The I Love CVille Show With Jerry Miller! - Kelsey Decker Joined Nate Kibler Live On "The White Mountain Ministries Show!"

Episode Date: November 19, 2024

Kelsey Decker of Morning Glory Ministries joined Nate Kibler live on The White Mountain Ministries Show! The White Mountain Ministries Show airs live Tuesday from 2:30 pm – 3:30 pm on The I Love CVille Network. Watch and listen to The White Mountain Ministries Show on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, LinkedIn, iTunes, Apple Podcast, YouTube, Spotify, Fountain, Amazon Music, Audible and iLoveCVille.com. “The White Mountain Ministries Show” is presented by Opening Doors Real Estate.

Welcome to the White Mountain Ministry Show. I am your host, Nate Kibler. I thank you for watching, for listening, for praying, and for being a part of what the Lord is going to do through this show today. Hey, this ain't church, y'all, but it is all about the kingdom of God. We are very excited for the show. I'm very much looking forward to this. We have Kelsey Decker joining us live from Indianapolis, Indiana. She has an incredible testimony and incredible ministry. And if there's anything I can promise

is that I really do believe, guys, is this is going to be a very unique and powerful and, I believe, transformational show. It is good for me to be back in the studio. We will introduce Kelsey to the audience here in a few minutes. But yeah, so last week we had Cola Emiola from Africa on the show. And I was actually, that was one of the only maybe two or three shows that I think we have done since we started the White Mountain Ministry Show where it was actually recorded. It was not live. I was in Costa Rica leading a team to share the gospel in the country of Costa Rica. It was an incredible experience. This is my first time doing the show since the election. It's amazing the people of Costa Rica, so many of them were

interceding for our country. Who knows what happens in America and impacts the rest of the world. And so, so many people in Costa Rica have been interceding for us as well. So bless you. Mi amigos in Costa Rica, second trip that I led there this year. And I just want to share a brief testimony. We're actually going to have an entire show probably sometime in December. We're going to talk about the entire trip and the things that God did and some things that have believed that he has planned in that country. But yeah, so also want to just thank our sponsor and partnership with Opening Doors Real Estate and Melanie Morris up there on the corner of Route 29 on the Rutgersville-Albemarle border, buying and selling houses, call Melanie Morris and Opening Doors Real Estate. We love you guys and appreciate you. So real quick, we went to Costa Rica.

I just wanna share, guys, when you go out and you are obedient to the voice of God, where you're not in your own flesh, you're not in your own thoughts or what you wanna do, but you're listening to his voice, he is orchestrating your steps and you're obedient to that. It's incredible. The fruit, the fruit that will, will come from that. And so Jude, I don't know if you can put, start putting some pictures up on the screen. We have a couple of pictures. The first one is going to be a man and that's

actually his nephew. I thought for the last year that that was his son, but it was actually his nephew. When I went to Costa Rica in February, is it up there, Judah? And I'll just go ahead and take this opportunity to say for two weeks being out, I miss my friends, Jerry Miller and Judah Wittgower, the I Love Seville Network, and all that they do for the show. And I appreciate you guys. So that'll be up there in a second whenever Judah gets up, but I'm just going to go ahead and start sharing the testimony of this little boy because we went in February. I'll never forget it. I call it my Lazarus moment because I preached, opened it up for ministry. That little boy, his uncle came up bawling,

sobbing. He said, the doctor said that boy, he had leukemia. He was going to die. There was nothing that the doctors could do. And I call it my Lazarus moment. Cause I usually do not get emotional when I pray for people. I don't, you know, healing don't come from emotions. They come through, through faith and the power of God through us. And so, but I just felt compassion. I felt the heart of God rises up for this little boy. You know, as Jesus, before he brought resurrected Lazarus out of the tomb, it said that he wept. He had a heart, and his heart of compassion came through me for that boy. And it wasn't a place of emotion or fear. It was just God's heart for that little boy.

And we prayed for him, and we got word three weeks after that, the doctor said that that little boy had been healed. His blood was completely normal. There was no cancer in his body. And praise God, nine, 10 months later, he is completely fine. And it's just a supernatural miracle. He will literally send us across the world, guys, for the one. We have to know that that one person, that is enough for the heart of God. So much of Jesus's ministry revolved around the one and it's a beautiful thing. And so we came together as a team. We were supposed to go back to this church, go back to a drug rehab center. Costa Rica, it was the rainy season. We had a lot of

rain. There's a mountain that has to go to Guapiles from San Jose. It's about a three hour ride. And it's really the only real route that you can get there. There was landslides. Every now and then, this mountain gets shut down. There was a landslide. The mountain got shut down. We did not know if we were going to be able to go. Our driver backed out, and we didn't feel peace about it. There was a lot of confusion.

We got together as a team. I said, guys, let's pray about this and see what the Lord says. Within one minute of prayer, three different people in the group said they heard the Lord say go. I looked at my phone. It was vibrating as we were praying. Our driver for the week who was not able to be there texted me and said, I have someone that can be there in an hour to pick you up. He can stay with you all day. And anyways, we come to, this guy picks us up. There's one detour that would have been a five hour drive. Anyways, the Lord opened up the mountain for that drive. We made it there. We got to that church. I shared the testimony of that little boy. He showed up to the church. His mom was bawling, crying, and we went to minister to her afterwards. And, you know, anyways, even though that this miracle

had happened to her son's life, she had not given her life to the Lord. She had not been going to church. She still had a lot of things that she was dealing with. And, you know, we, we just started to minister to her and she ended up in that moment, giving her life to the Lord, getting up in front of the church, sharing the testimony of what happened. And I told her, and guys, this is so important, the power of our testimony, because so many of us, God does these amazing things in our life. We don't know how to share it. We're afraid of what people may think, or even if it was real. And I told her, I'm like, this boy is four years old. I said, he's not even going to remember this. It is up to you. It is your responsibility. I said, I'm going

to share this testimony in around the world, but it's up for you to know and let this boy know that he is a miracle and to share this testimony in your country. And it was just a beautiful thing, guys. And we got back over the mountain. The next day there was another landslide and it shut down again. So just listening to the voices of the Holy Spirit, look, it may not be an actual Red Sea that gets parted for you, but he will part the Red Sea for you to do his will for the kingdom of God. So that's what I want to share today. That woman, if you show the woman, the first picture was the uncle who brought him up back in February, had a heart for him to be healed. And then the lady in

the other slot is his mother who gave her life to the Lord. So praise God. All right. So Kelsey, I am going to bring you on live. Thank you for listening to that testimony. And I know you've seen God do many amazing things as well. Let me know when Kelsey's on. And Kelsey, you are on and live. So say hello. Hey, we're here. Amazing. What a good testimony too. I have so much to even say about that. So praise God. Thank you. It's an honor to be here. Well, if there's any quick thing on your heart you want to say, feel free. Well, and when you talked about the Red Sea moment, it just, that's what we do in my ministry, right?

