The Dark Somnium - A horrifying experience while camping in the woods
Episode Date: June 4, 2023This creepypasta scary story is from the creepypasta website, written by William Rayne, make sure to check out the original story and support the author:"I had a horrifying experience while camping in... the woods" (AKA Campfire Tales) https://www.creepypasta.com/campfire-tales/ Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
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My name is Marcus, and I'm an alcoholic.
I know what you're thinking.
This is just another sob story about some loser whose life went off the rails after he found the bottle, right?
Well, it's not exactly that simple.
Bill, my sponsor at Alcoholics Anonymous, suggested that should I ever hope to get clean,
I'd have to face my demons, once and for all.
While he has no reason to suspect that my demons are far more literal than the average addict,
I think he's right, nonetheless.
This is my fourth or fifth time trying to kick the bucket.
I can't say for sure, as so much of my personal history is somewhat cluttered or otherwise
hidden beneath the dredges at the bottom of one bottle or another.
At one point, I even branched out into other methods of tucking away reality behind the veil,
but the overdose that almost punched my ticket was enough to convince me to stick to more
of an ingested form of inebriation.
Yeah, booze isn't exactly risk-free and all, but it takes a bit more work to drink too
much of that, while it only takes one needle to lead me right to the threshold of death's
door.
Excuses, right?
Yeah, we addicts are full of those.
Always something to defend our actions, whether reasonable or not.
This isn't about defending my years of intoxication, but the things I wish to drown away
in the first place.
A confession of my sins, so to speak.
I was 14 when it happened, as me and my fellow Boy Scouts spent the weekend out in the wilderness
some miles from my home.
It was Liam who talked us into joining up that summer, and while I was a little apprehensive
at first, as I'd never been much of an outdoorsy type, John, Malcolm, and Ian were on board
as soon as it was suggested.
They were basically my only friends, so I wasn't about to be the odd man out, but I'd
I'd much rather be at home with my PlayStation 2 and Xbox, than tossing and turning in a sleeping
bag for a few days.
Not only that, but I felt like we were getting a little too old for such things.
Once we were out there, though, I ended up having a lot more fun than I had anticipated.
Gilroy, the scout leader, was in his early 20s, so he wasn't too uptight or anything,
just sort of laid back.
He was the uncle of one kid named Benny, who had been part of the troop longer than any of us.
He was an all right kid, a bit of a know-it-all and a stickler for the code, as he called it,
but even he managed to relax and chill out some once we got out to the lake.
We spent a good amount of time that first afternoon fishing and cutting up.
I almost impaled John's ear with my hook at one point, but he turned just in time to allow it to do no more than tap the back of his head.
I was about as coordinated as a drunken breakdancer back then.
Still am, for that matter, though the drink is likely a factor in that.
John looked shocked at first, as we both just stared at one another when my line finally dropped
a limp in the grass.
But we were cracking up within seconds.
Though I would have felt awful if I had jabbed the damn thing into his lobe, I often wonder
if a trip to the emergency room would have saved us from those events that still haunt me.
When the sun went down on that Saturday the 28th of September 2002, we set a bonfire, around
which we would take turns telling scary stories.
Whether this was simply something of a tradition, to gather around the controlled blaze and let
our imaginations fly, or we just wanted to inspire each other to have a little extra trouble
sleeping that night, with urban legends and folklore keeping our eyes wide and alert, I couldn't
say.
Whatever the case, I was a little excited about this, as I had always been the creative child,
while my older brother had been a more intellectual and logical mind.
When we were just kids, I assumed that was my father's way of avoiding saying that I was
was the stupid one, as he was quite the intelligent man himself, but I loved my ability to daydream
about far off and wondrous places. These days, my creativity only tortures me even more with
the things I've been through. After the sun went down, a gentle wind began to caress the lakeside
by which we were spending the night. As the temperature dropped, the heat of the fire was a most
welcome sensation to my goose flesh. With the warmth easing our collectively shivering frames,
We all sat in a circle around the fire, passing the flashlight that would serve as our microphone
from one to the next.
While I hadn't necessarily been prepared for this, as it wasn't discussed until the sun fell
to rest for the night, I never had a hard time throwing together an impromptu tale.
I barely paid attention to most of the stories that would come before mine, as I was mentally
preparing for the task at hand, one that I was most certainly taking more seriously than
anyone else.
That's what I thought at the time anyway.
The first handful of tall tales couldn't so much as break through the wall formed around me,
inwardly mapping out my tail.
The fifth kid to speak up, Reggie, I think was his name, almost grabbed my attention.
But when the climax ramped up to something bordering on intense, the boy in the story woke up,
revealing it was all just a dream in the end.
I know these were just silly campfire stories told by children anywhere from 10 to 14,
but I always saw that sort of ending as a cop-out, even if it was.
was just made up on the fly by a sixth grader.
I just rolled my eyes before blocking out the next story, the second one to involve a monster
under the bed.
Even John and Malcolm couldn't produce anything of high enough quality to distract me from
my world building and character development.
There were fourteen of us in all, not counting Gilroy, who came off far too enthusiastic
about every tale that was spun.
But I had made sure to sit next to Benny, who volunteered to speak first that night, as
I wanted mine to be the last.
