The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 180- February Favorites

Episode Date: March 4, 2021

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What's up guys? Happy Wednesday. It's episode 180. Welcome back to the show. hey what's up welcome back to the show good morning uh yes it's the morning I'm feeling cozy right now it's raining I woke up I made coffee I'm gonna podcast like good old times I can people watch today because it's light outside I used to do that every episode and it's usually dark when I record so now it's not and I can talk about my hot neighbors and I can tell you what's up with the dogs walking around um it's raining there's not a lot of people outside and I'm just feeling cozy I hate to say this and use this word and term but I'm feeling vibey I just want to like vibe on my couch and watch Harry Potter and drink

hot chocolate and wear fuzzy socks and curl up today so with that in mind um instead I'm gonna work wait what am I saying um no it's ridiculous how hold on um sniffing my sweatshirt for no reason uh shit so it's wild how when it rains in San Diego I go from 100 to zero immediately like 100 meaning I'm productive I feel like I'm energized I want to do everything get all my list, uh, shit on my list crossed off. I go from that to what I just mentioned, like Harry Potter lounging around, napping, chilling. Uh, I just want like a bowl of warm broth. Uh, even though I bitch about soup, I want warm broth, want some ramen, you know, it's that type of thing with me when I live here since I lived. Okay. I'm from Washington. This is a daily occurrence there,

but I'm what going on three years in San Diego. And every time it rains, I lose all energy and all ambition and I just don't want to do anything so um yeah what what a wild morning we're having here um let's get into the podcast today's episode is all about February favorites and you're like what the fuck it's March 3rd yeah I know um I didn't do favorites I basically I'm going to recap February and tell you guys what I was interested in and what I was liking last month uh just like a YouTube favorite video except it's audio and uh yeah it's just a little me time me you, hanging out, talking about products, talking about things I was into, I just love, love the mornings, love, I don't know, I just feel, I just love feeling cozy, and yeah, okay, I love, and I'm

in a comfy outfit, and I just love this day, and it's a good week so far, and I have my shit together, and unfortunately, they switched positions, or switched directions on the runway, probably to prevent plane crashes during the rain, I don't fucking know, fortunately, they switch position, take off landing positions, directions, whatever, on the runway, and so the planes are coming at me, which is louder than when they're flying away from me, so just know that in the background, if you hear any noise, it's, yeah, okay, why did I call attention to that, you probably can't fucking hear, I got double pane windows, because I live in a city with a landing strip out my back door and fucking uh I got sound protection so why am I why am I tripping right now dude okay

so should I update you guys on what I did so far this morning as same old same old woke up made my coffee walked my puppy I listened to dude I listened to jazz music I went outside and listened to jazz music and I don't know I've been so present lately and I I think this weather's making me feel even more present. I just want to, I don't know. I'm high on life. I'm really high on life. And I think it's the eight hours of sleep I've been getting for the last four days. And I didn't know what I was missing until now. All right. February favorites. First favorite. Let's just knock this off because I've talked about it so much. I'm obsessed with nut pods. I'm obsessed with nut pods. It's called nut pods. Toasted marshmallow

specifically is the flavor creamer for my coffee and I like it because it's uh no sugar no bullshit right but it tastes really good and it pairs perfectly with my eight o'clock espresso beans from Italy and uh excuse me uh eight o'clock espresso beans from Italy are also a February favorite I discovered them last month I've been doing Starbucks espresso in my barista express you know when you like see a rich person's house and they have a espresso machine so I have that one and um that's just what it is okay any rich person you see on the internet they have one I'm not calling myself a rich person I'm just saying I have it um but it's that one and I discovered eight o'clock espresso beans instead of because I've been using Starbucks beans because it's like

going to Starbucks it tastes exactly the same and I like that eight o'clock is better so that became a favorite last month I ordered on Amazon it's on the subscription now and I combined that with my toasted marshmallow nut pods and um dude it's so good I feel like I it's better like this combination is better than any coffee shop I've been to in San Diego in the last three years and that's saying something and that was my goal with this espresso machine I'm like if I'm gonna have this thing if I'm gonna make that investment and get get it I want it to be I want my coffee to be better than a coffee shop and that's happened and I'm super super excited to drink my coffee every morning um yeah I know I used to have a theme or I carried a theme through this podcast

for the for the first like three months talking about coffee every every day I did a coffee fact it always told you guys what kind of coffee I was drinking at the time it was like a pumpkin spice latte situation uh I know I know I'll own it I fucking love that shit I'm a basic white girl uh heart to heart to the bone to the whatever and uh yeah so get in the know you got I think it's like $17.99 for a bulk bag at eight o'clock and then you got the $14.99 three-pack nut pods on Amazon order that shit up so good um but yeah I guess part two of that is uh no I don't want to keep talking about like products I'm gonna move to the next favorite um my next favorite from last month was stretching my right hip flexor. Sorry, I'm reading off my notebook. I wrote everything

down. So next favorite is stretching my right hip flexor muscle because I almost like don't want, okay, this is insane to admit or fucking stupid, but I'm like, I don't even want this muscle to get looser and get more flexible. Like I want it to feel, I want it to stay where it's at because for whatever reason stretching it feels so good it's like a hurt so good thing because it's tight and I feel like my so I know this about my body it's all it's all um crooked and out of whack like I used to live with a chiropractor a former chiropractor who would like he assessed one time that he thinks my rib cage is twisted he was like staring at it he's like yeah you it looks like you've got a twisted rib cage I think I'm all fucked up but uh I look fine like to the eye but

