The Dan Le Batard Show with Stugotz - PTFO - Watching the Dallas Cowboys on Death Row: Our Visit to a Supermax Prison
Episode Date: November 14, 2024A staggering number of death-row inmates have used their last words to do the same thing: pay tribute to their favorite sports teams. So we sent correspondent Dave Fleming to a supermax prison in Texa...s to find out why. Charles Flores — Inmate No. 999299 at the notorious Polunsky Unit in Livingston — has maintained his innocence for over 25 years and counting… while living in solitary confinement for 23 hours a day. And Flores agreed to take us inside his hidden world of game-day enchiladas, trash talk, and fantasy football. Where there isn’t always next year.= To learn more about the case of Charles Flores: https://www.freecharlesflores.com/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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Welcome to Pablo Torre Finds Out.
I am Pablo Torre, and today,
we're gonna find out what this sound is.
So much of living under death sentences is the unknown.
You know, we're sent here, we were convicted
and sentenced to death and sent to death row
to have our lives taken from us, to be executed, you know?
To be legally murdered.
And, um...
that's pretty heavy, man.
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Dave Fleming, time is of the essence with this episode in lots of very real ways.
Thank you for being here.
My pleasure, as always.
This one started, as many great things do, with a website I had never heard about. It started with me coming across a website, a database
where you can read the final last statements
of every prisoner that's been executed
by the state of Texas.
Me being me, I went down that rabbit hole,
started reading them.
It is a gut wrenching, awful, exhausting experience.
The very basic premise of there's a publicly available
website that records the last things that every executed
prisoner on death row in the state of Texas says.
You're mesmerized, right?
You can't stop scrolling.
This is William Prince Davis, prisoner number 614. He was executed on September 4, 1999.
His last statement was, quote, I just thank the Lord for all that he has done for me.
That is all. That is all I have to say, warden. Oh, and I would just like to say in closing,
what about those cowboys?
What's staggering is that that guy, the guy you just quoted,
William Prince Davis, is not alone.
No, no, there's a shockingly large amount of death row
prisoners who use that final opportunity to shout out
their favorite sports teams. John Burke's inmate number 949 his last statement
says quote the Raiders are going all the way y'all y'all pray for me and it's
going to be alright that's it and it's time to roll up out of here it's going down. Let's get it over with. That's it. June 14th, 2000.
And so this is obviously the most remarkable proof of the power of sports that I'd ever
encountered. Just that alone. This very basic fact. You're about to die, killed by the state,
and you want everybody to know that the last thing you cared about was the Dallas Cowboys.
I think your initial reaction was the same as mine, which is just sports means too much.
This is crazy.
Why wouldn't you talk about the victim or your families or regrets or anything like
that?
You're going to shout out the Cowboys.
It's like, what does sports really mean to people?
Right.
And also, therefore, what's it even like to love sports on death row?
How do they even have access to sports?
Right.
How can they be Cowboys fans and Raiders fans?
Are they arguing about Dak Prescott?
Right. Are they playing fantasy football?
Are they, is there trash talk?
Is that dangerous?
And so with these curiosities in mind, and with me immediately, immediately just saying,
okay, this is assigned, who do you decide to reach out to?
There are websites, there are databases
where they will connect you to be a pen pal
to people in prison, especially to people on death row
who are exceptionally isolated usually.
You get to look at their bio,
sort of what their crime was when they were put in prison,
what are their interests?
And I came across a guy who had potential.
He was a lifelong Cowboys fan, grew up in Fort Worth.
As dad was in the Air Force,
they had a family ritual of going to church every Sunday
and then coming home and sitting down in front of the TV
to watch the Cowboys.
You know, you just kind of knew right away,
it was like, okay, this guy is a legit sports fan.
But how does one arrange an interview, Flem,
with somebody on death row?
We correspond back and forth over several weeks.
I would say about half a dozen emails in.
This guy just said,
Well, if you're so interested in talking,
why don't you just come to Texas and we'll talk in person?
And so the prison warden okays this, the inmate in question okays it, his attorney okays it, and then all that's left is for us to be like, do we really want to send one of our
correspondents to a supermax prison? Yes, and the next thing I know, I'm on a plane to Texas.
