The Interview - Al Pacino Is Still Going Big
Episode Date: October 5, 2024A conversation with the legendary actor about, well, everything. ...
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From the New York Times, this is The Interview.
I'm David Marchese.
When I was in college, I had a poster of Al Pacino in Scarface hanging up on my wall.
And I know that a Scarface poster is up there with Bob Marley and Dark Side of the Moon
as far as cliched dorm room art goes.
But I promised that my love for Pacino
and that movie were real. The sheer bravado he exuded as Tony Montana was irresistible,
especially for me at a time in my life when bravado was, let's just say, not exactly my
default mode. Also, like a lot of people who have that poster, I just thought it looked really cool.
I came to Pacino's work in kind of a backwards way.
I fell in love with his acting when I was a teenager in the 90s,
and that's when he was regularly popping up
in pretty mainstream movies like Scent of Woman and Heat.
I didn't yet fully appreciate him as an icon of 1970s cinema,
who helped bring a new level of emotional intensity and realism
to screen acting.
But those 70s roles are, of course, where Pacino made his name.
Think of the frazzled, yearning Sonny Wartzik in Dog Day Afternoon,
the tormented cop of Serpico,
and the morally compromised Michael Corleone from the Godfather movies.
These are roles that all shine a bright, empathetic light
on what it is to live an emotionally conflicted life.
And that's not even mentioning his work in the theater, to which he's periodically returned over the years.
His Shylock in Merchant of Venice is the single best stage performance I've ever seen.
Over time, I've learned that there's an Al Pacino role that has resonated with every phase of my
life. And learning that has been one of the real pleasures of getting older.
Pacino himself is now 84, and he's finally written a memoir called Sunny Boy.
And reading it, I realized that I didn't actually know that much about the man whose performances had moved me so much.
So I wanted to talk to Al Pacino about anything and everything.
His childhood, his approach to acting, how he thinks about money, the fact he almost died not that long ago.
And I hope that understanding the person behind these characters would help me understand why he's meant so much to me.
Here's my interview, very long awaited, with Al Pacino.
I'm David. I'm the schmuck who's going to be asking you questions.
Oh, you're the writer.
Yeah.
Yes. Oh, yeah, I thought, I thought, that guy looks like a schmuck. He must be a writer you questions. Oh, you're the writer. Yeah. Yes. Oh, yeah. I thought, I thought,
that guy looks like a schmuck. He must be a writer. No, no, I didn't.
You know, I saw an interview with you just a couple years ago where you mentioned that
you'd been asked to write a book before and you didn't want to do it because you thought
the prospect of it seemed kind of torturous, that it would be too difficult to go back
through your life.
Here we are.
You've written a book.
What changed?
Nothing.
I regret it.
I regret it.
What else can I say?
I have many regrets, but this would be one of them.
Who needs to be out and about in this world,
you know, putting yourself up as in
yet another day for another target.
I mean, waking up in the middle of the night having tremors.
I mean, it's really scary.
You think break out in the cold sweats.
Oh, my, I shouldn't have done this.
I shouldn't have said this.
You know, you say all those things.
But I was telling the truth.
That's all I know.
So in the book,
you write about this quote that that's meaningful to you.
It's,
I think it's from one of the flying Walendas,
the famous daredevil family for people who don't know,
share the quote.
The quote is,
uh,
life is on the wire.
The rest is just waiting.
And so for you acting acting is the wire.
Yeah.
That's the place where life is most vibrant and alive.
Yeah.
And the thing that I want to understand as a non-actor is why that is.
You know, in acting, you get to rehearse,
do another take if something doesn't go well.
If you mess up, it's not the end of the world.
In real life, you don't get to rehearse. You don't get new takes. Do another take if something doesn't go well. If you mess up, it's not the end of the world.
In real life, you don't get to rehearse.
You don't get new takes.
And the consequences can be a lot scarier. So why for you is acting where life happens?
Well, because somehow I felt as though my life was saved by acting.
My existence.
Because I knew that I could do something.
It was just like having, being able to play the harmonica or something.
Or look at Buddy Rich, the drummer.
