The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 108- Sundaycast: Asdfjglskjfs

Episode Date: December 21, 2020

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Hey guys, happy Sunday. It's episode 108. Welcome back to the show. hey guys what's up it's Jacqueline happy Sunday how's it going how's your Christmas week starting off it's Sunday Santa's coming to town Friday are you at home with your family yet are you even going home how do we feel about Christmas this year you know what I mean I'm kind of well after this weekend of hell uh on my emotional uh mental state just go listen to yesterday and the day before if you're like what um I'll be honest those were the two hardest episodes to record uh so far in 108 days because basically like right before I recorded I had some drama uh to deal with in my personal life and I was like god damn I do this seven days a week I

gotta throw an episode up no matter what I don't care exactly if you're crying yelling sad mad whatever bitch get on the microphone this is your job do it so yeah go listen to yesterday and the day before 106 and 107 rough times but uh first off I want to ask you how you're doing speaking of going home to family are you are you happy about that are you sad about that if you can't go home how are you doing in general it's like I don't know did one of your football teams win today or lose are you sad or mad why am I I basically just want to know how you're doing because holy shit what a year um it's coming to a close um but yeah as far as thanks for asking how I'm doing thanks for asking um today was a journey uh I feel a lot better I do feel better um I

basically had a little me day curled my hair put a bow in my hair I was like I'm gonna feel good take some pics I self-tanned did my nails you know I had a Sunday like self-care day quote unquote you know um but yeah I want to I want to I want to get into what I did today a little bit and uh talk about Jupiter Jupiter and Saturn getting close to each other that's happening tomorrow on the 21st I like I like astrology astronomy astrology no fuck astronomy all these yeah I'm confused those are astronomy astrology is your signs it's like the same thing it's all the sky it's all the planets and the stars and energy and crystals I don't fucking know so I'm going to talk about that, and I don't know, I might go over some uber facts that I saw that

are funny, we'll see, I'm just drinking ice water out of a very heavy glass, I'm coming to you live in my mom's kitchen again, I'm still in Washington, yes, I am still here, did not move here, I'm here for a month visiting, as you know, this year was hard for me, you know, like everyone else, and I thought, what a better way to end the year than going home and seeing family, and it's been, amazing and hell at the same time so I don't know I'm just like rolling with the punches learning a lot having I'm honestly I've had probably more fun than not have than uh I've had 10 times more good days and bad days so that's positive um it's not like everything's perfect when you see family and that's I don't know does anyone talk about that I guess people do

I guess yeah a lot of people have like shit with their you know relatives that's a common that's like Chevy Chase Kristen vacation fucking cousin Eddie rolling up in the RV I mean the whole or the the aunts like coming and staying in the house like I don't know so yeah um where was I going with this day am I just gonna get into it yeah so me day self-care did my hair took pics did my nails all that fun stuff my dad called um checked in he knew I wasn't doing so hot uh he had a it was a great phone call he heard me out he related he thought you know I sounded sensible he he reassured me that I am not all of the things I said on yesterday's podcast I'm gonna tease it so go listen to yesterday's

podcast. I'm not all those names and those things. Um, he says the fact you've thought this out. In fact, guys, I'll be honest. Uh, YouTube therapy was pretty much all I did today. Okay. Dr. Romani, God bless her soul. She, uh, pumps out like a video a day, it seems like, and her videos have like helped me so much kind of get through the last couple of days. And, um, but yeah, that's kind of what I did but he's like the fact you even are thinking this out and asking yourself questions and getting curious about your behavior and what went on and you're sitting and you're really trying to work on this and not have this happen again that's a huge thing like you're committed and I said dad I've been committed since August ever since I'm like I

want to get better I want to work on my shit I don't want to I don't want to this year basically made me realize that all of the bad patterns in my life need to get nipped in the ass now because time's ticking you know I don't want to the clock is ticking we all know it's the clock time's ticking guys I feel like I used to be like okay it's also Sunday night I'm tired of shit but I used to be like fucking every other thing was a joke and I'd be funny on the show I don't know happened lately, but Christ. All right. So, but I was committed since August because I realized that, yeah, adulthood's knocking. Jacqueline, get your shit together. And it feels good to just get after it every day. And I keep saying out loud that I'm applying the discipline I have