And so I do need to establish just who it is exactly that we sent you to go and visit with,
because the inmate in question is somebody
that we had to collectively and exhaustively research
and figure out why exactly this man had been sentenced
to death by the state of Texas.
So who is he?
What is his name?
His name is Charles Flores.
In 1999, at the age of 29, he was sentenced to death for his role in a burglary in the town of Farmers Branch, Texas, which is near Irving, which is actually where the Cowboys, their whole facility is.
Yes.
It's their headquarters. During this burglary, a 64 year old woman named Betty Black was killed.
And Charles was then convicted for being an accomplice to that murder, which was part of the burglary.
He was then sentenced to death row, where he has been for the last 25 years.
And the default in Texas is solitary confinement for death row prisoners for up to 23 hours a day.
And I do think we just got to clarify this because he's in solitary in a supermax prison, has been for a quarter century now.
But he was an accomplice to a murder, not the actual killer we're saying.
He was not the gunman and was never accused of being the gunman There is no DNA evidence linking him to the crime whatsoever
Charles has always maintained his innocence and he's actually provided an
Alibi for the night of the of the burglary and the murder
But that's not even the craziest part of this whole story. The craziest part is that the actual gunman, Richard Childs,
he pled guilty immediately. He served 17 years of a 35 year sentence. And as we speak right
now, he is free and out of prison. He's a free man. He was actually released in 2016 right about the same time that Charles got his execution date from the state of Texas.
Charles Flores got that execution date because of something in Texas that I want to briefly explain here, which is called the law of parties.
Which is to say, if you are an accomplice to a murder, you are going to be sentenced, treated as if you are also a murderer. Right, if you
are part of a felony it's like everybody pulled the trigger. So this is where a
show that otherwise enjoys diving deep into the worlds of say athlete branded
weed or celebrity family feud for instance, should probably explain the bizarre
details of why Charles Flores was not executed as scheduled on June 2nd 2016
and why the Texas Court of Criminal Appeals finally granted him that stay of
execution just six days before that date. Because all of this has to do with the eyewitness testimony that led to the capital murder conviction
of Charles Flores in the first place.
You see, the eyewitness in question was the victim's neighbor, and what she reported
seeing on the night of the burglary was a car with two men driving up to the house across
the street.
The driver she easily identified as the aforementioned
and eventually admitted gunman, Richard Childs,
a white dude with long dark hair.
As for the passenger, what this neighbor recalled
was that he was also white with long dark hair.
So tell me what is it that you remember
about the incident that day?
Offhand, you can remember that.
The first thing I remember is when I looked out the window and I saw a car pulled up into
the driveway.
I remember it was a VW Bug and I remember seeing two guys get out and I remember looking at the passenger as he
got out and remembering his dark hair, but basically the same as the drivers.
But Charles Flores, a local drug dealer who was one of the police's main suspects, absolutely
did not look like that, as you'll see.
In fact, this neighbor failed to pick Flores out of a lineup, and what happened next was
something that I didn't even know was a real thing until I started studying this case,
which was that the neighbor then submitted to a long-standing practice that has been
around since the 1950s, known as forensic hypnosis.
Have you ever seen a documentary film like on TV or like the with the Animal Kingdom show or,
you know, what we're going to do is is is when we get you into a deep state of hypnosis, we're
going to take you to a theater. It's going be your own private theater and basically what it is you're gonna be
seeing in the documentary. You're gonna be seeing the film of the events that
occurred on that day, on that morning.
Forensic hypnosis is basically what it sounds like. Police investigators
hypnotize victims and witnesses so that they can relax ostensibly
and then recall traumatic events
with an even greater clarity.
Relax.
This sensation that you're peeling on the bodily feet,
I want you to imagine it now
shooting up through your ankle
and then through this hazard of your legs.
Feeling more and more relaxed.
I want you to imagine the stress, the ceilings,
moving in and out of your leg, your calves, just separating the muscles.
According to a 2020 Dallas Morning News investigation, police in Texas had used hypnosis
in this way nearly 1800 times over the past 40 years.
So this woman comes out of hypnosis.
They draw a composite sketch.
It looks like the guy who actually pulled the trigger and admitted pulling the trigger, skinny white, long hair.
