The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 215- Late Night Snack

Episode Date: April 8, 2021

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What's up, guys? Happy Wednesday. It's episode 215. Welcome back to the show. okay day two of spring break here we go uh hi it's Jacqueline hit that subscribe button look yeah yesterday I said it was uh what was it Tuesday's episode yeah I was like look I podcast seven days a week I need a spring break and I can't not like I have to post a show so my version of spring break as a podcast host that does seven days a week is is to like completely cop out and give up and just do a buzzfeed quiz and post it and call it good like I have no life updates I mean it was Wednesday it's a work day I did yoga um the sun was out it was great day uh that's it okay let's do a quiz like I'm gonna jump right into it I'm

not even gonna tell you I'm not gonna plug anything like I'm not gonna plug my Patreon I already said did I say subscribe okay that's it all right first quiz I'm gonna do let's just jump into it I've seen this floating around the internet a lot it's the pronunciation quiz and I thought this would be fun because depending on where you live in the United States like you say words differently than other people you know what I'm saying so I'm gonna do a warm-up quiz and then I have a second one queued up that I'm gonna do right after this right after this that I'm gonna take really seriously the second quiz I'm gonna take super seriously because whatever result I get I'm not telling you what it is yet whatever answer I get on the quiz or the result it gives

me is going to be, I'm going to apply it to my lifestyle and I'm going to actually do it in real life and it'll become a new thing to talk about on the show. Okay. So here we go. First quiz is, do you pronounce these words the same as everyone else? It's time to find out. Okay. First word is aunt, like your aunt Susan. So I say aunt. Next word is caramel. I don't say caramel. I say caramel. Okay. Now we've got route. I say route. I don't say root. R-O-U-T-E. I say route. Okay. uh espresso data data do I say data data data I say data pajamas mayonnaise gif g-i-f I don't say gif I say gif pecan pecan i i pecan pie pecan pie oh okay no so i say pecan so i say pecan pie so

yeah i say pecan pie i don't say pecan pie but i say pecans if i'm referring to like a bag of pecans but i say pecan pie okay you get it so i say both crayon crayon crayon crayon do i say how do i say that crayon crayon and my favorite colored so my favorite color of crayon in the box was uh cornflower blue i think it was the cornflower blue color yeah i don't know why i remember that from elementary school, but there you go. Envelope. Jewelry. Drawer. Library. Syrup. Syrup? Syrup. Syrup. Pass me the maple syrup. Syrup. Yeah, I don't say syrup. Syrup. I say syrup. Syrup. Either. That's it. Okay. Oh, I didn't click them. Like, I didn't. Okay, whatever. So,

that's how i say those words that was the warm-up um i'm a podcast host i talk for a living and i well i'm this is not my full-time gig but uh that just got my vocals warmed up and now we're gonna do the next quiz and this is gonna be super fucking exciting because it's food themed okay everyone loves everyone loves food everyone likes to talk about it or i likes to listen to me talk about it i've gotten a lot of dms in the past like i used to i feel like i did buzz a lot of BuzzFeed quizzes in the past about food and it's like a, it's a hot topic. It's like a fun thing for you guys. So, um, I'm going to do another one here. And the title of the quiz is pick some late night snacks and we'll tell you what you should watch on Netflix. So I told you guys that, so I

was, uh, late on the game, uh, late on the Ozark game and I finally finished it about a month ago and I haven't found a new show since and I told you guys like I need a new Netflix show and I haven't actually like taken taken it seriously and found one and so now I'm just gonna say fuck it whatever this quiz gives me because we're gonna do this together right now um I'm gonna watch that show so basically depending on what snacks I pick like that's gonna it's gonna give me the result I don't know okay here we go uh late night snacks something about me you should know is like I don't eat late at like I don't get hungry like I'm not someone who's like oh it's 1 a.m I need food I don't get hungry in the middle of the night pretty much ever I don't wake

