The Connect- with Johnny Mitchell - Cartel Hitman Reveals How The Jalisco New Generation Cartel Turned Him Into A Professional Sicario
Episode Date: July 7, 2025"David"—a former sicario for the Cártel Jalisco Nueva Generación (CJNG)—shares his harrowing journey into one of the most dangerous cartels in Mexico. From being recruited via TikTok to experien...cing brutal military-style training, live executions, and deadly shootouts, David opens up about the psychological toll, the violence, and ultimately, his escape. -Recruitment via social media -Life inside CJNG training camps -Execution orders and internal punishment -Gunfights with rival cartels and military forces -Escaping the cartel and living with guilt -Reflections on trauma, redemption, and starting over Check out Johnny on the road! For tour dates visit https://www.micdropcomedy.com/ This Episode Is #Sponsored By The Following: AVA! Download the Ava app today, and when you join using my promo code CONNECT, you’ll get your first month FREE! This offer is only for MY listeners. BETTERHELP! As the largest online therapy provider in the world, BetterHelp can provide access to mental health professionals with a diverse variety of expertise. Our listeners get 10% off their first month at https://betterhelp.com/connect Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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what are you?
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And I kept thinking,
three seconds,
I went to the hand.
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and using a fake name
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by his former employer,
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was a ex-militar. Incluso, also, also, we gaseer. We got us gassed. We made
like three minutes there. Inal it all, and I felt that I don't mourn.
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they were to, two administrators myos. They were
to take to the camp of the fire, and they put them to the black.
here in
Halisco,
well
known by
the
cartel
most
Polaroso
of Mexico
obviously
and you
want to
get a
money
as you
need to
how you
get to
get to
someone
to get
to get
in the
organization
or how
how it
comes?
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this,
this,
so,
I'm talking
to be
more than
a year
he was
very
very de
moda
that
reclutababed
By the media
social.
The Facebook or TikTok
or how are you in?
In certain?
I said,
I'm still
to say,
I'm still today
to-day-day-day-day.
I was trying,
a day normal
I'm thinking
in how
how to pay
that money.
And me
got a offer.
And,
and what they
do you do.
They're playing
with your
mind.
They're
people
intelligent.
Why?
Because they
they use
the marketing.
And what
they use in the
photo?
Camionettes,
cars,
arms.
And you
put,
you want,
you're doing,
in the
four letters?
And all the
people,
all the
people here
know what
the
four letters.
C,
J,
N,
hey.
I go
so.
I go
so.
The cartel
Halisco
New
Generation.
So I see that
And I go
Well,
Yes, I want
I want to work
Why?
Because I mean
Me,
I'm going to
Pinted up
different in the video.
Okay?
I'm
a message to this person
And I go,
Hey,
I want to work
And the first
The first question
What I'm
Do you
To your
to the
Central Camionera
New from
Howisco?
What do?
And I'm
about
30 minutes
okay
in 30 minutes
you know
I'm
okay
me
a
location
specific
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
okay
and
and of
another
number
new
me
mark
oh yeah
I'm
I'm
I'm
in a
car
black
black
Kia
with placas
right
no, with placas
a delante
and
without
and without
okay
passed
20 minutes
30 minutes
40
one hour
and I
don't want to
pass
for me
and what
I said
I said
it will be
so
it's rapid
I'm going
to do
my chel
my coat
and
gorele
yeah
but no
I that
I said
me
I was
of my
my wife,
of my
mother.
I went to
get that
car,
he had a
other
reclutated
another man.
One is 15,
16,
16 years
more
than I'm
more chico
than I
go to the
back to
the part of
the
and he
he was
very nervous
I was
so I was
so
I was
so
I'm
not so
I
don't know
I'd
have been
I
had been
I
was too
nervous
and like
he said,
no,
I don't
want to
but he
can't
get in the
gasolinerer
to go to
the bathroom
to go to
the panza.
No,
no,
we're going
to get
to get
there.
All you
and the
was very
nervous
too too
too.
I was
running and
brought a
a bolsa
and
was like
seeing
seeing
and the
people
being
all
all
I'm
I
know
that was
that
was
what he
And there in that
Bolesa
that there
was a
short,
fastenely.
I think
that was what
I was
it was
for protection.
I have
known
in carteras
alled
at Guadajara
Okay?
We'd
we'd
for
that
carter
and we
said
agache
in the
head
okay
the
agache
and I
I, for a
little bit of my
eye, I
I'd be there
and I
knew where
I was,
I knew,
and I
knew where I
and I
was there.
So,
these,
these,
these morros
that,
that,
they sequestraron,
this was
permitted
of the cartel?
No.
I want
to know,
look,
because
this,
this type of
things, sequestrand,
sequestras, and
all that.
It would be
prohibited
for the cartel.
The extorsions.
Exactly.
Devere to be
prohibited.
It's been
to be.
No.
So,
look,
the cartel
what he
does,
does all
his
new shows,
sequester,
drugs,
strata of
blankas,
all.
But what
is what
they do?
Oh, we're not
We're doing
We're
We're servicies
Our people
We're
We're talking
We're people
What do
They're doing
They're
They're
With what
With what?
With what?
And what
Is the
The people
Ah,
They're
Those are the
Good
And
What?
And what
And that
The cartels
Beans
They're
Those
That's
To the
Sold'd
To the
People who
They're inactive,
They're the
Only
what
They're
They're
Peoples
,
not
they're
in
in the
cities,
they're in
people in
people of
people who
are the
people who
we're
not there
doesn't
have
so much
the
government,
who
solvents
all
the
all the
cartel?
