The Diary Of A CEO with Steven Bartlett - The No.1 Celebrity Therapist: The WEIRD Trick To Get Your Sex Life Back, Fix Erections & Increase Fertility! - Marisa Peer
Episode Date: September 18, 2023Lie to yourself to have a better life! In this new episode Steven sits down for a second time with world renowned therapist and founder of Rapid Transformational Therapy, Marisa Peer. Starting in ...1984, Marisa has worked as a hypnotherapist and psychotherapist for over 30 years. During this time she has worked with rock stars, CEOs, Olympic athletes, royalty, and Oscar-winning actors. To make her life changing techniques of hypnosis and hypnotherapy available to everyone, Marisa founded the award-winning Rapid Transformational Therapy. She is also the best selling author of six books helping readers with everything from weight loss to confidence. In this conversation Marisa and Steven discuss topics, such as: Why you should constantly choose and question your beliefs Why you should lie to yourself How your mind’s job is to make your thoughts real The rules of how the mind works Why you don’t need to change events but change the way you think about events How you act according to the way you define yourself How having or not having erections is based on what you think The damage that porn is causing How porn is impacting sex lives Why people have affairs The difference between intimacy and eroticism The power of fantasy on relationships Re-finding the thrill in a relationship The most common sex problems in relationships The importance of bringing a feeling of newness into relationships When you can’t say something, your body will say it Why there will never be a person that meets all your needs Choosing your battles and arguments in a relationship The need to be proactive when looking for love Why you should make a list to find love The importance of knowing you are worthy of love Why you should put yourself around people you want to be with How people can sense your level of self worth Why you should find self worth internally rather than externally How what you learn is what you live You can purchase Marisa’s most recent book, ‘Tell Yourself a Better Lie’, here: https://amzn.to/40BxpVB Follow Marisa: Instagram: https://bit.ly/3PkbAEJ Youtube: https://bit.ly/48h1L3h FULL CLIP (Steve gets hypnotised): https://youtu.be/rjaGOD03vK8 Watch the episodes on Youtube - https://g2ul0.app.link/3kxINCANKsb My new book! 'The 33 Laws Of Business & Life' is out now: https://smarturl.it/DOACbook Follow me: Instagram: http://bit.ly/3nIkGAZ Twitter: http://bit.ly/3ztHuHm Linkedin: https://bit.ly/41Fl95Q Telegram: http://bit.ly/3nJYxST Sponsors: Eight sleep: https://www.eightsleep.com/uk/steven/ CODE: STEVEN (save $150 on the Pod Cover) Huel: https://g2ul0.app.link/G4RjcdKNKsbo Whoop: http://bit.ly/3MbapaY
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Quick one. Just wanted to say a big thank you to three people very quickly. First people I want
to say thank you to is all of you that listen to the show. Never in my wildest dreams is all I can
say. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd start a podcast in my kitchen and that it would
expand all over the world as it has done. And we've now opened our first studio in America,
thanks to my very helpful team led by Jack on the production side of things. So thank you to Jack
and the team for building out the new American studio. And thirdly to to Amazon Music, who when they heard that we were expanding to the United
States, and I'd be recording a lot more over in the States, they put a massive billboard
in Times Square for the show. So thank you so much, Amazon Music. Thank you to our team. And
thank you to all of you that listened to this show. Let's continue. I taught 16,000 therapists,
there's only three things wrong with every person that turns up at your door.
First of all, Marissa Peer.
The worldwide renowned therapist.
Who's royalty international superstars, CEOs and Olympic athletes.
This woman definitely knows a thing or two thousand about how we take control of our thoughts.
80% of your success is down to your beliefs.
But it also damages so many people because if you're thinking
I'm not good enough, smart enough, attractive enough, your mind's job is to make your thoughts
real even if it's not true. Classic example of sex. So many of my clients couldn't conceive
because their husband didn't have enough sperm. But when men have sex with a stranger, they triple
their sperm count and porn really damages so many people because it's an impossible expectation to live up to.
So many people have affairs,
not because they don't love their partner,
but because they're missing out.
But it's all about what you have chosen to believe.
So you've got to reverse that language.
And the other thing that people do a lot,
it really messes up your sex life
to call your partner mommy or daddy.
Because... Marissa, how do i avoid sugar it seems
to grab me food has memories not the chocolate it's the feeling you felt when you couldn't have
it and you can give yourself the feeling without the thing anyway it's really easy too how should
i hypnotize you so we can change it let's do it now okay close your. And here's the magic sentence that changes your life.
I got hypnotized.
In this episode, Marissa hypnotizes me to completely end my sugar cravings.
And you're going to see it happen and you're going to find out if it works.
So stick around marissa i've been trying to figure something out i've been trying
to figure out if we get to choose our beliefs and i i actually read about this in my my book
recently and i i feel like you're the person to ask this question because i know that our lives
are governed by these beliefs that we have about the world,
ourselves and everything in between.
But can we choose them?
I think so.
You know, when I was here last time,
you asked me about my childhood,
which I don't talk about a lot.
It wasn't awful, but it also wasn't amazing.
But the beliefs I had then
are so totally different to the beliefs I have now
because I chose to give myself better beliefs
because, you know, you make your beliefs and then your beliefs turn right around and make you and
then confirmation bias means you look for proof of what you have chosen to believe and you'll find
it so if you say oh I hate cats they're vicious things that scratch you they're really aloof or I
don't like dogs they're barky yappy things. Then if you believe that about a dog and you meet a dog,
you'll feel so anxious that that will become true. But if you say, oh, I love dogs, they're
the most loyal, gorgeous, loving things, then you'll have a different energy around them.
So you should choose your beliefs. You should constantly upgrade, update, question your belief.
Where did I get that from? Is that true? Who told me that belief? And even
if it's true for them, does it have to be true for me? You know, I see a lot of women who say
things like, well, you know, if you're really famous and rich, you'll never find a guy because
a hundred years ago, that was probably true. Men didn't go for rich, successful women because they
wanted them at home, but it's not true now. So your grandmother's belief is not your belief.
I love my daughter's generation who
don't do body shaming or fat shaming and have a whole different language. I think it's so refreshing.
So you can always choose your beliefs and you really should constantly check,
why do I even believe that? Is it even true? Because so often it's not true at all. It's
just something you've been taught or you've just gone along with it anyway so in the case of cats then you know i like all animals but cats i do think
you know the way you describe them they're a little bit scratchy yes sometimes a little bit
you know annoying not as loving as dogs maybe i'm gonna annoy a lot of cat people here um
if that is my belief if i say to myself okay no cats are wonderful they're lovely you know they're
fantastic they don't scratch etc i feel like i'm just lying to myself and I you know this is the
case with self-belief as well I could I could say that yeah I'm amazing and attractive and all these
things but in my subconscious mind after getting I don't know bullied at seven years old by a kid
that called me fat and whatever else am I just not lying to myself well
I think you should lie to yourself I think you should lie to yourself I think you should lie
cheat and steal every day of your life lie to your mind cheat fear and steal back the confidence you
were born with so let's imagine you're going for an exam you go I'm going to fail I'm going to mess
it up I've got a terrible memory I know when I read that paper my mind's going to go blank and
I'm going to blow it so that's a belief but you could also say I've got a terrible memory. I know when I read that paper, my mind's going to go blank and I'm going to blow it. So that's a belief. But you could also say, I've got a great memory. Everything I
studied for this exam is in my head. When I read the paper, the questions are going to come up and
I'm going to remember the answers. And I'm super chilled at exams. I'm cool, calm, collected.
I'm going to ace this exam. So if you repeat that over and over again, you see the
subconscious doesn't think, it just feels. And if you say, I'm nervous, I'm so nervous, and the
subconscious feels that, then when you're nervous, the mind shuts down, or the blood rushes to your
heart, and your mind empties. It's like if you're crossing a road in a car, and you don't think,
should I go left, right, forwards, backwards? You just move, because in fear,
you don't think, you move. So when you're scared, your mind empties. I remember years ago, I was coming home and this guy was following me and I knew he was following me and
I knew I had minutes to get in my door and I couldn't get the key and I couldn't remember
which way to, I'm like, oh my God, I have all the times to forget how this key works. I lived here
for five years, but I was so scared. I couldn't remember how to open my door
at all because when you're scared, your brain empties. So if you go into an exam going,
I'm scared, I'm nervous, you won't do well. But if you say, I've got a great memory, I love exams,
I'm excited about this exam, I'm so excited I'm going to be assessed, I'm going to do really well,
or I'm going to this assessment, I'm going to ace it. This person's going to love me and see that I'm so smart and my answers will show them
that I know what I'm talking about. The mind doesn't go, oh, come on, that's silly. The mind
goes, okay, whatever you say, you make it real. Your mind's job is to make your thoughts real.