Charles is heavy set Hispanic, and he had a buzz cut at the time.
But Charles Flores again was one of the main suspects.
And over the following year, as this case proceeded,
something else happened.
His actual mugshot got plastered in newspapers
all across the state.
So it wasn't until 13 months later in a court when the woman said,
Oh, yeah, there he is.
That's who she pointed out as being at the scene of the crime.
And so the thing that spared Charles Flores in 2016,
six days before that scheduled execution date,
and after more than a decade, by the way, of exhaustive appeals here,
was a groundbreaking new law, a Texas
statute passed in 2013 known as the junk science law.
Now, in recent decades, as you might imagine, the credibility of forensic hypnosis has been
called into serious scientific question.
Evidence has shown that police hypnosis often distorts witness memories
and leads to false convictions, and 27 other states, at last count, have banned the practice
for this reason. And yet, while Charles Flores did get granted that stay of execution,
as well as a new evidentiary hearing in 2018, relief still was ultimately denied. Prosecutors claimed
that the eyewitness testimony in question wouldn't have mattered anyway because they had other
evidence placing him at the scene of the crime, and the Innocence Project subsequently filed
multiple amicus briefs in support of Flores. His lawyers, meanwhile, requested that the case be tried federally
before the Supreme Court, and that request, as of January 2021, was denied as well.
So, from a purely legal perspective, this is where the story of Charles Flores stops.
of Charles Flores stops. But for us, of course, it's where our story begins.
He was into some some bad stuff and he admits that. What we're saying is it's very clear that at the very least he doesn't deserve to be on death row or in solitary confinement for 23 hours a day for a quarter
century.
All of which is to say that the case of Charles Flores is this case that is a larger window
onto capital punishment as an institution in the United States still today.
But I also recognize that it wasn't exactly the easiest assignment for a reporter to receive.
Yeah, I had to go to the Polunsky unit in Livingston, Texas, which is a notorious
prison, always ranked as one of the most dangerous, worst prisons in the world.
There are all kinds of hoops that you have to go through, right? You have to
submit to a background check, you have to agree to all these restrictions.
You are allowed exactly one hour of rolling cameras.
You have to submit a list of every piece of equipment
down to pen and paper.
So I was kind of freaking the fuck out
and wondering why I couldn't go to the Family Feud
or smoke celebrity weed.
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So the Polanski Unit in Livingston, Texas, where you're visiting Charles Flores,
how does one get into prison?
Where this really got real for me was when right before we arrived, they reminded us nobody can wear white.
And that's because that's what the death row inmates wear.
They're required to wear white.
And so you step in and the first thing that happens in this guard shack, you get a big boy search.
Not a TSA?
No, this is a, this is a thorough search.
I look to my right and I just happen to see the open closet
where they keep all the guns, hundreds of guns and shotguns
in case something happens at the prison.
You make it through that, you're still not in the prison yet.
You come out and you are now between the fences.
And it's perfectly aligned with the gun towers.
Because they need to have a clean shot if someone makes it through that fence.
What is the noise that you're hearing?
It's the people inside screaming at each other, yelling everything under the sun.
That's really when you're like,
man, is it too late to turn back?
And then the strangest thing happened.
The room that they took us to to interview Charles
is where families go.
And so you turn after this giant steel door closes,
and you're like, what am I doing?
You turn, you go into the room,
and the walls are painted with cartoon characters.
And I'm staring at Cookie Monster, My Little Pony,
SpongeBob SquarePants, and I'm like, wow,
we really are down a rabbit hole.
And so as you're waiting there
where Charles Flores' family
would have waited, what are you expecting?
I'm starting to get into my thoughts, right?
And it's starting to spiral.
And then Charles comes in.
Hello, hello, can you hear me?
Testing, testing, one, two, three.
Can you hear me?
Sound good? Okay.
And we sort of make eye contact. We kind of say hello through the glass.
I've taken pictures in the past, and it's usually better to put the phone down like this so you don't see that phone right next to your ear.
So if you want, you can just let them both hang down.
Okay. You guys want me to let the phones hang or leave them here?
And Charles kind of saves me because it's clear that he wants to talk football.
I looked at the Cowboys schedule before we came over here and I noticed, okay, they play the Texans.
Is it like week?
