The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 123- Reading My 2020 Planner

Episode Date: January 4, 2021

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What's up, guys? Happy Monday. It's episode 123. Welcome back to the show. what's up guys it's Jacqueline happy Monday welcome back to the show if you're new, I'm here seven days a week. Go ahead and hit that subscribe button down below wherever it's at. I'm on YouTube today. So if you're on YouTube, hit that subscribe button. I'm here Monday through Friday and head over to patreon.com slash TJMS to support the show and get access to my exclusive Patreon only content. I just came up with a list today, or excuse me, I found a list. First off, this podcast is going to be a little reflection time about my previous years and my journals and shit I used to write because I just looked at it today

like my 2018 journal my 2020 planner it's a joke so I found an idea this has to do with Patreon I found a list of video ideas that I want to do but only release on Patreon so like what condiments I have in my fridge and shit I don't know we're gonna get into it I just think I have so much to show behind the scenes other than the show because you only really see me sitting in my little studio here and uh yeah I don't know why I'm nervous it's because I'm on camera today I haven't planned anything other than I want to go through my journals talk about what I did today and um oh my god I've got something falling out of my sleep what is which okay so my whoop strap charger somehow took itself off I'm gonna reinstall this uh shout out to whoop um I'm getting an apple

watch I'm gonna have both I guess I don't know my my mom got me an apple watch for Christmas because the whole family has them and I love them I'm just kind of missing out you know with their walkie-talkie shit they do and I'll have that on one wrist a whoop strap or maybe I'll not do the whoop anymore I don't know but um I'm excited to get that I got a gold one I think it's gold rose gold. It's going to be cute. Oh, why am I nervous guys? Sorry. I'm on camera. I haven't been on camera. Think about this. I haven't been on camera since November before I left home. Um, yeah, it's been a while. Uh, but speaking of whoop, I got, it says I got five hours and 57 minutes of sleep last night and I recovered 95% so I'm like dude someday sometimes you don't need that full

eight hours or whatever they recommend like whoop tells you like I got two and a half hours of REM sleep I was only awake for 14 seconds I guess that's what it says I don't know it's really cool. I love whoop. Um, yeah. Do you guys have fitness bands or Apple watches or, um, okay, let's just get into my day. I don't, I don't know. I'm rusty. I'm rusty. So I got the studio set up here. Go check it out on YouTube. I've, uh, switched it up a little bit. We've got, uh, Patty, of course, front center underneath a flower tree. I got this fake flower vase. I, damn it I shouldn't have said they're fake they look real but I thought it'd be a cute little thing to add on the set and then my mom gave me this really cool Samson microphone like a vintage

looking microphone and I put that on my set I'm sitting next to a whole stack of notebooks we're gonna go through um why do I hate this okay I'm comfortable I'm uncomfortably comfortable what's the term I've done this before I've been on camera so many episodes but fuck it I don't know um let's get into my day I woke up great mood okay guys my mattress pad sedated me last night I don't know how else to say it I blacked out in my sleep I didn't first of all I wasn't high and stoned and passed out from being like a like high before I slept so that wasn't a thing didn't have any alcohol that really passed me out no sleeping meds nothing no

melatonin. I was just tired and I went to bed. I got a new mattress pad yesterday. I talked about it before and I've never been so comfortable sleeping in my life. I didn't know what I was missing out on. I figured, you know, I'm 26. It's a joke. Like I haven't, I have this like flimsy little mattress cushion thing. That's not even an actual, like, it's not even a pattern. It's just like a cover you put over your mattress. Like, what am I doing with my life? Whenever I go home I'm sleeping on the most comfortable beds at my mom's house and I'm what am I doing so I finally you know bought one and I slept I didn't move in my sleep I was so comfy I don't know it's uh it's day one or day night one changed my life and I slept so great woke up in a great mood

made coffee I went around I had to finish some organizing I have a bunch of jewelry that I needed to keep organizing from last night. I told you guys a story that I've been tangling up my necklaces and my drawers for years and I finally got an organizer. So I drank coffee, listened to a podcast, um, did my jewelry. What else did I do? I don't know. Oh, I did yoga. Holy shit. Okay. So I did a 35 minute power flow. My arm, my biceps still have a pulse from all the chatarangas. Like I did the most intense 30-minute yoga exercise I've ever done or worked out. I go on YouTube and I type in Travis Elliott. He is amazing.