My God, I was at Carnegie Hall listening to him at a Frank Sinatra concert.
And he went on before Frank.
And the audience, I'm saying, oh, a drummer.
We're going to hear a drummer.
I heard of him, but I said, I don't want to hear a drummer.
I want to hear Frank.
So I'm sitting there waiting.
Somebody, a drummer solo?
What can that be?
And it was one of those great moments in my life.
When I know it,
because when he was finished and when he took his two sticks and then he got to the point,
he just left you with the silence and everyone in that house, I mean, everyone stood up and started screaming. I felt myself screaming. That's what he did because he did it his whole life
so Sinatra comes out
afterward and he looks at the crowd
and he says
he must have been about 65
Buddy Rich that was an older man
doing that and so
when Frank came out he said
see
what happens when you stay
at a thing
and that thing was acting for you that's what you're saying yeah and with see what happens when you stay at a thing.
And that thing was acting for you.
That's what you're saying.
Yeah.
And with Buddy Rich was the drums and with Sinatra was singing.
And you see how that matters.
You have to have the desire.
You know, there's a great,
I don't know if you've ever seen this.
I'm going to go on a bit of a tangent. There's a fantastic interview between Marlon Brando, who I'm semi-obsessed with him, and Dick Cavett from the early 70s. And Brando says, acting, people are acting all the time. There's no difference between what I'm doing and what you, Dick Cavett, are doing. You're saying what you have to say in a convincing way to try and achieve the objective.
And Dick Cavett says, well, you know,
he just brushes it off.
So there's no way that you could equate
what I'm doing with what you, Marlon Brando,
are able to do.
And you can tell Brando, I don't know why,
but at some point he soured on the idea
that acting was this special endeavor.
And he said, you know, everyone's an actor.
It's glorified lying.
That's what it is.
What do you make of that?
I think it's glorified telling the truth.
Yeah.
It's different. You know, and I think what truth you're going for, you know, you're watching Dustin Hoffman break the speed of sound barrier in that film. But do you think since that time, have you seen anyone who you thought did something new in acting?
Well, of our time in the 70s, I don't know.
A lot of us, I think, were influenced.
But I have to say, with all modesty, all the modesty I can muster, when I was a kid, 13 years old, I remember finishing a
performance of a play I was in, and I don't know whether I did well or not in it. Who knows?
This guy comes up, older man, an adult, comes up to me and says, hey, kid, wow, you're the next
Marlon Brando. So, you see, there's the thing. You know, you say, and people throw things out, like, who's the best one?
Marlon himself would say, I don't want to know the best.
There is no best.
He was an original.
He was an original.
Who was like him?
Do you think you were original?
I just could say offhand, I don't think so.
I don't know. I don't want to be, you know, I just, I'd be honest ashand, I don't think so. I don't know.
I don't want to be, you know, I just,
I'd be honest as honest as I can be.
But I don't know.
Let me ask you a very specific question
about one of your performances.
Yeah, please.
You know, I went back and rewatched a ton of stuff.
Poor guy.
So in Incentive of a Woman, okay, you know, there's the and rewatched a ton of stuff. Poor guy. So, incentive a woman, okay?
You know, there's the big climactic monologue, you know, that if I was the man I was five years ago, I'd take a flamethrower to that place.
So, the aspect of that, I'm just picking this as one example of a thing that you are able to do that is, I find, so compelling as an actor.
So, you're giving that speech.
And even in the space between words,
we can see little micro emotions just sort of flash across your face.
You know, you can telegraph
that Colonel Frank Slade is having thoughts
in those moments,
even when he's not saying something.
Oh, that's right.
And I think, is that something
that you're in conscious control of? Or is that just
you're exuding something in the moment that is beyond your control?
Yeah, that's the one.
It's the latter.
I would say that's what happens. I have always felt that to free the unconscious, to allow that freedom. That's what my favorite quote of
Michelangelo's, free me of myself, Lord, that I may please you. That freedom, that's the whole
idea of relaxation and everything else, which is once you get into that freedom, the unconscious
goes to work. I just heard the other day that someone was able to hear the big bang.