Not only did I want the extra time to craft my tail before the clockwise rotation would lead
all eyes to me, but I was certain mine would be amazing, assuring that everyone would have
trouble sleeping that night.
My mouth was practically watering with anticipation until the flashlight was handed to Liam.
From the second he began to speak, I couldn't hope to distract myself from his story,
one that sticks to my mind like gorilla glue to this day.
the light shining under his chin, as was the tradition for such tales spun around a fire,
his voice sounded both somber and sinister as he spoke. While other kids had joked and laughed
during every story that came before, nobody spoke during this one, nor did even one eye drift
from the boy highlighted by the illumination of the torchlight and flickering flames. Whether it was
the words he spoke or the way he spoke them, I can still recall every syllable even after all
these years. He called this tale, the betrayal of the king. Barnaby King was not a child that
any parent hoped for. Not only was he hideously deformed, something that inspired the nurse to
scream out when he was brought into this world, but he would prove to be more than a handful to
his mother and father. He did not cry when he was born, nor did he scream out from the shocking
and jarring transition into this world, only gazed up at his mother with those tiny, black, and
empty eyes. While Catherine and Harold King were in equal stages of horror as they stared down at their
newborn abomination, they attempted not to reflect this feeling to one another, only to bravely
face the cards they had been dealt. As the years passed by, the kings would turn away visitors
to their home, even their parents who had hoped to be part of their grandson's life. While they
never explained the reasoning behind why they would refuse them entry to their home, it would never
stopped their loved ones from trying. It was Harold, more so than Catherine, who would not allow
young Barnaby to be seen by any prying eyes. Whether it was shame that inspired this or simply
those fears that he would never speak aloud, his wife was uncertain. Of course, she shared his
feelings, regardless of how hard she fought to convince herself that she loved her child. Yes, his nature
seemed as grotesque as his face, but she hoped she could find a way to change both aspects for the
better someday. By the time Barnaby reached his tenth year in this earth, his parents had confined
him to the basement. This was something that they were certain was necessary after he began his
late-night outings some months prior. It wasn't until Harold noticed the blood trail leading
from the woods behind the house to a mutilated corpse of a squirrel halfway buried next to the patio
that he understood something was amiss. The night after Catherine had allowed her sleeping pills
to kick in, he stayed awake to keep an eye on things. He snucked.
out to his tool shed at the rear of the backyard, right next to the tree line, making sure
to remain as silent as possible so as not to alert any wildlife to his presence.
Though he had a sneaking suspicion of who indeed was responsible for the strewn apart remains
of the forest creature, he desperately hoped he was mistaken.
When he saw young Barnaby stealthily creeping from the back door through the split wood
of the shed's wall, he felt his back tense with the knowledge that his first impression
had been the right one. The boy darted those black eyes from one side to the other as he snuck
softly across the yard, hunched over with slick drool seeping from that enlarged and low-hanging
underbite. Finding himself reluctant to follow his son into the woods as he watched him pass
his view from the shed, Harold realized that he had not fully thought this through. Yes, the boy
was small for his age, but his father still wore some scars left in the wake of the jagged teeth
from those early years.
He couldn't help but feel that should Barnaby not locate something to satiate his hunger,
he would turn those ankle biters to his father once more.
He still argued with himself that his own flesh and blood could not truly be capable of
such a grievous act, regardless of his late-night jaunt into the woods.
It was as he waged this inner debate, uncertain of how much time passed that he noticed
his son coming back into view.
The rabbit he held in between the elongated fingers of his left hand was.
was wriggling and squealing, but the child paid its moans no mind.
Harold had to cover his mouth to prevent a similarly pitch shriek from escaping when the boy
raised the panic animal to his lips.
The horrified sounds of the poor creature combined with the tearing of its fur-lined flesh
caused the man hidden away in the shed to close his eyes, lest his dinner retching to the floor
expose him.
Even covering his ears, he could not fully block away the moist ripping and snapping
of bones as Barnaby finished his snoburnished.
neck. Once those gruesome noises dissipated, a reluctant Harold glanced back through the split
wood to see the boy still holding what was left of the blood-soaked rabbit in the hand that hung below his
knees. Again, he glanced from one side to the next as he approached the house, kneeling and
pulling away a loose board beneath the patio, stashing the beast away. After the work was done,
he crept into his home, taking one more glance behind him, Harold could swear that blackened eye
I gazed directly into the wide and trembling one that peered through the gap in the wood,
but when his son gently closed the door behind him, he finally allowed a shaking breath to escape his lips.
Surprisingly, it wasn't difficult to convince Barnaby to relocate to the basement.
Though at the time, he was not yet aware he would remain locked away behind a heavy and padlocked door.
Harold had performed the renovations himself, being quite adept in working with his hands,
as any season contractor should be.
He was just as glad of the soundproofing as the sturdy walls and doors by the time the boy understood his new circumstances.
The kings would make sure their son was fed through a slot in the door.
He had a full bathroom fitted with a shower in his apartment below ground level,
as well as cable, gaming systems, and plenty of books to entertain him.
These measures were taken to ease their conscience, more than their son's needs, of course,
but it was enough to help them sleep at night, as well as resuming activities that they had not indulged in since Barnaby came along.
