The Dr. John Delony Show - Should We Stay Married for the Sake of Our Kids?

Episode Date: December 18, 2024

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Instead of getting divorced, would staying married and being friends with my husband be helpful or more harmful to our four children? I've come to hate that question, so tell me more. That question is very surfacey. So I feel like there's something you're not telling me. Like there's a thing beneath a thing. What am I missing here? What up? What's going on?

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to the million subscriber mark and man every one of you guys men and women who are out there who hit the subscribe button makes a huge difference. So thank you so so much. All right let's roll out to Las Vegas, Nevada, home of the great Michael Easter. And we're going to talk to Brittany. What's up, Brittany? Hi, Dr. John. Thank you so much for taking my call. I'm so excited to talk to you today. So my question for you today is instead of getting divorced, would staying married and being friends with my husband be helpful or more harmful to our four children? Hmm i've come to hate that question so tell me more and i'll and i'll explain it's not you um, they don't hate you

I think you're wonderful. Good to meet you brittany brittany Um, nice to meet you. I think I think there's that question is very surfacey. So walk me through what's going on in your world Okay, so um me and my, we've been married for 12 years. Right after I gave birth to our first child, my husband found himself addicted to pornography and looking at other women's social media profiles. So he would kind of start a cycle of looking at that for about a year and then he would secretly stop for a year. And then he would do like a trickle down confession to me over a few weeks.

So we did that cycle like every year for nine years. So just a lot of loss of trust and stuff over that time. But you're also like, one second, that's always symptomatic. So that also means you're married to somebody who is a shell of himself or who is, doesn't like the skin he inhabits, right? Yes. Tell me about that guy. Yeah.

Yeah. So that guy, that guy, I think never felt like he was good enough. He felt like all he just needed to provide to create this multimillion dollar financial estate for him and his family and that all that mattered was money. And I needed just to be like the housewife for him and be perfect so that he could go do all the house or the finance stuff. And then when I wasn't perfect, surprise, because we had four kids in six years and I was tired and not making dinners every night really triggered him in this perfect world

that he wanted. And I think he wasn't confident in himself either very sexually and I just think overall he just wasn't happy of who he was. But instead of taking all the blame, he would just put it on me. We kind of figured that out through therapy. So, so yeah, you got four, you got four years, a decade plus, so including the time y'all dated, so you're going on a decade and a half-ish, right? Yes.

Okay, and y'all are considering calling it. Tell me about that. So this last time that he came and confessed of what he had been looking at and stuff, I asked him if he could just move out. I needed some physical space. My body was like fight or flight mode. I was breaking out in rashes and I couldn't sleep at night. I just, my body just needed some like physical separation from him. And it was, and that was really good. I was able

to just like come back down to myself. Um, and I just kind of realized I don't, I don't want to do this for the rest of my life. And I felt like at that time I was like, I think I deserve to be treated a little bit better than this and I don't want my daughters to settle to be treated not like a queen. And so I, I told him that, you know, after we've been doing therapy for a while, I just don't... I don't trust him and I don't... I've lost respect for him, which has made me not trust myself and lose respect for myself because I never know if he's telling the truth or if he's not. And I just emotionally, I can't get back there with him. He's been doing great for three years. He's made so many changes.

He's become the man I always wanted him to be and I'm so proud of him and he's my best friend. But I just don't feel like I emotionally can get back to that point in a marriage with him. Um, it just feels like there's, there's just been too much deceit and hurt and emotional hurt from things he said. And, and so I, I just said, I want a divorce. And he said over my dead body, I'm not doing that. And I said, okay, I would, I love to stay married and be friends and raise the kids. And he said, there's,

that's a terrible thing to do to our children. And so we're just kind of stuck in this place where we don't know where to go from here. I feel like pornography is a distraction here. And I feel like because it's sexualized and because it's a form of betrayal, it's easy to put everything on top of that. But you've been married to a guy that you have been a figurine in his action figure fantasy. Yeah.

