The Diary Of A CEO with Steven Bartlett - World Leading Psychologist: How To Detach From Overthinking & Anxiety: Dr Julie Smith

Episode Date: March 3, 2022

Dr. Julie Smith is a clinical psychologist with over 3 million followers on Tiktok, as well as the author of the Sunday Times No. 1 bestseller Why Has Nobody Told Me This Before? Before she was famou...s, she practised therapy for over fifteen years with the NHS and the Ministry of Defence. Julie offers practical advice to her millions of followers on everything from how to lead a meaningful life, to how to cope and what to do if you find yourself mentally struggling, to how to find motivation. Julie has something for everyone. Her new book is not designed to be read in its entirety in one go, but instead is packed with applicable and real-world advice for a wide range of problems. The reader can digest as they need it. Julie has helped millions of people, and she dropped in to tell me about her plan to help millions more.  Follow Julie: TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@drjuliesmith Julie’s book: https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/0241529719/ref=cm_sw_r_awdo_V6BCCKNCQY8W6WBHK8W9 Follow me: https://beacons.ai/diaryofaceo

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Quick one. Just wanted to say a big thank you to three people very quickly. First people I want to say thank you to is all of you that listen to the show. Never in my wildest dreams is all I can say. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd start a podcast in my kitchen and that it would expand all over the world as it has done. And we've now opened our first studio in America, thanks to my very helpful team led by Jack on the production side of things. So thank you to Jack and the team for building out the new American studio. And thirdly to to Amazon Music, who when they heard that we were expanding to the United States, and I'd be recording a lot more over in the States, they put a massive billboard in Times Square for the show. So thank you so much, Amazon Music. Thank you to our team. And
Starting point is 00:00:37 thank you to all of you that listened to the show. Let's continue. I can't stop now. I can't, I can't stop doing this. Dr. Julie Smith, she's a clinical psychologist with more than 3 million followers. How is she dealing with stress, pressure, burnout, overload? We're subjected to these kind of ideals. We're trying to do everything perfectly and it's impossible. Those things that we end up doing habitually are the things that work instantly. Going to the fridge or grabbing the wine or whatever it is. and actually the things that tend to work in the long term are hardest in the moment like sitting with it and feeling it and using skills to get yourself through it.
Starting point is 00:01:12 I just love that therapy. It's great for looking at the patterns and the cycles that people tend to feel stuck in in their relationship and it's incredible how life-changing that can be for people. Without further ado I'm Stephen Bart, and this is The Diver CEO. I hope nobody's listening, but if you are, then please keep this to yourself. Dr. Julie Smith, I had some time to read as much as I could about your story. And with a lot of my guests,
Starting point is 00:01:44 there's often tons of backstory online about their personal lives, their upbringing, their childhood. That didn't seem to be the case with you. And I think one of the things that from getting further and further down the road with your story, I thought was really wonderful was typically when people are successful and they reach the levels of success that you have in their disciplines. We tend to want to point to some kind of anomalous childhood where something traumatic or really significant happened that shaped them and made them obsessive or overly dedicated or passionate. Was that the case for you? What was your childhood like tell me yeah so uh no there are there's no um sort of major trauma that that triggered my kind of mission to do any of this or even you know I had a few
Starting point is 00:02:33 questions recently about you know why I was even interested in psychology and and actually I've always been fascinated by people by humans and and I read a lot as a child but actually everything I read was about normal people in normal life situations and sort of development of how people become who they are. And that's always fascinated me. And actually, I started studying psychology because I found it really interesting. You know, there was a new A-level available at my school, my college. And so I thought, well, that sounds okay. That sounds great. Let's try it.
Starting point is 00:03:07 And I was just fascinated by it. And so I kind of went with that and went to university because everybody else was going. And it seemed like that was what you do now. And so psychology felt like, you know, an interesting thing to do. I had no idea really what jobs could be at the end of it. I just kept following my interests all the way along. And actually, when people ask me advice about, you know, careers and finding your passion and all those things, that's the only advice I give people really is, you know, follow your interests, do the thing that excites you or that inspires you. And you don't have to
Starting point is 00:03:42 have this, you know, epiphany moment that transforms your life and makes you passionate about doing what it is you're doing. If you follow your interests, you're much more likely to end up somewhere in a job that you love. Having done this podcast for quite some time now, it's almost a bit of a psychological, I don't know. It's almost a bit of a psychological journey with each guest but it's sometimes it also feels like therapy and I'm starting to learn more and more about humans generally the more and more of them that I get to speak to especially because I'm I tend to be speaking to people that are considered to be anomalies in your experience having understood the nature of the human mind and how we think and how trauma and all of these things
Starting point is 00:04:26 and mood and decision making are all intertwined together what have you learned just more broadly and generally about the nature of human beings and how and how we come to be the way that we are I know that's a big question but it's one of the ones that I actually I'll tell you what I've learned okay because then maybe that will give you a bit of an indication as to what I'm, what I'm referring to here. One of the things I thought before I started doing this podcast and speaking to people a lot was I thought we were all just so fundamentally different. And I thought that my job would be to find out all the ways that all these successful people are different. But I think over time, I've actually learned the opposite. Fundamentally, humans are quite predictable in terms of how if you poke it like this, typically, like X, Y or Z will happen. Yeah, I think there is a sense of
Starting point is 00:05:13 predictability, isn't there? And certainly, you would go with that in terms of the sort of work that I do and working in therapy, there are certain patterns that can be predicted. And that's where, you know, your models of therapy develop, because you can predict that if certain things are happening, then it might develop into this pattern. And but actually, while there is predictability, people will always surprise you as well. So, you know, even as I work with people one to one in therapy, no two people are ever the same. And, and you can never assume anything. Um, because you know, everybody has that unique story and the new unique set of experiences that they've been through and their unique set of coping strategies and how they'll
Starting point is 00:05:59 then get through that. So, um, I think predictability to a degree but never assume anything because people yeah people will surprise you and how did uh a clinical therapist like yourself and you know what question I'm going to ask you to find their way onto TikTok you've got millions and millions and millions of followers on there yeah it's not I mean we were saying before we started recording TikTok is typically a place that you assume 16 year old kids to be dancing you don't assume clinical psychologists to be giving mental health advice yeah absolutely and that's where you know you talk about anomalies and stuff I guess I have um felt like I've been sort of swimming against the tide in my um in my chosen career and the area that I work in in that it's usually a very private
Starting point is 00:06:47 um quiet kind of career choice you're working with individuals it's confidential you work with one person at a time and and in in that sort of area of work actually very few people are even on social media um because you have to protect your your own privacy and confidentiality agreements and that kind of thing so to even put stuff on social media felt quite scary for me because you know your thought is what my peers gonna think is this you know what's this gonna cause for me but every time that I had someone else come in for therapy who found the educational aspect of it so helpful, I would go home and say to my husband, why do people have to pay to come and see people like me to find out that bit of information about how their mind works so they can deal with their anxiety better or so that they can, you know,
Starting point is 00:07:42 function in their relationship better? You know, there You know, there's a set of kind of knowledge there and skills that are taught to people in therapy, but they're not therapy skills. They're life skills, and people can use them every day. I use them every day to help me get through everything life throws at me. And I just felt that it was unfair that that knowledge should be kept and hidden away in the therapy room. So, you know, my husband being the person he is said, well, go on then, do it, you know, make it available and put something on YouTube or something like that. And so we did. We kind of half-heartedly made a really rubbish YouTube video.
Starting point is 00:08:21 And then at that same time, he TikTok so he found the app someone recommended to him he found it it was full of kind of fun dancing loads of really cool comedy and we were sort of scrolling through it laughing instantly just you know falling down that rabbit hole of scrolling and uh and he said well you know go on uh make something like for 60 seconds see what information you can get into it I said well then no you can't you can't cut it down to that you know small amount of time it'll be impossible um and I'll probably get trolled out of there because no one is talking about that kind of stuff there were young people expressing their distress on there and talking about their mental health from a
Starting point is 00:08:59 personal perspective but I couldn't find anyone who was kind of sharing education around it so um reluctantly you know got persuaded and had a go and almost instantly um the response was just overwhelming people were messaging saying they were checking in every day to see what the next video was or you know and there's this real misconception as well that that all my followers on there must be this young group of people. And, you know, a lot of the messages I get are from parents and even grandparents who are saying, oh, this concept you explained was really, really useful. I'm working through it with my daughter or my grandson. And it's really helping.
Starting point is 00:09:38 Thanks so much. You know, where's the next one coming from? So I kind of felt like when we started, it was going to be this one-off thing like okay oh you know I should you know practice what I preach and have a go and I assumed that we would kind of delete the delete the account and it never happened um two years later here we are kind of three and a half million of us later so yeah I mean it there was no kind of set game plan for it but it just felt like the right thing to do it, to kind of put that information out there and see if people were interested in it.
