The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 196- Gratitude Schmatitude

Episode Date: March 20, 2021

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What's up, guys? Happy Friday. It's episode 196. Welcome back to the show. hey what's up it's jacqueline welcome back to the show happy friday happy freaky friday hit that subscribe button i'm here seven days a week and head over to patreon.com slash tjms to get access to my exclusive content my it's basically my private vault of things that are too embarrassing to post on instagram slash patrons get phone calls, shout outs. If I get two more, I'm going to do a zoom hangout with you guys. Anyways, check it out. Patreon.com slash TJMS. All right. I got a cop car outside right now acting sketchy. I've been watching this for the last two hours and I can't make sense of it. And

i guys what do you think of this dm me what you think is going on uh cop car parked right out front no lights on just sitting there and he was talking to these people across the street two old people like a couple and then a younger dude all of them are masked up and just waddling around outside on the sidewalk and then the so the cop talked to them a couple a couple hours ago he's still here camping out they're still outside is this a domestic what is happening I can't like nothing makes sense nothing I'm looking at makes sense I don't understand why they won't go in their house and why the cop is just hanging out there and I don't know so I'm confused at least I have something this is like live action entertainment for the podcast

I mean shit I got a dude with a fucking it looks like he's carrying a literally a goldfish bag crossing the street right now. He is literally holding a bag from Petco. There's a gold, you know, those like how they blow up the top of it and there's air and then the water's under the goldfish is in the bag. Yeah. He's just, he's taking one of those home right now. This is great. This is great people watching today. New pet goldfish on the, in the neighborhood. I got a yellow slug bug I've never seen sitting out there. I don't know what to talk about today other than like, look, I don't know. I don't know how to explain this, but when I woke up this morning, um, so I got nine hours of sleep. Proud of that. Staying consistent with my sleep routine.

If you're new, I've been working on this new schedule, this new, like, uh, it's called my get. Basically I'm trying to get my shit together and I've put myself on a strict, um, sleeping schedule working schedule working out schedule right now until I get it down uh where to have it or whatever so yeah I got nine nine hours of sleep last night and um dude I don't have a fupa but I'm like grabbing my stomach like I do and it's kind of comfortable like I'm just like I'm literally just like holding my stomach like grabbing it and leaning back. This is my podcasting position. Shout out all y'all who have fupa. That makes you unique and special and beautiful in your own way. Just kidding. Actually, no,

go lose some weight, get on a treadmill, eat better, take care of your health. That's not normal. And I'm antibody positive. So there you go. Why did I throw that in when I'm trying to tell you that I woke up in a different fucking dimension today? I swear something felt so wrong when I woke up I can't I can't really explain it other than like uh I felt hungover my brain fog was insane I've been eating so well lately I've been drinking a ton of water I've been going to sleep in my bedtime I have yeah like I didn't have alcohol I had no drugs in my system I didn't smoke weed and wake up groggy I don't know what I don't know how to explain it I woke up and I was like something is different and even when I went outside like

what's the date today March 19th okay so um I don't know that's how my day started I just felt funky and weird and like it wasn't I was like me in my body but I wasn't in the same um like the day before was like a different universe than I okay what this is annoying nobody gives a fuck you guys i have a theory about logan paul um this is a random thought let me drink some fucking water jacqueline stop swearing we don't like it when you swear it's tacky it takes away from the content so should i should i fact check this first i'm pretty sure it's logan paul birthday yeah bitch okay so i'm calling this now and this is a this is just my estimate my guess if you're a impulsive podcast listener or a logan paul uh follower fan whatever um

um okay so he's moving to puerto rico and the timeline so he's so like a week ago he said oh I'm moving I'll be there in a couple weeks I'm moving in a couple weeks which would be around the first of April which is his birthday which is also April Fool's and so I'm just calling this now I feel like he's fucking around and he's not actually moving there and this is like oh April Fool's but I don't know just because he's that kind of person that would do some shit like that I literally I don't even I only remembered that I was like when I started listening to impulsive impulsive what the fuck how do you impulsive um last so in quarantine it got like impulsive got me through it I watched it on YouTube every single time the episodes came out

