The Confessionals - 303: The Bigfoot Lights

Episode Date: January 12, 2021

In episode 303: The Bigfoot Lights, we talk to Dustin who is a Native American with some amazing experiences. It all started out when he and his ex-girlfriend were driving back home from college to sh...ow off their new baby girl to their families. On their drive that night they saw a strange streaking light that was soon accompanied by more. As this experience continues these lights seemed to be very aware of them and triangulated on them as they drove. What follows is more lights coming from the lights in the sky, dropping down and following them as they drove. Dustin consulted with a medicine man that told him these lights were bigfoot and they call them the star people.BECOME A MEMBER AND GET ADDITIONAL SHOWS: https://www.theconfessionalspodcast.com/joinSponsors:GET FEALS: https://feals.com/tonyGET SIMPLISAFE TODAY: https://simplisafe.com/confessionalsGet Emergency Food Supplies: http://www.preparewiththeconfessionals.comGet Beard Oil: https://bit.ly/2FbOhN5Connect With Us:Website: www.theconfessionalspodcast.comEmail: theconfessionalspodcast@gmail.com Subscribe to the Newsletter: https://www.theconfessionalspodcast.com/the-newsletter Social Media:Subscribe to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/2TlREaI Show Instagram: theconfessionalspodcastTony's NEW Instagram: rage_against_dystopiaMeWe: https://mewe.com/i/tonymerkel5Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheConfessionalsPodcast Twitter: @TConfessionals Tony's Twitter: @tony_merkelShow Intro: Show Intro INSTRUMENTAL: www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyub39AXxUw Show Intro FREE DOWNLOAD: https://bit.ly/2HxNcw3

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Starting point is 00:00:03 This was all circulating around the base that a giant had to kill, but no one was supposed to talk about it. I saw three long, bony fingers reach up underneath the door, curl up to grab it, and then disappear. When he came over to me, dude, he slithered over to me. And this giant comes out of the cave and they're all frozen. And he starts running and firing up this giant. With a giant move, he's got a spear in one hand and he's running really fast. It spears, Dan, holds them up like this. Somebody else, shoot him in the face, shoot him in the face.
Starting point is 00:00:48 They basically decapitated. Something pulling at my leg. And I look over and there are two small gray entities pulling it. And they're literally, I'm getting pulled off the bed. I reached my hand into this bush and I touch air. Couldn't breathe. and I couldn't move because I know I'm seeing a monster. Yep.
Starting point is 00:01:35 Welcome to the show, everybody. You're listening to The Confessionals. I am your host, Tony Merkel. Thank you for being here. If you've had an encounter or a story like to share with me on the show, go ahead and shoot me an email. My email address is The Confessionals at the Confessionalspodcast.com. That's The Confessionals at the Confessionalspodcast.com. Or go to the website, Theconfessionalspodcast.com.
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Starting point is 00:02:39 and if you get the four-week supply, we'll knock $100 off for you right there on the spot. Now, listen, folks, before we get into this week's show, I kind of just want to go into some things that, you know, came up this past week. I think many people understand this past week was a pretty busy week when it comes to just everything in the world. And I just want to say, first off, that though I am a huge supporter of free speech and people having the freedom to assemble and voice their objections to whatever they feel fit to object to what happened on Wednesday storming the Capitol building. I personally do not support
Starting point is 00:03:15 and I just feel like I need to say that because of what I'm about to say now. People have been getting banned off of social media left and right. There has been an organized attack against Parlor, which is a social media platform by Apple, Google, Amazon. What happened is Apple and Google removed Parlor off their app stores and then Amazon essentially removed the internet services available to parlor so that they can't even have a website. So essentially wiping it off the face of the internet. And it is a scary time for me as somebody who's a content creator to think that just because there is somebody that is very powerful in these tech companies that don't agree with what I say or agree with what I do could just erase me off the face of
Starting point is 00:04:04 the earth when it comes to a digital platform. So that said, and because of the, that, I am making some changes to this show itself. Today is the last day that I will ever be doing any episodes that have anything to do with conspiracy on this show. Now, I know there are some of you who are pretty much jumping up and down for sheer joy at the news of that, but this is the only platform I have, and I felt like there are times that I needed to get some things out that I would put on this show. And I know it's not everybody's cup of tea, but it is, once again, my show, and I will do what I want to do on my show. But because of what's been happening, I need to protect this show as well from outside influences. Therefore, I will no longer be doing anything outside of
Starting point is 00:04:47 the paranormal. And when I say paranormal, I mean Bigfoot, UFO, ghosts, aliens, abductions, all that kind of stuff. But we're not touching on the things that could possibly get this show erased off the face of the earth. That said, I also want to let you know I am working on a contingency plan because there are a lot of people who really do enjoy that kind of content. There are a lot of people who wait for the next one to drop. And so I am working on another platform to present to people. It is going to be completely underground. When I say underground, it will not be on any podcast playing apps. It will not go through the Apple App Store. It will not go through Google. It won't be on any podcast playing apps. It's going to be a completely underground show where you might
Starting point is 00:05:26 need to push a few more buttons to actually get to it. But once you find out where I'm at, you can actually feel like you're part of the movement. It might be a call-in show. It might be, I'm not exactly sure, actually. I'm just formulating ideas right now, but it is going to be completely underground. If they're going to push free speech to the basement, I'm going to go down there willingly. I'm going to pick out my corner. I'm going to set up shop, and then I'm going to invite everybody down to be a tunnel rat with me under the ground. So that said, if you want to stay in touch with me in case I am kicked off social media, in case internet service providers decide they want to wipe clean the confessionals or Tony Merkel off the internet, go ahead and sign up for the text message community line. This is an absolute free thing for you.
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Starting point is 00:06:55 I just opened up a Miwi account and just let you guys know if you want, you can go look me up Tony Merkel on Miwi. I am signing up for social media platforms that advertise themselves as free speech, and that is something that is very appealing to me. So I am on Miwi now. Go ahead and look me up Tony Merkel if you want to be there on Miwi. A lot of people are saying, what is Miwi? It's just social media. They say it's kind of like Facebook, so I'm testing it out. I'm seeing what it's like, but if you want to go ahead and follow me, go ahead and do that right there on Miwi. Now, This week we have Dustin coming on the show. And Dustin actually did a two-part show with me. This is an overtime show again. It was not supposed to air this soon. But because of what happened this week, I feel like I just needed to get it out so that I can move on from conspiracy kind of things on this platform. Now, what you're about to hear on this episode is not conspiracy. Dustin has a lot of paranormal experiences, Bigfoot lights, all that stuff. We're going to get into it on this show. And then in the overtime segment, we actually recorded some things.