up and need a snack ever um or just if I'm up late I don't yeah I pretty much just don't get hungry like I don't know it depends like if I'm out and if I go out I eat late but like I don't know so these are things I've I'm gonna just refer to my past I guess or like if I've ever eaten these things at late at night um and I don't really stay up late like I'm not up I don't know okay here we go first it says pick a classic toast like there's just like a picture of toast and butter cereal a quesadilla or just a handful of shredded cheese I literally have none of these things in my house. I have no cheese. I have no tortillas. I have no toast. I have no cereal. So I mean, cereal is a great option for something late at night. Um,

so I'm going to try, here's what I want to do, because this is a podcast. I want to make this interesting. I want to make it fun. I want to tell stories along the way while I answer each question. So this is like, you know, so, um, I guess I'll just answer this with like, okay, the one thing that's coming to mind here is this quesadilla I'm gonna pick quesadilla because when I was in like I guess like high school when I when I was in yeah I'll bring this back to high school I my mom always had like back at home we always have a bag of corn tortillas in the fridge and a bag of mexican shredded cheese and then like sweet baby rays like some barbecue sauce some like basic bitch barbecue sauce and i remember making so many quesadillas in high

school like i would the thing i would so i would take i would make two quesadillas and i would do tortilla shredded cheese tortilla another tortilla so they're stacked on top of each other on the plate more cheese another tortilla so four fucking tortillas total these are the like the circle like the corn ones and then I microwave it and then I would take a pizza cutter and slice them in strips and then I would like it was like a little appetizer thing and then I would dip it in the barbecue sauce on the side of the plate it was the most like white trash like I don't even know, it's like not even good. It's like, it, it's so quick and easy, but like it tasted super good. It was filling. And I would have that as like an afterschool snack in high school. I feel

like a lot. Um, so I'm going to pick quesadilla, but yeah, I did literally don't have any of these things in my apartment right now. Okay. Oh, speaking of microwave, next question is make a tasty treat in the microwave uh pizza roll pizza rolls literally didn't I don't think I've ever had those in my life like those what are they the commercial was always the toast was it tostino totinos tostinos pizza rolls I was always jealous of those like bagel bite commercials and the pizza roll commercials and you know I'd be in the middle of watching like fucking hey Arnold or Rock of Power and then the commercials would come on on Nickelodeon and it would be like pizza rolls and fucking I don't know there's also the Fanta Fanta don't you wanna Fanta Fanta or

the Bratz doll commercial or the the um like no what was it the you know those color why am I going on a tangent about the commercials anyways the pizza roll commercials always made me jealous because like I didn't my mom didn't buy those for us and I always thought like that was what kids ate and like that's like the fun thing to have in the house and I never got it so um I don't know what those even taste like I can only imagine uh I think I've had them like once in my life but I can't I can't even remember okay instant ramen a mug cake or leftovers dude cup of noodles speaking of like living at my mom's house we would always have fucking cup of noodles I mean what do I feel like looking at these pictures it's late at night I'm hungry

I want to have like I'd probably want leftovers I would just like make I'd literally just like heat up like I have ground turkey like right now like so like let's imagine I'm hungry right now like what do I actually have to eat it would be leftovers or my meal prep like I have fucking ground turkey and vegetables and like rice like I mean that sounds better to be honest than like the instant ramen, the pizza rolls, like I'm going to go leftovers. Okay. Next question. This is going to give me my Netflix show. So I got to take this seriously. And I'm going to try to tell, tell stories. So, okay. What do you make if you're really hungry? Next question. A sandwich, a bagel with cream cheese, eggs, or I order fast food.