I was like hanging out with them like that's how I stayed sane and felt like I had um a grasp on the world and what's going on because they talk about all the shit with quarantine and COVID and whatever so but I remember at one point um I found out his birthday was April 1st and I was like okay that make he's April Fool's he's an April Fool's baby he's kind of a a prankster like that with all the shit he does and you know okay whatever so that's my theory I don't know came to the brain popped in the brain and I'm riding with it I have nothing else uh I don't believe he's moving to Puerto Rico what the fuck anyways um did you guys see the new aloe yoga drop on Instagram like you can't miss it the orange aloe yoga drop everyone and their

grandma everyone every hot chick on the internet who's like maybe or like a yogi fitness model chick is wearing that bright orange new aloe yoga drop and I like I cannot get myself to buy aloe yoga like random colors like that just because I'm I like to wear a lot of neutrals blacks whites grays tans and so I never I can never get myself to fork out like 160 bucks on a pair of leggings that are a neon color like I'm not gonna wear them all the time so anyways um by the way right now on this podcast I'm pulling whatever comes to the top of my brain out and I'm saying it and I don't know what's next I've got some Crest white strips in front of me I had a two-pack Amazon delivered too many one time and I kept them all so I was too lazy to return it and return them and that's my

new journey fucking bright white teeth um I forgot that I had them and then I found them I'm like yep okay so we're doing that now what else is around me uh my my planner should I go back to my old podcasting notebook for let's like reminisce on shit I used to talk about oh my god okay so episode like oh yeah yeah this will give me ideas of like shit I could rant about or like revisit I'm prepared on a Friday oh don't give a shit it's my it's my podcast I do what I want you listen you're if you're still listening that's on you I'll waste your time all day but it's only it's up to you to decide um when to leave and when to tune out so all right so oh shit oh I forgot about this at the beginning back in September 2020 I started September 4th 2020 and

I haven't stopped since I referred to the show as like the solo circus because I feel like a circus clown and I'm fucking coming on the microphone every day alone no no guess no guess and I just like tell just saying it however it comes to mind and I'm not I'm not even trying hard with my words just pops out pops out and uh feels like I'm uh I'm in this I'm in a little okay solo circus is what I wrote moving on um for legal reasons this is a joke what I feel like a sticky pad that says that it's probably okay don't know what that was um oh shit this is like when I was bitching about influencers 24 like I got it out of my system my critique and criticism and judgment of influencers um like the cliche stuff I got

I went hard the first month and I wrote this on a sticky note how do influencers see themselves being mocked and continue to keep up the act like it's a thing not a mock influencers and judge and like kind of poke fun at how they talk and address things on the camera hey guys today i'm gonna do an unboxing of this new skincare from mirad and it's so i'm it's i'm obsessed like so yeah they so now they know they're being mocked but yet they still do it and they're just like whatever it's how I mean they make their money and it sells shit that voice sells shit anyways um oh I have a note here it literally has the word like it has the word like in it with like a a slash through it so I don't say like that's fun dude

this is this is the behind the scenes podcast host notepad uh search or uh okay this is what I'm overly hyped and I don't know why I'm in a I'm in a new dimension something happened this morning and I'm off the road I'm off the fucking rocker the rails this is off the rails episode I think I'm on number four um do I do I have an Amazon driver trying to get a hold of me Jesus Christ and my sister calling okay so yeah I have like three episodes called off the rails, off the rails, part two, off the rails, part three. And I feel like this is the, that chaotic energy energy is coming back today. And I don't know, I'm bringing you behind the scenes of being a podcast host right now and looking at my notes. That's what I was trying to

say. Um, everything ever is about storytelling. Beautiful. That's true. That's why podcasting works. That's why doing this everyday works. You guys don't give a fuck what I say. It's just like, I'm telling stories man I could talk about what could I talk about can I tell you oh my god can I talk you talk to you guys about my journey to veganism when I went vegan in college do you guys want to hear about that I would like walk to the grocery store like this is so cringy I only ate raw foods for six months. That's how it started. My sister. Okay. I was like, I'm going to read from the notebook. Now I'm going to tell a story. So anyways, I was rooming with my sister in college and she did a lot of meal prep with fish and meat and stuff. And sometimes the apartment