Starting point is 00:07:55 were happening about a month ago. This was recorded on December 11th. And when you hear what I have to say and what he has to say almost a month ago, it's a little prophetic. It's almost like, wow, you hear what we have to say, and then you look at what's happening today and you're thinking, spot on and actually kind of worse than what they were projecting. So that's going to be on the overtime segment. And I hope you guys go ahead and listen to that if you're members. If you're not a member, all you got to do is be a member on the website. And then you can click the overtime segment. It'll open up for you and you can listen to the second hour of this conversation I have with Dustin. And I'm going to play a trailer for that conversation right after this introduction.
Starting point is 00:08:35 So let's get to Dustin and the Bigfoot lights right after this trailer. Let's go. That's stuff that they will snatch people up for and never hear from them again. But I mean, what do you do? This is freaking Orwellian to the max, man. Orwellian to the max. The fact that we are speaking in. private because the conversation can't go public, that's more well. They had they had people in
Starting point is 00:09:12 that book who were reporting other people saying things that they weren't supposed to say and thinking how they weren't supposed to be thinking. There was things in that book called thought police for a reason. And we are now living amongst thought police. So I have to take my segment that is extremely important, put it behind a membership wall so that only people who have access to the privacy of that can access it. Because if I have it public and that gets in the wrong hands, I might disappear. That's what's going on right now. This is what's coming.
Starting point is 00:09:52 This is what's coming. It's, man. I know. And I try to, I try to, I pay attention closely because I want to try to, like, pinpoint exactly when. things are going to get really bad and I go back and forth to you know it's next month and then and then I'm like my optimistic side where that wants to believe that okay we got some time and maybe I can start business get rich and break free from the system but like I don't know I mean what do you think do you think we got till you know maybe a year from now things will be drastically
Starting point is 00:10:32 different if nothing changes or is it going to play out for a number of years. It's going to get worse and worse as time goes on until they reach their dystopia. That's what's going to, that's what's happening. So that's what I was trying to portray earlier. I had a hard time saying it. But like, like, we're here in time. And it's this rough.
Starting point is 00:10:51 This is freaking rough. We ain't used to this. But the road to dystopia gets progressively worse. All right. Today we got Dustin on the show. Dustin, what is going on, man? Not a whole lot. just ready for this interview. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. So we got done talking here and ranting a little
Starting point is 00:11:28 bit about current events. So as the time that it is right now where we're speaking, it is December of 2020. And, you know, if people are hearing this months later, maybe the world's changed a lot between now and then. But as a right now, you and I just got done ranting for about 45 minutes to an hour about what's going on in the world. And you brought some things to my attention off the CDC website. The title of this article, and I hope it's the article you're referring to, but it says interim operational considerations for implementing the shield approach to prevent COVID-19 infections in humanitarian settings. And this is off the CDC website. And you told me that it talks about basically taking people who have COVID-19
Starting point is 00:12:23 and putting them in some kind of quote-unquote health camps, right? Yep, that's right. Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I got to say when I read it, it just really made the hair stand up on the back of my neck because I know what they are. And what they want to do is in the name of COVID,
Starting point is 00:12:42 they want to take people, put them into camps. And we got the space for these camps now because, I mean, let's face it, schools are closed, stadiums are closed. There's all these large spaces that are no longer being occupied because of everything being shut down. Now they got the space to put these camps into place and everybody is going to be crying for reopening the economy.
Starting point is 00:13:07 Well, this could be one of their ways that they'll say that we can is by shielding the immunocompromised and the old. and I've already heard people talk about it. They've said, why didn't we just shield people away from, you know, the at-risk people and just carry on with the economy? Why did we have to shut everything down? So that tells me that there could be support for it right away. And, I mean, people won't really know what they truly are until it's already implemented.
Starting point is 00:13:44 Two things that made me scared about it, though, was that one, was it said it may have the appearance of looking forced that right away red flagged to me. And the other part that didn't sit right with me was that it said that if an outbreak were to happen in one of these facilities, it could be disastrous for the people inside. And I mean, I... It's laying the groundwork for a very similar situation. we saw in Nazi Germany. Essentially is what you're saying.
Starting point is 00:14:22 It's setting to table. And I'll tell you that they have camps, like you said, I know. Let me put it this way. I've been told by somebody that possibly in January this year from a lot of travel outside my house, I will be probably visiting this guy here in Pennsylvania who knows of a location. and he told me this, I want to say, last year before all this happened. So 2019, he said that he knows of a location that's not far from Raven Rock,
Starting point is 00:14:56 which is an underground military base in Pennsylvania, that looks like empty internment camp just sitting there waiting to go. And he said the only way you can see it, he said the only way you can see this place is a certain time of the year, which is right now in wintertime when the leaves are off the trees and you're on a certain ridge and you look out, you can see it through binoculars. And so it's pretty well hidden, apparently. And I'm going to see if I can go find this place. Maybe they're going to, you know, they'll see me and they say, hey, that's our first member. Come on down. You're not going home. I don't know. But it's a very serious situation we're
Starting point is 00:15:32 living in right now. And recently, the people who are listening to this, whenever this airs and stuff, you probably have noticed already by then that I've become very vocal about this kind of stuff because I just don't care anymore. I think it's time to stand up and fight against the dystopian regime that's trying to come in here. But I say all that, Dustin, to say that you and I are going to actually go in a different direction right now with your UFO alien Bigfoot experience, kind of that story. And then we're going to kind of hang around stuff for an overtime section talking about all this stuff.
Starting point is 00:16:06 And so people, if they want, they can go ahead and check out the overtime section if they're members on the website. But Dustin, let's get into this experience that you had where it started out seemingly, if I remember correctly, it started out seemingly pretty innocent where it was just like you saw a light in the sky, did something funny, and then things kind of snowballed from there. So why don't you just kind of take it away, brother? All right. Thanks. Yeah. I mean, it did kind of just progressively build throughout the night. So this happened. Let's see, 2011 in the middle of the winter. And my daughter, my first daughter had just been born.
Starting point is 00:16:52 And my ex and I were not together anymore. She and I brought her back to the reservation where we're both members from. And this is in north central North Dakota called Turtle Mountains. And so we visited family and then we're both going to school in Grand Rapids, Minnesota, which is northern Minnesota, deep in the woods. I mean, it's pretty far into northern Minnesota. And so, I mean, it's like overall like five or six hour drive between the two places. And I don't know, for some reason we left at like 10 p.m.
