The Dark Somnium - I Found a Strange Road That Doesn't Exist
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If you walk through a certain run-down inner-city area located in a working-class northern town,
there's a chance you'll stumble across a terrace street like none other.
I say there's a chance, but in reality it's a slim one.
That's because, technically speaking, purgatory street does not exist,
at least not in our plane of existence.
You won't find it on any maps, and none of the locals will speak about it with outsiders.
There are only whispers of its existence in the back rooms of working men's clubs, bingo
halls, and greasy spoon cafes.
It's taken on a life of its own, however, becoming an urban legend across the towns and cities
of the north, with rumors eventually reaching people like me through obscure internet forums.
I regard myself as an amateur urban explorer and paranormal investigator.
Most of my family and friends say I have too much time on my hands, and I'm wasting my life
chasing after ghosts and ghouls and abandoned buildings and dark country lanes.
And after years of dead ends and disappointments, there were times I thought of giving up my
unusual hobby, but then I walked the street and my life changed forever.
I would like to say there's some set of rules or magic formula you can follow to visit the street.
If there is such a way, nobody's ever been able to identify it.
In the real world, the location is wasteland, a gravel-covered.
empty lot plagued with weeds, rats, and assorted rubbish.
It's unclear who owns the land.
The council has nothing to do with the site, and no private developer has ever tried to build on it.
When you ask the local residents about the land, you'll receive a stony response.
It's as if there's a conspiracy amongst the residents to keep this dark secret from the outside world,
and they will react with hostility whenever someone like me comes around and starts asking questions.
There's no set time and date when you can turn up, and the wasteland magically transforms into
the paranormal street of legend.
Some say that the street chooses you, only allowing a select few to walk its cobblestones.
In any case, 99 out of a thousand times, you'll visit the location and find nothing but
weeds and piles of dumped rubbish.
But despite the numerous disappointments over the years, I kept on returning.
I guess there was something pulling me back to that place.
place, and in the end, my persistence was rewarded. But as the old adage goes, you should be careful
what you wish for, because you just might get it. It was almost midnight on a cold Saturday evening
when the street finally opened up to me. I almost didn't go that night as I was exhausted after
working a double shift at my day job, but I still braved the elements and dragged myself out to the
sight. And when I saw it, my heart almost jumped out of my chest.
The strip of wasteland was gone, inexplicably replaced by two rows of red brick terraced houses,
sat along a street paved with old-fashioned cobblestones and dimly illuminated by gas lamps.
It was as if I was looking back in time, casting my eyes upon a working-class street of the industrial era.
But this wasn't what concerned me the most.
The entrance to the street appeared as a transparent, liquid-like portal,
A doorway to another dimension or plane of existence.
I stood there in astonishment for some time, barely believing my eyes as I realized I was
looking upon another world.
I was briefly distracted by a sound, so I turned around, looking across the real street
where I stood and seeing a young couple staggering along the pavement, presumably returning
home after a night out.
They looked at me suspiciously, whispering and snickering at each other as they passed.
I realized that they couldn't see what I could.
Otherwise, they would have reacted very differently.
This vision was only meant for me.
I waited until the drunken couple had disappeared from sight
before turning back towards the mysterious street.
For a moment, I was unsure how to proceed.
The accounts I read from the few who'd claimed to have visited purgatory street were typically vague,
and so I wasn't clear on how one would enter and exit the supernatural realm.
The membrane, or whatever it was, looked inviting, but appearances can be deceptive, and I didn't
know whether I could safely cross over and make it back again.
Part of me felt like turning around and leaving.
I had seen the purgatory street did exist after all, and perhaps this was enough.
But no, I'd come this far, and I knew I couldn't give up now, so I took a deep breath and
stepped forward, cautiously lifting my arm and putting my hand through the membrane, watching
an astonishment as the surface rippled like a pond of water broken by a dropped pebble.
I saw my hand on the other side, relieved that it was still connected to my body.
Reassured, I continued to walk, submerging my entire form in the liquid membrane.
For a second, I couldn't breathe, and so I feared the worst, but then I emerged on the other side,
stepping out onto the cobblestones of purgatory street.
Relieved, I breathed the air, sensing that it was somehow different to my world, but not really
understanding why.
Still, it was a case of so far so good, but now I had crossed over and I needed to make sure
I could make it back.
Without turning around, I took a step backwards, and then another, once again passing
through the portal before finding myself back on the real street in the mortal realm.
I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to return, but thankfully this wasn't the case, as I could step
across and back without any problem.
