The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 133- Smells Like London

Episode Date: January 14, 2021

Today I talk about EV stocks, our troops at the Capital, Biden's inauguration, a new way I'm building my immune system, virtue signaling and what it's really like to be a podcast host 7 days/week. Happy Thursday!! :) Patreon.com/TJMS https://soundcloud.com/robmonmusic

Hey guys, happy Thursday. It's episode 133. Welcome back to the show. hey guys what's up it's Jacqueline happy Thursday welcome back to the show let's do a podcast if you're new I'm here 70s a week I'm at the gym right now I'm at the mental gym okay I'm working on myself every day of the week so hit that subscribe button join me on my mental fitness journey here on the Jacqueline Rowe show I've never said that before that's basically what this is now you know it's been 133 days in a row I feel like this is my daily workout my brain workout I can't recommend it enough if you're going through it if you're coming out of 2020 like holy shit I'm not well um start talking to yourself find a little microphone

on Amazon like I did start talking to yourself anyways hit that subscribe button head over to patreon.com slash tjms to support the show and get access to my exclusive patreon only content I do shout outs I do phone calls I post videos there no one else sees I post pictures go check it out patreon.com slash t j m s oh all right so I just want to say this I'm also on YouTube okay subscribe my YouTube channel but I was thinking this right before I recorded how weird life is okay my seventh grade dream was to become a YouTuber and I never did it and my entire adult life like well the first half of my 20s has been like, I should do it. I should be a content creator. And it's wild to me that now I'm doing

YouTube five days a week. And I didn't plan on this. This all happened super organically and randomly. But I was thinking about that this morning. Like, whoa. I went from zero to 100 overnight. It's wild. I'm living my dream. This is my passion. Anyway, so I had that thought this morning. But anyways, let's talk about what I got up to. We're going to talk about yesterday. I'm building my immune system right now by walking through the city. I feel like it's going to be the best way for me to, I guess, build my immune system and my best defense against the virus. So we're going to talk about my journey through the city yesterday. We're going to talk about kind of going on yesterday's theme or continuing on the news theme.

I'm going to be talking about the inauguration, some Biden news, some current events, because I don't know, I was reading about this morning. I thought maybe I'll just share it with you guys. Might be the first time you hear it. I might be the bearer of news. What is it called? The messenger for you today. So yeah. And then I have a thought, a thought to share. Again, this is like, you know, my mental gym, my audio diary. Let's just start with a thought. So my current goal right now with myself. Maybe this is something you could do too, or you've already mastered. I feel like I actually sucked at this for so long, but I'm currently paying heavy fucking attention to that little voice inside my head that talks me out of doing hard

things that talks me out of doing something that's challenging or like a bitch task or a workout or healthy eating anything like that I'm paying real close attention to that motherfucker and I am nipping it in the ass and I'm basically telling it to fuck off every single time I hear it and I'm doing exactly the opposite of what it wants because and it's like no wonder when I think about it I'm like no wonder I was depressed last year because I was in this state of inaction I kept allowing that inner voice that little bitch voice to get the best of me and I was in I wasn't taking action on anything I wanted to do anything that would be healthy for me that would make me happy and productive and moving forward in life towards my goals and what I need

to do with my day-to-day routines and health and everything so I'm like the other night I noticed I told you guys I didn't want to go on the walk to finish my 10,000 steps because that was a goal this week just a small goal but and I was like no fuck you fuck you voice I'm doing this and I was like that's it you just have to have a a little uh like alarm that goes off in your head every time you notice it and do the opposite just like get like squash it so that's my current thing I'm I'm just, I guess, paying more attention to it now or clocking it in my brain when it happens instead of just like making excuses and being a piece of shit. So, cause you know what? I have to take accountability. My depressed situation last year, I was like, Oh, you know, the coronavirus