Every time I do, we do strip club ministry. And every time we walk up to a strip club, people always ask me, how do they let you in? And I just, it was like a, it's a parting of the Red Sea. That's what it is. It just happens. It's supernatural. There's no way to explain how we get into these places. You know, it's just God. You're, no, you're exactly right. And that's being, being led by the spirit. And that was one of the things that the Lord put on my heart about you specifically for this show, because then we'll talk about this more, but we actually have a lot in common. And the night that I was radically delivered and I was

sitting there sobbing like a baby, the first thing the Holy Spirit spoke to me, he said, you're going to do this too. And I said, teach me. And he literally is. And it says in John 14, the Holy Spirit is the ultimate teacher. He will teach you all things. And he became my teacher. And I really feel like the Lord was showing me, and I'm sure that you've had, you know, mentors and people in your life, but I, you correct me if I'm wrong, but I really do believe that the Holy Spirit is your teacher and that he is really guiding your ministry and your walk in this kingdom. Is that correct? Yes. And I have heard you say that before and I'm like, yeah, we absolutely have that in common. I mean, that just makes my heart sing. Because yes, I've had amazing people, like you said, mentors in my life, different pastors and things. But ultimately, especially when you hear my testimony and how I came to the Lord, it was always just him. It was just he and I for a very, very long time. And so, so much of what I've gone

through with the Lord, everything's just been his leading and his guidance and his direction. I mean, where my life is at compared to just three years ago that I got saved, just three years ago, what he's doing right now is, I can't even, it's mind boggling. I feel Holy Spirit all over when you say that and what's about to come out of my mouth is I know it's truth because if you have three years being taught and led by the Holy Spirit, that trumps 20 years of being in the church and being led by religion. And I have a friend, so I've known her about 15 years and she's actually come on board. The Lord led her to start like assisting me one day a week, coming over and helping me with my admin stuff.

And when I first moved back to Indiana and she saw me and she's like, Kelsey, I was in church for 20 years without ever walking with the Holy Spirit. And she's like you in a in a year, at that point, it was only a year being saved. She's like, the things that you know, like the depth of just of your relationship with the Lord is what took me 20, 25 years to get to. The religious world does not understand it, but God does. And you've been catapulted because you've been trained by him. Yep, by him. Well, and I said, yes. And you said, yes.

And that's what I love, you know, what we were talking about with the importance of sharing our testimony, because when I got delivered, you know, I grew up in church. I know we don't necessarily have that in common, but I was a believer. I got baptized when I was 13 years old, but I never really knew him. But I didn't, you know, I knew the Bible stories, but I didn't even, you know, I wasn't like ready to teach. All I knew is that I had an encounter with God and he set me free and I was going to share every share with that, with everyone that

I could. And, you know, you have, you know, a past to say the least before I'm going to call it BC before, before Christ. And, but you have taken that testimony and you know it was God and you've been, I mean, he's been using you to share that testimony all over the world, right? Yeah. Yeah. Well, it's, you know, I have one of the books I've written is Mary Magdalene in the Mirror. And the reason that, you know, the Lord called it that was because I did, I had this Mary Magdalene moment of just being radically delivered and set free. And then she was the most devoted, right? Like she was devoted to Christ. Like she was just always at his feet. And, um, and so, you know, and then

she's the one he chose, he chose her to go and proclaim, right? Like the resurrection. And so, you know, I just, it's like when he has set you free and radically transformed you in that way, there is just a devotion that you will literally do anything for him. You know, it's like every single day, a yes and a dying to anything of me, right? And just completely living for him. Like there's no one else. There's no one else. Absolutely. I'm going to have a couple people commenting that, one, we know personally, and we can't wait for her to come to Virginia in person this weekend.

Lisa Pernis, it's such a powerful testimony. I was speechless at one point, and that is saying a lot. I do have to say that I would agree with that. Lisa Pernis, you being speechless, it's hard to believe. So good job Kelsey and my and my and my good brother and my good brother John Martin up in Ohio amazing man of God he said wow so good so thank you guys for watching today and yeah so we call you what you are Kelsey you are our kingdom connection of the day and you know truthfully you and I do not know

each other that well but a couple months back I had, you and I do not know each other that well. But a couple months back, I had a show and I thought there was a cancellation. And for whatever reason, the Lord put it on my heart to reach out to you. I knew you had an amazing testimony. And right away, you said yes. And I come to find out that our guest that I did not think was going to be here was in fact able to come. So I had to push you out to another show. And, uh, but I thought it was important that, uh, you got to share your testimony on this platform. So I want to thank you for your patience. And I can just say that the calls, the talks that we have had together leading up to this, like, I know that you are the real deal and I can tell right away when someone

is being taught by religion or when they're being taught by Holy spirit and you are clearly being taught by Holy spirit. So, um, I want you, we talked about this some because again, we're going to talk about BC before Christ, but we're going to do a lot of AD today after death, after you died and Kelsey came back and was born again because you have been doing mighty things for the kingdom and unique things for the kingdom. But before Christ, I don't know where you're going to go with this. I know some of your testimony, but honestly, very little other than what you have up on your page. So start with you. Tell us your testimony and what happened, the life you were living before you met Jesus. A lot of debauchery. Yeah. So I'm going to do kind of the condensed version. There are, you know, like Lisa's show, I think we went like two and a half hours. So I'm going to do the

condensed version. But there's so much, there's so many different chapters to my story. And so that's the part I think that leaves people speechless. And just to see where, yeah, where I ended up. So the quick version is that I grew up in the New Age. I was born into like kind of New Age belief part of the Church of Christian Science when I was younger. We actually lived in St. Louis in the Christian Science community. So I'll bring that up because you'll see a pattern where community has always been very important to me. And the Lord has generally always had me in community. So I started out there, but there was even with those types of beliefs of like all love and light, there was a lot of darkness in my life.