You've all never truly been a partnership. And if I hear you correctly, so tell me if I'm wrong, three years ago, he said enough is enough and he stopped treating you as a figurine and he started getting to the bottom of why he was hurting so much and you stayed and in fact you all made another kid together. And he has, in your exact words, become the man of your dreams. But now you're choosing to not reengage. Yeah. That doesn't sound like, because it sounds like he has for three years, 36 months, it

sounds like he has healed the trust. It sounds like he is doing the things. He's becoming the husband that you fantasized him becoming. The words, I can't get there, I don't think that's true. You can choose to not get there. And in a strange twist, you can choose to leave your marriage. You can make that choice. You're a grown-up. Yeah. But the phrase I just can't get there I don't buy it. Did

something happen recently for you to call or is it just at the end of three years you're just like nah? We're just every few weeks just getting in a fight of he says that okay let's just stay married and be friends like I want I want you and my and the kids in my life and I'm like great and then things are going great and We're great best friends. So you have a lot of fun together and and then after a few weeks he blows up and says a lot of mean things and And then the next day, okay. Well, then don't say he's the man of your dreams now because that's not true He's 90%.

Yeah. And the whole, like, my daughters deserve to be treated as queens. I don't buy that either. Your daughters deserve to have somebody that they co-create a world with together. And yes, treated right and supported and loved and provided for and also equally heard and equally have a seat at the table, like all of that stuff, right? Yeah. So, the reason I don't like, the reason that like the, should we stay together for the

kids or is it better just to get divorced? That presupposes a foregone conclusion. One or both of us have quit the marriage, we're done. So is it better for us to just stay together, done? Or is it better for us to get divorced? My answer to that is always neither. The best thing is, is to rebuild something totally new. So that's best choice. The next choice, no, teaching your kids that we're just going to be friends,

we're going to have people on the side, and we're going to have, like, that's never a good option. Yeah. This is going to be about ego, and this is going to be about fantasy, and this is going to be about blowing up pictures, this is going to be about blame, this is going to be about splitting the states, it's going to be a big old mess. Yeah. This is going to be about blame. This is going to be about splitting the states. It's going to be a big old mess. Yeah. So, no, none of this will be quote unquote good for your kids. I'd say an environment where kids feel that the two adults in our house are acting very

childish. Yeah. Right? Yep. And so in a perfect world, you'll swipe the deck clean. If you're saying, I don't want to do that anymore, or we've swiped the deck clean three times, four times, five times, and he keeps blowing his side

of the table up, and so I'm going to end this marriage, own that step. I just don't like the art, because our culture says words like, well, this marriage just ran its course, I just don't buy that. I just can't get back there. I'm going to choose to not do those things.

I'm going to choose that. And that's okay. Make your choice. But I want it to be something that everybody owns, not this inevitable, well, it just is what it is, what it is. You get what I'm saying? Yeah. Yeah, totally.

So you standing tall and saying, I deserve to not have 10 years of somebody cheat on me. I deserve 10 years of not being gaslit and yelled and screamed at a mount house. I deserve to not be a action figure in somebody's fantasy life where they're going to have all this money and I'm going to be a trophy and oh my gosh, my body changed because I have four kids, four of your kids by the way, and now suddenly I'm less than, I'm not good. I'm worth less. So I feel like there's something you're not telling me.

Like there's a thing beneath the thing. What am I missing here? No, it just kind of feels like. Do you have somebody new? No, no, no, no, no, not at all. Okay. I'm so tired. Yeah, no, no, no, no, not at all. Okay. I'm so tired. Does, does, does, does his changes alter the dynamic of your marriage to a point where

you feel uncomfortable? It feels uncomfortable because he's being so nice and so giving and wanting to serve me and everything. And it makes me feel really uncomfortable because he's never done that. So it's like, wait, what's going to be the ulterior motive? Like what, like what's he going to come at later tonight and be like, I freaking did the dishes. So whatever, you know, and, and he doesn't now, but it just, cause that's how it was for so long.