lost my job, current events. This is situational, blah, blah, blah. But it's all my fault. Like everything I was doing was, it was just not, I wasn't being, I wasn't being a boss bitch at all. I was being a I was just it was sad I was listening to my inner bitch voice and letting it take take over me and anyways so but you know maybe there's some chemistry going on in my brain there is according to my doctors like I do have some uh issues with my serotonin levels and just like it's just a thing that I have to manage and deal with but fuck it all right now we know what I'm working on pay attention that voice tell shut shut I don't want to swear I just swore way too much sorry mom I know that was a lot for the first part of the episode

so you know we're gonna do this backwards should I talk about last night or today I mean today was simple basically got coffee went on a big walk around the city again I did that last night I'm gonna talk about it but I went again did some work and I'll just let you guys in on what I'm currently investing in and researching and trying to understand really well in the stock market it's wild every time i talk about stocks i get a notification my stock is up 10 right now let me check it don't look in the reflection of my eyeballs to see what my account says um if you're on youtube holy fucking shit okay so this is great news and this is right in line with what I was going to talk about. I'm studying EV stocks. Electric vehicle stocks

are, they're hot right now. If you know anything about lithium ion batteries, they're seeing like, I don't know, like 23% annual growth right now. And these batteries are, so basically I'm trying to like understand this kind of this potential gold rush in the next decade with all these vehicles going electric and yeah so I don't know I took like a good I guess like it was like an hour like like like it was like an hour of like going back to college and studying the stock market I just sat myself down and really focused and read and um it's something I'm really interested in right now um so yeah if you're if you want to know like what's Jacqueline investing in I'm into a lot of yeah I'd say EV stocks just trying to I don't know jump on the

fucking train because you know I jumped on Bitcoin but do you guys know okay speaking of Bitcoin the guy that he's got a quarter of a billion dollars in his bitcoin account but he has two password attempts left until he until it will encrypt itself or whatever and and dissolve and you can't like call up bitcoin there's no customer service there's nothing you have to literally remember your password or else and this poor guy has two attempts left i don't know what the latest news on it is but um anyways that's that's fucking wild you guys might have heard about that what a shit show like i don't know bitcoin's wild i've been um i watched that impulsive episode with the bitcoin guy on it and it's just such it's a different language it's so complicated and

it anyways so got a little bitcoin nothing I'm super proud of it's not going to change my life but it's been crazy to see the the last couple months how it's boosted like it's up to like 40,000 today it's nuts um okay so that's what I did this morning coffee walk work stock research because here's what I'll quickly say about the stock thing and why I'm into the stock market But I feel like it's one area in my life or one part of my education that I didn't, not like I didn't receive and get taught about, but I didn't understand, like I had zero understanding of it. And so now I'm just really interested. I'm trying to like understand it top to bottom and get involved. It's like I always say, the only way you can really get ahead in this fucking country is stocks and real estate.

So figure one of them out. Got to invest. You got to put your money somewhere so it can grow. and you guys know all this um advice because you know it's like fuck okay all right so anyways like if you're only if all of your money is sitting in a chase bank account you're fucked that's it so put it somewhere where it will grow next topic so we got to talk about how i'm boosting my immune system in the city. So I went on a walk yesterday through the city of San Diego. And first of all, I was like, why don't I walk into the city ever? Why do I always go through the

neighborhoods and the suburbs and the beach? Like, why do I, I never walk into the city and I literally live like I'm in the city, but I walk out of it for my exercise and for my walks and runs like it doesn't make sense so I finally walked through the city thoroughly got my 10,000 steps and I was like the scent it's it smells familiar what's this smell it's like what do I smell and I was like it smells like London, and I'm sure all cities smell like London, like, it had a scent that was so, it was so intoxicating, it's a little, it's like a combination of concrete, here and there,

you smell a few cigarettes, like, just, there's a scent, cities have a scent, and I've missed London, you know, I've talked about how much I want to go back there and everything, but I was like I gotta get into the city every fucking day to like re it's like that you know when scents take you back smells I was like oh what have I been I've been here I've lived in this apartment for about a year and I haven't been like I just don't mill around like I did yesterday so whatever I'm walking through the city so there's that it smelled like London and you know I'm watching a homeless man give himself a haircut I'm seeing all these homeless people and all I gotta say is we got the nicest I don't know maybe it's because I'm used to

