The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 202- Chicken Tenders In The Rain

Episode Date: March 26, 2021

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What's up? It's episode 202. Happy Thursday. Welcome back to the show. hey what's up it's Jacqueline welcome back to the show hi hope you're doing well uh I got a lot going on right now let me set the scene for you it's the end of the night and somehow through my boss bitch networking on clubhouse I've connected to the right people because I just got off stage with Tim Dillon and a bunch of like bros like that are cool and like with it and hip and relevant and I was that bitch on stage who has no business being there I don't know anyone there was like fucking eight of us anyways that happened and did I say anything no I muted my microphone

okay I had nothing to say the room was something the room was like should um David Dobrik make a comeback like OJ Simpson I think that was the theme of the room some bullshit anyway so yeah I was that bitch on stage and I immediately changed my profile picture because I did not want to look like that bitch on stage who's trying to look hot and get followers because she's not talking she's just there to you know be be up there with the cool people and get followers so I immediately changed my picture to um I literally just googled David Dobrik crying and I've changed my like picture to that and then I just sat there on fucking mute and okay this is this is where it's at with me on clubhouse I'm on stage a lot and when you're on

stage you're you're uh like your iPhone won't allow you to fully mute the audio so if you go to a different app you'll hear clubhouse in the background so anyways I'm fucking catching up to Dave Portnoy's pizza reviews fuck I'd like 26 to catch up on and that's what I did while I was on stage anyways um I don't you don't really need a lot of audio it's just the visuals it's like him opening the box and then him like I don't know just like I was passively watching that passively on Clubhouse on that stage. Whatever. Anyways, did I even intro this podcast? Whatever. Hit that subscribe button. I'm here every day. This is my audio diary. I don't want to do it. I don't want to do it. Patreon.com slash TJMS. Okay, I have an update. Just ignore that intro, half-assed

the intro segment um my mom called me after so on the day I posted the 200th episode she called me and she's like are you okay is everything okay with you you don't sound like yourself and I realized she didn't understand that the 200th episode I think it was Tuesday's episode this week um yeah it was the first episode I recorded and that's when I was like first of all I sound like a fake bitch like go listen to Tuesday's episode it's like the transformation in the last six months is insane when you listen to that you're like she's a completely new woman so yeah my mom called and freaked out so I thought well maybe other listeners thought that was actually me on Tuesday so if just update life update that was me back in

September I was a lost little puppy in 2020 I didn't know myself that well I was insecure I was depressed I was sad it was it was a shitty time so I thought that would be a fun thing to release because I never posted it on um it's not the it's not the it's the official first episode but I posted posted it as a soundcloud link to my fucking instagram followers and then that's it and then I never fucking anyways then I got on apple and spotify anyways so uh there's an update I feel like I do have notes here. I did write in my notebook. I came prepared. Literally, it's like I cooked chicken tenders in the rain today. Yeah, so it rained today. It was a work day, you know, Thursday work day, gloomy day. And

I don't know, I just like work to walk Jimmy outside. Let him take a, you know, he he's getting better. I think his organs are growing. Obviously they are, he's getting bigger. So his intestines or I need to take a drink of water. Hold on. His bowels are larger than they were a week ago or whatever, because he's taking less poops during the day. Like he, he, he can hold more or something. Um, so that's a, a puppy growth update. Um, it's helping me because I don't have to take so many breaks throughout work and like let him go out to shit. But anyways, um, yeah. And then while I, I have also have a note here that says Andrew Schultz is good at making sense. Um, and I,

what I mean by that is I, like, I love listening to Andrew Schultz talk because he makes things I don't really understand or things that are going on in the world makes sense like he and he can literally like I watched um I had my iPhone I had like the flagrant two podcasts playing while I was working today like in the background and he literally watched like he moves his eyes in this up up high while he thinks and you literally like see his thoughts in the air it's like crazy I don't know but he made the whole like Asian hate thing make sense because I've been kind of skeptical about it I've had my opinions and I was like what the fuck is this but um what he said is like they lack an identity in this country because um it's mostly

like our our country's like mostly um black and white with like the people in charge the people that have the most um exposure to like the majority of us are black people and white people with like entertainment you know your sports your fucking musicians that whole industry is a lot of black people and then you've got your white politicians your white governmental government officials and shit and so there's not a lot of or and like also your ceos your elons your bezos your fucking even your buffets your zuckerbergs these are all white guys those are like your silicon valley or your um bidens your fucking cuomos your gavin newsoms they're all white dudes and so there's representation of like a bunch of white people and black people in