I think it's 11.
Okay. Week 11. Week 11. Yes. Charles grew up big you
can tell that from the from the the clips that we're watching was an offensive and
defensive lineman in middle school and the first thing he wants to talk about
is the Cowboys Texans game on Monday night of course. So the way death row is, the population is,
there's more guys from the big cities, the big counties.
So there are more guys from Dallas and Houston
than anywhere else.
So that makes for a lot more fans of both teams.
So on that day,
football is the sport.
We wake up thinking about it.
You know, when the weekend starts,
that's what we're talking about.
And especially like a big game like that, a big rivalry,
because I don't know, man, it just, it seems like that
because the Texans have been up and down a lot of times.
They, uh, they seem to play the role of the little brother.
You know what I'm saying?
And so, so they want to get, they want to beat the Cowboys, you know,
they don't beat nobody else.
They want to beat the Cowboys.
And I've been telling the guys, the Texan fans, I'm like, you know, on that day,
we're not going to be friends. We're going to be rivals, you know. His cell smaller than this studio,
nine by 12. It's probably three of these booths wide. Right. One on this side, one on this side.
So it's about nine foot. Some of the death row cells are actually as small as 60 square feet.
And they are in there 23 hours a day without exception.
And the doors, they have this mesh where windows are supposed to be.
We have two, three foot, I think it's four inches openings in the door.
So we can stand at the door and we can talk.
You know, it's not like normal conversational tones, but when we talk loud, we can hear
each other.
And of course everybody's hollering and when the kickoff starts and they make a big play
or a big tackle or something like that. People are hollering and yeah, interacting.
So yeah, it's really great.
He described it to vertical windows,
thin windows with the mesh screen on that.
Yeah, those grates, those vertical grates.
Right, at the front of his cell.
And basically they have to go there
and sort of put an eye between the grate
to see the community television that by the way,
just showed up a couple of years ago.
There are seven cells on the ground floor in a section,
and then there's seven cells on two row,
right on the second story.
We call it one row and two row.
Okay.
And in that area, there's a TV, it's a 35 inch TV.
And it's from my cell. It's probably from here to that back wall.
And one, two, three, four, four cells, for the most part, are able to watch it on one roll by standing at the door.
So you stand at the door and you look through the grate.
Yes, the grate, the grate.
And so, so yeah, you know, when, when, um, when it's fourth and three or fourth and
10, third and 10, you know, believe me, you're up at the grate and you're looking
through that little diamond to make sure you can see, you know, whoever. Okay, but that's four hours. You're standing. So
some people stand, other people will make a makeshift chair. How? Okay, so like for me,
I have quite a bit of legal documentation, legal paperwork, and I just have it in mesh nylon mesh bags.
And I've made a chair that's about this big.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So I strategically put it at the door and I sit on it.
I'll sit on it.
But like I told you, when it's, when the kickoff is going
to happen or something, you know, you get up and you get
close to the grate so you can see what's going on. So yeah. The fact that it's his legal papers that he's using
to help him with his sports fandom, it's perfect. It is quaint in a way. Yeah. In a way that almost
makes me wonder, so we're in a super max prison.
Where is the **** talking?
Where is the conflict?
Where is all that?
I don't want to overstep or anything like that, but I basically my question was trash
talk could be dangerous.
Can it in a prison?
I mean, it's like, I'm not going to trash talk anybody.
And he had a really interesting explanation for that.
I can remember last season in the playoffs,
you know, we thought the Cowboys were going to do good.
And then Green Bay showed up.
And they didn't do good.
Left half bootleg.
Got him.
Got him.
Got him wide open.
Down the right side.
Musgrave.
Hands out.
Touchdown.
Touchdown. Luke Musgrave, ends out, touchdown, touchdown Luke Musgrave.
And a dagger.
A dagger right through the heart of the Cavaliers.
So believe me, the Texan fans were letting us have it.
They were letting us have it and they were talking trash
and they were laughing at us and, you know, they kept showing Dak and he was like a deer in the headlight.
I'm just so mad I could cut.
It just is like the same thing keeps happening. Jackson Cabe, Stanley in front of him.
Touchdown Lamar!
And believe me, the next week, when the Texans lost against the Ravens, I gave them the blues.