You can hear it.
That's what they've done.
When I heard, my son told me, I couldn't believe it.
I felt so great.
He says, you want to hear it?
I said, no, no, no.
Just the idea that it's out there and it's kind of muffled.
It happened. We're real. We exist. This is the greatest thing that can happen.
What information? I went to bed high just from that.
But as far as your question goes, I know I go off on things. Let me tell you, pal.
You know, an actor was telling me
that um he attributed this to something that he thinks meryl streep was quoted as saying
which is that you know every good script has a scene that makes the actor think like
how the hell am i going to do that yeah so what's an example of a scene that really
you thought how am i going to pull that one off?
Oh, let me see.
I know I've had that feeling before.
When we get to that, what's going to happen?
Oh, my God.
What about killing Salazzo in Godfather 1?
Was that one of those scenes?
Salazzo?
No.
I mean, that's easy. Killing someone.
I mean, you know, I just don't want the gun to go off. You know, I mean, yeah, you just go there. And, I mean, my friend Charlie told me.
Your friend Charles Lawton, yeah. charlie lot how how are you gonna go in there and and uh be the don of all these guys these
great actors like duval and all you know all these people and men around that thing you know
i was just a homeless a couple of years before that so i said well i mean you know do i i don't
have it it's in the script you know i mean i mean, I tell somebody you're out, you're out. You know, I don't want to say it a million ways. You don't go, you're out. See, it's like.
Do it three different ways right now. Show me some, do you're out three different ways.
No, I just don't do that. Actors don't. It's like saying.
Wait, you don't like it when I say act, monkey.
I'll say to you, interview! Interview!
Go ahead, let me see you interview! Not me!
Tell me about your childhood!
Tell me about your childhood! What's your
private heartbreak?
I could do it. I hate to be
showing up like that.
Well, you know,
in the book you say that directors
have insulted me throughout my life.
Yes, yeah. Oh yeah oh yeah many of them
have and you tell me what many people have many oh i give you um um a great director um
what was his name the guy directed the great uh um you know mozart film you know
yeah milo shforbin milo shforbin know, he's so great. And I'm having
dinner with a few people. He just came up. How do you do this? Fucking scoff face. You do dog day
afternoon. Then you do the fucking scoff face. You know who else said it? Who? My favorite,
Lamont. Sidney Lamont said, Al, how do you go in there and do that crap?
And he was so mad.
And I kept thinking, I don't feel that way.
So, you know, if I felt, I actually, I love their passion.
I have to say that.
I'm not being like some Mother Teresa or something.
You're being nice.
No, I'm not being. Somebody says, how do. You're being nice. No, I'm not being.
Somebody says, how do you do that shit?
You say, I love your passion.
Yeah.
You're enlightened.
Yeah.
And thank God, merciful, that I can say today it's one of the biggest films I've ever made.
Yeah, Scarface.
You know, it's interesting that you mentioned Scarface because.
It keeps going. Yeah, Scarface. You know, it's interesting that you mentioned Scarface because when I think of Scarface, I wonder if in some ways it's not purely in terms of your acting style, a pivotal movie for you. Scarface was the first time you kind of really went operatic over the top. The question is, if in doing that,
it changed something about your acting
or opened something up in you,
because if you look at the roles you do after,
I feel like you're much more likely
to sort of go big than you were before.
Yeah.
I got that reputation.
Do you think Scarface opened something up in you
or sort of changed what you did in some
fundamental way? Well, I, you know, like I say, look, I'm sorry, but some of the early stuff I
did in school, 14, 15 years old, when I did it, it was in those plays. That was still the best work
I ever did or what I think the best work. It's not the best work.
It simply was the most inspired work I had done.
You know, I didn't know what I was doing.
The most inspired work you did was a 14- or 15-year-old kid?
I think so.
I think so because I was so in it.
And that's why the teacher came and talked to my mom
and came to my house to tell her about me
and that I should pursue this thing.
And that was when I was in high school performing arts. And the first things I did were absolutely
absurd. And the kids in class were laughing when I would perform. But as time went on,
I got a little bit of the drift of it, and I did some things.
