The Confessionals - 518: Close Encounters Of The Sexual Kind

Episode Date: February 7, 2023

In Episode 518: Close Encounters Of The Sexual Kind, we are joined by Midnight Mike from the OBDM podcast! Mike and I have wanted to do a show together for a while and our schedules finally aligned. When talking to Mike about what we wanted to discuss, we considered many different directions, and finally decided to go the route of sexual alien abductions. This is a subject that tends to be neglected, but should be considered more often. Why do these "beings" want to have sexual encounters with humans? Is there something special about us that they desire or need? Over the years my perspective on these topics has evolved and the idea of sexual alien abductions has played a significant role in my current thinking about them.OBDM Podcast:Website: ourbigdumbmouth.comApple: apple.co/3HWppXqSpotify: spoti.fi/3RsaEyZBecome a member for AD FREE listening and EXTRA shows: theconfessionalspodcast.com/joinSee Tony LIVE in Gatlinburg, TN!Tickets: https://bit.ly/3IC4IkxWatch Expedition Dogman: https://bit.ly/3CE6Kg0Tony's Studio Equipment: linktr.ee/mystudiogearSPONSORSGET EMP Shield: empshield.com Coupon Code: "tony" for $50 off every item you purchase! Listen to this episode for more information! Link: bit.ly/3YaMD1NGET ExpressVPN: expressvpn.com/confessGET SIMPLISAFE TODAY: simplisafe.com/confessionalsGET Hello Fresh: hellofresh.com/confessionals16 Promo Code: "confessionals21" for 21 FREE MEALS!!!Get Emergency Food Supplies: www.preparewiththeconfessionals.comGet Beard Oil: bit.ly/2FbOhN5CONNECT WITH USWebsite: www.theconfessionalspodcast.comEmail: [e-mail] to the Newsletter: https://www.theconfessionalspodcast.com/the-newsletterSOCIAL MEDIASubscribe to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/2TlREaIDiscord: https://discord.gg/KDn4D2uw7hShow Instagram: theconfessionalspodcastTony's Instagram: tonymerkelofficialFacebook: www.facebook.com/TheConfessionalsPodcasTwitter: @TConfessionalsTony's Twitter: @tony_merkelAre you a military veteran struggling with thoughts of suicide?Contact Watchman Readiness Corps for REAL help. A veteran-run organization that is designed to help through hands-on survival training.Website: wrc.vetEmail: [e-mail]: [phone]Instagram: wrc_survivalFacebook: colbywrcvetOUTRO MUSICVanTesla - ShutUp N DriveYouTube: https://bit.ly/3yH4kvGApple Music: https://apple.co/3nDfsU1Spotify: https://spoti.fi/3nErEUI

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odd experiences people have during abductions, not every abduction, but today we are focusing on abductions with the sexual nature involved, where people are claiming to have sexual encounters when they're abducted by ET, whether it's interdimensional entities or entities from a faraway Galaxy. We're not here to discuss that today. We're going to be discussing the fact that a lot of people are claiming to have sexual encounters during their abductions. And he brings that to the table today. So let's get to Midnight Mike from Our Big Dumb Mouth Podcast right now. All right, today we got Mr. Midnight Mike from Our Big Dumb Mouth Podcast. How you doing, Mike? I'm doing well. Man, I'm glad you're here. So listen, man, you and I have talked on and off for quite some time now.

I think our first interaction was probably, I don't know. Was it on the Union of the Unwanted, probably, I'd imagine? Yeah, it was Union of the Unwanted. I think Sam and Charlie invited you on. I think you worked with Charlie of macroaggressions. You came on when Sam and I were really pushing to do more paranormal and UFO stop. And yeah, that's where I met you. Yeah, that's what I thought.

And I remember, and you and I were just talking here, little bit. And I remember hearing you talk about certain things technologically. And I was like, man, this guy is somebody that knows his stuff. And just the audio sound of your broadcast is fantastic. And I just shared a segment of your broadcast a few weeks ago. It was the 2023 predictions. And people freaking liked it, man. They really liked it a lot. I think that actually had numbers. I think the previous week's show that I put out, your segment I put out had higher numbers in the previous week's show I put out. So, wow.

Congratulations for beating me on my own platform. Well, thank you. Yeah, no problem. Thank you for champion, like promoting us, OBDM, and you have been a huge proponent of us. And same with Charlie Macroaggressions. Like, OBDM is a relatively small niche show and the people that are. like it, do like it, and it's a podcast for other podcasters pretty much. It's very niche. So I really appreciate you giving us an ear to, or I guess a mouth to your audience's ears.

So it means a lot to us. Yeah, absolutely. I suggest everybody listen. I don't know. You said that and I kind of, I don't know. I don't know if I agree. Like a podcast for other podcasters, when I listen to your show, man, I think everybody could relate to it. It's just, it's really good. It's really good. And the quality of the audio, I'm a big stickler on. And I think that you guys have a great quality show and the content's awesome. So everybody should definitely check out our big dumb mouth podcast, O, B, D, M. And so it takes a few episodes to get into it. You think so? All right. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. But I think people will definitely like it. Give it a shot. Give it a listen. And as always, I always tell people, when you go over to like Apple,

or Spotify and you are checking out a new show before you hit play on it. Just as a common courtesy, you go to the ratings, you give them a five-star rating review and say, I'm new here, but I love it. And then you hit play because that's what common courtesy nice folks do these days. I'm trying to spread some positivity in this world. And everybody wants to go on these things and make you feel like you have to earn their rating and review. Just give it to them. They do the stuff for free. Just give them a good rating and review and show some love. So today we have you here and we listen, you're like a treasure trove of information. I mean, you have, I think I even asked you one time, like, where do you even find all these articles?