Seattle's homeless or I've been around them more the homeless people in San Diego are so nice like I was walking home and I had to go under a bridge and I was like passing by a couple I don't know I mean I don't even know what I was looking at they had some screens it wasn't like a laptop it almost looked like an iPad or like a Chromebook something like that this guy was doing like a DJ set on an app under the bridge they had a speaker going they're sweeping they're sweeping the sidewalk I was like these are the nicest homeless people I've ever seen they're all friendly and happy it's like maybe it's because they're in the sun and they live here and it's not like hell where you're in the rain and cold in Seattle where I'm

used to seeing homeless people but I just have this sense that the homeless people here are very they're for being homeless they're they seem pretty happy-go-lucky and nice and like I just I don't know I know I recognized that yesterday again it was like my first time in a minute trekking through the skyscrapers and because here's the thing if I'm if I'm ever downtown I'm like driving there to go out Ubering in I'm parking myself somewhere and I'm like going to the building I'm not walking through it so anyways I think what else did I really wrote about my experience through the city yesterday. Let me see if I have any other notes. Walked around the city. Nicest people here, I swear, I wrote. I don't know why I never walked

through the city. This is all the shit I wrote in my note yesterday. Watched a homeless man give himself a haircut. Smells like London. Oh, I bought soap. So I've been out of dish soap for two weeks and I've been not out I've been like on my last drops right and I have to like I ordered it on Amazon right and I'm like why isn't it here why isn't it here I looked and it says there's some sort of issue with the like I have to go and approve something to get this fucking soap delivered I'm like fuck that I canceled it I'm like what's happening it's been two weeks so anyways I walked into a little a little shop and bought some soap for my dishes and you know I was like all right I'm not gonna be the asshole who has a plastic bag because you know he's like

do you want a bag I'm like you know I'll just carry it like a football I literally said I'll carry it like a football and I put it under my arm I had a water bottle too and my phone I had a lot going on I walked home like two blocks like with a big jug of soap so I wrote that and I also wrote I think walking around the city will be great for my immune system yeah I don't know why I was like oh that's funny or oh that's a because you know it's like when you're in a city it's it's grimy man it's it's there's some grossness to the air and and the people it's just like a you're you kind of like touch your face after you walk through the city and you're like there's like an extra layer of what is it um smog or whatever the fuck I mean it's a clean I'll just say this

about San Diego downtown is so clean and nice like it's so I'm walking to the city every single day in fact I went this morning to smell smell London again like smell the city again but anyways um shit so yeah walked home tired as shit watched your mom's house last night made some dinner went to bed that was it so yeah I'm a city girl small city big dreams no I'm from a small town went to the city and now i'm finally exploring it so like literally jacqueline all of 2020 the world's going to shit everything sucks all you needed to do was walk into the city and take a whiff to feel better because there's something about smelling the city

this is so fucking weird maybe i'll title this like smelling the city smelling san diego there's something about that though that it like makes you happy it releases some sort of dopamine or something that makes you feel good I don't know and I love walking past people smoking cigarettes because that always reminds me of Europe it always does I don't like okay I don't partake in that but when I smell it it makes me feel like I'm in Europe I love the smell of people smoking I'm like out on the sidewalks outside you just so it's so nice so anyways I thought I'd tell that story guys I walked through I'll walk through the city had a great time got my 10,000 steps people are friendly homeless people are great you know I did give I only had two dollars cash with

me so I was like you know what I walked past a homeless man with no hair I read his sign all I saw like in the corner of my eye was the word cancer and I saw his hair he was going through chemo and he's sitting out in front of like a plaza where there's so many people sitting and eating and I'm like I saw cancer I saw him walked about 10 steps checked my wallet two dollars went back gave it to him I just feel like if I can't walk if I have cash on me it's impossible for me to walk past a homeless person not give it to them because I usually don't have cash that's the thing I usually have just cards you know so whenever I have cash I'm like I will feel like shit if I don't fork over this cash for them because cash to me is just like it's just