And so, after all these years of trying, I had finally discovered something extraordinary.
I was very excited, but also nervous, not knowing what lay before me or how long the portal
would stay open.
But I was determined to explore the street and uncover its secrets.
And so I moved on without delay.
And this is what I saw.
The street itself is like a throwback to a bygone era.
It's difficult to place it precisely in the historical context, as there are a number of anachronisms.
What you do see when you first step foot onto the road is rows of two up, two down terraced
houses on either side of the street.
Their front doors opening right out onto the pavement, the lamps lighting up the road
appear to be gas rather than electric, although I have no idea who maintains them.
In addition to the houses are two establishments of note, a corner shop and a back street pub,
the types of small businesses that are sadly disappearing in the modern world.
At first glance, the street has a quaint and almost idealic appearance, but as you've probably
already guessed, the small community holds many dark secrets.
As I've already explained, the top of the street is a portal leading back to our world.
The other end, however, well, that was something of a mystery.
When I looked down the road, I saw a thick mist beginning just after the last set of gas lamps.
It formed a thick membrane that I couldn't see through, and it was disconcerting to think about
what lay on the other side of the fog, but this was a problem for later.
I walked cautiously down the dimly lit street, feeling increasingly uneasy as I progressed.
I had the feeling that I was being watched by hostile eyes, and when I looked to the windows of the houses,
I swore I could see dark outlines of shadowy figures standing just behind the curtains.
I jumped when I saw a set of curtains twitch and a face emerged from the darkness,
a ghostly white, almost inhuman face with black, shark-like eyes staring at me.
I recoiled in horror, but couldn't look away.
It was as if those devilish eyes were holding me in a trance,
and against every instinct in my body I found myself slowly walking towards the window,
listening intently as the creature whispered softly through the glass.
It repeated the same line over and over, its red lips emitting a low, unnatural voice.
You don't belong him.
It screamed so loudly the third time that I fell backwards onto the cobbles, landing heavily
as the creature cackled cruelly at my misfortune.
I glanced at the portal entrance and for a moment considered fleeing back to my own world,
but I didn't.
In the tales I'd heard and read, paranormal realms such as these were often protected by a harbinger,
a supernatural entity tasked with scaring off visitors from the mortal world.
They would go out of their way to frighten the likes of me, but the stories say that they can't do us any harm.
I hoped the accounts were correct and summoned the courage to stand up and face the beast.
Leave this place.
No, I replied defiantly.
Not until I'm finished.
It reacted with anger, its eyes widening, and fangs exposed as it hissed like an angry cat.
For a moment, I thought I'd made a terrible mistake as I imagined the beast smashing through the thin glass and devouring me right there on the cobbles.
But instead, the creature retreated, snarling once again before it disappeared behind the worn curtains.
I breathed the sigh of relief as I turned back to the streets, reacting with surprise when I saw two figures standing on the pavement.
watching me closely.
They were two elderly ladies
dressed in heavy winter coats
and with shawls covering their heads.
Their hair was white
and their skin wrinkled,
but the ladies had eyes
filled with expression and intelligence.
I noted how both carried wicker shopping baskets
covered with kitchen towels,
and they stood on the pavement
outside the doorway of number seven.
Good for you, son.
Called out the woman on the right.
Good on you for standing up to that vile thing.
It's high time he got taken down a peg or two.
I soon realized she was talking about my encounter with the entity in number three and wondered
what she knew about it, but part of me was afraid to ask.
Thanks, I muttered as I cautiously walked across the cobbles toward them.
Both women seemed friendly enough, greeting me with smiles and waves.
However, this was far from a normal situation, and I suspected the old ladies were not what they appeared to be.
Nevertheless, I had embarked on this quest knowing the risks and had a feeling these women could provide me with some answers.
I'm Mavis, and this is Alice. Nice to meet you, young man.
I nodded my head and smiled thinly.
Good to meet you both. Do you live on the street? I inquired.
Mavis laughed before replying.
Oh, yes, young man. We've lived on this street for a long, long time.
Not much happens around here without us hearing about it.
I nodded my head in understanding.
Mavis and Alice reminded me of the neighborhood gossips,
the types who would always be standing on the street corner and watching all the comings and goings.
You're not from around here, son, are you?
Asked Alice, even though she surely already knew the answer to her question.
No.
I replied hesitantly.
I am from back there.
I pointed towards the portal at the top of the street,
wondering if they could see what I saw.
Alice nodded her head in apparent understanding.