Is that scary? I mean you're talking trash with, with, you could be talking trash with
some some pretty bad dudes, right?
That's the thing about the death penalty so difficult is that we're not the worst thing
that we've ever done. Are you the worst thing that you've ever done? Because I know you've
done something that that you when you think about your cringe, we all have.
Every human being that's alive has done something like that.
So that's what they're here for,
but that's not the person that I know.
I'm not that person, right?
And so for the most part, you know,
guys are pretty calm, you know, pretty low key.
And so there's not a lot of friction on death row.
Now, general population, it's different.
And when there's a bunch of guys together,
and then it gets personal, because somebody starts talking
trash, and they put it out, but they can't take it in.
And then they get angry
And then once you get angry, well, then you'll say something that shouldn't say and they'll start fighting
So yeah, there is that element, but I think that's that's out there in the free world, too
No, the perspective that Charles is offering here about how death row is not exactly what you'd presume it to be
it is sort of juxtaposed against the way that he as a Cowboys fan is exactly what I presumed
him to be. Guy who's still complaining about Dak Prescott. Right it was kind of
like it was like he's a class it's just classic Cowboys fan almost more so
almost more pure. It raises other questions to me about like,
okay, the rituals of Charles Flores
and his fellow Cowboys and football fans on death row.
Game day, what's that like?
It's kind of like what we were just talking about.
It's like every other fan, right?
There's a whole ritual.
So we get up, you know, I'll get up about eight o'clock
and because it's a big day, we'll make a feast
and we make stuff out of the items
that we can buy at the commissary.
And so it might be nachos or it might be tacos
or a special, like Super Bowl or something.
We'll do enchiladas.
And is that something you guys are like,
okay, what are we gonna eat?
Like, okay, you guys.
Yes, yes, because this has to be planned.
We go to commissary two times a month.
Okay.
So you gotta buy the stuff a month before
to make sure you have everything
that you're gonna need on that day.
If it's enchiladas, are you cooking those in your cell?
Everything that's made is precooked.
So you buy items.
Beef tips and gravy.
Uh-huh.
Summer sausages are also used.
Chicken chili.
And all these things are precooked.
So they come in little like plastic pouches.
And it's an intricate process.
We have to put all these things
and cleaned out plastic chip bags and we heat them up.
What we cook in is a hot pot.
It's, which essentially looks like a water,
an electric water kettle, which heats up the water, right? Yeah.
So everything is heated up in water in a plastic bag.
And the trick is knowing how to mix everything and warm it up together
to make the insulat is good.
Okay.
And so I've been here, I've been here for a while and yeah, I can cook pretty good.
That's why I'm fat.
He's as proud of the food and the tailgate, right, as any Georgia Bulldog fan, as any
LSU tailgater.
Oh, it's the pride of someone with a chili recipe that they are bragging about on a Sunday
morning.
Right.
That's an incredible thing to be on Death Row,
and it's like, oh my God, there's no difference.
It's right up there in the most predictable brags
by any NFL fan, along with,
check out how my fantasy team is doing.
Oh, we went there.
How did you guys even draft players though?
Or how do you, is it all through the window?
Mostly it was week to week. So
depending on the matchups you would make a new lineup. You understand? Okay. You know,
Tom Brady's playing whoever so you're starting Tom Brady. If it's a two quarterback league,
you know, whoever, whoever else it might be, you know, and Rogers, right? Right. And then
and so Zeke O'Lulele has a good matchup.
So you're going to start him and then, you know, you're, you're mixing and matching.
You're mixing and matching.
Okay.
And so there wasn't no need to get together and have a draft, but what you would have
to do is turn in your team because there's, um, there's a commissioner that's running
it.
Right.
And he's the one that's gonna get each team,
then he's gonna create what we call master sheets.
So there's a deadline, you gotta turn him in
by Friday at noon, slide the stuff out from the cells
to the day rooms, and then those guys would get the stuff
and give it to another day room,
and then that guy would get the stuff and give it to another day room and
then that guy would tell the commissioner, hey man, I've got these teams out here.
And then he would make his way out there with what we call a fishing line.
It's essentially like a long string that he'll slide to the day room and he pull him back
in.
And then the same way he would pass out the master sheets.