You're like, oh, just around. And you just, you're constantly coming out with new information and stories and articles. Like you are literally the paranormal conspiratorial alternate media news of the day. and I freaking love it. So today we're going to talk about abductions around the topic of what happens after the abduction, meaning sexual encounters. You've been uncovering a lot of different things. And we're not even going to touch on a fraction of the things we could touch on because you mentioned how it could be a four-hour episode. And some people are like, yes, four hours. We're not doing four hours. I got two other interviews today. So where do we start off, man? Where are we going here? Well, I typically, when I read about the UFOs and the paranormal, I look for common themes among different encounters.

Some of the common themes when it comes to like UFO and humanoid encounters, typically, this is what I found. Typically, when a human is encountering a non-human, they come in a couple different forms, meaning that if a human encounters a non-human and it's one-on-one, that means it's a mutual exchange of information. They're coming to you with respect. If you happen to see three aliens, I will say,

that means that they're most likely coming to abduct you and to do some sort of research. There may be an exchange of information, but they're there to take something from you. If you see five or more, that means that they're more interested in the environment gathering samples from the environment earth. If you happen to be in that environment, they will treat you as if you're a plant or an animal and they have much less care for your well-being.

Typically when there are encounters with UFOs or saucers, there's a buzzing sound that often accompanies that. But in these next few stories that I have, have their commonalities or common themes among abductees and their sexual themes throughout that. And throughout the ages, there have been stories of non-humans abducting humans, whether it is the fairy tales of Iceland where fairies will come and abduct children and replace those children with changelings. I'm using quotes there. Changelines. Or throughout like the Middle Ages

and the colonial times where there will be a succubis or an incubus that will invade the bed of a human and have sexual relations with that. I mean, this goes back to like even some like storied authors like Charles Dickens.

Charles Dickens he would seek out haunted ins and haunted houses in order to sleep in them in the hopes of having some sort of sleep molestation. Now, whether that was by some paranormal entity or alien, I'm not making a distinction. I think that at this point in time, when you talk about the paranormal, you talk about UFO and aliens at the same time. And Charles Dickens was way into the stuff and he was looking for

these kind of encounters. Wow. I didn't know. I didn't know any of. that about Charles Dickens. So with these encounters then they were about to get into, I forget how you said it, but it made me feel like, oh, the succubis. So Cucubus and Incubis. Yeah, the succubis and incubis.

Do you think that sometimes people have encounters with those and they don't know how to define it so they would call it an alien type encounter? Possibly. I think in a lot of these paranormal instances, the entity will use what you already have in your mind to construct an image for you to see.

It's almost like in a video game there are assets, whether there's boxes, like Minecraft, there's boxes, there's all this kind of stuff. And it's only exists, those assets exist in that video game. So an entity would use those assets in order to construct something for you to understand what you're seeing. So back in the Middle Ages, they didn't have a lot of concepts about large alien, you know, large-headed alien, large eyes. So it would use different assets to build an image for you to view or for you to understand. I think it just uses what you, like us humans understand for that specific era to build an image for itself. And that evolves over time.

I, this is really interesting because I had two guests on, I've had more, I know I have had more, but I always come back to these two because it's funny because you do over 500 episodes and you usually remember the first time you encounter something on the show more than all the following ones. At least it is for me. So I remember I had a guy on my show, Jason, I think it was episode 17. And he talked about being in an old farmhouse, I believe, where he saw this like apparition and it was flashing images at him. And I think he even said one was like Fred Flintstone. And it was like it was trying to come like up with something that he would recognize. And then there was another guy, I think it was episode 70 something, Ryan. And he talked about seeing,

I think it was like a toy soldier he had standing on the end of his bed, but it was it was bigger than what he had. And it was like something was mimicking and representing an image that he was familiar with. That's what you're describing it sounds like. Yeah, effectively, they're using your memories and your experiences to build an experience for you to identify with. I mean, there's a story of a young girl who, by all accounts, had an encounter with an incubus, which is like what females experience. Males will experience a succubis. So she was experiencing this weird sensation to walk up to a playground. on her chest and penguins on playing in the playground.

And she was amused by this, but it did turn sexual afterwards. But they initially made some sort of contact by using images that she may have been familiar with, like penguins, which are very cute, non-threatening, and very disarming. So I think they do, at least in some of these instances, use what you already know to build a relationship with you. Wow. Wow. I feel like this is something that I that's just sitting right there and I just don't ever really connect the dots and think about that this is this is interesting. So where do we go from here as far as these stories go? So I'll give you the first one. So this one, this first one is from Brazil, 1957, Antonio Villa, Boaz. This is a pretty famous story. It's a 23-year-old guy. He was out plowing his fields when he saw a red star in this guy.

He paid no mind initially, but he did when it started moving towards him. It looked like kind of like an egg, like a large red glowing egg. Well, it landed down, not too far away from him. Three legs came out of this craft as it landed. At this point, Antonio hopped off his tractor and he kind of took off running. He was pretty scared by what he saw. But he was fairly immediately seized by five-foot humanoids wearing gray coveralls with helmets on.

