The Confessionals - RELOADED | 148: It Dragged My Puppy Away

Episode Date: March 28, 2022

In 148: It Dragged My Puppy Away, we are joined by Kimberly as she tells us about her haunting experiences in a few apartments, while also living in the midst of some bad life circumstances. Some of the things she describes sound terrifying to go through, but she came out seemingly upbeat about life. Become a member for AD FREE listening and EXTRA shows: theconfessionalspodcast.com/join SPONSORSGET Surfshark: surfshark.deals/confessionals GET Cerebral: getcerebral.com/tony GET SIMPLISAFE TODAY: simplisafe.com/confessionals GET Hello Fresh: hellofresh.com/confessionals16 Promo Code: "confessionals16" for 16 FREE MEALS!!! Get Emergency Food Supplies: www.preparewiththeconfessionals.com Get Beard Oil: bit.ly/2FbOhN5 CONNECT WITH US Website: www.theconfessionalspodcast.com Email: [e-mail] Subscribe to the Newsletter: https://www.theconfessionalspodcast.com/the-newsletter SOCIAL MEDIA Subscribe to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/2TlREaI TikTok: @theconfessionals Discord: https://discord.gg/KDn4D2uw7h Show Instagram: theconfessionalspodcast Tony's Instagram: tonymerkelofficial Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheConfessionalsPodcas Twitter: @TConfessionals Tony's Twitter: @tony_merkel

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Welcome to Reloaded Monday Episode 1-48 it dragged my puppy away. We have Kimberly coming back on. In this episode, people got really emotional about, and some of them actually got mad at Kimberly for the things that happened to her dog. But Kimberly does come on again today to share her experiences of living in some apartments that had some really scary things happening to her.

But she seemed to come out on the other side of life with a positive attitude. So let's get to Kimberly right now. Okay, I reload it. This was all circulating around the base that a giant had to be. But no one was supposed to talk about it. I saw three long, boning fingers reach up underneath the door, curl up to grab it, and then disappear. When he came over to me, dude, he slithered over to me. And this giant comes out of the cave and they're all frozen.

And he starts running and firing up this giant. But the giant moves, he's got a spear in one hand, and he's running really fast. And spears, Dan, holds them up like this. Somebody else, shoot him in the face, shoot him in the face. They basically decapitated. When he got about this, feel something pulling at my leg. And I look over, and there are two small, gray entity pulling at me. And they're literally, I'm getting pulled off the bed.

I reached my hand into this bush, and I touch air. Couldn't breathe, and I couldn't move, because I know I'm seeing a monster. When I think about it, I'm like, I don't get what happened. I was a kid in elementary school age, and I was obsessed with Barbie horses. Like, I loved horses and loved Barbies and all that. And so I had this particular Barbie horse that I played with all the time. And so I had stayed the weekend at my grandmother's house, which I often did. She lived like 20 minutes away in like the next town.

And I was sitting in my floor of my room playing with my Barbie horse. And it was the afternoon. And I hear my mom call me downstairs. I put my Barbie horse down on the floor. My mom says, you know, Green Mother is here. She says she left some things at her house when you were at her house yesterday. So I go downstairs and she hands me this bag and I open it up and there's a Barbie horse. That looks exactly like my Barbie nurse.

And I'm like, hey, they've sunk mine. That's somebody else is. Mine's upstairs. I was just playing with it. And then there's like, no, that's yours. And I was like, okay. And so I took it and I was getting really excited because I'm like, this is awesome. Like now I have two Barbie horses.

This is amazing. And so I grab it and I'm running upstairs and it gets to my room and the Barbie horse is no longer in my room. Never found. it. It's not there. Okay, today we have a great guest coming on. We have Kimberly. Kimberly, how you doing? Good. How are you? I'm doing great. I'm doing great. So we were just talking a little bit and stuff, and it sounds like you got some good stuff to share with us. And I know the first thing that you

shared with me was that something that happened to you when you were 19 in an apartment. And we'll get into that in the second of stuff. But I just wanted to give you a quick shout out because you were telling me how big of a Batman fan you are and stuff. And I was quizzing a little bit and I'll tell you, you really know Batman. So, welcome to the show. Everybody's pretty, pretty amazed about how much I know and how much stuff I have lying around. Yeah, well, you know, it's, it's, everybody's got to be into something and stuff. I just, when you said to me that you were really into Batman, I was like, oh, that's cool. Let me see how much she knows. I was very impressed. So, thanks, thanks. My brother's a big Superman fan, so we're kind of

always, like, battling here and there on Facebook about who's better. Yeah. Well, I mean, Superman is my favorite, to be honest with you. And I was watching those movies since, you know, the early 90s, what is it, late 80s. You were talking about Michael Keaton and things like that. So I was like, okay, cool, cool. But that's not we're here to talk about. We're here to talk about some of your paranormal experiences that you had when you were starting, I think you said, around 19 and stuff. So why don't you just kind of walk us into this apartment that you had gotten and what happened? Okay. So I was 19 years old. I was pregnant. it with my first child and I had just gotten married.

And we decided that we were going to not live in his grandma's basement. And we got ourselves our first apartment. And it was like a house, but it had been reconstructed into three different apartments. So when you walk in, you see like there's a staircase going upstairs and that was our apartment. and one day I don't know it wasn't it was shortly after we moved in I wouldn't say about a couple weeks

and we were just sitting there in the living room just talking and all of a sudden this soda can that had been sitting on the table for a couple of days probably because I wasn't a very good housekeeper yet and it just slid across the table and I looked up and my husband and I'm like,

um, he goes, yep. He said, I saw it too. And I'm like, well, the window's not open.