Starting point is 00:10:10 And it turns out people were quite hungry for that kind of information. You know, people wanted not only to talk about mental health, but they wanted some evidence-based sort of quality tips and knowledge that they knew were coming from, I guess, a good place a couple of questions there then so the first one is are you still seeing patients one-on-one yeah so I still have a few I had to stop taking on anyone else new because I was sort of bombarded
Starting point is 00:10:37 with requests and you know writing the book and everything has taken up a huge amount of my time so um I've kept that really limited um but uh yeah I kind of still I still want to keep that going I'm just I'm in the process of trying to work out how to manage that around doing such public things so yeah that's going to be a real transformation for me because that's one of the things I've I've always sort of contended with when people have asked me if I do like one-on-one coaching and stuff my deep my kind of default mindset is well if I spend an hour I'd rather make a video that I think can reach millions of people than sit with one person on their own yeah so I was wondering what your relationship was with that one-on-one stuff yeah I mean in some ways I do miss some of the one-to-one stuff that I do or did do and and so that's why I've kind of held on to some of it
Starting point is 00:11:26 um because you just cannot be being one-on-one with someone in a room and developing that depth of relationship with someone where that therapy room becomes their sanctuary and you know that's an incredible privilege that kind of work and I And I love it. But there is that, there is that sense of, okay, I could sit in this room and, you know, work with one person at a time, or I could make a video and share this idea with potentially a couple of million people, which, you know, has become a real passion. And I recognize that it just didn't interest me the numbers and the you know kind of business side of it just didn't really figure for me it was genuinely just the feedback the messages and the emails you know I was going through them and and thought was
Starting point is 00:12:19 I can't stop now I can't I can't stop doing this if people are checking in every day to see what the next video is or or asking for specific topics because they're genuinely struggling with something. If I can help in some small way, then I really should. So in terms of that feedback that you're getting from social media, I've come to learn that it's not all great. As in, I'm not saying the feedback isn't all great but the general like stress and pressure and expectation and constant constant feedback can be detrimental in many ways as well talk to me about your relationship with having millions and millions of people that can message you at any time letting you know whatever they're thinking and how you
Starting point is 00:13:00 process that yeah do you know it's been really tough for me actually because I I'm naturally a very people following probably wouldn't believe this, I bounce around in my videos, like anything, but I'm actually very introverted, shy person, you know, my ideal day is kind of at home alone with a book, probably. And so, you know, the idea of being public, and, and being seen by people was not a comfortable one. It's something that I kind of endured for the cause, if you see what I mean, for the idea of, oh, this could help someone who's in need. So that's something I've had to work through and do a lot of kind of practicing what I preach, you know, being uncomfortable for the sake of something that I value or that I believe in. And, and yeah, I mean, I did a video on the mental filter,
Starting point is 00:13:51 this kind of thought bias that we all have. And use the example of, you know, with the kind of comments and feedback and stuff like that, that you can have 100 positive comments, and you will scroll through them to find the one that's not positive, even if it's neutral, you know, or God forbid negative, because you're built to do that. You're built to look for any signs that this is not okay or that it's all going to collapse and everyone's going to hate you. And so actually doing the whole thing has, has made me practice what I preach because I have to, because it's not an easy situation to be in is that you're vulnerable when you're putting yourself online or, you know, as much as, as I do when you're putting yourself out there.
Starting point is 00:14:39 It's a vulnerable place to be. And, and a lot of people look on and think it's easy and um and it's it's really not no I have a newfound respect for everyone who kind of you know is brave enough to do that what you're describing there that scrolling through comments looking for the bad one is something I think we can all relate to because I will get 99.9% like great comments and then it'll be as you say the one that's either that's critical or that feels personal it's if someone's like criticizing something that i've like done i don't really care it's when it's when they are criticizing who i am i think i find it hardest and that's why i wanted to understand why that was and i started doing some reading and some
Starting point is 00:15:19 writing about this topic and understanding the nature if we go back in our like in our history as humans of rejection and what that used to mean when I was a human the idea of being like dispatched like kicked out of my tribe yeah and the threat that that would put me under if I was removed from my tribe and this idea of rejection and really like a lot of rejection this is kind of what I came to came to the conclusion of when someone says something like that it's almost like for me it feels like a a threat of rejection a threat of being expelled from the from the you know from the tribe or whatever um obviously not obviously that is not the truth but deep within me somewhere that desire to fit in and be accepted by the tribe is still there so having millions of people being
Starting point is 00:16:02 able to give me feedback and some of them seemingly rejecting me from the tribe or saying that I don't fit or whatever is difficult. Is that like, that's a lot of words, but does that make any sense? Yeah, because the feeling comes before the rational thought about it. So, you know, your body has that reaction before you're able to consider that, you know, this isn't your only community or this isn't your family or people that are sort of you're dependent on and that kind of thing. So I think the feeling will always be there. And it's always difficult, isn't it? But then you can override that with what comes next. So it's all it's not about never having that feeling. And I hate it
Starting point is 00:16:44 when people kind of say online, you know, just to stop caring what everybody thinks. And that is impossible because you're built to care what people think of you. And you probably wouldn't function in a society that well if you didn't care what anybody thought of you. It's about how you then manage it. So when those thoughts come along about, you know, a negative comment, it's what do you do next with what comes
Starting point is 00:17:05 up? So yeah, it's really about how you kind of respond to the thoughts that come up after. And is it, in those moments of rejection, is it really like the story we tell ourselves about what that rejection means to us? I'm thinking now more broadly about romantic rejection. I'm dating someone, she says, you're dumped. Like the harm surely isn't in the separation. Surely for me, it's always felt like, oh, well, I got to the point where I realised that it was more Steve's subconscious brain is telling himself he's a scumbag and not beautiful and not smart because of this rejection. Is that really where the harm is done? Like that self-inflicted self-story? Yeah. So, I mean, rejection is difficult for
Starting point is 00:17:43 everybody, isn't it? But certainly if rejection taps into what we call a kind of core belief. So if someone grew up with a core belief around being unlovable, for example, because maybe their parents were inconsistent in their care, for example. So they, you know, and you don't think about these beliefs consciously all the time, you know, they're not at the forefront of your thought processes, but they will influence how you feel and they'll influence how you behave and the choices that you make. So what happens is when we have a core belief that is a sort of damaging one or detrimental one, we develop sort of rules for living around that, that help us to keep it at bay. So it might be, you know, if I can just be the perfect
Starting point is 00:18:25 business owner and the perfect boyfriend and the perfect dad, then no one will reject me and everything will be okay. And so you set yourself these rules for living that at some point, inevitably, you break or there's signs that you're not gonna be able to keep up with them. And what that does is when there's signs that you're not going to keep up with those rules for living, you then, it kind of triggers that core belief to come to the forefront. And that's when you get that rush of kind of psychological distress, because it's a distressing thing to believe about yourself. And so that's when it can cause people real problems when that sort of damaging core belief is being triggered on a regular basis, for example, maybe because it's a turbulent relationship or whatever the situation is. And that's when you
Starting point is 00:19:10 can work not only on the present stuff, but on the core beliefs and looking at how those are playing out in relationships. And how do you get to the heart of understanding what your core beliefs are? Because I went through life and I think I got to about 24 years old without being in a relationship and when I asked myself what my core beliefs were as it relates to relationships I realized that they were heavily shaped by watching my parents like toxic relationship and this belief that relationships were prison I because my I thought my dad was in prison for my entire childhood that's what I thought I thought he was trapped in prison because he was in a for my entire childhood. That's what I thought. I thought he was trapped in prison because he was in a relationship with my mother
Starting point is 00:19:48 because they were very argumentative, shall we say. So it wasn't until I was 24, and I think because of journaling and writing and really this podcast, that I was able to realise that I even thought that. And I was having this like avoidant behavioural pattern where the minute I would pursue someone romantically and the minute they would accept my advances, I would run for the hills and try and dissuade them out of being in
Starting point is 00:20:09 a relationship with me. And I had no idea that core belief was in the back of my control centre of my mind. Yeah, absolutely. And there's a really fascinating therapy called CAT therapy, actually. So it's Cognitive Analytic Therapy, just CAT for short. But that's just a fascinating therapy where it looks at the relationships that you have when you're younger. So when you're growing up with parents or siblings or family. And in those relationships, you learn how to behave in the world, right? You learn about, you know, who I am, what to expect from other people and what to expect from the world at large. And then you develop kind of survival strategies or coping strategies in, for example, in a difficult relationship like that. You learn how to cope with that and you have these kind of safety behaviors. And as you grow up, you're in a different situation, right? You're not dependent on
Starting point is 00:21:01 parents and stuff like that. But those survival strategies, all those safety behaviors continue, and they get played out in your adult relationships. And I just love that therapy. It's great for looking at the patterns and the cycles that people tend to feel stuck in, in their relationships, and how that reflects those early life experiences that are essentially outdated coping strategies. But it's really difficult. You know, if something's been a lifetime of habit, you can't just break that by telling yourself to do that. So it takes time and it takes practice. And you literally kind of map out the cycle so that you learn to sort of acknowledge it in hindsight, first of all. So you
Starting point is 00:21:41 say, OK, last week that happened and that happened. And yeah, I went around the cycle. And then eventually you've done that enough that you start to recognize it when you're in it. So as you're about to do something, you think, hang on a minute, I know what this, this is predictable. I know what I'm doing. And in that moment, you then get this chance. This is a beauty of kind of awareness is you then get this chance to choose whether you go with it. And sometimes you will, and you'll go around the cycle again. And sometimes you'll do this other thing that you've already worked out you need to do and you break the cycle
Starting point is 00:22:11 and then you get the benefits of that. And so it's this really kind of long process of sometimes going around the cycle again and then sometimes breaking it and finding this new life that you can create in your relationships and stuff like that. So, and it's incredible how life-changing that can be for people if someone can't afford to go to cat therapy or whatever is there is there a way at home or within their own life that they can
Starting point is 00:22:35 sort of achieve the same outcome I think um I don't think it's a replacement for it, but I think definitely things like journaling and reflecting on experiences and trying to look at patterns of behavior. So, you know, I always find that, I don't know, when I'm with my boyfriend, we argue about this after I do this. And then you can literally sort of work it out on paper, just writing things down. What happened? Then what happened next? Then what happened next? How did I feel? How do I think they felt? How did then I feel when they said that? And you're really kind of just going through it. But keep doing that, you know, just doing it once won't necessarily open up everything. But when you keep doing it, you can work out patterns and the themes. And then when you start
Starting point is 00:23:21 to get, you know, a sort of knowledge of that cycle, you can then, you know, begin to look at what's different. But sometimes it's really difficult to just know how to break the cycle. Sometimes that's a really difficult part of therapy for people is working out, well, where can you break that cycle? Where, where can you exit and do something different? And what is that different thing? Because if you knew, right, you would just do it. So it's not easy and I think you know maybe it's maybe that's another book to write isn't it it's talking about that relationship stuff because it's so important to people and and you know sometimes having good friendships and
Starting point is 00:23:56 people that you trust to talk through these things with can help to give you that other perspective you know kind of fact checking some of your own because you when you're in it it's so hard to see the wood for the trees isn't it you're kind of it's so much easier once you've got stuff down on paper and you're kind of looking at you've got that bird's eye view and that's really the process of therapy so if you can recreate any aspects of that with a really trusted friend or loved one then that could be helpful I don't think it's a replacement for therapy and the model and the training, but it's certainly something. When you grow a big platform very quickly, there's a lot of other sort of, I guess, psychological things to contend with. One of them is imposter syndrome. Yeah. One of them is the claim, which will be leveled at you,
Starting point is 00:24:38 I'm sure that you got lucky. How do you deal and contend with all of these thoughts? I'd say lucky is pretty hard work, isn't it? You probably know that. Yeah, and, you know, there's an element of that. I think, you know, there was probably a timing thing for me in that, you know, this huge pandemic started and lots of people were at home tapping into new social media platforms they hadn't before.