I love his voice. He's not phony or, like, annoying with what he says during the flow, which I appreciate. So I did that and showered, got ready. I, like, got – I'm back in my routine. You know, before I get on camera, I try to get my face somewhat snatched. I don't know I like I put on my makeup it's my little ritual and I like listen to podcasts I was listening to I was finishing the Tony Hinchcliffe um Rogan episode and I listened to that I made a oh I made a green smoothie I'm rusty today I'm rusty sorry I'm like staring at the camera like

I'm nervous sorry sorry sorry I'll shut up about that no more talking about the fact I'm on camera and I'm nervous I made a green smoothie and I'm not drinking coffee right now I'm drinking a key lime LaCroix and that gave me so much rejuvenation energy um I'm bored I'm bored by this let's talk about my journals like this is what I wrote for YouTube video video ideas when I wanted to be a YouTuber so I even like you can just see I'll show the camera it's kind of a joke the fact that I took this seriously and like wanted to do this at one point I mean that's cool a lot of the thing is is there's a lot of models uh people modeling what to do on YouTube so you're like oh I'll do a current favorites video I'll do an apartment tour how I curl my hair let's see here um my

morning routine guys I'm calling myself out this is the shit I wanted to do on YouTube at one point I think this is from 2020 yeah this is when I if you guys don't know I tried to do I didn't try I did like seven vlogs during quarantine and uh I just I didn't I didn't like it I felt just like I was being a copycat of people doing it I didn't like it felt phony like it's not raw and real like a podcast is where it's long form you're talking out for you know an hour a day just no edits nothing and I didn't like how I was playing that little game with vlogging and but honestly it'd be cool on I think I'm gonna release these type of videos on Patreon so if you guys want to find out like um you know what my morning routine looks like like for real like me on like holding the

camera showing you I'm thinking about doing this because I do miss like I liked I liked vlogging I like getting on camera and just like talking on the go it's fun it's really fun I get why people do it um let's see here we got yeah condiments I'm a sauce person I'm a sauce bitch I love like it's all about the sauces you have in your fridge it says a lot about you and I thought I'd do a little haul or tour of that in my fridge. I don't know. Uh, bacon, egg and cheese sandwich video. Oh, I know last year I got inspired. So in 2020, when quarantine hit back in March, you know, people are watching tiger King. People are, um, making banana bread and heavily drinking and making these bacon, egg and cheese sandwiches. Cause there's,

there's these, uh, TikTok videos of how you basically crack. So you do scrambled eggs in the pan first. I think you add cheese, bacon, and then the bread, you like flip it a certain way. So it's like, I don't know. It looks cool because you're basically making the sandwich in the pan. I don't know. I was going to do a video on that apparently. Um, 73. Okay. So you know how Vogue does 73 questions I wanted to do I wanted to hire a cameraman or find a friend and have them do like the knock on the door hi Jacqueline how's it going and then ask me 73 73 questions but it'd be like a parody probably because you know I'd have to I would want to have ridiculous questions and answers for that I wouldn't want to have like what type of coffee do you have in

your cupboard you know I'd want to I would I would tell you guys my deepest secrets during that so or something um unpopular opinions video my content routine like I have one oh who and what I follow yeah so maybe I could tell you guys a little bit about that right now um I've I'm a big advocate of muting muting like everyone except like 10 people at a time on Instagram I'm talking about for me it's stories like I never really mute posts people that post their pictures and videos I like to mute stories because it's so I follow like I don't know about a thousand people it's so cluttered and I'm just trying to see every day I'm like who who do I want to watch who inspires me who do I look up to who has a great story that's motivating and cool and interesting and funny so

I mute everyone and most of them are like thought leader type people like Andy Frisella you know he's got great um stories Whitney Cummings of course because she's always I mean she sliced her finger open the other day and it's like it's something new every day um I follow like I don't know, Ed Milet. I'm just trying to think off the top of my head. My mom, you know, just keep it concise. Cause that's one thing I realized after a while. I was like, there's so many stories every day people post and it's starting to, it was too much chaos. So I keep it tight. If I watch your story though, just know I'm probably going on a stalking mission to watch it because I don't actually have you um unmuted and I go to your profile to watch it just know