When Lillian was born, something that filled the couple with terror as they feared another demon spawn had taken root in Catherine's womb,
they were thrilled to see that they finally had a child that they had always hoped for.
She was the light of their lives, and just as beautiful as her mother was at such a young age.
Naturally, they planned to never introduce their children to one another, something that would require a lot of.
lot more work as she grew older.
Seasons came and went, each one bringing new and wonderful experiences with the kings and their
little girl.
She was a well-behaved child for the most part, aside from the time when she got in a scuffle
with a boy at school.
Harold boiled over with rage when she informed him that the older kid was teasing her before
pushing her around.
Having been something of a hot head in his youth, one prone to lashing out at others should
he find a reason to, Lily's father had to compose himself after hearing this.
While he was tempted to go to the boy's house and confront him for what he did, he swore he would never return to his old and impulsive ways.
When his daughter assured him all was well, how the kid left her alone after she sank her teeth into his arms, Harold let go of his rage.
He was, however, quite concerned about the possibility of Lily having ingested any of the blood, had she even bit down hard enough to break the skin.
While she understood his concerns, especially with all of the potential illnesses out there that she may or may not have exposed herself to, her father was relieved to hear that she had not caused any more damage than some bruising with her bite.
While the kings would attend every event they could at their daughter's school, talent shows and plays, track meets and all, they felt no guilt about neglecting Barnaby.
Lily was an outgoing girl with a great many friends, and her parents did everything they could to please her, while only granted.
minimal efforts to assure themselves that their son maintained his sorrowful existence.
It was on the eve of young Lily's 11th birthday that their happy life took a far more
brutal turn, one that would rip their world apart in a matter of minutes at most.
Unbeknownst to Catherine and Harold, their daughter had been aware of their sibling
for some years by this point.
Though they had never been able to meet face to face, they had found a way to communicate.
When she was much smaller and far lighter on her feet, she had followed behind her father
as he carried the nightly meal to her brother.
While they always made sure she was otherwise occupied or distracted when one of them
would make those excursions to the basement, twice a day, the Kings had not noticed that she
had grown steadily more aware of their more erratic behavior at those times of the day.
Being a curious child, as many would be under such circumstances, she planned out her
investigation for a solid week before taking the plunge.
Her heart was positively racing as she crept behind her father, making sure to
to duck down or hide behind whatever furniture she may be closer to should he look to be
about to turn.
Though, tracking her target through the quiet, large house ended when he reached the door
to the basement, as he locked it behind him, she knew now what her next steps would be.
Harold kept the keys to the entrance to the stairway that led to the apartment below,
hanging with those others from the loop of his belt.
She would have to work more stealthily than ever to retrieve this while her parents slept,
but she was certain she could pull it off.
When her loving guardians tucked her in that night, she would not allow sleep to take her.
While it wasn't easy to keep herself awake, especially given the fact that she had to resist
the urge to play or otherwise occupy her mind in the darkness of her room, she managed
to battle away slumber.
It was around two in the morning when she made her move, creaking open the door to her room
before approaching the one occupied by her folks.
Though she was fully prepared with an excuse, one involving nightmares that sprung her eyes
back open, leading her to seek refuge in her parents' bed, she was still increasingly nervous
as she entered the room.
She moved swiftly and silently as she clutched her hands around the keys, sitting on the nightstand,
squeezing them tightly to not allow a potential jingle to alert her father.
She was panting for breath as she made her way back into the hallway, but she had achieved
the first part of her goal.
It didn't take her tiny legs long to reach the locked door, and her fingers were tingling with
anticipation, quickly turning to frustration.
as she tried one key after the other.
With another heavy and trembling sigh, she finally located the correct key,
displaying open the door before her.
Barnaby was scared at first when she spoke softly through the flap in the heavy entrance
to his apartment.
His fear momentarily gave way to anger when she revealed who she was, something that made
the little girl afraid, leading her to begin to back away.
His rage dissipated quickly when the only friendly voice he had ever heard began to fade,
inspiring him to practically beg her to stay.
For hours they spoke that night,
eventually allowing the boy to grow comfortable with his sister enough
to lean his face down through the thin flap
through which his meals were delivered.
She gasped at first, even seeing only the portion of him that she could make out,
but when she reached her tiny fingers through the slender opening
to touch the rough texture of her brother's cheek,
he felt a warmth he had never known.
Before Lily returned to her bedroom,
Barnaby confessed to his sister his efforts to escape, while he had achieved no more than the
slightest of splits at the top of the wall between him and the outside world, over years of
scraping away at it with plastic cutlery provided with the meals, it was enough for something.
Each day from then, sometimes multiple times if the coast was clear enough, the two would
pass notes back and forth.
Though Lily would occasionally make late-night stealth missions to converse with her brother,
she could not risk overdoing it, as her father could be quite perceptive at times.
Still, while she had all in life for which a girl could ask, she finally had that one thing
that money could not buy, an older brother. After years of such meager forms of communication,
Lily swore to her brother that she would set him free, being that she had only heard his
version of the things that left him hidden away from the world, she saw him as the victim in this,
while her beloved parents were somewhat nefarious in so many ways that she could never have predicted.