A lot of darkness in my family, a lot of stuff going on behind the scenes. There was abuse in my family. There was sexual abuse. There was physical abuse, everything you can imagine when I was younger. And then my parents, we moved away from St. Louis back to Indiana. My parents got divorced when I was seven. And after that, I went into like a deep depression, even at seven years old. Let me throw in there, I was already seeing in the spirit. I believe it's because of all the things that I was around, all this kind of spirituality. I was always able to really see into different realms.

I could see in the spirit angels, demons. Everything around me was literally just alive. So you're like a little Blake Healy. Yeah, I'm not sure I know who that is. He wrote the book The Veil, and very similar at a very young age, he started seeing angels and demons. He thought that because he saw it at such a young age that everyone was seeing it, but he didn't realize that he was one of the only ones that was actually seeing it.

Yeah, yeah, exactly. Well, I feel like that was me after coming to Christ. I realized all the way I was, I was like, I thought everybody was on fire like this. And then very quickly I realized, oh no. Don't we hope and pray. But anyway, yeah. So I was always really, I was very in touch with the spiritual world, right? So again, I feel like that was the benefit of when I did come to Christ.

And it's like, I've only ever known him as this, like God is this supernatural, miracle-working, wonder-working God, right? Because that's how I knew the world before um so so here I was immersed in all the spirituality and yet it was just a confusing time very depressed very um anxious and shy like crazy shy I was put onto antidepressants at 10 years old, like that's how intense it was. And, and then by the time I was like 14, I was having some kind of suicidal, like, ideology, just, you know, thinking about my life and how it just I was just very depressed. And in this state of like, fear, I lived in a state of fear just constantly, I didn't even really know what I was afraid of, but definitely afraid of the dark, definitely just afraid of just things, like always feeling like there were things in my closets and feeling these spirits around. And they probably were, right?

Yeah, and I have no doubt they were. I can see it. Like, I can see them in my memories. That's what I always say when our kids, you know, and they say that there's a boogeyman in the closet, you don't tell them it's your imagination. You got to teach them how to cast the boogeyman out of the closet. That's exactly right. Yeah. Cause they're there. They are there. Yeah. So, um, then yeah, at 14 is when I ended up getting this job at like Noble Roman's Pizzeria, met this older guy, he was 21, ended up sneaking out of the house one night and ended up getting basically sexually assaulted by this 21 year old, which then just flung me into a world of being very promiscuous after that. So

that was the open door. And well, as a child, when I got abused, that was kind of the open door. And it just it just continued, the doors just kept flinging open. Right. And so then after kind of getting caught, I started smoking weed at that point, got caught. And I got kicked out of my dad's house. He put all my things in trash bags, put it all on the front stoop and called my mom and said, come pick her up. And I didn't see my dad, I think, after that for seven years. And so then I got caught again, just doing some, you know, naughty things. And it just came down one night where I was in the living room by myself.

We didn't even have electricity at my mom's house or anything. And I was having these really intense voices in my head. Like the voices were crazy and just telling me that there was no point in living. My life meant nothing, right? All of this. And so I went to the bathroom cabinet and I got out every pill that I could find. And I spirit of death, huh? Yes, absolutely. Which was with me for, I mean, my entire life, it continued. Um, it didn't take me out like by the grace of God, he kept me alive, but I took 800 pills that night and I just laid down and I thought I was never going to wake up again. Yeah, I shouldn't have, I shouldn't have. And so I was rushed to the emergency room the next morning. Um, of course then when they checked me over, I had confessed to smoking weed a couple

of times. So they just labeled me a drug addict. And so that's just it's you just get caught in the system that at that point. And so they send me down, I'm in a drug rehab facility for like three months on suicide watch. And that's pretty intense in and of itself. You know, because you can't have anything. And I'm going through these classes with all of these older teenagers though. And all that did was I learned everything that there was to know about drugs, everything, like all the hard stuff. So I get out of rehab. I switched schools because I'm now known as like suicide girl. And I start dealing drugs. So I'm dealing drugs. I'm doing tons and tons of psychedelics. My mom is trying to get me healed. And so she's taking me to psychics.

She's taking me to get angel card readings and go into a store called New Age People. And I'm getting all the crystals. I'm teaching all of my friends astrology and reading their horoscopes for them. All the things that most people, even a lot of Christians, just think is okay, right? Yeah, is okay. And all of that stuff now is very mainstream, but this was like back in the mid-90s, right? So it wasn't super mainstream at the time. Right, right.

And so, but we were doing all this kind of stuff. And again, all the psychedelics just made like the demonic oppression, like the demonic, you know, realm just even crazier, right? So then at 17, I got pregnant. And I just assumed like I believed in reincarnation, I was just following all kinds of different philosophies, and you know, all kinds of Eastern stuff. And so I believed that I had come back, that we all come back over and over and over. And so I just thought, well, if I have this abortion that, you know, my child was going to come back to me later in life. So I ended up having an abortion. It was, you know, one of the most traumatic experiences of my life and had a really radical deliverance from that last year. Praise God. But that again sent me into just more of a tailspin. Well, then when I was 18, I actually graduated high school

somehow. It was a miracle. But at 18, my mom called me up and she said, you know, I've learned this meditation, this form of meditation, you should come over and take this weekend workshop. So I ended up taking a weekend workshop where I learned the Ashaya's ascension and I, I, it was called the Ashaya's ascension. So each Ashaya, Isha is actually means Jesus. Um, but it was a different kind of Jesus, right? It was like Christ consciousness. It wasn't our Lord and Savior. I'm going to interrupt and just say you must be really popular because my dear friend Sean Hurley is watching live.

We thank you, Sean. Elena Bell is watching from North Carolina. We have Pastor Kim Welle Harrison watching from Kenya live right now. Kim Delaney, Jenny Brown from Ohio. So anyways, just want to thank our listeners for watching right now. So people all over the world are listening to you, Kelsey. No pressure. Hey, no pressure. I'm just trying to get through this testimony in like 20 minutes. There's no, there's, it's all right. There's no edit, you know, things happen. Last week, you know, we had a man share about the story of the disappearing package in Nigeria. And that was a fun moment. So anyways, I'm sorry.