country at scale at like the top of the fucking pyramid but there's not a lot of asians in those positions and so it made a lot of sense when he said that because they just don't their identity they've become the um quote-unquote fabric of society like that's where a lot of them reside in the you know in the science and um math and engineering and uh like the doctors uh and then also like yes the massage therapist and the nail techs and the like they're the they're not part of like the you guys get it the they're not on our fucking tvs all the time and shit so um they don't have a big identity in this country and that anyways Andrew Andrew Schultz made sense when he said that and I was like yes that's like a better way of saying Asian hate it's like no

they just don't have a big identity here and so it looks like they don't have um I don't know like people don't have a lot of whatever okay so uh dude remember how I said I wanted to um I'm just changing the subject because I just want to be like oh shout out to someone I admire because he's better with his words than I fucking am and that's one of the reasons why I'm podcasting I'm trying to become more articulate more I'm trying to be better oh see there you go example exhibit a i'm trying to be a more articulate and more well-spoken and yeah a lot of these i've been following and listening to podcasts forever and i always look up to um mostly white men no but uh are good at it and i think it's also an age thing like i'm sure when i'm 35

I won't fucking squeal and I'll you know I'll sound more sophisticated I do guys I need to stop talking about that insecurity I need to stop talking about that I don't sound sophisticated it's my own fucking brand this is how I talk I'm a casual that's what I've decided I'm just a casual conversationalist and anyways so remember how I said let me get to it I want to make a like a regular segment of the show like shit you should never google and I went and looked up shit you should never google and it's kind of stupid honestly it's like there's a whole list here but um like why did I think that'd be fun because I'm like oh this podcast needs to be broken up into different segments I don't want to have I don't want to just make this a stream of

consciousness every every day so like I could I should tell you like here's some shit you shouldn't google and then I'll google it and don't I don't fucking know what that was but like here's something about a blue waffle blue waffle disease don't look that up don't look up I love dick okay wait it's a movie on wait it's like a cowboy movie it looks like the guy's wearing a cowboy hat his name is dick I don't know um don't look up belly button bugs what the fuck I don't know I thought that me I thought that I thought it would be fun and then I went to look up shit you shouldn't google and I'm like this is kind of corny and stupid um oh I made an IG okay guys I made an Instagram page for my podcast and I have this idea that

okay so I just made it for just to have it I'm not gonna really I I'm still in year one I feel like I'm not gonna do anything um official with a podcast until I finish the first year I don't know I have like this mental block that's or like this I will not do anything big until year one is done like the training wheels come off at the end of it's on September 4th 2021 and I'll fucking post on that Instagram and I'll like promote my podcast I'll cross-pollinate with other podcasters I'll do more interviews blah blah like I don't know this is just a big discovery year for me and like a you know like I said I got the training wheels on I don't feel like I'm good at this yet I don't feel like I'm um I'm there yet I don't know but uh dude I have this idea that um I'm

just gonna like post the most raw content on that page from like around my apartment like literally here's inside of my fucking refrigerator and like here's what my sink looks like with all my dirty dishes and like here's my laundry basket and like this is my like just like not gross stuff well it's kind of gross but just like you know when you go into someone's house and they have those nooks and crannies that are kind of I don't know I don't know like here's my my junk drawer here's my podcast like shit all my notebooks and like my pens I don't know I thought it'd be fun to like just really just get really raw with my podcast Instagram page and it's not going to be aesthetic it's not going to be cute it's just going to be like no filters no editing just like

this is just snap a picture from around my my place you know I don't know I just thought like that idea popped in my head or I was gonna make um raw videos of me just like fucking working or like making a coffee or making dinner and just like post that kind of shit like doing the dishes I feel like that would match the vibe of the show like you're just hanging out with me and so I can give you some visuals on the Instagram page of that exact same fucking thing dude okay so another thing I did today whatever give me shoot me a DM what do you think of that because you know me I'm like anti-aesthetic anti-making things like the same filter and I just feel like it's not real and I want to be as like raw and real as possible so maybe I'll just pump out those pics for like