Um, and there's no condensation on it whatsoever. Like, uh, I, I don't know what to think of it. And he's like, yeah,

I'm not, I don't know. So we just kind of like over, like we just kind of let it go, you know, just says, oh, whatever,

you know, maybe I just, bumped it or something. I don't know. So he, but it stayed straight up. And I knew we were both just probably in shock. Because I've never ever experienced anything like that before. So, um, a little time goes on and I noticed that we start fighting a lot in the house. But as soon as we leave, we were fine.

Which was really odd to me because we would fight a lot every time we were at home. we had a fight about anything. And it was really crazy because we had this neighbor that had moved in underneath us. And he come upstairs one day. And he's like, why is it so hot up here? He looked at my husband and he started backing out slowly. And I'm like, what's wrong with you? and he's like, that boy's got fire in his eyes.

And we both looked at each other, like, yeah, he said that about him. He's like, you got fire in your eyes. And I'm like, I just looked at my husband. We looked at each other like, what? Because here we are, a couple kids. And this is like an older guy. And I explained to him, like, it only gets hot up here at certain times of the day. and usually it was when my husband got home,

but I didn't put two and two together until later. Like I started piecing this all together as things happened. And I realized everything, so he was home, it would get really, really hot and we would start fighting. Does that make sense? Yeah, absolutely. Okay. So this guy told us,

now I can't tell you, to be honest, I don't know the truth because I never lived in this town before this time. And I didn't know the history. of the town. And I haven't looked into it either. But I did make mention of it to my landlord, and she just thought I was nuts. So I just said, okay, whatever. The guy that lived below us said that it used to be a house.

And I said, I know it looks like that on the outside. It looks like a house. It used to be a house, but the guy that lived here OD'd on drugs. Wow. and he died. And I'm like, okay, so what's that got to do with us? You know, and he's like, well, his spirit's probably in your house. And I don't think he likes your husband.

And I'm like, that's just absurd. That's just ridiculous, you know? So here I am thinking, okay, whatever. Well, I noticed that I started seeing shadows when I was home alone. and I just thought maybe it was a car that drove by or something but usually the car drives by it's not really a shadow it's more like a light right depending on how it goes well

um this is the this is the more I don't know this part kind of I mean I can tell it but it kind of like right now it's like making me feel like I'm glad I'm not 19 anymore I could probably handle it. Okay, so we had a puppy, and it was just a couple weeks old,

and my husband had decided that he was going to drop me off, and he was going to go to hang out with some friends. So I'm like, okay, no problem. And so I go inside, you know, make sure the puppy's okay. I get ready for bed. And usually, well, because I was pregnant, I would just sleep with a T-shirt on. and I just had bare legs or whatever, and we had a twin mattress. This is how fresh we were starting out in life.

We've all been there. Yeah. Well, fortunately, I mean, unfortunately, we ended up getting a divorce later, but that's besides the point. So I was laying there, and I had fallen asleep, and it felt like, you know, maybe the way to somebody next to me, and I thought, oh, he's probably home, you know, and I wasn't going to wake up. And then before I knew it, the bedroom light turned on and, you know, it like shines in my eyes.

So I kind of opened him a little bit. And he's standing over me. And I'm like, what are you doing? He goes, I just got home. And I'm like, what? And I looked behind me and you could see the bed rise. Wow. Right there.

Yeah. And I'm like sitting here looking at him like, well, maybe it's just me. Maybe I just moved wrong, you know, or something. And so I just like, whatever. So I just blew it off. And he lays down with me, and we're back to back because this bed is so small. And I had to have my belly hanging off the edge, you know. And I was about seven and a half months pregnant at this time.

And, well, I started feeling like my head being pushed forward. Does that, like, somebody's behind you kind of like, you know, just like pushing on your head. Yeah. a couple times and I felt this cold feeling on my leg and I turned around like will you just stop it and he just my husband was looked at me he's like what the hell are you talking about he's like he's like I don't do anything go back to sleep and I said I said if you didn't do that then who did because my arms are down around my stomach. And I'm like, I didn't push my head or throw my head forward, you know?

And he's like, I don't know. And then we started hearing rattling in the kitchen. And I thought, oh, it's a puppy. And I looked down at the bottom of the bed and the puppies lay in there whimpering at me. And I'm like, oh, my God. And we just started hearing stuff. So we jumped out of bed, both of us. And I said, I can't stay here.

So I get up, put some pants on. as we're walking out the door, like rushing out the door, our puppy is standing there waiting for us, and all of a sudden it just gets fucked through the doorway. There was like a sheet hanging that we had pinned up as a door, like a makeshift door. And all we did was put stuff in the front room. It was like the living room,

but we just like used it as storage, and we just lived in the back part of our apartment. Okay. And this puppy gets dragged, like it literally gets dragged underneath the sheet and it whimpered as it did. And I'm like, I'm sorry, I can't stay. And I just took off down the stairs. And we get in the car and we lock the doors because we're both freaking out. And we look upstairs and that light was on in that room that we never used.

And then we went around the block and it was off. And I was like, okay, this is just too creepy for me. And so we drove around until light came up and then we went home to see what had happened. And we were so scared that we were going to find something really nasty or bad. And I wouldn't go upstairs first. I went around the apartment, like around the complex. And I looked up at the window of the apartment. And the puppy was just sitting there chilling in the window.