I don't it doesn't do anything for me like it used to do when I was a kid like cash having a bunch of it in my wallet was like such a big deal where now it's just like I don't know I'm I don't I never really carry it I mean that's probably bad I feel like you should always have cash on you but I gave this man a couple couple bucks that's all I had and you know and I hate when people come to the internet they tell their followers oh my god I'm charitable I give people money I help the homeless but I'll say this there is something to be said about when you help someone how it's a win-win because you're it's like selfishly you feel so good it like helps your like you you feel good about yourself and then they're you know

it helps them I don't know I think it's better to it's like okay fucking it's better to give a homeless family than not so why do I feel weird about telling you guys this whatever okay so I have a banana next to me I don't know why I told you guys I'm obsessed with bananas right now and it's currently on my head go to YouTube to watch I think I'm addicted to bananas okay I ate two bananas yesterday and I don't know if you're on keto or I don't know if that just triggered you if you're on keto but is that like 5,000 carbs like how I literally ate two bananas yesterday what's wrong with me I was like this is a snack this is a dessert I literally had this after dinner why do I want bananas so much right now is this

a potassium deficiency I'm trying to solve here I don't know but I've been enjoying bananas I did put one on the table today for the set set design I set design is very important when you're a youtuber so check it out go to youtube um i got a banana on my the bill of my hat so anyways i don't know why i just mentioned that let's talk about the current events so biden's given a speech today 4 p.m he's going to be talking about the virus the economy stimulus apparently the 900 billion stimulus bill they just passed was a down payment to a three trillion dollar stimulus package he's trying to put out there and make happen which would give us all like fourteen hundred dollars to make the uh stimulus check the six hundred we got two thousand so

there's that then he's talking about he'll be talking about extending unemployment till september 30th which would be the it would extend unemployment it's so fucking crazy this is like money isn't real just understand money is not real when you hear this shit it's like fucking wild um and then we could I could talk about inflation how this will all work long term if you guys if you guys are curious I can sit and chat about that if you're like how the fuck is this gonna like I can I can go into it um but anyways the unemployment will be extended till September 30th which is I think the end of September is when they put together their new budget it's like when the budget gets put together so it'll

be extended till then but it'll have the extra 300 or 400 tacked onto it like what in the fuck people need to fucking work stop giving them a reason to not work and giving them more money like i we need to work so it's just wild like it's fucking wild but he'll be talking today at 4 p.m i'm going to be live streaming it no what if I live streamed it and then like I don't know there's some other news about the inauguration apparently we got Lady Gaga Jennifer Lopez and JT Timberlake performing Lady Gaga will be singing the national anthem so that's inauguration news Biden will not be taking the Amtrak into the inauguration um apparently this is a tradition for him he goes

from what is it willing Willington willing Williamton Delaware his hometown apparently throughout his career as a politician he's been taking the fucking Amtrak from Delaware to D to dc and he had planned on doing that the president-elect joe biden was planning on taking an amtrak to his fucking inauguration i guess it's like it's like sentimental like oh you know i've been doing this for my whole career now i'm gonna just do it again when i become president but instead of like i don't know the fucking a plane a private jet but now he's not doing it because of security issues you know the fbi has been briefing him about the 20th inauguration day and shit's going to be wild out there. And now apparently the

troops going in, it went from like 15 K to 20,000 national guard, 20,000 national guard, more than double the amount of troops on the ground in Iraq and Afghanistan stand Afghanistan in DC to protect Americans for Americans. So, um, what else is there? that's pretty much it. Yeah. I just read Biden's not taking the Amtrak. So I don't know what his transportation is going to be, but that was a news. Lady Gaga, Jennifer Lopez, Justin Timberlake singing. That's news. I don't know. It's just a wild world. You know, it's back to what I was saying about inflation and stimulus. If you look at history and look at World War II, literally our debt it becomes irrelevant over time because of inflation