Starting point is 00:17:40 I don't know, something like that. And we find ourselves, you know, driving late at night. And so as we are getting to Grand Forks and heading east, I'm looking down to the south, and I'm a passenger in the car, our baby's in the back, and she's driving. And I see a white streak of light just shoot across the sky. And when I noticed it, it kind of right after that hooked down, downward, like it changed directions towards the ground. And a little bit after this arcing motion, not like a 90 degree or anything, kind of more of an arc. It, the streak of light light stopped.
Starting point is 00:18:30 And in its place where it stopped was this twinkling red blue light light. And I, you know, I was like, what was that? And I just kept staring at it. I didn't say anything immediately to my ex. And so I'm just like checking this thing out and staring at it. And I was like, well, that was really odd. And so, you know, we continue on our drive and we eventually get into Minnesota. Well, after gassing up and I think Park Rapids, Minnesota, we were heading off and we still got, I don't know,
Starting point is 00:19:11 hour or so left to go. And at this time, it's about 3 a.m. It's really late. And we're both wide awake. I don't know, must have, I think we were drinking an energy drink or something and just trying to get home. And the next thing that happened was another streak of white light hooks down towards the ground in its place, a red, blue, white, twinkling light. And this time she saw it too. It was right in front of us. We both could see it out the windshield of the car. And we're both like, did you see that?
Starting point is 00:19:54 Did you see that? And we're both confirming to each other. We saw it. And then that's when I tell her about the other one that I saw that by Grand Four. and that one was still visible too. And so now we got two of them, you know, one to like kind of the right of the car and one to the very front of us. And I mean, they appear to be just looking at us. Like if I can describe it, it's more like they're in the atmosphere, but it's relative size.
Starting point is 00:20:33 I think these, whatever they are, the intelligent, you know, design of this appearance is made to look like a star. So when you're looking at it with the eye, it just looks like kind of another star in the sky, but it's twinkling rapidly different colors. And so, I mean, you'd have to be looking for it to notice it. But, I mean, we saw the streak with the change in direction. And so, I mean, I guess that's about the size of what we're seeing, something about the size of a star, but I mean, coupled with hooking towards the ground and, you know, seeing two of them do the same thing. We knew something was going on. And then the next thing that happened was a third one. I mean, after the second one, I was kind of like eyes all over,
Starting point is 00:21:22 like behind us, above us and just like wherever I could look outside while we're driving, I was doing. And then a third one hooked down towards the ground. and stopped, you know, at about the same elevation or, you know, angle from where we could look up at it. And another light. So now there's three of them, twinkling lights, and they just kind of have us triangulated. And the next thing that kind of happened was really, really strange. We started to have to slow down for deer and we're swerving around deer. and then the next thing they're not, you know, they're so thick.
Starting point is 00:22:08 We had to slow down to like 10 miles an hour. We're like putzing along, swerving between deer. Like I've never seen anything like it in my life. We had about like 30 deer in our headlight in front of us. And I mean, it just felt like being in the twilight zone. Like just that eerie feeling. middle of the night, winter, like 30 deer in our headlight, we got these twinkling lights like surrounding us and we're just like kind of just like freaking out, not saying much at this point.
Starting point is 00:22:44 We're like, I don't know what's going on. And we get through this kind of wall of deer and we're able to kind of speed back up. And I am monitoring the situation between all these lights, you know, as closely as I can, as she dries. And the next thing I see is the one behind us, two white balls of light drop from the sky, drop from it. This, this twinkling light, two orbs just fall to the ground. Sorry, no, not the one behind us, the one in front of us. Yeah, sorry. So the one in front of us, two balls of light drop. And this just really brought it up another level because we both saw it and it was it was directly in front of us and i mean we've seen it and it just kind of disappeared
Starting point is 00:23:41 into the the tree line and mind you this is minnesota that we're driving through now there is trees everywhere uh you know and rolling hills and roads that wind left right up down uh that's just kind of how the roads are in minnesota and uh so we keep driving along and next thing you know we started to see a white light kind of pulsing on and off
Starting point is 00:24:14 on and off and it was off in the distance through the trees so all you can see is just like flickering of this light at when it's on in the distance through the trees so you can only see parts of it and then we get closer and closer
Starting point is 00:24:29 and you can just see it you know more more clear as we get closer to it and it's just kind of very rhythmically and kind of like if you turned a dial for a light, you know, it's not like it just was instant on, instant off. It was more of a fade on, fade off and very rhythmic. And we're getting closer and then we notice there's a second one. And we get closer and closer. Finally, we're right up on it and we stop.
Starting point is 00:25:02 She stops the car and we're staring directly at the two orbs that fell from this thing. Except I don't know how these things must have moved or the thing in the sky moved because it was still off in the distance, you know, looking like the same distance away. But we're staring at the two orbs, white orbs that we witnessed fall from beneath it. and we're probably only like 30 feet away. And one is about six feet off of this kind of marshy swamp to our left. And the other one was like six feet above it. And about the size of a basketball, there are just this pure, brilliant white light. And it just kind of fades on and fades off.
Starting point is 00:25:56 fades on, fades off, and this pulsing rhythmic, and they're doing it together in perfect unison. And we're staring at it. Car completely stopped, window down, and we're just in awe. Like, there's nothing
Starting point is 00:26:12 holding it up. We were thinking maybe radio tower, but I mean, when the lights illuminated everything around it, you saw nothing. They were just hovering there. just I mean it blew our minds like we didn't know what we were staring at I felt more excitement than fear I was ready to get out of the car
Starting point is 00:26:37 and go walk right up to it and like see what's going on because I I knew I was witnessing something incredible that I might not ever see again and I'm like this is my opportunity to get some sort of answers of like you know aliens or what what have you and i wanted to explore but uh she got scared and kicked down the the gas pedal and and we took off and uh so we're we're probably cruising pretty fast now she wanted to get the heck out of there and uh the next thing that happened after that was that's why I got it kind of mixed up is because the next thing was
Starting point is 00:27:22 one orb, white orb, fell from the one behind us. And so that one fell to the ground and we're driving along, just trying to get home. You know, it's like that three o'clock hour. There's no cars, by the way.
Starting point is 00:27:41 We didn't pass a single car this whole time. And a few minutes after, after we saw the one fall behind us, from the one behind us, we're starting to notice what looked like maybe some headlights or something coming up rolling around the hills and the trees behind us. And as it got closer, we noticed it's just one light. So we're like, okay, maybe this is a car with a headlight out or a motorcycle in the middle of the winter.
