The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 120- Happy New Year!

Episode Date: January 2, 2021

2021 Let's get it y'all!! :) Patreon.com/TJMS https://soundcloud.com/robmonmusic

Hey guys, happy new year. It's episode 120. Welcome back to the show. hey guys what's up it's Jacqueline happy new year happy 2021 holy shit we did it we're here i love it here so far so good i'm going to tell you guys about my day what i got up to on new year's day um but first if you're new go ahead and hit that subscribe button on the apple podcast app and head over to patreon.com slash tjms if you want to support the show and get access to my exclusive patreon only content i've got a lot of stuff coming out this year. So go check it out. Once again, that's patreon.com slash TJMS. All right, let's get into it. I love it here. 2021 is great. I'll just go into my day. I really have nothing

exciting to report. Nothing, you know, that happened. It was a normal day. I did a few fun things but um I don't know I just feel like I had a really good day and a good start I woke up and I was like yes 2020 bitch you're gone you're in the back you're in the back rear view me or whatever they say you're you're out of here and yeah I'm just like stoked for a fresh start and I you know what some people are scrooges when it comes to New Year's they're like you know it's stupid resolutions, fresh start, people like make it a big deal. And I, I don't care. Like I like the aspect of like the fresh start aspect of the new year. I really think that it sets, there's this energy shift. And I think that there's going to be, hopefully if the world gets

better, but gets put back together to some sort of normalcy, I think there's going to be a giant energy shift and in a really positive way. Um, I think we've, we've all been through it last year, together. And I think a lot of people, including myself, are just determined to not let this year get the best of us and fucking suck. And, you know, I'll keep preaching this forever, you know, focus on what you can control, focus on what's in front of you and stay on your grind because the chaos in the world, messages you're seeing on the TVs all day are going to give you an impression that it sucks and that it's crazy and it's awful. And just try to stay on your shit and do the best you can every day but anyways let's get into it okay so I let's see

I woke up um I woke up at like nine because I was up really late nine or ten I think it was closer to ten yeah so I was up really late you know New Year's Eve partying my ass off um fucky I was you know I told you guys yesterday I wanted to go on a hike I did it last year it's like a thing I like doing on New Year's I went out to Torrey Pines and see what I did this morning though I made like okay it was a symbolic moment this morning when I made my first coffee of 2021 I was so excited to make it I was like I just was so excited for today I don't know was anyone else like jacked up about this day or am I I don't know over thinking it or over I don't know, whatever. I was so excited to get my coffee, get on my little hiking outfit and like go off

and be outside around a bunch of people. This is a packed, probably one of the most packed days of the year to hike at Torrey Pines. Everyone goes there. Um, but yeah, let's see, what did I do first? I, did I do any, like, do you guys want to know some bullshit? Like I took my garbage out. I've been really tidy and clean here lately like I don't know I've every two seconds I feel like I'm constantly cleaning right now I just want everything to feel fresh and clean in my apartment I'm so like OCD about it right now because I don't know like I don't want to start off the new year with clutter and shit and you know so I've been really on top of my cleaning this is some in this is some inside shit you guys need to know about me and you know how I'm how I'm doing

right now um but yeah let's see I got my car I headed up north let's see I went to you know blasted country music the whole way blasted well it was a mixture of like some uh I feel like the the new stuff the hip-hop shit the fucking rap music shit the current hot music fucking Drake fucking Cardi B Megan Thee Stallion Juice WRLD rest in peace like I was just listening to that kind of music and country venues whatever I was going up there feeling good have my window rolled down the entire drive up I don't know I'm the type of person I have my window rolled down on the freeway all the way with my hand out a lot of the a lot of the times my hands like over the edge of my driver's seat or driver's door

I just like it I don't know I feel alive and I don't know if that's safe or stupid but I like it and oh I went I got gas first that's another important piece of information I got gas and then I went to Starbucks and when I rolled into Starbucks there was a line like probably like 52 cars it was ever it was the time of day like it was about what 11 12 Everyone's waking up hung over a shit want starbucks, right and the the line to in the drive-thru was so packed I just got out and I went in I was the only person in there And I just got an iced americano. So I had a oh wait I forgot to tell you guys I made so i'm going to tell you guys what I ate today because I feel like