that um grocery haul I did that I think yeah I did that might be on need I maybe I privated it I think I privated all those vlogs I was so embarrassed honestly my sister was right I sounded fake as fuck I was doing a Zara haul and I just didn't sound like I was showing clothes I was showing skincare to the camera and I just sounded not like this I don't know how to say it I just sounded like I was trying hard and trying to sound a certain way um anyways let's get into my let's go into my 2020 planner this is interesting I wrote or I put a bunch of stickers on the cover one of them says fun hot hot tub club what's this coffee I don't know it's cute I love Day Designers. That's my favorite planner, if you're curious, because it has the whole

timeline. What's it called? It has from like 6 a.m. to 7 p.m. listed on the thing, so you can write on the hour what you're up to. Oh, here I, hold on, I saw something earlier. uh I wrote not to pick my face April 27th okay um I was depressed depressed and probably picking my face a lot then that's funny um I have a sticker that says rent do I love those little stickers they make paying your rent look fun and it's like yay it's rent do on the first um just a lot of like do the dishes shower walk outside like this is when I was going through it hold on let me go let me go down to May was I even right so the fact this is positive the fact I was going through it last uh spring

during quarantine oh yeah May is empty as fuck look at this shit like what a joke I'm showing the camera I wasn't writing anything in May oh my god so whatever oh here I have buy a new camera and ring light I did that I'm using those two things right now vlog edit vlog this is hilarious let me go back to early 2020 so okay I like how planners have a story about the planner at day designer we believe that everyone can design and live a life that they love and our mission is to help you to do just that oh my god I wrote keep your fucking promises that's something I struggled with in the past where I'd set out to do a goal or accomplish a goal and my honestly this is like what I'm pretty sure Andy for seller and my life one of them preaches this how the

promises you like the way to build confidence is to keep promises to yourself because every time you accomplish something you said you were going to do and you keep that promise you feel good about yourself and you feel confident and so I realize you know 123 episodes now of this show in a row I've never broken the chain and I'm starting to feel like snapping my fingers I feel cool I'm like bitch you're cool you're doing it you're not you're not you're not failing every day like I was before I would just get paralyzed by the end result I've talked talked about this so many times I get excited about a new goal and then I would not really I don't know if I wasn't I wasn't taking it seriously I don't think there was enough emotion attached because here's the

thing about the podcast the emotion attached to this shit is the personal like fulfillment my creativity being fulfilled and my happiness and the feeling like I'm contributing to my mental health improving that other people's mental health making them happy making them entertained whatever it is for you um and like getting my skin in the game I mean there's a lot of shit going on in the world and I like feeling like I'm a part of society because I'm put myself out there and I'm saying what I like I'm talking about it and I don't know what you would call that. It's like feeling purposeful or whatever. I don't know. All right. January, 2020. What the fuck would I, what was I trying to do here? My grandma, by the way. So she has every, well,

I'm not sure if she is. Well, yeah, of course she does. She has every journal that she's ever written in. Okay. Of course. But that's not what I'm trying to say. That's not what I'm trying to say. She, uh, would write, even if it was one little sentence every single day throughout like high school college and she kept all of her journals so whenever I go back to her house I love looking at what she was doing on that day and when I was home for Christmas she had this entry that the day she met my grandpa and it was like on February 10th I'm pretty sure it was the 10th 1957 something like that February 10th um he asked her out but then she had a boyfriend and she wrote like her boyfriend wouldn't be okay probably wouldn't be okay with that and the fact

she wrote that she met him and the date, everything. It's so crazy because they're married and here I am. So I think it's cool when you like keep, that's what this podcast is. It's an audio diary. Like I'm saying every day I can look back at the last hundred days or whatever and like figure out what I was up to because I talk about it, documenting it. So let's see, what was I doing in January? Okay. So my blonde hair appointment was on January 5th, 2020, 11 a.m. that's cool I have a laser hair removal plan here I had this at-home laser hair removal thing I was gonna do 2020 didn't happen that was that thing I got sucked into on social media it kept it was always an advertised or sponsored ad what's it called it's that little handheld one everyone

uses and it doesn't work like I mean it actually there's a few spots on my legs that don't have hair anymore and I'm wondering if it's because of that because I did it for like three months but honestly you gotta if you want your hair gone you gotta get it done professionally like and you have to do it probably for six months and then do touch-ups every year it's a whole actually that might be maybe I should make that a goal this year to get that done I've been wanting to laser hair removal since I was like 12 I mean guys when was the first time you found out that you were hairy and it wasn't okay women or it was like gross to boys because I was on the school bus in like second grade I was wearing a because I always wore skirts at school because I went you

