The Connect- with Johnny Mitchell - Baltimore’s Fentanyl Epidemic Is Worse Than You Think
Episode Date: September 16, 2026Baltimore has always had a reputation as one of America’s toughest cities — a place shaped by poverty, violence, addiction, and survival. In this episode, Johnny travels through Baltimore to see h...ow the city has changed since The Wire, how the drug trade has evolved from heroin to fentanyl, and why homicides have recently dropped despite open-air dealing still being visible across the city. With help from Baltimore Carl of Baltimore Recovery Alliance, we visit Lexington Market, South Baltimore, East Baltimore, and O’Donnell Heights to hear directly from people who lived the streets, worked the corners, battled addiction, and are now trying to save lives through recovery and community intervention. This episode looks at Baltimore’s past, present, and future — from kingpins and corner crews to fentanyl, treatment centers, credible messengers, gentrification, and the people fighting to bring hope back to the city. Special thanks to Baltimore Carl and Baltimore Recovery Alliance. If you're in the Baltimore area and are seeking help to get clean from addiction check out https://baltimorerecoveryalliance.com/ Join The Patreon For Bonus Content! https://www.patreon.com/theconnectshow 00:00 Baltimore, The Wire, and the city’s violent history 02:07 Why Baltimore has such a high murder rate 05:55 Historic drop in homicides 07:08 Community intervention and peace teams 09:44 Heroin, fentanyl, and the changing drug economy 13:51 Lexington Market and open-air drug use 16:10 Baltimore’s addiction and treatment industry 20:22 South Baltimore drug corners 25:53 O’Donnell Heights and East Baltimore 29:41 Youth programs and signs of hope 30:12 Brandon Novak on addiction and recovery 34:33 Why Baltimore is worth saving Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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Baltimore has always been known as a mob town.
So even back in the 20s and 30s, it was still 300 murders a year.
But right here, man, this has always been a gold mine in a very, very treacherous place.
We passed the war on drugs now.
That's dead.
Like, that has been proven that it didn't work.
A lot of crime, a lot of murder, a lot of, a lot of stuff actually happened.
But this Baltimore, man.
Baltimore, how can I talk about this place without comparing it to the wire?
one of the most iconic shows in the history of television.
It's the show that put this Rust Belt,
Mid-Atlantic City, ravaged by poverty, drug abuse,
and a funny accent on display for millions of people around the world.
The answer is, I can't.
So I'm not even going to try.
Compare I must, and compare I will.
It's been nearly 20 years since the wire ended.
20 years since Marlowe killed Prop Joe and took the Connect,
and then somehow managed to walk free
even after his whole crew was taken down by corrupt Baltimore PD.
In reality, the real-life Marlowe Stanfield served nearly 40 years in prison
for a double homicide he swears he didn't commit.
This is just one of the many liberties taken by the creators of the wire,
David Simon and Ed Burns.
But hey, it's television, and sometimes fiction is more entertaining.
Still, most of the storylines in the show were taken from real events
and real people like Marlowe.
So how was Baltimore?
changed since 2007 when the show ended. How was drug trafficking evolved? And are things,
dare I say, improving in the city? I had to travel there to find out. And as always, if you
could do me a quick favor and like this video, leave a comment and subscribe to the channel,
I would deeply, deeply appreciate it. All right, let's get into it. The first thing that strikes
you about Baltimore, besides its colonial beauty, is just how friendly everyone is. From the lady
helping you get a cab at the airport to the corner boy in South Baltimore selling you a bag of fentanyl,
there's a spirit of charm and hospitality here that transcends class and racial lines. So then,
how does a city with such brotherly love manage to have one of the highest murder rates per capita
of any metropolis in America? That's one of those complex sociological questions with many
different possible explanations. Drugs and drug dealing are certainly a factor. You still got organized
crime, meaning we're going to do this for
territory pushing them out.
We need this block.
One of the more accurate portrayals in the wire
is how petty beefs that happen on the street level
between neighborhood crews turn quickly into violent
reprisals.
When I came home, it was people that was hanging together
that was never hanging together.
So it's like, damn, you know our secrets.
Right.
We don't like them because he was with them there.
So it's a lot of their warship on a lot of shit.