So,
so when
you
entered,
where
was the
first
parada,
yeah,
first
parada,
the first
house of
security
the first
thing,
when
when it's
an
what
it's
and what
type of
to
do you
have to
do
or the
holiday
okay
you
you get
to
the rancho
where I
was known
as a
rancho
is Agir
that
much
people
in a
camp
of
exterminio
no
it is
so
right
we're
we're
to
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get
to
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met
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Okay
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And you have to
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Ponded the
Ropido
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Mientras
While
they're
Revising
Your
Calsado
revising your
pantalones,
revisant your
cartelers,
they're doing,
you know,
because they're
because they're
because if
the rancho
to get to
get to the
police,
or the
country is
this person is
from here,
this person is from
this person is from
they're saying,
they're
to do you
all to get a
back after
I'm going to
get to
yeah,
them mannum
there,
there's men,
there's
there,
there
women.
I go
and the
first
the first
I said,
I'm
to get to
here,
if I'm
here,
I'm going to
get to
with people
that
that's
what on
that.
Uh-huh.
Okay.
I'm,
I go
and I
go to
a,
a,
a companyer.
Cabe
to recalcar
no,
we can't
call for
our
numbers,
we can't
not
we
don't we
We can't
call
for our
names.
What,
what was
your
apodo?
Pantera.
Pantera.
Pantera.
This,
I go,
I go to
that person
that was
a military.
How,
you know,
you know,
like,
here,
then you
then you
know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
so,
his vestimenta,
his
form of
his
form of
to come
to
do
his form
to
do
do
do
so
the
way to
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
yeah
I'm
yeah
yeah
and
how
and
how
how's
much in
your
group
that
they met
they met
they
metaron
between
women
or
only
only
only
only
only
men
not
100
yeah
so
there
there
there
there
there
but to enter
the cartel.
Incredible.
Okay.
Tell us.
What do you
do you
do with
the cartel?
What type of
the job
do you do?
Okay.
Look,
normally the
first time
that entered
in the
women,
they were
like
punteras
of those
that are
passing
government
so,
tinderas
of those
that they
are
that they're
they're
a
,
but never
they're for the
war,
never were
to be a
no,
until
it was a
moment in the
cartel that
a woman
said,
I want to
see,
a man
to me
to me
to me
to me
to get me
to be
to the
and then
that
that woman
that
came to
that's
the word
is
the verga
is a
barge
the berg
is a
man's
men
and women
and
women is
park. Okay.
Now, the
women,
as much as
salker,
salkoan,
tenders,
cicarias,
in a
in a,
in a
escalon,
before I
had a
one way,
a man,
there,
a man,
out of
the
co-bron of
what was,
it was,
it was
so,
when you
when you
went to,
you,
did you
did you
did you
did you
did, you
did,
you'd
you're talking about you,
you decide
what you're going to do.
I want to do. Exactly.
Or you can decide?
Yes, you can decide. Okay. And what
do you?
I directly,
I preferrater,
I'd preferrider
in a tinderer,
be a puntero,
be a tindero.
Puntero is
a local.
Aulcone, okay.
But at the
hour of the hour
that,
that they said,
you what do you
want to be?
Levanted the
hand to
those who
want to
be able to
three seconds.
Three seconds.
I don't
do you know
did do.
My
body did
only do
so.
I went
the hand
and I went
and I
did, I
did.
How did
people?
Other.
How many
people
people?
I've been
done the
problem.
We had been passed
all the
house of
security.
people,
they've got to
the
man.
The
majority or
only
just?
No,
only
various.
Okay.
They've
like
five or six
including me,
five or six
people
of the
25 that
we're most.
And the
age,
you're all
is so,
is so
young,
no?
They're
all.
And how
time
passed on
you're
in this
camp
of training
in the
rancho?
that was the camp
of deistraming two
two months
two semas
and what
did you
the routine
was simple
eight of the
morning
you were
you're getting
where you
and you
lavabas
the car
formabas
for you
to start
to make
exercise
formabas
because
we
we
we
we're
we're
a
type
military
very
style of military.
Why? Because the commandant of that
school, was a ex-militar.
And between
the commandant and those
that were
the commandant and those that were
militaries, had been
marinos.
There were marinos.
There was a marino
there. You've seen with your eyes
propios? Yes.
They were me entraned to me.
Imagineate that the government
in the city of Mexico
centered on this, of this
actually incredible.
The world no
want to know.
No.
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Okay.
And the tirando, this type of training, tell us to do that.
Um, to matter of people.
Before to tirade, us ensign to know the arm.
Desarm me and disarmes of the arm.
What type of arms?
Ar-15, Quirno of Chivo, Glock.
38 super, 45 super,
are the ones that I learned
at disarm.
Okay?
But in that's,
there was the SCAR,
was the Minimi,
the M60,
this,
the,
the Brown,
that was an arm
that had
had earlier
the soldiers,
is an arm
a short,
this,
that also,
the,
the Barrett,
the Barret,
the,
Calibre 50
So, I mean, so
that we're
to use it
and to support
the sound
because?
Because we
were all
like five
barracks
after us
they're
they're
they're
they're
they're
they're
they're
they're
they're
when you
are
when you're
you're
no no
no no
I'm
not I'm
not I'm
say
20
people
they're
they're
and
they're
and
they're
sentadas in
the
the
while
five
people with
Barrets,
with Calibre
50,
they were
trying to
you
at a scarce
meters.
And for
what?
For what?
For what
you
to teach you
to get
to get
to get
a bit
horrible,
so you
see,
boom,
you can
imagine
that this
type of
that's
incredible.