I think there's subtle things in my body that are out of whack and I'm noticing now that um I think my left leg is shorter than my right leg fuck okay I know uh or something like that because my right hip is so tight compared to my left one and it sucks because whenever I do the splits like I prefer my left leg forward it's hard for me to get my left my right hip to the ground because of that hip flexor. So I've been stretching it a lot, but it feels better. Like, I feel like it is so addicting to stretch it. Like I can't explain it. Uh, it's how it feels like a massage. And I dunno, I'm, I'm like thinking about it right now. Like, I just want to go into a, a hip flexor stretch and, and I don't know, because as you know, I'm a, I'm doing the yoga

thing full time. I'm said no to the old workouts I was doing where I was, you know, back and forth between like, do I want to have a big ass and lift heavy weights and do the body builder style workouts or the bikini body, whatever those competitors are like those style of workouts, or, you know, I was to CrossFit at one point. And then I was like a cardio bunny, always running, always on ellipticals, like always doing cardio. And, and anyways, I I'm like committed to yoga a hundred percent now because I'm just obsessed with the, how I feel when I'm done with it. And I'm obsessed how it changes my body and makes me feel more connected to myself and how I deep breathe more often. Anyways. So yeah, I've been stretching a lot. So yeah, the hip flexor stretch

is if is a favorite because of how fucking good it feels and I know I'm like I don't know I need to figure it out though I need to figure out like why that leg seems longer or shorter or whatever so yeah um next favorite I'm just gonna breeze by this one Ozark obviously I know I'm late to the game but dude I finished it last night and it ended with someone getting shot in the head and I am so excited for season four uh I guess season four is going to be in two parts and I'm just like I'm obsessed with Ruth I'm I can't I will not stop like if I have to name if I had to pick my favorite performance ever of an actress or actor she's in my top three well top five probably if I did I don't know I'm just thinking of like she's so good what is her name Julia Gardner

Julia Garner yeah obsessed with her character obsessed with how she did her it's just everything so yeah that's a favorite because it's also a favorite because I finally allowed myself to chill at night and watch Netflix without feeling like a like I'm wasting my life away I finally had that coming to Jesus moment with myself I think was it episode it's like a few days ago on Friday uh I had this moment of like Jacqueline you need to break your days up and allow yourself to chill and stop working at a certain time etc etc so I've been watching shows I've been watching Ozark and I finished a season I'm I finished the whole entire thing and I'm super excited for next season so next favorite um Clubhouse fucking Clubhouse I'm on it 24 7 constantly listening

listening into I'm just like a fly on the wall listening people talk about fun like I don't know it's like fluffy shit about like I always and I had a whole episode I think the episode was called why am I like this bitching about how like redundant the information I hear is and how it's just all about like gratitude and building a business and like all these like self mental what is it called like mental health tips I don't know all these like tips and shit that I have heard for the last 10 years in my ears through podcasts like I've heard all this shit so I'm at this point now with consuming information and listening to conversations on clubhouse where I'm so maxed out of it all that I'm just kind of like yeah yeah I know I've heard this before I know life is

happening for you not to you like all this shit I'm like I just I'm not seeking that anymore and So as far as like trying to find, uh, I don't know the fucking meaning of life and like how to, cause I'm not personally building a business and some of this, it's interesting to listen to, but it's not one of my dreams to own a company. Like personally, it's not. And I don't know, a lot of the, I end up in a lot of the rooms that are full of people that are entrepreneurs and they've made their billions. And I'm just kind of like, I don't know, it's a little bit, it's just not of interest to

me uh but it's it's just also it's fun to get into rooms that are chill and people are just making jokes and i don't know trying to honestly clubhouse is a fucking dating app i'm just in the room the whole time let me just be honest right now i'm looking at everyone's profile picture if i like what i'm seeing i'm on your instagram i'm stalking you and i'm finding my mate like that is why i'm on clubhouse it is actually it's a it's a it's a dating app because here's the thing people on there have their shit together they have money and i'm a gold digger and they are um they they're sophisticated they can hold the conversation because obviously they're on stage having given speeches and shit like i that i i um it's it's a there's a there is a multitude

of options of me of fucking mates okay why am i going on that tantra okay um that just got weird too early for this shit uh let me reverse back um do i consider what you got going uh money wise when i'm dating you absolutely i will not be shy about admitting that I want someone that can provide for me and protect my family and have a stream of income coming in that's I'm not the breadwinner necessarily and it's not the power structures and the woman makes more than the man I just personally don't want that in my life because it kind of goes I don't want to get into it I just personally like you know I know what I want and that's what