would smell fishy. Like, you know, fish was, fish was in the oven. And one day I walked in after class and I was like I was so repulsed is that a word I was so repulsed repulsed repulsive I was so grossed out by the smell of fish I instantly decided to go vegan instantly decided it wasn't even like a oh I should look into this or what's veganism about it was like no I'm vegan bitch I'm I'm vegan tomorrow the last thing I ate was and this makes no sense this this makes no sense because okay the apartment smells like fish and uh I eat my final my last supper before I went vegan the next morning was a tuna kale salad how does that make sense I'm disgusted by the small fish and I crack

open a can of tuna and I have that as my last supper bitch nothing has changed you guys know how much tuna i i talk about tuna fish all the time i bust through cans of tuna like it's oatmeal people eating oatmeal every morning i'm cracking open cans of tuna and i love it so i'm a cat i'm uh dude what is this energy what is this energy what is this energy chill bitch okay stop swearing we don't like it when you swear jacqueline it takes away from the content so yeah after that i like went to the grocery store the next morning um i picked flowers all okay wait a minute there's two things i did the first week of going vegan i never had more

energy i was never i was so happy i was so i was like kind to everyone i was picking flowers on the way to class and handing them out I remember put I remember putting a like a little daisy on my backpack where it like sat it like sat on my shoulder on the strap and I was just so elated I was so happy I was so it was springtime the sun was shining I was dude I was in too deep I quit I quit drinking coffee and then I followed all of the vegans on YouTube if you know anything about free freely the banana girl she was my she was my jesus and then there were like there's like high carb hannah um because everything about veganism is eat high carb low fat so then it's like the ratio is not uh like what is it 30 30 protein uh 40 carbs or like whatever like a

normal diet would have on a plate it's like most it's like 90 carbs like protein is like who gives a fuck we don't eat meat we don't care and then like 10 fat so whatever um but yeah like got in rabbit holes every day on um vegan youtube vegan instagram i would be the this is where it went south i'm gonna end this segment because i'm pissed i didn't read from my notebook more but um yeah I was like raw vegan for six months eating I would like prep my food every night for the next day and it was just like a bunch of like sliced vegetables and shit and fruit like every morning I ate one grapefruit and two oranges every single morning that's all I ate and then I would do smoothies some days I'd eat a half a watermelon to start my day psychotic

it's fucking stupid the worst so this is where I went south the two reasons I stopped going vegan was well I got in too deep so at 3 a.m. I don't even think you can search these video videos anymore or like I don't I feel like these are all banned but 2014 Instagram had like an entire side of so the entire there's an entire section of Instagram dedicated to slaughterhouse videos and I would find myself at three in the morning like I'd wake up in the middle of the night I'd roll over on my phone and fucking watch that and force myself to watch animals getting slaughtered especially the um or I I would like force myself to watch the the pig ones because they know what's happening pigs are so smart and they know like they know

what's coming they're smarter than dogs it's and so I would watch them go get in um get dropped into the deep fryer. Like they literally would just like drop pigs, live pigs in hot oil in one of the videos. And then there was the videos where they'd take a cow and just slit its throat and let it bleed out. Isn't that the halal style of killing something? Is that like a religious thing? They slit the throat, let it bleed out. Yeah. So I was in too deep. I was in too deep. And then long story short i kept getting chronic headaches i was craving fucking fish fillets for mcdonald's i kept i kept dabbling in um i couldn't i kept touching i kept picking at people's cheese and i kept wanting cheese and meat and burgers and steaks and so that that just happened naturally

it kind of i just reverted back and i haven't stopped since so holy fucking dude i'm gonna take 10 deep breaths this is gonna be the pause part of the episode enjoy enjoy the silence because You need it, and I need it too. Episode 15 of the Jacqueline Monroe Show. Overactive bedwetter. tell all of your friends pot about potting what these are notes on these are literally my episode 15 so go back to episode 15 when I exposed the fact that I was a bedwetter and um as a as a kid um it looks like I got fro