the next six months until I make it to one year and then it'll just be a bunch of random pictures and then after one year I'll uh I don't know whatever it's kind of the same stuff I post on Patreon honestly those kind of random pics but okay so anyways I keep hearing about NFTs i'm like curious i'm confused but the more i like read into it or like look it up the more it's making me realize it's just like vmk rare vmk rare vmk rare you might be confused did anyone else out there listening play virtual magic kingdom on vmk.com is anyone with me on this does anyone get it so anyways vmk if you're confused was like the better club penguin you weren't a little penguin as your avatar you

were a little cute like child with a pair of mickey ears on and you walked around disneyland and you could have your own like rooms and you could decorate them and you could buy shit you could play games and get extra coins or whatever and you could actually like message back and forth to people live so yeah the rare stuff in the in the kingdom and vmk would be like golden mickey ears or a wall that you could trans like it was like a transportation wall you could like walk through and go to a different place or um like a throne you could put in your room a waterfall ball a boat like this like really unique shit that there's only like maybe like one or two of in the entire kingdom and then it would cost a lot of money to like buy off of someone and

you would hoard it in your room and save it and it was like cool if you had it so anyways that's what the nfts are reminding me of and i don't know if anyone's with me or understands what i just said but i don't even just google image search don't google fuck why did i even say that segment vmk just google image that and you'll know what i'm talking about it takes me back every time i'm on it right now the maps dude oh my god i play this for hours and then there was this haunted mansion game you could play and you'd suck ghosts up it was really scary there was a cuter boot oh my god we used to play um i'm literally i'm literally acting like a 12 year right now but there is a game people would host in their rooms dude vmk was the og clubhouse when

i think about it whatever i'm trying to like relate the beginning of this podcast to now and i don't think that fucking worked but it kind of was it was like you had your own little clubhouse and people would host rooms called cute or boot and you would like line everyone up and it was like hot or not i think i don't really and oh you would have to like change your outfit and then if the person judging thought it was cute you would stay and then the one person they did like out of the line of people the person with the ugliest outfit would be out and they'd get booted you'd literally get ejected out of the fucking room so anyways um nfts are just like vmk rare and it's kind of like i don't know i just have a note there guys biden gave a speech today

and it's looking rough I've said it before and I'll say it again uh I don't even I don't I don't have a lot to say is what I said before I just don't even know what to say at this point like it's almost like I I can't believe this is real life I can't believe he's our president I can't believe the media is so like um like he's in control he's you know doing a great job like they just fluff him up and and fucking make it sound like everything's fine when it's clearly not like he um i should find the audio and play it you guys have probably heard it he's like saying a sentence and then he just gives up he fucking gives up and he goes anyways anyways like what the hell uh shit so that happened today i should just look up i really

don't know. I haven't looked at news this week. Oh, see vmk.com. See, excuse me, cnn.com. There we go. Uh, I don't care. Honestly, should I just type in Biden speech? Like what were the main things he said? Like what did, what did we decipher out of that? BBC news. Let's, let's go here. us wait a minute u.s president joe biden don d-o-n is that a typo u.s president joe biden don reveal i'm plan to run for re-election for 2024 is that a quote he said wait a minute oh my god is this in dutch fuck i think i'm not on the right i'm not in the u.s or i'm not on the english bbc. what is p-i-d-g-i-n p-i-d-g-i-n language what the hell

what country speaks Nigeria Ghana oh my god I'm in fucking Cameroon I'm on the BBC Cameroon website uh P-I-D-G-I-N is widely spoken in Nigeria Ghana uh in Cameroon oh they're it's like mixed with English guys we just learned something it's like Spanglish but it's called pid pigeon p-i-d-g-i-n so let's go to uh joe biden am i on like that kind of is my google on the wrong uh language like i think it is how did it do that okay news fact-checking biden's first news conference as president let's see let's go and this is cnn politics so let's see how they did here

um president joe biden held the first formal news conference of his presidency on thursday okay we know this he took questions in the east room of the white house on immigration foreign policy the senate filibuster his political future and other subjects here is a fact check of some claims he made migrant families and the border defending his approach to migration at the southern border biden claims that we're sending back the vast majority of the families that are coming fact facts first this was not true in february okay so wasn't true in february the last month for which we have full data okay blah blah

