The Downbeat - Eddy Thrower - Busted/Lower Than Atlantis
Episode Date: December 27, 2019My guest this week is Eddy Thrower, a session drummer from the UK who currently plays with Busted, and was formerly a member of Lower Than Atlantis. Eddy has had his fair share of session work as well... but has now found himself a home in the online education world with his website and hugely popular instagram account. One of the 'real' ones, he's a great sport and we share a lot of the same views on social media and 'performance' in general. We talk about finding your space in the online drumming world, the good old days of touring in vans and plenty more...
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What the Frigg is up, my little grustlies, my little grustlers.
Merry Christmas.
Happy holidays if you don't celebrate Christmas.
Or just like, how are you doing if you don't even do anything at this time of year?
I've been on tour for like 70 days, stray US tour,
stray UK-Europe tour, made avail session.
I'm that good.
tired and beat up. I've just been to my chiropractor, so we're getting better. I'm nursing myself
back to health and I've got 10 days off and then I go to Australia. Straight from the path,
Kubla Khan, Australia tour. The dates are at internalatomics.com. Thanks to everyone that came to a show.
Thanks to everyone that wears downbeat merch to the show. I hope you all got a stick or a set list
or whatever I can give you at the end of the show because you really do make my day when I say.
see that shit when I'm looking down at the front row and I can see my dog on a stupid t-shirt that
I've designed. I'm not going to try and plug any t-shirts, but you know, if you want
one, go and get one. My guest today, before I do that, trying to do loads of podcasting now
because obviously I've been away so it's been difficult, but I've got a backlog of people.
I'm going to get loads out, going to try and get more regular. Make sure you've pressed a
because a lot of people when I post a new episode, you're like, oh, it's not in my thing.
And for some reason, it's because you haven't subscribed.
So you can't like it that much.
So fuck you.
My guest this week is Eddie Thrower, who currently plays for Busted.
If you don't know who Busted are, they wrote the year 3,000 for the Jonas Brothers.
So you could say they're the biggest band in the world.
They're a UK band. Eddie currently plays drums for them.
He used to play for Lower Than Atlantis.
He's done session stuff for like one direction, shit like that.
And more recently he's got his own website, edithrower.co,
where it's like an online hub for drum lessons, you know, like a really cool style.
It's real cheap, $9.99 a month.
He like, he'll show you the chops that no one else wants to show you.
you know, like a simple sticking that everyone plays at lightning speed
and then says, oh, I don't, I didn't, I don't know what he played.
When really they fucking knew what they played.
He'll show you that shit.
He's a great guy.
He's very funny.
We both like The Office, so it's quite a lot of us both talking like David Brent.
Yeah.
Eddie Frower on the Downbeat podcast.
Hello, Eddie.
What's going on?
Big Papa Eddie.
Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas.
We're allowed to say that.
I'm doing loads of recording over this little period, but yours is going to come up first
so we can say that.
On the other ones, I'm going to have to pretend it's not Christmas so I can drip feed them later on.
How was your Christmas?
First Christmas with child.
Oh, mate, it's, it was amazing and it was the first Christmas where I just did, fuck all.
Do you know, are we allowed to swear on this or not?
Yeah, absolutely, mate.
You could say every word, including the C word.
Oh, really?
really?
Yeah, my mum hates it, but other than that, it's fine.
Yeah, mate, it was wicked, man, it was good, it was just chilled out.
Like, it was the first year we did literally nothing.
Like, every other Christmas is one of those ones where you travel around
and you have like four Christmas dinners in one day
because you're going to see this person and that person.
And it was wicked to just chill out this year, mate.
I think I've gained about 15 stone though.
So...
Yeah, that'll do it.
Yeah, how was yours?
I, mate, I went straight from 70 days on tour.
into my
Mrs's family round for Christmas Eve
I got back on the 23rd
but I hadn't slept because of the flight
and then
I've been away since October 8th I think
and then I went immediately into like
just having loads of people around our house
and I'll be honest
it fucked with me
just that it's always like
coming home in general is like
real bad for me
like getting used to it again
and like realizing I'm not on tour
but then to have it thrown
thrown into Christmas was fucking rough
I know I know I always find that as well
mate like when you come home tour you're like what is real life
and it hits you all of a sudden you're like oh fuck
I've got to have normal conversation with people
mate yeah like going to the post office or something like that and you've got to like be an upstanding citizen
instead of just being like well i've got out my bunk at two o'clock i'm gonna load in uh you know i'll play a show
and then i'll probably go and get drunk yeah exactly just dick about the whole time and all and all you
say is in jokes that no one else understands so when you come home from when you come home from tour
everyone's like who the who is this guy oh hey honestly every time i'll come and
with like some new sentence that I've learned or it's become a joke on the tour and then everyone's
like what is that that's not funny and then that just makes it worse like oh you don't get it exactly
the isolation man I swear you were away for like 15 years this is like the longest tour ever
isn't it it was a US tour and then we had four days off but in the middle of that we did made
avail so it wasn't really any days off yeah and then straight to UK Europe how was it again the
Yeah, it was amazing, right?
Just the most successful Australia tour ever.
Amazing.
Which was wicked.
But the US was in a van.
So it was six weeks in a van, which fucks me mentally.
So I was like, I just can't wait to come home.
And then I got home.
And then we went UK Europe on a bus.
And then I was like, I don't want to go home.
When you get a, when you know what it's like, when you get a bus,
it's then touring is like what everyone imagine.
it to be like not every night not like coke and strippers and shit but like as in like oh it must be
amazing you just wake up and you fucking do whatever you want and it is like that in a bus but in a van
it's not in a van it's 24 hours of work every day yeah mate i know it's brutal mate do you drive
yourself as well do you take shifts in america we do yeah but i don't because no one trusts me
because we drive on the wrong side of the road don't we so you get out of that one yeah
mate, it's pretty sick, to be honest.
Oh, yeah, exactly.
But I think...
I can't even remember what I was going to say.
My brain's still completely...
Just tour bus shit.
I mean, I love touring on a tour bus.
Like, I don't know.
Like, the last year, I haven't really...
We haven't really been on one.
Like, we've busted.
It's hotels.
And then there was a few festivals
where we did a bus.
And I was like, oh, mate, I love this.
I fucking love this.
Just waking up with everyone.
I just having a laugh constantly.
Isn't it?
Break?
What are we going to do for?
breakfast and then someone finds a good coffee and then you're like well it's point
eight and some people can't be asked and the people that can be asked go yeah there's a little bonding
on the way to the coffee shop man a little bit of bonding at the coffee shop yeah yeah it's fucking
it's fucking it's fucking touring however no literally put me in the fucking bin fuck that but you've got to do it
yeah no you have mate mate the amount of tours we did back in the day in like the old royal mail vans
you know that you know the ones um yeah oh buy it off ebay mate yeah jeezer
the amount of fucking haggard stories we've got
and the amount of funny stories we've got as well
and looking back like it is funny
it is funny and like you'd never be in that situation
if you weren't in a band, do you know what I mean?
Like touring around in a van with all your mates
and to be honest mate I learned so much about
just life in general from doing that
do you know what I mean and just how to be around people
and learn how to navigate your way around somewhere
and but I learned so much
being in advance.
So I don't regret any of it.
I fucking,
looking back,
it was wonderful,
but I wouldn't do it now.
Yeah,
yeah.
I know,
well,
you've got a kid now.
That's different.
Yeah.
That's why I haven't got a kid
because I'm still doing it.
But,
like,
I read an article the other day
where someone sort of compared it,
this isn't me comparing it
because obviously it's not a comparison
at all,
but it's almost a bit like
going to war.
it's not as bad, but like, the camaraderie you get when shit hits the fan is like,
it's like nothing else on earth other than maybe the army or like things where you're stationed
abroad. Yeah, it's like a weird, weird constant sleepover. Yeah, it is weird, man. And I, I would
like encourage anyone to do it. Do you know what I mean? Like, it's so fucking funny. Like,
looking back, but I remember when we were in Canada and we, we had to do. And we, we had to
driver and I can't remember her name I think I should I shouldn't probably say
anyway because we had a massive falling out the band and her she was she was
driving us because she was mates with one of the other bands on tour or something
and we were so skinned we were like oh you're gonna do it for free sweet and it was
about four in the morning and we were driving in the middle of nowhere and then all
of a sudden we hit black ice and we were in the back of the van with like we took the
seats out so we were sleeping just in sleeping bags in the back of the van and we
woke up, being thrown about the place and just fucking skidded the trailer flip.
We didn't flip.
And I remember getting out thinking, what the fuck just happened?
And why is this happening?
Do you know what I mean?
Like what is going on?
And luckily the tour bus behind pulled over and helped us out and stuff.
But mate, it's so funny.
I mean, that's just one example of many funny and weird things that happen when being in a van.
But yeah, look it back, mate.
I do love it.
funniest times
mate
especially when you
start out
do you know
what I mean
it's fucking
you gotta start out
when you're young
haven't you
because if you were
doing like
sleeping on people's
sofas and shit
at 32
yeah
then you've got to
sort of take a look
at your life
so I think
I did that
about probably
four years ago
I think
when I was in
a different band
I won't say
what band
but I was in
a different band
and like
the
promoter had fucked up, didn't
book as a hotel. And it was like,
we had to stay at someone from the show's
house. And I was like sleeping
on a sofa with like,
in some guy's
kid's bedroom, but the kid wasn't there.