know to Catholic private school and we had those plaid skirts and shit so I remember I was sitting in my skirt on the bus you know my little outfit going home and one of the boys I had the biggest crush on I think he was my neighbor's brother no my babysitter's brother something like that he was older probably in eighth grade and I was in second grade he's like he's like oh that your hair that hair on your legs is disgusting what are you gonna do with that and I'm like sitting there second grade like wait what because you know when you're little you have hairy legs and it's not even no one you don't even think about it or know that it's a problem and so that was the first time I was like oh my god what and then I remember my arms my brother always bitched at

me about not bitch made fun of me over my hairy arms so I one day probably like seventh or eighth grade I just shaved my arms and I haven't stopped since so I love having I hate having hair on my arms though I love having like soup whenever I'm like holding my arm I'm like it's like so it's so soft arms the skin on your arms is really soft if you shave it you just gotta you gotta like do it to know but anyways so yeah I had a laser hair routine situation oh farmers open I was gonna go to the farmers open didn't happen uh 23rd of January that's out at Torrey Pines I watched Tiger Woods uh win that what was it two years ago 2019 2018 um so yeah I had a plan on going I had some like concerts written down here what I had uh where's it at maybe it was in February

Chris Lane concert on February 6th Chris Lane I was gonna go see him The Bachelor live came to San Diego on the 27th of February last year didn't go to that it's funny how these were live events I wanted to go to and I could have at the time because it was only January February and uh then shit shut down but it's it's funny how I don't know it's like it's funny look at your like what you were inspired to do and what you were writing down last last year and then how in may i wrote nothing because i was just like fuck this year um here i have stuff from doing uh podcasting i kept writing you know during so every day i wrote the number of the podcast i was on so here episode 39 garbage dishes podcast laundry patreon pics

pay my health care bill psychiatrist or psychologist credit card this is interesting all right I don't know is this is this fascinating to anyone I probably not I'm trying to find something like money something I wrote that was like a big goal for 2020 anyways I'm done with that one I'm bored all right let's go to 2018 this is when let's see I was still working at my college I'm so annoyed by this episode is this even like am I wasting your time I hope whatever I have questions from Instagram written on a list here this is funny I must have done a Q&A a couple years ago. Workout. Sauna. Go to the coffee shop. This is so basic. Okay. Upload a YouTube video? What day was that? What was I doing this year?

Oh, what's crazy is I drew the logo of the company I used to work for. I'm showing the camera this is like a tease that's the old logo I remember doing that and I'm I should I don't know that's wild like colored in it showing the camera these big rainbow circle things trees I love I just like doodling oh this is cool guys go to YouTube um I'm trying to find something funny in here because this is when I was doing like executive assistant type work so it's funny when I read like um hold on flight home thanksgiving okay what's this ring light why was I was I was always trying to buy a ring light it's like I finally fucking got one two years later someone's party at a restaurant November 6th this is funny

hold on just stay with me I don't know I thought this would be a better idea or this would be a good idea food allergy test I never did that okay let me look at the beginning of this

oh call the landlord this is when I was helping a guy like a man move houses did that like three times um I wrote a positive affirmation here I am full of good ideas I am sexy I am a badass woman dude whenever you know what I was going through whenever I wrote positive affirmations I didn't like myself. I think I, okay. Honestly, I never, I don't like doing that kind of stuff. God, everything just fell off the table. I don't like for me to look at something that's like a positive affirmation, like a little sign. I'm, I'm happy in that. I don't know. It doesn't really do anything

for me. I feel like the ideal situation is you just know it, you think it's not something you have to look at every day and but maybe that helps people it reinforces it for people but I just hate honestly it's also the it reminds me that at one point I didn't think those things or it's almost like a negative for me I just like to move on like every day wake up I'm I'm cool I'm sexy I'm confident people want to fuck um you know that's what you got to just do already you can't I don't know if you have to rely on a piece of paper that says it's kind of I don't know it's it's a first step right that was me a couple years ago first flight to California plane ticket Spirit Airlines what the fuck Los Angeles Spirit Airlines boarding pass this is crazy I'm showing the camera right

now I'll show them I'll show you guys a couple things um I have this piece of uh magazine this paper that is so it's all California it's like surfboards ocean palm trees you know all the California aesthetic stuff and I had this since I was in like elementary school and I used to put it on the cover of my, my binder. Isn't that weird? And then I kept it forever. What else is on here? Is there anything like, is there a podcast microphone? That'd be fucking crazy. Marilyn Monroe star Hollywood. I don't know. It's just crazy how like you keep stuff. And then I manifest this. And I, when I was a little kid, I think I recognized early California was like a cool place to be. So whatever. I kept that. This is really cool. This is my signature. Um, just for,