dude i've been seeing so many tiktoks let's talk about the border issue there's so many like border patrol people and their fucking cars and they're doing little tiktoks and they're like it's so bad like this is what they're saying isn't true it's like 10 times worse we need reinforce and we need help there's like two fucking people in charge of like 700 kids like trying to shuffle them around and stuff i don't really know the logistics of what's happening with like all these kids coming in but um it's it looks really bad and anyways so i should like say i should just google what's happening i feel so out of it happening at the border uh what's actually happening at the border slate let's learn shit i gotta research more

before i do the episode so i can just come with an all i feel like that's what happens i ask questions during the episode that i don't know and then i figure it out while i podcast but sometimes i'm like jacqueline just do your research beforehand and then you know you could be a, you could inform your audience and, you know, you just, I don't know. What's happening at the border? This is like a lot of text. Oh, fuck. I just need bullet points. I don't like to read paragraphs. I just need like quick facts. Rescue.org. What is happening at the southern border jesus violence climate change rising poverty and covet 19 are forcing thousands of people from northern central america and other regions in crisis to flee their homes

oh okay well i kind of knew about that many including unaccompanied unaccompanied children have undertaken a dangerous journey to the united states southern border to ask for asylum oh yeah that's it okay makes sense seeking asylum is legal under both domestic and international law even during a pandemic people arriving at the u.s border have the right to request asylum without being criminalized turning back to danger or separated from their families find out what's happening what president joe biden can do okay blah shit so the crisis is um um poverty climate change is forcing people up here that's a little fucking fishy climate change come to america aren't we the ones with the problem or like what climate change i

mean are these people's houses getting like are they underwater like how is i don't understand who is crossing the u.s mexico border here we go many of the people attempting to cross the u.s mexico border are asylum seekers i just fucking said this who have no choice but to flee their homes terrible there are women escaping gender-based violence lgbtq people fleeing prosecution and families and children seeking protection from gang violence fucking a that cartel i hear they're like using the kids somehow to like get i don't understand any of it guys uh anyways um okay oh here we go

gender-based violence is also pervasive in the region request for women's services and protect protection information doubled on cuantanos from cuantanos i'm not sure what that is from october to november blah blah blah yeah sexual violence at the shelters is on the rise i've heard about this okay why is there a problem with unaccompanied children crossing the border there's so there's so many of them i feel like there isn't enough uh there's 500 or more unaccompanied children arriving in the u.s every day and only 500 shelter beds available the biden administration is struggling to provide safe housing or to swiftly release the children to family members or other adults who can act as sponsors and take responsibility for their care.

So 500 a day and there's literally only 500 shelter beds. I want to see pics anyways. I'm kind of diving into my own rabbit hole here, but I didn't really have a grasp on this situation. Like I hear little things, like I see those little videos on TikTok. Everyone's like, it's so bad. Oh my God, it's terrible. They're not showing us, they're not showing everything and when you read these um numbers and these uh claims it's like holy fuck so if you're seeking asylum you they can't stop you what should the biden administration do to help unaccompanied children and other asylum seekers this is according to rescue.org

here's what the new administration should do urgently scale up partnerships with humanitarian organizations on both sides of the border that claim that can meet the needs of asylum seekers okay yeah scale up bitches we need more than 500 beds like i just feel like that would be an easy not easy just like go make but then it's like the influx of people like we can't just scale up and like there has to be a like we got to keep this the cinch on the fucking horse we can't like let it saddle slide off you know it's got to be um if we just expand these shelters and make it make enough beds for like 6 000 people to come in a day i think that's a problem there's got to be a cap on it there's got to be like a i don't know

what's your and i don't even know what my opinion is on this i just feel bad for these kids and these fucking people but it's also like I don't think it's good that we're doing it that we're just like letting these people I don't know walk right in and I don't know anyways okay what was I looking up oh I was fact checking fact checking Biden's speech and somehow I got onto the mexico border topic um fact check about vaccinations while discussing the goal to reach 200 million covid19 vaccinations in the first 100 days of his administration biden repeated his claim that no other country in the world has even come close not even close to what we are doing on the vaccine front so yes it is true no country is vaccinating more total people

blah blah blah okay i don't give a fuck we have vaccinated more than 130 million people okay cool what else is here to fact check i don't know it was just a train wreck i mean i don't know if anyone watched it i saw some clips but um I don't know it's like hard to make fun of him because he's like literally declining literally he's aging and it's like how can you I don't know it's like a it's a brain issue it's like a it's a age issue okay what should I move on to I don't like I just dude this is boring me like what I'm looking