So that was a weird sort of
thing as it was. Like, where's your kid
mate? With all these
like, with all these like drawings on
the walls that a kid has drawn, but the kid
is miraculously not there.
And then I was like, I'm 30 fucking.
I think at that point I was 28
or something. I was like, no, my actual thought was, I'm an uncle. And I'm, I'm sleeping in someone
else's kid's bed just for three hours so I can fucking drive to Romania or something.
I know, what the fuck am I doing for my life? How much am I getting paid? I don't know. I'll find out
at the end. Yeah, mate, I've, mate, so many times on tour, I've, like, we've looked at each other
and been like, what are we doing, pay? You know what I mean? You just question.
everything there and then when something bad or funny happens.
You're like, oh my God, let's weigh this up.
Are we getting paid?
Don't know yet.
Don't know.
What are we doing?
Promoter said he saw it out, so I'm not sure what that means.
Promoter said there's 50 likes on Facebook page, so hopefully.
Fuck me.
That still happens, mate.
Oh, thank you for now.
The promoter says 500 people are coming on Facebook.
Mate, I've got a funny story.
It's so funny.
I can't believe it actually happened.
So we were playing the face bar in Redding.
I mean, you know it well.
Do you know what I mean?
It was, it was your local?
Oh, mate, that's my old stomping grounds.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
We played that and we, it was, I can't remember the guy's name, but the promoter.
We turned up and we were like, oh, you're right, mate, can we get some guests for tonight?
And he was like, um, what do you mean, mate?
You've already got six.
And we were like, who?
And he was like, well, the band's for, the driver and the merch guy.
And we were like, what?
We're in...
Who is a promoter?
I'll probably know him.
Hey, no, it was a...
I can't remember what his name is Dan.
Dan? Danny.
Well, there's a couple of Dan's in ready, mate.
I can't remember his last name, but I just remember being like, oh my fucking God.
Yeah.
Very, very, very funny.
So, what are you doing these days then, drum-wise?
Because I see, you're obviously doing busted, which, for a memory.
Which, for American people, which I think Americans are the most of my listeners, or at least half,
busted wrote a load of the Jonas Brothers songs, didn't they?
So, essentially, it's like you are in the Jonas Brothers.
Yeah, essentially.
Which is very, that's a big deal, America.
So, fucking, before you skip to the next episode with some goff drummer,
then, you know, you're going to get some words of wisdom.
I think they wrote Year 3,000.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Bustitong.
Yeah,
yeah,
yeah,
and it's Jonas Brothers
biggest song.
Yeah,
which I didn't know about
until a couple of months
ago when we were doing a couple
of shows together.
Well,
we were doing a couple of shows
and Busted
had to like
nip over to
Wembley Stadium
and do like an appearance
with the Jonas Brothers
and I was like,
oh, that's random.
Like, why are you doing that?
And they were like,
oh, well,
they used year 3000.
That's pretty much how they
launched their career.
And I was like,
oh, fair enough.
Fair enough.
Yeah, it's like their biggest
fucking song.
I wonder what they're
fucking Pete?
IRS checks are like boy.
Mate, geez.
Mate,
unbelievable.
Unbelievable.
It must be mental.
Yeah,
how many nights did you do at Wembley?
It was only one.
It was only the one.
And it was amazing.
It was fucking wild.
But honestly, mate, it was like,
I mean, it came about because
you know,
LTA was coming to an end and I knew that for
for a while.
And to be honest,
I kind of said to myself,
like,
I don't really want to be,
be touring. I kind of want to sort of re-evaluate what I'm doing and why. And then literally I was
practicing one night and it was about 11pm and I checked my phone and it was shit and it was a DM
from Matt and he was like, you're right mate. Do you want to come play drums for us next year? And I was
like what the fuck? Like how random is doing. Did you know him before? No, no, mate. I did it.
I'd never met any of them apart from Charlie because obviously we've got mutual mates like
B-man and stuff and the architect's boys and while she sleeps and all that. So I
never met any of them and I just got a DM from Matt and then I replied and said just said yeah like
obviously I'm well well keen for that and uh the next day I met up with them all the day after
and then it was done pretty much I met up with them in their late and like at their label and it was
just all go from there it was fucking mental mate but honestly mad it go on no go on
I was just going to say like
they are the nicest people ever
it's so honestly it's the dream gig
it's the dream gig
mate
you posted that photo of like the Wembley crowd
and I literally just laughed out
laughed out loud and I think I just replied
I was like that crowd is hilarious
like it looks fake
yeah I mean mate it's like
I don't know it was so I didn't really
expect it like I always knew they were big
and I remember
like doing a first sort of the first thing I did with them was like an acoustic show and I
remember walking out and it was like 1,500 people there or something and you know that's not that's
not like massive but I was used to do an acoustic shows in front of like fucking 25 people do you
know what I mean and I remember walking out thinking oh yeah I forgot how big this band are you know
even like an acoustic performance for three songs it's like 1,500 people there going absolutely
crazy so but yeah mate
it was um it was wild
absolutely wild
I can't believe it
it's fucking sick so really
so you had mutual friends and they knew
that you were like a drummer
obviously and you could play because you're in
LTA and they're probably seen LTA
but do you reckon
maybe it was just from them following
you on Instagram
it was like that put you in the
in I always say this it like
the more fucking it sounds
cringe and I always joke about shit like this
but the more content you put out,
the more that you're at the front of people's brains
when they think we need a drummer.
Mate, 100%.
Yeah, 100%.
And I agree, man.
It's a difficult, like, it's a double-edged sword, isn't it?
Like, Instagram.
And I talk about it a lot because it has kind of put me
in the faces of people that I would have never have met.
And it's given me a lot of opportunities
that I probably wouldn't have had without Instagram.
But there's obviously like some downsides to it and stuff
and I'm sure we get into that.
But yeah, mate, it was weird.
apparently it was Matt asked one of his mates who's sort of like who's on the radar and
his mate like sent him in my profile and then Matt sent that to Chaz Charlie and then Charlie was
like yeah get him get him like I didn't he obviously knew LTA and but he'd never seen me play so it
went from like someone sharing my profile and then Matt sending it to Charlie and Charlie going yeah
I know him, yeah, let's get him in sort of thing.
So, but it's crazy, but without Instagram,
I don't know how they would have ever got in touch.
Do you know what I mean?
They probably wouldn't have.
They probably would have gone with someone that they had before.
So it's mental to think about it.
But yeah, it came all for Instagram, mate.
It's wild, isn't it?
It is mental and it is fully a double-edged sword
because it's dangerous, as we've talked about it before,
like in private, but it's a dangerous, like, the,
what's the, it's like airbrushing on,
models
Instagram
like drummers
so many people
edit their shit
so and actually
with you
I think probably about
this time
you just had
GoPro camera audio
for the longest time
only recently
you got like
fucking EAD
but I
I love that shit
and like Stan Bicknell
as well
yeah
like
you know that person
shreds
when you just
you're seeing it
with camera audio
yeah
and I think like
yeah
I don't know
man, I try, I try so hard to stay away from the whole, like, editing and overdoing stuff,
mate, because I think, I just think it has a negative impact in more ways than one.
You know what I mean? Like, it kind of, you know, all like the young kids out there who
want to start off, they all go towards YouTube and Instagram now, whereas, like, how I started
off was playing as many shows as possible and doing it that way.
Yeah, and I think.
And getting good.
Yeah.
By the time you're putting videos on Instagram, you're already good.
You don't have to fake them to be at the same level as someone else.
And then you have that sort of weird internal struggle with yourself.
Like, I'm not actually this good.
But you put the perception out that you are that good.
And then that creates a fucking horrible mental state for whoever's doing it.
Exactly, exactly.
And everyone expects like, everyone thinks that's what's what drums sound like.
Do you know what I mean?
Like perfect and triggered and this, that and the other.
And when they don't hear that, they assume someone's shit or the video's rubbish or whatever.
It's a weird one, mate.
And I think that's why I love the Yamaha EAD, mate,
because you plug it in and whatever happens happens,
you can't move anything, you can't edit it.
Even though it is sort of, you know, compressed and has a bit of reverb and stuff,
you can't actually play around with it.
Yeah, your feel still has to be there.
You can't change the feel.
Yeah, exactly, exactly.
But yeah, mate, yeah.
Yeah, it's wild, man.
Instagram, it is a double-edged sword, man,
and so many times I open it up.
And I'm like, oh, mate.
I was feeling good
and now I feel a little bit sort of shit
and then most days I'm like
oh this is wicked this is cool
but how I use my sort of page now
is more like a business page really
I just open it up
do what I've got to do respond to people
and then I've got another page
where I just browse stuff
and that kind of
like that sort of
interesting yeah that sort of helps it out
because I feel like
I don't know you can just end up
just in like
a domino effect of just you can end up on some random person's page like 55 weeks deep and you're like
what am i actually doing so i mean like before i mean yeah that's why i do when i'm on tour
just literally my screen time is like you spend eight hours on instagram today i'm like you know what
and i actually i fucking loved it there was funny memes but i was having to look around but on the on
the subject of like the negative i'm trying to think of what the what the word is what do they call it in
like in modeling and stuff they call it like negative body image right so a negative drum image
yeah vibe is like the thing that i know is from not editing my videos yeah you get a few more
especially in metal where everyone's used to let's put it this way if you listen to metal you
are mostly listening to 99% quantized drums if you think you're not you're a fucking idiot
So when you see a drummer have unedited videos and you think,
oh, that sounds sloppy.