yo on this day okay I'm just gonna read the notes and I'm not gonna interpret like I'm not gonna go into what I said. I'm just going to read exactly what I wrote on this notepad. So one is over active bedwetter. Tell all of your friends. Pod about pottying. Podcast about pottying. What the fuck? Fro-yo. Murdered a zit on my cheek. Yoga. Didn't go to the gym. Installed soundproof. Complete joke. You guys know, like I have this little soundproof thing behind me that doesn't make anything I don't have a soundproof setup at all I'm still rolling with my Amazon call center headset it was like 30 bucks and I just wanted to have that pop star look I wanted to look like Britney I didn't want a big ass microphone like everyone has in front of

my face because I was doing this on YouTube at first so I'm still rolling with that but it looks like I put up some soundproof that day. Um, stocks. Oh shit. I was like, I was gonna, I was telling you guys about how I was investing in a oil company. I was like, they better start drilling. They better get drilling, drilling, drilling, um, social dilemma. Oh shit. This is when the social dilemma came out. Wow. Pumpkin bread, Christmas music. Got real with my shit in 2006. I have no, none of this tracks. I have no clue. I cannot remember. Oh, here's something I exposed or I admitted. I said I get masculine with my shit on here on the podcast I'm self-conscious about that I feel like I have a man's energy all

aggressive and gross because I rant all the time and I'm always like it's not very like this shit isn't very feminine let's be honest I'm just like is is ranting and bitching there's nothing uh soft and feminine about what I do and here's the thing we're approaching 200 episodes I'm at 196 today and I'm like for whatever reason this whole daily podcasting thing has evolved to be me getting on the mic and just popping off and ranting and bitching and I'm not a negative person I just feel like this is where I release these negative this is literally what it is the outcome of me ranting every day getting it out sharing my opinions popping off is

when I'm off the mic and when I'm in real life or whatever like living my day-to-day I'm a way more positive because I get it out of my system I don't harbor anything and so I feel like it's entertaining. I feel like it's more entertaining to hear someone do what I'm doing and do this kind of style versus like, hi guys. So today we're going to talk about what I'm grateful for and what I'm going to manifest in 2021. So by the way, I'm wearing this new sweater. I got it old Navy and it's super soft. And I just can't wait to cuddle up with my puppy later and like curl up in it with my new fuzzy socks. And I'm going to make a chai tea latte before bed and just like sit and watch Gilmore Girls. And by the way, I hope

you're having a fabulous day and that I'm praying. I'm praying for you every night. I really hope your mental health is doing well. And it's okay to take a nap if you're feeling like you're having a bad day. We all have bad days. Like that is fucking boring. And that is what Clubhouse is right now I'll be honest dude I gotta rant right now about clubhouse okay I was I literally I can't be in another manifesting room gratitude room fucking uh self-realization self-help so all these like fluffy happy snappy rooms like like yesterday i was in a room i was on stage and this girl's talking about like every book she's read she's like yeah the secret started with that and then i went to um think and grow

rich and then i went to you are a badass and uh outliers by malcolm gladwell and blah blah and i got on this book reading journey and now i'm all enlightened and now i'm you know it's just like everyone is doing the same shit and then they're just regurgitate they're reading the same shit it's all fluffy and happy snappy and self-improvement and manifesting and you know achieving your goals and all this everyone's on that same wavelength wavelength on clubhouse except me because I'm like I'm like look it's not that deep it's not that serious I personally don't find it interesting interesting to be on be on be in a clubhouse room for two hours listening to people talk about manifestation I don't give a fuck it's not my thing okay but that directly

translate translates to for whatever reason it lines up with like business people like business and growing a business and like so all these business people are it's just like it's their it's their fucking thing I don't I don't know did that make any sense I feel like it didn't how could I clarify that my unique uh or shit the thing about me that makes me me and the reason my brain is the way it is is because I have been over stimulated and over um like I've over consumed all that like, gratitude manifesting. Like, what's another thing people talk about? Meditation.