Ah, you're from the other side.
It's been a long time since we've had anyone visit from over there.
I expected follow-up questions, but instead, Mavis and Alice shared a look, and I saw a terrible
sadness in their eyes.
A tense pause followed before I broke the silence.
So do you like living here?
It was a stupid question, but evoked a response nonetheless, as both were.
Women began an animated conversation while almost forgetting I was there.
This used to be a nice street.
Not anymore.
Alice exclaimed, her old eyes lighting up with a mixture of passion and anger.
There was a time you could leave your doors unlocked and walk alone after dark.
No longer, I'm afraid.
Oh, yes.
Mabas agreed whilst nodding her head.
It's all gone to hell.
That Mr. Smith in number 13.
You know he beats his wife and kids.
kids after he's been on the drink.
Shameful.
And that's not the half of it.
What about Sally in the pub?
Don't get me wrong.
It's a terrible tragedy what happened to her, but now she's really lost the plot.
You're right there.
And what about Mr. Rashid?
He used to run a respectable business.
But there's something very strange about that man.
I won't be patronizing his shop again.
Let me tell you.
Oh, me neither.
And don't get me started on that young hoodlum from number 33.
They're calling him Billy the Kid these days.
Did you know that?
God help us.
He watched too many of those damn Western films, I suppose.
No discipline in that household.
They let him run wild terrorizing the whole street.
Where's it going to end?
My tired brain was nearly fried with the deluge of information.
I wanted to ask for more clarification about the street and its residents.
but fate intervened.
I saw the projectile out of the corner of my eye, ducking instinctively as it missed my head by mere inches.
Next, I heard glass shattering against the cobblestones.
I looked around and saw a young boy wearing shorts, a ruffled shirt, a peaked cap, and with a thick scarf tied around his neck.
There was a wickedness in his eyes, as he laughed cruelly, although I suspected he was disappointed that the bottle he'd thrown missed its mark.
Mavis waved her fist at the boy and shouted in anger, crying,
Damn you, Billy!
You're a bloody menace!
Alice calmed her friend down, placing a hand on her arm before saying,
Come on now, Mavis.
Let's get indoors before it gets worse.
And with that, they escaped into number seven,
slamming the door shut behind them and leaving me alone on the pavement.
Shocked at the lady's sudden retreat,
I shot the boy in angry glare, only to be met with a one-finger salute and more.
mocking laughter. I lost my temper at this, shouting,
You little bastard, come here! The boy started to run, and I foolishly chased after him,
not stopping to think about that it could be a trap. I saw him darting into a doorway and
disappearing from sight. I followed, only briefly looking up to see a sign hanging above the
door, which read Mr. Rashid's newsagents and grocers, and I noted the miniature flags,
newspapers, and stacked cans displayed in the shop's window. I entered through the door,
and scanned the shop's interior, frantically searching for the boy, but not finding him.
But by this time, Billy the kid was the least of my concerns.
There was something very wrong with this corner shop that quickly became apparent to me.
The first thing that hit me was the awful smell, one of rot and decay.
It was so bad that I almost reched, and then I realized I was being watched.
I slowly turned around and saw a man who I guessed was Mr. Rashid,
a middle-aged bearded fellow of South Asian descent.
He had a wide, unnatural grin which seemed to be painted onto his face.
This was disconcerting, but what really concerned me was the striped apron he wore over his clothes,
which I noted was covered in bloodstains.
But Mr. Rashid ran a grocery store, not a butcher's.
The shop owner greeted me amicably, at least on the surface, although I could tell
there was a sinister undertone to his words.
Good evening, sir. Welcome to my humble store. And how may I help you today?
His greeting took me off guard for a moment. I struggled to find the words to respond.
I saw a young boy running in here. He threw a bottle at me on the street. Did you see him come through here?
Mr. Rashid shook his head, his smile never faltering as he answered.
Goodness gracious, no, sir, we don't allow troublemakers in this establishment.
But since you are here, why not take a gander at our fresh product?
produce and see if there's anything that catches your eye?
I guarantee we have the best prices in terms.
I almost laughed as I looked around the store's interior, soon realizing why it smelled so
bad in here.
Far from being fresh, Mr. Rashid's stock was in a state of decay, the fruits and vegetables, brown
and rotten, and the milk soured and curdled.
In fact, the entire shop interior was in complete disarray, with the ancient newspaper
yellow and crumbling, and the labelless cans dented or smashed open.