um i would never order fast like i would postmate probably but like literally i don't know the last time i've had a bagel and cream cheese that sounds fucking great um a sandwich i'd probably make a sandwich if i was really hungry a late night pb and j honestly that sounds kind of simple and boring but like i would fuck up a PB&J if I was super hungry put a ton of peanut butter on it like I love what's my preference my jelly to peanut butter ratio I like a lot of jelly I like an I like an average amount of peanut butter and then like a lot of jelly because I feel like if you have too much peanut butter it's too dry with a bread

and you need enough I don't need it to be equal I need like a little more jelly than peanut butter I think yeah and honestly I like I like PB&J on wheat bread or like something that's not white bread I don't know it tastes better um bagel with cream cheese do I have any stories about any of these foods I mean fast food like that just doesn't sound good I'm looking at the picture I'm like I don't want that I probably wouldn't make eggs if I was super hungry um oh my god I I'm gonna put you on okay do this if you want to make eggs different than you normally make them here you go this is gonna be a life-changing method for you to learn okay so let's just talk about eggs right now because this is part of the question three eggs I know that's kind of a lot

like I normally never eat just three eggs but when I'm making this specific thing I do it so holy fuck this is so good and this honestly goes back to like when I was 10 years old and we would do cooking competitions with my neighbors and we would all make the same like we'd all have a we'd like pick a theme and we'd all have similar ingredients and it was like chopped like legit chopped for 10 year olds in our kitchen and so I remember my friend Claire made this she like used this spice that she used this combination on the eggs and I still use it to this day and she did that she did that when we were like 10 okay anyways three eggs metal bowl or you can use a glass bowl just like get a bigger like get a pretty big bowl and dump three eggs in and whisk

the eggs three eggs for three minutes and whisk them until they get super bubbly in a frying pan like your egg pan put down butter you got to use butter and I think I believe this is a french omelet if i recall yeah so three minutes three eggs whisk them super super until it's like foam it's like you gotta have there's got to be a ton of bubbles get the pan on like a medium high heat put butter down let it cover the bottom you know what i mean like let it get hot and get the butter going then dump the eggs on uh the bubbly eggs and then cook it but don't flip it this isn't so you're gonna let the bottom get kind of crispy and it's gonna it's gonna look like it's undercooked but that's okay you it'll keep cooking once you flip it this is what you're

gonna put inside fresh chives chopped chives thyme you can use so you got to use fresh you got to use fresh chives you can use dried thyme that's okay because it still has a ton of flavor and then oregano chives thyme and oregano plus this is what my friend did and I still to this day it's the best fucking combination ever with this method of cooking that the omelet it's like it's like the most gourmet perfect breakfast ever so then you put um yeah sprinkle chives chives thyme and oregano oregano on it while it's cooking and you can use salt and pepper obviously um just a little bit though you don't want too much and then take little like pieces of you need like a soft cheese uh she used cream cheese but I'm sure you can use like a different soft cheese

like like put little dollops of cheese on one side and then flip it over and plate it bitch it's so good oh my god and then like the butter on the bottom of the pan it makes it crispy it's so good um I would not so to answer the question I'm not gonna pick uh I'm not gonna pick the eggs uh because I just want to want them late at night but I'm gonna pick the big old cream cheese let's just finish this question because I really want that now because I haven't had it in so long but dude that egg is that a French omelet let me look it up French omelet it's like a certain method I believe it is and you don't add any milk you don't add any any shit to the eggs it's just three eggs yeah um but the chives thyme and oregano best combination ever and you could

probably put that on scrambled eggs um it would taste great too but anyways okay I picked bagel cream cheese because I really want that and I yeah like I need to figure out where do I even get that can I go to Starbucks and get that I don't just buy cream cheese and bagels I don't know I probably should start doing that okay next question what if you're just a little hungry uh nuts popcorn chocolate chips or chips I'm just a little hungry I want a snack um I probably pop my little bag of skinny pop popcorn honestly it's like a hundred calorie bag that's tiny it's like single single serving and I know that sounds fucking sad but you know what it's the truth those are things I have on hand when I'm like I just want a snack but it's not