While the keychain she would sneak away with in the wee hours of the morning did not include
those that would unlatch the numerous locks Barnaby was imprisoned behind, it would take weeks
for her to uncover where the ones she needed were hidden.
It was on a school day in the midweek when she would ultimately track them down, having convinced
her loving guardians that she was in no fit state to leave the house.
Given that she had never shown the slightest signs of irresponsibility to her mother and father,
they did not question her motives, though neither of them could stay home with her that day,
as they had their own responsibilities to attend to.
She assured them that she would not need a babysitter, something that took some effort to persuade them,
but she could be quite the talented actress when she wanted something badly enough.
Having shadowed her father for those weeks leading up to the planned jailbreak,
she saw that he would always return to his study after dropping off the daily meals to his son.
Though he would close the door behind him, she still managed to take a peek through the keyhole.
It was then that she was able to see him inspecting the contents of a drawer to the left of his desk.
He only took a glance before closing and locking it, but she assumed it was a ritual of sorts,
to ensure the keys to his son's prison remained untouched.
Though Harold had his keychain looped to his belt as he reluctantly headed to work that morning,
Lily saw no reason to leave things as she found them this time.
It would be very clear what had transpired when he would return that evening,
that his prisoner had been freed.
The crowbar she found amongst the other tools in the garage made quick work of the drawer,
even with the desk being seemingly made of quality materials.
When she looked upon the only contents, the ring of keys she had hoped to find there,
Lily wasted no time in sprinting to the basement,
using the crowbar once more to spring open the door at the top of the stairs.
Though it took some time to decipher which key went to which luck, that only made her smile
that much more genuine when she truly looked upon her brother face to face for the first time.
Yes, those small, blackened eyes and low-hanging jaw lined with needle-thin teeth unsettled her somewhat.
Even with the teasing glances through the slot in the bottom of the door, the small, upturned nose
and pointed ears with scraggly long ginger hair hanging beside them were equally as jarring,
But his expression, if that's what she could call it, only held love behind it.
They embraced one another, each leaking tears upon their sibling's shoulder.
Barnaby had never known this sensation to truly feel wanted and adored.
All he was familiar with was contempt and hatred for having the nerve to be brought into this world,
but Lily only saw her brother with those glossy eyes, not the monster their father knew him to be.
It was while they were packing up his belongings, what little he had, the
that a sound inspired both of their faces to grow cold from blood loss.
The front door of the house being unlocked and opened,
followed by frenzy curses spitting from their mother's lips
when she seemingly saw the basement door ajar.
Lily asked her brother to stay behind as she walked up the stairs to find Catherine
already standing in the doorway, looking as pale and shocked as the young girl felt.
Barnaby heard his sister as she attempted to convince her mother to grant the boy freedom,
something she seemed unwilling to hear.
He tried to cover his ears to block out the argument between mother and daughter as it grew more frenzied, but it was of little use.
Finally, hopeful that he could somehow aid in this debate, he slowly paced up the steps for the first time in years.
He walked through the doorway to see his mother on the phone, demanding that her husband returned to his home immediately.
She screamed so loudly when she turned to see her son that Barnaby thought her hair may just turn white from the shock, as it was his father who would bring him his meals.
He had not so much as heard Catherine's voice in so long, let alone see her face, but he could
easily recognize that expression of hatred and disgust she gave him.
Be it from the trembling of his extremities, or just the shame of those old, familiar looks
the sight of him would bring, he was only vaguely aware of what happened next, at first
anyway.
As he and the woman who birthed him stared at one another, each in their own initial stages
of anguish, their shared expressions turned to horror when little Lillian leapt
on her mother, sinking her teeth into the meaty tissue of her throat. As the blood practically
gushed against the walls, Barnaby fell to his knees, barely able to wrap his mind around what he was
witnessing. When his sister pulled her head back, tearing away the grizzled sticky fibers,
her mother just glared at her in shock as she fell to the floor.
What did you do? Barnaby asked, shaking his head from side to side.
It was the only way, my love. She replied, wiping her mouth with the back of her arm,
smearing her mother's blood across her cheek in the process.
She still looked upon her brother with loving affection,
even as her face began to contort and her body grew.
I'll show you how to do it if you want.
She said as her appearance finalized its transition,
leaving her a carbon copy of the woman who lay dead on the floor.
You don't have to live like that, not if you don't want to.
She lay her hand on the mutated face of her brother,
allowing him to convince himself for a moment that his mother had finally accepted him.
Though she had already dragged the body to the basement when their father arrived back home.
She had not a chance to clean away the shimmering crimson puddle left in its wake, nor the
drag marks that led to the door.
Harold demanded to know what had happened, terrified that Barnaby had gotten loose and devoured
his darling baby girl.
Lily disposed of him just as quickly as she had his wife, this time luring him into
an embrace, digging her teeth deep into his throat when his guard was down.
Her brother had not witnessed this one, as he lingered in the basement with the remnants
of his mother, something he had not the slightest desire to be trapped beside.
Regardless of his sister's insistence, he hid away while she dealt with their father.
When she walked back down the stairs, this time wearing Harold's face, she dropped his body beside
his wife before she knelt beside the only family she cared about.
They lied to us.
She said again, caressing his face with her sticky and stained hand.