It's more than likely it's just because it's not the computer that you're used to.
So the thing that I noticed from when I started not editing videos,
I didn't edit them in the first place,
but I think I had a couple of YouTube videos like maybe seven or eight years ago
where I edited them, which is what most people do constantly.
When I switched to not editing,
and I'd never edited on my Instagram,
Yeah, you get a few more comments of people saying,
Oh, that bit was sloppy, or whatever, some little fucking cunt.
But when you go back, if you're having one of those days where you think your shit of drums,
because maybe you're looking at someone else's page that's edited,
if you go back and you remember all that wasn't edited and you watch you back,
it kind of gives yourself a boost.
Like when I had a bit of rough shit before we went on tour this time,
I went back through my old posts
because I was just having this mad moment
of self-doubt.
And then I went back through all my old posts
and I was like, hang on, I am actually quite good.
I'd forgotten it because I'm constantly chasing being better.
It's quite nice to have like
proof of a moment in time.
Even if you look back and be like,
oh shit, I'm way better than I was then.
Yeah.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, yeah, definitely.
Mate, 100%.
And I think that's just the music industry in general.
Do you know what I mean?
Whether it be your playing,
your career, what you're doing, the grass is somewhere always greener.
And I think if you let that become too much of a thing, it's so kind of, it's so negative to
everything. You know what I mean? Like, for example, like you said, you can, you can put up a really
good, really good video that you're really happy with, whether it be like you've nailed this
feel or, I don't know, you're just happy with a video. And then you can upload it, you can scroll
down your feed and someone else has uploaded a video that you think is better and you feel
10 times worse than you just did, even though you were at the top.
And I feel like it's the same with being in a band.
You know what I mean?
You book a venue, let's say you're doing like electric ballroom.
And before you've even done that, you're already thinking about Brixton.
Oh, why have we done Brixton yet?
When are we going to do that?
So I think it's just, yeah, the way in which kind of like musicians and bands and sort of like creative people work
is that you always strive for kind of better and better and better.
And what I've kind of, what I do now, mate, is just I don't overthink stuff. I try not to anyway. And I think that's the, that's the, kind of, yeah, the saving grace with me, really. I put something up and if it's like, you know, if there's a little imperfection in there, I kind of keep it. Because at the end of the day, mate, like those little imperfections, as cringe as this does sound, they're the things that separate us and make us kind of unique and individual, do you know what I mean? If everything was perfect, like all these triggered and oversaturated sort of edited videos, then it's just fucking boring.
that's like why every metal album
balls the fuck out of me
at the moment
not at the moment
but you know
the majority
of like metal core
and stuff like that
because they've all got the same
drum sound
they've all got the same
they might have a good drummer
but he's been quantized
oh there's one drummer
I'm not going to say who it is
yeah but
I'll explain who he is
and then everyone will know who it is
who's like desperate
to come on the podcast right
in fact there's a few of these
there's a couple of these
and they're in big bands
and people always tag them all the time
because I ask people
don't fucking message me saying
I want this person on a podcast
because I ain't going to read your DMs
but I want them to go on the person they want
and then say you should go on the downbeat
and then if the person replies and is like yeah I'd love to
then I can get in touch
yeah yeah sure let's cringe on my end
but it means I get a lot of people asking fucking
there's two in particular
who like they're in big bands
and people ask for them all the time
and I'll just go on
and they're like
yeah I'd love to
and then it's just like
there's no way
you're ever coming on here mate
your shit is all edited
you've got a little video
of your like practice room
and
the reverb from your snare trigger
is like an 80s
like
motley crew album
I really want to know
who it is
I really want to know
I see all your shit is fake
I'll tell you afterwards
I see all your shit is fake
there's no way you're coming in
what are we gonna talk about
So can you actually play the drums?
And there's a couple of them as well
And they're nice guys as well
But it's like
Just be a little bit more sincere, honest
About what you do
Maybe a bit less fucking boring
And then I'll have a chat with her
Until then
What the fuck are we gonna talk about?
Yeah, exactly, exactly
Mate, I couldn't agree more
Couldn't agree more
That sounds harsh
Because we could definitely talk about touring
And we could definitely talk about other hobbies and stuff
But at the end of the day, I don't want to, I don't want to perpetuate this fake shit.
Yeah, it's bollocks, isn't it?
That's sort of my goal.
Yeah.
And your goal and Mike Johnson's goal.
Yeah, mate, 100%.
I mean, mate, if you think about old M.J.
Old bloody M.J.
He records of like, what, an overhead and a kick mic.
He doesn't edit anything.
And he's so fucking sick and smooth.
It's like, oh, there we go.
A bit of realness.
How much is he just the best person in the world?
Honestly, mate, I...
So like, obviously I've got this sort of website that I don't fucking shut up about.
And I...
We'll get to that.
Yeah, I reached out to him about...
I don't know how long ago it was.
It was a while ago now.
I reckon it was almost like...
I don't know, let's say like eight months, maybe a year.
I can't even remember.
But I reached out to him and I sent him a DM and I said, look, I'm struggling, mate.
Like, I really need some help.
Just even a phone call, you know, I pay for it, whatever.
I just need to figure out, you know, what I'm doing, how I'm doing it, if I'm doing it right.
And he reached out, well, your answer straight away and was like, look, man, just look, give me your number, I'll give you a call.
And since that call, we've become fucking, mate, all like good, good friends, man, like on a daily basis we chat.
And I always call him up for advice.
And he's become a sort of mentor, really, as well as, like, a good friend.
And he's just the sickest guy, mate.
He's just so sick.
Like, I don't understand how anyone can be that good at what they do.
Like, when you see him teach, when you see him, like, on Instagram, you're like,
yeah, that's why you're smashing him, mate, because you're fucking sick.
I think when I did the podcast with him, I even told him, I was like,
I was sure you had some sort of dark secret.
Like, you secretly murdered women or children or something.
Because no one, no one is as nice.
I know.
As that in real life.
And then we got into the chat about an hour
And I was like, it's true
You're not a murderer
You're just the nicest person on the planet
You are the fucking legend
Yeah, mate, it's the same of me
Like every day
Like when he was like
The first few calls we had
I was like, no
He can't be this nice
Is he giving me sort of fake information
So I fucking like fail
Or like fuck this up
I uh
He's in a nutshell, mate
He is just the most helpful
And sort of like
Just sincere person ever
And it's so funny mate
like it's so good to have someone to call and just sort of like vent to because i don't know i don't
know about you mate but being a musician and a drummer and being in a being in a band it's so
fucking it's so weird in every sense of the word like if you're having a hard time or you're struggling
it's really hard to talk to someone that isn't um in that well who who does what you do do you know
I mean so it's really nice for me to pick up the phone and say you're right mate um just
struggling with this at the minute like how did you get through or how did how did how did you do to kind of
make this easier. So it's really good to have someone there and he's a fucking ledge. So yeah man,
he's a good guy, really good guy. So right, let's get on to your website then. Are you mostly just
doing website or are you doing session stuff as well? Um, a bit of both really, a bit of both. But
the session stuff, mate, I mean, I'm not going to lie. I did, I did something the other day. It was
like a TV gig. It's going to come out in a couple of weeks. It's like a pre-recorded thing.
But mate, like, I don't know, I just can't be asked, really.
Like, I know that sounds really bad, but a lot of session work these days,
and this isn't to sound too negative.
I don't mean to sound too negative.
There's a lot of amazing session work out there,
but a lot of the stuff that I was getting asked to do recently was like,
oh yeah, can you do, you know, this random person for this amount of day,
and I'm like, no, mate, you know what I mean?
I'd make more money fucking shifting bricks.
Do you know what I mean?
I can't.
This isn't why I've practiced and worked hard at drums.
all my life to play for this person for like 120 pounds a day.
Do you know what I mean?
It's like I'm just not, that makes me sound really negative,
but, nah, nah, there becomes a point when your time is worth more than they can pay you.
Yeah, and it's like, you know, to mime on a fucking pad.
Like, no, I'll just do my website if that's all right sort of thing.
And also, then, sorry, I'm going to put you up before I forget.
Yeah, go.
Then paying you $120 a day is assuming,
I'm assuming that's just the price to be in the studio.
You've got to fucking practice before that.
You've got to get there.
You've got to do all this, do all that.
It cuts it down in half, probably.
Exactly.
Yeah, yeah.
And all that shit.
And then it's like, would I say you cut it in half from everything?
Yeah, you'll get your travel back from your fucking tax bill.
But is it worth 60 quid?
for essentially what would be three days work.
Realistically.
That's why I stopped recording bands
because I started producing bands,
recording, engineering, mixing, mastering.
And it was in the same studio that I was teaching drums in.
And I couldn't obviously teach drums during the same week as recording.
So, because the kids had touched the mics or whatever.
So I'd stop teaching for a week.
And then once I got paid from the band.
band and I figured out the per hour I was getting was about three pound an hour.
Yeah, I know. I did so much work. And it was like, hang on, if I'd have just taught five
drum lessons in that week, I'd made the same amount of money for five hours work.