Everyone starts the new year's off like i'm going to do a detox Cleanse i'm going to eat healthy now in january I mean I didn't try to do that today. I just want I like had a bunch of healthy food today so I had a green smoothie uh that was my breakfast and then I had my coffee and then I went to Starbucks later got an iced Americano black grande if you're curious on what size I like um so yeah I picked that up and I was talking to this lady in there the work there the work there and like understand this was like one of the most strange for me encounters that caught

me off guard. I didn't, I wasn't prepared for this moment. I was like confused. I was honestly shocked, very shocked. And she's like, are you a model? I'm like, what? She's like, yeah, are you a model? And I'm like, do you, she's like, you're gorgeous. Are you a model? I'm like, okay, fucking baggy sweatshirt, fucking hair in a bun, no makeup. I literally had a mask on. Are you a model? the fuck you know and I was flattered of course I said no but I was just thinking like what how did that come up like I don't know because sometimes with women like you know how people are like fake when they compliment you I don't think it was I don't know I didn't think that but it was really I was like not I don't feel great about how I look right now I've told you

guys I'm not like feeling myself like I normally am so I was like whoa is this a sign January 1st are you a model um I don't know I went to uh I've had a lot of so model scout or fucking what are they called um yeah I went to this thing once to get like pictures taken and everything and they were trying to like sign me and stuff it didn't work out at the end of the day it didn't work out but that's happened a couple times I'm like do I'm five six I'm like not skinny I'm like what do I I don't know, but whatever. I thought that was kind of a, I don't know. I'm like, everything's a fucking sign. Oh, here's another sign. And I'm not going to name drop. I'm not going to tell you who this was, but let's just say first thing I woke up to was a DM from one of the people in

this world I respect in this industry probably the most that said happy new year okay so sign number one I was like holy shit let's just again not gonna name drop you can figure it out for yourself you can think you can imagine I'm not I just don't want to talk I don't do that but I was like okay there's my sign number one and the modeling sign at Starbucks I was like do I do that? I love taking pictures. I'm going to be really raw right now. I, ever since I was in seventh grade and I got a Mac book, I, I love taking pictures on photo booth. That was like the first time I took selfies and like taking pictures and like felt cute when I did it. And I just like love taking pictures. It's fun. I like posing like that kind of stuff. And

I feel like that's never changed. And I've, you know, as you grow up and you get Instagram, you're trying to like look nice for, it's like for your dating profiles, for people to see what you look like. Like I just do it all the time. So I'm like, maybe I could do something like that. I don't know. It's crossed my mind. But today I was like, so I was taken so off guard. I was like, this literally made my year. Um, I'm about to go work my ass off on this hike. So I'm trying to get my, you know, body back. And that really made my day. So shout out to that lady at Starbucks um I was even thinking about maybe working there this is like so random I was like wait these girls look like they have so much fun all day making coffee and I know it's

like high stress and like a lot of shit to know and learn like how many pumps of each thing you gotta do and you're it's like a lot but um I used to work at Dairy Queen I held that down for six months when I was 15 uh I can do anything I feel like that was the type of job where I learned how to multitask really well and like rush around the the restaurant like you know making stuff happen and getting people's food out really quickly but anyways they look like they're having a good time and it was really good energy and yeah and then I drove around I was like back on my old hood driving around just kind of like people watching honestly I like driving just chilling and driving and I did that I was looking for parking the whole time because I don't like to park at Torrey Pines

like to park like I'll park in Del like somewhere in Del Mar and walk the beach and then go to Torrey Pines because I don't know like it's that's what I used to do when I lived there so I like basically just find a place in a neighborhood to park and then yeah I go from there but um I don't know everyone seemed happy today it was sunny it was New Year's I don't know it was just like nice to see people out and having fun a lot of bike riders a lot of families um a lot of dogs it was great uh then I sat in my car drank my coffee because I was here's some TMI information I was like when I do this walk I'm gonna have to like or this hike I don't want to have to pee at some point so I'm gonna try to like make sure I do that first so anyways TMI but