Starting point is 00:25:01 I think it's been uncomfortable all the way along. I think because it's been new and I've been it's very public and that's way out of my comfort zone you know I hadn't um I'd been in such a kind of small but I live in a small town I had a small you know one man band private practice just me and the whole reason for that was so that I could balance it around my children and be the mum I want to be. It was all very kind of organic. And, and suddenly this, this thing started to happen and become a bit of a roller coaster. How does it feel to know that the more successful you become at what you do, the more public you're going to become to the point where you might be in the Daily Mail every week?
Starting point is 00:25:42 And, and do you know what, I've had quite a few moments. I'm not even really told you on this, but I've had quite a few moments along the way where I've really, really questioned, do I even want this? And I kind of told myself that as soon as all that feedback, nice feedback from genuine people who were saying, thank you so much, you know, what's next?
Starting point is 00:26:04 I was kind of waiting for that to stop so that I could stop. Because it's really not been easy. You know, I've been, I've got three small children, and it's really, really important to me to be present for them. So I wanted to keep it as balanced as I could, which has been nearly impossible. So I was getting up at like five in the morning to make videos for TikTok in the dark before my kids got up and stuff like that and it's not been you know it's not been an easy ride and so it's kind of you know it's been hard work and I think I kept going because I felt like it was temporary I felt like at some point everyone's just gonna think yeah this is boring now and and we'll stop um and we would have helped
Starting point is 00:26:43 a few people and that'll be great I mean maybe you could advise me on that well no I'm asking you because I'm literally going through the same thing which is this realization that I've had more recently especially with the success of the podcast than joining Dragon's Den that um and then like there was there was a like a really critical piece written about me the other day and it's like totally baseless but it says it basically implies that my last company was like Guantanamo Bay or something. And I was thinking, this is going to only continue
Starting point is 00:27:09 to get more and more and more. And I'm going to have to contend with more and more noise as I become more successful at the thing I love doing. So what do you do? Do you stop? And I do feel like a sense of mission and cause with what I do as well.
Starting point is 00:27:23 So do I stop that? Which feels in in some degree a little bit selfish maybe and just focus on like making my life very private I can go to Bali and buy a big mansion and just chill yeah or do I carry on doing what I'm doing and realize that an unavoidable consequence of it is I have to log online every day or I have to you know open my emails every day and just see so much noise yeah which which is difficult because as you say I want to have a relationship and I noticed specifically this weekend when I was like speaking to lawyers and doing all this stuff because of this article or whatever that I hadn't spoken to my girlfriend and I'm like the thing that actually matters the most to me the person that provides me with the
Starting point is 00:28:03 most like stability and love is the thing as you said that the most to me, the person that provides me with the most like stability and love is the thing, as you said, the most important thing, you say it in your book, is the thing I'm rejecting for the sake of noise that doesn't like, you know? Yeah, and I think that's where it almost goes against the grain again, doesn't it? Because we're kind of taught to believe somehow
Starting point is 00:28:21 there's this undercurrent in our culture that you should strive for, you know, riches and fame and those things, because they'll somehow make everything good. And actually, they make things harder as well. So, you know, while some people can really enjoy that, and they'll really feel that that's where they want to be, there isn't this narrative where people say, it's okay not to, because those people are being quiet and going off, you know, and doing their own thing. So we don't hear that narrative of,
Starting point is 00:28:52 it's okay not to be extraordinary or it's okay not to stand out from the crowd or it's okay to want a quiet life or private life. And, you know, I'm as much a victim of that as anyone else, because, you know, when I'm not wanting certain sort of public things, I question myself, you know, what am I doing? Am I, is this right? And it's often, you know, about your own values, isn't it? And how you want to live. And I guess all the time that you're questioning that and reflecting on it, making choices, none of them have to be permanent.
Starting point is 00:29:27 There's this idea that if I don't take the opportunity, it's all over. Probably not. So, you know, you can kind of play around with it, can't you? You could probably have, you know, work out what is it that I like and want about each one and how can I create a balance for me? But yeah, we're just taught that we need to just strive for extraordinary and out of the crowd.
Starting point is 00:29:58 And I think we have to question that. Where are you at the moment on this topic in terms of deciding you know how much of you know how much attention and this audience you're building you want to build versus the the privacy and the family and the the things that so clearly much more intrinsically aligned with your values I think I'm I'm getting there to a sense that I need to stick to the reason that I started in the first place. I think I have to keep that sense of integrity about, you know, I started to be helpful. And the thing I love doing, you know, the thing I loved about writing the book was researching and learning about psychology and keeping up to date with the research. And that's kind of stuff is the stuff I love to do. I love to learn about people and then to share that knowledge. And so I guess as long as I'm doing that and trying to sort of protect my children at the same time and live a normal life, then that'll be okay. But all of these things are a balance. I don't think there is a clear
Starting point is 00:31:01 set answer to any of these things are there you know like you've had that experience with the paper and and that's made you kind of maybe step back a minute and think wow how much do I want this kind of thing and and it doesn't have to you know make you do a 180 but it can make you just acknowledge and learn I don't want to go too far in that direction this is what I want and and I feel like is that with me you're constantly just edging from one sort of position to another. And you've got to learn in them. You've got to learn from the experience it like on the job, right? Because these are, these are not lessons that I could have learned from someone just telling me. And in fact, we've probably both grown up in a world where people have warned us about the things we're experiencing
Starting point is 00:31:40 and we didn't listen. We didn't understand until we felt it right and if you try and convince some 10 year old kid you probably don't want to be famous yeah you're right okay whatever so you have to learn these things yeah one of the things you spoke about there is um about values and much of your you know much of what you talk about in your book centers around understanding what our real values are and our goals and what we should be aiming for and how to deal with certain situations your brand brand new book, Why Has Nobody Told Me This Before, which I love, by the way, for many reasons. I love it because you don't have to read it all in one sitting. You can skip to the key parts that are relevant to you. As is the case with all your content, it's super inclusive. So it doesn't feel like, I mean, I've got psychology books on my bookshelf
Starting point is 00:32:22 over there that are, you know, I have to like, I have to do one page at a time and like have a massage to get through each paragraph because it's difficult but this is super inclusive whilst also being incredibly important in its subject matter so values and goals what is the difference what is the value sure so the way I would talk about sort of values and goals and therapy is really around a goal is something that you, once you achieve it, once you get there, it's done. So, you know, your goal might be to get through your exams. Okay, exams are over, you passed, done. A value doesn't finish or end. It's a pathway.
Starting point is 00:33:02 If you imagine your life as a journey, for example, it's a path that extends the whole of your life. And it's something that you choose to always stay close to when you can. And I think, you know, life will always take you in different directions. So sometimes life will pull you away from a particular value. But it's really about always evaluating and knowing where that path is so that you can pull back in that direction. So for example, when your, you know, your career starts to take over because it's so busy and then you think, oh, I haven't spoken to my girlfriend all week. That's you going, that path's too far away now. I'm pulling back. I need to head back in this direction because this is important to me. And so it's a kind of, you know, winding path where you're, sometimes you're pulling away from
Starting point is 00:33:43 it and sometimes you're going back towards it um and something that I included in the book was these sort of little values check-ins that I would do and and we do in therapy where we look at okay just look at the different areas of your life doesn't have to be rocket science doesn't have to be really kind of airy-fairy it's looking at okay what's important in your life you might have family intimate relationships health health, creativity, you know, lifelong learning, career contribution, those kind of things. And then you could literally kind of split it up into boxes and put in each box words, not about, what's really crucial is it's not what happens to you. It's not what you want to happen to you. It's how you want to respond
Starting point is 00:34:23 to things, how you want to be in that area of your life, what kind of person you want to be. So let's say you were looking at your, you know, romantic relationships. What kind of boyfriend do I actually want to be? You know, what kind of partner do I want to be? What do I want to represent to that person? And how do I want to come at difficulties? How do I want to sort of respond to problems that we face? And, and, you know, that kind of thing. So it's all looking at the attitude that you bring to that situation in your life or that area of your life. And you might come up with words that, that then kind of resonate or, you know, maybe, I don't know, in maybe in your work life, maybe enthusiasm is a
Starting point is 00:35:02 word that you just hold close to you and that becomes one of your values. And so you can then, and sort of exercise that's in the book is you can almost rate, okay, how important is it to me to be enthusiastic in my work? Maybe it's 10 out of 10. That's really, really important to me. And on that same scale, then how much do I feel like I'm living in line with that this week or today? Two out of 10, I'm pretty tired. Can't even bother today. This job's really boring today or whatever.