It's still feels like that. And it feels like if I just forgive and we move on and create a happy life, it feels kind of like a slap in the face to myself. It feels like I'm like, you idiot, you got treated like garbage and you're just like said, it's okay, let's keep moving on. And it's like, it's been really hard for me to get past that of being like, no, like stand up for yourself and don't

like you deserve, I don't know, I don't know how to explain it. It sounds like you have identified forgiveness and new growth as you lost as a one loss. Yeah it does feel like that which is awful I like it's not a win or lose thing at all. I don't know why it feels like. Because I can imagine his side. He's treated you bad for five, six, seven, nine years. And finally his whole world blows up and he's like, I'm ready to make the changes. And he's trying to follow the path you cut for him. And again, I don't want to defend the guy. I don't know the guy. But it sounds like you all made a plan together. You all been going to therapy for three years

and you made a plan and he's following the plan. And now you don't like the kindness. Tell me what you really want. I just want to like be truly happy and feel safe and not feel on guard. And I just, I just do with him and I don't know how to not feel that anymore. To feel like I can just fully

rest in him. Feel, yeah. I don't, I just feel like I'm always on guard and I'm always so tense and anxious and just like waiting for the ball to drop and it hasn't and he's proved that and but I just like, okay, but it will. When will that be?

Sure. And so here's the scary thing. Here's the scary thing. Number one, I just want to tell you, I think you're brave. I think you've been working hard. And if your story is to be trusted, and I always trust people who call the show, not always, most of the time, he's been working his butt off too, fair?

Yeah. Okay. The only way you ever find out if this is for real is if you risk getting hurt again. Here's why I'm pushing around the edges. I don't hear somebody that wants to be divorced. I hear somebody that's so freaking tired of not having their home be a place of peace. Be fully honest with me. What is it that still makes you feel unsafe? Does your gut know that he's still cheating

on you? I feel like my gut thinks that he's not, but my brain is like, you idiot, he lied for 10 years, you can't trust what you think. Have you laid out on a map for him the things that you still need to do to make sure trust is secure? Yeah. you still need to do to make sure trust is secure? Yeah, I mean, he's deleted all his social media and... Do you look at his phone?

Occasionally, but I don't like doing that. I know you don't. None of us like doing the things that we gotta do to rebuild trust, it's one of the worst things. But I'm asking you, what would it take to rebuild trust? What's the roadmap there? I? Mean I think it's just more time. It's just consistency And you don't feel like he has that right now or 90% of it and then he gets upset and frustrated because he's working So hard and it's just not enough Yeah, no he does he

He that's why I feel so bad is he's working so hard and I just wish that I could get, get that trust back right like that. And it's just, I don't know exactly how, because he's done and changed and done all the things that I've asked him to. So. I don't know the ins and outs. So you and I could talk for a couple of hours on what you've endured over the last 10 years, okay? Yeah. So I can't make the call for you.

If you choose to end your marriage, I want you to stand up and throw your shoulders back and say, I am ending this marriage. Take ownership, okay? Okay. If you listen to the words you just said and you said, no, no, no, I think we can make

something beautiful. And you've got 12 months, 24 months, 36 months of a changed guy. And I say this with all respect, I would not do this show if I didn't believe in redemption. Yeah. And I know that's easy to be like, they never change. I would not do this show if I didn't think people could change. So 36 months months three years Okay, I

Think there's time for a symbolic moment. What I mean by that is you write him a letter that says I'm going all in again, and if you hurt me you're gonna kill me and then you begin to practice peace and Don't lose sight of your gut and don't lose sight of the things that you need to feel Trust in your own home to feel peace, but I think y'all have been solving for pornography. You'll been solving for Friendship you've been solving for I did the dishes so we have to have sex you've been solving for you need to go to the gym You're not you can you tighten your body back up after for right? You've been dealing with all that crap Yeah beneath that I want you to begin to solve for peace what must be true for me to go into my own home and drop my shoulders I know I'm a stay-at-home mom we're gonna have a house cleaner cuz I need some help I know I'm a stay-at-home we're gonna have a house cleaner because I need some help. I know I'm a stay at home mom,

I'm gonna hire two high school kids to come over and play with the kids Monday through Friday because I need human interaction with adults. I'm going crazy, I'm lonely. So here's what I don't want you to do. I don't want you to get off the phone and say, well, this man told me I have to, fill in the blank. I want you to hear the opposite.