Hey.
So,
so that
we're
that we're
the book
abired,
we're
the
Boca
Abrupted
The
Ombuds
Absolutely
Okay
I'm
For support
To support
To support
That's
Even even
We're
Gaseer
Oh so
With a
With a
With a
With a
With
With a
Okay, the
Tronement
is
Almost
What
What you
In the
military
Or the
The police
Is it
Is it
Is it
No
No
It's
More
It
Because
Because
The
The
I said
That I
I
Did
That
was recluta.
He said,
Oye,
and this
you,
you did you
to your
side?
I said,
no.
I never
never
to get to
do this.
I never
did to
make the
to make
maximum.
Never
I never
to get to
do that.
And I
say,
oh,
I,
boy,
this is more
and the
people
that don't
get
they're
to
have to
have
to
have
have
them,
they
they
they were
to me
they're
they're
they're
so
how
adults
how's
adults
how's
commandants
are
in this
rancho
commandant
so
or
auto
command
exactly
it
was
one
one
one
but
but
he's
the
commandant
chio
okay
but
when
when we
to us
we
were
to
we
He'd
another
commandant
and there were
two commanders
but the
commandant of the
schoolita
has not
much time
came in
the city
of Mexico
and that
and that
I was
earlier
with Gaffe
and I
did you know
what the
commandant
that came
there was
in the
notices
said that
he was
the
in the
rancho
in which
part
of
Halisco
is
That's
far away
or?
A two hours
of Guadalajara.
How?
No, it's
much.
No.
No, no much.
We're
here in the
middle of
the
and all the
people
and the
FIFA World Cup
came here
the next
year.
And two
hours
of here
there,
there are
like
organizations
criminales
that
who
not
that's
that
he
can't
but
you know
after
these
two
years
they're
they're
they're
they
have
for
part of
the cartel
or
what
what
was
well
in the
in the
pro
the
was
when
me
gase
and
and
how
we
gas
we
don't
us
we
don't
this
gas
you
of
people
we
met
in
a
quarter
a
little
and
us
evented
two
granades
of those.
But
anteriorly
we're
an explanation.
You
what they
have to
do you
have to
do you
and
a little
and
you're
just
we're going
to get
a minute.
We
met here
like three
minutes
there's
three minutes,
we metiering
I,
I was
I was
a minute
in a
desperation
that I
was doing
and
I was
April,
and say,
inal
all,
and I
felt like I
would,
I'm
I'm
really,
I'm
really,
if there's
if there's
if there's
if there's
and there's
and two
grandads
of that?
Without
any ventilation
without?
It's horrible.
Horrible.
There was
a
man,
a man,
15 years,
he desmayed,
and for
all,
to want to say to be
they're saying,
they were
they're
they're
they're
on the
car, in the
body,
in the
car, they're
got them
got out?
He had
had a
blood here
in the
maris
had
brotta
and
really,
and I
was a
man,
he was a
man,
he was
a little
15 years
and
so that
I was
in that
I said
I said
I was
have been
I
have been
you.
But of
all
you
decided
to
continue
and okay
after
that
that
that
that
what
what
how
how
how
so
how
so
can
a
a
member
a
organization
okay
after
after
of your
program
there
there
there
they
they're
they
they
start
the
people
you
you
you
you
you
go to
You're like,
You're like,
you're like
Okay?
First,
me
sent them
in a
house
where
San Juan
of the
Lago's.
That's
a little
a city
grand?
It's a
town, it's a
place,
okay.
Me mandan
and
and
and not
Duree
well,
dormie
and the day
the next
that I
went
and the day
Because no, no, no, no, no time.
So, that's what I said, when you're in your
house of security,
take it's a time of
to be a time to be
a time of being
to be quiet.
And yeah, but I,
no more I,
I'm going to,
I'm going to,
and I went to,
it's counter the
regla's, to
do you know, in the
house of security?
Yeah.
In the house of security?
In the house of,
it's like,
a, a place
where you can't
be a,
because you,
because they're
out of the house?
Because they're
No,
I'm
not
but
they're
not
they're
to
to be
to be
to work
to work
well
before
we're
about that
that
the
the
the
the
the pay
you
know
you
you
you
you
how
you
you
you're
to
you
not
to
me
I'm
I
I'm
I
I'm
$10
000
of those Mexicans
a
week.
Not much
but not
a little
not a
little
10,000
is like
more than
can get
to buy
and selling
fruit
or something
and how
you can
how you
you get to
you this
this type
of pay
me
paid
$4,000
less
much
that
you
that
you
promised
you
you
promised
you
okay
okay
me
They're
to the
house
of
security
to me
to three
people
and there
was where
me said
the
question
what I'm
what are
you're
those
who want
to be
the
man.
We've
we've
you
levanted
the
man
I'm
I'm
I'm
I
don't
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we're not we're armed.
No, par to the policeia.
Identifications?
No, we don't know.
How's they're called?
of
where are
and then
and what are
and what are
and what
they're
to do
what
in a
rancho
of a
agriculture
no
I think
to where
they're
to work
to work
to
to
we're
we're
we're
we're
that in
that rancho
were
hitomates
so
that verdur
with the
vacas
we've
with the
vacas
but in
that vaca
no there
a
see all
all over
all
all for
to get
and all for
we're gonna
we're
they're
they're
they're
they're
they're
so that
one of those
wwees
about
but
but
not
he was,
he was
a
story
false
to despist
no,
is that he
he's that
they're doing
this,
they're
to get to
go to
go to the
carcel
and in
what that
was talking
he
back the
commandant
of the
police
no,
let us
go,
let's go
they're
they're
they're
let's
go
their
things
other
because
they're
they're
paid
for...