Starting point is 00:28:12 We're like, oh, you know, maybe. And but in the back of our minds, we're both thinking, you know, or we just saw a fall from the sky, you know, but we didn't say it. And we're driving and it's getting closer and it's gaining on us. And it's getting so close that I thought it was going to come directly through the car. And before I let that happen, so me being Native American, we pray with Tibet. and tobacco brings our, takes our prayers to the Creator. And at the time I smoked, so I grabbed a cigarette.
Starting point is 00:28:59 I broke it in half. And I prayed with it. I said, okay, creator, that's enough. She's scared. And I threw the tobacco out the window as we were going over a hill. and this thing was very close behind us and we went over the hill I threw the tobacco
Starting point is 00:29:24 and it didn't it didn't follow us anymore it stayed on the other side of the hill right after I threw the tobacco out the window and said my prayer and so we just kept driving
Starting point is 00:29:41 and like we just had a near miss and we're both shaking up pretty good. And she said the next thing she saw was a green light beam down on the other side of the hill we just passed and take up that thing that was chasing us. And then this is her again. She said she had this mental image of like an old Indian man in her head. like kind of laughing you know just like I'm I don't know just that's what she told me is like she had this picture of an old Indian man kind of just laughing in her head and oh yeah and then we
Starting point is 00:30:32 reached some more deer we had to slow down again and get through some more deer and and then this whole time all three twinkling lights were still visible, still triangulated, one in front of us, one behind us, and one to our right. And they stayed in those exact positions until we got all the way back to Grand Rapids. And we got home. And I mean, luckily we made it home. And yeah, those lights kind of just stayed in that exact formation. and um but later on i realized at first when i had this experience i thought that the deer were
Starting point is 00:31:24 attracted to uh whatever activity was going on but through listening to your podcast and uh the saskwatch chronicles i realized that the animals are terrified of whatever is going on so it makes sense to me now that we went through two waves of the waves of deer. They were moving radially out of the region that we went into. We hit the first wave because they were all moving radially away from the hot spot where we were witnessing the two orbs. And we were just witnessing terrified deer, what we were witnessing. They were all running away from whatever that was. And then we hit the other wave because they were running in the opposite direction away from the, the orbs.
Starting point is 00:32:18 And so, I mean, I just, yeah, kind of years later, I put that part together. But that's pretty much that whole experience there. So how does Bigfoot enter into this equation? So, yeah, actually, the next day, I went to the college that I was going to. I tasked a community college. And I had started my engineering degree at this college. And it's a great college, by the way.
Starting point is 00:32:56 I mean, they have a really good two-year junior college for engineering program there. And I was taking Ojibwe language, which is what I am. I'm Ojibwe, Native American. And so I was taking that language class and was taught by a medicine man named Larry Aiken. And, you know, God rest his soul, he's passed on since. You know, I wish I could call him up sometimes and just talk more with him about this. But, you know, I got to talk to him at length about it. the next day. I just, I went right to him because I knew who to go to. I was like, I need to tell Larry
Starting point is 00:33:45 about this. And when I did, I, uh, he, he told me, well, I told, I told him the whole, uh, story that I just told you. And he had this knowingly smirk on his face as I told him everything. And, you know, he just shook his head and, you know, had that kind of smirk on his face. And when I was finished, uh, he told me what those balls of light. where he said, you know, bold face, no, you know, wavering that those balls of light were bigfoot. And I was like, Bigfoot, what? And he said that you were seeing them in spirit form. And had they presented themselves in physical form, you would have been terrified. And I was like, wow. And he went on to tell me that Bigfoot can become invisible. And that's why, you know,
Starting point is 00:34:48 you know, people can't find him. He doesn't want to be found. He's got, he can become spirit form or invisible. And that's essentially why they, they haven't been discovered widely anyways. I mean, I know and like you probably know and like West German know that they there's tons of people out there that know they exist. But yeah, I mean, it's just not widely known or accepted because, you know, of those reasons there. And he then said that it was the star people that that chased us that night. and they said that the star people watch over my daughter and I went to him for an Indian name, you know, a Native American name for my daughter. And it turned out, you know, he can't, he, uh, he, uh, informed us that, uh, the spirit world,
Starting point is 00:35:54 they want her name to be, uh, evening star. And so that's her, that's her, uh, Native American name. And, yeah, mine's actually a white cloud. And so, yeah, I mean, if I could ask him today, I'd definitely want to know more. Like, why are they watching her? And, you know, does that mean that they're going to be, like, abducting her occasionally? Or, you know, like, are they friendly?
Starting point is 00:36:30 Or, you know, I mean, I guess I got that. impression because he said it like, you know, it wasn't something to be worried about, but he didn't say those words either, though. So, I mean, I have so many questions. He's, he's no longer with us, but all I got is, you know, just what I was able to talk to him at the time. And it was just a mind-blowing experience. I mean, it changed my life. Like, since then, you know, I've been obsessed about the subject. And, and, you know, I've been obsessed about the subject and it completely I mean I've had paranormal experiences before from Native American ceremonies and I kind of want to touch on you know talk about some of those experiences too
Starting point is 00:37:18 but like I knew there were the spirit world and stuff but that just confirmed to me you know that the alien you know phenomenon is real I experience it. And after listening to, you know, many podcasts, like, it's confirmed to me, like, it's very consistent with the red, blue, white, and then green is also in there, too. But we weren't close enough to see some of those colors. But it's very consistent with a lot of descriptions that have been told by many other eyewitness accounts. And, and just, you know, the lights, man. there's always the talk about the lights with Bigfoot.
Starting point is 00:38:03 And so, I mean, for me, that right there just kind of confirms it for me what I saw. And, uh, yeah. So what was your, uh, thoughts about, you know, this kind of stuff, like everything you just relayed to me? What was your thought about this kind of stuff before your experience? You said it was life changing. So I'm assuming you didn't really pay attention to it much. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:38:28 you know, I like I actually struggled with drinking and like I had a really bad drinking problem before so I didn't pay attention to much other than just like me wanting to party and stuff but ever since that experience that I sobered up shortly after that
Starting point is 00:38:51 and it because you know actually this is weird too because after my my daughter was born, that was the first time my mom came to me and told me, you need to start getting prepared because things are going to get really, really ugly in the future. She told me this 10 years ago. And yeah, that's weird. I just kind of came to me now. And this always like, kind of makes me wonder, too, you know, is what's going on today, like, are the, are the E.T is going to make an appearance. Are they going to, you know, are they going to tie into it somehow? Like,
Starting point is 00:39:36 I just, I don't know. But yeah, I mean, my mom came to me and told me that. And ever since then, you know, I sobered up and I've had that prepper's mindset. But I have been unable to, until recently, have the financial means to do anything to prepare. But today, you know, I started a painting business and, you know, money, money in my areas is really good for that. And then, yeah, I actually graduated with my engineering degree from NDSU. So I work as a civil engineer for Indian Health Service now. And so now I have a bit more money and I have invested heavily. in in preparations.