Starting point is 00:35:31 And so when you, what you've done there is you've looked, you've opened up a discrepancy between, okay, this is really important to you, but you're not living in line with it. Why? What's going on? Not in a way that you can then be really self-critical, but as a tool to say, yeah, my girlfriend's really important to me, but I haven't seen her for four weeks. Why? What's stopping me from jumping on a plane right now? Okay, let's do that.
Starting point is 00:35:55 And then, you know, when you start to do those things and you're coming back towards your value, the sort of rating for how much you're living in line with it would go up. And so doing that kind of exercise is really just a long-winded way of saying saying you can look at what's important to you you can just do a really quick measure up of how much am I living in line with it and what areas of my life do I need to pay attention to because I'm not living in line with it so it can be kind of quite simple and a fairly quick exercise really I am I was actually watching a video last night and uh there was a guy on youtube
Starting point is 00:36:26 I don't know how I managed to stumble across it the video had like 2000 views this is not anybody anybody would know but I he was sat in his car and I found it really fascinating because I don't know whether I should say this or not but um I found it fascinating because he exhibited certain like narcissistic delusions of grandeur in talking about what he wanted to become and what he wanted from his life and um it got me thinking that it's quite difficult to understand whether something you say or write down or aiming for is a value or if it's just based on like an inherent deep childhood born insecurity because if you'd asked me at 18 what my values were I would have said a million pounds a Lamborghini like I would, I would have defaulted to these things because those were the things that would have like, I don't know,
Starting point is 00:37:07 scratched my like insecurities. Right. But as I've, as I attained those things and had more chance to reflect on what actually makes me feel good and fulfilled and complete, I would have said family connection, you know, health, two very different things, right? One's cause-based, one is just an insecurity. So how do we know the difference and and you don't right because you know and it's always a horrible answer isn't it but you you know maybe you had that aspiration when you were younger and and you went with it because it's all you knew at the time and then you learned some you became more wise and your values shifted slightly and and that's the thing that's why
Starting point is 00:37:45 I talk about doing sort of quite regular values check-ins because depending on your life you know stage and what you're doing your circumstances your values will change you know my values transformed when I had children and um you know probably sort of flipped them upside down really and and that's okay. I could never have known that that would be, I couldn't have prioritised my children before they were there anyway, you know. And, for example, you might not have been able to know that you would feel differently now.
Starting point is 00:38:16 Back then at that age, you didn't have the capacity to do that. You hadn't had the life experience. So it was okay. You know, there isn't this sense of there is this right path and if you get on it at 17 you'll be all right you know the the whole process is a learning process so it's okay to change direction it's okay to discover this is not where I want to be but I've learned something here we go let's change direction let's go in this direction and now I've got the knowledge of where I don't want to be speaking of direction, then a lot of what's written about how we change direction is
Starting point is 00:38:48 you've got to make this like big grand decision in your life. And then today you've got to go in that direction as if it was like a 90 degree turn. And this can be quite terrifying for a lot of people because it's not easy to do. You talk about this in the book, you talk about habits and things like that and how we make change in our life. have you learned in your you know your experience as a clinical psychologist about how people do actually make meaningful change in direction in their life um i think something i've learned is that big meaningful change is not made uh drastically and quickly you know sustainable change is made carefully and there's this process of it's not just action there is a lot of kind of reflection and then there's a bit of action then there's a bit more reflection of like we tried that how was it you know do we need to
Starting point is 00:39:39 change direction you know we keep moving so it's a kind of bit by bit by bit. But we greatly underestimate how powerful and sustainable that can be when we do it bit by bit and, and, you know, develop habits, for example, and constantly reevaluate and check in on which direction we want to go in. So I think something that I've learned, and certainly actually, in my NHS work for example this the type of work that I was doing um it took time you know if someone's really poorly and and there's a lot to work through that takes a long time and that's okay that's kind of how we work it takes time to heal and things like that so um I think I learned to sort of acknowledge that not everything has to be done yesterday. You also talk a lot about in your book about how we can turn bad days
Starting point is 00:40:30 into not so bad days, I guess. And this relationship, which I find really fascinating between the decisions we make, our mood and our like actions and behaviour and how they're all like fundamentally linked. And I was thinking, I remember when I was writing my book, having a particular moment where I was in I was thinking, I remember when I was writing my
Starting point is 00:40:45 book, having a particular moment where I was in like a bad, I was in like not a good mood. And I was trying to understand what, how to kind of hijack that to get back to a good mood. Do I go for a run? Do I just focus on my actions? Do I have to think my way out of my bad mood? What would you say to all of that? I think thinking your way of a bad mood is is difficult and and often takes quite a bit of practice around using specific skills and stuff like that um sometimes the quickest way to impact on your mind is through your body so things like exercise music um using your voice like singing and stuff like that, things like that can create quite big shifts in the moment, but also human connection. So for example, if you've been
Starting point is 00:41:29 kind of pent up and tense or you felt unsafe and then someone hugs you and you burst into tears and it's that kind of shift of emotion. And so things like human connection, movement, music, you can utilize those to good effect. You know, different people are different. And so, you know, one thing will work for one person and something different will work for someone else. You know, I don't know. My husband likes to listen to kind of really like old school New York hip hop and stuff and that puts him in a great mood.
Starting point is 00:42:01 It puts me in a terrible mood. I hate it. So it's kind of, you know that everyone has a different experience of things like music or exercise but if you can understand your own experience what works for you then definitely then utilize those to create even small shifts in the moment because a small shift can just change direction and then other things can help to kind of move it forward what about sleep how important is sleeping in terms of our mood and mindset oh so important so important and you know that that's kind of a battle I've been going on because because you know with this kind of work and the demands of of you know creating content um alongside having
Starting point is 00:42:44 three small children it. It hasn't been unusual for me to kind of be up in the night with children and then be getting up at five to make videos before I take them to school. And like, you know, just it's not sustainable, that kind of lifestyle. But I notice if I have not had enough sleep for, you know, a few days, it will impact on how I feel and it'll impact on my performance and how effective I am at work and what I'm doing. And so, you know, it's something you just have to take seriously. I think, and something that, I don't know, in our culture, there's this kind of shift towards, what's the saying? Like you sleep when you die and all that rubbish, you know, that kind of, well, you will die sooner if you don't
Starting point is 00:43:28 sleep. So, you know, let's weigh this up. So it's one of those things. It feels like when there's more to be done than can be done. It's so tempting all the time to ditch on that bit of extra sleep that you know would be good for you. But it's, yeah, I think it's something that we all have to just always remind ourselves. You've got to, you've got to come back to it and you've got to, you've got to give your body what it needs. Do you feel like you've got that balance now? I think it's always, I think it's always a tightrope, isn't it? You know, like something will happen and, and there'll be a late night or an early morning and that shifts again.
Starting point is 00:44:04 And there's no recovery because, you know, children are waking up early and stuff. I think while I've got a balance, I hate the idea that I might perpetuate this notion that I've got it right and that, you know, just do what I do because I've got this perfect life and it's absolutely not that way. That is something that I think is detrimental, you know, in kind of social media and things like that, that can really catch people out is the idea that you look at someone online and you assume that they have it all sorted and that they don't have problems and that they don't struggle with normal human stuff that we all struggle with. And so I've tried to sort of keep that honesty all the way along that yeah these you know these are
Starting point is 00:44:45 great tools and they really really help but it doesn't stop life throwing stuff at you it doesn't make you invincible and I say that in the introduction this isn't the key to a problem free life it's an arsenal of tools that you can use to face those problems with that will ensure you can kind of get through it talking about all of that that. So, you know, the success you've had and the impact it's had on, you know, your life and having to wake up sometimes at God knows what time to film a TikTok video. One of the things I read about in psychology is this idea that our motivation can start to diminish when something becomes extrinsically motivated. So when some, when you're paid to do something, your motivation to do the task weirdly diminishes, even, you know,
Starting point is 00:45:24 even if you enjoyed it before being paid to do so so have you felt that in your life that now that TikTok and making videos has become work the motivation to do it is is shifting at all it can do I think there's there's the temptation for it to do that isn't there when when things shift um and that's why I think it's been so important to me um to keep in mind I had I think if I didn't have that initial reason for you know I wanted to share this this really good information that's usually locked away in the therapy room I probably it just wasn't me so it wasn't it wasn't enough of a pull you know I didn't have any interest in being kind of public person that kind of thing so it wouldn't have been enough for me
Starting point is 00:46:06 to work that hard on it. And it's, yeah, as long as I keep that thought or that value in my mind about, you know, sharing knowledge that can help people with their mental health, then that enables me to keep going. But has it shifted? What, in terms of becoming less motivated?
Starting point is 00:46:29 Yeah. Or feeling more and more like work? No, I think there was a period where it felt like just a grind of work when not the writing, I loved the writing, but then there was obviously this pressure to keep, you know, putting content out there, and I can't just disappear for six months. And,
Starting point is 00:46:51 and that pressure felt like, but I think that was a symptom of overload of just, okay, I've got to write a book, I've got to be a mum, and it's lockdown, and we're homeschooling, and, and I've got to get video on every day and you know that that for me that's a sign of overload and that in turn influences your motivation in the moment but I guess I'm aware that motivation is something I can't rely on anyway it's a feeling and it comes and goes so some days it will feel like a grind and other days it will feel really exciting you know coming to do this and meet you and that you know that stuff's kind of really wonderful and some days you know coming to do this and meet you and that you know that stuff's kind of really wonderful and some days you know I'm in my therapy room on my own with a camera going oh gotta say something
Starting point is 00:47:30 profound now you know what find something um so you know and I think it's awareness of every job has its ups and downs I can't rely on feeling like it all the time I have to remember why I started it and the values behind it to keep me going what have you so that term overload was interesting because I've never really heard of someone describing it like that um typically people say things like burnout or whatever else what is the um what is I guess the cause and or the cure for people that are feeling overload because I guarantee you like 95 plus of people listening to this now, especially in the world we live in, will be feeling some sense of relative subjective overload in their lives, including me.