You can't just come from a different neighborhood
and think you're about to come post up.
So if a crew from the neighborhood wants to set up shop, but if it's not their block, is it going to be some beef?
If they're from around here and they just try a post up on a block and they're not hollering that niggas,
they're probably going to have some problems about that.
Up until very recently, this was a 300 murder-a-year town, going back a century.
Like, my mom, Baltimore has always been known as a mob town.
So even back in the 20s and 30s, it was still 300 murders a year.
So it's not like it's recent time.
or due to the crack epidemic.
But it's not just drugs.
There's drug dealing in every city.
There's a culture of murder unique to Baltimore,
which contributes to much of the violence.
So like I was on a while,
when you've seen the last first of the episodes
and they hear the young kids come back.
It's more reckless.
That's the Earl we live in their name.
It's more rutness.
So it wasn't a whole bunch of training
before we dropped off the ports.
Death in all its forms is very common here.
I think by the time I was seven,
I was desensitized to murder.
Like, I say,
a guy used to watch hustle.
I used to ride my bike
to just watch himself drugs.
I seen this man get killed.
Like, I was mad
because I had to go in the fucking house.
It's trying to car.
I used to be mad at shit
with my mother-head gunshots.
That I got to go in the house and shit.
There's also a Wild West mentality.
When you had a red light,
we don't pull directly next to another car either.
You either pull up or behind something,
but not just door to door.
You know what I mean?
A motherfucker would dump your ass.
You don't know?
Yeah.
Like, what is he pulling right next to me for?
What do you expect in a city full of boarded up neighborhoods that don't even have grocery stores,
much less law and order?
You'd think you could get away with murder too.
Take a walk through the slums of the south side or the west side,
and you might think you were in a battle-torn city in the Middle East.
Nothing but dope fiends, dope dealers, and rubble.
So, you know, the feelings of being down here for half an hour is surreal.
If you're not from here, if you've never been here.
It's, to call it a disaster is, I'm not sure, that might be to understate it.
It's, if you were to walk around this area, you would say, nobody cares about you.
No, the United States does not give a shit about what happens to people down here.
You know, even though the kids in the corner are like, hey, it's good, they leave us alone.
But in totality, this is kind of a crime in itself.
This kind of ugliness makes people sad and stressed out.
Now add in competition for the millions of dollars of drug money that change hands in this city every day,
and you have a lethal combination indeed.
If you got enough street cred, you got enough muscle, and you got some good enough work,
you can slide in there and take over that whole clientele.
You know what I mean?
Now you might got to fight for it.
You will get moved on the block easy if you're not going to fight.
And if they know you're a sucker, they will try you.
Anybody can get tried.
But thankfully, this is changing.
The past few years of seen a historic.
historic decrease in the number of homicides in Baltimore. In fact, 2025 was the lowest on record.
The city closed the year with just 133 murders, representing a 60% decrease from the previous
five-year highs. I was growing up in the 90s, we had like a homicided day. Yeah. I was born in 89,
but I grew up in the 90s. So we had like a homicided day when I was 12, 13 years old. So to see it
like this, it's a good thing. The question is why? Again, probably a multitude
of reasons, increased surveillance, a decrease in the amount of people involved in organized drug
trafficking possibly, but everyone we talked to on the street in Baltimore pointed to a different
reason.
Shout out to Brandon Scott, man.
That's our mayor, you know.
It's the initiatives that he's made, you know, to actually, you know, to lower the crime rate.
That's the biggest thing.
It's not even necessarily that the drugs have stopped anything like that.
This is Baltimore Carl, a past guest on my podcast and founder.
of Baltimore Recovery Alliance, a nonprofit organization dedicated to addiction and mental health
treatment. Carl credits Baltimore's new mayor for promoting community activism and outreach to
at-risk youth, aka the dope boys, as a major factor in reducing violent crime in Baltimore.
This gentleman right here, he's a part of the peace team, one of those initiatives that the
mayor actually put in place to help with the reduction of crime, homicides and stuff like that,
along with Safe Streets and other initiatives. These gentlemen out here,
every day putting the work in to keep things squashed, you know, because like I said, back in the day,
used to be police, like community polisa, like your family knew the fort.
Right.