And I'm like, oh, God, thank God it's okay. But we went upstairs. And it looked like there had been some kind of activity. up there, but I couldn't explain it. So after that, we both moved out pretty much. We left our stuff there, but we lived with his grandma for a little bit until we ended up getting separated in the week, when our separate ways. And I went back there.

I was terrified to go back, but I went back there to pack my stuff, but I wouldn't go at night. I'd just go during the day. And when my dad asked me, if I wanted him to go in there and get the rest of my stuff, Nope, I'm good. Let's go. Wow. So you just left your stuff there? Most of it, yeah, because I just didn't want to go back in there. I just got my baby stuff and my clothes and just left.

It was, I mean, it wasn't the most horrific story, but it was, you know, I was, I was 19 and pregnant. I was like, I don't know. Yeah, I mean, the fact that you're 19, you're pregnant, you're trying to get used to this whole new life that you're starting with a husband. And then you move into your first place and you have this haunting going on. I mean, anytime that you have a haunting going into your home, going on in your home, is something that kind of puts people on uneasy because it's like this is where I'm supposed to be comfortable at. This is where I'm supposed to live and feel safe and secure. And everywhere I look, there's something happening that is freaking me out. So I totally understand it. What's your

Well, our fights got physical after a while, and it got to the point where, like, I just didn't know why. But then as soon as we went outside, we were fine. It was really crazy. One night, he just went off on me, and he started whipping me with a pair of wet blue jeans. And, I mean, I was terrified, so I stood up and I chucked a big old candy dish at him and cut his head open. I'm like, we can't do this. Yeah, yeah. but I don't know why that, you know, like, if it just, the guy downstairs said that whatever's

upstairs doesn't like your husband. But every single time I was home by myself, nothing terrible happened except seeing shadows. And as soon as he came home, it was like an inferno. And he was just angry. And I just, we would just fight about the smallest thing. It was just horrible. So do you think that your husband, uh, had something. that was attracting this spirit to him and making him violent? Or, I mean, how do you think this whole

thing worked out? I mean, because the guy said that a drug addict lived there, died, and I'm assuming that you think that that spirit was the drug addict. Do you think that there was something about your husband that the drug addict didn't like? Or do you think there was something about your husband that attracted this spirit to him and made, I don't know, like, what are your conclusions that's all that, what happened there. I mean, it was, I don't know, it's kind of crazy. Well, I feel attracted itself to him because he knew he was, like, he wasn't a very good guy. He, he actually, after me, he had abused another woman.

So, um, I don't, I don't think that it liked him because he wasn't a good person. And it just like, but it made the, I think what it, I don't know, this is my, my thought, but I felt like maybe it caused the fight so that he would leave. But every time he left, I would end up leaving with him. Does that make

sense? Yeah. Like, there's only a few times where we fought that he would take off and I would stay home. But most of the time if we fought, he would take me to his grandma, leave me there with her

and then he would go. You know, because he didn't, like, I wouldn't let him leave me home alone. How about that? So even though he was bad at me... Yeah, that was because of what was going on at home, right? Yeah, because I didn't want to be at home by myself with what I felt like was something in there haunting the apartment.

I just, you know, but I never like really told anybody, oh, yeah, my apartment is haunted. You know, it's like, what do you? I mean, I'm already in a town. Nobody knows me. And, you know, what few people I'm learning. learning to, you know, trust. I just didn't want them thinking I was crazy.

Yeah, I can understand that, totally. Yeah, but he and I witnessed a few things together, you know, but it just, I don't know how, how I survived it, because, you know, with, like, abusive the way he was. Right. I mean, he was, it was bad. I actually, we got into a big fight out, in front of his grandma's house and the police were called.

So it was pretty bad. Yeah, he was a piece of work. I only have one kid with him. Do you think that he was like that because of the spirit affecting him? Or do you think he was like that before? And the spirit just recognized that. He was like that before. I think it just recognized it.

And also the fact that, like, when I was like, I was oblivious to any sort of of drugs. I didn't, you know, I wasn't raised around marijuana or anything. And I knew he smoked, but from what I was told later by some of his other friends that he was on other stuff. But I didn't know because I don't know, you know, I didn't know anything about drugs at that time. So I felt like maybe the, whatever the spirit was, could sense that he was on something because he, you know, know, because it knew itself what it was like to be on something or what it looks like, maybe. And maybe it was, he was trying to protect me from getting hurt even further because I guess some drugs make you go out of control.

Well, I'll tell you what, that's a good, that's a good angle to look at it by. I mean, especially when you're telling me that, you know, he was probably into things other than just marijuana, because if he's doing that and the spirit that's in that, in that apartment knows that kind of stuff intimately, maybe he was trying to protect you and I don't know, but it's very interesting. I don't know either. Yeah, because I only stayed in that apartment. I want to say I was already about four months pregnant when we moved in and I was like, I had already,

I had my baby when I decided to leave him. So I stopped staying there like around my seven. And I think it was about that incident that happened where we were, where we both left the apartment. I believe that was like the last time I'd actually stayed there by myself for, you know, just actually wanting to live there. I ended up moving in with his grandma and staying in her basement. and we had our apartment still, but, like, I didn't stay there, and he was always off cheating on me with some other girls. So I didn't know that until the night before I had my baby. So I just found out, like, he was cheating on me and doing all these things.

And I just, you know, I was taken to confront him and everything. And it's just he didn't care. Well, I'm sorry to hear that. Oh, it's okay. I mean, it's probably for the best. I mean, he's done it to other people. There's only one girl that I knew of that he didn't do it, too, because her dad was a state patrolman.

What a coward. I'm sorry. I mean, come on. Yeah. You're going to abuse these women and all that stuff, except for the one that the dad could probably take you. I see how it is. Oh, yeah.