Police federal.
Exactly.
And for the police
federal
more or less
or less
are corrupts
all.
Okay.
So,
so,
so the
thing,
okay,
perfect.
So,
so you're
still,
and then
then what
they're going?
We're
on us
come to
us,
they're my
commandant
in a
motor.
And he said,
I'm going to be, and he's,
I'm a co-mandant.
And it was a person
that made a half of what I
mido.
This person, chaparry, and I said,
you're my commandant?
Yeah.
I'm sorry.
I'm not.
To his orders, commandant,
me present, I'm,
I'm, tell, tal, tal.
I'm from the schoolita
of the commandant to tal.
Perfect.
We're going.
get another two motors
and we're going to
we're all
on motor
because it
was a
town of
a carous
all
so we're
in motor
we're
we're
to get us
to where
our
our base
of operations
can you
say
a house
abandoned
okay
there
there
there
there
there
there
there
arms
chelel
cascus
the
those
vehicles
the
the
Two vehicles blinded,
monsters,
the monsters, those
who are in
here?
Monstros.
Monstros.
How we
saw in the
news?
Like tankas,
tanks, tankos,
tankas.
Tanks,
artisanal.
That's that.
That's a way.
That's a
way of
to say,
tankas
tanks,
tankers artisanals.
Wow.
Okay.
We're getting,
okay,
this,
put your cheliko.
Me,
my chalco.
My,
casco.
And me
they're
a
quern
of chivo.
I'm
my
cargators
p,
pump,
abastecis
I'm
my
measures
of security
quito placas
erroge
two
times,
I'm
a plan,
I'm secure,
and me
kept in
12,
so I
said,
in 12
to be firmes.
How
you felt
in that
moment?
And not
you had
no idea
that
you were
to
do you
How you
You know,
I'm a
extrano.
Extranew in
what aspect
I don't
know what
was going to
know what
was to be
uncertainty
was what
I said.
That same
day that
I got a
first
a first
a
first of
that they
start in
the radios
they're
they're
going
government
military
soldiers
soldiers
they
were
to
to enter to
where we
were a
break.
But in that
breach,
there was a
second,
there was a
circle that
had to be
to bring and
and pass
and then we
do that do
do that's
to get to
our base
of operations.
Reportan
that the
government
so much
position.
I'm very
a
first day
I'm
I'm going to
top me
with government.
A balancerer
with the
pinche
government.
imagineate that
Valio
Madre
I said
me going to
matter
and is what
I think
I said
I said
I said you
do I see
casco
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adjusted
placas
I
put a
I put
in position
if
they
they're
if they
were
to come
back
we
we're
we're
we're
to
if they're
they're
we
that
that was
a
moment
that
one
minute
in
those
that they were
like they were in three
stacas,
three caminets,
and it was a moment
of a,
boom,
boom,
if they were
to put in
to come to
a little
meters,
and they're
going to be
to be able to
back to
go back to
and I
said,
yeah,
it's,
you know,
madres,
here's,
here's the
thing,
yeah,
mamie.
We're not
not much,
but not
not many,
but we're
we're,
we're,
we're,
we're,
we're,
we're,
of government,
that each staca
has taken
four,
eight,
like ten
people, no?
One of ten
persons,
10 persons,
that were
30 people,
like for 20,
we'd
get them in
volume of
fire.
Yeah.
Separate,
yeah,
it's,
we're going,
I'm,
I was,
I was,
I was a
little, but I
thought,
but in my mind,
I'd
try a,
a disorder
that you
imagine.
So,
They don't
and
they're
and they're
and they're
they're
going to
it's in a
moment
that
he put
the
I put the
the
security and
it was like
in a
co-in-a-
and I
got to
like that
I said
yeah
never you
never you
never
you've
so
I'm
I
no
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even
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but
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only
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we
we don't know
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for two
those gaffes
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the forces
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but it
was very
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a marino
it was very
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not
not difficult
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but
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but
it was
very difficult
um
one of
the
one of the
instructors
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me
paid one
a million
and
no
so
how much, because he was
there.
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he was taken
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Wow.
Okay.
So,
after that
because you
were just
only with
them with
this group
for three
months in
the cartel
in the
New Generation
is too
it's too
it's
a bit
much
after that
what you
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do you
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with them
yes
yes
yes
yes
after this
first day
that's the
first day
yeah
that
the day
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me
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explication
of
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because
my first
topones
reales
and the
refugue
were both
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a
and one
with
the
right
I got that
okay
but in the
same
time or no
no
so
fugues
different
yeah
the
type of
different
the
first
the
the
front
that I
took
was
was
the
cartel. Who
was?
The Mayos.
The Mayjitos.
And are the
contras
more
more
fertes in
Halisco?
But there
are the most
strong.
Not are the
more
the more
strong because
they're the
training
military,
no.
They're more
more
more
more armament.
Oh,
yeah?
But what
is what
they don't
have?
No
they're
an
disraming
military,
no
they're
nothing
of this.
Because
they
they
they're
arms,
they're
they're doing,
to us
they're saying
those guys
cobran
$25,000
$50,000
pesos a
a month
but
not the
first time
they're
to be able to
because
they're
they're
they're
they're
a arm,
so they're not
they're doing
they're doing
to be in
a person
well,
I see,
so that.