This man told me to get off the phone. And I'm finally going to exhale in my own house again. Yeah, that sounds great. And for the first time, I'm going to stop trying to moderate his behavior like I'm his mom. I am going to begin to solve for peace in my house. Here's what peace looks like and feels like. Brittany, you call anytime.

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kind of started and quit a lot of things and I just really want to follow through this time. What does that mean? Um, I don't know. I've been listening to the show for like a year and I've been waiting to hear someone with a question similar to mine. Okay. And it hasn't come up. But I have heard spouses of people like me talking and they're complaining about how sort of,

you know, their stuff doesn't have any dreams or ambitions and they're just kind of floating. So yeah, that's kind of how I feel how I am right now. If you don't know where you want to go and you don't know what you want to do and you don't, more importantly, again, I think like finding your passion, I think that's idiotic. That's a terrible thing to start out with.

I think a better thing to do is to seek out who can I help? Who can I serve? And if it is, I can be the best waiter for exhausted families after six o'clock p.m. I'm going to do that while I figure out what's going on. Or I want to be a therapist or I want to build bridges or I want to like I called the guy yesterday to fix the gutters on my house dude was amazing he's on time he said I'll get you a quote by this afternoon he got me a quote by this afternoon as a fair quote like that dude's giving me a lot of peace in my

house he's taking care of my largest investment which is my home right so whatever whatever it is you you whoever does you want to help is a good driver. I would not spend the money on university to stumble around and quote unquote find your path. Yeah. Because I think you can find yourself in a whole bunch of debt. You can find yourself with a whole bunch of credits and be like, yeah, stupid. Yeah, that's also kind of a big fear and why I haven't really started anything yet. So what do you love?

Kids. I've been a nanny for six years. Okay. And so I'm planning on taking child studies and there's quite a few things I can do with that. I think it's just more the fear of school and- Why don't you want to be a nanny anymore? I really enjoy it. I think it's just the economy right now is kind of making it tough. I can't really find and keep a job at this point. You can't find a job or you can't keep, you mean you keep not showing up or doing a good job or people have to let you go because they don't have the money to keep paying a nanny?

No, I've been doing a great job. I've just been let go three times this year. So time to move on. Yeah, good call. And dude, so it sounds like you've got a path. What are you nervous about? I don't know. I've never, like growing up, I never saw myself going to college, university.

It's not really something that anybody in my family ever really had money for. And I, yeah, I never, you know, when kids in high school were talking about it, I just never pictured myself there. Did you know that one of the people that was my dissertation advisor, one of my first ones from my first PhD, person was let go. And the person who became my advisor told me that, and she was an amazing woman, Dr. Jacob, she's just awesome. But she told me that she was given a list of students, and mine was at the top of them,

of students who wouldn't make it Would never finish Flighty Just kind of all over the place not gonna do it Did you know I was at the top of that list that they that they handed her? I Lend I didn't see it either, man. And I ended up with not one, but two PhDs.

And now I help a whole bunch of people after spending my whole life trying to avoid the internet. So here's the thing that has given me life. And you and I do, we sound very similar. Okay. By the time I was 26, I had multiple jobs and they were good jobs, they were careers for people. And I was going from thing to thing to thing,

but here's what always was the North Star. I liked helping students, I liked helping people. And if you love being with kids, then think of university not as, I'm going to university. think of university as I'm gonna go get some concrete skills How I can better help young people Yeah, cuz I want to serve kids I want to be there for them I want to teach moms how to do that job well And maybe I'll open a daycare maybe I'll work at a daycare maybe I'll open a daycare, maybe I'll work at a daycare, maybe I'll become a child psychologist one day, maybe I'll have a YouTube show

one day. But like the thing that has given me peace throughout my life is to follow the next right thing. And if you've been laid off three times because of the economy, people say, man you are amazing, I just can't afford you right now. I'm so sorry. And then somebody gobble snaps you up and they're like, oh, thank God we got you, Lynn. And then they have to let you go because they get laid off or their hours get cut or whatever. You're so wise to not just keep banging your head on the like, oh, what?