And he's a piece of work, too, because he has never involved in any of his three kids' lives. that he's had with three different women, and then he's a stepdad to like four different kids, and he's more of a dad to them than he was his own kids. So that tells you what kind of guy he is. Well, let's talk about some other things that you had emailed me about because I'm interested to hear about your father's ashes. Now, you said that your dad had passed away and that you had brought his ashes home. And what happened there? What was that a whole situation? about. Okay. So my dad, my biological father, he passed away in 2013, like January of 2013,

and he had died from hypothermia. He fell outside and he couldn't get back up and he was just taken out the trash. And he fell down and he couldn't get back up. So he ended up, um, falling asleep or whatever and dying of hypothermia. He was, okay, so this kind of, I don't know how to put this nicely. He was the type of guy that was considered a hermit. So he basically, he lived in my grandma's basement and he would only come up once in a while to like make tea or go to the bathroom. and then he would drive around outside at night through the town at 3 o'clock of the morning or whatever

and I'm just like okay when people associated him to me I'd be like mm-hmm like yep that's my dad he's the he's the odd person that people think is real like weird or creepy he chased people off his lawn with shotguns I mean he's He was weird. Yeah. So, and he actually had gotten upset with me when I was 19 or not 19. I was 20 by this time. By the time I actually had my son, I was actually 20 years old, like a few weeks before

I had him. I had my birthday. Well, I moved in with my aunt and uncle that raised me. And I disrespected my aunt so they kicked me out. and I had just called my dad up and I asked him if I could come and live with him with my baby and he had gotten a house through the government for being on like I guess disability or something I don't know and so I went and stayed there with him for like a week and he got so mad at me for mouth and off to him that he kicked me out and this is a man who's never been in my life

But yet he has, he wants to tell me how to live my life, you know. So he didn't like that. So he kicked me out. So this is like how short of a few he has. Like he has no, you know, he had no time. I can't say has because he's passed. He has no time for that, you know. So we just didn't have a really close relationship.

And when I found out that he passed away, I took it really hard. Because I don't ever remember in my life him telling me that he loved me. And so everyone says that he did, but I don't remember ever hearing it from him. So that it hit me really hard. And it was really, really hard. Well, during his funeral, the, I don't know, funeral guy, like the funeral home guy, I don't know what you call him. Yeah, I know.

But he came up and said if any of the family members was like a heapstake urn where it's like a little two inch little, I don't know about four inch high little urn that can hold ashes in it. He said that, you know, we can provide that at a fee. And so my uncle bought me one. And I took it back to Texas with me because I'd been staying in San Antonio at this time. And the night that I took, the night of my flight, I put it in my, my, um, my undercarriage luggage. And I got on the plane, no big deal. I had a note saying what it was or whatever, and I never got it out because nobody asked me. So that night, I get to the airport, I get to the San Antonio airport and I go to pick up my bags and it's nowhere to be found.

I'm like, huh, this is weird. So I go over to like baggage claim and tell them, hey, this is my name, this is my bag, and blah, blah, blah. And they say, oh, your bag got held back for observation. And I'm like, why? And they said, because they thought they saw something in it that was unusual. So they kept it. It was good earned. Yeah.

So there's the first thing, bad luck. So I had to stay up like pretty much until like one o'clock in the morning for them to deliver my bag. And I get it and I get the earn out and, you know, I show it to my roommate and I'm like, yep, this is my dad. So he's like, nice to meet you, dad. So I was just like making a joke about it and I put it in my room. I have like a little shelf again on one corner of my room and I put it in there and like no big, right? Well, a few days later, I come home and I started walking down the hallway and I had just taken my shoes off and I had socks on and all of a sudden I was like, why is the floor wet? And I'm like, my roommate's like, what?

Oh, that. Yeah, that. That's an explainable flooding we just had. There's no water coming out of any faucet, any fixture, anything. but there's water all over our floor. And I'm like, what? He goes, yep. And it's bleeding back to my room.

So I go back to my room and it's like seeping underneath like the, I don't know how, but it steeped into my wall under, like on the carpet or whatever, in my closet. And it was heading back towards my bathroom. And I'm like, wow, so this must have happened in my roommate's bathroom. So they get a, we call the landlord or whatever, and they have somebody come dry it up and clean it up, right? And the guy's like, I really don't know how this flooded. I don't see where it would have came from. And I'm like, me neither.

So I just like, whatever. And I'm like, thanks, you know, and he less. Well, I had a boyfriend at the time that wasn't so great either. He was the type that, like, he used women for everything, and then he has a couple girls on the side. I didn't really, like, pick up on that until it was too late. Well, he started coming over, and weird things would start happening. Like, my bedroom door, I would always lock it, you know, behind us. I heard somebody kick on it on the other side

and it was like I opened the door and I looked out there and I'm like calling for my roommate and it's like are you home and nobody answered so I walk out there and his car's not outside he's not here I'm like that was really strange go back in shut my door lock it

and the next i mean then i hear that kick again and i'm like this is really strange so i'm just like getting nervous so i just like oh great you know not this again like i was sitting here thinking back like back when i was 19 and in that house so i'm like oh so here you know like i don't i don't know what to do at this point you know and then this guy that i'm seeing, he's like, oh, by the way, I can sense there's a spirit in here. And I'm like, what? He said that he could feel that there was a spirit in my room. And it didn't like him.