But now they learned that the better model is basically letting gentlemen from the neighborhoods
squash those beefs.
Speak on the peace thing, bro.
We're what you call, like, a credible message.
So basically, OGs with their ear to the streets intervene when problems arise
where someone could end up getting killed.
You got real men that's coming home, changing their life stepping into the street.
You might have life.
You might have gave that back.
You might have done your bit.
Came home.
Now, what we do, we step out to the streets.
And what we do in the highest parts of Baltimore
and everywhere, we go there and post up.
You know what I mean?
Just like we post up down here every day.
You know what I mean?
And talk to the young brothers.
How do you prevent other people from killing each other?
Like, is it like a mafia sit down?
Like, hey, I want to sit you two down.
But I'm serious, though.
No, I'm saying you could picture it that way,
But a lot of us are from the communities that we're in.
So we know these guys or know the kids through some way form of fashion.
It might be someone's cousin.
But, I mean, I like how you said it.
I mean, that gives everybody a broad spectrum.
I still don't completely get this, to be quite honest.
I mean, if I have a beef that's so serious, I feel I need to kill someone over it.
I'm definitely not letting a community activist know about it in advance.
Have you personally stopped a young kid from going or somebody from going to murder somebody?
Yeah, a lot of us have been, a lot of brothers, like when we work down Fells Point at night,
a lot of brothers stop, a lot of violent things, a lot of fighting, stabbing, shootings.
But this fact about community intervention is proof that most of the black-on-black
killings that happen in Baltimore and in ghettos all over America are senseless.
So the targeted violence that you see portrayed in the wire, where Avon's crew is dropping
bodies against Marlowe's crew in order to take their corners and vice versa, that seems to be
mostly a thing of the past. I'm sure it contributes to a little bit of the violence,
but just look at the numbers. A 60% reduction in killings and the drug trade is still
openly thriving in every section of the city. Right now, with the murder rate being low as it is,
you know, I guess for the street guys, maybe things are flourishing some because it's less heat.
But as we're about to see, the drug trade in Baltimore has changed dramatically as well.
If you know anything about Baltimore, you know that here opioids are king.
This has always been a heroin town.
Baltimore has always been.
Heroin has been the king of this economy.
Heroin legends like Little Melvin Williams, Marlowe Stanfield, and Steve Dixon, just to name a few,
were giants of their time.
True kingpins with real foreign connections to pure raw heroin, like was portrayed in the
wire with the Greeks, bringing the product in from the Middle East through the corrupt
longshoremen working on the docks of Baltimore Harbor.
This is back when the drug trade was professional and highly organized.
And it was normal for a spot in Baltimore with good dope to bring in $100,000 or better every day.
It's about the work on the block because the people see good drugs sell themselves.
This one sell itself.
You feel me?
So once the word is out that the good smack is right there, the good ready is right there.
They're going to come from everywhere to come get it.
Even from East Baltimore, Lexington Market, Westport, you know, because you're talking about repeat customers,
not people who just come in one time and leaving.
These are people who are going to come, cop, get high, going on.
these bandos and wear out something, they're going to come back, you know what I mean, and cop again.
You feel them? So it's just to repeat stuff. But then when they go somewhere, they see somebody
they know, and they like, yo, you know what I'm man? They got something good over there,
then they'll bring them with them. Now that's all over in Baltimore and in the rest of the country.
Fentanyl has changed everything. I don't think there's really any real heroin out here.
What you think is better right now? I guess not now because heroin's not really going to do
nothing anything anymore. Any heroin, percassette, or even methamphetamine sold at the
retail level in a place like Baltimore is almost guaranteed to contain fentanyl.
Nobody will want it otherwise. It's not strong enough. And the effect of that has been to create
an entirely new kind of consumer and a new kind of drug dealer. As a dealer nowadays, you don't
want her a win unless you can cut at least 10 times. But look at the numbers difference.
It's 80 times compared to 10. So they're cutting it so much times before it's not even really
is potent so they put into the fence and make it potent.
Where one gram of good heroin used to sell for $80 easily, you can get a whole gram of
Fenty now for just $20.
So those famous red and yellow tops that we saw sold on the wire, those little pills of
heroin sold for $10 and $20.