Like, what are the, you know, should I just look up the wellness terms? Wellness terms. Well-being, wholeness. I don't know why I just want to dive into this right now. um mental health you guys get it you guys understand the the niche I'm talking about like the wellness niche the mental health the self-improvement the manifestation the blah blah blah like I have I've been it all started back in college with like Tim Ferriss and gary v and ed milet and andy priscilla and rogue well rogan doesn't really get into this kind of shit um who else is like my lucas rockwood is it lucas rockwood he did a yoga podcast all about this kind of stuff so whatever i've been like listening to this shit forever and so now

when i hear people continue like when they're still talking about it i'm like look i'm i'm out been there done that not to be like ahead of you guys and like you know I'm a whatever it's just like I don't know that was probably um it was probably unkind to say that and not very grateful but you know what people this is where this is my conclusion this is probably the the positive thing I will say is that everyone is on their own journey everyone's at a different place in life and I happen to be farther ahead okay this is what I figured out this is what I figured out in life uh my goal after all the shit I've learned and listened to and consumed and read and blah blah blah after all of that after all that just said and done I'm like look all I want to do is have

fun and enjoy my life and laugh until it hurts as often as possible and just be around people that don't take life too seriously they make fun of themselves they're not fucking woked out and like they don't nerd out to all this fluffy self-improvement bullshit 24 7 where they're just like it's like why do we have to analyze every little piece of being alive and every little aspect of being a human being and psychoanalyze it. And then, you know, audit ourselves and like do all these new little practices every day to, you know, become the best versions of blah, blah, blah. It's like, it's not that serious. It's just adding bullshit on top of like, you could be having fun if you didn't just get out of your head and stop

thinking about all that stuff. And I know I'm not the most refined bitch on the planet who's like enlightened and like um you know grateful and like full of zen but that's why I don't tell you guys all about yoga and like the like the spiritual stuff I don't care I just do yoga I don't get in too deep with it it's like hard for me to take anything fucking seriously and I think that's where I'm at that's where I'm at I can't take anything seriously this is my self-mastery course that's what I wrote on the episode 15

do you guys feel like that though like there's this pocket of people on the internet that I happen to be involved with every single day um for my job which is lovely i can you know there's a lot to learn from these people but i also feel like a lot of this shit is unnecessary and it's just like it's just it's just what are we doing just have fun just who cares why does this i don't know again i will go back to everyone's on their own journey everyone's trying to figure themselves out and I'm just 10 steps ahead bitch okay I'm just you know I figured it out the goal of life is to not give a fuck about anything but just having fun and um yeah that's it like literally my goal in life is to have fun and do what I want and just like not overthink shit just like

drink coffee play with my puppy run around the city eat good food hang out with people go out and get turnt shake my ass in the club hang out at my mom's house like go have a like a giant thanksgiving feast every year go put my toes in the sand at the beach where i live here um lay out and tan watch funny shit on tv watch tiktoks that make me laugh um these are all my life goals it all wraps up it's all about just enjoying life and having fun you're born with everything you need stop cycle psychoanalyzing yourself and trying to like when does self-improvement end when is this fucking phase gonna end just like cancel culture stuff like when is it gonna end

it's like marketing it's like all about making you feel like you lack something that you need to have it's just the amount of self-improvement books out there it's like you can spend your whole life reading them it's like okay and then what what's the outcome when are you actually going to put the rubber to the road and just like move on i wrote episode 16 i want a strong mind this podcast is preparing me for life I'm an over-thinker slash over-sharer, so podcasting is perfect for me. Oh, connect the dots. Connect the dots. Pics are just data points. Yeah, I was on this whole thing in the beginning of podcasting where

I kind of put together that like pictures on Instagram like so if you fall I feel like a lot of people are they follow me on Instagram it's like okay you see pictures you see a few stories and you're doing this thing in your brain or your brain develops a perception of me a perspective you think of me in a certain way based off of data points little pictures little stories little tiny data points where a podcast is long form and it's I feel like it's helping you guys like connect all the dots of all the pictures and all the random shit I post and you're like oh I have a better understanding of who this chick is because my whole goal my whole epiphany about the internet is it's like look

it's here to stay we're not going to stop this whole um following your friends following people on the internet keeping up with their lives thing that's going to be here to stay everyone has an online persona or avatar of themselves. And so if it's, you know, if that's going to be the future and that's the way it is, I want to close the gap between who I am online and how I am in person. And I feel like the podcast is that glue or it's that, it's that thing. So that's my little epiphany because it's literally, it's literally like we're on a phone call and I'm just hanging out with you you can't get more personal than that and more like real because I know everyone's sick and tired of that what is it I'm so sick and tired of the photoshop dude where's Kendrick

