The Diary Of A CEO with Steven Bartlett - Moment 121: "This ONE Small Thing Makes Me So Grateful That I Cry!" - Fearne Cotton

Episode Date: August 4, 2023

In this moment, the broadcaster, writer and founder of Happy Place, Fearne Cotton discusses how we can find meaning through connection in our confusing world. Fearne believes that connection can be found in the simple things, such as stepping outside of your own heads and the constant noise of your life and realising the greatness of everything that surrounds you. The reason that stepping outside of yourself is crucial, is that it removes your feelings of self-importance that can separate you from the connections all around you. Listen to the full episode here - https://g2ul0.app.link/OrX6sjtZEob Fearne - https://www.instagram.com/fearnecotton/channel/ Watch the Episodes On Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/c/TheDiaryOfACEO/videos

Quick one, just wanted to say a big thank you to three people very quickly. First people I want to say thank you to is all of you that listen to the show. Never in my wildest dreams is all I can say. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd start a podcast in my kitchen and that it would expand all over the world as it has done. And we've now opened our first studio in America, thanks to my very helpful team led by Jack on the production side of things. So thank you to Jack and the team for building out the new American studio.

And thirdly to Amazon Music who, when they heard that we were expanding to the United States and I'd be recording a lot more over in the States, they put a massive billboard in Times Square for the show. So thank you so much, Amazon Music. Thank you to our team. And thank you to all of you that listened to this show. Let's continue. Bigger Than Us. The book is largely centered on this idea of meaning right that's the that's the kind of overarching purpose for writing the book it's trying to find meaning in in a messy world and at the end of the book in part four you start to conclude that you know the real um meaning in life is connection in its various forms so i guess my question for you is what is it that

um for you now is bringing meaning in your life what does meaning mean to you in your life now and uh yeah where where do you find it I find it in really simple places like going for a walk and I that sounds a bit too sort of casual and flippant but I do I go I try and go for a walk every day. And I went for a walk this morning, super early. It was, sun was still rising. It was pissing with rain. It was bloody horrible. But when I'm out, I might be listening to music. I might go without my phone and just walk. This could sound very cheesy, but I'm often brought to tears because I extract myself from the, oh my God, my kids are late for school, or I haven't done this email, or how am I doing with this, or what's failing with that, or just let it all go.

And I'm lucky to live near a very green space so I can walk around and look at trees and see there's green parrots in the park and whatever else is going on in nature and be humbled by it because it's humbling when you really notice it or at night look at the sky if you're lucky to live in an area where there isn't too much light pollution and see one star that might not even be there anymore because we can't talk about physics it's gonna blow my head off but you know what i mean yeah look at the greatness of what is going on around us rather than at your phone or the smallness of, oh my God, my house is a shit, how everything's messy.

And look outside of that. Like I have to do that every day so I don't get bogged down with, am I doing this right? Where do I fit into society? How successful am I? All of this greatness and how short life is, how short life is. And that in 200 years, none of us are going to be here. That's humbling. It's not bleak. That's humbling

to get up every day and think there's a whole new generation of people and things will be happening and systems in place and technology or whatever it might be that I won't be around for. So I have to get up and be grateful and do all that stuff I want to do today, not next year when I'm braver, in 20 years when I'm older and quirkier and more eccentric. I've got to do it now. So I have to find that meaning connection. This is bespoke, it'll be different for for everyone but for looking at the bigger everything noticing that I'm on a floating ball in space noticing that all of this is changing always and that there are trees thousands of years old and I'm just 40 and what do I fucking know I have to get myself out

of this small structure that we've created on a societal level and look at the hugeness of all of it and remember when you look at that hugeness, that we know fuck all. Because we don't even, we can't even get our heads around the fact, like what is infinity? What, how? No, I can't even go there.

We don't know anything. We know nothing. And we have to keep coming back to that. As soon as we start going, yeah, I know everything about this and that. You don't, I know more than you. Small, small lives, small lives small i want big expansive i don't know anything i'm here to learn here to learn yeah and i won't be in however many years so gratitude it's funny because it's i mean yeah what you're saying is just is beautiful and very very true and powerful but from that I was I was I was realizing

that my own self-importance is a curse right so like if I log into Instagram the little like thing will tell me how important I am today and then I'll get sucked into that or if I'm a good enough mother because I didn't pack the right thing for sports day and it's like the the system we've created the kind of like matrix we live in sucks us into believing our own self-importance and that you know the color of my my nails really is consequential to anything and as you look up at the stars you realize that you are just a spec the universe doesn't really give a fuck about you and that is liberation it's liberation from all the pettiness that consumes our mind but i also think as much as we are i don't want to use the word insignificant,

but as tiny as we are in the grand, grand scheme of things, I also alongside that truly believe that we are supported by all of this greatness. Not necessarily by the societal structures that we see and that we are told about constantly, but something bigger, something inexplicable, something that you might not even be able to label or want to label but I do believe that there is support there and what does that mean for you because you start to write about this in the book well I have never aligned with

a religion so it's harder to talk about it eloquently because when there's the infrastructure of religion you can talk about a God, a way of being, and a system that works, which is beautiful. I've never had that growing up. I've never aligned or felt drawn to it. But I deeply feel that I can communicate with the world around me, which in turn, when you get on the macro level,

is within you. It's all the same thing. We are made of the same stuff. So that might link to non-religious prayer and having a communication with that something bigger. It might also be the law of attraction, which you touched upon earlier, where you are manifesting the things that you're cognitively thinking about and focusing on. You're seeing more of what you're focusing on so you know look for red cars when you stop listening to this you'll see bloody loads like look and see what

you're wanting in your life and more of it will appear lots of the things that talk about in the book describe and support that notion there is something bigger at play that we are part of that we can feel supported by, which will hopefully then eradicate loneliness or people feel disconnected from the world around us and then forced more into sort of habitual negative cycles or whatever it might be. So there are lots of ways I think you can tap into it and that you can explore it and have fun with it. It's exciting, like doing a little ritual in the rituals chapter. I love doing rituals.