I like drank coffee and water like I chugged all my water before the hike because I knew it was gonna take me a couple hours I didn't I don't bring a water bottle on my hike I don't like having things in my hand so I like peed at Starbucks and then dipped um hike was great I have some funny stuff to tell you that happened on the hike okay so it's packed it's New Year's Day everyone's out on this hike Torrey Pines is like the it's like known in San it's like the one everyone goes to there's a ton of places to hike here but that's like the main it's like an easy hike it's not hard and overlooks the beach there's these beautiful cliffs and it's great so I was getting agitated quickly because people walk slow I don't know I just I'm like there

honestly I was there to work out I wasn't there to leisurely walk and I get it so I'm like bobbing weaving around people just like you know and then at one point oh I'm proud of myself by the way there's these seven foot tall basketball players in front of me and there's two guys and their legs are the height like their legs are my height right I was smoking them they were like I don't know 50 yards ahead of me and then next thing I know I'm way the fuck ahead of them like by a lot and I'm because I was power walking uphill you know I was trying my best I really tried my best today and uh I was like oh that's you know they're just probably like chilling walking most people walk really slow on that hike but anyways at one point I'm on the trail

and I'm so annoyed because you can't really go next like there's nowhere to go around people right you have to basically stay behind them and I'm like okay option one I stop here let everyone get way ahead of me and then continue but the problem with that is there's people it's so packed there's people behind me so I put on my superman jacket superman cape whatever I was like I'm the main character I I said on your left on your left I started running obnoxiously running pat well they I mean a lot of people were doing that to me like there are runners on this trail doing that So I was like, I'll just start running and get ahead of everyone. And I got into a clearing, right?

So I'm in the clearing. I just ran past like 50 people. And next thing I know, these guys, like 10 dudes, probably like 20 years old-ish, like that's the age range, I'd say. They're like early 20s. They're running by and were sarcastically, like when they ran past me, they're being sarcastic and they're like, on your left, on your left. and they're like running with their hands all like ditzy and stupid and they were wearing like

fucking jeans like I knew they weren't runners they were just making fun of me so and I got I got it immediately what they were doing I just like looked I was laughing at like we were kind of laughing together at that and I stopped I'm like dude that's the only way to get past these people and they're like I know that's a great idea we thought it was funny so anyways and then I I hiked it was long I went on like a different route today there's like different lookout points I think I went to razor point I think that's what it's called I don't know it was great um I broke a sweat oh what did I listen to on my hike I listened to the Tony Hinchcliffe um what's it called Rogan episode and yeah I mean they're long it took me like the

entire hike to listen to it and got to the top took some pics and uh what else um that's basically what you do at a hike you hike to the top hike to the bottom so then I turned my ass around went back and that took me I think it was like all together my hike today probably took me like three or four hours just being up there and I am so glad I had that big smoothie before I went sometimes I go on a hike I don't eat breakfast first I'm like dumb like that and then I'm dying afterwards but I'm I was like fine um then on the way home let me drink some water hold on how are you guys doing how's your new year going I feel like this is gonna be a short and sweet episode I really just want to um because it's 7 30 right now I really want to have a relaxing night

I don't want to be here for too long you know I want to have a nice time to like watch some Ozark, sit back and they'll drink some wine. I don't know. Um, Oh yeah. Dry January. Is that a thing? I don't do that. I don't drink a lot. I feel like ever since I was home. Okay. I drank a lot last month being home, but in general, I maybe have a bottle of wine a month or, you know, if I have a once a week, I'll split up a bottle of wine throughout the week, whatever I don't do dry January um but yeah I after the hike I went to my favorite store ever I'm not gonna say which one it is it's a let's just say let's call this let's call this place an antique Costco like it's so big inside and it's endless antiques and furniture and decorations

and cool stuff and I love going there I talked about this before but it's like my little meditation time I go in there I look at everything I'm trying to imagine how it'll look in my apartment because I'm trying to get there's a lot of things I don't have in here that are like practical things so like for example well I have a rug I want a new rug that's I don't know that's like not a practical thing but I needed like storage baskets and I got these really like French cute like I don't know how to explain they look like little tray basket things they're really cute I got um what else I got some a thing for my lemons I took a lot of pictures because I know if I want if I the problem with that store so you can't return anything right so I like to take