I want I don't want to explain why I want that um I'm not very progressive with my thinking about uh the structure relationship structures now and how the women and the man and the woman are on an equal playing field and they should though it doesn't matter if the woman makes more blah blah like I'm not so hung up on that it's like I need my man to you know like I don't want to be paying for every fucking dinner in fact I don't want the man to ever pay I don't excuse me I don't want to ever have to pay that's just where I'm at so guys did I just scare people off fuck okay so um yeah let me get back to that dating app concept or idea about clubhouse I just feel like it's a lot of me clicking on people's faces because you only have a you only have a

profile picture on clubhouse and then like stalking them and I'm like oh they're an entrepreneur okay they got this going on they're also done I'm like okay you're hot all right let's just slide in your dms even though I don't do that at all I'm just browsing you know um but and I like it because this is why it's better than a dating app if this if someone you're looking at starts talking you can actually hear how they think and what they say it's so nice you're like oh shit I like you even more all right um that was not planned I didn't mean to talk about that I just wanted to mention a favorite of February was clubhouse and now I'm embarrassed but um what are your guys thoughts about that like the woman in the relationship I'm talking about heterosexual

relationships and yeah like as a guy do you care if your woman makes way more money than you like Like, do you, do you care? Or is it, I, is it just, is one of those things where it's like, I don't care, but it's not ideal. Like I, I just, or I don't fucking know. Here's what it does for me though. If I knew, like if I brought in, let's just make up a bullshit number. If I brought in, uh, 10 million a year okay well that would probably be a there's like a that's that's just one of those things I was gonna say like 10 million and then my man brings in like 50k like I don't think that would ever happen first I don't know I don't know how why am I going

onto this uh tangent I just think it like does something mentally I don't care what you say like money kind of fucking changes shit and it's it shouldn't but it kind of makes the man like if you're making a fuck ton more than your man it kind of makes him look bitch and weak it just does I don't know what else to say I don't know like I'm just being honest like if if I would just not see I I feel like I look up this is the thing if I'm dating you and I know you've I know you've got a good thing going on financially and it's like way more than I don't know it's like hot it's like attractive and it's like I feel better as a partner than if I was the one balling out I don't know or we can both ball out but it can't be like

that there can't be that much of a discrepancy that was an extreme example but like I don't know I need to move on this is about my favorites and not about fucking relationships and how much the person makes but I will hold I will hold my ground about the man paying I don't give a fuck what you say I don't want to pay for shit I'll like buy coffee but like I'll go out and buy you coffee or little stuff but if we're going out to dinner we're not splitting the check we're not splitting the check I am not paying for dinner ever it's that's just not enough not an option in my brain that also does something to me in a relationship it makes me feel I don't know I just want to be taken care of and that's what I want so anyways okay um again I'm not progressive and like I'm

not a what is it called a feminist I guess I'm not I'm just really not um I mentally am in 1950 at all times with how I think of men and women all right I don't give a fuck about that either i'm not trying to i'm not trying to be um you know new age and hip with what i want i just i don't know i'm traditionalist i like fucking old shit and yeah okay um that went on too long next favorite uh i'm on military tiktok i'm on relationship to tiktok a lot those were two favorites i like oh i also like um airplane tiktok so those are favorites i i told you guys i think last month that i enjoy watching people's tiktoks that show the behind the scenes of careers that most like most people in this life will never experience and that that's why i like

when there's combat videos they're in the line of fire and they're fucking doing a tiktok and shit like fucking i will never experience that that's not a video game that's real life and there's people shooting at them and they're fucking videotaping it it's like a tiktok made after the fact but i'm obsessed with watching those i'm obsessed with watching people's like interviews veteran interviews on tiktok there's a bunch of videos of that uh aircraft carrier tiktok a guy landing his what is it called the f-16 i don't fucking know that i should know i I follow like fucking fighter jet pilots on Instagram, but, uh, like when they're landing the plane or landing the jet on the aircraft carrier at night and they're like showing

that I'm like, what the fuck, how do you see it? And it's wild. There's like giant waves and shit. And, uh, fucking there's that. And then airplane TikTok pilots seeing inside the cockpit firsthand, like from their perspective is super cool. I love that. And then the other favorite TikTok area is the TikToks where men say things that women don't know about men or men don't, like, they go into the opposite sex and they either give advice or they say shit we don't know, like, of the opposite sex.

And it's really interesting because I feel like I always learn something new. I'm like, whoa, that's so specific. like there's a whole like like there are so many videos of guys saying when they adjust their uh balls or whatever they're not like grabbing it they're doing this like pinch and roll technique okay i never knew that like wait they're so specific about it they're like we're not just like grabbing it we're like pinching it and rolling their like they just describe that and I'm like what in the like what all my life I don't know I see someone like mess with their junk that's like not even what I was

I don't know I guess all guys do that and they also like uh do weird shit when they pee like try to like get all the bubbles blasted before they are done I don't fucking know okay yeah that's kind of weird that I'm liking those TikToks they're not showing them doing it they're just saying it out loud things girls don't know about guys part 67 I don't know um next thing I'm enjoying guys here's where I'm at with this episode right now let me bring you into my podcast host world um what I mentioned about clubhouse and then I went on to the dating app thing and then I mentioned how the man should make more than the woman or it's ideal because of the way I feel in relationships if I make more money than my partner um and how I want them to pay like all that stuff

I feel insecure or not insecure I don't feel insecure I feel like I went a little too far with that tangent and I'm a little bit I don't know I just feel funny after I said all that and I want you to know that, uh, I'm going to post this anyways, but I just wanted to, I just wanted you to know right now that I don't feel, I feel weird about that. And I, I'm still kind of thinking about it and I do get in my head when I podcast as I podcast and now I'm bringing you in my head and now we're both in my head and wow. Um, but yeah, let me know your thoughts about that. And I don't know. Ah, okay. So next thing, next favorite of February, uh this is so fun dude I love grocery delivery so my new favorite thing to do is and the reason