But what I'm getting at is Scarface was done that way.
Scarface came from a way, a place,
that was different than anything I'd done before.
That's true.
You must get directors who have said to you at some point,
thinking about other performances you've done,
something to the effect of, give me more Al Pacino.
What do you think they're looking for when they say something like that?
Go louder.
I don't know.
I couldn't tell you.
I mean, bring it up to, I don't know,
nobody's ever said that.
Oh, they did say, you know, things to me
in the theater from time to time.
And I had to adjust to directors.
Say things like what?
Say things like, you see,
one director came up to me once when I was young.
You have to understand, I was young here.
And he came up to me and said,
you see, the character did this and the character comes in.
And then, you know, he's feeling this way here
and he does this.
So I said to him, I just, I mean, I said,
well, you seem to really relate to this person.
I said, he said, what?
I said, yeah.
I said, maybe you should play him.
Dead silence.
I don't like that kind of talk.
That kind of talk is, you know, a director who's directing you
and is helping you with your part is telling
you how to do it. I don't understand that. Then why did you cast me in the first place?
Well, what's a great note that you got from a director?
One of the best notes I ever got was from Lee Strasberg when we were doing Injustice for All.
I came in and I was doing the scene and then Lee just leaned over to me and said,
Darling, you got to learn your lines.
Seems like good advice.
Great advice.
In the book, there's an offhand line in the book.
You say, there's the general belief that I'm a cocaine addict or was
one. I've never heard that before. I don't know. I assumed it. I made a mistake. These assumptions
is what is going to kill everybody because my assumptions turn into opinions. I heard it
somewhere. They're shocked when they find out I don't take cocaine. I never took it in my life.
It's the kind of drug that a person like...
But who's shocked?
Who are these people?
Oh, yeah, I wish I knew.
But, you know, I have a grapevine over at my house,
and that's where I get it.
I'm not the kind of guy who should take coke.
Any upper, I don't need.
I'm up.
Clearly.
Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah.
In a bunch of your movies, there is really an opportunity.
Usually it's a monologue.
Yeah.
Where you just really get to do your thing, you know?
So I mentioned Scent of a Woman has that.
Or remember in City Hall, there's the great speech,
I choose to fight back.
Or any given Sunday, inches, the difference between living and dying.
Or I keep, oh, devil's advocate, right?
There's God, he's an absentee landlord. But when you see those parts in a script, some part of you must know, when I get here,
I am going to give the thing that people want, right?
Exactly right.
That's what they came for.
A lot of people, a lot of people don't like it, I must say.
And I sometimes go too far, I think.
And I don't think through it enough.
It comes to me a little easier because I love words.
You know, I love to say words.
And I really do think I can do with some taking it down a bit. I really do. It's a confession.
But hey, if it's ham, as long as it's not spam. That's what they used to say.
Al, I also want to ask you about the subject of money.
Because in the book, you write about growing up really poor and also about how, I think it was in the 2000s, you lost a bunch of money because your accountant ripped you off.
And before that, it sounded like you were, let's say, spending lustily.
I think $300,000 or $400,000 a month was the figure you gave.
You said your landscaper was getting $400,000 a month was the figure you gave. You said your landscaper
was getting $400,000 a year. And all that made me think, what is this man's relationship with
money? Oh, no, you don't want to know. It may be catching. You'll go down the drain for sure.
But in what ways did growing up the way you grew up, where money was not readily at hand,
do you think shaped your relationship later on with
money? You know, I'm the kind of person, I think, that if I don't understand something very well,
I just avoid it. There's no sense. You know, if I have a need to learn it, you know, actually,
you know, my father, who I, you know, I didn't know, really, he was an accountant, and a very good one, apparently.
And, you know, so he sort of knew.
He'd have to, wouldn't he? I moved away from that only because I was always into my work or other kinds of things that had nothing to do with money.
Except, you know, a fool, whatever that saying is, that was very applicable.
A fool and his money are soon parted?
I soon parted.