pictures and then go into my apartment and just kind of visualize what that will look like before I go and buy it because I feel like with a lot of home stuff, it's easy to buy the wrong thing and then not like how it fits in your place. And then, you know, you'll have to return it, but I can't return it. So anyways, um, I milled around there for literally probably two hours, literally probably. Um, it was so fun though. Like I just love old stuff. I love, I just love looking. I don't know. It's like, you know what it is? This is what it is. You guys want to know what it is it's the creative process of seeing an object whether it's a couch rug pot a picture frame whatever and like imagining it in your apartment I don't know it's like this

little puzzle you're trying to put together and that's why I love interior design I've loved it forever I remember when I was a little girl I hated I didn't hate Barbies but I didn't I could never get into playing with them like having them Barbies make conversations and like taking two dolls and having them talk to each other I sucked at that and I never understood why do I like I sucked at it I didn't it felt so unnatural like I couldn't get into that headspace of like these are two Barbies talking to each other like I would I would do with my sister right whenever we play together I could kind of do it but the whole point of me saying this is I like decorating the house I like decorating the house I like dressing the Barbies I liked anything decor every bedroom I've

had I love rearranging it changing up everything redecorate like repainting everything my mom had me I she's like put she put me in charge of our like decorating our living room painting it what colors to do but I was just home so the thing is is I was just home for a month and I was looking around the paint I'm like I don't know if I would have picked this now I don't know if this would be the color color I would have picked but I don't know that was like a decade ago um but yeah and then I did that and it was dark when I got out I had a full day you know the hike I feel like I woke up late right and then I hiked and I went to the antique store by the time I got out it's dark came home I showered really good because my feet were so sandy uh oh yeah this is a weird

piece of information to share or like a thing I do I love hiking with wet feet okay I know that sounds fucking weird but I get more grip like when my shoes are really damp I can like grip better I feel like it's better than not having that so I literally there's like the tide was pretty far in and I would just jumped in. I mean, I didn't like go all the way under, but I like walked the fuck in and got my legs really wet. I even liked when my pants were kind of wet. I don't know. It's refreshing as fuck. I felt like I was baptizing myself for 2021. And I don't know. I like when my feet stick better to my shoes when they're wet, when I hike. Yeah. Now, you know, maybe that's a tip you could do. I wouldn't recommend that going on a run necessarily

this is yeah probably not a run but for hiking when you want traction i mean the truth of the matter is i used to work at a startup company where it was all about wearing barefoot shoes no um zero drop shoes which means the bottom of the shoe has zero um cushion so you're basically wearing a thin piece of material under your foot to try to mimic what it's like being barefoot so your feet can grip the ground and actually like work right because all the there's like go on to Vivo Barefoot if you're curious kind of what they look like go on Vivo Barefoot on Instagram they do like a they did like a shoe-spiracy thing where they did there's like their conspiracy about how shoes are like ruining people's feet and how like Nike and

all these like athletic brands have a ton of cushion at the bottom and that's like not good and it's like making everyone disconnected from the ground and the earth and like the fucking energy I don't know but it's fascinating uh with that being said I don't fucking wear those shoes anymore they're ugly as shit and I I don't know I mean I'll just be honest I don't you won't ever see me in those shoes ever again it's actually triggering to even see them uh I threw I only have like two pairs left. I threw everything out. Um, but it was funny. I was talking to my old coworker about those shoes that we used to wear there. And he's like, yeah, they're fucking ugly. I don't wear like, I don't wear those anymore. I'm like, yeah. And you know what? Did I ever

talk about working with Antonio Brown? I think I have. I was looking at him first off. He has flat feet like me. Okay. Am I allowed to disclose that? I feel like that's okay. Right? He, everyone like he's obviously had pictures of his feet out there he's flat-footed and I was like all right number one receiver in the NFL yeah you're got fluffy you're gonna be okay like it's working for you you're successful as an athlete in the top of the league like okay and then I was looking at his shoes and I'm like he only wears like Nike's Adidas like cushioned shoes you look at any athlete out there wearing those shoes. It's like, they're doing fine. Like, look at fucking basketball players. You know, it's like the theory of, of barefoot shoes. It makes sense.