I started doing it consistently was because I had a eight month old eight month old puppy I was like I need to just everything needs to be convenient right now I can't rush off to the store and leave him you know I want and leave him in the car the crate like I just I just want to be with him all the time and I I just felt weird about I don't know I just had this anxiety about grocery shopping in the store. So, uh, my favorite thing to do now is I go on Amazon, I go to Whole Foods and I buy my groceries for the week and I'm just like picking everything out. And I'm like, I don't know. I just, I love it. I love how it gets delivered the next day or the same day. And I unpack it. It's like really, I don't know. It's just fun. It feels like, I don't know. I just feel

like I literally just like play music and and browse and it's like fucking fun I don't know how to explain it I don't know um so there's that it's and then the other thing I do shopping wise that's a favorite is it's not complete this hasn't been accomplished but I'm kind of addicted to looking for a couch I'm a I'm a okay I'm like addicted to the hunt I'm addicted to the like I'm so I know what I want couch wise but I can't find it and so I'm like I'm every day I'm like hunting hunting hunting hunting trying to find the perfect couch because I need a new couch super bad because I have a love seat and it fits me fine but like I can't have a man over six foot on this couch it doesn't work out

cuddling wise and it's fucking annoying because I have to push my ottoman up against my couch and make it a whole like make it longer and it's really embarrassing and I'm insecure about that and I honestly have had this couch for way too long and I just can't find and also have a puppy who's kind of in that destroyer phase so I'm kind of waiting out buying one until I until he gets a little more I don't know older and like I don't know but I've been looking for literally four months and uh I just can't find one that it's not perfect yet and I'm obsessed with browsing I love looking and I just every day I'm like it's like my little do you guys have those moments in your day where you're

it's like a quick phone thing where you're like okay like for me it's time hop I go time hop um I go sorry it's like your little like app routine i look at time hop old tweets that i used to tweet i even though i deleted twitter i just like to see what i was doing and then i go to offer up um because i'm looking at like i like finding vintage shit on offer up and then i do let me look at my phone robin hood well that's all day fucking and i was listening to speaking of robin someone was just shitting all over it um in an interview I was listening to on the they were shitting all over Robin Hood which I completely get but I never switched over to SoFi I told you

guys I was gonna uh move everything over to a different app after the Robin Hood and the Game Stop shit blew up and I I have and I've stuck with Robin Hood but I don't know so yeah then I'm on Robin Hood then I'm on my um weather app just looking at the weather I don't know like bounce around 10 apps real quick it's like a little break and then I get back to whatever I was doing on Instagram and shit what else what other apps do I look at um yeah I don't know do you guys do you have that little bouncing routine where you're like okay I'm done with Instagram and I'm gonna check like four apps and then get back to Instagram yeah I do that okay um I hate this episode so yeah grocery delivery looking for the couch um I want this is what I'm looking for

so you know the cloud couch I don't I I thought that was like the ultimate that's like the Range Rover like ever like it's like the Range Rover of couches I feel like it's like when you see someone who's like quote-unquote like made it and they buy their first Range Rover and then they like have a cloud couch it's like that but like it's the cloud excuse me the Range Rover Range Rover couch I thought like I like how it looks but I want it to have a little bit more structure so I'm trying to find like a perfect in between uh of a cloud couch and a more traditional structured and I want it to be pure white couch so yeah that's what I'm looking for uh anyways moving on next favorite um I've been revisiting Pinterest

uh I forgot about Pinterest I hope it's all private shit it's like very uh it says like my old pins are so embarrassing but I found my Pinterest or like went back to it and I was going through my old pins and it's wild like I've had it probably since I was like 18 it's crazy to see like the quotes I used to pin and they're all like live, laugh, love shit. And a lot of like peace signs at the beach, like Tumblr looking pictures. And it's so funny to look back. So I've been, I've been diving into Pinterest again, getting new inspo for, I don't know. I just like to look for, I honestly like to see what's current, uh, as far as interior design trends and fashion trends because straight up, I have not, I am not fashion forward. What is it called? I am

not like, I haven't gone shopping for new clothes that are from a store, like right out of the store 2021. I haven't, or even 2020, like I really didn't buy any clothes in 2020. Um, I mostly thrift shop, but like, I don't know what's hot right now at all. And so I've been going on Pinterest to kind of check in with that and see like, what are the, and I'm noticing a lot of these like corset tops and like mom jeans and shit. And I, I dunno. Um, I just, I'm not obsessed with, I honestly hate how people dress here and I'm not, I'm one to talk. Like I don't try hard at all with my outfits. I look super simple and basic and I get it. But, um, I just, sometimes I'm like why do I have to live why don't I live in Europe where people really give a fuck about