like too much these little popcorn bags that go in my microwave are great um nuts are kind of heavy you guys know I fuck up cashews though I haven't bought that so I did a podcast about how I discovered cashews like I got these roasted salted cash I don't I didn't I was like wait I don't think I've just had cashews alone am I saying that weird cashews cashews yeah I usually have like if I've had cashews but I've usually had them in mixed nuts but not just alone and I discovered them and I could not stop eating them I was like how do you stop eating fistfuls cashews and I blasted through a whole container of them and I put together in my brain I was like they're literally just mini croissants like the shape of them like similar I don't know I don't

know what I was thinking when I talked about that on that episode that was back in like the first month of podcasting when I was absolutely fucking insane on every episode I don't know but uh yeah nuts are kind of a lot if I'm just a little hungry I'm gonna go popcorn because it's not like super filling. Chips. I like popcorn. Okay. Next question. What would you grab if you're in the mood for something sweet? I'm looking at fruit here. That's usually what I do at night. Like I'll slice up an apple, a pop tart, a cookie, or I would bake a cake. It's like 1am. I'm baking a cake I mean realistically I'm grabbing fruit I think I should answer that you guys know that I think I I told you a few days ago I said I literally didn't know what a pop tart tasted

like till I was 16 and I got one out of a high school vending machine as a snack one time like I walked through the hall and I saw a vending machine I saw pop tarts and I never had those growing up and then I finally was in high school and I had some independence and I was away from the home and I fucking got I got a pop tart on that vending machine and I think the one I got was a straw I think the the strawberry one is the one or is it the s'mores no yeah but I haven't had that many in my life um but if I was in the mood for something sweet why does that sound good right now a cookie yeah I guess honestly fruit I'm gonna answer fruit because like that's what I oh these grapes look good I'm gonna go fruit not to be annoying but like that's at night if I want

if I'm hungry and I want something, I want fruit. It does the job. Okay. Like fresh raspberries. Great. Okay. Next question. What kind of leftovers make the best late night snack? Pizza, Chinese, Mexican, or holiday food. Just like turkey and mashed potatoes. what kind of leftovers so it's in the fridge it's cold it's 11 30 p.m i'm hungry like any of this is good as a leftover um i think i'm going chinese wait i feel like some ah but if it's in the fridge and it's cold sometimes there is uh i don't know what it is but like thai food chinese food you can't not sushi obviously but i feel like those kinds of foods in a styrofoam box sitting in your fridge overnight make it taste better the next day

like it's better to just like eat it as a leftover than having it when it was made i'm gonna go chinese food because cold like fried rice is fucking great i'll eat it cold i'll even eat the orange i'll eat i'm looking at a picture of orange chicken and fried rice i'll eat the cold I'll eat the the orange chicken cold I don't give a fuck it's so good I mean pizza is kind of like simple and it does the job but I don't get that excited for cold pizza I'm not uh I'll microwave it I'm one of those people I'm like oh we got leftover pizza I'm gonna I'm gonna put it in the microwave and I'm gonna eat it I'm gonna literally just put a slice of microwave on a paper towel and eat it warm I don't like cold pizza that much I don't I don't not like it I just I'll

I'll literally, I'll heat it up. Okay. Next question. Oh, it says pick one more. Jesus Christ. Uh, a microwave tortilla, a hot pocket. I don't think I've had a, I haven't had a hot pocket before. Dude, I have never, I've never had a hot pocket. Wait, how do I know? So I haven't had pizza rolls I haven't had a hot pocket did I mention bagel bites earlier yeah I don't think I've had those I did have a pop tart but it took me I was 16 when I I'm saying 16 I was like in high school I just think like okay 16 okay next so what was the other one cheese it's or a spoonful of peanut butter uh so the microwave tortilla has given me a flashback to childhood because my babysitter Jennifer um it's funny how I had I had so many babysitters in the summer