We have fun on this show. The joy of the Lord is our strength. And I know this is a serious testimony, but the joy of the Lord is our strength. So we will have fun in Jesus name. So keep going. Amen. No, that's what freaks people out is when I share, I always do with this like huge smile and they're like, it's really this cognitive dissonance. Like, wait, I don't understand. This is a beautiful ending. So how about that? Yes. Yeah. So I end up basically learning this form of meditation and I have this vision this weekend that I'm going to become one of these teachers. And of course the teachers, the two teachers that were putting on the weekend workshop, they, oh yeah, they definitely agreed with me and they saw me doing that too and so I ended up selling everything I was living in an apartment at the time with my brother or with a friend sold everything moved

out to North Carolina and I joined the Ashaya's Ascension which you know 10 years later I would find out was a cult okay and so I was essentially in this meditation cult for eight years. And from North Carolina, I then moved up to Canada where I lived for five years. I went through a teacher training. It was a six month training course where we would meditate 12 to 18 hours a day. I want to ask you this. Were you actually learning about Jesus during this time? So it was more like Christ consciousness. So we did puja ceremonies, which are like Hindu ceremonies where you give, like, we had food and different offerings, right, that you give to this idol. And it was a picture of Jesus.

That's what's crazy about it. Because, you know, the enemy works in partial truths. Yeah. So I was just curious, you know, what, what exactly they were, were teaching you. Yeah. So, but I never knew about Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. I never knew him ever. So, but yeah, it was just all really distorted, right? But I had a Sanskrit name myself. We all had Sanskrit names. So I went by the name Sri Lakshmi for eight years. I wore only white for eight years.

I like Kelsey Decker much better. Right? Me too. Me too. So, yeah, during that time, we were really encouraged to not, you know, really have much communication with our family or the outside world. And we were doing yoga and just all kinds of, you know, different techniques I learned. I need you to tell me one thing because you, I had this on my heart about five minutes ago and you've already brought it up. So this, I have to ask this question because there are many Christians. I have family members that, you know, do not agree with me on this. Can you give one minute about why you should not do yoga? Oh, because there, yeah, every single yoga pose is basically worshipping a small g god or goddess. And so every single pose is basically demonic.

I mean, every single thing within it is demonic. So you want to go do some stretching, fine. But the actual poses within yoga, there is nothing godly about them. That's really all I'll say. Fair enough. Keep going. Yeah. So, no, Christians should not be practicing yoga.

It's just one woman's opinion, but let's just say she's been through a lot. If somebody would know, I think it would be you. Yep, I've been through it. So, yeah, I was doing all that stuff learning Reiki energy healing having kundalini experiences um just a lot of types of sexual you know energy coming up and just not knowing really what to do with all of that and you know I'm doing all this meditation right where I'm trying to overcome my mind and we're trying to gain enlightenment. And at the same time, I had never dealt with any of my trauma from childhood.

And so it wasn't going away. I wasn't getting healed. I was really just stuffing it down. You're being tormented. So, yeah, absolutely tormented. And the voices, right, the voices were just so intense in my head, continued to be. So I took vows to a teacher during this time, multiple sets of vows to a teacher, gave my life to her.

I have gone through a lot since coming to Christ of breaking off all of that. The Lord's taken me through very specific things because I was involved in blood magic at the time through somebody I was in a relationship with. That was not a part of the cult, but just, you know, it attracted people from all over the world. This was an international retreat center of all ages. So people were coming from all over with different backgrounds. So I was just this melting pot, this mishmash of every type of thing you can imagine. So I've practiced in my life over 150 different types of witchcraft techniques. I mean, you know, new age, occult, everything that you can think of. I've done it.

So when you talk about witchcraft, you know, I know you said there's some things you can't talk about. I certainly respect that. So you answered this how you can, when you say that you are a pagan witch and you practice witchcraft, can you maybe just briefly share like maybe some things that are witchcraft that people wouldn't understand? So at this point in my life, I wasn't, I didn't consider myself a witch. That was definitely at a difference in a different season. Once I was older, I kind of returned back to, then I really got more involved in the witchcraft at this time. I would definitely say it was more of like the Eastern practices and new age type stuff. Witchcraft without knowing it was witchcraft at that point. Is that right?

Exactly. Yes, exactly. And I would say the blood magic, of course, that was absolutely, absolutely witchcraft. And so that also forms really, really intense, strong bonds with the people that you're doing that with. So we'll get to that point later. I'm going to, I'll circle back to that because it's a big part of the story. So, but one of the things that happened while I was with this group and with my teachers that I had is that they started placing me into relationships. And so this was not something that I wanted. But like, you know, the second time that it was done, I was just told, hey, so and so's just come from Mexico. He was a pretty wealthy guy. And so there was a lot of political stuff behind it. But

we have rented you guys a suite in town, you're going to go into town and you are going to stay the night with him. And so, you know, I didn't even realize until even just a year ago, you know, my mentor in the strip club ministry was like, do you realize that what started happening to you was actually, you were being trafficked. I was going to say you were already being trafficked. Yeah. And so it's like, I was being trafficked spiritually. I was being trafficked, you know, physically, sexually. So so that started then. And so by the grace of God, I ended up pivotal moment where I started to realize things were really off like something's not right with this so after moving with this guy down to San Diego then in California uh planting a retreat center there because just like church planting everything gets distorted we would plant these meditation centers all over the world. And so I was planting them all over Canada. The last one I planted was down in San Diego.

And while I was there, one of the other teachers who had actually reached the state of enlightenment, so-called, ended up taking his own life and committing suicide. And that was the breaking point for me where I was like, okay, this is nuts. Like I've got to get out of this. This makes no sense. So I was 26, 26 at the time, came back to Indiana. I was not allowed to leave. So, um, that was a whole nother story, but ended up back in Indiana. And I started, I was like, basically like a prisoner let out of the cage, let out of jail. I mean, I I had no idea how to even function in the world because I had been in this cult from 18 to 26 years old. I mean, those are your most formative years of your life.