But nowadays, the drug of choice for the dope fiend, obviously, is fentanyl, which sell for
as little as $3 a hit.
And unlike heroin addicts, who in large part were functional citizens who could
pulled down jobs, fentanyl addicts literally wither away until they become zombies.
They wish they never was introduced to the fentanyl because the heroin was a better high.
You know, like we shared yesterday, you can't go to work on fentanyl.
You're not going to be yourself back in the day.
When you can still function if you're doing whatever you're doing.
I'm talking about you got to think this is every level of professionalism, doctors, lawyers,
mechanics, electricians.
Ironically, the end of the pure heroin era and the onset of the fentanyl epidemic actually
forced a lot of the old school heroin junkies from the 80s and 90s to get clean.
Listen to what former heroin kingpin Stephen Dixon had to say about this phenomenon.
Did a lot of those junkies, those drug users, those functional drug users?
I mean, what happened to them?
From the 80s?
Yeah, the 80s, 90s, even the 2000s, before fentanyl.
Now that they can't get it.
now that there is no more heroin.
Well, groups of something just went in treatment and got clean.
So it's thousands of thousands of people that are in treatment.
So basically, for career heroin addicts,
the fentanyl was just too much for them,
and their only choice was either get clean from smack or die from Fent.
Fascinating.
This is not to say, of course, that there aren't a ton of fentanyl addicts in Baltimore.
They're all over the place.
And not just fentanyl, plenty of crack, meth, all sorts of pills.
It's just for the junkies.
Fent is what binds the whole drug ecosystem together.
The first stop on our trap tour of Baltimore
was right in the heart of downtown
at the Lexington Street Market.
But this Baltimore, man, you know,
and this downtown, this Lexington Market, you know what I mean?
So this is like one of the most known places in the city.
This four blocks stretch along Fayette Street
is Baltimore's equivalent of the tenderloin in San Francisco
or Skid Row in downtown Los Angeles.
Open drug use and dealing while the cops look the other way.
What's the most common drug down here?
Oh, man.
Any drug you can land.
Yeah.
Yeah, crack cocaine, even for prescription drugs.
Right.
Perkins.
Perkins.
Even drugs that you can't get high off of.
Yeah, it's just, you feel me?
Like I said, they sell, what's that?
Dial-ol-ol.
Yeah, like AIDS drugs, drugs for HIV.
You know what I mean?
It's just open-air, man.
This new soft-on-crime approach the city has taken in recent years is an unspoken agreement between the dealers, the users, and the law.
As long as, you know, they keep what they're doing outside from inside, they don't really care what's going on.
Leave the civilians alone, don't be violent, and we won't take you to jail.
Of course, this isn't a perfect strategy, and I'm sure a lot of people watching would disagree with the city government allowing this kind of open vice, but the violence is way down.
And the new market is, well, pretty much.
nice. The Lexington market drug trade is the lowest rung of the drug trafficking hierarchy
in Baltimore. These are just, you know, regular Joe Schmoz that's, you know, selling whatever
they're selling. And, you know, these wouldn't even be a rest that's really worthwhile.
Most of the dealers here are also drug addicts themselves and come from the surrounding
neighborhoods down to Fayette Street every day to hustle and get high. According to Carl,
these dealers have been banished from their home turfs for violating. This is like,
purgatory, you know, excommunicado.
Right. Why would they get excommunicated from their hoods?
Some of them snitch. Right.
Some of them stole.
Uh-huh.
Some, um, you know what I mean? Just not stand-up guys.
So they violated.
Yeah. Yeah. Right.
And a lot of them, they're kind of out here just to kind of hide out.
Downtown is definitely somewhere where niggas go and they don't got no, I mean, official
placement for real for real, for real. Niggas get ran out. They block or something like that.
This area is literally and figuratively,
reserved for bums. The next stop was a journey through the west side, which is a mix of project
buildings, abandoned row houses, and even, to my surprise, some fixed-up property. By official
estimates, there are 50,000 active drug addicts in the city of Baltimore on any given day.
And if each of them spends, let's say, $50 on their habit, that's $2.5 million sloshing around
the underground economy on a daily basis.
So we're talking about 2.5 million being made every day.
So the thing is, it's not just going one place.
There's so many booming spots, and there's always spots that's popping up.