what their outfits look like and it's like super classic and they're so fashionable and like they're they don't fuck they don't fuck up their faces with all this injections and shit and fillers and fucking like everyone looks frozen and they don't do that and they don't over tan and they don't they're just natural they don't wear a lot of makeup or any and they wear beautiful trench coats and like nice vintage blouses and shit. And like, uh, people do that here too. Don't get me wrong. People do that too. I'm trying my best to keep it natural and shit. But, um, I don't know. Sometimes I'm like Europe. I just, I just, I fucking, I get it. I get them. I like what they do they take a lot of naps they drink a lot of wine uh during the day they're slower there

they're more it's just like a they're i'm when i say europe i'm putting every country in a bucket like i don't give a fuck if it's france italy spain uk like england like i don't i have experienced mostly with the french i'm thinking french and british fashion that i've been around the most, but, or I guess Italy, but, uh, yeah, fucking A. I think, is that my new dude? Is that going to be my new thing? Wait, let me work this out. Um, I kind of want to become, I want to be an Insta baddie, but not like a Fashion Nova chick, like a Bratz doll. I want to be an Insta who's like I'm fucking European looking because I followed those trends and I dress like them instead of Americans because I think it's better and I think I need to start I could like that

could be my new hobby like podcasting um like I literally have so many nice classic pieces in my wardrobe that are well-made they're old some of the shit's my mom's like really good shoes nothing's like out of a fucking uh what was it called like it's not a boohoo fashion nova what's it called what are the other brands um pretty little thing all these fast fashion websites like it's not from that I have like good shit and I need to put those outfits together and I should try I should just do it fits me better here's the thing I got a classic look as it is and I feel like I need to start matching my outfits need to match that because I'm kind of sick of looking like a little like college girl who's like crop tops and just

like fucking high-waisted fuck I don't know I don't know all right so Pinterest is a fave for inspo um yeah I just had a crisis there what I was I just spiraled about fashion and Europeans do you guys get that I don't know um and there's something about me I'll just say this that I discovered early on as I started podcasting that it comes out when I talk and I'm quite the contrarian quite the contrarian I don't know why I feel the need to or why I lean towards things that are against the norm in my age group or in pop culture like what society is doing what Instagram is doing like I feel a need to do something different than it or

do something the opposite of it and I guess that's it's like sometimes I'm like well am I just trying to be better than is it like because you want to be better than other people and you think it's uh you think it's basic to fucking dress like a fashion nova chick like yeah I do but I also do it myself and I'm one to talk but it's like I think I crave something I crave a life that's more I don't just say it like I've been thinking about how I create I've created my life right Like everything about my life is this creation of, uh, ideas and words put into real, like that manifests into my reality and my thoughts. It's all like this creation I've come up with and my fucking cauldron.

Cause I'm a witch. I don't know. Um, you know, I hate that cauldron is such a bad word. It's a cauldron. Um, but it's kind of like that. And I, I don't know. I want to be my own person, I guess. I want to be I don't want to be like everyone else I don't I like the idea of having being

unique and the shit you do is and nothing is unique anymore that's what sucks about art and sucks about social media is everyone's copying everyone it's really hard to be you it's not well am I am I fucking unique because I do it do a podcast seven days a week absolutely that's all I got now that's all I got on anyone else I'm like bitch you do it once a week boring I do it seven days a week I'm better than you and that's all I got as a that's the only thing that makes me unique now um I mean yeah what else makes me unique is this now am I gonna spiral about what makes me unique now um honestly that's it that's all I can really think of I got other tricks up the sleeve I guess or other qualities but

I don't know I'm like I got one life how am I gonna feel what makes me feel alive what makes me feel my best what makes me excited what makes me inspired and I just don't I like it here let me go back to Europe like I find so much inspiration from European women and their like their culture and everything about what goes on over there that i should just double down on that and and fucking follow that shit instead of being annoyed all the time by what we do here in fucking socal socal and trust me what we do is hot as fuck i'm not gonna i'm not gonna knock any one down for being a insta baddie in fashion nova outfits but like i don't know like i just fucking overthinking it overanalyzing it of course but hi welcome to my podcast I'm sitting looking out

the window airplanes flying towards me instead of away from me they aren't being too loud today but this rain is is kind of I guess making me moody yeah what is it about that what is about that part of me that I have to do the shit the opposite do different is it ego is it my ego is this all one big ego trip am I jealous of people is that it am I jealous that I don't know here's what I here's the thing when I watch like a Harper's Bazaar when i watch a vogue and uh or what's the other one i love on youtube nylon i feel like does these whenever i watch them go into like a suki waterhouse closet or a fucking camille uh sure sherry is that her last name sherry or a fucking um alexa chung uh

um who's the other woman I love following any of any of these like European like they're from France or from the UK like whatever one of their closets they do like a behind the scenes of their apartment they're walking through they're showing all their shit I'm like it does something to me on a soul level that I can't explain and I think that's what I'm uh trying to like do myself here in California like I don't know how to explain like I just want that I want tchotchkes I want vintage dresses and clothes and shoes and bags and like this wardrobe of personality that's unique to me like they have and they show on these fucking vibey not to say that word again behind the scenes like apartment tour videos on YouTube like Vogue does and shit and I feel like I have