Right. And so I just kind of like went wild. Now, when I had first learned the meditation that weekend, I had made a vow to myself I was not going to touch another drug for, you know, for the rest of my life. I actually kept that vow for 17 years. I had gotten myself into Narcotics Anonymous and everything to get off the drugs. And I was able to do that. However, when I came back out, and I didn't know what to do, and I've got all this trauma of all this abuse that's taken place, I started drinking, started going out, got kind of into the party scene. And then I got pregnant with my daughter, ended up having my daughter, praise God, she is about to be 16, I think like in a week. And she is also saved. So that's amazing. She is saved now too. But had her got married to her dad at the time, didn't really want to, but it happened, ended up moving to El Salvador where he's from for

a little over a year. It continued to just, I wanted nothing to do with spirituality, but it followed me around. And I was just being, you know, super promiscuous again before him and with him. And, but when we were down in El Salvador, like we went out to the jungles of Guatemala to, you know, like witch doctor to get our daughter healed of stuff. And so after that time, came back to Indiana again, story of my life, always end up back in Indiana. And my my ex and I got divorced. And that was the again, another pivotal moment where basically my entire life up into that point, imploded, completely imploded. I just left one day, left my marriage. He was an alcoholic. He was very abusive. So that cycle of abuse just continued, right? Like that's

how it is for any, anybody who's really been in abusive relationships. It's like you, you're just drawn back into that over and over and over. So when I got when I left, I had $50 in my bank account, my daughter was five, and we just left one day. And so I'm on the floor of a really good friend's apartment can't get off the floor for days. I'm just I don't know what to do. The darkness just really caved in on me. And then I started dating somebody straight away who I was going to the gym with. I was going to this CrossFit gym at the time, actually working out for the first time in my life. I was in this community again of these people who were like really empowering and I was

building up my self-esteem and stuff to be able to actually leave my marriage. So this younger guy that I met, he then introduced me in my very, very, very vulnerable state, introduced me to this world that I never knew existed. This world of basically secret societies that meet in these secret clubs and in basements, which are called dungeons. And they're essentially secret sex societies. And, you know, and it's a form. Basically, what I got into was BDSM. And BDSM is an acronym for bondage, domination, sadomasochism. So this is a whole wide world community. There's even websites that you get on. I was quickly introduced to a website. It's like a Facebook for these fetishes and kinky

people who get on and you post nude pictures of yourself. You post pictures or videos of yourself, you post pictures or videos of yourself getting completely beaten. And so it was this real sense of false empowerment. Because here I had been basically abused my entire life against my will. And now it was like this way that I thought, okay, well, now I'm allowing it to happen. And I'm it's very empowering. And I'm, it's very empowering. And that's what happens for a lot of the women in the sex industry. 90% of women in the sex industry were sexually abused as a child. Okay. And so when you get into any form of sex work or the sex industry, it is a sense of false empowerment. You like I've got control, right? Like you think you're controlling the men. You think you're controlling your all your own body. And you quickly realize that you are not in control of any of it. It's really Satan who's in control of all of that. The devil is running everything. And so I was being beaten and tortured, like literally physically tortured on a regular basis, black, blue, bloody. I became a fetish performance artist, meaning that I would go

into different clubs. The first place I ever performed actually was out in Atlanta. I was out there on business. I was leading a double life, complete double life. Someone just said, have you written a book yet? Which you have on this, right? I have. Tell people what the name of the book is so they can see in more detail. What's the name of the book? Yes.

So the book is Mary Magdalene in the Mirror, Freedom from Demonic Oppression. Let me ask you, how prevalent is that, that secret world? Like how prevalent is it? Oh, it's so basically the forms of the things that I was doing within that is actually what people look for the most when they're looking at pornography. Okay. And so what happens is once you get a taste of the more kind of devious stuff, you need more and more. You need the more, how do you say it, like intense things to get that high from it. And so this is prevalent. It's like going from weed to coke to meth or something, right? Yeah, absolutely.

Absolutely. So you need more and more and more and more. And so that's how it was for me. And so as a, as a performance artist, would you say it was more addiction? Would you say it was lust? Was it all of the above? What, where would you looking back, what would you say was really had the, the, the major stronghold on you? All of the above. So there was definitely an addictive quality to it. I would actually relate it to the meditation I was doing. So what would happen for me is that I was what they call a rope bunny. I would get strung up. I would get tied up in rope and then I would

get strung from the rafters. And the whole point was to endure as much pain as you possibly can. And then when you're in these crazy contorted positions, then people are beating you and they're doing other things to you. And so what I would have to do is that I knew how to disassociate. And so I would completely leave my body, just like I would do when I would meditate, okay? Just like I would do when I would have crazy, different types of like crazy sex, just like I would do when I did drugs.

And so all of it had a theme of me not wanting to be in my body, wanting to escape. So this was another form of escapism for me. And you get very high, very high in that state. It is a sense of euphoria that is unlike anything else. All right. So you were pretty screwed up. Yeah. And I do want to get to, you know, what God is doing, did for you and in your life. So I don't know how much more you need to share to get to that place, but I want, I want to know what, what the, the, I mean, I know, is there anything else you want to share quickly before we talk about what,

what what's happened since you met Jesus? Yes. So, so then so yeah, essentially I, then from that point, this is to show that like what happens for women, right? Who get into the sex industry. Oh, yeah, no, it's powerful. Share this. Please share this, people. Share it, share it, share it.

So that escalated into, well, if I'm doing all these other things, somebody told me, oh, there's a website that you can go to and you can actually get paid for having sex. So that escalated into just doing these fetish performances to now I basically prostitution. And so they call it escorting. They call it sugar babies and sugar daddies. They call it all these other pretty things now to make you feel less shameful about it. But it's all just forms of prostitution. And so then that's how I got into selling myself in that way. And at that point, did you just basically feel dead inside? Well, yes, yes, absolutely. And so I was doing all the drugs again as well, because, you know, of all the anxiousness and anxiety I was having. But I also was just having the time of my life. Like it was, it was both. And yes, I was dead,

but I was also getting these crazy highs. And so it was just a really messed up time, really messed up time. So all of that came to a head. Um, and I ended up moving. This is where I get to my salvation part. All of that came to a head. I stopped all of that. We won't get into all the reasons. You can read the book. But I ended up getting an invite to London in the UK. And this was back in 2019. I'd written my first book at that point. When that came out, a guy that I was with in the cult reached out to me and he said, do you want to come visit me in London? So I jumped on that in March of 2020. If you remember what was going on then, I actually went over to the UK and I spent three

days. My wife got pregnant with three babies that month, by the way. No, no way. So yes, I remember very clearly. You remember. Yeah. So I went over, that's when everything got announced while I was over there. But during that time, this man who I had done the blood magic with when I was young, there was a strong tie and he, yeah, we ended up, he ended up getting arrested for attacking me and abusing me.