Also, you write in the book about how, you know, you just were started to take more roles often
because, you know, they're paying gigs. And my question about that is, how do you calibrate
how much of yourself to put into a performance in that type of circumstance? Because, you know,
it's one thing if you're doing, you know, Serpico or Dog Day Afternoon or even Sea of Love. It seems to me it would be impossible or foolhardy to put the same amount of energy and detail into, I don't know, Righteous Kill or 88 Minutes or something like that. So is there like a conscious calibration that happens on your part? Yeah, there would have to be. But everything I do,
I try to do the best I can in it.
So that would require certain things.
And, you know, people maybe
sometimes will scratch their head.
They say, what is he doing?
Why are you going through all these,
you know, machinations
in order to do this role?
I mean, and I understand that,
but that's the way I've always worked, you see.
So I approach these things like, okay, what can we do with this? So, and finally, I enjoy the
whole idea, or maybe make myself enjoy the whole idea of being in the editing room or the afterglow or the, you know, after you do it,
you have to then fix it. You know, sometimes I would actually even put my own money back into
this film I did for money, you know. So I would do that in the effort to see if I can get it to
mediocre. Then I would be accomplishing something. I never did and I have to say
about films now
I don't know to me it feels
like the last 20 years but pretty
much
films are changing because
of the streamers
how so? well there's
more work for everybody
but the quality of it has changed a little bit
because it's an output.
And for one thing,
things seem to be a little more rushed,
which means everything is operating on a,
I don't want to call it a treadmill,
but on that thing that goes through
the Charlie Chaplin film. What is that thing? Like a conveyor belt.
A conveyor belt, yeah. So you know that you're a part of something, and sometimes some of those
movies, you try to bring them to a level where you are trying to find what's most interesting in a film, to bring it out and to expose it and allow it to flourish.
That's what you're after, so that it communicates.
I was reading Richard Burton's diaries.
You ever read those?
No, I did.
A little bit, I did.
I love Richard Burton.
Yeah.
I know you love him. And in his diaries, he really suggests that he felt like he underserved his talent by acting in a bunch of stuff that was beneath his skills.
Is that a concern that you ever had? Or how did you guard against it when sort of in the 90s and beyond, you then said, I'm not just going to sit around for years waiting for the perfect role.
I'm going to just take stuff.
And sometimes the stuff's probably not going to be blue chip, but I'll try and make it as good as I can.
Yeah, yeah.
But is there ever a concern that you, or was there ever a concern that it might tarnish the gift to take material that maybe wasn't at the level you were capable of?
I really don't think so.
I think I looked for something that I could relate to
and that I would feel inclined to want to play it.
That feeling comes to say, I have an appetite to an appetite to do this see athletes it's clear with
you know you lose your fastball yeah you lose your fastball you don't get down at first as quickly
you know your eye is not and you know you're you know you're going all sports have that
but the actor has other roles they can go to.
Other roles that, you know, are, you know,
you say, I'm doing Lear.
I'm doing King Lear.
I'm doing an adaptation of a film of Lear.
And I want to.
And I'm trying to stick to those kinds of things because I went through a period of time,
and you always do in this. You see it. Everybody has it. Other actors have it. those kinds of things. Because I went through a period of time,
and you always do in this,
you see it, everybody has it.
Other actors have it in my position too.
They do things sometimes,
sometimes for financial reasons,
but sometimes also because you just don't want to sit around
and you want to find something
that can get you busy.
I'm sure other actors would say other things
about their interpretations of different things they did.
Some actors can't articulate things.
I was one of them.
I still am, in a way.
There's sort of a thing about articulating what you're doing
as if you're being found out.
That's why I didn't care for interviews much
when I was young.
A long time, yeah.
Yeah, because I thought what they did
is they expose a part of you that then people reflect,
and then when they see you in a character,
they think, you know, now they all think,
when is Al going to yell?
I bought that ticket for Al to yell.
Is he yelling at me?
I need it.
I need someone to talk to me that way.
But what changed your mind then that made you feel comfortable pulling back the curtain by doing interviews and things like that?
Why did you change your mind? Well, I mean, I could relate it to Picasso for one thing.
Picasso, they did this great documentary on Picasso,
and he goes and he makes a painting, and you see him make it.