They dragged him to the ship, and there were three other humanoids helping drag him to this egg-shaped UFO. So they threw him aside, they stripped off his clothing, and told him to sit down. Well, he was kind of like aggravated, but he did comply. Next thing you know, once his clothes were off, they covered Antonio in this strange gel. At that point in time, he started to feel like a weird sensation come over him. Then the aliens led him to this large semi-circular room, at which point he was introduced to a new kind of alien that.

took blood samples from Antonio. So this is maybe more of a doctor, like a more of a doctor scenario. So they took blood samples from him, and then they left him in the room for about 30 minutes. At which point in time, they pumped some kind of weird gas into the room that made him violently ill.

So he's kind of recovering from that as he was recovering a female humanoid into the room. And Antonio noted that she was very, very attractive and also naked. Also about five feet tall, had a pointed chin, but had like cat-like features and also was a

blue tent. She had long platinum-covered hair, but her pubic region was a bright, fiery red. Antonio noted that he was strongly attracted to her. They had full sexual intercourse and Antonio did remember that he never recalled kissing.

There was no kissing. It was all about the sexual interaction. He did note, though, that this female entity did nip at his chin, like in a biting fashion. Afterwards, the female alien stood up, smiled, rubbed her belly, and pointed up. And then she left the room and, he was kind of like relieved that the whole ordeal was over. He was just kind of like, I don't know what happened.

Something came over me. After a while, some other aliens came in the room. They kind of, they gave him, they threw his clothing at him basically. So they put that back on and basically conveyed that the trip was over. They dropped them back off at his tractor. And that was it for Antonio. Four hours had passed from Antonio. leaped off, left off his tractor to where he was dropped off again.

Now, the commonalities in that story that I found through a number of other alien abduction sexual encounters was the weird gel that they put over you, especially for males. So when you're abducted, typically in any scenario, I wouldn't imagine you would be in the mood for sex. so they have to do something in order to maybe get you in the mood. And one of those ways is to spread this weird gel on your body that acts like an intergalactic Viagra, apparently. That does happen. Wow.

And that's one commonality that I found through a lot of other scenarios. It's like a concentrated K-Y jelly, you know. It's not watered down. It's the very potent stuff. So he has this experience and some of the things that are sticking out to me is kind of what you were just talking about. And I'm assuming this is probably the case that the alien that he wound up having sex with probably didn't look like what he saw. I mean, unless they just, they design certain aliens for these reasons and stuff, I can't imagine, I don't know, maybe, maybe just something came over him. I don't know, but like it seems like I wouldn't, I just can't imagine being turned on by an alien.

Yeah, it's tough to imagine, especially in that circumstance. It's a very traumatic circumstance being taken from this earth by these non-humans and then expected to perform under pressure. A lot of people can't even pee in public, let alone do this kind of stuff. And it would be, I wouldn't be able to deal with it in this situation. And apparently, Antonio, with the aid of the Viagyrgyll, the Intergalactic Space Viagirgill, he was able to get the job done. and he was able to get dropped back off again. Now, during that, what I didn't mention, he did try to steal something from the ship.

And in order to prove this happened to him, he tried to steal this clock-like device as proof of his encounter. But they caught him, took it away, and kicked him off the ship. How does he feel about the encounter? Does he feel like, I mean, hey, I just got to have free sex, you know, like life is good? Or did he have more of an issue with it?

And he was kind of scarred? a lot of times with these encounters they in the moment experience pleasure, joy, and are into it. It's only upon reflection that they liken it to something like rape, where they may have not been in their right state of mind. They may have been under duress and you make decisions in that moment that you do not completely. agree with. I mean, you can liken it to being completely inebriated drunk and you do certain things when you're drunk that you would never otherwise do sober. It doesn't mean it, like if you're getting crazy at a bar and having a great time, you're not having a good time in that moment. Upon reflection, he's like, oh, man, I was acting like a real jerk. I was saying some weird stuff to people

that I would normally say. I liken it to that where there's like, there's some regret, but in the moment, they're mostly okay with it. Yeah. Yeah, I guess there's got to be regret. There's got to be sense of violation. And I mean, how many people are having these experiences that have a significant other and that you come back and you feel like you cheated on them and you're not in that right state of mind? And then like, how do you go, how do you rebound from that too? I mean, so do you tell your significant other? Do you start seeking counseling? What kind of kind of counselor do you see for this kind of thing? There's a lot of probably mental issues that people go through after having these dramatic experiences of up and down emotions. I mean, I can

imagine like you're terrified. All of a sudden, something comes over you, and now you're doing things that in the moment are very sensational. And then afterwards, there's a lot of regret, sorrow, and guilt. It's got to be kind of all over the place. I've talked to some people in the past I forget the guy's name, but he had a similar situation where he went through abductions and he believed he had hybrid children and he believed that he actually got to meet those hybrid children. And he seemed to have a very positive outlook on it in the sense that he was like, at least when he was talking about the kids, almost like a parental kind of thing. Like, like, you know, it's your child, you know, like you, you love it no matter what. And I think that's

kind of like what he felt towards this. But I do think that majority of people when they go through these things probably don't feel that way. I look at it very akin to kidnapping, for sure. It seems like these entities have an immense amount of control, not only on how you react physically but also emotionally. And it's tough to know where your thought processes begin and when or end and when theirs begins, like how much influence do they really have over our emotional state? And I would say a great deal in some of these situations. Like, for instance, like in 1998 in Houston, Texas, there was a fairly well-known jazz singer named Pamela. she reported having sexual contact with this strange entity.