They're great. I actually think they're, they changed my feet while I wore them. Like I felt, I don't know. It's, I just think they're ugly as shit. And that's all I'm going to say. Um, and I don't want to like, whatever, throw shade, but fuck that. I don't know. Okay. um what else did I do wait I came oh I showered I showered washed my hair I got this new shampoo I told you guys about the other day herbal essences literally I'm the worst with like every hairdresser ever is like what do you use on your hair and I'm always like Pantene herbal essences Tresemme Dove like all this shit you buy at the grocery store that's like normal shampoo. Cause here's the thing. Your hair's dead. It's not alive. Right. And I like,

I don't necessarily give a fuck if there's horrible chemicals going on it because I go back to how it, like the texture of it and how it feels. And a lot of the times I don't want to use these natural sulfite free stuff. It like doesn't feel right. My hair feels crispy. It feels like straw anyways I always do like a ton so I do Olaplex once a week which is like a blonde hair care uh treatment you do like only blondes have to do this because our hair if you're like not I guess natural blonde you had it dyed um and I feel like that does a good job and then I have a lot of products I put over it after a shampoo I'm smelling right now it smells like coconuts um so yeah I showered I feel like that's I'm gonna sort of go into my goals this year I really want

to take better care of my skin and like be consistent with skincare I did it before I podcast because I'm like I want all this shit to seep in before I hit the pillow because problem is if you do your skincare and then sleep that shit's like rubbing off everywhere so I like to put it on a couple hours or like an hour before I go to bed just to let it start soaking in yeah I want to take better care of my skin I want to be better at my I don't know like self-care shit like I just love I want to like turn my bathroom into a spa like take more time to do that kind of stuff for myself and I don't I love doing it like when I'm like the act of doing your skincare routine or doing a mask or like do making your hair nice like whatever it is like you feel

really good so that's kind of on my list this year um what else did I do oh I made dinner oh yeah I've been telling you guys what I ate today so dinner was avocado toast with I came home this is probably I ate this at 5 30 it was like an early dinner I had avocado toast on sourdough bread two eggs and chili flakes and salt and pepper and I had some tomatoes on the side with salt and pepper it was great just like very simple it was like a breakfast dinner and then I got hungry like 30 minutes ago so I just had some chicken tenders like just grilled chicken tenders with some barbecue sauce I don't know I'm like for exerting my body that much today I think my steps I'm up to like 18,000 I didn't eat very much I'm probably

gonna have to get a snack later um but that smoothie is really filling you know I feel like smoothies really fill you up so that's what I had for my January 1 healthy lifestyle this is like the healthy lifestyle day hiked I hiked I was positive and I ate healthy oh my god um I don't know I feel good though so I mean that's the point right that's why you do it um literally literally I did I ate um I chilled I was like I want to do my podcast and that's it that was January 1 not gonna try sugarcoat anything make it try to sound fancy or cool um I do want so one goal let's go into goals for 2021 obviously podcasting continuing this duh like that's not even a question it's not not even a challenge or a resolution it's fucking

breathing breathing man like I do this every day this is the easy like this is effortless okay this is the best thing that's ever happened to me this is my dream career this is my dream life my dream hobby the perfect fit for me like it's everything right podcasting every day is not gonna be an issue um I definitely want to get better yoga get like really good at it I don't know I'm I'm like I know I'm already looking at my mat right now I'm like it's calling my name there's this energy pull I swear it's got its own gravitational pull my yoga mat does because every time I look at it it's like get on me it's like come here and I just I'm addicted it's the feeling I always go back to that feeling afterwards is better than any other type of fitness that I've

ever done like that you've stretched really hard you've like moved and flowed and deep breathed all your joints like relax and you just feel so good and I think for the longest time I thought yoga was a bunch of bullshit like oh it's not bullshit but like it's not really a workout or you can't really get in shape from it and I'm like wait why do all the yoga people are why are all like people that do yoga are in shape as fuck it's not easy it's actually very hard and that's why I want to get better at it I want to um like what's this oh yeah okay press handstand would be legit if I could do that by the end of the year. Um, where you just like bend over, do a handstand without jumping. You literally just like pull yourself in a straight line from the floor.