Starting point is 00:40:33 And I can tell you, yes, I can tell you right now, we can go off the grid and live perfectly fine for the next year. I mean, I wish I had more, but the next year with no power, water, et cetera, like we're good to go. And, you know, anybody's long-term plan has to have renewable food source in there. So obviously, I mean, there's hunting and fishing. fishing in there that and in Minnesota there's there's plenty of natural resources to get that.
Starting point is 00:41:06 So, um, I mean, yeah, I'm, I'm ready for whatever's coming. And, uh, yeah, I mean, it just, it kind of tied into there a little bit. Yeah. Do you, do you, does your mom give context to that though? I mean, does she like say anything specific or was it just more in general like the world's going to be getting really bad in the future as, you know, as somebody who's lived a life and has seen things unfold, some people have the wherewithal to project things going into the future. In fact, that's kind of what I do. I mean, I recently started really referring to myself more as a futurist that I am a conspiracy theorist because I really, I'm not as much of a guy who looks back at like, you know, JFK and things like that as much as I look at
Starting point is 00:41:55 the world around me and project where it's going. Is that kind of how your mom was too? she is she is now like so my mom is is divorced from my dad and uh you know they're both happy in their lives now uh so she remarried to uh somebody that i you know i have respect for too and uh he served in vietnam and uh he's a prepper and uh the other thing is like so like uh I just started reading Rich Dad, Poor Dad, and Robert Kayasaki, the author, he was in Vietnam too, I think it was. And he said when he got back from the war, he said, boys, America has changed. And he was talking about, you know, all the hippies and whatnot, trying to protest the war for, you know, I get it for good reasons. but it was the very first time in history that the population was very not supportive of troops, you know,
Starting point is 00:43:03 and they had to change out of their fatigues. And, like, you know, they said, they told them to do that and just like kind of disperse after they leave the airport. Well, he's, you know, so my mom's husband served in Vietnam. Robert Kiyosaki served in Vietnam. they got military economics background education. So they understand true history, not the history that's taught in classrooms in America, but true history of economics and world governance,
Starting point is 00:43:42 systems of governing. And for the past hundred years, it's been the battle between communism and capitalism. But getting back to my mom, so she's married to him. I think he probably influenced some of her feelings about it, but she straight up had a dream of my grandfather that, so her dad, my grandfather, that I never got to meet, unfortunately. And he was a great man.
Starting point is 00:44:14 He fought in World War II. and my other grandfather fought in World War II and liberated the Nazi death camps. And so she had a dream of the grandfather that I didn't get to meet, came to him, her and said, you need to prepare. Things are going to get, you know, very ugly in the future. and you just need to be ready. And that was kind of all I remember from what she told me. And she told me that, you know, like about 10 years ago.
Starting point is 00:44:58 And I've been meaning to bring it up to her again, but, you know, for sure, she got a warning from her late father warning her that things were going to happen. And in the, you know, 10 years since then, we've, we've had a lot of confirmation of this through our ceremonies and sweat lodges that things are going to happen. I've even heard of like the Christian church. There's been prophecy in the Christian church that in our area, at least, the Christian church is going to lean heavily on the Native American. and there's going to, you know, Native American population, and there's going to be a partnership there. And I think it's because, you know,
Starting point is 00:45:45 our native reservations are ready. They have prepared. And we have a lot of people that live in poverty, and they already essentially live off the grid. And there's, you know, the general population don't have any survival skills. They don't know how to live off the land. They don't know which foods to pick and berries to pick or where they can get food out of nature.
Starting point is 00:46:20 And that knowledge is still retained on the reservations. And it's a combination through culture and tradition and just plain old resourcefulness and need. and so I think when I put my analytical mind to it, I think that's what they mean, is that the Christian churches are going to need some help from native communities. And I can totally see that happening. And yeah, I forgot what was the other question?
Starting point is 00:46:55 No, I don't think there was. So, no, but no, I do want to backtrack here a little bit because I don't want to get away from this original experience before we go into the, because I know you did, well, now I'm drawing a blank as to, what was it? You did some kind of ceremony. I remember reading it in the email. Oh, yeah. Yep, Sundance.
Starting point is 00:47:17 Sun dance. Thank you. Thank you. I got Star Child on my mind and I, for star people, and I had the S's. But, yeah, so before we get into that, though, I want to backtrack to the initial experience. and you said that your wife, she saw at one point an old Indian man laughing.
Starting point is 00:47:40 Was that like a vision or was it a dream? It was in the moment though, right? It was in the moment. And actually like my ex, like my ex, we weren't actually married, but my current wife, a different person, and we got some babies now too.
Starting point is 00:47:57 But yeah, my ex said that she in the moment saw like an old man, Indian man, kind of laughing. She had that picture in her head. Yeah, I mean, I found that interesting. And just the connection with Larry Aiken telling us, you know, was able to tell us what happened. And he said that they come from a star, not too far from us. Plades, I think that is something that I remember hearing.
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Starting point is 00:51:39 i mean i think that's a definite possibility um or do the eight etes maybe the etes brought brought them here from a different planet and they just you know it's like Star Wars where they got you know Wukies and these other different alien races they just kind of commingle and and and whatnot and to be honest I think that I think that there's multiple alien races out there and you know they they're they're they're about the grays. So those are probably the most famous. And then there's the reptilian. And some people jokingly refer to them as the lizard people. And then there's the
Starting point is 00:52:33 Nordics. And they're like a tall, slender type alien. And I really think that all of all those different types exist. And so what Bigfoot is exactly? Maybe it's another type of alien. And you know, but they have this spiritual aspect too that that is really curious. When they can become pure spirit form, I think that, you know, they just have, they're much more in touch with their spiritual side than humans are. and I personally think that they they could be they could be all from God you know like how the different races on this planet are children of God and I mean to clarify I believe in Gichimanadu which is the great spirit but I also believe in Jesus Christ and God I believe that that Gichimaonidu and God are the same person, but God, which I'll use interchangeably with the Great Spirit, gave his people on the planet different ways of reaching him.
Starting point is 00:53:54 And I don't believe that one way is more superior than the other, just as long as you use one of those ways that he put on this planet to reach him and you do it. You pray, you put down your tobacco if that's the way you pray, or you go to church and you pray. And so I think there was different ways given to his people. And so all these, I struggle a little bit with like, you know, what's going on really with the alien thing. You know, could it be a demonic deception from the devil, you know? Is that just what it is?