One night when she was asleep, she found herself waking up and having sex with this beautiful Greek god type of figures. She said the man was tall, blonde, had a beautiful face. She said the sex was furious, but she did enjoy it. So she enjoyed it. So she just kind of closed her eyes. and just enjoyed the moment. The next time she opened her eyes,

she saw a reptilian entity with scaly skin. This, of course, frightened a hell out of her, and she recoiled back. But then she heard a voice, a telepathic voice in her head that said, with me, you are safe. We have been together forever. We love each other. She described a reptilian as having a very snake-like features,

smooth, like snake-like skin, greenish yellow eyes. And she said, well, yeah, the sex was furious. She depicted, described this reptilian as a very sensitive lover. Now, Pamela had these experiences, and she initially kept them pretty close and guarded to herself. But she wound up telling her friends and family, not caring what people thought of her stories. but that's like if it was in that instance if it was like a mutual relationship why the initial disguise as a beautiful Greek god why not just come as the reptilian race that means that there is some deception involved there and whether or not he really or this entity really meant you are safe with me they could be lies and that is one of the things that is also another common factor through a lot of these abductions is that the abductors seem to feed a lot of malarkey to the humans, whether it is predictions of the future or intent,

a lot of the predictions that are given to the humans don't really pan out. And it seemed to be either a lot of BS or we're in a different timeline, and their predictions aren't true for this one. Did she ever suggest what she thought the reptilian meant by, we're meant, or you're safe with me,

and we've been together, something like that? I think there's probably a lot of people that probably think that there's some kind of past life situation going on here. That's what it would indicate. From what I read, she didn't indicate what that meant. A lot of times with these abductions, they do happen within a family, like a lineage. And that is not just like, say, the daughter being abducted. It's the daughter. It's the mother.

It's the grandmother. Throughout generations where there seems to be a blood connection to a certain. an entity and that they belong to this union and connection. So it does happen. It's just like something that either the family deals with or they work to separate that. Wow. Yeah. So, I mean, that's a great point.

I mean, like the bloodline of people. And then it begs the question, what's so special about certain people's bloodlines versus others? And, you know, the more I talk to people about this stuff, the more I, I, I, I even questioned my own life in these kind of situations just because, like, I don't remember ever having anything extraordinary happen to me. But then I talk to people who, you know, years later start having these repressed memories come back. And I just started sitting back thinking, dear God, I hope that never happens to me. Like, if, like, I hope I never have these kind of

memories. And if it, if it happened to me, I just, I don't want to remember it. I have one memory that has persisted for a long time. The memory came back to me probably in my early 20s. And it's of me right around, I would say, five to seven years old. I wake up, face down on a table. My arms are tied at each corner of the gurney. I'm up off the ground. And I look around and I can sense.

and hear other children in the room. And I kind of look over my left shoulder, and there's someone in all white standing behind me by my left foot. I'm face down. So I got the sense that they were trying to calm me down. And I remember what strikes me as something more than just a dream or figment on my imagination, is that I managed to get my left foot free of the bindings. And I remember kicking back at this person behind me and feeling a mined amount of gratification.

I was able to fight back during that. And then they held my leg back down again, tied it, and I passed out. That's all I remember. And I asked my parents about this. I was like, did this ever happen? I asked anesthesiologists about this. And they said the only reason they would tie a kid down is if they were a danger to themselves. And the only operation I had at that point in time of my life was tonsils.

I had my tonsils taken out. But I distinctly remember waking up in the hospital and having ice cream. I remember they promised me ice cream for my tonsils. I'm going to have ice cream. And my parents said I never left their site during that hospital visit. So I'm like, I'm trying to place when in my life. life that could have happened. I talked to some psychics about this. They said we could do some kind of hypnotic regression to find out more. But they said once you go knocking on that door and start

opening up those doorways, you might not be able to close it. And they said, if you're living a good life now, I would just not even go down that road. And it's like, how much do I want to really discover about this? But it is a memory that I think about at least once a week. I thought about literally every day, like in my 20s, like, what happened? Like, why can't I place this? Wow. So is that like, first of all, do you think, hmm, let's, let's dive into Mike for a second. So one is, have you had other experiences in your, throughout your life? And, and this is just a piece of many? Or is this a one-off thing and you don't remember ever having any other experiences? But also, If you remember that in your mid-20s and the way you just described it, kind of obsessing over it, were you into these kind of topics before that memory?

And what did this experience that you're remembering do for where you're at right now as far as digging into these kind of things? Does it have a role in it at all? I've always been into these topics as long as I remember. I grew up in, I was born in 1977. and so on TV in the 80s was Unsolved Mysteries. And I remember always watching that with my family. And I remember going to the local library and checking out books on UFOs and that kind of stuff. I remember during this time when I got this memory back, I looked down and I had, like on my stomach, I had six marks, three like parallel dots.

Like right here on my stomach. And those faded probably in my early 30s. But they would always be there. And I was like, I never remember that, like as a kid. Like, what are these? They look like six symmetrical kind of freckles, but kind of like in a rectangular pattern. And they faded over time. So I remember like, oh, that's curious.

Then I did have some paranormal experiences in my early teens out at, So my family went on vacation and we were at Myrtle Beach. And so I was there with my mom and dad, my older brother, my younger brother, who's much younger than me, about age as younger than me, and a family friend, Mike. And one night I heard some commotion. I couldn't really place where it was. I was sleeping in a different room. My older brother, Jimmy and Mike were sleeping in a different room.