on this show, the discipline doing it every day to other things in life. And it feels really good. I'm, I'm really working that muscle. I think this is, um, it's been a good year and I want to continue. I I'm never, I'm always learning, you know, I'm a student of life. So fucking who would say that? Um, a student of life. I don't know. Uh, probably like Tim Ferriss or something. I don't know. He's the best. I love his podcast and his book. What is it? Tribe of Mentors or Tools of Titans. I think I have Tribe of Mentors from him. I love reading that book. But I'm always learning. I'm at this point where I'm like, I'm not going to just stop now. I'm going to keep going. So yeah, I'm still working on it. I'm still thinking about last night,

a couple nights ago, some shit went down. I'm like, well, I didn't like that. I don't want that. I want to work on myself. And yeah, dad just texted me, have you watched Disney's The Mandalorian? no I have not wait is that a Star Wars spinoff or the Mandalorian everyone's talking about it Mandalorian I'm getting segue to sidetrack right here um speaking of my dad who called me that's why I'm on that topic right now the Mandalorian two seasons is this a oh who is that I can't Baba no Baba Fett yeah right am I saying that right Baba Fett it's like about him that's cool I think I think my brother used to have that costume or that helmet um so anyways it called my dad called it was great um

hold on the energy and the cadence like I feel like I let so many seconds of air time go by now on the show I love it I think it's good I'm like Elon Musk that guy does not talk unless he has something to say. So, um, uh, did I already say like had a me day self-care and did my hair cute, put a bow in it, took pics and watch therapy videos on my bed in my old high school bedroom. Yeah. That's what I did today. And I feel, I feel great. I'm in the driver's seat. I'm in control. um and I gotta keep that in mind I'm not broken from anything that's gone on I'm not uh you know it didn't it's not I don't it's not that deep you know what I mean it's not it's still on the mind and I'm still a little affected but I'm uh in the driver's seat I'm

moving forward I'm taking the next steps I'm like I'm all about that fucking oh my gosh I'm not gonna swear anymore I'm all about that solution you know what I mean I don't like to waste time like, what can I do to get me closer to a better place in my relationships, and I'm, I'm watching Dr. Armani on YouTube, I'm doing my first step, I'm calling my therapist back in San Diego, I'm getting hooked up with her, call my dad, my dad called today, talked to him, it was very, it was a great day, got myself back on two feet, mentally a little bit here, and what did I eat, I had the best avocado toast today, toast today, I've had avocado toast since I've come home, but look, all you do all you do it's just a simple little simple little concoction of you don't have to

get fancy with it just sourdough bread good sourdough that's flour water salt no other ingredients flour water salt very simple and uh yeast and is there yeast in sourdough literally the bag is right here i'm gonna lift up guys i'm on i'm on the move above the refrigerator we have a bag of sourdough this is from a grocery outlet we went there yesterday hold on love that store grew up going there we call it can food outlet artists and bakers big locally in Sonoma County California interesting it came all the way all the way up here this is really good bread it's uh yeah organic wheat flour water sea salt that's it so yeah I get really good sourdough avocado ripe obviously juicy crushed red pepper salt and pepper and a lemon juice that's it and it's so

good so I had that um and I didn't really eat much today I don't know do you guys lose your appetite when you're kind of like distraught a little bit I'm like I had a big ass salad for dinner for once I don't feel like I've been eating giant like I usually eat giant salads every single day in San Diego when I'm home and I feel like I haven't seen a fresh vegetable like that or in a big bowl in a minute like since San Diego three weeks ago um all right what else did I do I worked a little bit not that today wasn't a big work day honestly it was a therapy I don't want to say I mean she's not my therapist it's just like a woman she's a clinical psychologist I believe am I getting that right clinical psychologist and she um is great but I will be

