is 01:10:46 and I will throw out your, the stories on your show, I hear people say this stuff and it actually works. You know, they're like, yeah,
Starting point is 01:10:54 I ask like Lord Jesus Christ come in and then it's gone. And I'm like, wow, you know, I gotta start doing that. And to be honest, I think it's a really,
Starting point is 01:11:05 really, whatever it is, it's really deep, man, it's like entrenched. I mean, I don't think a smudged dick is going to make the thing
Starting point is 01:11:12 go away, to be honest with you. No. I smudged at my house. I smudged your house. all the time. Like, I always like the smell of it. Um, it doesn't do anything. It's a lot deeper than that. Um, yeah. And to be honestly, man, I'm a little bit scared to try and do some sort of, I don't, I don't even know what to do, like, some sort of like ritual or something
Starting point is 01:11:34 like that. I'm actually like a scared, scared death. Am I even see this thing? Like, it's going to, like, reveal itself or something. I don't know. But, uh, it's with me, and wherever I go, that's for sure. Yeah. It sounds like it. And I was going to ask you, has your girlfriend or your fiance or your child ever have any experiences? Have they ever come to you and said this is happening? Oh, yeah. It just happened yesterday. My, uh, I had to go do a quote at this lady's house, older ladies' house, older home. My son, I have my, my tree girl with me. And I was going short in time. So I brought him, my little apprentice now. I brought him in to check her the floor. And like, she was cool
Starting point is 01:12:14 age, she was a babysitter. He walked to the back of the house and looked. And, look, at the bottom of the stairs and he goes, and I mean, she sees a ghost. And there was nothing there. Like, I personally couldn't see anything. And she got,
Starting point is 01:12:27 she got a little bit upset, actually. She's like, there's no ghosts in my house. I'm like, sorry, man, like you see stuff you can.
Starting point is 01:12:34 Like, I didn't say any of that. I was just like, all right, no problem. I'm like, all right, have a good day.
Starting point is 01:12:39 And here's your, he's your quote. See later. She's like, oh, thank you. No, like,
Starting point is 01:12:43 he's seen something down there. He sees ghosts all the time. He'd come to me. he had like daddy, or he calls me mommy a lot. He's like, mommy, and he'll be like, ooh, and he'll pull a point over there. And I'm like, is there a ghost over there, buddy? And he's like, yep. I'm like, is there a bad ghost?
Starting point is 01:12:58 And he's like, he doesn't really know if it's bad or good. He just tells me that there's ghosts over there. And he sees him frequently in the house. And it kind of freaks me out a little bit. And I just ramp up my prayers, you know. But yeah, man, he's definitely perceptive seeing stuff. I think growing up, a lot of my buddies had nephews and or like little sisters, little brothers. I didn't.
Starting point is 01:13:26 And I remember a lot of them would see dead people a ton of us. Like they would come upstairs and be like, oh, yeah, we were just playing with this man in the basement, like both of them, like 100% playing with this older man. I remember it one time. And I was just like, why? Like, went down. Our course is an old man down. Like they're, I think kids are just more perceptive to this kind of stuff. that's a story here throughout time that little kids can see stuff that we can.
Starting point is 01:13:53 Yeah, I mean, if you just take it on the most basic level of things, little kids have less responsibility, they have less things going on in life, so they're more open to seeing what's right there before. Exactly. I mean, as you get older, you know, life picks up. First of all, it starts with hobbies and then interests like girls, sports, things like that, and then all of a sudden you graduate high school and now you're working and you're trying to make enough money to pay for a halfway decent car.
Starting point is 01:14:18 And then all of a sudden, you get a good job and now you're concerned about making decent money to maybe buy a house. And all of a sudden you have a family and now you're buying a house. Now you've got the mortgage to pay for, all the electricity bills, all the other stuff that comes along with it. And then all of a sudden, you're so distracted with life that seeing the things that are in the supernatural aspects of life are no longer, not even just of interest, but you lose sensitivity. But when kids are young, they're filled with wonder and excitement. and they're trying to understand life and they got so many questions and I think they see things
Starting point is 01:14:51 because they haven't been tainted yet by life. Right? That's exactly the way I think about it. So yeah, he definitely sees stuff. And it's like I decided just yesterday, you know? I wasn't even expecting that. I'm like, really? I'm like asking like three times.
Starting point is 01:15:06 I'm like, if you know us down there, buddy, he's like, yep. He's very serious about it. I was like, okay, man. Like, I believe you, 100%. And I always like to confirm what he's, sees and so he's comfortable with coming to me and showing me stuff. Um, because I certainly believe him. Well, dude, I'm telling you, uh, it definitely sounds like you got some crap hanging around
Starting point is 01:15:30 your life. And, uh, you know, it's definitely been affecting you. And I would encourage you to keep a close eye on your son and make sure that, because I mean, you've been through it, dude. You've been through it. You know, you, you've seen. Honestly, I go into his room sometimes at night and I'll say, I'll say, like, a prayer or I'll go, like, sit beside his bed. If I get, like, a weird feeling, you know, just to make sure there's nothing in there. But, yeah, definitely my eyes are kept pretty close on him when it comes to stuff like that, for sure. Yeah, I mean, you know the signs, you know what to look for. And honestly, I mean, what you just said about going in his room and making sure things are good
Starting point is 01:16:06 by just, you know, saying a prayer and sitting by his bed. Dude, you can do that every night, whether you have a feeling or not. You can say, you know, this is my son. a stamp of possession over my son. This is a no-goes. You know what I mean? Like, you can do that every night. And I mean, that's something that when I was a kid, an older man that was at my church had told my dad during some kind of meeting, he said that, you know, every night he would just walk by his kids' rooms and just pray over their rooms. And I was, and that just stuck with me my entire life. And that's something that, you know, I do, you know. And so it's just, um, it's
Starting point is 01:16:43 just placing that authoritative stamp. This is my child and this is a no-go zone. So, dude, I appreciate you coming on and sharing these experiences. I really do. Yeah, man. My pleasure. Well, that's the show, everybody. I really hope you enjoyed it. And if you did enjoy it, there is actually a follow-up interview with Jeremy waiting for you to consume. Just look in your podcast stream because it's sitting there waiting for you to enjoy. So go check that out because last time we talked to him, he talked about his paranormal experience. But since then, he had more paranormal experiences, a UFO encounter. And he informs us that he lives near an old shutdown military base.
Starting point is 01:17:25 But he has different thoughts on the matter as to whether it's actually shut down. So all that is on the next episode. Go check it out. And you know what we're going to say next. The truth will set you free. But first, it will piss you off. Later.

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