I know, mate, it's mental. It is mental. And it's, yeah, so that's my philosophy on it now.
I'm like, if it's a mate, and if I really like the project, I'll do it. And that's not saying,
oh, you know, the phone doesn't stop bloody ringing, mate. You know, I can pick and choose. It's not,
It's not that at all. It's just, it's like you said, mate. It's not just the day rate or the one day of work. It's the sort of three days leading up to it. And then the prep and then the travel and then the food and stuff. So it all depends, mate. I mean, there's a lot of really good MDs out there that pay really well and a lot of artists that do as well. But there's also a lot of people who just like don't. And it's like, oh, well, you know, if you want to spend a hundred and twenty pound a day on a drummer, you can't really afford it. So just don't, don't employ one. Do you know what I mean?
But yeah, I just kind of work with mates at the minute.
I mean, Busted was definitely an eye opener.
I was like, right, okay, this is, you know,
I went from sort of LTA and kind of working,
and we did everything ourselves, working all the time
and just hustling and blah, blah, blah,
and it was such a struggle, man.
It was such a lot of input for such little output.
And that doesn't make me, you know,
I'm not sounding ungrateful.
It was one of the best experience of my life,
but behind the scenes, I mean.
And then when Busted happened,
it was just like, oh,
this is what it's like.
Do you know what I mean?
This is what it's meant to be like.
And then that's kind of put me in a position where I'm like,
okay, well, I want a tour if I'm really good friends with them
or if it's a project I like.
And if not, I really want to just focus on sort of teaching
and focus on my website, man.
But yeah, I don't know, Matt.
I'm sure you find the same.
That's what I always tell people when their band splits up, right?
I'm like a mentor to other people who's band split up
because they go, oh, hang on,
Craig's been in a million band splits up.
that split up, how's he dealt with it?
And you've just got to look at it as
like that is your 10,000 hours
putting it in. Like what you were
saying about LTA, like it was a lot
of work behind the scenes and every band is
but then all of that
every little bit of business, every
little bit of booking a van, every little bit of
dealing with someone is
a bit of practice that will
make your next one easier.
Yeah. You know, you got
you got probably the best
session gig in the UK off.
that but you definitely learn so many lessons in LTA that you couldn't fucking pay for
yeah I met 100% yeah when people when people's bands split up and I'm like what am I gonna do
blah blah blah blah I'm like you just fucking learn a lot right and you're gonna use that next time
even if you don't know it the same my mate used to run a clothing line right and uh he'd always
be annoyed it wasn't going well or it didn't go as well as like drop dead and shit like that
But he was, you know, he's making money from it
And I used to tell him
I was like, mate, this is all just practice
For some bigger picture
Like you're getting to know the printers
You're getting to know the garments
You're getting to do all, you know, all this shit
And now
You know, sort of five, six years later
He's the company that does
Like Lewis Capaldi's merch
Like he owns that company
And at the time he was like inconsolable
Like, why am I doing this?
It's a waste of time
It's like everything you do, as long as you're pouring your fucking heart into it
and like actually working hard, everything's practice.
Mate, 100%.
Yeah, mate, that's a really good way of looking at it in a really positive way as well
because it's, yeah, I mean 100%.
I've learned, like I said before, man, I've learned so much from just being in a band
and like touring and playing shows and meeting different people
and having to live with other people and shit like that.
And that's why I encourage everyone to just get in a van,
get into like play as many shows as possible
and just meet as many people as possible
and just learn, learn by doing, do you know what I mean?
I think there's a lot to be said for that.
And I feel like I really hope that
the kind of next generation do do that.
I mean, everything's online now,
do you know what I mean?
YouTube, Instagram.
I mean, bands can put EP's on Spotify
and fucking blow up now, do you know what I mean,
without playing a show.
And I really hope people still do that,
even if it's just for fun,
because you learn so much by doing that.
Yeah, so, but yeah, you're right, mate.
Everything you do, man, it's like a sort of, you know, a building block, isn't it?
It's something that you don't know is going to come.
But whatever is going to come is going to be way more sort of beneficial and bigger and better than what you had before.
So, yeah.
But I couldn't agree more, mate.
Let's sell your fucking website then.
Hang on.
I've dropped.
Yeah, but the thing is, don't take this wrong way.
This is how I view the Eddie Frower website.
Go ahead.
It's an Eddie Fray.
Ro are only fans, but he doesn't get his dick out.
Do you know what only fans is?
Is that like when the girls get their tits out and stuff?
On Snapchat?
Yeah, and guys, and guys.
It's like, it's basically private videos of, you know, assets,
like monetizing their assets,
and people pay $5.99 a month, which is a familiar price.
Is yours? 599? How much is yours?
99.
99?
Bumped up.
Yeah, it's between 4 and, you know, 10 for an only fan.
I imagine, I don't know at all.
And people get a little insight into that person's life.
It's not all kits and dicks.
But your shit is like an educational version of that.
Because I always see videos where you're just like chatting to people.
And instead of like chatting to people about like cum shots,
you're talking to them about actual drum shit.
And I think it's well cool.
actual community rather than here's my website here's the lessons and then like no interaction
what i'm getting at is you're interacting like a porn star but uh without the porn i fucking may
that's going to be on the home page now i love that spot on spot on but i appreciate it because
it's a porn site without the porn yeah exactly there you go um i might change it to eddie throw a hub
you know what i might just do that um right
That's actually fucking sick
That is sick, isn't it?
Yeah, mate, I mean that's...
That's what I try to do
Because I feel like, I don't know
My kind of background, my like,
My story, I guess, when it came to learning drums
Was just so sort of, in a nutshell,
just really unrelatable the whole time.
Like, I'm really dyslexic
And in school I was just fucking shit
And my attention span was so short
That I just didn't learn in any conventional way,
you know what I mean?
Like, when I sat down with my drum teacher
in school and it was like right now we're going to be doing um book one uh on the snare drum patterns
and i'm like sitting there thinking i just want to play some fucking offspring songs you know what i mean
um and then i had another teacher who all he let me do was play sort of acedc songs and stuff so it was
like i never knew i never had the right balance between having fun and actually learning do you
know what i mean having someone sit down and say look if you want to be able to do this do that
put in some time and effort but at the same time have fun so it was like
I never had...
Same thing.
Yeah, do you know what I mean?
It was like,
either one guy would just,
I'd pay him for 20 quid,
and he'll put back in black on,
and that's my hour done,
all the opposite,
and it was just some guy
who was just so unrelatable
making me play a fucking jazz beat.
I'd never, ever play again.
So it's like,
I just wanted to create something
that I would love to use
and that I would love to sort of be a part of
if someone else had created it.
And that's why I sort of try and create
this sort of community feel and just have a sort of discord group where everyone can chat because
I think there's a lot to be said for just talking do you know what I mean just that's why I think
this podcast is amazing mate because there's a lot to be said for just listening to people talk about
their experience and what they've done and how they've done it um so yeah that's what I try and do
but I definitely going to change my name to well the website to Eddie Throw Hub I think it's way better
love that or um or X thrower.com yeah or um what other what other one
I don't know.
I don't know. I've never been on one.
No, I don't even know.
They keep talking about these things on there,
these naughty words, and I've only heard them on the playground.
Not like that.
Fuck me.
Babe!
You're going to have to edit the fuck out of that bit.
Oh!
It's cute.
Moving on.
I'm not editing that.
No, I'm not editing that.
I'm not editing that, but...
Leave it in.
It was...
That was not meant to be...
meant to make me sound like a predator
it was meant to make me sound childlike
and you know
like I didn't know anything
let's move on
mental
so good
we haven't really like
I haven't really talked about
drums
people do get lessons on your website
they're not just paying to see your
your penis
nah my penis
they're like
you get lessons there's
chops, there's loops.
Where you've got a little podcast on there?
Well, yeah, so in a nutshell, it's sort of, well,
I just knocked the mic then, sorry, mate.
I just saw a peek in the old audio wave.
So, yeah, I do weekly lessons, so I cover sort of,
you know, well, pretty much anything and everything,
whether it would be like a feel, a groove, a chop,
a lot of exercises, like technique-based exercises.
And I do it, it's weekly lessons.
So I kind of like the way a lot of people do courses.
Do you know what I mean?
Like, oh, here's a sort of linear course or a foot speed course or whatever.
And if that was me, I'd find that a bit of overwhelming.
And I kind of want to bring back the sort of, I mean, I don't know if it happens anymore.
But when I used to look forward to seeing my drum teacher or, you know, seeing what I was going to learn or what song I was going to play to every week.
And I wanted to kind of bring that back on like an online platform.
So every week there's a different lesson.
And it can be, yeah, it can be about, I don't know, control, speed.
technique, chops, whatever.
And as well as that, yeah, you've got like sort of tip videos, behind the scene stuff,
vlogs, and then like tracks to download and stuff.
And then what I try to do, which is flipping hard.
I mean, you probably know this, is that just getting fucking people locked down for
interviews and chats and stuff.
It's so hard, mate.
So hard.
Drummers are fucking so unreliable.
It's hard.
And it's also, like, sometimes it's hard to get the motivation to do it.
Like after a while, I've been doing this for like a year and a half now.
And it's like, I don't get paid for it.
People, I think someone said the other day, like,
mate, you must be so rich from the,
because I put up how many like streams the podcasts had.
Oh, mate, you must be so rich.
Like, there's no royalties.