But I came back to the States even after that. I was under this spell and I sold everything, moved back to the UK to be with him, left my daughter with her dad. And while I was there in lockdown for two years, going through all of this abuse, doing all these drugs, really intense DMT, all this stuff. Finally, finally, finally, Jesus came to encounter me. And the way that he did this was actually through my partner I was with at the time, he actually healed him of some physical issues he was having and he started going to church because he was a massive occultist. We were doing all kinds of occult things together during that time. I was going completely nuts. I was demonically possessed. My eyes were completely black. I was not my own. I was clawing at my head, banging my head on the walls. Like

that's how intense it was. And finally, one night I ended up in a little Baptist church in East London. And the pastor was preaching from Deuteronomy 18, 9 through 12, where it speaks about abominable practices and listed off everything I'd essentially done in my entire life and how if you're, if you do this stuff, you are detestable to the Lord, your God. And in that very moment, the fear of the Lord came upon me. I'm sobbing my entire life flashed before my eyes. And I knew every single thing I had ever done was wrong, every single thing. And so that was the night, like that was the night for me. And I have to tell you, we were going to bring up Romans 10, 20, right? I told you earlier, the Lord gave me Romans 10, 20 for this podcast. And, and this is important. It says, then I, Isaiah is so bold as to say,

I have been found by those who did not seek me. I have shown myself to those who did not ask for me. And that's what I feel like the Lord did for me, right? Like I was not seeking him at all. I was not looking for him. Um, but he showed up and he, and again, it was not the gospel that saved me. That's what I want to point out. It was not the gospel. It was not somebody preaching the gospel to me and I'm an evangelist. So any other evangelist would say, oh my gosh, this is like heresy. Um, but that's not what saved me. It was the fear of the Lord. He stole my heart that night. He stole my heart. And I went home that night, started repenting. I just knew the things I had done was wrong and I gave him my life. And now it still took four months until I would, well,

a few weeks after that, I got baptized in the Holy Spirit, walked into a Nigerian apostolic conference with 150 Nigerians praying in tongues, which I thought was equally exciting and horrendous. A few days later, Holy Spirit came upon me. It's pretty interesting that last week's show we had a Nigerian apostle on. Yep. I know. I don't know what the meaning of that is. I'm just saying. Oh, I do. Oh, you do. Can you share after the show? I've definitely got, I have definitely got strong ties to Nigeria. So yeah. So yeah. So then four months later, I had my radical baptism and it was my baptism.

You know, I had been saved on that day, right? That was October 24th, 2021. And then February 26th, 2022, I went to get my water baptism. And that's my Mary Magdalene moment where I was saved, but I was still very demonically oppressed. Someone else just said that's exactly how I was saved. Pure conviction. Amen. See, we're going to come back to that. We're going to come back to that. I've got so much to say on that, but, um, yeah. So at my water baptism, I essentially went under that water. I gave a 60 second testimony, which is actually on YouTube.

It's so embarrassing. But I came out of that water and every single demon that had been with me, like in cohabitating with me since childhood, fled like a legion of demons left me in an instant. So how many do you think it was? Do you have an idea? No idea. You really don't know? It was a lot.

Well, what did it feel? I want to know what it felt like in that moment. Because you have to understand, I'm somebody who was instantly radically delivered with demons screaming from my body more than one. And I know what I felt. So I want to know, what did you feel in that moment? That's not, I didn't have any of that. So yeah, you don't have to. And that's why I felt. So I want to know, what did you feel in that moment? That's not, I didn't have any of that.

Yeah, you don't have to. And that's why I'm curious. What was it like for you? So when I came out of that water, it was just an emptiness. I felt completely emptied. And I stood there and I was just dizzy. I got out of the water. Nobody knew me. So nobody knew I'd had this deliverance right then. I sit down on the floor. No one even knew it happened

because it was that calm and just beautiful. And you know what? And that's the way that it usually is. People don't understand this. I've cast out probably thousands of devils at this point. And for a very high majority of them, no one would know outside of that person and God that something even happened. Yes, that's exactly it. I would need to talk about that. I think it's important for people to know that. Yeah. Well, it's super important because I think a lot of people now too, they don't believe they've been delivered unless they're having some big manifestation and it does not have to be that way. And, you know, a mighty move of God can look like silence and stillness. I'm a diva. I guess the Lord just, you know, I had to, they had to come out screaming with me.

I think I had just been through so much. He's like, oh my gosh. Just give this girl peace. Give this girl peace. It was peace. So you know what happened? That's what it is, Nate. In that moment, there was silence. Yeah. Clearing of your head for the first time, right? For the first time in my life. And then you know what the Lord did? He filled me with the oil of joy. So he didn't leave me empty. He filled me back up with the joy of the Lord. And so people afterwards, when I went changed, came back. I mean, people are flocking to me because they're like, they now can see something had happened to me. And there was a man sitting right in the front row in front of that tub who came up to me at the end of the weekend. And he said,

I have to tell you Kelsey shut those demons down. Jesus did. It was all Jesus. You know, there's a lot of people out there that would have said that you got to go back 10 generations and everything that you had going on and all kinds of different things you got to do to get those demons to go. But for God, it can be very easy. You just gave your heart to him, right? Yeah, wholeheartedly.