thought he was going to save us in 2020 with the new album and that definitely did not did not happen um but yeah I think people are just kind of burnt out of just the just the facade the fakie like, I don't know. Um, I feel like this episode kind of went places. It kind of went into a weird hole. I'm going to close my notebook and kind of reflect. And I want to say, I want to like summarize what I ranted about in a clear way. Cause I feel like I was all over the place let me slow down so everyone's on their own journey I'm not judging people for where they're at on their journey yes I said I'm a step I'm steps ahead because I got in this fucking self-improvement game and all this consumption of books and podcasts like 10 years

ago and so when I hear people talk about it now it's just redundant I'm bored it's not interesting been there done that um I don't personally find it fun to talk about or like listen to like I mentioned on clubhouse let's like all clubhouses gratitude manifesting you know um so yeah I'm just like I realize that people are all on their different path but I'm like I wish I could shake people and make them go and like wake them up and be more like myself she has a high opinion of herself she's conceited she's self-absorbed this is the 101 what a narcissist is jacqueline monroe is this look i like myself in a world where most people hate themselves or trying to improve themselves or trying to fix themselves get

you know fitter healthier hotter um look younger you know make more money climb the ladder it's like no I'm fucking good and that's a that's like the the thing in life that I feel like maybe I'm lucky I figured out young but I like myself and that's not oh me being narcissistic it's like literally I I'm not I don't wake up every day and go like I could do but I'm I should be better I should do more I should be skinnier I don't pick myself apart anymore I have high expectations with my you know routines and I like I'm very I'm personally competitive but um I don't know I just think I have what's important I I have perspective and I have I guess my point of view about the world is just so

fucking relaxed and like i genuinely don't take anything seriously i don't attach a lot of meaning to majority of the things in this life i think it's all this it's like a i just i look at everything like oh it's all this has all been invented and made up and it's all relative and Everything makes sense for how we live our lives and how society is structured and how we, you know, go to work and pay our bills and pay our taxes and, you know, all that stuff. It all makes sense. But at the end of the day, I don't take anything seriously, like, at all. And I don't know if that's bad. That's why I feel like an outcast a lot of the times.

I'm like, why do I just, why does my brain, why does my brain have to do that? Why can't I just drink the Kool-Aid, be in deep, believe all this shit everyone's talking about so hard where I'm like nerding out on Clubhouse about it with them. Maybe it would make my life better if I took some shit seriously. and what is this like what happens to someone in their life like what happened in my life where this is how I turned out you know what I mean what is it that I did that like I don't fear anything like nothing makes me I don't get anxious I I'm you know I understand people have crippling anxiety and they you know are really um they get really wound up in their heart races and they have pain in their chest and I and I I have family members that are like that

and I I know that's real and I'm not trying to say that there's anything wrong with that I'm just saying like I legitimately don't get worked up about anything like I'm just like whatever it is what it is I think something really terrible is gonna have to happen to me like having like getting fucking cancer or something where i'll actually be like i'll actually freak out or like a family something terrible happened to a family member but for the most part i'm just very like calm and just like whatever so palms up like two palms take your two hands put your palms up it's like that emoji whatever maybe that's annoying to people is this is this annoying or is this like oh wow i wish more people are like that because then this world would be less

dramatic that's the thing is i try i look at the world and i'm like so disgusted and so annoyed by it i'm like these motherfuckers are so dramatic they pick apart everything they're canceling everything they're so like nitpicky and like um like upset and easily emotional they're so emotional and they're so offended they're easily so easily offended and they're soft and they're like these little fragile a lot of society is like this now just look I mean just look at the way every I mean like literally I saw on um I was listening to the your mom's house podcast hiking is now not racist it's um discriminatory or hiking is a white person activity and minorities feel like they're not being included in hiking now or some shit in LA like

it's like the world is insane so that's why i'm like i can't i want to be everything the opposite of that because i can't relate to it i can't get my head to i i don't like i said this so back when i said i was in college vegan blah blah listen to podcasts starting my self-improvement journey and shit um and that's when a lot of the woke movements and social justice movements started and you'd start seeing things all over social media because I mean what was that like 2012 Instagram really started popping off um I remember saying early on I was like I can't really I do not understand I there is not a single social justice movement I would I can get behind not a single one I can't really like absolutely none of them I would never march in the streets