They would never let you lose.
had to be done. Barnaby did not speak, only gazed with his tiny, black eyes as wide as they were
capable of growing. After Lily dipped her hand into the pool of blood surrounding her mother,
she held it to her brother's face. She said, pulling his recoiling head back to face her.
I learned it long ago, what we can do. I know you can do it too. As she pressed her other hand
onto the low-hanging jaw, she poured the blood cupped in her palm. When Barnaby attempted to turn away
and spit out the foul-tasting fluid, she slapped his mouth back shut, holding it in place until he
swallowed. It took some hours, as well as a lot of convincing from his sister, some debating,
retching, and even arguing, but by the time night fell, the boy stood his mother's image,
while Lily maintained her father's form.
Anyone you drink, you can become them.
She said, mimicking Harold's voice.
That's what I found anyway. Never tried an animal, but it might work too.
Barnaby nodded, only replying to her when expected.
Though she had lied to her father about breaking the skin of the older boy who bullied her when
she was younger, she was well aware of what his concerns truly were at the time.
When she gazed into the bathroom mirror after fleeing from the child as he attempted
to stop the flow of blood, she saw not herself, but the boy she left leaking fluids onto
the ground.
She never understood why Harold King had turned his back on what she believed him to be.
exact things she and her brother were, but it was this neglect of their God-given gifts that
fueled the hatred she grew towards him.
Had he allowed his children to learn what they were capable of at an earlier age, her brother
need never have been locked away from the world, as he could have taken any face he chose,
rather than being led to believe he was a monster this whole time.
Though Barnaby had despised his parents for as long as he could remember, he never wanted
this.
He was ashamed of these instincts that led him to feed on the wall.
wildlife behind their home when he was far too young to understand why.
Admittedly, he could have never predicted this, but he would not continue to be part of it.
That much he swore to himself.
Some hours after the two laid down to rest, Lily back in her bedroom, having returned to
her smaller proportions, and Barnaby still wearing his mother's face, he crept out into the
night, not unlike how he had in his younger years.
He would not seek out anything to fulfill those once-forgotten urges, nor would he return
to the house in which he had been imprisoned.
While he did love his sister, he could not stay with her, not after witnessing what she
was capable of.
The young girl was heartbroken when she awoke the following morning to find no trace of her
beloved brother.
Her temper raged, inspiring her to beat holes in the walls and tip and break the furniture
her parents had worked hard to accumulate.
As time went on, she grew bitter and resentful of the one she had set free, the one she
had killed for.
She swore she would track him down something.
day and make him pay for leaving her alone.
Something she was now so close to, she could practically smell his fear.
Every eye around the campfire was glued to Liam when he finished his tail, as he cut his
gaze from one of us to the next with the madness and fury behind his reddening stare.
I finally understood that this was not simply some story he made up for the sake of
scaring his fellow scouts, but that Lillian King herself sat before us, hidden away behind the
boy I called a friend.
I couldn't help but wonder as he continued to drift his widened eyes from one of us to the next
if this was the same kid I had known for a few years now.
Or if Lillian had recently claimed his image for herself.
That inner debate was the least of my concerns at the time, however,
as the rage behind his glare seemed to be shining through so much more intensely as he blinked between us.
Even Gilroy, the one who was supposed to be the responsible adult taking care of us kids,
was just staring on with his lower lip quivering.
I wanted to call out to him and demand that he'd take control of this situation, but as I attempted
to form words, I could barely manage so much as a squeak.
I know you're here, Pardaby.
Liam said, effectively snapping my attention away from the dumbfounded scout leader.
I can smell you to show yourself and no one else needs to get hurt.
What the hell, Liam?
Ian said, getting to his feet.
You freaked us all out, okay?
You don't got to keep up the ass.
Yeah, John added.
It was a cool story and all, but...
Shut up!
Liam barked, staring knives at those I thought to be his friends.
I know that neither of you are him, but I swear, I'll gut you both if he doesn't man up
and face what's coming to him!
With that, while my eyes darted from the boy I thought I knew, to the two whose expressions
quickly transitioned from agitated to stunned, the scuffling of feet broke me from attempting
to wrap my mind around everything.
Whether it was the fury behind Liam's words that sent everyone running in varying directions
or that hateful malice behind his gaze, I couldn't say.
But when he screamed out in anguish after the others scattered, I felt inspired to flee as well.
As I broke through the tree line, paying little attention to which direction anyone else
was headed, I heard the furious yell come from behind, behind where we left that bonfire crackling.
I still wouldn't look back, even when the scampering footfalls around me grew more muffled,
signaling that I was likely alone on my chosen path of retreat.
When a blood-curdling squeal reached my ears, I had to assume that my friend had caught up to
at least one of the fleeing children.
As much as I hated the idea of any of us ending up bloody upon the dried autumn leaves,
I couldn't help but hope that the one he found was the one he sought.
I felt guilty for even wishing for something like that,
but one body left in the wake of all of this was a far better outcome than all of us.
That's what I told myself anyway.
Regardless of how that squeal from somewhere to my left practically drain the strength from
my legs, I still pushed on through the pain in my side and the burning in my lungs.
I almost considered stopping for a moment to catch my breath, but two more agonized
whales in quick succession convinced me I could not risk it.