around my apartment like I had a it's like too it's late Jimmy has officially deflated all of his toys he's ripped out the stuffing of all of them and I've been collecting the stuffing because I was like oh I'm gonna sew them back up and I'm just gonna fucking keep the carcasses and like for like a little memory little memories of his first toys just to have and I'm just gonna buy him like heftier toys that he won't destroy so quickly but uh he lost his by the way he lost his bottom teeth today and it's crazy his top two teeth like the baby teeth he lost last week are already in like i don't understand how they move like everything is moving so fast with him and his and his growth like it's it's such a trip like especially when i pick him up now i'm like wait

I used to be able to hold you in one hand and now I have to hold you in two, two, my two arms, you know, are what it takes now. And yeah, he's a chilling on his back all the time. Still looking like a cat.

Um, yeah. I'm like, what should I tell her? What should I talk about? Uh, like, what am I going to do this weekend?

I don't know. I had a great day. I hope you guys had a great day. Thanks for hanging out. Um, let me know what you think about that Instagram idea. Like, would that be, I'm just talking like shooting fire pics on my, around my apartment and post them for fun. And nothing is going to be cute or cool. It's just going to be like, here's an angle of where,

like, I don't know, like welcome into my apartment. Like, this is what you'll see. Like with no, like, I don't know, like midday, here's my salad bowl in the sink. and my coffee from the morning. And here's a pan I cooked eggs in all in the sink. And this is real life. Like, I don't know. Like, why do I want to do that? Why does my brain want to do that? Why do I think that's interesting? Why do I think that would be worth posting or I don't know. Um, I didn't do yoga today and I can feel it. I feel, uh, I feel stiff. I just sat, my ass is going to get flat, really flat guys. Uh, I sit all day, which is fine. I like to, I know everyone's like, Oh, do a standing desk or, you know, but I like to sit when I work. It's always

been the case. I don't like the standing thing. Um, but yeah, I, uh, I feel like, yeah, my ass is getting flat and, uh, I don't do that bodybuilding weightlifting shit anymore. I don't have a gym to go to. I don't have a gym membership. I literally just do yoga at home and Pilates now. and honestly i'm i'd rather have a toned like i don't have it okay why am i talking about my ass right now literally it takes me a week to make my glutes like my genetics like i don't know i don't even know how but we just have butts in our family it's just like what we it's just part of the drill we have fucking i don't know anyways it's not like it fully goes away i don't have a flat ass naturally I have a bubbly ass naturally so I don't know why I'm tripping but um it just

takes like a week of glute bridges and fucking booty bands and then I'm back in action and I I don't know but yeah I didn't do yoga today um what else oh remember how I did the the series I was like oh I'm gonna I'm working on getting my shit together I'm working on that and I won't stop talking about it until I finally feel like it's a habit and all these little changes I've made in my day are totally uh autopilot and I don't think about it and um I'll be honest it's gone to hell okay it's gone to hell uh I've been going to bed or tonight for example I'll be going to bed at 1am uh so it's technically technically Friday right Friday right now um yeah I've been going to bed really late I I've been doing I've been doing my

yoga and shit around four not five like I don't know it's just all cattywampus and backwards and I'm not really sticking to it so I guess this is this is my wake-up call I'll uh now that I've addressed it I'll work I'll try better I'll try better tomorrow but like this week to be honest This was a shit show of, like, my 8 to 5 schedule I wanted to be on with working and my 5 p.m. yoga for an hour and my, like, morning, like, waking up at the same time at, like, 6 and fucking going on my walk with Jimmy and, like, listening to a podcast and not being on my phone. Like, dude, it's not the case. It has been working, and I feel so tired right now. Can you hear it? What did we talk about today?