Amazingly, Mr. Rashid seemed totally oblivious to the mess, smell, and general chaos
as he continued to stand behind the till with that inane grin on his lips.
But I sensed there was worse to come, a terrible secret yet to be revealed.
The stench grew worse as I walked down the aisle and towards the back of the store.
I spotted an ancient white refrigerator, which I guessed was out of order, because my nostrils.
were hit by the new odor of rotting meat as I approached it.
I turned to see Mr. Rashid watching me, a nervousness now evident behind his otherwise amicable expression.
What's inside here?
I asked.
The shop owner's smile faltered for the first time as he answered.
Take a look inside, if you so wish.
I didn't want to open that fridge door, not really, but I felt compelled to do so.
Reaching out with a shaking hand, I slowly turned the cold metal handle and pulled the door open,
recoiling in horror at what I saw.
The shelves inside were packed with rotting meat, the fridge's mechanism broken, and the meat infested with maggots and black flies.
But as disgusting as the sight and smell was, this was not the reason for my horror and revulsion,
because stacked on the shelves were arms, legs, internal organs, and a human head,
its eyes missing from their sockets and its mouth open and full of wriggling maggots.
I reched, retreating and utter disgust as I turned away from the revolting scene,
and I glared back at Mr. Rashid, whose face was now filled with guilt and shame.
I continued to stare at him in disbelief, remaining silent as he uttered out his confession.
You have to believe me. I'm not a murderer. I never meant for this to happen.
He wiped the sweat off his brow before continuing.
I came to this country with good intentions to start a business and raise enough money to bring my family over.
But the pressure, the loneliness, it was too much for me.
He pointed angrily towards the dismembered corpse in the fridge.
This man broke into my shop late one night.
I caught him in the act of stealing from my till.
We fought and I guess my anger got the better of me.
He lowered his head, no longer able to meet my eye.
I knew the police would never believe me, so I vowed to get rid of the body.
Please, sir, you must believe that this was never my intention.
Tears were rolling down Mr. Rashid's cheek as he finished his sorry tale.
I was left speechless upon hearing this tragic confession.
What did he want from me?
Redemption? Absolution?
I could give him neither.
Instead, all I wanted to do was escape from this hellish corner shop,
and so I looked past the grieving Mr. Rashid into the door.
I feared he wouldn't let me go.
Now I knew the truth.
But suddenly, there was a distraction as a half-brick smashed through the shop window,
showering the interior with shards of sharp glass.
Leave me, leave me alone, damn you?
I took the opportunity given to me, running for the door and darting back onto the street,
leaving the stench and death behind me.
I found Billy there waiting for me, soon realizing that he'd thrown the brick
that had smashed Mr. Rashid's window.
The kid continued to mock me as he ran down the cobblestones.
I followed him, although I no longer felt anger towards the young lad.
His brick attack had allowed me to escape from Mr. Rashid's shop,
and now I wondered if he was guiding me down the street,
acting like some kind of cross between a hooligan and a fairy man.
In any event, I decided to keep following the boy,
even though I feared where he would lead me.
I watched as the lad dashed into a doorway halfway down the street,
But I paused before entering, seeing the sign above the door which read, the bucket of blood.
The windows were frosted and the swing door closed as the boy disappeared inside.
I soon realized that, despite its unappealing name, this establishment served as the local pub house,
a backstreet boozer of the sort you used to find all over working-class areas.
Based on my experience thus far, I didn't know what to expect when I entered the pub.
As soon as the door swung open, I was hit by the smell of tobacco smoke and stale alcohol.
Not the most inviting of aromas, but certainly an improvement on the rot and decay in the corner shop.
At first glance, the pub's interior was surprisingly ordinary, adorned with wooden fittings,
neat little booths, and with a bar stacked with labelless bottles of liquor and beer pumps.
The walls were decorated with old black and white photographs of dower-faced workers in their families.
and all seemed to stare down at me in a somewhat sinister fashion.
The bar room was almost empty, the only patrons being three burly men drinking at the end of the bar,
all wearing dirty overalls and with hardened looks on their face as they sipped from their pints.
They ignored me as I walked up to the bar and was greeted by the proprietor.
Evening, love, what are you having?
I looked to the woman serving me, a lady in her mid to late 30s.
She was attractive, wearing makeup with her blonde hair done up in a neat bun.
She wore a white lace blouse and dark skirt and shot me a friendly wink in a smile.
Her eyes green and passionate, although there seemed to be a sadness behind her welcoming demeanor,
and I sensed there had been tragedy in her past.