You know?
And it's the same thing.
I have never felt worse about forgetting to check my lineup.
That is what it takes to play fantasy football on death row.
I always thought that fishing thing was in movies.
That part, right, right.
It's real, it's real and they're not using it
for anything nefarious.
They're using it to submit their fantasy football lineup.
Yeah, the nefarious part is that they're playing apparently in a two-quarterback league.
What are you guys doing?
I've been here literally 25 years.
Before there was no TV.
So it was all sports talk, and it was mostly AM.
When you'd get the station, you would hope it stays in.
So that's where we would get our sports update.
Because when you play fantasy football,
if you don't know what's going on, you're just donating.
You're just donating, you know what I'm saying?
You just might as well just give your money away.
You know, we would have to wait on the newspaper.
You gotta wait on the newspaper to get the stats
because you know, you don't have the stats.
You know, now dads, I know that as soon as the games are
played, the stats are online.
Right, right.
But man, no, man, you know, people would be waiting
for the newspaper.
And then the commissioner, he would add it up
because everything has to be
official, right? Everybody's agreed that he... I have so many more questions, but just like what's
the scoring system? Like waiver wire? Like it's easy to get lost again in this familiar minutia
of what it's like to just be a football fan. Right, and just enjoying this conversation,
one fantasy football player to another,
and you sort of get lost in that, you forget where you are,
and then there's this gut punch.
What happened to your league?
Slowly but surely, the guys that played,
they've just been pushed out of existence, They've been executed. They're gone.
You know, and that's just the reality of being on death row.
That's the reality of being sentenced to death.
It gets to the point where him saying the most obvious thing that we all knew
heading in is now the thing that is most jarring.
The conversation kind of lured us into, oh, we're all the same. This is all the same.
It's like, no, the football player.
You know, one of the things in our early emails that we exchanged was this memory he had of springing the game winning touchdown with a great block
when he was in eighth grade and he mentioned that writing about that little detail of his football
career still gave him chills 40 years later. The other detail that he added that I loved was he
wore 79 in honor of Harvey Martin, the cowboy great.
And so his family then,
this is a football family we're describing.
We were fans.
We used to watch at home.
Of course we watched when I was little.
It was a ritual, go to church, come home,
gather around the TV, root on the cowboys.
I was real close with my family.
I might have lived separate, but on the weekend,
I'm going to Mom and Dad's house, just being with them.
And we would watch football all the time.
That deep connection to the Cowboys,
it sort of, it continued once Charles was put on Death Row.
That was one of the main things that we would talk about.
The Cowboys this, the Cowboys that.
They continued to watch the football games at home.
And so it was the same thing.
Back then I would wake up early
and I would start a letter.
And a lot of times I would leave it.
I would say half of what I wanted to say
and then the game would be going.
And then after the game, I would have comments.
And oftentimes I would be writing my mom and my dad
and they would be writing me at the same time.
And I remember that I was writing them at four o'clock
and then I would see that mom started this letter
at four o'clock. And so that was like that mom had started this letter at four o'clock.
And so that was like the synchronicity of it all, right?
And yeah, man, you know, it was special.
There's nothing like that.
So, like I said, I think fandom
is part of family too,
because it's part of that bond that we have.
Talking to your family about the Cowboys through letter writing is such a, it's just a sad,
it's a sad thing to do for a quarter century and counting, Flem.
It gets sadder because he's been there so long now, both his parents, that ritual is
gone now because both of his parents have passed away.
And as you listen to Charles,
you understand that with his parents gone,
that's just made sports all the more important to Charles
and his survival on death row.
So much of living under death sentences is the unknown.
We're sent here, we were convicted
and sentenced to death and sent to death row
to have our lives taken from us, to be executed, you know?
To be legally murdered.
And that's pretty heavy, man.
You hang your hopes on appeal courts
and on things that might happen
that will allow you to have a reversal
in your conviction or your sentence
and maybe get out of this situation.
So, you know, that's pretty stressful.
And some guys can't take it.
Some guys lose their mind.
I had a friend of mine, his name, we called him Big G.
He was from Oak Cliff in Dallas.
And we called him Big G for a reason.
He was like 6'5", about 300 pounds.