Wholeheartedly. Yeah. And then he gave me confirmation of the deliverance though that's how amazing it is so this man said to me I have been a Church of England pastor my entire life and he's an elderly man in his 80s and he said I never believed in demons before I believed in angels because I've seen him he said until I watched those demons leave you when you came out of that water. And so he was the only one who knew and he physically saw the demons leave. And so I love that God gave me that confirmation, right? And also this man at 80 years old now believes,

right? Believes something he never believed before. Well, look, the Lord set you free because he loves you first and foremost. But I know with me, you know, as far as everything, the Lord does everything with specific intent. And when I was delivered, there was a man, our friend Sean Hurley, who has been watching the call today, that prayed for me. And a similar thing, If there was no casting, you don't have to cast out devils to cast out devils. He said, Jesus, and took my hand and started praying in tongues and all the darkness left in a matter of 30 to 45 seconds. But in that moment for me, it's like Sean had shared his testimony and I knew it's like, man, this guy had really a past. It was a lot worse than mine. And the Lord showed me in that moment, not only did he do that

through a man, but he also did that through a man who had been very flawed. And immediately what hit my heart was like, okay, well, if he's going to do that through this man, he'll do that through me. And so he was already teaching me that. So do you have any deeper revelation of why it maybe happened that way for you? Okay. So this was what the Lord is speaking to me about last night. And even when he gave me that scripture, um, which I think, I don't, I don't know. He's been, he's been showing me, for instance, with the women in the strip clubs, we don't always get to see, right. We don't get to see what happens when they go home after we encounter them in the strip clubs. They may receive Jesus with us, or they may go home. And this is what he's showing me is how

many of these women are having encounters like I did with him, right? Where we don't get to have the tally mark. We don't get to take any glory of, okay, 50 women got saved, but that doesn't mean they're not getting saved. And so what I love about my testimony, I was writing this last night is how I'm like, yeah, nobody shared the gospel with me for 40 years, but you know what? There is not one man that can take any glory for leading me to Christ. Not one, because Christ encountered me. There is not a man who can claim that he delivered me. It was Jesus alone who delivered me. And so, you know, we say we glorify God, but we like to get credit for these things, don't we? I love that. I love that. Thank you, Lord. He can still, He can still come sovereignly

How about that Yes And it's so important I want to constantly stay humble And yes we say to God be the glory But I want him to have all the glory I want him to have it People are saying glorious testimony

I needed this today Praise God Just letting you know what some of our viewers are sharing. Thank you guys. like for like the reason the months after I got delivered, it was very, I was completely free in my heart and free in my mind. Um, I mean, he literally turned a heart of stone into a heart of flesh. I was completely free. I had joy in my heart, but I was very much like what left me was trying very, very hard to come back in. And I mean, there were times where I'd go out to the stores and I didn't understand at the time, but it's almost like I was so clean, such a new creation, so pure. I would walk into a Walmart and I kid you not, and I don't share this very often, but if it was like for months, I would bring my Bible with me because I was still a baby.

I didn't know the power and authority that I had. I just knew that I had an encounter with God and I was free. But it's like every unclean spirit in that place could sense me walking in there. And it's like I was walking with weights around my ankles, like a heavy blanket around me. Like it was it was so weird. And I didn't understand. But now I do. But I didn't know if you felt anything like that kind of thing happened to you after you were set free. Well, here's what he did for me. I left that weekend after that deliverance and I went back to my apartment and all of a sudden I was aware of all of the demons that were there. Right. And I told the Lord, like, I can't be here anymore. I can't, I can't. So on the third day, on the third day after going home, I woke up at 6am to my partner screaming and shouting and all of this stuff. And the Lord, I heard the audible voice of

father God. And he said, pack your bags and put them in the car. And that's all he said to me over and over pack your bags and put them in the car. It's so crazy that you say that because there was still stuff in my house too. And my son who had just turned three years old at the time, actually there was, he was always scared of this closet. And he actually had a bite mark on the back of his leg. And my wife, I thought it was, she thought it was a rash. I said, I don't think that's a rash. That looks like a bite. My son said, pointed to the closet. He said, daddy mean came out, bit me, me being brand new in the Lord, having no idea what I was doing. I took the Bible, started reading scripture. I started casting

devils out of that closet is when the Lord already started teaching me the authority that I had. My son walks in that closet. He said, thanks, daddy. They're gone. He was never afraid of that closet again. Wow. Wow. So that's like kind of very similar. Like we, I had still stuff in my house too. It had to go. Well, and yeah, and it was, yeah. So that house, he told you to leave. He told me to cast it out. There you go. He told me to leave because I, I wasn't leaving just the house. I had to leave the man I was with. Okay. It was the most toxic, abusive, manipulative relationship I had ever been in. So it was a very, very hostile environment. And I could not be there.

I mean, it was really bad. And so he had me leave. And he provided. This is the thing. And so here's the thing. That was, at the time, the biggest thing he could possibly ever ask me to do. I had nowhere to go. Very little money. I had nowhere to go, very little money.

I was on an expired visa. I mean, this was the ultimate obedience, okay? It is obedience. You started right away to learn to trust him. Yes, I had to fully trust him. And that's, I mean, for the last three years, that's what I've had to do. And I mean, I only had him. So I did what he said. You might have to do that a little longer too, by the last three years, that's what I've had to do. And, I mean, I only had him.

So I did what he said. You might have to do that a little longer, too, by the way. What's that? Fully trust him. You might have to do that a little longer, too. Yeah, always. Always. Never ending.

That's a, yeah. So, I mean, I know with me, three days after I was delivered, I'd never prayed over anybody in my life. I was praying over people in the streets. And five weeks after that, I know with me, three days after I was delivered, I'd never prayed over anybody in my life. I was praying over people in the streets. And five weeks after that, I started seeing miracles. So clearly, you caught fire very quickly. And, you know, we have like maybe five, seven minutes left of the show. So I want to hear about your ministry and what you've been doing in the last three years. Yeah, so he brought me back to Indianapolis then back to Indiana

again. Um, it was a month later after that deliverance and I lived in a hotel for two months. I had nowhere to go. He provided everything. And he said to me, you're going to be ministering to prostitutes, strippers, and women who have been sex trafficked. And I thought that was years down the line. He also told me never stop testifying, never stop testifying. So since that day, I have never stopped testifying. And that's all I did was I just shared my testimony and I would share every single day what God was doing in my life. That's down to the smallest details, right? You can share the gospel with people and that's powerful, but you can share how the gospel, what God did in your life. And it's amazing what will break off of people. Yes. I had no idea how to share the gospel.