This is free.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
This is completely free.
This is me and you spending, you know, an hour, two hours,
talking just for the benefit of other people.
Yes, there's a sub-examination.
Which is buy a fucking t-shirt or a mug from www.
The DownBee.org and sign up to eddythrower.com for $999 a month.
Yeah, boy.
Yes, that's the subtext.
But, you know, on the grand scheme of things, it is free.
Yeah.
I just trying to...
I just want to...
I had a weird, like, epiphany sort of last year
where I was like, when I'm dead,
will people remember me for doing a...
anything good or will they go he was all right at drums and now i want to sort of sort of leave
leave a sort of sistine chapel in these podcasts that people can go back to and go
oh what a fucking legend he it was like he was like the michelangelo of drums yeah i respect that
i was sort of mother teresa figure yeah mate i couldn't agree more mate
like,
mate,
I,
although,
no,
hang on,
she,
she banned condoms
in Africa
and therefore
helped the AIDS
virus to propagate.
So not Mother's Reza.
Let's go more Gandy.
More Gandy.
Gandy vibes.
Yeah, I like that.
I like that.
Yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah.
Yeah,
you got to do a,
your next t-shirt's
got to be you
on Gandhi's body or something.
Do you know what I mean?
That might be
appropriation.
I'm not sure.
Yeah,
yeah.
It would definitely look odd.
Yeah.
I do have more t-shirts
in the works
and uh
mate i'll have to send you some of the fucking
some of the stage shit
because it actually is well good for playing drums in
I always struggle finding someone to play drums in me
every time like
the last few shows I did I played in fucking cargos mate
it was the most uncomfortable thing
the camel toe was real
it was fucking painful
is it called camel toe if you got a dick or not
no that's not is it
well
it's still a camel toe but one side is much bigger
hopefully
anyway
sign up to
eddythroa
onlyfans.com
to see his cameltoe
yeah
um
um
um
I'm gonna do
um
I'm gonna do stage jeans
mate
mate that's a fucking shout
um
um
because I've done those stage shorts
and they are fucking sick
and they like
they
they wicks sweat away
and they don't like
smell or anything
but a lot of people
playing jeans
so what I'm doing
is I'm working on
samples for
like a skinny fit
gene but with just enough
stuff that isn't denim in it
that it would dry very quickly
but still look like a gene
and have some sort of inner lining
like
almost like swimming shorts do
which the shorts have but not like swimming shorts
so you can wear it without boxes
and you don't ruin your boxes
mate you need to do some flannel shirts and some bombers and I'll be fucking on that
someone actually talked to me about flannel shirts as well
mate you know like the market stall bombers you get that it's like they're black
and they've got that orange orange inlay
do not I mean I could do one of those easily yeah wait do that
fat brat print for sign me up mate sign me up I'd love that
you get a fucking bomber going but man I had a really good um point and it's kind of
slip my mind.
Oh yeah, no.
You know, you're talking about you being like the next Gandhi and all that.
Yeah, yeah, big time.
Yeah, yeah.
I couldn't agree more because I feel like it's, you know, I don't know.
I just kind of want to help people and like really kind of like support people.
And I don't know.
I know that sounds so fucking cliche to say.
But I feel like that's why I love teaching so much now.
Like I feel like I've really hit an nail on the head with.
finding
sort of something
relatable
because you know
I don't read music
at all
like at all
I can't read music
and I've tried
so fucking hard
and I still try now
but it just doesn't work for me
that's interesting
yeah man
I never have
ever
you're very good
mate honestly like
when people talk about
like swung
sex tuplets
I'm like what the fuck
you want about me
like what are you on about
shut up
you throw me off
and uh
mate that's fucking great
so all the shit
it on your site is not notated it's just taught none of none of it there's no notation in in there
at all like for example if i'm writing down a fill i'll write down like right left left left right
right if it's groove then i do sort of one two three four up to eight or whatever at the top
and then i put sort of right left right left in the place where it's meant to be um because yeah i mean i'm
I was so bad.
I mean,
I'm one of these people that,
I mean,
this is going to make me sound so fucking dumb.
But,
I struggle reading books.
Like,
when I'm reading a book,
nothing's going into my brain.
Does that make sense?
Like,
that's why I love podcasts and audio books so much
because I'm actually,
like,
you know,
listening and soaking it in all in.
But,
but yeah,
I struggled with music so bad,
like,
reading it in school.
And then when it came to learning drums
and getting better,
I was like,
fuck,
how am I going to,
how am I going to get better?
Like, what are all these guys playing?
Like, surely they, to be able to play that,
you must be able to read music because, you know,
how else are you going to learn that?
Do you know what I mean?
And then through time and just through like,
basically trial and error and doing things like learning rudiments
and then picking them apart and applying them around the kit
and just listen to music in general,
I kind of came up with my own sort of ways of doing it.
And yeah, that's why I really kind of want to just teach
and just help and just shed light on things.
and talk about things I've learned
and hopefully it will help people out.
You know what I mean?
So who can I be if you're Gandhi?
Well, let's say if Gandhi was the sort of site reading philanthropist
then I would probably...
Maybe you're Gandhi.
Nah, I'm not a Gandhi yet.
You know who's Gandhi?
Well, you're Gandhi and then Mike Johnson's also Gandhi.
Oh, I'm sort of...
Okay, let's roll this back.
Mike Johnston is Gandy.
Okay.
Yeah.
Then I would say me and you
are like
just sort of yoga teachers.
I'm like the guy from the one show
who does the Rickshaw challenge.
What's his name? He's really good.
He does a lot for people.
And I'm just like one of those yoga teachers
who like invents the type of yoga
sells it.
Everyone loves it
But then he sort of sits on his ass doing nothing
There we go
That's the bit you can use for Instagram right there
Tried real people in
Yeah
Right, Mike Johnston is Gandy
And me and Eddie are just simply
Yoga teachers
Yeah
But we got our own twist on yoga
Yeah exactly
Mike Johnson like invented the back bend
And all that shit
Yeah yeah yeah
Anyway right we plugged
We plugged your fucking sight
I
But I think it's great
If it
For people who can't sight read
And maybe a little bit
Um
Disheartened
Or can't find a website
To sign up to
Because they're all sight read
Yours is way more hands on
Which is fucking sick
I once
I taught a kid
I like
With Down syndrome
Right
And it was like
The mum
Was messaging me
Magnus
His name was
His mum
was messaging me saying
you know it's got Down syndrome
I'm not sure if you worked
with any children with stuff like that
but here's you know
have a Google blah blah blah
I'm not sure and I was like yeah I got this
no worries I got this and I
googled it extensively right
because I usually teach recite reading
and then I like I got these
coloured stickers to put on the drums
because I found somewhere that people
taught people with Down syndrome
piano with like colours
So I did that.
I even painted a load of drum heads.
So we'd have different coloured things, right?
I put them all on the drum kit.
Then I kicked drum was red, snare drum was blue,
and then I wrote out, like, instead of where you would write right, right, left, right, left.
I'd just put like blue and yellow at the same time would mean kick drum and hi-hat or whatever.
You got this whole thing planned.
It took me days to plan it.
Comes for lesson number one.
Sits down.
I explain the plan.
He's colourblind.
Oh, for fuck
sake.
I had to
fucking,
I had to really,
really think on my feet.
And we did get there
in the end,
but fuck me.
It was like three days of work.
And I was like,
I felt so good about myself already.
I was like,
you know what?
This is going to be incredible.
What are the fucking odds
colorblind?
Babe,
that is fucking,
oh my God.
I think we did it
with numbers in the end,
which would have been much easier
and saved me
sitting down painting fucking drum heads.
Oh, mate.
It's a good idea.
But again, you know what we're saying?
You know what we're saying all about practice?
Then you know what?
I had another drum student who had Down syndrome
and the colour thing worked like a fucking charm.
And they were like, you've done this before.
I was like, well, actually, yes, I have.
Mate, it's amazing.
I love that.
The mum should have probably slipped that in there,
shouldn't she?
She probably should have slipped that in there.
I don't know if she's expecting me to come up with a fucking paintbrush.
I think that was my fault for going too far in.
Oh, mate, that's such a shame because you put so much hard work into that.
You must have walked in thinking, I've got this.
Easy.
Yeah, mate, I was buzzing.
And it was like, the photo sat down.
And she just said it as if I was supposed to know.
Yeah, he's colorblind.
I was like, oh!
Oh, fuck sake.
Okay.
Um, mate, I hate that feeling of being so unprepared.
Like, but you have prepared.
Like, man, I remember, um, do you remember I was with Ian and you FaceTimed him?
And you were doing UK drum show.
Yeah.
And, uh, I remember, like, that feeling of like, like,
being prepared for something but not knowing what it's going to be like i remember the first time i did
um i don't know it was like glasgow drum show or something and that that feeling of like oh my
god i thought i was prepared but i'm not at all like it got to about 20 minutes to the end and i had
nothing to play and no one was asking it any questions and i was like oh fuck me mate what am i
going to talk about what am i going to do oh my god it was the most terrible i looked over like
Mike Dolbert.
It was the fucking first time I did London.
And he was like, you got 20 minutes left, mate.
And I was like, I haven't, mate.
I'm done.
I'm done.
Onlyfans.com.
Onlyfans.com 4 slash London drum show
of just shot Malo.