And I was like, something's going on. I can't place it. So I walked out into the living room just as. Mike and my older brother walking out. And they were like, did you hear that, that guy out in the living room? I was like, no, no, I didn't hear anything. I just, I heard some weird whispering, but I couldn't really place it. And then Mike said, I, I saw the ceiling ripple. I saw the ceiling ripple. And that's when we heard the voice in the hallway. So we kind of like compared notes and it was like, ah, something's going on. So we all slept in the living room. Told my parents the next day.

and my mom said, okay, Mike, I'm going to sleep in your room. You guys can sleep someplace else. During that night, my mom said she heard children laughter and playing while she tried to sleep. And she couldn't place where it was coming from. She just attributed it to something else. But she had an experience too. So whatever was going on in that house, a good number of us experienced weird, disembodied voices that we couldn't quite play. And then, like, the most significant paranormal encounter I had was when I first went to college, first went to art school.

I was 18. It was like the first two weeks in the dorm. I was bunking with my roommate, Windsor at the time. And one night as I was laying down in my bed, I heard a whisper come through the pillow into my ear. And I jolted up in bed. This is 1996. And I was like, what the hell is going on? I was like, I must have smoked too much pot. Something's going on here. So I laid my head back down.

The whispering continued through the pillow again. I couldn't really decipher what it was saying. So I jolted my head away from the pillow so fast. Like, I didn't want to hear. And so I sat up in my bed just trying to like gather my wits here. Then the whispering came from the corner. of the room and it was whispering something like, damn it over and over again. I looked at my roommate Windsor, he was fast asleep. He couldn't be woken up. I tried to wake him up, but the

whispering persisted for, I would say, about 20 to 30 seconds before I picked up my pillow and my blanket and went out into the common area and just slept there for the next two weeks. over the course of that year in the dorm there were various other things where like there was one day where I was walking washing dishes in the kitchen and from behind me I just heard like a big shushing sound and there was no one else in the quad with me

I had two other roommates on the other side there was no one else in there there was one time where I was in the shower and you always take your towel and your toiletries into the shower with you, especially in a common room. I got out, the shower,

my tower was on the other side of the door. So someone would have to come in and take my towel and move it on the other side of the bathroom door. Just kind of like weird, pranky kind of stuff like that. And that persisted throughout that year. And I don't think I got rid of whatever that was

until I was like 23. I think whatever was with me attachment, it finally left me when I was 23 where I had this kind of like insane dream when I was living in a different house and I was shook out of my bed and I wound up on the ground. And all I remember from that dream experience was, Tim is no longer with you. He's gone now. That's all I remember. And then after that, I haven't had another paranormal experience. Okay, let's take a second to talk about our sponsor today, which is Hello Fresh. Hello Fresh is America's number. one meal kit company. And they're going to basically send you your dinner to your doorstep. High quality ingredients pre-portioned from the farm to your dinner table in a seven-day period.

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this is a targeted towards you. So nobody else had experiences in that door. room is just something that you were dealing with yourself? Well, my buddy James and my other roommate, Nate, were, they were in on my side of the room. One day they're drawing because during our school, you get together and just kind of BS and draw. And they said while they're on my side, that my art box flew off my bed and landed on the ground. So they experienced some like a physical movement of an object. but they were invading my space. So maybe whatever was around me was saying to those guys, hey, get out of here.

But they did experience them. And that dream where you were shook out of your bed, do you remember the details of that dream that kind of got you to that point where you shook out of your bed and you hear that saying what Tim or Tom is no longer with you? Yeah, I remember in that dream walking up a staircase and there were three entities hovering behind me, disembodied kind of white. And it was almost kind of like they were just kind of hovering over.

As I walked, they moved with me. Like they were with me. And then I just remember flopping out of my bed and just that message. Tim is no longer going to be with you. You've moved on. That's interesting.

That's interesting. I've been really coming to realize how dreams are, they're not so, I don't look at them so passively anymore. I think dreams have much more significance than what I used to give it credit for. So hearing that,

it kind of just, you know, kind of puts it into the book for me as, you know, dreams are important because, like, it had a real effect for you, whether it was,

well, I think it was a good effect because you didn't have that thing. I mean, did you feel a sense of like, I don't know, a loneliness because you didn't have that entity? with you anymore? I tell you what, during that period of my life from age 18 to 23, I was experiencing

a lot of depression. I was mentally just like not a happy guy. And I would just like, I would do various, like things that would hurt myself, like on purpose, whether it would be like cutting or just taking things to the absolute extreme I would do. And once that dream happened, I did feel like a weight kind of lifted off of me. I wasn't as depressed anymore. I didn't feel like a darkness around me. And I did feel a shift. And the track in my life certainly did change. I got a better job. I started achieving more career goals that I wanted and things just kind of turned around for me. And like in the, I don't, like the dream state for me is just another life. Dreams impact you here because they can impact you emotionally.

And those emotions have physical reactions in this physical body. And whether you want to say the dreams are real or not, It's kind of immaterial because you perceive them as real in that moment and it has a real effect on your body, whether it's anxiety, fear, joy, love. They have a real measured effect in our physical bodies here at a chemical level. Yeah, absolutely. I remember when I was a kid growing up, I don't remember the details of the dream, but I remember I would go to bed at night, like thinking about how I wanted to get back to a certain dream because it was just so. good. It just felt so good. I don't remember what it was, but I just remember laying in bed hoping that tonight's the night I can go back to that dream. And sometimes I did and sometimes I didn't. It's funny, I've never talked about this on the show. And I talk about dreams a lot on the show.