you know future fame or fan situations I got a this is my signature I'm showing the camera so one at one point I found out that my J and my Q when I scribble it make an M and it's like the Monroe the M for Monroe and I don't know I used to like practice writing that all the time you guys I'm being honest okay has anyone else done that practice your signature like you just write it all the time. I do it or not anymore. But I, at one point, I think this was in college. I figured that out. What's this paper even? Okay. What's this paper? This might be consent to release education records. Okay. Um, that's funny. That's what that, that signature is written on. So I don't know. That's

it for the journals. I don't guys, I don't know. I tried my best today. I feel like I need to get a plan under my belt moving forward with guests you know I want to do that once a week I don't want to say I want to do it once a week I need to do it once a week right I need to get a plan together with the content like what am I going to talk about each show each day so far it's like Q&A Saturdays and the rest is the rest is a vlog of what I'm up to so I'm trying to like wrap my head around the future episodes this year and the style I do because dude I feel fucking boring compared to like now I'm on YouTube. So if you compare this episode to the previous ones, when I was popping off so many ideas and things to talk about rants, current events happening, I had so

much, I don't know today. I'm just not, it's not coming to me. I'm like, I'm just going to go through my old journals. Cause it's the new year and it's fun to look back, but that's honestly it guys. I don't know. Like, could I look up what's going on in the world? Let's just go. I haven't seeing that it's monday let's look at some news just go to cnn.com whatever you know see what's good biggest headline house gop rushes to trump's defense over call and no clue what that means trump directed pentagon to reverse decision and keep aircraft carrier in middle east okay scientists are starting to think the coronavirus behaves different differently than flu viruses and cold weather. Well, no shit. One American dies from COVID-19 every

33 seconds as a vaccine roll, rollout hits snacks. One American dies from COVID every 30. How the hell do they? Okay. I don't know. I just know, you know what? Let's look at the LA times because isn't LA fucked right now? Like the, the coronavirus is, it's like a hot spot and they're they're not I heard this they're not like I saw a post let me go to it um Benny Blanco but he reposted something on Instagram about the EMTs picking up people in uh LA hold on Benny Blanco and they're having to like pick and choose now because of hospital capacity something like that yeah here someone posted so this is Scott Cobner on Instagram Cobner with a k due to an extreme shortage of resources los angeles ems agencies are no longer transporting patients to

the hospital who cannot be revived by paramedics in the field soon enough medical care will be triaged further and we will be forced to decide who we should even attempt to save because there are not enough resources to go around fuck there are no more lifeboats stop drilling holes in the hole of the ship stay home wear a mask take care of each other this is what happened in new york back in march and april it's heartbreaking to see it happen okay so i guess they're kind of at a high capacity like an understaffed or under they don't have enough resources out there right now i don't know what the source is from that like where this was it's on the la county.gov website under ems wow i hate that you can't click links on

Instagram you know what I mean like how helpful would that be you have to like you can't I don't even think you can copy and paste unless you're on your computer but anyways I don't okay here's where I'm at I talked about this last night I feel like this year doesn't feel any different so far in terms of the current events in the world but I'm slightly paranoid and nervous about the summer like in my eyes by the summer it should be getting better right and I feel like I have this bad feeling that maybe not maybe there's just more strains and it's worse and it's more people than ever are getting it and it's this outbreak like crazy because that's what we don't know and I guess vaccines coming out will help kind of give us some confidence or peace of

mind but honestly I don't I don't know I'm just a little bit paranoid right now who like we don't have a fucking clue what will happen I hope this is my hope and prayer this is gonna be a rocky month with stuff going on with uh politics I feel like I honestly I don't know if I'm gonna see Joe biden get inaugurated in a normal way i don't know if he's i for some reason i feel like there's still people out there that think trump's gonna still be the like get re-elected somehow so that's all gonna unfold i really haven't paid attention to any of it but i've i've seen a few things where i'm like people still have hope or think that's a possibility um i got a military man outside looks navy in his uniform walking down the street guys i didn't people watch it all day

so anyways um so that's crazy to me but it's just a lot's gonna unfold the first part of this year and then um you know the summer will be a big turning point i think because it's either gonna turn for the better or the worse i really hope things start buttoning up and going back to normal but you know what shout out andy for cella i should just fucking play this audio he said it the best out of anyone about wearing masks, going out in public, being scared about getting coronavirus and shit. Um, let me pull it up here. It's a TikTok clip from his podcast of him saying it. And, uh, Oh, come on. I hate the ads. He's just, he's on point when he says this. I like every video I fucking see. Okay. Wait, there's so many liked videos. I'll find it. Hold on.