And then he takes it and he holds it up beside him,
and there's Picasso and there's the painting.
And it's like you have two people there, you know?
It doesn't matter.
Because the painting exists.
That's what I thought.
And I think it made me think a little bit.
It made me think, well, you know, if Picasso can do that, wow.
You know, I'm this person that you're seeing now.
And I think, I'm partially, I'm doing an interview.
I'm not this way when I go downstairs.
I mean, I wouldn't have any friends and I'd be, you know,
I don't see it.
But I do feel also doing the book has opened me up a little bit, too.
You know, you care a little less as you get older, too.
I don't mean to bring that in, but you do.
You sort of say, hey, man, you know, say what you have to say.
You know, what happened?
Well, so has aging been comfortable or uncomfortable for you?
I don't know what the hell aging is.
It seems absurd and crazy.
I don't even understand it.
I wish I had something.
I sometimes say, you know,
why can't I find some steroids around that won't kill me?
You know, I'm just thinking about who would I know
that has steroids and keeps living with them, you know, I'm just thinking about who would I know that has steroids and keeps living with them, you know?
Because I took some when I had the bad COVID, the first time I had it, where I sort of—
You almost died, yeah.
Well, they said my pulse was gone, and I thought, that's enough.
But I thought it was so, like, so well.
You're here, you're not.
You're here, you're not.
And I thought, wow, you don't even have your memories.
You have nothing.
Strange porridge.
Towards the end of the book,
there's a couple of very moving passages
about your youngest son, Roman.
Yes, yes, yes.
And you're sort of musing about,
he's what, one, one and a half, something like that?
Yeah, he was less than that when I was musing about him.
He's coming to the world a little more now.
He's learning things.
How much of the desire to set your story down um was about
wanting him to be able to know what your life was um i don't know he he will i mean you know that's
uh that's the way the world whatever whatever which whatever, which way the world goes, you know, if we're talking about 20 years from now,
who can speak to that?
I mean,
that's,
I can't,
can you predict anything now?
Well,
I just wondered if some part of you was thinking you wanted to have your story in your words for him,
because he's so young now.
Well,
that's one of the reasons.
Yes, of course. Yeah young now. Well, that's one of the reasons, yes, of course.
Yeah, yeah.
And that has been a campaign for me to get a little older, you know,
and stick around a little longer if it's possible.
But I got to say, you know, just,
and this is probably more sort of psychoanalysis than you're interested in. Is it not possible that on some level,
having a child at 83 years old is a reaction to the recognition of your own mortality?
Wow, that was something.
I don't know.
I have to think about that.
I got four children, you know, so I'm happy about that.
But no, I don't know.
Maybe I don't even understand it.
Understand what?
Well, you know, like when I saw the little baby there and the way he was,
you just, you look at it a little differently now.
You know, you look at it like, what is this?
This is so amazing.
That's why I was so excited by hearing the Big Bang.
Because I thought, my God, I'm not going to die.
I don't mean literally.
I mean spiritually.
Look at that.
There's something out there that's bigger than us.
You can't say better because you don't really know them.
But something's out there going on that's more than we understand.
Let me ask you
one last one for this time.
If I were going to go away and
figure out how to play Al Pacino...
In your life
or in a movie?
Either one. What's the secret to
portraying you?
Well, I think
you should just go to some of those
metal houses and study some of those people there.
After the break, Al shares more about his near brush with death.
I opened my eyes and everybody was around me.
It's the first time that ever happened.
And they said, he's back.
You know, he's here.
Hi, Al.
Hi.
You know, I have a handful of questions.
Some are follow-ups to stuff we talked about before.
Some are different.
Oh, I love it.
You know, we started to talk to each other,
and you're going to find, as we all find,
we're in different moods every time we speak.
Every day, I change.
Well, how's your mood today?
I have a mood that seems a little bit better than the last time we spoke, and I don't know why. I feel I might be a little more articulate today. Wishful thinking, but I think I might.
Well, give it a shot and see how it goes. But, you know, I'm thinking about...
Okay, sure, dude.