that. I'm just not appreciating it. I'm not showcasing it. I haven't changed because I used to be, you guys have to understand this. I used to want to be that fashion blogger girl, that YouTuber girl who's like, here's my closet. Here's my outfits. Here's a picture of me, my outfit. Here's a tag to the brand. Like that's what I wanted to do. And I forget that I actually have that going on. I don't put my, I don't put that foot forward now. Like my content is, uh, it's not about that it's about I mean my podcast is it's audio only like that's this is it you know this is what I show the world of of me but I'm starting to go like I miss those days of like thinking about fashion and like I used to really fucking care I don't it's not that I want to think

about all the time I just want to pop off I don't know be more just get back to my roots of like being my classic polished dressed self instead of this lump of coal over in the corner with just sweatpants on and yoga bras and like fuzzy slippers from amazon like what in the fuck am i doing with my life um my like i think of my relatives like they'd be they'd be ashamed of this but it's also like who gives a fuck I don't see anyone ever do I sound like I'm going crazy like literally I'm staring out the window yelling um still no people watching no one's walked by everyone's watching Harry Potter inside uh drinking hot chocolate like I should be doing right now dude I love this weather

happy fucking Wednesday where was I going with that I'm not really done with my favorites I just want to continue spiraling about european fashion and if i should fucking go that go go hard in the paint with that because here's not what i'm gonna here's what's gonna happen if i pop out and not that i care about your opinion or what people think of me if you're listening to this right now and i show up in a fucking uh blouse and a like satin skirt and fucking tights and heels and i don't know something european looking on instagram you're gonna make fun of me or you're gonna you're gonna know why and so please don't make fun of me I'm just trying to be creative creative and get back to my roots but then like dude sweat outfits are so fucking hot

and fun and like they keep us young and they keep us millennial girls mid-20s fucking young these crop tops keep us young they keep us hot they keep us relevant they do I love that shit I wear that shit um at what point do I stop wearing I don't know when do I I was thinking about this yesterday let's keep going on going on about fashion because like I don't know I never talk about it so let's just keep going I had this flashback of me hostessing at the Italian restaurant I used to work at and I remember like there would be huge we hosted huge parties for people like a ton of wedding parties bachelorette parties and shit baby showers birthdays everything right and I remember how like women would walk in fully done up with like these beautiful

like they were in these beautiful outfits and the material looked so nice and they just looked so polished and they just look so good and I just fucking want to look like that every day I've had it am I having am I cracking like I'm sick of sweatpants I'm sick of yoga pants I'm sick of this shit I want to be fancy I just thought of like this blue dress this woman was wearing it's like a flash in my brain this happened yesterday randomly and I was like oh they just look so good because here's the thing I do that when it needs to be done like occasions like those parties they are going to obviously these women don't dress like that 24 7 but I was just imagining like like the real housewife women they're like always in they always have

seven bangles on big ass glittery earrings hair done makeup done like flowy dress like a summer dress on all at all times. Um, I mean, I live in California. Why am I, why am I slacking off with the fucking yoga pants every day? I guess that makes sense. It is California. What the fucking a I'm pissed. I just went on this tangent. This is going to be the episode where I'm like, I just went down a rabbit hole for way too long about something that's stupid. And I'm just gonna feel weird about it and then just keep talking so whatever um speaking of fashion my February favorite legit I wrote this down after that fashion talk I was like okay I wrote down my one of my favorite favorites uh how did I how did I follow this or how does how does this happen

I wrote yoga outfits I wrote yoga slash deep breathing as a favorite obviously slash yoga outfits and here's why I'm saying that like um it's kind of weird to say this but I would like be wearing so I usually work with my yoga pants on already and then like if I had a t-shirt on and no bra like I normally do I just do yoga like that normally and tuck my shirt in if it falls over my head when I'm doing a downward dog and shit so I was doing that for a long time and so now I've been like putting an outfit out for yoga it's like matching it looks good and that was a favorite last month because I was trying hard I was like making it making my yoga practice feel like something special instead of rolling out of work and onto my mat in a fucking t-shirt

like a Led Zeppelin t-shirt or whatever the fuck I had on uh I got a ratty old old navy t-shirt some bullshit t-shirt, uh, yeah, I started putting on a yoga outfit, and I just felt good about myself, so, February favorite, that was it, uh, here's another one, turmeric powder, okay, okay, I wrote turmeric powder, yeah, I started putting turmeric powder on my cauliflower rice, and I really like it, uh, it's, I don't know, I like turmeric, turmeric, turmeric, so I do, it's all about, like, eating healthy is all about making shit taste good, right, like, boring food tastes good, so I feel like I've always been good at, um, seasoning, so I like what I'm eating, uh, I love, okay, so you guys know I'm obsessed with broccoli, frozen broccoli,

I buy out like every bag at Trader Joe's every time I go there the frozen broccoli bags are always in my freezer that's just what it is but I season my broccoli I love cayenne on broccoli and then I'll do like that so I'll do cayenne like garlic powder uh salt and pepper what else or I'll do like crushed garlic on my broccoli and then I'll do a pan of If I do cauliflower rice, I'll do cumin, turmeric, smoked paprika, salt, pepper. Um, do I do like fucking basil or oregano? Like I add like a basil oregano time type of spice on there. And then, uh, yeah, I like turmeric.