The subconscious doesn't think, it only feels. And if your mind's job is to make your thoughts real the subconscious doesn't think it only feels and if your mind's job is to
make your thoughts real in your job is to think better thoughts all the time so imagine you're
going to have a needle stuck in your arm you go oh that's going to hurt and that's going to be so
painful you could i always read my phone and if you cough just as the needle goes in it confuses
your mind and you don't feel it is that lying or is it just taking your mind somewhere
else that's the because i i think if i can choose my beliefs then i can unchoose beliefs but i
couldn't think of a single belief i have now that i could genuinely unchoose i can say it yes but i
think i'd still believe it yeah but the thing with the mind is there's a couple of rules of the mind
one is let me give you a couple that will help you. Every thought you think is a blueprint that your mind
and body work to make real. Every thought you think has a physical reaction and indeed an
emotional response. And here's another one, the mind learns by repetition. So when you think a
thought a lot over and over again, it becomes real even if it's not real. So when you think a thought a lot over and over again, it becomes real even if it's not
real. So if you think a thought, my neighbor's driving me crazy, they're so noisy, I can never
sleep, I can hear their television, they're getting on my nerves, it'll become your reality.
If you say, it's a little bit irritating, but I can put my headphones on, I can tune out,
then you'll have a different reaction to the same
event. You know, we don't have to change events. We have to change how we think about the events.
It's like saying, oh, this commute to work is killing me. You know, this being on this freeway
is driving me crazy. But someone else would go, wow, I'd love to be on. You've got a car and you're going to a job and you're getting paid. That's my fantasy dream come true. Don't have to change a thing. You have to change how you think about the thing. So that is changing your beliefs. And a belief is really just the thought you think a lot. So you're born as a blank slate. Where did you get those thoughts from? Who gave them to you? So the beliefs you think you can't change, where do they come from? Let's do that. Now, where so the beliefs you think you can't change where do they come from let's do that now where do the beliefs you think you can't change come from
so I think one of the recurring beliefs I've had about myself yes which I think goes back a long
as long as I can remember to be honest is that I am fundamentally unorganized unorganized okay
I think people will be surprised to hear that because i'm very i'd say
productive my output is high but the organization of my stuff even if you looked in my bag it would
be like a jumble sale my house as well if i didn't have a cleaner i think it would be you know it'll
be like a bomb had gone off in there i heard you saying actually on a podcast that when you go your
hotel room is very messy and it upsets you but not enough to make you
change it you've been listening i have been listening no you're right i think this there's
a habit or something that i've built into myself where i think i've told myself it's faster to be
messy yes and but then the the dissonance or the the issue that i take with it is that's not who i
want to be i want to be a messy person i want to be someone who comes into the hotel room, goes into their suitcase and hangs everything up so
that tomorrow is easier. What happens is I dive into the suitcase, pull my gym equipment out and
run to the gym. And it's something I want to change because it's almost like this concession
in my life where I've gone, well, that's just who I am. I'm just a messy person. And I think we all
label ourselves. And of course, when you do that, now you're making it really say, you know, I can't spell,
but my dad couldn't spell and now it's genetic. So every time you say, I'm just a messy person,
the strongest force in you and everyone in the world is you must act in a way that utterly
matches up with how you have chosen to define you. So if you start by changing that and saying,
I love being organized, it gives me such joy to be
organized. I love putting so when you say it, say it, say it, it will start to change. So for the
last three weeks, I've been staying in a place with an amazing gym. And I started to love working
out with really, really heavy weights because, you know, I got run over and I started to get
muscle weightage in my leg. I was going, I love heavy, heavy weights. I love it.
And I was really a Pilates yoga person.
But for the last three weeks, I get up and I'm in the gym at half seven going, well, I love heavy weights.
And I didn't like it before.
But I decided to say it over and over again.
Because when you say, state and affirm something, your mind must make it real. So all you have to do really is to start saying a lot.
I love being organized. It gives me immense joy to put stuff away. your mind must make it real. So all you have to do really is to start saying a lot.
I love being organized.
It gives me immense joy to put stuff away.
I love it when everything's in its place and I'm in a hotel.
And sure, I run to it.
When I come back, I put my gym kit in a particular place.
And I love that feeling of being super organized.
And very quickly, it will start to change because you're thinking a thought that your mind has no choice but to make
real so interesting but it's also true you know you think a thought but and you your mind can't
help it it has to make you know we do that we did that thing with a lemon didn't we where you think
you're eating a lemon have we ever done that what's that well let's do it now so put your hand
in front of your mouth yeah imagine you're holding half of a great big fat juicy lemon.
Close your eyes and just put that lemon right up to your nose
and breathe in that amazing lemon smell
because nothing really smells quite like a lemon.
Now squeeze that lemon so hard so that lemon drops pucker onto the surface.
Stick out your tongue.
Lick off the lemon, open your mouth
really wide and shove that entire lemon into your mouth. And I want you to start sucking and biting
and chewing all the flesh. Literally bite into that lemon until the lemon drops burst onto your
tongue and your taste buds pucker and swell as you start to chew that lemon, suck that
lemon, swirl that lemon all around your mouth. Keep eating the lemon, suck it, chew it, swirl it around
and then open your eyes. Did you start pumping out saliva? Yes, I did. And so here's a question,
was there a lemon? No, there was no lemon. That that's true there was no lemon but you could also
say yes which is also true they're both true no there wasn't but yes there actually was where was
it where was the lemon that was making you make saliva in my head in your head yeah it wasn't
anywhere else it was in your head just do another one put your right arm out yeah towards me and
just swing your arm behind you as far as it will go and have a look at where it's gone.
Just look behind you to notice where it is. Bring it back. I think you went up to like the third
book on that bookshelf. I want you to imagine, close your eyes and tell your mind, my arm's
going to go a third further. I'm now like a Bendy, Barbie and Ken doll. My arm is so flexible.
It's going further. I want you to imagine all the muscles in your
right arm becoming super flexible like cooked pasta. Open your eyes. Put your arm out. And
say to your arm, you're going a third further now. You're like a pretzel. You're super flexible.
Go a third further. Swing your arm back and just watch as it goes a third further now look at how far it's gone
you were only up to the third book before so what happened then
um i just believed my arm was going to go further and it did yeah and you see and for men i get men
who say you know i i can't please my wife i can't get an erection i can't keep it going and and she's going to leave me and if i tell them other things you know, I can't please my wife. I can't get an erection. I can't keep it going.
And she's going to leave me. And if I tell them other things, you know, you're a great lover. You can maintain an erection for 20 minutes or 10 minutes, or the average is about four and a half
minutes. That starts to happen. They don't do anything else. They listen to a recording that
says you have longer erections. You can have a great sex life. You can wait until your partner
orgasms. And it all becomes true because every time they say,
but I can't do it, it's all over in a minute,
I can't please her or him, they actually make that real.
But when you just change a thought,
you know, there's a song called
Love Changes Everything by Climby Fisher,
but actually thoughts change everything.
When you think a thought it's
such a game changer erections yes it's so interesting because in my friendship group
with my male friends we've spoken about sex life libido erections of course yeah um we've all
struggled in different ways at different times with this.
And it's one of the areas in life where it's so clear to me that thoughts are the problem and the
solution. Yeah, because again, if a man thinks about sex, looks at pictures, looks at a movie
and gets aroused, you get a very physical reaction straight away, even if there's no one in the room with you. So that's a classic example of thinking a thought about being aroused, turned on, feeling
sexually attracted, and your body makes it really, even if there's no one there. And it can be,
at a wedding, can be an event, it can be highly embarrassing for a guy to get an erection in the
wrong place. But if you think a thought, I'm turned on here, the body makes, it does it for women too,
but it's not so obvious for us. We can kind of hide it. But yes, it's a thought, I'm turned on here, the body makes, it does it for women too, but it's not so obvious for us.
We can kind of hide it.
But yes, it's a thought.
I can't do it.
I can.
I'm going to fail.
I'm going to succeed.
Do you work with people often that have sexual dysfunction?
All the time.
Is it becoming more popular or more prevalent in your view?
I think people are more able to talk about it.
A lot of women can say, I can't orgasm. I can't orgasm at all. I don't know what to do. All my
friends are having massive orgasms. But me, the more I try, the harder it is. I don't think that's
true. Apparently, our grandmothers had more sex than us. But I think now we have all this pressure.
We watch porn. We watch other people talking about their amazing sex. We think, oh, I'm not like, every year there's another way to hate your body.
Even your genitals have got to be perfect now.
And I think it's so much pressure for people.
I've got to look like a porn star, have sex like a porn star.
And porn really damages so many people because it's such an impossible expectation to live up to.
Seems that pressure as it relates to sex yeah the antithesis it's the
enemy yeah of course especially for i can only speak from a guy's perspective because that's
what i've ever been but if there's ever pressure in the bedroom there is zero chance i'm getting
an erection of course because comparacism is a thief of joy and we're so busy comparing ourselves
to porn stars and someone who looks like the kians, who has a perfect body and everything's perfect.