While those swiftly silenced howls seemed further off than the ones before, I had to find
a place to hide if I hoped to survive this, something that was no simple task with how dark
my surroundings were. Finally, having no hope of resisting my weakening extremities giving out, I slid
to the ground, tearing my arm across a broken tree branch in the process. I wanted to curse aloud
when the jagged wood split my flesh, but I slapped my hand to my mouth before my skidding
across the leaves came to a halt. As I lay there, gripping one hand around my leaking wound
and the other over my mouth, biting down to keep from screaming from the pain and fear,
I could make out another sound over that of my quickly-paced heartbeat.
The feet crunching across the dried leaves belonged to more than one person,
but I couldn't tell if they ran side by side or if one was chasing the other.
With them drawing closer by the second,
I could only hope they would not make out the sounds of me burying myself beneath the leaves
over their own footsteps.
They were close enough to touch moments later,
each of the four feet stopping only a yard or so from where I lay,
attempting to keep my shivering from exposing me.
Even with the darkness around me, the moon shining from above illuminated my surroundings
enough to make out the shoes as I peered through the poorly constructed cocoon, but I could
only hope that it wasn't bright enough for them to see me.
While the two heaved seemingly attempting to collect their breath, I was far too scared
to risk revealing myself, even if they were likely just as innocent as I was in all of this.
I think he got Reggie.
One of them said, still gasping between words.
"'John, too,' the other replied, sounding equally as winded.
I clenched my jaw, feeling a spike run through my chest when they mentioned John, but I had hoped they may be simply mistaken given the circumstances.
With how exhausted the two sounded, I couldn't pinpoint the voices, though they were both familiar.
Either way, that wasn't enough for me to know if I could trust them.
I had spoken to all of the guys at one point or another, but my friends were the only ones I had any interest in spending time with.
I was never exactly a social butterfly, even before all of this, but I couldn't reveal myself
until I knew for sure if these two were friends or just some of the other guys who may be quick
to toss me to the wolves and make a break for it, if it came down to that.
I told you Liam had been acting funny.
The more familiar sounding voice spoke, now that the wheezing had calmed down.
So what?
Malcolm said in that annoyed tone he would get when feeling argumentative.
You're trying to claim you knew this shit was coming?
Dude, I'm just saying I knew something was off with him.
Ain't no way anyone could have called this.
I let out a shaky and relieved breath when I realized the other voice belonged to Ian.
Suddenly, feeling almost desperate to share the company of friends, I grew more aware of how ridiculous I had been acting.
I almost wished I could just slink away unnoticed to show up on foot, claiming that I couldn't believe I found them.
That would likely be far less embarrassing than the way things went.
Um, don't freak out, guys.
I said, pushing a hand through the blanket of leaves like a newly reincarnated member of the undead,
breaking free of its coffin.
What the?
Both voices said, combined with a few more colorful words.
It's okay.
I said, finally sitting up straight before pushing up from the ground.
It's me.
I chuckled, feeling my face flush.
Holy!
You scared the shit out of me!
Ian said, holding a handout to help me up.
Keeping my voice low, I explained to them somewhat of my motivations behind smuggling myself
away beneath the leaves, something that made us all laugh a bit, though mine were not quite
as genuine, being still a bit awkward and ashamed.
When we calmed back down to something more somber, Malcolm told us what he'd witnessed.
John, it would seem, was indeed dead, or at least in pretty rough shape.
From what he saw, he was ducked behind a thick tree when Liam came leaping out of nowhere.
friend didn't have a chance to avoid the teeth chomping into his neck.
I just knew I was screwed when he was done with him.
Malcolm said, staring down at his feet, I stayed tucked behind that tree, feeling like I was
going to puke.
I just knew he was coming for me when I heard him stomping closer, but when someone yelled
from a ways off, he took off after him.
I didn't move again until I was sure he'd gone.
Then I just didn't stop running until I came across Ian.
Damn, they gave me a heart attack too!
Ian said, gripping his chest.
Ian had seen Liam tackling Reggie from a distance, but he didn't stick around to see what happened next.
We all got silent for a few minutes, each of us reflecting on our shame for leaving our friends behind.
It was that very thing that left us so distracted when someone else came plundering towards us.
Run!
He's cut!
He screamed for us to run as he pushed through the trees.
Before I had a chance to fully take in the side of the only adult who had shared our company tearing through the branches, I felt him slain.
slam into me. Having paid little attention to my surroundings, what I could make out of them
anyway, I was not only shocked by the impact of the shaggy-haired, lanky man, but of the steep hill
we found ourselves rolling down seconds later. Ian called after me, only moments before his ear-piercing
shriek interrupted whatever he had hoped to say next. In all honesty, I can't say whether it was
he or Malcolm who released that agonized wail, but that would be an unnecessary debate when the
other joined in. When the twin chorus of horrified howls turned to gargled coughs and sputters,
I was barely aware of the snapping of my ribs against the rocks and twigs I rolled across.
When our tumble came to a halt, I felt my consciousness struggling to hold on, before everything
faded before my eyes. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I was screaming out to my body,
begging it to reawaken before my old friend caught up with me. When my eyes blinked back open,
I was immediately aware of the significant amount of pain my body was in, as well as the guy my
limbs were intertwined with.