seeing a therapist I'll be calling her uh when I go back in January see if I have any notes here I did want to read about the Jupiter Saturn thing I want to learn about it oh I have a note here the steak video this guy cooked a steak in a toilet on an airplane did you guys see this video go on around the internet funniest should have ever seen it was some guy you never saw his face walks into a airplane bathroom with a like a kerosene camping flame thing is that what that's called for like camp stoves when you're camping hunting whatever so he goes in the bathroom with that a tin lid from like a lasagna dish thing you'd see at the grocery you know how you see the grocery store the tinfoil um like containers you can bake food in I don't know basically a lid

from one of those like big pans he had that a steak shrimp or excuse me spinach oil and a plate maybe salt and pepper I don't remember and he goes in this airplane bathroom with all these things and i believe it was not a uh setup or whatever it sounded it actually sounded like the plane was in the air like it was a thing uh real like a real thing so he goes in there takes that little kerosene flame thing lights that bitch in the toilet sets that down in the hole in the toilet proceeds to place the uh the what's it called the tin lid over the toilet as like the grill surface and out of nowhere you see a steak and then you're like now I know where this is going because at first you didn't really understand now you know where it's going you see

a steak pops that down it actually and he goes with a little oil first then the steak that thing is actually cooking really well he flips it and then over on the sink in the in the airplane bathroom. He rinses the spinach. It was actually disgusting. I was so grossed out by this. He rinses the spinach and just lets it dry or like sit on the side of the counter in the, in the bathroom, just over the edge. And then I think he sauteed that. You didn't see it happen, but I think he sauteed that with on the grill, on the toilet grill with his steak. And then he puts it on a plate and like walks out of the bathroom with it. Yeah. So that was the funniest shit I've seen in a while. Uh, let me know if you've seen that. I just, uh, love the internet. Um, oh, I colored,

I wrote, I colored, I told you guys a couple of days ago that I went to Walmart and got a coloring book, an adult coloring book that has a majestic, like medieval Lord of the Rings vibe to it. There's really cool, like villages to draw and dragons and little people. And, uh, like, I think they're like um but you'd see in yeah like Lord of the Rings and it was it was so fun today I was just drawing uh on that draw painting what Jacqueline markers Crayola markers you were coloring guys I'm tired I'll be honest I am tired but uh I'm pulling I'm pushing through episode 108 pushing through I was coloring in leaves on a tree while I was on the phone with my dad it was great way to pass time because it kind of overwhelms me this color book kind of overwhelms

me because it's so like intricate and detailed like you have to really focus as you're coloring so I think it's going to be what I do well I've enjoyed coloring while I watch movies and and TV but that's been fun it's like a perfect compliment to that because you can still kind of pay attention and color at the same time so I'm going to do that and then I'm going to do it when I'm on the phone, because it's, like, you can just mindlessly color and talk at the same time, um, instead of walking, I, do you guys do that, I'm, like, always walking in circles when I talk on the phone, but I don't know, everyone does that, that's, like, a thing people talk about, ah, I'm playing with the sourdough, Jacqueline, don't do that, put on, should I throw it on top

of the fridge, no, don't do that, um, like, how can it be more entertaining, I'm gonna talk about jupiter jupiter and uh saturn let's read this smithsonian um smithsonian.edu si.edu the great conjunction of saturn and jupiter all right basically what is the conjunction conjunction junction what's that schoolhouse rock song or whatever conjunct conjunction junction what's your function so he learned how to conjugate verbs conjunct I don't know I used to love breaking down sentences and doing like what's it called um we did it in like English in eighth grade all the time you take a sentence and you pull out the nouns the verbs the adverbs like you it's like a you make a like a flow chart