So,
so,
how it
how it was
the first
yeah
of where
they were
and all
it was
a day
in the
people
they asked
to all
all those
new people
someone
someone
can manage
standard
manual
in
car
and I
I said
if I
say I
can
get to
you
can
be
going to
make
to
go
you
you
you
you
you
you
you're
you
malio
verga
And I said, no, I've
I said that no, I've said that
I'm sure. I, I don't know. I'm
sure. I'm, the
precision most secure is
the person that's in the tanker, but
no? No,
are blinded? Yes, are
but there's a problematica
that are there between
those blinders, that when
they're quamins, you're
you're kemas, yeah,
yeah.
Momas, in poxed
words.
So, so
I said,
you're going to
you're going to
do you?
I said,
now what I'm
what I'm going to
do?
And I said,
and the
magytos
had a
custom
that they
got them
with the
with the
when it was
the
cartel
of the
golf
with the
cartel
of Noreste
what
did the
majitos
in the
breaches
and they
had
in the
plur
it was
the
lumbre
all
it was
we're in
the
we're
we're
we're
saying
let him
yeah
yeah
it was
a
a
a
a
a
a F3
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of the
Ford
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was a
car
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we're
we're
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we
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to
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and he
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he,
he's a
man that
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a man that
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those mayos
those
carionettes
are prepared
to chucar
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part of
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he just
knew how
they'd
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he was
he
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like
with maia
because
he?
because he
he'd
he'd be
the ball
boom
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ball
and so
that
like
They'd expose their motor, but they'd
their tank of gasoline.
Ah,
clear.
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topavas with them,
they'd
and just,
just,
just,
just,
just,
just,
then I'd
them'd be in the
carmenants.
And they'd
them at that.
But,
that's what
normally did.
I'm
I'm a couple
that when I
came to
that breaka,
I'd
manhando,
and the command
to me
said,
let me more
rapid
I met
a third
and
Iceler
to find
so I'm
a moment
to do you
a curve
and you
are still
they're
not going to
they're
waiting
they're
so they're
so they're
so
they're
doing this
and what
I'm saying
command
chocalos
oh
and we
we're going
to get
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we're
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and
boom
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In the cartel,
they're on the ladrons.
Those odian.
In fact, in my...
I wish you would have said that during the training part,
but...
In my training,
they were
a two
administrators
meos.
Like,
with a
arm?
With a arm?
But then?
A ball
to the
head or
how
how it
happened?
A one
he,
he was
a one,
he
was because
he violable
the
women
and he
he was
the commander
and he
he was.
The other
he robbed
and a
he was
he was
he
he was
he,
but
you
how
you,
You've got to them?
Those
I'm
in question
that
was for an
order of
the commandant?
What?
What?
He was?
He was
asked,
or I'll
say, or I'll
them, they're
in the
piernas.
Yorand
supplicando,
we're
they're,
amarrenlos.
I was
them,
I'm
like puercos.
Those
only,
just those
them just
them're,
the,
those,
those,
the,
I'm,
the,
the,
the,
yeah,
yeah,
okay.
Okay.
Okay.
they were
to take
to the
and they
put them
to turn
the
black
like two
silhouettes
they're
they're
a arm
that I
know
but it was
a
arm
that only
had
a
government
was
the
the
the
the dragon
of
the
god
yeah
yeah
so
they're
they
they're
they
they're
and
the command
to the
he bowed
the
Cabea
So that's
the
first
The first
That's the
That's
He was
And then
He said
You
You
Ben
Panta
Ben
And I'm
You're
You're gonna
You're gonna
You're
You're
It was
My
Manzano
Was he
Yeah
It's
His abode
It's
Apoo
Buelele
The
Cbeza
He says
Okay
and I go, if no
I do not
I'm
I'm
and I'm
and I'm
I'm
I'm like
like I'm
like so
he's like
he's
but I
falled
me
say concentrate
in your
respiration
concentrate
do you
do the
things
well
and I
I
breathe
I
I'm
in the
time
in the
in the
head
or in the
back
or
here
but
that
that arm
is
an arm
potent.
If you're
like,
you're
like
here,
here,
then
it's
a
head
and no
there
doesn't
that
yeah.
Wow.
Okay.
I don't
think
the
news
has
reported
this
type
of
of
action
but okay
so
why?
When
you
when you
was
in this
tank
this
monster
in
that moment
was
you
were
you
you
you're
you're
you
No
I see.
Of fear.
It was
a fear.
Why?
Because I got
my arm
I had my arm.
I was there
and I was
so,
and I gotcha
I was
yule and I'm
commandant and
me says,
back at the
verga
because you
backer on
them.
Me
said,
and I said,
no,
no,
no,
I don't he
responded with
he said,
no,
no,
I don't
want to
do you
want to
I'm
I was
I went
I went
to the
carmion
me
went to
and I
went to
do you
what I'm
so I'm
so I'm
so I'm
and then I
say to
do you
and then
because
if not
you're
if not
you're
you
you're
you
said you
okay
I said
I
I
I'm
I
I'm
I'm
my
curn
in
raffa
it
I
do
I'm
me
,
that the
first
cargator
is to
you're
saying,
they're saying,
are saying,
are much
and all
the first
is a
fring
in raffa
the second
is a
time,
but I
back I'm
and it
what I
did,
me
and I
did
know,
I'm
that it's
like
in the
little
that's
that
you're
that
you're
no,
no,
no,
no
I did
nothing,
to
nothing.
In
serious?
you?
He failed
all?
I felled
all the
cargator.
All the
cargad
I was
I did
nothing.
They started
to them
to go
and they're
to do
we're doing
we're doing
we're
we're
in volume
of people
in
how many
people
for that
we
know
we
know
what are
of you
and
they're
they're
of
those
the
contras
some
some
10. And you're
like 20, 22
people? Oh, okay, okay. We're
much more.