You know, like it might be a block where some guys got indicted, they all gone, but people still come in there looking for that thing that they had.
Many of these addicts, ironically, are not Baltimore natives.
According to Carl, a lot of them come from the surrounding counties, and increasingly from,
all over the United States.
Do you get people driving up from out of town?
Yeah, hell yeah.
Because we're not far from the highway.
You know, that's the thing about Baltimore.
That's what I'm saying that you could be anybody and just pull up.
As long as we know you ain't the police, you're going to get served.
That's the whole kick right there.
All of the people that's in Deepa Dundalk, you know, Mara Boulevard, you know, Essex, all of that.
What happens is they come here to get their drugs, you know, the ones who weren't afraid.
Part of what's driving this migration of addicts into Baltimore is this.
the city's booming drug rehab industry.
Baltimore is not only the heroin capital,
Baltimore is also a treatment capital.
It's treatment centers everywhere in Baltimore.
Treating drug addicts has now become almost as profitable
as selling drugs to them.
It seems like every ex-drug dealer we spoke with
was now running a treatment center.
As you can imagine, many of these treatment centers
are subpar, to put it mildly.
They only see these people as swipes of insurance.
You know what I mean?
Insurance checks, like, okay,
I don't really care about recovery or you people at all.
It's a roach motel.
It got big bugs, whatever it is, but they just keep people in there.
And in a town like this where all of these people need this help, man.
They need as much help as they can.
There's many resources.
And these people, man, they just take advantage of.
They don't care what's going on.
Why it's happening?
You know what I mean?
They just do whatever they can do just to get that money and kick you out.
While others are outright predatory and in some cases used as a funnel by drug dealers
to create new customers.
They want to post something in front of the recovery spot
because they know that's a whole, you know,
a house full or building full of people who are trying to get claimed.
People so diabolical, they'll go in the program,
not like physically like, oh, I'm in the program.
I'm talking about go through the intake process
of getting in the program just so they can sell dope or coke
or whatever like that to the people in there.
That's why we recommend Baltimore Recovery Alliance so strongly
to anyone who's looking to get clean and stay clean.
My mother died when I was four from an OD.
My grandmother came and got me, found me in the house with her two days after she had already passed.
So I got to live with that every day.
You know what I mean?
So for me, I do my best, man, because I know anybody could go through that same hurt, man, that trauma, that drama.
And it affects you.
It affects you all the time, man.
All you doing is thinking about, you know, like for me, all I'm thinking about is not.
letting somebody else go through that. So that's why I do my best man with Baltimore
Recovery Alliance to try to help people get all of the help that they need. Carl runs a legal,
exceptional treatment nonprofit in safe neighborhoods and clean houses and has proven results.
We'll leave a link for them in the description of this episode as well as the pin comment.
But I say all that to say, drug addicts from all over the country are now flocking to Baltimore
in order to seek treatment. Some of them do get clean, but most don't. Now they're in the city
with the best dope at the cheapest prices.
And the next thing you know, they end up on Fayette Street
or somewhere in an abandoned row house,
getting high and feeding the never-ending cycle.
If I get somebody who comes into my program
and I feel they're not a good fit for me,
I never put nobody out on the street.
But I know these other programs,
a client could be mouthing off.
It could be 3 o'clock in the morning.
They put them out the door.
So if I'm a client, you put me out at 3 a.m.,
what I'm going to do?
Use.
And the way these drugs is today, I might OD.
Our next stop was the South side, the slums.
Where we're going now, South Baltimore, we're going to see the structure where people really, like, shops or ran, you know, like Fortune 500 companies and people really getting, you know, tens of thousands of dollars a day.
This is where much of the wire was filmed.
23 shit.
What does that mean?
It's like Zone 23.
Ah.
Like every zone got like the numbers.
This 23 right here, South Baltimore.
Abandoned buildings everywhere you look.
dusty, decrepit corner stores with hardly any inventory,
vacant lots and filthy alleyways,
and of course, drug addicts and drug dealers,
coexisting in a sort of dystopian harmony.
Here on the south side, the drug trade is more organized.
You got to make sure that people, your employees are there,
because the shop won't run efficiently if the hit are not there,
the tower are not there, the cornerman not there.