Nevertheless, I took the lady up on her offer, taking a stool and replying,
A pint of bitter, please.
Sure thing, love.
She replied with a smile, grabbing a clean,
glass and pouring my beer. You hear Sally? I asked sheepishly, remembering the old lady's conversation.
That I am, and we've been expecting you, love. Yeah? I answered in confusion. Oh, yes. News travels fast
on the street, and it's not often we get visitors from the other side. She laid the pint down on the bar
in front of me. On the house, love. Oh, thank you. Not a problem, love. But just remember, this is a local boozer,
and we're a tight-knit community.
We look after our own around here.
Now, I'm not saying you're not welcome, love,
but just make sure you behave yourself.
Her expression had become more hostile,
and I could tell she was giving me a warning.
I struggled to find the words to reply,
but Sally had already turned her back on me.
She diverted her gaze to a framed photograph hanging behind the bar.
I glanced across, feeling like I was intruding on a private moment.
The picture showed a smiling and happy Sally on a beach alongside two laughing young children in swimsuits, a boy and a girl.
There was a tear in her eye as she looked upon the photograph, and I wondered what story was behind the picture.
Just then, the pub door shot open and a newcomer entered.
I looked up to see a dark-haired man dressed in work overalls, muscular and with rugged good looks.
He grinned as he approached the bar, exerting in arrogance as he swaggered up to the stool and
put in his order.
Evening, Sally, my darling.
My usual, please.
The landlady shot him a look that could kill before responding.
All right, Neil, I don't want any trouble tonight.
Do you hear me?
Neil simply shrugged his shoulders, shooting Sally a wink as he said.
Oh, you know me, darling.
I'll be as good as gold.
Sally snorted, but poured him his pint nevertheless.
I was getting some bad vibes off this guy and tried to avoid his eye,
but Neil looked over at me and started a conversation.
Hello, mate, Neil Smith's my name. You must be this fellow from the other side we've all heard so much about.
Yeah, that's me. I confirmed, wondering how every person, spirit, or entity on this street knew all about me.
Welcome to the neighborhood, my friend. Although I've got to warn you, it's bloody dead around here.
He laughed boisterously at his own joke while I smirked awkwardly. Next, Neil glanced across at Sally,
who was once again staring at the family photo behind the bar.
Still living in the past, Sally.
About time you moved on, I reckon.
The landlady shot him a furious look and spat out her angry rebuttal.
Go to hell, Smith.
She retreated to the back room, and Neil smirked cruelly.
Are those her children?
I asked, pointing up at the photograph.
They were.
The poor blighters died in a fire.
Jesus, I swore, suddenly.
gaining some understanding of the landlady's pain.
Aye.
Was a tragedy, all right.
Said Neil, shaking his head.
I have kids myself, you know.
It'd be terrible to lose him like that.
Still, you should see what old Sally did to the lad who set the blaze.
Or she got justice for the wee ones.
Don't worry about that.
He laughed again as he took a gulp from his pint.
I saw a sour expression come across his face as he stared at his glass.
How's your pint?
Fine, I answered in confusion, although in truth I hadn't touched my drink.
Nah, mate, the beer is off. Oh, I'm sick of this piss water. I work hard all day to provide for my family, and this is what I get. Sally!
I was shocked at how angry Neil had become, as he descended into a furious tirade over something as trivial as a pint of beer.
The landlady stormed out of the backroom, meeting her aggressive customer head on.
What is it now, Smith?
The pint is off. I want a new one.
There's nothing wrong with my beer.
Quit complaining.
Neil slammed his pint down heavily on the wooden bar, spilling about a third of the liquid.
He snarled his next words through clenched teeth.
Get me a new pint, you bloody bitch!
I gasped in astonishment at how fast this had escalated.
But I watched on as a stone-faced Sally lifted up the pint glass,
calmly lifting it above the sitting Neil and emptying the contents over his head.
Once Neil recovered from his shock, he launched himself across the bar, reaching out to grab
Sally's throat.
I jumped up from the stool, thinking I had to intervene, but a moment after, Neil was grabbed
roughly by a trio of drinkers who'd suddenly jumped up from their seats, and the men started
beating the living crap out of Neil, punching and kicking him without mercy as his blood
and teeth spilt onto the wooden floor.
Neil screamed as the men dragged him to the back door, and Sally cried.
Get that bastard out of my pub.
I was horrified by the sudden descent into violence, but worse was to come.