We're advanced.
And they're
to start to
start up, boom, boom,
yeah, there's a way,
boom, boom, yeah, there's another
way. And I still
yeah, I, I'd still
tirade, pa, blah, blah, blah. A,
to what I was, yeah, I didn't
know if it was, one of my
companions, I, I, I, I, I,
I said, I just, I just
moved, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom,
to get a placar
a car
a car
a car
a lot of
yeah
but for my
nervousism
I was
I was
and I
came to
and I was
up a
and I
said I
and I
disparate
and
I was
um
pump pump
um
and
I
and
I was
no
I didn't
know
I was
not
I was
not
I'm
a moment
of
silence
no
no
I'm
heard
no
hey
yeah
you
all
all
all
Yeah.
We all.
There were bachas?
Okay.
No, no, no.
Nobody of you,
you know,
because of us.
And he was there.
And he was,
and he made a person
to peinar.
What is peinar?
That was,
to those who were
agonizant
and to those
that were dead
to give us,
to give us
a tear of grace.
A little bit of
a grace.
That is,
of grace.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, put them out of their misery.
Yeah.
Yeah, what were what they were to
give them to give?
Mm-hmm, man, man, man.
Despite that,
we're not, we're gonna get us
arms, munitions,
chaleco, if not were fragmented,
the plaque, if not were fragmented,
we'd, we'd, we'd, cascos,
many things,
because they were, because they were
very equipped,
but not they'd,
almost
not even
they'd
use the
arms
more than
than to
do you
so that's
what we're
what we're
you
were the
cartel
when that
was a
barzler
passed
three days
okay
and
and
tell us
about the
second
balacer
with the
military
was
it was
the
last
because
in the
middle
there was
there
was
another
valcer
with
the
Contras,
the
which
also
we got
but
there was
there was
there
was
there's
the 20,
22,
we're
we're
there were
16,
15
there were
many
and where
they
were
all that
where
where
in what
in what
part
of
the
Halisco?
Sakateka
Sakatecas
okay
the
ultimate
the
last
was
with
government
Yeah.
But,
but
like a
week
before we
took a
front of the
where there was
where there was
what was
what was
what was
we had
the order
to go to
the people
more
to clean
to clean
to
clean.
Limpier
of rateros
and
to coblers
of
people who
vend
drugs
that
not
be the
company
So, so.
And they're
a list
of people
that have
but in a
cellular
in WhatsApp
we're
this person
is a
person is
he's coming
on this
and so
so say
so
so that
were
people
that were
they're
they're
they're
or ladrons
what
kind of
of
people
you're
like
in that
in that
in that
moment
there were
at the
Fiestas
Patronal
of that
little
Pueblo
of Saka
What are
there?
There are
there
games,
there
are there
games,
but what
they were
what they
were
you're doing
for your
work
what we
did we
did we
did we
were what
we're
to do
they're
to
go back
and the
ladrons
that robes
they're
to
they're
to
they're
to the
company
they
And what we're
to us
And we're
to
us to
we're going to
get to
get to
someone,
it was with
your arm
short.
For what
for the
for the
mobility?
So what
was what
happened?
In that
second
enfrontamintam
we
went to
the second
day to
the first
and it was
going to
be able to
the
night,
it was
going to
and we
were
going
and we
were
they were
they were
they're
They were
waiting.
Yeah
we're
who, who
were?
The ones.
The most of
the Mayos,
the Mayes.
Wow.
And it was
like a
trapa,
an embossed.
An embossed.
Uh-huh.
But
to us
also we're
trained as
embossed and
contraemboscata.
So,
what was
what we did we
did we
did all
that,
we're
we're
the camionettes
and position and
all, p, p, p,
And were in the
Carreterra?
We're at the
Entrada of the
People.
Okay?
We're like
At a
few meters
to enter to
The world.
No,
I see,
I don't know,
to do you
have to
The Gahara,
I said,
Welcome,
I'll have to
do you.
Yeah.
And what
was what
happened?
We got,
we got,
we're,
we're back,
We're going to do we're
We're not,
we're not, to
the last few years.
What was what
does our commandant?
Mark, and re-una
all the alcones, to all the pounteros
tenders, mobiles and
fichos,
they're in a house of security,
to all.
And all have to be there.
Because if someone
has a, they'll look
and they're not.
We're getting
and to
We were the operative,
of those who were the operative,
of those who were
like sikarious.
We got us,
and we're getting armed
and all?
And they said,
what chingados
passed here?
No,
me advised them to
nothing,
no,
there was
report of
nothing,
what happened
here?
No,
is that they
started to
give us
no,
is that me
no me
no more,
because
happened
that,
we passed
to the
the
quarter.
They said,
back
almost the
middle.
This
not is
not quite.
Why not
they're
not?
And then
I'm
part I'm
well,
if there
fiestas,
I don't
see that
that's
ran
blank that
going to
go and
go to
go to
a family
or
go to
I'ma.
I said,
I
mean, I
know,
I'm
I'm
to understand
so,
but I'm
my
pantera.
agar them
those
those
I gotre
put your
his
head
and I'm
he was
he gotrava
of the
other
person
he was
a basing
the
psalasas
psalas
psalas
yeah
the first
tableas
yeah
they're up
they're
they're gonna
and they're
they're
to the
burghers to
boom
it's over
bam
mass
and
but
no shing
there
a table
a
table
and a table
like,
and they don't
have seen.
Wow,
until
that they
had to
them
all,
and to
all both
a couple.
You're
all?
No.