Now you're leaving me open to some sort, you know, arrest possibly,
compared to, you know you're supposed to be here.
That's why you pay your workers good.
People sell dope the same way McDonald's sell burgers.
It's advertising, word of mouth, you know, and customer service.
So nobody wants to come right here and buy some dope
and know they're going to get locked up because it's sloppy,
even though the dope good.
But they come here and ain't that, man, it's like a well-oiled machine.
I pull up, they hit me, I'm gone.
You know what I mean?
I can go back to the county or whatever like that.
So that's how I work for the most part.
You don't see many groups of teenage boys and oversized white t-shirts
standing around corners in Baltimore anymore like we did in the wire.
But if you do see them, it'll be on the south side.
Well, I ain't gonna lie.
It is real stressor right here.
Like, you really got to be from around here to be down here on one of these blocks.
When are the busiest times?
Shit.
Morning and at night when it get real dug.
When they get done, it's like a different city out here.
So without giving in too much detail, where would the, you know, where would the capsules be kept?
Because you guys look like you're just chilling.
You have them stashed somewhere around.
Everywhere.
Yeah.
The everywhere.
You could be standing right nice with some cats.
You'd like that.
You never know.
Wow.
Real shit.
And the goal for these young boys is clear.
Stay out of jail long enough to become the one supplying the corner.
I want to get rich out this shit.
Yeah.
But I want to be like the biggest.
Are there cats that you know, older cats, that have gone on to make big money doing this?
Yeah.
That started off where you're at?
Yep.
That's the most important thing, is the money.
Is it not?
Yeah, the money is the most important thing.
And standing out of jail when staying alive.
Has anybody tried you?
Has anybody come by and tried to take this corner since you guys have been out?
No.
Niggas knew better.
Don't get me lying.
Stop definitely happens.
I've been around on some blocks where it came and, you know, rocked some guys, but right here, no.
Unlike in the wire, which portrayed drug operations in Baltimore as vertically integrated.
So for example, Kingpins like Stringer Bell and Avon Barksdale owned corners throughout
the city, which they also supplied with their own product, pay
their workers a salary, and operated like a real mafia, that seems to no longer be the case.
In real life, it's a little more relaxed, a little less militant.
Corner crews like this one on the south side are comprised of kids from the neighborhood
who organize themselves organically and are maybe managed by someone who's a little older than them.
Two one will be corner men. One I'm will be the hitter, which means the one who's actually
doing the servant. One I'm will be the gun man, you know what I mean? And one would be the guy who's
actually like the supervisor. The supervisor doesn't have to do nothing, touch nothing.
Supervisor can be all the way down there somewhere, but he's keeping his eye on the block.
Now that crew is supplied with drugs from a wholesaler, someone who's a lot older than them,
who's been in the game, probably done prison time, and who has connections with cartels
or other trafficking groups who are smuggling large amounts into the city. But these dealers
don't control the corners of the corner boys. They just front them the drugs for an agreed upon
price and collect the money after they've been sold.
Some blocks are set up like a shop, but these other blocks, it's a lot of freelancing.
Anybody can come down here, sell something, get some money, disappear, come back a couple
months later, sell something, you know.
Gone are the days of Little Melvin and Marlow, the Robin Hood mythic kingpin figures
who were known by the whole city.
We saw what happened to them.
The only way to survive these days is to remain anonymous, to stay out of sight, and of course,
to keep the violence to an absolute minimum.
If your name ringing bells, you did something wrong.
When you're selling drugs, you want to be discreet with murder as well,
but I'm just saying sometimes you can't control that because somebody run their mouth.
According to everyone we spoke with, that's what keeps the feds away.
Still, these young boys kept the tools handy just in case.
Is there a time of day where you guys quit goofing off and kind of like get ready, like on your peas?
Yeah, when they get duck.
When they get duck, that's when, that's when niggas really tough.
I said, be ready so you don't have to get ready.
When they get duck.
Like when the sun go down, that's when niggas really got a foot because you never know.
Somebody could be waiting in an alley in the dark or anything.
Real shit.
And it's not very well lit out here.
Like, I don't see any lights.
It'd probably be like one light on this whole block that's lit up.
The rest, dark.