You're doing the next right thing. I'm going to go get some skills. And maybe you work with a different demographic. So you're not a nanny in somebody's house, but you're working at like a low income day care. And you're getting some skills with a different set of people who need some help. Yeah. You get what I'm saying?

I think you're on the right path. Yeah, I think I'm just lacking the confidence for some reason. I don't know why. Yeah, here's what sucks about confidence. You have to go through it to get it. And that's probably the greatest lie of your generation is that confidence is something that somebody else can give you that you can go use in the world. Confidence can only be found inside your chest

after you've done a thing. So if you wanna get confidence, and by the way, I just, by listening to you, you've been told you can't your whole life, haven't you? Yep. Your whole freaking life. And yet you keep showing up to work and you keep doing a good job and people are telling you no you can And you can and you can and you're beginning to go dude. I think I can and you're at war with those voices

Because the voices those stories that people make up about you and they told you all your life over time They become the stories you tell yourself And the stories you tell yourself. And the stories you've been telling yourself about I'm just not that kind of person, I'm just not a university kind of person, I don't need to do that, I'm just a nanny, that's all I'm ever gonna be, is crashing into people who are paying you,

hey, I trust you to be with my kids when I'm gone. You do a great job. And so you got two competing stories. And the only way to find out the truth is take the next right step. So if you're my daughter, if you're my sister, if you were a close friend of mine, I would tell you two things.

I would tell you to go get a job at a local daycare center if you can, even if it's way less than you normally make. Because you are still in the skills acquisition phase you're building confidence not just because you can deal with wealthy people's kids you can work with anybody's kids with any kind of struggles and you can only learn how to do that by just going to do it so I'm gonna take long hours I'm gonna work really hard and I'm gonna start taking some university classes so I can get

some credence hang on the line I'm missing start taking some university classes so I can get some credence. Hang on the line I'm gonna send you a copy of Own Your Past, Change Your Future. It's your arc. I wrote that book for you. I'm gonna give it you a free copy of it, alright? But go get a job. Go get a eight to five job clocking in making half of what you've been making, a third of what you've been making to learn some new skills. You're still in the investment phase. And go take a couple of classes on child studies. Get something that will lead to a certification, not just mindless family study,

that's gonna lead you to a certification that you can use in the marketplace. Go pick up those skills. Kids are gonna be lucky that you did. We'll be right back. Hey folks, colder weather is here and that means I'm wearing more flannel shirts and more denim shirts from Poncho, the world's best performance shirts for men in the universe. Poncho shirts are all great and their flannels and their faded denim shirts are my favorites.

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panic attacks while still processing grief in a constant impending feeling of doom after going through a regional national disaster? Oh man, your body's telling you the truth. You make peace with your body. Yeah. Yeah. The body's strong. Did you lose everything? Thankfully, I did not. We had some minor damage at my home.

A lot of damage in our neighborhood, but our home and my immediate family is safe. Yeah. Okay. So have you sat out in the front yard, look around and ask why me? Yes and no. I think I've kind of been through a lot in the past and I've kind of come to terms with it like I'm not special or above bad things happening to me personally and it's kind of a part of life things happen.