Starting point is 00:48:12 Yeah, I think we're subjected to these kind of ideals of everything, aren't we? And, you know, for parents, there's this kind of, all these images about what it means to be the ideal parent, depending on what kind of content you're consuming. And then there's these ideas of the ideal business person or the ideal author or the ideal social media, you know, whatever. And because we're subjected to so many of them, we then just overextended. We're trying to do everything perfectly and it's impossible. And then we feel terrible and we feel like we're failing or we're at fault rather than the culture that says you can be anything you want to be. You know, actually, it's okay to decide this is what I want my life to look like. And that's okay. You know, it's just, it's okay for
Starting point is 00:49:04 it to be like that. And for people to have goals that are smaller than's okay you know it's just it's okay for it to be like that and and for people to have goals that are smaller than others you know it's um I think it's it probably leads to a much more psychologically healthy outcome I kind of bring that that back to a point that I mentioned earlier and I'm probably just asking this for my own interest, but you're, theoretically, you're heading in the direction of maybe having 20, 30, 40 million followers. Yeah, I don't know. And then the demands on your time are going to be, people are going to be offering you your own TV show
Starting point is 00:49:39 and they're going to be asking you to write seven books on a seven book deal and everyone's going to want you on Lo write seven books on a seven year on a seven book deal and everyone's going to want you on loose women and itv's good morning you know all of these it's going to be constant so how do you how are you going to navigate all of that um probably call you and say steven what we're going to do advise me um i don't i honestly don't know and and that is the direction of travel you're going in right you're producing more and more content which is going to grow your audience even more
Starting point is 00:50:09 your books are smash hit four times number one sunday times bestseller you're going in that direction yeah and I guess um in all honesty my barometer is always my family so my children and I will only ever do as much as I can do while I'm being the mum I want to be I think and I won't always get that right and I haven't along the way there have been times when I thought no this is too much I need to pull back and things like that so I think yeah that's my kind of centre point really because that is you know where my core values lie and that's my kind of centre point, really, because that is, you know, where my core values lie. And that's the most important role I have as far as I'm concerned. And so I guess I will always use that as the baseline, you know, is this going to have a detrimental effect on my family or not? And what can I do within that? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:50:59 And that's kind of a values filter, I guess. Yeah. In many respects. These feelings we have, these emotions we have, I've always contended with, and I think society has a role to play in telling us how to manage the emotions we feel when we go through life. You know, on one hand, you have this sentiment
Starting point is 00:51:15 where it's like, kind of just shrug it off, ignore it, keep going, which doesn't seem to be possible with like deep emotions actually seems to be that you're just compartmentalizing it in the back room and it's going to erode your brain from subconsciously. And the other one is that, you know, the other narrative we hear is to when you feel strong emotions to really like embrace them and to like, but that feels like it can be a bit too consuming that I might not get out of bed in the morning if I really sit and wallow in my emotions.
Starting point is 00:51:41 So what is the balance of embracing emotions or kind of shrugging them off and ignoring them? Yeah. And actually it's quite sort of complex work when, um, when you look at sort of what happens in the therapy room, um, you know, there are people who, when they experience emotion, it's quite unsafe for them because the coping strategies that they've had throughout life have been unsafe or dangerous ones. And so, you know, we'll never kind of advise people to just, you know, open the floodgates and allow everything in. It's very sort of careful and there's a process of gearing people up with the tools. And I often talk to people about this when they're thinking about going to something like a trauma therapy, right? So while that involves
Starting point is 00:52:23 going over the trauma, no decent therapist would ever get you to do that without first gearing up with the tools to be able to cope with the emotion that comes up. So for anyone who feels like they, for example, kind of shut down emotionally and sort of block it out, you want to open up gradually to things and open up gradually to emotions that feel maybe less dangerous or less sort of overwhelming in small ways, in supported ways as well, so that you know you can manage it and it's not going to completely be overbearing. But I guess on a kind of day-to-day level, lots of people don't even recognise that they're blocking. They just recognise that whenever they've done something at work
Starting point is 00:53:11 that's embarrassing and they feel awful, they just go home and crack open the fridge and they're just looking for anything. Or maybe it's go on Netflix for like six hours and block out the world or gaming or whatever it is. And so often it's hidden in the behavior. People will say, yeah, I'm fine with emotion, but I smoke 50 a day.
Starting point is 00:53:31 And, you know, it's a kind of, you know, what's the function of this and that and the other? And it's always about looking at it with curiosity, not judgment, but curiosity. Why am I doing that? What's the function of that? What's it doing for me? And often it will be some level of safety
Starting point is 00:53:47 around something that's uncomfortable. But it's really key that there's no judgment there because it's something that we all do. It's human. And that's because our brains are so brilliant at taking over for us and doing something very quickly that we need to make things better.
Starting point is 00:54:04 To make us comfortable, to feel comfortable in some way even if it's some yeah destructive medication or something um on that you know on that point of we have a behavioral response to some stress or emotion we're feeling and maybe not confronting I think I did that a lot when people used to ask me how I dealt with running this big global business, 700 employees around the world, when times got really tough, I mean, on the worst days where there was no money in the bank and payday was today, those kind of days.
Starting point is 00:54:35 I used to, I used to, I think I used to say on interviews and stuff that I used to come up with all this nonsense about how I dealt with it and how I coped with it. But in hindsight, one of the things I came to learn was the only times I ever got sick or my skin ever got bad were on like two days after that, those really high stress moments. So on the surface, I was kind of shrugging off and playing it cool. But my body, as the famous book goes, held the score. My body would tell me, even if my conscious mind wouldn't admit it, my body would tell me even if my conscious mind wouldn't admit it my body would tell me and then even more recently I've noticed that in certain situations where I'm
Starting point is 00:55:11 pretending everything is fine I'll notice maybe my eating habits or my other habits get a little bit more extreme and out of control and I and I always thought I was invincible I always thought I was some tough guy and I think people followed me well I hope not but I think they kind of they saw me as that as being this kind of like you know mentally perfect you know resilient character but even I've noticed that in my behavior and it's been so interesting to just pay attention to it it's sometimes difficult because you especially if you do engage in these kind of coping mechanisms shall we say a lot you might find them harder to notice but for me I don't so when I see any shift in my behavior like I remember going through a
Starting point is 00:55:50 pattern where I was just I was eating crap again and I thought why am I doing oh shit yeah because of that thing you've not addressed that's playing on your mind every time you wake up yeah and then my skin tells me straight away I get some like breakout on my skin um men are the worst at this I mean that so they say they're the worst at talking about how they feel because of the stigmas and stuff yeah certainly I mean about 75 percent of my followers are female but saying that of the of the male followers that I have they're among some of the most engaged and ask questions and, you know, come up with new topics and respond to you positively in comments and things. And so I think there is a shift in the right direction. And I think social media has had a lot to do with that, actually.
Starting point is 00:56:36 It's enabled people to start having a conversation that they wouldn't dream of having face to face with people. And certainly I recognized that in when I was just working in my private practice, I, I wanted to do it around the family. So I couldn't do it all. So I kind of left the NHS. And I thought I'll just work in like school hours, and I'll manage it around that kind of thing. So I thought I would have to advertise and, and I never did. And that's because, well, therapy is a really private thing when you're really struggling. When it works and you get better and then you're doing fine
Starting point is 00:57:11 and it finishes and you go off about your life and then you come across someone who's struggling and they go, that really helped me, try that. And so actually all of my work was based on word of mouth. And I think that's happening more and more that people
Starting point is 00:57:26 once they struggle work out a way to get through it then believe in the in the tools that they learned whatever they were they're willing to share that and and because they don't want to see other people go through the same thing and i think that's a bit of the shift of that stigma um that that people are going oh yeah i went through that or something similar go and try that it really helps and if people ask that at home and there's something that they know they haven't addressed that's playing on their mind that they're thinking about a lot often and trying to just kind of compartmentalize and not what would you say to those people like because you know that they might be seeing the behavioral symptoms of not
Starting point is 00:58:05 addressing that thing. What would you, how do we, how do we get it out of the back room and prevent it from causing us behavioral self-harm? Well, I guess, you know, some people will go to therapy because they'll have access to that. Others won't even consider it or have access to it for whatever reason. And I think whatever the situation, human contact and human connection is everything. If you can find someone that you trust to talk to, and even let's say worst case scenario, you don't have anyone you can trust to talk to, or you feel so awful about this particular situation that you can't bear to talk to anyone, write it down. Just use words, use art, whatever it is, try and get to grips with what could possibly be going on here. Start reflecting on experiences, not with judgment, but just looking
Starting point is 00:59:00 at what's happening, what happens here, what happens before that, what leads up to it. That's a lot of what happens in therapy actually is, you know, people come in with a feeling, oh, I felt this awful thing. And then we'll look at, okay, what led up to that? Let's go back a week and let's work to it. And, you know, what made you vulnerable to that? And then equally, what came after? What did you do? Did it make things worse? Did it help? A lot of those things that we end up doing habitually are the things that work instantly. And they're addictive because they work instantly, right? It's going to the fridge or grabbing the wine or whatever it is that they're addictive because they give us instant relief. But in the long term, they keep
Starting point is 00:59:40 us stuck. So they're the things that then get us in that cycle of the next time you have that feeling, you feel even more need for that safety behaviour or that blocking behaviour because it worked so quickly last time. And actually the things that tend to work in the long term are hardest in the moment, like sitting with it and feeling it and using skills to get yourself through it.