All right. I feel like I could move on. That was, I don't need to do a tangent about turmeric now. And then another food favorite from February, I rediscovered Honey Mama's. Honey Mama's chocolate, specifically, it is the best chocolate, hands down, like, of all time in the world, available to eat on, like, right now. So it is, we don't need to make any more chocolate. We don't need to make a new brand. Honey Mama's trumps them all. Like best chocolate in the world. They have like a peppermint one I love. They have a lavender one I love. Coconut one I love. A Peruvian one I love. They're always, like this is why I say Whole Foods isn't expensive. Like just hear me out right now.

they're always 40 off because normally they're like six dollars for a a bar if you go to the store like any store that carries them um because they're kind of like a bougie like they're like a really clean like handmade chocolate bar that goes in the refrigerator and you just need a little piece because it's like this decadent little thing I always like a piece of chocolate after dinner like that's usually what I do but Whole Foods like my Amazon Whole Foods delivery is as expensive or cheaper than me going to the like grocery outlet or whatever like I know that doesn't make any sense but a lot of the shit I buy is on sale or at the same price or cheaper on Whole Foods and the chocolate bars is an example where it's like they're always like

three something. Cause they're 40% off. And I don't know. So I, I, I rediscovered, sorry. I rediscovered honey mamas. Check them out. They go, they have an Instagram. Um, I just have these food items and snack items that I always go back to. And this is one of them, but I forgot about it. Like I've been eating a lot of, um, it's like the HU hue kitchen, right? HU kitchen chocolate, or I'm a slut for a Ghirardelli 85% a slut for an 85% Ghirardelli yeah like or no is it lint a lint 85% that's my OG uh because here's the thing I started eating dark chocolate when I first uh so I started eating my journey okay now we're gonna talk about fucking eating chocolate in the history of me okay whatever it's pouring down rain pouring down

rain right now. Let's get into it. So I learned how to eat healthy. No, I did it. It was called a paleo challenge. This fucked me up diet wise and like body image wise for a minute in high school, but whatever. I started in CrossFit in literally like sixth grade because my parents joined a CrossFit like I did CrossFit before CrossFit was like a thing okay I know I know I'm a what does that what does that make me a hipster or whatever um I know I'm cool because of that and that's and I met the founder and I've um been doing it since what was that like 2006 or some shit I don't fucking know when did CrossFit start before that whatever so yeah I and I was around a lot of paleo talk a lot of paleo eating people and I knew all about paleo so then in my

junior year of uh high school it was like a February yeah it literally was February I remember this so well because it was the first time I lost I literally lost 10 pounds in a month and I was like oh I get it now like this is what it feels like to lose weight and feel skinny and like yourself better. So I discovered, like I knew about dark chocolate and how, you know, by like the 85, 90%, a hundred percent, because as low as sugar. So I discovered dark chocolate, dark chocolate that at that time. And I've been eating it ever since. Cause it's like a great after dinner, little dessert or whatever. It's just like a piece of chocolate, whatever. Um, with that being said why am I going on this tangent because I have bought so many lint 85% bars in my life

I've never thought about this but that's the one I always buy I always go back to it and I just thought I'd share that with you guys because I just mentioned honey mamas and uh no I'm not on my period it's actually it was actually last week thanks for asking um but I am a girl and I do crave chocolate during that time I am a basic girl with my cravings I noticed that hardcore about a week before and like someone just inject me with cacao powder fucking right now I don't understand that why chocolate why do we want chocolate what is that what is the chemical we need from I don't know um I'm proud to say or not proud because I can't control it but I literally don't know what a cramp feels like maybe like I've had them a couple times in my entire life but

I've really I have no troubles and it's fucking nice and I just yeah okay honey mama's chocolate I'd say my favorite one is the peppermint followed by the lavender is that my neighbor trying to talk to me through the door oh my god dude not a good time I'm embarrassed holy fuck I feel like they're trying to talk to me through the door hello do I have to whisper now this is gonna be as smart as I have to whisper uh okay let me finish this episode Jesus uh we had next one cozy meals let's keep talking about food or do we want to go to a podcast I'm loving or a Spotify playlist I'm loving I'm going to tell quickly my Spotify playlist I love listening to is dog music I listen to that every night to sleep

uh I think I've mentioned you guys mentioned that to you guys before but I'm kind of doing this episode as if you don't you've never listened before and you've never heard me talk about any of this because I like a lot of this stuff has been mentioned uh every day that I podcast so whatever but yeah I like the dog music playlist on Spotify for um sleeping it was a sponsored ad on my Instagram and I bought my puppy and then it was like for dogs that have anxiety that need help relaxing play this playlist and then I discovered how much I love it so yeah dog music playlist on Spotify and I have a note here uh I was gonna lie to you guys and say I like sleeping with lavender essential oils which is not a favorite at all because I need to get a new

diffuser in fact I need to write that down I need a diffuser um put that on the list yeah my essential oil diffuser busted up so I like to diffuse that when I sleep lavender and um let's see eucalyptus and shit okay last one is my favorite podcast daddy issues it's called daddy issues podcast it's from uh dad and son Jewish Florida Boca Raton no where are they from I don't know I discovered them on TikTok they had viral videos viral clips of them talking shit about current events in like a good way talking about the insanity of um you know like what the governor of California is doing and how things are getting canceled they were going off on their TikToks about that and then I was like oh they have a podcast so I started listening to