It's not really like that.
Have you ever worked with men that have sexual dysfunction issues?
Yeah, a lot of men with premature ejaculation, erectile dysfunction, all of it.
I've got a friend who I would say if it was me, because I feel like I like to be honest.
Everyone's got a friend.
It sounds like I'm talking about someone talking about myself but there's a couple of
things I'll talk about from my own perspective in the sexual department but um my friend was
in a relationship he was in the relationship for a couple of years and then halfway through the
relationship he could no longer keep an erection and he was talking to me a lot about it and then
he ended up ending the relationship because he had convinced
himself it was impossible to change that and in fact i know a lot of guys that struggle with this
and there was a point where i was one of them where i just seemed to get this thought in my head
about sex and i struggled to to keep an erection but also just to keep myself
to want sex yeah there's going to be people listening to
this right now that are in that situation where something has just changed every time they go to
bed it's just this high pressure situation yeah um they they can't get an erection therefore
they're avoidant of having sex what do you say to those people you know it's really interesting
because we we want intimacy.
We think, oh, I want to fall in love with someone that finishes my sentences, that knows when I'm hungry, that knows I'm having a bad day, that just knows me inside out and loves my very soul, which is wonderful.
But what great sex requires is mystery.
What eroticism requires is not intimacy at all.
So in the beginning, even for the first, it's all new.
You don't know what they're going to do,
how they're going to do it.
It's all very exciting.
It's all new.
And so for men especially, you know,
it's great maybe for the first two years.
And then it's like, oh, like one of my clients said,
every time my husband comes to bed with just his pajama top on,
I know he wants sex, but it's so unromantic.
I mean, he just doesn't bother to put the pajama bottoms on.
It's like, oh God, is that his idea of foreplay i mean and obviously you know it's always every saturday
morning before we go and do the food shop and it's so predictable many people have affairs not
because they don't love their partner but because they're missing out so you have intimacy which is
like the love being in love and knowing each other and loving each other and you know not
caring if your wife got her period or your husband's got a bit of bad breath or they're
tired or they've got a cold you just love them anyway but then you have eroticism which is
amazing sex great sex and eroticism really likes mystery suspense bit of edginess bit of naughtiness
bit of the unknown and they don't go together.
They really don't go together at all. But there is one thing that makes them go together,
and that's called fantasy. There's a bridge that links eroticism to intimacy, and it's called fantasy. Well, I think, oh, isn't that being unfaithful to my partner? Sure, I shouldn't
fantasize, but actually Fifty Shades of Grey, which was not a great book at all, but it taught
people a lot about, oh, I can fantasize. I can read this book and I can pretend I'm Anastasia
with Mr. Grey. And that book did so well because it allowed people to fantasize. And so if you have
a relationship of 30 years, I mean, I'm great friends with John and Missy Butch who have been
married for 35 years. Who are they?
They're a couple that created Lifebook. They live in Hawaii, but they talk a lot about how
they have a very erotic sex life after 35 years. It's like red hot, but they understand it's all
about a bit of mystery, a bit of drama, a bit of suspense. I'm very lucky that my husband and I
travel all over the world, so we never have a Saturday night, Saturday morning to have sex and go to Sainsbury's. That's just not in our agenda.
So we always have a bit of newness going on. But for men, even if you love your partner so much,
when it becomes predictable, it's like the thrill goes. You know that song about where's the thrill
gone? I've lost the thrill. The thrill isn't there. So you have to put a bit of work back into making your sex life thrilling and moving it away.
And so it's hard when you love someone, but you know everything about them and they about you.
And it's like, well, there's no newness here.
Obviously, when I go on holiday, we have great sex. Why is that?
Well, you're not thinking about the laundry or anything else.
You can just really let go and you're in a different place and you can be someone else like you often hear about people going on holiday like
girls to Ibiza and going wild and then they would never be like that at home because it gives you a
chance to be someone else so sometimes in your sex life you have to take that chance and use drama
mystery suspense edginess. Just like I
was telling one of my clients, I went home and said to my husband, dominate me. He said, what
shall I do? She went, well, dominate me. He said, yeah, but what? She said, well, that's the point.
Don't ask me. How can you dominate me if I have to tell you what to do? I want to feel overpowered
by your maleness. When you say, well, what shall I do? You're more like a girl than a
boy. And I don't like that because of course, opposites attract, especially in sex. Even if
we're a same sex relationships, opposites attract. And that's very exciting. When people are together
a long time, they try to make their partner like them and they forget that opposites attract. So
if you keep trying to make your partner like you, and they
keep trying to make you like them, then you haven't got the opposites attracting anymore.
And then it kind of disappears. And the other thing that people do a lot, I mean, my grandmother
used to call her husband dad, or daddy. And that was a bit weird, but that was maybe her, it wasn't
a sexual thing. She'd say, come on, dad, get out of the way. And what do you do you want for tea dad and they they had no sex at all she thought there was the most disgusting thing
in the world but the minute your partner becomes mommy or daddy and many women and the best of
attention say things like have you taken your vitamins today you know wear a coat it's going
to get cold did you pay the bill i knew you wouldn't do that you're becoming either critical
mommy or loving mommy and then we have the opposite.
Some men are very controlling.
So you can't have that.
You're not going to have that.
They become controlling daddy.
And the minute your partner is in any way mummy or daddy,
you can't have sex with them
because who wants to have sex with their parents?
That's really weird.
And many people don't realize how,
as they say in a long relationship,
they take on the role of critical parent,
blaming parent, judging parent. And then you have no desire left. So you've got to be very careful not to let that happen. And especially when you have children and then you say, mommy,
can you get Andy a tissue? Daddy, can you get Susie her gym bag? And even though you don't
mean it, you're now saying mommy, daddy. People do that with their pets even. Daddy, can you get Susie her gym bag? And even though you don't mean it, you're now saying mummy, daddy.
People do that with their pets even.
Daddy, take Toby for a walk or mummy.
And it's like it really messes up your sex life to call your partner mummy or daddy.
So interesting.
It is, isn't it?
Even when you were saying then about the lady that came home and said to her partner,
dominate me, and he went, how? went how no he said what shall i do yeah which is like it's it's the antithesis
of domination but it kind of speaks to 10 years of him just trying to please her yeah but also
that it's bad community she should have said hey you know what you do with the you do the sandwich
you go hey you know we've been together for seven or eight years and we're great but you know I've got this thing I would love you to dominate me like this I'd love you
to pretend to be the postman or the gardener or I'd love you to pretend to be someone it would
really excite me if you could do that because then it would just be exciting and then they go oh okay
I get it I've got to pretend to be the postman or the gardener or you know I was a lot of women who
couldn't conceive and this is where I learned this from so many of my clients couldn't conceive because
their husbands didn't have enough sperm. But when men have sex with a stranger, they triple their
sperm outtake. And when women have sex with a stranger, their cervix tilts to suck up the sperm.
So when I realized it's a great book called Sperm Wars, it tells you all about, okay.
So I wrote my clients, okay, this is what you've got to do.
You've got to go home and pretend you're, I don't know,
an air stewardess and your husband, but you mustn't speak because that's going to ruin it.
And then have sex, have some kind of fun, go to a hotel.
Of course, the men love it.
I don't have to talk.
No talking.
Just act out this fantasy because he will triple his sperm outtake.
Your cervix will tilt.
And it's like IUI. It's like you have more sperm. And so many of my clients said,
well, I got pregnant. I've tried all this stuff, but going up the road to the Holiday Inn,
pretended he was like the plumber or anything at all. And that worked. We got pregnant like that
because he made so much more sperm. And so isn't that interesting? That wasn't about fantasy. It was about how can
you get more sperm? How can you become more fertile? What can you do? And these were just
silly little things that help men and women who were trying really hard to have a low sperm count
get pregnant. Why does that happen? Why does the sperm count triple in the cervix tilt?
Well, let's imagine, you know, that we're in a tribe and there's some people there and nature, the human species must go on.
So for men, when they impregnate the same person over and over again, they've made her pregnant
many times. But a new person, if you can get a new person pregnant straight away, that's how the
human race continues. You know, one of my friends was
telling me this story about in New Zealand with the rams. And he said, you know, you would buy
the male rams and you drive them to the field and they could smell the females. They started
ramming the door. That's why they're called rams. And when you finally get there, you open the gate
and they charge out. They have sex with every female. And when they come back, they've lost
half their body weight in a really bad way, but they have to have sex with every single female, every ewe.
So it's just an evolutionary way of making sure the species goes on.
So what does that say about monogamy?
But this is not, nature doesn't care.
Nature cares about the species continuing.
Nature doesn't care about monogamy.
Its role is to make sure we continue.