And I'm like, okay, well, I don't know what to tell you. You know, I'm new here myself. I don't know what to tell you. I said I, yeah, I didn't even think about my dad. bad's ashes. Like, I honestly did not even think anything of it. And he said that he felt like there was something really strong in that room that did not want him there. And I'm like, okay, well, the next day, we had that flooding again. And I had no idea why it happened. So I was like, okay, we got to figure something out here.

So this guy had to come back and clean up our apartment again. And he's like, really, I don't know what to tell you why this is happening to you, you know. And I'm like, I don't either. Well, that night my boyfriend had come home or come to my place. It wasn't his place. It was mine. And he started acting like a different person. Like, like a, I don't.

I don't even know how to explain it. Like one minute he's, you know, we'll just call him Joe. The next minute he's Michael. Like for real? I mean, was he describing himself that way? I'm like, I'm not kidding you. I'm not kidding you. He like, his voice would change.

His eyes looked really. Oh, that sounds like a possession. Well, yeah. And then I'm just in here like, um, yeah, I was smacking him on the face and everything. trying to get him to snap out of it. It was really horrible. It was like I've never, ever experienced this before. Like, I'm like, okay, stop playing around.

You know, I'm done. And I started crying. Like, I was so scared. It was not even, I mean, I was like, this can't be real. You're just messing with me. And he would not snap out of it. And then when he was this other person, he told me that David's here with him.

And I'm like, um, David, who? You know? And he's like, your father. And I'm like, I never told my boyfriend my dad's name. I never told him that I had that urn in my room. Like it was in my room, but it was on a shelf, you know,

and it was by a bunch of other stuff. So like nobody, he never like, one of the oh hey what's this you know I never talked about it and when he said that when he said your father I'm like um okay

I'm like I didn't know what to do like I just started crying um like I'm I don't even to this day understand it and I'm gonna be 40 next month and I still don't understand you know this happened in 2013

well it was just like all of a sudden he come out of it and he was exhausted like he was like I'm so tired and I don't even know why and he didn't remember any of the things that he said no wow he said that he yeah and I told him and he's like um he's sitting he's like I'm so tired and he's like he's like why does my face hurt his face his face hurt because I kept smacking him oh jeez because I was trying to get him to like I was I could have punched him

and he wouldn't have phased it wouldn't have phased him like but I was smacking him like really hard on his face he had my handprint on his face and I'm sitting here he's like why is my face like he doesn't things and I'm like because I was smacking the crap out of you you wouldn't come out of

whatever you're doing to me He's like, I don't know what you're talking about. And I'm like, oh, my God. I don't know. It's just, it's too freaky. To me, it's like. Is that, is that how the, the relationship ended? Or are you still with the guy?

Oh, no. It ended shortly after that. It's just like, he, he was, I ended on different terms, not because of that. But it was just, like, I just couldn't imagine. Like, it happened twice. and that was enough for me. The second time it happened, I was,

I guess I can't say I was ready for it, but I was more, like, a little bit more aware. Yeah, you kind of seen it before, so you know what to expect the second time around.

Right. So this time I didn't do anything to him. I just let him, you know, I just kind of, like, sat there. I didn't want to talk to him.

I didn't want to do anything. I just, I just looked at him. He started talking to me, but I, I said, I'm not talking to you. I said, you bring my boyfriend back.

I don't want to talk to you. Wow. So, I mean, by you saying that, I'm assuming you had an idea, at least, of what was going on there. Yeah. Yeah. Exactly.

Because when he said that he was, you know, that he said his name again, it was like, oh, nope, I'm not doing this again. I just said, I don't care. Who's with you? I don't want to talk to you.

I was like, And what was the name again, Michael? Well, that's just the name I made up. Just for you. I don't want to, like, I don't, it was just off the top of mine. His name was Angel, but. Okay, so I'm confused. His real name was Angel?

Angel is my boyfriend. Okay. But the name that he gave you, you don't want to say. Oh, no, no. It was, I don't know what it said. I'm just saying, like, I was, given an example, like, say, my boyfriend's name is Joe, and then all of a sudden his name was, like, he was Michael. Does that make sense? I was like saying that he was two different people

inside one person. So what I'm saying is my dad's name was David. I didn't get the name of whoever was talking to me. Gotcha. Okay. I just didn't care. I just didn't, like, because I thought my boyfriend was making, like, I thought he was playing a joke on me the first time it had. The first time it happened. I thought he was just messing with me. And when, you know, I'm like, what is going on? And, you know, all I remember is saying, I'm like so and so and I'm with your dad, like your father's here. You know, like when I said, who's my father? And he's like, David. I'm like, oh. Did his voice change at all? Yes. It was weird. And it's like, it wasn't, to me, it didn't sound, because this is like I've never experienced it before, but it didn't sound like, maybe this is why I don't

like when Christian Vale uses that dark voice. Because it kind of sounded like he was just trying to deepen his voice to make himself sound like a different person. Really? Yeah, so maybe that's why I don't like it when Batman talks like that. I don't know. I think it's funny that you're relating your life to Batman. Oh my God. Yeah, it's crazy. So I just thought, like, I didn't catch his name, whatever he said he was, you know, but I just remember. So I just, after, you know, that second time that it happened, I'm like, I don't want to talk to you. I just want to, you know, bring my boyfriend back, whatever. It took about, I don't know exactly timeframe, but I would say it took probably a good 10 to 15 minutes for him to change. I had to, I mean, because I kept arguing with this and I'm not going to talk to you. So after that night, I decided the urn had to stay in my closet because I felt like whatever, whatever was there, whatever was making this, you know, happen with my boyfriend,

had to do something with my dad. So I felt like, okay, I'm taking this turn. It's going to my closet and I'm going to, and I told it you. I don't even know why I said that to and earn, but I'm like, you stay here. Like it's going to crawl legs or grow legs and crawl out. Yeah, I mean, the way things are going, you never know. Yeah, see, and I, so I shut in a closet door and I just left it in there. And to be honest, I don't have it anymore because I had come home for Christmas in 2013.