growing up and like every year it was like a different girl or sometimes we had like them two summers in a row but Jennifer I believe it was her or it was Olivia no I think it was Olivia Olivia would make us she'd do a flour tortilla with butter and cinnamon and sugar she'd microwave it and then roll it up and I'm telling you oh wait yeah cinnamon sugar butter on a flour tortilla microwave in the microwave for a minute and then rolled up it's I mean if you just need something quick and dirty like there you go but I that I haven't thought about that in a minute microwave tortillas. Yeah. So that just gave me a flashback. I don't know what a Hot Pocket tastes like. I mean, realistically, because I have it as peanut butter, but like

my, so one thing I do, so if I'm having like a late night situation, like I need, I have a sweet tooth or whatever. I just eat dark, I eat dark chocolate. I eat like a square or two. And then if I have peanut butter, sometimes I scoop it on there and that's just gets the job done. Um, so realistically I'm doing peanut butter cheese. It's, I do have a story to tell. I had a crush in high school on a boy. Um, oh my gosh, was it Louise? Was it, was this Louise? Who was this? Louise. Okay. No, I don't think he had it. No, no, no. I don't think I had it. No, he had a crush on me. I'm trying to remember this, but I would stand at, I would stand next to this guy named Luis I believe every basketball game like when we had the home games and I would

stand next to him in the stadium and honestly I only did that because he had the white cheddar cheese that's on hand all the time and they were so fucking good and I only ate them at those basketball games like or like it was like the guys are warming up I'm like they're super fucking early to get to secure my spot on the bench on the or excuse me on the bleachers that was such a big deal in high school, like getting to the games, the home games early for like football and basketball. So you could have like, you could get yourself in position and be seen. Jesus Christ. So yeah, I remember like we'd get there early and then he'd have like a box of white cheddar Cheez-Its and those are, I haven't like, I don't think I've even had those since

then, but what was I going to do? Pick another one. I'm going to go for a snack. Cheez-Its sound great though. I haven't had those in a minute. I'm going to go. I mean, I said realistically peanut butter. I'm going to go Cheez-Its. I need to buy those again. Oh wait, can I undo it? I just got my result. Here we go. This is the next show I have to watch. God damn it. This looks boring as fuck just from the picture. What show should you watch on Netflix based on your late night food preferences? Here we go. The show is called I Care A Lot. So my result says you can be a little high maintenance, but you're a very determined person, especially when it comes to making the perfect late night snack. The only

thing that could make a midnight snack better is watching a downright wild thriller comedy in which Rosamund Pike rocks a bob cut and multiple iconic pantsuits. Let me look this up. I care a lot. Have you guys heard of this show? It's a comedy thriller. I am DB. Let me read the bio here. A crooked legal guardian who drains the savings of her elderly wards meets her match when a woman she tries to swindle turns out to be more than she first appears.

Interesting. what are the it's got a 6.3 out of 10 on imdb whatever that means um so that's the show i have to fucking start watching okay oh it's a google question is uh is i care a lot scary that's my question because i don't i don't do scary shows i don't like getting scared i i'm not into scary movies i can barely watch like there's so many shows people are like like the only reason i could stomach ozark was because um what were the main characters names the parents fuck andy no marty bird and his wife yeah they look like they look like um like normal people that were like wholesome that weren't super

like they just weren't they weren't scary looking people they were just like like the mom drove a minivan and he he was just like a a calm dude in the show even though there's like a lot of killing people and shit i don't know so anyways what let me just read if this is a scary show the film follows marla grayson who concocted a terrifying but mostly legal scam she bribes medical professionals to declare older people legally unfit to look after themselves and then she fools gullible judges into appointing her as their legal guardian the scam is going great okay so it doesn't say if it's scary let me just look at some images it's a thriller so it's not scary it just looks like a cool plot i guess or something that'll