Starting point is 01:00:01 So it's not an easy ride. Depressed you now. using skills to get yourself through it so it's not an easy ride depressed you know I was expecting the 30 second uh hack the 30 second secret that's what this title is going to be of this video it's going to be the 30 second secret to get yourself out of any bad situation and everyone will click it and they'll realize that there's a lot of nuance um another thing that I get asked all the time and I'm sure you get asked about all the time and something you wrote about in chapter 19 of your book is this topic of confidence it seems to be at the very heart and core of a lot of issues we do
Starting point is 01:00:31 we have in our lives the lack of confidence but also it seems to be the cause of a lot of good things that happen to us if we have confidence so quite people always ask me when I do Q&As and stuff they say how do you build confidence and there was this really lovely quote in your book that I really, really resonated with that said, confidence cannot grow
Starting point is 01:00:49 if we are never willing to be without it. So when people ask you that question, Dr. Julie Smith, what do you say? How do you build your confidence? Yeah, so I did a video on this recently, actually, where we, I don't know what we were thinking, but we used kind of balloons with a tube that went between the balloons. And it had this idea that if one of those balloons was confidence and the other one was vulnerability, if you're only ever willing to be with your confidence, so if you're only ever willing to be in the situations where you feel confident, then it can't grow. It can't sort of grow beyond that. Let's say in the pandemic, being at home, you're confident at home, you feel comfortable at home, but being outside, you feel vulnerable.
Starting point is 01:01:32 And so it's really hard to go to the supermarket and it's really hard to go out to a bar with friends now. And if you're not willing to be without that confident feeling that you have when you're at home, then your confidence can't grow. It's not going to grow sitting at home. And that's where in therapy, we talk about, you know, the most important stuff is the stuff you do in between sessions in your real life. And so for anyone, you know, I often say to people, if there's something that you really want to master, but it makes you nervous, do as much as you possibly can in in manageable doses because the thing that you do every day will become your comfort zone so it will gradually become easier you'll become more
Starting point is 01:02:11 confident at your ability to do it but you're the way that your brain works is through repetition so the more you do something the more your brain will get better at automating it for you you talk about that same sort of the importance of repetition as it relates to anxiety as well. And I guess maybe this is the answer to the question we were asking at the start about how to deal with all of this noise. Maybe it's just more dealing, doing more of it. Yeah. Maybe because it's getting used to the feedback and what it means and what it says about us and how to cope with it. Yeah. You, you kind of, you build up coping strategies for it over time, don't you? up coping strategies for it over time don't
Starting point is 01:02:46 you the more you do it um it's probably a mix of that and making um clear choices based on your values rather than your feelings about how much of it you want to have how important is it to make decisions not based on how you feel right now? It's okay to do that sometimes, right? We all do it because we're human. But what happens is a lot of people will come to therapy when they've lost touch with their values for some reason, maybe life has sort of pulled them in a different direction. And they're not totally aware of that. They're just aware that everything just feels kind of meaningless or I just feel lost and I'm not sure why I don't feel the way I want to. And often when we act based on how we want to feel now
Starting point is 01:03:36 or how we don't want to feel now, that's that short-term stuff that will keep us stuck in the long term. Whereas if you act based on values you can live a life of meaning it won't always be comfortable but it will mean something to you and i guess i guess when you're in the storm of a situation the emotional storm of i don't know you've just found out that you've been cheated on or something's happened and you're you fall into that red you know haze of just rage and jealousy whatever it might be the the question I guess from what you said we should be asking ourselves is like what are my values and how would um how do I behave in line with my deeply held
Starting point is 01:04:17 values in this situation irrespective of the fact emotion is telling me to go and yeah run over that person with my car yeah absolutely emotions get such a bad rap don't they because they kind of um you know we talk about things like jealousy and people say you know i just could never get jealous because it's an awful emotion or something like that and and actually the emotion isn't the thing to judge the emotion is information it's your brain's best guess at what might be going on around you and your brain sometimes gets it right and sometimes gets it wrong and it's your job to work that out and so to to look at emotion with curiosity like wow I'm feeling really envious
Starting point is 01:04:57 what's that about how can I you know how can I work around this and work that out and how do I want to then respond to that? How, if I look back on this really difficult moment in a year's time, and I feel proud of how I dealt with it, how would I need to deal with it to feel that way? Not easy to do in the moment because these moments happen quite quickly sometimes.
Starting point is 01:05:19 And that's okay to make mistakes and then move on. That's probably a different subject. But the emotions get judged. But if we can look at emotions with curiosity instead, which is a lot of what happens in therapy, actually, is being able to notice whatever's in the room, sitting with it, looking at it with curiosity rather than judgment. That's one of the things I've come to learn from doing this podcast
Starting point is 01:05:39 is this idea that we are not our thoughts. And in fact, we can hold them out in front of us and analyze them for validity, but we don't have to directly associate or identify we are not our thoughts. And in fact, we can hold them out in front of us and analyze them for validity, but we don't have to like directly associate or identify with all of our thoughts because I think we all go through life believing that the things that are being said in our minds are us saying them
Starting point is 01:05:55 and are a reflection of exactly who we are. And that's incredibly dangerous, especially in high emotional situations, right? Yeah, it causes people loads of problems when we think that the thoughts that pop into our heads say something about who we are or you know that we chose them in some way and and that's where this whole kind of there's a lot of stuff online isn't there about you know only positive vibes and only think positive thoughts and and if you do that you're setting yourself up to feel like a failure because it's not the way the human mind works and
Starting point is 01:06:24 thoughts will pop into your head and that's your brain offering up ideas, opinions, judgments, narratives, you know, memories, all that kind of thing. And it's what you do next with it, you know, and that's where people can really struggle with intrusive thoughts, for example. So they'll have a thought that feels bizarre to them or feels aversive in some way, and then judge themselves for having had the thought and try desperately not to have it again. And when you try not to have a thought, you're already having it because you don't think about whatever it is. And so, you know, you're just setting yourself up to fail if you think, if you're trying to control what thoughts come into your head. But if you allow them all to be
Starting point is 01:07:03 there, and then you choose consciously what to do with them next, or how much time to spend with each one, then yeah, it's closer to winning. This is a two part question. But have you found that people who have lower self esteem have a more unhealthy relationship with failure? And then my second question to that is, how does one go about building their self-esteem? Is it evidence? Is it evidence-based, our self-esteem? Like, even if the evidence is wrong, is it based on subjective evidence that we've acquired from our experiences? Well, you know, there's been a lot more controversy around the idea of self-esteem more recently in the field.
Starting point is 01:07:41 And, you know, self-esteem is based on this idea of your sort of evaluation of yourself and so there was a lot of work done like in schools and stuff years ago around getting kids to think of what they were good at and what they could achieve and and their strengths and what they liked about themselves and and you know high self-esteem can be lovely in that sense but it's not always useful depending on what situation you're in so um it's not necessarily useful to think i'm great in a situation where i'm not doing great you have to be honest with yourself and so for me a much more helpful way of looking at it is to look at it in terms of self-compassion. So your self-esteem can be low, but that doesn't mean that, you know,
Starting point is 01:08:32 the story's over and things are awful for you. You can have low self-esteem. And if you then treat yourself with compassion, you're essentially doing what's best for you. And my kids are young, but let's say I had, you know, teenage kids and one of them wasn what's best for you. And my kids are young, but let's say I had, you know, teenage kids and one of them wasn't doing well in school. And so he didn't want to get up for school in the morning because they felt like they were just, you know, a failure at school. So maybe their self-esteem around school was low. If we went with that, then we would say, okay, well, let's leave school then. Let's have a day off let's let's go with you know um let's indulge this whereas self-compassion or showing compassion to someone in that way would mean okay
Starting point is 01:09:11 what's the best thing in this scenario so what's going to be most helpful to you and your future in this is probably working out what's going wrong and getting to school and and tackling the problem right so um so yeah self-esteem can be um a sort of tricky subject really and that people put a lot into it but it's one part of a bigger equation I think I guess it kind of links back to the point about confidence which is is our self-esteem based on a bunch of evidence we've kind of collected from our experiences about the world so I might have low self-esteem as it relates to going on dates because of some childhood rejections whatever and I took that as evidence that I am unattractive and I've held that as part of my self-story for
Starting point is 01:09:54 the last 15 years for example. I used to think as you talk a lot about in your book that as many people do and as a lot of like books have kind of promoted that you could kind of just wake up in the morning and look yourself in the mirror and say I'm a rock star I'm going to be a millionaire you are beautiful you love yourself and you could walk out into your day and just be that person but so clearly and you'll know this from your you know experience many years of helping people that it just doesn't work and I can can say something to someone, they can read my quote on Instagram, and I just absolutely know it's never going to work. Because there's some kind of evidence that they've accumulated over their life that is way stronger and opposes
Starting point is 01:10:35 nice fluffy words. Yeah. Obviously words provide very little evidence for anything other than a prompt. I don't know. Yeah, absolutely. so your brain works like a scientist with evidence through action so you know if you want to start to feel better about yourself essentially the best way to do that is through action and doing things that not not kind of flood the system and make you feel really vulnerable but something that feels a challenge but manageable and then you get this little kind of step up and there's something else that's a challenge and manageable and you get this step up. But yeah, certainly with, you know, words are powerful, but things like affirmations I talk about in the book
Starting point is 01:11:10 about how not to completely throw them out, but to be sure about how you're using affirmations. So if someone already feels lovable and they read an affirmation that says I'm lovable, it'll probably make them feel quite good for a minute and they can soak that in and enjoy that. And it'll be kind of short-lived impact. If someone doesn't believe that,
Starting point is 01:11:30 if someone has core beliefs that they're not lovable and they're trying to repeat I am lovable, it can almost be detrimental because it sets up this internal argument where your mind also chips in with the reasons that you're not. And then you start kind of battling it out in terms of, well, but what about this? And what about that? And then you
Starting point is 01:11:50 end up having, you know, you're in turmoil. So it can have a detrimental effect if that person is genuinely really struggling with low self-esteem or low confidence and that kind of thing. So I think affirmations can be more helpful when they're instructional, when they're about, you know, when this, do this, and it will help you get through this difficult situation. Like, you know, sports people use them and stuff like that and help them get through high pressure moments. But in terms of turning around core beliefs, probably not so much. On high pressure moments, one thing that I did recently, which I thought was very interesting and got opened my eyes to a whole new world was I did a breathwork session.