chicken tenders, fucking Dave Portnoy, eating pizza, clubhouse, fucking my mom called him freaked out, NFTs, uh, Biden. We talked a lot about Mexico and that border and what's going on, which honestly, after this, I'm probably going to keep reading up on the situation because maybe that's what I need to do. I think I'm going to do educational Saturday with myself as part of my new get my shit together routine and literally sit my ass down and read and learn about the world and what's happening. And so I can be an informed podcast host in the know. So I don't know, like I'm starting to realize that, uh, I don't, I like see, I'm like a headline, what do they call I'm a headline reader or a, what do they call them? Like the news headline, a headline hero,

fucking, what is that phrase of people that just read the headlines? And that's how they, that's, that's their, um, that's where they get their impressions of what's going on in the world. Like I've kind of turned into that and I'm not proud of it. Cause I don't, I, I like to dig deeper. I like to go to the source. I like to figure out the, you know, what's actually going on underneath all the news and all the fucking fear mongering and bullshit. And I don't know, I just, um, you know, I did want to, you know, at one point I was like, I want to be a news reporter. And I woke up every single day, uh, in college and I walked to the library and I bought a

new, or I didn't buy it. It was free. I got a New York times, uh, newspaper, picked it up and I drank a white chocolate Americano, which is disgusting that I don't even know why I had that combination. It was looking back a hot Americano with like a little white chocolate in it. And like, I don't even think I did milk. it's so disgusting I drink that and read the fucking newspaper every single morning in college because I thought I was going to be a news reporter and a journalist

and uh maybe I'll get back to that maybe I'll read up on the weekends and I don't know my lifestyle is not very uh it doesn't have a lot of room for daily news reading and shit but there's something about listening to a podcast and the host bringing up stuff that's going on the world where I feel like that's the most interesting thing because it's current and if I do this daily maybe that's me taking this seriously it's like I'll actually put some work in on the side before I press record because for the most part I press record and I'm like hoping for the best hope I string a string a podcast that's somewhat cohesive together today and then I upload it and I don't edit anything and so yeah this weekend I think

I'm gonna do fuck I don't I don't like want to though I just don't know what's happening and I just okay happy Thursday even though it's fucking past midnight on and it's Friday technically hope you had a great day um follow me on clubhouse whatever I don't care at club Jacqueline um I'm mostly a fly on the wall there and then when I when I'm when I'm on stage um I don't say anything I just sit there and look hot and I get followers what did I say earlier I don't know I said I don't like to be that person and I like to fuck around and change my profile pic to something that's funny so people are like oh it's like a it's like a icebreaker it's like something someone can call my name on they can like call my name and be like oh why are you a fucking jeep cherokee or

wait those are canceled now aren't they like why are you a why are you a container of vaseline as your profile pic and that's me that is so my brand i should do that today i should just be vaseline on clubhouse so yeah that's me um i don't know where the app's going but i'm i'm on it mostly every day and like I said I feel like the networking is gonna connect me the right people at some point and uh get me the top of the ladder that social ladder and uh maybe eventually I'll be a fucking cool person I don't know is that the dream not really guys I don't really know what the fuck like here's the thing I don't know what my I don't really have like a so i know i do all this internet shit like oh i post a fucking podcast every day and i

have a i'm on clubhouse and i'm networking i'm talking to people and i'm you know i post on the gram and i do that shit i don't really have a end goal with any of it i'm just like going through the motions every day and i'm not really like putting any extra thought into it all i'm just like whatever you know if you find me you like the show you listen cool i'm not really mentally like motivated by like trying to go big with this I don't know if that will just click on someday though well that just is that what happens people they're like oh I'm starting to get a following now I should start taking it seriously so well I don't want to hit 10k though on Instagram if I everyone over 10k is getting blocked I don't want to be bigger than 10k why why is this my

personality why do I why do I just think as soon as you have like a hundred grand a hundred grand hundred hundred k as soon as you have like a hundred thousand people following you it's just like or like a lot of people i don't know i don't want people to look at me like oh she's an influencer oh she's like she has all those followers like i just want to be a little micro secret on the inst on the uh on the internet with a very tight-knit audience who's like they're all we're all like you guys fucking get me I get you we all kind of have a you know the same kind of this is like not good you should you should be friends with people that disagree with you that

don't think like you that are uh whatever you guys get what I mean um why did I just want to explore that right now dude it is this is literally like pillow talk with myself I need did fucking go to bed even though I'm gonna google keep googling the Mexico border and get into a deeper rabbit hole and not go to bed and for another fucking hour and these are like my pre yeah my pre-sleep thoughts so I'm like am I just gonna like want to go big someday is that what people's goal is like why don't I have that goal like why do I just go along to get along with internet stuff. And, um, I'm literally tying a piece of floss around my finger and it's cutting off the circulation right now. And, um, anyways, all right, that's it. I'm going to be

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