take you for a fucking ride and I'm into that um I don't recognize this actress okay so there's the answer I got um back to the result though I'm not hymen and it's like I feel like I've been talking about a relationship stuff a lot and like yesterday on the quiz I built my dream boyfriend or whatever that fucking quiz was but like and I don't know why I feel like I need to explain myself and justify my like I don't know like who I am all the time but I'm genuinely like the most low maintenance type of person like I'm I'm trying to think what would make me high maintenance like here's the thing I in a relationship I like quality time with my partner I like a lot of quality time one-on-one where it's just you and I and we were like

together a lot like I love that I don't like to have um like I don't mind if we're both independent people and we go our own set we go we're in our separate corners all day but when we come together like I like that but I don't need like constant texts all day long I don't need you to like constantly update me on your life all day long like I'm not high maintenance like that in terms of communication but uh I'm also not like oh I need flowers and I need gifts and like I don't need a lot like I don't know that kind of like if you give me like I don't want you to buy me flowers because I've told you that I like flowers like I just want it to be a surprise or like you just do it because you want to do it not because I'm high maintenance and I'm like oh my god like

I need roses all the time and I need chocolates and I need jewelry and I need like no and I need you to pay for my nails my you know like fuck that uh it's kind of a nice it's a nice gesture but I'm not a demanding person like that I don't I don't like to feel like I'm a what is it a burden or I'm uh I don't know I'm pretty laid back they can't fucking tell I'm pretty easy going um I just want to uh chill with you really and watch yeah what was i gonna watch i care a lot like it'd be nice to just like watch a series with you on netflix and fucking i don't know shoot the shit and go on our phones and just stare at our phones in the same room and not talk that's when you know you found a good person like when you can be quiet when you can be quiet together

like you don't have to be entertaining each other all the time like that's a good sign and it's not awkward or you feel like you don't feel like you need to talk to them or constantly you know be on and and that's the best that's when you're super comfortable I feel like you can just I don't know I remember that I felt awkward about that like one time I was dating this guy I was doing his we were both doing homework and there was silence in the air and it just felt it didn't feel right like that I don't know I don't feel like that was a good a good uh it wasn't like a good fit for me but anyways all right that's it day two of spring break is over um I'll just say just you need two days to fuck around like this and not

I don't know do anything earth shattering on the show and podcast about the knit like talk about the news and, uh, my life updates and stuff. I just want to do quizzes and, um, so yeah, there you go. Thanks for tuning in. Uh, hit that subscribe button. I'm here seven days a week and head over to patreon.com slash TJMS. That's my subscription, my subscription. ew that noise was disgusting that's my subscription service where you can get access to my extra content you can become an official supporter of the show and you'll get a shout out every friday and you'll get phone calls from me you'll get extra pictures and videos that no one else gets um i'm slowly building it like patreon to me is it's like where the diehards go i guess and

it's weird to say about the show but I feel like there are people because of the DMs I've gotten there are people that say this is such a mind fuck for me they DM me and they're like I literally they're I feel like they're kind of shy about it at first but then they tell me they're like I've literally never missed an episode they're like I literally listen to every episode and like those are I feel like the Patreon members are like I listen every day I never miss it's fucking crazy I mean I'll be honest though like I get it because I'm the same way with other podcasts like I listen to I don't know it's weird how you like over time you feel like you really get to know people and then you always look forward to their new show and you just want their updates you want you just

want to hear them talk and I don't know I try to I try to keep it interesting these quizzes I don't feel are I feel like they're kind of like I said they're a cop-out it's like I'll just do a quiz and like that's it and anyways all right hope you guys had a great Wednesday um I'm like do I want to ramble on about anything should I check my phone do I have any messages and shit um oh fuck so I didn't delete my hinge matches you know how I said I match with everyone I have 52 new likes oh fuck so yeah uh I've been I just don't I just I I have what I was thinking I'm gonna just let all these matches wash out like I told you guys I'm not gonna respond to anyone and lead anyone on or give you know I just matched with everyone just for fun