under the sentence have you got have you guys ever done that what's it called sentence breakdown I I don't know. All right, what is a conjunction in terms of planets here? A conjunction is when two objects in the sky appear very close together. That makes sense. So Jupiter and Saturn's orbits around today, Sunday. Wait, fuck, I'm messing up. Basically, they get close together about every 20 years however the apparent distance between them changes each time and they're not always visible to us the 2020 conjunction is the first time these two planets have appeared this close together and visible from earth since year 1226 c.e. what's c.e wait what's that abbreviation why don't i know that c.e common era common era or christian eras one of the year notations used for the gregorian

calendar calendar the world's most widely used calendar era before the common era is the era before b c e and c i don't know why i didn't know it wait i don't think i've seen that abbreviation in a minute common era all right anyways well um since 12 26 ce conjunctions happen because of our perspective from earth okay anyways basically tomorrow they're getting close and people can see it in the sky and that is exciting and then i've got so much uh i've i've been inundated on tiktok my algorithm uh i think i like too many of these types of videos but people are like on the 21st we're gonna all rise some of will go into the fifth dimension and everyone's third eye will open or whatever the fuck like

they're saying tomorrow when all the planets line up see i'm seeing here saturn and jupiter are lining up but i'm hearing these tiktok people say every planet will be in a straight line what's happening is that is that the case every i'm going to type in just december 21st planets lineup. December 21st planets lineup. Jacqueline, don't judge yourself for this episode. It's okay. You've had a hard weekend. Jacqueline, it's okay. Don't say anything about your podcast host delivery tonight. It's all good, Jacqueline. You're going to be fine. You're just researching planet information out at 8, 10 p.m. on a Sunday night. You'd like to go to bed, but you know what? you're gonna do this Jupiter and Saturn will align okay we know this

the planets aligned to December I'm not seeing about every anything about every planet so Twitter or TikTok has got me going crazy though because I'm like if all of the planets were in a straight line that'd be I feel like I would do something weird with the energy and that's what they're saying but it's just Jupiter and Saturn all right um apparently the north star is gonna be crazy I don't I don't know how it works I don't I have been seeing Jupiter uh when I've been out on morning walks really early before the sun rises out here you can see because it's all farmland and there's no city to make the sky

lit up so it's so dark so in the morning you can see Jupiter like you can't actually see the little squiggles I love that Jupiter's got a storm on it or whatever bigger than earth at like all times you guys you know how there's like a picture of Jupiter let me type it in Jupiter it doesn't look like that all the time I'm sure that storm has changed yeah it's got that red spot on it and that's a bigger that circle you see is bigger than earth it's like a it's like a firestorm or whatever it's like a yeah but um okay type in jupiter and all the pictures are jupiter and saturn because they're there's so much on the internet about tomorrow right now okay but i learned about pluto dude pluto is dope we like discredited pluto we did now like it's not

considered a planet but like yeah it kind of is um it's a dwarf planet but it has moons pluto moons and i heard that it snows the red the snow on pluto pluto is red red snow pluto has how many moons? One, two, three, four moons. Five moons. Wait. Styx, Nyx, Kerberos, and Hydra. Hydra and Charon. Are you kidding me? Yeah. So Pluto's lit. I mean, I don't know what happened back in like what was it oh nine scientists were like nah it's not a planet it's technically not a planet yeah it's a planet i mean they're do they say it's a broken off like asteroid or no you know what i think it is i think it's a bunch of like imagine a bunch of asteroids out in space spiraling together and creating a sphere i think that's what pluto is

so they said that's technically not a planet I'm not don't quote me on that I don't know if that's correct but let me look at Pluto red snow this is not really fun for you guys you guys can't see oh my gosh methane snow on Pluto's peaks dude it's so trippy that there's other planets sometimes I see a picture and I tweeted this like when I was just going through it early 2020 I looked I looked at a picture of all the planets and the sun and I'm like why does this why is this starting to look like the biggest joke of all time like I don't know when I overthink it which I love to do on everything it just it's freaky it's really you know we don't I just don't like that we don't have answers it really pisses me off and I would just like to find the