Starting point is 00:54:37 just a demonic manifestation? Or are they just another race of intelligent life that comes from the universe, more of a conventional thought of what aliens are? I kind of go back and forth between those two because I can definitely see that either one could be real. And when we talk about different dimensions of existence, of existence. I mean,
Starting point is 00:55:08 string theory necessitates higher levels of dimensions for it to be a valid theory of physics. And so, you know, maybe these beings have a better understanding and how to come and go
Starting point is 00:55:29 out of these dimensions. Who's to say that these dimensions that they speak of, are the realm of existence that we go to after we pass on. I mean, all I know for sure is that I know that people go to a different plane of existence with the creator after life on this earth is over. And, you know, I also believe that hell is real and that people will go there too if they didn't lead a life and try to help people. and
Starting point is 00:56:06 but I did ask him you know are these aliens like of God I mean that's what I was trying to get at like are they just are they his children too and he said yes
Starting point is 00:56:20 so I mean I guess I kind of lean towards that and but I don't I don't I don't know I think that there very well could be a federation of aliens that have decided
Starting point is 00:56:34 that he Humans are not sophisticated enough in our technology and our evolution as a civilization to reveal the existence of extraterrestrials. I think it's like Star Trek, the movie, when they went to that planet and they visited these, weren't they covered in like white powder or something? Or they're like white people. I don't know. But they're like obviously like in the stone age. And, you know, they talked about, oh, we were not supposed to reveal our existence to these people. And like you could have damaged the outcome of that civilization.
Starting point is 00:57:22 And I think it, I think it's, it's logical to think that they are curious in us. And they don't want to interfere. though, because they want, I mean, that's what we would do ourselves. We try not to interfere with natural life. We just want to observe and learn, but try not to disturb the, what they got going on. But I think there's also bad ETs. And sometimes they don't play by those rules. And, you know, maybe the good.
Starting point is 00:58:02 ones are are actually providing protection from the bad ones, but, you know, maybe the bad ones, they still get away with with their abductions and stuff because that's, that is a real phenomenon, too. Yeah, it's all very complex and intriguing. And there's so many different ways to think about these kind of experiences that people have and just the ideas that float around out there from these experiences. And everybody has their own thoughts and ideas and stuff. And that's why, I don't discredit people and I don't try telling people, well, you're wrong because of this and you're wrong because of that. Because here's a thing like, yeah, sure, I have my thoughts and ideas on things, but I don't know if I'm right, you know, like I have very strong feelings about things,
Starting point is 00:58:49 certain things, very strong feelings that leads, that that come from my, my spiritual background. Those are, I mean, I think that's very common for many people where some of their strongest feelings in life stem from their strongest feelings of their religious spiritual backgrounds. And, but at the end of the day, like, there's so many things that we just don't know whether it's possible or not, if it's, if it's real or not, or if our line of thought lines up with what actually is happening around us. And that's something that it has bubbled up to the surface in just culture in general, when you have an entire world that's been. manipulated and propagated by media across the globe that's controlled by world elites.
Starting point is 00:59:38 People don't know where to go with their thoughts because what they're being told is manipulated and deep down inside they know that. They know that. And so to think outside the box that's been given to them is extremely hard because we don't teach critical thinking to our children and they've essentially snatched away the ability to critically think from adults through entertainment and lulling you to sleep with the phones that are in your pockets. And so I totally hear what you're coming from. Bigfoot's an alien, all that stuff. But no, it's true, though, right?
Starting point is 01:00:17 I mean, it's true. Like, we hear people talk about Bigfoot being translucent and what do we, where does that idea come from in Hollywood? Well, the movie's a predator. You know, and the predator is translucent in an alien. And people say that Bigfoot, they've seen Bigfoot be translucent. And we see people like you, having UFO experiences line up with Bigfoot. Not necessarily you didn't see Bigfoot, but the idea of it, we have had people say that we had Bigfoot activity on our property.
Starting point is 01:00:47 And at the same time, we had UFO sightings. And sometimes people talk about Bigfoot interacting with the UFO. I've heard people say that they saw Bigfoot come out of the UFO. So there's so many different things to think about, right? There's definitely a connection. There's definitely a connection. And, I mean, I don't know, bottom line is, I guess we don't really know what they are until we can talk to one.
Starting point is 01:01:13 Or, you know, hopefully maybe somebody has had some sort of mindspeak. And I can't think of an interview that I've listened to where they told outright, we are this or we are that. maybe maybe one day somebody will have that experience but but even even that so like for me the way i i i i hear things i approach things i just this is how i naturally am when i hear that i'm like okay that's your experience right but then when it comes to the translation of the experience from the experiencer that's where there's room for people to draw their own conclusions And so when somebody says that they experienced mindspeak from Bigfoot or MindSpeak from whatever,
Starting point is 01:01:58 that person who had that experience at that point defines their experience through however they decided to define it. So they could say, you know, I had MindSpeak and Bigfoot told me this. And so I believe it. And then there's going to be other people out there that are going to say, well, you had mind speak and you had the Bigfoot experience. and it told you this, but what if whatever you experienced wasn't being truthful with you? What if it was being deceptive?
Starting point is 01:02:28 And so there's just so many different ways to think about this stuff. And that's why I just really put emphasis with this show to be open-minded. And we just talk to people, have good, fun conversation and just let the cards fall where they may. And let the audience, you, me, everybody decide and draw your own conclusions as to what you're going to believe. because that's the most important thing right now. In a world where you're being told what to believe everywhere you turn, it's very important that you have at least an hour show where we approach topics. And at the end of the day, you as the guest in the show and I are telling all the people who listen,
Starting point is 01:03:07 these are the experiences. Now, draw the conclusions where you want to draw them and think for yourself and see where that thought process goes. I think that's huge because it's something that we have. That is a talent and a gift that has been taken away from us in our society. Yes, yes. Everybody needs to critically think for themselves and never take anything you hear for face value, even if it's from authorities. The media is perceived to be an authority.
Starting point is 01:03:38 They're supposed to tell the truth and they're just reporting the news. But no, actually the Smith-Mont Modernization Act of... 2012. I forget the 2012. legalized propaganda. So, me, the media,
Starting point is 01:03:54 big, the big media corporations, it's propagandized. And, and your next thought is, well, I didn't hear about that on the news. Exactly,
Starting point is 01:04:02 because they're not going to tell you, they're allowed to lie to you. Yeah. Yeah. I, before we switch gears into that, I was wondering maybe if there's time, I don't know,
Starting point is 01:04:14 you tell me, like, the Sundance experience. Oh, yeah, that's where I'm going with it, man. I want you to go right into it. Okay.