Yeah, I'm thinking about how
you had made this kind of offhand comment earlier
about how you're not the same guy talking to me
as you are when you go downstairs in your house.
And, you know, if you were that same guy,
you wouldn't have any friends.
But I want to know,
how is the guy downstairs in your house
different from the guy talking to me?
Who's that guy?
I'm sorry, but I can't answer a question like that.
I don't understand what you're talking about, actually.
I really don't.
I'm in the moment, and whatever's in the moment is who I am.
When I'm going down the stairs, I'm obviously thinking of other things,
but I have to really think about falling down the stairs.
These are the things I think about when I'm sitting and thinking about some, you know, I have a lot of things I can think about.
I have, you know, four kids.
I have all kinds of projects and, you know, I'm occupied.
I don't know what else i could say the guy i'm
i am now is talking to you yeah i guess it's the subject that matters i i don't
you're asking me the impression of what i am i don't do you have an impression of what you are? Oh yeah, for sure. Really? Will you objectify yourself?
Okay. I don't think about
that. Sometimes I even see myself in the mirror and I
get a little shocked at first. That happens.
Well, you know, it's interesting for me to hear you say that.
I know you're getting at something.
You started getting at it.
When did we speak?
This week?
Yeah, a couple days ago.
Oh, okay.
You started getting at this very thing.
And I thought, I don't know what this guy is doing, where he's taking this thing.
But I'm sorry.
I don't know how to comply.
Oh, no, you don't need to apologize.
I think the thing I'm getting at or trying to get at is when you said back to me, do you sit there and objectify yourself and think I know who I am?
And I said, yes.
And I wonder if that's the difference between someone who's an actor and someone who's not.
Maybe someone who's able to inhabit other personalities yeah has a
greater sense of malleability about i i i actually had that thought when i asked you i said i i think
maybe he might be thinking because i'm an actor that i inhabit other characters i i don't know
you know you call on that there are some actors who are more or less,
you know, mimics.
They're more on the mimic side.
And there are others that,
it's a form of mimicry in some way.
You know, you're pretending to be somebody else,
but then you're not pretending anymore.
You absorb it enough times
And you become it
But that requires a certain amount of focus
And
Acumen
And time and patience
Everything to me is
Time
It's time
It's like anything
You know you paint your house
And you start painting and you start painting
and you start painting one of the rooms
and then you go and move again
and you paint another room
and then you paint that room again.
And then what happens is
the way you painted the first time,
the first room,
by the time you've painted about 40 or 50 of them,
you're a different painter.
That's what I think.
Wait, but you're working on a film adaptation of King Lear,
which is obviously a mountain of a role,
and one you've never played before, right?
No, I've never played it.
I've stayed away from it forever.
Yeah, tell me why you've stayed away
and why you're taking it now. Well, why I'm taking it now is I've stayed away from it forever. Yeah, tell me why you've stayed away and why you're taking it now.
Well, why I'm taking it now is I've been, you know, people have been encouraging me to do it.
Ten years ago, I remember thinking I had no interest.
And then I started reading it all the time.
And I saw it a few times, too too and I got to know it.
And it wasn't until I realized things.
I got older and some of the things that I,
not that they're easier,
but I understand them more.
Well, so how are you understanding Lear?
Yeah, I can't talk to you like that.
I understand Lear, but that's my secret.
I want to go back to your COVID near-death experience.
I know you described this a little.
I love to revisit.
I love to revisit that.
Let's revisit the time you almost died, yeah.
Just tell me about what happened.
Well, I'll tell you what happened was I felt not good.
Unusually not good.
And I had a fever.
And I was getting dehydrated and all that. So I got someone to get me a nurse to hydrate me.
I was sitting there in my house, and I was gone.
Like that.
So you just went from consciousness to no consciousness.
Absolutely gone, yeah.
So then they looked at my pulse, and I didn't have a pulse.
It probably was very, very low.
And they got panicked right away.
In a matter of minutes, I guess,
or whatever it took,
they were there,
ambulance in front of my house.
And I had about six paramedics
in that living room.
And there were two doctors
and they had these outfits on
that looked like they were from outer space
or something, you know.