answers in my lifetime, you know? What's going on with the planets? Why are we significant? Why are we significant? It's, like, plausible. I mean, the whole simulation theory seems so far-fetched, but planets? How is that, like, floating in space? Like, I know I'm sounding like a like i don't know you know like a tiktok star who's like having an existential is this an existential what's it called existential crisis when they're they're they realize their reality or they realize their um lack of like they're they're like so vulnerable and they have no answers to anything yeah that's how i feel right now but it's kind of like well simulation theory your theory's not too far out or too out there when you got people telling you we're just like

floating around in the sky I just love it when people try to prove that the moon landing was a Hollywood thing like I don't know I don't want to believe it I I don't like to like I don't know are we going to Mars in my lifetime I don't know I won't be going Mars is lit why am I just having a google search night with myself tonight Mars is Mars um no I don't want to care I don't want to care about Mars right now I want to care about Saturn Saturn is sexy okay I would say Saturn I mean you got to give it to the conveyor belt of a conveyor belt of asteroids going around it that's sick see in theory I think that's what Pluto is except all those asteroids ended up there was like there's a gravitational pull somehow from

one of the asteroids that made them all come I don't know they all came together and formed Pluto because Saturn is still it's still got all those asteroids around it that's what those that's what the rings are Saturn rings it's sick I haven't looked up space stuff in a while so I hope you're enjoying episode 108 Jacqueline's not gonna judge herself for this episode I can do whatever. I won't. I had a bad weekend. I just need to talk it out. Okay. Holy shit. It has moon. Every, does every planet have a moon? I think they do. Maybe not. I feel like Mercury doesn't. Mercury. Bitch, you're a giant gas ball. Or is that Venus? Venus is a gaseous planet. I did a fifth grade science project on Venus. Mercury must be hot as fuck. No, Venus. Venus

is hot as fuck. I think Venus is the hottest planet. Holy shit. Gas ball. Like, I saw there's some dumb shit thing that was like, if fire needs oxygen and there isn't oxygen in outer space, how does the sun work so leave a comment below on the Apple podcast app in the review section let me know I'll plug my stuff right now

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for today. Wow. Five likes. I'm excited. So, um, okay. I love that. I just rate like every now and then I'll post, I'll like put a tweet on my page and I like love that. It'll say like some bullshit that I say, and then it'll under it be like one like, or like two likes one retweet or whatever. Like I don't, I don't like wipe that out. I just let it fly. I just love that. But this one has got five legs. Uh, my ratio though, if you want to know, I got 373 following, uh, 6,391 followers. Um, it used to be 12,000. There is a reason behind that. I think I've told the story before why I got not like Twitter famous, but my name was searchable at one point for a stupid reason. but anyways I think just go go like back 100 episodes to find it I really wish I knew the

numbers I knew it off the top of my head and had a little I had a little library in my head so I could I could tell you which episode to go listen back to but I don't I know it's there somewhere my Twitter my Twitter days okay cut to the chase the tweet I tweeted today is finding my purpose was the greatest thing that happened to 2020 I podcast seven days a week now and I've never been this happy and creatively fulfilled of my life heart yeah that's true I've been looking for this you know it's weird I was watching or listening to a podcast with I think Marie Forleo she's great I love her yeah I'm pretty sure it was Marie or is Gabby Gabby Bernstein I think it was either Gabby Marie. They're super, they're just super women. Both of them. They are, I feel like they

help coach. They're kind of like a, they help coach women about like life and business and success. They're, they're great. Like thought they're thought leaders. I'd say they fall in that category and, uh, speakers like it's, they're great. So I'm pretty sure early, early in the pandemic I was out on a walk and I was listening to one of them say this they were like yeah I was in my 20s and I knew I knew I wanted to do something but I didn't know what that something was and I couldn't I couldn't spell it out yet at that time in my life like I couldn't it didn't come to me but she said one day she like prayed she's like God I don't know which one it is Marie or Gabby but God if if I'm gonna do something with my life like show me

this year or show me this month or whatever she said and like it came to her business came to her her idea came to her and she ran with it and I feel like that kind of happened to me weirdly and I'll never forget the moment this happened this show happened I'll never forget it I'm really glad I was watching the last like this is kind of symbolic and kind of cool I was watching the last Joe Rogan episode in his old studio talking to Duncan for five hours and I was watching that and then 10 minutes in I couldn't even finish it I barely got started 10 minutes in I get a DM from someone that I should start a podcast next thing I know I'm recording one I haven't stopped since So that's my story.