Starting point is 01:12:25 Okay. Have you ever done breath work? Not a huge amount of it, but it's getting more popular, isn't it? Yeah. And I just got really intrigued by this idea that breath can have a really profound impact on mood, how we're feeling, and specifically as you write about it in your book, anxiety. Yeah. Talk to me about breath and the role it plays and how we can use our breathing to make ourselves feel less anxious. Sure. So it's one of the, probably the first things that I will go through with someone, because you'll get people who come along for therapy and in that first, you know, it takes time, right? You have to get to know each other and they're trying to communicate their story. And then a whole week goes by before you see each other again. And actually people often go to
Starting point is 01:13:04 therapy when they're in a really bad place. And so they'll often be saying, is there something I can do in between sessions that's going to help me get through to next week? And so if that person is struggling with really high anxiety, that one thing that I'll, you know, is very quick to teach that they can take away is something like a breathing exercise, because it's one of the quickest ways that we can, you know, slow anxiety response so if you're anxious your breathing will be fast and shallow so kind of and if you do that for long enough you actually start to feel quite panicky yeah and um and that's because you know your your heart and your lungs are connected so your heart's going to start pounding to get all that oxygen around your body and and you'll kind of start gearing up into action. So if you can slow your breathing down, you can slow the whole process down.
Starting point is 01:13:50 I think I mentioned this in the book, I've certainly done videos on it, is sort of box breathing or square breathing where you just, you can, if you're out and about and you don't want anyone to really know what you're doing, if you're on a bus or a meeting, pick something like a door or a window or something that's kind of box shape. And you start with the kind of bottom left corner. And as you kind of trace your eyes up to the top corner, you're just counting in as you breathe in and it's maybe like four seconds. And then as you trace your eyes across the top, that will be a pause. So you're just holding a breath for four seconds. And then you come back down with an out breath of four
Starting point is 01:14:23 seconds and then hold. And so you're just kind of breathing in for hold for out for hold for so and it's just one way of when you're out to give you a visual focus um that can help you to uh just monitor okay and now i'm breathing in now i'm breathing out because when you're really really panicking actually breathing slowly can feel really difficult to do um so you can use that kind of visual but also more recently some great research has been coming out about how to kind of it's helpful to extend the out breath so if you can it doesn't really matter what the numbers are if you can make that out breath longer and more vigorous than your in breath then that's going to help calm that response fairly quickly why does all of this matter because
Starting point is 01:15:02 so my girlfriend started talking to me about breathwork and she started studying it. And so I went along kind of reluctantly, what is this nonsense to this breathwork class? And the guy sat me there and started talking to me about the like prehistoric reasons as to why when we're in high stress situations or feeling anxious, our breath changes. And when someone explains it to me in scientific terms, I buy in. And the way he explained it to me from like, you know, if you're on 10,000 years ago and you're on the savannah of Africa and a lion's running towards you, your body prepares you in many ways for that fight or flight response. And the problem is in the stimulated stressful world we live in, we're kind of like living in fight or flight a lot of the time. And I, and so after hearing that from him and practicing a little bit, I've become
Starting point is 01:15:42 really, really aware of the fact that when I am stressed, my breath basically, it feels like it's stopped. Like I, it's so shallow. And so now I override it. And it's been such a revelation in my life to try and override, you know, because you almost, you don't see it, you don't know it happens.
Starting point is 01:16:00 But for me, I get the alert, which is the feeling of tension in my body and kind of stress. And then I can do something about it. But does this you know was he right is that where all this breathing stuff comes from in like meditation well yeah because you can't you know you don't have that kind of anxiety off switch right or you can't directly choose to slow your heart rate but because it's linked to other things that you can influence you have to use those as avenues in to to sort of slow the whole process down and and and and that's where you know we we really underestimate things like breath work and and slow breathing because they seem too simple yeah and you know like we want something complex or you know i want to pay for
Starting point is 01:16:43 it yeah exactly and then we can kind of believe in it and actually we have the power to do some And, you know, like we want something complex or, you know. I want to pay for it. Yeah, exactly. And then we can kind of believe in it. And actually we have the power to do some of these things that make such a difference. And that's really where this whole thing grew out of was, you know, people saying to me in therapy, why on earth has nobody told me this before? This is not rocket science and it's changing everything.
Starting point is 01:17:01 And this is brilliant. I want to tell everyone. I want to, you know, and actually it's a lot of the messages I get is people saying, I've told my nan, I've told my auntie, and we're all doing it together. Thank you so much. This is really, you know, but sometimes they are just really simple things that you then don't forget. And you once you've got that tool, you've got it then forever, you know, no one can take that from you. That's why I wanted to talk about it a lot is because it's had a big impact on how I feel in those high stress moments and I just wish someone had said that to me earlier that and yeah you're right we're searching for complex solutions to these
Starting point is 01:17:31 feelings we have in life over the years from doing this podcast and just general research it's become becoming more and more apparent that really what I need to do is just to live more like a human being and in fact the world I'm living in is doing the opposite of that. It's making me live like some kind of cyborg that doesn't have emotions and everything. I mean, you talk about, I think it's chapter five of your book where you talk about the basics and sleep, nutrition, connection. These are all things that exercise. These are all things that human beings have always done. And in fact, the avoidance of those things in the modern world is causing us all of these like symptoms that we're diagnosing as flaws or, you know, signs that we are broken. And I have a chapter in my book, which is called just The Journey Back to Human, as if like at some point we took a wrong turning and we actually just need to get back to being
Starting point is 01:18:19 humans again. And I felt that in your writing, but I imagine, how do you feel about all of that? This idea that we've kind of abandoned what it is to be human? again and I felt that in your writing but I imagine how do you feel about all of that this idea that we've kind of yeah and what it is to be human yeah because it feels like a it feels like you have to battle to do normal stuff you know to do human things exactly and it's and it is because of I guess the sorts of media that we consume that tell us you know you got to do more and be more and have more and earn more and have more and earn more and spend more. And, and it's sort of this treadmill that keeps speeding up. And everyone's going, why am I so worn out? Like, what's going on? And then they blame themselves for feeling worn out,
Starting point is 01:18:54 when actually, it's this environment that and all these kind of pressures that sort of make that worse. And so yeah, I mean, and that's where, you know, like, when you asked me about kind of, you know, what's next? And, and, and how do you cope with all that? It always has to come back to, uh, you know, we're in privileged positions, right? Where it can feel like you don't have choice. You have to just keep going. But actually the thing about privilege is that you then get to choose what's going to be most healthy for me here what's going to be most meaningful and and give me the life that I want to have and and so that you're basing your decisions on on your own values rather than somebody else's it's very true and I think that's maybe one of the real the thoughts that is quite liberating from
Starting point is 01:19:38 the potential stress of the situation which is it is always a choice and you have so much you'd rather probably rather have the choice yeah right because else you'd probably still be striving to to get to a position of privilege and choice um yeah because there are people that don't have choice right and that's where something else to talk about in the book is about how people talk about just eliminate your stress and yeah okay you know say that to the single mom who works 40 hours a week to keep a roof over a kid's head or, you know, that lots of stresses can't be chosen or, you know, maybe you're waiting for results from the doctor about some test you had and the stress is just hanging over you. You know, those sorts of stresses, you don't choose those. They're a normal part of life and there are tools
Starting point is 01:20:20 to kind of deal with those. But when there is, you know, there will be certain parts of life where we can say yes or no. And that's when we need to exercise that control, I think. Death. That was a big turning point. That was not a transition. But you talk about death in your book. And it's funny because I sat here with my previous guest
Starting point is 01:20:41 and he talked about the importance of accepting your own kind of mortality and the change that can have on you. What is your position on this topic? Do you think it's important to understand that you're going to die? And if so, why? Yeah. And it's something I kind of got, you know, up to my neck in when I was sort of researching for the book and stuff like that, because I included a chapter on grief and loss. And then I started to kind of read more widely about, you know, dealing with your own impending death and, you know, for people who have sort of illnesses and things like that when they know that death is coming and so i just got really kind of into all that stuff and there's some great work out there by some brilliant people around you know dealing with the idea that it's all going to end and the idea that that can
Starting point is 01:21:37 be a source of meaning it is a source of fear? Everybody has to deal with that fear. But it can also be a source of, of meaning in life today. So it can be a reason why you get up and you go with that value of enthusiasm today. Or it can be a source of, you know, that's why I get up and I practice gratitude or why I always tell my girlfriend I love her every day or whatever it is that it can can also be a way to live well there's a book called influence which and one of the five principles of influence is this idea of scarcity it's really a marketing book it tells you how to make people believe things have more value and one of the ideas in it is that you make you convince them that it's scarce which is why if you go on booking.com it'll say one hotel room left 75 people just looked at this
Starting point is 01:22:25 hotel they're about to book it quick and um that convinces people that the thing is of more value and i think for me death does that i i actually have a sand timer over there on that next to that little white head for that very reason and i talk about it in my book a lot because i do believe that most of us don't go through life actually believing or realising that things are finite. And once we do, we realise that they're scarce, then we will attribute more value to them, which means that every moment is so unbelievably more precious. And that can help you filter out, you know, the decisions you're making. There's so much, there's so many studies been done when they interview people on their deathbeds and ask them about what really mattered. And I want to get to the point every single day where I'm