And a friend of mine had asked me if I would just stay. in Iowa and help her out. So I left a bunch of my stuff back in Texas. And at this time, I'd already moved out at this apartment and moved in with somebody else. And I'd always had the urn, like, wrapped up and, like, tucked away deep in a bunch of stuff. So I didn't ever have to get it out. It was, like, in a little box. And she and I had just reconnected, like, a couple weeks or not weeks a couple days ago and I'd asked her she still has my stuff because I have never been able to go back and get it and she's like I'm sorry I don't and I'm like that is perfectly fine so who knows maybe someday somebody will find my dad's earn and they're going to get a string

of bad luck or maybe it's just bad luck that came your way because it was your father's earn maybe nobody else is going to that's what I'm I'm wondering that too because I have, I mean, even his sister got some, you know, she got one. And I think my grandma got one, too. And my grandma told me she always senses that he's there. Yeah, that's interesting. Now, you see, my parents, they told me and the kids that they want to be cremated. And they said, you know, it's more cost efficient. They don't really care about the whole graves and all that stuff. And so, I mean, they want to be cremated. They'll be cremated. But I'm not sure if I want to bring their remains home with me. And I don't think they're making that a pre-wreck, you know? So, like, I don't think I have to.

But I just, I don't know if I have interest in having either one of my parents' ashes sitting somewhere in my house, even if it's in a closet. It just seems like something that's just not really my cup of tea. Maybe you just go spread it around somewhere. Yeah, or I'll just let the morgue take care of it and throw it out the trash. Or you could bury it too. You could always bury the urn. Yeah, maybe I could bear it. the earn. That would probably be more respectful. My dad listens to this podcast. He's probably thinking, geez, you're just going to let me go out in the trash? Right. Oh, my goodness. No, dad. We'll bury your ashes.

I live next to a cemetery. And I've had a couple experiences since I've been in my apartment. But I just, I don't know. It's just I, it only happened two times and that was it. And I basically at this point in my life since the experience what I have already. It was kind of funny because one night I was laying in bed and I knew I was asleep but I kind of felt like something was

standing on top of me and I opened my eyes just barely and it was a dog. I do not have a dog. And I just closed my eyes and went back to sleep. Well then I felt like something staring at me again

but I kind of felt like you know how a dog pants when they sit there next to you? Yeah. Like how they're, when they breathe it's kind of like a light pant. I felt that. And so I opened up my eyes

and I said, I'm like, geez, well, you just let me go to sleep already? Just let me go to sleep. And I rolled over and it was gone. I was like, what the hell? And the next day I woke up, I was like, was that a dream? Right.

Or was that real? Because it was really, it was just awkward. It was just like, I just like casually. I'm like, God, we just let me go to sleep already? Yeah. And that's the thing. I mean, I know you've listened to all my episodes. You mentioned that earlier.

I'm not sure if you remember me talking about this briefly on one of my shows. But, you know, I heard this one guy's story and it wasn't on my show. But this guy said that him and his wife were fighting. They went to bed angry. They're laying in bed. and they start seeing shapes and stuff, like these shapes appear in their room. I guess light or something like that, but it was some kind of shapes. They also saw red eyes appear within the shapes.

And he's like, says his wife, do you see this? And she's like, yes. And then something told him that he should look to his left. And so he looks to his left and he said there's a dog standing in his room staring at him. And the only thing he could think to do was to tell it to leave in the name of Jesus and it left. and it never came back. And you tell me this, and you have these stories of people saying they see dogmen, but they feel like they're evil.

And I just wonder if this thing that people are seeing that's a dog man is some kind of demonic entity that people are experiencing. And I don't know if that's something that you experience that. I don't feel that mine is demonic. Its eyes weren't red. It just looked like a, it looked like a hundred. or a German shepherd. So it looked like a very real dog.

Yeah, it looked like a real dog and I could feel it pushing on me. And I'm like, you know, I was like, but I thought I was dreaming because I was like, I don't own a dog. It's just, it was really, really strange. But then when I felt it like next to me and I'm like, God, well, you just let me go to bed already. A feed you in the morning wherever you came from. It disappeared.

Yeah, it just disappeared. Like, I don't know where it came from. and it was I mean it was pitch black outside so I mean I know it wasn't I mean I live on the second the second story so it's not like it could have jumped in my window so but I couldn't touch it because I didn't reach out for it you know but I felt the pressure of it on me as I woke up like I looked over and I'm like that's weird so I closed my eyes yeah it's just I don't know I just casually did it and I just laugh at myself because if that was real, because I can't say that it was real or not, because I don't know if I was dreaming or if it was actually something that happened. But it felt real, and I know I said it out loud, but I heard myself say it.

But yet I have a tendency once in a while if I'm dreaming really deep. I talk in my sleep, and I remember putting my hands up in the air once and saying Guayava. So I don't even know. I'm like, I'm a weirdo, I guess. I don't know. No, you know, I think that, I've said this before on the show, I do think that there are certain people that just tend to have more experiences than others

where something, there's just something about them that these kind of experiences attract themselves to these people. And it just sounds like you might. you know, have one of those oras about you. I don't know, but I know that you mentioned to me earlier, and I want you to go into this as much as you'd like, but you

did mention that your mom was into some things that maybe would provide answers as to why you experienced the things that you've experienced. Well, yeah, you know, I don't know exactly what what she did before I met her.