i think i'm saying that correctly like all that debt we had from world war ii it like evaporates over time so all this extra money getting pumped is scary right but based on history and based on the past like this is probably just gonna become less relevant or dead in the future I don't know I don't know honestly I'm speaking out of my ass I just feel like I I don't know so we'll see today's gonna be interesting I'm gonna be tuning in watching the president-elect speak apparently um pence is attending the inauguration trump will not be attending the inauguration

um well no shit i i guess that's what fucking trump said should i look up other shit i like looking at headlines on uh i will not look the new york times they keep asking me to pay and i will not pay here we go people.com why not go to people.com i never go to people.com if you're looking for a website to visit today just go over to patreon.com slash tjms it's a great place to hang out with me if you want to become a patron as i'm loading this i'm telling you guys about a better website people.com um no this is not news i want to go to let's just go to the new york post yeah why is why is everyone reporting the grandpa biden is not taking the amtrak

literally every headline is like this here's one from people.com joe biden reportedly no longer plans to travel to his inauguration via train i wonder if amtrak stock is just doing shit today let me look does amtrak have a stock i'm pretty sure they do amtrak amtrak amtrak amtr no i don't know um yeah i don't want to go to people i was on the new york post just for the dramatic headline reading here we go what else okay yeah national guardsmen sleep on capital building floors amidst threats and violence okay so tim kennedy i'm shout out tim kennedy

posted because people are losing their shit over our troops sleeping on the ground laying around no cots no meal no like sandwiches getting delivered and shit but he wrote something i'm gonna i'm gonna read it maybe you follow him and already read this but for some perspective about our military and um let me just pull it up here i mean this guy's a g i love i love tim kennedy here's the i'm gonna read his post his latest instagram he's posted a picture of the troops national guard like laying around at the capitol here we go tim kennedy i find it infuriating infuriating to see the outrage over our soldiers sleeping at the capital

we have been at war for nearly 20 years we have had soldiers sleep on the dirt floors of bathrooms and peasant villages we've had soldiers electrocuted in showers built by local contractors we've had our soldiers blown up maimed tortured burned alive and hung from bridges but now there's an outrage because our soldiers are sleeping on the marble floors of our capital. Wherever you assign our military, you will find sleeping soldiers. They will sleep on everything and under anything. How many of our soldiers are sleeping in the sand in foreign lands tonight? I'm glad that they are there. I'm glad that they are going to ensure a peaceful transition of power, but your pathetic virtue signaling that you somehow care about them is beyond disingenuous.

don't pretend that you care for police officers now don't pretend like you care for our soldiers now don't you don't only care for them when it suits your manipulative purposes care for them when it suits oh care for them at all time care for them all the time they are our nation's heroes and the protectors of our freedom that's it you know what this is what this is how this is how shit works now and it's been working this way for a good decade especially because of social media i want to just call out the left here because it's a trend it's an ongoing trend with with them and their and how they handle things

people are exposed to everything going on in the world now because of the internet we're in the information age at any one time we can see pictures of horrible things happening to people that make us feel sad and for and i'm using this because i'm saying i'm speaking about this because what you've got all these people virtue signaling like you said you've got these people and this isn't just for our military at the capitol right now this goes for every think of every social justice movement movement you've seen it starts out as someone of privilege someone who doesn't have it that bad basically seeing someone getting oppressed seeing someone having it hard in life seeing someone have their you know something awful happen to them in their country or

their gender like you can just name like 50 things like go for it they see that and they go and babysit it they're like we got to take care of that person and that's you would think oh that's positive like we want everyone to love each other and help each other and pull people up from the you know but it goes too fucking far you're it's like everyone has it's like these people especially far left are like we got to take care of everyone right we got to make sure everyone's okay and then it's like in itself it's like oppression it's like or it's um what is it called it's like telling people that white that there is systematic oppression or what is it called systematic racism or black people are