Starting point is 01:23:07 making my decisions from the lens of deathbed regret, if that makes sense. I think that will probably keep me more in line with that, those values you talk about. Yeah, absolutely. And actually, it's an exercise that's done in acceptance and commitment therapy, where you talk to people about, let's say, you know, you reach the ripe old age of 104 and you're sat in your armchair and you're looking back on the chapter of your life that is to come. What would it need to include for you to be looking back smiling and feeling like, yeah, did it right there. That was how I wanted it to go. So not necessarily what you would want to happen to you, but again, it's how you would want to live and the attitude what you would want to happen to you but again it's how you would want to live
Starting point is 01:23:46 and the attitude that you would want to face life with how would you answer that question me personally if i can if i can touch people's lives with something that's positive in a world where you can you know your life can be touched by so many things that aren't positive while at the same time still being the parent that I want to be and being present in my children's lives and being a positive impact for them um gearing them up for their own adventures then yeah they'll be perfectly to them in the book you say when it comes to a happy life, relationships beat money, fame, social class, and all the things we're told to put F into. I talked about the neglecting my relationship over the weekend because of some of these things you've described here. So from your practice,
Starting point is 01:24:37 what have you come to know about the importance of relationships, whether romantic or platonic? You know, I don't think there is a therapy session I've ever conducted without it coming to relationships at some point, you know, it is the fabric of us, isn't it? It's what we, it's what we kind of live for in many ways. And, and that's why I included it in the section around meaningful life, because, I mean, I, I touch on it, and it's why I included it in the section around meaningful life because I mean I touch on it and it's such a huge subject that you could write reams and reams of books on relationships because they feel so complex sometimes don't they right we're constantly making mistakes and not getting it right and having to sort of you know re-evaluate and shift
Starting point is 01:25:21 and no one again it's one of those things no one gives you a manual for it and yet when it's going right life feels incredible and when they're going wrong everything feels like it's falling apart and so you know I think it's it's an area certainly that I want to move into more and more because I see the value of it and I see how it just makes all the difference for so many people you know human connection is our sort of inbuilt stress resilience mechanism if you like so you've only got to if you're feeling something if you're feeling high in stress for example and you have a good quality human connection or contact with someone changes the way that your body deals with that stress. I mean, that's, that's no tablet. That's no, nothing. It's, it's,
Starting point is 01:26:10 it's how we're built and it's, we're supposed to live in groups together and look after each other. And, and even in our kind of very individualist society where it makes us value other things and pulls us away, we have to keep reminding ourselves of what it means to be a human being, I think. Although life doesn't give you a manual for how to navigate a relationship, social media at least sets an expectation of how a relationship should be,
Starting point is 01:26:41 specifically a romantic relationship. And this causes a lot of problems, right? So we don't get the manual, but we get this expectation of affection, right? And you talk about this and there's a section in your book about the relationship myths, which I was reading through. And the two that I really wanted to touch on was the first one you've kind of alluded to there, which is love shouldn't be hard. And in my current relationship, we ended up actually breaking up because we encountered an issue. And I don't think the world at my very, very naive age of 24, I think at the time,
Starting point is 01:27:12 told me that relationships had issues. I'd only ever seen from social media perfection. So the minute my relationship was good, but challenging, I thought it was disposable, right? Because social media has made perfect look so normal yeah and the second one is um which I find really interesting and people find this one quite controversial which is this idea that you don't always need to be together me and my girlfriend are very very good like we're very very comfortable with each other to the point that and people will find this a bit shocking. If we go away somewhere, like we go to another country,
Starting point is 01:27:46 we will often have separate bedrooms. And because she will have her own space where she sets up all of her stuff. She likes to meditate and put her crystals out and all of this stuff. And I'll have my own room, my own bedroom. And then we'll sleep in the same bed, but we have our own space.
Starting point is 01:28:01 And also, even if we go on holiday for a month, I might say to her halfway through the holiday, babe, I'm'm gonna go in that direction for five days I'll see you then I'll see you in five days time and we've got to a point where we're really comfortable with that but I can't think of another relationship I've been in where any of those things would have been greeted with anything but like anger or like what you know what i mean yeah and i think sometimes that that response from people comes out of our insecurity about what's right because nobody sort of talks about these things or they haven't historically and so nobody really knows if the way they're having their relationship is the same as anybody else and and are we getting it right or wrong and and so often there can be
Starting point is 01:28:43 these knee-jerk reactions from people about oh that oh that doesn't sound good because that's not what I know to be true and and and you know then it becomes you know diversity it becomes sort of um difficult for people to handle then doesn't it if your experience is different am I and then am I wrong um and and people get really kind of upset about that and this probably is destroying more relationships than we know, this social fake expectation of how it should be going for you. Whereas, in fact, much of what I read about in your book, and even this idea of having more words to describe how you feel, treating these things in a non-binary way, but just like reflecting on how do I feel? Not has he ticked the box of sending
Starting point is 01:29:25 me roses today, but how do I feel? Yeah. This seems to be a much better way to navigate through life. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. And going with what you're dealing with at that point, rather than the world says we should be having dinner tonight and you should be buying me 10 roses. Therefore we're getting this really wrong if it's not happening. And there can be all manner of reasons why that might not be the case at any one point. And that's okay, isn't it?
Starting point is 01:29:54 But yeah, it's looking at if I'm not feeling loved, is it just about because I've set a standard and I've applied some standard to this other person that they're not fulfilling? Or am I feeling unloved generally? You know, is this one, is this the sort of last straw type thing that there's a buildup of resentment because I haven't been expressing my needs? And then Valentine's Day feels like the valid time to do that because everybody else gets roses, you know, it's kind of um it's a difficult one and how in your in your work how often do you see that the relationships we have with others are just a reflection of the
Starting point is 01:30:32 relationship we have with ourselves yeah i mean hugely it can be really difficult when people for example when people become um depressed and and their relationship with themselves becomes very poor and you know they're talking to themselves in a poor way they believe awful things about themselves it can become really difficult for them then to uh sustain or manage their relationships in an in a positive way um because they don't feel worthy of that relationship, for example. I don't know so much about, you know, people say, don't love anyone else until you love yourself and stuff like that. Because again, it's this kind of standard, isn't it?
Starting point is 01:31:13 Of like, I've got to be so okay with myself before I'm allowed to have a partner. Life doesn't work like that. We all work on it for years, right? And there are times when it's really pushed to the brink and you're tested and, or, or you know your relationship with yourself deteriorates because something's happened and um and that's okay to go through that journey and you can go through it with someone else but yeah I mean if you're struggling with you then then it's likely that you're also going
Starting point is 01:31:40 to be struggling in your relationship which then has a knock-on effect to you again so it's a sort of a bit of a cycle we go through life you know especially because you're on this you know you're on a you're doing a lot of media at the moment because of your book and you're having to do a lot of interviews and one of my guests one day wrote a really profound question in the diary we get all of our guests to write a question in the diary for the next guest and they wrote a really interesting question which I always like to ask guests now and ask them to give me the total honesty in the answer, which is, are you happy? Yes, some of the time. And I would say that because there's this idea
Starting point is 01:32:18 that happiness is either there or it's not. It's constant. Like some people have it and some people don't. It's a feeling like anything else. And sometimes I'm really happy. Sometimes I'm ecstatic. Other times I feel really sad or frightened or stressed. And that's okay. Generally, I'm happy with the setup of my life and positive things are happening. And all of, thank God, all of my children are healthy and safe and all of those things. So yeah, I'm pretty grateful for my lot at the moment. But I wouldn't say, you know, I've found the secret to happiness and then that is a constant and here I go I know life's going to be a roller coaster because it's for everybody and there will be times when I'm knocked back and I don't feel happy and I know that I'll have my end back when that time comes okay the question okay okay I think I understand it because they've underlined one of the words so the word that they've underlined I'm going to emphasize okay what would you do differently if you didn't have to do anything um if I didn't have to do anything I'd probably spend more time at the beach that
Starting point is 01:33:39 sounds bizarre but I love being um outdoors with the kids I love being at the beach with them, on the coast or in the forest with the dog. And I would probably do more of that, I think. Just being outside and letting the kids be kids with, you know, hitting trees with sticks and kicking stones and like, you know, just the fun stuff. Probably do a bit more of that. What's stopping you doing that now? That they all have to go to school and we have to go to work and, you know,
Starting point is 01:34:11 they've got skills to learn and clubs to attend. And, you know, it's the kind of normal life stuff that you get busy with, which is still just as meaningful. But I think, you know, if there was a week off of school and clubs and stuff like that, then that's where we'd go to, I think.
Starting point is 01:34:26 Thank you. Thank you for your time, your honesty and your brilliance. The book is, as I said, it's an incredibly important book, not least because of its basis in, you know, more than a decade of knowledge and practice, but also because it's so inclusive and it's so easy to read. And I know it's going to help a ton of people, especially people that don't like or intimidated by the prospect like me of sitting down and having to
Starting point is 01:34:48 read 700 pages or whatever in one sitting. A book that you can nip into and nip out of over time is so holiday worthy and so like travel worthy, which is pretty much where I read all of my books. So thank you for writing such a brilliant book. Thank you for being such a brilliant person. And although I know it's challenging at times, I would just reiterate the fact that you are helping many, many, many more people than you'll ever get to know or meet. And I think that's a very important cause that you're serving. So thank you. Thank you so much. And thanks for having me. It's an absolute privilege to come and talk with you. And I can have a list of my own questions for you. So that's for another day. But thank you. Thank you.

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