But I do know that after we connected and we started spending more time together, I did find out that she was, you know, she had the crystals. She had the Wicca stuff. And she had done online readings for people. Like she would, I don't know, she was in a group or some chat group and then she was doing online readings for people. and I was staying with her one time and I felt like I felt like I was

I don't know how you explain it like I don't know how to say it without misinterpreting it I kind of felt like when I was around my mom I felt like I could sense things stronger like I felt like things felt a little weird to me.

Does it make sense? Like it makes, I felt like I was a little bit more aware of what was going on. And I went into her bedroom and I said I was going to take a nap. And I laid down and I couldn't. My chest started hurting really bad. And I'm like, what the heck is wrong with me? You know, I'm like, I'm too young to be having a heart attack.

or whatever, you know, and I was like sitting there. I'm like, and then I couldn't breathe. So I was like trying to call for my mom. And I really couldn't, but then I just, she had started coming back towards, like, to use the restroom. And the restroom was like near her bedroom. So I called her again. And I'm like, Mom, I need help. So she came back there and I'm like, my chest hurts really back.

I don't know. I should think, oh, I guess I should have mentioned to you that my friend Joe's ashes are in the closet and she died of a heart attack or a stroke. I can't really remember what my mom said it was. Oh, man. The stinking ashes again. Yeah. So she helped me out of her bed and I walked up to the front room and it's like it was just like a big heavy weight had just been lifted off on my chest. and I felt dizzy.

And I'm like, what the hell? She's like, well, I told you. I told you the women in our family are sensitive. And I'm like, but I don't like that. I said, I don't want that. You know, I don't want this gift or whatever you call it. I want this to be normal. I don't want that.

So I do whatever I can just to ignore stuff, which it's not always a good thing if you ignore things because sometimes bad things happen if you ignore them and you could have prevented it and then you feel guilty

but then you don't know I think of it as yeah it was a you know it was a kind of a notification but it doesn't matter maybe it would have happened regardless if I knew about it or not or if I had taken action, you know what I mean?

Yeah. Like I think that some things are not preventable. Like the day that I found out my dad died, I had this sense to call my grandma. Like this, it was around 10 o'clock in the morning. I kept having this feeling, you should call grandma, you should call grandma. And I'm like, ah, no, it's okay. Because I'm one of those people, I'm not real super close to my family.

So when it comes to having to like talk to somebody, I put it off the last minute. And I just, you know, I said, oh, I'll call her later. Well, then I got a message on Facebook from one of my cousins saying, call me. And that just shows how close I am to my family. They don't even have my number. And I called him and he says, I'm sorry to tell you this, but your dad died. That same day that I had that urge to call my grandma.

and I'm like, okay, so I felt guilty. You know, I say maybe I could have called and, you know, asked where he was. And if I could talk to him, maybe she would have went looking for him and found him, you know. But who knows? I don't know if that would have happened or not. And in 2005, my ex-husband and I have three kids together, and our boys were little and then I have one older one

and then three with my ex my second ex-husband I guess I should say and the two little ones he took them to Mexico with him to visit his mom and my baby stayed home with me she was eight months old and we had decided that I was going to drive

three hours to our family Christmas on New Year's Day and I was going to take my daughter with me. And that night when we went to bed, I had had this dream slash, I call it a dream slash premonition, that I had a really bad car accident. And the next day, I wake up, I shake it off.

I'm like, wow, that was terrible. You know, I'm like, what a bad dream. and I start driving and I'm about an hour away from my family by this point and I flip six times end over end in the vehicle I was driving. That was the same day you had a dream? Yeah, it was the next day. Like I had had the dream on December 31st and I had the accident January 1st. Wow. And so growing up.

up with a fire chief for a father, you kind of know what to do in certain situations. Because I used to do the practice, I would be their practice dummy or victim when I was a teenager, me and a couple friends would, like, they would cover us in fake blood and set us outside where it looked like it was a staged car accident and they would have to come check on us and stuff. And so by learning that through that, I didn't realize it at the time, but my vehicle was on the side.

It was a Ford Explorer. So that gives you an idea of the size. My left leg was hanging out the door of the window, and it was broken in half by the femur. And I didn't realize that my leg was broken. And here I was taking off my seatbelt trying to get out of this vehicle so I could go find my baby. And she had been ejected from the vehicle 14 feet away.

They found her in her car seat. And the paramedic kept, like, he was on his stomach. I remember him looking in at me. And I was rocking back and forth saying my parents' name and their number over and over again. had I not given that information, my daughter and I both would have been Jane Doe's because they didn't have any information on us whatsoever. It was back when we had like those little small Nokia cell phones. They barely got service anywhere.

So I didn't take it with me on my trip because I didn't get service where my parents lived. Well, I kept crying out for my baby and they finally showed her to me and she was alive. She was still alive. She had her. She had broken her leg. They didn't know that until the next day. So they take us to the hospital. They call my family.

And I wake up eight days later out of a coma because I broke both my legs, my collarbone, and a bunch of ribs. I punctured a lung, tore my spleen, lost three fists in my body's blood. I died on the table. And they resuscitated me. incubated me and put me in a coma to let that lung heal. While I was at the hospital, I remembered seeing my best friend from high school standing at the car accident.