for any cause or any reason because I don't believe I think all of it is bullshit all of it I think everything's inflated everything's exasperated it's everyone else there's all these people all these privileged ass people out there babysitting other people's oppression and calling calling things out like like literally a white person probably in LA was like oh yeah so last time I was hiking there weren't enough black people on the the path so therefore hiking is racist and shit like people are just so extreme and dramatic and like here's the other thing I could never understand or get behind the feminist movement the feminism dude this is fucked up but even some of the me too shit I'm like what the hell and all this man hate on the internet

there's not a single thing like I'm being honest like I can't find a single cause a single movement social justice whatever like i am i a terrible person dude this is like probably bad to say i don't like so i care about people i care about people that are struggling and that have it hard and everything but i don't like the way we've gone about um like with black lives matter and now with the Asian hate thing, like, I don't like how we go about trying to quote unquote, like change things and fix things. Like nothing ever changes. Nothing ever gets fixed. I think it just furthers the problem and it makes people more divided and everyone has a

voice now on the internet and they're coming off, they're coming on and popping off. And here's what, here's what I always boil everything down to. Whenever I see fucking parades of people with the pussy hats and shit like what they're doing what they're fighting for what they're marching about does not like the way they make shit sound and how terrible the world is and how much these people are oppressed and are discriminated against and are whatever it doesn't represent what's actually happening in reality there's one-off cases and events and situations that happen and that's just like five for example i i said this like a month ago there were like five or maybe less than that like three assaults on asians and those are like three out of like think

about how many people get beat up on the street shot in the street it happens every day all the time but these it's like they picked out these three events and said there's a there's hate crimes against asians in america asians are you know there's racism against asians in america this is a huge problem there's all these attacks now because below it's like i just think it's being um cherry-picked and then exasperated just like black lives matter i said it uh a week ago or i don't know if you talk i don't even know i lose track i was like look the guy just happened to be black and the cop had just happened to be white and the whole world fucking went off or fell apart over it and it became a race thing and now everything's a race thing everything

i'm waiting my turn bitch i'm waiting my turn hate crimes against white people in america when is that gonna happen i'd like to know what's next mexicans hispanics latinos um i don't know this is the whole she gets on the podcast and rants and gets it out of her system so then when she leaves the when she sets down the microphone she's a happier more kind peaceful person and I understand that probably makes zero sense you probably are like oh she'll just carry this mindset and this angst and this rage out into the world but it's literally the opposite I'm just like I got my opinions out I said it how I think it one take no edits and I don't know

is this am I crucifying myself is this like self um sabotage in the long run like this is not this will not age well this is going to be bad karma or whatever you know i don't know i want more people to go against the grain and say their actual opinions and not be so politically not worry about being like hated on and canceled like i was watching this six minute inspo it's like a david goggins youtube video that's six minutes long where he just says it like it is and he's like there's like a live stream on instagram part of part of the video was a live stream and he's like he said something like you know who i don't give a fuck about people he's like the second you motherfuckers learn or figure out that you're like you're gonna

turn into a bitch and a little snowflake if you worry about what other people think something like that like you basically don't worry about what other people think once you figure out that worrying about what other people think will be the downfall of you and it will ruin your life once you figure that out you'll be free and I feel like that's the journey I'm on right now like I legitimately am my biggest my biggest cheerleader my biggest supporter I believe in myself so hard to believe what I'm doing I believe in what I'm doing here and I I learned that I learned that I do feel I feel closer to myself I feel like I know myself better I am like more solid in my opinions no I'm setting my ways bitch no I'm I'm not the most

articulate person when I share my opinions but I don't know it just feels good to get it out and I think that's selfish and self-centered and self-absorbed to be a podcast host who's like I'm just here to get to flush it out so I can be a happier kinder person in real life but dude this is called entertainment and you're still listening so someone's got to do it I'll take one for the team I'll I'll podcast I'll talk it out all right that's it I'm gonna I'm gonna get ready for bed um sorry for yawning and uh I'll uh talk to you guys tomorrow Saturday Q&A I think I'm on number 23 yeah so hit that subscribe button I'm here seven days a week and head over to patreon.com

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