Don't those 20 minutes left.
Hey, mate, how
how do you find clinics in general?
Because I've done four now
and I've got my own thoughts about them.
I fucking hate them and I'm never doing them again.
Well, man, I'm doing UK drum show this year, well next year
You're not never doing them again
You're doing the biggest one you can do
Yeah, and I was like, oh mate this is great
This is amazing and then I sort of hung up the phone
And I was like oh fuck sake
I've got that feeling that I had before
Where I'm just dreading it
And I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
Don't know what to play
I don't know I really don't like doing him
I'm not going to lie, but it's
sometimes in life
you've got to fucking climb that mountain
and fucking just get over it and do it.
Do you know what I mean?
And stand up the top and be like,
we, I did it.
And that's how I'm seeing UK drum show this year,
well next year.
Mine have got progressively worse.
Like, I did the UK drum show
and other than the last song
where I just rushed it
and I was knackered
and I hadn't slept from fucking worrying.
like I thought I smashed it
and then
the next one
I smashed the playing
again didn't sleep a wink before it
because I was just worrying about it
and then you know what it's like when you try and play drums
when you haven't fucking slept
it's dog shit
and then that one
I like
I smashed the performance
and I kind of blew it on
the talking
and then I
did one in Glasgow after that
and I crushed the
lesson and the talking element
and I made a mistake in
every single song
mate it's so now
I'm booking one for February
and in my head
I'm just like I don't want to do this
I have to do this because
it's what I want to do and I need
to get better at it but I'm fucking
dreading it yeah yeah
I mean they are important to do I think especially if you want to be
like a drummer's drummer
do you know what I mean like I mean that's what that world is that's what that industry is
but man I couldn't agree more and if if anything like I found that it just made I don't know
it made me play worse it made me over-analyze shit that you don't need to over-analyze um you know like
if you're playing a show with your band wherever it may be like on a huge stage in the pub
whatever you know like all eyes aren't on you and it's like there's a vibe there's an atmosphere
do you know what I mean and it's like you're you're appreciating music and
live music as well
and then when you take all of that away
and it's just you with a drum kit
on stage with the lights on
and drummer's watching you
it's like it's the most
mate my asshole
my arseol just clench were you saying that
oh mate I just say on your own
I just sucked up my fucking chair
mate I've got cold sweat on right now
and it's just like
it's so unnatural
unnatural and you can't
what I found is that you can't replicate
that feeling that adrenaline
in the practice room
so the
only way you can get better at doing clinics is by doing more. So that's where, I don't know, that's
why I'm like, right, I'll do more. I'll just do it. And hopefully I'll enjoy them more and I'll
get better. But mate, it is fucking terrifying. It really is. And when you see someone that's really good
at them and can go up on stage and play drums as if they're playing in their little practice room,
I admire it and I respect it. And I'm like, fair play. Because it is, your body tenses up.
You overanalyze everything. You question everything you're doing. And then you look up and you've got a
couple of drummers with her arms crossed
deadpan and you go
fuck me mate when is this going to end
but it is I mean
yeah I don't know I'm fucking scared
it's like a weird
mate I'm fucking scared I've got one
in a couple of months it's not been announced
yet but I think it's like I'm doing a day
of one on one lessons and then a day which is like
a master class thing
and I was just I know I won't sleep before
the master class yeah and
it's fucking mental like
I don't know it's a weird it's a
weird level of cockiness. There's like two
separate levels of cockiness that I think you need
and I don't have both of them.
On stage I'm a fucking cocky
little wanker. I'll stand up, I'll do
bits and bobs like not
not showing off but like I'll just get well into it
but then there's some people who like can do that
not the standing up but just have bring that
cockiness to their playing when they're doing a master class
and they're just you know like Matt Gasker
He's not cocky
But he fucking
Either playing in front of people live
Or front of people at a clinic
He just fucking crushes
Yeah
He's just got this like
No cockiness is the wrong word
Like self
He's just
He's so sure of himself
And I am so unsure of everything about myself
Mentally and physically
And sometimes I'll bring that on stage with me
And I shouldn't but I do
But I think it's natural
And the minute you think about it, the minute you fucking think, like, what if I don't have this film?
Oh, fucked it?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Mental.
Me, I know.
Yeah, I mean, even talk about it, it makes me nervous.
And I don't know what it is.
And I, maybe it's in your DNA or not.
But I'm the same, mate.
I get up there and I'm like, oh, mate, do I deserve to be up here?
How am I sounding?
How am I looking?
Like, and I just, all these emotions are going around in my head constantly.
And I need to practice what I, you know, what I kind of tell other people is that,
You've just got to fucking, you know, say in the Discord group for my members,
like if one of them's got a show and one of them's like, oh, I'm feeling a little bit nervous and he tips.
I say the same thing the whole time, just, you know, just literally, the less you think
and the more you just zone in on what you're doing and enjoy drums, then you'll enjoy it more.
Because if you're not enjoying it, you're going to play worse.
Yeah, mate, 100%.
If you're using a bit of your brain to worry, that's one less bit of your brain to be fucking playing stuff accurately.
May it 100%.
So easier said than done, but fuck me.
I remember like a couple of shows on one tour I did with LTA.
It was like I stopped warming up and I just went up on stage
and I used to get back to the venue 10 minutes, 15 minutes before we went on.
And then just like, right, sweet, change your clothes, where's my sticks,
where's my inners, walk on stage, bang.
And those shows, I played so much better than when I used to sit there on a pad,
warming up for half an hour thinking about every little thing.
And so I just had the philosophy.
of like right
fuck it
I don't care
I know I know the songs
I know I can play
the parts
because I fucking wrote them
like just chill out
have a laugh
and that made such a difference
such a difference
but
mate I'm the opposite
though
really
if I don't warm up
maybe because it's really metal
yeah
if I don't warm up
my feet
and my hands actually
if I don't warm them up
I'm just shit
my thing is
if I make a mistake
in the first three songs
then that's it
it's game over
mentally and physically.
I can feel myself choke up on the sticks a bit more.
I can feel myself getting out of the pocket, worrying.
But if I get through that first block of three songs without a mistake,
then in my head I go, right, I've made a pretty good impression
because I know that first song has that fucking sick paradigl in it.
That second song has that sick fucking multi-pedal thing.
If everyone in that crowd isn't sucking my dick already,
then it doesn't matter.
You know what I mean?
That's when I get my, that's when I get my confidence.
But if I make one mistake in those first three songs, that is it.
I spent the whole rest of the show thinking,
everyone here thinks I'm a cunt.
Wait, I couldn't agree more.
I have this little thing where I have a, I have a, mate, my tech for Busted, he's such a ledge, mate.
He made me this drink holder that it's a custom one.
And I have a red bull and a beer and a water.
And it fits them all perfectly.
And I start off, you know, after the first song, I have a little swig of red bull.
And then I have, you know, water.
whenever I need it.
But third song in, if I've done a good job,
I can start drinking the one beer.
You know what I mean?
As like a treat.
Mate, this is music to my ears.
This is the kind of shit I do.
Yeah.
Otherwise, I'm like, no, I need to fucking go home.
I always think, like,
what if there is someone who follows me on Instagram,
like side stage watching me going,
yeah, it is all smoking mirrors.
He's fucking shit.
Do you know what I mean?
I always think stuff like that.
Oh, someone fucking tagged me.
Someone tagged me in something on the last day of tour,
Last day of tour
I was fucking shot
I've been on tour
for 70 fucking days
Right
No 80 days
70 shows
I
Dropped a stick
Right
Some little fucking
Cunt
Put it on the internet
Fuck you
Like
Posted a little video
Like
I think it was in
The Paradigal song
Actually yeah
I had a fucking
Good rest of that show
Actually had the worst show
Of tour
But anyway
I dropped a stick
And
there some kid uploaded that bit to the internet.
Fuck you, mate.
It's like, mate, I hate all these sort of,
don't know, what do you call them?
Keyboard Warriors?
Are they keyboard warriors?
Are they keyboard warriors if they're on Instagram?
I don't know.
I don't know what you call them.
Little pricks.
Little slugs.
Yeah, little slugs.
Yeah, I hate all that stuff, man.
It's, yeah.
I mean, I uploaded, I remember,
I did a video recently for Zildjim,
which was fucking cool.
I went out there and just shot a bunch of content really.
I had, like, I had no agenda in mind apart from doing a few videos.
And like, in the, I don't know where you've seen it, but on Zildjian's YouTube,
they have like these videos which you record in their sort of warehouse.
Yeah, I've seen your, I've seen your vid.
Yeah, like a lot of them are like sort of trappy, hip-hop,
and then like your classic drumless tracks, do you know what I mean?
Like 7-8 and all that shit.
And I went in and did like just a punk rock, hardcore.
You did like a hardcore song, didn't you?
Yeah, but mate, I remember, just like, and I look back at it now, and I'm like, I remember the same feeling that I had.
And it was just, before I, you know, record was on, and even whilst I was playing, I was just thinking, so many drummers on YouTube are going to be overanalyzing me and thinking about everything.
And, oh, he's not doing this.
Is he overplaying?
Is he not overplaying?
Is he not playing technical enough?
Is he, is he shit or whatever?
And I couldn't get that out of my head, and it was so annoying.
And I remember when it went live, I was just like scrolling.
And I never know we do this, but I was like scrolling, refreshing.