So it was kind of shocking
to open your eyes and see that.
I opened my eyes
and everybody was around me.
It was the first time that ever happened.
And they said,
he's back, you know, he's here.
Well, did that experience
sort of have any sort of metaphysical ripples for you?
Yes, it did.
It actually did.
I didn't see the white light or anything like that.
I heard there was nothing there.
As Hamlet says it, to be or not to be, you know,
the unknown country from whose born no traveler returns.
And he says two words, no more.
It was no more.
And I don't like that, that there's no more.
It's gone.
You're gone.
Now, I started thinking about that, and i never thought about it in my life
but you know actors it sounds good to me to say i died once it's not my death
what is it when there's no more i mean you you do have you do have this body of work that you
know that people will be going back to for at least a little while. Is that consolation at all?
Well, yes.
And the kids, you know, having children and all is a consolation.
And it's natural, I guess, to have a different sort of view on death as you get older, you
know.
It's just the way it is.
I didn't expect it.
I didn't ask for it.
Just come.
It's like a lot of things.
Just come.
Well, I don't want to linger in morbidity, but...
I don't find this morbid, man.
It's not morbid.
No, no, but I have one more,
perhaps slightly morbid question,
but, you know your your youngest son
like when you're not around what performance of yours should he watch to to see what his old man
was capable of i think i think he should start off with adam sandler's oh jack and jill what was
that jack and jill i think that's funny adam sandler is just the greatest guy. He's just become a great actor.
And I really enjoyed so much his company.
And it came at a time in my life that I needed it
because it was pretty much after I found out I had no more money
because my accountant was in prison
and I needed something quickly, so I took this.
There's this thing I do in that film.
They got me doing a Dunkin' Donuts commercial.
You know how many people think I actually made that commercial?
I mean, it's just so
unfair.
You did it.
Yeah, but
afterward, at the end of it, I say
to Adam
in the scene, when I
say to him, this does not
go on.
No, he says, no. I said,
no, it won't go on. I won't put it on. But said, he says, no, it won't go on.
I won't put it on.
But he put the film on
and it's always been
all over the internet.
I thought it was funny that
you said you thought
your best performances
that you ever gave
when you were a kid,
like 14 or 15,
because you felt so free.
Do you feel freer now
at 84 as an actor than before?
You know, it always depends on a couple of things.
It depends on the role.
It depends on who's doing it with me.
It depends on who's, you know, directing it.
I do feel free with it.
And usually when I make films,
I'm not very happy.
I just,
they can be tedious.
But I found the new,
as soon as I found a camper
that you can like go to your camper
and just sit there
and do whatever you want.
I even get television in there it's like oh
you know the camper taught me how to watch tv what do you watch on tv you can't get me away
from television well i go to youtube youtube or anything and everything you know there's so many
things on youtube i mean you got ipson youkhov, you got Strindberg, all on the
internet. I even like
TikTok when I see it from time to time.
Some of the things just TikTok.
Yes. I mean, I
saw like a 14-year-old girl
who was deaf
her whole life
and they do something with her
and she actually
starts to hear for the first time.
How about that?
Sometimes the rescue, the dogs in rescue, you watch the guy go in there and bring this beautiful, sad dog back to being somewhat aware of things.
Well, I love that stuff.
Are you going to join TikTok?
Absolutely not.
I don't even, I wouldn't know how.
First of all, who do I call up?
I want to go all the way back to the beginning.
I got the sound of the Big Bang queued up for you.
Are you ready to hear it?
No, please don't give it to me.
Did you find it? Yeah. Oh my God. No, please don't give it to me. Did you find it? Yeah. Oh my God.
Oh, please don't give it to me. I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear it, man.
It gets me so stirred up. I can't even hear it. I'm terrified of it,
but I love it so much. It's there. Something started this. Something started it.
But hearing the fact that you are there,
you are there,
and that's the amazing thing about it.
I just saw it.
I saw the whole opening.
Oh, my.
I'm going to do Leah like that.
That's Al Pacino.
His memoir, Sunny Boy,
publishes on October 15th.
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