It's so hard, but, um, that's a big goal of mine. Just like going in on yoga. I definitely want to get out in the great outdoors more. I want to get, be in nature more. Um, I just gotten this really bad routine of not getting a lot of fresh air this last year like I didn't I work from home everything's at home right and I just like didn't for where I live I mean my mom she like pissed me off she's like well I don't understand why you live there if you don't go to the beach every day like what's the point you know and she's she's got a point so I missed it so like today I'm out there I'm like yeah duh get out here more so I definitely want to be out in the outdoors I didn't ship my bike back guys I'm sad I didn't ship my bike back from Washington so because I

want to start road biking again this year I was like gonna put it in a bike box and ship and I didn't mom if you're listening let's make that happen damn it or I was looking at buying a new bike anyways like a really really light one but I want to just get out on the on the the streets get a little bike go on some bike rides get on a paddleboard fuck it maybe I'll start surfing you know I just want to be more outdoorsy and just wild this year and and have like a ton of energy and happiness and sunshine like I just feel like I don't know my for a long time in 2020 I was just like sweatpants chilling on my couch working from home and I'm like no bitch you're a butterfly go fly around have fun you know live it up because I feel I probably feel really good right now

because of doing what I did today you know that's how it works so where was I oh I was going to go into more goals um yoga skincare um wait podcast obviously my job I want to like go in on just like get really good at it just continue that grind um and PR I'm just like trying to learn and grow and do really good at it um I did I tell you guys this I like like I I like having a professional type job and a hobby like this like I I don't I don't ever want to I don't think I could just do a podcast and not work I don't know because I know some people it's like their actual career is their podcast but I there's something about me being plugged into a company having co-workers like being on zoom calls going to the office whatever it is like I just feel like a good

citizen like I just I like it I like working I like um emails like it sounds stupid I just like that shit uh I don't know it's fun and I like helping people that I I think this is such a self-serving hobby you know just podcasting about yourself your life like I have to do something that's outside of myself that's not um like all about me I don't know I feel weird about that even though podcasting has been around and people do it alone and it helps a lot of people. Like I'm not saying I'm not maybe helping someone out there, but I don't know. I just want to keep working, grinding. Um, let's talk about, Oh, like some, I do want to try. Okay. I just want to travel somewhere this year at some point. And I don't know where, but I definitely want to get,

I want to get away. I want to go somewhere. I don't even know if I want to go tropical Europe, Asia. Like, I don't know. I just think it'd be dope to travel. Um, guys, I'm going to be honest right now. I'm not, I'm thinking of these on the top of my head. The first things I just mentioned are legit. I've had that, you know, in mind, but now I'm just thinking of random things I want to do. Um, I want to, I didn't write, I didn't get on a horse at home. I'm sad about that. I wanted to go trail, trail, trail, trail riding really bad. So hopefully I'll get on a horse this year. Um, let's see. I don't know. I just want to like get better at doing the podcast, like learning more. Okay. Like, okay. So just Jacqueline,

there's nothing to fucking learn you just talk and post it I simplified it down to that and I think that's the little like the thing is with podcasting is it's like there's nothing to it you know you just turn on a microphone talk and I think the art of talking there's like an art form to it maybe I could learn more about uh I could cut out the likes maybe I don't know I hear the top people say like here and there sometimes I'm like well it's okay but I definitely want to get so guys I've been uh teasing I'm like oh I'm gonna have guests right and I don't have anyone lined up so because I had family right when I was home but I don't have any guests as of now I do have a lot so I have dms from people that want to be on it and I gotta be picky and choosy I gotta be picky

and choosy I don't want to interview someone that's not gonna send it and be interesting I don't want to outshine them I want them to outshine me I want them to be cooler and funnier and better and more smart and all those good things so I don't know I'm excited though so at some point we'll have a different voice on here I think once a week is a great goal for that to try to interview one person maybe every Friday, Monday, whatever it is. And then it's just my daily updates the other days of the week, like typical podcast day. Um, so yeah, I'm just thinking that's probably it. I mean, I could tell you guys like, Oh, I want to get my six pack pack. I want to get really skinny, but like,