Only to
only,
to the
alcones
and pounteros
and moll
because
not,
because no
not
not
they had
that there
had that
there was,
I,
yeah,
and a
all,
wow,
wow,
they'd
they'd
they'd
them
were many
there were
many
there
were
Olias
Yeah
Yeah, yeah,
But
Paz, a
All right
A pair
A couple
All right
So, wow.
So,
Soffiriam
Bajas
But
They were in
This people
Yeah
So,
So
So,
So,
So,
How did
So,
With the
They,
They were
Or
Regasian?
No,
No,
No,
We're
We're
We're
We're
We're
No,
I don't
I've
No, I
No,
I've heard
No,
And
And then
And then
You're
To have
This,
this,
to make this
One,
one or
two days
before
that I
were.
Yeah.
Okay.
So,
how,
Quetan us,
how,
how,
how,
what,
well,
look,
if you
remember you
I've
said
that you
have said
not a
minute
I need to
need a
moment.
Necessi
a moment.
That is
an example
of what
what
happens
in the
parts of
Mexico
very rural
very
very
very
very
very
very lehos
of
commercial
like
Guadar
or
Tijuana.
That is
a part
of a
side
that
nobody
in
nobody
they're
yeah
but
fichate
that
also
here in
Guadahara
and
and Ayes
that is
a
place
andres
that's
a
place
where
people
people
of
money
but
there
is
where
there
has
done
there
has
done
the
yeah
yeah
and
I
say
one
part
and
well
yeah
well
yeah
so
imagine
to
imagine
they're
they
is
recognized
because
that that
not
notice
not can
be
because you
because
you're in
a zone
metropolitan
you're
in a
area
where there
there's
in all
in all
lots
and earlier
and I
took to
be able to
be the
news
that
the
in
place
and dares
that
not you
see that
that
there was
a brabus
and
they
got
a
a smother
that
did
And yeah.
It was all?
But it was a,
a baller,
intense.
It was a little.
Wow.
Okay.
Encounters.
You're rumped.
What happened with the
ultimate?
Enfrontation.
Enfrontation.
Okay.
Contigo.
Look.
That day
we reported.
There are two
stacas of
government.
And you
have to
to go to
have
to
you have to
top
and what
happened
there
people
there
for the
for that
we're almost
about 28
people
all in
and with
arms
that you
do you
where did
where did
where
that's
arm of
don't
they're
they're
minin
me
try you
scat
and
they're
arms
Cabrown, those
Armands.
And where
they're?
What do you
do
the other
other
other side?
No,
no,
no,
no,
you know,
they're not,
I said,
oh,
where's the
arm?
They were saying,
I don't know,
I mean
me they're
doing,
ah,
who can
know,
who knows,
no,
all the
the numbers
of series,
uh,
raillers.
Yes,
so,
yes,
so,
the,
so,
the,
so,
28 and they're
the government
How are you
In a staca
And in that
staca
And in that stack
They were
20
18
And there
And then we
Why they're
For what
We're
We're
We're
We're
For volume of
Abreach
And all
I made
I mean
I did count
The time
And I
Why this
Notion
The
Notices
Backer
To be
To be
Backer
All
And
And the
No
No
No
No
No
No
No
Nothing,
nothing,
nothing,
no
no,
no,
the
bodies,
those were,
but
no,
they were,
no,
no,
so you're,
they're,
they're,
two
people,
or more?
Two
stacas
of the
government,
two,
two,
two,
two,
two,
two,
two,
those they,
all those
those,
those they were
in the
two,
those,
they were,
the,
we,
were,
the,
We were
We were
You
You were
You
You were
You were
They were
They were
They were
Yeah
Yeah
But
What was
What was
What was
That I
Did the
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I'm
Who
My
Commandant
Okay
Okay
Okay
Quintan
About
Why
Elegist
of
You
did
To
do
of
That
chaos
I,
I,
I,
I had to
go to
my
house.
I mean
I had a
idea of
that I
go.
This is
not
that way.
In
what can
I
go.
I'm
I'm going.
I was a
time
together
and I
had
talked about
about my
my
wife
about my
my
mom
I
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
my
I'm
my
shit
drugs?
And I
no.
Tomas?
No?
What you do?
I was,
I'd have been,
and you know,
yes, I'd
still do
and do you?
And what's
okay?
Is the
money?
Mm,
okay.
Ljew the moment
of that
the enfrontation,
the
enfrontation
terminate?
What was
our error?
That we
did we
don't robes
a canionetta
of them.
No,
So if those cametrails
have those
have been
restriadas
no
see
we're
in our
in our
center of
operations
and report
an
bulludo
an
helicopter
of marina
a helicopter
of marina
I know
I just
I had
a
a needissim
of marina
report
in the
all they're
all they're
all
with the
50s
pass
pass
pass
desempied
to throw. The
helicopter,
it's
a helicopter,
but not
it's like in the
the
films,
that's
no,
it's a
there,
there's a,
there's,
it's in the
earth.
Then,
then they're,
they're,
they're,
they're
they're in,
they're
all,
they're
on mortes,
the people,
the people,
the people
they were
to be
to be
with their
Gracious,
I'm
Mired.
They were to
them.
They were
they're getting
their
people,
they're
they're
all,
and I
mean me
they're
I'm not
you know,
I'm
no,
no,
and I
want to
to be here,
I'm
I'm going,
I'm
to go,
you're going,
you're going,
you're going to
go to
your
house,
but I
want to
you want to
start
a life
productive
I'm,
I
want to
do the
things
good,
because,
because
if if
if you
here
for
any cellular
that's
a carter of
the helix
is to
manage for
cellular
I'm
going to
and you
going to
you're
to get
to get
to this
world
I want
to
want to
I'm
he
I
he
I
saw
something
like
this
this
chame
is
different
than
the
rest
and
I
can
in
your
eyes
that
you
don't
never
should
be
a
sycario
no
And what was
what
What was
What was to?