I know I've told that like maybe 10 times so far, but, uh, it's kind of cool. So I really admire him and what he's done. And, um, it's wild to me though, how like the most rash, you get the most rational information from the Rogan podcast, like about what's going on in the world. And you can't get that from the news. And I feel like that's why he's successful because his guests make sense to the masses. I think the news only makes sense to your super far right, you know, like five or like 10%, your super far left 10%.

Like, I know that's been said somewhere that that's how they, they can only really make their money from those crowds on the far side. So it's interesting. The people down the middle are all on the road. They're all listening to Rogan. They're all listening to those kinds of podcasters. Um, you know, it's not just him. I mean, there's a plethora of, of great, um, minds out there that get it. They really are. Um, just they have, they're very, they're really thoughtful about what's going on in the world. And they've really, they have good perspective and they have good takes on it. So anyways, am I gonna do this for 30 minutes what did I tell you guys 30 minutes and I'm clocking out

20 battery notification will I get an upgrade on my phone this Christmas probably not you know I used to date someone who gave me shit for never like upgrading and like getting newer shit because I don't I like never I don't update apps I don't update my phone I don't buy new phones I don't buy new things like I just let shit get old and then I buy something new and it's wild to me how I think I've had my iPhone 7 plus since when did it come out 2016 iPhone 7 plus I'm pretty sure plus release date December no bitch what did it just say December 14 2020 are they releasing it again okay, that's weird, it just said that the release date for iPhone 7 was the 4th, December 14th,

2020, it's not what I'm looking for, but anyways, I got it, like, a few years ago, and it's wild to me that I haven't even thought about replacing it, or haven't had any problems with it, like, it's fine, and I think the only thing I'm noticing whenever I use other people's new phones is the camera the camera is like amazing but uh that's about it anyways Jacqueline had a good podcast tell yourself you're doing good I don't know guys is this my calling is my purpose I think it is um what's going on this week let's think about it what do I want to do this week I got my brother rolling into town tomorrow we're gonna be babysitting his dog um I don't know if I should say this I'm I I want to be cautious when I say when I just close things on the show um but I'm

pretty sure the dog their their dog is gonna um we're babysitting the dog and the dog's gonna I think he's gonna be going on a road trip uh basically we're moving again not fuck you know I'm just gonna it's not even bad to say this the dog will be going on the the moving uh we're we're moving a house again the dog is coming and I don't think we planned for that but now we realized it we're like we're gonna have the dog while we're moving so we got to bring it with us everywhere and we're like driving far the house isn't close by like this dog's going on a road trip potentially sitting in a u-haul like I don't know so um I don't think I think I fly out before this happens yeah it kind of sucks like the day like the last day I'm here

I think is when the moving goes down again this has been the month of moving um it's great though like we finally got the gym equipment set up in the garage here at my mom's house it's like a I mean you got a we got an elliptical now that's a nice one that's like a it's like what you'd see in a normal gym and the treadmill treadmill elliptical bike stationary bike concept rowing machine. We have weights, free weights, just like up to 25 pounds, I think is the, and then we have a bar with, I think it's a hundred pounds and two 45 pound bars that are totally rusted out. I think that's from the CrossFit my family used to go to back in like, oh, seven when it opened, I think. Yeah. We like kept them since then. I still have, what's crazy is the first CrossFit