it's already going to happen. You know, it's, it's a type of thing where, okay, when you like gain some weight during a global pandemic. You're like, I don't want to be this weight anymore. So you're just going to lose it. Like, it's not even, it's not even complicated to me. And I think when I was younger, I overcomplicated that kind of stuff. Like, and here's the thing. I don't like making my body, my career. Like, it's just personally, like, how does that make no sense how I said it I don't like to wake up every day and like like uh what's the word psychoanalyze hyper focus freak out like I just think the best place to be in terms of like what I want in my psyche every day is you just stay consistent with your healthy lifestyle and it's not like a thing

you don't like constantly think about it and constantly like like nerd out about it and read books about paleo and fucking like I'm not gonna read any yoga books you know I'm not gonna change my diet I'm not gonna do I'm just like gonna stay healthy and I think that's like when I if I could boil down like the most ideal way to live it's that it's not you just have a routine that's a healthy routine and you don't make it a thing because i think that's annoying and that's just my personal experience with it though like when i was younger i was vegan i've done every diet i've been fucking cute like did i know i didn't never did keto i was like butter what no uh i was i'd say i mostly eat like a paleo ish diet like clean lean i don't know um some nights

eat vegan like I'll just have like some fucking sweet potatoes call that dinner you know whatever but I definitely just like want to continue with healthy um shit because I don't know last year I was just I was sedentary I was sedentary and I think that's why I gained weight because I didn't I was like still eating I'd say I didn't eat super healthy last year I was like still eating kind of what I am now I just literally was on my couch depressed for a long time all right guys happy new year uh that's it hope you had a great first day of the year um what are your goals what are your dreams go go get them go do it it's simple just do it i learned that last in september september 4th this that shit clicked for me just do it

stop over complicating it just and no one's gonna do it for you and no one's gonna respect you the thing is this is what I'm starting to notice with age you will earn respect in this world if you do something like if you have it's hard to respect someone or just like I don't know like if your family just sees you doing nothing year after year after year after year you're gonna it's like and honestly it's not like you should have why am I getting jumbled it's not like you should live for other people's approval that's not what this is about it's just like maybe okay let's flip it make this a personal thing you're gonna feel more fulfilled and confident if you're doing something you're meeting you're meeting your goals and you're just moving that little needle forward

every day instead of spinning like a top so uh stop don't for in my case like i'll just speak from personal experience i was full of second guessing over analyzing getting distracted with so many different things all the time I never picked anything and then when I pick something which is the podcast I was like oh okay I'm happy now so there that's what the last message is gonna be should I check my dms I don't know I don't haven't been on my phone like at all today I just don't care um not trying to be rude but it's like I'm not available like I I that's something I want to work on this year not always being available for texting DMing calling like just like constant like I I gotta be picky and choosy with that and I have to take care of myself

and my time like I don't like to be tied to my phone all day um you'll usually if you text me get a text back at night it's like the last thing I do I'll like be chilling watching some Netflix or whatever I'm doing and then I'll respond to texts at night I don't like to just ping pong all day long unless I really like you because that's a different story that's like for the boys that I'm I really like they get immediate responses from me and I do not delay I don't play games like that like seriously if I'm dating you whatever starting to I'll double text triple text fucking that like I'll just respond quickly I'm not trying to play a game like wait if he text me at 10 a.m. I can't text him back till 3 p.m. I don't do that so anyways happy new year

who's going to Super Bowl starting to think about that what's happening there go Seahawks January's gonna be lit there's like shit happening with stimulus still that it you know election January's gonna be fucking lit hopefully nothing catches on fire though fucking if Australia catches on fire this month like it's just like the repeat of 2020 fuck us I can't wait so here's what's gonna happen okay I don't want to be negative but watch shit go down in January and then the memes in February going remember a couple weeks ago we all said this was gonna be our year well no one's really saying that this year but it's gonna be our year jokes on you Australia's on fire again there's gonna be like some fucking natural disaster that's gonna take us all who