As a moment later, the glass window at the front of the pub shattered, and a firebomb was thrown inside,
smashing onto the wooden floor and instantly setting it alight.
Oh, dear gun!
Sally screamed as sheer terror overcame her.
Soon the fire spread and the bar room was filled with smoke.
I stayed low, coughing profusely as the smoke entered my lungs, but somehow making it to the
door and back out onto the street.
Of course, Billy was there waiting for me, but for once he was not mocking or laughing.
Instead, he looked incredibly guilty as he watched the fire take hold.
He saw me and fled, and I quickly followed, watching as he disappeared into yet another open
doorway.
I looked to the house number and saw it was number 13.
Not a good omen.
I stood for a moment on the pavement before a large figure emerged from inside to greet me,
and to my surprise, it was a face I recognized.
Neil Smith darkened the doorway, his previous charm gone as he cast me a disparaging look.
I'd seen him beaten half to death, but now he didn't have a mark on him.
What's more, he didn't mention anything about our previous encounter only minutes before,
although he did appear to recognize me.
Here you are, then.
He said without enthusiasm, barely concealing the hostility in his voice.
You best come in then.
The Mrs. is about to serve dinner.
I didn't want to follow him inside, as I'd already seen the man's violent side, but I felt
compelled to enter number 13 and face whatever whores lay inside.
What I found surprised me, because I was confronted by an oak dining table where a family
sat waiting to eat.
There was a boy about 14 or 15.
and a girl under ten, both bore a passing resemblance to Neil Smith, and so I assumed they were his children.
The two children looked up at me suspiciously as their father took his place at the top of the table.
No introductions were made, and I felt uncomfortable in their presence.
My feelings of discomfort only increased when Neil's wife walked in from the kitchen,
holding a heavy copper pot in both hands.
She was a young woman with a long, dark hair, and a pretty face, but she looked tired and better.
wriggled. Mrs. Smith reacted with shock once she saw me, jumping and almost dropping her pot.
She nervously looked at her husband and asked,
Who's your friend, Neil?
Her husband glared at me as he replied.
He's a visitor from the other side.
Oh.
His wife replied, as if this one off-the-cuff comment, answered all her questions.
When you best sit down, then?
I took a chair at the end of the table, watching nervously as Mrs. Smith opened the cooking pot,
using a ladle to dish out a stew of boiled meat and potatoes.
I thanked her as she piled the food on my plate.
It did not look appetizing.
The stew appeared to be made from awful and cheap cuts.
Besides, the gruesome scenes I'd witnessed in Mr. Rashid's shop
meant I'd lose whatever appetite I might have,
and I was turned by the sight and smell of the meal.
Thankfully, no one seemed to care that I wasn't eating
as the family all tucked into their food.
They ate in silence for several minutes before Neil abruptly spat out a chunk of tough meat onto his plate.
Damn you, woman!
He shouted aggressively, directing his anger towards his long-suffering wife.
I work hard all day and come home to this tribe!
You can't bloody cook!
Can't do anything right!
Why the hell did I ever marry you?
I felt the tension rising inside the small room and feared where it would lead.
Mrs. Smith winced at her husband's cruel words,
but there was a spark of defiance in her eyes when she was.
she answered him. Well, Neil, maybe if you didn't spend all of our money down at the pub,
I could afford to buy better food. I could have cheered after hearing Mrs. Smith's witty retort,
but I'd seen her husband's bad side, and I knew he would react with violence. To my horror,
I saw his face turn red with fury as he swiped his plate onto the floor and launched himself
across the table, grabbing his wife by the throat. The young girl screamed and the room
descended into chaos. There was no one to stop Neil's violent attack this time.
No one but me.
I desperately reached out in an attempt to hold Neil back, but when my hands touched his
body, I felt a surge of pain run through me, and I collapsed onto the floor and agony,
paralyzed by some unseen force.
Meanwhile, Neil continued the brutal attack on his wife, knocking her down and wrapping
his enormous hands around her throat, strangling her right there on the kitchen floor.
I couldn't move and couldn't look away as the horror unfolded before me, but suddenly
a new figure emerged with a blade in hand, stabbing Neil in the back in a desperate attack.
I looked up in shock to see Neil's son, the knife still in his hand as his father cried out,
releasing his grip on the woman's throat and spinning around.
He moved to attack his teenage son, but instead got stabbed a second time in the belly.
The blood poured from his wounds as Neil's huge frame collapsed heavily to the ground.
In that instant, I regained control over my faculties, jumping up and running.
to Mrs. Smith's side, but it was already too late, as the life had been choked out of her.