But I know that's definitely being felt by a lot of people in my area. And it's definitely something that can still definitely be a struggle day in and day out, seeing the suffering around consistently. So I think the first thing I want you to do is to stop going to war with your body. You should feel anxious for a season. Your whole city whole city's gone. Yeah. That beautiful downtown district, one of my favorite places in the United States, it's gone. Doesn't exist anymore. Yeah. Your body should be

anxious. A show just released yesterday when we're recording this, released yeah Monday, with The Great David Kessler. It's a two-part series and I want you to listen to that. The thing that most people skip in this process is grief. Just being sad. Oh yeah, absolutely. And I think the grief aspect, I'm glad you mentioned that part because I did, my grandfather did pass away in the middle of the storm. Good gosh. Well, slow down. Hold on, hold on.

Start with that first. What's his name? Sorry. His name was William. Yeah. Good guy? And very good guy. Yeah.

How did he pass away? They put cardiac arrest on his death certificate, induced probably stress from the storm. He was in the between between like where he lived was between two of the massive landslides. You probably will hear about on the news. Um, so we were actually not able to access him at all, um, to find out if he was okay. Um, and his wife during the storm, um, I was able to talk to someone via like a Starlink during the whole mess of things in the first few days and someone on foot got to his house to confirm that him and his wife were safe. And then that night we got a phone call via satellite

phone from first responders that he had gone into stress cardiac arrest and had passed. So that grief side of thing is like when the panic actually started, I think. Just not knowing how to process the loss of the grandparent on top of knowing that not even getting up to his house at the time was possible. And then he returned. Hey Katie, Katie. Yes.

He didn't pass away because of you. Yeah. Yeah. It's not a thing you could have done. Yeah. Okay. And I know you're in great shape and you're a good runner and you're probably a little bit of a, of an Asheville prepper like they all are in Asheville, which I love them for.

Yeah. What happened is your community got hit by a bomb. Right. There's not a plan for when a meteorite hits. And that's what happened to y'all. That's what it feels like, yeah. No, it's exactly what happened, okay? Yeah, I think we're having a hard time coming to terms with that, we're kind of in denial.

Yes, and most planners are. And the people I know in Asheville, I know there's an extraordinary, just magical arts district in Asheville, but my friends who live there, in an ironic twist of fate, picked Asheville because it feels disconnected from the world.

This is our haven, away from all you crazy people. It's a pretty great place. But it's not supposed to happen there. No, it's not. Yeah, no, they're supposed to protect you from the storms. That's right, that's why we moved here, so the y'all suckers would have the storms. Here's, I don't want you to think about managing this.

Okay. And I don't want you to think about processing this. Okay. I want you to think about just being real sad. Okay. You lost your granddad. Yeah. In his final moments, we're protecting your grandmother.

Yeah. What an awesome guy. Yeah, for sure. Yeah. And I want you to process, I lost my city. I lost my town. I lost vibrancy. I lost the heartbeat. Yeah.

Of a magical little mountain community. Yeah. We're not going to manage that. Yeah, we're not going to process this. We're going to be really sad. Yeah. And some of that might be, I'm going to write my granddad a letter. Okay. Tell him what he meant to me, how much I love him. If I'm feeling real gangster, I'm going

to read it to my grandmother and to my mom and my dad. If I'm real, real gangster, everybody in my family is going to write granddad a letter and we're all going to read them to each other. Okay. As David Kessler says, grief demands a witness. You can't just get in your house and figure this out by yourself. Yeah. And I think that's one of the tricky parts of all of this was that in the initial week or two that I didn't have power or self-service, there was no getting to mom and dad's house. There was no getting to granddad's house.

There was no contacting family members Right there was it was Kind of very isolating kind of very it was completely cut off from civilization Right, we were pretty much cut off. Yeah, and there's a weird feeling. There's a strain I grew up in Houston where there's hurricanes and things go like right there is a Unmooring feeling when you're in the 21st century surrounded by cars and air conditioners and your stomach drops and you're like, oh, we're on our own. Yeah.

We were basically an island in the section of town that I live in. Culverts were out. Our road for our neighborhood was out. It was completely inaccessible. I mean, I have two small kids and I think a huge part of the anxiety that I'm facing now is if this happens again, like we could not get in touch with pediatricians.