That's such a gorgeous way of honoring a moment for you to place meaning into something, for you to seek the meaning, find it and honor it. There's meaning in everything. We just, it just passes us by because we're in a bloody rush. So hopefully in the book, I'll go through lots of different ways in which I you know I can articulate what that means to me and some of it

might resonate with you some of it might not but for me I found each subject very exciting it was a new communication tool to communicate with everything around me the way you approach those topics as well you approach it in a very humble way and a way that feels very inclusive in the book. So like I could investigate the idea of like non-religious prayer because it didn't feel like wishy-washy. You described it in a very human way

as being you're speaking, you're kind of putting your thoughts out there. You don't know who you're doing it to. But you know, a lot of people when they write about these topics would probably give it a name and a place, whatever. So of putting your thoughts out there. You don't know who you're doing it to. But you know, a lot of people, when they write about these topics, would probably give it a name and a place, whatever. So it felt very, very relatable. And I actually probably, when I was reading that, thought I could see how non-religious prayer would help me in my life.

Yeah. What is non-religious prayer? I'm so glad that you've said this, because that was my whole aim for this book, was for this to be everyday stuff. Yeah, exactly. It's not woo-woo. It's not exclusive to a certain demographic who can afford to do it

or they're in the right time and place to do it. This is, we can all do, this is the basics. This is the basics of life that we're sort of ignoring. And it's the simple and it's the fun and it's the curious. And they're the things that we usually lose because we're in a bloody rush. So non-religious prayer, which my friend Donna Lancaster has taught me about beautifully,

I was probably already doing it to an extent because I've always had some sort of communication with sometimes I'll say, dear universe or whatever. Sometimes I just speak or I'm just in my head. Like before I go to bed now, I'm more sort of disciplined about it in the fact that I'll put my head on the pillow and I'll say, first of all, a prayer of thanks for whatever's gone that day or just the general state of how I am. I'm healthy. I'm in a warm bed. God, thank you for that.

Like whoever you're talking to, thank you for my warm bed. I'm so lucky. Then I'll go for a list of people that I want to send a message of prayer to, you know, whether it's someone that's in need of help, of support, and that they find some comfort. And then I'll go to the trickier bit, which is to ask for something that I need. And I find that bit sometimes quite hard, again, because of everything we've talked about. I deserve this. I deserve a little help in this department

or some guidance. And I think as long as you think of it as a fun, curious thing to do, what's the harm in it? You're not signing up to some sort of like new religion or cult that you're joining it's a fun thing to try to have and and watch for the results that's what I would say be curious in what happens next and the guidance if you're looking for the signs that appears like weird coincidences and stuff that

happens that you can't ignore you can't ignore them the signs are everywhere if you've if you've got your eyes open some people are just so unwilling to step outside of the um step outside of the measurable yeah and what i mean by that is well i can't you know i've got kpis for my life so if i post on instagram i need likes if i do this i need money i need if i do this i need this what you're talking about there is you're going for a walk in the park how do i measure the return on investment if i do a prayer at night time how do I measure that this is working what do you say to people that think in that school of thought which is a lot of people specifically men I would say measure how good you feel measure how like talking about how connected you feel

is difficult because you can't quantify that you You can't see it. You know, it hasn't got a flavor or a color. What is that feeling of connection? So first of all, look at all the times where you felt disconnected. We can all remember a time we felt hugely disconnected from other people, from nature, when you are buying shit you don't need, disconnected from the natural beauty that is around us when you're bored and you don't need disconnected from the the natural beauty that is around us when you're bored and you're sat around thinking life shit they're all moments of disconnection so just when you feel the opposite of that you're you're getting the return and also i think it's we've got to stop looking at the return we've got to start looking at just being, and it's not always about being

the best, the most successful, having the most, whatever it is, quantifying anything and it being the most. It's about being part of a huge network of people and animals. Please can we not forget the beautiful animals out there that we're just totally disregarding all day, every day, who have probably more of a right to be on this planet than we do. We are part of a huge, massive connectivity. And we can feel the beauty of that. We can feel that energy pulsing through us whenever we choose to. We deny ourselves of it all day, every and we're about the singular the insular what can I get what can I do for me it's not global you know parts of the world more so in the east still have much more connection obviously to nature but also to community to each other to not looking for a social

pecking order to be part of something when you feel part of something, you feel alive. And it hasn't got to be like you being at a party with loads of people, but you feeling part of a movement, a collective in a non-exclusive way. It's not about then others being outside of that. Feeling part of something, just feeling your connection to nature. That is a beautiful starting point in any day to feel that connection. rest is a bonus if you can feel that that is a lovely lovely thing it's not a return like what can nature give me what can other people give me how can I feel part of this rather than separate from it our separateness has caused us so much pain and we don't even see it