From where we lay now, sprawled out at the base of the hill, there was far less light,
making my new surroundings all the more hidden behind the darkness.
But the pain I was in was clear as day.
You okay?
I said, wincing from the agony, screaming from my ribs as I nudged Gilroy.
Huh?
I think so.
He replied, slipping his legs from mine.
I felt around the ground, hoping to find it level enough to attempt to push my broken body
from its grip.
But when I finally got to my feet, I was sure my eyes were playing tricks on me, or that the
darkness was messing with my head.
When I turned my gaze to that of the scout leader, the one I and my fellow scouts had
put our faith in, I did not see the shaggy-haired, skinny man, but my own spitting image
staring back at me.
What the hell?
He said, backing away from me, holding his hands out before him.
No way.
I replied, unable to think of anything else to say, other than questioning why he was backing
away from me when he was the one who stole my face.
As we just stared at one another, both of us wearing the same slack-jawed expression,
something in the back of my mind was yelling at me to start running again.
While just about every inch of my body was in pain, I knew I had to convince my legs to get
moving.
Not only was I fully aware that I was face to face with Barnaby King, but I was certain that
his vengeful sister would not simply have taken for granted that her work here was done.
It was as my mind was conjuring these facts, wrestling through the clutter of everything else
this night had presented me with that I felt the breath on the back of my neck.
You're the only one left now.
A voice spoke from behind me, not that of my friend, but a more feminine one.
You could have made this so much easier. You know that, right? It's your fault they're all dead.
The voice was emotionless, yet gravelled in a way, youthful and aged at the
same time. Though I was frozen in place, as was the other kid wearing my skin, I felt my body
seemingly move of its own accord, turning in place to look upon what was surely to be the last
thing I ever saw. While my subconscious fought to sprint away from my inevitable demise, my eyes'
desperation to see what had become of Liam took the wheel. When they met the empty stare
of what stood there, the horror of what I looked upon threatened to stop my heart before
or Lily and King would have the opportunity to.
I couldn't tell if the thing was smiling, or if it was just the effect of that exaggerated
underbite hanging low, with those needle-like teeth stained with the blood of my fellow scouts.
It looked like the face of an anglerfish, but with slightly pointed ears in place of the
fins on each side.
Those small, spherical black eyes glared into me with nothing remotely hewn behind them.
I felt my feet shuffling against the dried leaves that still wore my blood.
blood, steadily backing away from this creature as its body heaved with breath, contorting
the stretched and torn uniform that was wrapped around its slender and hunched frame.
I couldn't take my eyes off it, even when it began to move closer, closing the small gap
I had made between us with two long strides.
Lillian?
I said, almost hoping I could reason with it.
It nodded in response, not so much as blinking those hauntingly dark eyes.
Had she altered the story she told us to switch her and her brother's places?
Was she the deformed and forgotten one while he was the favorite child of her parents?
Could this be the true form of whatever her father truly was?
What he was ashamed to have passed on to his son?
At the end of the day, when all of this was said and done, I suppose none of these questions
would matter.
As soon as I felt those lengthy teeth dug into my already shredded shoulder, I knew my curiosities
would die with me.
She wasn't aggressive with her bite.
In all honesty, there was something of a tenderness to the way she drooped one hand over
the side she wasn't chewing on.
With her other pressed to my lower back, when she pulled back, tearing away a strip of my
flesh with her, allowing the blood to gush from the open wound, I closed my eyes as I fell
to my knees.
Run!
My clone called out as he attacked my would-be murderer, pushing me back as he tackled
her, saving me from her following attack.
Though my shirt was heavily dampened by the constant flow of my bodily fluids, I needed no second
demand to encourage me to get moving.
It wasn't easy to push one leg in front of the other, not at first anyway.
It was more the shock of everything that had only just occurred than the pain at the moment.
Likely the blood loss was a factor as well, but even as my ruined shoulder collided
with the thick trunk of a tree, I continued forcing myself forward, not so much as looking back.
I was so unfamiliar with this area that it was impossible to know if I was.
would succeed in my escape, but I had to try. Some minutes later, a time frame that I was
fully uncertain of between my fear and quickly dwindling energy, I noticed that only silence
surrounded me. No longer did I hear the beastly siblings tearing into each other, nor could I make
out even the smallest of forest critters nearby. Being unable to know if Liam or Lillian,
whoever the hell that was, could still be intent on hunting me down if she survived the battle.
I still would not stop.
When I finally became aware of a new sound, that of engines humming and wheels rolling across
the tarmac, the side of headlights ahead allowed me to think I may just see the other side
of this after all.
I almost sprinted right into the road when I cleared the tree line, skidding to a halt
before I met the front end of a speeding sedan.
I screamed out with every ounce of energy I had, praying to the gods to allow my
pleas to be heard by someone or anyone.
I was barely holding on to consciousness when I noticed still headlights casting my elongated
shadow before me.
It wouldn't be until sometime later, after reawakening on a surprisingly comfortable hospital
bed, that I would officially meet the middle-aged truck driver who spotted me before
I fell into the black.