And it just kind of hit me with what you just said. I distinctly remember laying in my bed in Highland Estates trailer park in Kutztown, Pennsylvania, trying to prep my brain to go back to that dream that I left and not every night I would hit it, but some nights I would hit it. It's really interesting that the whole dream state is very interesting to me. And it's also interesting with how your life changed in that moment because it really makes me feel like there's a lot of people out there that are dealing with paranormal activity in their life. And that really might have a big reason as to why their life is going a certain way. And, that is something that I feel bad for people, you know, like that, that, that, that, that, that, that,

because, I mean, it's not like you can just be like chalk it up as, yeah, I have this, this haunting in my life right now, and that's why things are going bad. You can't talk to people about that. You know, like, where do you turn the confessionals podcast? Yeah, uh, you, you, you find a group of people that have similar experiences or at least feel a certain way. Like, for me, I can't, it's, it's tough for me to put my finger on or to articulate but sometimes when I wake up from a dream, it feels like I went to a job. Like I have certain missions I have to accomplish in certain segments of my dream. Like I have like tasks that I have to complete in my dream.

I can't put my finger on it, but it feels like in certain instances in these dreams, like whether it's the dream dimension has like 10 different doors. It feels like one of the doors I'm going to work and I have missions to do. and when I get back, it feels like work. The other doors feel like they're enjoyment or nightmares, but one of them definitely feels like work. You know, I got to get my buddy back on the show, Mr. X Dreams. I haven't had him on a long time,

and he really talks a lot about dreams. And one thing he told me back in the day is that, because I always told him I can't remember my dreams. And I can't. And I've never done what he told me to do, though. And he said that I need to start, whenever I do remember something, write it down, journal it. and to start like verbally telling myself that I'm going to remember my dreams tonight when I go to bed.

And it works. I do that. Do you really? Yeah. My wife and I both tried that. And on about day five or seven, it starts to work because you're giving yourself a hypnotic suggestion to do something. And I haven't done a while. We did it a lot in Arizona.

And it does work. All right. Let me ask you about this real quick. And we will get back to alien sex. So when you do that, is it just a thing where you're laying a bed and you're just like, I'm going to remember my dream tonight and you go to sleep? Or do you kind of repeat it to yourself for a few minutes or what? Three times.

I say it three times. Okay. I will remember my dreams. I will remember my dreams. I will remember my dreams. And that's it. And then typically I'll drift off listening to some podcast or something like that. and then after a few days, you start remembering your dreams, at least more consistently.

I remember sporadic dreams right now, but when I was doing that mantra or that hypnotic suggestion to myself, I was remembering much more detail and much more frequently. Man, I'm going to, I got to, I'm going to start doing it. And then if I start remembering my dreams, we're going to have to rename the show Dreamcast because I'm just going to be talking about all the wild crap I remember from my dreams. I'm really getting fascinated by dreams. But, all right. I don't know how we go.

Well, real quick, but we're still on dreams. So my wife would take it to like a different level. Once you get the I will remember my dreams down, you can start asking for directions, messages, things like that. And before, like my wife was really much more into meditation and the spiritual side of life. I deal more with like UFO research and all the strange stuff. And we come together and talk about stuff. But she researches the meditation and the more spiritual aspect.

And she would ask for messages in her dreams. And I remember before the pandemic, she had this really detailed dream. And when she woke up, she had a visible vision where all it said was DNA. like DNA, like whatever was contacting her and trying to give her a message, they wanted to tell her something was going to happen with DNA. And that stuck with her. And, you know, with everything that's going on in the world, it seems like our DNA is more and more important than we ever realized,

whether it is DNA manipulation, augmentation through various technological means. It seems like not only are the ruling elites interested in our DNA, But so are these alien visitors collecting genetic material from us. Yes. See, you're a professional. Look at that segue. So, first of all, let me just ask for clarification. Your wife was dreaming something.

She opens her eyes and then she sees it. She sees it in her mind's eye. He was in a, the halfway, the twilight between dream and awake, the twilight state where you can get a lot of work. gun when it comes to messages, that's when she saw it. She said it was very vivid. And she brings it up every now and again. She's like, that means that meant something. What is it? But I guess it's up for us humans to interpret what these messages means and how he could influence your life choices. Yeah. Wow. That's that's really incredible. So you bring up the collecting of DNA. And that is

obviously something that is thought to be had when it comes to the these abductions and how people are recalling their experiences. Do you think it's as simple as they're trying to create hybrid human beings through these sexual acts and they need the DNA? In some instances, it does seem that way. In others, it looks like they are doing it to strengthen their own lineage. So some people think that the alien graves are here to harvest our DNA in order to hijack our souls. So hypothetically, let's say that we, us humans live on level four.

But our souls are capable of going to level six once it leaves our body. Like our souls are super powerful. But the alien grays live on level six and they're trapped on level six. They can't get to any higher level of existence without another means. And that is the hijacking of our soul creation process. And some people think that the reason why they're doing these hybrid programs is to get access to our soul in order to get to those higher levels. So while to us, they're super advanced and they have this high technology and they're able to go to different times or dimensions, now they're stuck on the level that they're given, which is six. They really want to get there as higher levels, and they can only do that through our soul.

So these higher levels and stuff, I mean, it's interesting because what's, is it just a higher level of existence, and that's what they're trying to ascend to, or is there like a spiritual significance? You know, like, it just seems like, well, at what level is good enough? I mean, how many levels are there, you know? Exactly. And a lot of this is, it becomes murky and we're left to get information from either transmedium ship or messages from the aliens and what their true intent are. But it's tough to know whether or not what they tell us is, is genuine. So I'll bring up one more story here. This is from Russia, 1992. And there was a Russian woman named Nico. By her, under her own, I guess, will, she entered a telepathic and a trans state. And she had physical contact with this ET civilization called the Uru. You are you. That's what she says. She said at that point in time, two humanoids entered her apartment and invited her to come with them on a trip.