it it's called daddy issues um with john and braun i think that's that's their name those are their names um fuck my stock just dropped so much that i'm watching holy fuck um what the fuck uh red alert it is the morning i gotta pay attention here hold on tight bitches you gotta just you know what i'm stone cold i don't fucking care but it's it's interesting to see or interesting to watch what the market's doing right now like after what was it last week it's all because of the fucking stimulus and whatnot or the republicans are not gonna budge right now they got they're not gonna fucking budge right now and it's just one of those things we're not gonna have any none of this stimulus shit's gonna happen and and like get passed until like august so like don't there's

nothing to look forward to right now. Like, like don't even think it's coming. Like you shouldn't be just, I don't know. I feel like there's so many people sitting around in their parents' basements, just like not working, waiting for stimulus checks. And I don't know this world's going to hell. So yeah. Uh, let me go to the podcast app here. Do you guys listen to me on spotify or itunes or apple podcast okay i'm on so daddy issues with john and braun and it's a weekly conversation between a father and son about their different differing views on life they have a patreon you can find them on daddy issues pod i'll plug them i don't give a fuck patreon.com daddy issues pod they do extra episodes for their i'm like their

promoter you know whatever but yeah they have 18 episodes the last one was really good they talked about white guilt they've talked about like i don't know they they go into they go into like every current uh event that's insane and they go off and they disagree a lot about stuff they disagree a lot about stuff why did i okay they disagree with each other often and it's it's fun to listen to so yeah daddy issues podcast there you go uh check it out i think that's it today was weird dude today was weird it is raining um i didn't mention that my last favorites cozy meals ew i hate the word meals i used to work in retail and it was like instead of going on your lunch break my boss would be like it's time for your meal

like I don't know why that fucking it makes me feel weird it's like saying moist it's the same shit in my brain like it does something to my brain the same way moist does time for your meal Jacqueline time for your meal it's my lunch break bitch okay she was a great boss honestly I learned a lot from her um but yeah I like chicken thighs and butternut squash and I've been adding cranberry sauce to shit to make it feel like Thanksgiving and I don't know I like cozy I like cozy dinners I'll say dinners I like cozy dinners with like a nice squashy sweet potato-y situation on the side with or like a roasted red potato with a chicken thigh I mean I'm obsessed with chicken thighs right now I don't know it's kind of gross if you're vegan or if you're like if you don't like

that dark meat but kind of in a phase with those and then um yeah like a obviously broccoli on the side and like a nice gourd just an orange squashy something a little cranberry sauce I should start making like homemade gravy I don't fucking know I can't I just want to make a Thanksgiving meal in March and say it's fine and think it's fine and call it god damn it okay and and make it okay and just not even think it's weird all right Jacqueline and the show so that's it happy Wednesday I got this done first thing what am I gonna do tonight uh you know not podcast because I got it done but I'm gonna watch it I'm gonna start a new show tonight I'm gonna I don't know what I'll watch I think I mentioned I want to watch Yellowstone but we'll see um

there's probably there's so many new shows maybe I should do like a week of documentaries and then start a show next week it's my it's my new lifestyle like it's been it's wild to me how I never address that I feel uh like I'm in a perpetual like time washing machine of days that blend together with my work and my and my personal life and and what I and it's like this blended thing where I've never broken it up and said I have to stop at a certain time I have to start at a certain time and I have to be disciplined with um you know my chill time and like actually take that seriously instead of like oh work sleep when you're dead work all night who cares check your dm check your emails until 10

p.m like why would the fuck would i do it's dude it i felt like shit for so long and i didn't realize how um stopping work at a certain time and watching a netflix show and not being like on my phone and just like bouncing around it just so it's so nice see how it's gonna happen today, Jimmy just rang the bell, so I got to take him out to pee in the rain, I just washed him yesterday, so that's great, but you know what, I'll just, it's, uh, no grass, no mud, or else he'll get insanely dirty again, but, uh, yeah, okay, kind of a weird episode, I need breakfast, I'm gonna make probably some eggs, some avocado, yeah, keep it light, keep it, you know, keep it tight, keep it light maybe have an apple on the side I need a little fruit situation spike my insulin give me

some carbohydrates let me sprinkle cinnamon on top yeah that's gonna be my morning and I'm gonna get to work have a great Wednesday I hope it's uh sunny where you're at or I don't actually hope that I think rain's fun but I'm honestly drained I don't know how I just finished or I just did I did a lot of talking this episode a lot of like slurring my speech and blending everything together and ramming shit down, uh, different tangents, but I don't know. No pain, no gain, no pain, no gain. Beauty is pain. What the fuck am I saying? Um, no, here's my summer summary of that. Uh, who cares? I don't. Jacqueline, choose your words wisely. Be mindful of what you say. Don't say something if it doesn't have any importance or

value or add value and meaning to someone's life who's listening. Just don't waste people's times with your nonsense. Who cares? I don't. Why does that matter? That's just a recommendation. That is not a law. And the fact of the matter is, recommenders, mentors of podcast hosts out there, just listen to this someone at least one person is still listening right now they they made it to the end and they're enjoying this someone is one person as long as one person is i'm fine i'm fine i don't care that i'm uh i'm a little bit cuckoo today because it's raining and i don't know what this is and i drink so much coffee with no food in my stomach it's all good typical uh what's new uh Jacqueline in the episode all right that's it love you guys lots hit that

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