But yes, of course, we want to be monogamous. Its role is to make sure we continue. But yes,
of course, we want to be monogamous. So what do you do? We use that very thing. If being with someone new excites me and gets me going, why can't I pretend my partner's someone new? And
of course you can. You can do all kinds of great things. You can introduce newness. Don't always
have sex in the same place at the same time. It a little tiny bit of effort but do something to make it new and exciting
so you would recommend spending time apart as well yes i mean i've been with my husband for
15 years we've only spent 11 days apart and we work together so you know that thing about living
over the shop so we work together we're together all the time but we have a great sex life because we both understand what makes it tick which isn't
necessarily being apart but yeah being apart's great too because you can't wait to come back
to that person a lot of people will listen to all of this and think god i'd love i'd love to do that
i want him to turn me into a maid and tie me up and surprise me or whatever but if I even mention this to him he would look at me like I've got you know a tail or look at me like
I was weird well part of having a great relationship is doing for the other so I if I said to my
husband I'm not hungry so we're not eating I'm not tired so we're not going to bed I'm not cold
so the heating's not coming on he'd look at me like I was mad because part of that is I'm not really hungry but you want to go out for dinner? We'll
go. I don't really want to go to this event or I don't want to go to a football match but it's
important to you so I will go because in a relationship you do for each other. If your
partner says I would love you to put on a little maid's outfit and run around with a duster it
would be so amazing.
I don't want to do that.
Isn't that droggy?
Do you think, well, maybe I could just try it once.
If I don't like it, I never have to do it again.
Maybe it would be red hot.
It's not about being objectified.
So if you love someone and assuming their fantasy isn't dangerous or painful or super weird,
why not just see if you can do it? Then you can say, hey, if I do that,
you can do this because it's trading all the time.
And there's nothing wrong with that.
That's the same thing.
If I'm tired, my husband will say,
I'm gonna make you something to eat
or I'm gonna drive you, I'm gonna do that for you
because he loves me and I'm the same with him.
But people think, oh, why should I have sex?
I'm tired, why should I do that?
And the worst thing is that I don't want sex anymore so you can never have sex again either
which is very weird because why would you condemn your partner to no sex ever just because you don't
want to have sex and imagine if it's the other way around because isn't a relationship doing
for each other even if it's not really your thing so many questions to ask on this because
I'm just thinking
about all the conversations i've had with my friends recently about sex and their relationships
and i've got another friend who is in in a relationship it's become a sexless relationship
he's staying with her i think in part because because she's really nice but why has it become
sexless um that's a good question that I wouldn't know without asking him.
But I'll tell you what he's told me.
He's told me how much he wants to have sex with other people.
And he actually described it as like a temptation.
He is like as if he's possessed.
He says every five minutes someone will walk past and I'll think about having sex with them.
Like he's absolutely obsessed with it.
But not with her?
Not with her.
She wants to settle down because she's at an age and phase of life where she feels that she kind of needs to hurry up.
These are just words that I'm repeating that he's told me.
And so he feels a bit stuck where he's got this partner who wants to settle down.
He clearly doesn't want to settle down and he's thinking about having sex with everyone else and he's not having sex with her and that's how
he's escaping he probably doesn't want to settle down have children but feels he should sounds like
he wants to be become a success and now he's thinking about having sex that's his way out
you know oh he can't say to her look you know i love you but i'm not ready for that that's five
years down the line for me so his mind is doing it he thinks not to have sex with everyone but her and he's
pressurized because of his time thing because his mind is saying you're not ready you're not ready
you know often we have dreams that say i'm not ready or wow i thought i wanted to do this but
my dream said oh no you don't want to do that at all but the desire he's in other people is his
body saying you are not ready to be with her all. But the desire he's in other people is his body saying,
you are not ready to be with her.
You'll be with anyone else but her.
And you should really just tell her the truth and say,
look, I'm not at that stage you're at.
I'm just not ready for that yet.
Because you see, when you can't open your mouth and say,
I'm not ready or I'm not comfortable or not happy,
the body goes, I'll do it.
I'll do it for you.
And I see that with all my clients, not just sexually.
When you can't say, one of my clients told me years ago that he got fired from his job and he couldn't tell his wife.
So every day he picked up his briefcase and went and sat in the park.
And then he got really sick.
And then she said, you're so sick, you can't go.
You'll have to resign.
He went, okay.
And he never had to tell her that he'd lost his job because the body made him so ill,
it would have lost his job anyway.
So, you know, I love this expression.
The feeling that cannot find its expression in tears will make other organs weep.
And so he's got a feeling that he can't express.
And when you can't open your mouth and go i don't want to do that the body says i'll do it for you
and it finds really peculiar obscure often really unhelpful ways of doing it for us
how does he know though that it's a case of him not being ready or even in my case when i was 24
25 years old i just self-sabotage any sign of commitment well let's talk about that so
let's go back to you're 24 years old oh for my entire I mean it starts at 14 so it's a 14 we're
not being committed yeah 14 you start fancying people 24 and you fancy people and you're a very
good looking guy and you've obviously had some relationships tell me about the self-sabotage
it started with Jasmine Jasmine was with a guy called i probably shouldn't name
him but i'll call him john jasmine and john jasmine and john they were in a relationship
i really fancy jasmine she's gonna hear this but she knows already fancied her for about three years
pursued her doggedly from like 14 to 17 really 18 and there was a day where like jasmine gave me a chance finally she was in a relationship
with this guy called john um and on that day i got terrified and i kind of remember persuading
her out of it even though i'd pursued her for years and then as i looked through my early sort
of 20s the same sort of recurring behavior pattern showed up where I would any sign of commitment I would come up with a reason why I couldn't commit sure I'm busy
I need to become a millionaire this will get in the way of my work so what you were doing was the
oldest trick in the book you pursued Jasmine she wasn't available she was with someone else
when she became available you thought oh no because now she could reject you now she could
say when she was with someone else it was a dream i'd love to get that girl when you had the chance it's like
oh she could find out i'm not worthy she could find i'm not good enough context sorry i can give
you context as to how it felt the idea of commitment felt like prison of course yeah you've
said that before and so of course if your end goal is commitment is prison, being stuck with one person is prison, your mind says, I've got to get you out of this.
So it's all fine to have flings, but the minute commitment comes up, you back out because that's going to jail.
You don't want to do that.
So that's really normal when you say things like, oh, I'm going to be tied down.
I'm nailed down.
Oh, that's it now.
No more fun.
And people say things like, you two are one now.
And may all your problems be little ones.
And sometimes we don't like that.
It's like, oh, I don't like that idea.
And all the vows about to love, honor, and obey, to forsake all others.
We think, oh, do I really want that?
But you were adamant that you didn't want that,
that a relationship was prison. So when you tell your mind, I don't want it,
the mind must get you out of it. If you say, oh God, I've got to give that speech. I don't want
to do it. I want to do it. I want to do it. Don't be surprised on the day of the speech,
you wake up with chronic diarrhea, a terrible cold and migraine and your mind goes, you said
you didn't want to go? And I'm so cool. I got you out of it. Because the mind listens, every thought you think it listens to, it's like
a genie, your wish is it's come on. So your wish is I don't want to be in prison of commitment.
I'm happy to date, but when it gets a little bit serious, the mind goes, let me get you out of this.
And we don't do it in logical ways, you know, self-sabotage, procrastination,
and nothing more than the fear of either not being enough or not wanting to go where you
think you're going. You know, there are people who apply for a job, get it, and they never turn
up on the first day or think, God, I worked that and I don't want it. I thought I wanted this. I
don't want it. I thought I wanted that person. I actually don't want them and so for you the thought that a relationship
was prison is so powerful that it would make every relationship unravel including Jasmine
so now let's go back to your friend yeah so how does he know that it's not just some like I don't
know unresolved traumatic issue that's stopping him being avoidant of committing to that individual, or if that individual is not right. And I think it's
the case with like jobs and relationships and everything in our life. How do we know that it's
not just some trauma response that we're having, or if the thing we're avoiding or rejecting is
actually not right for us? I think, you when you think okay my life without this person would
it be better or worse so if I have an argument with my husband we don't argue a lot but I
always imagine my life without him and it's so much worse than my life with him. Occasionally
annoys me he's got some he can put get a tea bag and have it in every side of the kitchen in like
three minutes flat I would say wow how do you do? I just don't understand how you can do that.
But you have to pick your battles in a relationship.
And when he really annoys me, I just think, okay, imagine if he wasn't here.
And I thought, oh, no, I wouldn't like that.
Maybe not here for a couple of hours, but forever.
So you know because of how you feel.
But you see, you know, we're all taught this, you know, you found your other half. But you know we're all taught this you know you found
your other half but you're not a half you're a whole you can't find another half to complete
because you're not half a person but a lot of us are taught you know you're going to find the
handsome prince and you're going to live happily ever after well that that isn't true there's never
one person ever that could complete you or me to all your needs and so you have to be realistic
in a relationship you have to put your needs. And so you have to be realistic in a
relationship. You have to put your needs into three parts. Okay, I've got a need. My husband
must always tell me where he is. He must call me. He must tell me when he's got, if it's two in the
morning, where he is. I don't like that. He must be honest. Honesty is a non-negotiable need for me.