We could not get emergency care. And thank God we were okay in that moment, but not everybody was. And there's also like a significant amount of survivor's guilt. That's right. That's what I talk about you going out in the front yard looking around and being like, why me?

Why do we make it? Right. Right. So what most people never talk about and it's not culturally cool to talk about. And again, David Kessler talks about in that episode, I want you to go check it out. Definitely. Is post-traumatic growth. Okay. is post-traumatic growth.

Okay. We don't realize on this side of the hurt how much stronger we can be on the other side if we will sit in the sadness, we will honor the grief. We won't go to war with our bodies trying not to feel anxious and masking anxiety with pills and drugs and running and all that. We're gonna, I'm gonna be that. I'm going to be sad. I'm going to be heartbroken.

And there's something powerful about recognizing. I thought I had every variable under control and I didn't realize how tightly I was gripping the world. At any moment it can rain and just not stop raining. And my kids can't see a dot. And here's the thing that happens your hands open up. Some people will respond to this by tightening even more every variable in their life and they will suffocate themselves to death. Others will open their hands and say I'm gonna do the next right thing.

I want you to write a letter to the storm. Okay. And I want you to acknowledge what that storm took from you. Mm-hmm. How indiscriminate her damage was. Yeah. And then I want you to let that storm know, here's who I'm going to become as a mom, as a wife,

as a citizen of this community. Here's what you've unleashed in me, in my house. Right. Okay? Yeah, absolutely. And if you can get a couple of your weird Asheville friends, my favorite people in the world, if you can get a couple of your weird Asheville friends,

I want y'all to all write letters to storms. And by the way, if you're in Nebraska, you can write a letter to a storm. Asheville people, y'all understand writing letters to storms, I know. I want y'all to write letters to stormshton people, y'all understand writing letters to Storms. I know. I want you all to write letters to Storms and I want you all to read them to each other. I want you all to process this.

I say process. I want you all to be in this together. Tell the stories. Tell the stories. And put a new picture in your head about what's going to happen. My heart's broken for your family and the loss of your life with your granddad. What an amazing guy who is protecting people till the end.

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She says, hello, Dr. John and team. I wanted to say thank you for the amazing David Kessler interview. God, that guy's so good, man. Yep. I know it's just the first half, but I took notes as you suggested and I have found it so inspiring. Even though I am not in grief now, I think all of the moments I've been in deep grief and recognize that I'll be there again in the future, it's just inevitable.

I have a whiteboard in my kitchen and wrote some of his quotes on it that really inspired me. Thank you for everything you and everyone on the Ramsey team does. You're truly changing lives. That's something I believe as humans, we all hope to do, even in the smallest way, and you help do that. We're also going to post a picture on YouTube of the board. That's cool.

She sent it in. Very cool. Yeah. It's got make this moment count. It's a gift that doesn't belong to us. Feelings are data, information and knowledge. No feeling is a fact. No feeling is a fact, no feeling is final, freedom is only found in real life and don't

fight reality because it was all always wins. Yeah. She wrote it on those boards. So for people that want to know the second half of the Kessler interview will be out on December 23rd. Ooh, two days before Christmas. Right. Merry Christmas, people. If you're sitting there at your in-laws house, you're like, I wish I was not here. I'm in grief. We got you.

There you go. We got you. And the second half is more tactical. Like what to do. Yeah. Like here's some things you can start doing now kind of thing. So it's great. We have had a run of guests where I leave and I'm different when I leave.

Oh, a hundred percent. Arthur Brooks, Carlos. Yeah. Carlos Whitaker. Dr. Beck. That one's coming up. where I leave and I'm different when I leave. Oh, 100%. Arthur Brooks, Carlos. Yeah, Carlos Whitaker, that one's coming up. Beck, Andy Young, ton of them. Like I just leave and I'm like, all right, I'm going to make some changes in my life. And we've got some pretty exciting ones coming up

that we won't talk about, but right now. We do. But they're going to be coming up after the first of the year. So rad. All right, everybody, check out that interview. If you haven't checked out the interview with David Kessler. Go check it out.

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