Starting point is 01:04:23 Yeah, I mean, it was a pretty cool experience. So what a Sundance is is for, it's the most sacred ceremony that we have as a native culture, and it's practiced all throughout North America. And, you know, so tribes down south, all the way to way up here in Minnesota, North Dakota, We practice Sundance, and they take slightly different various forms, depending on where you are geographically. But essentially, what they are is a way to show your commitment to the creator and you're sending prayers the most powerful way that you can. and you're there praying for the people, praying for what they need. If you have sick relatives or friends and family, you're praying for them.
Starting point is 01:05:27 Or if, you know, the tribe is going through something awful. Or that's what it was, you know, then. But like today, we pray for the country. We pray for the world. We pray for everyone. We don't pray for just our people only. No, we pray for the world. We care about everyone.
Starting point is 01:05:48 And it's, so there is flesh offering and actual, like, what could be viewed as self-mutilization, but it's, it's very traditional. It's very sacred and it's very real. And it's done in a sterile with like sterile scalples and everything in a safe way. So to Sundance, you have to be ready for it. You're supposed to fast in the spring and go up on the hill for a vision quest. And you fast for no water and food for four days. And you sit up on the hill.
Starting point is 01:06:38 And you battle the elements. You sleep under the stars. and you go without, you go without food, you go without water. And it simulates, you know, getting closer to death. You are bringing your body closer to the point of death. And so what it does is it thins the veil between this world and the next. and you're meeting the creator halfway. You're showing that you're willing to meet him halfway
Starting point is 01:07:17 from this world to that one. And he will meet you the other half. And he does. So I haven't done a Vision Quest yet, but I did get to do the Sundance. And so after you do that, then you get to go to the Sundance. And it's four days and four.
Starting point is 01:07:38 nights as well. And you go without food and water that whole time. And every day you are dancing. And it's, you form a ring, a circle. And you use like tree branches like bows from trees to form kind of like roof structures around the circle. And then in the middle, you put up a spirit tree. and I forget the exact name of the tree, which one it is, but like it's a specific tree,
Starting point is 01:08:19 and it's blessed before it's cut down, and it's treated as a sacred object from the time it's cut down, and all the way until we're done with the Sundance, but it is the most sacred item when we're at the Sundance. So when it's brought into the circle, every sun dancer ties a rope to the top of the tree. And then they also tie tobacco bundles to the top. And these tobacco bundles are your prayers, what you're there for. You usually sundance for a handful of things that you're there specifically for. And, you know, I was there for my family and for a few other things.
Starting point is 01:09:05 and uh one second and uh so after everybody ties their rope to the tree uh they raise it and it's you know sunk into the dirt and then you know buried around and so now you got a standing tree in the middle you dance around it four days and no food new water and uh like i explained with vision quest you're you're thinning the veil between this world and that one showing You're meeting him halfway. And in the mornings and evenings, we have a sweat lodge. So, you know, if you don't know what a sweat lodge is, it's like a sauna, but these rocks are in a fire that is, by the way, there's a fire burning for the entire time of the Sundance.
Starting point is 01:10:00 And in the fire, we bring in rocks. we call them grandfathers. And we heat up the grandfathers. And they sit in there for like a good half a day. And so they're in there and they're glowing red hot by the time we take them out and put them into the sweat lodge. And so there's this pit in the middle. And it's a dome structure with canvases and blankets and whatnot covering the dome structure. So it's pitch black.
Starting point is 01:10:34 You can't even see the hand in front of your room. face. And we get in and, you know, I just get in with like some some basketball trunks on or something. And actually when you're sun dancing, though, we have traditional, like men wear a traditional skirt and women wear a traditional skirt, but with also a top on too, like a blouse type thing, but traditional as well. And then you pour water on the rocks.
Starting point is 01:11:04 and it gets very hot in there. And, and, and, but, like, we're also kind of, like, letting the moisture hit our body and we're, like, kind of, that's how we clean up a little bit in the morning. And, um, well, one, uh, one night that we had a sweat lodge, um, we had a spirit, an entity visit us. And, uh, his name was Sota. and Sota was a warrior that died in battle at the age of about 13 or 14.
Starting point is 01:11:43 And he came to warn us that the next day it was going to be very hot. So tell them to put the red ochre on. And the red ochre is like traditional sunblock sunscreen. It's red and it shields the skin from, you know, damaging light. and so we don't burn. And he was audible, though. That was the crazy thing. You could hear him.
Starting point is 01:12:12 Granted, you can't see anything inside the sweat lodge. But the weird part was it sounded like I was listening to a cartoon character. It was this high-pitched, cartoonish-sounding thing. And it sounded like gibberish. I couldn't understand it. And it was just like the, it was just very bizarre sounding like that. But you could tell something was communicating and the medicine men understood perfectly, could hear him.
Starting point is 01:12:48 And when you reach that level of spirituality and have lived that life and shown for a very long time, have practiced this culture, you reach different levels of being able to see and hear things. So they can see more than I can see. They can hear more than I can hear. And so they were able to tell, you know, I could hear something, but I just couldn't understand what he was saying. And but they could understand it. And so they told us what he said. And he also said that he likes Snickers and Coke.
Starting point is 01:13:29 That's kind of Yeah, right. And that's a thing in our culture too is leaving out spirit plates and that so when we have a big feast We'll take a little bit of everything And put it on a plate And that's offering it to the spirits
Starting point is 01:13:49 And a show of respect And acknowledgement of their existence of still being there Because when we do this, the ancestors, they follow us And they watch. They watch everything. And while we did this, a great big wall of a thunderstorm just billowed up in front of us and started moving in on us. And as it was moving in, we were seeing faces of like haocas, they call them, which is medicine men, but they're also jokesters.
Starting point is 01:14:24 and it would take a little bit too long to understand what, tell why they're jokesters and stuff like that, but that's what they're called, Hey, Okas. And we saw, we saw their faces in this, this thunderstorm. And then as it was moving in,
Starting point is 01:14:41 it stopped. It stopped like a couple miles out. And this huge mushroom cloud just billowed up in front of us. And then it started putting on a lightning show for us, lightning just streaking across the great big cloud. It looked like a mountain in front of us and filled with just dazzling lightning show for us. And he said that they do this every year. They show us that they're watching.
Starting point is 01:15:12 And there's been lots of UFO experiences there. I didn't get to see a UFO experience there that time. but they said that, you know, there's F-18s that scramble and they try to chase them down. And they know that our ceremonies call these things in. We don't tell the ETs to come, but they just, they react. And that's the other very strange thing about the alien realm, is that they respond to prayer.