She had died in 2003. She was standing, yeah, I remember her name was Wendy, and I told her parents this, and the anniversary of her death is coming up. up it's December 4th. And I had found out that she had passed away when I was pregnant with my first born. And he was born a month to the day of her death. And she had been hit by a semi head-on going to school on on a foggy road. And I remember seeing her there.

And I feel like she's the one that was making sure that my daughter was okay. because a passer buyer, a van, or a group of Mexicans, I don't know, this is what I was told, found my baby and they couldn't speak English. And the only thing they kept saying was baby van, baby van. And they gave her to the paramedics. And then my family actually had to come. And two of my relatives actually claimed my body, even because I was unconscious. And I was in a coma. they had me as a Jane Doe at the hospital,

but they had to actually tell them who I was. But had I not been able to call my family through those paramedics, nobody would have known. So I remember that as being, that's always something that gives me goosebumps because I remember seeing her there, and I hadn't seen her since high school. Right.

And when I found out that she died, I couldn't go to her funeral because I was five hours. hours away. And my doctor said no. And I just, I don't know, I get chills every time I talk about that because we were so close in school. And I moved away and, you know, I ended up getting pregnant and whatever. And I found out on the news that she had passed away. And I called her parents like, frantic, you know, and they're like, we're so sorry. We didn't know a number for you. And, you know, I was just, it's just, I feel that she was there for me because I was there for her. When she was in, when we were in high school, she came to my house and my mom had left for the bank, or not my mom.

I call my aunt and uncle my mom and dad. She had left for the bank. And when she came home, the yard was filled with fire trucks and ambulances because my friend had had a seizure. And I didn't, she'd never had one before. and I never knew that, you know, I didn't know she was epileptic. So I called 911 for her and I saved her life. But she, I feel like she was paying me forward, you know? She was making sure that my daughter was okay.

Yeah. It was almost like she was watching over her to make sure that somebody found her. Because, I mean, you're eight months old and you're getting ejected out 14 feet away in your car seat. And, you know, like, you're, you. you lived. And now she's 14. You know, that's just a miracle in itself. Right.

Do you think... So I'm very lucky. Huh? No, I was just going to say, do you think that having those experiences where you, like, had a dream about having an accident and then it happens the next day, do you ever try to follow that intuition? Do you ever, does it ever happen to you now? I did.

You're going to last. So I was taking a nap after work one night, and I had gotten this weird, you know, sense and this dream that my brother was going to be hit by a drunk driver. And I, I wake up, like, almost instantly. And I called him, and I'm like, what are you doing? Because, like, I'm getting trashed. He goes, I'm getting trash. What are you doing? And I'm like, don't go anywhere.

He's like, why? And I'm like, because you're going to get hit by a drunk driver and you're going to die. He's like, what? And I told him, and he's like, okay, okay, I'm not going to. And the next thing I know, I'm getting a phone call from him. He's like, you had me on guard. the whole night. He's like, you had me

looking like a crazy person walking around all paranoid. Well, good. I mean, maybe it saved his life. Oh, my goodness. I was just like, the funny thing to me is that I wake up frantically out of this dream,

you know, just like, I just wake up and I'm like, oh my God, he's my only brother. I've got to call him, you know. And then he's like, I'm getting trashed. What are you doing? I mean, it's like sometimes I find the humor in things, you know, it's just like, this could have been deadly, but, you know, he made it funny. Well, that's my brother for you. I'll tell you what, that that's a funny, happy story.

And I know, it's just funny how he said, you had me paranoid all night. That was like good, you know, like you're, I could just picture. him walking down the street, like, turning around really fast, and it sure nobody was around. Every time a car comes by and stuff, he's ducking behind bushes. Right. Oh, my goodness. But I'm just glad, like, you know, I called him because I just feel like something

bad was going to happen. And it's just like a couple weeks ago, I felt like I needed to talk to my mom. And I didn't. I put it off. put it off and put it off. And two weeks ago, I found out her husband died. He had a stroke and she told me, this is her words, not mine. He's here with me because the door opened and it closed.

Wow. And he died at home. They were given him CPR. He had a massive heart attack. And he was in the stages of dementia too. So he wasn't, he didn't remember my mom's name. but she was giving him CPR, her and my uncle, but the next day when I, you know, I called her,

see how she was doing. She's like, oh, he's here. I'm like, he is, huh? And she's like, yep, the front door opened and it closed and then my bedroom door opened and I know he's here. I'm like, oh boy. And she goes, and it wasn't the wind either. And I'm like, I'm pretty sure mom, I'm pretty sure it's him.

You know, she's, you know, I know. She may sound crazy to some, but I know she's legit. But I just like, you know, at least I said, well, maybe he's back in his easy chair watching his TV again, you know. Like, what can you do? But at least it's, you know, it's funny because she's just the way she said it, you know. I was like, yep, he's here. Like, okay, well, at least he can keep you company. But I just, I don't know, it's why that was kind of crazy.

Yeah, I mean, you got some stories, though. I'd tell you that much. I really enjoyed hearing them, and I really just thank you for coming on the show and sharing with us. Thanks. I know. It kind of sounds like maybe you're going to have to edit some of it, but. No, I don't edit.

I don't edit the guest. Whatever they say gets put on the show. So you don't have to worry about that. Oh, my goodness. You have my permission to edit some of the crazy offbeat. It's fine. It's fine. Well, I appreciate you talking tonight.

And take care, okay? You too. It was nice talking to you. Well, that's the show, everybody. I really hope you enjoyed it. And if you did enjoy, go ahead and share the show with your friends. That is the best thing you can do to help support the show. So thank you very much for doing that.

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stay safe, take care, and remember, the truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off. Bye.