Where's the shit comment's going to come?
When are they going to come?
And I was like, you know what, mate, I just really don't give a fuck anymore.
I just don't care what these sort of people think.
If you've got the time to think, to watch something that you don't like, watch it again, think of a comment, type it out, press it.
You've really got way too much time on your hands and you just need to fucking get out of your house and just do something fucking productive and positive.
you know what I mean
it's insane
have I ever told you about my fucking
Vic Firf jazz video
is that the one with that guy in the band
and he was like commenting
no no this
this is when I fully
stopped caring about the internet
and people so I made
a video after Whiplash came out actually
I made a video for Vic Firth
the quickest way to be able to do
left hand comping in jazz
so for anyone it doesn't know
left hand comping is when you've got
ding, dinka, dinga, dinga, dinga ding going on the right hand.
And on the left hand, you can basically you get full independence to play anything on the left hand.
So I made a chart and it was like the easiest way that you can gain full independence on the left hand.
And at the beginning of the fucking lesson, I was like, look, I'm not a jazz drummer.
I just know that applying this grid concept will work.
I've done it.
So, you know, my feel, I'm playing fucking rock sticks.
Like it's not going to sound like jazz anyway
This big disclaimer
And I was like the only purpose of this thing
I'm also going to be playing very loud
So you can hear where the notes are
The whole purpose of this thing
Is just for you to get the independence of the left hand right
Fuck me
I've never seen so many negative comments
Vic Firth pulled the video down
Because it was like
All these little kids
Or just like people like
This isn't fucking jazz
Why is the feel
Where's the frio?
Miles Davis will be turning in this fucking grave.
Honestly, it was fucking crazy.
And my web guy, Vic Furf, messaged me like,
yo, don't take this a wrong way,
but I'm going to take this video down
because it is a horrible place right now.
And I was like, please take it down.
Like, I don't care.
But honestly, that actually got to me,
and I took a while off making videos.
And then I thought about it, I was like,
not a single one of those.
motherfuckers has done anything with music
and I just fuck off.
Yeah, exactly just fuck off really. I don't check
him. Probably wanking into a sock in their fucking
bedroom and they're fucking 55 years old or whatever.
Do you know what I mean? Like just go do something productive
instead of watching something you don't like and then it's just
like when did music become like
I mean this makes me sound. Yeah like a competition
and also whether it's right or wrong like there's no right or wrong.
Do you know what I mean?
At all.
Art,
art motherfuckers.
Yes, art, bitch.
Yeah.
But it's so true
and I hate that about
yet again going back
to like Instagram
and social media
being a sort of double-edged sword.
It's so true.
You do get that side of it
where people just assume
that because they've got
an Instagram profile or a YouTube page
they're entitled to their
sort of opinion
on something that you've put up
which I mean, I get it.
The comments are there for a reason
but it's just, it does blow my mind
how people can be
you know, that negative and sad
when they wouldn't like
someone commenting on their shit
like that, do you know what I mean?
It's fucking, I don't know,
it's a weird, like, generational thing as well, I think
where people are just like,
people are having no filter now.
And I don't know
if that will eventually be a good thing
because everyone,
people might be growing up to have no filter in real life
as well as behind the internet
and then they end up,
they'll have no filter somewhere
where like, I think your hair looks shit
and then someone will just bang them out
and then they go, oh, actually,
I better, I better not sort of act like that.
Yeah, I know, it's weird, isn't it?
Fucking cretin.
Yeah, but man, yeah, go on, go on.
I was just going to change subject,
but if you're still,
if you're still annoyed about my YouTube comment,
if you're still annoyed about that fucking jazz comment
like I am, then...
I think we covered that one,
in a nutshell,
Don't be a little prick.
Do you know what I mean?
Oh yeah.
We'll probably have to give Ian a shout out, aren't we?
Fuck Ian.
Because he'll be listening to this and he'll go,
I haven't had a shout out yet.
That's two of my artists and I haven't had a shout out yet.
I gave you that drum kit at me.
No, I love Ian.
I love Ian.
Ian's a lodge.
At Aguardo Bush, who is our Tama, UK rep.
What up?
I hope you're having a lovely Christmas.
Oh, I have you having a lovely Christmas.
I know you're having a lovely Christmas
because it's all over your fucking story.
What a wonderful,
what a wonderful time he's having right now.
Father Christmas himself right there.
He is the most Christmas man you've ever met in your life.
Yeah, I love Ian.
I love Ian.
He's wicked.
He is a fucking,
yeah,
I feel like having kids must change Christmas.
Obviously not yours is a fucking little,
tiny little thing right now,
so he doesn't give a shit.
But when they get to like,
Ian's kids age,
it must be like the highlight of the year.
Mate, definitely.
I remember being a kid
It was fucking the best time ever
But December for me is a nightmare
My girl, my fiance's birthday
is just before Christmas
And now we've got a kid
So December is gonna be fucking
Financially
Stress
Put some more dick picks up
On the old only fans, boy
You know what?
I said something yesterday on Instagram
I was like
Oh, you're a musician
Oh can you post out my ad
For no money
And then uh
I saw that what was it
Go on call them out
Who was it?
No, no, no, it wasn't.
It was just, um, I can't remember what I was doing.
I was on, like, some random person's page, just, like, browsing Instagram, and I was
like, fucking hell, mate.
Do you know what I mean?
You've clearly bought followers, and yet you're getting paid fucking bank for posting
out of teeth whiting strips.
And all you've done is, like, get a fake tan and fucking get covered in shit tattoos.
But anyway, that makes me sound really negative.
I'm not.
I'm not.
Who is it?
Who is that?
Come on.
No, mate, it was just like, I'm just generalizing.
Do you know what I mean?
I was on, um, I've, I've got another Instagram page.
and we uh like all the all the explore page is just that that sort of vibe do you know i mean
yeah no fuck i can't actually say this i'm going to have to edit this because that is slander
in it at someone's company no it doesn't work it's fucking shit that is right hang on let me just
write this down let me just write down what moment i have to 21 58 cut out slander off
i love that company yeah all right and i'll leave this bit in so people will wonder what
it is.
But yeah, the whole fucking influencer
like, you know,
I like to make fun of it.
But at the same time,
and I get it for the podcast all the fucking time,
like people that want to put ads on the podcast.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Just fuck off.
Like, I don't want to try and sell fucking mattresses.
Are you listening to this?
Like, actually, I do need a mattress.
While we're talking about snare drums,
I do actually need a mattress.
Shut up.
I know, I know.
It's fucking, yeah.
I bet you get the old,
like square space, fucking wicks, all that.
No, I haven't got any of the big ones yet.
I've got, I've had like companies that work for the big ones saying we can do that
and all that.
And it's like, and I've gone into it and had a look.
And it's all, it's all like you get a percentage of the sale.
Yeah, which is bollocks.
Because like you said.
Who's going to buy a mattress?
Yeah, maybe one person.
Like, oh, good.
20 fucking P.
I'll get 20 P.
Even if it was 20 quid
for like,
for completely ruining the appeal and like,
aesthetic of my podcast by going,
Hey,
did you have a shit night's sleep?
If you listen to the podcast,
you'll know that I also have a shit night's sleep,
but now I've got a lovely mattress from mattress for you.com.
Yeah, mate.
Use the code,
fucky,
fucky,
cunty bollocks for 20% off.
Fucky,
fucky,
cunty.
Mate,
I,
I listen to a podcast
quite a lot
and it's the same
it's ads and ads and ads
and what happens is
I always go right
I'll skip this
but then I always over skip it
so I miss like the first bit
and then I have to go back
where does the actual fucking podcast start
and then I'm like right I'll give up
isn't it
that's why I do the merch
hopefully people just pick stuff up
if they like it enough
then they don't have to advertise
but you know what
I think might be changing
I think
when Amazon controls the
world, eventually companies will just start selling directly to people because that's the only
way you could beat Amazon's prices is by the actual company selling.
And if it came to that point when like your symbol company and your drum company or whatever
had like a shop now online, then you could give artists affiliate codes.
Yes.
And then they could actually, you know, as well at the moment we just get free gear, don't
that's our sort of payment for doing stuff.
At this point, I'm not fucking paid to play anyone's product,
but I do get free shit, which is sick.
But you could then turn that around and sort of monetize
where I would be like, you know, I'm playing these sticks.
They're fucking sick if you go on Vic Firth.com and use this code.
And then that's more likely for people to use it.
Mate, it's such a good idea.
Yeah, it's such a good idea.
Because I feel like the industry needs something like that to happen
because it's, yeah, I don't, I don't want to sound like a fucking monie prick here, but it's like
with, you know, without artists and drummers and bands and, you know, just drummers in general,
these companies won't sell products, do you know what I mean?
It's that simple.
And I feel like when you do have a really influential artist on a brand, like, great, you're
giving them free gear and stuff.
And obviously, in a roundabout way, that does kind of.
put food on their table, you know, you're just giving them free stuff to tour with and that makes
the money and whatever. I get it. But it's crazy how within this drum world, you, you don't get
paid from people like that to advertise or market or be in a video or whatever. It's weird,
in it? Like, in every other industry, let's say, I don't know, I'm trying to think of one, like,
protein world or whatever. Oh, can you be the face of our new protein? Yeah.
cool. Yeah, we can't pay you though, but we'll give you it for free. It's like, it just wouldn't
happen. People would do you know what I mean? But I would accept that. Yeah, I'll accept that.