It looked like he could play offensive tackle
for the Cowboys.
Great guy.
One day he told me, he says, man,
he says, what if we got it wrong?
He says, what if the crazy dudes are normal
because they can't cope?
And we're the crazy people because we are able to adapt
and accept this insanity.
And you know, I've never forgot that.
Because that would be, that's a normal,
a normal reaction would be to go
yeah lose your damn mind that they're gonna kill you right and that you're
gonna sit around for 10 or 15 years until they do it and so sports for me
especially football it takes me out of this place
when the game is on I'm at the stadium. I'm not in this place. I'm not here.
I'm not under that death sentence. I'm not worried about, oh man, are they going to set me in
execution? Or, oh man, are they going to deny my appeals? You know, because that's real. That's
real there. You know, this notion of sports as an escape, I don't know of a more vivid manifestation
of that promise than what Charles is describing there.
The way I interpreted what he was saying was he lives in a way where 24 hours a day, seven
days a week, someone's trying to kill him.
That's the white noise of his life.
He doesn't know when it's gonna happen,
but that's the stress that he lives under.
And so the line about how maybe the crazy ones
are the ones who continue to live on death row,
and the sane ones are the ones who check out
by committing suicide.
I mean, if there's a better way to explain the insanity and the pressure that they live
under, I haven't read it.
No, and there is this one statistic that I do want to just read to you for the record
because at least eight death row prisoners at Polanski where Charles Flores is, where
his fantasy football league is, at least eight of those inmates have committed suicide
in the last 20 years.
It's just amazing that one day two of these prisoners
were talking and they were like,
maybe we're the crazy ones
because we've adapted to live like this.
Right, because we can smile
while talking about our favorite sports.
Yeah, we can survive in this situation.
It's stunning.
All of this reminds me now of why we got into this story in the first place, right? This website, this database of last words said by people who were about to be executed.
Yeah, that was the whole point of this exercise, right?
Is to find out why someone would love sports that much that they would include it in their
last words.
And before even leaving on this assignment, I shared this database with an anthropologist in Chicago.
Her name is Dr. Shannon Lee Doughty. And she is an expert in death rituals.
And I just wanted to get her opinion on it. And I really, at this point, asked her in almost a flippant way
about get a load of these death row inmates who are using their last words for sports shout outs.
She immediately connected it to this
concept called social death.
There was a historian of African American history called Orlando Patterson and he came up with this
fascinating powerful idea called social death. And he argued that slaves and certain other kinds of people, inmates of concentration
camps, they experience social death, where their body is alive, but they're so cut off
violently from meaningful social connections and relationships and meaningful groups that they experience social death.
What's really interesting to me about this example
is that they're trying to overcome the social death
and maybe they're succeeding by saying,
no, I belong to a group.
And they take that moment right before they're executed
to reassert themselves as socially alive.
And I think that's fascinating and powerful.
It's empowering to them to do that.
What did Charles have to say about that in specific?
I wanted to go get Charles' opinion and his thoughts on his own last words.
Yes.
But it turns out he and his attorney, you know, they don't want him to be seen as somebody
who is contemplating being executed.
They don't want to concede that he's going to have to give his last words at all.
This is where you should know that Charles Flores has exhausted all of his known legal
avenues for petitions
and appeals. His attorney, Gretchen Sween, told us, quote, In order to bring new claims,
we would need new evidence sufficient to convince a court to reopen the case, an exceedingly
high burden, end quote. But there is another change that I think is worth you knowing about.
Because on September 1, 2023, the Texas State Legislature enacted a new bill, a bill that
Governor Greg Abbott, by the way, had vetoed in 2021.
But Texas Senate Bill No. 338, citing an alarming amount of unreliable eyewitness identification testimony officially
prohibits any future testimony gleaned from forensic hypnosis as admissible evidence in
a criminal trial, which is a dramatic, but not retroactive change.
Meaning it does not help Charles Flores, who is waiting, as we speak, for a new execution
date.
A date that could be announced at any moment now.
All of which is why I was also wondering how this unthinkable degree of uncertainty, of
injustice, might logically impact the patience of a long-suffering Cowboys fan
when it comes to the thing he loves the most.