and then I realized they're all expecting me to respond back so I'm not gonna do that these messages will go away I literally have one fucking match on hinge and now I have 52 new likes like it's just a shit show so I'm gonna I don't know now I'm gonna be selective now I'm gonna like go back to what I should be doing but what's this message chill him out oh someone asked me if I if I put my puppy in the fridge and I said yes that's the one time I responded to someone yeah go listen to what was it monday's episode i reviewed i reviewed hinge profiles and i know you probably think that's fucked up i match with everyone because it's like people are paying for the app and you know it's like a waste of people's time but i like i said i don't i didn't i didn't

like um i'm not wasting people's time i'm not responding and leading anyone on i just wanted to read profiles and see what people said and shit so and i could literally do that without outmatching with anyone but um I just I don't know do I need to do it was it because I needed my ego boosted not really I mean it's hard out here for a hoe I did say that but like um I don't know I feel like guys have a ton of matches too right is it the same for guys probably I feel like girls just have it easier because guys probably just like every single girl in here and I don't know okay I'm rambling on yeah I'm gonna get off hinge because I just get anxiety and I'm like there's too many fucking people coming at me right now privilege white

privilege white female privilege what's this like point of privilege chart thing I saw too wait point of privilege point of privilege meaning uh definition of point of privilege point of privilege uh wait where's the definition sorry i know this is like not this is again i'm trailing on i trailing off i literally tried to end the episode i can't um but i saw a point like a privilege chart that it was like a repost that someone did on their story and i was like holy fuck um oh the eight white identities white supremacist white voyeurism white privilege white benefit white confessional white critical white traitor or white abolitionist

there's a regime of whiteness and there is action or there are action oriented white identities people who identify with whiteness what in the fuck what's this privilege privilege slash society i'm just joking about that like what did i say like i just because the whole because of the whole race uh like dial the dialogue about race going around the internet um that's been going around the internet for the last year like I just fuck around and say stuff like that um but I am I do have privilege and I'm a white woman so you know what uh self-awareness bitch I know myself and I understand that uh but you know what I'll never forget this I'll never forget this I was a three sport athlete I was in honors classes I had great

SAT scores I was in leadership I had I was yearbook editor um 3.8 GPA which for having being in sports and you know that was oh and I was in like business clubs I was in DECA literally in high school on paper I was killing the game I just I'd have a 4.0 I graduated with 3.8 but I remember there were my dream school was Washington University of Washington and I really wanted to go there and I applied and I got waitlisted and they ended up not accepting me but like five of five people I knew of that were not white um most of them were uh Hispanic Latino there's a Filipino two Filipino kids they all got accepted there and I knew these kids they were trash student not trash students they were not plugged in like me they didn't have all you know

and I was just like what is this is this because of diversity they need more they they uh prioritize people of you know what I mean so I think there's a lot of perks to not being white and there's a lot of um privileges out there if you're not white that white people don't get and I don't hear a lot of people talking about that so anyways like I firsthand experience that I and you know what I could be that could be all in my head how do I know that's a fact how do I know their entry essays and their applications weren't like you know award-winning like written amazingly and like so much better than mine but I don't know it just was it was a frustrating situation to be in and then at the end of the end of the day I didn't go into debt without college because I went to

community college and paid for it out of my pocket save that cash I'm not in suit I'm not in a ton of college debt great decision yeah that's one of the biggest I'm not like I'm not regretful of that because I saved a fuck ton of money and anyways I like worked and I lived at home. So anyways, okay. Happy Wednesday. There's the episode. Tomorrow I shall, I shall come with the good news, come with the content, the rants, the, you know, the normal stuff. But I just wanted to cop out for two days and do Buzzfeed quizzes. Cause you know, it's that type of, it's, it's, it's spring breaks. It's spring break season and I'm, I'm there. Okay. All right. Love you guys. Hit that subscribe button and I will talk to you tomorrow. Bye.