So that's a need that has to be met. Need for tidiness. Is that really important?
I can do it myself.
You know, by the time I have an argument with him about the teabag,
I've already put it in the bin and put a bit of bleach on the kitchen counter
and it's all done.
So the second lot of needs, you might have to meet those needs.
The need to have a tidy kitchen, the need to have, I don't know,
organic groceries delivered.
Maybe you can do it.
Sometimes you've got to pick your battles. And the third set of needs, you've just got to give those up. Some needs are just
not important enough to fight about. Now, my daughter is an artist and artists are very messy.
And if you go look at the mess, you go, what mess? I can't even see it. So with my daughter,
the need to have a tidy bedroom, I learned to shut the door. Don't even go in there. If I go in,
they go, well, she's happy. Do I need to have a happy daughter or a tidy daughter's bedroom a happy daughter was actually
more important so some needs you must have your partner meet some you've got to meet and some
just give them away it's really not not worth arguing about you reminded me when you talked
there about thinking about meeting prince charming andion I went into a bookshop the other day um as I sometimes do just for inspiration you know and
I bumped into a lady who recognized me um actually took a photo of her because the conversation really
stayed with me it's not it's not often that I take a photo with someone else I say please can
I have a photo with you just so I remember this conversation and what she said to me in that
conversation was reminiscent of many other conversations I've had. She was a woman,
she's just over the age of 30, I think she was 32, 31. And she was actually in that bookshop
looking for a book that would help her solve her romantic and relationship issues. She said to me,
which is a message I've heard before from close friends of mine, I'm over 30 now,
I'm looking for a guy, I've never been in a relationship. I've been working very, very,
very hard. She says she's excelling in her relationship. I've been working very, very, very hard.
She says she's excelling in her career.
People have told me that I just need to go to the gym and work out.
And I've tried that.
And I still can't find this person.
And the other sentence I remember, she said, I don't want to settle.
And I've got people close to me in my life.
Many people that are in almost identical situations. So much so that I sent that photo with her to those people
and said, I've just met you in a bookshop. And it helped me to actually understand them better
because to know that there's many, many people that are in that situation, then they've got this
kind of societal clock ticking that's saying you better do it quickly. What would you have said to
her to help her? So I'd have said, first of all, what are you doing? People say to me, I'm looking
for love. Okay, that's great.
Where are you looking?
Where are you going?
They go, well, I go to yoga.
Any men there?
Not really.
Oh, you reminded me of something she said.
She said, I've tried dating apps.
Those don't work.
People tell me to meet people in public.
But how do you do that?
Yeah.
So people tell me they're looking for love all the time.
I'm looking for love.
Where are you looking?
Describe your weekend.
I went to yoga.
Any men in the yoga class?
Not really.
And then I went to my friend's house and then I went to a book reading. Any men there? Not really. And then I went out with all my girlfriends. We all looked the same. We all went to the same
bar, a lot of competition. So actually you're not looking for love at all because you're going to
places where men aren't. And then men say, I'm looking for love. Where are you going? I'm in the
weight room. Any women there? They're all in the yoga class. So if you really want to find love, you've got to be proactive. First of all, sit down and think, what kind of person do you want? I mean, what the house will turn up. I'm looking for a job. I'm actually going to yoga. I'm not going for any interviews. We say, well, you're not really looking for a job,
are you? When I look for a house, I've got brochures coming in. I'm going to look at houses
till I find the right one. So if you want love, sit down and think about what you want. Make a
list. Don't be doing a six pack and gorgeous or 10. Think of the qualities. What is this person like? And then
decide what is that person looking for? You might have to up your game a bit.
And then think about where is this person? They're not in yoga, but they're somewhere.
And once you've decided that you're worth love, that's the most important bit. And you can put yourself around people. You'll find love
easily, but we're so busy trying to change ourselves. So you have to take some time because
the only thing you need to do to find love is first of all, every day say I'm worthy of love.
I am worthy of being loved. I deserve to be deeply loved and I am worth it. And if you think, oh,
when I say that, I feel really stupid,
then say it more until you don't feel stupid, until you think, no, actually it's sinking in now.
It's like putting lotion on my skin. It is going in. It is having an impact. So say it, state it,
affirm it a lot. I deserve love. I'm worthy of love. Who couldn't love me? I'm deserving of love.
And then when you've got that part right and you know that you don't think,
I hope when I go on a date, I'm good enough for them. Well, what about thinking are they good enough for you? So you've got to reframe that. Don't keep saying, I've got to make myself,
I've got to chase love, pursue love, get in shape to find love, be perfect to find love.
You've got to find love just by being you so work on knowing you're worth
it that's some 80 of your success will come down to having an i'm worth it mindset think of the
person you think of where they are and then get out of the yoga and go to the weights room if
you're a girl if you're a guy get out of the weights and go to the yoga put yourself around
the people you want to be with and you'll end up with them she did say a
line to me which i've just remembered which is i've started to think that there's something
wrong with me yeah and it's there is a clear pattern in the people who are in that situation
that i know that have started to engage in vocal negative self-talk and self-disparagement and
apps of course there's so much it's like going to a chinese restaurant with a menu that's 20
i don't even know what to have now. There's so much variety.
Now I've got to page 20.
I've forgotten what was on page one.
If you go to a restaurant with a little menu, you think, okay, I'm going to have that.
So apps with masses of variety, lots of people.
I mean, they show you a good thing.
How many people are looking for love just like you?
So you're not weird or a freak.
Apps are good to show you, wow, all these people, people good looking people are looking for love but maybe
come away from the apps and and start to talk to people you know talk to people i was thinking
you're talking about dating apps i've never been a prolific dating app person because i've been busy
but also i'd never had success on them until people knew who i was sort of in a public capacity
and then you can't i can't use them anyway. But going back 10 years, I do remember using dating apps,
swiping through and you'd see like really beautiful people.
I'm like, oh, I want that one.
You'd swipe right on them.
And then the ones that would swipe left on you were just, you know,
they were just not the ones you were looking for.
And because you understand the value of anything by the context in which you see it,
by seeing 50 beautiful people yeah but then getting the ones
that are less than even if there's less than people it's not not not always not a nice way
to describe them the ones you didn't desire um are perfectly okay because you've seen them in
a context where you've seen supermodels yeah you're never going to value them yeah of course
and also you know i was thinking about the people that are going on those dates that are searching for Mr. Right or Mrs. Right.
Are we less valuable when we're in search of something?
Yeah, definitely.
That's the problem, right?
Well, it's one thing is to say, hey, you know, I've got a great life and I've decided, you know, I'm ready to be with someone amazing.
I want to share my life with someone who wants to share that.
But I'm quite, I'm okay if I don't find them. I got a great life, but I'm kind of open to finding
the right person now. It's rather different to needy. I need someone to complete me. I don't
want to be on my own. I hate being alone. I need to find my mate, my partner. So you almost need
to be at a level where you're happy and you've got a great life, but you want to share it rather than I'm incomplete without that person.
There's something wrong with me.
People used to say to me, why are you not married?
I'd say, I don't know, just lucky, I guess.
Because I hated the option of what's wrong with you.
I always had that pattern.
I don't know.
I guess I'm just very lucky.
From the age of 20 to 25.
Yes.
Everyone I pursued romantically, once I'd even got past the commitment issues, didn't want me.
And I always reflect on it and go, when I really wanted someone, there must have been something I was doing.
Yeah, they knew that you were dumped then.
They knew that you had a commitment fear.
That sort of probably came out of your pores so of course they dumped you before you dumped them because your behavior and some of the things you did or said or even didn't would have let them know
that you had a commitment fear and so they just got out before you did even they wouldn't they
weren't even i got rejected a lot in that phase from like 2025 and i reflect on it and go how come
those five girls that i pursued that i really really wanted, that like, you know, I'd start listening to Adele and think of them, like, you know, went into the frenzy.
All of them rejected me.
If they all did it, if it wasn't, it was all of them, they all picked up something from you.
Because if it was one, you go, oh, well, it was them.
It's like people say, I've had five wives, what a disappointment.
Have they had five husbands? No.
Well, then it was you.
I was talking to a client, I've had five husbands no well then it was you I was talking to
a client they said I've had five wives they all disappointed me I said well you were the
disappointment because they couldn't all disappoint you you must have wanted perfection which he did
and you can only ask for perfection if you're offering perfection which none of us can offer
my conclusion from that chapter in my life was there must be like a thousand micro expressions that these people are picking up on that are communicating that I'm low value.
Yeah.
And I, do you know what?
I couldn't fake it.