Yeah, same. Yeah. But yeah, I hope something like that does happen. Because I think that's a really
cool way of like encouraging musicians and drummers to like really promote a product. Do you know
I mean? In aid of selling it. But yeah, no, that's a cool way. I think it would, it would make more sense
with like drums and shit because
the outgoing
for drums
is much more
so you'd get more of a percentage
but then also they'd only have to give you
I think the big dogs at Tama
I'm not a big fucking dog
but I think the big dogs get
a free kit every two
years if it is
in one of the new finishes because then obviously
that sells the new finishes
obviously I don't get that I just get a fucking
discount and then some
time shit for free if I've been a good boy.
But with like symbols,
I honestly feel like I am getting paid
because have you seen how much a fucking symbol is?
Me?
When was the last time you bought a symbol?
Let's be real.
When was the last time you bought a symbol?
Fuck.
Yeah, fucking ages ago is a point.
Over 10 years ago, yeah.
Right, so I put in
like, I got a bunch of symbols recently
and just for a laugh, I put it into Tom
and I was like,
I wonder how much this would have cost
and it was like four grand.
I know,
mate.
So,
so really,
mine will just pay me
four grand.
But it's like,
at the same time,
I definitely know
that I've sold them
a lot of symbols.
Yeah, yeah,
for sure, man.
Maybe not four grand's worth.
Yeah, yeah, for sure.
Obviously,
other people don't crack as many symbols as me.
I don't crack that many,
but a metal band
touring fucking
for six months out of the year
I'm obviously going to crack symbols.
mate that's that's why I'm going back to my side little cheeky plug
great
but now but like the reason why I price it's so low
which is like two 30 a week two pound 30 a week is because
mate I know that being a drummer I was skin
throughout my entire life because you know drums
every penny we have goes on sticks symbols skins like
you know or putting yourself on tour putting yourself
or just buying any other
equipment, whether it would be microphones or cameras or whatever, or electronics and stuff.
You know, drums are so, they're so expensive.
And that's why I just feel like, yeah, if you, for me to kind of like, okay, I want to teach
people, well, how do people afford to be taught, especially online, while I price it as low as I
possibly can't, do you know what I mean?
But yeah, mate, playing drums is so expensive, so expensive.
Yeah, I did a thing.
If I have a kid, if I have a kid, I'm never going to, it's going to be like,
I want to be a drummer.
I'm going to be like, shut the fuck up.
You are playing guitar, my friend.
You are playing something without all this gear.
Mate, I'm saying to Travis now, I'm like, mate, you're going to be a doctor, mate, yeah?
You're going to be a doctor.
You're not going to be a drummer.
Although I would love to see him, like, play a beat.
Do you know what I mean?
I'd love to see him behind a kit.
There's no way that's not happening.
But what I'll do is I'll teach him the drums to start off with, and I'll be like, look,
look, son.
This is a mugs game.
What you want to do?
You want to do the thing with the least amount of equipment possible.
And that is actually, you're going to be a vocalist, my son.
Yeah, exactly.
You know.
Or daughter.
I'm fucking starving.
So I'm going to put some food in the oven, right?
But I didn't know.
I didn't warn you that I've got to do top five bands or artists that you've got to do now.
All right, cool, cool.
I haven't warned you.
So what you're going to do, you're going to start with number one while I put a lovely bit of salmon in the oven.
Okay.
I'll still be able to hear you, but I'm going to be away from my microphone.
Okay, yeah, all good.
So what I'm going to say?
I'm going to say it out loud now, yeah?
Well, hang on, I was in the kitchen there.
Yeah, just, you know, sort of start talking about your top five bands.
I'm going to be like two minutes.
It's fine.
Okay.
Ciao.
This is such a hard one, mate.
I listen to a lot of tinfall in the background apparently.
I listen to a lot of sort of hip-hop at the minute.
Most people think that's because I'm trying to be cool.
But I actually do love it because it's very rhythm-based, drums, vocals.
So I would say, I mean, let's go on my Spotify at the minute.
Let's go out, let's check out my Spotify.
mate Phil Collins oh my god
Phil Collins what's the album
he's probably my number one artist at the minute
I absolutely love Phil Collins at the minute
he's so good
I haven't got any signal
I would say
Phil Collins
I love a bit of Travis Scott
what else
Phil Collins Travis Scott
so hard
It's so hard.
I'm a Spotify man at the minute.
I just listen to singles.
Love a bit of turnstile.
Love a bit of turnstile.
What else?
That's three.
I need two more, mate.
Metallica.
I'm back.
I'm back.
Metallica.
Metallica.
Metallica, Matt.
All right, let's go.
What's your air?
I made so much noise in there.
I fell over the dog's bowl.
I dropped the foil
I ran into the fucking big bit of tinsle
that's down around the staircase
was a nightmare
What's your favourite Metallica album?
I would say either
And Justice For All or Black Album
Black Album just sounds
Yeah yeah
Justice Rule
The Black Al
It's just sick
It just sounds fucking amazing
It's got the best drum sound
of all time
Mate hands down
The Black album
And Unjustice For All
was the album that got me into Metallica
And I remember buying a CD in France
And I was really scared
to listen to it because my brother kept
to saying it's like really evil
and I was like what the fuck
are you on about me and then I put it in and we both
became obsessed with Metallica and shout out
Lars I'm yet to meet Lars I want to meet him so bad
mate he seems like such a little
Sam Carter met him recently and he said he was a fucking
hero hero
yeah go on
we're doing a festival with them in North Carolina
next year epicenter fest
and they're doing two nights they're doing Friday and Sunday
and they're doing two different sets
and we're on the Friday
I think, or the Sunday,
I don't know,
and I'm desperate to get him on the podcast.
So what I'm going to do,
I'm going to launch it now.
Everyone who listens to the podcast,
that's 24,000 of you per month.
I want you to message on Twitter
Lars Ulrich every single day.
Yeah, just fucking hassling.
I want you to be on the Downbeat podcast at Epicenter
and then at me.
And then if we do that,
24,000 times the day, then he'll have to fucking do it, won't he?
He's got his, he loves a podcast, doesn't it?
He loves a pox.
I know, but he's not going to have me on his is, is he?
I'm a fucking little small fry.
Yeah, mate, I love Lars.
Lars was one of the people that, if I met, I wouldn't know what to say.
Like, I normally don't get faze by, like, sort of famous people or whatever.
I just don't really care.
But him and Travis Barker was another one.
And James Hetfield, if I met James Hetfield, I wouldn't know what to say.
him and Bradley Walsh who I met the other week
so
were you going around meeting all these fucking people
Josh Middleton met James Hetfield
and he ruined Hetfield's day
who was on side stage at
fucking
what's that Australian festival they used to have
and then I think
Oh Soundwave
They ran out
Yeah soundwave
And he was at sides of watching Ghost
And Josh sort of
Asked him for a photo
And then everyone else realized
It was James Hetfield and he had to leave
Yeah, I mean, I love James
He's a fucking hero
But yeah
Yeah
I mean
Travis Barker, Lars O'Rick, Bradley Walsh
What are you going to sort of
Try the Holy Sessions
The Holy Trinity
That's about it
And then you've got anything else you want to plug
Anything we haven't talked about
Nah
Because I fucking hate plugging shit anyway
I just feel like a cringe guy
I'll plug it
Right there's no
Contract in your
on your website is there?
No.
If you signed up for one month,
you could sign up for a month,
learn all the shit,
and then fuck off.
Not that we're telling you to do that,
but if 24,000 people did that,
then you'd have a lot of money.
Well, mate, it's just, yeah,
mate, if you want to learn drums
and you want to have a laugh
and you want to be part of the community,
mate, just give it a guy, man,
but there's no pressure.
Yeah, I upload weekly content,
so just check it out.
If you don't follow me on Instagram,
that's probably the best place to start,
and then you can kind of see if you dig the sort of content
and the way I teach and the things I talk about.
But yeah, mate, I just want to just be around like-minded people
and just geek out, do you know what I mean, have a laugh.
That's my aim in life now, just to have a laugh with people and enjoy life.
Do you know what I mean?
Fuck, yeah, me too.
And I appreciate you coming on.
Mate, thanks for having me, mate.
Loved did you catch up?
Yeah, mate, definitely.
I appreciate you having me on.
We'll have to do that shred video that we were going to do.
Just like a little fucking two of us doing some jamming.
Mate, definitely.
Definitely.
I've got a track ready to go, actually.
We need to get Tamer to pay for it.
You know what I mean?
Ian, if you're listening, sort it out, mate, yeah?
Get your hand in your pocket.
Let's get down that nice gear for music studio or something.
Ooh, lovely.
Couple of the new Tamer kits, 2020.
Me and you, trade in fours.
Fuck me.
It writes itself.
In 4K.
And I'll have one, please.
In 4K, Jesus Christ.
It's going to be like, fuck.
fucking, it's gonna be like Christopher Nolan on the drums.
And on that note, mate, let's fucking call it.
Yeah, sweet man, I appreciate it.
Absolutely legendary.
It's a pleasure.
Nice one man.
Let's do a fake goodbye.
All right.
And then we'll do a real, real goodbye.
Fake goodbye and you need to stop.
Stop recording and then we're good.
All right, bye, mate.
See you later.