At which point in time, she said, sure, why not? I got nothing better to do. She said these humanoids were very tall, about nine feet high, and they were wearing silver jumpsuits and helmets. They took her to this craft. As they approached the craft, on one side, she felt as though she was being lifted up and taken into the craft. Like there was some sort of tractor beam that floated her up and brought her inside the opening of this craft. she noticed while she was inside the craft that the air in there was vibrating

like it was hyper-energized form of like atmosphere in there she was able to breathe but it just said it was vibrating she noted that the walls inside the craft were green and phosphorescent like a weird kind of sparkliness to them she said that another humanoid joined them

like the third one, so three very important there. And that this one, she got the impression that it was a female alien. And this female alien explained to Nico that while she was sleeping, they took genetic material from her. And specifically genetic memories from Nico that were very useful and interesting to them, the humanoids. whatever that meant. They didn't elaborate on what was useful and interesting about her specific DNA. Because they then said they were interested, the aliens were interested in humans because they were able to survive difficult conditions.

But they didn't elaborate what made NICO specifically interesting to them because they said humans interested in. them in general because of their ability to survive difficult conditions. She went on to say that the female was very well built, slender, did have unusually expressive facial features, and she did introduce herself as FAFA, although she wanted to say that they typically don't give themselves names because they don't identify themselves through names. each alien has a unique bioenergy spectrum.

I guess that's something akin to an aura, and that's how they identify each other. They did say that they were taking them back to their dimension and would bring her back, Nico, to her own home at a later date. So don't worry about it. You're coming back. But the aliens did convey to her that us humans have, an aura as well that is connected directly to our sun and our planets. So somehow our aura is

locked in to the solar system that we're in. They went on to tell Nico that they've been visiting Earth for a very long time. And oh, by the way, about 3,000 years ago, Earth had a fairly advanced civilization that collapsed and that current day humanity is in a very dangerous situation and that they're here just to observe us and not necessarily to participate in guiding us to a better future. But they're very curious about us, especially over millions of years. They also informed Nico about their home planet and said that their home planet is much more radioactive and that their bodies are much more radioactive and that they have to wear those silvery suits and helmets in order to protect humans or else they would radiate us.

And that's very potentially harmful to us. And so, I mean, you probably heard over the course of a lot of UFO encounters, people sometimes get radiation poisoning or radiation burns. And maybe this kind of explains why a lot of these humanoids do seem to be wearing these weird suits, high radiation. Man. They said that they don't build cities or buildings on their own planets, that they grow them, much like the way a plant would grow, and that their average lifespan is about 800 Earth years. They do have the ability to transfer their consciousness and memories into a new body.

They also said when it comes to sex and love, they do experience sex and love, just not the way we do here on Earth. and that if they want to reproduce, they grow that offspring in basically a lab. And then during that process of growing that baby, they transfer a part of their own soul into the new offspring. So it is a part of them. So they basically hack off a piece of their soul and give it to their offspring. And that becomes part of their lineage as well. and so they kind of give Nico this kind of run down on their lifestyle and how long they live,

some overall generalities, and then they drop Nico back off on Earth at her home just a few hours later. And that was her experience of being taken up into the stars. So she got much more information than anybody else did that you shared about today. and it kind of it's interesting because the experiences are very different from Antonio to

Nico because well I mean so Nico there was no sexual interaction right they just extracted genetic memory from her at some point while she was sleeping correct so yeah and these aliens were nine feet tall

the ones in Antonio from Brazil, they were all kind of five to about five feet tall. It seems like, I mean, we've heard this before, right? So there's different races of ET and aliens. But you mentioned about the interdimensionality. I think you said that they told her that they were inter, that, no, they took things back to their dimension, I think is what you said.

Yeah, that's what they said. So. Well, they did say, so they were taking her back to, to their dimension, but they did say they were from a planet in what we call the Orion constellation. So when it comes to like different dimensions and different solar systems, it's tough to know on what plane. So they might be from the Orion constellation, but just from a different dimension of that constellation. Much like a lot of people back in the 50s and 60s here, they were having a lot of experiences. with people claiming to be from Venus.

But the people from Venus that visited here on Earth, they claim to be, well, we're from Venus, but we're from the fifth or sixth dimension. So it's not the Venus that you see. It is a different one that we experience. And so while it's tough to wrap your head around, yeah, they might be from a different solar system, but it's much more interesting to say

they're actually from a different dimension. And it makes more, in honesty, I mean, it makes more sense to me the dimensional aspect of things. There's a lot of logistics involved that they're not in a dimensional that has to get covered. Yeah.

And that makes sense too because you have, you have like, we have our, on earth here, people have experiences to say with ghosts. Well, there's another interdimensional aspect there,

theoretically at least. But we talk about, you know, things coming from other, realms and dimensions into our realm and dimension here. And so say that thing went from its own dimension and realm to ours. And then from here went to Orion. They're like, I'm from the Earth area, but in a different dimension. It's basically the same thing.

And with these humanoid, it seems like they have different ambitions. And like it goes along with a lot of people's acclaims of some are good. some are bad. It seems like the nine-foot-tall ones wearing helmets to protect us from radiation, they were more peaceful than the one that takes Antonio and basically makes them have sex with an alien. Yeah, it seems like the smaller ones don't have a lot of regard for our well-being and they treat us more like cattle. The taller ones seem to interact with us on a more even keel. and that the one commonality is that they're all interested in our DNA and offspring. Now, how they choose to go about getting it is totally different.