I read all the books about, you know, I read this book and this matchmaking book and this book called The Game, The Mystery Method.
I watched all the documentaries.
And the only reason it changed in my life was when my actual opinion of myself changed.
Yeah, of course, because you didn't value yourself. And you know, if you have this belief, I'm not good enough, and you fake it,
people pick it up. They know instinctively, they can't help it because it's at a level beyond
communication where you have a low sense of worth, people pick it up. And when you have a high sense,
they pick it up too. But when you fake it, you're still faking it.
So that's why you've got to get to that level of, hey, I'm so great.
When I was in, I was in Zimbabwe just before I met John and I was, they put me in a honeymoon
suite and it was an amazing place.
They kept saying, oh, this is so sad.
You haven't got a husband.
They don't understand that.
Why haven't you got a husband?
This is not normal.
And I thought, you know, I'm so happy.
And I thought, as a second time in a month, I was also teaching in Coventry,
but in a honeymoon suite again.
That really was the best dream in the house.
And it was a big honeymoon suite.
I thought, well, you know what?
I love being in here.
I didn't think, oh, this is so sad.
And so the second time I was in a honeymoon suite, I was thinking, you know what?
If this is as good as it ever gets, I'm on my own in this amazing place in Zimbabwe,
with two baths outside and two showers and two of everything. as good as it ever gets. I'm on my own in this amazing place in Zimbabwe, in this amazing,
with two baths outside and two showers and two of everything. I'm okay. I'm really happy. And I was
married 10 months later. I didn't even know John. Well, I knew him, but we weren't dating because
you have to get to that level of thinking. And 10 months later you were married.
Yeah. I came home. I knew John. Our kids went to the same school.
I came home from Africa in September, met him in October. We were married the following August.
But I got to that level where I was so happy just being by myself that I didn't chase him or think, oh, my God, I need this.
It was just like, oh, here you are.
And I already know you and you're a great guy.
And it all worked out perfectly but you have
to get away from the neediness or I'm running away from it avoiding it or desperately looking
for in your case looking for it with thinking it's a prison you have to be at the level of
I'm ready but I'm happy anyway and then from 25 to 30 the next five years the thing that changed in my life was I became um what other
people would call successful business success now it's funny because someone will look at that and
go okay well for the next five years from 25 to 30 you had money so it attracted people whatever
right yeah but I know that that's not the full story I know that I think the success
changed my beliefs about myself of course it did
i just think i stood differently and i of course you did and you had a sense of self it's not that
i'm rich but it's like i've created this i'm worth something your sense of self elevated because of
what you've done and achieved and you grew up a bit too and so your sense of self went up and
people like people with a strong sense of themselves.
It's very attractive.
It's actually very sexy.
Confidence is really sexy.
A sense of who you are is very sexy for men and women.
So without knowing it, that's what you got.
And from 25 to 30 in that period,
I no longer had that issue.
Of course not.
I felt that I could attract someone that I wanted.
If I pursued someone, I thought,
I went into it thinking, you know,
the choice is going to be mine.
Yeah.
To say that in the least humble way I possibly can.
And I fell in love with someone
and I've been with them ever since.
I was actually working with someone who won the lottery.
And he said, you know what happens?
When I won the lottery, women became more orgasmic.
I said, you know that happens all over the world?
When men win the lottery,
their girlfriends become more orgasmic. He went't understand it and it was he couldn't understand
it was a bit of a joke that of course they became more orgasmic because he became so attractive to
them because he'd won the lottery so that was very funny makes so much sense so people are
going to hear that and go so you can't fake that's what i i came to learn from that 10 years
in my life i say it's all my friends now i give them i give them i give them this uh or everything i know about some of the
books i read about how to be high value and then i tell them the story that between 20 and 25 i read
all these books and i still couldn't do anything about it so reading the books is not enough
because you can't fake it and i say to some of my best friends and as one of my close girlfriends i
said um it's almost like there's a thousand little micro expressions of low value that we we give off and language is just it's a new form of
communication versus the like thousand tiny things we don't know we do which which tell the person
that we don't value ourself we have no self-esteem and we're not confident if you're looking for
self-esteem anywhere outside of yourself you're not going to find it if you're looking for self-esteem anywhere outside of yourself, you're not going to find it. If you're looking for self-esteem out there with the Jasmines of the world or someone, unless you're looking for it in here, you're never going to find it. So stop looking out there. Self-esteem is not out there. It's in here. And just spend some time saying, hey, I can elevate my sense of self-worth, self-value, self-image. You see, self-esteem means,
if I say, Stephen, I hold you in the highest of esteem, it's what I think of you. But self-esteem
is what I think of me. And what happens is we start to poke holes in our self-esteem by saying,
oh, I'm not good enough. I'm not rich enough, smart enough, attractive enough, qualified enough.
And you've got to go back and go, no,
I can raise myself. I matter just the way I am. I matter. I'm enough. I'm lovable. And you know,
my dad always said the job of any school is to raise the kid's self-esteem. That's more important
than learning Latin or sport. And all schools, their job is to raise kids. And parenting too, your job as a parent
is to raise your kids self-esteem. But nobody teaches us that. We think, oh no,
it's organic broccoli and making you safe and making you learn Mandarin and sending you to
good school. No, your job is to raise kids with good self-esteem. And then they'll have relations
with who've got good self-esteem. If it only will work on self-esteem, then they'll have relations with who've got good self-esteem if it only
will work on self-esteem the world would be so much better how would you have what would you
have done with 20 year old steve if he'd come to you and said listen marissa i've pursued all these
women they all seem to not value me yeah well i would have gone right back to look at what was
happening when you were growing up what was going on with your mum and dad,
where did you get these beliefs from,
what happened to you.
It's not what's wrong with you, it's what happened to you.
You should never say what's wrong with you.
What happened to you in your formative years?
What did you see growing up with your mum and dad?
What did you see?
So if we look at Paul McCartney, who loved Linda,
and all his children have got very secure relationships. Stella's got four children, amazing parent Mary, she's got three
children, but they're very happy. They've stayed with us because they learned what they live.
You learn what you live. What did you learn? What did you live that you learned, which was that
marriage is a horrible place you can't escape from
it's punishing it's not a place of sanctuary or love or support something completely different
I also think I just learned that I was at a very young age that I think maybe that I learned that
I was unlovable at some some level because I think think about being a black kid in an all-white area
where your house is like dilapidated.
I think that's the right word.
Where you can't, I never brought anyone home.
Never brought a girl home in the 16 odd years
that I lived in Plymouth.
Never brought anyone home.
No one knew where I lived.
I had this like constant shame.
Yeah, shame.
And I showed up as if I was a confident kid.
Like, you know, it was an act.
Yeah, and you went home feeling a sense.
You see, I taught 16,000 therapists all over the world.
And I teach them, there's only three things wrong
with every person that turns up at your door.
Only three things.
One of them is, I'm different, so I can't connect.
The next one is, I want something, it's not available to me.
And the third one is, I'm not enough.
There's a lot of
versions. I'm not smart enough, good enough. But when you talk about that little boy who
was a black kid in a white world, living in a shambolic house, never bringing people home,
straight away you're saying, I was different. And if I'm different, I can't connect because
we connect by being the same. People go, I like Postman Pat, so do I. I like Pastor, so do I. I like Barbie, so do I. Oh, you're my friend. But when you're different, you can't connect.
So you first had that first thing, I'm different, so I can't connect. What I want,
being the same as all the other kids, is not available to me. And if you think you're unlovable,
then you have to think you're not enough. But of course, that's what you felt. The truth is you're deeply lovable just the way you are.
But it's very hard when you don't feel it.
So when you, you know, your feelings,
the most real thing you have,
and we're always trying to use logic,
but logic doesn't work.
Because in a battle between emotion and logic,
emotion wins every single time.
So the emotion of being this kid who felt different,
not enough, not the same, you can't logic that better. Yes, you can achieve a lot and work hard and be a millionaire.
You remember John Lennon said, the thing you can't hide is when you're crippled inside.
And so you're trying to fake it till you make it, but then you just end up feeling like a big fake.
You have to go back and look at, okay,
I felt different, but here's an interesting thing. If our greatest fear is to feel different,
it must be none the same as everyone, because that's our greatest fear, to be different.
We used to be cast out for being different, banished for being different. But actually,
if you fear being different, that means you're the same as everyone because you've got the same fears.
And what wasn't available now, you've made it available many years ago.
And you're deeply lovable and more than enough.
So you have to kind of go back and look at that old scene and say, but that's not me anymore.
Of course it's not me.
So just stating why it isn't you is actually one of the most transformational things you can ever do.
Because we're so busy looking for how it is us. You know, here's the rule of the most transformational things you can ever do. As we're so busy looking for how it is us,
you know, here's a rule of the mind,
whatever you look for,
you will find whatever you focus on, you get more.