Her face a ghostly shade of pale and her dead eyes staring up at the ceiling.
Her husband slash murderer was still alive, however, although barely as he bled heavily from his
deep stab wounds. He looked at me, struggling to speak his last words before he bled to death.
It wasn't me. He spluttered.
There's a demon inside of me.
but now I'm finally free of it.
And then he choked on his own blood and closed his eyes.
My whole body shook as I tried to come to terms with the shocking violence I just witnessed.
Instinctively, I looked to the children to see if they were hurt.
What I saw was the crying girl being comforted by her older brother.
He held out the bloody knife towards me, threatening me as he cried out in fury.
God damn, you outsider!
You come to our home to watch our suffering.
How dare you?
You don't belong here.
Get out before I kill you too.
Get out!
I looked into the boy's rage-filled eyes and knew he meant it.
And so I turned on my heels and ran out the door, soon finding myself back on the street.
I felt an intense shame in that moment because I knew Neil's son was right.
I had made a great effort to come to this realm and see the horrors it contained.
I was a tourist here while they had no choice but to live through the nightmare.
I looked to the end of the street and saw Billy was up there waiting on me.
But the boy was no longer mocking or tormenting me.
Instead, he remained silent, his eyes filled with sorrow.
I noted how his scarf was gone and there was a thick red mark around his neck.
All of a sudden, the tragic stories of the street started to make sense.
I continued to watch as Billy slowly lifted his arm and pointed to,
towards a house right at the end of the street, directing me to its front door. Despite all the
whores I'd already witnessed, I somehow knew I needed to see whatever was inside and hopefully
find some answers to this mystery. And so, I cautiously walked forward, avoiding the wall of thick
fog and Billy's dead eyes as I passed him and made my way to the house. The door was already open,
and the number on it was 33. When I glanced up, I saw red smoke emanating from the house
chimney, and I believed this was an omen.
I hesitated briefly before entering, feeling a cold chill, thinking that perhaps I didn't
want to discover what was inside.
But I forced myself to do so, as my whole journey had apparently been leading up to this
point.
I walked into yet another small, terraced house decorated like it was straight out of the
1940s, and proceeded to a tiny living room where an elderly man, with white hair and a long
disheveled beard sat in front of a roaring house.
fire, its heat warming up the small room.
He read from a book, which I quickly identified as being a copy of the King James Bible,
and by his side lay what appeared to be a full-size wolf, its white fur matching its owner's
beard.
The beast growled aggressively at me, showing its teeth.
I instinctively backed off, but the man calmed his animal with soothing words.
Now, now, boy, that's no way to treat our guests.
The wolf returned to its slumber as the man addressed me.
without looking up from the good book.
Welcome, friend.
Please take a seat.
Puzzled, yet intrigued,
I grabbed a woodback chair
and sat facing the enigmatic old man,
watching him carefully as he continued to read from his Bible.
He remained silent for some time before eventually speaking,
reading a passage out loud.
If we confess our sins,
he is faithful and just to forgive us
and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
He slowly nodded his head.
said, appearing deep in thought before he closed the book and rose from his armchair.
Then he carefully placed the Bible on a bookcase beside the fireplace.
I glanced up and noticed other works of religion and philosophy from throughout history,
including the Quran, the Vedis, and the Torah, as well as Plato's Republic and Nietzsche's
beyond good and evil.
There were many other works too, some I recognized, others I'd never heard of, I imagined
holy texts from long extinct religions and perhaps philosophies from future civilizations still
to come.
I didn't know who this mysterious bearded man was.
A deity?
A spirit?
Who could say?
Regardless, I soon got the impression that he held all the answers I sought.
The man saw me looking at his bookshelf and offered an explanation.
Humanity has many theories of the meaning of life and what lies beyond the mortal realm.
Some are partially correct. Others are very wrong. In truth, only those who have crossed over
know the truth, and they're never coming back.
He smiled thinly, meeting my gaze for the first time. When I looked into his deep, dark
eyes, I felt like I was drowning.
You've come far, my young friend. It's been a long time since a mortal made his way
to this realm. I must congratulate you on your tenacity.
I was awestruck by the entire situation and struggled to reply, muttering,
Thank you, sir.
And where is this place exactly?
The man snorted before answering.
You're a smart, young man.
I think you already know the answer.
But let me elaborate.
Pergatory Street, as you call our little realm, is something akin to a halfway house.
The spirits living here aren't entirely good or bad.