It just seems like the small guys don't really care that much about how they get it. They just want it. And there's stories from Mexico about large, eight-foot-tall humanoid. It's coming down, landing down, talking to people, basically saying that, yeah, we're here. We're kind of protectors, you know, we're, but by the way, look out for the small guys that do cattle mutilation. They don't have your best interest at heart. And so it does seem like the taller ones do have at least some sort of empathy and sympathy for our situation, especially how traumatic it can be. And so it seemed to be a little bit more open with the information that they give.

And there's just a long history of tall entities, whether it's in Mexico or Brazil or anywhere, that interact with people on a more even keel. Yeah. Well, either way, I wouldn't appreciate being taken. I chalked that up as kidnapping years ago and I'm sticking to it. There's some people that line up, hey, take me, take me. I'm not one of them and I don't want to be taken anywhere.

I don't like flying. Yeah, I'm not really for it. I have a pretty good life. It would be an interesting experience. It's tough to piece it together. And by all accounts, it seems like not a lot of memories come back from these encounters.

And oftentimes when people will just by accident happen across a UFO that has been landed down, they oftentimes have near-death experiences where they will see loved ones that have been long since gone. It's almost as if the craft generates some sort of ability to traverse not only our dimension, but the death dimension as well. And that they go in between these kind of things. And when whatever kind of power sources is revved up, it blends the two dimensions to where when you walk in that field, you're able to see. grandpa who passed on or something like that.

And that these entities are, and they're able to go, they're able to get to us by going through these other dimensions. And it sounds like a weird experience. I'm not sure if I'm ready for it, though. Yeah, no, no, definitely not ready for it. But it's very interesting to think about and consider. I think as, I mean, as long as I've been podcasting, the last six years, it seems to me that, there is a big shift going on where people are truly starting to consider other possibilities

and understanding, especially interdimensional beings and interdimensional realms, I think it has a lot to do with the mainstream science and what they're willing to now talk about. It seems like people follow that. So the fact that you have certain mainstream scientists coming out and talking about other realms and quantum physics, I think it's opened up the consciousness of people collectively to be willing to go down that road. Unfortunately, people are still waiting on those kind of cues, but it's also nice sitting in my seat, seeing people coming forward to the table saying,

all right, let's talk about this, because I think it's important. I really do. So the powers within the Pentagon, at least it appears that a certain number of them know what's going on, at least that we are being visited by something. Some of them think that it is aliens from a different star system. And then the other part of the Pentagon who know what's going on, they think it's demons.

They think it's something that is not from another star system, but from a different dimension. And they liken it to demons, something demonic. Now, however people take that, you could say a demon is just like an entity. But biblically, it does mean something. and for whatever reason you do come across stories where a person encounters an alien. They encounter some sort of non-human entity. They invoke the Lord's name and the experience stops. They will ask for Jesus Christ's help and their encounter stops.

Whether it is a mothman encounter, I have audio of a guy saying, I ask for the Lord's help and mothman went away or aliens. whatever it is, it doesn't seem to interface well with Jesus Christ and they don't like it. Now, I don't know what that means exactly, but it appears we are in some sort of spiritual battle and we're not being given all the information. I 100% agree with you. The more I do this stuff, the more I really come to understand that

I think that we are spiritual beings. and we're in some kind of spiritual war going on around us. And you can go down the biblical route and talk about, define it that way. But it's for me, sitting where I sit, it's much more fun to talk to people who don't necessarily come from that perspective. I shouldn't say fun. It's interesting to hear people that don't come from a Christian perspective like I do and still come with the same conclusions. And I use the example a lot because it really caught me off guard.

Joe Rup over at Fringe FM, I was on his show. And Joe's not a Christian as far as I know. And he was even telling his audience when we were talking on his show that invoking the name of Jesus works to stop these things. And it's just, it's really interesting to hear people who have different world views than me who still come back and say, we don't believe what you believe, but it's really interesting how the name of Jesus stops these attacks. And, and then they, you know, people will go into their own definitions of what that means and all that stuff. But it's, it's, it's really, it's interesting to me. It's just really interesting. It's fascinating. Yeah, obviously our human history is very curated, whether it is just within the past 20 years or 20,000. It's very curated. We get like a very thin slice of what may have happened on this earth. And if you, I have a Bible. It's right next to the Quran. It's right next to Batawism.

And they all mean something to me, but for different reasons. Obviously, Jesus Christ was a master teacher when it comes to. enlightenment and getting to the next realm, getting becoming a better human. I think whether or not you are a believer in any of the religions, there are lessons to be learned from each. And I guess you would have to ask a question why. Why was the book of Enoch not included in some of the teachings in the Bible? or what is the real history behind the Great Flood?

All these things like we talk about on these podcasts like this, but mainstream archaeology will refuse to indulge in this kind of stuff. They'll dismiss it as wild tales and myths and anthropology won't dig into this kind of stuff. But it certainly seems like the ruling elite know this stuff. even going back to Hitler and his occultism with the Vril Society, they knew there was something non-tangible, something you could interface with in this reality to get additional information to benefit whatever goals you have,

whether it is taking over the world or for self-spiritual enlightenment and helping out humanity. There are ways to attain that knowledge through ritual and sacrifice or prayer. Is this which avenue do you want to choose to get that knowledge? Some choose some pretty dark stuff to get that knowledge. Other people, it takes a lot longer to do it through prayer, meditation, and being a good human. Absolutely. Well, that is Midnight Mike from OBDM podcast.

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