To keep yourself safe, obviously, you're not keeping a whistle.
Right.
I can tell, right?
Right.
Does it usually like...
But they ain't close by somebody, you know?
They're round.
They just not round.
After leaving the South Side, we headed over to the east side of the city.
so Carl could show us his old stomping grounds.
Yeah, welcome to O'Donnell Heights, man.
It's my old house right here, 6114, Plant View.
I came out here like 2003,
stayed out here to like 2014,
sound like that, 13.
And I got locked up a lot out here,
got into a lot of shit out here.
These are the projects, this O'Donnell Heights projects.
This is, you know what I mean,
where a lot of shit went down.
This is where Freak Meister was born at.
You know what I mean?
Like I was called, Carl Johnson in school,
and now on Baltimore call,
but this is where Freaky was born.
I was getting a lot of money.
I had a lot of women.
So what's the difference between the hustle here
and versus like the neighborhoods with the abandonment?
It's 24 hours.
Anything goes.
You know what I mean?
Like, yeah, like most projects don't shut down.
Residential neighborhoods, like when we was in South Baltimore,
at some point you're going to shut your shop down,
most likely because you don't want to be hot
if you've been out there since 6 a.m.
But 20,
hours in the projects because there's people hustling out their houses and, you know, so many different
cuts, there's no cameras. Many of the neighborhoods in Baltimore's former ghettos have been gentrified
or undergone revitalization efforts, especially around John Hopkins University. A lot of it's been
gentrified or they're trying to gentrify, but there's still so much blight, so much abandoned
property, so many addicts, like, I don't know, has the situation improved at all? I wouldn't say
it's improved, I just say it kind of moves. A few blocks up, a few blocks over.
John Hopkins bawled up all of us and still is. But there was a point, you know,
four blocks down from John Hopkins where I was renting a room in an abandoned house from a guy
named Slim for 10 bucks. And most of the dilapidated projects have either been torn down or
completely renovated. They've rebuilt these houses down here that kind of, you know, look nice
and everything. Yeah, those are new houses. But when I was,
out here was all this, you know, which man.
10, thousands of people.
Yeah, all the time.
Yeah. Like I said, like, so right now, if we was back there, like 2005, right now, people
be playing basketball, kids be right here.
Still, the amount of vacant and abandoned property throughout the city is stunning.
There aren't enough hipsters in the world to fill them up, especially not now, as the country
faces down an economic crisis and a looming population collapse.
It's kind of hard to imagine, like, where is this money coming from?
Where's the economy?
How do these poor, desperate drug addicts come through and buy tens of thousands of dollars with the drugs every day?
It's pretty wild.
So the war in Iran, they estimate that it's costing about a billion to $2 billion a day.
As of this recording, that's what they put the budget at.
Look what $1 billion could do.
It's like a strange exhaustion has washed over this town.
Too tired to kill, too tired to care.
drug addicted and living for the moment with little hopes for a productive future.
If you even look at the basketball court, this is how they, that's how they fucked us up.
They took the rims.
We didn't do this.
The city did that.
This used to be a playground.
It was a playground right here.
Yeah, man.
You feel me?
So they want you to be deep in that impoverished mind, which make you act out and do shit.
Why do they take the hoops down?
To keep us hustling and not have us do nothing productive.
You know, frustrates you.
Uh-huh.
Keep you, you know, in a mind state that, you know, all I can do out here is hustle if that's what I'm doing.
Weaving through the streets of East Baltimore, it occurred to me.
This place is a microcosm of America.
The neglect and decay of a once great city like Baltimore
is an example of the American dream
that has been dying all over the country for the past 50 years.
Still, I'm an eternal optimist.
Everywhere I look, I see hope.
People got such a bad, you know, interpretation of what Baltimore is
that they don't realize that it's a lot of good going on here.
It's about youth development.
So it's not, the dirt bikes, you know, we all got that in common.
We all got a passion for it.
And once we bring you in here, we teach you how to develop yourself.
We talk about mental health.
We talk about professionalism.
We talk about public speaking and all these different things
to try to get them ready for the real world.
Because it may not always be a job working at B-360 with dirt bikes.
You're going to step into the real world,
you want to have real responsibility.
So we're trying to develop them just the whole person while we're here.