They all made a terrible mistake during their mortal lives and are now suffering the consequences of their actions,
trapped in cycles of violence which repeat again and again.
In time, some will achieve some degree of redemption, enough that they can move on to the next place.
But sadly, others will be stuck here for all eternity.
And who are you, might I ask?
I inquired nervously.
The old man laughed softly before applying.
My real name is quite impossible for you to pronounce, and in any event it's not relevant.
Most folks call me the gatekeeper.
I sit here in this house of brick and mortar, which just happens to be located on the border between two worlds,
and I do my best to keep the peace.
But this isn't about me, young man.
It's about you and the decision you make next.
I felt a cold chill of anticipation as I realized something of great importance
was coming.
You have two choices.
The gatekeeper continued.
You can turn around and go back the way you came, returning to your own realm, or...
Or what?
I prompted impatiently.
Or you can keep on walking, through the wall of fog, and on to the next realm.
I experienced a further surge of emotions in that moment, thinking my whole life had been leading up to this.
What's over there?
I asked.
I couldn't possibly describe it in words you could understand.
The visions of the next world are something you must see with your own eyes.
If you cross over, you will experience wonders far beyond your human comprehension.
But there's a catch.
If you choose to go over to the immortal realm, you can never come back.
You will be leaving the mortal world forever.
I gasped in dismay, shocked by the implications of what I'd just been told.
What should I do?
I whimpered, no longer feeling confident with my choices.
I cannot make that decision for you, young man.
You must decide quickly, as this realm will shift in time and space before the sun rises.
Now, I'm afraid I must ask you to leave.
Suddenly, the atmosphere inside the living room became hostile, as the fire crackled, and the wolf growled at me.
I felt unsafe, slowly backing out of the room as the bearded man shot me a party.
glare. I soon found myself back out on the pavement, facing the fog bank which marked the boundary
between Purgatory Street and the immortal realm beyond. My nerves were shot and my whole body
shook in anticipation as I walked forward, ready to cross and bear witness to the wonders beyond.
But at that moment, I paused, stopping dead in my tracks as my head was filled with doubt.
Suddenly I remembered my family and friends and my life back home.
It wasn't perfect, but it was what I knew, while the other side was a great unknown.
I had come this far, but was always confident I could return home.
But if I took the next step, there'd be no way back.
So what can I say?
I choked, lost my nerve, and turned around.
As I walked back down the cobblestones, I saw the door to number 33 was now firmly shut,
but the other residents of Purgatory Street were there to see me off.
Billy the kid returned to his rebellious self, giving me the finger one last time as he laughed in open mockery, only adding to my humiliation.
Neil Smith stood outside his front door, alive once again, as he shot me an angry look with his fists clenched.
Sally was cleaning the windows of her magically restored pub, turning to give me a smile and wink as I passed.
And Mr. Rashid was sweeping the pavement outside his corner shop, that inane and half-crazed grin on his lips,
as he wished me a good evening.
And finally, the two neighborhood gossips, Mavis and Alice, were standing at the top of the road,
carefully watching everything that occurred on their home street.
I looked up nervously as Mavis met my eye, saying,
So long, son, I doubt we'll meet again.
I thought about her parting words as I continued walking, but I suddenly jumped in terror at a foul cackling emitted from number three.
I looked across to see the pale-faced demon staring out at me, its sharp claws scraping
against the thin glass window, and its black eyes burning with hatred.
I feared what the beast would do to me if it got out onto the road, and so I ran the last
few yards in a panic, and with that, I stumbled back through the transparent portal and
returned to my own world, instantly feeling a huge regret as I found myself back in the
run-down neighborhood, just as sun rose on the far horizon.
I turned around and saw a purgatory street was gone, replaced by this sadly familiar,
rubbish-strewn wasteland, and my heart broke because I knew my adventure was over.
And so, that's my story, and this is the first time I've ever told it.
It's been many years since my visit to the street, and my life has gone downhill ever since.
I've lost family members and friends, jumped from one unsatisfactory job to another,
and have become unfulfilled and unhappy.
I think back to that fateful night every day, wondering what might have been, and I regret my decision back then,
realizing that I'd gone so far in my journey of discovery only to lose my nerve at the last moment,
but it won't happen again.
I return to that spot every night, hoping against hope that purgatory street will reappear
and allow me to cross back over.
I've had many years of disappointment, but one day my persistence will pay off.
I will walk the street again.
And this time, I'm not coming back.
Wish me luck, my friends.