you know oppressed in this country all this stuff it's like telling so just by saying that just okay in my opinion putting so I don't know why I'm bringing black lives matter up but I don't know just like none of this shit makes sense to me because it's like other people talking. It's what is it? Okay. I've said this before. Let me think about it. You're basically telling someone else how they feel by doing that. You're like, Hey, troops laying at the Capitol. You should feel like shit. Your back should hurt. Your back's probably hurt. You're probably starving. You probably really want to caught to sleep on tonight that sucks that you have to lay on the the hard marble floor at the capitol that sucks

oh my gosh these pictures are so traumatizing all these soldiers packed in there laying around they must feel awful so these people these privileged fucking people virtue signaling are putting that on them they're saying how they should feel and how they and they're basically making up these stupid ideas and stories around it that make whoever's in charge putting them there look bad or look like a piece of shit for not providing them these cots and these beds and these cushy things it's like it doesn't fucking work that way these are our military they're doing their jobs proudly they're it's part of the it's part of the drill not everything is cushy and everyone needs to be babysat and taken care of and you know so but yeah back to

social justice movements it's always someone of privilege babysitting the oppressed and like starting a movement around it and basically I feel like it keeps people down it doesn't build them up it actually like it should come from within it should come from these marginalized groups that they're I don't know it's like like why are all these white people talking about Black Lives Matter for example they shouldn't they should have zero role in black lives matter it doesn't make any sense to me that's just me maybe i'm like the white people are the ones telling them oh you're you know oppressed there's systematic racism in this

country okay and then there's so many it's wild when i see all these black people come forward and they're like what the fuck i don't feel that way i live in america i have the best of anyone else in the world I have a great life it's great being in this country I'm black but I'm fucking privileged and I have all this amazing all these amazing opportunities just by being an American and living here so I don't know that went places I didn't know what I just feel like but yeah Tim Kennedy shout out for saying that about our troops because people need perspective they need to just stop virtue signaling and babysitting. Everything's an issue. Everything is like, we got to put a

Tempur-Pedic mattress under it, feed it chicken noodle soup, build a little house. Everything's got to be cushioned. I don't know. All right. I'm just going to move on from this topic because I'm already insecure that I even mentioned all that shit, but you know what? Maybe I'll just put the banana on my head for comedic relief. That's what happens when you're a podcast host and you don't plan on what you're going to say and you end up saying something and then five minutes later you have regret but you don't edit your podcast you post it anyways and this is episode 133 and I could probably I should probably leave right now guys I'm addicted to coffee I'm on my sixth shot today so just just know that's I'm blaming the the caffeine for my

rant or whatever I just did. So I got an Apple watch coming tomorrow. Shout out mom. She got me an Apple watch for Christmas. I'm so excited to get it, but I have a whoop strap as well. So I don't know what to do. I'm like, do I cancel? Are they going to do the same thing for me? So should I cancel whoop, which I love, keep the Apple watch or wearing both. Like, I don't know. I'm excited about that. I don't know. What else is I going to update you guys on? I got a few errands to run today. Work to do. That's it. You know what? I'm calling it here. That was a great, I feel like, just, I did my best. I learned. I learned a lot. I got a guy on his bike wearing a red hat with a towel under it. That was funny. He had,

like a, looked like he had, it was like hair, but it was a towel under his hat. That was kind of funny. Man, but neighbor was out about five minutes before I started recording. So I couldn't talk about him, but he's still walking his dog. You know, he's still killing the game with his fitness. I haven't seen guys, I'll be honest. I haven't seen his wife slash fiance slash girlfriend in like two months so I'm gonna pray for him I don't know if they broke up but she has not been around and I'm curious what's happening there so I'll keep you and I'll keep you updated on man bun neighbor um I still have slamming door neighbor slamming the door every fucking time she goes in her apartment and like I've said before I've mentioned her a long time ago but

we have the same door. Okay. I don't know why mine doesn't slam and hers does, but it's obnoxious and it's like aggressive and like, I'm home. I'm going to slam the door. It is a slam. I don't think the building shifted on her side and the door sticks. I think it's an intentional slam, slam. So I still got her. I got my other neighbor who's shares a bathroom with me. Last night we were both doing our skincare routine together. um last night we were both doing our skincare routine together I like how I was gonna end the episode and now I'm not but I'm like putting on my skincare and our cabinets like the thing that the mirrored cabinet that opens I'm pretty sure like she opened hers too at the same time because