There's a saying there's always next year. Yes. But for you the the future is
uncertain. Yes. There isn't always next year, I guess. I've thought, I've thought about that.
I'm like, man, will I ever see the Cowboys
winner of the Super Bowl?
Because that's my thing.
Dallas, the champions again.
Final score, Dallas 27, Pittsburgh 17.
I think that we might have to wait till Patrick Mahomes
goes to another team or something,
because there ain't nobody to beat him.
Do you have a prediction? Yeah, yeah, this is their year, no matter what.
Every year is a year.
And one of these years they're going to get it done.
Yeah.
So if you predict it every year, eventually you'll be right.
You got to believe, bro.
You got to believe.
You got to believe. And so given that mix that you just You gotta believe, huh?
And so given that mix that you just heard of totally sincere hope, of longing, cut with
a resigned familiarity bordering on sarcasm, we did want to find out more about how Charles
Flores viewed the opportunity, more broadly, to have his last words memorialized for all time on that
database, even if you very understandably did not want to personally preview his own
final communication on earth.
One of the first things that you and I talked about was the trend of inmates shouting out their teams
with their last words.
And it seemed like that was something
you could understand, right?
Because of the connection to sports?
That situation, I don't think nobody
would ever understand it until you are there
and experiencing that.
But I've tried to think about it and I've tried to say, well,
man, why would somebody say that?
And I think it is that I think it's, it might be our last,
our last grab at, Hey, I'm still part of if nothing else, I'm
still part of this family.
I'm still part of, if nothing else, I'm still part of this family.
I'm still relevant in the fact that
even with, as I'm being ushered out of this life,
this reality, I'm still a cowboy fan.
And I'm gonna declare it at the very end with, you know,
reminding the world of what tribe I was from.
I'm still human. Even though you're taking my life like was from. I'm still human.
Even though you're taking my life like an animal,
I'm still a human.
I have a soul.
Man, that's deep, man, that's profound.
I mean, Charles, again, gives just the most incredible
answer.
It's the sort of thing you just wanna sit with
for a while.
Yep.
Unfortunately, we had reached the end of our hour and they were very strict about it.
I got a 10 minute warning.
And so here we are just sort of the clock again, ticking on this.
Yes, exactly.
And now we're packing up and he has to wait for a guard then to recuff him, hand back the wireless mic and take him back to his 23 hours of isolation.
And so we can't talk anymore,
but Charles is sitting there watching us pack up.
And that was as close as we all came to getting emotional
and even crying because the look on Charles' face,
and I know he was trying to hide this
was just a look of like, you guys get to leave.
He's imagining that we get to leave.
The look on his face is easily one of the saddest things
that I've ever experienced on this job in 30 years.
And it got to the point where I couldn't look at him anymore
because you just feel so helpless and you just feel so much empathy for this other human being
and the situation that he's in. In the strangest place, under the worst conditions, through sports,
we've kind of bridged this disconnect. And trying to face that moment again, I went back and listened to the tapes.
And I realized that as my mic is cut, Charles is still live.
And so you can hear him.
Were you listening?
No.
Oh, you weren't?
You should have been listening.
I'm going to do the paperwork. I'll get ready for tomorrow.
He's talking to the guard that comes to escort him back.
And he's wondering how the interview went and talking about the Cowboys.
They're actually from the East.
So one of them is a Cleveland Brown fan.
But I was telling him what it is.
I'm like, man, look.
Yeah, yeah, you know.
You know, like man, look, this is Texan territory.
And you can hear him physically exchanging our microphone for the clinking and clanking of the handcuffs.
Yeah, let him know. So come pick up the movie star.
Here you go.
And that is another really sort of profound moment of it's over.
We all have to go back to our normal lives.
Dave Fleming, thank you for taking this trip, accepting this assignment and reporting this story.
Pablo, it was my pleasure and I'm glad we went.
Since we taped this episode, Dave Fleming, you should know,
has continued to trade emails with Charles Flores, his new pen pal. And
Charles, for his part, wants the PTFO audience to know that he has now made peace with the
fact that this year is not the year, officially, for his Dallas Cowboys. And that more information
on his case can be found at FreeCharlesFlaures.com.
This has been Pablo Torre Finds Out, a Metal Arch Media production, and I'll talk to you
next time.