knows oh shit one last thing did you guys see uh the ufo sighting in oahu in hawaii like there was this blue like glowing like cylindrical the lady that was interviewed was like it was a little bit bigger than a telephone pole uh it was floating in the sky glowing blue and then it like launched itself into the ocean and then there was this other one that like came that was white uh I could go into my sky plankton theory have I talked about this you know what fuck it I'll make this a long podcast I feel like talking about it because I'm just chilling with myself let me drink some water. Sky plankton. What do I mean by that? Oh, so UFOs, right, to me, are sky plankton. So think of the ocean. Think of the little plankton floating around, just like little

organisms that look weird, that aren't really, they're just like springy and spry and like they fling themselves around the water. They're just like weird, right? Well, or, okay, wait, sky plankton why did i say plankton i do mean fish as well so sky fish let's call ufo sky fish when the ufo sighting happened off the coast in san diego and the pilot who was the guy interviewed bob what's his name isn't bob something um he was talking about it i can't think of his last name bob fuck whatever he there's they're showing the video and how it moved and everything and the way it scurries away and they they say there's like zero propulsion whatever that kind of technology or movement doesn't exist here uh and like have you guys

ever seen an octopus like scoot away you know like this is why i call i think ufos are i think that i think the sky guys i'm not high like i'm literally just like i thought this through so deeply in like august i think um but i think the sky is similar to the ocean and there's these like fucking fish swimming around there's these ufos these like organisms these beings that are they to us would be a spaceship which i also think that they're i think they're spaceships but maybe there's also animals maybe there's organisms maybe it's not just a metal vessel with a little alien in it you know because like think of us we have us people cars structured vehicles airplanes flying around our planet right so why wouldn't there be and then but in addition we have

animals and birds and weird little organisms and things around us so I think the sky is the same i think space is the same and i think when we see weird movements and weird like glowing orbs and shit i think that's just like sky fish plankton like a barracuda in the fucking sky you know dude dm me what do you think about that am i because we don't know here's the thing we got 180 80 days now we're gonna find out cia whoever the fuck the fbi is gonna release everything they know about ufos june 25th i believe after this this uh i don't know if it's an executive order or a thing in the bill that trump did that the they have to release that in 180 180 days so we know shit there's stuff we know but uh i think it's more there's more to

ufos than like flying ships with aliens in them i think there's some sort of like i just think they're organisms. I just think they're organisms. So that's it. All right. For real. I'm going to end it now. Thanks for listening in today. Thanks for being here. I hope you're happy, healthy, fulfilled. If you're not, dude, it's January 1st. Figure it the fuck out. You got a whole year ahead of you. Get, get going. Not to be, not to give you some hard knocks right now, but quit being a little bitch. This is what works for me. I like when people give me hard knocks and talk, talk very, uh, sternly to me. And cause you know why I think it's the, the reason why I like that is cause I was coached my whole life. I was in sports and I liked it when a coach got my face and yelled

at me. That's how I, that's how I got better. So I'm your coach. You're the player. Figure it the fuck out do live your dreams whatever that is like I don't know maybe I think honestly there's a higher power involved at the in September when I started this there was some sort of like shift mind shift that just all of a sudden I got it it clicked and I don't know how to teach that or like tell you guys how to find that if you haven't found it yet but i love i loved my whole life i heard about people finding their passions their purpose and i do believe it's this divine moment in everyone's life at some point not everyone i'd say but a lot of people that find their purpose i think it just happens and it's a moment and everything clicks and i hope that happens to

this year if it hasn't uh but keep moving towards shit that you want to do so all right for real gonna end it be Jacqueline be self-disciplined on the show I used to tell myself that tell tell myself okay I'm gonna be self-disciplined and cut the show now happy Friday have a great weekend and once again if you're new go ahead and hit that subscribe button on the apple podcast app and leave a review it helps me out helps people find out about the show and then head over to patreon.com slash tjms if you want to support the show and get access to my exclusive patreon only content that only my subscribers get to see so go check it out patreon.com slash tjms and by the way it's friday and that means i'm doing shout outs i do a shout out for

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