I went to, I kept the jump rope I always used. I still have it. I still jump rope with it. Yeah. It's kind of, it's wild. Like I feel like jump ropes at some point, like wear out and break in half and it's never done that. Knock on wood. But yeah, so we've been moving on. It's like the moving month, moving month. That's what I'm saying. And, but we finally, I feel like this house is like pretty like my mom's house is pretty clean and like ready now it was for a while it was kind of upside down a lot of stuff to unpack but now it's yeah um anyways so but this week let me talk about this week basically I just want to get into the holiday spirit I mean I think so I just want to start tomorrow's Monday let me talk about tomorrow I need to

sweat really hard I have not gotten a great like solid workout actually I was running in the field with the tricycle two days was it yesterday morning yeah I was running in the field with the tricycle yesterday um I don't know why it was my childhood tricycle it's like a John Deere three-wheel setup I don't know it was heavy as shit it's like fully metal and like heavy I was going through the field with that um fucking around and I got winded I'm like Jacqueline you are not in cardio shape right now holy shit so I think tomorrow I want to start my week off get my endorphins going sweat hard I think I'm going to get on that fucking elliptical and I don't like to do that but I don't want to go running I'm like I'm being a little

I'm like soft here like I don't like the cold I like don't go out in it I like I I'm a wimp this time I'm home usually I'm out on morning walks like nothing I'm out every single morning me and my mom just walking today or excuse me this time I've been home I've done it like a few times it's fucking cold but I don't really feel like going to the garage going into the garage to workout lately so I've been on my yoga mat inside like it's or no I did you guys heard me say this I like doing my yoga on the patio outside but for the most part I'm just not motivated to like break a sweat in the cold I don't know but yeah tomorrow I want to do that um try to just stay positive I'm gonna try to get my mind off of shit by just grind work work work all day

um I want to get my bike set up so I can ship it I want to get the like everything cleaned up and nice and I don't know figure that out maybe I'll pick up the box tomorrow for it to ship that's all I want all I want is my bike back I like can't stand every time I pass people on their road bikes I'm like god damn it this is like the most scenic place to bike out you know out along the coast where I live and I'm like, I just need my bike. So that will be going down tomorrow and my brother comes home. So there's probably going to be some drinks. It's gonna be some drinks, some family fun, good old family fun and a dog in the house, which I'm excited about because I haven't been around this dog in like two years and he's so

cute. So yeah, that's what's going on. And the rest of the week will probably be like Christmas shopping last minute uh I don't know baking cookies and making the food getting ready for Thursday and Friday and then I purposely like didn't just dip out after Christmas because I love the comedown after Christmas like Christmas happens and like the two or three days after are just so serene it doesn't matter like those are the days of the year I look forward to the most they're just so like relaxing Christmas is already relaxing but like the days the you know I'll even extend it more I'll extend it to the entire week after Christmas nobody's really doing shit it's just like what it's everyone talks about on the internet I don't even know

what day it is or what year it is it's you know it's it's like a it's like the zombie week all right guys that's all I got um you know this is the energy this is all I got did my best um you know it's a phone call it's a phone call I checked in I clocked in clocked out got on the little mic talk to you about my life I feel better I'm kind of laughing that's good no I do feel good I know I know myself and tomorrow will be a great day and I'm uh I got a support system around me I do know that feels great and that's gonna be helpful and uh I'm just excited to see my brother and get this week going so cheers to that love you guys we had a great Sunday I honestly don't even know if the Seahawks won I didn't even look

shy look, hold on, to end this, Seahawks, I think they won, come on, internet, Seahawks, I, like, I was about to say goodbye, and I'm like, did the Seahawks, did the Seahawks win, okay, wait, okay, so, wait, why doesn't it just say Seahawks, Seahawks, do you guys, you guys are probably so You're already tuned out because you're like, I don't even like them. So why am I listening? 2015, 20 to 15, Washington lost. Cool. Sweet.

Stoked. All right. Happy Sunday. Go Seahawks. Talk to you guys tomorrow for Monday's podcast. Let me know if you, what was I going to ask you earlier? answer that in a answer it in a review or a dm go back I can't remember what I asked you to send me but like remember that hopefully you remembered and yeah send me the message and uh let's talk

but yeah anyways guys love you hope you had a great Sunday and I will talk to you tomorrow all right bye