I like heard it I heard her standing there she like talks to herself and makes like noises like she makes sighs like loud sighs and anyway so i thought it was funny like i heard her last night i used to get annoyed by it now i think it's kind of cute because she's like this old nice lady who's been here forever retired school teacher she's really cool but yeah neighbors are doing well i'll keep an eye out on mamba neighbor for you guys to um well i need to like come up with more characters on the show obviously the the interviews are just not happening right now but I like to talk about the characters around me and um like there's a fucking fly on my or a little bug on my um notepad right here that's funny it's a little tiny bug where do bugs come

from where do they come from because it's like I have all my windows shut right now it's kind of cold here and I have screens like I don't know how they get in but anyways all right guys that's it episode 133 we went over my walk through through the city building my immune system smelling London smelling the sense of London again we talked about me researching EV stocks and going back to school putting myself through stock school regularly now like it's a daily thing I'm into which is it's a lot of fun for me I'm I don't know I just like to learn something new about it every day and it I feel like the longer I do that the more, in the long run, the more money I'll invest and, you know, my portfolio will keep growing.

So there's that. We talked about my current goal of squashing that inner bitch voice and doing hard things no matter what my inner bitch voice says. Because I feel accomplished. After I do something I don't want to do, I feel better about myself. so we're working on that heavily paying attention that voice right now we talked about Biden not taking the Amtrak we talked about the stimulus uh the the speech today talking about stimulus the economy and the virus it's gonna be pumping a lot of money into this bitch this year it's gonna be interesting to see and now with the Dems completely controlling everything I feel like

shit's just gonna like get passed quickly and i i don't know we'll see because i'm not too confident when i say that but i feel like that makes sense in my head if they control both the house and the senate like biden's like we want to do three trillion in stimulus all right pass um anyways so that's about it that was episode 133 oh what i what did i rant about social justice movements people telling people telling other people how they should feel and then oppressing them by starting a movement for them in a way and like fucking what else was I saying Tim Kennedy oh the troops anyways you guys heard me out I'm sure and I'm sure you're like what the fuck or you're like I don't know again I'm new at podcasting I'm

still I'm gonna be new at this for five years and I still struggle with after I say something where I feel like it's, I don't know, maybe controversial or I didn't maybe say it how I would want to, if I had to, like, if I could go redo it, I probably would. But I'm learning that that's part of podcasting. You say shit and post it and you learn something about yourself. And it's always fun when you guys DM me and we talk about it or debate about it. I love that. I think it helps me. It probably helps you. And yeah, but I always want to, I can't reiterate enough. I'm not an asshole I try to be nice and I have good intentions I just want to make people I want to help people become more aware of themselves and step outside the box and I want to work on that

myself but I want to help people I want to make I want to have conversations about that so I think a lot of people are programmed one way and they don't have self-awareness they don't have they don't understand what they're doing is so ridiculous and they never self-reflect and they don't have self good reasoning skills with themselves and so they go through life with this one a super what's the word dogmatic or super stiff mindset about things and it it just it doesn't it's just I don't know I feel like it keeps people stuck in their own way and it makes people judgmental and bitter and i don't know so anyways hashtag goals as a podcast host hey fucking happy happy thursday tune in at 4 p.m biden's he's talking we'll be fun to

see what he says and uh i'm sure a lot of memes will be out tonight about that so stay tuned guys it's gonna be wild you know i'm talking about current events because it's current or i'm talking about I guess more news topics I'm talking about the news because it's juicy right now we've got the inauguration in a few days so anyways happy Thursday thanks for tuning in and I'll talk to you tomorrow follow me on Instagram all right bye love you bye