Over the following days, I would recall the devastating events of that ill-fated camping trip
to a variety of official-looking individuals, two police officers being the first, as soon as
my doctor cleared me to answer their questions. Though I could only assist them with what I had
personally witnessed, some of which was quite foggy through the trauma of it all, I quickly
grew exhausted from repeating the same words over and over again. While I would not be privy to
many aspects of their investigation, I was informed that I was the lone survivor of the wrath
of Lillian King, and someone who was nowhere to be found when the dust settled. Whether she wore
another's face by the time the battle reached its bloody conclusion.
or that she fled before the blue lights flickered across the trees, I can't say.
The police were quite puzzled about the mangled corpse of my doppelganger, as was I, truth
be told.
A police car remained parked outside my childhood home for some weeks after I was cleared
to come home.
When the body of the true Liam Holbrook was discovered some days after that night, it would
be taken for granted that Lillian King was still out there somewhere.
Given my recollection of the story she told, the authorities felt content in the knowledge
that she would have no reason to seek me out, but wanted to keep an eye on things nonetheless.
I would have a significant amount of physical therapy to endure when I was able,
in addition to the psychological counseling I maintained to this day.
Those first three months after the brutal murder of my only friends in this world were the
worst, but the anguish eased in time.
Unfortunately, the more I grew aware of what truly occurred that night, the less stable
my mental health became.
Perhaps it's simply the fact that I was far more resistant to use my gifts than my sister
that caused this particular transition to be so jarring.
I had been Jacob Gilroy for so many years that I had almost allowed myself to believe
it was my true identity.
I had lived on the streets for some time after fleeing my home, still dressed as my mother,
so to speak.
Having been cooped up in that basement for so long, I had not the slightest understanding of how
to make it in this world.
So I ended up amongst my fellow lost souls.
The real Gilroy was a friend I made during those times, one who inadvertently poisoned himself
to death with a needle in his arm.
Fortunately, I only needed a sample of his blood to become him, so the toxins he fed into
his veins only caused me a fleeting euphoria.
Being the first time I willingly became another, I had been aware of how fully we embrace
our new skin, as well as the memories of those costumes we don.
The troubled life my friend lived was all I knew for those months following his
death, even up to the second the contents of that needle put his life to a premature end.
These recollections pushed my own personal history back for a time, hiding them behind the curtains
of the life I adopted.
I even felt scared when I saw the face I wore upon that dead man before me when I opened my
eyes.
Seeing this is a sign, I managed to get my life together, Gilroy's life, that is.
But Gilroy I was, for all intents and purposes.
my fractured brain rebuilt the memories of my true lineage, I maintained those I had adopted as well.
It can be distracting, mind you, carrying multiple lifetimes in my head, understanding which memories
are my own and which ones I stole. But I can only imagine how many poor souls my sister
has locked away in hers by this point. Why I never stole the full experience of my mother's existence,
I cannot say. Perhaps it was simply the fact that she was my blood. Maybe it was due to my
resisting that first change. I suppose there are some aspects of my life I may never fully understand,
nor the facts of what I even am for that matter. But in this case, though, with the blood
transfer being accidental as we tumbled down that hill together, I was fully immersed in the
reality of this new face by the time my eyes blinked back to awareness. I would say that I can only
imagine what was going through Marcus's head when he saw me looking back at him, but I would
have to believe we were on the same page at the time.
Likely, we both saw each other as the one Lily sought out, but I can't even begin
to understand why he was so willing to sacrifice himself to grant me freedom.
When I awakened in that hospital, my heart ached for the friends I lost, those that Marcus
lost anyway.
When the pain gave way to anger, I wanted nothing more than to inflict as much of that agony
upon the one who took them from me.
It could be that it was that very thing that inspired the true Marcus to attack my sister,
desire for revenge rather than an effort to save me.
I suppose there's no way to know that for sure in the end.
Perhaps even after all these years, I do not fully understand the boy whose life I claimed
for my own, once he had no more use for it.
If nothing else, I can take some solace in the fact that his parents need not have mourned
his passing, though they did bear witness to my self-destruction.
I can't help but wonder if my turning to the bottle were some lingering effects of being
Gilroy for so long.
All things considered, I suppose none of this really matters, as I am doomed to face the destiny
I fled from back then.
Should I ever hope to truly battle my inner demons, I must track down the very literal one
I allowed so many lives to be lost to.
Whichever way it goes, should I survive this encounterer or not, it will never bring back
those I let fall to my sister's lust for revenge.
Maybe it would be best if neither of us survive our next meeting.
Just wipe away the stain our parents smeared upon this world altogether.
If that is the way it goes, I think I'm all right with it.
Perhaps it is well overdue that my stolen parents finally be given a chance to mourn the death of their youngest son.
That's probably the least I can do for them.
I think when all is said and done, we must all face our demons in the end, no matter how far we run or how hard we try to hide from them.
These things cannot be avoided.
I wish I had understood that much back then.
Between my cowardice and my sister's fury, we both allowed innocent blood to be spilled.
It's my fault as much as hers.
What happened to the scouts I both watched over and considered friends.
Sometimes I wonder if those whose lives I've stole live on within me, as well as the great many I'm certain my sister has inside her head.
After all, we were all just memories in the end.
Nothing more than tales to be told around the campfire.