I said
Fifat
what you
going to
do you
We're going to
I'm going to
completely
but the
other
only was
to go to
you go to
on the
carterter
you do
do you
go to the
shop
oh okay
I'm
going to
cargan
something
and they
did the
money
and you
ma-mah
or not
they're
to be
to
get to
I
go to
the
I and this person
and we
they're
a Mercedes-Benz
that in my
video I
had seen
and was my
commandant
and I
do it
in a motor
in camions
blinded
is like
a
Mercedes
luxurious
the line
he
he was
he was
to
the
the
the
what is
the
station
of
buses
more
more
to
to come
a
a lot
of
your
credential.
We don't
we got
he
he's
he's
he
to be a
me for me
for
him
to be
to be
to be in
this
state and
you're
you're
going to
get
to
and
okay
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
not I'm
not I'm
not
you're
not
you're
not
I'm
you
don't
you're
to get to
comeion
and
we're
we
has
been
I've been
I
go and
I've
I've
the people
normal
to the
people
flowing
how flue
the
people
and I
kept so
and I
started to
see the
people
I'm
well
why
why?
Why?
Because
I had
botas
tactics
I
I'm
my
pantalon
that
type
tactical
I
I
had
a
a
camis
a
tactic
also
like, so
so it was
and you
what?
Why you
see?
What do you?
What I said?
What I do?
And before
my commandant
me gave
money
I go
I go
I go
I'm
I'm
to the
banos
I
can't
and I
do that
that
how's
how time
that
you got
you
you
you
did you
did
you
did
not much
six
months
and how
you feel
and you
do you
have you
have been
bad
dreams
or you
have
you're
affected
mentally
or something
of what
what you
what you
what you
you
you need
to do
to survive
how
how you
how you
see
you
I'm
I
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
still
I'm
Oh
very
culpable
I'm
but what is
what is what I do
I don't
I don't
like a
person
of a person
of a
that you
say oh
you know
I'm
you know
you know
you know
what this
because
because
now in my
life
there
I'm a
moment
in
that I
don't
tell
my problems
to my
problems to
my
now
they
they're
they
they're
what
I do
I said, no,
if you have
many problems
to you,
I'm for
what I
want to
tell the
my?
And,
well,
it's
something that
I'm,
I don't
see, I
know,
I'm
don't know,
I'm
like you
say,
I'm,
I'm in
the
mind
a world
totally
different,
I've
I'm
I'm
a
and say
about it
and say
literally
like,
like I
said
already,
as
I said
with Gaff, in the
that I'm a little alibi
no, I'm, no,
me, no, me, I'm a, no,
me, I'm a little alibi
but I'm,
not a dayary, but I'm
thinking so on that.
And why?
Because I was,
I was just, I'm
a lot of my
house and I'd start
and I'm gonna,
and now,
there are,
there's, there
still the night of,
I'm going to
say, I'm,
so I'm,
so I'm, so, I'm
I'm just
I'm just
I'm in my
house and I'm
I'm
tranquilizing
And what
you want
with the
life?
You have a
plan for
to work
or study,
to go to
school?
You're ready?
You're ready?
You're
a new
you've seen
of being a
architecto?
Well,
the
of the
thing,
I'm,
the
right,
the
really,
not,
I'm not
I'm
not I'm
very
concentrated
in this.
Right
I'm still
I'm concerned
in
in
to work,
in a
time to get
to get
money,
for my
daughter,
for my
father,
actually with
my
knowia,
because the
mom of
my
mother of my
daughter.
Oh,
no,
excuse me.
When,
when you
were
when you
got to
I, so,
I got to
I was,
I'm not
in his cellular,
platicas
with other
way.
And when
I said,
I said,
no,
you're
you're
more
to be
back,
than
Let's
do you.
The other
people in
your life
were,
they were
about what
did you?
My mom
my mom
my
papa,
I
let's
a story
very resumied
of what
what happened
I,
yeah,
I don't
I said
to tell
to the
because
I don't
want to
I'm
notce
to do it.
No,
no
I don't
I would
that they
should
that they
knew really
what I
did.
Well,
I'd
like that
you
would be
to
talk and
talk
your
story
with me.
I
feel
honored
because it's
important
to say
and
to
what
has
happened.
It's
important
to
talk.
Hmm.
Yeah,
I'm
still
without
a word
without
a word
now.
Hmm.
you're
well chill
you're a good person
you're going to be
you know
you know
you know
well
at the
maybe
you could
think
that you
that was part
of a
war
and
then
could be
a form
of
sanar
your
culability
because
you're
part
of a
war
It's like
you're going to
get a
people
innocent
I don't know
trying to help you out
I don't
know
if they said
this guy
he was a
man to
try to
help him
I don't
know
I said
he was
to make
him
yeah
well
well
well
well
okay
thanks
thanks
for
an
interview
a
so
I'm
so
I'm sorry
for what
you have
passed
but you're
a young
you can
you can
you can
you can
get
and say
you're
in serious
you're
with all
respect
you're
I know
when I
think when I
thought
I thought
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I
really
you
you know
in serious
you
you
but
do
correct
is
my
advice
for
you
thank
thank
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Okay, thanks, guys.
You just, uh, you've, this was...
Grazius.
Orale.