So when you look at how it's still you or still there or still bothering you,
then you'll find it.
And interesting, I think when you look at the mess
in your room, you remember the shambolic house
and that's why it bothers you.
Not because it's messy,
because you were brought up in a shambolic house. Now you come out and think,
oh, look at this room. I've recreated the same. Instead of saying, actually,
I'm in a five-star hotel. There's a maid next door. It's a little bit messy. It's not shambolic.
But you see what your brain is looking for is what's the same. And it will always find it. But
if you look for what's different, you'll find too so when you have a brilliant brain which we all have and you definitely have
instead you've got to talk yourself out of it not into it you're talking yourself into
how the messy room is the same as a messy home and it bothers you greatly because it feels out
of your control which it was when you're a kid living in that house don't talk yourself and
talk yourself out of it. Oh yeah,
I have created a mess, but hey, I'm a super successful guy. I'm busy. Someone's going to
come in and clean all of this up. And it's not the same. It's vastly different. But our mind is
always looking for what's the same because it loves what is familiar. After all, you know,
if you were a two-year-old kid living in the prairie and you wand on the prairie you'd only eat the berries you already knew you wouldn't eat anything unfamiliar
because it would have killed you so our primitive brain wants to go back to what is familiar back
to what is known back to what is comfortable let's talk about the sugar because i've heard you say a
lot well i saw this i saw this i saw on your your web one of the things I saw was the dietless
dietless life life coaching and the dietless life website I was on there just before I actually came
in the door earlier um and it said that the diet dietless life resolves the underlying cause of
overeating I let me confess I am someone that works out pretty much every day I'll work out today
although I'm going to that Fred again concert so that might be pretty much every day. I work out today,
although I'm going to that Fred again concert,
so that might be difficult.
That's a workout.
I work out pretty much every day of the week.
The thing that's holding me back is once in a while,
I'll get into a little bit of like a sugar spiral.
What I mean by that is I'll eat some sugar and then the next day I'll eat some more sugar
and then the next day I might have some more sugar.
Because it's very addictive.
Yeah.
I've actually given up alcohol.
I've not told anybody that,
but I've given up alcohol completely completely but this sugar thing seems to be
something that i'm like i'm like battling with it will happen you know once a month and then it
could last for like a couple of weeks where i just start eating things that i'm like why am i eating
that and then i'll get control again of the ship how do i avoid sugar i don't like it i don't want
it i actually when someone hands me something like the first thing i check is the sugar contents how do I avoid sugar? I don't like it. I don't want it.
I actually, when someone hands me something,
the first thing I check is the sugar contents.
Don't want it in my life anymore.
I've made that decision.
Like alcohol, goodbye.
But it seems to grab me.
So your mind always goes back to what something means.
So let's talk about little Steve and what did sugar and all the sugar retreats mean to you
when you were a kid?
What did they mean?
Well, in our house, we weren't allowed them
and we didn't have them.
We were probably the only family, again,
because of money issues,
that we didn't have any nice things in the fridge.
So I would go to the corner shop after school
and I would steal as much of the sweets as I possibly could.
And then how did you feel?
So let's close your eyes a minute.
Just remember, be that little boy.
You've just stolen them.
You've just got them.
It's okay that you took them.
Most kids do that. What do you feel like when you've suddenly got them. It's okay that you took them. Most kids do that.
What do you feel like when you've suddenly got them in your pockets
or you're eating them?
What's the feeling?
I feel in control.
I feel like my friends, I guess.
So keep your eyes closed and imagine now you're grown up, Stephen,
and suddenly it's one evening and you want this sugary stuff
and you want it the next day and the next day.
I want you to say this. I want you to say this when i say when i can't have sugar when i don't have sugar say it repeat
it when i don't have sugar when i don't have sugar i feel like that little kid who was deprived of
sugar i feel like that little kid that was deprived and that makes me feel out of control because
just add the word because it makes me feel out of control because because i lived in a house where
i didn't have the ability to get the things i wanted sure so you can open your eyes now so
the adult you you see it's not the chocolate it's the feeling you felt when you couldn't have it so
when people go on a diet this is what happens i can't have any of that stuff. I can only have lettuce and they have this traffic like red, everything's banned. Amber, okay, and green is like lettuce,
salad, carrots, grilled fish. And you think, yeah, but I want all the red stuff. It's the
mindset. If I can't have it, I want it. I want it so much. So again, you've got to talk to yourself
saying, hey, you know, I can have chocolate every day for the rest of my life. It's always, I can have it and I can have it in
abundance. I can have a breakfast, lunch and dinner. And here's the magic sentence that changes
your life. I'm choosing to say no and I'm choosing to love it. I mean, my parents were a bit like
that. No sugar. Sorry? Say that sentence again. I'm choosing to say no to chocolate and I'm choosing to love it.
I'm choosing to say no to kids' treats and I'm choosing to love it.
I was talking to one of my clients who's a billionaire
who goes on his boat, on his yacht,
and takes all these things like refreshers and sherbet stuff
because he wasn't allowed them as a child.
And even though he's got his own chef,
that makes him happy because it's something that was forbidden.
And so when he gets it, he thinks, oh, I feel so thrilled.
Because it did that.
When you look at it, it made you happy.
So you're looking for the feeling, not the thing.
And you can give yourself the feeling without the thing anyway.
So as you can remember, I feel the same when I want it and I feel the same when I get it.
But could I get the feeling without having
it? Of course you could. It's really easy too. Should I hypnotize you back to that little boy
that wanted the sugar so badly so we can change it? Yes. Would you like that? Yes. Should we do
it now? Let's do it now. Okay. Being hypnotized is really easy. I'll show you what you do. Okay.
It's about the eyes. So if you look at me, you're going to look up like that.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Take another deep breath, keeping your eyeballs up.
Every time you blink, deep, powerful hypnosis is coming upon you.
Breathe out.
And just one more time, keep your eyeballs up.
And this time, the more you blink, the deeper you're going to hypnosis.
As you exhale, keep your eyeballs up. Close this time, the more you blink, the deeper you're going to hypnosis. As you exhale,
keep your eyeballs up, close your eyelids down. And I'm going to tell you, Stephen, that your
eyelids are locked shut, glued shut, sealed together. Your eyelids are glued tight.
Try to open your eyes, find they're locked shut. Go deeper. Try to open your eyes, find they are glued tight.
Go deeper. And one more time, try to open your eyes, find they are fused together. Go deeper,
deeper, deeper. Your mind, Stephen, knows exactly what chocolate and children's sweets represent to
you. I'm going to count backwards from five to one.
Your brilliant mind is going to take you right back easily,
powerfully to a scene that is all to do with why, as an adult,
you keep going back to sugar.
The minute you get that information, it's going to be such a game changer.
And, of course, you can't relive anything.
It's not possible. You can only review.
You can't relive being that little boy, but you can review it. And any scene you go back to, even if it's sad, you're going to look at it
with fascination, with insight, with innate understanding of how those scenes then shaped
you today. So let's go. So you're about seven. Describe what's happening in this scene? I'm sat on a grass hill. I have these boring
sandwiches in my lunchbox. I want you to, it's very important to feel the feeling. You're doing
fantastic. I want you to say, I'm looking at my lunchbox, I'm seven years old and I feel so
disappointed. I'm looking at my lunchbox, I'm seven years old and I feel so disappointed I'm looking at my lunchbox I'm
seven years old and I feel so disappointed is there anything you can do to change the lunchbox
no I could I could steal some money from somewhere to buy the things I want or I could
swap or steal some other food or something. How else is that little kid feeling?
Buying sugar or getting it makes me feel powerful.
Sure.
There's always been that kind of underlying thing because I could never have it.
Yeah.
As an adult, it's kind of like an expression of like my new autonomy.
Yeah, of course.
I can have whatever I want.
So now I want you to go back to the little kid sitting on the grassy bank with a disappointing lunchbox. I want you to say to me, that's not me anymore.
Because you need to tell me exactly why. Just define, say to me that's not me anymore because you need to tell
me exactly why just if i tell me why that's not you so repeat after me that little kid on that
little kid on the grassy bank with a disappointing lunchbox that little kid on the grassy bank with
a disappointing lunch is not me is not me and will never be me ever again and will never be
me ever again because because i can have whatever i want now you're
not seven your mother doesn't provide your lunch every day does she no and if she didn't you hated
it couldn't you go out and get whatever you want yeah i want you that's not me that's not me i'll
never be seven i'll never be with a disappointing lunch ever again with a disappointing lunch ever
again i'll never be seven having less than other people ever again I'll never be seven having less than other people ever again. I'll never be seven having less than other people ever again. That can't be me. That can't be me.
I can have whatever I want now. I can have whatever I want now. And what I really want.
And what I really want. Is to be indifferent to sugar. Is to be indifferent to sugar.
And I want you to think of the words that little kid needed to hear.