We met up with my friend Brandon Novak,
a former professional skateboarder and legendary member
of the Jackass Philipsy.
franchise, who shared his story of getting clean after being a hardcore heroin addict
on the streets of Baltimore for decades.
Have you been back to the old neighborhoods where you used to get high?
Um, yeah, yeah, it's, it allows me to, to put myself in a state of gratitude.
Because I'm so busy in my day to day that I forget what it's like with over 11 years
sober, I forget what it's like, like being homeless and like fucking turning tricks.
to get money.
I used to trick down on Patterson and Eastern
way back in the day when, you know,
I used to make fun of those boys, right?
As a kid skater, I'm like,
ah, look at those fucking little fucked up things to say about the,
and then lo and behold, I became those boys.
So no matter how great I was raised,
how big of a heart I have,
how many morals and values my mother instilled in me,
don't catch me on a day when I'm ill, right?
Don't get between me and a bag of dope.
because like you will go.
And whatever I have to do to get you out of the way to get to it, I will.
And it's not personal.
It's just business.
And that's the fucked up part about it, right?
So it really dehumanizes you, if you will.
And then it puts you on that animalistic level where you just like live to use and use to live.
For a long time, I blamed my, my Hell's Angel biker father,
who, you know, kind of preconditioned or molded me into this lifestyle.
But ultimately, I was doing as any alcoholic or addict would do, which is deflect, justify, or minimize my situation on someone else because I refuse to accept responsibility for like the fact that I love to shoot speedballs every day all day.
So as soon as the sooner I accepted the fact that I can't stick a needle into my arm without repercussions being had, then I could start to change my life.
She's started to get better because I became accountable for my actions.
Prior to that, the abnormal
become the normal.
So like, sleeping in abandoned houses
up here in East Baltimore by night
and, you know, stealing from the Home Depot
and the CD stores and turning tricks
just became the normal.
So when a guy like you came along and said,
hey, brother, I have these treatment centers
and I can help you, I'm like, get the fuck out of here.
You know, like, have you lost your fucking mind?
I'm good.
Yeah, yeah, I know.
Yeah, well, I can help you.
I know, I know.
And that was my problem.
I had one job my whole life
and it always placed me in a lot of positions
I didn't like to be in
and it made me feel a lot of feelings
I didn't like to feel
and that job consisted of knowing everything.
And then when I came to the realization
that what I did know is I didn't know
then I had a chance to like change
the fucking current state of my life.
In the beginning I went to treatment
to prove why I didn't belong in fucking treatment.
Right?
And then I would go to treatment
to get the love of my mother back,
the ex-fiancee to come home,
the keys to the house,
the fucking parole.
and probation officer who was right over there off my back to stop violating me. And I would go there
for those things and I would get that back. And then the weird thing about recovery is it's one of
these things that it works so well. People stop doing it. It's such a, because you get everything
back in abundance. And then the very same thing that brings me into recovery, the lack of finance,
the lack of stability, security, employment, I get all of that back in abundance. I get all of that back in
abundance. And now my priority shift and I'm like, fuck, I have people that want my time. I have
women that want to fuck me. I have jobs that want to hire me. Places that want to pay me. I don't
have time to go to these meetings. I don't have time to work the steps. I don't have time to
go to my IOP. I'll go next week. Next week turns in the next month. Next month turns into next year.
And before you know it, I'm slowly walking my way back out of recovery. So do you, are you cognizant
that like even after 11 years and you're killing it? So much is going well in your life. Are you still
cognizant that you could use again? Like, is that even, is that realistic? It is. And the reason,
for me, it's more so realistic today than it was 11 and a half years ago when I walked in to my 13th
treatment center fresh off of life support. Baltimore, I love this place. In my years of travel,
I cannot remember meeting a more welcoming, hospitable people, a people who have made more with less,
and who, despite the odds, are always looking towards a brighter future.
is America and she's worth saving.
All right, you guys, that's been today's episode.
We want to send a special thank you to Carl
at Baltimore Recovery Alliance.
Once again, I cannot recommend them enough
if you or a loved one needs top quality,
compassionate drug and mental health treatment.
A link to their website will be in the description of this episode.
My name is Johnny Mitchell.
Thank you for watching.