Starting point is 01:15:46 When I threw that tobacco out, it stopped following us. when we have our ceremonies, they come, they check it out. And I mean, the government outlawed our sunnances because they were freaked out by it. And they still are to this day. They're scrambling their F-18s. They can't keep up with the UFOs. But that was one of the reasons that they banned it because they were freaked out by it because they saw some stuff. and I mean
Starting point is 01:16:16 Bigfoot they are always like in the vicinity they watch too and you know a lot of people talk about seeing their glowing eyes off in the distance
Starting point is 01:16:31 surrounding the ceremony and and then while you're in sweat too there's a shaker that you know like it's kind of like a Maraca but it's a traditional shaker and it gets picked up by spirit
Starting point is 01:16:49 and it starts getting rattled all over the sweat lodge and as it gets rattled it sparks off light. It gives off a light. It's supposed to be pitch black in there. I mean we're talking no electronics whatsoever,
Starting point is 01:17:05 no lighters, nothing like that and somehow there's light coming from inside this shaker and it's the spirit energy you know, from the spirit world, picking up this shaker. And when we sing and we get to an intense part of the song, that's when all that energy,
Starting point is 01:17:26 it must give them enough energy to enter into the physical space that we're in, pick up that shaker, make it spark light and shake it. I mean, it just shakes it in front of you and like it hits the ground. I mean, you could hear it just like somebody really like energized, picked it up and just hitting the ground. around people and and like hitting the rocks, it's a very intense experience. And yeah, if you're not ready for it, which I've seen stuff like that before, because when I was like six years old, my mom needed hip replacement surgery or something.
Starting point is 01:18:05 I think that's what it was. But she had a healing ceremony. And we're in the basement of a medicine man's home. and we block out all the light, pitch black in there too. We circle up and there's shakers in the middle. I saw those shakers light up to. But at that age, I still had my innocence. And this is universal across all cultures and religions,
Starting point is 01:18:33 that when you have your innocence, you're more susceptible to seeing and hearing. Well, that time I got to see two spirits walking, into the circle. So granted, it's pitch black. I can't see a thing. I can't see the hand in front of my face. But off in the distance, I look and I see like in the shape of smoke two figures walking
Starting point is 01:18:59 into the circle. And I still remember to this day. I mean, it's one of those experiences that just let me know that there's. there is a spirit world. There is an afterlife. Our actions have consequences. And we were most definitely interacting with that world. And yeah, I mean, just look like smoke, like white smoke.
Starting point is 01:19:32 But it was in the form. Like I could see legs, a body, arms, and a head. But nothing distinct beyond that. But I could just see them walking into the circle. coming to to help us, you know, with our, with our prayers. And, uh, yeah, it's, it's wild, wild stuff. Yeah, it definitely is wild stuff. And, you know, one of the things you're talking about is all these experiences. And then you mentioned about how, uh, the government and you guys stopped doing it because they had, you know, scrambled jets or whatever. Uh, but then right
Starting point is 01:20:08 after that, you mentioned about how it attracts, you know, Bigfoot. And, you know, you're having these FO, you know, E.T. experiences or whatever, it kind of, at least from your perspective of telling the stories and experiences that you've had, it really kind of ties a, in my mind, a very direct connection to some of these people's experiences being very spiritual in nature as well as maybe physical. So, you know, I know some people don't think Bigfoot's anything other than a hairy creature walking around the woods. But if, if what you're doing, is attracting these creatures along with ET, along with UFOs, to the point that the government's having to scramble jets and tell you to stop. It tells me there's very much of a spiritual
Starting point is 01:20:55 aspect of these kind of things that maybe people aren't, maybe people don't want to accept or maybe just can't mentally fathom or go there, you know? Yeah. I don't know why there's suppression of, you know, the belief in, like, you know, spirits or just the, I think it's just the push of, you know, science versus religion and or just spirituality in general. Why they have to be competing ideologies, I don't know, because I personally believe that, you know, the creator willed things to, into existence and willed, you know, evolution to happen. And he had many, you know, creations before us, before he arrived with man.
Starting point is 01:21:55 And he's sticking with man right now. And so, you know, as we explore science further, I mean, I think that we could get closer. to, you know, blending the two. And I think we're getting closer to that point, but, you know, and I think these ETs, they, they,
Starting point is 01:22:20 I think they understand that, you know, existence isn't just what you can see, hear, touch, and whatever, with your senses. They, they understand that there's a spiritual aspect to existence as well, you know,
Starting point is 01:22:38 because if Bigfoot can choose to be physical or in a spirit form, they obviously know more than we do. But like, you know, our culture, we always knew all these things. And yeah, I mean, sadly, it just, it looked like paganism when the spread of the Western world came in. But, you know, we're still here today. We still practice our ways and our culture to this day. And for that, I'm proud. And I just, you know, I hope that we're able to retain our language too,
Starting point is 01:23:19 because that's dying with our elders as they pass on. And not enough young people are learning it. No, I absolutely agree with you, man. Listen, Dustin, these stories have been a pleasure to listen to, man. I appreciate you sharing them. Absolutely. Well, that's the show, everybody. I really hope you enjoyed it.
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Starting point is 01:25:00 true every day. The truth will set you free. But first, it'll piss you off. That's stuff that they will snatch people up for and never hear from them again. But I mean, what do you do? This is freaking Orwellian to the max, man. Orwellian to the max. The fact that we are speaking in private because the conversation can't go public, that's Orwellian. They had people in that book who were reporting other people saying things that they weren't supposed to saying and thinking how they weren't supposed to be thinking. There was things in that book called Thought Police for a reason.
Starting point is 01:25:54 And we are now listening. amongst thought police. So I have to take my segment that is extremely important, put it behind a membership wall so that only people who have access to the privacy of that can access it. Because if I have it public and that gets in the wrong hands, I might disappear. That's what's going on right now. This is what's coming. This is what's coming.
Starting point is 01:26:24 it's man i know and i try to i try to i pay attention closely because i want to try to like pinpoint exactly when things are going to get really bad and i go back and forth to you know it's next month and then and then i'm like my optimistic side where that wants to believe that okay we got some time and maybe i can start business get rich and break free from the system But like, I don't know. I mean, what do you think? Do you think we got till, you know, maybe a year from now, things will be drastically different if nothing changes,
Starting point is 01:27:05 or is it going to play out for a number of years? It's going to get worse and worse as time goes on until they reach their dystopia. That's what's happening. So that's what I was trying to portray earlier. I had a hard time saying it. But like, like, we're here in time. This is rough. This is freaking rough. We ain't used to this. But the road to dystopia gets progressively worse.

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