andy where are you at i'm already past it i can tell damn it it'll come up i'm not i'm barely on tiktok anymore i just the other day i was on it and i saw this clip and it's really on point here we go good nothing but truth here i mean this is not hard and because you guys don't want to go out and look at people in the face when they say where's your mask you should ask them well if you're scared why the fuck are you out of your house because they're not really scared they're not really scared if you were really fucking scared of this fucking virus you wouldn't leave your motherfucking house to go to dinner with a fucking mask that's the truth and you don't want to say the truth because you're fucking scared i ain't scared

shit okay that's the fucking truth if you're sick stay home if you're immune compromised stay home if you're fat go on a fucking diet lose weight become healthier so that you're not as immune compromised outside of that we should be going on with our fucking lives amen the fact that he pointed out i really i totally agree with that like how is it that we are comfortable going into a restaurant with a mask on and then if you see someone without it you're all freaked out it's like do you know what I mean we have these um messed up I guess belief systems around it all and I think if yeah if you're actually scared you wouldn't go outside if it was that kind of it was if it was that kind of fear you would stay inside you wouldn't go anywhere you wouldn't

interact with any people or even risk being in a restaurant with a mask on or around other people if that's really how you felt and I feel like it's just people complying to the rules and people um you know obeying and I'm not saying don't wear a mask I'm just saying that you it you have to think about you have to think through it like is it really because people like what's this all about and you know if you're yeah like you said if you're really scared like you wouldn't even fucking like that's a good point it's just what's it called uh it's like they're programming us or they're making us um like yeah we're all obeying the rules what's this called conditioning us yeah it's like a big giant grooming session of like us learning how to exist in the world with

mask on. I don't know. Honestly, I don't know. Did that make sense? Shout out to Andy. He's a better speaker than I'll ever be. I look up to him as a speaker. I'd like to be as badass and well-spoken as him someday. That's what this podcast helps me do. It's like, well, get on the mic every day, shoot your shot, do the best you can, learn something, trip on your words. And each day you'll get a little better. Hopefully today I just, you know, it's Monday. I don't have a plan i read some journal entries i ranted about some stuff i don't know um should i do a buzzfeed quiz do you remember i always used to do a buzz buzzfeed quiz to save the day they give me the the final push at the end just some stupid you know what your what your favorite food says about

your personality type or what kind of personality you have shit like that i always do um let's see here yeah LA's kind of fucked right now I'm seeing a lot of headlines about it and I guess San Diego has the new strain the new deformation of the virus

I don't know Jesus Christ we're gonna make it everyone we're gonna be okay just another six months to a year of this shit we'll come out the other side I don't know I'm I'm trying to be optimistic sometimes it's really hard lately I've been kind of negative because I feel like I'm not seeing a lot of change especially with restrictions and lockdowns

in California it's like there's you know it's still kind of all fucked up all right that's all I've got for you guys today thanks for hanging out um I'll be here tomorrow I'll be here every single day of the week seven days go ahead and hit that subscribe button if you haven't already and head over to patreon.com slash tjms to support the show and yeah i'll be releasing my condiments i'll be releasing the most specific weird details of my life over on patreon.com slash tjms i really think that's fun like it's gonna be my little secret hiding spot for weird shit about me and my the stuff I have in my apartment and my lifestyle like I think that's where it's all gonna live and then you guys listening or watching on YouTube only get to see like the surface you

know or you hear me talk and you can imagine what my mustard collection looks like and my salt collection and my ketchup collection and I um my barbecues my hot sauce collection um I don't know go check it out all right guys have a great Monday hope you have a great week um I feel like this is the week everyone's getting their shit together so push through drink your coffee get your exercise on eat healthy all the good things um I know I'm gonna be going outside on a little walk here later sunset walk for sure because it's so nice out but I'm gonna basically work today and upload this and yeah that's it love you guys have a great day and I'll talk to you tomorrow bye