You are sharing the gospel, by the way, when you share that testimony, but you're not just reading out of the scripture. Yes, exactly. I mean, I didn't even know how to share the gospel for months while I was doing strip club ministry. So it was seven months later. I want to say this. If anybody has a question for Kelsey, please ask it because we're on for five more minutes. I can ask a question if someone has a good question. So you guys are free to ask her a question.

Okay, keep going. Bring it on. So then I got flung into strip club ministry and that was seven months later. So here I'd been saved for one year. I got onto a strip club ministry team here in Indianapolis. I was led by a woman here just on her team, but it was a healing journey for me at that point.

I was healing. It was a redeeming journey. I was loving on the women. I was healing. It was a redeeming journey. I was loving on the women. I was visiting women in their hotel rooms, making them food, kind of being this mother. But then I was something, my spirit was stirring. My spirit was stirring. And I was like, there's more to this. I wasn't seeing the power of God, right? There was more. So I got connected to a woman down in Florida, went down last year, did a training with her, saw how the power of God, the glory of God can fall and manifest in the strip clubs. And so

I came back. So how did the Lord start teaching you that to move in power? Like, can you, I mean, was that something, I know you're kind of touching on it, but how did that happen? It just happened. What'd you say? It just happened. So essentially when I was down there and I went out on an outreach with Monica and Monica sat her with acts of love and I had never prayed for healing for somebody before. And she said, after I led this girl to Christ, she said, ask her if she needs healing. So I said, okay. So I asked her, she says, yes, I was in this girl to Christ, she said, ask her if she needs healing. So I said, okay. So I asked her.

She says, yes, I was in this car accident, bad back ever since, years ago, always in a level 8 pain. Monica said, lay your hand on her and pray for her. So I lay my hand on her, start praying in the spirit. I feel nothing. Okay, this is important. I feel nothing. That's normal. Thank you.

Right? Yes. I rarely feel anything myself. And I actually usually don't even put my hands on people when I pray for them. Yeah. Yeah. So I get done and I'm just like, okay, don't know if anything happened. Right. And she's like, Oh my gosh. Like her pain was completely gone. Like she was totally healed. And I think that's all it took. It was that mustard seed of faith.

That's all it was that one time of that happening. And after that, boom, it's like, I just started walking, you know, in that. So one minute, there's something else really supernatural that you've seen in one of the strip clubs. Oh, something super, well, I would say the most supernatural thing to happen is that there was a small little strip club in St. Louis, which is actually where my ministry is at the moment, that region. And first time we had ever been in this strip club, we went in, we encountered about 20 women on the floor in the dressing room.

I mean, these women would pray over them. They literally will fall to the ground. They will shake under the presence of God. And that's happening right in the strip club. Oh, yeah. It happens every single week. And how do the people who are running the strip club, what do they do? Most of the time, this is happening in the dressing room. Okay.

On this particular instance. So you just have favor. The Lord's just leading you through those places. It's almost like you're unseen in a sense. Yes. That's my prayer every single time, even though I'm in the public eye. Keep me hidden. That is my prayer every time.

That's good. But we're leaving this strip club and the entire club, even the men, the customers, everybody there starts chanting Jesus. Every single person as we're walking out is going, Jesus. Do you think people had a conviction in their heart to get out of the strip club or what? Well, God, Jesus definitely was encountering them and they were loving him. That's for sure. You know, people are not always, always convicted in that moment to leave or get out of the lifestyle, but that's a, it's a process. That's for sure. You know, people are not always, always convicted in that moment to leave or get out of the lifestyle, but that's a, it's a process.

It's a journey. Planting seeds. Yeah. We're planting seeds. Absolutely. And, but, and we're seeing the glory every single time we go in there. Yeah. Well, I love unique ministries.

You know, you don't need to look like everyone else, my goodness. So I just thank you for your obedience. I thank you for your courage and your heart. My goodness, your resilience for everything that you went through in your life. And I just praise God for seeking you out and for transforming your heart and for you sharing your testimony,

your boldness to come out and share that and share the goodness of God and go and do things and reach the lost and the broken and these women that most people don't, you know, they see in their flesh. They don't see them the way that God sees them. So I honor you for seeing these women and these people the way that God sees them and that he's using your testimony powerfully for the kingdom of God. Amen. So we have like one minute. I always ask people, I know you're a seer and you're moving in power. You know, we live in Charlottesville, Virginia. Do we have like one minute. I always ask people, I know you're a seer and you're moving in power.

You know, we live in Charlottesville, Virginia. Do you have anything for our show or for our region, anything that's on your heart or just something you would like to share before we go? Just to get out, just say yes. Just say yes. That's what it is. Say yes to him. Give him your fresh yes every single day.

And if you want more, you know, you want to know what you're supposed to do for him. Just ask him. Just ask him. We all have books written with our name on them in heaven, right? Just ask him to reveal. People right now are so hungry and looking for what their purpose is and he wants to give it to you. But you have to say yes. You have to talk to people, you know, share, share your testimony, open up your mouth, share the goodness of God, just, you know, wherever he's leading you and directing you. And, um, you know, don't worry about what anybody else is thinking about you. Do not look to the left or to the right. Stay focused, stay in your lane of where he has you because he does have you exactly where he needs you to be. Amen. Well, thank you for the inspiration. Thank you for

the words of encouragement. And I know that people are going to be impacted and already have been impacted through the show today. So guys, we thank you for watching. We thank you once again, Kelsey, for being with us next week on the show. we are going to have Steve Harmon, who some of you may know, but he is an amazing man of God, a little bit of a mystery in some ways. And I've been friends with Steve for many years. I don't think he makes a whole lot of appearances, so I'm really excited to see what the Lord does through the show next week. But yeah, guys, please share this. These are the kind of testimonies that need to be shared and seen around the world. I do see that Melanie Morris is watching the show.

I must thank her and her husband and Opening Doors Real Estate for the partnership and sponsor of the White Mountain Ministry Show, Opening Doors Real Estate. So Kelsey, we're leaving. Anything you want to say? Bye-bye. Anything quickly on your heart? Glory to God. So bless you. We just thank you guys for watching and listening and praying for us. And I just speak life and love and healing and power and fire over your bodies and your minds right now in the name of Jesus. We thank you for watching. We love you and God bless and have a good week. Thank you.