You know better than me that when you were seven, eight, nine, 10, what you most needed to hear,
what you most needed to feel that you were the same,
that you were equal, that you had everything others had.
And I want you to repeat some of those words.
You can do it in your head or out loud.
What are the missing words you've never heard
and always wanted to hear?
One of them was,
you have the same resources and money and value
as all of your friends.
So say that to a little kid, you have the same money.
You have the same amount of money.
The same resources.
The same resources.
Same stuff everyone else has. The same stuff. The same resources. Same stuff everyone else has.
The same stuff that everyone else has.
You're smart.
You're smart.
And as you grow up.
And as you grow up.
You create everything for yourself.
You create everything for yourself.
You see, chocolate doesn't free you from feeling that you can't have it.
It actually reminds you.
Far from solving your issues, it reminds you of that kid it pulls
you right back it doesn't set you free it pulls you back to that memory of that kid who could
never have anyone to go i don't need to remember that anymore i don't need to remember that because
that isn't me because that isn't me and that will never be me and that will never be me i can eat
sugar every day for the rest of my long gorgeous life i can eat sugar every day for the rest of my long gorgeous life
i can eat sugar every day for the rest of my long what i really require what i really require is
complete and utter indifference is complete and utter indifferent playing this recording so my
voice goes with you stays with you until soon don't even need this recording. It's wired in, fired in, coded into you.
It's who you are, not what you do.
And it makes you feel amazing.
So knowing it, feeling it, believing it, being it, becoming it,
just slowly, calmly, easily just open your eyes.
Come back into the room.
How do you feel?
Wow, I forgot where I was. At least i thought i was somewhere else that's a great thing
about hypnosis you know you forget where you are the critical factor shuts down some things only
happen in hypnosis the critical factor shuts down it accepts things it can't accept consciously
what is going on there what is going on well your conscious mind is completely shut down
the subconscious that knows that the subconscious is always switched on is always on well your conscious mind is completely shut down the subconscious that knows
that the subconscious is always switched on is always on record and it remembers everything and
your subconscious is accessing memories but you're really getting the feeling because the thing is it
throat therapy doesn't get the feeling it says we did this you want to feel the feeling to say oh i
see i'm trying to get the feeling but I don't even need that feeling.
I can be free now.
Also, time.
I looked at the time and so much time has passed.
But it seems like five minutes.
Yeah, it feels like it was just a few minutes.
That's how you know hypnosis is so powerful because you lose all track of time.
Time stops, but the subconscious mind, is running the show really takes over.
Do you know what we'll do in this episode? This episode will take a couple of weeks to come out.
So I'll do an insert about how I got on with my relationship with sugars. You must have so many
case studies in your life of how hypnosis is just... So many people who did Dietless Life have said,
you know, I don't eat sugar. I didn't even know it could be. Someone said, you know, I can't even
have a cappuccino with a chocolate. I'd said, oh, no, sorry. You got to take that
off because I'm simply so indifferent to sugar. And then you start to taste how fake it is,
how horrible it is, because your body actually, your body never says, hey,
knock me out with sugar. The body hates it. It's the mind. Just like the mind might go for alcohol
or drugs until you can get into the mind and say you know
it's easy to make a better choice because you've chosen it one of my maybe my one of my my best
friends in the world i have like six best friends one of my best friends in the world
can't can't eat basically anything he's he's in his mid-30s now and for whatever reason
some psychological reason he just can't when we get a restaurant he can't
order anything he never has yeah known him for 10 10 years he basically only eats like a couple of
things and there's something going on where he thinks like i don't know the texture of other
things he basically eats like crackers crisps biscuits i was in dubai in february the girl
called sarah who don't you could only eat meat couldn't eat anything else but meat and i said i
can fix that in an hour and i I did. We went back to why.
And now she eats everything, cake, pasta.
Because, boy, she was in so much pain.
And she did it.
She straight away in one session, it was a game changer.
I had many kids who said I can only eat cheese and white bread.
But given my number, I can change that in an hour.
I'd love to.
We've tried so many things over the years.
You need to try the thing that works.
Proper hypnosis.
It works all the time because that magic only happens
when you get into that network of intelligence
and understand what's going on,
when you can send different messages to the feeling mind
because it's no good doing it logically.
It's like saying to an alcoholic,
now come on, have a lovely cup of tea.
You don't need that alcohol.
They look at you like you're mad
because logic can't defeat emotion
because there's emotion about I can only eat crackers.
It's so powerful.
But you can find a better emotion.
Where does that come from?
What was going on?
Like the emotion of that little Steven saying,
when I have the chocolate, I feel better.
I feel more powerful.
I feel the same as other people.
And that was the driver.
Now you can say, well, I don't need to do that.
I'm already powerful and amazing and equal to all my friends.
It took me to a place that I've not been before.
I actually remembered things that I hadn't ever remembered.
What kind of things?
The lunchbox thing.
I never really remembered my lunchbox shame.
That's a new thing, which I uncovered from being sat on that hill during summer and just opening the lunchbox it's just this horrible powerlessness
it's called learned helplessness and learned hopelessness I can't accept this but I can't
change it I don't know there's nothing I can do about it because you know you don't want it's not
the scene it's the feeling within the scene that's what you did so beautifully that kid who felt
powerless frustrated disappointed
but could do nothing i could steal and the yeah of course but that's i mean that's okay all kids
do that but that wasn't really the thing that gave you you could do it but that wasn't really
your choice you wanted to have the money that ashley had to go into the shop you want to have
the parents to say here's some money go and buy yourself something lovely but you didn't have that but when you stole the stuff you got the same feeling but it was never really the same because
you had the shame and the guilt and the blame attached but now you can let all of that go
so interesting i've never actually felt like that before i've never i remembered so many things and
time just seemed to stand still and um i realized things about my relationship with food that have been maybe locked up in the back room somewhere that I didn't realize.
So thank you for that.
Really, really powerful.
It's my first time ever doing anything with hypnosis.
But also the shame about the messy room, where that comes from, too.
The same feeling that you couldn't fix it.
When of course you can.
You can say, I love putting stuff away.
It feels amazing.
I wasn't sure whether I'm messy because it reminds me of home so a messy room makes me feel more comfortable or if it's the opposite like you know i've never been sure which
one it one which one it is well it's just i think it because you lived in a messy home it was
familiar it was easy no one said tidy up put that away so if you're in the army for instance you say
oh no i make my bed and because you learned a certain way but you learned the opposite just everything's
in a mess so the two things that you learned it's familiar but also it's deeply disappointing
because it makes you feel oh god there's a mess again and i can't fix it when the truth is
you can't you've always got a choice the worst thing is I can't change it and I can't accept I
can't change it I can't accept I can't change a mess I can't okay I can accept this go hey I'm
messy and I love it like an artist or you can say I can change it but it's like I can't change it
I can't accept accept it my daughter loves living in a mess because she's an artist she doesn't even
see it or you can say i can change
it by changing how i think just say i love putting stuff away it makes me feel powerful
and if you say it enough it will become real because your words create your reality
if you don't like your reality you don't have to change your you have to change the way you're
speaking which immediately changes your reality which is completely shaped by your words marissa thank you you're so welcome
we have a closing tradition where the last guest leaves a question for the next guest
the question left few is very good one in fact it's very um very relevant if there was one sentence
that everyone should believe about themselves that would have the most positive impact on their life what sentence is that i'm enough all my bracelets say it i live it
i have i created the i'm enough movement which i'm so proud of it would be i am enough i have
so many schools having kids say that says this has changed bullying in this school it's changed
the way kids perform academically it's changed the way they behave emotionally. They all have a little placard and they have to say it, state it, affirm it, I am enough. That's my favorite
statement because it's the truth about everyone, but we just don't know it. We often think, well,
I'm not enough. And if I'm not enough, I need more, more chocolate, more followers, more drinks,
more shopping. I'm enough. It's a statement that can change your whole life if you state it affirm it
and it will sink in marissa thank you everyone that's listening to this now should definitely
head over to your website because there's so much there whether they want to be trained by you or
whether they want to come to one of your events i was in there rummaging around and actually ran
out of time because there was so much so many resources and that's how i found the dieting stuff
and the coaching stuff and events and a lot of free stuff too we give away so much free stuff
and your youtube channel is another example of where you're just giving away you know hundreds
of videos of sure for free so thank you for the work you do you're a huge inspiration to me that's
why i wanted to have you back on but also it's my girlfriend who's actually upstairs and talks
about you all the time how lovely um and she? Oh, how lovely. And she's, you know, training and doing several courses.
I believe she's done some of yours as well.
But you are a force for good in the world.
Thank you so much.
It's so wonderful to hear that your work is now moving into schools
and the curriculum.
Yeah, everywhere. It's so exciting.
Incredible. Just incredible.
Thank you for being who you are.
You're welcome.
I really Appreciate it.